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FH W¡BF D Ntè..?: K Jy Rä Uhft
FH W¡BF D Ntè..?: K Jy Rä Uhft
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ãŸisf njl¤jhnd brŒth§f..? nAh« bth®¡ x˪âUªJ gh®¤j nghJ mt®fŸ f©l fh£ájh‹
v§nfí« Xo ¥ nghÆuhJ.. m¥òw kh f©oÅô áuk¤ij jªjJ..
g©Â¡fyh«..” mt‹ mªj¥ bg©iz mj£o
fyhÉ‹ fhjy‹ mj‰FŸ ifÈ¡F
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kh¿ÆUªjh‹.. mªj¥ bg© gÇkhw r¥ã£lh‹..
fh«gî©L¡FŸ nkh£lh® ir¡»is É£lh‹..
FHªijfSl ‹ oÉ gh®¤jh‹.. mt‹ koÆš
“ɤah..” fyhÉ‹ Fuš eL§»aâš fhš gL¤J¤ ö§» É£l FHªijfis mªj¥ bg©
lh¡ÌÆ‹ o iut® âU«ã mtis ïu¡fkhf ö¡»¡ bfh©L nghŒ gL¡f it¤J É£L tªjhŸ..
gh®¤jh‹. ït‹ mtis¡ f£o¥ ão¤J K¤j« bfhL¤jh‹..
“bghW.. ï‹D« f‹g®« g©Â¡fyh«..” mt®fŸ gL ¡ifaiw¡FŸ EiHª J f£oÈš
ɤah fhiu É£L ïw§»dhŸ.. rǪjnghJ fyh ɤahÉ‹ njhËš rǪâUªjhŸ..
mâ®î ɤa hÉ‹ kdâš tªjJ.. v¥ng‰g£l “R«kh kdR.. k©zh§f£o‹D ãdh¤jhnj
ijÇarhÈiaí« mJ nfhiHah¡» ÉLkh..? fyh.. j¥ã¥ ãiH¢R£l‹D Ãid¢R¡f..”
jhŒ, jªijÆšy hkš cwÉd®fË‹ fyhÉ‹ Kf¤âš j¥ã¥ ãiH¤J É£lj‰fhd
fUizÆš, mt®fË‹ ÃHÈš ts® ªj nghJ« rªnjhr« JË¡Tl ïšiy.. btWikahf ɤahit
fyh jiy ÃÄ®thf ïUªjhŸ.. vijí« vâ®bfhŸS« gh®¤J it¤jhŸ..
ijÇarhÈahf ïUªjhŸ.. mtŸ taJ¡F mtŸ ‘flîns..!’ v‹¿UªjJ ɤahî¡F..
mDgɤj f Zl§fŸ mtis itu « ngh‹w
fhjš gL ò¤ârh Èahd bg©iz¡Tl
ituh¡»arhÈahf ts®¤âUªjd..
K£lhsh¡» ÉLkh..?
‘mªj¡ fyhth ï¥go kh¿É£lhŸ..?’
ɤahî¡F És§fÉšiy.. ï¥ng‰g£l¡
ɤahthš e«gnt KoaÉšiy. . fyhit fhjiy¥ g‰¿¤ bjǪâUªJ« vj‰fhf všnyhU«
mj£o¥ gh®¤jhŸ.. Äu£o¥ gh®¤jhŸ.. fyh fhâš fhjÈ‹ ã‹dhš XL»wh®fŸ v‹W jd¡FŸ nf£L¡
ngh£L¡ bfhŸshkš vijnah g ¿ bfhL¤J bfh©lhŸ..
É£ltis¥ nghy N‹a¤ij bt¿¤jgo
‘v‹»£l tªJ vtdhtJ xU¤j‹ fhjš‹D
c£fh®ªâUªjhŸ..
brhšy£L«... k©ilia¥ ãsªJ ÉL»nw‹..’
“eh‹ brh‹dh¡ nf£f kh£oah fyh.. ï›tsî fUÉdhŸ..
MHkhd fhjiy mt‹ nky it¢rt.. mt‹ ahU
mtisna gh®¤J¡ bfh©oUªj fyhÉl«..
vtU‹D ÉrhÇ¢R¤ bjÇŠR¡»£L it¢áU¡fD«..
mij nfh£il É£L£l.. ï¥gthtJ ntw vijí« “v‹do m¥go¥ gh®¡»w..?” v‹W nf£lhŸ..
ïH¡fhk j¥ã¢rna‹D rªnjhr¥g£L¡f..” “c‹id¥ g h®¤jh vd¡F¥ bg hwhikah
“kdir ïHªJ£nlnd ɤah..” ïU¡F..”
“ïÅí« kh£l kh£nl‹.. Ú glw gh£il¥ mDkâ¡fkh £lhŸ.. fyhit¥ g‰¿ mtS¡F¤
gh®¤j ã ‹dhY« mªj¡ fUk hªâu¤ây bjÇí« v‹g jhš.. ght«, jhŒ, jf¥gÅšyhj
nghŒ kh£ o¡»wJ¡F vd¡bf‹d ig¤âakh bg© v‹W ïu©L ehŸfS¡F mDkâ
ão¢áU¡F..? ïJ¡F¥ nghŒ bghwhik¥ gl¿ah..? bfhL¤âUªjhŸ..
F£ n#h¡..” “Ú »s«ò ɤah.. eh‹ ehis¡F ntiyÆš
“cd¡F¥ òÇahJ ɤah.. Ú ò¤ârhÈ.. c‹ #hÆ‹ g©ÂLnw‹..”
kdir ntÈ ngh£L¡ f£L¥gL¤â it¢áU¡f.. “j£’° fbu¡£..! ntiyÆy kdir ilt®£
m¥goÆšyhk eh‹ kdir miygha É£L£nl‹.. g©Q.. nghf¥ nghf všyh« rÇah»U«..”
kdR tÈ¡FJo.. mtndhl Jnuhf« v‹ kdir u«g«
ngh£L mW ¡FJ.. ïªj uz tÈ ia mDgÉ¡ “Zô®..”
»wt§fS¡F¤jh‹ ïªj tÈnahl bfhLik òÇí«.. ɤahî¡F cWâaˤJ mD¥ã it¤jtid
ïij¤ jh§f Koahk¤jh‹ mt§f j‰bfhiy kWehŸ cÆÇšyhkš ɤah gh®¤jhŸ.. xU gh£oš
g©Â¡»wh§f nghy ɤah.. ïªj tÈ¡F rhî ö¡f kh¤âiufËš j‹ thœ¡if ia Ko¤J¡
v›tsnth njtyh«..” bfh©L É£lhŸ fyh..
ï¥go¢ brh‹dtis¤ jÅna É£LÉ£L ‘fhjš xU ¤âia rhfo¤J ÉL « msî¡F
ɤah å£L¡F¤ âU«ãÆU¡f¡ TlhJ.. ïu©lhtJ bfh^ukhdjh..?’
ehËš fyh bjËthf ngáaâš VkhªJ É£lhŸ ɤahÉ‹ kdâš fhjš Ér« ngh‹wJ v‹w
ɤah.. btËna nghfyhkh v‹W ɤah nf£lîl‹ v©z« MHkhf gâªJ É£lJ.. I.ã.v° nfh¢á§
mj‰bf‹d v‹WTl tªjhŸ.. nAh£lÈš »shÌš mt Sl‹ beU¡fkhf n gᥠgH»¡
rh¥ã£lhŸ.. ɤah brh‹d n#h¡»‰F áÇ¡f¡ Tl¢ bfh©oUªj ÇÎia¤ jÉ®¡f Mu«ã¤jhŸ.. mtŸ
brŒjhŸ.. kdâš mU«ãÆUªj ÇÎÆ‹ Ûjhd fhjš kyU«
mij e«ã ¤jh‹ njhÊia É£ L¥ ãǪJ K‹dnu fU » É£oUªjJ.. fyhî ¡F ne®ªj
å£L¡F¤ âU«ãdhŸ ɤah.. mtŸ å£oš ïu©L fâia¥ gh ®¤j ã‹dhš fhjÈ‹ ÛJ mtS¡F
ehŸfŸ nj hÊíl‹ j§»ÆU¡f É£ lnj bgÇa nfhg«jh‹ tªjJ.. kÇahij tuÉšiy..
Éra«.. m«ãfh bg©fis njhÊfË‹ å£oš j§f “V‹ ɤah..?”
188 fh‰W¡bf‹d ntÈ..? K¤Jy£RÄ uhft‹ 189
mtËl« gyKiw fhjš brhšÈ¤ X£l¤ij Ko¤J É£L.. XŒthf if, fhiy
njhšÉia¤ jGÉa ÇÎ nf£L¥ gh®¤jh‹.. mtŸ cj¿ago elªjhŸ.. mtŸ tUtij¥ gh®¡fhkš
kdâš mt‹ Ûjhd fhjš ïUª jJ v‹gij ikjhd¤â‹ ntbwhU _iyÆš bršnghid¡
mt‹ m¿th‹.. mªj¡ fhjš v§nf nghdJ..? V‹ fhJ¡F¡ bfhL¤J¥ ngá¡ bfh©oUªj ÛdhÉ‹
nghdJ..? v‹W bjÇahkš mt‹ âif¤jh‹.. Kf¤âš áÇ¥ò bgh§» tʪjJ.. ufáa¡ FuÈš
I.ã.v° nfh¢á§ »sh° KoªjJ.. nj®î vGâ f‹d« át¡f¥ ngá¡ bfh©oUªjtŸ ɤahit¡
nj®thdt®fË‹ g £oaÈš Kjš g¤J f©lJ« bršnghid mid¤J É£lhŸ.. R«khî«
ïl§fS¡FŸ ÇÎí« É¤ahî« tªâUªjh®fŸ.. miz¡fhkš..
ï©l®Éôî¡F¥ nghd ïl¤âY« mtSl‹ ngr “vâÇ tU» wh.. Xt®..” v‹w go miz¤J
mt‹ Ka‹w h‹.. vâÇia Kiw¥g ij¥ nghy it¤jhŸ..
Kiw¤J it¤jhŸ ɤah..
‘ïtS¡F ïU¡»w bshŸis¥ ghnu‹.. eh‹
j‹ Ka‰áÆš r‰W« kd« jsuhkš mtis¤ vâÇah«..’ ɤah mtis xU âD rhf gh®¤J
bjhl®ªJ tªJ j‹ fhjiy¢ brhšÈ¡ bfh©nl it¤jhŸ..
ÆUªjh‹ ÇÎ..
‘fhjY¡F vâÇ’ba‹w g£l¥ bga® ɤahî¡F
“Ú vJ¡f hf v‹id mthŒ£ g©nw‹D N£l¥ g£oU¥gij¥ g‰¿ mtS¡F¤ bjÇí«..
bjÇí«.. c‹ ãu©il xU¤j‹ Vkh‰¿£lh‹dh..
ngh§fo, Ú§fS« c§f fhjY« v‹W mij¡ fhâš
všnyhUnk m¥go ïUªâUth§fs h ɤah..
ngh£L¡ bfhŸshkš nghŒ ÉLthŸ.. m¥nghJ
v‹id¥ g¤â Ú òÇŠR¡»£lJ ï›tsîjhdh..?”
m¥go¥ nghfhkš Ûdhit t«ò¡F ïG¤jhŸ..
m‹W« mij¤jh‹ nf£lh‹..
“nghÅy ahU Ûdh..?”
“ahiu¥g‰¿í« e h‹ òÇŠR¡fD«D
mtáaÄšiy..” “v‹ ãu©£..”
üÈiH ngh‹w fhjiy¥ g‰¿ Ûdhî¡F¤ bjÇí«.. “óŠir kdR..! btËna ijÇakhd bg©
mâY« ɤahÉ‹ ju¥ãš üÈiHahf ïU¡F« nghy ntr« ngh£oU¡fh.. m‹iwÆy ïUªJ ït
mªj¡ fhjš ÇÎÆ‹ kdâš ïU«ò¢ r§»Èahf fhjY¡F Énuhâah M»£lh..”
ãidªâU¡»wJ v‹gij mtŸ m¿thŸ.. “ght«jh‹ Ú§f..”
“mt ahnuh xU bg©Âšy..” “mtS« ght«jh‹ .. fh‰W¡F ntÈ
mDjhg¤Jl‹ ɤa hit¥ gh®¤jgo nghlwJ«.. fhjY¡F ntÈ nghlwJ« x‹Djh‹D
brh‹dh‹ ÇÎ.. c‹Dila mDjhg« vd¡F¤ bjÇahk FH«ã¥ nghÆU¡fh..”
njitÆšiy .. v‹gij¥ nghy mtŸ mtid “ɤahthtJ.. FH«gwjhtJ.. neh rh‹°..”
Énuhjkhf gh®¤J É£L... ei lia¡ f£o “ehD« m¥go¤jh‹ Ãid¢R¡»£L ïUªnj‹..
É£lhŸ.. nghf¥ nghf¤ jhnd mJ bjÇŠrJ..”
“c§fis¥ gh®¤jJ« Xo£lh.. ïšiy‹dh “vJ..? óÉ‹ thrkh..?”
v‹id xU tÊ g©ÂÆU¥gh.. nj§¡° ÇÎ..”
“Ah.. Ah..”
“mt ght« Ûdh.. mtS¡F beU¡fkhd
ÛdhÉl« ngá¡ bfh©oUªj ÇÎÆ‹
ãu©£l fh jš‹D brhšÈ xU¤j ‹ Vkh‰w¥
cu¤j áÇ¥ò ɤahÉ‹ fhJfis v£oaJ.. mtŸ
gh®¤âU¡fh‹..”
âU«ã¥ gh®¤J Kiw¤jhŸ.. mtË‹ cZz¤âš
“ikfh£..! j¥ã¢R£lhŸy..?” mtis¥ gh®¤J f©áÄ£o it¤jh‹ ÇÎ.. mtŸ
gšiy¡ fo¤jgo Kf¤ij¤ âU¥ã¡ bfh©L nghŒ
“e«k MŸ Tl ïU¡»w¥g j¥ã¡fhk v¥go
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ïU¥gh..? ït mtisí« ifãoahŒ T¥ã£L¡»£L
mtid ~ghnyh g©Â.. mt‹ FL«g« FHªij “fŸË..! Ú§f v‹»£l áÇ¢R ¥ ngrwij
F£o‹D ïU¡»wij neU¡F ne® fh£o£lh..” mtshy jh§»¡f Koaiy..” v‹whŸ Ûdh..
“Mkh«.. mtnshl m¡fhî¡F fšahzkh«..” mHF mtid <®¤jJ.. mj‰F K‹dhš mtË‹
“mL¤J c§fS¡fh..?” Ú©l ã‹diy V‹ mt‹ ftÅ¡fÉšiy v‹w
bkÈjhd M¢rÇa« mt‹ kdâš vGªjJ.. átªj
“elªjhY« el¡fyh«..”
nkÅÆ‹ ã‹ d§ fG¤â‹ Éa®it K¤J¡fŸ
ÇÎ Û©L« áÇ¡f.. bjhiyÉš br‹WÉ£l mtid¥ gh ®¤J¡ f© áÄ£od.. brGikahd
ɤah kWgoí« âU«ã¥ gh®¤jhŸ.. mtsJ njhŸ fË‹ ÛJ goªj gh®i t ïw§»..
xšÈahd mtsJ njf¤â‹ m§f yht©a§fË‹
ÛJ C®ªJ goªjJ..
19 ‘brk mHfh ïU¡fh..’
mt‹ gh®¥gij mtŸ gh®¡fÉšiy v‹w
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bj‹g£l bg©ikÆ‹ eËd¤âš Vnjh xU
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tifÆš mt‹ tÓfÇ¡f¥ g£lh‹.
Kf¤ij¥ gh®¤jh šjhnd vd¡F¥ ãu¢id..?
c‹ Kf« FSFSbtd ïUªJ v d¡F Mf¥ ‘ïtis¥ gh¤jh ‘»¡’ M»nw‹..?’
nghtbj‹d..? ÍîÍîbtd ïU¥gjhš Mfhkš jiyia¡ FY¡»¡ bfh©ltD¡F ÉÊfis¤
nghf¥ nghtbj‹d v‹W mtD¡F KJF fh£o âU¥g Koa Éšiy... âU«g¤ âU «g mtis¥
c£fh®ªâUªjhŸ kfhy£RÄ.. tH¡fkhf mt®fŸ gh®¡F« ÉÊfis¡ f£L¥ gL¤J« kh®¡f¤â‰F v§F
rªâ¡F« m ªj fhã õh¥ãš t H¡f«nghy brštJ v‹W mtD¡F rÈ¥ghf ïUªjJ..
mtS¡bf‹W tutiH¡f¥ g£oUªj fhã Mil
mJtiu k fhy£RÄia¥ ngh‹ w <®¡f¥
f£o¥ nghŒ nf£ghÇšyhkš mehijahf ïUªjJ..
Toa ngu HFl‹ vªj¥ bg©i zí« mt‹
mij¥ gh®¤j rŠrÆ‹ Kf ÍîÍî¥ò mâfǤjJ..
rªâ¤jâšiy.. mtDila t£lhu¤âš nguH»fŸ
‘ït fG¤ây eh‹ jhÈia¡ f£oahfDkh..?’ ïU¡»wh®fŸ .. kfhit Élî« mHF .. Mdhš..
mtD¡F KJF fh£ o c£fh®ªâUªj kfhit¥ ngh‹w ïa‰if mHFl‹ mt®fËšiy..
kfhy£RÄia¥ gh®¤jh‹.. Ú©L bjh§»a ã‹dÈ‹ rhjhuz¤ njh‰w¤ij¡Tl nguHfhf kh‰¿ ÉL«
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