The document discusses the nature of Beethoven's music and the difficulty in interpreting and expressing it. The music is described as unearthly and not representing specific emotions like sadness or joy. While the listener feels the passion and power in the music, they cannot pinpoint exact feelings. To truly understand and play Beethoven's music, the document argues one must become the music as Beethoven was and grow into expressing it in its true, spiritual form beyond physical limits or logic.
The document discusses the nature of Beethoven's music and the difficulty in interpreting and expressing it. The music is described as unearthly and not representing specific emotions like sadness or joy. While the listener feels the passion and power in the music, they cannot pinpoint exact feelings. To truly understand and play Beethoven's music, the document argues one must become the music as Beethoven was and grow into expressing it in its true, spiritual form beyond physical limits or logic.
The document discusses the nature of Beethoven's music and the difficulty in interpreting and expressing it. The music is described as unearthly and not representing specific emotions like sadness or joy. While the listener feels the passion and power in the music, they cannot pinpoint exact feelings. To truly understand and play Beethoven's music, the document argues one must become the music as Beethoven was and grow into expressing it in its true, spiritual form beyond physical limits or logic.
The document discusses the nature of Beethoven's music and the difficulty in interpreting and expressing it. The music is described as unearthly and not representing specific emotions like sadness or joy. While the listener feels the passion and power in the music, they cannot pinpoint exact feelings. To truly understand and play Beethoven's music, the document argues one must become the music as Beethoven was and grow into expressing it in its true, spiritual form beyond physical limits or logic.
Beethoven is like a tree that falls when no one is there.
— only, it is heard.
Dr. Murphy says “Beethoven didn’t compose music, he
created it.” In a way it is true. Beethoven is beautiful, yet unearthly. not sadness, not joy, not a tranquil breeze or scenic view. .. It not human—but it speaks directly to some part of me deep inside. But how then do I read it? Interpret it? If it doesn’t represent any type of emotion, if it doesn’t represent anything known to me?—yet I feel it, the passion and power, one of a deep longing and searching and finding and understanding—sometimes disturbed by that understanding—and sometimes resigned to it, even peace in every breath of futility—the composer/philosopher/priest perhaps. I know what I am saying makes no sense. This is exactly the problem. I can’t put a specific feeling to this music. And as much as I like to think that I feel what I play, those emotions tangible to me have no place here. I must become music, like Beethoven was music. I have to grow into this—but the beauty makes me want to play it now. Murphy once said to me “I would love to hear the music in your head.” Music is too filled with love and pain to exist there, making it even harder to express in its true form. While that which exists in the head can be put in order logically; music is music only when it is unleashed from the creators’ soul and set free from the limits of physicality to soar across in the boundless intimacy of the human spirit—yes, I sound crazy, but it is so. The instability of this unimaginable infinity that holds music’s power and strength and beauty— This is its passion and fire in all of its brilliance of spirit.