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Aswegi, Eloisa (Reaction Paper)
Aswegi, Eloisa (Reaction Paper)
Aswegi, Eloisa (Reaction Paper)
Eloisa A. Aswegi
Summary
The movie is all about a 17th Century English poetry professor, Vivian Bearing,
who is great in her profession and even has a Ph.D. degree. However, she was
diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic ovarian cancer, and due to her eagerness to heal, she
physician Harvey Kelekian who is doing his research with regards to the treatment he
also works along with other physicians as well as with Miss Bearing’s former student,
Jason Posner. Dr. Posner was doing his examination, specifically the pelvic
examination which is, quite degrading and awkward for Miss Bearing. As she said,
“Once I do the teaching, now, I am told.” Most part of the movie portrays the different
aspects of medical tests, clinical evaluations, and cancer treatment. Miss Bearing was
speaking most likely to the viewer providing a deeper understanding with regards to
her pain and struggles. As the movie goes by a lot of character was introduced through
a flashback of scenes, one is her Professor named Dr. Ashford, who advised her to stop
isolating herself with books and in a library but to live and make friends. Another one
is his father who explained a word to her, which they both agreed that they hate boring
conversations. As well as, one student who was asking for an adjustment of the
deadline since his grandmother died, but Miss Bearing stick to her policy. Throughout
her treatment, she realized a lot in life but with her is nurse Susie Monahan, who really
cares for her and wants the best for her patient. As the process goes by, Miss Bearing
condition worsens, she experienced a lot of pain that she can no longer tolerate, that is
why Nurse Susie explained to her the DNR or do not resuscitate order if ever her
pulsation stops they will no longer revive her, and she agreed with this. Despite being
so strong, she felt fear, “My treatment impairs my health”, she ironically said. Dr.
Ashford came to visit Miss Bearing and read her a story, “The Runaway Bunny”. Even
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so, her “do not resuscitate orders (DNR).” Dr. Posner calls a code when he discovers
that there are no pulsations anymore. Nurse Susie tried to stop him however, the
medical team already came and tried to resuscitate Miss Bearing. Dr. Posner shouted
saying, “I made a mistake” and the team checked the order and stopped the
Meaning
Rationality and vulnerability. I think this movie surrounds mainly with the
rationalistic thinking of a person, that being rational demands being alone, and in being
alone, you find independence with this, you create the thinking that there is no room
for fear and pain. Miss Bearing found fulfillment not in people but with her wit she
thinks that with this knowledge, she can overcome anything however, the wheels of
life seemed not in favor. She often thinks that cancer is something that she should fight
against, which is true however, she failed to recognize her vulnerability, she always
says she is ok even when she is in pain, she disregarded her emotions and acted so
strong that at the course of her treatment she slowly realized that she is in pain, she is
in need of help, and that no matter how much she tried to conceal her weaknesses she
is still a person. She found a moment of clarity that her pain signifies being alive, as
Reaction
This movie reminds me of a memory, maybe because I still feel the pain whenever
I see someone dying, and this totally fears me as a nursing student will I be able to comply
with my duties on a patient when such a situation might come, will I be able to overcome
the ones that kept on haunting me from time to time. However, this movie is a must-watch,
especially for those who are in the medical field, because it will help you view the lenses
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and perspective of a patient, a nurse, and a physician. I did like it, and even the actress did
a great job portraying her role. The movie was really touching, and at the same time, it
gives us a lesson to value time, health, and people. I was surprised that the movie didn’t
end with healing, referring to the physical one, since most movies always end up with a
happy ending but, this one was different. It ain’t fantasized it was realistic, and that is what
great about this movie, it serves as an eye-opener for those who don’t value their health
much, for those who are too eager to prove a scientific study, for those who empathize
along with a patient, and for those who struggles so much in pain. If there is one thing that
disappointed me though it did not anger me, it is when the doctor tried to resuscitate the
patient, even if she is in DNR order, however, I also understand that he was in the state
and peak of his emotions, he just wanted to save a life. In the end, it was delightful not to
see Miss Bearing in pain anymore, that she understood that death is not the end but the
beginning of eternal life, she accepted her vulnerability and died with the realization that
Application
This movie hits different on my part. I was in Grade 7 back then when I witness my
grandmother having convulsive seizures, she just looked like she stopped breathing, and it
was just the two of us back then, I was so young that I didn’t know what to do. I shouted and
sought help as months pass by when my grandmother vomited blood for the third time, I was
there as well, I saw her died it felt like I was in a nightmare, and I was waiting for someone
who would wake me up. I just felt like my whole world collapses, that I didn’t know what
was real or not anymore. During her burial, I didn’t cry, even with a single tear, not until
everything sinks in for about after 3 months, actually. I just passed out, I just broke down, I
held my guard so high that I was afraid to show how vulnerable I was, how much pain I
concealed just like Miss Bearing. I focused a lot on my studies before that I feel like, with
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this so much book to read I could find my strength and that no pain will turn me down, I was
consumed, with the thought of winning, but I was actually losing myself, Miss Bearing was
very rational and objective, and as a student, I always aim to be like that, and just like her this
perspective had changed because of pain. A pain that opened one’s vulnerability, a sense of
need and dependence that you alone cannot survive and that we are in need of help and we
are waiting for someone to empathize with us. Just like what the nurse Susie did to her, I also
have a nurse in my life that chooses to listen and didn’t make me feel alone, my mother.
Though I know losing our grandmother causes more pain towards her, she kept me
accompanied, she never let me lose myself in the process. I hope Miss Bearing was able to
realize that there is a life outside the library, there is a life outside her thoughts, I just hope it
wasn’t too late for her, however, it is what it is, what matters is that she left something vital
and memorable toward each student that she was able to share her knowledge with, she