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Reflection Spiritual Journey
Amy Nuesch
Introduction
The development of faith and spirituality, much like the development of other identities,
is a deeply personal and individual experience. For me personally, my spiritual and faith journey
blossomed in college. I was not raised “in the church”. My parents did not practice a religion or
share any sort of personal beliefs. Growing up, I had some exposure to the Christian church via
friends and family, but the concept of a higher power was not personal to me. When the time
came for me to choose a college, my decision to attend a small private Christian institution was
The institution that I attended was well-known for providing a high-quality education at a
reasonable price. It was also known for fostering Christian beliefs, values, and lifestyle. Many, if
not most, of my classmates were raised in the Christian church and the lifestyle at my college
was normal for them. I found this environment comforting and was curious about the deep level
of faith that so many of my classmates possessed. Eventually through this experience I became a
Christian and felt both spiritually and religiously connected to the faith. For me, my
In Parks’s revised theory of faith development (2000), the author detailed four periods of
faith development: adolescence or conventional, young adult, tested adult, and mature adult.
With these periods, she defined three different stages which occur in faith development, the
forms of knowing, dependence, and community (Patton et al., 2016). In the forms of knowing,
Parks identified the ways in which people identify knowledge of faith: authority-bound,
Parks continued that in the forms of dependence, an examination of how individuals rely on
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others can indicate their stage of faith development. Within this stage exists four changes,
Finally, in the forms of community, Parks described that relationships between people also affect
community, where they follow the norms of those around them. Then, in the exploration of
young adulthood (diffuse community), they begin to realize different truths in those around them
which compel them to form a new community. As they age, they move from a mentoring
community in young adulthood to a self-selected group as adults. Finally, as a mature adult, they
develop an appreciation and awareness called “open to the other” (Patton et al., 2016).
Two important components to Parks’s theory of faith development are imagination and
mentoring communities. In referencing Loder, Parks identified five “moments” of the evolution
of imagination: conscious conflict, pause, image, repatterning, and the release of energy, and
their current situation (conscious conflict), clarify the issue and let it rest (pause),
have an “Aha!” moment of clarity (image), move ahead with the new conviction
(repatterning and release of energy), and verbalize the new insight to others as
In the final phase of imagination, individuals then process their testimony through their
community. In referencing Parks (2000, p. 135), Patton et al. define this [mentoring] community
as a “’network of belonging’ in which young adults’ imaginations are supported” (2016, p. 207).
Students feel safe within this community to explore their new identity.
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When I examine my own faith development through the lens of Parks’s theory, I can
relate to many of the stages she defined. In adolescence, my ideas about God (or lack thereof)
were shaped by the main authority figures in my life. They modeled their truths in their
behaviors and actions. Although family and friends attended Christian churches when I did not,
subtle but significant influences affected me that I only appreciated later in life.
As I grew older and was exposed to new and differing worldviews, my views on the
value of faith evolved. I began to understand the depth of my friends and family’s systems of
belief in God and how they informed and guided their lives. Being immersed in this culture in
college was when I truly began to explore these beliefs and meanings on my own terms. In the
stage that Parks described as “probing commitment,” I attended church services willingly and,
more importantly, involved myself in conversations with those close to me about their own
personal faith. These discussions, along with the general climate of the institution, led me to
become a Christian (my “image” stage in the imagination process). My classmates and
My tested commitment came when I was baptized into the Christian church at the age of
25. Perhaps unconsciously recognizing my newly formed inner-dependence and the moving
forward with my convictions, my father resisted my devotion to the church and refused to attend
my baptism. Despite this rejection, I found community and closeness within my church and my
Patton et al. state that Parks “cautioned that her model, rather than being linear and
fixed…is actually dynamic and multidimensional” (2016, p. 206). As I examine my own faith
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development, I can see proof of this aspect of the theory in my life. One significant difference,
I should be, according to Parks’s theory, entering the convictional commitment stage, where I
possess a “deep commitment to [my] understanding of the truth and the ability to recognize and
appreciate the truth of others” (Patton et al., 2016, p. 204). In addition, Parks theorizes that,
“Around midlife, a strong and confident sense of self leads to new understandings of faith in
which individuals come to see the value in others’ beliefs and perspectives without experiencing
them as a challenge to their own values” (Patton et al., 2016, p. 205). Although I believe that I
recognize the value of the truth of others, I personally have begun to question my own truth. I
have moved away from the spiritual convictions of my early 20s and have distanced myself from
the church. Parks’s theory does not seem to allow for this manner of regression in spiritual
development.
In Parks’s theory, most stages and forms relate to specific age ranges. This can be
beneficial for higher education professionals as it can provide easy timelines and areas of
guidance to which they can refer. These points of reference can, however, also be limiting, as
they do not take into consideration students’ own personal trajectories and worldviews. This
theory also fails to integrate the other ways in which students may be developing their racial,
gender, sexual, and disability identities, which could have a profound effect on how, when, or if
a student develops their faith. In addition, this theory seems to assume that as one ages, the
development of faith moves progressively from little personal knowledge or growth to deep
inner knowledge and commitment. My personal experience defies this trajectory, and I speculate
One benefit of this theory that can still be broadly applied to higher education today is the
relationships within higher education as they provide young adults “with recognition, support,
challenge, and inspiration” (Parks, 2000, as quoted in Patton et al., 2016, p. 207). Whether
students are exploring their faith or other identities during their collegiate years, being a part of
mentoring communities within the higher education setting can provide valuable opportunities
for them to safely develop their own paths. Furthermore, she “stressed the responsibility
(emphasis mine) of higher education as a whole to create communities in which students feel
welcomed and safe while being provided with experiences that will encourage them to explore
and address conscious conflicts, have opportunities for pause, and be supported as they clarify,
confirm, and test their new images” apart from their conventional communities (Parks, 1986a;
Conclusion
Through her theoretical model, Parks detailed different forms of knowing, dependence,
and community that interweave through a progressive lifespan model that to contribute to a
student’s faith development. Although modern critiques reveal limitations of this theory, higher
education professionals can reference it to provide a foundation for the creation and support of
programs which encourage students’ development of faith during their collegiate career. As
professionals, we can support and provide valuable mentoring communities for students who are
entering into this experimental and exploratory time of life. We can refer to theories to guide
and inform our actions, but we must also remember that each student is on their own individual
journey, much like we ourselves, and should encourage and allow for this healthy self-
Reference
Patton, L. D., Renn, K. A., Guido-DiBrito, F. M., & Quaye, S. J. (2016). Student development