My huge "what if"

Imagine a scenario where I had the character that I truly need. I'm pretty friendly
when I'm in an agreeable circumstance. With my companions, I can go about as dumb
or uproarious or clever or irritating as I need, since they're my companions and I
definitely realize that they acknowledge who I am. I'm super terrible at meeting new
individuals. It requires some investment to make new companions, and more often
than not individuals don't care for me. I don't have a clue what I'm fouling up, I
simply wish I was more happy with being an outgoing individual.

My little "what uncertainties"

Imagine a scenario in which I had great eyebrows. (I will complete my eyebrows

soon, wish me karma)

Imagine a scenario where I wasn't keen on science. I can't envision myself being keen
on some other field. It would be truly unusual.

Consider the possibility that I was the most established youngster. I'm not an
autonomous individual and I have an inclination that I would be super gone ballistic
in the event that I needed to manage school applications and moving out and stuff like
that by itself

Consider the possibility that I was taller. I like being tall (5′10″, not staggeringly tall
yet taller than like the entirety of the individuals my age), however it is cool to
resemble 6′ or something.