Alyssa Ashley Racho

XI- St. Anselm

“ BIOGESIC PARACETAMOL”
“ You’re not a doctor, but you made me feel so much better. You healed me, from whatever pain I was feeling.
You’re not a psychologist, but you made me forget whatever caused that pain I was suffering. You are not a
certified professional to whatever health care, but I was healed, when the sign showed “ the doctor is in”. I was
waiting, not patiently but I was. I met a lot of people, who I thought would scan what’s deep inside me like an X-ray
but they just checked me up. It was a lot of people. It was like a monthly check up when I shifted from trying to
work things out with this dude then this then that. But no one just found out what I was looking for. I need someone
to tell me and give me whatever medication my lonely heart needs. I don’t want another monthly check up. I don’t
need another monthly check up. Jumping from this to that, I met someone. Who I taught was the right medication
for the lonely heart of mine. But jeez, was I wrong. I wonder why it took me so much fails before I came to the right
one. I mean it’s too early to confirm that but when the time comes. I don’t want anyone else. Who would have
thought i meet the right “healer” of a lonely heart just at a snap of a finger and at the most unexpected time and at
the most broken my heart has ever been. . He is like a doctor every sick person would look for. But this time he
healed me, this time he’s mine. You gave me the right receipt to heal my broken heart. He digged and scanned
every inch of what’s broken inside my heart and assured me that he would do anything to heal me. I didn’t believe
that the first time. I was just too afraid that it would be just like the others, I was too traumatized of just having a
quick check up every single time a try to look for someone. It was so unexpected that until up to this day, it has been
7 months since my heart was medicate and happy, that it felt like it was just yesterday..... relating this to a “doctor”,
it’s because the first thing he ever gave to me is a BIOGESIC PARACETAMOL medicine when I was sick. For
some people i know it’s not much but, that little capsule he bought me signified that he cares. It was so meaningful
to me that i kept one of the capsules. That’s all I needed that day to function properly and not feel sick. Being with
him that time of my life just made it a little better to me. That feeling of.. even when I was sick, I felt good. Because
it’s him who was there. It’s him who took care of the ill me. It’s not just my fever he healed. But also quenching the
thirst of my heart that got beat up scarred by the people I met before him. Its sound all cliché but I would say,
you’re love is like the BIOGESIC to my aching temples, and the stitch to my teared heart.