HELLO LOVE AND GOOD MORNING

BY THE TIME YOU ARE READING THIS LETTER, I’M STILL NOT FINISHED WITH MY
CONTENT PAPER, AND I’M PROBABLY ASLEEP.

HELLO BEBE, I HOPE YOU HAD A GOODNIGHT SLEEP AND DREAMS. IT’S MY FAULT
AGAIN THAT I DOUBTED YOUR LOVE FOR ME. I’M SORRY THAT I WAS TOO CLINGY AND
I ALWAYS NEVER REALIZED MY MISTAKES IN OUR RELATIONSHIP. I WANT TO
FORMALLY ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. I WANT TO CORRECT MY MISTAKES AND
CORRECT THEM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I HOPE THAT YOUR LOVE FOR ME DID NOT
CHANGE AT ALL.

BEBE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I CAN’T AFFORD TO LOSE YOU. IT CLICHE AND
CRINGE TO SAY, BUT YOU BECOME MY LIFE IN OUR 4 MONTHS OF RELATIONSHIP AND
FRIENDSHIP. I KNOW THAT I’VE MET YOU JUST A FEW MONTHS AGO, BUT BELIEVE ME,
I CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE MYSELF LOVING ANOTHER PERSON BESIDES YOU. YOU’RE
VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AS IMPORTANT AS MY LIFE. YOU BECOME MY PARTNER IN
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I CAN THINK OF. ESPECIALLY IN MY DREAMS FOR MYSELF,
YOU BECOME MY DREAM. MEETING YOU WAS UNEXPECTED AND LOVING YOU TOO.

I NEVER LOVE SOMEONE AS I LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW, BEBE. IF I CAN TURN BACK TIME
AT ALL, I WOULD TURN IT IN THE NIGHT OF JANUARY 1ST, JUST TO MEET YOU OVER
AND OVER AGAIN. THE WAY YOU INTERACT WITH ME THAT NIGHT IS JUS MAGICAL. I
NEVER IMAGINE THAT I WOULD FALL FOR YOU AND I NEVER IMAGINE THAT YOU’LL
BECOME PART OF MY DREAMS, PLANNING OUR WEDDING, NAMING OUR KIDS, OUR
HOUSE, AND EVEN AGREEING IN ALL THE NONSENSE I TOLD YOU ABOUT.

I KNOW THAT I’M A PERSON THAT IS FULL OF CLOWNISHNESS (IS THAT EVEN A
WORD?) BUT MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL, MORE REAL THAN DINOSAURS. THE TRUST
THAT YOU’RE GIVING ME WITH YOUR LIFE, BODY, AND MIND IS ADMIRABLE. ALL THAT I
CAN SAY TO YOU IS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, BEBE.

I KNOW I’M THE GUY YOU IMAGINE( AY WOW SADBOY YARN.) BUT, LISTEN TO ME, I
LOVE YOU, STAL, MORE THAN I’LL EVER KNOW. EVEN FOR ME, I DO NOT KNOW THE
LIMITATIONS OF MY LOVE FOR YOU. BUT I KNOW THAT I WANT TO BE YOUR PARTNER
IN LIFE, BUSINESS PARTNER, COOK, DRIVER, AND FUTURE HUSBAND. I WANT TO
SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU, BE THE MOTHER OF MY KIDS, AND MY OWN
WIFE FOR SURE.

YOUR FUTURE HUSBAND,

JOHN PHILIP LESTER R. PARAYO

PS. SAKIT NA NG ULO KO BE