Name : NURUL FATHIYYAH

Class : A

NIM : A1M220017

My Bad Experience in Life

One year ago my little brother, Najib, and I watched a broadcast about firefighting. I
immediately remembered having a personal experience about fires. In early 2019, at that time
I had moved house because my father bought a new house, but when we were tidying up to
go to the new house my father received a call that my neighbor's house had just been on fire.
My mother asked my father in a voice that sounded panicked, similar to the tone he had when
my mother was on the phone first when I died. Hearing the news, the class was immediately
shocked and immediately drove to our new house, which is about 8 km from our old house.

Next to your new house is a printing shop. Lots of paper there and the house is long to the
back making it difficult for blackouts. The house model is a former Dutch house which is old
and sturdy. Firefighters trying to extinguish the fire through our new home. The location of
our new house is a corner house made of plywood and zinc on the second floor and next to a
neighbor's house that was on fire. The fire officer entered through my room and broke down
the plywood wall and held discussions at a neighbor's house which was on fire. I walked in
and watched as I tried to secure items that could be evacuated.The fire seemed to be licking
high. The condition of our house and our neighbors is like a flat. From the outside there are
two levels, but the upper level is not where I live. There are many families residing in that big
house. A kind of checkerboard, where we occupy the lower left corner.

The fire was extinguished that day, but in a pile of burns, it was easy to catch fire again. I,
with my friends and family, take turns guarding and if you see something burning and
burning fire, immediately pour the water again. The neighbor's house can indeed appear to be
free from my attic because the back, which used to be just a tin roof, is no longer there
because of a fire.But the impact of the fires is not only that. The electricity was disconnected
from the poles so that for several weeks there was no electricity. Even though business
activities like it or not have to continue. I had moved it to another location, but ended up
buying a generator engine to overcome this. The heaviest impact is the psychological impact,
in the form of trauma. I thought I was not a person who is easily traumatized, but it turned out
that I just realized how the subconscious works.
It's been days, weeks, but when I sleep, I do use the air conditioner and there is an outlet that
has a red indicator light. Often I wake up and scream, the fires pointing at the red light in my
dark room. It happened several times. In fact, on a daily basis, I don't feel traumatized. I am
not afraid of fire or fires, but I wonder why when I sleep, I can "see" the red indicator light
and then scream as if in panic about the danger of a fire. Yes, now I no longer experience it
like that. It wasn't until a few months that I was relaxed and undisturbed. Maybe because
before going to bed I looked at the red light and seemed to challenge it. "Watch out if you
disturb my sleep again." Yes, that's about the fire trauma story. Gives a new understanding of
the subconscious, even though I don't know exactly ... how it works.