PHASE 1 - " K H U D - K H U S H I"

5 OCTOBER 2017 :
NOT SO VERY LONG AGO, BAS KHUCH HI SAAL PEHLE KI BAAT HAI. OH SORRY ME
APNA INTRO HI DENA BHUL GAYA. VESE TO MUJHE SABH PRANAV KHETE HAI, MAGAR
PYAR SE? KABHI NAHI. DIN TO FIR BHI KAT RAHE THE RAATEIN GUZAR RAHI THI AUR
SAAL BHI KAFI ACHE CHAL RAHE THE.
DIN SE MUJHE YAAD AYA KI START DIN SE KARLU, VESE TO ME UTH JATA HU 10 BAJE
TAK PAR SCIENCE JO LIYA THA TOOFANI KARNI THAN HI LI THI. PRACTICAL CHAL
RAHE THE SUBAH UTHA, AS USUAL READY TO GO FOR COLLEGE, BORING SAFAR,
VAHI RASTE VAHI DUKANE AUR VAHI DOST JINME NA GUD HAI NA BEST.. PAR BHI
AKHIR PAHOCH HI GAYA CLG ME. NEEND TO KAFI ARRI THI PAR MAJBURI.. CHOICE
BHI TOH HUMARI THI ABB KIS MUH SE JAKE BOLE KI NAHI KARNI.. ADAT TO HOTI HI
SABHI KO EARPHONES LAGAKE CHALNE KI TOH MUJHE BHI THI USSME KYA..

5 OCTOBER 2017:
KAHANI ME TWIST TO ABB AYA, DUR HUMARE COLLEGE K CHEMISTRY K
LAB K YAHA EK PILLAR K PECHE ADHI CHUPHI HUI, KOI DIKH GAYI.. ME JESE MANO
USKI EK JHALAK DEKHNE K LIYE BETAB THA.. AJJ BHI YAAD HAI MUJHE DIN 5
OCTOBER 7:38 MINUTE PE SABH GANE BAND EARPHONES BAHAR NIKLE HUE.. MANO
JESE KI KOI VOILIN BAJA RAHA HO AUR SLOWMO ME CHALRA HO.. YEH SACHME HOTA
HAI.. PYAAR KARKE DEKHLO.. AGAR NAHI HUA TO VO PYAAR NAHI HAI DOST..
NAZDEEK TO JANA THA FRNDSHIP KARANI THI PAR KESE, EKDUM SE DIKHA KI EK
LADKI JISE ME ROZ SATA KRR PARESHAN KARTA HU VO USKE BAGAL ME BATEIN
KARRI HAI.. VO TO BAS MAUKE KI TALASH ME THI KI KAB ME AJAU USKE TALWAR K
NEECHE.. SHAYAD USE MAUKA MIL GAYA THA.. PAR KHETE HAI NA ISHQ K KHATIR
JALTE KOYLE PE BHI CHALLU ME.. I BEGGED, KAHA KARDE PLZ CHAL BATTEN TO
KARADE..

6 OCTOBER 2017:
YAHA SE MERI ZINDAGI KA SAFAR THODA TEZZ HAI.. SEAT BELT BAND HI DO
AJJ TU GIR GAYE TO MAZA KHARAB HOGA.. SAFAR KARTE KARTE.. HINDI KA SAFAR
NAHI ENGLISH KA SUFFER.. KARTE KARTE ME YAHA TAK PAHOCHA.. CLASS BHI EK,
PRACTICALS BHI SAME, SUBJECT BHI SAME FIR BHI KHUCH MEELON KA FASLA THA..
USSE HUME KYA.. HAMARI GADI TO TOP SPEED SE CHALRAHI HAI BHAIYYA TANIK
HAUSLA RAKHIYE... VO THERI UCCH VICHAR VALI HUM THERE USSE BHI UCCH
VICHAR VALE.. BATEIN TO HUMNE KARNI HAI.. LE KUD PADE SHABDO KE MAYA JHAL
ME AUR LE FEKA EK KISSA.. HASI TO NAHI PAR MERA POPAT JARUR BAN GAYA.... DIN
UHI GUZARNE LAGE ME HASATA GAYA VO MUJPE HASTI RAHI.. AKHIR HUM PAKKE
DOST TO HO HI GAYE.. EK GROUP TO BANA LIYE PAR DIKKAT YAHI THI KI TEENO
LADKIYA THI AUR BAS HUM AKELE MAJNU ASHIQ, KAWARE JAAN FASI PADI THI NA TO
KYA KARTE.. VO BHI CHALA LIYE. ACHE CHALRAHA THA PAR LOGO KO HAZAM KAHA
HOTA HAI.. LA KHADI KAR DIYE DIKATTE BEECHME... JISKA NAAM THA EXAMS... BAHUT
KATHINAYI SE PAAR KIYA HU INKO...

9 OCTOBER 2017:
EK DIN AISA AYA KI MANO BHAGWAN PADARE HO MERE DOST K ANDAR..
ACHANAK SE DAGUSHET K MANDIR JANE KI BAAT KAR LI.. AUR FAAT SE SABH RAZI
BHI HO GAYE.. VO BHI.. HA VAHI..
JANE KI BARI AYI TO BUS STOP PAR JAA RUKE.. PAR BUS TO BUS HAI ABH USPE KISKA
BAS CHALA HAI KABHI.. AYI DER SE.. HUM CHADE.. JAGAH TO NAHI THA PAR KAR LIYE
MANGE.. UTTRE TO PATA CHALA KI 3 BAJ CHUKE THE... BHUK TO LAGI THI PAR HALKI
SI.. PANI PURI DEKH K AISE BHAGE SARE MANO JESE REGISTAN ME KYUA DEKH LIYA
HO.. HUME TO KHANI PADI KYU KI USKI FAV THI.. ITNI TEEKHI TO KABHI GALI BHI NAH
KHAYI HO.. PANI TO THA PAR HUME TO USKE BOTTLE SE HI PINA THA.. TAB PYAS
BUJHI JAKAR.. CHALTE RAHE CHALTE RAHE.. AGAYA DAGUSHET SHRIMANT HALWAI
GANPATI MANDIR.. BHAGWAN KO PRANAM KARTE HUE.. CHAL DIYE AGE.. SARA JAHAN
GHUM KE AYE HO JESE THAK GAYE THE.. FIR KHANE KA CHASKA LAG GAYA
BHUKKADO KO.. AUR ISS BAAR BILL HUM PE FATNE VALA THA.. JHUT SE HOTEL DUND
LIYA.. GHUSS GAYE SARE KI SARE.. MANGA LIYE JO SPECIAL THA.. (MISAL) TEZZ
TEKHA.. KHAYA, DHOYA(HATH) NIKAL LIYE FIR SE... GHAR KO NIKLE TAB EK BAAT
MANN ME AYI..YE AJJ MERE SATH GHUMI MAZE KIYE.. AUR TO ISE SHANIWAR WADA
GHUMAYA.. ABB YEH SET HAI... SOCHA AZMA KE DEKH LU.. BAS NUKKAD PE RASTA
CROSS KARTE SAMAY HOPPING FOR BEST, HATH PECHE KARLIYA... PAKAD LIYE.. HA
USNE HATH PAKAD LIYE.. AUR VO MERI SABBSE PEHLE AUR AKHRI VARI RASTA
CROSS LAGI MUJHE.. BUS STOP PE RUKNA BUS ME BETHNA.. AUR BAHOT KHUCH..
GHAR BHI AYE.. PAR VO SCENE KYA MERE MANN SE JAA NAHI RAHA THA.... SHE
LOVES ME SHE LOVES ME NOT USS DIN PEHLI BAR KHELA... (RESULT KHUFIYA HAI) ..

10 OCTOBER 2017:
DUSRA DIN VAHI SUBAH VAHI SUN PAR ME NAYA THA.. EKDUM BEKARAR USE MILNE
KO FIRSE... MIL BHI LIYA, BATEIN KI, GHUME BHI PAR HIMATH HI NAHI HO PAYI BOLNE
KI...TIME TO AESE NIKAL GAYA MANO ELECTION HO... THIK 1.30 BAJE USKI MOM AYI
USE LENE... ME TO DARR GAYA Q KI ABHI TAK TO SIRF KHADUSO SE PALA PADA THA..
PAR USKE MOM KO MILNE K BAAD AISA LAGA KI YEH MERI HO NA HO.. USKI MOM KO
IMPRESS KAR K HI DUM LUNGA.. FIR KUD PADA KHAI ME... USKE MOM NE DINNER
BULA LIYA.. SABKO.. HUM BHI BESHARAMO KI TARAH CHALE GAYE.. KHANE ME KYA
TO SINDHI KADI JO ME 3 SAAL SE SEEKHNE KI KOSHIS KARR RAHA THA VO AJJ
PRAKAT HO HI GAYI... KHA LI PET BHARKE... MASTI KARLI KHUCH DER... FIR NIKAL LIYE
APNE APNE GHAR.. NEECHE BUSTOP PE RUKJE THE.. VO CHODNE AYI THI.. HUM KAFI
DER RUKHE RAHE.. USS WAKT.. MENE 6 BUS CHOD DI THI.. ROZ TO AISA MAUKA
MILNE NAHI WALA TO MARO SIXER... BATEIN KARLI.. TO PATA CHALA KI USE ISME
INTREST HI NAHIYE.. HUMNE ITNE DINO SE JHAND KAR RAHI THI USKA KYA..AISE TO
HAR LADKI BOLTI HAI..YEH SOCHKE I MOVED ONN... PATA LUNGA USME KYA HAI...

26 OCTOBER 2017:
DINN CHALTE GAYE... AUR ABH USE HI NHI PURE CLG KO PATA CHAL GAYA THA KI
YEH WALI USKI HAI... KOI NAZRE TO DUR BURA BHI NAHI KHETA THA USE... ME BHI
CHODE ME AKE SUNNO GAUR SE DUNIYA WALO YEH MERI HAI TUM JAKE KAHI AUR
TAADO..
EK DIN THA MUJHE YAAD HAI, JAB ME NAHI GAYA THA USS DIN GALTI SE KISI NE PUCH
LIYA USKI GF HO KYA.. FIR KYA LADKI BADI SWABHIMANI THI.. (RESPECTFUL) USE
KHATAK GAYI.. FIR JO VO GUSSA HO GAYI KI DIRECTLY HUMARE BEECH CLASH HI HO
GAYA.. USKE MOM NE FIR BHI MUJEH BULAKE SORT KARNE K LIYE KAHA.. TAB EK
VAHA PE TEESRA VYAKTI (PERSON) THA JISE BAS HUMARA DEKHA NAHI JA RAHA THA
EK TYPE KI JEALOUSY THI USKE MANN ME.. Q KI USS LADKI KO 4 MNTHS HUE NAHI
ITNI ATTENTION KYU... USNE PURI KOSHISH KI HUMARE BEECH SABH KHTAM KARNE
KI... YAHA TAK KI USNE MUJHE MARNE KI BAAT BHI KI.. KAHA KI AISA HASSE JARA HAI
KI DU EK KAAN K NEECHE...

9 November 2017 :
YAHA SE HOTI HAI DUKH KA SANSAR BASNA CHALU... EGO TO MUJH ME BHI THA..
PAR KYA KARE GALTI SALE APNE HARAMI LAUNDO KI THI.. USS DIN VO MARTI NA TO
BURA NAHI LAGTA PAR VO BAAT SUNN KARR ITNA BURA LAGA KI.. HUM JISKO UTNI
VALUE DETE HAI USE HUMARA GHANTA FARAK NAHI PADH RAHA.. EK BAAT SAMAJ
AYI.. BANKE DIKHAUNGA FIR BOLUNGA.. TAB SAMJAUNGA.. TAB BATAUNGA KI JO
BOLA TUNE VO CHUBA NAHI GHAAV DE GAYA.. AUR AESA GHAAV KI USKA ILAJ
BHAGWAN K PAAS BHI NAH HO...
BAAT TO CHODO MUJHE USKI SHAKAL BHI DEKHNE KA MANN NAHI THA.. USKE BAAD
SE JO CONTACT TODA JAKE SIDHA DIWALI ME BOLA USSE... VO BHI BAS WISH KARNE
KE LIYE... GYM KA SHAUK TO THA LAGA DEI AGRESSION TO AISA NIKALA VAHA APE KI
BODY BAN HI GAYI... GYM TO CHAL RAHI THI ABB ME VO USKA VALA HADDI BHI NAHI
RAHA... DHERE DHERE BATEIN HONE LAGI FIR SE VAHI 0 TO 100 ... ISS BAAR BANDI NE
SORRY BOLA.. AUR ME PIGHAL GAYA... FIR KYA RESULT LAGA SABH PASS...USNE TO
CLG CHANGE KARNE KI ZID KARLI... AUR KAR BHI DIYA... MENE LAKH SAMJAYA KI
MAAT DAT IS NOT GUD COLLEGE.. PARA KAHA SUNEGI... AKHIR AJJ 4 MNTHS HO GAYE
VO ALAG CLG ME JEE RAHI HAI AUR ME YAHA JEE RAHA HU... EK DIN ONLINE DIKHI TO
HAPPY WOMENS DAY WISH KARLIYA PAR USE TYM KAHA RPLY DENE KO... DIN BEET
GAYE TAB JAKE USKA REPLY AGAYA...MENE BAHOT SUNAYA... PAR ATLAST MUJHE HI
BURA LAGA.. SRY BHI BOL DIYAB.. PARR.. DILL KA GHAV HAI BABU KESE BHAREGA....
KAHA GAYAB HAI TU PUCHNE PAR 2 CALL BHI KIYE USNE PAR ISS BAR ATTITUDE
HUMME THA NAHI UTHAYE... VO ALAG BAAT HAI KI BADME KAR DIYE MENE BHI...
BATEIN HOTI RAHI... HAR BAR KI TARAH...

27 MARCH 2019:
JABSE MENE CALL CUT KIYE USKE PATA NAHI KAHA SE NA JANE KYA HOGAYA MUJHE
PYAAR.. LOVE.. SABH BHUL GAYA... SIDHE BAAT KI KI MUJEH ABHH KOI INTREST NAHI
TUJHME.. TAB SAMNE SE REPLY ATA HAI KI... I M GOING TO AMRAVATI HAMESHA K
LIYE... THODASA PAUSE LIYE ANKHEN NUM HUE PAR ROK LIYA KHUDKO... SOCHA
AKHIR KE PAL HI SAHI KHUSHIYAN SE BIDAI KAR DU... MAASUMIYAT BHARI PADI THI
VO SABH BAHAR AGAYI... NA JANE KAB HUM DOST BANE BATEIN KARTE KARTE HUM
ITNE ACHE DOST BANE KI, BESTIES BHI KUM PAD JAYE.. HUM ACTUALLY EK DUSRE
KO SAMAJH NE LAGE THE....

28 MARCH 2019:
MUJHE AEHSAS HUA KI MENE JO ITNE DIN BHUALAYE... USSE JYADA KHUSHI TO
MUJHE INN KHUCH LAMHE ME SE MILL GAYI... I PROMISED HER TO BE A GRTEST
FRND EVER... PAR PATA NAHI Q VO BAAT NAHI KAR RAHI.. PACKING ME BUSY THI..
AISA REPLY AYA.. MENE BHI SAMAJ LIYA.. OKK THIKE ITNA TO KARR HI SAKTA HU..
RAAT KO SUBAH KO SHAAM, DOPHAR HARR WAQT BAS BATEIN KARTA RAHA ME..
SIRF USSE.... AUR YAKIN MANO JITNI KHUSHI MUJHE ITNE SALON ME NAHI HUI.. UTNI
MENE UNN KHUCH GHANTO SE BATOR LI.. AJJ DATE 30 MARCH 2019 KO MUJHE
SUABH PATA LAGA KI....I AM COMPLETELY CHANGED... BADAL GAYA.. YA BADAL DIYA
USNE YEH EK SAWAL ABH TAK HAI MERE MANN ME..

30 MARCH 2019:
USKE JANE KA DINN NAZDEEK ARAHA HAI.. DILL ME BECHENI HAI... KHUCH ADHURASA
LAG RAHA HAI.. KHUCH KHO NE JARA HU.. JESE... MANN KARTA TO TICKETS HI FAAD
DETA PAR.. NAHI MANZIL KO CHUNE WALON KO ROKKKE NARG THODI JANA THA
MUJHE... BAS YAHI DUA HAI JAHA RAHEGI BAS HASI RHE... AUR PLZ VO JATE WAQT
HASATE HUE JAYE VARNA ME ROO DUNGA... AUR USKE ALAWA KOI KABU NA KAR
PAYEGA...... to be continued…..