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The Original Marvelous Bob
The Original Marvelous Bob
The Original Marvelous Bob
by Michael Buonauro
CURRENT STORYLINE
Part I
Part II
Part III
Part IV
Part V
Part VI
Part VII
Part VIII
FAMILY
Part I
Part II
Part III
TEENAGE FLASHBACK
Part I
Part II
COLLEGE FLASHBACK
Part I
Part II
BOB GOES PUBLIC FLASHBACK
Part I
THE END
The End
Last Entry
Part I
I make my way back to the apartment. I don’t see any reason to fly; I’m not in a hurry, so I take
the train.
It’s the standard reaction, people want to shake my hand, sometimes they thank me for
something I did for them. I try and remember all their names, and I usually do. That’s not the
powers, I’ve always been able to do that.
Shit.
Some of the falling beams tore my jacket. It’s a big gash, too, right across the back. Damn it,
this was a good jacket.
I don’t wear a costume, or a cape, or any of that garbage, and because of that, sometimes my
regular clothes take a lot of damage. I don’t wear a mask, either.
I try and smile for the people, some of them offer me money, but I never take it.
Not that I couldn’t use it, rent is due in a week and it’s obvious that this rag is beyond repair.
I get off at the next stop, it’s not mine, I just want to get away from the people. Right before I
take to the air, I hear a siren, and a little girl cry.
I follow the sounds, and I find a bank, there are police cars all around it, keeping the crowds
away from the street.
I land nearby and walk over to the officer in charge. I think his name is Henry.
The cops hate it when I land near their cars, I don’t know why. Henry hates me because I’m not
a cop.
I can hear the crowd saying my name, and it’s with a sense of relief, I actually hear a man say
"It’s over now, Bob’s going to show those fuckers how it’s done in our town!"
It makes me proud to hear that sometimes, but then I always have this fear that I’m going to fail
again, and who knows what that’s going to cost us.
"Bob."
I walk over to Henry. He’s talking to another officer and some men in black suits, I don’t know
them, but I get a flash of some badges and some mumbling. They’re FBI.
"Marvelous Bob! Pleasure to meet you, I’m Dibney, this is my partner Holks."
I’m not even looking at them, I’m looking in to the bank, but I can hear someone say, "Bob. Call
him Bob, or Marvelous Bob, but show some respect."
He continues to explain, oblivious to the fact that I’m not even there anymore.
When I looked into the bank I saw the little girl, and behind her the source of her cries.
A "super villain."
They’ve been popping up around the city the past few years, this guy is new, and his first act is
to hold a little girl hostage? I can see some blood on a knife in his hand, there are bodies on the
ground all around him, and a quick check shows the girl’s got a cut on her neck that’s getting
bigger.
I’m in no mood for this shit. I stop his heart, he falls down dead, and it’s done.
I turn and tell Henry that it’s clear, they can go in and get the remaining people, bring the
medics, and I turn to leave.
Yes.
Laura’s gone.
I come in through the window, and I can see the letter she left me.
I don’t use lights. I don’t need them, and, to tell you the truth, unless I concentrate, they make
my eyes sting.
I’m still pissed about the jacket, and without thinking, I cause all the lights to burst out.
I also notice that she’s left all the bills for the month.
So that’s it. All her stuff is gone. Two years together, and now it’s gone.
It was a car-jacking. Just as I was walking by, this idiot was trying to pull a car-jacking in my
town.
I knocked the guy out, and took him down to the station before she even knew I was there.
Until tonight.
She asked me not to go once. I tried to explain it to her, but she just got angry and stormed off.
Turned out to be a bomb in a building. I found it, but I didn’t know how to defuse it, and time was
short, so I flew it out of town as fast as I could.
When I got home she wasn’t there. She came home later that night, drunk.
I knew she had been with another man. I could tell. I saw it in her mind.
Thanks, powers.
I hope she’s with him now, maybe happier than I could ever have made her.
I decide to go to sleep, and right before I do, I hear a woman scream from down the block.
I can almost hear Laura saying "Don’t go, stay with me" as I fly out of bed and then the window.
I land and I see her face. I know this woman. I try to remember everyone I save.
She always does this. It’s been two weeks, and now, over coffee, I’m going to get the Big Sister
Lecture.
"I know we’ve talked about this before. I thought we agreed that you weren’t going to kill
people."
The bank wasn’t people. It was a guy like me, with powers, and if I didn’t stop him then and
there, who knows the damage he could have done.
I try to explain that there wasn’t time to think of other options. He was slitting a little girl’s throat,
she was going to die. I picked her life over his, and I’ll do it again when I have to.
She’s silent now. That means she’s pissed. She’s just looking at me.
I say it in the same way I used to when I was five. It always worked then.
"I won’t."
But she’s still angry, there’s something else she wants to say.
"Bob..."
I’m fine.
"You don’t know I was even going to ask you anything. You said you couldn’t read my mind."
I don’t need to read your mind to see that you want to know about Laura. She’s dead. After her, I
found three more, and each time I was too late to even watch them die, let alone try to save
them.
"How did she die? It’s not in the paper, it just says she and other people who know you are
dead."
Her heart exploded.
She’s still quiet. She wants to talk about it some more. She always does this.
I give her a look that says "I’ll pay you back" and she gives me one that says "I know you won’t,
and you don’t have to, either".
She’s dead.
I can see inside her chest. It’s her heart, just like the others.
Hello, Linda.
So how’re things?
But her corpse doesn’t give me any answers, and the flight to the morgue is a quiet one.
"Bob, hi, this is UltraVac... we met at that thing at the bridge last year? Only, I was MightyVac
then. Anyway, a couple of guys and I were talking and we were thinking about putting a group
together, and your name came up. So, if you’re interested... uhm, gimmie a call at 555-2952 and
let me know."
I check the frige, grab a quick swig of milk, and head downstairs to see Jenkins.
Over Christmas he had everyone in the building down to his place for a party.
I wasn’t there, there was something going on at the power station, but Laura said it was very
nice.
Damnit.
Part III
Once a month I go down to the University for testing. A lot of us with powers do.
And so do I.
I don’t agree with everything he does, he wears a cape and a stupid mask, he’s got a secret
identity.
The scientists and doctors say that while everyone has different powers, mine being the most
unique they’ve seen, all of our powers must originate from the same source because
A) We’re all male. Nobody knows why, but there hasn’t been a woman with powers ever found.
and
B) We’re all sterile. Not one of us has a little soldier with any ammo in the gun.
He always goes in costume, because, as he says "If Alex Wiffers were seen having lunch with
Marvelous Bob, what would people think?"
And we are.
Today is a special lunch, though. Today I don’t just need company, I need a favor.
Alex has only one power, but it’s a doozy. He can travel through time.
The catch, and there’s always a catch, is that however far he travels, he ages.
"Bob, I would love to help you, I really would, but it’s my heart."
Sometimes I feel really sorry for him, but there’s nothing I can do.
"But there are some things I can’t even do for you. I don’t even know if I could."
He’s quiet, and before I can say anything, he hits me with some more news.
We’re all dying. I realize how stupid that is, even before I finish saying it.
"No, Bob, not like me. I know when, and I know where."
So he tells me.
Last night Alex woke up to a crash, only to see an older version of himself sitting in a chair in his
little one room apartment.
Startled, he went towards this new Alex, only to find him bloody and aged to death, and, as if
that weren’t enough, there was a letter.
For me.
Alex doesn’t understand, and I don’t think I can expect him to.
I put my finger back under the flap, and that’s when the world explodes around me.
It must be a bomb.
I still can’t see, but I call out for him. I don’t get a response.
There’s no way normal people could have survived that, they’ve got to be powered.
It was a trap.
My name is Alex Wiffers and tomorrow I will be in an explosion with my good friend, Bob.
Lots of blasts and lights and, I would imagine, it will all be very interesting.
Which I was.
I'm a Super Hero, and this wasn't the first time I've been in danger, surely not the first time I've
teamed with Bob.
But this is the first time I've fought other Powered, and this is the first time I've ever seen
anybody lay Bob out like that.
Hah.
I was born twelve years ago, next week, happy birthday to me.
How does a twelve year old boy get an old man's body and mind?
I can move around through time, and as I go, I age, day for day, year for year.
It's a living.
I usually jump forward a minute or two, sometimes more, and that's how I get ahead of the
crooks.
The jokes are my way of passing time, so you'll have to bear with me.
Jumping back is harder, and I don't like doing it. I usually take at least twice the wear and tear
when I do that, and it leaves me a little muddled and unfocused.
Biggest jump I ever did was back four years, and that was special, just for Bob.
He doesn't know about the first one, and he won't know about the next one until tomorrow when
I tell him.
Last thing that happened, that will happen, when I was with him, is I was trashed. My body's
pretty much beyond repair, and this jump isn't helping matters. Take a crushed body, add a few
days without medical attention, and you've got the way I'm going to die.
Just before I left, I gave Bob a letter, and I hoped he would open it. He didn't get the chance.
I got the letter from me, after I traveled through time to give it to me.
When I got it, I thought it was part of some calculated thing, you know?
Bring the letter to myself as a last ditch effort to save the world?
I brought it to me, and it killed me, so I had hoped it would at least be important.
See, I know I'm going to die the second I enter time again, right there in my favorite chair (thank
you very much).
He jumps to the first point on his mind, and here's the big joke on me...
He jumps to when he got the letter, and that's when he, or me, whatever...
I've got a plan, and I think that given my current condition, that it's a pretty good one.
This time, when I land in that chair-o-mine, I'm going to say not "give Bob this letter", but
"destroy this letter".
That should take care of the loop, the letter, and everything else.
----
I saw myself, beaten and bloody and bruised and battered, appear in my favorite chair holding a
piece of paper (a letter actually), mutter something, and then dissipate.
I don't know exactly what to make of this, as I said, it's not really an everyday thing, not even for
me.
So I go to Bob.
He's seen almost everything you can see in this business; I heard he even had a place on the
moon once.
He's the best at this sort of thing, I look up to him more that he'll ever know, thank you very
much.
He's the guy who does what you wished you had done when you had the chance, and what you
couldn't do when you tried.
He's my hero.
I have lunch with him after the tests, it's a thing we do.
I pay.
I'm sure he would if he could, but, let's face it, the guy's broke.
Hell, even if he did try to pay, I would jump back a minute or two and pay before him.
Principal of the thing and all that, thank you very much.
So I'm here at lunch with Bob, and he asks me for a favor, and I tell him I can't because I just
saw myself die and I think that whatever he wanted can wait until he takes a look at this.
From the day of their conception, they’ve been called many things, but today, they’re only called
“the Squad”.
“Sir, I’m worried about the Squad. I don’t think they’re ready for this.”
I tell him that they’re ready. This is why they exist. This is their moment; this is where five years
of research pays off. They’re ready because we built them to be ready.
I can’t expect this man to understand what we’re doing here. He wasn’t part of the first project.
He wasn’t there for each trial. He has no idea how far we’ve come.
“Sir, I’ve gone over the tests myself, and I can tell you that even at their peak power-levels,
they’ll only have about half of his potential.”
“Yes, sir.”
I watch him walk out of the room; his part in this is over.
I wonder, someday, will he tell his grandchildren what we did today? Will he tell them how he
was part of it all, how he warned the General before it all began?
----
As I look at the four of them, I can’t help but be impressed. Five years of strenuous work, not
just on the part of scientists, but on their part as well.
I could never let myself believe that. They’re not even human. They’re part of his ilk.
It has to be done.
I wonder, sometimes, how much like him are they? Are they reading my thoughts right now? Is
he?
From the first time we got him on film, the first sound bite, everything there is to know.
It’s stupid, I know. If he knew, we would all be dead… scientists, generals, and the Squad.
That’s what I’m betting on, what everyone is counting on; the Squad.
We know somewhat of what he can do, mostly what he’s admitted himself.
He can’t read the thoughts of his immediate family; he’s almost vulnerable under severely bright
lights…
There’s no method to his fighting, everything he does, it looks as if he just cruises through each
conflict, doing what he thinks is a good idea at the time.
They can focus their powers together. They have coordinated attacks. They work together
under constant telepathic contact with me.
For five years, we’ve been pushing these clones, accelerating their growth, stuffing their minds
chock-full of information, ensuring their loyalty.
They don’t have names or numbers. They act as one unit, they practically think together. We’ve
never had this kind of power under our control before, we—
“In the middle of town, sir, a diner… Sir, are we still going to...”
Send them.
I look at the monitors, and I can see them above the diner.
They’ve got miniature cameras on them, specially equipped to handle what we’re about to put
them through.
Squad: LIGHT.
For an instant, all the monitors flash white, but as the cameras adjust I can see the Squad, each
of them blazing like a new sun in the sky.
They move so fast, straight down through the roof, the dust makes it hazy, but I can make him
out.
There’s another one there, an old man in a costume... he’s fumbling around on the ground.
I don’t know this one, and there isn’t time to check just which side he’s on.
I can sense the Squad momentarily confused as the old man disappears.
I watch as they grab him. Three of them hold him down, as one of them starts to hit him.
And he’s taking it. He can’t get out of the grapple, but he’s not stopped.
I start to panic. What if it doesn’t work? What if he makes it through this and comes after us?
After me?
After my family?
Squad: NOVA!
I watch the light get brighter and then the monitors go to fuzz as the cameras feeding them are
destroyed.
I can almost feel the shockwaves from what I’ve just done.
It’s dark.
Why is it dark?
My vision is hazy and gray, but I can make out a room, and a chair, and...
Maria?
"He’s awake!"
Perspective comes slowly, and I feel my body as if for the first time.
Moving is hard.
Very hard.
I do as she says.
I try.
It seems I can.
Through the gray, I can see I’m in a bed, and there are straps across it holding me down.
She’s crying.
Incident. That’s that they called it when those of us with powers fought.
"The police found you and brought you here. Nothing we did could wake you. The best we could
do was life support..."
The police found me naked and alone in the center of a quarter mile crater. There was nothing
around me but the scorched earth, bleached from the blast of multiple explosions.
They actually waited about half an hour, most of them expecting me to wake up.
It’s not as cruel as it sounds, one time this guy in a bear costume slammed me so hard he
knocked me out for about ten minutes.
That was back when I starting out, I think I made some stupid remark about the right to "bear
arms". It wasn't my finest moment and I'm not proud of it.
When I didn’t wake up, they called the university, who in turn called the hospital.
They hooked me up to minimal life support, set my broken bones and sewed me up.
I tell them about the trap and being held down and blacking out.
My right leg had extensive surgery, they practically had to rebuild it.
They leave the room, and I tell her to lock the door and come stand next to me.
"I know."
"No, nobody does. They’ve been gone since they brought you in here."
Then, for the first time since I was seventeen I’m afraid.
I’m blind, Ria.
There are flashes and microphones in my face, there are so many questions.
The National Guard is called out to protect the city from everyone seeking revenge.
Rings again.
Ring.
Keep ringing you bastard, keep ringing, I’m going as fast as I can.
Ring. Ring.
Hello?
Nobody’s called me that in a while. It’s just Bob now. Who’s this?
I get a lot of calls like that. People calling and saying they want to kill me.
I crouch down.
You know, slump in my seat, pull down the brim of my hat and push up my sunglasses.
I'm doing my best not to be noticed, which, I guess, is why I get noticed.
There's this man next to me and he starts to talk at me. You know, in that way that almost
makes you take part in the conversation, but not really including you in it.
"Right, right... yeah, my brother's in the same boat. I was here visiting him. Worked in this
company or somethin' for ten years, then, BAM, he's fired. That what happen to you?"
No. Nothing like that really, I just used to do something, now I don't do it anymore.
"Oh, you quit, huh? I can relate, I hate my job, flying around, cheap hotels, bad beds and bad
food..."
I mumble it, and he doesn't even pay attention, he's still talking about how he hates his job.
"...and then the wife gets mad that I'm not home, but if I was home, there wouldn't be any
money, and she can't work so I have to, but I think I would trade places with her in a second. I
love my kids. I never get to see them. You have kids?"
No.
Now he pauses. I think he can tell I don't want to talk. I want to sit here and let the stupid plane
take off and I want to get out of here.
"Anyway... yeah. So what was it you used to do? You know, your job."
Now it's my turn to pause. I'm trying to start a new life. I never really thought about my past, or
what I should tell people when they ask who I am.
Or was.
Or a version of it.
"Oh, now I get it. Government work, huh? Yeah, I got a sister in the Post Office. She likes it, but
I guess that kind of thing ain't for everybody. That what you did, Post Office?"
"Ex-cop? Huh."
Another pause.
I'm doing my best not to encourage him to talk. Please, buddy, please take the hint.
"So..."
Damnit.
"Yours?"
What do I say?
I take his hand in mine, and we shake firmly, he's got a tight grip, and as I glance down and
watch our hands bounce up and down, I hear myself say...
My name is Robert.
Part VIII
I’ve got about three weeks of pay to put someplace, and an old milk jar isn’t going to cut it
anymore.
So, to the bank I go.
If I had thought about it for just half a second more, I would’ve just laid down with the rest of the
hostages.
I mean, some guys pull guns, and fire a few rounds… what am I supposed to do?
He knew me.
So now there’s a gun pointed at me and there’s nothing I can do about it.
Fuck.
They never would have gotten away with this shit before.
But it’s not before, and I don’t have any way to stop them.
“You know me, Bob? You know who I am?”
No.
“You tossed me outta your town. Dropped me on my ass at the city limits! You don’t remember
that, Big Man?”
This isn’t the first time a punk tried to get a better rep like this.
He moves closer to me, about three feet or so, and as he raises the gun, leveling it at my head,
I’m sure that I’m going to die.
Of all the things to flash through my mind, I think how ironic it is that I’m going to be shot in the
head and die.
Everything is frozen.
No.
Not frozen.
Alex.
I start to ask a question, but I’m interrupted.
He laughs.
“…So I’ve looked ahead a few seconds, and, yes, it’s me.”
“Did it again. No, I’m not here, not so much as there is a ‘here’ for me anymore. I’m not, shall
we say, corporeal, anymore. Here.”
“Surprise.”
“Don’t worry about that. It’s taken care of. Or it will be. Or, I guess, it is being taken care of, at
the same time I’m talking to you and you’re asking me about me.”
“Bob, it doesn’t work like that. If you don’t say anything, then I can’t see what you’re going to
say and we end up sitting here wasting seconds… and now I had to say all that.”
He looks annoyed.
And so young.
“Just listen then. I’m not the same Alex. Not like you knew me. Time’s a funny little thing, and
when you spend an infinite amount of time with time, you get to know it a little. Time that is.”
He frowns at my smile.
“Uhm.... no. Actually, I’m not. Not in anyway you would know. It’s pretty much taking
everything I have to talk to you like this. After that, well… I’ll be energy used up, or I guess I’ll
just dissipate.”
He’s so serious now. I remember an old man who laughed at himself, not this stoic boy.
I had no idea.
“You’re my hero, Bob. All I wanted to do was grow up and be like you. You’re the reason I
became who I am. Or, I guess, was. Or you could even say, will be, but that’s just being
facetious.”
I don’t know what to tell him. I start to thank him for saving my life and he interrupts me again.
“I’ve got something for you, Bob. Something more precious than gold. More precious than
anything.”
“A second chance.”
The image of Alex melts away before me, everything around me melts away, but I can still hear
him in my head.
“You’re not going to remember this. Or anything. Not really. Just a vague notion. So I need to
you concentrate on what I’m going to tell you. Concentrate harder on it than you ever have on
anything, ever before.”
“I know, Bob.”
“Save her.”
Family: Part I
Mom’s pregnant.
She doesn’t know I know. I found the test in the bathroom trash.
Mom is pregnant.
I know how this happens. I know all about babies and stuff like that.
She might get one of those ‘bortions and then there wouldn’t be anything to tell us.
I know how babies are made and I know that my dad has been sleeping in another room for a
few months now.
--
Mom and dad stopped fighting once mom started to have a really big belly.
One night a man came by and mom and dad had one really big fight after that.
About everything.
Mom says that the baby will be here any day now. We’ve changed the guest room into a baby
room and everybody worked on it together.
Except Frankie.
--
I don’t like having to take care of him when I come home from school.
I came home one day and the baby was crying and Frankie had his music up really loud and I
checked on the baby and it needed changing.
I have to do everything.
One time I asked mom about the baby’s dad and if he could maybe come help.
She started yelling at me and got all crazy upset. When she calmed down she explained it to
me.
“Maria, honey, I don’t know where he is. I don’t know him very well. You’ll understand this
someday when you’re older. Besides, your father wouldn’t want Robert around anyway.”
Then she said something in French or something. Some expression or whatever, I don’t know,
she does that a lot.
So I have to do everything.
What else do they want from me? I bought her a house. A maid. A car and a driver.
But Maria won’t leave me alone, telling me mom needs “special care”.
I’ve given her more than enough money to take care of mom and herself.
--
He doesn’t understand.
He wasn’t there when we were younger, he was already off at school, he doesn’t know how bad
it could get.
Now Bob’s off at school, I’m alone, and she’s getting worse. Each day she’s a little further away
from me.
She goes from being catatonic to thrashing wildly and I can’t hold her and I can’t keep her from
hurting herself.
All of Frank’s nurses and cooks can’t change the fact that she’s slipping away.
Each day my mother dies a little more and this thing takes her place.
This thing that’s all alone and no matter how much I try I can’t reach her.
--
Frankie loved his father so much but he never met him. He made his father into something he
wanted to be. My son is a rich man now. He will be sad when he dies.
Ria, my beautiful daughter. She is the glue that holds my children together. I had heard that
middle children sometimes do things to make themselves stand out, because they often feel
overlooked. My daughter has always been the center of my family. I miss her.
My youngest son is my gift from God. My baby boy. I warned him as I warn them all.
If a man were to be hit by a bus and I didn’t try to warn him, it would be no different than if I had
killed that man myself.
I warn everyone.
They just never listen.
Family: Part III
Sometimes I can’t believe it. I mean, I knew him when, you know? He’s not even that different
now.
He flunked out of college. He can’t hold a job. He just coasts along. Everything comes to him.
I, on the other hand, I’m a self made man. I went to school. I found a job in this stinking city
when the economy said there weren’t any jobs to be found. I made things happen for myself. I
made myself.
From what I remember and what I know from mom, he’s just like his father.
Or even Maria’s, actually. He wasn’t too bad, not really. I didn’t really care for him either way,
then one night he died. Heart attack. Strangest thing, he was in perfect health.
My father was a businessman, not just some suit, but a real businessman. He made his own
deals, he made things happen. I’m just like him. Nothing ever came easy to us. Not like Bob.
Fuck him. He doesn’t do anything special. Nothing any cop couldn’t do. You don’t see the
people flocking around the cops.
Hell, I’ve built buildings in this town! Homeless shelters and parks and shit. All that garbage,
you know, tax stuff, and you don’t see me running around calling myself super.
Even if I am.
--
Family helps family. I take care of mom, Frank pays for her; house, food, all that kind of junk.
He helps Bob out, too. Bob couldn’t make his rent without Frank’s help.
I know he’s got his reasons, though. He’s got a lot of responsibility.
He’s a Super Hero. The best one that there ever was.
--
Sometimes I want to go see them, but my daughter tells me that I’m sick and I cannot leave.
Sometimes the ghost takes me to the roof and we listen to the voice of the world.
And it rains.
It’s gray and it’s wet and just when I think there might be a splash of sunlight, the rain falls
harder.
I remember that there had been a heat wave or something, and I think I saw on television that
they didn’t expect any rain, not for a long time.
I skipped school again, snuck back home after everyone was gone.
I don’t know if I had really been planning anything, but I guess when you’re that age, sometimes
everything just falls together when it’s falling apart.
I guess back then, there really weren’t any good neighborhoods in my city.
I remember my room being really empty. I think maybe we were painting it, but I remember
there were sheets or tarps or something, all of it draping white.
It was so hot, and I remember I opened the double window, trying for just a little bit of air.
I remember turning out all the lights but one. It was one of those hanging lights, where the cord
is part of the fixture and it was swinging a little bit from the breeze or the windows.
And, of course, I remember shooting myself.
I remember looking out the window and thinking for just a second that maybe it would be better
it I jumped, but I wasn’t sure that a three story fall would kill me, and I didn’t want to be a
quadriplegic.
As I said, I didn’t really plan this in much detail; other than I wanted to make sure that nobody
was there when I did it.
I remember standing under the light and it was moving just a little and it just barely reached my
hair.
I remember lifting my arm, I think I held the gun about two or three inches from my head.
And I stopped.
I don’t know how long I stood there, it couldn’t have been very long, but it seemed like forever.
I did.
I had this flash of insight, or vision, or something. Best I can describe it is maybe a “future
memory”.
Now, no, I didn’t see the future, and I didn’t have any powers then anyway, it was more of a
daydream.
But I saw myself, and I saw my life, or what I thought would be my life, and I didn’t want it and I
didn’t like it, and I heard myself asking why I would ever want that.
So I pulled the trigger and I heard thunder and I was struck by lighting.
It’s loud.
It’s loud and it’s bright.
I remember the shot, and I remember seeing a bright light, and I remember feeling the bullet hit
my temple.
The side of my head felt like burning, and then it felt, I don’t know how to describe it, like a
tearing, and then the gun flew from my hand.
I stood there and I felt something warm and wet flowing down the side of my face and I reached
up and I wiped my hand across my face.
I don’t actually remember looking at it, but I must have because I saw the blood.
She had opened my door and there I was and she screamed.
As I opened my eyes, I remember the gray clearing and I remember seeing her in the doorway,
just screaming.
So I sat up.
She ran over to me, and I remember she grabbed me and pulled me close.
After Maria found me, after she stopped crying, she started to clean up.
Everything in the room that even hinted of what I had tried to do, she cleared everything out with
blood on it.
She handed me the mop without a word and I started to soak up the water from the rain.
Mom got home before we were done; Maria just closed the door and we kept working.
When it was all done, she walked out and went to her room.
I stayed in mine.
I woke up late and decided to just skip school again, I mean, hell, this should count as sick.
What do you mean? Look, I’m sorry, I don’t know why I did what I did, but I’m glad I’m not dead,
I mean, I guess I’m supposed to be alive, right? The gun…
I paused for a second and she started to speak, but I kept going.
…the gun misfired. I should have been dead, but I was just knocked out or something and it’ll
all be okay now and-
For some reason I remember her robe so clearly. It was dark blue, almost black, with gold
threaded trim, and these big deep pockets.
Pockets big enough to hold a gun and a small hunk of metal about the size of my fingernail.
I shut up.
She reached for me, and brushed her fingers past my temple.
I hesitantly brushed my fingers over where it should be bleeding, and it was fine.
“Bobby, no, this wasn’t a faulty gun! This was… was… I don’t know what it was!”
No! Listen, I didn’t do it! It had to be the gun! It’s old or something, or maybe I did it wrong!
I looked at her hard. Harder than I had ever looked at anyone before.
“-you.”
Nobody had.
You’ve got to understand, this was almost seven years before I made my debut, and almost ten
before there was anybody else with powers.
“Bobby!”
“Bobby!”
I wasn’t paying attention; I was in a stupor, trying to come to grips with something that took me
years to accept, and to understand something that I don’t think I ever will.
“Bob!”
She grabbed my arms. I snapped out of it and looked her straight in the eye.
“Bob, promise me you won’t tell anybody about this. Promise me you’ll never speak a word
about it. You won’t talk about it ever again.”
Her voice got quiet, and I don’t know if I was even supposed to hear the last part.
I promised.
College Flashback: Part I
I try. I do all the stupid home remedies… warm milk, all of that crap.
My bed’s set against the window and night after night, I just look out at the stars.
I’ve got this small room, with a kitchenette… nothing fancy, but still out of my price-range.
Whatever.
No mutual friends.
She lived about three miles from me, we weren’t even neighbors.
I was walking along, I think I left class early, or maybe I didn’t even go that day.
Walks right up and says she wants to have some coffee, and she would like it if I went with her.
I hate coffee.
I didn’t tell her then, and it was too late when I did.
We had been together for about two years, and we had shared everything with each other.
Except that.
We would walk twice a week or so, and we would look at the stars.
She didn’t know all the constellations, or the names of the stars, she just thought they were
beautiful and loved to look at them.
And I loved to look at her.
We would walk and she would look up and sigh and I would tell her to step to the side, there
was a puddle, or here’s the curb.
I didn’t see it, I would never have noticed it, but Grace did.
I looked, and I saw, and I told her to keep walking, pick up the pace.
It was a mugging.
“Well?”
On Grace.
“Your purse.”
She wouldn’t.
She had a picture of me in a small frame, and she didn’t want to lose it.
The one without the gun grabbed for it, and she wouldn’t let go, and the second guy fired a shot
in the air.
Everyone froze.
So he didn’t see the hooker pick up a board and slam it into the back of his head.
He went down, the other guy ran, Gracie grabbed the gun, and I…
I didn’t do anything.
We were going to bed, I was tired and, honestly, I was still scared.
Right before I fell asleep, she asked me.
You’re damn right I didn’t! We could have been killed! We wouldn’t have even been in any
danger if you hadn’t run down there to see what was going on!
“Does that make her less important? Am I more important than she is?”
I screamed my reply.
Yes!
Yes, you’re more important! She was just a hooker! She knows what she’s going to do each
night she’s out there, she knows what can happen!
“But not for her. That’s the difference between us, Bob.”
I couldn’t sleep that night; I lay there for hours just looking at the stars.
He seemed surprised, I don’t think he even intended to rob us, just somebody.
With a gun.
Well, he was back, be it for revenge or money or bad luck or whatever, and he broke the window
and I got out of bed and I went to see what was wrong.
I went out of our room, to the main room, and I saw the broken glass on the floor.
At first I thought maybe it was just a rock, or something, vandalism or neighborhood kids.
He had gone into our room through the bathroom, and he had seen Grace, or she had seen
him, and she screamed.
I ran at him before he could turn the gun on me, I jumped on him, and I started hitting him.
Never again!
I was busy fighting the man on the ground, I didn’t see the other man.
I didn’t hear.
I stopped hitting the unmoving mound on the floor that used to be a man, and turned to see a
tall man with a gun.
Touching her.
I stared at him.
“I don’t doubt that you could, seeing as what you’ve done to my comrade there, however, I don’t
think that you will.”
He was smart.
“Now, if you’ll kindly walk out the door and close it behind you…”
I stopped.
No.
No.
No.
No.
NO!
It was half a lifetime ago the first time my powers activated themselves.
It was a one shot deal, excuse the pun, I hadn’t seen anything from them since.
Hard.
He went flying, slammed into the wall, and crumpled to the ground.
She had been shot, she was bleeding in the middle, I didn’t know where.
I called 911.
“Bob…”
I’m here, Gracie, it’s okay, they’ll be here soon, you’re going to be okay.
She coughed.
“How?”
So I told her.
I told her about when I was younger.
I sat with her for about an hour, when the police and ambulance got there, I tried to explain the
best I could.
They’re, the cops, they’re not paying attention to the megaphone, and I grab it.
Listen to me. You've got one chance, let her go and come out here. Give yourself up.
I continue talking to the man in the building with the gun and the hostage.
You don't want to deal with me. Come out here and end it now-
"What the hell do you think you're doing? You can't just call in there!"
"We just can't allow that, son. I’ll have you restrained if I have to. We're sending men in in just
a few minutes."
His mouth contorts with a sour twist. He must think I’m insane.
I am today.
But two days ago some kid shot me in an alley and it didn’t even break the skin.
I know this guy is in here, I think he’s on the second floor, but I’m not sure.
So I start looking.
Hey! Guy! Where are you? Don’t make this harder for either of us!
I know, I know, but it sounded like the right thing to say at the time.
I'm searching randomly, then I walk past three doors and open the fourth before I know what I'm
doing and I see him there.
And nothing.
He doesn’t say anything, he points the gun at me, then back at this woman on the floor.
Listen, man, you’ve got to give it up. Just put the gun down and go out there and give up.
BAM!
For a fraction of a fraction of a second, I think that maybe I’m not bulletproof and I’ll be seeing
Gracie sooner than I thought…
There’s this three second pause before he fires again, but this time I’m not worried.
I start to move closer to him, slowly, but he fires two more shots.
I’m almost to him when he turns the gun towards the woman.
Shit!
I’m about three feet from the woman and I don’t think she’s bulletproof.
I dive toward her but even as I do I can see the two new holes in her back start to slowly leak
red.
I land, rather ungracefully, right on top of her, bringing my leg up and kicking Magoo’s gun hand.
I leap up as the gun goes flying and punch him in the face.
I run to the window and yell for them to get in here with a doctor, there’s a woman who’s been
shot.
They’re with me quickly, and it’s chaos.
The same cop from before is shouting at me, there’s a man in white on the floor with the
woman, and another man is cuffing Magoo.
“Do you know what you’ve done?! You’re in a lot of trouble! You’re going to jail for this!”
The man in white turns her over and I can see, as can the rest of the people in the room, that
she’s been dead a while.
The End.
“I remember when Laura died, the look on your face, it was priceless! You were just ‘too late’.
Oh, and I thought it was dream, remember? I didn’t know, and you couldn’t find me because I
didn’t know!”
As he talks his suit, his stupid, expensive Italian suit changes. A series of stupid costumes
flicker in and out of existence, he’s in a flux, and he doesn’t even know it.
I’m pinned to the side of a building and I’m probably going to die.
He scowls.
“Sure it does. At first I just hated you, and I guess that hate made me do things, but, the reason
for hating you, that’s the best part, see, the reason was that you always win.”
“Maybe I am, that’s really not your problem right now, is it Bob?”
I can feel him tear my leg off, and it hurt more than I ever thought anything could.
It’s a slow pain, not a quick one, I guess he’s doing that, too.
That’s when I feel it. Deep inside me, I know what I have to do.
I always hated this kind of thing, it’s so obvious, the last ditch effort that fixes the problem but
kills the hero.
So be it.
I can feel my life drain out of me, it’s fast and it’s painless, but for some reason I remain “alive”
long enough to feel my powers seep into everyone in the city.
Before I die, my last thoughts are of Grace, and that I hope she’s proud of me and I wonder if I’ll
see her and if there’s a heaven.
"Loving you was the worst thing that ever happened to me."
I didn’t see her leave. I only heard it. I was across town.
There was a fire, there were people trapped, and I thought that maybe I could do something. I’m
lucky sometimes.
MARVELOUS BOB.