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you’re probably wondering...
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INTERVIEW with BLACK FIGURES
In the past you’ve opened up to me about having
myself down by breathing deeply and slowly, but it
hallucinations, when did these start?
never gets rid of the intense fear that they’ll come
my PARTNER
How frequently do you hallucinate?
What happened when you spoke to a professional
The violent/visual ones I’d say maybe 3-4 times a
about it?
week, sometimes 5 times.
Um, it was all blamed mainly on sleep. Although,
Are they the same as before? my sleep was fine, my eating was fine... but I’m still
Worse, if anything, even though I’m completely hearing and seeing things.
clean now; I don’t take any drugs, smoke or anything
How did that make you feel?
anymore.
It felt like no one was there to listen to me, and that
Recently, my partner opened up to me about his hal-
Can you tell me about some of these they wanted to put the blame on the easiest solu-
lucinations. I wanted to take this chance to talk to
hallucinations? tion... I felt so alone.
him about his experiences with these hallucinations
Mainly, I wake up and can feel something watching
and what happened when he spoke to medical pro- For someone in your position, would you urge
me. I’ll wake up, look around and always manage
fessionals. No one should feel like they have no one them to speak to a professional about it, or self
to find something staring back at me; whether it’s
to turn to. It’s hard opening up and talking freely help or anything else?
peeking around a corner or crawling on the ceiling.
when you’ve been shut down by medical profession- None of those things, the main thing that’s helped
als; it’ll make you think: Am I crazy??? What do these ‘things’ look like? me is having my family and friends, and partner
Often, they’re just black figures with white-out eyes. there to support me; that seems to be more effective
than anything else.
And do you hear things?
Not as much as I used to, but yeah, I still do.
What kind of things?
AM I CRAZY???
Mainly my name being called, or whispering; I can
never really make out what’s being said, they’re just
soft whispers in my ear.
Have you ever acted on the hallucinations you’ve
had? As in, have you seen something and maybe
gone to get rid of it?
I’ve thrown things once before, but every other time
I just try to lay back down and forget about it...
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How do these hallucinations effect you? In the
moment and in the long term?
When I hallucinate, I get put into a complete state
of fear; I’ll cry, I’ll shake. I’ll usually try and calm
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I was diagnosed
when I was 17.
I have always been an ‘artist’, I just didn’t realize What I live with isn’t easy and it can be debilitat-
what that meant until my mental illness appeared. ing, but I’m not living out on the streets screaming
I despise the term ‘mentally ill’; it implies that who about alien abductions. That’s not to say there
I am as a person is fundamentally corrupted and aren’t people out there who are that severe – there
broken. Unfortunately, as soon as I tell people what are. However, there are also people like me who
I struggle with, I feel like that’s all they see me as. just stay at home most of the time cooped up in
They see the stigma perpetuated by the media, their room. It is a spectrum of symptoms with
and the inaccurate stereotypes portrayed in varying severity levels. Each person’s experience
Hollywood. That is precisely why I am so open is unique.
about what I live with.
In my hallucinations I hear voices, sound effects,
random noises, and I often see bugs, faces, and dis-
embodied eyes. I hallucinate bugs quite often, and
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my depression makes me feel worthless like a fly.
My bug illustrations represent my illness. They
crawl out of the vent in my ceiling and make
clicking noises, or I’ll see them crawl out from
underneath things. I have a lot of intense emotions,
and hear voices telling me to light things on fire.
Organization, communication, paranoia, depression,
anxiety, and managing my emotions are the biggest
struggles for me.
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My life with
schizophrenia
chizophrenia takes a lot from people’s be accepted.
lives, but it’s hard to know when it’s there. Your diagnosis was a while ago now…
I’ve known my friend J for a good 10 years Yes, it was about 5 years ago.
now. He always struck me as odd, having
Did the schizophrenia diagnosis a big change in
moments of absence and sometimes going
your life?
from a very serious topic to something hilariously
Not really. I knew something was wrong, but know-
unrelated. Recently, he confessed to me that he
ing what it was didn’t really help to make it better.
was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few years ago,
Probably because I refuse to take any treatment.
which is apparently much more common than we
think. Why do you refuse to take any treatment?
*pauses* I once took some antidepressants for a
I decided to take this opportunity to ask him how
few months… I took meds when I was incorrectly
he feels in general about his condition and what
diagnosed with chronic depression. It ruined my
effects it has on his daily life.
life for a while. I was drowsy, couldn’t eat, I would
Although not too many things were said, the vomit often…. This isn’t a way to live.
conversation spanned over 30 minutes. It was hard
Can you define your average day when you’re at
getting him to explain how he feels. This was his
your worst?
first time talking about it to someone other than a
I usually sleep in late. I have bad insomnia and
psychologist. I simply hope that this will help him
it’s hard for me to go to bed early. I’ll listen to
and other people like him to understand they can
music pretty much all day so I stop focusing on my
thoughts. When I go to class, I often panic a bit,
and I have to check several times that everything is
okay and I can go.
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In public transportation, I get really anxious and I
try to avoid contact as much as I can. When I’m in
class, it’s hard to focus on listening to the teach-
ers and getting work done. I come back home as
quickly as I can when it’s finished and I go back to
listening to music. Then, I play music or write for
a while, as well as playing video games, then go to 11
bed late.
“It also makes me really paranoid. I
keep thinking bad things will happen
to me, or that people are trying to
trick me.”
Depression is also frequent. I become overwhelmed You’re not helping your cause, you know…
with how I feel and what I hear, and it convinces *laughs* Honestly, it’s just hard for us. I don’t know
me that I don’t want to live anymore. Even though I how people feel about it. I must admit I’ve never
And are these your ways of escaping? Have you ever acted upon these things
want to… When good things happen to me, all I can asked “normal” people. Even my mother isn’t aware
Videogames don’t really help, honestly. They’re just a you hear?
hear are things like “You don’t deserve it” or “stop about this.
nice waste of time to me. But playing music and writ- No. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick. The
trying, it doesn’t matter”. And as such, I can’t really
ing does help, yes. It allows me to let my emotions hardest part is not hearing the voice. It’s having to Why don’t you tell anyone?
enjoy these things.
out for a bit. find a way to cope with it. I’d rather have people think that I’m weird than a
Also, I seem to be unable to relate to people. I don’t freak, really.
How would you define yourself now? How do you cope with it?
care about what people say to me. It doesn’t matter
*laughs* I, uh… I’m two persons in one mind. Not First of all,I think about very unrelated things. It
to me when someone I like is unhappy. I try to be
two minds in one person. Know what I mean? makes me forget a lot because sometimes I can’t
polite, but I genuinely don’t care. Although not too many things were said, the con-
concentrate on what people are saying to me.
Not really. Can you explain? versation spanned over 30 minutes. It was hard
I have to suppress the voice and so I think about Do you think a lot of people have this condition?
I hate saying that, but this is a bit like having two getting him to explain how he feels. This was his
something else, and that makes me unable to pay Ehhh… It’s hard to say. I think many people are
personalities, except different. It’s more complicated first time talking about it to someone other than a
attention. People think I’m ditzy and that I don’t misdiagnosed with depression too. And as such,
though, it would be easy to understand if I was just psychologist. I simply hope that this will help him
care, but I just have to bear the constant pain of they go through their entire life thinking “I’m
saying “oh I hear voices telling me to kill people” but and other people like him to understand they can
fighting with myself. depressed”. But as it turns out, it’s not at all what’s
it’s not just A voice. It’s MY voice, telling me to do be accepted.
wrong with them.
things I don’t want to do. I was trying to know how you fight back the
voice exactly. What are you hoping for now?
My entire day and interactions are plagued with this
Ah, yes… I focus on things like objects or pieces of I know it’s never going to go away. I just hope that
“voice” telling me not to care about anything. Or to
furniture. I get completely lost in looking at things. I can learn to stop listening for a little and start to
do things I don’t want to do. It never really stops.
Also, I count the number of letters in a sentence enjoy things. I don’t want to become a bitter old
And what kind of things does it tell you? and I try to rearrange it so that I like the number man who doesn’t enjoy anything, you know?
Everything that I don’t want to do, really. Socially better. I get obsessed with unimportant things to
Yeah, I understand. Is there anything you’d like
unacceptable and forbidden things. It often has to think about something else.
people to know about when it comes to your
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do with violent tendencies. Like, sometimes, I clearly
What effects does it have on your daily life? condition ?
hear my voice in my head telling me to hurt some-
I forget things. A lot. Important things, like taking It’s not as scary as it sounds, really. People think
one. And it also often has to do with sexuality. It’s
care of my loved ones. I forget my mother’s birth- we have split personalities and that we can snap
basically telling me to do every thing that I don’t
day every year, for example. I gave up on trying to and go like “I’M GOING TO MURDER YOU NOW”.
want to do, and somehow it makes me convince
note down what I have to do because I even forget Even if we – even if I think about it, doesn’t mean
myself that I want to do these things.
12 about the notes that I take. I’m gonna do it. 13
February University Mental Health Organisations to celebrate the of the effects of psychological
Day: 4 March contribution of over 20 million distress in the workplace and
Time to talk day: 4 February
A day where Student Minds people who volunteer in the strategies to address it.
Mental health problems affect
and UMHAN (University UK.
one in four of us, yet too International Survivors
Mental Health Advisers
many people are made to feel International Fathers’ of Suicide Loss Day: 20
Network) bring universities
mental health
isolated, ashamed and worth- Mental Health Day: 22 June November
together to focus efforts on
less because of this. Time to Held on the day following A day for those of us affected
promoting the mental health
Talk Day encourages everyone Father’s Day, this campaign by suicide loss to gather come
of people in Higher Education
awareness events
to be more open about mental looks to highlight key aspects together at events around the
settings.
health – to talk, to listen, to of fathers’ mental health, with world - to find comfort, gain
change lives. We know that World Bipolar Day: 30 March particular attention on pater- understanding and share sto-
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talking about mental health The purpose of the day is to nal postpartum depression. ries of healing and hope.
can feel awkward, but it raise awareness of bipolar dis-
Anti-bullying week: 21–27
doesn’t have to. orders and to improve sensi-
November
tivity towards the illness. It is September Hosted by the Anti-Bullying
Children’s Mental Health
promoted by the International
Week: 1–7 February World Suicide Prevention Alliance, this is a great oppor-
Bipolar Foundation and
Children’s Mental Health Day: 2 September tunity to reinforce anti-bully-
partners.
Week campaign hopes to raise Hosted by International ing messages in your school
awareness of the benefits of Association for Suicide or workplace.
getting children support at Prevention and the World
April
the earliest possible opportu- Health Organisation, the pur-
nity, and to encourage parents Stress awareness month pose of the day is to promote December
to talk openly with children Stress Awareness Month has worldwide commitment and
Schizophrenia awareness
about their feelings and get- been held every April since action to prevent suicides.
week: 11–17 December
ting help. 1992 to increase public aware-
Schizophrenia Awareness
ness of the causes, signs and
Week is an international
coping strategies for stress. October awareness event, fighting the
March myths that surround schizo-
World Mental Health Day: 10
Eating Disorders awareness October phrenia diagnosis.
May
week: 1–7 March World Mental Health Day is
Eating Disorders Awareness Mental health awareness a great opportunity to raise
Week is an international week: 1–7 May awareness of mental health
awareness event, fighting the Run by the Mental Health problems and start conversa-
myths and misunderstand- Foundation, Mental Health tions. Each year a theme is set
ings that surround eating Awareness Week is a national by the World Federation for
disorders. week to raise awareness of Mental Health.
mental health problems and
Self Injury awareness day:
promote the message of good
1 March
mental health for all. November
Self Injury Awareness Day
takes place every year on National Stress Awareness
1 March. It aims to raise Day: 3 November
June
awareness, understanding and Promoted by the International
empathy around self harm, Volunteers’ week: 1–7 June Stress Management
and reduce the number of An annual event run by the Association (ISMAUK), this
people struggling in silence. National Council of Voluntary day aims to raising awareness
Fuck the Media
27 13 Reasons Why it was shit
29 Diagnosing the Joker
32 One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest: Bromden
50 A Head Full of Ghosts review
68 Fear of Clowns
73 A Beautiful Mind: The best schizophrenic movie?
80 Honourable mentions
13 reasons
why it was SHIT
Throughout the Netflix Original series 13 Reason Schizophrenia is broadly described as a long-term
Why, it always stated that it put the interests of mental health condition where one suffers halluci-
mental health advocacy above anything else. The nations and delusions that impair daily activity, due
show claimed to raise awareness of mental health to the disordered nature of their thought patterns.
struggles that young adults may be facing, aiding After the trauma that Clay endured throughout
them with reassurance that they aren’t alone in the series, his mental health takes a toll and he
their struggles, whilst ending each episode with frequently hallucinates that he is talking to Hannah
links of support. Baker, his friend and love interest who tragically
took her own life. Rather than being taken seriously
However, did the show actually accurately repre-
as schizophrenia induced by traumatic events, the
sent mental illnesses? Sure, it may have helped
show not only fails to clearly diagnose Clay, but
those with more common conditions, such as
initially passes off his hallucinations as a romantic
depression or anxiety, but what about more com-
fabrication.
plex illnesses like schizophrenia?
In the final season of the show the effects of Clay’s
Clay Jensen exhibits symptoms of schizophrenia
apparent schizophrenia really start to take its toll
throughout the show, but little is addressed about
when he frequently hallucinates events, including
it. He goes to therapy to talk through his issues and
seeing Monty after wrongly framing him for mur-
learn coping mechanisms for his debilitating mental
der. It took the show three seasons to stop roman-
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Interesting, then, that Joker’s earnest attempt Arthur’s chilling quirk — his bursts of incongruous
to create an empathetic character with mental and uncontrolled laughter — is no laughing matter
illness – who writes: “The worst part of having a either.
mental illness is people expect you to behave as
Presumably, he suffers from the neurological
if you don’t” – contributes to the very prejudice
condition pseudobulbar affect, also known as
that Arthur longs to evade. Arthur’s supposed loss
“emotional incontinence”, perhaps caused by
of grip on reality is suggested by a peppering of
his childhood head trauma. Joker may make an
nods to psychotic symptoms: delusional ideas of
attempt to unpick the difference between the psy-
a grandiose nature (“I am an undiscovered come-
chiatric and the neurological — between a mental
dic genius”) and hallucinations of his neighbour
illness and a medical disorder — but it runs the
– which are confirmed by his eventual admission
risk of conflating the two with a haunting, stigma-
to a psychiatric institution. This restoration of
tising and problematic image. Whether intention-
order via Arkham Asylum affirms the overarching
ally or not, Arthur comes across as a hysterically
inference of the film: Arthur’s descent into violence
laughing supervillain, stereotypically “mad” to the
and destruction is triggered by his mental deteri-
untrained eye; a murderous clown laughing alone
oration. The result of this is to – disappointingly
on a bus.
– remove Arthur’s agency and divert attention from
a potentially more stimulating conversation about Films have the power to perpetuate stigma and
wealth inequality and its responsibility for societal fear, which is why the misrepresentation of severe
collapse. mental illness in Joker should not be dismissed
lightly.
We wouldn’t want to get bogged down in labels,
but the psychopathology Arthur inhabits is foggy
at best: his apparent lack of disordered thinking
means the attempt to illustrate psychosis is half
formed. He also displays traits of narcissism and
depression. This diagnostic vagueness may create
a more relatable character that reflects the pain of
any psychiatric illness; but it gives the impression
that many disorders have been squashed into a plot
device. In the end, it undermines Phoenix’s hyp-
notic performance and Joker’s sincere attempts to
explore the interaction between poverty, inequality
30 and social isolation.