Lonely Like Whalien 52

Rina Mariana

In the middle of this life

I’m a lonely girl singing in silence
Echoing voice wishing for another voice to be heard
Staring sadly into the front of the dark
Hoping to see the light comes to hug me
Like a whalien 52 in the middle of the vast ocean
Sing alone hoping for an answer
Hoping to get out of loneliness

This little girl is not same

I’am different from the people around me.
This little girl is full of abnormalities
Abnormalities that makes me weak
Everyone move away and look away from me
Everyone forced me to stand alone
Forces me to think like I’m something diguisting
Pushes me down into the lonely silence

I’m a whalien 52, and Whalien 52 are me

I’am the loneliest human in this world
And Whalien 52 is the most lonely animal in this world
We are equally exiled at each other
Because of the cruel abnormalities
No matter how much we scream
Silences will always be the answer
In the end, loneliness will hug us forever