Sad Truth - Poems - : Poetry Series

Poetry Series
Sad Truth
- poems -
Publication Date:
2009
Publisher:
Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive
Sad Truth(23.10.1992)
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(blooming) Roses
Im just a poor girl...

Living in this rich world...
Started with...So much...
But...Left with...So little...
Theres nothing inside...
At some point...
Every rose will die... (has to die)
Everythings gone now...

Torn from inside me...
Every rose...blooms...
With beauty and...grace...
But...
With lack of 'love' and care...
It dies...
Sad Truth

(if I) Wake Up Alone
Everythings not ok
Everythings not clear
You cant just go
And leave me here
Staring at the glass

Infront of me
Thinking to myself
This is where you should be
If you leave me tonight

I'll wake up alone
Knowing that this
Is no longer my home
Sad Truth

(you Put) Words In My Mouth...
Arogance and Ignorance...

My mistakes were made...For you...!
You put words in my mouth...
And wouldent let me spit them out...!
What was I to do...! ?
I was still in love with you...!
You took my heart...
And gave me...nil...!
You know...Hearts dont break...!
They...Shatter...! ! !
Sad Truth

(you! ...Let Me...) Fall...! ! !
Dont want to hear a word...

Youve got to say...!
I can seriously promise you...
This is the day...
I'll do it MY way...!
YOU! ...Made it happen...!
YOU! ...Let me fall...!
Couldent...Wouldent help me...!
Thought YOU...knew it ALL...! ! !
Sad Truth

(your) Rag Doll...
Do you play with ALL your toys like this?

A rag doll I was to you!
You would sew me,
Throw me,
Poke me,
And choke me!
Torn and tattered,

You left me.
In a corner,
There to rote.
I never really forgot!
You could of cared for me.
Like a real baby.
Wrapped me up,
Put me in a cot.
But no.
It was no fun that way.
Feelings, You said I didn't have.
But you were wrong!
I felt EVERY bit of the pain!
And now I'm too broken,
To keep playing your game!
Sad Truth

...Your...
The smell of your hair

As sweet as the air
The toch of your skin
All held close within
The brush of your lips

The tingles on your fingertips
The wisp of your voice
You were my only choice
Sad Truth

A Black Rose
A black rose can stop the beat of ones heart…

A black rose brings the scent of death as it tears love apart…
A black rose makes nightmares reality…
A black rose fills my life with uncertainty…
A black rose is forgotten hopes and dreams…
A black rose is a broken girl laying in tears and painful screams…
A black rose is the pain of a shattered life…
A black rose is lost love in my hopeless life…
A black rose is the memories that haunt my restless soul…
A black rose took everything from me that once made me whole…
Including…you…
Sad Truth

A Harder Fall
An early summer...
Do you remember?
All that we did? !
All the places we hid? !
I'd skip a stone...

You'd pull me near...
And whisper sweet words...
In my ear...!
Every breath that you'd take...

I knew my heart would break...
Harderer we would and did fall...
When we no longer had it all...!
Sad Truth

A Way...
To drink down poison would be too easy,

To slit my wrists would be too hard,
To hold my breath an impossible way,
To try and stop my beating heart...
To hang from a rope a waste of time,

To jump from a cliff...just might be fine,
But all you’d have to do is...
Say you didn’t love me anymore...! ! !
Sad Truth

Afraid
You know your all ive got

Ive come al long way
I opened my eyes
To see the light of day
You know Im like a highway

I dont have a home
Im do it my way
Im always alone
Just when its getting good

I slowly start to freeze
Just when its feeling real
I put my heart to sleep
Please understand
I never ment to push you away
I dont know why
Im so...afraid
Im crushed down
And lost
I breakdown
And lose my mind
I dont know
What you think of me
I dont know why
I break so eaisly...
Sad Truth

Afraid (Until The Day I Die)
You would yell at me

I'd cringe
And wipe the blood
From my fringe
Afraid I was
Like a little dog
Always hiding
Always crying
You never wanted me

Just to love
Wouldent set me free
Like a dove
So still I sit here

And cry
Afarid until
The day I die! ! !
Sad Truth

Afraid...
Im not affraid...
Of many things...!
But..
Losing you is one...!
How dose it feel...

To be different...
From me...?
Were not...the same...!
I am young...
But Im not free...
I get lost...
And I cant see...!
Sad Truth

After Tonight
What to do
Im gunna lose you
Either way I go
I already know
I wish I had
Another way
I wish I could pick
Another day
I cant fix this

I cant make it right
All the things I will miss
After tonight
Sad Truth

All Because Of...You
All you did was…lie…

And…all I did was…cry…
My ultimate wish…
To not exist…
Just to…
Lie here…
Cry here…
Die here…
And…all because of…

…losing…you…
Sad Truth

All Just Lies...! ! ! ...
Remembered in my tears...
Are all the gentle kisses you ever gave me…
You promised something wonderful…
So I followed…and you lead…
You were lonely, draped in sorrow…

I was trapped…
Fascinated by your darker side…
Alluring in your strangeness…
I’m looking into a mirror…

Remembering…
It was all just lies…
The mirror falls…as I recall…
I no that you watch me…

You reach out…
To hold me…control me…
But I hesitate...and…pull away…
What if I’m…just another one of your lies…! ?
Sad Truth

All Over The Place
Why dont you...

Open your eyes...
And find the reasons why...
You were...rejected...
Cant open...MY eyes...

Dont know why...
This is where I lie...
Broken...inside...
My feelings I hide...
My dreams I cant find...
Im losing my mind...
Im falling behind...
I cant find my place...

Im falling from grace...
Im all over the place...
Yes all over the place...
Sad Truth

Alone
You think I’m strange…

You think I’m weird…
Well that’s ok…
I never asked you to care…
I sit alone…
I walk alone…
I cry alone…
I’ll die alone…
This is my mind…
This is my world…
I stay alone…
I don’t want to share…
And now you ask why…

You want to know now…
Well…I suppose its cus…
It’s easier that way…! ! !
Sad Truth

Always
Always giving hope…

But never healing the scares…
Fear is all that fuels the hate…
Living is hell…
Once I heard an angel sing…

“Earths loss is heavens gain”…
The pain it brought unbearable…
But all it brought was hope…
But never healed the scares…
Everything in this life…

Is made by pleasure or pain…
Maybe it’s just some cruel joke…
Maybe it’s all just a game…
But whatever it is…

It’s all the same…
Always giving hope…
But…never healing the scares…
Sad Truth

An Untold Story
Sometimes I feel like

Im a bird
With broken wings
Ive got a story

Thats never
Been told
I try to open
My mouth
And speak
But your always there

You make me
Feel weak
You say
'What ever will be, Will be'
So...LET ME SPEAK...! ! !
Sad Truth

Another Day
Another day
A few thousand lies
All I have to do
Is look into your eyes
Mabye Im right
Mabye Im wrong
But all I no is
This has gone on for to long
Sad Truth

Another Mask
My own inner hell…

A lock that has no key…
When I die…
There will be no one around to see…
They all think that when I say it…
It’s a…joke…
But…the jokes all on me…
Contemplate suicide…
Its just another mask…
To hide the truth…
Sitting alone…like I did before…

No ones knocking…on my door…
Waiting to be used once more…
Cus…that’s all I was ever good for…
Sad Truth

Attitude
This small town

Is watching
My own private
Breakdown
All they do is
Whisper
While I lay here
In a seizer
So you see
This world
Dosent matter to me
The same attitude till I die
Sad Truth

Back To You...
What would you do...

If you knew...
All the things...
I never said...
All the things...
Inside my head...?
You see...
I don't think...
You'd...understand...!
Cus...
All of the pain...

I ever knew...
Every piece...
Leads back...
To...
YOU...!
Sad Truth

Blah (Blah Blah)
Blah Blah Blah

Thats all I here from you...
Blah Blah Blah
The whole day through...
Blah Blah This...
Blah Blah That...
...
Well...
...
F*CK OFF...! ! !
Sad Truth

Bleeding
A silver frame,
Just small and plain,
Filled with the joys,
Of our little 'game',
The things it contained,

Engraved, both our names,
You loved it while,
I thought it was lame,
All night I spent,

Not quit content,
I cut and glued,
Pictures of me and you,
The suprise in your eyes,

But, I didnt know the lies,
The tears I would cry,
When I would want to die,
It smashed to the ground,

When you wernt around,
Later I would be found,
.........Bleeding.........! ! !
Sad Truth

Blood Or Death
Blood or death?
My last breath?
Love me or hate me?
Lucky you ‘aint me!
Fighting my past
This could be my last
Don’t know where I’m going
I hate what I’m knowing
When I’m with you

It’s just us two
You and me
That’s how it should be
Sad Truth

Bluffing? ? ?
Battered and bruised...

Broken confused...
YOU made me lose...!
Are you happy now? !

As I line up the blade...!
Happy? !
You know Im not affraid...

My final parade...!
Bluffing you say...?
Well...We'll just see...
Goodnight...
And...
Goodbye...
It's true...I always did love you...!
Sad Truth

Book
Maybe its time

To take a look
Read me like
An open book
When nothings left

It’s all your fault
When nothings there
There is no air
Maybe its time

To take a look
But now the books’
All tattered and torn
Never say that you weren’t warned...
Sad Truth

Breakdown
I open my eyes
And realize
I was never...
There!
I supose we
Were...Happy!
But I know
It wasnt true!
Why cant I
Close my eyes
Again
And hold you close?
I breakdown...
Screaming!
I breakdown...
Bleeding!
Tell me you... love me

Tell me you... care
I stay awake all night
Wishing you were...here!
Sad Truth

Broken
No one wants you when you’re broken…

Like a toy…thrown away…
No one will bother to try and fix you…but…

It might just be your lucky day…
Cus…with the broken…I do fix…

And never do I throw away…
Cus I believe…its never that bad…

Unless you’re…ME…! ! !
Sad Truth

Bullet
Your love hit me...

Like a bullet...
Through my brain...
Ive got one life...

And Im a million...
Miles from home...
How many hours...?

How many days...?
It cant be the same...
I wont let it be the same...
Fcuk your game...

Your excusses are lame...
I'll find a vein...
And...lose...
Sad Truth

Bulls**t
Its been so long...

Since I smiled...
So I'll say...Goodbye...
For now...!
Can someone please tell me...

Wheres the 'good'...In Goodbye...? !
A stupid word...
Just like the rest...!
Rest my mind...
Rest my...'Soul'...
This world is...Bulls**t...
And so are YOU...!
Sad Truth

Call It Like I See It! ! !
The past
Is where
All
Of my
Failures live!
My memories
Are like
Spinning baldes!
Dangerous
At close range!
There is
No good
In evil
There is
Only...
Power!
I call it...
Like I...
See it...! ! !
Sad Truth

Change
Tears and loss and broken dreams…

What does this all mean…?
Written in your tears…
The story of your heart…
Forgotten words…
Lost days…
Maybe you could go back…

But…
Living in the past…
Never really works…
What is lost is lost…
Maybe it all changed…

Because…
…
…
…
It had to…!
Sad Truth

Cold
I still shudder, in the memory

Of every night you would hold me
You'd cradle me, warm in your arms
Trace the patterns on my palms
One morning I did wake, to find

I thought that I may have been blind
For you were gone, from my reach
Wandered off, down by the beach
For nights I cried, my eyes were red

I wished that I were truely dead
I wished you'd come back, to my hold
I wish it wasnt always so cold
Sad Truth

Coming After...You! ! !
Whaty did it feel like...?

Good...?
To have ALL the power...
Standin over me
YOUR A WIMP! ! !
A COWARD! ! !
Even now...
You cant look me...
In the eye...
The eyes that cried...
For all of those years...
You thought you...broke me...
For good...?
YOUR WRONG! ! !
Im stronger now...! ! !
And coming...
After...YOU! ! !
Sad Truth

Day After Day
Your never happy

I can never please
Anything I do
I fall down on my knees
You throw me around

You push me away
I land hard on the ground
Day ahter day
I'd cry and I'd beg

Pled for you to please stop
But you never did
You wanted the lot
Sad Truth

Desperate
Sometimes Im filled with...love

Alot of the time Im not
I guess whats killing me
Is just not known
I know this might seem so...

Desperate...
But...
Desperate...Is what Ive become
The impact of reality
Must of been whats killed me...! ! !
Sad Truth

Did You Have Fun?
Did you have fun...

Breaking my heart?
Did you have fun...
Watching me fall apart?
Did you have fun...
And laugh out loud?
Did you have fun...
Do you feel proud?
Did you have fun...
Got stronger from my pain?
Did you have fun...
What did it gain?
Did you have fun...
Watching me die?
Did you have fun...?
Now please...Dont lie...! ! !
Sad Truth

Doors
I am small...
And the world is...BIG...!
You used me...
Like a...DRUG...!
Are we the same...?
Or is this a game...?
I am lost...
And can't...sleep...!
All around me...
It's fast moving...
Who am I living for...?
Whats behind that door...?
Give me some answers...

Thats all I ask for...!
Mabye then...
Well see...
Behind the door...!
Sad Truth

Down...
Im always thinking of you...

And all the things that you do...
To me...
The world is on your shoulders...
And were all getting older...
Taking a trip down...
Down...
Down...
Down...
Down...
But...
The elevator...
Only goes uo to...ten...!
Sad Truth

Dreams
When nothing seems right

Every days a fight
When the only thing you look for
Is the coming night
Then it’s alright...? !
When nothing makes sense

A barbed wire fence
Wrapped around your heart
That’s not even the start...
To end it all
I wished for this dream
To live as nothing
A darkened gleam...
Sad Truth

Dying From The Inside...! ! !
It hurts to much...!
To feel the pain...!
Im dying from the inside...!
Does my mind...Mean more to you...?
Whats happening to me...?
Someone wake me up...!

Shake me awake...!
The taxis waiting outside...!
Im nothing more then human...!
so get in...and drive me away...
Away from this nightmare...!
Sad Truth

Enslaved
Here I am different...
In this normal world...
I'm just a pretty girl...
living in this f**ked up world...
You cant tell me what to do...

Inside my head...
I'm sure if you could...
I would be dead...
You don't know what's up anyways...

It's like I'm...
Enslaved to this world...
That doesn't know s**t
I can never seem to escape...

All of this...laughing...
All of this...pain...
Such a cruel game...
A locked cell...
My own inner hell...!
Sad Truth

Everything...?
I couldent turn back...

You know I'd lose it all...!
Thank you for being here...
I wont shead a tear...!
You made me a promise...

But decided to break my heart...!
Everything I lost...?
Well...Where do I start...! ?
Sad Truth

Failed
I never claimed
Yo know all of you
I only knew
What I wanted to
You know
Your all Ive got
And Im not guna stop
For any one...the lot
Keep my eyes open

Lookin for the signs
But nothins showin up
To think I came all this way
Sad Truth

Faker
I fake another smile…

And pretend it doesn’t hurt…
Broken words…
I fake another laugh…

I shed a silent tear…
Is someone near…?
People think that I’m…happy…

And that I…love life…
Well…their SO wrong…
I can’t handle another night…

I can’t fight another fight…
I can’t survive another day…
I cry myself to sleep…
I feel like I’m wearing a mask…

Everything…hurts…
Nothing comforts me…
I wish for some…words…support anything…

Someone to hold me…
Someone to hold…
Someone to kiss me…
Hugs…anything…
Someone…to be mine…
I hold the knife…

As I aim for my wrist…
One last twist…
What have I got…? ...
Nothing to lose…
I lay here and die…
But remember…I loved you…! ! !
I no longer fight…
I feel so light…
This was the night…

It all went away…
My final day…
The pain is gone…

And so am I…
I got to sing my final song…
When I am found…
It will be to late…
Sad Truth

Fallen
Its like I'm...

Under a spell...
I'm living in...
My own burning hell...
You needed...someone...
To...take the fall...
You needed...someone...
To blame it on all...
I cant...remember...
What started it all...
I can only remember...
How hard I did fall...! ! !
Sad Truth

Falling...
Something here...
Just...isn't...right...!
You can't deny...
The truth isn't far behind me...!
I'm...living a...lie...
When I'm around you...

I'm...chocking...!
Together...
Dosen't feel...right at all...!
Together...
We will NOT fall...!
CUs...you see...
I'll fall as...me...
and...
You'll fall as...you...
Topgetther...
Alone...!
Sad Truth

Falling...(To My Death)
I've fallen before...

And...
It didnt really hurt..!
But...
When love is involved...
It...
Kills...!
Sad Truth

Five Little Words
You said that you...cared

You'd always be there...
For me!
I was sick of being hurt
And refused to belive
But you got to me
In the end!
I opened up
And loved you back
But all of a sudden...
*SMACK*
'We can't fall in love! '
Thats what you said
Those five little words
Were spinning in my head!
Its not like I asked
For you to love me!
Your the one that said it!
You ddi it to...me!
I do understand!
And I'm not asking
For your love now!
But...
It still really hurts!
Those five little words...!
Sad Truth

Forever More
Life is a shallow path…

Worn into the dirt…
But…
So easily swept away…
With the wind…
A lonely howl…
A distant cry…
Just one more soul…
Passing by...
A seconds pause…
But not thought of, no more…
I gently drift me off to sleep…
Wadding out of the shallows of the deep…
To be no more…forever more…! ! !
Sad Truth

Forever...Together
I never said
I'd wait for you...
Forver
All I wanted
Was for us to be...
Together
When I leave this world

You will be the last one I...
See
So please
Look at me now and...
Smile
Sad Truth

Forget It
There is no question
We had some...conection
But...
Forget it
You know Im no good

If only we...could
But...
Forget it
It dosent matter what we want...

Our feelings were like BOLD...font
But...
Forget it
Its time for me to go

Just as long as you...know
Now please just...
Forget it (me)
Sad Truth

Fragment
Your afraid
You will be
Another scar
On my heart?
Well... Dont be!

For you wont be!
...
You will not
Be a scar!
You will be...

A fragment!
Of my forever
Shattered heart! ! !
Sad Truth

Free
Your the trap

I wanna fall into
Lose my heart
Lose my mind
Just you and I tonight
So what do you think now?

Im gunna do my own thing
But...
Your holding me down
And I wana fly
I promised myself
Im the only one
Thats ever gunna
Belive me
I try to bend but i always break
So dont hold me down

I know Im no ones
Im mine, Im myselfs
Im nobodys Im just gunna
Be me...Be free...
Sad Truth

Give It All Up...
Why the hell

Did you ever
Underestemate
ME...?
The world was

In my hands
But...I let it all go
To hold you...!
Now I'm left

Cold, empty hearted
And...
Emptyhanded...!
I never claimed
To know it all
I had my times...!
Ive had my falls...!
I dont wanna
Survive...
So I'm guna give it all up...
Tonight...!
Sad Truth

Gone
Don’t try and stop me now…

We’ve held on for to long…
Just another breath wasted…
Another day gone…

You know that we are slipping…
And soon we will be gone…

Just stay…here…without me…
And soon I will be gone…
Sad Truth

Goodbye
This is how I feel…

And…today this may be real…
Took my love and ran away…

So…I end this pain today…
I’m not worth saving…

So…goodbye all…
I loaded my gun…
And…put it to my head…
Pulled the trigger…
And…now I’m dead…! ! !
Sad Truth

Goodnight...Goodbye...! ! !
Havnt I waited for you...?

I live my life away from you...!
I'd sacrafice this world to hold you...!
Say goodnight...
Say goodbye...
Im missing you now...!
Flowers laied out on the bed...!
So manny colors...!
I live my life in missary...!
Say goodnight...
Say goodbye...
Just in time...
For my final breath (stand) ...!
Now...
I'm with you...!
Sad Truth

Guilt Trip...
My heart is broken...
I'm left lying here...
Together...?
It never felt...right at all...! ! !
You held my hand...

Get out of my head...
get off, of my bed...
Yeah! ...Thats what I said...! ! !
Dont try to tell me...what to do...

This...guilt trip that you put me on...
Wont mees me up...
Cus...Ive done no wrong...! ! !
Sad Truth

H.A.T.E
H appiness? It dosent exsist (along with love) ...

A ll Hearts...Turn to this...
T he tear in your eye...
E very right feeling...is...gone...
Sad Truth

Happiness
Happiness is futile
All there is, is death and dying
Millions are busy crying
The world will end

You’re not my friend
Death is gold and gold gone
Nothings left here not even hope

Without this bullshit
This is it
Nothing left but dark and dreary holes
In a world that once was mine
To die would be divine

To live a thick sharp vine
Ready to unwind
When taken to that place
An unforgotten space
A world between the two

That when they die
Feel the need to cry
But know there’s no tears left
Happiness is futile...
Sad Truth

Holding Hands
All the pain...

I thought I knew...
Man I was wrong...
I hadnt met you...!
I cant handle...
This confusion...
I'm unstable...
Wont you...take me away...?
Reality overcame me...

Looks like...
I was living a lie...
Holding hands...we'll fall...!
Sad Truth

Hope
Sometimes things happen…

That were not prepared for…
But we keep on trying…
Hoping…
For if we hope and pray…
One day…
Our trust and faith in God…
Will be returned…
Hope is the key to life…! ! !
Sad Truth

How Deep...?
If I cut deep enough...

Will it ALL go away...?
A little black cloud...
Rains over me...ALL day...!
I trie...EVERYTHING...
To get you back...
But...
I lost...
So...
How deep...?
Sad Truth

How It Should Be! !
Blood or death?
My last breath?
Love me or hate me?
Lucky you ‘aint me!
Fighting my past
This could be my last
Don’t know where I’m going
I hate what I’m knowing
When I’m with you

It’s just us two
You and me
That’s how it should be
Sad Truth

I Am Mine...! ! !
You sit...
And watch...
You wish...
You could...Hold me...!
Controle me...!
Your right...!
I WAS yours...!
But...Now...
Im NOT...! ! !
I AM MINE! ! !
Sad Truth

I Do Bleed! !
Dont make a move

Im not gunna stay
Things could of changed
But you pushed me away
If it was up to me
I would of figured you out
If it were up to me
I would of never walked out
I moved the knife

Just to show you...I do bleed! ! !
Now take a moment to think
The one thing i did need?
Sad Truth

I Need You...! ! !
My eyes are screaming

For the sight of you
Tonight I am dreaming
Of all the things weve
Been through
I cant hold you close

I cant have you here
I need you now
I need you my dear
Sad Truth

I...Love You...! ! !
Fingers of...ice...
Wrapped around your...heart...
Veins of black...blood...
The smoke...
Gets in...your eyes...
Frozen...the...blood...in your veins...
What do you want me to...say...?

What will make this...alright...?
Please...Dont leave me...tonight...
This isnt a...game...

I know you...feel my pain...our pain...
Please...Let me...help you...help...us...
...
Cus...
...
I...
...
Love you...! ! !
Sad Truth

Ignorance...(Is Bliss)
Where will my mind...

Take me tonight...?
Mabye closer to you...!
Mabye further away...!
I walk a mile now...
Just to move an inch...!
You know they say...
'Ignorance is...bliss'...!
Sad Truth

I'M...Dying...! ! !
I'll take it back to goodbye...

Can you even look me in the eye...?
NO! ! ! ...Please dont lie...
If so...I may as well die...
You dropped my heart...

And it broke...like glass...
You know I cant...
Let go of the...past...
Look...We BOTH know...

That your lying...
But can you even see...
That I truely am...dying...? !
Sad Truth

In Two
You played with my heart...

And tore it apart...
And then you told me...
This was only the start...
One thing i wont get over...

Is...
Why did you have to lie...?
All of the lies...!
I look up to the sky...

As I try hard not to cry...
All I really wanna do...
Is...
Die...!
My heart I gave to you...

So...
You tore it in two...
Thats all you had to do...
So...now...I'm...
Gone...
Sad Truth

It Hurts...! ! !
Man...
I F*cked things up...
Again...!
And..It hurts...!
When I see you face...

And Im still alone...!
Im so far from home...
My heart aches...!
And...
It hurts...!
When I hear your voice...
My...being...
Has become so...lonely...!
And...
It hurts...!
Has the world stoped turning...?
I'll just face it...
Im forever to be...alone...
And...
It hurts...!
Sad Truth

Its Not
Everyday we try to play

Another game
Were all around
With all our friends
Laughing it up
Its all just pretend
All I wanna do
Is kick it up tonight
Let go and feel...
Free...
You were fine

You were sweet
You were everything
For me
But...
That all went...
Away
When you call

I dont know
If I should
Pick up the phone
This time
Its not alright

Its not ok
You never treated me
The right way...! ! !
Sad Truth

It's The Truth
What will it take…

To make you see…
I’m no good for you…
I’m no good for me…
It doesn’t matter…
No I don’t have to say…
I’ll miss you too…
But…my feelings…don’t matter…! ! !
Sad Truth

Just A Dream
He said 'nice to meet you'

But never told me his name...!
Sweept me up into his arms...
Whispered sweet words in my ears...
I felt so...light...
I tried to speak...
But felt so...weak...
I didnt want to say goodbye...
And have to let you go...
But then...
I woke up...!
Sad Truth

Just Remember
By the way...
I CAN live without YOU...!
Dont say I didnt warn you!
You dont want to get up in the morning...! ?

You dont...smile anymore...! ?
You want to...die...! ?
Well...
Just remember...
YOU...were the one...
That broke up with ME...!
Sad Truth

Just Sharpen The Knife...! ! !
Just a glimpse inside of me…

The anguish inside my soul…
Destined to be…the lonely one…
I thought you were different…! ! !
My feeling and emotions…run too deep…

You know I feel the thing I write…
Sharpen the knife…and stab so deep…
So…how does that make you feel…?
No more dreaming…when I sleep…

Just…the darkness and me…
No more…noise…
No more…worries…
Just…sharpen the knife…

And you will see…! ! !
Sad Truth

Kiss Me...
You’re like my cure…

To all of this…
Like a drug…
I cannot have…
Kiss me gently…
Kiss me dear…
Whisper sweet words…
In my ear…
Make it all go away…
I’m sure we can face it…
Another day…
Kiss me and make…

The sorrowful pain go away…
kiss me and tell me…
Everything will soon be okay…
Kiss me until…
You’re dying day…
Sad Truth

L.O.V.E (Sucks)
L onely lies...!
O nce is enough...!
V iciouse joke...!
E mpty claims...!
Sad Truth

Labled
'A untamable as the sea'!

The lable you put on me! ...
But...What would you know...! ?
You Couldent handle all the bagage I was carrying!
How long will this last?

How log until this goes away?
I try to forget you...
But...I cant!
I couldent get my heart over you...

Even when you broke it in two!
Everything in me was...broken!
I tried to take a breath but I was already chocking!
Sad Truth

Last Kiss
When you left

It hurt to breath
I wish that we
Could have
One
Last
Kiss
I wanted you
To stay,
But you argued
I wanted to be
The one to...
Hold you...
Forever! ! !
Sad Truth

Lay It All Down
So many things I have to say…

But maybe…
This isn’t the right day…
I took my trust and ran away…
From you…
It was lust that drove my soul…

Something that I couldn’t control…
A forgotten time…
And unwritten rhyme…
The pain of loss…is just too much….
I take one look…

For the last time…
Maybe I will…
Finish this rhyme…
Unravel the truth…
Lay it all down…
To you…
Sad Truth

Leave Me Alone! ! !
Everytime I shut you out...

You always find a way...
Back into my heart...!
I ont want you here!

please leave me alone!
Your like...
A drug...
I cant give up...!
Please just...Give up on...me...
And...Leave me alone...!
Sad Truth

Lies
Another day...
Another few thousand lies...
All I have to do is...
Look into your eyes...
Mabye I'm right...

Mabye I'm wrong...
But one thing I no is...
This has gone on for to long...! ! !
Sad Truth

Like You
Just like…you…
It was so like you…
I…was so like you…
But…
That was the problem…
I wasn’t you…I’m not you…
I’m…me…
And…no one’s like me… (luckily) …
Sad Truth

Lil Miss Whats-Her-Name...
Lil Miss Whats-Her-Name...

Shes a casualty...!
A tradgity...!
An angel with a dirty face...!
She has SO much potential...
But...
She kinda...Freaked out...!
Her life has been sifened...
Right out of her veins...!
Lil Miss Whats-Her-Name...!
Sad Truth

Lose
You ask...
'Whats that sound? '
I answer...
'It's my heart beat'
Beating louder
I cant...
Take my eyes
Off of...you
I fought far ahead
Just to breath
I should give up
Give into you
Take me home
We lose...! ! !
Sad Truth

Love Dosen'T Exsist
They say in love…there is no loss…

But…how would they no…
To prove this right…
Love would have to exist…
But…
It doesn’t…
But…I’ll let them be happy…

Let them smile…
Believe what they want…
It might take a while…
But one day…
It will all become clear…
They’ll lose that one person…
They held so dear…
Maybe a month, maybe a year…
But one day they’ll see…
I was right…! ! !
Sad Truth

Low, Step, Go
Been trying for

Some sanity
Been meaning to
Live forever
No one knows
When its over
Cant remember
What made it
So hard before
So low
Step back
And go
Get down right now

Would you kill me
In my sleep?
You will lose yourself
And paint these walls
In pitchfork red
Im hot with a fever
Can you hear
Those ratteling bones?
Were all dead! ! !
Sad Truth

Made Of Glass...?
Am I made of glass…?
Can you really see right through me…?
Well…if that is so…
Why can’t you see all of the hurt…?
Why can’t you see all of the pain…?
So you see…
I am not made of glass…!
You can not see right through me…!
You can not see my hurt…!
You can not see my pain…!
I am like… the forgotten letters…

Of a lost soul…
What happens in my heart is…
Hidden away from everyone else…
Hidden away from you…!
Hidden away from…me…!
Sad Truth

Matches...
You set my heart on fire...

And left me here...To burn...!
Man...I trusted you...
So much...!
You know what...! ?

You could burn down a city...
If they made matches...
From my tears...!
All of those years...

You...Held me close...
I soon learnt...
You had your own matches...!
Sad Truth

Matter Of The Mind...! ! !
Mabye Im just...
An Imagination...!
Mabye Im just...
A dream...!
My Imagination...!
Your Dream...!
Sad Truth

Memories
Something you don’t want…

You can walk away from it…
Run away from it…
Throw it away…
Burn it…
Burry it…
Sell it…
Hide it…
Give it away…
Throw it into the ocean…
With a ten ton weight tied to it…
But…
Not if it’s a memory…! ! !
Forever imprinted in your head…on your heart…
Something you can't forget…
No matter what…! ! !
Sad Truth

Memories...
Memories are made!

Memories are broken!
Memories are yours!
Memories are mine!
Memories are bitter!
Memories are sweet!
Memories are good!
Memories are bad!
Memories are gone!
Memories are poision!
Sad Truth

My Love Is...Cold! ! !
We fight we make up
We kiss we break up
But then...
Reality overcomes me
Were living a lie!
My love is...cold!
And I dont want it to...
Hurt you!
When were together
Its ment to feel...better!
I am broken!
Im lying here!
And I am chocking!
On...
Our love, my dear!
Sad Truth

Not Good Enough
All I could do was

Wipe my eyes
And bury the pain
Inside
Im so sick of this
I wish I were dead
Cus Im going crazy
Your doin' in my head
Contemplating suicide
Constantly
Pushing the world I know
Aside
Nothing is ever enough

No...Im not enough
No...your not enough
No...were not good enough
Sad Truth

Not Leaving...(Now Im Here)
Two hearts...One song...!

Please tell me...How long...?
Ive lived my life...Away from you...!
Im not leaving...now Im here...!
We'll see this through...!
For you are too dear...to me...!
Sad Truth

One More Chance...
I dont know how to love you

But I cant just walk away
We all pay the price
For the things we dont say
One more chance to feel alive

And one more chance to whind up dead
One more chance to climb so high
And one more chance to bust my head
One more chance to get on top
And one more chance to make a change
One more chance to shift the gears
And one more chance to dry my tears
One more chance to even the blame
Cus Im not gunna play your game
For all the fortune and fame
Im not gunna play that game
No Im not playing your game
I think Im going Insaine! ! !
Sad Truth

Pebbles
With each pebble thrown…

It bounces off the water…
Once, twice, maybe three times…
Until it bounces no more…
Then…
It disappears…
Swallowed by the unseen…
It breaks the surface of the black mirror…
Disappearing…under…gone…
Possibly never to be seen again…
Maybe it’s the same with… love…
We all bounce…
Until that’s it…
There is no more…
And then we…
Disappear…waiting to be found again…
Washed up…onto the shore…
Washed up into someone’s arms…
But…some pebbles…
Might bounce right onto the shore…
Landing next to another…
Never disappearing…
Always knowing there place…
And if the waves come and wash it away…
It waits…to be found once more…
Sad Truth

Perfect Graveyard
If I toch a burning candle...

I will feel no pain...!
If you cut me with a knife...
The feelings stil the same...!
I can feel my heart is aching...

Slowly breaking...!
Try and tell me this pain I feel...
Is not real...!
Although I feel I'm dead...

I still have tears to shed...!
My heart is a perfect gravyard...
Filled with hopes and dreams...!
So...Can a heart still break...

When it's stoped beating...?
Cus...
I think thats what mine is doing right now...!
Sad Truth

Poision
I cant help how I am…

I try…to let you in…
But…
I’m still to bitter…
From all the hurt before…
I’m sorry I became…

A part of your life…
And I’m sorry…I…
Disappointed you…
You deserve…better…
Then me…
I’m like…
A poison…
Slowly killing…
Both you…and…
Me…! ! !
Sad Truth

Poison Kiss
Im watching as my tears
Fall down the window payne
Every feeling ever felt
Washed away with the rain
Why do I miss you

So much...?
I wanna stop this...
Hurt inside...?
Your kiss is...black...!

The toch of a poison one
Your head can be a prision
Everything is...missin'
Sad Truth

Preassurise The Pain...
I'm suffering a punnishment...

Even worse then death...!
Whats happening to me...?
Preasurise the pain...!
Deliver me to evil...!
And sign me away...
Away from...you...!
Sad Truth

Prison Bars
Ive broken all of

My promises to you
Pointed the knife to my heart
And drawn it through
Prison Bars
A simple life?
These things are not right
They've happened times before
You make it hard to smile

You make it hard to breath
But still...
You mean everything to me!
I should of known
This wasnt real
And fought it off
Im not ment to feel!
Sad Truth

Pure Leads...(Bullets)
How many times...

Do I have to scream...?
These unwanted dreams...
just wont let me be...!
Hell...Cant you see...
What your doing...To me...? !
These voices...In my head...
F*ck...I wish I were dead...!
A bullet...Pure lead...
Just might...Meet my head...! ! !
Sad Truth

Queen Of Hearts
Hearts don't fall...

They crash...!
Hearts don't break...

They smash...!
Hearts don't mend...

They bend...!
Hearts don't need...

They bleed...!
And I don't cry...

I die...!
Sad Truth

Reason
Just gaze into her eyes…

Sometimes I’d stare for hours…
Mesmerized…
Just give me a reason…

Anything at all…
Give me your poison…
All the drugs you can find…
Cus…when you’re gone…
You don’t know what you’ve left behind…! ! !
Don’t stop! ! ! …if I fall…

Love is the red rose on my coffin door…
From the razor to the rosary…
I’m coming back from the dead…
So…watch your F**king head…! ! !
I’m back from the dead…! ! !
Sad Truth

Restart (Over From The Start)
We were over from the start...

You took my heart...
And bleed it dry...
Then left me there to...die...! ! !
Why dont you just wake up...

We can always just make up...
Pretend it never happened...
And go back to the start...
All i need is you...

To pull me through...
You shreaded my heart...
But...We can always...restart...! ! !
Sad Truth

Roses
Roses are red violets are blue…

Sugar is sweet…
And I love you…
Wait, wait, wait…
My rose is not red it’s black…
My sugar tastes like sour lemons…
And sure I love you…
But why don’t you love me…
Absolute bulls**t…
That’s all…
Sad Truth

Run A Mile...
Go on...Kiss me goodnight...
Kiss me goodbye...
I can see the venom in your eyes...!
I can taste it...On your lips...!
You pull me close...
Wrap your arms around me...!
The taste...So...Vile...!
But...I would run a mile for you...!
To taste it again...!
So...Why am I running away...?
Sad Truth

Run Away (With Me)
Im giving up...
On everything...
Cus you messed me up...
You dont know how much...
You screwed me up...
You promised me everything...

But I never asked for it all...
I guess I was right...
All you wanted...
Was to watch me...fall...
I know I wanna run away...

I know I gotta run away...
Run away, Run away...
With me...
Sad Truth

Sad Truth
Don’t say that you loved me…

Don’t say that you cared…
It’s not the cuts that killed me…
It’s the lies you told…
That put them there…
You didn’t see it coming…? !

Well…neither did I…! ! !
It’s just…the sad thing is…
I didn’t really want to die…
I just…wanted you to see me…! ! !
Sad Truth

Same Mistakes
Lets talk this over...

Its not like were...dead...
Dont leave me hanging...
Feeling like...lead...
Was it something I did...?
Was it something I...said...?
All of these tings...
Are doing in my...HEAD! ! !
I couldent tell you...

Why I feel this way...
I feel it...everyday...
And no one can help me...
You just watched me make...
The same mistakes again...! ! !
Sad Truth

Say It
You say it will be easy…

You say it won’t be hard…
You say it like…you mean it…

Like…you haven’t got a heart…
You say it almost crying…

Fighting back those years of tears…
But…no matter how hard you try…

Or…how much you lie…
I was born to say… “I LOVE YOU
Sad Truth

Searching
I was so...in...'love...
That...
I didn't even notice...
The way you...
Broke me in...two...!
TYook my heart...
Kicked it a mile...!
To find it again...
Took a while...
But...I did...
And...now...
I wish I didn't...
Cus...
Now...
I'm searching for it...
again...!
Sad Truth

See Through Me
Im so tired
Of being alone
This solitairy moment
Take me home
Turn around
And fix your gaze
In my dirrection
Feel the...connection?
Im staring at perfection...
Your beauitful!
My interlection...
Your an angel!
As soon as I did...
Meet you!
I knew you could...
See right through me!
Sad Truth

See Whats Underneath
Pulling myself apart today,

To see whats underneath,
Idolise the things I say,
Its all a mystery to me,
Lost like a ship, without a sail,
Im terrified to fail,
Its just to hard to see,
Who I am and when,
Will I be found,
What if I drown?
Im going under now! !
Sad Truth

Shattered
Conscience…. Is the language of the heart…?

A langue not spoken by anyone…
Made of glass…?
You’re made of glass…!
So…be careful…
For….if you shatter…
So does my life…!
Please don’t run…

Stop running I plea…
For…every time you run…
You take a little piece of me…
One day…you will run to far…
For now you are broken…

Look what you’ve done…
It’s only a chip…
Yet…my heart… it still bleeds…
For…I can’t fix you this time…!
You’ve…run away from me…
Sad Truth

Shattered Heart
They found me...

On the bathroom floor...
Blood all around me!
They checked my wrists...
No cuts!
My neck...
Nothing!
Then...
They saw it...!
Laying on the floor...!
My heart! ...
Shattered...!
Sad Truth

Shield
I lose myself in this…

This way of feeling…
I no it’s not the way…
But it’s all I have today…
To take a road that leads nowhere…

Would be better then walking my life…
For if I was to write it down…
The conclusion would involve a knife…
As much you hate to read these words…

I hate to write them more…
For this is telling of my life…
Showing it to all...
Protected…I never was…

But I always held up a shield…
Until they came and tore it down…
Leaving me reveled…
How do I rid of these images…?

Those have haunted me for years…?
Get rid of them…
Finally…
If I try…
Will they go…be suddenly erased…?
Or will they replay themselves…?
Day after day after day…!
All of these questions I cannot answer…!

Not for you and not for myself…!
I can only wish that soon the will…
…
…
…
…
Be…gone…
…

…
…
Then…
Will there be words left…to describe what is gone…?
Then…there not gone at all if that’s so...!
Sad Truth

Silence
All you did was…blame me…

And wait for me to fall…
Silent whispers…give a shove…
Falling to the floor…
Making love…intent to hurt…

Don’t worry…I’ll not speak a word…
I’m tired of being here…
Won’t wait another year…
Once more I crawl inside my hole…

I take a vow of loneliness…
I’m always never, not no more…
So with that…I take my final bow…
Sad Truth

Slowly Kiklling Them
These songs may make you

Slit your wrists
Would I miss you...?
I'd say...Yes! ! !
In the end
We'll all just
Fall apart
Just like every
Foolish heart
That trusted you
And let you in
They dont know
Your slowly
Killing them
Through the gates

Of the cemetry
I lost my fear
Of falling
Sad Truth

Something...For...Me...! ! !
I guess thats what I get...

For...Useful...wishing...
You took me...apart...
Piece by Piece...
All I asked for...
Was something good...
To rely on...
Something...for...me...!
Can i endure...anymore...?
I didn't even regignise...
The way...you did it...!
You...broke me in...two...
So...
I packed my bags...
And...
Left you...!
Sad Truth

Something...Is Not Right
Something is not right...

With me...
Check my heart...
For a final heartbeat...
I wont let it show...

But you reackon you see...
That something is not right...
With me...! ! !
Sad Truth

Stars (Mars)
Id lay on my back
And watch the stars
Thinking mabye I belonged
Somewhere like...
Mars
I never did fit here
Never blended in
Thrown away like rubish
In the bin
I tried my hardest
Tried for you
And I wasnt suprised
When you found someone
New
Now I lay on my back
Watching the stars
Really wishing I was
Somewhere like...
Mars...!
Sad Truth

Stay
I don’t know what I can do…

To make you see through…
The hurt and the pain…
A slice through your vein…
This isn’t the way…

This isn’t the day…
What can I say…
To make you stay…?
Please don’t do this…

Not to me…
I need you…here…
Don’t make me plea…
Just stay right here…

Forever more…
Don’t walk away…
And close that door…
Sad Truth

Stop! ! !
Is that ment to make me...

Feel...better...?
Am I ment to...
Smile...?
Be...Happy...?
Stop saying that you...love me...!

Stop saying that you...care...!
Your lying, Your lying...! ! !
Dou you hear...? !
Dont try and tell me...

What to do...
You should know by now...
I wont listen to...you...! ! !
Sad Truth

Story
I shall begin my story

With an empty heart
Broken and crumpled
(It was) Torn apart
You were my soul

My only one
But you left me alone
Your cruel form of fun
I needed you here

I needed you then
I thought all I needed
Was a real man
But you broke me

You chocked me
You hurt me real bad
And now I am left...
Broken and sad! ! !
Sad Truth

Story Book
For people who don’t know…

Never experienced any of it…
But…me…
I’ve seen it all…
To know what its like…

To have to let it all go…
Make me a story book…
And…write me away from you…
Sad Truth

Suicidal...Fun! ! !
A heart beat...
A breat...
A movement...
Or...Less...? !
A drug...
A gun...
A pill...
All fun...! ?
Sad Truth

Suicide
No love for myself

And no love from another
I cant go on
This is the end of my song
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If i took my life...
Tonight?
Chances are
That I might
What a fright
I die tonight...! ! !
Sad Truth

Sun And The Moon
I never try to win your games

Cus i know I'll only lose
You put me through so much pain
I know...Tell you something new?
I am the sun
And you are the moon
I slowly bleed to deth
As you grow bigger and stronger
One day I'll burn out

To a cold lifeless stone
The rest of me
Then like you left my heart
So then...
Will you be...
Happy?
Sad Truth

Tears...
A thousand tears...
Over a Thousand years...
A million tears...
Now a million years...
How long will this go...?

How long will I cry...?
For a million years...
Have passed me by...!
Sad Truth

That...Place...
Have you ever been in...

So much...pain...
It feels like...
A...creature...
Wrapped tightly around...
Your ribcage...
Feeding off, of your...
Heart...?
It gets into that...place...

That requires not just...
One thing thats wrong...
But a whole lot of...
Things...wrong...
Until...its a HUGE...
Knote of wrogness...!
It feeds off, of...

Wrong decisions...
Good and bad decisions...
So distorted...
You cant tell them apart...!
Every failing...
Bad luck...
Every weakness you posses...
Times by one hundred...
And then...Magnafied...
To a horrific size...!
And then...
When it reaches that place...
You...look around...
And...
See...nothing but...blackness...
So then...
The only possible way to travel...
Is...
Downward and Inwared...

Into...
More blackness...! ! !
Sad Truth

The Day
I don’t know what to say…

I never know what to say…
I was happy to walk away with you…
Sink deeper into this life…
The only thing is…I began to see…

A better way to be…
But…
You wouldn’t listen…
You didn’t care…
You were happy to stay where we are…
I wouldn’t leave not without you…

I ignored the better way…
So I suppose this is what I deserve…
Unhappy until the day…
Until the day…
Until the day…
Until the day…I walk away…with you…
Sad Truth

The Way...
You offered me forgiveness...

You offered me your love...
You told me to belive...
There was someone up above...
You opened up my eyes...

And made me see...
That mabye there could...
Be a 'we'...!
But I wouldent listen...

And I pushed you away...
I wouldent and couldent...
Face the time of day...
But you never gave up...

You said you would stay...
You guided me through it...
And showed me the way...
I never say I'd say this...

Never again...
But here goes...
I...Love you...! ! !
Sad Truth

There Has Tro Be A Reason
You say the words…

But…do you know what they mean…?
I’ve been trying to tell you something…

Since before the start of time…! ! !
There has to be a reason…

For this sharp thorned creeping vine…! ! !
Do you know what your going…?

Do you even care…?
Cus…without you…
There is no air…! ! !
I may as well…end it…now…! ! !

Instead of hanging here…! ! !
Cus…when you said those words…

…I thought I had died…but…I’m still here…! ! !
Hanging onto you…

And… I WONT let go…not now…not ever…! ! !
Sad Truth

There With Me...
Tonight im gunna make it

I aint gunna fake it
I’ll be free at last
Free from all of this
You bring the coca cola

Nd I will bring the wiskey
It could be a long time
I’ll bring the lovin with me
I don’t want to care

I just want you to be there
We’ll make the best of this
Before its all gone
Sad Truth

This Bullshit
What was I to do?

There was no getting through to you
You were as thick as the brick wall
You threw mw against
Pushed me up against the fence
You'd say I was fine

You would say 'You are MINE'
Fine... I never was
And mabye just because
Thats why I sit here and cry
And write this bullshit of a night
Sad Truth

This Poem Doesnt Even Make Sense
Will you hold me?

I need someone to hold me!
I'm falling apart!
I can't...hold myself together!
I don't know what to do

Why did you change my mind?
I'm more lost then ever now
What am I gunna do?
This poem dosen't even make sense

Just like everything in my head
What am I gunna do...
Now...?
Sad Truth

Tonight
I'll slam the F*cking door...!

Cant take much F*cking more...!
Get the F*ck out of my face...!
Get the F*ck out of my sight (life) ...!
I'll fix this F*cking mess tonight...!
I'll fix this Sh*t tonight...!
Sad Truth

Tried To Hide It...
And Ive been gone...!

For far to long...!
Do you remember me...?
...
At all...?
...
Alone I will fall...! Ive tried to hide it...!
So that no one can see...
The damage done to me...!
But...
I guess...
It...shows...!
Sad Truth

Twisted And Broken
When everything‘s twisted and broken

And you say that you understand
I don’t believe what you’re saying
I don’t think that you do understand
To get what I mean

You’d have to go through hell
To know what it’s like
You’d never even dream
To be thrown to the side

Kicked in the gut
Stripped down to nothing
That’s not even the beginning...
Sad Truth

Vines
I want to make you mine

Get into your heart
Just like a vine
I'll wrap, I'll creep
I'll twine
All all of you is one with mine
You'll beg
You'll cry
You'll weep
And all I will do is...
Laugh
Sad Truth

Violin
You played me like...

A violin...
Turning my heart
Further in
You never said
'I love you dear'
Never whispered in my ear
I put up with you

Everyday
Always listened
Played your way
It was because
I loved you so
it seems that didnt matter though
Sad Truth

Walls
I try to let you in…

But…
I always find myself…
Putting up a wall…
That’s why I’ve never…loved…

Only…hurt…
When nothing makes sense…

I build a…fence…
Hide it all away…
For another day…
But…
It all comes crashing down…
All at once…
So…
I just build another wall…
Sad Truth

Well...?
So…why don’t you…give up…?

Why don’t you give in…?
If you gave up on them…

Why don’t you give up on me too…?
I’m nothing…special…
Nothing to…fight for…
Haven’t past…fights…
And experiences…
Proven that…? !
Sad Truth

What People Dont See...! ! !
She sits...and...smiles...
But she...is still...alone...
She is beauitiful...
But her life...Is not...
You may see her...and...smile...
But all she can see...
Is the hurt...and...the pain...
She can hear someone...nearby...
And may soon...begin to cry...
The tears...will...trace down her face...
Down her smooth...blushed...bruised cheeks...
Stinging...the...scares...
Of her past...present...and future...
She will be made stop...crying...weeping...begging...
Or her father (boyfriend) ...
...
He will...become...a...lion...
He will scratch...hit...bite her...
A full-on attack...
She will take it though...
In the arms...and legs...
She will then begin to cry...
Again...
He will then see her cry...
And...
...
...
Smile...
Sad Truth

What To Do...!
Oh...!
I must have...forgot...
To tell you...
I'm not like that...
Girl...!
Dont try to...tell me...
What to...do...!
Cus...
You know you'll...
Lose...
I keep myself...
Composed...
Let absolutly...
NOTHING through...!
You see...
I'm...me...
And...
Your...you...!
Sad Truth

What Would You Say...?
You know…I can only take so much…

This pain…too much to bear….
I always sat here…lonely…

Wishing I had someone…
Anyone I ever meet…

Left me here…alone…
Took my love…and ran away…

So…I’ll end this pain today…
Sad Truth

When...?
To you...
I am...
A mystery...!
Please...
Tell me...!
How will...
This bee...?
Sad Truth

Who?
Im trying to make it good for...you

Trying to make your dreams come...true
Who am I?
Who are you?
...Who are...We?
Sad Truth

Why Can'T You...?
Why can’t you…see what I see…?

Why can’t you…love…?
Why can’t you…laugh…?
Why can’t you…smile?
Why can’t you…? …Why can’t you…?
Well…want to know the…truth…?

Well…you’re going to hear it anyway…! ! !
So… SHUT THE F**K up…! ! !
You can see what I see…! ! !

You can love…! ! !
You can laugh…! ! !
You can smile…! ! !
You can…! ! ! ...You can…! ! !
All of these you do…to me…

You do…for me…
You do…because of me…
You do all of this…and more…
Inside…! ! !
But… you hide it…with that sad mask of…
Hate and hurt…
Take it off…burn it….
Wear the mask of…love…of happiness…
No you say…? ? ? ! ! !
No…you won’t take it off…? ? ? ! ! !
Is that it…? ? ? ! ! !
You won’t…? ? ? ! ! !
O…I see…you can’t! ! ! ? ? ?
Well…you leave me no choice…
Sorry…I’ll just have to…kiss it off…! ! !
*pulls towards*
*lips meet*
Now…see…isn’t that better…! ! ! ? ? ?

Sad Truth

Without True Love...
For the words you speak…

Twist cruelly in my heart…!
Chipping away…
Until nothing is left…!
I try to fight…
But…I only, do fall…!
Why is it…
I build this wall…?
To keep you out…

And save what’s left…!
Until the day…
Of my death…!
You said you loved me…

But all it was, was a lie…!
Without true love…
We all will die…!
Death will get us…

Both in the end…!
I’m just…
Cutting ahead in line…!
Sad Truth

Words Of Pain
No one knows quite who to blame…

Abandoned in a world of pain…
They try to ask for friendships…love…
Maybe an answer from up above…
Shallowness, contempt and lies…

An opening up to the skies…
Who knows why I have to cry…! ?
Or…write these words of pain…! ?
Sad Truth

World Of Pain...
Abandoned in this world of pain...!

Always playing someones game...!
Forget me now Forget me never...!
The cowards sign...A pure white fe! ather...
The world is full of empty claims...!
Theres always a catch to there little games...!
This gift I give you...From my heart...!
Do not open it until I depart...
Sing me a song...Sing me to sleep...
Driffting off...Into the deep...!
Sad Truth

Wounded And Mysterious
Wounded and mysterious...

Is what you seem to me...!
You use as a cover...!
I see it as a plea...!

You think that is the answer...?
Runaway, just flee...?

You think that I don't see it...?
Just open up to me...

You wanna no a solution...? !
Come with me and you'll be free...!
Sad Truth

You
With every star that fell…

You were brought to tears again…!
Like the blade that you stain…
It was no longer pretend…!
Just like the match that you strike…

Another never ending fight…!
Can we settle the score…?
If only for tonight…? !
From every heart that you break…

And every soul that you take…
I’m so far from you…!
Even when our hearts collide…!
Well…I’m a total wreck…!
There’s nothing to deny…!
Sad Truth

You Are...Me...! ! !
You’re the tear in my eye…

You’re the blood in my veins…
You’re the beat of my heart…
You’re the reason for my existence…
Without you there is…nothing…

No reason to keep on going…
Without you I am…nothing…
No reason for my blood to keep on flowing…
Without you…there is no…me…

Cus…you are…me…
The holder of my heart…
The taker of my breath…
Every thing I do…will be for you…
Sad Truth

You Are...Special
OK…here’s the story…

You crashed into my life…
Like a storm out of the blue…
You said…you were no good…! ! !
That no one could love you…! ! !
Well…string me up…
And call me dead…
Cus…im ready to die for you…! ! !
If that’s all we can do…
Cus…your special…! ! !
Your mine…! ! !
No matter what…
Love is like a creeping vine…
Not always wanted…

And often…ignored…
Sure it hurts! ! ! …but…
So does slitting your wrists…! ! !
Sad Truth

You Deserve Better...(Then Me)
All the lies that I told...

I think you can do MUCH better them me...!
All the things I MADE you belive...
I'm gunna let you...go...!
I'll tell myself...I wont miss you...
Lies...all I knoe I spose...
I'll TRY to forget you...
I'ts so hard to do...
But you deserve much better then me...!
I'll miss you so much...
But i owe you...at least this...
I'll TRY to move on now...
And let you be...
Thats why Im writting this poem...!
Sad Truth

You Dont Love Me...! ! !
Stranded in unmoving time…

That’s how it is with you…
Forgotten wants…
Whispered words…
If it’s this easy why are you so blue…?
I suppose I know…
Even though I ignore…
The answer to this is…
Maybe you’re happy you’re going home…
Away from all of this…
I was so happy I didn’t see…

The problem that we might have…
I think it is…
You don’t love me…
I suppose I had that coming…
I don’t expect you to cry….because…
How can you cry over someone you never loved…! ?
Sad Truth

You Know You Cant
May as well get over it

Dont try to undersatnd
Cus you know you wont
And you know you cant
I am...me
And you are...you
I cant smile
Or see a clear view
I pushed you away

I wouldent le t you be
I wouldent let you get
Closer to me
Sad Truth

You Mad Me...!
You should have known better...

for I was so young...
I had my own...Issues...
But...You said I was 'the one'...
You made me...See you...

Made me...Know you were there...
When I closed my eyes...
You took hold of my hair...
Feelings...I had...
But now...They are...Gone...
Bravo, Bravo...
For you finaly won...
Sad Truth

Your Entertainment
How do you sleep

While I cry?
Knowing full well
That I will die!
Your paving the road

To hell
Right through
My heart!
Where do I start? !
Im not here
For your entertainment
Im here
For me...! ! !
Sad Truth

Your'E Wrong...! ! !
When you say that I’ve…won…

Then you walk away…
Do you realize your wrong…? !
Would you please stay…?
Cus…
Look what I’m losing…! ! !
Sad Truth

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so now iv freaked ya out...c ya! ! !

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Im just a poor girl...

Everythings gone now...

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Staring at the glass

If you leave me tonight

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Arogance and Ignorance...

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Dont want to hear a word...

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Do you play with ALL your toys like this?

Torn and tattered,

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The smell of your hair

The brush of your lips

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A black rose can stop the beat of ones heart…

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I'd skip a stone...

Every breath that you'd take...

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To drink down poison would be too easy,

To hang from a rope a waste of time,

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You know your all ive got

You know Im like a highway

Just when its getting good

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You would yell at me

You never wanted me

So still I sit here

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How dose it feel...

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I cant fix this

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All you did was…lie…

And…all because of…

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You were lonely, draped in sorrow…

I’m looking into a mirror…

I no that you watch me…

What if I’m…just another one of your lies…! ?

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Why dont you...

Cant open...MY eyes...

I cant find my place...

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You think I’m strange…

And now you ask why…

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Always giving hope…

Once I heard an angel sing…

Everything in this life…

But whatever it is…

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Sometimes I feel like

Ive got a story

But your always there

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