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Habit Issue 4
Habit Issue 4
acknowledge and thank the people who have worked tirelessly to make this possible. Habit is the
only student-run literary magazine at Anna Maria College and serves as a platform for free
We pride ourselves in fostering a nonjudgmental space for those to share work that they are
proud of. Habit accepts all original short stories, poetry, scripts, artwork, designs, and
The literary club is always looking for new members! Please reach out to myself or our club
Dream Whitaker
Table of Contents
Short Story
Photography
Poetry
Artwork
Short Story
Second Chance
Emily Ngo – Class of 2021
Genre: Fiction
“Come on, let’s go. It has certainly been a while since we explored the garden," Evie said
excitedly. It seems she is acting as if it was never raining at all. The young woman smiled
brightly at the child, grabbing her hand. Holly merely nodded and got off the chair she was in.
As they walked, Holly can’t help but glance at the other individual, her mind wheeling.
Ever since Evie came two months ago, strange things have occurred. This sudden changed in
weather was not the only weird occurrence, nor was it the first time this happened. At times,
the young girl sometimes witnessed shadows or dark figures roaming her home, despite not
witnessing another individual besides Evie. She also hears small whispers around her, barely
making out the words the air seemingly saying. Whenever this occurred, chills are the only thing
she feels.
“Holly, instead of the garden, do you want to visit the meadow nearby,” Evie asked taking
Holly away from her thoughts.
“Meadow,” Holly questioned. She was unaware there was a meadow nearby, but then
again, she has not explored the area often. “Okay.”
Evie’s eyes brightened, “Perfect! You are going to love it!”
Holly simply nodded and turn her gaze before her. The only sounds that can be heard
are the soft footsteps between the two and the occasional wind that blows by.
The silence between the two was not deafening, but the trip was starting to bore Holly.
Usually, another conversation was to occur, but it seems neither wanted to start it. The child
glanced up and saw Evie’s harden face. So unusual considering how upbeat and cheerfully she
usually is. The young woman would constantly talk Holly’s ear off and encouraged the younger
girl to engaged as well.
“-ou ready,” a voice timidly whispered behind her.
Holly snapped her head in the direction where she believed the voice came from.
“Are you ready,” the voice repeated itself.
“Ready for what,” a bewildered Holly asked. Nothing was behind her beside the pathway
the two were on. The voice she heard was too low to be Evie, yet she did not feel entirely
scared. The voice feels familiar and warm.
“Are you ready?”
The young woman glanced down at the child. Holly has suddenly stopped and starting to
speak to someone behind her. Evie turned her gaze and sigh before kneeling to the young girl.
Placing her hand on the other girl’s head and patted her head. She asked in a gentle
voice, “Holly, sweetie, do you have any questions?”
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“Questions?”
“Yes, anything you would like to ask. I’m sure you have many.”
“…”
“You can ask anything, no matter how silly or strange it is. I won’t judge.”
“…” Holly just remained silent, starting to feel dreadful. She never heard these voices
around Evie before. It was always when she was alone.
“Okay, how about I just asked you questions then?” The young girl nodded as let go of
her guardian’s hand.
“Have you been feeling as if you are missing something?”
Holly's eyes widen at the question. This is the first time she heard this out loud. She has
not publicly admitted this, nor did she want to believe it.
“Have you been hearing voices, or seeing something dark around?”
“…” The silence was only the answer. For some unknown reason, Holly feels as if she
was in some sort of trouble. These things that Evie are bringing up are not something she ever
said out loud.
“Holly, it’s alright. Nothing bad is coming from this,” Evie reassured the girl, “I just want
to know. I think it’s about time we see your parents, okay?”
“They’re here?”, the child’s eyes glimmered brightly. A soft laugh can be heard from the
distance. Holly tilted her head towards the direction of the meadow, the source of where the
laugh is coming from.
Evie stood up and looked down towards the girl with a gentle and reassuring smile. “Of
course. I think today is the day you’ll see them. They’re at the meadow.”
With that statement, Holly started to run along the path with so much energy, Evie was
surprised. For the last two months, it seems as if the child was less than content with her life.
She refused to do anything besides staying in her bedroom looking out the window. It was odd
to see a child be so still, not wanting to play or be loud. This worried Evie to see this, especially
knowing the outcome if she continues to leave the girl alone.
With few quick strides, the young woman easily caught up towards the child. The
moment the two reached the meadow, a couple was already standing there with a knowing look.
Fully knowing their daughter will be coming to see them. Both parties radiated with happiness
as the older couple kneeled with arms wide open. Their daughter running with laughter towards
them. The moment Holly was within reach; she was pulled into the hug. Tears streaming down
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on all three faces as a bright light quickly flashed. The family that was embracing on top of the
meadow disappeared.
“Another successful case,” a deep voice said.
Without missing a beat Evie coolly replied, “Maybe.” She felt someone walk up towards
her, staring intently where the small family once been.
“Thinking of changing careers,” the man chuckled fully aware of what she feels.
“I just want to help, but it doesn’t seem I’m getting better at this. It doesn’t help if others
are trying to interfere.”
“You’re still a newbie, but you did alright. They just want to prepare you for the next
step.”
“Is this something you think I’m ready to do," Evie turned with uncertainty in her voice,
"Arlo, I thought I was only supposed to watch souls until their ties with their bodies are gone. I
never expect to deal with soul snatchers or other sorts.”
"Weren't you originally an angel," Arlo shot back teasingly, “This is something you can
easily do. It’ll be a waste for your talents to be unused.”
“Unused? I just wanted to help lost souls, not deal with entities trying to steal them.
Besides, I did a bad job, Holly still witnessed those snatchers and heard them too.”
“Yeah, but she back with her parents. Her soul can rest easy now.”
Evie simply stared at the man with disbelief. She can’t believe how laidback he is talking
about this situation. But then again, he does not care much for anything, and simply does what
he pleases.
“That little girl never understood her situation in the first place, and didn’t she think she
was still alive anyway? She never questioned anything, she didn’t ask anything from you so it
fine,” Arlo reasoned, “Besides if she did have any negative experience, it is all forgotten now
since she probably up in paradise with her family.”
Staring blanking in disbelief as she heard the man continue to talk. "I'm going to leave
you now.” Evie turned around and walked away from the scene feeling mix of emotions as she
heard her colleague calling for her.
This is her first job since she transferred. In the last two months, she tried to keep the
child's soul intact and at peace while Holly’s physical body was trying to recover from an accident
that killed her parents. The girl was on the verge of death, and it was unknown if she will survive
at the time. Evie’s duty was to protect and guide the soul until judgment was made. She strived
to keep the girl happy and unaware but realized she does not know how to do so. This job is too
different than being a guardian angel.
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Photography
Meghan Sonia - Class of 2023
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Poetry
The Heart and The Head
Dawnisha Franklin – Class of 2022
You lose your mind and only think with your heart.
But you would be dead inside and not have any joy.
The heart and the head go together like the moon and the sun.
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Heartache’s Touch
Christopher R. McClure – Class of 2023
No storm nor quake could rock it from its stance. Not anger, pain, or sorrow win their plea,
Is This Love?
Christopher R. McClure – Class of 2023
He’s a friend.
Maybe that’s the right word
He’s there when I need him,
We crack inside jokes
Our personal issues are out there in view,
He trusts me with things that even he barely knew.
I think I get it.
This is love,
A different kind than I thought,
I wouldn’t trade it or change it,
I love what I got. And the more that I think, the more that I know. And, I’m…Loved.
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The Mask
Victoria Hughes – Class of 2023
Strong.
I never knew what that word really meant
Until I was ten.
I only knew that it meant the physical strength mostly men had.
I didn't realize until I was ten that there was such thing as mental strength either.
In high school,
I perfected my facade once again.
No one knew the pain I dealt with unless I told them.
To everyone else,
I was a new person.
But I was happy.
Now,
Despite my best efforts,
I can't help but keep up the facade.
I'd found people who understand the pain,
But, as I've found,
I cannot remove the mask.
I tried.
I really did,
But letting them in,
Letting them see the pain
that I'd spent so long hiding,
Became impossible.
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For now,
Until the day comes that everything comes down,
I cry behind closed doors.
I hide the pain that I'd felt.
I cry inside for the childhood lost.
Lost to the pains of grief and betrayal.
For now,
I must hide behind the mask,
For the mask is my only friend.
For the mask knows
the pain and fear I hide.
For it is behind the mask
I will always hide the truth
Until the day arrives that a new mask will be put in its place.
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Artwork
Moon Over Shanghai
Erica White – Class of 2023
*[This is an Ink and brush drawing in the style of Sumi-e. Although a Japanese art style, a Chinese
style sun was used to create this culturally integrative piece.]
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Emily Ng
Dawnisha Franklin
Christopher R. McClure
Victoria Hughes
Erica White
Toby Rodriquez
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