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The Time We Spend Together - Short Story
The Time We Spend Together - Short Story
I feel safe in the apartment. It’s tiny and crammed, but I like tiny and crammed. On
Sundays, around eight, she always sits down in front of her television with a cup of tea. Or
maybe it’s coffee. She watches reality television on E! Network. I also watch reality television, I
used to hate it, but I grew to like it as we watched it together. I drag a chair from the kitchen table
to the left of the window. Just out of her line of sight if she were to turn around quickly. It’s
never happened before, but I like to be safe. I brew a cup of herbal tea on the stove while she
does. I can’t see into her kitchen, but I can see when she goes in and out of it. I hope we’re
drinking the same tea. I hope she’s drinking tea. Coffee can stunt your growth. I’m not sure if
she’s growing anymore. I do as much as I can with her, although we’re confined only to our tiny,
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I spend a lot of time on my own in the apartment. I try to find things to do with myself
like picking the mold out between the tiles on the kitchen floor and discovering new ways to
paint my nails with the three colors I’ve collected. It is a lot of time to pass. I have lived in this
apartment for three years as of next Tuesday. I keep a stash of used tea bag wrappers under the
couch. One for every Sunday, 155. One hundred and fifty five cups of tea, roman numeral CLV.
This number should mean nothing to me as I realize there may not be an end to it. What is the
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Dec 1, 2019
She doesn’t seem to think that I can see her watching me. I’ve considered closing my
curtains, but she’s really not harming anyone, and she’s not exactly intimidating. If she likes to
watch, I’ll let her watch. She only looks about sixteen or seventeen years old, long blond hair,
longer than what it should be. After the first few times I noticed her watching, I turned the TV a
little to right so she could get a better view. I assume her parents are one of the weird breeds that
think TV and other electronics melt the brain. I’ve started to take a different route to work and to
the store, so I go by the entrance of her building. I’m hoping that one of these days we’ll run into
each other as she’s leaving so I can casually introduce myself and hopefully make this whole
- Rachel
IV
I keep the curtains drawn from sunrise to sundown, opening them a crack every couple of
hours to see if she’s home or what she’s doing. The curtains stay open all night long because that
is when it is safest for them to be open. I sleep on the floor in front of the couch with my favorite
pillow and my blanket, so I can watch out the window. Sometimes, I can watch her shadow
dance from her bedroom to her bathroom in the middle of the night if I concentrate on her
She always wears nightgowns to bed, that is something I have never done, but now that I
see her in them I want one for myself, at least one. The holes in my sweatpants make me feel
apart from her. If she saw them, she would know. She would offer me one of her nightgowns.
Her blue one, because it matches my eyes. She would brew me a cup of tea and we would curl up
on the couch together and laugh at the Kardashian’s trivial issues. I would rest my head on her
shoulder and try to keep my eyes open, but I’m tired. So so tired.
In the morning I have a routine. I wake up. I close the curtains. I take a shower. I
shampoo my hair every two days. It is supposed to be better for your hair if you do this, but it
also conserves soap. It is important to conserve soap because you don’t want to run out before
Tuesday morning I pry it open with my hands and organize the contents. Bathroom stuff
vs dry stuff vs freezer stuff. The conditioner had exploded somehow, probably in the truck, but I
wasn’t going to get too worked up over it. I’ve never finished the entire bottle by the time the
next box comes. But I still wish that he would handle the shipments better.
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Dec 7, 2019
When I left for class this morning, a man was standing at the window looking down into
the street four floors below our apartments. I had seen him before a handful of times. He’s rough
with her. I assume he’s her father, a tallish well dressed man fit for Wall Street. He has large
hands, very large wrinkly hands that can leave marks. I can see the lines in them from my
- Rachel
VII
I can’t see her front door from my living room, but I know when she’s not in her
apartment. I assume she goes to school, or maybe she goes to spend time with her friends, or to a
coffee shop somewhere near by to read or write. I used to really like writing. Sometimes I think
problems does she have that she feels the need to scribble all over a piece of paper instead of just
talking to someone? I wish I had someone to talk to. I don’t know exactly what we would talk
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Dear Diary,
I spend my days waiting, but for what? Rescue? Nobody cares or knows where I am. I know I
could escape pretty easily. He’s older. One good hit to his knees or the side of his head with the
tea kettle would give me enough time to get past him. Or easier yet, I could just start banging on
the window until she notices. I could yell “help” until she calls the police, but I don’t want to
scare her. I don’t want to be the person to cause her stress. I don’t want to disrupt her lazy
Sunday night. Eventually, I’ll have to do something. Eventually, I’ll have to really escape, but it’s
a warm house with food and no rent, no real world problems. If I go back will anyone notice I
was gone? My boss? My mom? My friends? I don’t think so. And how would I get back? I don’t
know what city I’m in. I’ll be back on the streets. It’s better to stay here. It is better to eat my
peanut butter and jelly sandwiches in the comfort of this man’s apartment than to take my
- Angel
IX
I want to touch someone. I want to shake hands with a stranger or hug my best friend or
kiss someone at a house party. I’m not myself anymore. I don’t know who I am I’ve analyzed
and reanalyzed all of my memories and thoughts a million times. I stopped feeling this way for a
while. I had come to terms with my situation after the first three or so months. I was just a thing
trapped inside another thing, but today I made my eyes meet with hers, purely by accident. I was
closing the curtains, six am, just like any other day and she was just standing there, in the
window. I looked at her and I froze and for a second she smiled before I pulled the curtains shut.
I’m starting to feel like I could get out of here. I want to get out of here. For the first time
in three years, I don’t feel like staying here in this tiny apartment is my only option. I could meet
her and she will help me. She’ll know what to do. She’ll take me in and feed me something other
than a fucking peanut butter and jelly sandwhich. Her apartment will smell like garlic bread and
spaghetti sauce. We’ll sit at her dining room table and drink red wine and laugh about the times
that we spent together. All I have to do is walk out that door. I just turn the knob and go from
there.
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I want to save her. I want to take her from that awful boring place and show her the
world. I will knock down her door, tear it off its hinges, and pull her into the real world, my
world. He will not be able to stop me. I am too strong and I have a gun. He will shake with fear
with one look at me. He will apologize for doing this to her, for keeping her here all these years.
She will cry. She will cry tears of joy and thank me and kick him in the shin as we walk out the
- Rachel
XII
I hear the front door open while I’m in the shower, so I take my time letting the warm
water soak into my hair and make it darker than it actually is. When I get out I dry off and stare
at myself in the mirror for a while. Today is the day. I know she is thinking about me. I know she
is waiting for me. I open the bathroom door and he’s standing right outside, towering over me,
“A notebook.” I reply
“No, what is this. What have you written inside this?” he flips open the notebook revealing
dozens of entries.
Rachel.”
“No, I didn’t write them, it’s her.” I say, frustrated, pointing to the curtains.
I try to grab my journal back from him, but he pulls it out of my grasp and slaps me hard