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Loved Ones' Behavior Towards An Adolescent Committing Self-Harm
Loved Ones' Behavior Towards An Adolescent Committing Self-Harm
Loved Ones' Behavior Towards An Adolescent Committing Self-Harm
COMMITTING SELF-HARM
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Abstract
Self-harm is a more common problem than people might think, and it’s a problem rarely
acknowledged. How the loved ones of a self-harming individual cope and react to the act is even less
talked about, and there is a lack of studies and research papers expounding on this topic. The
purpose of this research was to contribute and help others understand this specific topic.
This study explored the perspective of peers and parents of self-harming adolescents through
one-on-one interviews with 5 people with a relation to an adolescent with self-harm habits. An in-
depth analysis of these interviews revealed that while both peers and parents both care for the
individual, more often than not they react and behave differently and have different perceptions to the
self-harm. The results of this study can give further information and awareness as to what the loved
ones go through, and how this can affect the self-harm habits of the adolescent.
Acknowledgements
I would like to thank the following people that helped complete this research study:
First, Mrs. Juzy Saguil, our Research teacher, for her guidance and teaching of what needs to
Acedera, Khrysz Rivera, and Paul Catindig for their moral support.
To the respondents of this study, who shared and recounted their experiences and took the
And to my mom who was relentlessly supportive and understanding while the research mas
This chapter presents the introduction of the study, theoretical and conceptual framework, the
statement of the problem, scope and limitations, significance of the study, and definition of terms.
Introduction
Whether we acknowledge it or not, self-harm is a common occurrence, with more and more
individuals succumbing to their desire to hurt themselves. The focus is often on the person committing
self-harm, and although that is the right response, the perceptions and views of the surrounding
people are also worth digging into. The term ‘self-harm’ is defined as “an act with non-fatal outcome,
in which an individual deliberately initiates a non-habitual behaviour that, without intervention from
others, will cause self-harm, or deliberately ingests a substance in excess of the prescribed or
generally recognised therapeutic dosage, and which is aimed at realising changes which the subject
desired via the actual or expected physical consequences” (Platt et al., 1992). It’s behavior that’s,
more often than not, hidden from other people because it’s considered to be taboo. People who don’t
self-harm don’t really understand why others do it. Based from an online article, acts of self-injury are
so often bloody and horrifying that it makes it harder for people to be thoughtful about what these acts
mean. There is a tendency to panic when you see someone you care about bleeding from self-
inflicted wounds, or covered with scars. Such panic interferes with thinking, and makes it harder for
Parents usually exhibit feelings of shock and disbelief upon finding out their child self-harms;
this is an obvious reaction. But what exactly goes through their minds at this time? The one self-
harming wouldn’t think to ask that, wouldn’t think about it at all. It is known that the majority of
literature about self-harm in adolescents, as it relates to the definition of self-harm in this study, does
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not acknowledge or address parents, neither does it position self-harm within the context of family life.
This could be due to a pervasive belief that young people who self-harm come from ‘dysfunctional’,
abusive or chaotic families. While there is evidence that frequently this may be so, the reality is that
not all self-harm can be linked to abusive family members or family dysfunction (Meekings and
O’Brien, 2004). The aim of this research was to provide more information on how parents and peers
react to and perceive an individual’s self-harming. This topic was chosen because of the researcher’s
personal experiences and curiosity about mental health in general. As the researcher knew of
adolescents committing the act of self-injury, there were more than enough constituents for the scope
of this study. Since according to the research paper, “The impact of self-harm by young people on
parents and families: a qualitative study”, little research has explored the full extent of the impact of
self-harm on the family, as well as Arbuthnott and Lewis (2015), to date, no single paper has
consolidated the literature on parents of youth who self-injure, so this study might somehow provide
more information on this matter. The researcher had made a few observations from their experiences
and encounters with self-harm. The usual response of a loved one is that of anger and sadness,
asking “Why are you doing this?” over and over again, and sometimes even bargaining with the
person; buying material possessions they know that person likes in hopes that they’d stop hurting
themselves. As having been on the receiving end of these behaviors, the researcher had only recently
stopped to think about how self-harm had impacted loved ones, and thus, conducted this study for
that reason.
Theoretical Framework
A concept that can be compared to the behavior of loved ones upon finding out about an
individual’s self-injury is the Kübler-Ross model or the “Five Stages of Grief”. In 1969, Swiss
psychiatrist Kübler-Ross first introduced her five-stage grief model in her book On Death and Dying.
Kübler-Ross’ model was based off her work with terminally ill patients and has received much
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criticism in the years since. Mainly, because people studying her model mistakenly believed this is the
specific order in which people grieve and that all people go through all stages. Kübler-Ross now notes
that these stages are not linear and some people may not experience any of them. Yet and still,
others might only undergo two stages rather than all five, one stage, three stages, etc. It is now more
readily known that these five stages of grief are the most commonly observed experienced by the
grieving population.
Denial - Denial is the stage that can initially help you survive the loss. You might think life
makes no sense, has no meaning, and is too overwhelming. You start to deny the news and, in
effect, go numb. It’s common in this stage to wonder how life will go on in this different state –
you are in a state of shock because life as you once knew it, has changed in an instant.
Anger - Once you start to live in ‘actual’ reality again and not in ‘preferable’ reality, anger might
start to set in. This is a common stage to think “why me?” and “life’s not fair!” You might look to
blame others for the cause of your grief and also may redirect your anger to close friends and
family. You find it incomprehensible of how something like this could happen to you.
Bargaining - When something bad happens, have you ever caught yourself making a deal with
God? “Please God, if you heal my husband, I will strive to be the best wife I can ever be – and
never complain again.” This is bargaining. In a way, this stage is false hope. You might falsely
make yourself believe that you can avoid the grief through a type of negotiation. If you change
this, I’ll change that. You are so desperate to get your life back to how it was before the grief
event, you are willing to make a major life change in an attempt toward normality. Guilt is a
common wing man of bargaining. This is when you endure the endless “what if” statements.
Depression - Depression is a commonly accepted form of grief. In fact, most people associate
feel when we are living in reality and realize the person or situation is gone or over. In this
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stage, you might withdraw from life, feel numb, live in a fog, and not want to get out of bed. The
world might seem too much and too overwhelming for you to face.
Acceptance - The last stage of grief identified by Kübler-Ross is acceptance. Not in the sense
that “it’s okay my husband died” rather, “my husband died, but I’m going to be okay.” In this
stage, your emotions may begin to stabilize. You re-enter reality. You come to terms with the
fact that the “new” reality is that your partner is never coming back – or that you are going to
succumb to your illness and die soon – and you’re okay with that. It’s not a “good” thing – but
it’s something you can live with. It is definitely a time of adjustment and readjustment (Christina
Gregory, 2020).
This study explored the loved ones’ behavior towards an adolescent committing self-harm.
1. What was the initial behavior of the loved ones toward the person?
2. What were the changes in the loved ones’ approach to the person? (If there were
any)
3. What were the differences and similarities between the behavior of friends and the
4. What methods and attitudes could be adopted by the loved ones to somewhat help
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Conceptual Framework
Figure 1 shows a key point, the respondents or loved ones of adolescents committing self-
harm, which the study revolves around, figures 2 and 3 show if there were changes or no changes in
the behavior of loved ones upon the discovery of the adolescent’s self-harm, frames 4 and 5 show
that if there were changes in the behavior of loved ones, they would either be positive or negative
changes, and frames 6 and 7 show the results of those changes, which would either lessen or
increase the adolescent’s self-harm habits. Figure 3 which shows no changes in loved ones’ behavior
could lead to either figure 6 or figure 7, depending on what the initial behavior may be.
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Scope and Limitations
This study focused on the loved ones’ behavior towards an adolescent committing self-harm,
and thus only involved friends and family of adolescents committing self-harm. The participants of this
study are 5 people, who are related or close to a self-harming adolescent, that live in areas across
Luzon, Philippines.
This study was limited to the areas of Makati City, Pasay City, and the Province of Cavite,
Philippines and was not applicable in other areas and countries. It did not cover the individuals
committing self-harm themselves, and did not include other problems related to them.
Loved Ones of adolescents who self-harm. The results of this study will benefit relatives and
friends of adolescents who self-harm by enlightening them on their behaviors towards the individual
The General Public. This study would be beneficial to the general public by providing a better
understanding of how families of self-harming individuals feel about the aforementioned habit, which
would lessen the stigma and accusations that it’s the loved ones’ fault, because this is not always the
case.
Health Professionals working with mental health of adolescents. This study could aid
health professionals who work with the mental health of adolescents, in a way where they can give
the appropriate advice to the parents of self-harming adolescents on what they should do and how
Definition of Terms
The following terms were defined based on the context of this study:
Self-Harm is the act of hurting one’s self for reasons that may not be easily understood by
other people and will change relationships and perceptions between individuals.
Adolescents who self-harm is people between the age of 14-18 who partake in the act of
self-harm that their loved ones know about, who reside in the Philippines, where this study took place.
Loved Ones is close friends and family of adolescents who self-harm located in the areas
Makati City, Pasay City, and the Province of Cavite, Philippines, where this quantitative study was
conducted.
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Chapter 2
This chapter presents the related literature and studies that will help in familiarizing information
that are relevant and similar to the present study, which is the loved ones’ behavior towards an
According to Fisher et al. (2017), friends are often the support resource of choice during times
of emotional distress. It was suggested that high levels of secrecy desired by adolescents engaging in
self-harm were maintained in the parental relationship rather than with friends. There is a good deal of
evidence supporting the claim that many young people are aware of peers engaging in self-harm.
Studies show that peers commonly provide emotional support in the form of talking and listening while
The support that peers provide range from minimal interventions to those that were assertive in
connecting an individual to a source of adult help. Beliefs about why an individual required assistance
or if they indeed deserved it, can promote or prevent help being offered. Peers may make judgements
about who was genuine and who was only self-harming for attention. Most friends show interest and
empathy toward the adolescent, but communicate their disagreement with the self-injury.
Relationships between peers usually change after the disclosure of self-harm. Some report cutting
ties with other friend groups in order to give more attention to the self-harming individual, and some
felt as if they couldn’t partake in other activities in fear of upsetting the person. Most, if not all, peers
display reluctance to involve an adult who could provide more specialized help, as it may breach the
Similarly, Arbuthnott and Lewis in 2015 mention that self-harming youth often seek help from
friends first, and less often from parents. This may be because the younger generations are more
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open-minded and knowledgeable when it comes to the topic of mental health, and so there is no fear
of being judged by friends when the topic of self-injury comes up, in some cases, the habit of self-
harm has even been normalized. In the same paper, it was stated that youth with a history of self-
harm were less likely to know how parents and teachers could help, more likely to suggest that
Meanwhile, McDonald, O’Brien, and Jackson (2007), cite that the discovery of an adolescent’s
self-harm habits leaves parents with feelings of being inadequate as parents, in the sense that they
lacked knowledge and understanding of their child’s experience. Other feelings and reactions such as
embarrassment, blame, and hypervigilance when it came to their child were also shown.
In addition to this, Ferrey et al. in 2016 states that parents may re-evaluate their approach to
an individual when they find out about said individual’s self-harm habits. This can include the amount
of support and warmth they provide and changes to the extent in which they control and monitor the
individual. Parents’ reactions to self-harm often depend on how they perceive the situation. They may
see it as a “phase” that their child is going through, as a serious mental health issue, or as a form of
rebellion.
The initial reaction of parents is most commonly shock and horror. There is a feeling of
frustration and anger with the thought that their child would hurt themselves. Parents described
considerable stress and anxiety as an ongoing impact on their emotional and mental state. Several
reported feelings of guilt, shame, or embarrassment associated with their child’s behavior. Depression
was common among the parents as the self-harming behavior continues. In some cases, the stress of
coping with the child’s self-harm habits caused physical symptoms such as headaches, chest pains,
The stress associated with an adolescent’s self-harm can also affect relationships between
family members, sometimes leading to marriage difficulties. Some parents reported their marriage
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being put under a colossal amount of strain, with some having to have separate holidays to cope with
the stress. In some cases, even hiding the extent of their child’s self-harm habits from their partner.
The impact to the adolescent’s siblings may vary. With some displaying fits of rage, showing anger
and frustration, becoming verbally abusive to the adolescent, and feelings of jealousy and resentment
with the amount of attention the adolescent gets from their parents, while some show support and
overprotectiveness. Parents and siblings may feel responsible and try to avoid conflict with the
In the study of Hughes et al. (2016), the discovery of an adolescent’s self-harm comes as a
shock to many parents, and may lead to feelings of confusion and worry that may have contributed to
this behavior, which in turn alter their behavior towards their child. Self-harm in adolescents has been
Initially, many parents tried to exert control over the self-harm by, for example, removing
access to means. There was a tendency for the parents to keep a closer eye on the adolescent, as
well as checking the child’s phone and diary. Though most parents also tried to increase supportive
parenting strategies such as affection and being more open with the child. Sometimes parents noticed
patterns in self-harming behavior that might explain the child’s actions, which could affect how
supportive they felt they could be. Some situations could lead to the use of relatively less supportive
The research of Teufel et al. in 2007 pointed out that the adolescents who reported parents as
a source of stress had more frequent self-harm habits, and that family problems are the usual cause
of their self-injury, they tend to believe that self-harm offers relief or an escape from these problems.
Furthermore, Cranab and Raja (2015) declare that perfectionism exacts a great toll on
individuals who think that only through perfection will they be able to gain fulfillment, success, love,
and acceptance of others. Perfectionism may be something that a person develops by themselves,
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but usually stems from high parental expectations and criticism. Parents who want their children to be
perfect often withhold approval, which practically forces the child to perform well in order to satisfy
their need for approval. In most cases, the child will strive to fulfill the high expectations the parents
have, even if the child derives no pleasure in doing so. The harmful effects of parental criticism on the
child’s emotions, academic achievements, peer relations, and physiology, are potentially damaging to
brain development. As perfectionists have the tendency to react negatively to mistakes and failure,
On the report of Baetens et al. in 2015, self-injury in adolescents has an effect on parenting
behaviors over time. Their study shows that the initial reactions of parents are negative and tend to be
less supportive. The understanding, accepting, and dealing with self-injury is usually an ongoing
gradual process. There is a significant effect of both positive parenting and controlling parenting
behaviors in the presence of self-harm. Parenting has been identified as an important predictor for
associated with less frequent self-injury, and controlling parenting, or behavior involving harsh
punishments and rule setting, gives way to more frequent self-harming habits in the adolescent. The
risk for the continuation of self-harm increases when less supportive parenting behaviors are shown.
Adolescents may be more likely to seek help from parents when they feel as though their
parents authentically care for them, and they are able to openly discuss their self-harm habits, and
may be more likely to seek professional help, as parents and relatives have an essential role in
initiating and supporting treatments for self-harm. There is a bigger chance for adolescents to accept
professional treatments if parents are supportive of this (Arbuthnott and Lewis, 2015).
How loved ones treat self-harming adolescents as they discover the self-harm habits are
significant, as this plays a big role in how the individual’s self-injury habits will go on. In the study of
Klineberg et al. in 2013, most participants reported negative experiences when their self-harm habits
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had been discovered, reinforcing the desire to maintain secrecy. Shocked reactions from others
In some situations where the adolescent’s self-harm habits were discovered and passed on to
other people without their consent, they mentioned changes in how surrounding people treated them,
with some avoiding them and treating them as if they had a disability, which made the adolescents
Some participants wanted others to view their self-harm, cutting themselves with the purpose
of being seen, but there’s a difference between those who simply want attention and those who
genuinely need help but don’t know how to voice it out. They described self-harm as a means of
communicating and seeking help. Adolescents who sought help hoped for confidentiality and respect.
Most adolescents who self-harm describe it as private, inwardly focused expressions of distress, often
with a reluctance to disclose and seek help. This was reinforced by comments about self-harm as
attention seeking from participants who had not self-harmed. Such perceptions may contribute to
fears about response from others, particularly where social support may be variable or lacking. Self-
harm habits being discovered by others was often viewed as a negative experience. This fear of
seeking help may cause the adolescent’s mental health to worsen, which could lead to more severe
A few parents reported having read their child’s journals or looked through their phones, as
well as listening in to conversations in an attempt to supervise their child’s activities more thoroughly.
They showed measures of removing televisions from bedrooms, removing internet access and
computer use, and keeping their child at home (Mcdonald et al., 2007). These parenting strategies
could backfire, making the adolescent more reserved and hide more things, as well as cause feelings
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On the other hand, positive changes toward the adolescent greatly improves not just the
relationship of the adolescent with the loved ones, but also their self-harm habits and mental health.
Family members and peers who are supportive and make an effort to comfort the individual tend to
become closer with each other (Hughes et al. 2016), and parents who increase supportive parenting
strategies such as an increase in affection, and working out healthier coping mechanisms with their
child reported an improvement in behavior. Changes in parenting strategies, namely, high parental
expectations and criticism, as well as strict and controlling forms of parenting, can also greatly
improve the adolescent’s mental health, and may lessen their self-harm.
These reactions could be related to the Kübler-Ross model or the “Five Stages of Grief” in
1969, wherein the act of self-harm in an adolescent may cause feelings of grief similar to when a
loved one dies, or other disastrous events in life, with the negative impacts being denial, anger,
bargaining, and depression, and positive impacts being acceptance, and essentially support, warmth,
and love.
As stated by Gregory (2020), Kübler-Ross noted that her model of the stages of grief are not
linear, and some may not experience any of them. This is due to the criticism the model has received
because of the mistaken belief that the five stages of grief were the specific order in which people
At the discovery of an adolescent’s self-harm, the initial feelings of shock, embarrassment, and
disbelief of a loved one can be associated with the first stage of grief, which is denial. In this period of
time, parents and friends may refuse to acknowledge and talk about the person’s self-injury, and
refuse to come to terms with it, in some cases, even avoiding the person. The second stage of grief,
which is anger, can be associated with the negative changes in behavior towards the adolescent. The
loss of warmth towards the person, the judgement and stigma, as well as the stricter and more
controlling parenting strategies, fall under this stage. The third stage, bargaining, is when loved ones
try to talk the adolescent out of their self-harming habits. Where they try to give or do whatever the
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person wants in hopes of getting them to stop with the self-injury. This stage is sometimes abused by
the adolescent, as they may use self-harm as a threat to get what they want. The fourth stage is
depression. This stage often lasts the longest, and may be experienced by most, if not all, of the loved
ones of a self-harming adolescent. With this stage, parents and peers experience the stress and
anxiety that comes with dealing with the adolescent’s self-harm. They may blame themselves for not
knowing sooner, or for not being able to prevent it. The loved ones’ mental, emotional, and even
physical health are affected the most in this stage. Finally, the fifth stage, which is acceptance. This is
where the positive impacts show. As the loved ones display love and support toward the adolescent,
and suggest therapy or other forms of help, their acceptance can be seen.
The study of Russel in 2017 about the experiences of parents of self-harming adolescents
somewhat explains this concept and how it relates to the behavior of loved ones in relation to an
adolescent’s self-harm habits. The study mentioned feelings of denial, blame, guilt, and anxiety from
Synthesis
There’s a significant difference in how parents and peers react to an adolescent’s self-harm,
which is the reason for why friends are often the support resource of choice during times of emotional
distress, and why youth seek help from friends first, and less often from parents (Fisher et al., 2017;
Peers tend to provide support in the form of interest and empathy toward the adolescent. The
initial reaction of peers upon the discovery of an adolescent’s self-harm are often positive, showing
As opposed to parents, who’s initial reactions lean towards the more negative side, with the
initial reaction most commonly being shock and horror. Considerable stress and anxiety as long-term
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impacts on their emotional and mental state have been described, and depression is commonly
reported among the parents. In some cases, the stress of coping with the child’s self-harm habits
causes physical symptoms such as headaches, chest pains, and physical exhaustion (Ferrey et al.,
2016). The positive reactions that peers initially showed mostly manifest over time for the parents.
The understanding, accepting, and dealing with self-injury is usually an ongoing gradual process
There are distinguishable changes in loved ones’ behavior towards self-harming individuals as
well. Parents report changes in their parenting strategies toward their child; becoming stricter, more
controlling, and breaches in trust and privacy being the negative changes, and an increase in
affection, warmth, and support being the positive changes (Baetens et al., 2015).
While negative changes are more common among parents, they may manifest in peers as well.
Most participants in the study of Klineberg et al. (2013) reported negative experiences upon the
discovery of their self-harm habits, and a lack in emotional understanding. In some cases, their self-
harm habits were spread to other people without their consent, and behaviors such as avoidance,
These changes in behavior play a fundamental role in the future of an adolescent’s self-
harming behavior, as negative changes cause feelings of resentment and anger from the adolescent,
which could lead to more severe self-harming habits, as well as suicide (Klineberg et al., 2013), while
positive changes greatly improve bonds and relationships between the loved ones and the
adolescent, and also lessen the amount of self-harm (Hughes et al. 2016).
The reactions and behaviors shown may be compared with the “Five Stages of Grief”,
specifically, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Each stage displays different
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Chapter 3
METHODOLOGY
This chapter discusses the research design, research locale, participants/respondents of the
study, sampling technique, research instrument, data gathering, and ethical consideration.
Research Design
In order to understand the behavior of loved ones toward an adolescent committing self-harm,
a qualitative research design was used. According to Creswell in 1994, qualitative research is an
inquiry process of understanding based on distinct methodological traditions of inquiry that explore a
social or human problem. The participants of the study were given the freedom to answer the guide
questions in their own way, and these answers were used to further grasp the concept of this study.
Research Locale
The study was conducted in Philippine Pasay Chung Hua Academy. A private, non-sectarian
The study involved five individuals located in different areas across Luzon, Philippines, namely
Makati City, Pasay City, and the Province of Cavite, who are all involved and familiar with an
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Two of the respondents are mothers of adolescents committing self-harm. The first respondent
is a 45-year-old mother of a senior high school student from Makati City. The second respondent is a
Three of the respondents are senior high school students and are close friends with an
adolescent committing self-harm. The third and fourth respondents are both 17-year-old STEM
students studying in Philippine Pasay Chung Hua Academy. The third respondent, a male, is from
Pasay City, and the fourth, a female, is from Makati City. Lastly, the fifth respondent, a female, is a
Cavite.
Sampling Technique
In order to gather data needed for this study, the researcher used a sampling technique called
purposive sampling. Purposive sampling, according to Patton (2002), is a technique widely used in
qualitative research for the identification and selection of information-rich cases for the effective use of
limited resources. This involves identifying and selecting individuals or groups of individuals that are
especially knowledgeable about or experienced with a phenomenon of interest. This technique was
chosen by the researcher to be used because the topic of this study required participants with certain
and specific experiences that not all people have, thus, the qualified participants had to be identified
Research Instrument
The researcher conducted one-on-one interviews with the respondents as the main instrument
in gathering the essential information for this study. A semi-structured interview was the method
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chosen to be able to personalize more questions, and to further discuss the information given by each
participant with regards to their specific situations and experiences. As stated by Hitchcock and
Hughes (1989), “the semi-structured interview allows depth to be achieved by providing the
opportunity on the part of the interviewer to probe and expand the interviewee’s responses…some
kind of balance between the interviewer and the interviewee can develop which can provide room for
The researcher prepared fifteen guide questions for the interviews. Throughout the interviews,
the researcher either asked more or less questions depending on the answers of the respondents.
The follow-up questions consisted of clarifications on the interviewee’s answers and experiences.
Data Gathering
Four of the one-on-one interviews were done by the researcher through private messages with
the respondents, due to the COVID-19 pandemic wherein it was impossible to do the interviews in
person, and one interview was done face-to-face due to the respondent being in the vicinity of the
researcher.
The researcher followed a set of guide questions, which were customized and adjusted
depending on the respondent and how they answered. There were also follow-up questions given for
the researcher to further understand the ideas, experiences, and perspectives of the respondents. All
interviews went on for approximately an hour, depending on how long it took for the respondents to
As the interviews were conducted through chat, the respondents’ answers were copy-pasted to
be used for this study, though were slightly edited to fix mistakes in spelling and to better understand
the context of what the respondents were saying, and the researcher made sure to type and take note
The subject of the interview was discussed with the respondents beforehand, and it was made
known that the information they give will be used in this study. The interviews were arranged at times
when the respondents weren’t busy, and were in no rush to answer the questions.
As the subject of the interview concerned a sensitive matter, the respondents were given the
choice to back out if they were not comfortable with the topic. The researcher made sure to inform the
respondents that their identities will remain anonymous, and that their privacy will be protected. Some
information from the interviews was edited, to protect the identity of either the respondent or the self-
The researcher guarantees that all the information to be shared are protected by the Republic
Act 10173 or the “Data Privacy Act of 2012”, which protects the fundamental human rights of privacy,
of communication while ensuring a free flow of information to promote innovation and growth.
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Chapter 4
This chapter presents the analysis and interpretation of all the data gathered that has been
At the start of the interview, the respondents were asked about how they treated the adolescent
before finding out about his/her self-harm habits. The first three respondents, the peers, described
their relationship with the adolescent as a true friend, a close friend, and a normal friend, respectively.
The last two respondents, the parents, showed similarities in behavior; somewhat strict, but wanting
their child to be open with them. This style of parenting fits under the “Authoritative” style of parenting
from Baumrind’s descriptions of parenting styles (1996). Parents who use this style have high-but
reasonable-expectations for their children’s behavior, and are supportive and show interest in their
kids’ activities. The Authoritative style of parenting has been found to be the most effective parenting
style in academic, social emotional, and behavioral ways. Though this shows that positive parenting
styles on a child’s upbringing doesn’t necessarily lessen the chances of the child hurting themselves,
and that parents and family matters aren’t always the reason for a person’s self-harming. This can be
linked to the study of Meekings and O’Brien (2004) that was mentioned earlier on in this study, which
states that while there is evidence that young people who self-harm frequently come from
‘dysfunctional’, abusive or chaotic families, not all self-harm can be linked to abusive family members
or family dysfunction.
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R4: First, bago ko madiscover yung incident medyo strict, open naman sa
gustong sabihin. As much as possible gusto ko yung open. Ayoko ng may secrets
R5: As a mother, I’m kind of strict in some ways I think. Somehow trying to play it
cool din when it comes to bonding. They seldom share secrets. Most of the time it was
me. I’m open with my feelings, but I think they are not but if they only knew, I’m trying
2. The changes in the loved ones’ approach to the person, if there were any
As the interview went on, the respondents were asked if their views or thoughts about the
person changed; if they started seeing that person as weaker, or a bad person, for having self-harm
habits. All the respondents stated that their view of the adolescent did not change, but instead they
became more aware and understanding of what that person was going through.
R1: Nothing changed and nothing will. I believe that a person who is in hurt or
pain, they do not need sympathy they need love, support, and most especially you, their
friend.
R2: At first I was taken aback, kasi nga the reason was pretty weird for me. But
then I got used to it so it became normal nalang for me. As a friend I don’t think that
made that person weak and I don’t think it made him a bad person.
that deals with those in my personal opinion needs to be taken care of. Fragile kumbaga
R4: Hindi, but instead parang, more ko siyang inunderstand. Parang hurtful kasi
feeling ko nagfail ako as a mother. Pero I tried to understand yung emotions and yung
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feelings ko. Kasi inisip ko maybe mas kailangan nya ako sa mga moment na yun…
naisip ko na parang, siguro nga I missed something. May hindi ako naprovide.
R5: Not weak, not bad. I don’t look at the person that way. I will be the most
affected, hurt, I will feel helpless. Nothing changed, but how it made me realize I’m not
doing my best pa pala kasi diko alam may pingdadaanan pala sila na diko alam. The
way I look at them and feel for them will not change.
The respondents were asked to name which emotions among the “Five Stages of Grief” they
felt in regards to the adolescent’s self-harm. All the respondents answered differently. R1 and R5 felt
immediate acceptance, R2 felt bargaining before acceptance, and R3 as well as R4 felt a range of
emotions before settling on acceptance. A common factor here is that they all felt acceptance at some
point in time.
R1: Acceptance. All flaws and pains of my friends I genuinely accept them and
move forward. Their status right now does not define who they are…so I accepted it and
hindi mo nga alam pano sila tulungan. Di mo man lang napipigilan. Di mo man lang
nahalata. Syempre malulungkot ka seeing that person resort to that. Hindi ko maaatim
na ginagawa niya yun kaya hangga’t kaya tutulong ako…as much as possible kasi
iniiwasan kong magdictate or kahit advise ng gagawin nila, ano bang alam ko sa hirap
nila to tell them what to do? More on I try hard to let them feel na they’re not alone and
as a friend I’m always there by their side. Di ko tanggap in the sense na hindi ko
hahayaan na ganun lang sila. Pero tanggap ko namang ginagawa na nila yun.
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Regardless of who the respondent was, whether a peer or a respondent, they all stated that
they felt that they were lacking in some way in relation to the person’s self-harming behavior.
R1: Yes. Everybody does but we could not help it eh. I have to stay in my
position. I do not want to cross over the line. I’ll be selfish if that happened.
R3: Yes. Kasi nga like I said I don’t think I did enough to say na they stopped
R5: Oo, kasi I don’t know what to do when I see them commit self-harm.
When asked if their behavior or approach towards the adolescent changed, R1, R2, and R3 all
made it clear that how they treated that person did not change, while on the contrary, R4 and R5
R4: Oo nagchange. Kung strict ako nung una, siguro, ano, binawasan ko
lahat ng effort ko. Kung pwede, na pag may gusto, may hinihingi, may request,
binibigay ko agad…
R5: I’m kind of strict in some ways I think, but compared to how my parents are
naman I think I’m not that harsh to them. After I found out about their behavior, I just
As expected, due to the related literature and studies mentioned beforehand, there were not
that many changes in views or behavior when it came to the peer respondents, and there were more
noticeable changes with the respondents who were parents; namely, a change in strictness and
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3. The differences and similarities between the behavior of friends and the behavior of
The respondents were asked about how they felt when they found out about the person’s self-
harm habits. Regardless of their closeness with the adolescent in question, R1 and R3, who
described the person as a true friend and a normal friend, respectively, expressed relatively same
levels of worry and concern for the person and took the matter seriously,
R1: When I first found out about self-harm habit, my first response was I really
should take this matter seriously because, this habit is caused by our unstable mental
R3: Syempre worried, friend mo and I can’t help but to think na pano ako
Whereas R2, who described the person as a close friend, showed only minimal concern and slight
R2: I felt like it was pretty stupid, and little bit concerned…well I’m more used to
the reason kasi na depressed, angry, punishment and such, but that person's reason
Both R4 and R5 conveyed feelings of hurt and sadness upon the discovery. Both mentioned
R5: Hurt. Initial reaction would be, asking why? Have I done or said something
Upon discovery of a certain adolescent’s self-harm habits, the peer respondents had initial
reactions of worry and concern, and even a little nonchalance, on the other hand, parent respondents
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Comparing the answers of the respondents who are peers and who are parents on the
interview questions stated above, specifically the questions asking about the loved ones’ views and
approach towards an adolescent upon discovery of his/her self-harm habits, there is a noticeable
difference in their perspectives and approach with the person regarding his/her self-harm habits.
Similar to the contents in the study of Arbuthnott and Lewis (2015), which mention that younger
generations are more open-minded and knowledgeable when it comes to topics concerning mental
health and self-harm, and in some cases, even normalizing these matters, the answers of the peer
respondents of this study showed how composed they were on the topic; they felt worry and concern,
R4 and R5, who had perspectives and behaviors different from the peer respondents, though
similar to each other, can contribute to the research of Ferrey et al. in 2016, which states that parents
may re-evaluate their approach to an individual when they find out about said individual’s self-harm
habits, which can include the amount of warmth, support, and understanding the parents give to their
child. R4 and R5 expressed that their views and thoughts on their child did not change, and the
change that occurred was more focused on themselves as parents; if they were lacking or doing
something wrong. These two respondents also declared that their approach towards their child
In regards to how the peer respondents reacted upon the discovery of the adolescent’s self-
harm habits, this can be supported by the study of Shepherd (2020), where it is indicated that friends
provide support by being directly there for young people, providing distractions, and taking
responsibility. Peers consider the adolescent’s perspectives more, and spend more time with them.
While for the parent respondents, the study of Oldershaw et al. in 2018, could be related to
their answers. Their study brought up that an instinctive response for parents upon the discovery of
self-harm habits was to question their child’s motives behind it, and that several emotions were
recalled by the respondents, including shock, disappointment, guilt and fear, sadness, and hurt.
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4. Methods and attitudes loved ones could adopt that could somewhat help in lessening
All respondents answered that they’ve tried to help the adolescent stop with self-harming; R1
and R4 stated that they noticed the habit somewhat lessening, but not completely stopping.
R1: I did. because their choices changes every time I give them will to choose.
R4: Nagwork naman sya for quite some time, pero may mga times na ginagawa
niya parin.
R3 and R5 were unsure if there was a change in the person’s habits, but expressed feelings of
R3: I don’t really know kung meron. More on hoped. Sabihin na natin siguro I
gave comfort. Pero I don’t think it’s enough to say na they stopped because of it.
R5: I’m not sure if it was because of me, I hope so. Pero I think nakatulong
naman.
The respondents were also asked if they’ve told the adolescent to get professional help, and if
they think it would’ve helped. All the respondents, except for R2, stated that they’ve mentioned
professional help to the adolescent in question, though all of them acknowledged the fact that
R1: Yes. I am not knowledgeable and not worthy to discuss some health issues,
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R5: I gave my son a phone number of someone. I also looked for professionals in
Though the reason why R2 didn’t mention professional help to the person was because he knew the
R2: I didn’t and I think the person wouldn’t even bother thinking about it…well I
think it would depend on the person committing self-harm. But yeah it would help even a
little.
All five of the respondents declared that they kept the matter private, though R4 and R5, the
parent respondents, have mentioned it to professionals, and R4 has also mentioned it to her mother,
R1: No. It’s between the person who did that and me. Of course it’s not my right
to tell others
R4: Kay lola niya lang, kasi kelangan ko ng ano eh, kelangan ko ng advice, kasi
When asked about what behaviors and instances they thought affected the person’s self-harm
habits, they all answered differently. R1 mentioned giving affection, R2 and R4 kept the person busy,
R3 stated that attentiveness helped, and R5 acknowledged that the adolescent’s friends helped.
R3: Attentiveness helps. Listening to them hopefully helps. When things go hard
oo ginagawa niya.
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R4: Parang kinekeep ko na maging busy siya. Kung may gusto siya kunyare sa
musical instruments, kahit papano binibigay ko naman. Para lang makalimutan niya
The respondents were questioned about how self-harming people should be treated, to not
make their habits worse; in general, and not thinking of specific people. Again, all five respondents
answered similarly; R1 mentioned support and love, R2 mentioned spending time with the person, R3
answered gentleness and care, R4 and R5 answered continuous reaching out and understanding for
R2: Spend time with them. Let them not have enough time to think of wanting to
harm themselves.
R3: Gentleness and care or if wala silang care sa tao edi they should learn how
The final question in the interview was about if the respondents thought that negative
behaviors such as forcing the person to stop and being more controlling, would affect his/her self-
harm habits. They all declared that those kinds of approaches toward a self-harming individual would
R1: Yes. Cause you do not let them to stop when they want to na eh. You are
R2: Yeah. I think it will make the person want to retaliate making the person
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R5: Yes. Binawasan ko nga yung pagiging controlling ko because I think mas
lalayo sila sakin. Controlling them or forcing them to stop will make them feel more
distanced.
It is clearly shown in the respondents’ answers that positive behaviors warrant positive
changes in the adolescent’s habits. In the study of Hetrick et al. in 2020, they explore the factors and
triggers of self-harm in the youth, as well as the helpful strategies. Distressing emotions, relationship
difficulties, and school/work difficulties were described by their participants as the primary triggers for
their self-harm. Instances such as failing to meet parental expectations, not having supportive and
open families in terms of mental health and problems, and being exposed to the self-harm of others
In their study, it was stated that different things work for different people, and at different times
as well as different situations. This could be proven by the responses from this study about questions
involving what behaviors and approaches helped in the specific adolescent each respondent was
referring to. All the respondents had different answers, which could mean that the approach of R1
might not work with the adolescent that R5 is referring to, and vice versa.
The respondents in the study of Hetrick et al. mentioned that distraction techniques such as
drawing, going for a run, or watching movies, helped them. They also described the importance of
connecting with others, such as speaking to friends or family, as well as online forums where they felt
that they were understood. Being in a public environment in the presence of others helped as well in
preventing self-harm. The helpful strategies that were described in their study correlate with the
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Chapter 5
This chapter presents the summary of the findings, conclusions, and recommendations of the
study.
Summary of Findings
From the data gathered and analyzed, the findings of the study are as follows:
1. The peer respondents described the self-harming adolescent they were each referring to as a
true friend, a close friend, and a normal friend, respectively. Whereas the parent respondents
fell under the “Authoritative” style of parenting of Baumrind’s description of parenting styles
(1996), wherein they are somewhat strict with their child and have high expectations, but also
2. All the respondents made it clear that their thoughts and view on the adolescent in question
didn’t change. As for the behavior and approach, the peer respondents stated that though they
showed worry for the person, they treated him/her as they normally would, and the parent
respondents stated that they became less strict and more understanding when it came to their
child. When relating the “Five Stages of Grief” to the emotions the loved ones felt in regards to
an adolescent’s self-harm, the respondents’ answers differed. While some felt immediate
acceptance, other felt a range of emotions before feeling acceptance. All the respondents felt
3. There was a noticeable difference between the behavior of the peer respondents and the
parent respondents. The initial reaction of the peer respondents was worry and concern, while
the parent respondents felt hurt and sadness, as well as questioning the adolescent’s reasons
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for self-harming. The peer respondents continued treating the adolescent as they usually
4. All five of the respondents tried to help the self-harming adolescent, but the results varied; for
some it somewhat worked, for others it didn’t. They all responded that professional help would
indeed help the adolescent’s self-harm habits, though some wouldn’t be willing to get it. The
respondents kept the matter private, aside from the parent respondents who confided in mental
health professionals. The respondents all answered differently when asked what they thought
affected the adolescent in question’s self-harm habits; affection, distractions, and attentiveness
were among the answers. On the other hand, the respondents had similar answers when
asked about their opinion on how self-harming people should be treated to not make their
habits worse; generally, and not thinking of specific people. They all responded with positive
behaviors such as giving support and unconditional love, as well as spending time with the
person. All the respondents share the same outlook that negative views and behaviors will
Conclusions
Based on the aforementioned results of the study, the following conclusions were drawn:
1. As there are various reasons for why an adolescent may commit self-harm, how well one is
treated by friends or by parents does not necessarily lessen the possibility of that person self-
harming.
2. Peers are less likely to change their views and behaviors towards a self-harming individual,
though this depends on the person. On the other hand, parents are more likely to change how
they treat their child, as they may feel that it’s their fault why their child self-harmed in the first
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3. It is more common for parents to have positive changes in views and behaviors in regards to
their self-harming child such as an increase in affection, support, and understanding, but it is
4. A loved one may feel a large range of emotions in regards to an adolescent’s self-harming
such as, worry, concern, sadness, hurt, guilt, and anger, but at some point in time, will learn to
feel acceptance; some may take a shorter time than others, and vice versa.
5. Even if a loved one has tried their best in helping a self-harming person, they may still feel as if
6. A person, whether a peer of a parent, may try to help a self-harming adolescent, but this isn’t
guaranteed to work.
7. Many seem to think that professional help would help a self-harming individual, but not all self-
8. Different strategies work for different people. Just because a certain approach works for one
self-harming adolescent, it’s not guaranteed that it will for work for another, as people could
have different situations, different triggers, and different reasons for self-harming. One should
9. Positive behaviors towards a self-harming adolescent will, more often than not, help in
lessening his/her self-harm habits, and negative behaviors will always worsen a self-harming
adolescent’s habits.
10. Common triggers for self-harm are: distressing emotions, relationship difficulties, failing to meet
11. The most common strategies that are helpful are: drawing, going for a run, watching movies,
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Recommendations
The following recommendations have been made based on the findings and conclusions of the
study:
1. Loved ones could try to be more patient and understanding with the self-harming adolescent,
and work on developing positive and supportive behaviors in dealing with him/her.
2. Loved ones could look into therapy which could help the adolescent, talk to a professional for
advice on how to deal with the adolescent, or even get family therapy, which could encourage
3. Since the scope of this study is too small for there to be significant conclusions and results,
future researchers should further explore this topic on a larger scale, in order for the results to
be more accurate.
4. There should be more studies expounding on this topic and other similar topics, as it was made
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Appendix
1. What was your initial behavior towards the person? How did you usually treat him/her
R1: My initial behavior was very the same since I met (X). I always treat my true friends as my family
that is why when I learnt about (X)’s situation, I did not really care on the changes that might occur. I
kept in mind that (X) is still my friend that I chose to continue loving (X) and supporting (X) since day
one.
R2: Well I was close with person. I would say I spend a lot of time with the person.
R3: A normal friend lang. Like nothing really special kasi same way ng pagtreat ko sa ibang tao.
R4: First, bago ko madiscover yung incident medyo strict, open naman sa gustong sabihin. As much
as possible gusto ko yung open. Ayoko ng may secrets between (X) and sakin.
R5: As a mother, I’m kind of strict in some ways I think. Somehow trying to play it cool din when it
comes to bonding. They seldom share secrets. Most of the time it was me. I’m open with my feelings,
but I think they are not but if they only knew, I’m trying my best for them to open up.
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2. How did you feel when you found out about the self-harm habit?
R1: When I first found out about self-harm habit, my first response was I really should take this matter
seriously because, this habit is caused by our unstable mental health. I cannot stop them.
R2: I felt like it was pretty stupid, and little bit concerned. “Why stupid?” Well I’m more used to the
reason kasi na depressed, angry, punishment and such, but that person's reason was it felt good...
R3: Syempre worried, friend mo and I can’t help but to think na pano ako makakahelp sakanya, pano
R5: Hurt. “Can you elaborate po?” Initial reaction would be, asking why? Have I done or said
something wrong? So have to reach out. I hope my kids will open up.
3. Did your view or thoughts about the person change? Did you start seeing this person as
R1: Nothing changed and nothing will. I believe that a person who is in hurt or pain, they do not need
sympathy they need love, support, and most especially you, their friend.
R2: At first I was taken aback, kasi nga the reason was pretty weird for me. But then I got used to it so
it became normal nalang for me. As a friend I don’t think that made that person weak and I don’t think
R3: Nagbago lang in a way na aware na ko sa situation niya, syempre people that deals with those in
my personal opinion needs to be taken care of. Fragile kumbaga but never weak.
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R4: Hindi, but instead parang, more ko siyang inunderstand. Parang hurtful kasi feeling ko nagfail ako
as a mother. Pero I tried to understand yung emotions and yung feelings ko. Kasi inisip ko maybe
mas kailangan nya ako sa mga moment na yun. Mas kelangan ako kasi parang ano, naisip ko na
parang, siguro nga I missed something. May hindi ako naprovide. May kulang ako as a mom.
R5: Not weak, not bad. I don’t look at the person that way. I will be the most affected, hurt, I will feel
helpless. “Pero did something change po with how you thought of the person? or wala naman
po?” Nothing changed, but how it made me realize I’m not doing my best pa pala kasi diko alam may
pingdadaanan pala sila na diko alam. The way I look at them and feel for them will not change.
4. Did you behavior/approach towards the person change after finding out about the self-
harm?
R1: -
R3: I don’t think I did. Para sakin I treat that someone well na. And I just reminded that person again
na kung kailangan niya ko nandito ako. I don’t want him/her to think na nagbago tingin ko sakanya
R4: Oo nagchange. Kung strict ako nung una, siguro, ano, binawasan ko pagiging strict ko. Mas
gusto ko na makasama sya parati, gusto ko na makapagkwentuhan kami, and ayun, pero kasi ano, di
na sya nagoopen up. Di na nagkkwento. The more na tinatanong ko si (X), the more na iniiwasan
ako, and tapos parang yun talaga, binigay ko talaga lahat ng pwede kong ibigay, lahat ng effort ko.
Kung pwede, na pag may gusto, may hinihingi, may request, binibigay ko agad, pero the more na
ginawa ko yun, the more na lumalayo sakin. So naghanap ako ng other way, mga taong pwede kong
kausapin tungkol dun para maintindihan ko behavior ni (X). Tinanong ko teachers niya nun kung
ganun rin ba siya school, loner, mabilis magalit, di malapitan, sabi nila hindi naman daw. So, I looked
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for a person na pwedeng makausap ni (X), someone who knows what she’s doing. Na pwede niyang
makausap about dun kasi di talaga healthy yun ginagawa niya na yun.
R5: I’m kind of strict in some ways I think, but compared to how my parents are naman I think I’m not
that harsh to them. After I found out about their behavior, I just gave them more understanding and
time.
5. If you could choose among the “Five Stages of Grief’, namely, denial, anger bargaining,
depression, and acceptance, which of these emotions did you feel in regards to the
person self-harming?
R1: Acceptance. All flaws and pains of my friends I genuinely accept them and move forward. Their
status right now does not define who they are. Because they are having a severe pain or sadness that
even I could not heal them. So I accepted it and do my part as their friend. Wala nagchange over
time. If they need me I’ll be here. Ganun lang. anong magagawa ng galit ko or lungkot ko eh kung
may pinagdadaanan sila? Accept and move forward sa path nIyo as friends. You got friends that can
R2: I would probably choose bargaining and acceptance. Was bargaining at first, then decided to just
accept it. At first, I was telling the person to just a punch a wall or something instead of cutting your
arm if you just want pain lang rin naman. But since the person wasn’t listening. I just thought, "Well if
R3: Anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. Is confusion under anger? Like galit ka sa sarili mo
kasi hindi mo nga alam pano sila tulungan. Di mo man lang napipigilan. Di mo man lang nahalata.
Syempre malulungkot ka seeing that person resort to that. Hindi ko maaatim na ginagawa niya yun
kaya hangga’t kaya tutulong ako so siguro bargaining toh no? “How did you act on the bargaining
part?” I think kung may kaibigan akong marereveal na nagseself harm I would be stuck sa bargaining
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part. As much as possible kasi iniiwasan kong magdictate or kahit advise ng gagawin nila, ano bang
alam ko sa hirap nila to tell them what to do? More on I try hard to let them feel na they’re not alone
and as a friend I’m always there by their side. Di ko tanggap in the sense na hindi ko hahayaan na
R4: At first anger, di ko matanggap na magagawa niya yun sa sarili niya, and then parang, siguro kasi
parang diko maisip na saan ako nagkulang, parang diko matanggap, parang lahat naman binigay ko,
sometimes nagsisinungaling na ko sa daddy ni (X) para pagtakpan siya, and yet nagagawa niya parin
yung mga bagay na ginagawa niya, and yun, nakakasakit sa akin, nakakagalit sa akin, pero diko yun
pinapafeel sa kanyang nagagalit ako kasi ayokong magtrigger pa. Ayokong maulit niya yun. Kasi
parang alam ko na naguguluhan siya, may di siya naiintindihan sa sarili siya, may di ka naiintindihan
sa environment, and sa kapatid niya. Kasi feeling ko di niya talaga sya matanggap. Siguro naisip niya
na di na naming siya mahal o nabawasan pagmamahal naming kasi nagkaron siya ng kapatid. Yung
bargaining, naisip ko na ano, ipakausap si (X) sa parang “coach” kasi ayaw nya naman na patawagin
syang psychologist, parang therapist lang siya. Kelangan lang nyang kausapin si (X) para bigyan siya
R5: Acceptance. Kasi ayun na yung situation eh. Nasaktan ako as a mother syempre but I cannot
help but just accept it. “How did you act po sa feeling of acceptance? For example po did you
give emotional support, more understanding, etc.” I gave them more understanding nalang. I
6. Did you ever try to help the person stop? If yes, how did you try to do it? If no, why not?
R1: Yes. Every friend wants their friends to be okay or good in health. I tried but I do not push them to
stop like, you have to stop. Instead, I show them love and give them choices if they are telling me if
they will do it. I let them choose because, their choices matter the most
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R2: No, because I was harming myself as well back then so I thought it’ll be hypocrite of me.
R3: Oo naman I tried. Sa gantong posisyon ko sa buhay nila siguro listening and staying na ang
pinakanagawa ko
R4: Yung isa nga dun sa finorce ko. Pinilit ko talaga na baguhin siya saka pagalingin kung pwede
lang. Pinakausap ko pa nga siya sa therapist, pero natigil yun kasi nagbigay siya ng assessment
sakin na ok na daw siya na kaya nakampante ako. Pwede na daw, di na daw magagawa mga bagay
na yun. Tapos ano, as much as possible pinapalayo ko kapatid niya sa kanya kasi alam kong ayaw ni
(X) sa kanya. Minsan mabigat sa loob ko na sinisigawan niya sya, na naaaway sya, pero iniintindi ko
yun
R5: I tried to make them stop. I tried asking them kung ano bang mali. if I was lacking in something
7. If you tried to help the person, did it work? Or did you notice a difference?
R1: I did. because their choices changes every time I give them will to choose. I am happy especially
for (X) because (X) conquered it. (X) chose a path that they know will be very hard for them to escape
yet every time (X) wanted to, they weigh things and decide what is best for them and their health.
R3: I don’t really know kung meron. More on hoped. Sabihin na natin siguro I gave comfort. Pero I
R4: Nagwork naman sya for quite some time, pero may mga times na ginagawa niya parin. Na diko
na alam yung reason kung ano yun. Parang nag ano siya eh. Nagclose ng ano sakin. Di na
nakipagkkwentuhan sakin. Wala. Pag tinatanong ko kung may problema siya pinapaalis niya ako.
R5: I’m not sure if it was because of me, I hope so. Pero I think nakatulong naman.
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8. Did you ever tell the person to get professional help? Do you think it would’ve helped?
R1: Yes. I am not knowledgeable and not worthy to discuss some health issues, so it’s better to seek
help
R2: I didn’t and I think the person wouldn’t even bother thinking about it. “Do you think professional
help would help though? In general.” Well I think it would depend on the person committing self-
R4: Naghelp naman siya ng konti I think? Pero yun nga lang di sya long-term, kasi nagawa niya
padin.
R5: I gave my son a phone number of someone. I also looked for professionals in Facebook, because
I really think it would help a lot. “Did they get professional help po?” I don’t think so. Ako nalang
9. How do you feel whenever you see fresh cuts, if you’ve ever seen them?
R1: I feel sad of course, but I do not share my sadness them. I do not want to make them guilty
because of me. I want them to love their bodies because they love them truly na. They will oath na
they will not do it again or they will let those heal because they want na to move forward.
R2: Nothing? As I’ve said earlier I also self-harm so I was pretty used to it. If anything more, I would
say it’s pretty exciting you know? Cause he used a blade that’s not so sharp while I use the pretty
R3: Malungkot questions keep coming. Like, bakit niya nagawa yun?
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R4: Masakit. Painful. Very painful. Sobrang masakit kasi parang feeling ko parang, ano yung nga,
sobrang masakit, kasi yung pakiramdam mo na yung pinakamamahal mong anak, yung mundo mo sa
kanya lang, tapos nakakagawa sya ng bagay na di ko maisip kung bat nya nagagawa.
R5: Ako yung nasasaktan. Ni lamok nga ayaw kong madapuan sila what more if I see fresh cuts in
their arms?
R1: It’s like I see them but I don’t. Di ko kasi kaya magalit kaya dedma. Saka aask ko lang if okay
siya.
R2: -
R4: Painful parin. And regret? Na kung pwede ko lang mabalik yung past, gagawin ko.
R5: Pag magaling na I’m hoping na sana wag nang magkaroon ng bago. Wag na sanang bumalik
11. Did you feel that you were lacking in some way?
R1: Yes. Everybody does but we could not help it eh. I have to stay in my position. I do not want to
R2: Well I was definitely lacking. I’m not the type of person to ask if you have a problem or something
after all, nor am I the type of person to help much cause I felt like I’ll just make it worse.
R3: Yes. Kasi nga like I said I don’t think I did enough to say na they stopped entirely because of it.
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R4: Lacking ng ano, yung drive na pilitin siyang makipagusap sakin, makipag open up sakin. Kasi
everytime tatanungin ko si (X) kung may problem siya ganun, nilalayo ako, pinapalayo ako. Ayaw
makipagusap sakin
R5: Oo, kasi I don’t know what to do when I see them commit self-harm.
12. Have you ever talked about the person’s self-harm with other people? Why?
R1: No. It’s between the person who did that and me. Of course it’s not my right to tell others
R2: No, I thought it was a private matter between me and that person. Well of course excluded tong
R4: Kay lola niya lang, kasi kelangan ko ng ano eh, kelangan ko ng advice, kasi baka mauna pa kong
R5: To a professional lang, but to other people hindi. I think it should be private kasi.
13. What approach, attitudes, or events do you think affect that person’s self-harm habits?
For example, does self-harm increase when bad things happen? Does self-harm
R1: Affection. But keep in mind that you should not give them more. Give them right affection. Too
R2: Hmmm I would say if he's bored he does it? Maybe to make him feel something, I don’t know.
“So if he wasn't bored he does it less?” Yeah. Since if we play or do some stuff he doesn’t do it
naman “So I can make an assumption that keeping him busy and entertained lessens it?”
Yeah.
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R3: Attentiveness helps. Listening to them hopefully helps. When things go hard oo ginagawa niya.
R4: Parang kinekeep ko na maging busy siya. Kung may gusto siya kunyare sa musical instruments,
kahit papano binibigay ko naman. Para lang makalimutan niya mga nagbbother sa kanya.
R5: Siguro nung panahon na maingay ako. there are times when I am tired and stressed and I can’t
help but sometimes shout at them. “Naglelessen po? Or nagiincrease?” increase. “What helps po
14. How do you suggest people should treat those who self-harm to not make it worse? In
R1: Be there for them. It does not have to tell them what to do, sometimes you just have to love them
by actions.
R2: Spend time with them. Let them not have enough time to think of wanting to harm themselves.
R3: Gentleness and care or if wala silang care sa tao edi they should learn how to shut up and not
R4: Kelangan talaga silang kausapin, intindihin, as much as possible ano, kelangan mo silang
mahalin ng hanggang kaya mo, para malay mo, bumalik yung pananaw nila.
R5: Siguro keep reaching out for them. Continuous yung pangangamusta, because there are people
who wants to open up and those who doesn’t. So siguro let them feel you love them.
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15. Do you think that behavior like trying to force them to stop, being more controlling, etc.
R1: Yes. Cause you do not let them to stop when they want to na eh. You are giving them hard time
lalo.
R2: Yeah. I think it will make the person want to retaliate making the person commit self-harm more
often.
R3: Di naman siguro make it worse sadyang wala lang siyang kwenta. In general ayoko ng namimilit.
I don’t think it really helps lalo na mas sensitive pa tong topic na toh. Pwede pang mainis yung tao.
Pero giving comments na basta inappropriate sa self-harming people kahit pa intentions ay ipastop
R5: Yes. Binawasan ko nga yung pagiging controlling ko because I think mas lalayo sila sakin.
Controlling them or forcing them to stop will make them feel more distanced.
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