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Breaking Bad Notes
Breaking Bad Notes
When I look at everybody’s choices laid out, a couple of patterns emerge. The most
prominent trend for me is Walt’s repeated choice to choose to cook meth. Upon the discovery of
his cancer, he could’ve gone any number of directions to try and support his family, but it was
meth that he chose because chemistry is what makes the most sense to him. This also shows an
early drive to work on his own terms rather than on anybody else’s. If it was truly just chemistry
that he wanted to pursue, he would be qualified to work at any number of labs or chem
engineering companies. But that’s not all he needed. As much as he needed money, he wanted
agency and excitement, both things a lab job could never provide. He has his first little adventure
and first influx of money when he gets into the kerfuffle with Jesse, Emilio, and Krazy-8. After
that, he’s presented with an opportunity to get a lab job or to straight up have his treatment paid
for, but he chooses to keep cooking meth instead. If he wasn’t in debt anymore, he’d have no
“logical” reason to be involved in the drug world, so he begins doing what he can to receive
treatment for his cancer, putting himself further into debt to justify his choice.
While Walt chooses to put obstacles in his own way to live this life, it often seems like
Jesse is in the opposite situation. Jesse has been funneled into this world since he was young and
has just gone with the current. He is particularly passive in that he tends to avoid choices or be
influenced into making them, rather than making them himself. He doesn’t choose to seek
sobriety or rehabilitation, but he doesn’t specifically choose to be a drug dealer either. He’s in a
situation where dealing drugs is the default more than it is an active choice. When Walt comes
along, he’s forced into a slightly different path. He is blackmailed into having a more active role
in the production and distribution of meth than he initially had. He’s put into a position of higher
responsibility than he’s ever been in before, and he begins dipping his toes into self inquiry and
self exploration as he has to do more work. This eventually leads to his only major choices of his
own in this season; going home to his family and taking the fall for his little brother’s joint. He
could’ve told the truth and insisted that it wasn’t his, but he didn’t, sacrificing his relationship
with his parents for his relationship with Jake. While this is the only choice of that kind he makes
in season 1, this is the first moment that shows that when Jesse gets to make his own choices for
himself, he tends to choose to support others.