Kirstan Hawkins

8/24/21
SOB18
1

Kirstan 10 Years from Now

Where do I see myself ten years from now? Ten years seems like such a long time from now

but I’m honestly not exactly sure. I don’t know how long it will take for me to fulfill the purpose

I have, but I have an idea of where my personality will be. In ten years I plan on being much

closer to God and taking on most of His personality traits: kind, compassionate, loving, giving,

and confident. I want to have a larger grip on my identity in Christ and learn to walk in the

boldness and confidence He made me to walk in.

I hope to be less insecure and more comfortable with who I am (whenever I find out who that

is). I want to be able to walk into a room and not cower away from my ideas, to express myself

to the full and not care what other people may think about it. By the time ten years goes by I do

not want to doubt the things I doubt now or let my emotions control me the way, they do now.

I am going to Oxford University in the U.K and hope to have graduated by then with a

business degree. I plan on my business being off the ground and that I’m starting to open more

homeless shelters that give people the ability to finish their education and help them find a job. I

want to be traveling and speaking at my different branches of shelters. I want to truly be

hands-on with my business. I hope to be changing people’s personal lives through the words God

speaks through me. I want everything I speak to be an encouragement to others and that my life

is an inspiration to spark someone’s start on their spiritual journey.

I want to have already met the love of my life, but only when I am ready. For the most part, I

just want to be doing what God wants me to be doing, I want to be walking at one with Him.
Kirstan Hawkins
8/24/21
SOB18
2

Everything I am doing I hope that I am doing it under God’s grace and flourishing even if it does

not look exactly how I plan for it to. I want to be content with my life and not be comparing it to

everyone else’s. I want to be so sure of myself and so confident in the words of God that I do not

need to be scared. I want to be walking in strength and courage, not in fear of what is to come.

My aspiration in life is to be happy and just good with being with myself. I don’t want to need

validation from other people and to just accept myself for who I am. I want to be

unapologetically everything that I am, and not feel the need to dumb myself down for anybody. I

want to not be scared to express how I feel (in a nice way of course). I don’t say everything I

want to and tend to let some people walk all over me, but in ten years I don’t want to be doing

that anymore.

In conclusion, I want to be walking in God’s will and to be living under His grace. I want to

understand His love for me a lot more, and truly understand who I am in it. I want to think of

myself better than I do and stop being so mean to myself. I want to be free from the prison cell I

call my mind. I don't want to have status or money, it is a hope, but not my biggest dream. I just

want to be happy living my life without believing the lies I have told myself for so long. In ten

years I want to know and love every bit of who I am and have a successful business in the

process.