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Shadow Work-Inner Child Work
Shadow Work-Inner Child Work
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by Suzanne Heyn September 3, 2020
Even considering years of therapy, a much-regretted stint of medication in college,
hours upon hours of mindset work in my journal (affirming positive thoughts and
beliefs), nothing has healed me more than shadow work.
Shadow work refers to the process of understanding (and loving) the rejected
pieces of ourselves, our darkness.
It also includes the most pained, injured parts of ourselves, the parts most
vulnerable, those we wish didn’t exist and that we often pave over with facades of
toughness that often end up sabotaging our happiness.
As a love-related example, think of a woman who longs for a very masculine man
to love, but interacts with men from a place of masculine energy because of
unhealed trauma.
Unhealed trauma increases a woman’s masculine energy because she feels she has
to protect herself. She doesn’t feel safe.
In this example with love, the woman would lead from her masculine energy,
therefore repelling masculine men while attracting more feminine men, (or pulling
feminine energy out of a man she's already with).
Attraction requires polarity, and a masculine woman will always attract a more
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feminine male.
(I realize there’s a lot of gender descriptions in here that may offend some people,
but that’s not my intention. I’m speaking very specifically to one type of
relationship, understanding that not everyone desires that type of relationship.)
This is one example, but unhealed inner pains and the ways we have adapted in
response in order to feel safe affect every area of our lives, including love and
romance, work, money, friendships and health.
Another example, one common reason that people struggle to lose weight is
because they are protecting themselves from past painful experiences. A sexual
assault survivor may pack on pounds in a subconscious effort to feel unattractive
and less targeted.
Of course sometimes people eat to avoid feeling, but I’ve often heard of people
who can’t lose weight even if they’re ‘doing everything right.’
If a part of you feels unsafe in receiving the thing you most desire, your
subconscious will not, under any circumstances, let yourself create it.
Science has discovered the our decisions are mostly made by our subconscious
minds and rationalized by our logical minds.
This is how unconscious, unhealed pains affect our decision making, behaviors,
attitudes, and ultimately our lives. This is also why shadow work is in my view
non-negotiable, not only so you can feel happy, but also so you can achieve your
goals.
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Shadow work helps you release past pain so you can
feel positive about the future in two main ways:
We idolized our parents and saw them as the source of everything. When bad
things happened, or we felt painful emotions, our natural response was to blame
ourselves.
Unfortunately, when pain isn’t processed, it stays in your nervous system. (This is
why some people cannot relax. They're constantly guarding themselves against
unhealed past pain.)
Either way, unhealed pain causes us to spend our lives stuck in trauma responses
disguised as seemingly unsolvable problems. The problems become solvable once
we heal the original pain.
For example, in high school I feel very isolated after my dad and sister died. This
opened the door to a very toxic friendship my senior year during which I allowed a
woman to isolate me from my other friends. She eventually hurt me very deeply.
In my adult life, I often veer toward solitude. I’ve also had problems making
female friends, mostly because I’ve turned into a hermit.
And I am introverted...
But not too long ago I realized that I’m continuing to act out the trauma of my
youth by staying home so much. A part of me was still that teenage girl, shut
inside, feeling alone and unworthy of friendships.
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After doing shadow work around this, I found the courage to contact one of my old
friends, and the conversation was so healing!
Healing the original pain through the shadow work processes I’m going to teach
you was DEEPLY painful.
These are pains I’ve avoided for 20 years. But it was also incredibly freeing.
I know that as things calm down with the pandemic, I will be really excited to go
out and meet new people because unhealed past pains are no longer keeping a part
of me stuck in the past, subconsciously replaying it.
This is one reason why talk therapy isn’t always effective. Talking about our
problems doesn’t necessarily solve them.
Feeling the pain at the root of our problems is what solves them.
Exploring your inner mysteries, working to unravel them and understand yourself,
is the adventure of a lifetime. Which brings me to the next reason why shadow
work is so powerful —
We must feel our way into understanding ourselves and our problems. Figuring
things out leaves us at the mind level, the world of logic and reason, but the soul
speaks to us through symbols and emotion.
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Shadow work allows you to follow the trail of emotion to the source of your
problem. This is what I'm going to teach you how to do.
After unhealed painful experiences, the resulting beliefs and behavioral patterns
invade every corner of our psyches like a weed, impacting our ability to realize our
desires.
The problems these pains cause can be understood symbolically, but not logically.
Look back to my example with my problems with making friends. For a long time,
I worried I had trouble making friends because I was a bad person.
After healing that, I still felt nervous around new people, wondering if I was doing
or saying the right thing. Deep down, I still didn’t feel worthy of friendship.
One could easily have said I had social anxiety, but that would be a symptom, and
not the cause.
Even after realizing that I had problems with female friendships because I had a
troubled relationship with my mother (just like troubles with male relationships
typically reflect issues we have with our fathers), that awareness in itself wasn’t
enough to make me feel confident around other women.
It took going back and feeling into the pain, doing the shadow work processes I
teach, to understand what specific events in my life were affecting my ability to
make friendships and — most importantly — to feel and heal the original pain.
Just the next night, my husband and I went to dinner with a couple, and I enjoyed
making an amazing connection with a possible new friend.
There is a very targeted, powerful way of working with the shadow that I'm going
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to teach you.
Part of the reason the painful past sticks around so long is because emotion has
literally encoded it into our brains.
The shadow work process I’ll teach you rides this association so you can identify
(and heal) the true source of your suffering.
With shadow work, you don’t have to. There’s nothing to figure out, only to feel. If
you can follow the trail of emotion and work with your original pain, you can heal.
During this process, you'll discover a lot about yourself. As you do shadow work,
the reasons why you're experiencing suffering or roadblock after roadblock while
trying to acheive your goals will become obvious.
Our addictions, bad habits and other frustrating patterns all exist on some level to
keep us safe.
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As you discover your inner self's reason for keeping you safe in this way, you give
yourself the freedom to find that safety in other ways, freeing you from being held
back by things that don't make any logical sense.
As soon as you release a past pain, you will feel so weightless and at peace. Your
energy changes, how you move and hold yourself changes. What you do changes.
And then your results change.
For example, I've been doing a lot of shadow work on self-worth, especially related
to friendships, and it's helped me own the value of my gifts more.
It’s not always this effortless of course, but the true hard work is in excavating
deep in your soul and feeling very painful things. It will not be fun.
Some people avoid it, but that's no good because then you never expand beyond
your current problems. You can either face your pain or allow it to control you
forever. Either way it's painful, so you may as well face it head on.
Shadow work is the true work that will change your life.
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1. How does it feel? Sit and breathe into that emotion.
Anchoring into the present-day feeling will help you follow the trail of that feeling
to its origin.
In the Shadow work workshop, I tell you exactly what to do when that happens. It's
important to know this because it's common to spin around in circles and never get
anywhere.
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A lot of people skip the step of allowing your inner child to speak to you. But I
love having back and forth conversations. It’s very healing.
Here is another place where people tend to get stuck a lot and potentially churn in
circles without making progress.
In the Shadow work workshop, you'll learn what those mistakes are and what to do
instead.
Sometimes people hit a wall here, too. They're still at the level of their inner child
and don't know how to move beyond this, or how to see it differently.
In the Shadow work workshop, I give you exact guidance for moving past that
roadblock to healing and transformation.
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Just like you need to sweep the floors often, you also need to clear emotional
debris from your being. The FA meditation is the technique I recommend to do
this.
Within the workshop extras, I also share my favorite yin yoga practice to move
painful emotional energy through your body, based on the chakra system. This is
SO healing.
You can definitely do shadow work on your own, but many people encounter
situations they aren't sure how to navigate through.
What happens if you don't know what to say to your inner child, you get stuck
and you don't know how to proceed?
How does the process really work? It'd be helpful to hear an example of an
actual session.
The most difficult time for me is to find the entry point. Could you give some
suggestions about that?
You will find the answers to all of these questions and a ton more inside
the Shadow work workshop.
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This workshop gives you a complete and total system to let go of the past and
feel more hopeful about the future — even if you've tried other methods and
they haven't worked.
This is the main work I do on myself all the time, and what helped me heal
from trauma and depression to feel worthy and love myself.
It's time to let go of the past and feel more positive about the future.
Beneath the social mask we wear every day, we have a hidden shadow
side: an impulsive, wounded, sad, or isolated part that we generally try
to ignore. The Shadow can be a source of emotional richness and
vitality, and acknowledging it can be a pathway to healing and an
authentic life.
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In other words, the Shadow isn’t just the wounded part of us, but it is
also the path towards a more authentic and fulfilling life. In order to
repair, heal, and grow on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level, we
need to practice Shadow Work.
In this long and detailed guide, I will offer you a helping hand. Having
studied and worked with the Shadow for years, I’ll share with you some
of the best tools, insights, and advice that I have gathered thus far.
T a b le o f c o nte nts
Why Focusing Only on the Light is a Form of Escapism
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Twelve Benefits of Shadow Work
W h y Fo c u s i ng O nl y on t he Li gh t i s a
F or m o f E s c a pis m
For most of my life, I’ve grown up firmly believing that the only thing
worthy of guiding me was “light” and “love.” Whether through the
family environment I was raised in, or the cultural myths I was
brought up clinging to, I once believed that all you really needed to do
in life to be happy was to focus on everything beautiful, positive and
spiritually “righteous.” I’m sure you were raised believing a similar
story as well. It’s a sort of “Recipe for Well-Being.”
But a few years ago, after battling ongoing mental health issues, I
realized something shocking:
I was wrong.
Not just wrong, but completely and utterly off the mark. Focusing only
on “love and light” will not heal your wounds on a deep level. In fact,
I’ve learned through a lot of heavy inner work, that not only is focusing
solely on “holiness” in life one side of the equation, but it is actually a
form of spiritually bypassing your deeper, darker problems that, let me
assure you, almost definitely exist.
It is very easy and comfortable to focus only on the light side of life. So
many people in today’s world follow this path. And while it might
provide some temporary emotional support, it doesn’t reach to the
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depths of your being: it doesn’t transform you at a core level. Instead,
it leaves you superficially hanging onto warm and fuzzy platitudes
which sound nice, but don’t enact any real change.
What DOES touch the very depths of your being, however, is exploring
your Shadow.
W h a t is t he H uma n Sh a d ow?
In short, the human shadow is our dark side; our lost and forgotten
disowned self. Your shadow is the place within you that
contains all of your secrets, repressed feelings, primitive
impulses, and parts deemed “unacceptable,” shameful,
“sinful” or even “evil.” This dark place lurking within your
unconscious mind also contains suppressed and rejected emotions
such as rage, jealousy, hatred, greed, deceitfulness, and selfishness.
So where did the Shadow Self idea originate? The concept was
originally coined and explored by Swiss psychiatrist and
psychoanalyst, Carl Jung. In Jung’s own words:
W h a t is S ha do w W or k?
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Shadow work is the process of exploring your inner darkness or
“Shadow Self. ” As mentioned previously, your Shadow Self is part of
your unconscious mind and contains everything you feel ashamed of
thinking and feeling, as well as every impulse, repressed idea, desire,
fear and perversion that for one reason or another, you have “locked
away” consciously or unconsciously. Often this is done as a way of
keeping yourself tame, likable and “civilized” in the eyes of others.
D o W e Al l Ha ve a S ha dow S e l f?
Yes, we ALL have a Shadow Self (see our Collective Shadow article for
a deeper explanation).
“But I’m a good person! I don’t have a ‘shadow’ side,” you might be
thinking. Well, the reality is that yes, you might be a good person. In
fact, you might be the most generous, loving, and selfless person in
the entire world. You might feed the hungry, save puppies, and donate
half of your salary to the poor. But that doesn’t exclude you from
having a Shadow. There are no exceptions here. The nature of
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being human is to possess both a light and a dark side, and we need to
embrace that.
Sometimes, when people hear that they have a Shadow side (or when it
is pointed out), there is a lot of denial. We have been taught to perceive
ourselves in a very two-dimensional and limited way. We have been
taught that only criminals, murderers, and thieves have a Shadow side.
This black and white thinking is one of the major causes of our
suffering.
H ow is O ur S ha do w Si de F or me d?
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When we are born, we are are all full of potential, with the ability to
survive and develop in a variety of ways. As time goes on, we learn
more and more to become a certain type of person. Slowly, due to our
circumstances and preferences, we begin to adopt certain character
traits and reject others. For example, if we are born into a family that
shows little interpersonal warmth, we will develop personality traits
that make us self-sufficient and perhaps standoffish or mind-oriented.
If we are born into a family that rewards compliance and shuns
rebellion, we will learn that being submissive works, and thus adopt
that as part of our ego structure.
As authors and Jungian therapists Steve Price and David Haynes write:
But you also formed an alter ego due to social conditioning, i.e. your
parents, family members, teachers, friends, and society at large all
contributed to your Shadow.
How?
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There are countless behaviors, emotions, and beliefs that are rejected
in society, and thus, are rejected by ourselves. In order to fit in, be
accepted, approved, and loved, we learned to act a certain
way. We adopted a role that would ensure our mental, emotional, and
physical survival. But at the same time, wearing a mask has
consequences. What happened to all the authentic, wild, socially taboo
or challenging parts of ourselves? They were trapped in the Shadow.
Therapist Steve Wolf has a perfect analogy that describes this process:
But while the Shadow Self may be portrayed as our “evil twin,” it is not
entirely full of “bad” stuff. There is actually gold to be found within the
Shadow.
W h a t is t he G ol de n S ha do w?
Jung once states that “the shadow is ninety percent pure gold.” What
this means is that there are many beautiful gifts offered to us by
our Shadow side if we take the time to look. For example, so much
of our creative potential is submerged within our darkness because we
were taught when little to reject it.
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Not everything within our Shadow is doom and gloom. In fact, the
Shadow contains some of our most powerful gifts and talents,
such as our artistic, sexual, competitive, innovative, and even
intuitive aptitudes.
W h a t Ha ppe ns W he n Yo u R e je c t Y ou r
S ha do w?
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gurus, and of course, megalomania, narcissism, and God complexes
among spiritual teachers.
Other issues that arise when we reject our Shadow side can include:
Intense anxiety
Sexual perversion
Narcissistically inflated ego
Self-loathing
Self-absorption
Self-sabotage
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T he S ha do w a nd P ro je c t io n ( a Da n ge r ou s
M i x)
One of the biggest forms of Shadow rejection is something
called projection . Projection is a term that refers to seeing
things in others that are actually within ourselves.
Why?
There are many different ways we ‘punish’ those who are mirrors of
our Shadow qualities. We may criticize, reject, hate,
dehumanize, or even in extreme cases, physically or
psychologically seek to destroy them (think of countries who go
at war with the “enemies”). None of us are innocent in this area. We
have ALL projected parts of our rejected self onto others. In fact,
Shadow projection is a major cause of relationship dysfunction and
break down.
T w e lv e B e ne fi ts o f Sh a d ow W o rk
Firstly, I want to say that I have the highest respect for Shadow Work.
It is the single most important path I’ve taken to uncover my core
wounds, core beliefs , traumas , and projections. I have also observed
how Shadow Work has helped to create profound clarity,
understanding, harmony, acceptance, release, and inner peace in the
lives of others. It is truly deep work that makes changes on the Soul
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level targeting the very roots of our issues, not just the superficial
symptoms.
6. Enhanced creativity
10. More courage to face the unknown and truly live life
S e ve n Ti ps Fo r A pp roa c h in g Sh a d ow
W o rk
Before you begin Shadow Work, it’s important for you to assess
whether you’re ready to embark on this journey. Not everyone is
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prepared for this deep work, and that’s fine. We’re all at different
stages. So pay attention to the following questions and try to answer
them honestly:
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don’t define you; they are simply rising and falling mental
phenomena.
H ow t o Pr a c tic e Sh a d ow W o rk
There are many Shadow Work techniques and exercises out there. In
this guide, I will provide a few to help you start off. I’ll also share a few
examples from my own life:
The reality is that what we react to, or what makes us angry and
distressed, reveals extremely important information to us about
ourselves.
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I have discovered two important things about myself. The first one is
that I’m a control freak; I hate feeling vulnerable, powerless and weak .
. . it quite simply scares the living hell out of me. How did I discover
this? Through my intense dislike of witnessing rape scenes in movies
and TV shows, my negative reaction to novel experiences (e.g. roller
coaster rides, public speaking, etc.), as well as my discomfort
surrounding sharing information about my life with others in
conversations. Also, by following where my “demons” have guided me
I’ve discovered that I’m being burdened by an exasperating guilt
complex that I developed through my religious upbringing. A part of
me wants to feel unworthy because that is what I’ve developed a habit
of feeling since childhood (e.g. “You’re a sinner,” “It’s your fault Jesus
was crucified”), and therefore, that is what I secretly feel comfortable
with feeling: unworthy. So my mind nit-picks anything I might have
done “wrong,” and I’m left with the feeling of being “bad” – which I’m
used to, but nevertheless, this is destructive for my well-being.
1. Self-awareness
If, however, you are fairly certain that you’re self-aware (or enough to
start the process), you will then need to:
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that, whatever riles, shocks, infuriates, disturbs and terrifies
you, you must pay attention to. Closely.
Likely, you will discover patterns constantly emerging in your life. For
example, you might be outraged or embarrassed every time sex
appears in a TV show or movie you like (possibly revealing sexual
repression or mistaken beliefs about sex that you’ve adopted
throughout life). Or you might be terrified of seeing death or dead
people (possibly revealing your resistance to the nature of life or a
childhood trauma). Or you might be disgusted by alternative political,
sexual and spiritual lifestyles (possibly revealing your hidden desire to
do the same).
There are so many possibilities out there, and I encourage you to go
slowly, take your time, and one by one pick through what you place
importance in.
See what you respond to and listen to what your Shadow is trying to
teach you.
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The more spontaneous, the better. Artistic expression can reveal a lot
about your obscure darker half. Psychologist Carl Jung (who
conceptualized the Shadow Self idea) was even famous for
using mandalas in his therapy sessions.
3. Start a Project
The act of creation can be intensely frustrating and can give birth to
some of your darker elements such as impatience, anger, blood-thirsty
competitiveness, and self-doubt. At the same time, starting a project
also allows you to experience feelings of fulfillment and joy.
Write a story where you project your Shadow elements onto the
characters – this is a great way to learn more about your inner
darkness. If stories aren’t your thing, keeping a journal or diary every
day can shine a light on the darker elements of your nature. Reading
through your dark thoughts and emotions can help you to recover the
balance you need in life by accepting both light and dark emotions
within you.
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5. Explore Your Shadow Archetypes
We have a number of Shadow varieties, also called Shadow
Archetypes. These archetypes are sometimes defined as:
The Sorcerer
The Dictator
The Victim
The Addict
The Idiot
The Trickster
The Destroyer
The Slave
The Hag
The Hermit
13 Shadow Archetypes
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This Shadow Archetype displays the following
characteristics: arrogance, egocentricity, pompousness,
inconsiderateness, self-indulgence, narcissism, excessive pride.
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9. The Glib Shadow
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I understand if you might feel a twinge of skepticism towards this
practice right now. After all, we are taught that “only crazy people talk
to themselves.” But inner dialogue is regularly used in psychotherapy
as a way to help people communicate with the
various subpersonalities that they have – and we all possess various
faces and sides of our ego.
One easy way to practice inner dialogue is to sit in a quiet place, close
your eyes, and tune into the present moment. Then, think of a question
you would like to ask your Shadow, and silently speak it within your
mind. Wait a few moments and see if you ‘hear’ or ‘see’ an answer.
Record anything that arises and reflect on it. It is even possible to
carry on a conversation with your Shadow using this method. Just
ensure that you have an open mindset. In other words, don’t try to
control what is being said, just let it flow naturally. You will
likely be surprised by the answers you receive!
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and honest approach towards the world: we need to be prepared to
own that which we have disowned! Being radically truthful with
ourselves can be difficult, so it does require practice. But essentially,
we must adopt the mindset that other people are our mirrors. We must
understand that those around us serve as the perfect canvas
onto which we project all of our unconscious desires and
fears.
Start this practice by examining your thoughts and feelings about those
you come in contact with. Pay attention to moments when you’re
emotionally triggered and ask yourself “am I projecting anything?”
Remember: it is also possible to project our own qualities onto another
person who really does possess the qualities. Psychologists sometimes
refer to this as “projecting onto reality.” For example, we might project
our rage onto another person who is, in fact, a rage-filled person. Or
we might project our jealousy onto another who genuinely is jealous.
The Mirror Technique will help you to shed a lot of light onto Shadow
qualities that you have rejected , suppressed, repressed, or disowned.
On a side note, you might also like to read about a similar practice
called mirror work which helps you to come face-to-face with your own
denied aspects.
S ha do w W or k Q &A
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How to do shadow work?
There are many ways to practice shadow work. Some of the most
powerful and effective techniques include journaling , artistically
expressing your dark side (also known as art therapy ), using a mirror
to connect with this part of you (mirror work ), guided meditations,
exploring your projections, and examining your shadow archetypes.
S ha do w Se lf Te s t
As passionate proponents of Shadow Work, we have created a free
Shadow Self test on this website for you to take. Like any test, take it
with a grain of salt and use your own analysis to ultimately determine
how ‘dominant’ your Shadow is in your life. Please remember that tests
online cannot be 100% accurate, so see it as a fun self-discovery tool.
And note: those who receive a “small Shadow Self” answer still need to
do Shadow Work. No person is exempt. ;)
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O w n Y ou r Sh a d ow a n d Yo u W i ll O wn
Y ou r Li fe
If you are looking for some serious, authentic and long-lived healing in
your life, Shadow Work is the perfect way to experience profound inner
transformation.
The secret is out: all of us, no exceptions, have qualities we won’t let
anyone see, including ourselves – our Shadow. If we face up to our
dark side, our life can be energized. If not, there is the devil to pay.
This is one of life’s most urgent projects. — Larry Dossey (Healing
Words )
Who has not at one time or another felt a sourness, wrath, selfishness,
envy and pride, which he could not tell what to do with, or how to bear,
rising up in him without his consent, casting a blackness over all his
thoughts … It is exceeding good and beneficial to us to discover this
dark, disordered fire of our soul; because when rightly known and
rightly dealt with, it can as well be made the foundation of heaven as it
is of hell. — William Law
To confront a person with his own shadow is to show him his own
light. — Carl Jung
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No matter how big or small, we’ve all experienced some kind of trauma as
children.
These traumas can vary from having your favorite stuffed toy thrown
in the trash, to being abandoned by your best childhood friend, to
being physically or emotionally abused by your parents.
T a b le o f c o nte nts
15 Types of Childhood Trauma
5 Simple Ways to Work With Your Inner Child (to Heal Trauma)
1 5 Ty pe s o f C h il dh oo d T ra um a
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Also, when childhood trauma is severe or repeated enough, it can
result in what psychology calls dissociation and shamanic philosophy
calls soul loss . The solution to retrieving and integrating these
fragmented parts of our being is called inner work (and soul
retrieval forms a part of this process).
However, not all childhood trauma results in soul loss — but it can
result in a wounded psyche. This can trigger issues such as
depression, anxiety, low self-esteem, phobias, destructive behavioral
patterns, and even chronic illnesses.
7. Not being fed or provided a safe place to live from your parents
14. Humiliation
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15. Car accidents, or other spontaneous traumatic events
There are many more examples of childhood trauma, but I just wanted
to provide you with a few to give you an idea of what inner child work
deals with. It’s also important to remember that our parents weren’t
the only ones responsible for provoking childhood trauma — our
grandparents, brothers, sisters, extended family members, family
friends, and childhood friends may have also played a part.
I nn e r C hi ld W or k a nd S pi ri tu a l
A w a ke ni ng
As you may (or may not) already know, the ego is the source of our
suffering as it creates the illusion that we’re cut off from our True
Nature . When our inner child is stuck in pain, it fuels this contracted
ego. And so, inner child work is a vital practice on the spiritual
journey, for, with it, we heal, evolve, and awaken.
W h a t is I nn e r C hi ld W or k?
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Unfortunately, we live in a society that forces us to repress our inner
child and “grow up.” But the truth is that while most adults physically
“grown-up,” they never quite reach emotional or psychological
adulthood. In other words, most “grown-ups” aren’t really adults
at all. This leaves most people in a state of puerile fears, angers, and
traumas that fester away in the unconscious mind for decades.
When we deny and snuff out the voice of the child within we
accumulate heavy psychological baggage. This unexplored and
unresolved baggage causes us to experience problems such as mental
illnesses, physical ailments, and relationship dysfunction.
5 S im pl e W a ys t o W o rk W it h Yo ur I nn e r
C hi ld ( to He a l T ra um a )
One thing: learning to work with your inner child isn’t about becoming
childish again, it is about reconnecting with your childLIKE side.
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To remove the guilt, shame, fear, hatred, self-loathing , and anger that
we carry within us, we have to heal the child within. To do this, we
must earn the trust of our inner child through love and self-nurturing.
Here are 5 of the most powerful ways to perform inner child work
(please note: for grammatical consistency, I will be referring to the
inner child with the pronoun ‘she’ – although this term applies to all
genders or lack thereof):
I love you.
I’m sorry.
Thank you.
I forgive you.
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To try this practice, ensure that you have some privacy. You need a
fairly neutral state of mind (i.e., don’t attempt this when you’re
depressed or stressed). Find a mirror, place a gentle hand on your
heart, and gaze softly at yourself. Do this for at least five minutes.
You’ll notice that thoughts and even unexpected emotions come to the
surface at first. Just let them pass. Don’t attach to them. See them as
clouds in the sky. And remember, it’s okay to hold yourself,
especially if feelings of grief emerge. Then, once you feel ready,
call on your inner child. You may do this by speaking out loud or
quietly in your brain.
Once you sense the presence of your inner child emerge in your eyes,
say something kind and loving to this vulnerable part of you. For
example, you might say “I see you,” “I’m so proud of you,” “I think
you’re brave and strong,” or whatever appeals to you. Notice what
feelings arise inside of you. Most essentially, take this as a key
opportunity to practice self-love and compassion – particularly if
difficult or intense feelings arise.
To finish this practice, give yourself a hug, and let your inner child
know anything else on your heart and mind. Journal about your
experience.
Through inner child work, people have told me that they’ve connected
to sides of themselves that they never even knew existed as
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adults. This discovery is truly life-changing. It’s important that
you make a habit of this “playtime” and explore any embarrassment or
silliness you feel towards it. It’s completely normal to feel a bit foolish
at first, but it’s important to keep an open mind.
5. Do an inner journey
One of the most powerful ways to reconnect with your inner child to
heal childhood traumas, is to do an inner journey.
Allow yourself to witness the thoughts that rise and fall within your
mind. Your inner child may or may not decide to reveal the answer to
you. Remember to be patient, loving, and accepting. If your inner child
doesn’t want to reveal the answer, embrace that. It’s important that
your inner child feels safe, secure, and ready.
You might like to repeat your question every now and then if nothing
of significance arises inside of your mind. This process could take
anywhere from a couple of minutes to 1 hour or more.
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can take a lot of practice, so if you’re not used to meditating, you might
struggle with this technique.
A more active way to connect with your inner child and earlier life
traumas is through visualization.
Spend a bit of time in your power place. Soak it in. What does it
look like, smell like, and sound like?
When you’re ready, ask your inner child your question, e.g.,
“When was the first time you/I felt sad or scared?” You might like
to phrase the question in child terminology.
Make sure you hug them, thank them, and tell them how much
they mean to you.
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Return to normal consciousness.
These are very basic steps, but they provide a good outline for how to
perform an inner child visualization journey.
Through inner child work, you can learn to grieve, heal, and resolve
any sources of trauma you’ve been unconsciously holding on to
for years. This can liberate you to live a life of true adulthood,
emotional balance, spiritual maturity , and wellbeing.
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