Xk; rhe;jp

rq;fy;gk;
(vz;zq;fs;)

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 bghUslf;fk;

vz; jiyg;g[ gf;fk;

1 KG fy;gKk; ekJ vz;zq;fshnyna ,aq;FfpwJ. 3

2 kdpjFy ed;ikf;F cq;fSila cjtp 3

3 fh;kj;jpd; tpjp 4

4 vz;zq;fs; braYf;F Mjhuk; 4

5 vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp 5

6 rptd; epidtpy; K:H;F 6

7 vz;zk; vd;why; vd;d? 9

8 vz;zq;fis khw;Wtjw;fhd tpjp 23

9 tPzhdit ePf;f g[j;jpia Rj;jkhf;Fq;fs; 49

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 KG fy;gKk; ekJ vz;zq;fshnyna ,aq;FfpwJ.

vz;zq;fis Vnjh rhjhuz tprakhf epidf;f ntz;lhk;. vd;dplk; vz;zk; vGe;jJ>

mij mlf;fp tpl;nld;> vz;zk;; te;jJ mij brhy;yp tpl;nld;> vz;zk; te;jJ mij
braypy; bfhz;L te;J vtUf;nfh el;lj;ij Vw;gLj;jptpl;nld;> vtUf;nfh Jf;fj;ij
bfhLj;J tpl;nld; vd epidf;fpwPh;fs;. vz;zq;fisf; bfhz;L ve;j fhhpa:j;ij ehk;
bra;jhYk; mjpy; ek;Kila rhjhuz> cyfPa> tpfhuq;fs; fye;j vz;zq;fs;
epiwe;jpUf;fpwJ. KG ehspYk; cl;fhUk;nghJk; vGe;jpUf;Fk; nghJk; elf;Fk;nghJk;
Rw;Wk;nghJk; ehk; vt;tst[ vz;zq;fis njhw;Wtpf;fpnwhk;. ekJ bray;ghLfs; vy;yhk;
vz;zq;fisna Mjhukhff; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. KG fy;gKk; ekJ vz;zq;fshnyna
eilbgWfpwJ. fy;gKk; vz;zKk; xd;Wf;bfhd;W bjhlh;g[ilaJ. fy;gk; vd;why; vd;d?
fy;gj;ij Vd; fy;gk; vd;W brhy;fpnwhk;? 5000 Mz;Lfs; tiu gytpjkhd vz;zq;fs;
Xof;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd;wd. mjd;gpwF kPz;Lk; mg;gona XLfpwJ. vJtiu gytpj
vz;zq;fs; bjhlh;e;J xLfpwnjh mjd; fhy mst[ 5000 Mz;Lfs;. mjw;Fg; gpwFk; XLfpwJ
vdpDk; mJ kPz;Lk; XLfpwJ. mLj;j fy;gk; Muk;gkhfpwJ mLj;j rf;fuk; RHyj;
Jtq;FfpwJ. vz;zq;fshy; ekJ braYk; ekJ ghf;fpaKk; cUthfpwJ> vz;zj;jhnyna
ehk; cah;e;j epiyia milfpnwhk;. ,e;j Vzpapy; VWtJk;; ,wq;FtJk; vz;zq;fshnyna
eilbgWfpwJ. vdnt vz;zq;fSf;F ,t;tst[ kjpg;gspf;fpwPh;fsh? my;yJ mij mg;gona
brytHppj;J tpLfpwPh;fsh?

kdpjFy ed;ikf;F cq;fSila cjtp vJ?

bray;fshy; ed;ik tpisfpwJ. fh;kKk; rk];fhuKk; vz;zq;fnshL rk;ge;j g;gl;oUf;fpwJ.

rk];fhuq;fs; vd;gJ kiwe;jpUf;Fk; vz;zq;fs;. Rf-Jf;fj;jpd; rk;ge;jk; branyhL
bjhlh;g[ilaJ. rpe;jidfs; my;yJ vz;zq;fisf; Fwpj;J g[hpe;J bfhs;tJ mtrpakhdJ.
vz;zq;fspy; K:d;W tpraq;fs; mlq;fp ,Uf;fpwJ
1. Mirfs;>
2. epidt[fs;& epidt[fs; bghUj;jkhfnth> bghUj;jkw;wjhfnth> njitahdjhfnth
njitaw;wjhfnth> ,fj;ij gw;wpnah guj;ijgw;wpnah ,Uf;fpwJ.
3. czh;t[fs;& md;g[ tothf my;yJ btWg;ghf ,Uf;fpwJ.
,g;go gytpjkhd vz;zq;fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd> vdpDk; ,q;F ekJ rk;ge;jk; nkw;brhd;d
K:d;nwhL ,Uf;fpwJ. jhd; rhpahtjd; K:ykhf mjhtJ jhd; khWtjd; K:ykhf cyf
khw;wk; tUk;. vdnt jdJ vz;zq;fis Kjypy; khw;Wq;fs; mjhtJ rhp bra;a[q;fs;. vdnt
„brhy;tijf; fhl;oYk; bra;J fhz;gpg;gJ rpwe;jJ‟ vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. ahUila thH;t[
jpwe;j g[j;jfj;ijg;nghy ,Uf;fpwnjh> mth;fs; mjpfk; ngRtjpy;iy> mtuJ thH;nt
gpwUf;F cfe;j vLj;Jf;fhl;lhf mike;J tpLfpwJ.
ekf;F vt;tst[ ed;ik cz;lhfpwnjh mt;tst[ cyfpw;F ed;ik cz;lhFk; nkYk; cyfpw;F
vt;tst[ ed;ik cz;lhfpwnjh mt;tst[ ekf;Fk; cz;lhFk;. vdnt ahnuh xUth;
„vz;zq;fs; kiyia mirf;f ty;yJ‟ vd brhy;ypapUf;fpwhh;;. cyfpy; vz;znk
midj;ija[k;tpl typikahdJ. cjhuzj;jpw;F xUth; mZ Fz;il jahhpj;J ,Uf;fpwhh;>
xUth; jh$;kfhiy fl;o ,Uf;fpwhh; vd;why; Kjypy; mijf; Fwpj;J vz;zp ,Ug;ghhh;
my;yth! vdpDk; ehk; cyf ed;ikf;F cjtp bra;gtuhf ,Uf;Fk;nghJ ehk; cyfj;jpw;F
Kd;Djhuzkhf ,Ug;nghk;. mjw;fhf rpwe;j ,yl;rpa vz;zq;fis vz;Zq;fs;. vg;nghJ
ehk; me;j ed;ik bra;a[k; epuhfhhp gukhj;khnthL rk;ge;jk; itf;fpnwhnkh mg;nghnj
ek;Kila vz;zq;fspy; khw;wk; Vw;gLk;. gpwF cyfg; bghUl;fs; kw;Wk; kdpjh;fSf;Fg;
gpd;dhy; miya khl;nlhk;. gukhj;khtpd; epidtpy; eph;zak; bra;tJk; rhpahf ,Uf;Fk;

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Vbddpy; mth; g[j;jpthDf;bfy;yhk; g[j;jpthdhf ,Uf;fpwhh;. ekJ md;g[ g[dpjkhd md;ghf
khwptpLk; Vbddpy; mth; guk gtpj;jpukhf ,Uf;fpwhh;. vdnt gukhj;khit fy;ahzfhhp
vd;W brhy;fpwhh;fs; Vbddpy; mth; ekJ vz;zq;fis khw;wp mikf;fpwhh;. ,g;goahf> ehk;
ekf;Fk; ed;ik bra;J bfhs;fpnwhk;> gpwUf;Fk; ed;ik bra;fpnwhk;. ,Jjhd; rfnahfk;
(cjtp). rfnahfk; vd;w thh;j;ijna nahfk; vd;gjpy; ,Ue;J te;jJ. vJtiu ehk; nahfj;jpy;
,y;iynah mJtiu ehk; gpwUf;F rfnahfk; bra;a KoahJ. ,d;W cyfj;jpy; vy;nyhUk;
jkf;F cjtp bra;J bfhs;fpwhh;fs;. vdpDk; ahUk; gukhj;khnthL nahfk; itf;ftpy;iy.
mjhtJ cyfpw;F ed;ik bra;atpy;iy. je;ijahd <];tunuhL itf;Fk; nahfnk cyf
ed;ikf;fhf ekJ cz;ikahd rfnahfk; mjhtJ nahfjhdkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

fh;kj;jpd; tpjp
brayhy; kdpjDf;F gyd; fpilf;fpwJ vd;gij Qhdj;jpw;F tUKd;ng ehk; nfs;tpg;
gl;oUf;fpnwhk;. RfKk; Jf;fKk; bra;a[k; braYf;Fj; jf;fgo fpilf;fpwJ. vg;go
bra;fpwhh;fnsh> mg;gona epiwf;fpwhh;fs;> mjw;Fj; jf;fgona bgWfpwhh;fs;. ,Jnt fh;k
tpjp. fh;k rpj;jhe;jk; ghujj;jpy; gpurpj;jp bgw;wJ. ehd; 1971 Mk; Mz;L Kjy; Kiwahf
M];jpnuypah brd;wpUe;njd;> mq;nf rpl;dpapy; xU gy;fiyf;fHfj;jpy; vdJ brhw;bghHpt[
,Ue;jJ. jj;Jttpaypd; khzth;fSk; nguhrphpah;fSk; ,Ue;jdh;. mg;nghJ me;j Jiwapd;
jiytuhf ,Ue;jth; rigf;F vd;id mwpKfg; gLj;jpanghJ “ghujk; cyfpw;F fh;k
rpj;jhe;jj;ij je;jpUf;fpwJ> ghujj;jpd; ,e;j rpj;jhe;jk; cyfg; g[fH; tha;e;jJ vd;gJ
cq;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;> mij nfl;Lk; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; ,th; me;j ghujj;jpy; ,Ue;J
te;jpUf;fpwhh;” vd;whh;. fh;k rpj;jhe;jk; kw;Wk; kWgpwtp gw;wpa Qhdk; cyf jj;Jtq;fSf;F
ghujk; mspj;j bfhilahff; fUjg;gLfpwJ vd;gij cyfpYs;nshh; mwpe;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;.
Mdhy; ghgh ekf;F vd;d brhy;yp ,Uf;fpwhh;? FHe;ijfns vd;d epidf;fpwPh;fnsh mJnt
braYf;F tpijahf ,Uf;fpwJ. gyd; vz;zq;fspy; ,Ue;J fpilf;fpwJ. vg;go
epidf;fpwPh;fnsh mg;gona bray; ,Uf;Fk;> gpd;dh; vg;go bray; ,Uf;fpwnjh mjw;Fj;
jf;fgona gyDk; fpilf;Fk;. vg;go bray; ,Uf;fpwnjh mg;gona gyd; fpi lf;Fk; vd;gJ
rhpjhd; vdpDk; braYk; vg;go bra;ag;gLfpwJ? mJ cq;fs; vz;zq;fisg; bghUj;jJ.
vdnt braypd; kPJ ftdk; bfhLq;fs;> vz;zq;fspd;kPJ ftdk; bfhLq;fs; vd;W ghgh
brhy;fpwhh;.
vJtiu cq;fs; vz;zq;fs; rhpahf ,y;iynah mJtiu cq;fs; bray;fs; rhpahf ,Uf; f
KoahJ. braiy ed;whfr; bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;W Kjypy; ePq;fs; epidf;fpwPh;fs;. vdpDk;
kdjpy; jLkhw;wKk;> bjsptpd;ika[k;> FHg;gKk;> nfs;tpfSk; ,Ue;J mitfSf;bfy;yhk;
rkhjhdk; fpilf;fhjnghJ braiy vg;go rhpahfr; bra;a Koa[k;. vz;zq;fs; vg;nghJ
rhpahf ,Uf;fpwnjh mg;nghnj braYk; rhpahf ,Uf;Fk;. mjw;fhf ey;yijna epida[q;fs;
vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. vz;zq;fspd; „yPf;nf$;‟ kw;Wk; „nt];nli$‟ jLj;J epWj;Jq;fs;
Vbddpy; mjd;K:yk; epiwa rf;jpfs; tpiuakhfpwJ. mij nrkpa[q;fs;.

vz;zq;fs; braYf;F Mjhuk;

ve;j vz;zq;fs; tu ntz;Lk; ve;j vz;zq;fs; tuf;TlhJ> ey;y vz;zq;fs; vJ> bfl;l
vz;zq;fs; vJ> eyk; gaf;Fk; vz;zq;fs; vit> jPik tpistpf;Fk; vz;zq;fs; vit>
,jd; Qhdk; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fns elj;ijf;F Mjhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ vd
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. vg;go epidf;fpwPh;fnsh mg;gona MtPh;fs;. vdnt ghgh ekJ vz;zq;fis
khw;Wfpwhh;. vg;go khw;Wfpwhh;? vz;zq;fis khw;Wtjw;F vz;zq;fisj; jUfpwhh;. Ks;is
Ks; ePf;FfpwJ. Ks;is vLf;f ntz;Lkhdhy; mjw;F Ks;jhd; njit vd brhy;yg;gLfpwJ.

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CrpTl xU Ks;jhd;. me;j Ks; ,aw;ifahf cUthdJ> ,J kdpjdhy; cUthf;fg;gl;lJ.
jr;rd; XU Mzpia mfw;Wtjw;F ,d;bdhW Mzpiag; gad;gLj;Jtij ePq;fs;
ghh;j;jpUg;gPh;fs; Vbddpy; Mzpia mfw;Wtjw;F Mzpna njitg;gLfpwJ. mnjnghy
vz;zq;fis mfw;Wtjw;F vz;zq;fns njitahf ,Uf;fpwJ. ghgh ekf;F
vz;zq;fisj; jUfpwhh; mij ehk; ey;y vz;zq;fs;> Rg vz;zq;fs; my;yJ rpwe;j
vz;zq;fs; vdr; brhy;fpnwhk;. ghghtpd; Kuspfs; vy;yhk; vd;d? mitfs; vy;yhk; rpwe;j
rpe;jidfshf> Rgkhd vz;zq;fshf> neh;kiwahd vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;fpd;wd. mitfs;
bghw; rpe;jidfshf ,Uf;fpd;wd. ghghtpd; nghjidfs; vy;yhk; vd;d? rpwe;j vz;zq;fis
bjhFg;ghf> Rg rpe;jidfspd; Ftpayhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ghgh vd;d vz;zq;fisj;; jUfpwhh;?
ehd; Mj;kh> n$hjpahf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd;w vz;zq;fisj; jUfpwhh;. Kjypy; ekJ vz;zq;fs;
vg;go ,Ue;jJ? ehd; ,e;j clyhf ,Uf;fpnwd;. ehd; bgz;zhf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ehd; Mzhf
,Uf;fpnwd;> ehd; ,e;j njrj;jpy; trpg;gtd; vd;bwy;yhk; ,Ue;jJ. ,g;nghJ ghgh vd;d
vz;zq;fisj; je;jpUf;fpwhh;? ehd; Mj;kh> mU:gkhdtd;> gue;jhkj;jpy; trpg;gtd;;. ehd;
MZk; my;y> bgz;Zk; my;y> ehd; xU xspg[s;sp> Mj;kh vd;w vz;zq;fisj;
je;jpUf;fpwhh;. bfl;l vz;zq;fis mfw;Wtjw;fhf ghgh ekf;F rpwe;j vz;zq;fisj;
je;jpUf;fpwhh;. ve;j vz;zq;fshy; bray;fs; bfl;Lg;nghdnjh> cyfk; rPuHpe;jnjh me;j
vz;zq;fis mfw;whjtiu ,e;j cyfk; vg;go ey;yjhf khWk;. ve;j rpwe;j vz;zq;fis
ghgh mth;fs; je;jpUf;fpwhnuh mitfspd; bgah;jhd; Qhdk;. mitfis ehk; mwpt[iufs;
my;yJ nghjidfs; vdr; brhy;fpnwhk;. ghgh cq;fSila mwpt[iufs; vg;nghJk; vq;fSld;
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;…. ghgh mth;fs; ekf;F ve;j vz;zq;fisj; je;jpUf;fpwhh;? ehd; ahh;>
ahUila FHe;ij! vd;gijr; brhy;ypapUf;fpwhh;. ,Jtiu ehk; bysfPfj; je;ijiana ekJ
je;ijahf epidj;J te;njhk;. ,g;nghJ mth; ,e;j clypd; je;ijahf ,Uf;fpwhh; vd;gij
mwpe;J bfhz;nlhk;. Mj;khthfpa vdf;F je;ijahf ,Ug;gth; gukhj;kh. ghgh mth;fs; te;J
,e;j g[jpa vz;zq;fisj; je;jpUf;fpwhh;> g[jpa Qhdj;ij je;jpUf;fpwhh;> g[jpa
nghjidfisj; je;jpUf;fpwhh;. Kjypy; ekf;F ,J bjhpahky; ,Ue;jJ. bjhpe;jt[ld; ekJ
vz;zq;fs;; khwptpl;lJ> vz;zq;fspd; khw;wk; bray; khw;wj;jpw;F fhuzkhfptpl;lJ. ghgh
mth;fs; vj;jid tprpj;jpu tpjpfisr; brhy;ypapUf;fpwhh; vj;jid cj;jpfs; epiwe;j
tpjpfisr; brhy;ypapUf;fpwhh; vd;gijg; ghUq;fs;.

vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp
nahfk; vd;why; vd;d? rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; epidt[. ekJ vz;zq;fs; vt;tst[ typikahf
,Uf;fpwnjh mt;tst[ ekJ nahfKk; cah;thf ,Uf;Fk;. ,e;j rpwe;j vz;zq;fs; epidtpd;
vz;zq;fs;. ,itfs; epidt[ tot vz;zq;fs;. ,e;j vz;zq;fspy; ntW ve;j
vz;zq;fSk; fye;Jtplf;TlhJ. ehd; xU Mj;kh vd;w xU vz;zk; tUfpwJ. mLj;J ehd;
xU lhf;lh;> ,g;nghJ ehd; o];bgd;rhpf;Fg; nghf ntz;Lk; vd;w vz;zk; tUfpwJ. vd;why;
ekf;F vg;go nahfk; tUk;? nahfk; bra;tjw;fhf mkh;e;J tpl;Oh;fs;> nahfk; bra;a Muk;gpj;J
tpl;Oh;fs;> mjw;Fs; „mllh> ,d;W ehd; rikayiwf;F brd;W rikf;f ntz;Lnk‟ vd;w
epidt[ te;Jtpl;lhy; mJ nahfkhfhJ. nahfk; vd;why; mjpy; xU vz;zq;fspd; jhiu
,Uf;Fk;. jhiuapy; tpj;jpahrk; ,Uf;fhJ> epue;juk; ,Uf;Fk;. vz;bza; jhiuapy; tpj;jpahrk;
,Uf;fhJ. vz;bza; Jspfs; xd;nwhL xd;W nrh;e;J ,Uf;Fk;. epue;jukhf Cw;wpf;bfhz;nl
,Uf;Fk;. ekJ vz;zq;fs; vJnth mJ xd;nwhL xd;W ,ize;jpUf;fpwJ> mitfs;
Mj;khtpDila> gukhj;khtpDila> gue;jhkj;jpDila> Rajh;kj;jpDila> RaepiyapDila
vz;zq;fspd; jhiuahf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,itfisg; gw;wpna ekJ vz;zq;fs; ,Uf;fntz;Lk;>
kw;w vz;zq;fs; vJt[k; tuf;TlhJ. ,itfns rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fshf> ,iltplhj
vz;zq;fshf> ek;gpf;ifa[ila vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;fpd;wd. nahfj;jpd; kWbgauhf ,Ug;gJ

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ek;gpf;if. ehd; xU Mj;kh vd;gJ btWk; vz;zky;y> mJ ek;gpf;if. mjpy; ehd; xU
Mj;kh vd;w ek;gpf;ifnahL me;j epiyapy; cWjpahf ,Uf;fpnwd;. vg;nghJ ehk;
ek;gpf;ifnahL epidf;fpnwhnkh mg;nghnj mDgtk; Vw;gLk;. mg;gona rhjhuz
vz;zj;njhL> my;yJ ehd; xU Mj;kh vd Rk;kh epidg;gjd; K:ykhf mDgtk; Vw;glhJ.
xUfhy; ahUf;fhtJ nahfj;jpy; mDgtk; Vw;gltpy;iy vd;why; mth; nahfj;jpy; vij
epidj;jhnuh> mij ek;gpf;ifnahL epidf;ftpy;iy mjhtJ mtuJ vz;zq;fspy;
ek;gpf;if ,y;yhky; ,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ. vdnt nahfj;jpy; ekJ vz;zq;fs; cWjptha;e;j
vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; mg;nghnj ehk; mDgtk; bgw Koa[k;.

rptd; epidtpy; K:H;F

rpt rq;fy;g k];J (rpt epidtpy; K:H;fpapUq;fs;)

Rg rq;fy;g k];J (Rg epidtpy; K:H;fpapUq;fs;)
]rf;j; rq;fy;g k];J (rf;jp epidtpy; K:H;fpapUq;fs);

Kaw;rpf;F m];jpthukhf my;yJ Mjhukhf ,Ug;gJ ekJ vz;zq;fs;. epiwa giHa

g[uhzq;fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd> mitfspy; „rpt epidtpy; KH;F‟ vd;w thf;fpak; mof;fo
fhzg;gLfpwJ. vy;yh ke;jpuq;fisa[k; goj;j gpwF „rpt epidtpy; K:H;F‟> „rpt epidtpy;
K:H;F‟ vd;w thf;fpaj;njhL epiwtilfpwJ. ek;Kila vz;zq;fs; ed;ik bra;a[k;
vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,e;j <];thpa tp];t tpj;jpahyaj;jpd; kpfg;bghpa bfhil
vJ? vd vd;dplk; nfl;lhy;> mJ vz;zq;fspd; kfj;Jtk; vd ehd; brhy;ntd;. cq;fSila
vz;zq;fspd; kfj;Jtk; vJ? mjd; typik vd;d? mjd; rpwg;g[fs; ahit? ,it
vy;yhtw;iwa[k; ghgh brhy;ypapUf;fpwhh;fs;. ghgh brhd;d ,e;j tpraq;fs; ntW vq;Fk;
brhy;yg;gltpy;iy. ghght[ila ,e;j tpraq;fs; kpf mjpf gydspf;ff;ToaJ> mJ
cq;fSf;F ntW vq;Fk; fpilf;f KoahJ. vy;yh ,jpfhrq;fisa[k; goj;Jg;ghUq;fs;>
midj;J jh;k rh];jpuq;fs;> fpue;jq;fs;> g[uhzq;fisg; goj;Jg; ghUq;fs;> vz;zq;fspd;
kfj;Jtj;ijg; gw;wp ghgh vd;d brhy;ypapUf;fpwhnuh mijg;nghy; ntW ahUk;
brhy;ypapUf;ftpy;iy.
KjyhtJ tprak;> vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhf cyfk; gilf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;W ghgh
brhy;ypapUf;fpwhh;;. M+h! vz;zq;fs; vt;tst[ typikahdJ ghUq;fs;> mjd;K:yk; cyfnk
gilf;fg;gLfpwJ. cyfk; vq;nf> vz;zq;fs; vq;nf! vdpDk; vz;zq;fshy; cyfk;
gilf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;> vz;zq;fSf;F me;j rf;jp ,Uf;fpwJ! vz;zq;fs;
cyif khw;wptpLfpwJ vd;W brhy;fpwhh;fs;. cyfk; vz;zq;fspd; Mjhuj;jpy; ,aq;FfpwJ.
vz;zq;fns cyfpd; m];jpthukhf ,Uf;fpwJ. cq;fs; vz;zq;fshy; cyfk;
cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. ePq;fs; Rj;j vz;zq;fis njhw;Wtpj;jhy; g[jpa
cyfk; gilf;fg;gl;LtpLk;.
vdnt ePq;fs; cq;fs; bfl;l vz;zq;fis tpLtPh;fsh> khl;Oh;fsh? jdJ vz;zq;fshy;
ey;y my;yJ bfl;l> Rfka my;yJ Jf;fka cyfk; cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;gij ePq;fs;
czh;tPh;fnsahdhy; jdJ vz;zk; vg;go ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;? vd;gij ePq;fs; ,g;nghJ
eph;zak; bra;a ntz;Lk;. KjyhtJ tprak;& FHe;ijfns> vz;zq;fshy; cyfk;
gilf;fg;gLfpwJ> ,ij epidtpy; bfhs;Sq;fs; vd ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. ,e;j tpraj;jpd;
kfj;Jtj;ij xUnghJk; kwf;fhjPh;fs;. vd; kdjpy; bfl;l vz;zk; te;jJ> mij btspapy;
tu tpltpy;iy> mij mq;nfna mHpj;J tpl;nld; vd epidf;fhjPh;fs;. brhy; my;yJ
brayhy; cyfk; gilf;fg;gLfpwJ vd ghgh brhy;ytpy;iy. vz;zq;fshy; cyfk;
gilf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;Wjhd; ghgh mth;fs; brhy;yp ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. brhy;Yk; braYk; gpd;dh;
tUfpwJ. ,it midj;jpw;Fk; moj;jskhf ,Ug;gJ vz;zq;fns. vz;zq;fshy; cyfk;

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gilf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;gij ePq;fs; epidtpy; bfhz;Oh;fs; vd;why; khw;wk; tUk;. cq;fs;
vz;zq;fs; typik tha;;e;jjhf ,Uf;fl;Lk; mg;nghnj ePq;fs; typik kpf;f gilg;ig
cUthf;f Koa[k;. cq;fs; vz;zq;fs; kpft[k; typikahdjhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fspy;
typik ve;j tpraq;fspy; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;? gtpj;jpuj;jpd;kPJ> Qhdj;jpd;kPJ> nahfj;jpd;kPJ>
m\;l rf;jpfspd;kPJ ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ehk; kh];lh; rh;t rf;jpthd;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;
Vbddpy; ehk; ekJ vz;zq;fisf; bfhz;L xU g[J cyifg; gilf;f ntz;Lk;.
ehd; „kh];lh; gilg;gth;‟ vd;gij Kjypy; g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. ePq;fs; ghghtpd; thH;f;if
tuyhiw nfl;oUg;gPh;fs;. ghgh mth;fs; gpuk;kh ghghtpw;F xU fhl;rp bfhLj;jhh;. mjpy;
,uz;L el;rj;jpuq;fs; nkypUe;J ,wq;fp te;jt[ld; mitfs; njtp-njtdhf khwptpl;lJ.
mjw;Fg; gpwF ePq;fs; me;jkhjphp g[J cyifg; gilf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W mtUf;Fr;
brhy;yg;gl;lJ. g[jpa cyif vg;go cUthf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W mg;nghJ brhy;yg;gltpy;iy
vd gpuk;kh brhd;dhh;. vdpDk; bfhQ;rk; bfhQ;rkhf rptghgh vd;d brhd;dhh;? vz;zq;fspd;
K:ykhf cyfk; gilf;fg;gLfpwJ. ePq;fs; ve;j cyif gilf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh me;j
cyif vz;zq;fs; K:yk; cUthf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W brhd;dhh;.
ehd; kh];lh; gilg;gtd; vd;gij Kjd;Kjypy; g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. jdJ bghWg;ig
g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;> jdJ flikiag; g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;> jdJ ,yf;ifg; g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;.
g[J cyifg; gilf;f ntz;Lk; vd;gnj ekJ ,yl;rpak; (,yf;F). kh];lh; gilg;gth; Mtnj
ekJ eog;g[ (flik). me;j ghfk; kw;Wk; ,yl;rpaj;ij epiwntw;Wtjw;fhd tHp vJ?
typikahd vz;zq;fs;. typikahd vz;zq;fs; vd;why; nahfk; epiwe;j> Md;kPfk; epiwe;j>
gtpj;jpuk; epiwe;j vz;zq;fs;. mg;gog;gl;l vz;zq;fshy; cyfk; cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ.
,uz;lhtJ> ,e;j vz;zq;fs; jPf;Fr;Rfshf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W ghgh mth;fs; brhy;yp
,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. jPg;bgl;oapy; jPf;Fr;Rfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd> mitfis bfhSj;jp tPrpdhy; >
kpfg;bghpa fl;olq;fisf;Tl mitfs; vhpj;JtpLfpd;wd. xU jPg;bghwp KG khspifiaa[k;
vhpe;J rhk;gyhf;fptpLfpwJ. vz;zbkd;w jPg;bghwpia> jPf;Fr;R bfhSj;jp jdJ giHa
rk];fhuq;fis vhpj;J rhk;gyhf;fp tpLq;fs;. ,J vz;zq;fspd; ,uz;lhtJ totk;. ePq;fs;
vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf g[J cyifg; gilf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf tpfh;kq;fis
mHpf;f ntz;Lk;. vdJ vz;zq;fs; mg;go ,Uf;fpwjh> mjd;K:yk; vdJ vy;yh giHa
tpfh;kq;fSk; mHpe;JnghFkh vd nahrpa[q;fs;.
vg;go ,yl;rpankh> mjw;Fj;jf;fgo ,yl;rzq;fs; ,Uf;Fk; vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. ekJ
,yl;rpankh kpf cah;thf ,Uf;fpwJ> vdpDk; ekJ ,yl;rzq;fs; mjw;Fj; jFe;jgo
,y;iy. ,yl;rpaj;jpw;Fk; ,yl;rzj;jpw;Fk; ,ilna cs;s ,e;j ,ilbtspi a vg;go
epug;g[tJ? vz;znk mitfis ,izf;Fk; ghykhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ehd; me;j ,ilbtspia
epug;g ntz;Lk; vd;w vz;zbkd;w ghyj;ij vJtiu cUthf;ftpy;iynah mJtiu me;j
,ilbtsp mg;gonajhd; ,Uf;Fk;. vz;zkhdJ ,yl;rpaj;ija[k; ,yl;rzj;ija[k;
,izf;Fk; ghykhf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gija[k; epidtpy; bfhs;Sq;fs;. mJ ve;j vz;zk;?
ghg;rkhd; Mf ntz;Lk; vd;w vz;zk;. ehd; ghghitg; nghy Mfntz;Lk; vd;w ,e;j
vz;zk; xU ghykhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;jg; ghynk cq;fSila jw;nghja epiy kw;Wk;
vjph;fhyj;jpy; ePq;fs; milatpUk;g[k; epiy ,uz;ila[k; ,izf;fpwJ.
me;j ,uz;ila[k; ,izg;gJ> ,uz;ow;Fk; ,ilna cs;s ,ilbtspia nghf;FtJ ,e;j
vz;znk. ghghit vg;nghJk; Kd;dhy; ita[q;fs;. jdJ vz;zq;fisa[k;> fUj;Jf;fisa[k;
ghghnthL xg;gpl;Lg; ghUq;fs;> Xd;whf;Fq;fs;. ve;jf; fhhpaj;ijr; bra;ag;nghfpwPh;fnsh
me;jf; fhhpaj;ij ghgh bra;jpUe;jhuh? vdg;ghUq;fs;> Mk;> vd;why; mijr; bra;a[q;fs;. ehd;
ghg;rkhd; Mfntz;Lk; vd;w vz;zk; vg;nghJ cq;fsplk; ,Uf;fpwnjh> mg;nghJ ,e;j
,ilbtsp epuk;g[k;. xUntis ,e;j vz;zk; cq;fs; g[j;jpapypUe;J eGtptpLkhdhy; me;j
,ilbtsp epuk;ghJ. vz;zq;fSf;F vt;tst[ kfj;Jtk; ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gijg; ghUq;fs;. ehd;
gpuhkzdhf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd;w vz;zk; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;;. mg;nghJ

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R{j;jpuDila vz;zk; vd;dplj;jpy; tunt KoahJ. gpuhkzd; xUnghJk; fPHhd
fhhpaq;fisr; bra;aKoahJ. bysfPfj;jpy;Tl ahh; Rj;j gpuhkzuhf ,Uf;fpwhnuh mtiu
khkprk; cz;zr; brhd;dhy; vd;d brhy;thh;> ePq;fs; vd;d brhy;fpwPh;fs;? ehd; gpuhkzd;>
fPHhd czit vd;dhy; rhg;gpl KoahJ vd;ghh;. ,g;nghJ mJ vy;yhk; Koe;Jngha;;tpl;lJ>
,g;nghJ ,Ug;gnjh xnu th;zk;jhd;. me;jf;fhy gpuhkzh;fSf;F> ehd; gpuhkzd;> ehd;
ve;jbthU fPHhd braiya[k; bra;a KoahJ> ve;jbthU kl;lkhd czita[k;
cz;zKoahJ vd;w vz;zk; vg;nghJk; mth;fsplk; ,Ue;J te;jJ. ehd; kpf cz;ikahd
gpuhkzd;> J}a;ik> gtpj;jpuk;> rhj;tPfk;> nahfk; Mfpaitfns vd;Dila gpuhkzj;Jtk;>
vd;Dila bray;fs; vd;w vz;zk; cq;fsplk; ,Uf;fntz;Lk;. ,g;gog;gl;l vz;zq;fs;
cq;fsplk; vg;nghJk; nknyhq;fp ,Uf;Fkhdhy; cq;fsplk;; epiwepiy mjhtJ bja;tPf
,yl;rzq;fs; bjd;gLk; mij ghgh uhay;o vdr; brhy;fpwhh;.
vz;zq;fs; mg;go typikahf ,Uf;fpwJ mitfs; nahfj;jpy; ,yapj;Jtpl itf;fpwJ>
MHkhd md;gpd; U:gj;ij bgWfpwJ> nahfj; jPapd; U:gj;ijg; bgWfpwJ> mjd;K:yk;
tpfh;kq;fs; vy;yhk; mHpj;J tpLfpd;wd vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;.
cq;fs; vz;zq;fis md;gpdhy; jPtpukhf;Fq;fs;> ,uz;lw fye;JtpLq;fs; mg;nghJ me;j
vz;zq;fs; cq;fSf;F mf;fpdp MfptpLk;. vz;zq;fs; Fr;Rfshft[k; ,Uf;fpd;w d>
mf;fpdpahft[k; ,Uf;fpd;wd. XUntis cq;fs; nahfepiy rpwg;ghf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W
ePq;fs; tpUk;gpdhy; mjw;fhd vz;zq;fis md;ghy; epiwj;JtpLq;fs; mjhtJ nahfj;jpy;
cq;fs; vz;zq;fns md;g[ brhU:gkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fspy; md;igj;jtpu ntW
vJt[k; ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. vz;zq;fs; ,e;j U:gj;ij jhpf;Fk; nghJ ntW vJt[k; bjhptjpy;iy>
mg;nghJ nahfk; mf;fpdp U:gkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
vz;zq;fs; of;bfl;lhf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. ghp];jhthtjw;Fhpa of;bfl;il
thq;Fq;fs;. mg[ tUtjw;fhf ePq;fs; cq;fs; ,lq;fspy; ,Ue;J of;bfl; bgw ntz;oajhf
,Uf;fpwJ. ahh; gazk; bra;antz;LkhdhYk; me;j ,lj;jpw;Fr; bry;tjw;F of;bfl; vLf;f
ntz;Lk;. mt;af;j tjdj;jpw;F ehk; nghf ntz;Lk;. mq;F bry;tjw;Fk; of;bfl; vLf;f
ntz;Lk; vd;gJ ,ay;ghd tprank. mt;af;j tjdk; bry;tjw;F ekf;F ve;j of;bfl;
my;yJ gazr;rPl;L njitahf ,Uf;fpwJ? ehd; ghp];jhthf ntz;Lk; vd;w vz;z tot
gazr;rPl;L ntz;Lk;. ghp];jhthtjw;Fhpa of;bfl; ,Jjhd;. ehd; ghp];jhthf ,Uf;fpnwd;>
ehd; ghp];jhthf ntz;Lk; vd;w vz;znk of;bfl;.
vd;d vz;zj;ij cUthf;FfpwPh;fnsh mij epiwntw;Wq;fs;> braypy; bfhz;LthUq;fs;
vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. epidj;jij Koj;JtpLq;fs;. epidj;jgpwF tpl;LtplhjPh;fs;>
ehisf;fhf xj;jpg; nghlhjPh;fs;. vija[k; miukdnjhL nahrpf;fhjPh;fs;> vij nahrpj;jhYk;
KGkdnjhL nahrpa[q;fs;. bra;tija[k; KGikahfr; bra;a[q;fs;. cs;sj;ija[k; capiua[k;
<LgLj;jp bra;a[q;fs;. vz;zq;fspy; md;g[k; ek;gpf;ifa[k; rkkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W ghgh
brhy;fpwhh;. KGikahd vz;zk; vd;why; mjpy; md;g[k; epajpa[k;> md;g[k; rf;jpa[k;> QhdKk;
nahfKk; rkkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W ghgh brhy;fpwhh;. ,itfs; KGikahf rkepiyapy;
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,e;j vy;yh tpraq;fisa[k; filgpoj;njhk; vd;why; jPtpu Kaw;rp
bra;aKoa[k;> KG Kaw;rp bra;a Koa[k;.

gp.F. $fjP\;re;jh; +\P$h

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 vz;zk; vd;why; vd;d?

1. me;j kdpjh;fs; hpj;jp-rpj;jp milfpwhh;fs; Mdhy; ,q;F nahfj;jpd; upj;jp-rpj;jp

fpilf;fpwJ. epidtpd; upj;jp-rpj;jp vd;dthf ,Uf;fpwnjh> mij fw;Wf;bfhs;s ntz;Lk;.
ahh; rpj;jp bgw;wth;fnsh mth;fSila vz;zk;> brhy; kw;Wk; xt;bthU braYk;
btw;wpaila[k;. xU vz;zk;Tl tPzhf vHhJ. vJ epiwntWnkh me;j vz;zk; kl;Lnk
vGk;. ahUila xU vz;zk; Tl btw;wp bgwhky; ,Ug;gjpy;iynah mtiuna nrit
bra;gth; vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. mjhtJ vJ btw;wpbgwhj vz;znkh mg;gog;gl;l ve;j
vz;zKk; vHntTlhJ. cq;fSila xt;bthU vz;zj;jpw;Fk; kjpg;g[ ,Uf;fpwJ. vdpDk;
vg;nghJ jdf;Fj;jhnd kjpg;gspf;fpwPh;fnsh mg;nghnj> kw;w vy;yh Mj;khf;fSk;
uj;jpdq;fs;> cq;fSila kjpg;ig mwpthh;fs;. 06.12.69

2. ahUila kdjpy; vd;d vz;zk; vGfpwnjh mJ cq;fsplk; Kd;dnkna te;J

nrh;e;JtpLk;; mjid brhy;yp-nfl;gjw;F mtrpak; ,Uf;fhJ> mg;gog;gl;l epiy cUthFk;.
vdpDk; gpwUila vz;zq;fis gog;jw;F jd;Dila vz;zq;fspd;nky; KG fl;Lg;ghL
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. gpnuf; gth;g[y;yhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;> mg;nghnj ,J rhj;jpak; MFk;.
xUntis jdJ vz;zq;fis mlf;f Koatpy;iy vd;why; gpwUila vz;zq;fisg;
g[hpe;Jbfhs;s KoahJ. vdnt (ghgh) brhd;dgo vz;zq;fspd; tp];jhuj;ij
jLj;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Uq;fs;. ve;j mst[ vz;zq;fis mlf;Fk; rf;jp ,Uf;fpwnjh me;j
mst[ kw;wth;fspd; vz;zq;fis g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sk; rf;jp tUk;. jd;Dila vz;zq;fspd;
tp];jhuj;jpw;Fs; nghff;Toa fhuzj;jhy; jd;idna g[hpe; Jbfhs;s KoahjnghJ gpwiug;gw;wp
vd;d g[hpe;Jbfhs;tPh;fs;. vdnt ,e;j epiya[k; Kaw;rpf;Fj; jf;fgo thpirf;fpukkhf tUfpwJ.
,Jt[k; rk;g{uz epiyapd; milahskhf ,Uf;fpwJ. rk;g{uz epiyf;F mUfpy; vJtiu
te;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. mjid ,e;j tpraq;fspd;K:yk; jhnd jd;id bjhpe;Jbfhs;s ntz;Lk;.
25.12.69

3. vz;zq;fisg; gpof;ff;Toa (nfr;) gapw;rp ,Uf;Fkhdhy; vz;zkw;w epiyapYk;

vspjhf ,Uf;f Koa[k;. vg;nghJ xUtUila vz;zq;fis mwpa Kotjpy;iynah mg;nghJ
mjpf vz;zq;fis brytHpf;f ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdpDk; xt;bthUtUila
vz;zq;fisa[k; gof;ff;Toa gapw;rp ,Uf;Fkhdhy; tPz; vz;zq;fs; mjpfkhf XlhJ.
nkYk; vspjhf xnu vz;zj;jpy; xnu urid epiyapy; xU behoapy; epiy bgw;W tpl Koa[k;.
vdnt vz;zq;fis gof;f ntz;Lk;-,Jt[k; rk;g{uzj;jpd; xU milahskhFk;. 07/06/70

4. ‘gh];tpj; +hdUf;Fk; gh]htjw;Fk;‟ ,ilna vd;d tpj;jpahrk; ,Uf;fpwJ? ‘gh];tpj;

+hdh;;’ vd;why; kdjpYk; vz;zq;fspd; jz;lid bgwhky; ,Ug;gJ. jh;kuh$hpd; jz;lid
vd;gJ gpd;dhy; cs;s tprak;. vdpDk; jdJ vz;zq;fspd; FHg;gk; my;yJ jz;lidapy;
,Ue;J J}u tpyfp ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,ijj;jhd; ‘gh];tpj; +hdh;’ vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ.
jdJ jtWfshy; jdf;nf jz;lid bfhLj;Jf; bfhs;fpwPh;fs;. FHg;gkiltJ> g[fhh;
bra;tJ> ftiyg;gLtJ Mfpatw;iw fle;J ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,ijj;jhd; gh];tpj; +hdh;
vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. 17.10.70

5. bray;fs; bra;a[k;nghJ vg;nghJk; ,uz;L tpraq;fis kl;Lk; epidtpy; bfhs;Sq;fs;.

gpd;dh; mg;gog;gl;l gHf;fk; te;JtpLk; mjd;K:yk; vg;go thahy; brhy;Yk; tpraq;fis
vspjhf g[hpe;Jbfhs;s Kofpwnjh mg;go xUtUila kdjpy; te;jpUf;Fk; vz;zq;fis
mg;gona mwpe;Jbfhs;tPh;fs;. mnjnghy kdij> vz;zq;fis vspjpy; fz;lwptPh;fs;.

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vdpDk; vg;nghJ ePq;fs; (ghghtpw;F) rkkhd epiyf;F mUfpy; tUfpwPh;fnsh mg;nghnj ,J
rhj;jpakhFk;. xUtUila Rghtk; kw;wtnuhL xj;Jg;nghdhy;> xUth; ghtidia kw;wth;
vspjpy; mwpe;J bfhs;s KofpwJ. vdnt ,q;Fk; ghghtpw;F rkkhd epiyf;F mUfpy;
bry;tjhy; kdjpd; vz;zq;fis thapy; brhy;Yk; thh;j;ijfisg;nghy mg;gona
mwpe;Jbfhs;s Koa[k;. vdnt jdJ vz;zq;fspy; fyg;glk; vJt[k; ,y;yhjgo kl;Lk;
ghh;j;Jf;bfhs;Sq;fs;. vz;zq;fs; kPJ fl;Lg;gLj;Jk; rf;jp fl;lhak; ,Uf;fntz;Lk;. vg;go
btsp tpraq;fis fl;Lg;gLj;Jtjpy; fl;Lg;gLj;Jk; rf;jp xt;bthUthplKk; btt;ntwhf
,Uf;fpwnjh> mnjnghy ,e;j kd vz;zq;fspd; bray;ghLfis fl;Lg;gLj;Jk; rf;jpa[k;
thpirg;go ,Uf;fpwJ. 01.02.71

6. vg;go thh;j;ij K:ykhf brhy;yp braiy epiwntw;Wk; ntisapy; Kjypy; ePq;fs;

mjpfk; ngrntz;oajhf ,Ue;jJ> mg;nghnj btw;wp fpilj;J te;jJ. ,g;nghJ bfhQ;rk;
ngRtjpnyna ntiy ele;JtpLfpwJ. cq;fs; vz;zk; braiy epiwntw;wptpLfpwJ.
vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf ahiu ntz;LkhdhYk; miHf;fyhk;> ahUf;F ntz;LkhdhYk;
vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf fhhpak; bra;a gpnuuiz bfhLf;fyhk;. ,itfSk; rf;jpfns> vdpDk;
mitfis flikahff; fUjp cgnahfg;gLj;j ntz;Lk;. ,e;jg; gyd; _kj;jpd; K:yk;
fpilf;fpwJ. ,J vg;go gl;lid mGj;jpat[ld; fhl;rpfs; blyptprdpy; tUfpwnjh> mg;go
ePq;fs; ,q;nf epidg;gPh;fs;> mq;nf mtuJ g[j;jpapy; bjspthd fhl;rp njhd;Wk;. mg;go
fbdf;\d; bray;gLk;. ,e;j vy;yh rf;jpfSk; fpilj;JtpLk;. ,ijg; bgWtjw;fhf> kw;w
vy;yh tpraq;fisa[k; K:l;il fl;o itj;Jtpl;L _kj;jpd;go ve;j fl;lisfs;
fpilj;jpUf;fpwnjh mitfis kl;Lnk g[j;jp bray;gLj;j ntz;Lk;> ntW vJt[k;
fyf;ff;TlhJ. tPzhd vz;zq;fs; _kj; fpilahJ> mJ cq;fs; kd;kj;jhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
vdnt g[j;jp vg;nghJ ,g;go Mfpwnjh mjpy; _kj;ijj; jtpu ntW vJt[k; fyg;gjpy;iynah
mg;nghJ rf;jpfs; te;J nrUk;. 8.6.71

7. jw;rkak; Mj;khf;fsplk; fhzg;gLk; gytPdj;jpd; tpahjp vJ? tPz; vz;zq;fspy;

tPzhf neuj;ij ,Hg;gJ> ,Jnt jw;rkaj;jpy; Mj;khf;fsplk; fhzg;gLk; gytPdk;. ,e;j
tpahjpapd; fhuzj;jhy; vg;nghJk; Mnuhf;fpakhf ,Ug;gjpy;iy. rpy neuk; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;>
rpyneuk; gytPdkhfptpLfpwPh;fs;. vg;nghJk; Mnuhf;fpakhf ,Ug;gjw;fhd rhjdk; ,Jjhd;.
mjdhy; neuKk; kpr;rkhfpwJ. ahnuh neuoahf kdpj U:gj;jpy; rhpghh;g;gJ nghy ePq;fs;
eilKiwapy; mg;go mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;. ,J rhjhuz tprak;jhd;> vdpDk; ,e;j rhjhuz
tpraj;ij eilKiwapy; Fiwthfnt bfhz;L tUfpwPh;fs;. 14.06.72

8. vg;nghJ Mj;khf;fs; ePq;fs; cq;fs; rk;g{uz gth;g[y; epiyapy; ,Ug;gPh;fnsh> mg;nghJ

ahnuDk; te;jt[ld; xU behoapy; Rtpl;R Md; bra;jt[ld; mjhtJ Rg vz;zj;ij
vGg;gpat[ld; mjhtJ ,e;j Mj;khtpw;F ed;ik cz;lhfl;Lk; vd;W Rg ghtid
itf;fpwPh;fs; - ,Jjhd; vz;z tot Rtpl;R. ,ij Md; bra;jt[ld; mjhtJ vz;zj;ij
gilj;j clndna mtUila ghtid g{h;j;jpahfptpLk;> mth; mg;gona befpH;e;J
ngha;tpLthh;. Vbddpy; gpd;dhy; tuf;Toa Mj;khf;fs; Fiwe;j mstpnyna mjpfk; jpUg;jp
mile;JtpLthh;fs;. „vy;yhg; gpuhg;jpfSk; fpilj;J tpl;lJ‟ vd czh;thh;fs;. Vbddpy;
mth;fs; ghfnk kpr;rk; kPjpiag; bgWtJjhd;. mth;fSila fzf;Fg;go mJnt vy;yhkhf
,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt vy;yh Mj;khf;fSk; mth;fSila ghtidf;fhd gyid bgw ntz;Lk;>
ahUnk tQ;rpf;fg;gl;Ltplf;TlhJ. mjw;fhf mt;tst[ gth;g[y; epiy mjhtJ rh;t
rf;jpfisa[k; ,g;nghjpUe;nj jdf;Fs; nrkpj;J ita[q;fs;> mg;nghnj ,e;j nrh;j;J itj;j
rf;jpfspd; K:ykhf rpyUf;F rkhspf;Fk; rf;jpiaa[k;> rpyUf;F rfpj;Jf;bfhs;Sk; rf;jpiaa[k;

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bfhLf;f Koa[k; mjhtJ ahUf;F vJ mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwnjh mij mtUf;F bfhLf;f
Koa[k;. 13.04.73

9. ahh; rk;g{uz epiyf;F kpf mUfpy; ,Uf;fpwhh;fnsh mth;fSila vz;zq;fspy;>

brhw;fspy;> bray;fspy; xU tpj nghij ,Uf;Fk;. mJ vJ? <];thpa nghij vy;nyhhplKk;
,Uf;fpwJ. Mdhy; tpnrrkhf ,Uf;Fk; me;j nghij vJ? mtUila vz;zq;fspy;>
brhw;fspy; nghijapd; ve;j tprak; ,Uf;Fk;? ehd; vd;d bra;jhYk; mjpy; rk;g{uz btw;wp
Vw;fdnt fpilj;Jtpl;lJ. elf;f ntz;Lk; my;yJ elf;fg;nghfpwJ vd ,Uf;fhJ> Mdhy;
ele;Jtpl;ljhf ,Uf;Fk;. vdJ xt;bthU vz;zj;jpw;Fk; btw;wp Vw;fdnt fpilj;Jtpl;lJ
vd fh;kj;jpYk; me;j nghij ,Uf;Fk;. vdJ xt;bthU fh;kj;jpd; gpd;dhy; btw;wp vdJ
epHy;nghy bjhlh;fpwJ vd;w nghij fh;kq;fspy; ,Uf;Fk;. vdJ brhy;ypw;F btw;wp Vw;fdnt
fpilj;Jtpl;lJ. btw;wp jhnd vd; gpd;dhy; tuf;ToaJ. btw;wp vd;idtpl;L gphpe;J ,Uf;f
KoahJ. mg;gog;gl;l nghij xt;bthU vz;zj;jpYk;> xt;bthU brhy;ypYk;> xt;bthU
braypYk; vg;nghJ ,Uf;fpwnjh> mg;nghJ kpf beUf;fj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vd;gij
g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. 21.7.73

10. ahh; midj;jpYk; epiwe;J ,Uf;fpwhh;fnsh> mth;fSila fz;fs; my;yJ g[j;jp ntW
ve;j gf;fKk; nghtjpy;iy. mth;fs; vg;nghJk; Md;kPfg; ghh;it cilatuhf ,Ug;ghh;fs;>
mth;fs; tPz; vz;zq;fs; my;yJ gy gf;fq;fspy; g[j;jp my;yJ ghh;it nghtjpy; ,Ue;J
tpyfp> vy;yh ftiyfisa[k; fle;J jdJ je;ij K:ykhf fpilj;jpUf;Fk; bghf;fp\q;fisf;
bfhz;L rjh re;njh\khf ,Ug;ghh;fs;. mth;fSf;F kw;w ntW ve;j vz;zq;fisa[k;
epidg;gjw;F neuk; ,Ug;gjpy;iy> Vbddpy; ghgh K:ykhf fpilj;jpUf;Fk; bghf;fp\q;fis
jdf;Fk; kw;w vy;yh Mj;khf;fSf;Fk; bfhLg;gjpy; my;yJ mitfis jhuiz bra;tjpy;
vg;nghJk; gp]pahf ,Ug;ghh;fs;. midj;jpYk; kpfg;bghpa bjhHpy;> midj;jpYk; kpfg;bghpa
jhdk; my;yJ midj;jpYk; kpfg;bghpa g[z;zpak; vd vg;gor; brhd;dhYk;> mJ ,Jjhd;.
,e;j rpwe;j fhhpaj;ij my;yJ rpwe;j jhd-g[z;zpaj;ij tpl;Ltpl;L ntW vd;d bra;tJ?
neuk; vq;nf ,Uf;fpwJ> kw;w rpd;dr; rpd;d tPz; ntiyfisr; bra;;a vz;zk; te;jhYk;>
fhhpak; Koe;Jtpl;ljh vd;d mjdhy; neuk; ,Uf;fpwjh? Kof;ftpy;iy vd;why; gpd;dh; neuk;
vq;fpUe;J tuKoa[k;? ,t;tst[ bghpa fhhpaq;fspy; gp]pahf ,Ug;gth;fs;> bghk;ikfnshL
tpisahLtjpy; VjhtJ Fwpf;nfhs; ,Uf;fpwjh vd;d? VjhtJ hpry;l; fpilf;fpwjh vd;d?
,t;tst[ bghpa kdpjuhf ,Ue;Jbfhz;L xt;bthU moapYk; nfho nfhoahf rk;ghjpg;gth;
,g;go bghk;ikfnshL tpisahof; bfhz;oUe;jhy; mtiu bghpa mwpthsp vd;W
brhy;thh;fsh vd;d? tPz; vz;zq;fs;> bghk;ikfnshL tpisahLtjhFk;. 2.5.74

11. ,d;wa fhyj;jpy; xU ,lj;jpd; epfH;rpia vy;yh ,lq;fspYk; otpapy; bjspthff;

fhl;Lfpwhh;fs;. kJtdKk; otp ];nlrd;jhd;. ehyhg[wKk; otp brl; itf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwJ. otp
];nlrdpy; vd;d elf;fpwnjh mJ jhdhfnt vy;yh gf;fKk; fhl;lg;gLfpwJ. kJtdj;;jpy;
,Ug;gth;fspd; xt;bthU vz;zKk; ehyhg[wKk; ghh;g;gjw;Fj; bjhpfpwJ mjhtJ gut[fpwJ
Vbddpy; otp brl; ehyh gf;fKk; itf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwJ. vg;go ,g;nghbjy;yhk; mwptpay;
rhjdq;fs; K:ykhf vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; my;yJ kdjpd; epiyia fz;lwpa Kofpwnjh>
mnjnghy kJgd; epthrpfspd; vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; my;yJ kdjpd; epiy ehyh gf;fKk;
gut[fpwJ. mjdhy; xt;bthU vz;zj;jpd;kPJk; ftdk; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;. ,jd;kPJ
myl;rpakhf ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. kJgd; epthrp kJtdj;jpy; mkh;e;jgona VnjDk; tpnrr
vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf mjph;tiyfis (vz;z miyfs;) gug;g tpUk;gpdhy;> ,e;j xU
,lj;jpy; mkh;e;j gona vy;yhg; gf;fKk; gug;g Koa[k;. vg;go ];J}ykhd bghUl;fspd;

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eWkzk; vy;yh gf;fKk; jhdhfnt gut[fpwnjh mJnghy ,e;j mjph;tiyfs;> vz;zq;fs;
K:ykhf ehyhg[wKk; jhdhfnt gut[fpwJ. 10.02.78

12. xt;bthU tUlKk; xt;bthU FHe;ija[k; jd; rf;jpf;Fj; jf;fgo ghghtpd; Kd;g[
cWjpbkhHp bfhLf;fpwhh;fs; mjhtJ ghghtplk; thf;FWjp jUfpwhh;fs;. hpry;oy; vij
ghh;j;jhh;> thf;FWjp bfhLf;Fk;nghJ kpFe;j Cf;f cw;rhfj;njhL ijhpaKld; vz;zj;ij
vGg;g[fpwhh;fs;. bfhQ;r neuk; vz;zq;fis eilKiwapy; bfhz;Ltu> gpur;rpidfis
rkhspf;f> RgghtidnahL ed;ik bra;a[k; MirnahL fhhpak; bra;J mjpy; btw;wp K:h;j;jp
Mfpwhh;fs;. vdpDk; nghfg;nghf bfhQ;r neuj;jpw;Fg; gpwF KG ftdk; bfhLg;gjw;Fg; gjpyhf
btWk; ftdk; kl;Lk; ,Ue;J tpLfpwJ. gpd;dh; ml;bld;rDf;F ,ilapilna ml;bld;rd;
khwp bld;rdpd; U:gk; bgWfpwJ. btw;wp vd;Dila gpwg;g[hpik vd;w rf;jpkpf;f vz;zk;
bfhQ;rk; bfhQ;rkhf jdJ U:gj;ij khw;wpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ. gpwg;g[hpikf;Fg; gjpyhf
mt;tg;nghJ mjpfhuk; bfhLq;fs;> rf;jp bfhLq;fs; vd;w brhw;fs; ghg;jhjhtpw;F Kd;dhy;
btspg;gLfpwJ. 2.1.79

13. khahtpd; tpnrr mk;g[ tPz; vz;zq;fs; totpy; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j mk;gpd; K:ykhf
bja;tPf g[j;jpia gytPdkhf;fp tpLfpwJ. gpwF gytPdkhd fhuzj;jhy; g[w trkhfptpLfpwJ.
gytPdkhd kdpjd; vij tpUk;g[fpwhndh mij bra;a Kotjpy;iy> vdnt tpUg;gk;
,Ue;Jk; mila Kotjpy;iy. ,jw;Ff; fhuzk;> rh;trf;jpthd; ghgh K:ykhf
fpilj;jpUf;Fk; me;j rf;jpfis fhhpaj;jpy; gad;gLj;jhky; ,Ug;gJjhd;. vz;zq;fspd;
rf;jpna me;j tpnrr rf;jp. vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpfis gad;gLj;j bjhpatpy;iy. 1.2.79

14. jdf;Fs; xUntis gytPd vz;zq;fs; cw;gj;jpahdhy; mJ gytPd

rk];fhukhfptpLfpwJ. vg;go xUth; xUKiw clyhy; gytPdkhdnghJ> bfhQ;r neuj;jpy;
Mnuhf;fpakhftpy;iy vd;why; gytPdg;gLj;Jk; fpUkpfs; gyk; bgw;WtpLfpd;wd. mnjnghy
tPz; vz;zq;fs; tot gytPdg;gLj;Jk; fpUkpfis jdf;Fs; EiHatplhjPh;fs;.
,y;iybad;why; mij mHpg;gJ fodkhfptpLk;. 5.12.79

15. jdJ rh;t rf;jp mjpfhuj;jpd; Mjhuj;jpy; mjhtJ g[z;zpa bry;tj;jpd; Mjhuj;jpy;>
Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; Mjhuj;jpy;> ve;jbthU Mj;khtpw;Fk; vijr; bra;a tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh
mijr; bra;a Koa[k;. cq;fSila xU vz;zj;jpw;F mt;tst[ rf;jp ,Uf;fpwJ> mjid
ghght[ila rk;ge;jj;njhL ,izj;J mstw;wjhf;f Koa[k;. mtuJ fl;lis kw;Wk; cq;fsJ
vz;zk;. mth; jdJ Mizapd; Mjhuj;jpy; vij tpUk;g[fpwhnuh mij bra;aKoa[k;.
mnjnghy cq;fs; xU vz;zj;jpd; Mjhuj;jpy; Mj;khf;fis vt;tst[ ntz;Lnkh mt;tst[
nkny cah;e;j Koa[k;. Vbddpy; gukhj;k mjpfhuk; cq;fSf;F neuoahff; fpilj;jpUf;fpwJ
ve;jbthU mjpfhuj;ija[k; tuyhW KGtJk; gad;gLj;j Koahky; nghdjw;F Kf;fpa
fhuzk;-jdJ mjpfhuj;ij jtwhfg; gad;gLj;JtJ. murh;fs; jq;fs; muir ,He;jhh;fs;>
jiyth;fs; jq;fs; ehw;fhypia (gjtpia) ,He;jhh;fs;> rh;thjpfhhpfs; jq;fs; mjpfhuj;ij
,He;jhh;fs; - fhuzk;> jdJ cz;ikahd fhhpaj;ij tpl;Ltpl;L Mlk;guj;jpy; K:H;fp
,Ue;jhh;fs;> VjhtJ xU tpraj;jpw;F moikahf ,Ue;jhh;fs;> mjdhy; mjpfhuk; if
eGtpaJ. Vnjh xd;wpw;F moikahf ,Ue;jhh;fs;> vdnt mjpfhuj;ij jtwhfg;
gad;gLj;jpdhh;fs;. mnjnghy g[z;zpa Mj;khf;fshfpa cq;fSf;F ghgh K:ykhf xt;bthU
behof;Fk;> xt;bthU vz;zj;jpw;Fk; mjpfhuk; fpilj;jpUf;fpwJ> mj;jhhpl;o
fpilj;jpUf;fpwJ> midj;J mjpfhuq;fSk; fpilj;jpUf;fpwJ. mitfis rhpahd tifapy;>
mjpfhuq;fspd; kjpg;ig mwpe;Jbfhz;L> mjw;Fhpa tifapy; gad;gLj;Jtjpy;iy.
rpd;dr;rpd;d tpraq;fspy; jdJ nrhk;ngwpj;jdj;jpd; Rfj;jpy; my;yJ tPzhf nahrpg;gJ

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my;yJ ngRtjpy; jtwhfg; gad;gLj;Jtjhy; nrh;j;J itj;j g[z;zpa bry;tq;fis my;yJ
fpilf;fg; bgw;w <];thpa mjpfhuq;fis vg;go gad;gLj;j ntz;Lnkh mg;go gad;gLj;j
Kotjpy;iy. ,y;iybad;why; cq;fSila xU vz;znk mjpf rf;jptha;e;jJ. rpwe;j
gpuhkzdpd; vz;zk; Mj;khf;fspd; ghf;fpa nuifia tiuaf;Toa rhjdkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
cq;fs; xU vz;zk; xU Rtpl;rhf ,Uf;fpwJ mij Md; bra;J behoapy; ,Uisg; nghf;f
Koa[k;.
g[z;zpa Mj;khf;fspd; vz;zq;fs; xU Md;kPf fhe;jkhf ,Uf;fpwJ> mJ Mj;khf;fis
Md;kPfj;jpd; gf;fk; fth;e;J ,Gf;ff;ToaJ. g[z;zpa Mj;khf;fspd; vz;zq;fs;
iyl;+t[]hf ,Uf;fpwJ> mJ jLkhwpf;bfhz;oUg;gth;fSf;F rhpahd ,yf;iff;
fhl;lf;ToaJ. g[z;zpa Mj;khf;fSila vz;zq;fs; kpft[k; Fsph;e;j brhU:gkhf ,Uf;fpwJ>
mJ tpfhuj;jPahy; vhpe;Jbfhz;oUf;Fk; Mj;khf;fis Fsph;tpf;ff;ToaJ. g[z;zpa
Mj;khf;fSila vz;zq;fs; mg;go rpwe;j Ma[jq;fshf ,Uf;fpwJ> mJ mndf g[wtag;gl;l
ge;jdKs;s Mj;khf;fSf;F Rje;jpuk; juf;ToaJ. g[z;zpa Mj;khf;fSila vz;zq;fspy;
me;jkhjphp tpnrr rf;jpfs; ,Uf;fpwJ> mJ vg;go khake;jpuq;fshy; elf;f Koahjij
elj;jpf; fhl;Lfpwhh;fnsh mg;go vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpfs; K:ykhf elf;f Koahjija[k;
elj;jpf; fhl;LfpwJ. trg;gLj;Jk; kfhke;jpuj;jpd; K:ykhf g[wtaj;jpy; ,Uf;Fk; Mj; khf;fis
kpd;kpdpg; g{r;irg;nghy gwf;f itf;f Koa[k;.
vg;go ,e;jf; fhyj;jpy; ,ae;jpuq;fspd; K:ykhf ghiytdj;ija[k; nrhiytdkhf
khw;wptpLfpwhh;fs;> kiykPJk; g{r;brofis tsu itf;fpwhh;fs;. mg;go ,Uf;f g[z;zpa
Mj;khf;fs; cq;fSila cahe;j vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhf ek;gpf;if mw;wtiu ek;gpf;if
cilatuhf Mf;f Koahjh? ,g;go xt;bthU behoa[k; g[z;zpa bry;tj;ij nrh;j;J
ita[q;fs;. xt;bthU behoapd; xt;bthU vz;zj;jpd; kjpg;ig mwpe;J vz;zq;fisa[k;
behofisa[k; gad;gLj;Jq;fs;. cq;fSila xU vz;zj;jhy; Mj;khit nfhO];tuuhf;f
Koa[k; mij ,d;iwa mndf bry;te;jh;fshYk; bra;a KoahJ> vdnt cq;fs; vz;zj;jpd;
rf;jp vt;tst[ rpwe;jjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. tpUk;gpdhy; mij nrkpa[q;fs; kw;Wk; nrkpf;f ita[q;fs;
my;yJ mij tPzhf;Fq;fs; mJ cq;fisg; bghUj;jJ. ,Hg;gth;fs; gl;rhjhgg;
glntz;oapUf;Fk;. nrh;j;J itg;gth;fs; midj;J gpuhg;jpfspd; CQ;rypy; MLthh;fs;;. rpy
neuk; Rfj;jpd; CQ;rypy;> rpyneuk; mikjpapd; CQ;rypy;> rpy neuk; Mde;jj;jpd; CQ;rypy;
MLthh;fs;. ,Hg;gth;fs; CQ;rypy; Rfkhf Mof;bfhz;oUg;gth;fisg; ghh;j;J jdJ igia
ghh;j;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Ug;ghh;fs;. ePq;fs; vy;nyhUk; CQ;rypy; MLgth;fs;jhnd. 10.12.79

16. mkph;jntis re;jpg;ig bfhz;lhLk; rf;jp> fpufpf;f mjhtJ jhuiz bra;a[k; rf;jp>
ghgh K:ykhf xt;bthU ehSk; tpnrr vz;zq;fs; tot gpnuuizia nfr; gz;Zk; rf;jp
vy;yhtw;iwa[k;tpl mjpf mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. 17.12.79

17. jw;fhyj;jpy; vz;zq;fspd; FHg;gKk; bghpajhf vz;zg;gLfpwJ. Ke;ja fhyj;jpy;

vz;zq;fis bghpjhf vLj;Jf;bfhs;tjpy;iy> tpl;LtpLthh;fs;> thh;j;ij kw;Wk; braypd;kPJ
ftdk; bfhLj;J te;jhh;fs; Mdhy; ,g;nghJ kdjpYk; FHg;gk; ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. Vbddpy;
filrpapy; kdjpd; K:ykhf cyf khw;wk; Vw;gl ntz;Lk;. ,g;nghJ kdjpd; xU vz;zk;
tPzhfg; nghdhYk; epiwa ,Hf;fpwPh;fs;. XU vz;zj;ijf;Tl rhjhuz tprakhff;
fUjhjPh;fs;. mt;tst[ ftdk; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;. ,g;nghJ neuk; khwptpl;lJ> Kaw;rpapd;
ntfKk; khwptpl;lJ. vdnt vz;zq;fspYk; Kw;Wg;g[s;sp njitg;gLfpwJ. kdjpd;kPJk; ftdk;
bfhLq;fs;> mjw;Fj;jhd; caUk;fiy vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. caUk; fiy vg;nghJk;
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;> ,g;nghJ rjh fhyj;jpw;fhf xg;ge;jk; bra;ag;gLfpwJ. 7.1.80

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18. R{l;Rk tjdj;jpd; bray;ghLfs; midj;Jk; Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; Mjhuj;jpy;
eilbgWfpwJ. mijj;jhd; gpuk;kh vz;zk; bfhz;lt[ld; cyfk; gilf;fg;gl;lJ vd;W
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. vdnt vz;zk; bfhz;lt[ld; njhw;wk; bgWfpwJ. njhd;Wk; kiwa[k;
tpisahl;lhf ,Uf;fpwJ. irifahy; totk; njhd;WfpwJ vdpDk; tpnrr Mfhu U:gj;jpd;
bray;ghLfs; vy;yhk; kndhgyk; vd;W brhd;dhYk; rhp> my;yJ vz;zq;fs; vd;W
brhd;dhYk; rhp> mitfspd; Mjhuj;jpy; eilbgWfpwJ. ghg;jhjh vz;zq;fspd; Rtpl;ir
Md; bra;a[k;nghJ vy;yhk; njhd;wp tpLfpwJ. mth;fSila (tpQ;Qhdpfs;) bray;ghLfs;
btFbjhiyt[ tiu tah;by]; K:ykhf eilbgWtJ cq;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;. Mdhy; ,q;nf
K:d;W cyfq;fs; tiu „it];by];rpd;‟ rf;jp K:ykhf ,izg;igf; bfhLf;f Koa[k;. mjw;F
g[j;jpnahfk; Kw;wpYk; brk;ikahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. R{l;Rktjdk; tiu vz;zq;fis bfhz;L
nrh;f;f Ez;zpa> rh;trk;ke;jq;fspd; rhuKila epidt[ ntz;Lk;. ,Jnt midj;ija[k;tpl
gth;g[y; ‘tauhf’ ,Uf;fpwJ. ,jd; ,ilapy; khah ,ilQ;ry; gz;z KoahJ. 1.2.80

19. tujhdp U:gj;jpd; K:yk; nrit bra;a> Kjypy; jd;dplj;jpy; Rj;j vz;zq;fs; ,Uf;f
ntz;Lk;. nkYk; kw;w vz;zq;fisa[k; behoapy; fl;Lg;gLj;Jtjw;fhd tpnrr gapw;rp
njitahf ,Uf;fpwJ. ehs; KGtJk; Rj;j vz;zf; flypy; miyfshfj; jtHntz;Lk>;
nkYk; vg;nghJ ntz;Lnkh mg;nghJ Rj;j vz;zf; flypd; MHj;jpw;Fr; brd;W mikjp
brhU:gkhf ntz;Lk;> mjhtJ gpnuf; gth;g[y;yhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp
jdJ fl;Lg;ghl;oy; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mjd; Tlnt Mj;khtpw;F ,d;Dk; ,uz;L rf;jpfshf
g[j;jpa[k; > rk];fhuKk; ,Uf;fpwJ> ,e;j K:d;Wnk jdJ mjpfhuj;jpw;F cl;gl;L ,Uf;f
ntz;Lk;. ,e;j K:d;wpy; xU rf;jpapd;kPjhtJ xUntis mjpfhuk; Fiwthf ,Uf;Fkhdhy;
tujhdp brhU:gj;jpd; nrit vt;tst[ bra;a ntz;Lnkh mt;tst[ bra;a KoahJ. 20.01.81

20. behoapy; fh;khjPj; epiyapy; ,Uf;Fk; gapw;rp njitg;gLfpwJ. vg;nghbjy;yhk; mg;go

VjhtJ fhhpak; bra;antz;Lnkh> mg;nghJ fh;khjPj; epiyapd; Mjhuj;ijf; bfhz;L ePq;fs;
,q;nf epidj;jt[ld; mq;nf mg;go ngha; nrUk; mjhtJ ePq;fs; brhy;ypf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;f
mJ mq;nf brd;Wbfhz;nl ,Ug;gJ nghy nrUk;. mg;gog;gl;l mDgtq;fs; epiwa
Vw;gl;Lf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk; nkYk; ,d;W vdf;F ,g;go mDgtk; Vw;gl;lJ vd;W mJ
bra;jpahft[k; btsptUk;. fhl;rpfSk; Vw;gLk; nkYk; vz;zq;fs; aht[k; epiwntWk;. ,g;nghJ
,e;j tpnrrq;fs; eilbgw;Wf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ. kfhujpfspd; Kaw;rp ,g;nghJ tpnrrkhf
,e;jg; gapw;rpfSf;fhfnt ,Uf;fpwJ. mt;tg;nghJ fh;knahfp> mt;tg;nghJ fh;khjPj; epiy.
Xhplj;jpy; epd;W bfhz;oUe;j nghJk; ehyhg[wKk; vz;zq;fspd; rpj;jp K:ykhf nritf;F
cjtpfukhf ,Uf;f Koa[k;. 19.03.81

21. ePq;fs; vz;zj;jpd; rf;jp K:ykhf ve;jbthU Mj;khtpw;Fk; nrit bra;a Koa[k;.
vz;zj;jpd; gl;lid mGj;jpat[lnd mq;nf bra;jp brd;W nrh;e;JtpLk;. vg;go R{l;Rk
rhPuj;jpd; K:yk; cjtp bra;aKoa[nkh mg;go vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp K:ykhf mndf
Mj;khf;fspd; gpur;rpidfisa[k; jPh;j;J itf;f Koa[k;. jdJ rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd;
Mjhuj;jpy; mth;fSila tPzhd my;yJ gytPdkhd vz;zq;fis khw;wptpl Koa[k;. ,e;j
tpnrr nrit neuj;jpw;Fj; jf;fgo mjpfkhfpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ. gpur;rpidfs; mg;go
tUk; mjd;K:yk; ];J}y rhjdq;fs; vy;yhk; mHpe;Jngha;tpLk;;. gpwF vd;d bra;a
ntz;oajhf ,Uf;Fk;? me;j mst[ jd;Dila vz;zq;fis rf;jpkpf;fjhf;f ntz;Lk;
mjd;K:yk; mjd; gpughtk; btFJ}uk; tiu nghf ntz;Lk;. ve;j mst[ rf;jp mjpfkhf
,Uf;fpwnjh me;j mst[ btFJ}uk; tiu gut[k;. vdnt vz;zq;fSf;Fk; mt;tst[ rf;jp
te;JtpLk; mjd;K:yk; ePq;fs; ,q;nf epidf;f mq;nf mjd; gyd; fpilf;Fk;. vg; go ghgh
gf;jpapd; gyd; bfhLf;fpwhnuh mnjnghy> rpwe;j Mj;khf;fshfpa ePq;fs; ghpthuj;jpw;F
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rfnahfj;jpd; gyd; jUtPh;fs; nkYk; me;j gyid tpjtpjkhf mDgtk; bra;thh;fs;> ,e;j
nrita[k; Muk;gk; MfptpLk;. 15.04.81

22. fz;fspd; ghi\ vz;zq;fspd; ghi\ahf ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpahdJ

cq;fs; thh;j;ij rg;jj;jpd; ntfj;ijtpl mjpntfkhf fhhpaq;fisr; bra;fpwJ. vdnt rpwe;j
vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia mg;go Rj;jkhf;Fq;fs.; mjpy; tPzhditfspd; mRj;jk; bfhQ;rk;Tl
,Uf;ff; TlhJ. ,ijj;jhd; iyd; f;ypah; vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ.
,e;j vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhf gy fhhpaq;fs; btw;wpbgWk; rpj;jpia mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;. ve;j
Mj;khf;fsplj;jpy;> ve;j ];J}y fhhpaq;fspy; my;yJ rkge;jk; bjhlh;gpy; cs;s
Mj;khf;fspd; rk];fhuq;fspy; tha; K:ykhfnth my;yJ kw;w rhjdq;fs; K:ykhfnth
khw;wj;ij bfhz;Lte;j nghJk; rk;g{uz btw;wpia mDgtk; bra;a Koatpy;iynah> me;j
vy;yh ek;gpf;iffSk; vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp K:ykhf KG btw;wp bgWk;> mg;nghJ mJ
Vw;fdnt epiwntwptpl;lijg;nghy ,Uf;Fk;. 4.10.81

23. mikjpapd; rf;jp „tah;by];‟irtpl ntfkhdJ. cq;fs; vz;zq;fis ve;j

Mj;kht[f;Fk; brYj;j Koa[k;. vg;go mwptpaypd; rf;jp khw;wt[k; bra;fpwJ> bgUf;ft[k;
bra;fpwJ> mHpf;ft[k; bra;fpwJ> gilf;ft[k; bra;fpwJ> fytuj;ija[k; cz;lhf;FfpwJ nkYk;
Xa;ita[k; jUfpwJ. Mdhy; mikjp rf;jpapd; tpnrr ,ae;jpukhf ,Ug;gJ ‘Rg vz;zq;fs;’.
,e;j vz;zq;fspd; ,ae;jpuk; K:ykhf vij tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh mJ epiwntWtij ghh;f;f
Koa[k;. Kjypy; jd;kPJ brYj;jpg; ghUq;fs;. clypd; tpahjp kPJ brYj;jpg; ghUq;fs; mg;nghJ
mikjp rf;jpahy; fh;kge;jd U:gk; ,dpark;ke;j U:gkhf khwptpLk;. ge;jdk; vg;nghJk; frg;ghf
,Uf;fpwJ>; rk;ge;jk; vg;nghJk; ,dpikahf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j fh;kRik (tpahjp) -fh;kj;jpd;
fLikahd ge;jdk;> mJ mikjp rf;jpapdhy; jz;zPhpy; nghl;l nfhLnghy mDgtkhFk;.
21.2.83

24. kh];lh; gilg;gth; behoapy; jdJ Rj;j vz;zq;fs; tot fl;lis K:ykhf ve;j
tha[kz;lyj;ij cUthf;f tpUk;g[fpwhnuh mij cUthf;f Koa[k;. vg;gog;gl;l
mjph;tiyfisg; gug;g tpUk;g[fpwhnuh mitfisg; gug;g Koa[k;. ve;j rf;jpia
miHf;fpwhnuh me;j rf;jp mtUf;F cjtpahs; MfptpLk;. ve;j Mj;khtpw;F vJ
fpilf;ftpy;iynah mij mwpe;J> rh;t gpuhg;jpfspd; kh];lh; ts;syhfp me;j Mj;khf;fSf;F
mitfisf; bfhLf;f Koa[k;. 2.5.83

25. rhe;j rf;jp cila Mj;kh jd;dpYk;> vz;zj;jpd; ntfj;jpYk;> ngr;rpYk;>

bjhlh;gpYk;> xt;bthU R{H;epiyapYk; rhe;jkhf ,Ug;ghh;;. vz;zj;jpd; ntfk; mjpfkhtjd;
fhuzkhf tPzhditfSk; mjpfkhfpd;wd> nkYk; mitfis fl;Lg;gLj;Jtjw;Fk; neuk;
brythfpwJ. vg;nghJ ntz;Lnkh mg;nghJ fl;Lg;gLj;j Koa ntz;Lk; my;yJ khw;w Koa
ntz;Lk;. ,jw;F neuj;ija[k; rf;jpiaa[k; mjpfk; brytHpf;f ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
rhpahd ntfj;jpy; bry;yf;Toath; rhe;jj;jpd; rf;jp U:gj;jpy; ,Ug;gth; tPzhdtw;wpy; ,Ue;J
ghJfhg;ghf ,Uf;fpwhh;. tpgj;J elf;fhjgo ghJfhg;ghf ,Uf;fpwhh;. ,J Vd;> vd;d> ,g;go
my;y mg;go vd;w ,e;j tPzhditfs; mtiu tpl;L ntfkhf tpyfptpLfpd;wd. 21.2.85

26. vz;zq;fspd; ghi\> ,Jt[k; kpfr;rpwe;j ghi\ahf ,Uf;fpwJ. Vbddpy; vz;z rf;jp
midj;jpYk; rpwe;j rf;jpahf> K:y rf;jpahf ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk; midj;ijf; fhl;oYk;
ntfkhd ghi\ ,e;j vz;zq;fspd; ghi\jhd;. xUth; vt;tst[ bjhiytpy; ,Ue;jhYk;>
ve;j rhjdq;fSk; ,y;yhky; nghdhYk; vz;zq;fspd; ghi\ K:ykhf ahUf;F
ntz;LkhdhYk; bra;jpia bfhLf;f Koa[k;. filrpapy; ,e;j vz;zq;fspd; ghi\ braYf;F
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tUk;. mwptpay; rhjdq;fs; vy;yhk; braypHe;J tpLk; mg;nghJ mikjpapd; rhjdq;fs;
braYf;F tUk;. vdpDk; ve;jbthU ,izg;iga[k; Vw;gLj;Jtjw;F iyd; vg;nghJk; fpsPauhf
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ve;j mst[ xU ghgh kw;Wk; mth; K:ykhf brhy;yg;gl;l Qhdj;jpd;kPJ
my;yJ me;j Qhdj;jpd; K:ykhf nritapy; vg;nghJk; gp]pahf ,Uf;ff;Toa gapw;rp
,Uf;Fnkh> me;j mst[ rpwe;j vz;zq;fs; ,Uf;fpd;w fhuzj;jhy; iyd; f;ypauhf
,Uf;Fk;. tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,ilQ;ryhf ,Uf;fpd;wd. ve;j mst[ tPzhditfs;
mHpfpwnjh> rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; bray;gLfpwnjh me;j mst[ vz;zq;fs; rpwe;jjhf>
ghi\ia me;j mst[ bjspthf mDgtk; bra;thh;fs;. vg;go thh;j;ijahy; ngRtij
mDgtk; bra;fpwhh;fs;. vz;zq;fspd; ghi\ahy; xU behoapy; thh;j;ijapd; ghi\iaf;
fhl;oYk; kpf mjpfkhf ahiu ntz;LkhdhYk; mDgtk; bra;a itf;f Koa[k;. behoapy;
$Ptd; Kf;jp vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ mij mDgtk; bra;aitf;f Koa[k;. 4.12.85

27. vz;zq;fspy; xw;Wik> ngr;rpy; xw;Wik kw;Wk; rk];fhuq;fspy; xw;Wik. vitfs;

ghght[ila vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;fpd;wdnth mitfs; iul; n+z;lhf ,Ug;gthpd;
vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;Fk;. ghghtplk; tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. vg;nghJk; rf;jprhyp
vz;zq;fns ,Uf;Fk; mJjhd; milahsk;. ghght[ila brhw;fs; vg;nghJk; Rfk;jUk;
brhw;fshf> vg;nghJk; kJukhd brhw;fshf> vg;nghJk; kfhthf;fpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ> rhjhuz
brhw;fshf ,Ug;gjpy;iy.
rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs;> ghh;it my;yJ czh;tpd; milahskhf ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ
rf;jprhypahf ,Uf;ff;Toa fhuzj;jhy; ahiu ntz;LkhdhYk; khw;wpf; fhl;l Koa[k;.
vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhf rpwe;j cyifg; gilg;ghh;fs;. czh;t[fs; K:ykhf tha[kz;lyj;ij
khw;wp mikg;ghh;fs;. ghh;it K:ykhf mrhPhp Mj;k brhU:gj;jpd; mDgtj;ij
Vw;gLj;Jthh;fs;. 16.12.85

28. rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fspd; cjtp ,g;nghJ tpnrrkhf njitg;gLfpwJ. Raj;jpd; Kaw;rp

vd;gJ jdpg;gl;lJ Mdhy; rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; cjtpahdJ ,g;nghJ Kf;fpakhfj;
njitg;gLfpwJ. ,e;j nrit tpnrr Mj;khf;fshfpa cq;fSilaJ. vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhf
cjtp bra;tJ vd;w ,e;j nritia mjpfg;gLj;Jq;fs;. thh;j;ijfs; K:ykhf mwpt[iufs;
tHq;Fk; fhyk; Koe;Jtpl;lJ. ,g;nghJ rpwe;j vz;zq;fisf;bfhz;L khw;wj;ij cz;lhf;f
ntz;Lk;. rpwe;j ghtidfisf; bfhz;L khw;wj;ijf; bfhz;Ltu ntz;Lk; ,e;j nrit
mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j gyk; midtUf;Fk; njitahf ,Uf;fpwJ. vy;nyhUk;
vz;zq;fis vGg;g[fpwPh;fs; vdpDk; vz;zq;fspy; gyj;ij epug;g ntz;Lk; mJ mtrpakhf
,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ahh; ve;j mst[ Rak; rf;jprhypahf ,Uf;fpwhnuh me;j mst[ gpwUila
vz;zq;fspy; gyj;ij epug;g Koa[k;. vg;go ,d;iwa fhyj;jpy; R{hpadpd; rf;jpia nrh;;j;J
itj;J gy fhhpaq;fs; bra;ag; gad;gLj;Jfpwhh;fs;. ,q;Fk; vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp nrh;j;J
itf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwJ> mijf;bfhz;L mLj;jthplj;jpYk; gyj;ij epug;g Koa[k;. fhhpaq;fis
epiwntw;w Koa[k;. vq;fsplk; ijhpak; ,y;iy vd;W mth;fs; bjspthfr; brhy;fpwhh;fs;
vd;why; mth;fSf;F ijhpak; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;. thh;j;ijahYk; ijhpak; tUfpwJ vdpDk;
rjhfhyj;jpw;F ,Ug;gjpy;iy. thh;j;ijnahL Tlnt rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; R{l;Rk rf;jp mjpf
ntiy bra;fpwJ. xU bghUs; ve;j mst[ R{l;Rkkhf ,Uf;fpwnjh me;j mst[ mjpfkhd
gyidj; jUfpwJ. thh;j;ijiaf; fhl;oYk; vz;zq;fs; R{l;RkkhdJ ,y;iyah. vdnt
,d;W ,jw;F njit ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp kpft[k; R{l;Rkkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
vg;go Crp K:ykhf ,uj;jj;jpy; rf;jpia epiwf;fpwhh;fnsh> mJnghy vz;zq;fs; xU
Crpapd; ntiyiar; bra;fpwJ. mJ cs; czh;tpy; vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf vz;zj;jpy;
rf;jpia epug;g[fpwJ. ,g;nghJ ,e;j nrit kpft[k; mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. 1.1.86

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29. gpuk;khtpd; gilg;g[ ,uz;Ltpjkhf cs;sJ vd;W ghlg;gl;oUf;fpwJ. xd;W gpuk;khtpd;
tha; tHpahf btspte;j gpuhkzh;fs;. ,uz;lhtJ gpuk;kh vz;zq;fshy; cyifg; gilj;jhh;.
mg;go vd;why; gpuk;kh ghgh mth;fs; vt;tst[ fhykhf rpwe;j rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fis
cUthf;fp ,Uf;fpwhh;. mjhtJ ghg;jhjh ,UtUk;jhd;. ,Ue;Jk; gilg;ig Fwpj;J
brhy;Yk;nghJ rptdpd; gilg;g[ vd;W brhy;yg;gLtjpy;iy. rpttk;rp vd;W brhy;fpwhh;fs;.
rptFkhh;> rptFkhhp vd brhy;tjpy;iy. gpuk;khFkhh; gpuk;khFkhhp vd;W brhy;fpwhh;fs;. vdnt
gpuk;kh mth;fs; tpnrrkhf rpwe;j vz;zq;fisf; bfhz;L miHj;jpUf;fpwhh; mjhtJ
gilg;ig gilj;jpUf;fpwhh;. vdnt ,q;F gpuk;khtpd; rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fspd; miHg;ghy;
„rhfhuj;jpy;‟ te;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;.
vz;zq;fspd; gilg;g[k; Fiwe;jjy;y. vz;zq;fs; rf;jpkpf;fjhf ,Uf;Fk;nghJ J}uj;jpy;
,Ue;J> ntW jpiuf;Fs; ,Ue;J FHe;ijfis jdJ FLk;gj;jpw;Fs; bfhz;Ltu ntz;oajhf
,Ue;jJ> mjdhy; rpwe;j rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fshy; gpnuuiz je;J mUfpy; bfhz;Lte;jhh;.
vdnt ,e;j rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fspd; gilg;g[k; rf;jprhypfshf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mg;go g[j;jpf;F
ahnuh tpnrrkhf gpnuuiz je;J mUfpy; bfhz;L tUfpwhh; vd;w mDgtKk; rpyUf;F
,Ue;jJ. gpuk;khtpd; rf;jprhyp vz;zj;jpd; fhuzj;jpdhy; gpuk;khtpd; rpj;jpuj;ijg;
ghh;j;jt[lnd irj;jd;aj;jpd; mDgtk; fpilj;jJ. 29.3.86

30. rPf;fpuk; gae;JtpLfpwPh;fs;. mjdhy; vd;dthfpwJ? vij ey;ygoahf nahrpj;jPh;fnsh

mJt[k; gaj;jpd; fhuzj;jhy; khwptpLfpwJ. vdnt gag;glhjPh;fs;. fh;kj;ijg; ghh;j;J
fh;kj;jpd; ge;jdj;jpy; rpf;fhjPh;fs;. vd;d ,g;go Mfptpl;lJ> vg;go ,g;go Mfyhk;> ,g;go
vy;yhk; elf;ff;Tlhnj> vdf;F kl;Lnk Vd; Vw;gLfpwJ> vdJ ghf;fpank mg;goj;jhd; nghy
vd;bwy;yhk; fapWfis nkYk; nkYk; fl;of;bfhz;nl nghfpwPh;fs;. ,e;j vz;zq;fns
fapWfs;. vdnt fh;k ge;jdj;jpy; te;JtpLfpwPh;fs;. tPz; vz;zq;fns fh;k ge;jdj;jpw;fhd
R{l;Rk fapWfshf ,Uf;fpd;wd. fh;khjPj; Mj;kh vd;d brhy;thh; - vd;d elf;fpwnjh mJ
ey;yJ> ehDk; ed;whf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ghght[k; ed;whf ,Uf;fpwhh;> ouhkht[k; ed;whf
,Uf;fpwJ. ,g;go epidg;gJ ge;jdj;ij btl;Lk; fj;jhpf;nfhypd; ntiyiar; bra;fpwJ.
ge;jdq;fs; mWe;Jtpl;lhy; fh;khjPj; Mfptpl;Oh;fs; my;yth. fy;ahzfhhp je;ijapd;
FHe;ijahf ,Ug;gjhy; rq;fka[fj;jpd; xt;bthU behoa[k; ed;ik juf;Toajhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
xt;bthU behoa[k; cq;fSila ntiyna ed;ik bra;tJjhd;> nrit bra;tnj ed;ik
bra;tjhFk;. gpuhkzdpd; bjhHpny cyif khw;WtJ kw;Wk; cyfpw;F ed;ik bra;t J. mg;go
epr;rag[j;jp cila Mj;khtpw;F xt;bthU behoa[k; epr;rakhf ed;ik bra;tjhfnt ,Uf;fpwJ.
18.12.87

31. Rgghtid vd;why; rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fs;. midj;J rf;jpfisa[k; bfhz;L

vz;zq;fspd; ntfj;ij Jhpjg;gLj;JtJ. mwptpay; vj;jidnah ntfkhfr; bry;Yk;
rhjdq;fis cUthf;fp ,Uf;fpwJ> me;j midj;ija[k;tpl tpiuthdJ vz;zj;jpd; ntfk;.
,e;j Mj;khf;fSf;F ed;ik cz;lhfl;Lk; vd ve;j Mj;khtpw;nfh my;yJ vy;iyaw;w cyf
Mj;khf;fSf;nfh Rgghtid itf;fpwPh;fs;> mjhtJ rf;jprhyp Rg kw;Wk; Rj;j vz;zq;fis
epidf;fpwPh;fs;;. cq;fsplk; vz;zk; my;yJ ghtid njhd;Wk;nghJ me;j Mj;khtpw;F> ahnuh
xUthpd; tpnrr cjtpK:yk; vdf;F mikjp my;yJ rf;jp fpilj;Jf;bfhz;oUf;fpwJ vd;w
mDgtk; Vw;gLk;. gy fhhpaq;fs; bra;a[k;nghJ vd;Dila ijhpak; my;yJ jpwik mt;tst[
,y;yhky; ,Ue;jJ Mdhy; ghg;jhjhtpd; vf;];l;uh cjtpahy; ,e;jf; fhhpak; vspjpy;
btw;wpahfp tpl;lJ my;yJ jilfs; mfd;W tpl;ld vd ,g;nghJTl rpy FHe;ijfs;
mDgtk; bra;fpwhh;fs;. mg;gog;gl;l kh];lh; cyf ed;ik bra;a[k; Mj;khf; fSila R{l;Rk
nritia btspg;gilahd U:gj;jpy; mDgtk; bra;thh;fs;. neuj;ija[k; Fiwthf>
rhjdq;fisa[k; Fiwthf> bry;tj;ija[k; Fiwthf gad;gLj;JtPh;fs;. mjw;fhf kdk; kw;Wk;

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g[j;jp vg;nghJk; Rje;jpukhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. rpd;dr; rpd;d tpraq;fspy; kdk; kw;Wk; g[j;jpia
gp]pahf itf;fpwPh;fs; vdnt nritf;fhd R{l;Rk ntfj;jpd; „iyd;‟ bjspthf ,Ug;gjpy;iy.
rhjhuz tpraq;fspy;Tl jdJ kdk; kw;Wk; g[j;jpapd; iyid mjpfk; gp]pahf
itj;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;> vdnt ,e;j R{l;Rk nrit jPtpu ntfj;jpy; eilbgwhky; ,Uf;fpwJ.
mjw;fhd tpnrr ftdk;- ‘Vfhe;jk; kw;wk; xUKfk;’ . 27.11.89

32. njitapy;yhky; Jf;fj;ijg; bgWtJjhd; tPz; vz;zq;fs; XLtjw;F fhuzkhf

,Uf;fpwJ. nfl;lt[ld; Jf;fk; te;JtpLfpwJ. nfl;l tprak; tpUk;ghjnghJk; kdjpy; Xl
Muk;gpf;fpwJ - ,ij Vd; brhd;dhh;fs;> ,th; brhd;dJ rhpapy;iyna> ,g;go
elf;ff;Tlhnj … vd tPzhdij nfl;ff;Toa> ghh;f;ff;Toa gHf;fk; kdjpy; 63
b$d;kq;fshf ,Ue;J tUfpwJ> vdnt ,g;nghJTl me;jg; gf;fk; ftug;gl;L tpLfpwPh;fs;.
rpd;dr; rpd;d jtWfs; kdij Rikahf;fp tpLfpwJ gpwF ghukhfptpl;l fhuzj;jhy; cah;e;j
epiyia nehf;fp gwf;f Kotjpy;iy. ,J kpf MHkhd tpist[. vg;go Ke;ja gpwtpfspd;
ghtfh;k Rikapd; fhuzq;fs; Mj;khit gwf;f tpLtjpy;iynah> mnjnghy ,e;j $d;kj;jpd;
rpd;dr;rpd;d jtWfspd; Rik> vg;gog;gl;l epiyia tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh mij mDgtk; bra;a
tpLtjpy;iy. 17.12.89

33. ,y;ywj;jpy; ,Ue;jnghJk; vy;nyhUk; gw;ww;Wk; (epahuh) md;ghft[k; (gpahuh)

,Uf;fpwPh;fs; my;yth. ve;jbthU ge;jdj;jpYk; rpf;fpf;bfhs;tjpy;iyjhnd? miu fy;gkhf
jd;id rpf;fitj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jPh;fs;> btsptu Kaw;:;rp bra;Jk; rpf;fpf;bfhz;nl
,Ue;;jPh;fs;. ,g;nghJ ghgh mth;fs; midj;J ge;jdj;jpy; ,Ue;Jk; tpLtpj;Jtpl;lhh;> vdnt
vz;zq;fspy;Tl VjhtJ rk;ke;jj;jpy;> jdJ njfj;jpy;> bghUl;fspy; khl;of;bfhs;s
TlhJ. 63 gpwtpfs; mDgtk; bra;J ghh;j;Jtpl;Oh;fs; ,y;iyah> rpf;Ftjhy; vd;d
fpilj;jJ? vd;d ,Ue;jnjh mija[k; ,He;Jtpl;Oh;fs; ,y;iyah. vdnt vz;zq;fspYk;
ge;jdkpd;wp ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,ijj;jhd; gw;wpd;wpa[k; (epahuh)> md;ghft[k; (gpahuh) ,Ug;gJ
vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. vz;zj;jpy;Tl ge;jdk; ftuf;TlhJ. Vbddpy; vz;zj;jpy;
te;jbjd;why; gpwF braypy; te;JtpLfpwJ. vdnt vz;zj;jpnyna mHpj;JtpLq;fs;. ,e;j
gw;ww;w kw;Wk; md;ghd mjhtJ mt;af;j epiyia tpnrrkhf gapw;rp bra;a[q;fs;. cyf
czh;tpw;F te;jhYk;> cyf czh;tpd; fth;r;rpf;F MshfhjPh;fs;. 31.12.92

34. midj;jpYk; rpwe;j bghf;fp\k; vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\k; nkYk; cq;fs;

midtUila rpwe;j vz;zq;fns gpuhkz thH;tpw;F Mjhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zq;fspd;
bghf;fp\k; kpFe;j rf;jp tha;e;jJ. vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf behoiaf; fhl;oYk; Fiwe;j
neuj;jpy; gue;jhkk; tiu brd;W nru Koa[k;. vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp xU „Ml;nlhnkl;of;
„uhf;bfl;‟ iltpl mjpntfkhfr; bry;Yk; uhf;bfl;lhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vq;nf ntz;Lnkh mq;nf
nghfKoa[k;. cl;fhh;e;jpUe;jhYk; rhp> VjhtJ fhhpak; bra;Jbfhz;oUe;jhYk; rhp
vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\j;jpd; K:ykhf my;yJ rf;jpfs; K:ykhf ve;j Mj;khtpd; mUfpy;
bry;y tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh mq;nf ngha; nru Koa[k;. ve;j epiyia jdjhf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh>
mJ cah; epiynah> kfpH;r;rpnah> tPnzh> gytPdnkh vJthf ,Ue;jhYk; behoapd;
vz;zj;jpy; mij jdjhf;fyhk;. ehd; rpwe;j gpuhkz Mj;khthf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd
epidj;jt[ld; me;j rpwe;j epiy kw;Wk; rpwe;j mDg{jp cz;lhfpwJ> kw;wgo ehd; gytPd
Mj;kh> vd;dplj;jpy; ve;j rf;jpa[k; ,y;iy vd epidj;jt[ld; fdneu vz;zj;jpy; kfpH; rp
kiwe;Jngha;tpLfpwJ. ftiyapd; mwpFwp kdepiyapy; mDgtkhfpwJ. vdpDk; ,uz;L
epiyf;Fk; Mjhuk; vz;zq;fns. epidtpy; mkUk;nghJTl vz;zj;jpd; Mjhuj;jpnyna
epiyia cUthf;FfpwPh;fs;. ehd; g[s;spahf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ehd; ghp];jhthf ,Uf;fpnwd; …

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,e;j epiyfs; vz;zq;fshnyna cUthfpwJ. vdnt vz;zq;fs; vt;tst[ rf;jpkpf;fjhf
,Uf;fpwJ.
Qhdj;jpd; MjhuKk; vz;zq;fns. ehd; Mj;kh> ,e;j rhPuk; my;y - ,t;thW
epidf;fpwPh;fs;. KG ehSk; kdk;-g[j;jpf;F Rj;j vz;zq;fisf; bfhLf;fpwPh;fs; my;yJ
rpe;jidapd;nghJ Rj;j vz;zq;fis epidf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt rpe;jid rf;jpf;F Mjhukhf
,Ug;gJk; vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpna. jhuiz bra;fpwPh;fs;> ,d;W ehd; bghWik rf;jpia fil
gpog;ngd; vd kdk;-g[j;jpf;F vz;zq;fisf; bfhLf;fpwPh;fs; vd;why; jhuizf;Fk; Mjhukhf
,Ug;gJ vz;zq;fns. nrit bra;fpwPh;fs;> jpl;lk; jPl;LfpwPh;fs; vd;whYk; Rj;j vz;zq;fns
XLfpd;wd my;yth! Rj;j vz;zq;fisf; bfhz;nl jpl;lk; jPl ;lg;gLfpwJ. mDgtk;
,Uf;fpwjy;yth! vdnt gpuhkz thH;f;ifapd; rpwe;j bghf;fp\khf vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\k;
,Uf;fpwJ. xUntis ePq;fs; vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\q;fis btw;wpbgwr; bra;jPh;fs; vd;why;
cq;fs; kdepiy> bray; vy;yhk; KGehSk; kpf ed;whf ,Uf;Fk;. vz;zq;fspd;
bghf;fp\q;fis tPzhf;fpdPh;fs; vd;why; hpry;l; vd;dthFk;? ve;j epiyia tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh
mJ ,Uf;fhJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs; g[j;jpiaa[k; gytPdg; gLj;JfpwJ kdepiyiaa[k; gytPdg;
gLj;JfpwJ vd;gJ cq;fs; vy;nyhUf;Fk; bjhpe;jnj. ahUila kdjpy; tPz; vz;zq;fs;
XLfpwnjh mtUila g[j;jp gytPdkhfpwJ> FHg;gk; Vw;gLfpwJ. eph;zak; rhpahf
,Ug;gjpy;iy. vg;nghJk; FHk;gpago ,Ug;ghh;fs;. vd;d bra;a ntz;Lk;> vd;d bra;af; TlhJ
vd;gij rhpahf eph;zak; bra;a Kotjpy;iy. tPz; vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; kpf mjpfkhf
,Uf;fpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fisg; gw;wp vy;nyhUf;Fk; mDgtk; ,Uf;fpwJ. bfl;l
vz;zq;fsy;y> tPzhditfspd; mDgtk; vy;nyhUf;Fk; ,Uf;fpwJ. kpf ntfkhf
,Ug;gjhy; mij fl;Lg;gLj;j Kotjpy;iy. fl;Lg;ghL ,y;yhky; ngha;tpLfpwJ. ftiyg;
gLtJ my;yJ kfpH;r;rp ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gJ my;yJ cjhrPdkhf ,Ug;gJ> thH;f;ifapy;
FJ}fykpy;yhky; ,Ug;gJ> ,itfbsy;yhk; tPz; vz;zq;fspd; milahsk;. vd;Dila
kndhepiy Vd; ,g;go ,Uf;fpwJ? vd;gnj gyUf;F bjhptjpy;iy. mth;fs; bghpa
tpraq;fisg; ghh;f;fpwhh;fs; mjhtJ ve;jg; ghtj;ija[k; bra;atpy;iy> ve;j jtiwa[k; bra;a
tpy;iy ,Ue;Jk; F\p Fiwthf ,Ug;gJ Vd;> cjhrPdk; Vd;> ,d;W thH;f;ifapy; FJ}fyk;
Fiwthf ,Ug;gJ Vd;> vija[k; bra;a kdk; tpUk;gtpy;iyna vd;bwy;yhk; epidf;fpwhh;fs;.
fhuzk; vd;d? tpfh;kq;fisg; ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;> bfl;l vz;zq;fisg; ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;> bghpa
jtWfis brf; gz;ZfpwPh;fs; Mdhy; ,e;j R{l;Rk jtWfs; njitapy;yhky; bghf;fp\q;fis
,Hf;f itf;fpwJ. epr;rakhf tPzhf> njitapd;wp ,Hf;Fk; fzf;F mjpfkhfptpl;lJ. vg;go
cly; tpahjp Kjypy; bghpajhf ,Uf;fhJ> rpwpajhf ,Uf;Fk; Mdhy; rpwpajpypUe;J bghpjhfp
bghpjhfp bghpa U:gkhfp tpLfpwJ gpwF bghpajhfj; bjhpatUfpwJ> rpwpajhfj; bjhptjpy;iy>
mnjnghy ,e;j tPzhditfspd; fzf;F> ,Hf;Fk; fzf;F kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; mjpfkhfpwJ.
ght fzf;F ntW> ,J bghf;fp\q;fis ,Hf;Fk; fzf;F. ghtr; branyh bjspthfj;
bjhpatUfpwJ> ,d;W ehd; ,ijr; bra;njd; mjdhy; kfpH;r;rp ,y;yhky; ,Uf;fpnwd; vd
mij czh;e;J bfhs;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; njitapy;yhky; ,Hf;Fk; fzf;F> mjd; brf;fpq;
Fiwthf ,Uf;fpwJ. rhp ,d;iwa ehs; Koe;Jtpl;lJ> vy;yhk; eyk;> mg;go ve;jj;jtiwa[k;
bra;atpy;iy vd ePq;fs; epidf;fpwPh;fs; Mdhy; jdJ vz;zq;fspd; rpwe;j bghf;fp \q;fis
nrh;j;J itj;jPh;fsh my;yJ ,He;jPh;fsh vd;gij brf; bra;jPh;fsh? XUntis nrh;j;J
itf;ftpy;iy vd;why; ,He;j fzf;fpy; nrh;e;jpUf;Fk; my;yth! ePq;fs; mhpagy
bray;fisr; bra;fpwPh;fs; vd;gij kdjpy; czh;e;jpUf;fpwPh;fs; vdpDk; ,d;W vd;bdd;d
bghf;fp\q;fis nrh;j;J itj;njd;? vd;w fzf;if brf; bra;a[q;fs;. „brf;‟ gz;z
tUfpwjh? jdf;F „brf;fh;‟ MfpapUf;fpwPh;fsh my;yJ kw;wtUf;F „brf;fh;‟
MfpapUf;fpwPh;fsh? Vbddpy; jd;id cs;spUe;J ghh;f;f ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ> gpwiw
btspna ,Ue;J ghh;f;f ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ> mJ rf$khf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt vJ
tpnrrkhd rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\khf ,Uf;fpwnjh mJ mjpfk;

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tPzhfpf;bfhz;oUg;gij ghg;jhjh ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jhh;. tPzhfptpl;ljh my;yJ
rhkhh;j;jpakhf ,Uf;fpwjh? vd;gij cq;fshy;; bjhpe;Jbfhs;s Koatpy;iy. 25.03.95

35. nrit bra;jjd; btspg;gilahd gyd; nrpkpg;ghfp cs;sjh? my;yJ btWk; Kaw;rp
kl;Lk; bra;jPh;fsh? nritapy; 8 kzp neuj;ij brytHpj;jPh;fs; vdpy; KG 8 kzp neu
nrita[k; nrkpg;ghfp cs;sjh? neuk; nrkpg;ghfp cs;sjh? my;yJ ghjp nrkpg;ghdJ> ghjp
,q;Fkq;Fk; miytjpy;> nahrpg;gjpy; ngha;tpl;ljh? rpwe;j vz;zq;fs;> Rgghtid> Rg
Mirfspd; vz;zq;fs; nrkpg;ghfpwJ. vdnt ehs; KGtJk; nrkpg;g[ fzf;if nehl;
gz;Zq;fs;. vg;nghJ nrkpg;g[ fzf;fpy; mjpfkhfpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwnjh mg;nghJ jhdfnt
itukhfp tpLtPh;fs;. ,g;nghJ cq;fs; vz;zq;fSk; neuKk; ey;yjhft[k; ,y;iy
bfl;ljhft[k; ,y;iy. bfl;ljhf ,y;iy mjhtJ jg;gp tpl;Oh;fs; Mdhy; ey;yjpy;
nrh;e;jjh? g[hpe;jjh? neuj;ija[k;> vz;zj;ija[k; kpr;rg;gLj;Jq;fs;> ,g;nghJ vt;tst[
kpr;rg;gLj;JfpwPh;fnsh> vt;tst[ nrh;j;J itf;fpwPh;fnsh mt;tst[ fy;g KGtJk; mjw;Fj;
jf;fgo uh$;$paKk; bra;tPh;fs; kw;Wk; g{i$f; Fhpatuhft[k; MtPh;fs;. 16.2.96

36. MFkh Mfhjh vdj; bjhpatpy;iyna vd bk$hhpl;o FHe;ijfs; jdJ gytPd

vz;zq;fis Kjypnyna njhw;Wtpf;fpwhh;fs;. ,e;j jd;Dila gytPdkhd vz;znk
kfpH;r;rp cilatuhf my;yhky; ftiy cilatuhf Mf;FfpwJ. elf;Fkh> elf;fhjh?
vd;dthFk;? bjhpatpy;iyna … ,e;j vz;zq;fs; Rtuhfp tpLfpwJ gpwF btw;wp me;j
RtUf;Fs; xspe;Jbfhs;fpwJ. ek;gpf;if cilatUf;F btw;wp vd;gJ cq;fSila Rnyhfd;
,y;iyah! ,e;j Rnyhfd; jw;fhyj;jpw;F chpaJ> vjph;fhyj;jpw;F my;y> jw;fhyj;jpw;F
vd;why; vg;nghJk; kfpH;r;rpahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lkh my;yJ ftiynahL ,Uf;f ntz;Lkh?
khah jd;Dila gytPd vz;zq;fspd; tiyia tphpf;f itf;fpwJ gpd;dh; jd;Dila
tiyapnyna rpf;fpf; bfhs;fpwPh;fs;. ehd; btw;wpahsdhf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd czh;tjd; K:yk;
,e;j gytPd tiyia mHpj;JtpLq;fs;. rpf;fpf;bfhs;shjPh;fs; Mdhy; mHpj;J tpLq;fs;.
mHpg;gjw;F rf;jp ,Uf;fpwjh? bky;y bky;y bra;ahjPh;fs;> clnd behoapy; ,e;j tiyia
tsu tplhjPh;fs;. xUntis xUKiwTl ,e;j tiyapy; rpf;fptpl;Oh;fs; vd;why; mjpypUe;J
btsptUtJ kpft[k; fodkhf ,Uf;Fk;. 22.3.96

37. tpujnkw;gJ vd;why; vz;zj;jpy; cWjpahf ,Ug;gJ. tpujj;ij cz;ikahd gf;jh;fs;

xUnghJk; tpLtnj ,y;iy. ,g;nghJTl KjyhtJ moj;jskhd vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp
mt;tg;nghJ mjpfk; tPzhfpwJ> befl;ot;> nt];iltpl bfhQ;rk; Fiwthf ,Uf;fpwJ.
,e;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia jdf;nfh my;yJ cyfj;jpw;nfh ve;j mst[ gad;
gLj;JfpwPh;fnsh me;j mst[ nkYk; mjpfhpf;Fk;. Vbddpy; vz;zq;fspd; Mjhuj;jpy;jhd;
brhy;Yk; braYk; ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia khw;wp mika[q;fs;. vJ
tPzhft[k; bfl;ljhft[k; nghfpwnjh> mij khw;wp cyf ed;ikapd; bghUl;L fhhpaj;jpy;
<LgLj;Jq;fs;. ghg;jhjh vz;zq;fspd; f$hdhit midj;jpYk; rpwe;jjhff; fUJfpwhh;
vdnt ,e;j vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\j;jpd;kPJ rpf;fdj;jpd; mtjhukhFq;fs;. 13.2.99

38. gpuhkz thH;tpd; Kf;fpa bghf;fp\q;fshf ,Ug;gJ vz;zk;> neuk; kw;Wk; Rthrk; vd
ghg;jhjh Kd;g[k; tpsq;f itj;jpUf;fpwhh;. cq;fSila RthrKk; kpFe;j kjpg;g[ilaJ. xU
Rthrk;Tl rhjhuzkhf ,Uf;ff;TlhJ> tPzhff;TlhJ. K:r;Rf;F K:r;R jd;Dila ,\;;l
bja;tj;ij epidt[ bra;a[q;fs; vd;W gf;jpapy; brhy;fpwhh;fs;. RthrKk; tPzhfg;
nghff;TlhJ. Qhdj;jpd; f$hdh> rf;jpfspd; f$hdh … ,itfs; ,Uf;fnt bra;fpd;wd.
Mdhy; vz;zk;> neuk; kw;Wk; Rthrk; vd;w ,e;j K:d;W f$hdhf;fs; Kf;fpakhdJ -
fl;lisg;go btw;wpahfpwjh? tPzhfg; nghtjpy;iyna? Vbddpy; tPzhfg; nghdbjd;why;
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nrkpg;ghftpy;iy. nkYk; nrkpg;g[f; fzf;fpy; ,e;j rq;fka[fj;jpy; jhd; nrh;j;J itf;f
ntz;Lk;. rj;a[f> jpnujha[fj;jpy; rpwe;j gjtp mila ntz;Lk;> Jthgu> fypa[fj;jpy; g{$h
gjtp mila ntz;Lk;; vdpDk; ,e;j ,uz;ow;fhd nrkpg;g[ rq;fkj;jpy ;jhd; bra;a ntz;Lk;.
,e;j fzf;Fg;go nahrpa[q;fs; rq;fk neu thH;f;ifapd;> rpd;d b$d;kj;jpd; vz;zk;> neuk;
kw;Wk; Rthrk; vj;jid kjpg;g[ tha;e;jJ? ,jpy; nrhk;ngwpahf ,Uf;f ntz;lhk;. vg;go
te;jnjh mg;gona ehs; ngha;tpl;lJ vd ,Uf;fhjPh;fs;> ehs; nghftpy;iy Mdhy; xU ehspy;
kpf mjpfkhf ,He;Jtpl;Oh;fs;. vg;nghbjy;yhk; VjhtJ vz;zq;fs; tPzhfpwnjh> neuk;
tPzhfpwnjh mg;nghJ „rhp> tpL‟ 5 epkplk;jhnd ngha;tpl;lJ vd epidf;fhjPh;fs;. nrkpa[q;fs;
15.11.99

39. epfH;fhyj;ija[k; vjph;fhyj;ija[k; cUthf;ff;Toa midj;jpYk; bghpa f$hdh>

rpwe;j f$hdh> rpwe;j vz;zq;fs; vd;w f$hdh vd ghg;jhjh mth;fs; Vw;fdnt milahsq;
fhl;oapUf;fpwhh;. vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp kpfg; bghpa rf;jp> FHe;ijfs; cq;fsplk; rpwe;j
vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zq;fs; vy;nyhhplKk; ,Uf;fpwJ Mdhy; rpwe;j rf;jpahf
,Ug;gJ- Rgghtid Rg Mirfspd; vz;z rf;jp> kdk;-g[j;jpia xUKfg; gLj;Jk; rf;jp-
,itfs; cq;fsplk; kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk; vt;tst[ Kd;ndwpf; bfhz;nl
,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh> mt;tst[ ,e;j vz;z rf;jpia nrkpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Ug;gPh;fs;> tPzhf
,Hf;f khl;Oh;fs;> tPzhf ,Hg;gjw;F Kf;fpa fhuzk; - tPz; vz;zq;fs;. bk$hhpl;o
FHe;ijfsplk; ,g;nghJTl KG ehSk;; tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,Ug;gij ghg;jhjh mth;fs;
ghh;f;fpwhh;fs;. ];J}y bry;tq;fis rpf;fdkhf brytHpg;gth;fs; vg;nghJk; epiwthf
,Ug;ghh;fs;> kw;wgo tPzhf brytHpg;gth;fs; vq;nfahtJ Vkhw;wk; milthh;fs;. mnjnghy
rpwe;j Rj;j vz;zq;fSf;F mt;tst[ rf;jp ,Uf;fpwJ mJ cq;fSila nfl;rpq; gth;>
mjhtJ mjph;tiyfis nfr; gz;Ztjw;fhd gtiu kpf mjpfkhf;FfpwJ. ,e;j tah;by];>
blypnghd; vd ,e;j mwptpay; rhjdq;fs; vg;go ntiy bra;fpwnjh mnjnghy ,e;j Rj;j
vz;zq;fspd; f$hdh> me;jkhjphp ntiy bra;a[k; mjd; K:yk; yz;ldpy; mkh;e;Jbfhz;nl
ve;jbthU Mj;khtpd; mjph;tiyfisa[k; ePq;fs; me;jkhjphp bjspthf nfr; gz;zKoa[k;.
tah;by];> blypnghd;> otp vd ve;j rhjdkhf ,Ue;jhYk;> vj;jidnah rhjdq;fs;
btspte;Js;sd> mitfs; vy;yhtw;iwa[k;tplj; bjspthf cq;fs; „nfl;rpq; gth;‟> xUKfg;
gLj;Jk; rf;jpahy; mjpfkhFk;. ,e;j Mjhuq;fs; vy;yhk; mHpe;njahf ntz;Lk;. ,e;j
rhjdq;fs; vy;yhk; vjd; Mjhuj;jpy; bray;gLfpd;wd. xspapd; (kpd;rhuk;) Mjhuj;jpy;
,Uf;fpd;wd. Rfj;jpd; rhjdq;fshf vitfbsy;yhk; ,Uf;fpd;wdnth mitfspy; bk$hhpl;o
xspapd; Mjhuj;jpy; ntiybra;fpwJ. mg;go ,Uf;f cq;fs; Md;kPfxsp Mj;kxsp ,e;j
fhhpaq;fisr; bra;a Koahjh! vij tpUk;g[fpwPh;fnsh me;j mjph;tiyfs; mUfpy;
,Ue;jhYk; bjhiytpy; ,Ue;jhYk; nfr; gz;z Koa[k;. ,g;nghJ vg;go ,Uf;fpwJ> xUKf
rf;jp kdk;-g[j;jp ,uz;Lk; xUKfg;gl ntz;Lk; mg;nghJ nfl;rpq; gth; ,Uf;Fk;. epiwa
mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;. jd;dykw;w> J}a;ikahd> bjspthd vz;zj;ij vGg;gpa clnd mJ
kpf tpiuthf mDgtj;ij Vw;gLj;Jk;. mikjp rf;jpapd; Kd;ghf ,e;j mwptpay; rf;jp
jiytzq;Fk;. mwptpaypYk; bfhQ;rk; ghf;fp ,Uf;fpwJ mJ epiwthfpf; bfhz;oUg;gij
,g;nghJ czh;e;J tUfpwhh;fs;. vdnt ghg;jhjh kPz;Lk; md;lh;iyd; bra;tJ
vd;dbtd;why; filrp epiy> filrp nritahf ,Ug;gJ ,e;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp> mJ kpf
ntfkhf nrit bra;a itf;Fk;. vdnt vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp kPJ nkYk; ftdk; bfhLf;f
ntz;Lk;. kpr;rg; gLj;Jq;fs;> nrh;j;J ita[q;fs;. gy fhhpaq;fSf;F cgnahfkhFk;. ,e;j
vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp K:ykhfnt gpunahfp MtPh;fs;. mwptpaYf;F kfj;Jtk; Vd;? gpunahfpf;f
KofpwJ. mg;nghJ> mwptpay; ey;yfhhpak; bra;fpwJ vd vy;nyhUk; g[hpe;Jbfhs;fpwhh;fs;.
vdnt mikjp rf;jpia gpunahfk; bra;tjw;F xUKfg;gLj;Jk; rf;jp njitg;gLfpwJ> nkYk;
xUKfj;jpw;F K:yhjhukhf ,Ug;gJ kdij fl;Lg;gLj;Jk; rf;jp> mjd;K:yk; kndhgyk;

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mjpfhpf;fpwJ. kndhgyj;jpw;F mjpf g[fH; ,Uf;fpwJ> ,e;j khatpj;ijf;fhuh;fs;
kndhgyj;jpd; K:ykhf mw;gfhy mjpraq;fisr; bra;J fhl;Lfpwhh;fs;. ePq;fnsh tpjp
g{h;tkhf> khatpj;ijay;yhky;> tpjp g{h;tkhf ed;ik bra;a[k; mjpraj;ijr; bra;J
fhl;LtPh;fs;. mJ tujhdkhfptpLk;> Mj;khf;fspd;kPJ ,e;j vz;z rf;jp gpunahfk;
tujhdj;ij epU:gpf;Fk;. vdnt kdij fl;Lg;gLj;Jtjw;fhd fz;l;nuhypq; gth; ,Uf;fpwjh?
vd Kjypy; brf; gz;Zq;fs;. Rtpl;rpd; Mjhuj;jpy; mwptpay; rf;jp behoapy; ntiy
bra;fpwJ> Rtpl;ir Md; bra;a[q;fs;> Rtpl;ir Mg; bra;a[q;fs;. mnjnghy behoapy; kdij
vq;F ntz;Lnkh> vg;go ntz;Lnkh> vt;tst[ neuk; ntz;Lnkh> mt;tst[ fz;l;nuhy;
gz;z Koa[kh? ey;yth;fs; jd;kPJk; nritkPJk; btw;wpfukhf ,Ug;gij fhl;Lthh;fs;.
Mdhy; vz;z rf;jpapd; nrkpg;g[f; fzf;FkPJ ,g;nghJ rhjhuz ftdnk ,Ug;gij
ghg;jhjh ghh;f;fpwhh;fs;. vt;tst[ ,Uf;f ntz;Lnkh mt;tst[ ,y;iy. vz;zq;fspd;
Mjhuj;jpy; ngr;Rk; braYk; jhkhfnt elf;fpd;wd. ,d;W ngr;irf; fl;Lg;gLj;Jq;fs;> ,d;W
ghh;itapd;kPJ ftdk; bfhLq;fs;> ,e;j Kaw;rp bra;a[q;fs;> ,d;W czh;tpd;kPJ ftdk;
bfhLj;J khw;Wq;fs; vd jdpj;jdpahf Kaw;rp bra;antz;oa mtrpak; ,y;iy. xUntis
vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp gth;g[y;yhf ,Ue;jhy; ,itfs; vy;yhk; jhdhfnt fl;Lg;ghl;ow;Fs;
te;JtpLk;. rpukg;gLtjpy; ,Ue;J tpLgl;LtpLtPh;fs;. vdnt vz;z rf;jpapd; kfj;Jtj;ij
mwpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. 15.12.99

40. bgUthhpahd FHe;;ijfsplk; KG ehspy; ,ilapilna tPz; vz;zq;fs;

Xof;bfhz;oUg;gij ghg;jhjh mth;fs; ghh;j;jhh;fs;. mjdhy; vd;dthfpwJ> ,e;j tPz;
vz;zq;fspd; vil mjpfkhfp tpLfpwJ kw;Wk; ey;y vz;zq;fspd; vil Fiwe;JtpLfpwJ.
,e;j ,ilapilna XLk; tPz; vz;zq;fs; K:isia Rikahf;fptpLfpwJ. Kaw;rpia
Rikahf;fp tpLfpwJ> Rik my;yth vdnt mit jk;ik nehf;fp ,Gj;JtpLfpwJ. vdnt Rg
vz;zq;fs;> vJ Ra cd;djj;jpw;F „ypg;l;lhf‟ ,Uf;fpwnjh> Vzpahf ,y;iy „ypg;l;lhf‟
,Uf;fpwnjh> mJ Fiwe;j fhuzj;jhy;> Kaw;rp vd;w gof;fl;oy; Vwntz;oajhf
,Uf;fpwJ. ,uz;L thh;j;ijfis kl;Lk; epidt[ bra;a[q;fs;-tPzhditfis mHpg;gjw;F
mkph;jntisapy; ,Ue;J ,ut[ tiu ,uz;L thh;j;ijfis vz;zj;jpy;> brhy;ypy;> braypy;
fhhpaj;jpy; bfhz;LthUq;fs;. eilKiwapy; bfhz;LthUq;fs;. 15.10.04

41. ghghtpd; cs;sk; fth;e;j epiyahf ,Ug;gJ rk;g{uz gtpj;jpuk;. ,e;j gpuhkz gpwtpapd;
moj;jskhf ,Ug;gJ rk;g{uz gtpj;jpuk;. rk;g{uz gtpj;jpuj;jpd; MHj;ij
mwpe;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh? vz;zk; kw;Wk; fdtpYk; ,k;kp mst[Tl mgtpj;jpuj;jpd; bgauilahsk;
,Uf;ff;TlhJ. jw;fhyj;jpy;> neuk; beUq;fptUtjw;Fj; jf;fgo> rk;g{uz gtpj;jpuj;jpd;
fzf;Fg;go tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,Ug;gJk; rk;g{uz epiy my;y vd ghg;jhjh mof;fo
epidt{l;Lfpwhh;. vdnt tPz; vz;zq;fs; XLfpwjh? ve;j tPz; vz;zKk; rk;g{uzj;jpypUe;J
J}u tpyf;ftpy;iyah? vd brf; gz;Zq;fs;. ve;j mst[ Kaw;rpapy; Kd;ndwpf;bfhz;L
,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh> me;j mst[ uhay; U:g tPz; vz;zq;fs;> tPz; neuq;fs; rk;g{uzepiyia
mHpg;gjpy;iyna? uhay; U:gj;jpy; mgpkhdk; kw;Wk; mtkhdk; tPz; vz;z totpy; a[j;jk;
bra;atpy;iyah? xUntis mgpkhd U:gj;jpy; VjhtJ gukhj;kh je;jij jdJ tpnrrkhf
czh;e;J bfhz;lhy; me;j tpnrrj;jpd; mgpkhdk;Tl fPnH ,wf;fptpLk;> jil U:gkhfptpLk;.
nkYk; mgpkhdk;Tl R{l;Rk U:gj;jpy; ,g;goj;jhd; tUfpwJ> mJ cq;fSf;Fk; bjhpa[k; -
mJ vd;DilaJ (nkuhgd;). vdf;F bgah; fpilf;f ntz;Lk;> khdk; khpahij fpilf;f
ntz;Lk;. ,e;j vd;DilaJ vd;gJ mgpkhd U:gj;ij bgw;WtpLfpwJ. ,e;j tPz; vz;zk;Tl
rk;g{uzj;ij J}ug;nghfr; bra;JtpLfpwJ. Vbdd;why; ghg;jhjh tpUk;g[tJ Rakhpahij>
mgpkhdnkh> mtkhdnkh tuf;TlhJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs; tUtjw;F ,itfns
fhuzq;fshfpd;wd. 03.02.06

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 vz;zq;fis khw;Wtjw;fhd tpjp

42. vz;zj;jpYk; khahtplk; njhw;ff;TlhJ. ,ijj;jhd; jPtpuKaw;rp vd;W

brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. mg;gog;gl;lth;fs; Rj;j vz;zq;fshy; Kjypy; ,Ue;nj kdij gp]pahf
itj;jpUg;ghh;fs; mg;nghJ kw;w vz;zq;fs; tuKoahJ. KGikahf epiwe;jpUf;Fk;nghJ
xUJspTl mjpfhpf;f Kotjpy;iy> ,y;iybad;why; EiHe;JtpLk;. vdnt ,e;j vz;zk;
kdjpy; ,Uf;fl;Lk; mg;nghJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; tUtjw;F ,lnk ,y;yhky; nghFk;.
me;jmst[ jd;id gp]pahf itj;jpUq;fs;. kdij gp]pahf itj;jpUg;gjw;F ve;j
tHpKiwfs; fpilj;jpUf;fpwnjh> mij ePq;fs; KGikahf gpunahfj;jpy;
bfhz;LtUtjpy;iy. vdnt tPz; vz;zq;fs; te;JtpLfpwJ. xU gf;fk; Rj;j vz;zq;fspy;
gp]pahf itj;jpUg;gjhy; kWgf;fk; tPz; vz;zq;fs;> jhnd tpyfp tpLfpwJ. 26.01.70

43. bghpath;fshf ,Ue;Jk; mt;tg;nghJ FHe;ijfisg; nghy tpisahLtijg; ghh;j;J

ghg;jhjh rphpf;fpwhh;. bghk;ik tpisahl;L vd;why; vd;d> bjhpa[kh? mjw;F KG thH;f;ifia
cUthf;Ffpwhh;fs;> rpwpajpypUe;J bghpajhf;Ffpwhh;fs;> gpwF jpUkzk; bra;J itf;fpwhh;fs;…
mnjnghy FHe;ijfSk; gy tpraq;fis> vz;zq;fis gilf;fpwPh;fs;> gpwF mij
guhkhpf;fpwPh;fs;> gpwF mij bghpajhf;FfpwPh;fs;> gpwF mjd;K:yk; jhnd f\;lg;gLfpwPh;fs;.
vdnt ,J bghk;ikfspd; tpisahl;L ,y;iyah? jhnd jd;idg; ghh;j;J Mr;rhpaKk;
milfpwPh;fs;. ,g;nghJ mg;gog;gl;l gilg;ig gilf;fhjPh;fs;. ghg;jhjh tPz; gilg;ig
gilg;gjpy;iy. kw;wgo FHe;ijfs; tPz; gilg;ig gilj;Jtpl;L gpwF mij ePf;Ftjw;Fk;
mjpypUe;J tpyFtjw;Fk; Kaw;rp bra;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt mg;gog;gl;l gilg;ig gilf;ff;TlhJ.
xU behoapy; ey;y gilg;iga[k; rPf;fpuk; gilf;fpwPh;fs;> mnjnghy jiyfPH; gilg;g[k;
mt;tst[ ntfkhf elf;fpwJ. xU behoapy; vj;jid vz;zq;fs; XLfpwJ. gilg;ig
gilj;J> mjw;F neuk; bfhLj;J> gpwF mij mHpg;gjw;F Kaw;rp bra;a ntz;oa mtrpak;
vd;d? ,g;nghJ ,e;jg; gilg;gpw;F gpnuf; nghLq;fs;. 26.3.70

44. brhw;go elg;gth; vd;gjd; mh;j;jnk fl;lisg;go elg;gjhFk;. epue;jukhf epidtpy;

,Uq;fs; vd;gnj Kf;fpa fl;lis. xUntis ,e;j fl;lisg;go elf;ftpy;iy vd;why; vd;d
brhy;tPh;fs;? ve;j mst[ ,e;j fl;lisia eilKiwapy; bfhz;LtUfpwPh;fnsh me;j msnt
btspg;gilahd gyd; fpilf;Fk;. Kaw;rpapd; ghijapy; elf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt ciHg;ig
jtph;g;gjw;F vd;d bra;a ntz;Lk;? xd;W xUnghJk; cs;nsnah my;yJ btspnanah
Xa;btLf;ff;TlhJ. xUntis Xa;btLf;ftpy;iy vd;why; tPzhfg;;nghfhJ. ,uz;lhtJ
tprak; jd;id vg;nghJk; tpUe;jhspahff; fUjntz;Lk;. tpUe;jhspahft[k; epidf;fpwPh;fs;
Xa;t[k; vLf;ftpy;iy vd;why; vJt[k; tPzhfg;nghfhJ. mJ vz;zkhf ,Ue;jhYk; rhp>
neukhf ,Ue;jhYk; rhp ,Jnt rf$ tHp. 2.2.70

45. tPz; vz;zq;fs; my;yJ bfl;l vz;zq;fs; vJ elf;fpwnjh mg;nghJ ,J Vd;

ele;jJ vd;w xnu xU thh;j;ij g[j;jpapy; tUfpwJ> Vd; vd;gjpy; ,Ue;J tPz;
vz;zq;fspd; fpa{ Muk;gkhfptpLfpwJ. 5.3.70

46. ,g;nghJ ve;j vz;zkhf ,Ue;jhYk; fh;kkhf ,Ue;jhYk;> vz;zj;jpw;Fk;

fh;kj;jpw;Fk; ,ilna tpj;jpahrk; ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. vz;zk; bra;tJ> jpl;lkpLtJ gpwF
mjd;go elg;gJ vd;gJ FHe;ijg;gUt tprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,g;nghJ mjw;Fhpa ehl;fs;
,y;iy. ,g;nghJ gog;g[ vJtiu te;jpUf;fpwJ? ,g;nghJ filrp epiyapy; ,Uf;fpwJ. 26.3.70

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47. g[s;sp U:gj;jpy; mjpfneuk; ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy vd;why; mjw;Fg; gpd;dhy; neuj;ij
,Hf;fhjPh;fs;. vg;nghJ Kjypy; Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; gapw;rp ,Uf;fpwnjh mg;nghnj g[s;sp
U:gj;jpy; epw;f Koa[k;. mRj;j vz;zq;fis Rj;j vz;zq;fshy; mfw;Wq;fs;. VjhtJ
Mf;]pblz;l; MFk; jUthapy; „gpnuf;‟ gpof;f tpy;iy vd;why; ntW gf;fk; jpUg;gptpL fpwhh;fs;.
g[s;sp U:gk; gpnuf;. xUntis mjpy; kdk; <Lgltpy;iy vd;why; tPz; vz;zq;fspy; ,Ue;J
g[j;jpia jpUg;gp Rj;j vz;zq;fspy; <LgLj;Jq;fs;. mt;tg;nghJ mg;gog;gl;l R{H;epiy
cz;lhfpwJ mg;nghJ jg;gpg;gjw;fhf gpnuf; nghlg;gLtjpy;iy> jpUg;g ntz;oajhf
,Uf;fpwJ. ehs; KGtJk; Rj;j vz;zq;fisj; jtpu ntW tPz; vz;zq;fs; Xlhjgo ,Uf;f
Kaw;rp bra;a[q;fs;. vg;nghJ ,e;j ghlj;jpy; „gh];‟ MfpwPh;fnsh mg;nghJ g[s;sp U:g epiy
vspjhf ,Uf;Fk;. 7.6.70

48. vz;zq;fSf;F gpnuf; nghLtjw;fhd Kf;fpa rhjdk; vJ? bjhpa[kh? ve;jbthU

fhhpaj;ijr; bra;a ntz;LkhdhYk;> bra;tjw;F Kd;g[ nahrid bra;J gpd;dh; fhhpaj;ij
bjhlq;ft[k;. ve;jf; fhhpaj;ij ehd; bra;ag;nghfpnwndh mJ ghg;jhjhtpDila fhhpakhf
,Uf;fpwJ> ehd; epkpj;jkhf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd;gJ epidtpy; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vg;nghJ
fhhpaj;ij Koj;J tpLfpwPh;fnsh mg;nghJ vg;go ahfj;ij gilj;jhh;fs; vd;why; mij
Kof;Fk;nghJ MFjp bfhLg;ghh;fs;> mg;go fhhpaj;ijr; bra;jPh;fs;> tpist[ te;jJ> mij
ghghtplk; rkh;g;gzk;> Rthfh bra;Jtpl;Oh;fs;> gpwF ve;j vz;zKk; tuf;TlhJ. epkpj;jkhf
,Ue;J fhhpak; bra;jPh;fs; gpwF fhhpak; Koe;jgpwF „Rthfh‟ bra;Jtpl;Oh;fs;. gpwF vd;d
vz;zq;fs; XLk;? vg;go beUg;gpy; bghUl;fisg; nghl;Ltpl;lhy; gpwF bgah; milahsk;
vJt[k; ,Ug;gjpy;iy> mnjnghy xt;bthU tprak; Koa[k;nghJk; rk;g{uz Rthfh bra;a
ntz;Lk;. gpwF cq;fSf;F ve;j bghWg;g[k; fpilahJ. ahhplk; mh;g;gzpj;Jtpl;Oh;fnsh mtnu
mjw;Fg; bghWg;ghfpwhh;. gpwF vz;zq;fs; vjw;F. vg;go tPl;oy; ahuhtJ bghpath;fs;
,Ue;jhy; ve;j fhhpaj;ijr; bra;tjhf ,Ue;jhYk; mij mth;fsplk; brhy;yptpl;L kdjpy;
,Ue;J me;j tpraj;ij fhyp bra;JtpLfpwhh;fs;. mnjnghy Vnjh fhhpaj;ijr; bra;jPh;fs;>
rkhr;rhuj;ij bfhLj;jPh;fs;> Koe;jJ. mt;af;j U:gj;ij Kd;dhy; itj;J ,ij bra;J
ghUq;fs;.
,e;j rq;fk a[fj;jpd; xt;bthU vz;zKk;> xt;bthU braYk; 21 b$d;kj;jpw;F ngq;fpy;
nrh;j;Jitf;fg;gLfpwJ. ,t;tst[ ftdk; bfhLj;j gpwnf vz;zq;fisa[k; cUthf;f
ntz;Lk;. vd;d bra;njndh mJ nrkpg;ghFk;. mg;nghJ vt;tst[ nrh;j;J itf;fg;gLk;. xU
vz;zk;Tl tPzhfg; nghff;TlhJ. xU vz;zk; tPzhfg; nghdhYk; nrkpg;gpy; Fiwt[
te;JtpLk;. vdnt vg;nghJ nrkpf;f ntz;Lnkh mg;nghJ xd;WTl tPzhff;TlhJ. vt;tst[
Kaw;rp bra;a ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zk;Tl tPzhfg; nghff;TlhJ. neuj;ij
tpLq;fs;. ,g;nghJ Kaw;rp ,e;j vy;iyia beUq;fpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. 19.6.70

49. ehSf;Fehs; nrita[k; mjpfkhf ntz;Lk;> gpur;rpidfSk; mjpfkhFk;. nkYk; ,e;j

vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; ,Uf;fpwnj mJt[k; ehSf;Fehs; mjpfkhFk;. ,g;nghJ xU behof;F
gj;J vz;zq;fis epidf;fpwPh;fs; mJ ,uz;L K:d;W klq;F mjpfkhFk;. jw;fhyj;jpy;
kf;fs; bjhif fzf;bfLf;fpwhh;fs;> xU ehspy; vt;tst[ TLfpwJ. ,q;F vz;zq;fspd;
ntfk; mjpfkhFk;. xU gf;fk; vz;zq;fSk;> ,d;bdhU gf;fk; bfl;l MtpfSk; mjpfkhFk;.
Mdhy; mjw;F xU tpnrr ftdk; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;> mjd;K:yk; vy;yh tpraq;fisa[k;
rkhspf;f Koa[k;. ve;j tprak; ele;jhYk; mij bjspthfg; g[hpe;Jbfhs;tjw;F ,uz;L
thh;j;ijfis epidtpy; bfhs;s ntz;Lk; mJ ,Jjhd;-xd;W „me;jh;‟ (tpj;jpahrj;ij
mwptJ) ,d;bdhd;W „ke;jh;‟ (ke;jpuk; -kd;kdhgt). ve;j tprak; ele;jhYk; mJ rhpah
my;yJ jtwh vdg; gFj;Jg; ghUq;fs;. ghg;jhjhtpw;Fr; rkkhf ,Uf;fpwjh ,y;iyah?

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ghghtpw;Fr; rkkhf ,Uf;fpwjh ,y;iyah? vd;W xt;bthU Kiwa[k; fz;lwpe;J mjw;F xU
behoapy; „ehl;:‟ (jtpw;fnth) my;yJ „lhl;‟ (Kw;Wg;g[s;sp) itf;f ntz;Lk;.
bra;antz;oajpy;iy vd;why; Kw;Wg;g[s;sp itf;f ntz;Lk;> my;yJ bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;why;
braypy; ,wq;f ntz;Lk;. vdnt „ehl;„ kw;Wk; „lhl;‟ ,ija[k; g[j;jpapy; itf;f ntz;Lk;.
tpj;jpahrk; kw;Wk; ke;jpuk; (kd;kdhgt) ,e;j ,uz;Lnk eilKiwapy; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.
,uz;ila[k; kwf;ff;TlhJ ,y;iybad;why; ve;;jtpj gpur;rpidfisnah my;yJ bfl;l
Mtpfisnah rkhspf;f Koahky; ngha;tpLk;. xU behoapy; gpur;rpidfs; rhk;gyhfptp l
ntz;Lk;. bfl;l Mtpfs; cq;fs; Kd;dhy; epw;f KoahJ. vdnt ,e;j Kaw;rp bra;a ntz;Lk;.
g[hpe;jjh. 24.7.70

50. ,d;Dk; bfhQ;r fhyj;jpw;Fs; jh;kuh$hpd; U:gj;ij mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;. Vbddpy; ,J

filrp neuk;. ,t;tst[ fhyk; ghghtpd; U:gj;jpy; fhuzj;ija[k; nfl;lwpe;jhh;> rpndfKk;
je;jhh;> fUiza[k; fhl;odhh;> epiwa rYiffisa[k; fhl;odhh; Mdhy; ,g;nghJ kpff;
Fiwe;j ehl;fns kpr;rk; ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gij mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;. gpwF xU vz;zj;jpd;
jtWf;F xd;Wf;F E}W klq;F jz;lid vg;go fpilf;fpwJ vd;gij mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;.
vd;d bray; bra;jhYk; clDf;Fld; mjw;Fhpa gyidnah my;yJ jz;lidianah
btspg;gilahf mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;> ,g;nghJ me;j neuk; btF mUfpy; tug;nghfpwJ.
vdnt ghg;jhjh jfty; jUfpwhh; Vbdd;why; ghg;jhjh FHe;ijfspd; rpndfpahft[k;
,Uf;fpwhh;. 22.10.70

51. Kjy; khw;wk;-fz;fisj; jpwe;jt[lndna ehd; rhPuky;y Mj;khthf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ,J

Muk;g neuj;jpd; Muk;g khw;w vz;zk;> ,e;j Muk;g vz;zk;; KG ehspd; jpdrhp
eltof;iffSf;F Mjhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ. xUntis Muk;g vz;zj;jpy; khw;wk; tutpy;iy
vd;why; KGehspy; Rauh$;ak; my;yJ cyf ed;ikapd; fhhpaj;jpy; btw;wp fpilf;fhky;
ngha;tpLk;. 31.12.70

52. nahfpfSf;F hpj;jp rpj;jp fpilf;fpwJ vd;W ghlg;gl;Ls;sJ> me;j rpj;jp vJ?
vz;zj;jpd; „rpj;jp‟ kw;Wk; braypd; „tpjp‟ ,e;j ,uz;Lk; ,Ug;gjd; K:ykhf gpwg;g[hpikia
vspjpy; mile;JtpLfpwPh;fs;. vz;zj;jpd; rpj;jp vg;go tUfpwJ> bjhpa[kh? vz;zq;fs;
btw;wpbgwhky; nghtjw;F fhuzk; vJ? ,g;nghJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; mjpfk; XLtnj fhuzk;.
tPz; vz;zq;fs; fyg;gjhy; rf;jprhyp Mf Kotjpy;iy. ve;j vz;zj;ij gilf;fpwPh;fnsh
mJ rpj;jpailtjpy;iy. tPz; vz;zq;fs; xUnghJk; btw;wp bgwKoahJ ,y;iyah. vdnt
tPz; vz;zq;fis cUthf;fhky;> rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fis cUthf;Ftnj vz;zq;fis
btw;wpbgwr; bra;tjw;F Kf;fpa Kaw;rpahf ,Uf;fpwJ. g[hpe;jjh. vz;zq;fis mjpfkhf
gilf;fpwPh;fs; vdnt mitfis KGikahf guhkhpj;J fhhpaj;jpy; <LgLj;JtJ vd;gJ
Koahky;; nghfpwJ. vg;go bysfPfj;jpy;Tl mjpfk; FHe;ijfis bgw;Wtpl;lhy; mth;fis
jFjp cilatuhf Mf;f Kotjpy;iy. ,e;j tifapy; ve;j vz;zq;fis gilf;fpwPh;fnsh
mitfis kpf mjpfkhf njhw;Wtpf;fpwPh;fs;. vz;zq;fspd; gilg;g[ vt;tst[ Fiwthf
,Uf;fpwnjh mt;tst[ rf;jpkpf;fjhf ,Uf;Fk;. ve;j mst[ gilg;g[ mjpfkhf ,Uf;fpwnjh
me;j mst[ rf;jpaw;w gilg;ghf ,Uf;Fk;. vdnt vz;zq;fs; rpj;jp bgWtjw;fhf Kaw;rp
bra;a ntz;Lkh? tPzhd gilg;ig epWj;Jq;fs;. ,y;iybad;why; ,e;j fhyj;jpy;
tPzhditfis cUthf;fptpl;L mitfis guhkhpg;gjpy; epiwa neuj;ij tPzhf;FfpwPh;fs;
mjdhy; vz;zq;fspd; rpj;jpa[k; fh;kq;fspd; btw;wpa[k; Fiwthf ,Uf;fpwJ. 1.3.71

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53. cz;ik vd;W vjw;Fr; brhy;yg;gLfpwJ-mJ bjhpa[kh? ve;j tprak; vz;zj;jpy;
tUfpwnjh> me;j vz;zj;ijf;Tl kiwf;ff;TlhJ – mijj;jhd; cz;ik vd;W
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. xUntis Kaw;rp bra;J btw;wp bgw;whYk;Tl jdJ btw;wp my;yJ njhy;tp
,uz;od; rkhr;rhuj;ija[k; bjspthfr; brhy;yntz;Lk;. mJjhd; cz;ik. 9.4.71
54. ve;j vz;zk; vGfpwnjh> me;j vz;zj;ijna nrhjpj;Jg; ghUq;fs;. kh];lh;
jphpfhyjhprp epiyapy; ,Uf;fpnwdh? xUntis me;j epiyapy; cWjpahf ,Ue;J bray;fisr;
bra;jPh;fs; vd;why; ve;j xU fh;kKk; tPzhfg;nghfhJ. bfl;l bray;fisg; gw;wpa tprank
,y;iy. ,g;nghJ bfl;l bray;fspd; fzf;fpw;F nkny te;Jtpl;Oh;fs;. bfl;l vz;zq;fSk;
Koe;jJ vdnt bfl;l bray;fSk; Koe;jJ. ,g;nghJ ,Ug;gJ tPz; bray; kw;Wk; tPz;
vz;zq;fisg; gw;wpa tprak;. ,e;j tPzhditfis khw;wp cah;e;j vz;zq;fs; kw;Wk; cah;e;j
bray;fisr; bra;a ntz;Lk;. mijj;jhd; rk;g{uz epiy vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. 15.4 71
55. ehd; ,j;jid bra;jpUf;fpnwd;;> vdf;F ,jd;K:yk; VjhtJ khdk;> khpahij my;yJ
g[fH; fpilf;f ntz;Lk; vd rpyUf;F vz;zq;fs; tUfpwJ - ,Jt[k; nfl;Lg; bgWtjhFk;>
bgwf;Toa ghtid te;Jtpl;lJ. ts;sypd; FHe;ij ,g;go nfl;Lg; bgwntz;Lk; vd;W
epidf;Fk;nghJ ts;syhf ,Uf;ftpy;iy. ,g;gog; nfl;Lg; bgWtJ> bfhLg;gtUf;F
Kd;dhy; mHfhf ,y;iy. ,g;go ,Ug;gtiuj;jhd; vy;iyaw;w ituhf;fpak; cilath; vd;W
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. nrthjhhpf;F ,e;j vz;zk;Tl vHf;TlhJ. mg;nghnj khepyj;jpy; ,Ue;J
vy;iyaw;w tp];t kfhuh$d; gjtpiag; bgw Koa[k;. ey;yJ. ahh; jd;dykpd;wp ,Uf;fpwhnuh>
mtnu cyfj;jpw;F ed;ik bra;af;Toath; Mthh;. fUiz cilatuhf ,Ug;ghh;.
braYf;Fhpa gyd; jhdf fpilg;gJ ntW tprak; Mdhy; Mirg;gl;L bgWtJ - ,J
mw;gfhy gydhfpwJ> Mdhy; mJ mndf b$d;kj;jpw;F> mndf gpuhg;jpfisg; bgWtjpy;
,Ue;J tQ;rpj;J tpLfpwJ. gpuhg;jp> mgpuhg;jpf;fhd rhjdkhfp tpLfpwJ. 15.9.71

56. rh;t rf;jpfSk; vd;Dila gpwg;g[hpikahf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;w nghij vg;nghJk; ,Uf;f
ntz;Lk;. vdnt mjpfhhpahf ele;J bfhs;Sq;fs;. ,g;goahf vg;nghJk; g[j;jpapy; rpwe;j
vz;zq;fs; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fs; rpwg;ghf ,Uf;Fk;nghJ thh;j;ij kw;Wk; braypYk;
moikj;jdk; tuKoahJ. vdnt vz;zq;fis rpwe;jjhf;Fq;fs; nkYk; vg;nghJk;
rh;trf;jpthd; ghghnthLTl g[j;jpapd; rfthrk; ,Uf;fl;Lk;. ,g;go vg;nghJk; rfthrj;jpd;
epwq;fshy;; tz;zkakhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh? mij mDgtk; bra;fpwPh;fsh? my;yJ nghdgpwF
mDgtk; bra;tPh;fsh? epidf;f ntz;Lk; my;yJ brhy;y ntz;Lk; my;yJ bra;a ntz;Lk;
vd;why; mJ mjprakhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;> rhjhuzkhf ,Uf;ff;TlhJ vd;gij vg; nghJk;
czh;tpy; bfhs;Sq;fs;. xUntis fhkd; mjhtJ rhjhuz vz;zq;fis epidj;jPh;fs;
vd;why; gpuhg;jpa[k; rhjhuzkhfnt ,Uf;Fk;. vg;go vz;znkh mg;gona gilg;g[k; ,Uf;Fk;
,y;iyah. xUntis vz;znk rpwe;jjhf ,y;iy vd;why; jdJ g[jpa gilg;ghf vij
gilf;f ,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh mjpy; gjtpa[k; rhjhuzkhfnt fpilf;Fk;. vdnt ehd; vz;z
vz;zj;ij vGg;g[fpnwndh mJ rhjhuzkhdjh my;yJ rpwe;jjh vd vg;nghJk; brf;
gz;Zq;fs;. rhjhuz vz;zq;fis my;yJ elj;ijia vy;yh Mj;khf;fSk; bra;J
tUfpwhh;fs;. rh;trf;jpthdpd; FHe;ijfs; MdgpwFk; rhjhuz vz;zq;fs; my;yJ
bray;fns ,Uf;Fkhdy; mjpy; rpwg;g[ my;yJ tpnrrk; vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ? ehd; tpnrr
Mj;khthf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ,jd; fhuzj;jhy; vd;Dila midj;Jk; bfhQ;rk; tpnrrkhf
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. jdJ khw;wj;jpd; K:ykhf Mj;khf;fis jd; gf;fk; my;yJ jd;Dila
ghghtpd; gf;fk; fth;e;J ,Gf;f Koantz;Lk;> jdJ njfj;jpd; gf;fky;y> jdJ vd;why;
Mj;khtpd; Md;kPfj;jpd; gf;fk;. cq;fSila khw;wk; cyf khw;wj;ij bfhz;LtUk;. cyf
khw;wk;Tl rpwe;j Mj;khf;fspd; khw;wj;jpw;fhf fhj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. 4.3.72

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57. vz;zj;jpy;> czh;tpy;> epidtpy;Tl ve;jtpjkhd ght vz;zq;fSk; vHhky;
,Ug;gnj ekJ brayhf ,Uf;fpwJ> ,g;go ,Ug;gtiuj;jhd; gpuhkzd; my;yJ
gtpj;jpukhdth; vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. xUntis czh;t[> epidt[ my;yJ vz;zj;jpy;
VjhtJ mgtpj;jpuk; ,Ue;jhy; gpuhkz epiyapy; cWjpahf ,Uf;f KoahJ> bgaustpy;
kl;Lnk ,Ug;gPh;fs;. vdnt xt;bthU moapYk; ftdkhf ,Uq;fs;. 10.5.72

58. fh;kj;jpd; MHkhd tpist[fis mwpe;Jbfhz;L mjhtJ jphpfhyjhprpahfp xt;bthU

braiya[k; bra;a[q;fs;> mg;nghnj fh;khjPj; MfKoa[k;. rpwpa jtWfs; epidt[ U:gj;jpy;
Vw;gl;lhYk; mjd; fzf;F tHf;F kpff; fLikahf cUthFk;. rpwpa jtiw ,g;nghJ
bghpajhf fUjntz;Lk;. vg;go kpfj;J}a;ikahf ,Uf;Fk; bghUspy; cs;s rpwpa fiwTl
bghpajhfj; bjhpfpwnjh mnjnghy jw;rkaj;jpy; kpfj;J}a;ikahd rk;g{uz epiyf;F mUfpy;
te;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;> vdnt kpfr;rpwa jtWTl ,g;nghJ bghpajhf vz;zg;gLk;. vdnt
,itfs; rpd;dQ;rpwpa jtWfs; ,itfs; ,Uf;fj;jhd; bra;a[k; vd ,e;j tpraj;jpy;
mwpahjtuhf ,Uf;f ntz;lhk;. ,g;nghJ neuk; khwptpl;lJ. neuj;njhL Tlnt Kaw;rpapd;
ntfKk; khwptpl;lJ. jw;nghja neug;go rpwpa jtWfSk; bghpa gytPdj;jpd; U:gkhf
vz;zg;gLk;. vdnt xt;bthU moapYk; ftdkhf ,Uq;fs;. xU rpwpa jtW gyfhyj;jpw;F
jhd; bgwntz;oa gpuhg;jpapypUe;J tQ;rpj;JtpLfpwJ. 20.5.72

59. ,j;jid bghpa fhhpakhd jd;id khw;WtJ my;yJ cyif khw;WtJ vd;gij
xnubahU cWjpahd vz;zj;jpd;K:yk; bra;af;Toath;fshf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. xnu xU cWjpahd
vz;zj;jpd; K:yk; jd;id khw;wptpLfpwPh;fs;. me;j cWjpahd vz;zk; vJ?> me;j xU
vz;zj;jhy; mndf b$d;kq;fs; kwe;jpUe;j rk];fhuq;fs;> epidthf khWfpwJ. me;j xU
vz;zk; vJ? mJ xU behof;fhd tprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ mjd;K:yk; jd;id khw;wptpl;Oh;fs;.
xnu xU beho neu kw;Wk; xnu xU vz;zj;ij jhuiz bra;jPh;fs; mJ „ehd; Mj;kh‟.
,e;j cWjpahd vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhfnt jdJ vy;yh tpraq;fisa[k; khw;wptpl;Oh;fs;.
mnjnghy cWjpahd vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf cyfj;jpYk; khw;wj;ij bfhz;LtUfpwPh;fs;.
me;j xU cWjpahd vz;zk; vJ? ehnd cyfpw;F MjhuK:h;j;jp> Kd;ndw;w K:h;j;jp mjhtJ
cyf ed;ik bra;af;Toath;. ,e;j vz;zj;ij jhuiz bra;atjd; K:ykhf cyif khw;Wk;
fhhpaj;jpy; vg;nghJk; ,ize;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt xnubahU vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf
jd;idnah my;yJ cyifnah khw;wp tpLfpwPh;fs;. mg;gog;gl;l Md;kPf ke;jputhjpahf
,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. 24.5.72

60. ekJ xt;bthU vz;zj;jpw;Fg; gpd;nd cyf ed;ikf;F rk;ke;jk; ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gJ
vg;nghJk; epidtpy; ,Uf;fl;Lk;. ahh; MjuK:h;j;jpfnsh> mth;fSila vz;zj;jpy; rf;jp
,y;yhjnghJ neukhw;wj;jpYk; gytPdk; Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ. ,e;j fhuzj;jhy; vt;tst[ ePz;l
neuk; rf;jprhypahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh mt;tst[ rPf;fpuk; cyif khw;Wk; neuj;ij mUfpy;
bfhz;Ltu Koa[k;. ehlfg;go Vw;fdnt epr;rapf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwJ vdpDk; mJt[k; ve;j
Mjhuj;jpy; cUthf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ? Mjhuk; ,Uf;Fky;yth. me;j MjhuK:h;j;jpfs; ePq;fs;jhd;.
2.8.72

61. ,g;nghJ clDf;Fld; Rj;j vz;zq;fspy; kdij ,Uj;jntz;Lk;> clDf;Fld; xU

vz;zj;jpy; cWjpahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;-,e;jg; gapw;rpia vspjpy; bra;a Koa[kh? vg;go
];J}yj;jpy; brd;Wbfhz;oUf;Fk; nghJ vq;F ntz;Lnkh mq;F epw;f Koa[k;. g[fH; bgw;w
Mlhj mirahj epiy ahhplk; ,Uf;fpwJ? kfhtPu> kfhtPudpfshfpa ePq;fs; _kj;go
elf;ff;Toa rpwe;j Mj;khf;fs;jhnd. _kj;ijj; jtpu kw;w tHpfs; vy;yhk;
Koe;Jtpl;ljy;yth. ntW ve;j tHpfSk; a[j;jk; bra;tjpy;iyjhnd? jd; kdtHpa[k; a[j;jk;

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bra;af;TlhJ. rh];jputhjpfspd; tHp> FUkhh;fspd; tHp> fypa[f rk;ke;jpfspd; tHp – vy;yhk;
Kw;wpYk; Koe;Jtpl;ld. vdpDk; „kd;kj;‟ mjhtJ jdJ mw;g Mj;khtpd; rk];fhuj;jpd;go
vz;zq;fs; vGg;g[fpwPh;fs; gpwF me;j vz;zj;ij brhy; my;yJ bray;;tiu
bfhz;LtUfpwPh;fs;> mg;nghJ mij vd;dbtd;W brhy;tJ? ,ij _kj; vd;W
brhy;tPh;fsh? my;yJ tPz; vz;zq;fspd; cw;gj;jpia _kj; vd;W brhy;tPh;fsh? vdnt
_kj;go elg;gth;fs; xU vz;zj;ijf;Tl kd;kj; my;yJ kw;w Mj;khf;fspd; tHp mjhtJ
gukj; go njhw;Wtpf;f KoahJ. 4.12.72

62. xU behoapy; xU vz;zk;Tl jdf;fhf tuf;TlhJ khwhf cyf ed;ikf;fhfnt

tuntz;Lk;. mg;gog;gl;l epiyiaj;jhd; rk;g{uz mjhtJ epiwe;j epiy vd
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. 13.4.73

63. jdJ rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhf> tPz; vz;zq;fs; my;yJ bfl;l vz;zq;fshy;
bgUf;bfLj;J XLk; bts;sj;jpy; ,Ue;J kw;w Mj;khf;fis jdJ rf;jpahy; bfhQ;r
neuj;jpw;F fiunrh;j;Jf; fhl;Lq;fs;. tPz; vz;zq;fis Rj;j vz;zq;fshy; khw;wk;
bra;JtpLq;fs;. jdJ xU brhy; K:ykhf gyfhykhf jtpj;Jf;bfhz;oUf;Fk; Mj;khf;fSf;F
mth;fSila ,yf;if> mth;fSila Fwpf;nfhis vl;Lk; ,lj;ij mDgtk; bra;a
ita[q;fs;. me;j xU brhy; vJ? „rptghgh‟. rptghgh vdr; brhd;dt[lndna ,yf;F my;yJ
nruntz;oa ,lk; fpilj;Jtpl ntz;Lk;. jdJ xt;bthU brayhYk; mjhtJ
rhpj;jpuj;jhYk;> rhpj;jpuk; btWk; ghght[ilaJ kl;Lky;y> xt;bthU rpwe;j Mj;khf;fshfpa
cq;fSila rpwe;j bray;fSk; rhpj;jpukhfnt ,Uf;fpwJ. rhjhuz braiy rhpj;jpuk; vd;W
brhy;ykhl;lhh;fs;. vdnt xt;bthU rpwe;j bray;tot rhpj;jpuj;jpd; K:ykhf ghght[ila
rpj;jpuj;ijf; fhl;Lq;fs;. vg;nghJ mg;gog;gl;l Md;kPf gpuhf;ofy; brhw;bghHpthw;WfpwPh;fnsh
mg;nghJ bfhQ;r neuj;jpy; cyif khw;wk; bra;J tpLtPh;fs;. mjw;fhf rpwe;j kdepiya[k;
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. 25.5.73

64. tPzhditfis Kotpw;F bfhz;LtUtjw;fhf jpdrhp lahp cUthf;Fq;fs;. ,d;iwa

ehspy; g[j;jpapy; tpnrrkhf ve;j vz;zj;ij itj;jpUg;ngd; my;yJ ,d;W thh;j;ij K:ykhf
vd;d braiyr; bra;ntd;? vd jd;Dila neuj;ij Kot[ bra;a[q;fs;. mij Kot[ bra;tjd;
K:ykhf rhjhuz my;yJ tPz; thh;j;ijfs; vJ rf;jpia tpuakhf;Ffpwnjh mJ vy;yhk;
kpr;rkhfptpLk;. ahh; tPzhf;Ftjpy;iynah mth;fs; bg];lhfp tpLfpwhh;;fs;. tPzhf;Ffpwth;fs;
xUnghJk; bg];l; Mf KoahJ. vy;yh tpraq;fisa[k; ghUq;fs; gpwF jd;Dila nrkpg;g[j;
jpl;lj;ij mjpfg; gLj;Jq;fs;. mg;nghnj kh];lh; gilg;gth; MfKoa[k;. 8.7.73

65. Fiwe;j brytpy; kpFe;j yhgk; mjhtJ vjd; K:yk; btw;wp fpilf;fg;nghfpwnjh me;j
vz;zk; kl;Lnk cw;gj;jp MFk;. neuKk; vg;nghJ btw;wp Vw;fdnt epr;rapf;fg;gl;L
,Uf;fpwnjh me;j neukhf ,Uf;Fk;. ,ijj;jhd; btw;wp brhU:gk; vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ.
2.8.73

66. jdJ mndf tpjkhd Rikfis brf; gz;Zq;fs;. mkph;jntisapy; ,Ue;J vitfs;
vy;yhk; <];thpa khpahijfshf jug;gl;Ls;snjh> mitfspy; vj;jid khpahijfSf;F
KGehspy; fsq;fk; Vw;gl;lJ vd;gij mwpe;Jk; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. xt;bthU khpahij kPJk;
gpuhg;jpf;fhd kjpg;bgz;fSk; ,Uf;fpwJ mnjhL Tlnt jiykPJ RiknaWtjw;fhd
fzf;Fk; ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk; ve;j khpahijfis rhjuzkhf epidf;fpwPh;fnsh
mitfSf;Fk; mtw;wpd; gpuhg;jp kw;Wk; Rikapd; fzf;F ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zk;> brhy;> neuk;

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kw;Wk; rf;jpfspd; f$hdh ,e;j midj;ija[k; tPzhf;Ftjhy; tPzhditfspd; Rik
mjpfkhfpwJ. vg;go af;Qj;jpd; ];J}y bghUl;fs;> czt[ my;yJ rhg;ghl;il tPzhf;fpdhy;
Rik VWfpwjy;yth? mnjnghy ,e;j kWgpwtp thH;f;ifapd; neuj;ij ghgh mth;fs; cyf
nrit bra;tjw;fhf bfhLj;jpUf;fpwhh;> rh;t rf;jpfisa[k; jdf;fhf my;yJ cyf
ed;ikf;fhf je;jpUf;fpwhh;. kdij Rj;j vz;zq;fs; vGg;g[tjw;fhf je;jpUf;fpwhh; nkYk;
,e;j cliy cyf ed;ik bra;a[k; nritf;fhfj; je;jpUf;fpwhh;. 4.7.74

67. ,e;j neuk; cq;fs; vy;nyhUf;Fk; „$fj;gpjh‟ kw;Wk; „$fj;khjh‟ my;yJ kh];lh;
gilg;gth; vd;w epiy ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt gilg;gthpd; xt;bthU vz;zk; my;yJ czh; tpd;
mjph;tiyfs; gilg;gpd; kPJ jhdhfnt te;JtpLfpwJ. vdnt jw;fhyj;jpy; ve;j braiy
ehk; bra;fpnwhnkh ek;ik ghh;j;J midtUk; bra;thh;fs; - ,e;j ftdk; kl;Lk; itj;jhy;
nghjhJ> Mdhy; Tlnt ehd; vd;d epidf;fpnwndh> vd;Dila czh;t[ vg;go
,Uf;fpwnjh> tha[kz;lyj;jpy; my;yJ kw;w Mj;khf;fsplj;jpy; me;j mjph;tiyfs; gut[k;
- ,e;j Rnyhfj;ija[k; epidtpy; itg;gJ mtrpakhFk; ,y;iybadpy; gilg;ghsh;fshfpa
cq;fspd; gilg;g[k; gytPdkhf my;yJ Fiwe;j gjtp bgWgth;fshf ,Ug;ghh;fs;.
gilg;gthpd; Fiw gilg;gpd;kPJ bjspthfj; bjhpatUk;. vdnt jdJ gytPd
vz;zq;fisa[k; ,g;nghJ rf;jpkpf;fjhf;Fq;fs;. vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf cyfk; gilf;fg;gl;lJ
vd;w brhy; tHf;F jw;rkaj;jpd; tprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;go vz;zq;fnsh mg;go jdJ
gilg;ig gilf;f epkpj;jkhtPh;fs;. 9.1.75

68. njfmgpkhdKk;> ftdf;Fiwt[k; jpUk;gp tUtnjd;> fhuzk; vd;d? Rthfh bra;a

ntz;Lk; vd;W vz;zk; bra;Jtpl;Lj;jhd; nghfpwPh;fs;> Mdhy; vz;zj;njhL Tlnt (vg;go
tpij nghl;l gpwF mij guhkhpf;fpwPh;fs;) ,jpy; vij guhkhpf;f ntz;Lnkh mij
guhkhpg;gjpy;iy. neug;go mjd;kPJ mf;fiw fhl;l ntz;Lk;> ePq;fs; tpijj;j gpwF ftdf;
FiwthfptpLfpwPh;fs;. ghghtplk; bfhLj;jhapw;W> ,g;nghJ ghghtpw;Fj; bjhpa[k;> mJ
ghght[ila ntiy vd epidf;fpwPh;fs;. ePq;fs; mij guhkhpg;gjpy;iy. vdnt thh;j;ijapYk;
kdjpYk; ftdk; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. tpij ed;whf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;gjw;fhf
tpijj;jt[ld; jz;zPh; Cw;WfpwPh;fs;. tpijf;F jpde;njhWk; jz;zPh; Cw;w ntz;oajhf
,Uf;fpwJ> mnjnghy vz;z tot tpijia kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; epidt[ bra;a ntz;Lk;.
mjpy; Fiw ,Ue;JtpLfpwJ> nkYk; ePq;fs; ftiyaw;wth; MfptpLfpwPh;fs;> xa;it tpUk;g[th;
MfptpLfpwPh;fs;. Xa;it tpUk;g[k; rk];fhuk; ,Uf;ff;TlhJ> Mdhy; mf;fiwapd; vz;zq;fs;
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. 18.1.75

69. epfH; fhyj;jpy; vJt[k; bjhpa tuhJ my;yJ mDgtk; Vw;glhJ my;yJ gpuhg;jp
vJt[k; fpilf;fhJ> ,e;jg; gog;g[ vjph;fhyj;jpw;Fj;jhd; vd xUnghJk; epidf;fhjPh;fs;.
vdJ vjph;fhyk; kpfg; gpufhrkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,g;nghJ ehd; kiwKfkhf ,Uf;fpnwd;>
filrpapy; gpurpj;jkhfp tpLntd; vd epidf;fpwPh;fs;> Mdhy; vjph;fhyj;jpd; b$hypg;g[>
vjph;fhyj;jpd; gyd; my;yJ filrp neuj;jpy; gpurpj;jkhff;Toa Mj;khtpd; gpufhrk;
,g;nghjpUe;nj midtUf;Fk; mDgtkhf ntz;Lk;. vdnt Kjypy; cldog; gyd; gpwF
Tlnt vjph;fhyg; gyd;. cldog; gyd; ,y;iybad;why; vjph;fhyg; gyDk; ,Ug;gjpy;iy.
jhnd jd;id btspg;gLj;jhky; ,Uf;fyhk; vdpDk;> Tl ,Ug;gth;fs;> rpndfpjh;fs;>
cjtpahsh;fs; mg;gog;gl;l Mj;khit jhnk gpurpj;jk; bra;J tpLthh;fs;.
jd;id ve;j tpjj;jpyhtJ epU:gpg;gth;fs; xUnghJk; gpurpj;jkhf KoahJ vd;gJ <];thpa
rl;lk;. vdnt vd;id vdf;Fj; bjhpa[k;> ehd; rhpahf ,Uf;fpnwd; kw;wth;fs; vd;id
mwpatpy;iy my;yJ bjhpe;Jbfhs;stpy;iy> filrpapy; fl;lhak; bjhpe;J bfhs;thh;fs;
my;yJ ,d;Dk; nghfg;nghf vd;d elf;fpwJ vdg; ghh;f;fyhk; vd epidg;gJ> Qhd brhU:g>

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epidt[ brhU:g Mj;khtpw;F jd;idj;jhnd Vkhw;wpf;bfhs;Sk; nrhk;ngwpj; jdj;jpd;
,dpikahd J}f;fkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. 10.9.75

70. jdJ njf mgpkhd vz;zq;fSf;F> njf cyfg; gpur;rpidfisg; gw;wpa

vz;zq;fSf;F vd;d epiy Vw;gLk;? ,e;j FHg;gkhd vz;zq;fisa[k; mlf;fp itf;f
ntz;Lk;. rhPuk; kw;Wk; ruPu rk;ke;jg;gl;l midj;J bghUl;fis gw;wpa vz;zj;ija[k;
my;yJ jdf;F mtrpakhd rhjdq;fisg; bgWtjw;fhd vz;zj;ija[k; mlf;fp itf;f
ntz;Lk;. tPl;ow;Fg; nghf ntz;Lk; vd;w vz;zj;ijj; jtpu kw;w ve;j vz;zj;ija[k;
tsutplf;TlhJ - ,g;nghJ ehd; tPl;ow;Fg; nghna ngha;tpl;nld; vd;w vz;zk; kl;Lk;
,Ue;jhy; nghJk;. rhPuj;jpd; ve;j rk;ke;jnkh my;yJ el;ngh fPnH bfhz;Ltuf;TlhJ. 14.9.75

71. gpur;rpid vg;gog;gl;ljhf ,Ue;jhYk;> mJ kdjpyhfl;Lk;> clypy; Mfl;Lk; my;yJ

bjhlh;gpy; Mfl;Lk;> ve;jbthU Mj;kht[k; vz;zj;jpy; tuf;TlhJ. vz;zj;jpy;Tl VjhtJ
Mj;khtpd; epidt[ te;jhy; me;j behof;Fk; fzf;F Vw;gLfpwJ. vdnt jhd; 8 ngh;
gh]hfpwhh;fs;. tpnrrkhf 8 ngUf;Fj;jhd; g[fH; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,t;tst[ MHkhd tpist[fs;
,Uf;Fkh! kpff; fodkhd ngg;guhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ahUila vz;zj;jpy; vtUk;
,Ug;gjpy;iynah> ve;jg; gpur;rpidapYk; ve;jf; fl;lhaj;jpYk; ,Ug;gjpy;iynah> behoneu
vz;zj;jpy;Tl ,Ug;gjpy;iynah> fl;lha R{H;epiyapYk; cWjpahf ,Uf;f pwhnuh mtiuna
ghp];jh vd brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. 21.9.75

72. rpe;jpj;J bray;gLq;fs; vd;W mQ;Qhd fhyj;jpYk; brhy;tJ tHf;fk;. Kjypy;

nahrpa[q;fs; gpwF braiyr; bra;a[q;fs; my;yJ ngRq;fs;. rpe;jpj;J xt;bthU braiya[k;
bra;jPh;fs; vd;why; tPz; bray;fSf;Fg; gjpyhf xt;bthU braYk; ey;y brayhf ,Uf;Fk;.
braYf;F Kd;dhy; nahrid mjhtJ vz;zq;fs; cw;gj;jp MfpwJ. ,e;j vz;znk
tpijahf ,Uf;fpwJ. xUntis tpij mjhtJ vz;zq;fs; gth;g[y;yhf ,Ue;jhy; thh;j;ij
kw;Wk; fh;kk; jhnd gth;g[y;yhf ,Uf;Fk;. vdnt jw;rka Kaw;rpapy; xt;bthU vz;zj;ija[k;
gth;g[y; Mf;f ntz;Lk;. vz;zq;fns thH;f;ifapd; rpwe;j bghf;fp\khf ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;go
bghf;fp\j;jpd; K:ykhf vJ ntz;Lnkh> vt;tst[ ntz;Lnkh> mt;tst[ bgw Koa[k;>
mijg;nghynt rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; K:ykhfnt rjh fhyj;jpw;fhd rpwe;j gyid bgw
Koa[k;. vg;nghJk; ,e;j rpwpa Rnyhfj;ij epidtpy; ita[q;fs; rpe;jpj;J bray;gl ntz;Lk;
my;yJ ngr ntz;Lk; mg;nghJ rjhfhyj;jpw;F rpwe;j thH;f;ifia cUthf;f Koa[k; nkYk;
jh;kuh$g[hpapd; jz;lidapy; ,Ue;Jk; jg;gpf;f Koa[k;. vg;go ePjpgjpapd; ntiy vd;dthf
,Uf;fpwJ nahrpj;J g[hpe;Jbfhz;L jPh;g;g[ tHq;f ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ. xt;bthU
vz;zj;jpd;kPJk; jdf;F ePjpgjp MFq;fs;. ,jd; K:ykhf brhh;fj;jpYk; cyf kfhuh$d;
vd;w rpwe;j gjtpiag; bgw Koa[k;. 27.9.75

73. gf;jh;fs; ve;j njtpfs; K:ykhf rpj;jpfis bgWfpwhh;fnsh> mnj njtpfs;> xU

rkaj;jpy; rpj;jp bgWk; vz;zq;fisf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. ,J Vd;? Kaw;rp bra;jnghJk;
rpj;jp fpilf;fhjJ Vd;? neug;go rk;g{uz epiyapd; gpuj;al;rk; Fiwthf ,Ug;gnjd;? vd
nghfg;nghf ,e;j vz;zq;fs; epr;rak; cw;gj;jpahfpwJ. vdnt ghght[k; nfs;tp nfl;fpwhh; -
Vd;? rpj;jp brhU:gkhtjw;F jdjhf;f ntz;oa Kf;fpa tprak; vJthf ,Uf;fpwJ? behoapy;
mk;ig vq;F vwpe;jhYk; mq;nf fq;if cw;gj;jpahdJ mjhtJ behoapy; elf;fKoahjJk;
ele;J gpuj;jpal;rgyd; U:gj;jpy; bjhpe;jJ vd ghz;lth;fSf;F fy;g Kd;g[ g[fH; ,Ue;jJ.
,ijj;jhd; rpj;jp vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. ,J jw;nghJ elg;gjpy;iy> Vbddpy; gpuj;jpal;r
gyid bgWtjw;fhf xt;bthU behoa[k; jdJ rk;g{uz> rh;trf;jp epiwe;j brhU:gj;jpd;
epidt[ gpuj;jpal;r vz;z totpy; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. ehd; Kaw;rp bra;gtd;> epiwe;jtdhf

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Mfpna jPUntd;> fl;lhak; MfptpLk; - thpirg;go Mfpna jPuntz;Lk;. ek;Kila ntiy
Kaw;rp bra;tJ> ekJ rf;jpf;Fj; jf;fgo bra;Jbfhz;Ljhnd ,Uf;fpnwhk; - ,g;gog;gl;l
xt;bthU beho vz;z tot tpijfshy; midj;J rf;jpfSk; epiwtjpy;iy. me;j neu
vz;zq;fspy; ele;nj jPUk; vd mjhtJ vjph;fhy vz;zq;fs; epiwe;jpUf;fpwJ. cWjpahd
ek;gpf;if my;yJ gpuj;jpal;r gydpd; ,urj;jhy; gyk; epiwahky; ,Uf;Fk; fhuzj;jhy;
rpj;jpa[k; gpuj;jpal;rkhf ,Ug;gjpy;iy. vdpDk; ,uz;L epkplj;jpw;Fg; gpwF> xU kzp
neuj;jpw;Fg; gpwF my;yJ rpy ehl;fSf;Fg; gpwF vjph;fhy gpuhg;jp Vw;gl;LtpLfpwjh – vdnt
,jd; fhuzj;ijg; g[hpe;Jbfhz;Oh;fsh? cq;fs; vz;z tot tpijapd; fhuzj;jhnyna
gpuj;jpal;r rpj;jp fpilf;ftpy;iy. mndf tpjkhd rhjhuz vz;zq;fs; vGfpwJ. neug;go
Mfpna jPuntz;Lk;> ,g;nghJ vy;nyhUk; vq;nf jahuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;? ,g;nghJ Kd;dhy;
cs;s vz;fns ,d;Dk; jahuhftpy;iyna. filrpapy; vl;L ngh;jhnd ,Ug;ghh;fs;. ,g;goahf
vjph;fhy Qhdj;jpd; rhjhuz vz;zq;fs;; cq;fs; tpijia gytPdkhf;fp tpLfpwJ gpd;dh;
,nj vjph;fhy vz;zq;fs; vij ve;j neuj;jpy; gad;gLj;jf;Tlhnjh> me;j neuj;jpy;
nahrpf;fhknyna gad;gLj;jp tpLfpwPh;fs; - ,e;j fhuzj;jhy; gpuj;jpal;r gyd;Tl vjph;fhy
gydpd; U:gj;jpy; khw;wk; bgw;WtpLfpwJ. 1.10.75

74. Kaw;rpf;fhd Rnyhfd;;-vg;gog;gl;l vz;zj;ij ehd; vGg;g[fpnwndh me;j vdJ

vz;zj;jpd;gona R{H;epiy cUthFk;. vz;zj;ij Mjhukhff;bfhz;lJ R{H;epiy>
R{H;epiyia Mjhukhff;bfhz;lJ Kaw;rp. ve;j vz;zj;ij vGg;g[fpwPh;fnsh mij
midtUk; gpd;gw;Wthh;fs;. bray; vd;gJ bghpa tprak;> Mdhy; vz;zj;jpd; kPJk; ftdk;
bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;> vz;zj;ij ,nyrhd tprakhf epidf;f ntz;lhk;> Vbdd;why;
vz;znk tpijahf ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;z tot tpij gytPdkhf ,Ue;jhy; xUnghJk;
rf;jpkpf;f gHk; mDgtkhfhJ. xU vz;zk; tPzhfg; nghdhYk;> mJt[k; xU jtWjhd;.
vg;go thh;j;ijapy; bra;j gpiH czug;gLfpwJ> mnjnghy tPz; vz;zq;fspd; gpiHfisa[k;
czu ntz;Lk;. vg;nghJ ,g;go brf;fpq; bra;fpwPh;fnsh mg;nghnj ePq;fs; Kd;ndw Koa[k;.
8.10.75

75. „,ijr; bra;J Kog;ngd;> ,g;go elf;f ntz;Lk;> ,th; vd;d epidj;Jf;
bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;> vdf;Fk; vy;yhk; bra;aj; bjhpa[k;‟ vd braYf;F tUtjw;F Kd;ghf
rk];fhuq;fs;> vz;zj;jpy; tUfpwJ. ,e;j totpy; vz;zq;fshf rk];fhuq;fs;
cw;gj;jpahfpwJ. ,e;j neuk; rk];fhuk; vz;zq;fspd; totpy; jdJ U:gj;ijf; fhl;LtJ
cq;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;nghJ vd;d ,e;j vz;zk; ghg; rkhd; ,Uf;fpwjh? vd xt;bthU
vz;zj;ija[k; Kjypy; brf; gz;z ntz;Lk;. vg;nghJk; ,e;j gHf;fj;ij Vw;gLj;Jq;fs;
my;yJ gapw;rp bra;a[q;fs;. 12.10.75

76. mg;gog;gl;l kfhjhdpapd; vz;zq;fs; kw;Wk;; brhw;fs; jhdhfnt tujhdj;jpd;

U:gkhfptpLfpwJ. ve;j Mj;khf;fSf;fhf ve;j vz;zj;ij vGg;g[fpwPh;fnsh my;yJ ve;j
brhy;iy brhy;fpwPh;fnsh mJ me;j Mj;khtpw;F tukhfptpL fpwJ. 25.10.75

77. vz;zq;fs; K:ykhft[k; ve;j Mj;khtpw;Fk; Jf;fk; bfhLg;gJ my;yJ Jf;fk; bgWtJ
,k;irna. rk;g{uz mfpk;rhthjp vd;why; vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhft[k; ahUf;Fk; Jf;fk;
bfhLf;fhjth;. cj;jk g[U\h; vd;why; xt;bthU vz;zk; kw;Wk; xt;bthU moapYk; cj;jkk;
mjhtJ rpwg;ghf ,Ug;gJ> rhjhuzk; ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gJ> bysfPfkhf ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gJ
kw;Wk; tPzhditfs; ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gJ. 7.2.76

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78. nfs;tp & vy;yh fUj;Jf;fspd; rhuj;ij xU thh;j;ijapy; brhy;Yq;fs;?
gjpy; & fUj;Jf;fspd; rhuk; - gha;z;l; U:gk; mjhtJ g[s;sp totkhfptpl ntz;Lk;.
nfs;tp & g[s;sp tot epiy Vw;gLk;nghJ ve;j lg[s; gpuhg;jp fpilf;fpwJ?
gjpy; & g[s;sp totk; vd;why; gth;g[y; epiy> mjpy; tPz; vz;zq;fs; XLtjpy;iy>
nkYk; g[s;sp vd;why; Koe;jjw;F Kw;Wg;g[s;sp. ,jd; K:ykhf braYk; rpwg;ghf ,Uf;fpwJ
nkYk; tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,y;yhj fhuzj;jhy; Kaw;rpapd; ntfKk; jPtpukhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
vdnt Koe;jjw;F Kw;Wg;g[s;sp itg;gij nahrpj;J bra;a ntz;Lk;. tPzhdij ghh;g;gJ>
nfl;gJ kw;Wk; ngRtJ midj;ija[k; epWj;j ntz;Lk;. ey;y fz;fs; jpwe;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;
mjhtJ rhl;rpahf ,Uf;Fk; epiyapy; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. 9.2.76

79. gtpj;jpukhf ,Ug;gnj gpuhkz gpwtpapd; Rajh;kk;. gtpj;jpu vz;zq;fs; gpuhkz

gpwtpapd; ,yl;rpakhft[k; ,yl;rzkhft[k; ,Uf;fpwJ. ahUila cz;ikahd ,yl;rzk;
gtpj;jpukhf ,Uf;fpwnjh mtUf;F mHpt[ Vw;gLk; ehnshLTl ve;j bjhlh;g[k; fpilahJ.
,Jnth jdJ gytPdj;ij kiwg;gjw;Fr; brhy;yg;gLk; rhf;Fg;nghf;fhf ,Uf;fpwJ. 18.1.77

80. gytPdq;fis J}u tpyf;Ftjw;Fhpa vspa rhjdk; vJ? vitfs; vy;yhk; vz;zq;fspy;
tUfpwnjh mitfis ghghtplk; mw;gzk; bra;JtpLq;fs;. vJ te;jhYk; mij ghghtpd;
Kd;dhy; itj;Jtpl;L bghWg;ig ghghtplk; tpl;LtpLq;fs;> mg;nghJ ePq;fs;
Rje;jpukhfptpLtPh;fs;. ehd; ghght[ilatd; ghgh vd;Dilath; vd;w xU cWjpahd
vz;zj;ij bfhs;Sq;fs;. vg;nghJ vd;Dila ghghnth> mg;nghJ vd;Dilajpd;kPJ
mjpfhuk; ,Uf;fpwjy;yth? mjpfhhp brhU:gj;jpy; cWjpahf ,Ue;jhy; moikj;jdk;
jhdhfnt mfd;W ngha;tpLk;. 5.5.77

81. ahh; ghghtpw;F rkkhd FHe;ijfnsh mth;fSila vz;zq;fSk; mk;g[

ijg;gijg;nghy cs;sj;ij ijf;Fk;. vg;go me;jf; fhyj;jpy; mk;bga;jpdhh;fs;. mg;nghJ
ahiu mk;g[ ijj;jnjh mth; mk;nghL fPnH tpGe;JtpLthh;. mnj nghy ahh; ,ja
rpk;khrdj;jpy; mkh;e;jpUg;gtnuh> mtuJ cs;sj;jpd; vz;zq;fs; ve;j Mj;khf;fSf;fhf
epidf;fg;gLfpwnjh> me;j kdpjh; mjhtJ Mj;kh jhnd jdJ cs;sj;jpd; ghtidia
btspg;gLj;Jtjw;fhf cq;fs; Kd;dhy; te;JtpLthh;. 28.5.77

82. jilfs; Vd; tUfpwJ> mjd; fhuzj;jhy; jPtpu Kaw;rpahshpy; ,Ue;J btWk;
Kaw;rpahsh; MfptpLfpwPh;fs;? caUk; fiyf;Fg; gjpyhf epw;Fk; fiyf;F te;JtpLfpwPh;fs;.
khypf; my;yJ kh];lh; rh;trf;jpthdhf ,Ug;gjw;Fg; gjpyhf cw;rhfkw;wtuhf my;yJ
moikahfp tpLfpwPh;fs;. fhuzk;? kpfr; rpwpa tprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;go me;jehspy;
brhd;dgo> K:y tprak; bk$hhpl;o FHe;ijfSf;F Kd;dhy; tPz; vz;zq;fspd; g[ay;
mjpfkhf tPRfpwJ.
tPz; vz;zq;fs; tUtjw;F Mjhukhf ,Ug;gJ> Rg vz;zq;fs; mjhtJ Rj;j rpe;jidfs;>
Qhd f$hdh Fiwthf ,Ug;gJ. fpilj;jpUf;Fk;nghJk; gad;gLj;j bjhpatpy;iy. nkYk;
nrh;j;J itf;fj; bjhpatpy;iy. my;yJ mjw;fhd tHpKiwfs; tUtjpy;iy> ,e;j
fhuzq;fshy; tsh;r;rp miltjpy;iy. 29.5.77

83. gw;wpw;Fk; gyepiyfs; cs;sd. xd;W R{l;Rk gw;W> mjid R{l;Rk Mj;kPf epiyapy;
epiyahf ,Ug;gjd; K:ykhfnt mwpa Koa[k;. ,uz;lhtJ ];J}y U:gj;jpd; gw;W> mij
vspjhf mwpa Koa[k;. R{l;Rk gw;wpd; tp];jhuk; mjpfkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. gw;wpy;yhky;> g[j;jpapd;
fth;r;rp vq;Fk; nghfKoahJ. my;yJ g[j;jp ve;jg;gf;fKk; tisa KoahJ. vdnt tise;J
bfhLg;gjpy; ,Ue;J gw;iw brf;fpq; gz;zyhk;. mJ vz;zj;jpyhfl;Lk;> brhy;ypyhfl;Lk;>

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braypyhfl;Lk;> rk;ke;jj;jpyhfl;Lk;> bjhlh;gpyhfl;Lk;> tpUk;ghknyna me;jg;gf;fk; neuk;
brytplg;gLtJ epr;rak;. ,e;jf; fhuzq;fshy; tPz; vz;zq;fs; cUthf K:y fhuzkhf
,Ug;gJ-gw;W. ,ij brf; gz;Zq;fs;. ve;j tpraj;ij ePq;fs; tpUk;gtpy;iynah> mJt[k;
tPz; vz;zq;fspd; totpy; ,ilQ;ry; gz;ZfpwJ. ,jw;Fk; fhuzk;> giHa Rghtk; kw;Wk;
rk];fhuj;jpy; cs;s vd;Dila vd;w FiwghL. vJtiu vd;Dila Rghtk;> vd;Dila
rk];fhuk; ,Uf;fpwnjh> mJ ,Gf;Fk;.
tPz; vz;zq;fSf;F mLj;j fhuzk; KGehspd; jpdrhp eltof;iffSf;F kdk; brhy;
braypy; ghgh K:ykhf fpilj;j khpahijfspd; KGikahd _kj;jhf vitfs;
,Uf;fpd;wdnth> mitfis VjhtJ U:gj;jpy; kPwp elf;fpwPh;fs;> fPH;goe;J elg;gth; vd;w
epiyapy; ,Ue;J mtkhpahij bra;gth; MfptpLfpwPh;fs;. khpahijfspd; vy;iyia kdjpd;
K:ykhf jhz;odhYk;> tPz; vz;z tot uhtzd; cq;fnshL a[j;jk; bra;a te;JtpLthd;.
vdnt ,ija[k; brf;fpq; gz;Zq;fs;> vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf> thh;j;ij> bray;> rk;ke;jk;>
bjhlh;g[ K:ykhf gpuhkzh;fSila ePjp kw;Wk; tpjpfSf;F fsq;fk; tpistpf;f tpy;iyah?
mtrpak; VjhtJ ePjp my;yJ tpjp „kp];rhfp‟ ,Uf;Fk; mg;nghJ g[j;jpapy; tPz; vz;zq;fs;
„kpf;]‟; MfpwJ. mLj;j fhuzk; g[hpe;jjh? vdnt brf;fpq; ey;ygoahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.
mg;nghJjhd; tPz; vz;zq;fs; epth;j;jp Mf Koa[k;. 29.5.77

84. ghtk; kw;Wk; g[z;zpaj;jpd; MHkhd tpist[fis mwpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. ghtj;jpd; ntfk;

rpwe;j ghf;fpaj;ij ,Hf;fr; bra;fpwJ. vz;zq;fs; K:ykhft[k; ghtq;fs; Vw;gLfpd;wJ.
vz;zq;fspd; ghtq;fSf;Fk; neuoahd gyd; fpilf;fpwJ. vz;zq;fspy; ,Uf;Fk; Raj;jpd;
gytPdk;> VjhtJ tpfhuk; ghtfzf;fpy; nrUfpwJ. Mdhy; kw;w Mj;khf;fisf; Fwpj;j
vz;zq;fspYk; VjhtJ tpfhu tag;gl;l czh;t[ ,Uf;Fkhdhy; mJt[k; khfhgtkhf
,Uf;fpwJ> kw;w ve;j Mj;khf;fisf; Fwpj;j tPzhd thh;j;ijfSk; ght fzf;fpnyna
nrUfpwJ. mnjnghy fh;kk; mjhtJ rk;ke;jk; kw;Wk; bjhlh;gpy; vth;kPjhtJ Rg
ghtidf;Fg; gjpyhf ntW ve;j ghtid ,Ue;jhYk; ght fzf;fpy; nrh;e;JtpLfpwJ –
Vbddpy; mJt[k; Jf;fk; bfhLg;gjhFk;. Rg ghtid g[z;zpaf; fzf;if mjpfkhf;FfpwJ.
tPz; czh;t[fs; my;yJ btWg;g[zh;t[fs; my;yJ bghwhik czh;t[fs; ght fzf;if
mjpfkhf;FfpwJ vdnt ghght[ila FHe;ijahfp tpl;nld;> M];jpf;F mjpfhupahfptpl;nld;
mjhtJ g[z;zpa Mj;kh Mfptpl;nld;> ,e;j ek;gpf;if kw;Wk; nghij ,Ug;gJ kpf ey;yJ.
vdpDk; nghijiaa[k; bghwhikiaa[k; „kpf;]‟; gz;zf;TlhJ. ghght[ilatuhf MdgpwF
vz;zKoahj mst[ gpuhg;jp ,Uf;fpwJ vdpDk; g[z;zpa Mj;khnthL Tlnt ghtj;jpd;
Rika[k; E}W klq;F fzf;Fg;go ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ,e;jmst[ ftdk; bfhLf;fhjth;
Mfntz;lhk;. 3.12.78

85. vz;zq;fspy; mt;tst[ gyk; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; mjd;K:ykhf cyfpy; cs;s midj;J
Mj;khf;fSf;Fk; rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf nrit bra;a Koa ntz;Lk;> Rj;jkhd
czh;tpd; Mjhuj;jpy; tha[ kz;lyj;ij Rj;jk; bra;a Koantz;Lk;. czh;tpw;F rf;jp
,Uf;fpwJ. Rj;jk; vd;why; J}a;ik. J}a;ikf;F Mjhuk; rnfhju epidt[ kw;Wk; czh;t[. 4.1.79

86. vz;zq;fSk; xU bghf;fp\khf ,Uf;fpwJ> QhdKk; bghf;fp\khf ,Uf;fpwJ>

];J}y bry;tj;ija[k; ,iwtd; bgauhy; mh;g;gzk; bra;tjhy; xU eahigrh xU
uj;jpdj;jpw;F rkkhd kjpg;g[ilajhfptpLfpwJ. ,e;j vy;yh bghf;fp\q;fisa[k; jdf;fhf
my;yJ nritf;fhf fhhpaj;jpy; <LgLj;jtpy;iy vd;why; mij tPzhdJ vd;nw brhy;y
Koa[k;. xt;bthU behoa[k; Ra ed;ikf;fhf my;yJ cyf ed;ikf;fhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.
,g;go vy;yh bghf;fp\q;fisa[k; ,itfSf;fhf ghgh mth;fs; je;jpUf;fpwhh;fs; - ,e;j

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fhhpaq;fSffhfnt <LgLj;JfpwPh;fsh! ey;yJk; bra;atpy;iy> bfl;lJk; bra;atpy;iy vd
rpy FHe;ijfs; brhy;fpwhh;fs; mg;nghJ mJ ve;j fzf;fpy; nghfpwJ. kjpg;gspf;ftpy;iy
vd;whYk; tPz; vd;Wjhnd brhy;thh;fs;. ,e;j fhuzj;jhy; Kaw;rpapd; ntfk; jPtpukhf
,Uf;f Kotjpy;iy nkYk; ,nj fhuzj;jhy; thpirg;go ,Ug;gth; mjpfkhfpwhh;fs;.
thpirg;go Mtjw;fhd fhuzk; vJthf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gij ,g;nghJ g[hpe;Jbfhz;Oh;fsh?
10.1.79

87. Kjypy; bksd tpujk; filg;gpof;f brhy;yg;gl;oUe;jJ> mg;nghJ vy;nyhUk;

Rje;jpukhf ,Ue;jPh;fs;> neuk; nrkpf;fg;gl;lJ – vdnt me;jkhjphp VjhtJ rhjdj;ij
cUthf;Fq;fs; mjd;K:yk; midtUila neuKk; nrkpf;fg;gl ntz;Lk; - kdjpy; bksdk;
,Ue;jhy; tPz; vz;zq;fs; tunt TlhJ. ,Jt[k; kdjpd; bksdk;jhnd. vg;go thapypUe;J
thh;j;ijfs; tutpy;iynah mnjnghy tPz; vz;zq;fs; tuf;TlhJ - ,Jt[k; kdjpd;
bksdk;jhd;. mg;nghJ tPzhditfs; mHpe;Jngha;tpLk;. vy;yh neuKk; kpr;rkhFk;> mg;nghJ
kPz;Lk; nrit Muk;gk; MFk;. kdjpd; bksdj;jpd; K:ykhf g[jpa fz;Lgpog;g[fs; btspg;gLk;
- vg;go Muk;g fhy bksdj;jpy; tz;zq;fs; btspg;gl;lJ mnjnghy ,e;j kdjpd; bksdk;
K:ykhf g[jpa tz;zq;fs; njhd;Wk;. 10.1.79

88. vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf <];thpa nrit bra;a ntz;Lk; ,Jt[k; nrit bra;a rpwe;j kw;Wk;
g[jpa tHpahf ,Uf;fpwJ. eif tpahghhp vg;go jpde;njhWk; fhiyapy; fil jpwe;J jk;Kila
xt;bthU uj;jpdj;ija[k; Rj;jkhf ,Uf;fpwjh> gpufhrk; rhpahf ,Uf;fpwjh> rhpahd
,lj;jpy; itf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwjh vd brf; gz;Zfpwhh;> mnjnghy jpde;njhWk;
mkph;jntisapy; jdJ bjhlh;gpy; tuf;Toa Mj;khf;fs;kPJ vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf ghh;itia
brYj;Jq;fs;> ve;j mst[ ePq;fs; mth;fis vz;zq;fshy; epidt[ bra;fpwPh;fnsh me;j
mst[ me;j vz;zq;fs; mth;fisr; brd;W nrUk; gpwF mth;fs; ehq;fSk; gyKiw cq;fis
epidt[ bra;njhk; vdr; brhy;thh;fs;. ,g;goahf nritf;fhf g[Jg;g[J tHpfis ifahz;L
Kd;ndwpf;bfhz;nl ,Uq;fs;. 14.1.79
89. mwptpay; rhjdkhd Mfhatpkhdk; vg;nghJ gwf;f ,Uf;fpwnjh> mjw;F Kd;dhy;
„brf;fpq;‟ bra;ag;gLfpwJ. gpwF mjpy; vbjy;yhk; njitg;gLfpwnjh-bgl;nuhy;
njitg;gLfpwJ> fhw;W njitg;gLfpwJ> czt[ njitg;gLfpwJ> ,g;go vy;yhtw;iwa[k;
epug;gpat[ld; jiuiatpl;L vGk;gp gwe;J nghfpwJ. gpuhkz Mj;kh tot tpkhdKk; jd;Dila
,lj;jpw;F te;J epd;WtpLfpwJ. xU behoapy; gwf;f ntz;Lk; vd;w iluf;rd; ,Ue;jJ
vdpDk; mjpy; rpyh; brf;fpq; bra;tjpnyna ,Ue;Jtpl;lhh;fs;. ehd; Mj;khthf ,Uf;fpnwd;>
ehd; ,e;j rhPuky;y vd;w brf;fpq; bra;tjpnyna ,Ue;Jtpl;lhh;fs;. kw;w rpyh; Qhd rpe;jid
K:ykhf jd;id rf;jpahy; epuk;gr; bra;tjpy; ,Ue;Jtpl;lhh;fs;. ehd; kh];lh; Qhd
brhU:gkhf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ehd; kh];lh; rh;t rf;jpthdhf ,Uf;fpnwd; - ,e;j Rj;j
vz;zq;fs; tiu ,Ue;jhh;fs;> Mdhy; brhU:gkhf Koatpy;iy. vdnt ,uz;lhtJ
epiyahd epug;g[tjpy; ,Ue;Jtpl;ldh; nkYk; rpyh; epug;g[tjpnyna gp]pahf ,Ue;j
fhuzj;jhy; gwf;fhky; ,Ue;Jtpl;lhh;fs;. Vbddpy; Rj;j vz;zq;fis epidt[
bra;Jbfhz;oUe;jdh; vdpDk; ,e;j njftot jiuia tplKoahky; ,Ue;jhh;fs;. mrhPhp
epiyapy; epiyahf ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy. kpff;Fiwe;j tpuy;tpl;L vz;zf;Toa rpynu
iluf;rd;go behoapy; gwe;J R{l;Rktjdk; my;yJ K:ytjdj;ij brd;W nrh;e;jhh;fs;. ghgh
gpuntrk; Mfpwhh; gpd;dh; brd;WtpLfpwhh;> gukhj;kh vg;go gpuntrkhf jFjpa[ilatuhf
,Uf;fpwhnuh mnjnghy kWgpwtp bgw;w gpuhkz Mj;khf;fSk; mjhtJ kfhd; Mj;khf;fSk;
gpuntrkhf jFjp cilatuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. vg;nghJ ntz;Lnkh fh;knahfp MFq;fs;>
vg;nghJ ntz;Lnkh gue;jhkthrp nahfp MFq;fs;> vg;nghJ ntz;Lnkh R{l;Rk tjdthrp
nahfp MFq;fs;. Rje;jpukhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. K:d;W cyfj;jpw;Fk; mjpgjpahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.
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,e;j neuk; K:d;W cyfehjdhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt ehjd; jdJ ,lj;jpw;F vg;nghJ
ntz;Lnkh mg;nghJ nghf Koa[k;. 26.11.79

90. vg;nghJk; Kaw;rpapy; jPtpuntfj;jpy; brd;Wbfhz;nl ,Uq;fs;. Rj;j vz;zq;fspd;

];lhf; ,Ue;jhy; tPzhditfs; Koe;Jngha;tpLk;. jpde;njhWk; Qhdj;ijf; nfl;fpwPh;fs;>
mjpypUe;J VjhtJ tpraj;ij rpe;jid bra;Jbfhz;nl ,Uq;fs;. tPz; vz;zq;fs; XLfpwJ
vd;why; rpe;jid rf;jp Fiwthf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W mh;j;jk;. rpe;jid bra;a
fw;Wf;bfhs;Sq;fs;. xnubahU thh;j;ijia vLj;J mjd; MHj;jpw;Fr; bry;Yq;fs;.
jpde;njhWk; jdf;Fj;jhnd VjhtJ xU jiyg;ig rpe;jpf;ff; bfhLq;fs;> gpwF tPz;
vz;zq;fs; Koe;Jngha;tpLk;. vg;nghbjy;yhk; tPz; vz;zq;fs; tUfpwnjh mg;nghJ
g[j;jpahy; kJtdj;jpw;F te;JtpLq;fs; ,q;Fs;s tha[kz;lyk;> ,q;fpUf;Fk; rpwe;j
rfthrj;ij epidt[ bra;jhYk; tPzhditfs; Koe;Jngha;tpLk;. iyd; nrd;Q; MfptpLk;.
30.11.79.

91. nrit bra;af;Toa FHe;ijfs; kdjpy; tPzhditfs; xUnghJk; Xlf;TlhJ. tPz;

vz;zq;fs; tUfpwJ vd;W ePq;fns brhd;dhy; kw;wth;fs; vd;d bra;thh;fs;. kw;wth;fs; bfl;l
vz;zjpw;Fs; brd;WtpLthh;fs;. ,g;goahf xt;bthUtUk; ftdk; bfhLf;fnt bra;fpwPh;fs;
vdpDk; ,g;nghJ EZf;fkhd ftdk; njit. vz;zq;fshYk; nrit elf;f ntz;Lk;.
xUntis vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia nritapy; gp]pahf;fptpl;Oh;fs; vd;why; tPzhditfs;
jhkhfnt Koe;Jngha;tpLk;. vg;go ,d;iwa ,isQh;fs; FU:g;ig VjhtJ fhhpaj;jpy;
gp]pahf itj;jpUf;f Kaw;rp bra;fpwhh;fs;> mjd;K:yk; ,isQh;fspd; rf;jp jPq;fpiHf;Fk;
fhhpaj;jpw;Fg; nghfhky; jLf;fg;gLfpwJ. vq;fhtJ kiHePh; tPzhfg;nghdhy; mjw;F miz
fl;o tPzhtij gaDs;sjhf;Ffpwhh;fs;. mnjnghy tPzhfg;nghFk; vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia
nritapy; gp]pahf itj;jpUe;jPh;fs; vd;why; mJ tPzhtjw;Fg; gjpyhf rf;jprhyp MfptpLk;.
vz;zk;> brhy;> bray; my;yJ Qhdj;jpd; rf;jpfs; vJt[k; tPzhfg;nghff;TlhJ. 19.12.79

92. KG ehspd; Mjhuj;jpy; fdt[fs; tUfpwJ. ahh; ,ut[ gfyhf nritapy; gp]pahf
,Uf;fpwhh;fnsh mth;fSila fdt[k; nritf;fhfnt ,Uf;Fk;. fdtpy;Tl VjhtJ g[Jg;g[J
tpraq;fs;. nritf;fhd jpl;lq;fs; my;yJ tHpfs; bjhpatUk;. vdnt ,t;tst[ gp]pahf
,Uf;fpwPh;fsh? tPz; vz;zq;fspy; ,Ue;J tpLgl;Ltpl;Oh;fs; my;yth? vt;tst[ gp]pahf
,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh> mt;tst[ jd;Dila Kaw;rpia tPzhdtw;wpy; ,Ue;Jk;> kw;wth;fisa[k;
tPzhditfspy; ,Ue;Jk; fhg;ghw;w Koa[k;. xt;bthU neuKk; ,J tPzh my;yJ rf;jpahf
vd brf;fpq; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. xUntis bfhQ;rkhtJ tPzhdjpd; mDgtk; Vw; gl;lhy;
me;j neunk khw;wptpLq;fs;. epkpj;jkha; ,Ug;gth;fisg; ghh;j;J kw;wthplj;jpYk; rf;jpkpf;f
vz;zq;fs; jhdhfnt te;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;. 26.12.79

93. xU thh;j;ij „xUkpj;jepiy‟ (Vfhf;fpujh)‟. vz;zq;fs; btw;wp bgwhky; nghtjw;F

fhuzkhf ,Ug;gJ xUkpj;jepiy Fiwthf ,Ug;gJ. xUkpj;jepiy Fiwthf ,Uf;Fk;
fhuzj;jhy; FHg;gk; Vw;gLfpwJ. vq;nf xUkpj;jepiy ,Uf;fpwnjh mq;nf xnu urid epiy
jhdhfnt ,Uf;Fk;. vq;nf xUkpj;jepiy ,Uf;fpwnjh mq;nf vz;zk;> brhy; kw;Wk;
braypy; tPzhditfs; Koe;Jngha;tpLfpwJ nkYk; rf;jpepiy te;JtpLfpwJ. rf;jpkpf;fjhf
,Ug;gjhy; midj;Jk; btw;wpfukhfptpLfpwJ. xUkpj;jepiy vd;why; xnu xU rpwe;j
vz;zj;jpy; vg;nghJk; epiyahf ,Ug;gJ. me;j xU tpij U:g vz;zj;jpy; KG ku U:g
tsh;r;rp mlq;fp ,Uf;fpwJ. xUkpj;jepiyia mjpfkhf;Fq;fs; mg;nghJ vy;yhtpjkhd
FHg;gq;fSk; Koe;Jngha;tpLk;. xUkpj;jepiy jd;gf;fk; ,Gf;ft[k; bra;fpwJ. vg;go VjhtJ
xU bghUs; jhnd jLkhw;wj;jpy; ,Ue;jhy; mJ kw;witfisa[k; jLkhw;wj;jpw;F
bfhz;LtUk;. vg;go ,q;fpUf;Fk; iyl; jLkhw;wj;jpw;F (,ilapilna kpd;rhuk; jilgl;lJ)

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MshfpwJ rpyneuk; vhpfpwJ rpy neuk; mizfpwJ mg;nghJ vy;nyhUila vz;zj;jpYk;
,q;F vd;dthapw;W? vd;w jLkhw;wk;; te;JtpLfpwJ> xUkpj;jepiya[ila bghUs; kw;wtUf;Fk;
xUkpj;jepiyia mDgtk; bra;a itf;fpwJ. xUkpj;jepiyapd; Mjhuj;jpnyna xU bghUs;
vg;go ,Uf;fpwnjh> mg;gona bjspthfg; ghh;g;gjw;Fj; bjhpfpwJ. mg;gog;gl;l xUkpj;j
epiyapy; epiyahf ,Ug;gth;fs; jd;id vg;nghJk; ahuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;> vg;go ,Uf;fpwhh;
vd;gij bjspthf mDgtk; bra;fpwhh; nkYk; ,e;jf; fhuzj;jhy; vg;go MFk;> vd;dthFk;?
vd;w jLkhw;wk; Koe;Jngha;tpLfpwJ. vg;go VjhtJ xU bghUs; bjspthfj; bjhpa[k;nghJ
xUnghJk; ,J vd;d? vd;w nfs;tp vHhJ> nfs;tp Koe;J bjspthf ,J ,g;go ,Uf;fpwJ
vd;gJ mDgtk; MFk;. mnjnghy Ra brhU:gk; my;yJ ghghtpd; brhU:gk; xUkpj;jepiyapd;
Mjhuj;jpy; vg;nghJk; bjspthf ,Uf;Fk;. vg;go Mj;k U:gj;jpy; epiyj;jpUg;gJ> Mj;khtpd;
brhU:gk; ,g;goah my;yJ mg;goah? vd;w jLkhw;wk; mjhtJ nfs;tpfs; Koe;J ngha;tpLk;.
vg;nghJ nfs;tpfs; Koe;JtpLfpwnjh> FHg;gq;fs; Koe;J tpLfpwnjh mg;nghJ xt;bthU
vz;zKk; bjspthfptpLk;. xt;bthU vz;zk;> brhy; my;yJ braypd; Kjy;> ,il kw;Wk;
fil K:d;W fhyKnk vg;go jw;fhyk; bjspthf ,Uf;fpwnjh mg;go bjspthf ,Uf;Fk;.
vz;z tot tpij rf;jprhypahf ,Ue;jhy; mJ gydspf;ff; Toajhf ,Uf;Fk;. 28.12.79

94. ve;jbthU vz;zj;ij vGg;gpdhnyh my;yJ rpe;jid bra;jhnyh Kjypy; ,e;j

vz;zk; my;yJ rpe;jid ghght[f;F gpoj;jjh> gpugptpw;F cfe;jjh? vd;gij brf;
gz;Zq;fs;. ahhplk; mjpf gpupak; ,Uf;fpwnjh mg;nghJ mtUf;Fg; gpoj;jnj jdf;Fk;
gpoj;jjhf ,Uf;Fk;. vJ ghght[f;F gpoj;jnjh mJnt cq;fSf;Fk; gpoj;jJ nkYk; ahh;
ghghtpw;F gpoj;jkhfp tpLfpwhnuh mth; kf;fSf;Fg; gpoj;jtuhf jhnd MfptpLfpwhh;. 16.1.80

95. nfs;tp & ve;jbthU Rikia Fiwj;jhy; Mj;kh rf;jprhyp MFk;?

gjpy; & Mj;khkPJ tPzhditfspd; Rik ,Uf;fpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs;> tPz;
thh;j;ijfs;> tPz; fh;kq;fs; ,itfs; K:ykhf Mj;kh Rik kpFe;jjhfptpLfpwJ. ,g;nghJ
,e;j Rikia ePf;fptpLq;fs;. ,e;j Rikia mfw;Wtjw;fhf vg;nghJk; nritapy; gp]pahf
,Uq;fs;. rpe;jid rf;jpia mjpfg;gLj;Jq;fs;. rpe;jid rf;jp K:ykhf Mj;kh rf;jprhyp
MfptpLk;. vg;go czit $Puzk; bra;tjd;K:yk; ,uj;jkhfpwJ> gpwF mnjrf;jp ntiy
bra;fpwJ> mnjnghy rpe;jid bra;tjd;K:ykhf Mj;khtpd; rf;jp mjpfkhFk;. 18.3.81

96. ePq;fs; vd;d ntz;LkhdhYk; epida[q;fs;> ngRq;fs;> bra;a[q;fs;> cwt[ my;yJ

bjhlh;gpy; thUq;fs;> Mdhy; mitfs; vy;yhk; ghghtpw;F rkkhf ,Uf;fpwjh vd;gij
kl;Lk; „brf;‟ gz;Zq;fs;. vitfs; vd;Dila vz;zq;fnsh mitfs; vy;yhk; ghg;rkhd;
,Uf;fpwjh vd;gij kl;Lk; brf; gz;Zq;fs;. vitfs; vd;Dila vz;zq;fnsh mitfs;
ghght[ila vz;zq;fs;. vd;Dila ngr;R ghght[ila ngr;R. Vbddpy; vy;nyhUila
cWjpbkhHp vd;dbtd;why; vij ghghtplk; ,Ue;J nfl;nlndh mijna brhy;ntd;> vij
ghgh brhy;fpwhnuh mijna nfl;ngd;. vij nahrpg;gjw;fhf ghgh je;jpUf;fpwhnuh mijna
nahrpg;ngd; vd;gJ midthpd; thf;FWjpahf ,Uf;fpwJ ,y;iyah. vg;nghJ ,e;j thf;FWjp
,Uf;fpwnjh mg;nghJ ,ij kl;Lk; brf;fpq; gz;Zq;fs;. ,ij brf;fpq; bra;tJ xd;Wk;
f\;lkpy;iyna. Kjypy; rkkhf;Fq;fs; gpwF eilKiwapy; bfhz;LthUq;fs;. xt;bthU
vz;zKk; Kjypy; ghg;rkhd; - ,ij brf; gz;Zq;fs;. ahh; Jthgua[f murh;fshf my;yJ
,sturh;fshf ,Ue;Jtpl;L brd;whh;fnsh> mth;fs; ve;jbthU bghUisa[k;
Vw;Wf;bfhs;tjw;F Kd;ghf mJ nrhjpf;fg;gLk;> gpwnf Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;gLk; vd;gij ePq;fs;
Vw;fdnt nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt Jthgua[f murh;fs; cq;fSf;F Kd;ghf
vk;khj;jpuk;. ePq;fs; vy;nyhUnk ey;y murh;fshf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. vdpDk; tPH;e;Jtpl;l
murh;fSf;nf ,j;jid ,uh$cgrhuk; fpilj;jbjd;why; nkyhd cq;fs; vy;nyhUila

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vz;zq;fSk; g[j;jpf;F czthf ,Uf;fpwJ. thh;j;ijfs; thapd; czthf ,Uf;fpwJ.
bray;fs; iffs;> fhy;fspd; czthf ,Uf;fpwJ. 25.381

97. mikjp rf;jp kfj;Jtk; tha;e;jJ. mikjpapd; rf;jp nfhg beUg;ig Fsph;tpf;fr;
bra;fpwJ> tPz; vz;zq;fspd; FHg;gj;ij Koj;J tpLfpwJ> giHa rk];fhuj;ij Koj;J
tpLfpwJ> Joj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;Fk; Mj;khf;fSf;F caph;jhdk; bfhLf;fpwJ> mikjpf; fly;
ghghit re;jpf;f itf;fpwJ> miye;Jbfhz;oUf;Fk; Mj;khf;fSf;F mth;fs; mila
ntz;oa ,yf;if mDgtk; bra;a itf;fpwJ … mikjpapd; rf;jp kpfg;bghpa g[z;zpa
Mj;khthfr; bra;fpwJ> vdnt ,e;j rf;jpia fhhpaj;jpy; <LgLj;jpf;bfhz;nl ,Uq;fs;. 13.11.81

98. ghg;jhjh bew;wpapd; K:ykhf epidt[ brhU:gj;ij ghh;f;fpwhh;. fz;fs;; K:ykhf $#thyh
U:gj;ijg; ghh;f;fpwhh;> cjl;od; g[d;KWty; K:ykhf gw;ww;W md;nghL jhkiu kyUf;Fr;
rkkhf ,Ug;gijg; ghh;f;fpwhh;. ahh; vg;nghJk; epidt[ brhU:gj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwhnwh> mtUila
vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; vd;w nuiffs; bew;wpapy; vg;nghJk; bghWikahfj; bjhpfpwJ.
ve;jtpjkhd Rika[k; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. mGj;jk; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. xU behoapy; xU vz;zj;ij
kl;Lk; njhw;Wtpg;gjd; K:ykhf mndf vz;zq;fSf;F gpwtp bfhLg;gjpy;iy. vg;go clypy;
VjhtJ tpahjp ,Uf;fpwjh vd ehoapd; ntfk; ghh;j;J fzpf;fpwhh;fs;> mnjnghy
vz;zq;fspd; ntfj;ij ,e;j bew;wpapd; nuif K:ykhf mwpa Koa[k;. xUntis
vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; kpfj; jPtpukhf ,Ue;jhy; xd;wpypUe;J xd;W> xd;wpypUe;J xd;W vd
vz;zq;fs; Xof;bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhy; vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; mjp jPtpukhfpwJ> ,Jt[k;
ghf;fpaj;jpd; rf;jpia tPzhf;fptpLfpwJ. vg;go tha; K:ykhf kpf ntfkhf vg;nghJk;
ngrpf;bfhz;nl ,Ug;gjd; K:yk; clypd; rf;jp my;yJ vdh;$p tPzhfpwJ. rpyh; vg;nghJk;
ngrpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;> mjpfkhfg; ngRfpwhh;fs;> nkYk; rj;jk;nghl;L ngRfpwhh;fs;
vd;why; mthplk; vd;d brhy;tPh;fs;? bkJthfg; ngRq;fs;> Fiwthfg; ngRq;fs; vdr;
brhy;tPh;fs;. mnjnghy vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; Md;kPfr; rf;jpia tPzhf;FfpwJ. vy;yhf;
FHe;ijfSk; mDgtpahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; - vg;nghJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; XLfpwnjh mg;nghJ
vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; vg;go ,Uf;fpwJ? nkYk; vg;nghJ Qhdj;ij rpe;jid bra;fpwPh;fnsh
mg;nghJ vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; vg;go ,Uf;fpwJ? mJ rf;jpia tpuakhf;FfpwJ> ,J rf;jpia
cUthf;FfpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fspd; ntfk; mjpfkhf ,Ue;jhy;; jd;idj;jhd; rf;jp
brhU:gkhf xUnghJk; mDgtk;; bra;a KoahJ. vg;go rhPuj;jpd; rf;jp fhzhky; nghdt[ld;
,d;W vd;Dila jiy fhypahfptpl;lJ vd th;zid bra;fpwPh;fs;. mg;go Mj;kh rh;t
gpuhg;jpfspYk; jd;id fhypahf czUk;. vg;go rhPu rf;jpf;fhf Crpnghl;L rf;jpia
epiwf;fpwhh;fs; my;yJ FSnfh]; Vw;Wfpwhh;fs;> mnjnghy Md;kPfj;jpy; gytPdkhd
Mj;kh> ehd; kh];lh; rh;t rf;jpthdhf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ,d;W ghg;jhjh vd;bdd;d
fUj;Jf;fis Kuspapy; brhd;dhh;> tPz; vz;zq;fspd; gpnuf; vJ? vd Kaw;rpapd; tpjpia
epidtpw;Ff; bfhz;LtUfpwJ. g[s;sp itg;gjw;F Kaw;rp bra;tJ vd;gJ Crp nghLtjhFk;.
,g;go Kaw;rpapd; tpjp vd;w Crp K:ykhf rw;W neuj;jpw;F rf;jprhyp MfptpLfpwPh;fs; my;yJ
tpnrrkhd epidtpd; g[nuhfpuhk; K:ykhf my;yJ tpnrr FG my;yJ rfthrk; K:ykhf
FSnfh]; Vw;wpf;bfhs;fpwPh;fs;. vdpDk; ahUila vz;zq;fSila ntfk; mjpfkhf
,Uf;fpwnjh mth; bfhQ;r neuk; rf;jp epiwe;jjhy; bfhQ;r neuj;jpw;F jd;id rf;jpthdhf
mDgtk; bra;fpwhh; Mdhy; kPz;Lk; gytPdkhfp tpLfpwhh;. vdnt ghg;jhjh bew;wpapd; nuiffs;
K:ykhf hpry;il ghh;j;jnghJk; kPz;Lk; FHe;ijfSf;F> vz;zq;fspd; ntfj;ij
mjpfkhf;fhjPh;fs; vd;W ,e;j _kj;ij epidt{l;Lfpwhh;. gj;J thh;j;ijfSf;Fg; gjpyhf
,uz;L thh;j;ijfisg; ngRq;fs; vd tha; K:ykhf ngRk;nghJ brhy;fpwhh;fs; my;yth>
me;j ,uz;L thh;j;ijfSk; mg;go rf;jprhypahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; mJ 100 thh;j;ijfspd;
fhhpaj;ij epiwntw;w ntz;Lk;. vdnt vz;zq;fspd; ntfj;ijg; bghUj;jtiu vJ

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mtrpankh mJkl;Lnk tuntz;Lk;. vz;z tot tpij btw;wp tot gHj;njhL epiwt[ bgw
ntz;Lk;. gHnkJk; bfhLf;fhj btWk; tpijahf kl;Lk; ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. ,ijj;jhd;
vg;nghJk; rf;jpkpf;f vz;zkhf ,Uf;fpwJ> tPz; vz;zkhf ,Uf;ftpy;iy vd
brhy;yKoa[k;. rf;jp kpf;f vz;zq;fspd; vz;zpf;if vg;nghJk; Fiwthfj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;
Mdhy; rf;jprhypahf ,Uf;Fk;> kw;wgo tPz;vz;zq;fspd; vz;zpf;if mjpfkhf ,Uf;Fk;
Mdhy; gyndJk; ,Uf;fhJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs; K:q;fpy; fhl;ilg;nghy ,Uf;Fk; vd;gij
g[hpe;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. mJ xd;wpy; ,Ue;J xd;whf mndf kuq;fis jhnd cw;gj;jp
bra;Jbfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ nkYk; xd;nwhblhd;W nkhjp jPg;gpof;f itf;fpwJ. nkYk; jdJ
jPapy; jhnd rhk;gy; MfptpLfpwJ. mnjnghy tPz; vz;zq;fSk; xd;nwhblhd;W nkhjp
VjhtJ tpfhuj;jpd; mf;fpdpia njhd;wr; bra;JtpLfpwJ mnjhL jd;dpy;jhnd ftiyg;gl
itf;fpwJ. vdnt vz;zq;fspd; ntfj;ij bkJthf;Fq;fs;.
,e;j g[jpa gpwtpapd; bghf;fp\k; vd;W brhd;dhYk; rhp my;yJ tpnrr Mw;wy; vd;W
brhd;dhYk; rhp> mJ vz;zq;fns. g[jpa gpwtp bgWtjw;fhd Mjhunk Rj;j vz;zq;fs;.
„ehd; rhPuky;y> Mj;kh‟ ,e;j vz;zk; nrhHpapypUe;J itukhf;fp tpl;ljy;yth! „ehd; fy;g
Ke;ja Mj;kh> ghghtpd; FHe;ij> thhpR> mjpfhhp‟ ,e;j vz;zq;fs; kh];lh;
rh;trf;jpthdhf Mf;fpapUf;fpwJ. vdnt bghf;fp\Kk; ,Jjhd; vdh;$pa[k; ,Jjhd; mnjhL
vz;zKk; ,Jjhd;. tpnrr bghf;fp\q;fis vg;go gad;gLj;Jfpwhh;fnsh> mnjnghy jdJ
vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\k; my;yJ rf;jpfis mwpe;J> mg;gog;gl;l fhhpaj;jpy; <LgLj;Jq;fs;
mg;nghJ midj;J vz;zq;fSk; btw;wp bgWk; nkYk; btw;wp brhU:g Mj;kh MfptpLtPh;fs;.
7.3.82
99. fh;kk; midj;ija[k;tpl ];J}y bghUshf ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zq;fs; R{l;Rk rf;jpahf
,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;jfhy Mj;khf;fs; ];J}ykhd bghpa U:gj;ij rPf;fpuk; mwpe;J bfhs;fpwhh;fs;.
mnjnghy R{l;Rk rf;jp ];J}y rf;jpiatpl kpfr; rpwe;jJ vdpDk; kdpjh;fSf;F R{l;Rk
rf;jpapd; mjph;tiyfis nfl;r; bra;tJ ,g;nghJ fodkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. fh;krf;jp K:ykhf
cq;fs; vz;z rf;jpiaa[k; mwpe;Jbfhz;nl nghthh;fs;. kdnrit fh;kj;ijf;; fhl;oYk;
rpwe;jJ. czh;t[fs; K:ykhf czh;t[fisa[k;> tha[kz;lyj;ija[k; khw;wp mikf;ff;Toa
,e;j nrita[k; kpfr; rpwe;jJ. vdpDk; mijtpl vspaJ fh;kk;. mjd; ghpghi\ Kjypnyna
brhy;yg;gl;lJ vdpDk; ,d;W ,e;j tprak; bjspt[ gLj;jg;gLfpwJ mjhtJ> fh;kj;jpd;
K:ykhf rf;jp brhU:gj;jpd; jhprdk; mjhtJ fhl;rp fhl;Lq;fs; mg;nghJ bray; K:ykhf
vz;z rf;jptiu brd;W nrUtJ vspjhfptpLk;. ,y;iybad;why; gytPd bray;> R{l;Rk
rf;jpfshd g[j;jpiaa[k;> vz;zj;ija[k; fPnH bfhz;Lte;JtpLk;. vg;go g{kpapd; fth;r;rp nkny
cs;s bghUis ,Gj;J tUfpwJ. vdnt rpj;jpuj;ij rhpj;jpukhf;Fq;fs;. 19.3.82

100. vq;nf gtpj;jpuk; ,Uf;fpwnjh mq;nf Rf-rhe;jpf;fhd mDg{jp mtrpak; fpilf;Fk;.

,jd; Mjhuj;jpy; jd;id brf; gz;Zq;fs; - kdjpd; vz;zq;fspy; gtpj;jpuk;> kdjpy;
vg;nghJk; Rf brhU:gk;> mikjp brhU:gk; mDgtk; Mtnj mjd; milahsk;. xUntis
vg;nghjhtJ kdjpy; tPz; vz;zq;fs; tUkhdhy; mikjpf;Fg; gjpyhf FHg;gk; te;JtpLk;.
Vd;> vd;d vd;w mndf nfs;tpfspd; fhuzj;jhy; Rf brhU:g epiy mDgtkhfhJ. nkYk;
vg;nghJk; ,J elf;f ntz;Lk;> ,J elf;ff;TlhJ> ,J vg;go> ,J mg;go vd;gij g[hpe;J
bfhs;tjw;fhd Mir mjpfkhfpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;. ,e;j nfs;tpfSf;F jPh;t[
fhz;gjpnyna <Lgl;oUg;ghh;fs;. vdnt vq;nf mikjp ,y;iynah mq;nf Rfk; ,Uf;fhJ.
vdnt xt;bthU neuKk; ve;jtpjkhd FHg;gKk; Rfk; kw;Wk; mikjpapd; gpuhg;jpf;F jil
U:gkhftpy;iyah? vd;gij brf; gz;Zq;fs;. xUntis Vd;> vd;d vd;w nfs;tpfs;
,Ue;jhYk; vz;zrf;jpapy; xUkpj;jepiy ,Uf;fhJ. vq;nf xUkpj;jepiy ,y;iynah>
mq;nf Rf-rhe;jpapd; mDg{jp Vw;gl KoahJ. 24.3.82

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101. Qhd uj;jpdq;fis rpe;jpj;Jg; ghUq;fs;. tPz; vz;zq;fis xg;gpl;L xt;bthU
tpraj;jpw;Fk; rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs;; ,Uf;fpwJ. vd;Dila ghh;l; vd;dbtd;W
bjhpatpy;iyna> nahfj;jpy; kdk; nghf kWf;fpwnj> mrhPhp Mfnt Koatpy;iyna vd jdJ
epiy my;yJ nahfj;jpw;fhf tPz; vz;zq;fs; XLtjhf itj;Jf;bfhs;nthk;. ,itfs;
vy;yhk; tPz; vz;zq;fs;. mnjhL xg;gpl;L rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fis bfhz;LthUq;fs; -
epidt[ vd;Dila Rajh;kk;. je;ijia epidt[ bra;tnj FHe;ijfspd; jh;kk;. Vd; Vw;glhJ>
fl;lhak; Vw;gLk;. ehd; nahfp Mftpy;iy vd;why; ntW ahh; Mthh;. ehd;jhd; xt;bthU
fy;gj;jpYk; cjtpahsuhf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd tPzhditfSf;Fg; gjpyhf rf;jpkpf;f
vz;zq;fis epida[q;fs;. vd;Dila rhPuk; elf;fhJ vd tPz; vz;zj;ij epidf;fhjPh;fs;.
mjw;Fg; gjpyhf ,e;jf; filrp gpwtpapy; ghgh vd;id jd;Dilath; Mf;fpapUf;fpwhh;.
mjprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ> bgUik vy;yhk; ,e;j filrp rhPuj;jpw;F ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ,e;j
giHa rhPuj;jpd; K:ykhf gy gpwtpfSf;F M];jp bgwg;nghfpnwd; vd epida[q;fs;. kdk;
cile;JnghFk; vz;zj;ij vGg;ghjPh;fs;. Mdhy; re;njh\khd vz;zq;fis vGg;g[q;fs;.
M+h vd;Dila giHa clny! eP ghghit re;jpf;f epkpj;jkhdhna! vd M+h M+h
vdr;brhy;yp ,ij elj;Jq;fs;. vg;;go Fjpiuia md;ghf> jl;of;bfhLj;J elj;jpr;
bry;fpwhh;fs; mg;nghJ Fjpiua[k; kpf ed;whf ele;Jbfhs;fpwJ. xUntis Fjpiuf;F
mof;fo rt[f;fo bfhLj;jhy; mJ ,d;Dk; rz;o gz;Zk;. ,e;j rhPuKk; cq;fSilanj.
mof;fo ,J giHa rhPuk; vjw;Fk; cjthjJ vd;W brhy;yhjPh;fs;. ,g;gor; brhy;tJ
rt[f;fo bfhLg;gjhFk;. kpf kfpH;r;rpahf ,jw;F g[fH;ghof;bfhz;nl ,jid elj;jpf;
bfhz;oUq;fs;. gpwF ,e;j giHa rhPuk; xUnghJk; bjhe;jut[ bra;ahJ. kpft[k; cjtp fukhf
,Uf;Fk;. 9.1.83

102. gpr;irf;fhuhpy; ,Ue;J ts;sypd; FHe;ijahfp tpl;Oh;fs; mjhtJ kh];lh; my;yJ

mjpfhhp Mfptpl;Oh;fs;. ,ijf; bfhLq;fs;> ,ijf;bfhLq;fs; vd vz;zj;jpy;Tl mjpfhhpfs;
gpr;ir vLf;f khl;lhh;fs;. bfhLq;fs; vd;gJ gpr;ir vLg;nghhpd; thh;;j;ijahf ,Uf;fpwJ.
,itfs; vy;yhk; vd; mjpfhuj;jpw;Fl;gl;lJ vd;gJ mjpfhhpapd; thh;;j;ijahf ,Uf;fpwJ.
,g;gog;gl;l mjpfhhp Mj;khf;fs; Mfptpl;Oh;fs; my;yth. ts;syhfpa ghgh mth;fs;
nfl;fhknyna> midj;J mHptw;w gpuhg;jpfspd; mjpfhuj;ij jhdhfnt bfhLj;Jtpl;lhh;.
ePq;fs; vy;nyhUk; vdJ ghgh xU thh;j;ijapd; vz;zk; bfhz;Oh;fs;> clnd ghgh mth;fs;
xnubahU thh;j;ijapy; midj;J bghf;fp\q;fspd; cyfk; cdJ vd;W brhy;yptpl;lhh;.
xnubahU vz;zk; my;yJ thh;j;ij mjpfhhp Mf;Ftjw;F epkpj;jkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdJ
kw;Wk; cdJ. ,e;j ,uz;L thh;j;ija[k; rf;fuj;jpw;Fs;Sk; rpf;f itf;fpwJ.
ePq;fs; cq;fs; vz;zq;fspy; nahrpg;gijf; fhl;oYk; nfhoklq;F mjpfkhf ghgh jhnd
jUfpwhh;. vdnt vz;zj;jpy;Tl ,e;j gpr;irf;fhuj;jdk; ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. ,g;go
,Ug;gijj;jhd; „mjpfhhp‟ vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. mg;gog;gl;l mjpfhhp Mfptpl;Oh;fsh?
vy;yhtw;iwa[k; mile;Jtpl;nld; vd;w ghl;L ghLfpwPh;fs; my;yth! my;yJ ,ijg; bgw
ntz;;Lk;> ,ijg; bgwntz;Lk; vd;w g[fhhpd; ghl;L ghLfpwPh;fsh. vq;nf epidt[ ,Uf;fpwnjh
mq;nf g[fhh; ,Uf;fhJ. vq;nf g[fhh; ,Uf;fpwnjh mq;nf epidt[ ,Uf;fhJ. 27.12.83

103. xU rf;jprhyp vz;zk; my;yJ fh;kk; bra;jPh;fs; nkYk; xU tpij K:ykhf

nfhoklq;F gyd; bgw;wPh;fs;. vdnt rPrdpd; gHk; mjhtJ rf$khf gHj;ijg; bgWfpwPh;fsh?
gHk; mDgtkhfpwjh my;yJ gHk; gGg;jw;F Kd;ndnk khah tot gwitfs; gHj; ij
mHpj;Jtpl tpy;iyna! vdnt ,t;tst[ ftdk; ,Uf;fpwJ my;yJ Kaw;rp bra;fpwPh;fs;>
nahfj;jpy; <LgLfpwPh;fs;> gog;iga[k; gof;fpwPh;fs;> jdJ rf;jpf;Fj; jf;fgo nrita[k;
bra;fpwPh;fs;> ,Ue;Jk; vg;go gpuhg;jp ,Uf;f ntz;Lnkh mg;go ,Ug;gjpy;iy. vg;nghJk;
,Uf;f ntz;Lk; Vbddpy; xd;Wf;F nfho klq;F vd;why; mstplKoahj gyd; gpuhg;jpahff;

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fpilj;jpUf;fpwJ. ,Ue;Jk; vg;nghJk; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. vt;tst[ ntz;Lnkh mt;tst[
,Ug;gjpy;iy. mjd; fhuzk; vd;d? vz;zk;> fh;ktot tpij rf;jprhypahf ,y;iy.
R{H;epiytot g{kp rf;jprhypahf ,y;iy. g{kpa[k; tpija[k; rhpahf ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy; gyDk;
fpilf;fpwJ vdpDk; „ehd; bra;njd;‟> vd;w ,e;j vy;iyf;Fl;gl;l vz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf
gGf;fhj gHj;ij jpd;W tpLfpwPh;fs; my;yJ khahtpd; tpjtpjkhd gpur;rpidfs;>
R{H;epiyfs;> rfthrq;fs;> gpwh;ngr;ir nfl;gJ> jd; kdtHpg;go elg;gJ vd tPz; vz;zq;fs;
tot gwitfs; gHj;ij mHpj;JtpLfpwjh? vdnt gHk; mjhtJ gpu hg;jpfspy; ,Ue;J>
mDg{jpfspd; bghf;fp\j;jpypUe;J tQ;rpf;fg;gl;L tpLfpwPh;fs;. „vd;dbtd;W bjhpatpy;iy Vd;‟
vd;gJ mg;go tQ;rpf;fg;gl;l Mj;khf;fspd; ngr;rhf ,Uf;Fk;. ,g;go tPz; Kaw;rp
bra;af;Toatuhf ,y;iyjhnd. rf$ nahfpahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh? 29.12.83

104. vz;zq;fns brhU:gq;fis cUthf;fpwJ. jil jil vd brhy;tjd; K:ykhf jil

brhU:gk; MfptpLfpwJ. gytPd vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf gytPd rpU\;o gilf;fg;gLfpwJ>
Vbddpy; xU vz;zk; gytPdkhf ,Ue;jhy; mjd;gpd;nd mndf gytPd vz;zq;fs;
cw;gj;jp MfpwJ. xU „Vd; kw;Wk; vd;d‟ vd;w vz;zk;> mndf „Vd; kw;Wk; vd;d‟ vd;gjw;F
bfhz;Lbry;fpwJ. ehd; kfhtPudhf ,Uf;fpnwd;> ehd; rpwe;j Mj;khthf ,Uf;fpnwd; vd
rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; cw;gj;jpahdhy; gilg;g[k; rpwg;ghf ,Uf;Fk;. vdnt vg;go vz;znkh
mg;go gilg;g[. ,itfs; vy;yhk; vz;zq;fspd; tpisahl;L. kfpH;r;rpapd; vz;zq;fis
gilj;jhy; me;j neuk; kfpH;r;rpapd; R{H;epiy mDgtkhFk;. Jf;fj;jpd; vz;zq;fisg;
gilj;jhy; kfpH;r;rpahd R{H;epiyTl Jf;f R{H;epiyahfj; bjhpa[k;> kfpH;r;rp mDgtkhf
,Uf;fhJ. vdnt R{H;epiyia cUthf;FtJ> rpU\;oia gilg;gJ cq;fs; iffspy;
,Uf;fpwJ. cWjpahd vz;zq;fisg; gilj;jhy; jilfs; R{ ke;jpu khfptpLk;. xUntis
elf;Fkh elf;fhjh vd nahrpj;jPh;fs; vd;why; ke;jpuk; ntiy bra;ahJ. vg;go VjhtJ
lhf;lhplk; nghFk;nghJ> mth; cq;fSf;F vd;kPJ ek;gpf;if ,Uf;fpwjh? vd Kjypy;
nfl;ghh;. vt;tst[ ey;y kUe;jhf ,Ue;jhYk; ek;gpf;if ,y;iy vd;why; me;j kUe;jpdhy;
ve;j ed;ika[k; Vw;gl KoahJ. mJ mHpaf;Toa tprak;> ,q;F ,Ug;gJ mHpahj tprak;.
vdnt vg;nghJk; jilfis mHpf;Fk; Mj;khf;fshf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;> g{i$f;Fhpa Mj;khf;fshf
,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. cq;fSf;F ,g;nghJTl ve;j U:gj;jpy; g{i$ eilbgw;W tUfpwJ. ,g;nghJ
filrpapy; tpfhu $d;kkhf ,Uf;ff;Toa fhuzj;jhy; ,e;j U:gj;jpd; epidt[r; rpd;dq;fis
cUthf;ftpy;iy vdpDk;> VjhtJ U:gj;jpy; cq;fSf;F epidt[r; rpd;dq;fs; ,Uf;fpwJ.
vdnt jd;id kh];lh; rh;t rf;jpthd;> rptdpd; FHe;ijahd tpf;d tpdhrfh; „fnz\;‟ vd
czh;e;J ele;Jbfhs;Sq;fs;. bjhpatpy;iyna> bjhpatpy;iyna vd jhnd vz;zq;fis
vGg;g[fpwPh;fs;> vdnt ,e;j gytPd vz;zq;fspd; fhuzj;jhy; mjpy; rpf;fpf;bfhs;fpwPh;fs;.
vdnt vg;nghJk; kfpH;r;rpapy; CQ;;ryhLk; midthpd; jilfis ePf;FgtuhFq;fs;.
midtUila f\;lq;fisa[k; vspjhf;ff;Toath; MFq;fs;. ,jw;;fhf „cWjpahd vz;zk;‟
kw;Wk; „lg[s; iyl;‟ epiy kl;Lk; nghJk;. vd;DilaJ vd;W vJt[k; ,y;iy. vy;yhnk
ghght[ilaJ. vg;nghJ Rikia jdJ jiynky; itj;Jf;bfhs;fpwPh;fnsh mg;nghJ
vy;yhtpjkhd jilfSk; tUfpwJ. vd;DilaJ ,y;iy vd;why; jilapy;iy. vd;DilaJ
vd;gnj jilfspd; tiy. vdnt tiyia mHpf;ff;Toa tpf;d tpdhrfuhf ,Uq;fs;. 29.12.83

105. Ra epiy rf;jprhypahf ,Ue;jhy; mkph;jntisapd; „lr;rpq;‟ vg;nghJk; rhpahf

,Uf;Fk;. mkph;jntisapy; kdjpd; ghtidia „kpf;];‟ gz;zp cl;fhuhjPh;fs; Mdhy;
bjspe;j g[j;jp cilatuhf mkUq;fs; mg;nghJ lr;rpq; rhpahf ,Uf;Fk;. 20.1.84

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106. nfs;tp & ghp];jh Mtjw;fhf ve;j ge;jdj;jpy; ,Ue;J tpLgl ntz;Lk;?
gjpy; & kdjpd; ge;jdj;jpy; ,Ue;J tpLglntz;Lk;. kdjpd; tPz; vz;zq;fs;Tl
ghp];jh Mf tpLtjpy;iy. vdnt ahUf;F kdjpd; tPz; vz;zq;fnshLTl bjhlh;g[
,y;iynah mth;fns ghp];jh. ehd; ghp];jh ve;j cwthYk; fl;lg;glhjtd; vd;gJ vg;nghJk;
epidtpy; ,Uf;fl;Lk;. 1.5.84

107. vg;nghJk; rf;jpkpf;f Mj;khf;fs;> vd;d epidj;jhYk;> vd;d ngrpdhYk;> vd;d

bra;jhYk; vy;yhk; rf;jpkpf;fjhf ,Uf;Fk;. rf;jprhyp vd;why; tPzhditfis mHpg;gth;.
tPz; fzf;if Koj;Jtpl;L vg;nghJk; rf;jpapd; fzf;fpy; nrh;j;J itg;gth;. vg;nghjhtJ
tPzhditfs; XLfpwjh? tPz; vz;zq;fs; my;yJ tPz; thh;j;ijfs; my;yJ tPz; neuk;.
xUf;fhy; beho neuk; nghdhy;Tl vt;tst[ ngha;tpl;lJ! rq;fka[fj;jpy; beho vt;tst[
bghpaJ. beho my;y Mdhy; xU beho xU $d;kj;jpw;F xg;ghdJ. xU beho nghftpy;iy>
xU $d;kk; ngha;tpl;lJ. ,g;go kfj;Jtj;ij mwpe;jpUf;ff;Toa rf;jpkpf;f Mj;khf;fs;
my;yth. 11.5.84

108. ve;jbthU vz;z tot tpijiaa[k; gyd;;jur; bra;tjw;Fhpa vspa rhjdk; xd;nw
xd;Wjhd;> mJ - vg;nghJk; tpij U:gkhd ghghtplk; ,Ue;J xt;bthU neuKk; rh;t rf; jp
fspd; gyj;ij me;j tpijapy; epiwj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Ug;gJjhd;. tpij U:gj;jpd; K:ykhf
cq;fSila vz;z tot tpij vspjhft[k;> jhdhft[k; tsh;r;rp mile;J gyd;juj;
jf;fjhfptpLk;. Mdhy; tpij U:gj;njhL epue;ju bjhlh;g[ ,y;yhj fhuzj;jhy; kw;w
Mj;khf;fis my;yJ rhjdq;fis tsh;r;rpf;Fhpa tpjpahf;fp tpLfpwPh;fs;. ,e;j fhuzj;jhy;
,g;go bra;a ntz;Lk;> mg;go bra;a ntz;Lk;> ,tiug;nghy bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;w
tp];jhuj;jpy; neujjija[k;> Kaw;rpiaa[k; mjpfkhf <LgLj;JfpwPh;fs;. Vbdd;why; VjhtJ
Mj;kh kw;Wk; rhjdq;fis jdJ Mjukhf;fptpLfpwPh;fs;. fly; kw;Wk; R{hpadplkpUe;J jz;zPh;
kw;Wk; btg;gj;ij bgWtjw;Fg; gjpyhf vj;jidjhd; rhjdq;fspd; jz;zPiu Mj;khf;fspd;
Mjukhf czh;e;J rfh\; bfhLj;jhYk; tpij gyd; juj;jf;fjhf MfhJ. vdnt Kaw;rp
bra;jjw;Fg; gpwF> neuk; bfhLj;jjw;Fg; gpwF> vg;nghJ gpuj;jpal;r gydhf gpuhg;jp
fpilf;ftpy;iynah mg;nghJ nghfg;nghf cw;rhfk; Fiwe;J ngha;tpLfpwJ gpwF Raj;jpd;kPJ>
cldpUg;nghh;kPJ my;yJ nritapd; kPJ epuhir te;JtpLfpwJ. rpyneuk; kfpH;r;rp> rpy neuk;
tUj;jk; ,e;j ,uz;od; miyfs; gpuhkz thH;f;ifapd; glif rpy neuk; mirf;fpwJ
rpyneuk; brYj;JfpwJ. 28.11.84

109. rf;jpkpf;fth;; vd;why; tPzhditfis Koj;JtpLgth;. tPzhdit ,Uf;fpwJ vd;why;

rf;jp ,Ug;gjpy;iy. xUntis kdjpy; tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,Uf;fpwbjd;why; rf;jpkpf;f
vz;zq;fs; jq;f KoahJ. tPzhdJ mof;fo fPnH bfhz;L te;JtpLfpwJ. rf;jpkpf;f
vz;zq;fs; rf;jpkpf;f ghghit re;jpf;Fk; mDgtj;ij Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. khahit btd;wth;
Mf;FfpwJ. btw;wp brhU:g nrthjhhp Mf;FfpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs; vg;nghJk; Cf;f
cw;rhfj;ij mHpj;JtpLfpwJ. mJ vg;nghJk; Vd;> vd;d vd;gjd; FHg;gj;jpy; js;sptpLfpwJ.
vdnt rpd;dr;rpd;d tpraq;fspy; jd;kPnj kdk; cile;Jngha; tpLfpwPh;fs;. vg;nghJk; vy;yh
gpuhg;jpfspd; bghf;fp\q;fis mDgtk; bra;atplhky; tPz; vz;zq;fs; tQ;rpj;JtpLfpwJ.
tPz; vz;zKilathpd; kdjpy; tpUg;gq;fs; my;yJ Mirfs; kpf cah;thf ,Uf;fpwJ.
,ijr; bra;a ntz;Lk;> mijr; bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;w jpl;lq;fis kpf ntfkhf
cUthf;Ffpwhh;fs; mjhtJ jPtpufjpapy; cUthf;Ffpwhh;fs;. Vbdd;why; tPz; vz;zq;fspd;
ntfk; tpiuthf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt kpf cah;e;j tpraq;fis nahrpf;fpwhh;fs;. vdpDk; rf;jp
,y;yhj fhuzj;jhy; jpl;lj;jpw;Fk; braYf;Fk; ,ilna bghpa ,ilbtsp Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ.
vdnt kdKile;J nghfpwhh;fs;. rf;jpkpf;f vz;zKilath;fs; vg;nghJk; vij

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epidf;fpwhh;fnsh mijr; bra;thh;fs;. epidg;gJ bra;tJ ,uz;Lk; rkkhf ,Uf;Fk;.
vg;nghJk; bghWikahd ntfj;jpy; vz;zKk; fh;kKk; btw;wp mila[k;. tPz; vz;zq;fs;
fLikahd g[aiyg;nghy FHg;gj;ij bfhz;LtUfpwJ. rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; vg;nghJk;
tre;jj;ijg;nghy gRikahf;fp tpLfpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs; vdh;$p mjhtJ Mj;kPf rf;jp
kw;Wk; neuj;ij ,Hg;gjw;F epkpj;jkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; vg;nghJk; Mj;kPf
rf;jp mjhtJ vdh;$pia nrh;j;J itf;fpwJ. neuj;ij btw;wpfukhf;FfpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs;
gilg;ghf ,Ue;jnghJk;> tPz; gilg;g[ gilf;Fk; Mj;khit ftiyg;gl itf;fpwJ.
mjhtJ jd;id kh];lh; rh;trf;jpthd;> rf;jpkpf;f Mj;kh vd;w khpahijapypUe;J tpyf;fp
itj;JtpLfpwJ. rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf vg;nghJk; rpwe;j khpahijapd; epidt[
brhU:gk; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j ntWghLfis g[hpe;Jk; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; ,Ue;Jk; rpy FHe;ijfs;
,g;nghJTl tPz; vz;zq;fspd; g[fhh; bra;fpwhh;fs;. ,g;nghJtiu tPz; vz;zq;fs; Vd;
XLfpwJ> mjd; fhuzk; vd;d? ghg;jhjh mth;fs; rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\q;fisj;
je;jpUf;fpwhh; - mJ QhdKusp. Kuspapd; xt;bthU kfhthf;fpaKk; rf;jpkpf;f bghf;fp\khf
,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fspd; bghf;fp\q;fSf;F kfj;Jtk; Fiwe;j fhuzj;jhy;
rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; jhuiz Mtjpy;iy mg;nghJ tPzhditfSf;F tha;g;g[
fpilj;JtpLfpwJ. xt;bthU neuKk; xt;bthU kfhthf;fpaj;ij rpe;jpj;Jf;bfhz;nl
,Ue;jhy; rf;jpkpf;f g[j;jpapy; rf;jp tuKoahjh? g[j;jp fhypahf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ,lk;
fhypahf ,Ug;gjhy; tPzhditfs; te;JtpLfpd;wd. vg;nghJ tUtjw;F bfhQ;rk;Tl ,lk;
,y;iynah mg;nghJ tPzhdJ vg;go tuKoa[k;? rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fshy; g[j;jpia gp]pahf
itj;jpUf;Fk; Kaw;rp ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gJ tPz; vz;zq;fis tpUk;gp miHg;gjhFk;.
gp]pahf itj;jpUg;gjw;F gp]pd];nkd; MFq;fs;. ,ut[ gfyhf ,e;j Qhd uj;jpdq;fspd;
gp]pd];nkd; MFq;fs;. mg;nghJ neuKk; ,Uf;fhJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; tUtjw;fhd tha;g;g[k;
,Uf;fhJ. vdnt tpnrr tprak; vd;dbtd;why; g[j;jpia rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fshy; vg;nghJk;
epiwj;J ita[q;fs;. jpdrhp Kuspnfl;gJ> cs;slf;FtJ mjd; brhU:gkhtJ mjw;F
Mjhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j K:d;W epiyfs; cs;sd. nfl;gJ kpf ed;whf ,Uf;fpwJ.
nfl;fhky; ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy. ,Jt[k; xU epiyjhd;. ,e;j epiyapy; ,Ug;gth;fs; nfl;Fk;
neuk; tiu nfl;gjw;fhd Mir> nfl;gjw;fhd urid ,Uf;Fk; fhuzj;jhy; me;j neuk;
tiu me;j uridapd; nghijapy; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. nfl;Fk;nghJk; Mde;jkhff; nfl;fpwhh;fs;.
kpf ed;whf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W kfpH;r;rpapd; ghlYk; ghLfpwhh;fs;. vdpDk; nfl;gJ Koe;jt[ld;
me;j urida[k; Koe;Jngha;tpLfpwJ. Vbddpy; mij cs;ns mlf;ftpy;iy. cs;slf;Fk;
rf;jp K:ykhf g[j;jpia rf;jprhyp vz;zq;fshy; epiwf;ftpy;iy vd;why; tPzhditfs;
te;Jbfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;. cs;sj;jpy; itj;jpUg;gth; vg;nghJk; epiwthf ,Ug;ghh;. vdnt
tPz; vz;zq;fspy; ,Ue;J tpyfp ,Uq;fs;. vdpDk; brhU:gk; Mff;Toath;fs; rf;jprhypahfp
kw;wth;fisa[k; rf;jprhyp Mf;Ffpwhh;fs;. vdnt me;j Fiw ,Ue;J tpLfpwJ.
tPzhdjpy; ,Ue;J jd;id fhg;ghw;wpf;bfhs;fpwPh;fs;> Rj;j vz;zq;fspy; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;
vdpDk; rf;jp brhUgkhf Koatpy;iy. brhU:gk; Mff;Toath;fs; vg;nghJk; rjh epiwe;j>
rjh rkj;J> rjh rf;jprhyp mjph;tiyfs; K:ykhf kw;wth;fSila tPzhditfisa[k;
Koj;J itg;gth;fshf ,Ug;ghh;fs;. vdnt ehd; ahh; vd;W jd;idj;jhnd nfSq;fs;.
nfl;gtuh> cs;sj;jpy; fyg;gtuh> my;yJ brhU:gkhgtuh? rf;jprhyp Mj;kh behoapy;
tPzhditfis rf;jpahf khw;wk; bra;J tpLthh;fs;. vdnt rf;jprhyp Mj;khf;fs; jhnd?
vdnt tPzhdij khw;wptpLq;fs;. ,g;nghJtiu tPzhditfspy; rf;jpiaa[k;> neuj;ija[k;
tPzhf;fpf;bfhz;nl ,Ue;jPh;fs; vd;why; vg;nghJ rf;jprhyp MtPh;fs;? ePz;lfhy rf;jpkpf;f
epiyna ePz;lfhyj;jpw;F epiwe;j muir MsKoa[k;. g[hpe;jjh. 17.12.84

110. mjpfhhp Mj;kh tUk;nghnj> gtpj;jpuk; ghgh je;j mjpfhuk;> vdnt gtpj;jpukhfpna
jPuntz;Lk; vd;w cWjpahd vz;zk; bfhs;thh;fs;. gtpjj; puk; cs;sj;ij vg;nghJk; fth;r;rp

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bra;Jbfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;. xUntis nghfg;nghf vz;zq;fspd; U:gj;jpy; my;yJ fdt[fspd;
U:gj;jpy; khah nrhjpj;Jg; ghh;f;f te;jnghJk;> mjpfhhp Mj;kh Qhdk; epiwe;jpUg;gjd;
fhuzj;jhy; gag;gl khl;lhh;fs;. Mdhy; Qhdj;jpd; rf;jpiaf; bfhz;L vz;zq;fis
khw;wptpLthh;fs;. xU vz;zj;jpd; gpd;dhy; mndf vz;zq;fis cw;gj;jp bra;a khl;lhh;fs;.
mk;rj;ij tk;rj;jpd; U:gj;jpw;F bfhz;Ltukhl;lhh;fs;. vd;d MdJ> vd;d MdJ …
,Jjhd; tk;rk;. Vd; vd;gjpypUe;J thpiriana Vw;gLj;jptpLthh;fs; vd;gij
nfl;oUf;fpwPh;fs; my;yth. ,e;j tk;rj;ij cUthf;fp tpLfpwhh;fs;. te;jJ mJ
rjhfhyj;jpw;F ngha;tpl;lJ. nrhjpg;gjw;fhf te;jJ> njh;r;rp bgw;whapw;W> Koe;jJ. khah Vd;
te;jJ? vq;fpUe;J te;jJ? ,q;fpUe;J te;jJ> mq;fpUe;J te;jJ. te;jpUf;ff;TlhJ
vjw;fhf te;jJ? ,e;j tk;rk; tuf;TlhJ. ey;yJ> te;Jtpl;lJ vd;whYk; mij ePq;fs;
cl;fhu itf;fhjPh;fs;. Juj;Jq;fs;! Vd; te;jJ … vd epidj;jPh;fs; vd;why; mJ
cl;fhh;e;JtpLk;. Kd;ndw;Wtjw;fhf te;jJ> nrhjpg;gjw;fhf te;jJ. tFg;ig nkny
bfhz;Lnghtjw;fhf te;jJ> mDgtpahf;Ftjw;fhf te;jJ. Vd; te;jJ? vg;go te;jJ?
vjw;fhf te;jJ? vd nahrpf;fhjPh;fs;. gpwF khah ,g;gobay;yhk; cUbtLf;Fkh vd
nahrpf;fpwPh;fs;. rptg;ghf ,Uf;fpwJ> gr;irahf ,Uf;fpwJ> kQ;rshf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,g;go
tp];jhuj;jpy; ngha;tpLfpwPh;fs;. ,jw;Fs; nghfhjPh;fs;. Vd; gag;gLfpwPh;fs;. fle;J bry;Yq;fs;.
„gh];tpj;+hdh;‟ MfptpLq;fs;. Qhdj;jpd; rf;jp ,Uf;fpwJ> Ma[jq;fs; ,Uf;fpwJ. kh];lh;
rh;trf;jpthdhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;> Kf;fhyj;ija[k; mwpe;jtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;>
Kf;fz;zdhft[k; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. vd;d Fiw ,Uf;fpwJ. clnd gae;JtplhjPh;fs;. vWk;g[
te;jhYk; gae;JtpLfpwPh;fs;. mjpfk; nahrpf;fpwPh;fs;. nahrpg;gJ vd;why; khahit tpUe;jhsp
Mf;FfpwPh;fs;. gpwF mJ jd;Dila tPlhf;fpf; bfhs;Sk;. vg;go tHpapy; bry;Yk;nghJ VjhtJ
mrpq;fkhd bghUs; fz;zpy; gl;lhy; vd;d bra;tPh;fs;! ,ij ahh; nghl;lJ> Vd; ,g;gor;
bra;jhh;fs;> ,g;gog; nghlf;Tlhnj vd mq;nf epd;Wbfhz;L nahrpg;gPh;fsh my;yJ xJq;fp
brd;WtpLtPh;fsh? mjpfkhf tPz; vz;zq;fspd; tk;rq;fs; cw;gj;jpahf tplhjPh;fs;.
mk;rj;jpd; U:gj;jpnyna mij mHpj;JtpLq;fs;. Kjypy; behoapd; tprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ gpwF
mjid kzpf;fzf;fhf> ehs; fzf;fhf> gpwF khjf;fzf;fhf bghpajhf;fptpLfpwPh;fs;. gpwF
xU khjj;jpw;Fg; gpwF vd;;dthapw;W vd;W nfl;lhy; mJ behof;fhd tprakhf ,Ue;jJ bjhpa
tUfpwJ. vdnt gag;glhjPh;fs;. MHj;jpw;Fs; nghq;fs;> Qhdj;jpd; MHj;jpw;Fs; nghq;fs;>
tpraj;jpd; MHj;jpw;Fs; nghf ntz;lhk;. ghg;jhjh ,j;jid rpwe;j kjpg;g[kpFe;j uj;jpdq;fs;
rpd;dr; rpd;d kz; Jfs;fnshL tpisahof; bfhz;oUg;gijg; ghh;j;J> ,e;j uj;jpdq;fs;
uj;jpdq;fnshL tpisahlf;Toath;fs;> ,e;j kz;Jfs;fnshL tpisahof; bfhz;oUf;
fpwhh;fns vd nahrpf;fpwhh;. uj;jpdq;fshf ,Ug;gth;fs; uj;jpdq;fnshL tpisahLq;fs;. 2.3.85

111. neuk; khWk;nghJ rpyneuk; Rg vz;zq;fSk; khwptpLfpwJ. Rg fhhpaq;fis ve;j

cw;rhfj;njhL bra;a epidj;jPh;fnsh mJt[k; khwptpLfpwJ. vdnt gpuk;kh ghghtplk; Kjy;
ek;ghpy; nghtjw;fhd tpnrrkhf vijg; ghh;j;jPh;fs;? mthplk; vg;nghJ vd;gJ fpilahJ
Mdhy; ,g;nghnj bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;gJ ,Ue;jJ. cldo jhdk; kfh g[z;zpak; vd;W
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. xUntis cldo jhdk; bra;atpy;iy> nahrpj;jPh;fs;> neuk; xJf;fpdPh;fs;>
jpl;lkpl;Oh;fs; gpwF bray;ghl;oy; bfhz;Lte;jPh;fs; vd;why; mjid cldojhdk; vdr;
brhy;yKoa[kh. jhdk; vdr; brhy;yyhk;. cldo jhdj;jpw;Fk; jhdj;j pw;Fk; tpj;jpahrk;
,Uf;fpwJ. cldo jhdk; kfhjhdk;. kfhjhdj;jpd; gyd; kfhdhf ,Uf;Fk;. Vbddpy;
vJtiu vz;zq;fis eilKiwapy; bfhz;LtUtjw;fhf nahrpf;fpwPh;fnsh – ey;yJ bra;a
ntz;Lk;> bra;ntd;> ,g;nghjpy;iy> rw;W neuj;jpw;Fg; gpwF bra;ntd;> ,g;nghJ ,t;tst[
bra;ntd; vd nahrpg;gJ kw;Wk; bra;tjw;fpilna neuk; ,Uf;fpwjy;yth mjpy; khahtpw;F
tha;g;g[ fpilj;JtpLfpwJ. nahrpg;gJ kw;Wk; bra;tjpw;fpilna ve;j neuk; fpilf;fpwnjh me;j

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rkaj;jpy; khah te;JtpLk;nghJ tprank khwptpLtija[k; ghg;jhjh FHe;ijfSila fzf;fpy;
gyKiw ghh;f;fpwhh;.
„cldo jhdk; kfhg[z;zpak;‟ vd;w g[fH; ,Uf;fpwjy;yth mJ ,e;j neuj;jpw;fhf
,Uf;fpwJ. mjhtJ nahrpg;gJ kw;Wk; bra;tJ clnd ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. nahrpj;Jf;bfhz;nl
,Ue;J tplf;TlhJ. gyKiw ehDk;Tl ,ijnajhd; nahrpj;njd; Mdhy; bra;a tpy;iy
,th; bra;Jtpl;lhh;> vd mDgtj;ija[k; brhy;fpwPh;fs;. mg;nghJ ahh; bra;jhh;fnsh mth;fs;
mile;J tpl;lhh;fs;. ahh; nahrid bra;Jbfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fnsh mth;fs;
nahrpj;Jf;bfhz;nl jpnujha[fk; tiu brd;W nrh;e;J tpLthh;fs;. nahrpj;Jf;bfhz;nl
,Ue;JtpLfpwhh;fs;. clnd bra;antz;lhk; vd epidg;gJ vd;gnj tPz; vz;zk;. Rg fhhpak;
kw;Wk; Rg vz;zq;fSf;fhf cs;s g[fH; -„cldo jhdk; kfh g[z;zpak;‟. mt;tg;nghJ rpy
FHe;ijfs; bghpa tpisahl;L fhl;Lfpwhh;fs;. tPz; vz;zq;fs; mt;tst[ ntfkhf tUfpwJ
mjid fl;Lg;gLj;jnt Kotjpy;iy. gpwF vd;d bra;tJ ele;Jtpl;lJ> epWj;j
Koatpy;iy> vJ te;jnjh mijr; bra;Jtpl;nld; vd me;j neuj;jpy; brhy;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy;
tPzhdtw;iw fl;Lg;gLj;Jk; rf;jp njit. xU rf;jpkpf;f vz;zj;jpw;F gyklq;F gyd;
fpilf;fpwJ. mnjnghy xU tPz; vz;zj;jpd; fzf;F tHf;F – tUj;jg;gLtJ.
kdKile;J nghtJ my;yJ kfpH;r;rp kiwe;J nghtJ my;yJ jhd; ahh; vd g[hpe;Jbfhs;s
Koahky; nghtJ> jd;idna g[hpe;Jbfhs;shky; ,Ug;gJ vd ,Jt[k; xd;Wf;F gyklq;F
fzf;fpy; mDgtkhfpwJ. gpwF mJ xd;Wnk ,y;yhjjhf ,Ue;jJ vd nahrpf;fpwPh;fs;.
kfpH;r;rp kiwe;jJ Vd; vd;W nahrpf;fpwPh;fs;. tprak; xd;Wk; bghpjhf ,Uf;ftpy;iy vdpDk;
gyehl;fs; ngha;tpl;lJ-kfpH;r;rp Fiwe;Jtpl;lJ. jdpikapy; ,Ug;gJ ed;whf ,Ug;gJ Vd;
vd;gJ bjhpatpy;iy! vq;fhtJ ngha;tplntz;Lk; vd epidf;fpwPh;fs;> Mdhy; vq;nf
nghtPh;fs;? jdpahf vd;why; ghght[ila Jizapy;yhky; jdpahf nghff;TlhJ my;yth.
tpUk;gpdhy; jdpahfp tpLq;fs; Mdhy; ghght[ila JizapypUe;J tpyfp xUnghJk;
jdpahfhjPh;fs;. xUntis ghght[ila JizapypUe;J jdpahfp> ituhf;fpak; bfhz;L>
tUj;jKld; ,Ue;jPh;fs; vd;why; mJ ,d;bdhW klkhf ,Uf;Fk;. gpuhkz thH;f;ifahf
,Uf;fhJ. 24.3.85

112. gpuhkzh;fs; ePq;fs; Rak; Qhdk; epiwe;jtuhfp xt;bthU vz;zj;ija[k; epidj;jPh;fs;

vd;why; vz;zk; btw;wp ,uz;ila[k; xUnru mDgtk; bra;tPh;fs;. vdnt ,d;wpypUe;J ,e;j
cWjpahd vz;zk; vd;w tz;zj;jpd; K:ykhf jd;Dila thH;f;if vd;w g[j;jfj; jpy;
xt;bthU vz;zKk;> rk];fhuKk; g[jpajhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;> ,Uf;Fk; vd;gJTl TlhJ>
,Ue;njahf ntz;Lk;. Raepiyapy; cWjpahf ,Ue;J ,e;j gps;isahh; RHp nghl;L Muk;gk;
bra;a[q;fs;> jhnd gps;isahuhf ,Ue;J Muk;gk; bra;a[q;fs;> ,itfs; vy;yhk;
ele;Jbfhz;Ljhnd ,Uf;fpwJ vd nahrpf;fhjPh;fs;. gy Kiw epidf;fpwPh;fs; Mdhy;
vz;zq;fs; cWjpahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. vg;go m];jpthuj;ij jukhd rpbkz;l; vy;yhk;
fye;J cWjpahf;Ffpwhh;fs; ,y;iyah. xUfhy; kzyhy; m];jpthuk; mikj;jhy; mJ
vt;tst[ fhyk; ,Uf;Fk;? vdnt ve;j neuk; epidf;fpwPh;fnsh> me;j neuk; bra;J ghh;g;nghk;>
vt;tst[ Koa[nkh mt;tst[ bra;nthk;> kw;wth;fSk; mg;goj;jhnd bra;fpwhh;fs; vd
brhy;fpwPh;fs;. ,g;go kziyf; fye;JtpLfpwPh;fs;. vdnt m];jpthuk; cWjpahf
,Ug;gjpy;iy. kw;wtiug; ghh;g;gJ vspjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. jd;idg; ghh;g;gjpy; rpukk; ,Uf;f pwJ.
xUfhy; ePq;fs; mLj;jtiug; ghhf;f tpUk;gpdhy;> me;jg; gHf;fk; cWjpahf ,Ue;jhy; gpuk;kh
ghghitg; ghUq;fs;. mtUk; mLj;jtu;jhnd. 13.11.85

113. vt;tpjkhd vz;zq;fspd; ge;jdj;jpy; ,y;iyah vd jd;idr; brf; gz;Zq;fs;. mJ

tPz; vz;zq;fspd; ge;jdkhf ,Uf;fyhk;> bghwhik btWg;gpd; ge;jdkhf ,Uf;fyhk;>

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nrhk;ngwpj; jdj;jpd; ge;jdkhf ,Uf;fyhk;> myl;rpaj;jpd; vz;zkhf ,Uf;fyhk; ,g;go
ve;jtpj vz;zq;fs; ,Ue;jhYk; mitfs; kdjpd; ge;jdj;jpw;F milahsq;fs;. vdnt
,d;W ghg;jhjh ge;jdq;fisg; ghh;j;Jf;bfhz;oUe;jhh;. Rje;jpu Mj;khf;fs; vj;jid ngh;?
bghpa fapWfs; vy;yhk; mWgl;L ngha;tpl;ld. ,g;nghJ ,Ug;gJ bky;ypa E}ypiHfs;.
bkypjhf ,Uf;fpwJ vdpDk; ge;jdj;jpy; fl;oitg;gjpy; bfl;oahf ,Uf;fpwJ. ehd;
ge;jdj;jpy; fl;o itf;fg;gl;oUf;fpnwd; vd;gnj bjhpatpy;iy. Vbddpy; ,e;j ge;jdk;
mw;gfhy nghijiaa[k; Vw;WfpwJ. vg;go mHpaf;Toa nghijapy; ,Ug;gth;fs; xUnghJk;
jd;id jhH;thf epidg;gjpy;iy. fplg;gJ bjUtpy;> epidg;ngh khspifapy; ,Ug;gJnghy;.
,Ug;gJ btWq;if> epidg;gnjh muridg;nghy;. mnjnghy ,e;j nghijf;fhuh;fSk;
xUnghJk; jd;id jtwhf epidf;fnt khl;lhh;fs;. vg;nghJk; jd;id my;yJ jhd; bra;j
fhupaj;ij rhpahdJ vd;W mlk;gpog;ghh;fs; my;yJ ,g;goj;jhnd ele;J tUfpwJ>
,g;goj;jhd; elf;f ntz;Lk; vd myl;rpaj;ij fhl;Lthh;fs;. vdnt ,d;W kdjpd; ge;jdk;
kl;Lk; brhy;yg;gl;lJ. gpwF thh;j;ij kw;Wk; fh;kk; gw;wpa[k; brhy;yg;gLk;. 2.12.85

114. vg;nghJk; jdJ vz;zq;fspy; xt;bthUehSk; jdf;Fk; gpwUf;Fk; VjhtJ Cf;f

cwrhfk; juf;Tloa vz;zq;fis epida[q;fs;. vg;go ,d;iwa fhyj;jpy; bra;jpj;jhs;fspy;
my;yJ rpy ,lq;fspy; „,d;iwa rpe;jidf;F‟vd tpnrrkhf vGjpitf;fpwhh;fnsh>
mJnghy jpde;njhWk;; VjhtJ Cf;f cw;rhfj;ij btspg;gLj;Jk; kdjpd; vz;zq;fis
cUthf;Fq;fs;. gpwF me;j vz;zj;jpd;gona jd;id brhU:gkhf;Fq;fs; gpwF kw;wtUila
nritapYk; mij <LgLj;jpdhy; vd;dthFk;? ,d;W ,ijr; bra;nthk;> ,d;W ,ijr;
bra;nthk; vd vg;nghJk; g[jpa Cf;f cw;rhfk; gpwf;Fk;. VjhtJ tpnrr g[nuhfpuhk; ,Ue;jhy;
Cf;f cw;rhfk; tUtnjd;? ,ijr; bra;nthk;> gpwF ,ijr; bra;nthk; vd jpl;lkpLfpwPh;fs;.
,jd; K:ykhf tpnrr Cf;f cw;rhfk; gpwf;fpwJ. ,g;goahf jpde;njhWk; mkph;jntisapy;
tpnrrkhf Cf;f cw;rhfj;ijj;jUk; vz;zj;ij vGg;g[q;fs; gpwF brf;fpq; bra;Jk; ghUq;fs;;
mg;nghJ jd;Dila thH;f;if rjhfhyj;jpw;Fk; cw;rhfk; cilajhf ,Uf;Fk; nkYk;
cw;rhfk; bfhLf;ff;Toatuhft[k; MfptpLtPh;fs;. g[hpe;jjh- vg;go kdkfpH;r;rp jUk;
epfH;r;rpfs; ,Uf;fpwnjh mg;go ,J jpdrhp kdjpw;fhd kdkfpH;r;rp g[nuhfpuhkhf ,Uf;f pwJ.
2.12.85

115. ,e;j tUlk; vd;d tpnrrj;ijf; fhl;LtPh;fs;? xt;bthU tUlKk; cWjpahd vz;zk;
itf;fpwPh;fs;. vg;nghbjy;yhk; mg;go VjhtJ tha;g;g[ Vw;gLfpwnjh mg;nghJ cWjpahd
vz;zk; bra;fpwPh;fs; nkYk; bra;at[k; itf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt cWjpbkhHp vLf;f itg;gJk;
bghJthfptpl;lJ. brhy;Yk; nghJ cWjpahd vz;zk; vd;W brhy;fpwPh;fs; Mdhy; ,Ug;gnjh
vz;zk;. xUfhy; cWjpahf ,Ue;jhy; kPz;Lk; vLf;f ntz;oapuhJ. cWjpahd vz;zk; vd;w
thh;j;ij bghJthfptpl;lJ. ,g;nghJ ve;jbthU fhhpaj;ij bra;tjhf ,Ue;jhYk; Mkhk;
cWjpahd vz;zk; bra;fpnwhk; ,Ue;jhYk; vdr; brhy;fpwPh;fs;> mg;go VjhtJ rhjdj;ij
cUthf;Fq;fs; mjd; K:yk; epidg;gJk; bra;tJk; rkkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. „gpshd;‟ kw;Wk;
„gpuhf;ofy;‟ ,uz;Lk; xd;whf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. gpshd; epiwa ,Uf;fpwJ Mdhy; gpuhf; ofypy;
tUk;nghJ gpur;rpidfs; tUfpwJ> ciHf;f ntz;oajhf ,Uf;fpwJ> rkhspf;f ntz;oajhf
,Uf;fpwJ> ,itfs; vy;yhk; tUk;> te;Jbfhz;Ljhd; ,Uf;Fk;. vdpDk; vg;nghJ ,yl;rpak;
,Uf;fpwnjh mg;nghJ gpuhf;ofypy; vg;nghJk; Kd;ndwpf;bfhz;nl ,Ug;gPh;fs;. 18.1.86

116. ve;jtpjkhd Raj;jpd; rk];fhuq;fshy; my;yJ FGtpd; rk];fhuq;fshy; my;yJ

tha[kz;lyj;jpd; FHg;gj;jhy; kdKile;J nghfntz;lhk;. vg;nghJk; ghghit ,ize;j
U:gj;jpy; mDgtk; bra;J kdk; cile;j epiyapy; ,Ue;J rf;jprhypahfp nkny gwe;J

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bry;Yq;fs;. fzf;F tHf;F Koe;jbjd;why; Rik ,wq;fpaJ. re;njh\khf giHa Rikfis
mHpj;Jf;bfhz;nl bry;Yq;fs;. ghg;jhjh vg;nghJk; FHe;ijfSf;F cjtpahsuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;.
mjpfk; nahrpf;fhjPh;fs;. tPz; epidt[fSk; gytPdkhf;fp tpLfpwJ. ahUf;F tPz; vz;zq;fs;
mjpfk; XLfpwnjh mg;nghJ ,uz;L K:d;W Kiw Kusp[ia goa[q;fs;. rpe;jid bra;a[q;fs;;.
goj;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Uq;fs;. VjhtJ ghapz;l; g[j;jpapy; cl;fhh;e;JtpLk;. Rj;j vz;zq;fspd;
rf;jpia nrh;j;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Uq;fs; mg;nghJ tPzhditfs; mHpe;Jngha;tpLk;. 29.3.86

117. Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpahy; nrkpg;g[f; fzf;fpy; nkYk; mjpfkhfpf;bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpwJ. ,g;nghJ ,d;Dk; cs;Kfkhfp Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia tpnrrkhf mDgtk;
bra;tJ mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp vspjhf tPz; vz;zq;fis
mHpj;J> kw;wthplj;jpYk; Rgghtid> Rg Mirapd; brhU:gj;jpy; khw;wj;ij bfhz;LtUfpwJ.
,g;nghJ ,e;j Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia tpnrrkhf mDgtk; bra;a ntz;Lk;. ,e;j Rj;j
vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp tPz; vz;zq;fis vspjhf mHpj;J tpLfpwJ. jdJ tPz; vz;zq;fis
kl;Lky;y Mdhy; cq;fs; Rj;j vz;zq;fs;; kw;wthplj;jpYk; Rgghtid kw;Wk; Rg Mirapd;
totpy; khw;wj;ijf; bfhz;Ltu Koa[k;. ,g;nghJ ,e;j Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia
jdf;fhft[k; ];lhf; nrh;j;J itg;gJ kpft[k; mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. Kusp nfl;gJ> ,e;j
<LghL kpft[k; ey;yJ. Kusp vd;why; bghf;fp\k;. Kuspapd; xt;bthU gha;z;ila[k; rf;jpapd;
U:gj;jpy; nrh;j;J itf;f ntz;Lk;. ,Jjhd; Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia mjpfhpg;gjhFk;.
rf;jpapd; U:gj;jpy; xt;bthU neuKk; fhhpaj;jpy; <LgLj;j ntz;Lk;. ,g;nghJ ,e;j
tpnrrj;jpd;kPJ tpnrr ftdk; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;. Rj;j vz;z rf;jpapd; kfj;Jtj;ij
,g;nghJ vt;tst[ mDgtk; bra;Jbfhz;nl nghfpwPh;fnsh me;j mst[ kdnritapd; rf$
mDgtp Mfpf;bfhz;nl nghtPh;fs;. Kjypy; jdf;fhf Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; nrkpg;g[ njit.
gpwF Tlnt ePq;fs; vy;nyhUk; ghghnthL Tl cyf ed;ik bra;gtuhf> cyf khw;wk;
bra;gtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt cyfj;ija[k; ,e;j Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp K:ykhf
khw;wk; bra;a[k; fhhpak; ,g;nghJ kpf mjpfkhf ghf;fp ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;go ,g;nghJ gpuk;kh ghgh
mt;af;j U:gjhhp Mfp Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jp K:ykhf cq;fs; vy;nyhiua[k; guhkhpj;J
tUfpwhh;. nritapd; tsh;r;rpf;F cjtpfukhf ,Ue;J Kd;ndw;wpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;. ,e;j
Rj;j vz;z rf;jpapd; tpnrr nrit ,g;nghJ ele;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwJ. vdnt gpuk;kh
ghghtpw;Fr; rkkhf ,g;nghJ ,e;j tpnrrj;ij jdf;Fs; mjpfhpf;f> jg];ahtpd; U:gj;jpy;
gapw;rp bra;a ntz;Lk;. jg];ah vd;why; kpf cWjpahd gapw;rp. rhjhuzkhdij jg];ah vdr;
brhy;yKoahJ vdnt ,g;nghJ jg];ahtpw;fhf neuk; bfhLf;fg;g LfpwJ. ,g;nghnj Vd;
jug;gLfpwJ? Vbddpy; ,e;j neuk; cq;fSila ePz;lfhyj;jpy; nrh;e;JtpLk;. ghg;jhjh
midtUf;Fk; ePz;lfhy gpuhg;jp bra;a itf;f epkpj;jkhf ,Uf;fpwhh;. 31.3.86

118. ve;jbthU nritiaa[k; vg;nghJ ePq;fs; Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fnsh mg;nghJ ,ij brf;

gz;Zq;fs; mjhtJ g[j;jpapy; ve;j Mj;khitf; Fwpj;jhtJ Rj;jj;jpw;Fg; gjpyhf xUntis
Koe;Jnghd tpraq;fspd; epidt[ bfhQ;rk; ,Ue;jhYk;> me;j czh;t[ kw;Wk; ghh;itnahL
ghh;f;ft[k;> mtnuhL ngrt[k; ntz;o ,Uf;fpwJ. mg;nghJ nritapy; Rj;jj;jpd; K:ykhf ve;j
rk;g{uz btw;wp fpilf;f ntz;Lnkh mJ fpilg;gjpy;iy. Koe;Jnghd tpraq;fs; my;yJ
czh;t[fs; Kjypaitfis mHpj;Jtpl ntz;Lk; - ,Jjhd; J}a;ik. Koe;jij epidg;gJk;
bfhQ;r rjtPjj;jpy; nyrhd ghtkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vz;zq;fs;Tl rpU \;oia cUthf;fp
tpLfpwJ. th;zid bra;tJ ,d;Dk; bghpa tprakhf ,Uf;fpwJ> vdpD k; epidg;gjd;
K:ykhfnt> me;jg; giHa vz;zq;fspd; epidt[> mjw;Fj; jFe;j rpU \;oia mjhtJ
tha[kz;lyj;ij cUthfptpLfpwJ. gpwF ehd; brhd;ndd; my;yth mg;gona ele;Jtpl;lJ
vd;W brhy;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; ele;jJ Vd;? cq;fSila gytPd> tPz; vz;zq;fs; ,e;j
tha[kz;lyj;ijg; gilj;J tpl;lJ. vdnt vg;nghJk; cz;ikahd nrthjhhp vd;why; giHa

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mjph;tiyfis Koj;J itf;ff;Toath;. vg;go tpQ;Qhdpfs; Ma[jj;jpd; K:ykhf Ma[jj;ij
mHpj;JtpLfpwhh;fs;> xU tpkhdj;ijf; bfhz;L kw;w tpkhdj;ij tPH;j;jp tpLfpwhh;fs;. a[j;jk;
bra;fpwhh;fs; vd;why; mHpj;J tpLfpwhh;fs; my;yth. vdnt cq;fs; Rj;j mjph;tiyfs;> Rj;j
mjph;tiyfis njhw;Wtpf;f Koa[k; nkYk; mitfisf; bfhz;L tPz; mjph;tiyfis
mHpf;ft[k; Koa[k;. vz;zq;fs; vz;zq;fis mHpf;f Koa[k;. xUf;fhy; cq;fs; vz;zk;
rf;jpkpf;fjhf ,Ue;jhy; me;j vz;zk; tPzhdij fl;lhak; mHpj;JtpLk;. 20.2.87

119. ‘,g;nghjpy;iynay; vg;nghJk; ,y;iy’ vd;gij xt;bthU fhhpaj;jpYk; xt;bthU

neuKk; epidtpy; bfhs;Sq;fs;. ahUf;F ,e;j epidt[ ,Uf;fpwnjh mth; xUnghJk; neuk;>
vz;zk; my;yJ fh;kj;ij tPzhf;f tplkhl;lhh;> vg;nghJk; nrkpj;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Ug;ghh;.
bfl;l bray;fspd; tprank ,y;iy Mdhy; tPz; bray;fSk; Vkhw;wj;ij je;JtpLfpd;wd.
vdnt xt;bthU behoa[ila> xt;bthU vz;zj;jpDila kfj;Jtj;ij mwpe;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;
my;yth. nrkpg;g[f; fzf;fpy; vg;nghJk; nrh;e;Jbfhz;nl ,Uf;fl;Lk;. xUf;fhy; xt;bthU
beho my;yJ xt;bthU vz;zj;ij rpwg;ghf nrkpf;fpwPh;fs;> tPzhf ,Hg;gjpy;iy vd;why;
21 gpwtpf;F cq;fs; fzf;if rpwe;jjhf Mf;fptpLfpwPh;fs;. vdnt vt;tst[ nrkpf;f ntz;Lnkh
mt;tst[ nrkpf;fpwPh;fsh? ,e;j tpraj;ij mjhtJ xU vz;zKk; xU behoa[k; tPzhfg;
nghff;TlhJ vd;gij ‘md;lh;iyd;’ bra;a[q;fs;. tPzhditfs; Koe;Jtpl;lhy;
rjhfhyj;jpw;F rf;jprhyp MfptpLtPh;fs;. 18.11.87

120. tpijU:g epiy my;yJ rf;jprhyp epidt[epiy Fiwthf ,Uf;fpwJ my;yJ kpFe;j
ftdk; bfhLj;jgpwnf mDgtkhfpwJ vd rpyh; epidf;fpwhh;fs;. ,jw;Ff; fhuzk; „yPf;nf$;>
g[j;jpapd; rf;jp tPzhditfSf;F bfhLf;fg;gl;L tpLfpwJ. rpy neuk; tPz; vz;zq;fs;
XLfpwJ> rpy neuk;; rhjhuz vz;zq;fs; XLfpwJ. ve;j fhhpaj;ij
bra;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fnsh mjd; vz;zq;fspy; g[j;jp gp]pahf ,Ue;jhy; mij rhjhuz
vz;zq;fs; vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. epidt[rf;jp my;yJ rpe;jidrf;jp vd vJ ,Uf;f
ntz;Lnkh mJ ,Ug;gjpy;iy vdpDk; ,d;W ve;j ght fh;kKk; bra;atpy;iy> vz;zq;fs;
tPzhfg; nghftpy;iy> ahUf;Fk; Jf;fk; bfhLf;ftpy;iy vd jd;idj;jhd; F\pg;gLj;jpf;
bfhs;fpwPh;;fs;. vdpDk; rf;jpkpf;f vz;zk;> rf;jpkpf;f epiy> rf;jprhyp epidt[ ,Ue;j jh?
xUntis mg;go ,y;iy vd;why; mjid rhjhuz vz;zq;fs; vd;nw brhy;yKoa[k;.
fhhpaq;fisr; bra;jPh;fs; vdpDk; fh;kKk; nahfKk; xd;whf ,Uf;ftpy;iy. fh;kk; bra;gtuhf
,Ue;jPh;fs; Mdhy; fh;knahfpahf ,Uf;ftpy;iy. vdnt fh;kk; bra;jnghJk;> rpe;jid rf;jp
my;yJ K:H;fpa epiyapd; rf;jp ,e;j ,uz;oy; VjhtJ xd;wpd; mDg{jp vg;nghJk; ,Uf;f
ntz;Lk;. ,e;j ,uz;L epiyfSk; rf;jprhyp nrit bra;a itg;gjw;F Mjhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
10.1.88

121. ,e;j rhfhu cyfj;jpy; vz;zk;> brhy; kw;Wk; bray; ,e;j K:d;wp w;Fk; kfj;Jtk;
cs;sJ nkYk; ,e;j K:d;wpYk; xUnru rpwe;J ,Ug;gijj;jhd; epiwe;j epiy vd;W
brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. ,e;j rhfhu cyfpnya KG kjpg;bgz;fs; bgWtJ kpft[k; mtrpakhdJ.
xUntis xUth; vd;Dila vz;zq;fs; kpfr; rpwe;jjhf ,Uf;fpwJ Mdhy; bray; kw;Wk;
brhy;ypy; tpj;jpahrk; tUfpwJ vd brhd;dhy; mij ahuhtJ Vw;Wf;bfhs;thh;fsh? Vbddpy;
brhy;Yk; braYk; vz;zq;fspd; ];J}y fz;zhoahf ,Uf;fpwJ. rpwe;j vz;zKilatupd;
ngr;R jhdhfnt rpwg;ghf ,Uf;Fk;.
ghg;jhjh „lg[s; may;ehl;L‟ FHe;ijfisg; ghh;j;J FHe;ijfspd; tpnrrq;fspd;kPJ vg;nghJk;
kfpH;r;rp milfpwhh;. me;j tpnrrk; vJ? vg;go gpuk;kh ghghtpd; rpwe;j vz;zq;fs; K:ykhf
my;yJ rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; miHg;g[ K:ykhf bja;tg;gpwtp bgw;wpUf;fpwhh;fnsh> mg;go

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rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; rpwe;j gilg;ghf ,Uf;ff;Toa fhuzj;jhy; jk;Kila vz;zq;fis
rpwe;jjhf;f tpnrr ftdKld; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. vz;zj;jpd;kPJ ftdk; ,Uf;ff;Toa
fhuzj;jhy; ve;jtpjkhd R{l;Rk khahtpd; a[j;jj;ija[k; tpiutpy; mwpe;J bfhs;fpwhh;fs;
nkYk; mij khw;Wtjw;fhf my;yJ btw;wp bgWtjw;fhf Kaw;rp bra;J tpiutpy;
mHpj;JtpLtjw;fhd Kaw;rpa[k; bra;fpwhh;fs;. vz;z rf;jpia rjh Rj;jkhf;Ftjw;fhf cs;s
ftdk; ed;whf ,Uf;fpwJ. jd;id brf; gz;Ztjw;fhd gapw;rpa[k; ed;whf ,Uf;fpwJ. R{l;Rk
brf;fpq; bra;a[k; fhuzj;jhy; rpwpa jtWfisa[k; czh;e;J ghghtpd; Kd;dhy; my;yJ
epkpj;jkha; ,Uf;ff;Toa FHe;ijfspd; Kd;dhy; itg;gjpy; J}a cs;sk; cilatuhf
,Uf;fpwhh;fs;> vdnt ,e;j tpjp K:ykhf g[j;jpapy; Fg;igfs; xd;WnrUtJ ,y;iy.
bk$hhpl;o FHe;ijfs; cs;sij cs;sgo brhy;ytjw;F Tr;rg;gLtjpy;iy> vdnt vq;nf
J}a;ik ,Uf;fpwnjh mq;nf bja;tPf Fzk; rf$khf jhuiz MfpwJ. bja;tPf Fzq;fspd;
jhuiz mjhtJ mitfis jdf;Fs; bfhz;LtUtjw;fhd tpjpahf ,Ug;gJ –
cs;sj;J}a;ik. 28.2.88

122. tPzhdij rf;jprhypahf khw;w tpnrrkhf ve;jg; gapw;rp njit? vg;go khw;wk;
bra;tPh;fs;? vz;zq;fs; vg;go rf;jp kpf;fjhFk;? xt;bthU Mj;kh kPJk; Rg ghtid kw;Wk;
Rg Mir bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. xUntis cq;fsplk; mg;gog;gl;l tpjp ,Uf;Fkhdhy;
khwptpLthh;fs;. xUntis ahh;kPjhtJ Rgghtid itj;jpUe;jPh;fs; vd;why; mtUila
jtwhd tpraKk; rhpahfj; njhd;Wk;> mnjntis Rgghtid ,y;iy vd;why; rhpahd
tpraKk; jtwhfj; njhd;Wk;. vdnt xt;bthU Mj;kh kPJk; vg;nghJk; Rg ghtida[k; Rg
tpUg;gKk; bfhs;tJ mtrpakhdJ. vdnt ,J ,Uf;fpwjh my;yJ mt;tg;nghJ tPz;
ghtida[k; te;JtpLfpwjh? cq;fSila Rgghtid> tPz; czh;t[fs; cilath;fisa[k;
khw;wptpLfpwJ. ghtidf;F gyd; fpilf;fpwJ vd;w g[fH; ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;nghJ gf;jh;fspd;
ghtidf;F gyd; fpilf;fpwnjh mg;nghJ cq;fSf;F> cq;fs; Rgghtidapd; gyd;
fpilf;fhjh? vdnt tPzhditfis rf;jprhypahf khw;wk; bra;tjw;F Rgghtid kw;Wk; Rg
Mirna Mjhuk;. mth;fs; vg;go ,Ue;jhYk; ePq;fs; Rg ghtid bfhLq;fs;. Xhplj;jpy;
vt;tst[jhd; mGf;Fj; jz;zPh; nrh;e;jpUe;jhYk; mjpy; Rj;jkhd ePiu Cw;wpf;bfhz;nl
,Ue;jhy; me;j mGf;F btspnawpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;. xUntis VjhtJ Mj;khtplk;
tPzhditfis ePf;Ftjw;fhd jpwik ,y;iy vd;why; ePq;fs; cq;fSila Rg ghtidapd;
rf;jp K:ykhf mtUila tPzhdtw;iw rf;jpkpf;fjhf;fp tpLq;fs; . khw;wp tpLq;fs;. ,t;tst[
rf;jp ,Uf;fpwjh my;yJ rpyneuk; ghjpg;g[ Vw;gl;LtpLfpwjh? vg;go ghg;jhjh mth;fs;
cq;fSila tPz; fh;kq;fis ghh;j;J mitfis khw;wp tpl;lhh; my;yth. vg;go bra;jhh;?
vd;Dila FHe;ij vd Rg ghtid itj;jhh;. vdnt ,J vd;Dila FLk;gk;> <];thpa
FLk;gk; vd;w Rgghtid cq;fsplk; ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;go ntz;LkhdhYk; ,Uf;fl;Lk;> fy;nghy
,Ue;jhYk; ePq;fs; jz;zPuhf;fp tpLq;fs;. mg;gog;gl;l Rg ghtid kw;Wk; Rg Mir cila
g[dpjkhd md;dg; gwitfshf ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh? md;dg; gwitia vg;nghJk; J}a;ikahff;
fhl;Lfpwhh;fs;. vdnt J}a;ikahd g[j;jpa[ila md;dj;jpw;Fr; rkkhf khw;wj;ij bfhz;Ltu
ntz;Lk;. jdf;Fs; jhuiz bra;af;TlhJ. 26.10.91

123. vy;nyhiua[k;tpl kpfg;bghpa rpj;jp brhU:g Mj;khf;fs; ePq;fs;jhd;. vdnt vz;zq;fSk;

brhy;Yk; rpj;jp mila[k; my;yth. rpj;jp miltJ vd;why; btw;wp bgWtJ. gpuj;jpal;r
U:gj;jpy; tu ntz;Lk; mijj;jhd; rpj;jpailtJ vd;W brhy;yg;gLfpwJ. vdnt ehk;
vy;nyhUk; rpj;jp brhU:g Mj;khf;fshf ,Uf;fpnwhk; vd;gij vg;nghJk; epidtpy;
bfhs;Sq;fs;. rpj;jp brhU:g Mj;khf;fshfpa ek;Kila xt;bthU vz;zKk;> brhy;Yk;>
braYk; jdf;fhfnth my;yJ midtUf;fhfnth rpj;jp bgw itg;gjhf ,Uf;f pwJ.
tPzhfhJ. brhd;dijr; bra;jPh;fs; vd;why; rpj;jpahfptpl;lJ. brhd;dPh;fs;> nahrpj;jPh;fs;

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Mdhy; bra;atpy;iy vd;why; mJ tPzhfptpl;lJ. rpyh; jdf;fhft[k; gpwUf;fhft[k; jkJ
vz;zq;fs; kpf ed;whf ,Ug;gjhf> gy ey;y ey;y rpe;jidapy; cw;rhfk; gpwg;gjhf
epidf;fpwhh;fs;> Mdhy; mitfs; vz;z mstpnyna epd;W tpLfpwJ. gpuhf;ofy; braypy;>
brhU:gj;jpy; tUtjpy;iy. mg;nghJ ,ij vd;dbtd;W brhy;tPh;fs;? vz;zq;fs; kpf ed;whf
,Uf;fpwJ vdpDk; braypy; tpj;jpahrk; ,Ug;gnjd;? mjd; fhuzk; vd;d? xUntis tpij
kpf ey;yjhf ,Uf;fpwJ Mdhy; gHk; ey;yjhf tutpy;iy vd;why; vd;d brhy;thh;fs;?
kz;zpy; my;yJ guhkhpg;gpy; Fiwt[ ,Ug;gjhfr; brhy;thh;fs;. mnjnghy vz;z tot
tpij ed;whf ,Uf;fpwJ. ghg;jhjhtplk; vz;zq;fs; te;J nrUfpwJ. kpf ey;y tpij
nghl;oUf;fpwPh;fs;> kpf ey;y vz;zj;ij cUthf;fp ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;> ,g;nghJ gHk; fpilj;nj
jPUk; vd ghg;jhjh kfpH;r;rp milfpwhh;. Mdhy; vd;d elf;fpwJ? cWjpahd jhuiz vd;w
kz;zpy; Fiwa[k;> mof;fo ftdk; vd;w guhkhpg;g[ Fiwt[k; ,Uf;fpwJ. 2.3.92

tPzhdit ePf;f g[j;jpia Rj;jkhf;Fq;fs;

124. rjh kfpH;r;rpahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh ! my;yJ rpyneuk; F\pahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs rpyneuk;
F\pf;Fg; gjpyhf VjhtJ tPz; rfthrk; my;yJ vz;zq;fspy; te;JtpLfpwPh;fsh? xUntis
VjhtJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; my;yJ tPz; rfthrk; fpilj;jhnyh my;yJ ele;jhnyh F\p
Koe;J ngha;tpLk;. Vbddpy; tPz; rfthrk; my;yJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; Rikahf ,Uf;fpwJ>
F\p ,nyrhd bghUshf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ghUq;fs;> vg;nghJ F\pahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh
mg;;nghJ MLfpwPh;fs;. ahh; ,nyrhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fnsh mth;fs; F\papy; eldkhLfpwhh;fs;.
cly; vil vt;tst[ mjpfkhf ,Ue;jhYk; kdk; ,nyrhf ,Uf;Fk;nghJ eldkhLthh;fs;.
kdjpy; Rik ,Ue;jhy; cly;vil Fiwthf ,Ue;jhYk; eldkhlkhl;lhh;fs;. vdnt
F\pjhd; ,nyrhdJ> tPz; vz;zq;fs; my;yJ rfthrk; Rikahf ,Uf;fpwJ. Rik
vg;nghJk; fPnH ,Gf;fpwJ nkYk; ,nyrhd bghUs; vg;nghJk; nkny nghfpwJ. vdnt
F\pahf ,Ug;gjw;fhd vspa rhjdk; vg;nghJk; ,nyrhf ,Ug;gJjhd;. Rj;j vz;zq;fs;
,nyrhdJ nkYk; tPz; vz;zq;fs; RikahdJ. vg;nghbjy;yhk; ahhplk; tPz; vz;zq;fs;
XLfpwnjh mg;nghJ vij mDgtk; bra;fpwPh;fs;? jiy RikahfptpLfpwJ. Rikahf
,Ug;gjhy;jhnd jiy ghukhfptpLfpwJ. vdnt vg;nghJk; ghghtpd; rfthrj;jpy; ,Uf;f
ntz;Lk; nkYk; vg;nghJk; ghghthy; bfhLf;fg;gl;l Rj;j vz;zq;fspnyna ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.
,e;j jpdrhp Kusp jpde;njhWk; fpilf;Fk; Rj;j vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt vj;jid
Rj;j vz;zq;fs; ghgh K:ykhff; fpilj;jpUf;fpwJ. vg;nghJ VjhtJ ey;y bghUs; my;yJ
rpwe;j bghUs; fpilj;Jtpl;lhy; rhjhuz bghUis vd;d bra;tPh;fs;? mHpj;JtpLtPh;fs;
,y;iyah!
KGehSk; g[j;jpia gp]pahf itj;jpUg;gjw;fhf jpde;njhWk; fhiyapy; ghgh Rj;j
vz;zq;fisj; jUfpwhh;. vq;nf Rj;jk; ,Uf;fpwnjh mq;nf tPzhditfs; ,Ug;gjpy;iy.
g[j;jpia fhypahf itj;jpUf;fpwPh;fs; vdnt tPzhditfs; te;JtpLfpd;wd. rjh Rj;j
vz;zq;fshy; g[j;jpia gp]pahf ita[q;fs; ,Jnt rf$ cghakhf> rhjdkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
F\pahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;gij kl;Lk; epidtpy; itf;f ntz;lhk; Mdhy; rjh F\pahf
,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. gpuhkzd; F\pahf ,y;iybad;why; ahh; ,Ug;ghh; vd;gij epidj;Jg;
ghUq;fs;. gpuhkzd;jhd; rpwe;jtd; ,y;iyah. njtiuf; fhl;oYk; gpuhkzd; rpwe;jtd;.
gpuhkzdpd; rj;Jznt F\pjhd;. vdntjhd; F\piag;nghd;w rj;Jztpy;iy vd
ghLfpwPh;fs;. 9.1.93

125. ePq;fs; vd;d vz;zj;ij epidf;fpwPh;fnsh mij braypy; bfhz;Ltu Koa[k;. vdnt
vz;zKk; braYk; rkkhf ,Ug;gJjhd; kh];lh; rh;trf;jpthdpd; milahskhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
vz;zq;fs; kpf cah;thf ,Uf;fpwJ kw;wgo bray; bra;a[k;nghJ me;j rpwe;j vz;zq;fis
itj;jpUf;f Koatpy;iy vd;why; mtiu kh];lh; rh;t rf;jpthd; vd;W brhy;ykhl;lhh;fs;.

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ve;j rpwe;j vz;zq;fs; tUfpwnjh mJ bray;tiu tUfpwjh my;yJ tu Koatpy;iyah?
vd;gij „brf;‟ gz;Zq;fs;. ve;j rf;jp ve;j neuk; mtrpankh me;j neuk; me;j rf;jp
fhhpaj;jpw;F tuntz;Lk; mJnt kh];lh; rh;t rf;jpthdpd; milahskhf ,Uf;fpwJ. 2.12.93

126. ve;jbthU fh;kk; my;yJ vz;zj;ij Kf;fhyj;ija[k; czh;e;j epiyapy; ,Ue;J

bra;tjpy;iy> vdnt ek;gh; tUfpwJ. ve;jbthU vz;zKk; g[j;jpapy; tUk;nghJ> mJ
tpijahf ,Uf;fpwJ> thh;j;ij kw;Wk; bray; mjd; tp];jhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ> xUntis
vz;zk; vd;w tpijia jphpfhyjhprp epiyapy; cWjpahf ,Ue;J nrhjid bra;J> rf;jprhyp
Mf;fpdPh;fs; vd;why; mg;nghJ thh;j;ij kw;Wk; fh;kj;jpy; jhdfnt vspjpy; btw;wp
fpilj;JtpLk;. vz;zq;fis „brf;: gz;Ztjpy;iy vd;why; mjhtJ tpij rf;jprhypahf
,y;yhjnghJ thh;j;ij kw;Wk; fh;kj;jpYk; btw;wp bgWtjw;fhd rf;jp ,Ug;gjpy;iy. 1.2.94

127. epkpj;jkhdPh;fs; vd;why; mjw;Fhpa R{l;Rk tha[kz;lyKk;> mjph;tiyfSk; mtrpak;

gpwiu brd;W nrh;fpwJ. nfho klq;F g[z;zpaKk; fpilf;fpwJ nkYk; nfho klq;F epkpj;jKk;
MfpwPh;fs;. ,itfs; ,g;gojhnd ele;JtUfpwJ> ,itfs; ,g;goj;jhnd Vw;gl;Lf; bfhz;nl
,Uf;fpwJ… vd ntW thh;j;ijfis brhy;y khl;Oh;fs; my;yth. ,e;j mjph;tiyfs;
gytPdkhf;fptpLfpwJ. cWjpahd vz;zk; bra;jPh;fs; vd;why; me;j cWjp btw;wpia mtrpak;
bfhz;LtUk;. gytPd vz;zq;fis cw;gj;jp bra;ahjPh;fs;. mitfisg; guhkhpg;gjpy; epiwa
neuk; tPzhfg; nghfpwJ. cw;gj;jp kpf tpiuthf eilbgWfpwJ. xUbehoapy; E}W vz;zq;fs;
cw;gj;jp MfptpLfpwJ. gpwF mitfisg; guhkhpg;gjpy; vt;tst[ neuk; brythfpwJ.
mitfis mHpg;gjw;F ciHg;g[k; njitg;gLfpwJ> neuKk; brythfpwJ nkYk; ghg;jhjhtpd;
tujhdk; kw;Wk; MrPh;thjj;jpy; ,Ue;Jk; tQ;rpf;fg;gl;L tpLfpwPh;fs;. midtUila Rg
ghtidapd; Mrph;thjj;jpy; ,Ue;Jk; tQ;rpf;fg;gl;L tpLfpwPh;fs;. Rg vz;zq;fspd;
ge;jdj;jhy;> tisaj;jhy; midtiua[k; mg;go fl;og;nghLq;fs;> mth;fs; bfhQ;rk;
gytPdkhf ,Ue;jhYk; rhp> mth;fSf;fht[k; ,e;j Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; tisak; xU
FilepHyhfp tplntz;Lk;> ghJfhg;gpw;fhd rhjdkhfptpl ntz;Lk;> nfhl;ilahfptpl
ntz;Lk;. Rj;j vz;zq;fspd; rf;jpia ,g;nghJ Fiwthfnt mwpe;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. xU Rj;j
my;yJ rpwe;j rf;jprhyp vz;zk; vd;d mjpraj;ij bra;J fhl;l Koa[k;-,jd; mDg{jpia
,e;j tUlk; bra;J ghUq;fs;. Kjypy; gapw;rp bra;a[k; nghJ a[j;jk; tUk;> tPz; vz;zq;fs;
Rj;j vz;zq;fis btl;o tpLk;. vg;go bfsuth;fs;-ghz;lth;fspd; mk;g[fis fhl;Lfpwhh;fs;
my;yth> xU mk;g[ ,d;bdhU mk;ig tHpapnyna mHpj;JtpLfpwJ> mijg;nghy vz;zk;>
vz;zj;ij mHpg;gjw;F Kaw;rp bra;fpwJ> bra;a[k;> vdpDk; cWjpahd vz;zk; cilatUf;F
Jizahf ghgh ,Uf;fpwhh;. btw;wpj; jpyfk; vg;nghJk; ,Uf;fnt ,Uf;fpwJ. ,g;nghJ ,ij
btspna bfhz;LthUq;fs; mg;nghJ tPzhditfs; jhnk cs;ns ngha;tpLk;.
tPzhditfSf;F neuk; bfhLf;fpwPh;fs;. mitfis btl;Ltjpy;iy Mjdhy; mitfspd;
tz;zq;fs; cq;fs; tz;zq;fshfptpLfpwJ. behoiatpl Fiwe;j neuj;jpy; btl;otpLq;fs;.
Rj;j vz;zq;fshy; mHpj;JtpLq;fs;. mg;nghJ midtUila Rg vz;zq;fspd;
tha[kz;lyj;jpd; tisak; mw;g[jq;fisr; bra;Jfhl;Lk;. vq;nf elf;fpwJ> epiwa bra;jhapw;W>
epiwa nfl;lhapw;W> kpf ed;whft[k; ,Uf;fpwJ> vdpDk; elg;gjpy;iyna vd Kd;Tl;ona
,g;go epidf;fhjPh;fs;. ,g;gog;gl;l tPzhd vz;zq;fSk; tha[kz;lyj;ij gytPdkhf;fp
tpLfpwJ. Mfpna jPu ntz;Lk; vd cWjp bfhs;Sq;fs;> gwe;J bry;Yq;fs;. vd;d bra;a
KoahJ! Mdhy; Kjypy; Raj;jpd; kPJ ftdk; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;. Raj;j pd; ml;bld;rd;jhd;
bld;rid mHpf;Fk;. vd;d bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;W g[hpe;jjh? ,itfs; ,g;goj;jhnd ele;J
tUfpwJ> Kd;g[k; cWjpbkhHp vLj;jpUe;njhk; vd gpwh; brhy;tijbay;yhk; nfl;fhjPh;fs;.
,jpy; gytPdkhdth;fSf;F Jiznghf ntz;lhk;> mth;fis cq;fSf;F Jizahf;Fq;fs;.

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xUfhy; ahnuDk; ,g;go-mg;go ngrpdhy; ey;yij ngRq;fs;> ey;yij epida[q;fs;>
ey;yij bra;a[q;fs; vd;gij xUth; gpwUf;F vLj;Jr; brhy;Yq;fs;. 14.4.94

128. vt;tst[ vz;zq;fspd; rpwe;j bghf;fp\q;fs; nrh;e;jpUf;f ntz;Lnkh mt;tst[

nrutpy;iy> tPzhditfispd; fzf;fpy; mjpkhfj; bjhpfpwJ. xUntis vz;zq;fs;
tPzhf ,Ue;jbjd;why; kw;w bghf;fp\q;fSk; jhnd tPzhfg; ngha;tpLk;. vz;zq;fs; tPzhf
,Ue;jhy; bray; kw;Wk; thh;j;ij vd;dthFk;? tPzhfj;jhnd ,Uf;Fk;. vz;zk;jhd;
m];jpthuk; vdnt vz;zq;fisr; brf; gz;Zq;fs;. rhp tpLq;fs;> btWk; ,uz;L epkplk;jhnd
nghdJ> mjpfkhf ,y;iyna vd ,nyrhf tpl;LtplhjPh;fs;. vdpDk; ,uz;L epkplj;jpy;
vj;jid vz;zq;fs; Xod vd;gij brf; gz;Zq;fs;. tPz; vz;zq;fs; tPhpaj;Jld;
,Uf;fpwjy;yth! xU behoapy; mg[tpypUe;J mbkhpf;fh ngha;tpLfpwPh;fs;. cz;ikapy;
nghtjw;F vj;jid kzpneukhfpwJ. vd;why; vt;tst[ ntfk;> me;j ntfj;jpd;go brf;
gz;Zq;fs;. cq;fs; vz;z rf;jpia kpr;rg;gLj;Jq;fs; gpd;dh; ,utpy; brf; gz;Zq;fs;.
xUntis ftdk; bfhLj;J ve;j bghUis nrkpj;jhYk;> me;j nrkpg;g[ Fiwthf ,Ue;jhYk;
nrkpj;j F\p kpifahf ,Uf;Fk;. 10 gt[z;l; my;yJ lhyh; brythf ntz;oa ,lj;jpy;
ePq;fs; xU gt[z;l; my;yJ lhyh; kpr;rg;gLj;jpdhy;> kpr;rg;gLj;jpa me;j xU
gt[z;Lf;fhft[k; kpFe;j F\p ,Uf;Fk;. vdnt jdJ vz;zq;fspd; kPJ fl;Lg;gLj;Jk;
rf;jpia bfhz;oUq;fs;. tpUg;gg;gltpy;iy> g[hpe;Jk; ,Uf;fpnwd; ,Ue;Jk; vd;d bra; tJ
ele;JtpLfpwJ … vdr; brhy;yhjPh;fs;. ele;JtpLfpwJ vd;W brhy;gth; ahh;? mjpfhhpah
my;yJ moikah? mjpfhhp vd;why; vy;yhk; mth; fl;Lg;ghl;oy; ,Uf;Fk; ,y;iyah.
xUfhy; mjpfhhpiaa[k; Vkhw;wptpLfpwJ vd;why; mth; mjpfhhpah vd;d? vdnt fz;l;nuhypq;
gth; ,Uf;fpwjh vd brf; gz;Zq;fs;. xd;W kpr;rg;gLj;Jq;fs;> tPzhditfSf;Fg; gjpyhf
rpwe;jitfspd; fzf;fpy; nrh;j;J ita[q;fs; ,uz;lhtJ xUntis kpr;rg;gLj;j Koatpy;iy
vd;why; tPz; vz;zj;ij rf;jpkpf;fjhf khw;wp tpLq;fs;. xUntis fl;Lg;gLj;j Koatpy;iy
vd;why; khw;wptplthtJ Koa[ky;yth? mjd; ntfj;ij cldoahf khw;w ntz;Lk;.
,y;iybad;why; gHf;fkhfptpLk;. xUkzpneuk; brf; gz;zpdhYk; xU kzp neuj;jpYk; 5-10
epkplq;fs; tPz; vz;zq;fs; Xoaij ghh;j;jPh;fs; vd;why; me;j 5 epkplKk; „nt];oy;‟ ,Ue;J
„bg];oy;‟ nrh;e;Jtpl;oUe;jhy; 12 kzp neuj;jpy; 5-5 epkplq;fs;Tl vj;jid MfptpLk;.
mg;nghJ F\p vt;tst[ ,Uf;Fk;? nkYk; ve;j mst[ rpwe;j vz;zq;fspd; fzf;fpy;
nrkpg;ghfpwnjh mJ jf;f rkaj;jpy; nrh;j;J itj;j bghf;fp\k; fhhpaj;jpw;F gad;gLk;.
,y;iybad;why; vg;go ];J}y bry;tj;ij xUntis nrh;j;J itf;f tpy;iy vd;why; jf;f
rkaj;jpy; Vkhw;wkila ntz;oapUf;fpwJ. mnjnghy ,q;Fk; vg;nghJ VjhtJ bghpa ghPl;ir
te;JtpLfpwnjh mg;nghJ kdk; kw;Wk; g[j;jp btWikahfj; njhd;WfpwJ> rf;jpahf
,Ug;gjpy;iy. mg;nghJ vd;d bra;tJ? nrh;j;J itf;f fw;Wf;bfhs;Sq;fs;. 25.3.95

129. midj;jpYk; ek;gh; xd;dhf ,Ug;gJ fhkk;> filrpay; ,Ug;gJ nkhfk;. vdpDk; ve;j
tpfhuk; te;jhYk; mJ Kjypy; vz;zj;jpy; tUfpwJ. tPz; vz;zq;fs; nfhgj;ija[k; tur;
bra;fpwJ> fhkk; mjhtJ tPz; ghh;it> ve;j Mj;khkPjhtJ tPz; ghh;it nghfpwbjd;why;
me;j neuk; gtpj;jpukhf ,Ug;gjhf Vw;Wf;bfhs;s KoahJ. vdnt ,e;j tPz; vz;zj;ij
ghghtpd; md;gpw;Fg; gpd;dhy; Vd; gypaplf;TlhJ? bra;a Koa[kh? (bra;fpnwhk;) bra;fpnwhk;
vd;W brhy;tJ kpf vspJ. vdpDk; ghg;jhjhtplk; midtUila rhh;l; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,Jtiu
ve;j tpfhukhf ,Ue;jhYk; rhp> Ie;J tpfhuq;fSila tPz; vz;zq;fs; bk$hhpl;o
FHe;ijfsplk; te;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwJ. Qhdp Mj;khf;fsplk; jdJ Fzj;jpDila> jdJ
tpnrrj;jpDila mgpkhdk; ,Uf;fpwJ my;yJ vt;tst[ nkny nghfpwhh;fnsh mt;tst[
jd;dplKs;s VjhtJ Fiwia ghh;j;J> Fiw jd;Dila Kaw;rpiaf; Fwpj;J my;y> Mdhy;

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bgahpy;> khdj;jpy;> khpahijapy;> jd;idf; Fwpj;J nfl;gjpy;> Kd;dhy; bfhz;L tUtjpy;>
brd;;lh; ,d;rhh;$; Mf;Ftjpy;> nritapy;> tpnrr ghh;l; jUtjpy; cs;s Fiw> mjdhy; ,J
Vd;> ,J vd;d> ,g;go elf;ff;Tlhnj> ,g;goj;jhnd elf;f ntz;Lk; … vd vz;zq;fs;
tUfpd;wd. bghJthd tpraj;ij ghg;jhjh brhy;fpwhh;. ,e;j tPz; vz;zq;fSk; tpnrrkhd
Qhdp Mj;khf;fSf;F kpFe;j e\;lj;ij jUfpwJ. nkYk; ,e;j ehl;fspy; ,e;j ,uz;;Ljhd;
tpnrrkhf tPz; vz;zq;fSf;F Mjhukhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ePq;fs; vg;nghJ nrit bra;a
bry;fpwPh;fnsh mg;nghJ xUehspd; jpdrhp eltof;iffis Fwpj;J ita[q;fs; nkYk; brf;
gz;Zq;fs;. mjhtJ xU ehspy; ,e;j ,uz;oy;> xd;W mgpkhdk; my;yJ mtkhdj;jpw;F
Mshfp vdf;F Vd; Fiwt[> vdf;Fk; ,e;j gjtp ntz;Lk;> vd;ida[k; Kd;dhy; itf;f
ntz;Lk; vd brhy;Yk;nghJ> ,itfs; fpilf;fhky; ,Ug;gij mtkhdkhff; fUJfpwPh;fs;
my;yth. vdnt ,e;j ,uz;L tpraq;fs; mgpkhdk; kw;Wk; mtkhdk; - ,e;j ,uz;Ljhd;
jw;fhy tPz; vz;zq;fSf;F fhuzkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. 7.11.95

130. gpwtp vLj;jjpy; ,Ue;J ,g;nghJtiu ,ijr; bra;ntd; ,ijr; bra;ntd; vd

vj;jid Kiw vz;zq;fis bra;jpUg;gPh;fs; Mdhy; mitfis epiwntw;wtpy;iy. kpf
mUikahf ciuahLfpwPh;fs;> ghg;jhjhita[k; re;njh\g;gLj;jp tpLfpwPh;fs;. vg;go
kdpjh;fis gpughtg;gLj;JfpwPh;fs; my;yth> mnjnghy ghg;jhjhita[k; gpughtg;gLj;jp
tpLfpwPh;fs; Mdhy; cWjpahd vz;zq;fspd; gpughtk; bfhQ;r neuj;jpw;F ,Uf;fpwJ>
vg;nghJk; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. 18.1.98

131. bk$hhpl;o FHe;ijfsplk; „yPf;nf$‟ ,Ug;gij ghg;jhjh ghh;j;jhh;> „yPf;nf$;‟

Mff;Toa fhuzj;jhy; rf;jpfs; Fiwe;Jngha;tpLfpwJ nkYk; yPf;nf$; tpnrrkhf ,uz;L
tpraj;ijg; gw;wpaJ – me;j ,uz;L tpraq;fs; vz;zk; kw;Wk; neuk; tPzhfg; nghfpwJ.
bfl;Lg;nghftpy;iy Mdhy; tPzhfpwJ> neuj;jpd;go bfl;l fhhpaj;ij bra;atpy;iy Mdhy;
nrkpj;J itf;ft[k; ,y;iy. ,d;W bfl;lJ vija[k; bra;atpy;iy vd;gij kl;Lk;
ghh;f;fpwPh;fs; Mdhy; ey;yJ bra;jPh;fsh nrh;j;J itj;jPh;fsh? ,Hf;ftpy;iy Mdhy;
rk;ghjpj;jPh;fsh? Jf;fk; bfhLf;ftpy;iy Mdhy; vj;jid ngUf;F Rfk; bfhLj;jPh;fs;?
ahUila mikjpiaa[k; bfLf;ftpy;iy> mikjpapd; mjph;tiyfis vt;tst[ gug;gpdPh;fs;?
mikjpapd; J}Jtuhfp tha[kz;lyj;jpd; K:ykhf> my;yJ thh;j;ijapd; K:ykhf my;yJ
mjph;tiyfs; K:ykhf mikjp vj;jid ngUf;F bfhLj;jPh;fs;? Vbdd;why;; ,e;j Fiwthd
g[Un\hj;jk fy;ahzfhhp neuk;jhd; nrh;j;J itg;gjw;fhd neuk; vd;gJ cq;fs;
vy;nyhUf;Fk; bjhpa[k;. ,g;nghJ ,y;iynay; vg;nghJk; ,y;iy. ,J xt;bthU epkplKk;
epidtpy; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. rhpahfptpLk;> bra;JtpLnthk; vd;bwy;yhk; epidf;fhjPh;fs;>
,g;nghJ ,y;iynay; vg;nghJk; ,y;iy. gpuk;kh ghghtpw;F ,e;j jPtpuntfj;jpd; Kaw;rp
,Ue;jJ mjdhy; jhd; ek;gh; xd; vd;w ,yf;if mile;jhh;. 18.1.06

132. bk$hhpl;o FHe;ijfsplk; mt;tg;nghJ tPz; vz;zq;fs; kpf mjpfkhf XLtij

jw;fhyj;jpy; ghg;jhjh ghh;f;fpwhh;> ,tw;wpy; jhd; nrh;j;J itj;jpUe;j rf;jpfs; vy;yhk;
tPzhfg; ngha;tpLfpwJ. vdnt Rg rpe;jidf;F> Rakhpahijapd; VjhtJ xU gl;lj;ij
kdjpw;F „n+hk; bthh;f;‟ bfhLq;fs;> kdjpw;F „ilk;nlgpy; nghLq;fs;> fh;kj;jpw;F
„ilk;nlgpy;‟ nghLfpwPh;fs; vdpDk; kdjpw;F „ilk;nlgpy; nghLq;fs‟;. mkph;jntis re;jpg;ig
bfhz;lhoa gpwF kdjpw;F Rakhpahij bfhLq;fs;> vg;go Vw;fdnt brhd;dgo 12-13 Kiw
midtUf;Fk; neuk; fpilf;fpwJ> mg;nghJ czut[k; bra;a[q;fs;> hpitRk; bra;a[q;fs;
mg;nghJ kdk; gp]pahf ,Ug;gjhy; tPz; vz;zq;fspy; kdk; nghfhJ> Kaw;rp bra;antz;o
,Uf;fhJ> xt;bthU neuKk; kfpH;r;rpahf ,Uf;f ntz;oa neuk; rq;fka[fk;> me;j

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kfpH;r;rpapy; ,Ug;gPh;fs;. ,uz;lhtJ – Rg rpe;jid. brf; gz;zp nrQ;; gz;;Zq;fs;. K:d;whtJ
– Rg czh;t[. mRg czh;t[ tha[kz;lyKk; mRj;jj;ij gug;g[fpwJ vdnt Rg czh;t[
ita[q;fs;. nkYk; ehd;fhtJ Rgkhd tha[kz;lyj;ij cUthf;FtJ vd;Dila ntiy>
Fwpg;ghf vd;Dila ntiy> kw;wtiug; ghh;f;ff;TlhJ> xt;bthUtUk; ,e;j bghWg;ngw;f
ntz;Lk;. mjhtJ vg;go vg;nghjhtJ tha[kz;lyj;jpy; Ju;ehw;wk; tPrpdhy; mg;nghJ vd;d
bra;fpwPh;fs;? eWkzj;ijg; gug;g[fpwPh;fs; my;yth! Ju;ehw;wj;ij rfpf;f Kotjpy;iy>
VjhtJ xU eWkzk; jUk; rhjdj;ij cgnahfpf;fpwPh;fs;> mnjnghy rhjhuz
tha[kz;lyj;ij my;yJ mRg tha[kz;lyj;ij khw;wpna jPuntz;Lk;. Rphpath;fshf
,Ue;jhYk; rhp> g[jpath;fshf ,Ue;jhYk; rhp> ,J midthpd; bghWg;ghf ,Uf;fpwJ. ehd;
Rg tha[kz;lyj;ij cUthf;fpna jPuntz;Lk; vd;w cWjpahd vz;zk; bfhs;s ntz;Lk;.
,e;j cWjpbkhHp gpuj;jpal;rk; bra;a[k;. cWjpbkhHp bfhLf;fpwPh;fs;> ghg;jhjh kfpH;r;rp
milfpwhh;fs;> Mdhy; me;j cWjpbkhHpapy; mt;tg;nghJ cWjp ,y;yhky; ngha;;tpLfpwJ
vdnt ePq;fs; tpUk;g[k; btw;wp vt;tst[ ,Uf;f ntz;Lnkh mt;tst[ ,Ug;gjpy;iy. KG
cyif> ,aw;ifia> Mj;khf;fis> Mj;khf;fspy; gpuhkz Mj;khf;fSk; te;JtpLfpwhh;fs;>
xt;bthUtUk; jdJ nritepiyaj;jpy; mg;gog;gl;l tha[kz;lyj;ij kd cWjpnahL
cUthf;Fq;fs;> bfhQ;rk; jpahfk; bra;a ntz;Lk; vd;why; bra;a[q;fs;> mLj;jth; jpahfk;
bra;jhy; ehDk; bra;ntd; vd;gJ TlhJ. „rp];lk;‟ rhpahFk; nghJ … nghJ nghJ vdr;
brhy;yhjPh;fs;. ehd; bra;njahf ntz;Lk;. cyif khw;Wgth; vd;gJ cq;fs; Rakhpahij
my;yth! vy;nyhUk; cyif khw;Wgth;fs;jhd; ,y;iyah! 18.1.2009

133. ,g;nghJ neuk; beUq;fp te;Jbfhz;oUf;ff;Toa fhuzj;jhy; ghg;jhjh ,g;nghJ

,e;j $hil fhl;Lfpwhh; mjhtJ neuk; beUq;fp tUtjw;Fj; jf;fgo tPz; vz;zq;fs;
tUtJk; mgtpj;jpuj;jpd; milahskhf ,Uf;fpwJ. VjhtJ mgpkhd my;yJ mtkhdkhd
tPz; vz;zq;fs; jd;gf;fk; ,Gf;ftpy;iyjhnd vd;gij brf; gz;Zq;fs;. Vbdd;why;
nghfg;nghf xUntis ghghtpdhy; bfhLf;fg;gl;l tpnrrq;fis jd;Dila tpnrrq;fshf
g[hpe;Jbfhz;L mgpkhdj;jpw;F Mshdhy; mJt[k; tPz; vz;zq;fshfnt ,Uf;fpwJ nkYk;
„vdJ‟ vd;w mRg vz;zj;jpy; ehd; Fiwe;jtd; my;y> vdf;Fk; vy;yhk; bjhpa[k;> ,e;j
vd;Dila vz;znk rhpahdJ> cah;e;jJ> ,e;j vdJ vd;w mgpkhdj;jpd; vz;zk;Tl
R{l;Rk mgtpj;jpuj;jpd; mk;rkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. vdnt ve;jtpjkhd mgtpj;jpu tPz;
vz;zq;fspd; mk;rk;Tl kpr;rkpy;iyna? vd jd;id brf; gz;Zq;fs;. Vbdd;why; ,g;nghJ
gukhj;khtpd; md;ghd FHe;ijfs; ePq;fns gtpj;jpu cyif cUthf;Fk; neuj;ij mUfpy;
bfhz;LtUtjw;F epkpj;jkhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. vdnt ahh; epkpj;j Mj;khf;fnsh mth;fSila
mjph;tiyfs; ehyhg[wKk; gut[fpwJ. vdnt ve;jtpjkhd tPz; vz;zq;fSk; jd; gf;fk;
cq;fis ,Gf;ftpy;iyah? vd brf; gz;Zq;fs;. Vbdd;why; ,g;nghJ gtpj;jpu cyfk;>
gtpj;jpu uh$;$pak; rkPgj;jpy; te;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwJ. Jf;fk; kw;Wk; mrhe;jp ehyhg[wKk;
tpjtpjkhd brhU:gj;jpy; mjpfkhfpf;bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. mjw;fhf gtpj;jpuj;jpd; mjph;tiyfs;
mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. Jf;f mrhe;jpf;fhd fhuzk; mgtpj;jpuk;. vdnt mgtpj;jpu
Mj;khf;fSf;F kw;Wk; gf;j Mj;khf;fSf;F ,g;nghJ „lg[s;‟ nrit njitg;gLfpwJ.
thh;j;ijapDila nritia ghg;jhjh mth;fs; ghh;j;jhh;fs; mJ ehyhg[wKk; „jhk;-J}k;‟
vd;W ele;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwJ> mth;fSila Fiwfisa[k; nghf;FfpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; ,g;nghJ
Mj;khf;fSf;F vf;];l;uh „rfh\;‟ njitg;gLfpwJ. mjw;F kdnrit K:ykhf rfh\;
bfhLg;gJ> ijhpak; bfhLg;gJ> Cf;f cw;rhfk; bfhLg;gJ Mfpatw;iwr; bra;a ntz;Lk;.
vdnt ,e;j neuk; lg[s; nrit mtrpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ,jw;fhf xt;bthU FHe;ija[k;
jd;id g{h;tPf Mj;kh vd czuntz;Lk; vd ghg;jhjh brhy;fpwhh;. ,e;j fy;g kuj;jpd;
ntuhf ,Uf;Fk; g{h;tPf kw;Wk; g{i$f;Fhpa Mj;khf;fs; ePq;fs;jhd;. ghg;jhjh Jf;fg;gLk;

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FHe;ijfspd; rg;jj;ij nfl;Lf;bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwhh;. FHe;ijfs; cq;fsplk; mth;fSila
g[fhh; bra;a[k; rg;jk; te;J nruntz;Lk;. ve;j mst[ rk;g{uz gtpj;jpu Mj;kh MfpapUf;fpwPh;fs;.
Mfpf;bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;> Mfpa[k; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vdpDk; Tlnt ,g;nghJ kdnritia
mjpfg;gLj;Jq;fs;. 15.3.10

134. ,d;iwa cyfpd; fzf;Fg;go tpraq;fs; epiwa khwpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ.

murhq;fj;jpd; rl;lq;fSk; khw ntz;Lk;> kdpjh;fSila czh;t[k; khw ntz;Lk;. ,jw;fhf
xt;bthUtUila thH;tpYk; tpraq;fs; te;njahf ntz;Lk;> tPz; tpraq;fs; te;jhy;
mitfis mHpg;gjw;F rf;jpkpf;f vz;zq;fs; njit. „nt];l;‟ vz;zq;fis mHpg;gjw;F
„bg];l;‟ vz;zq;fs; njitg;gLfpwJ. mJ jpde;njhWk; ePq;fs; nfl;Fk; tujhdk;. tujhdk;
vJnth mJ rpwe;j vz;zq;fshf ,Uf;fpwJ. vg;nghJ tPzhditfs; tUfpwnjh mg;nghJ
kdjpw;F rpwe;j vz;zq;fs; njitg;gLfpwJ. kdk; fhypahf ,Uf;f KoahJ. kdjpw;F
VjhtJ vz;zq;fs; njitg;gLfpwJ. vdnt tPzhditfis bg];l; Mf;Ftjw;fhf
cq;fSf;F ,e;j tujhdk;> Rnyhfd; kw;Wk; ,g;gog;gl;l thh;;j;ijfs; kdij khw;Wtjw;fhf
njitg;gLfpwJ. 15.3.10

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