The short story

“ My Lost Angel ”
Dosen pengampu : Achwan safar, MA

By : Rian Zainul Muttaqin

Universitas Nahdlatul Wathan Mataram Kampus II Anjani

Fakultas Keguruan Dan Ilmu Pendidikan
Tahun Akademik 2020/2021
 It started out as an ordinary brother and sister that led to a bond of the heart. That's how I
am with her... that I've been having a relationship with her for months. Her name is Eliin, the one
who has been spending the last few months with me. She is the woman of my heart's choice after
all this time shackled to the wound of her parting. She is the veiled angel the creator has arranged
for me. She taught me the meaning of commitment in a relationship. He's a bit stubborn, just like
I don't want to lose, but with his stubbornness that's what kept me going with her. What I love
most about it is its attention and its fussing, if it doesn't change what it asks or asks, it will just
snap. But her wrath was for my own sake. I don't even know why I like her, my heart wonders
why. The first time I saw her, I felt so ashamed. And it was just a voice call. I felt so bad about
backing her up, but whatever became of my lady that she was just a kid. When I asked her out,
she said yes, my heart was too happy to hear that she too wanted to be my girlfriend. Day after
day, week after week I passed with her a lot of problems. Either I started it or he didn't like the
way I treated her and cared for her. I also don't like the way that I respect and understand me
sometimes, but all of these problems we can get through together in a maze, challenges, and
obstacles. Any problem that comes our way can be solved, even if one of us has to give in.
Sometimes things may get messy between us, until we have decided to part, but the separation
doesn't last long and finally reunite in the loving embrace of love. Such was my relationship for
many months, it wasn't rare for me to ask to be the one I had once been, and it wasn't rare for her
to be reunited. I thought for a moment that in my relationship, I had never felt happiness. I got to
thinking that because my relationship with her seemed to never get along, fighting all the time.
But it was the thought in my office of my relationship with her.

After a long courtship with her, lately she has shown a change in her. Starting with the
way she treats me is someone he's not. It was as if he were someone else and not himself. Day
after day I passed so freely, without ever asking "why did she come to this and not the man she
was". One time, I thought of asking him about the recent changes, but I was distracted because at
the time he was in a bad mood. Compelled, the intentions I've gathered since the past few days,
must be disassembled until the shape is lost and until the mood is right for me to question. The
change makes me wonder where my faults lie and why he's got to me, or that he might have had
someone else without my knowledge. My heart keeps wondering what's wrong with her that
she's changed on me. On the Saturday morning of June 5, 2021, I took the time to visit her at her
house every now and then. My main goal is to ask him why he's been turning on me lately. I was
the reason to go there to her for a family lecture. It's a good thing she didn't get angry when I
came to her house without saying anything. When I got there, I was greeted by her parents, her
parents so warmly treated me as a guest. At first her parents were surprised to see who came to
visit her early in the morning, but after she told her, her parents understood. I welcome him into
the living room, where I sit in the living room with him and his parents are in the next room
where we both sit. I started a small talk that I thought was completely unnecessary. And came to
the main point that was the main purpose of my coming to her house. She started telling me the
whole story about what she was doing to me. She gets that way because he feels discriminated
against her brother by her parents.I gave her a little bit of insight into her problem and thank god
she could be calm and come to life again from all that she was experiencing. When I fed her an
idea of the problem, she sobbed because she couldn't stand the way her parents used to tell her
from her own sister. After she calmed down and there was no longer sad, I took her out for a
while to breathe the fresh air, there were refreshening. And the goal this time was the Rambang
Beach which was located not too far from her home. After asking permission to go out with mom
and mom said yes, we finally went there. The trip will take about 40 minutes. While there, we
saw so many of the visitors who are currently visiting the tourist spots that he and I are visiting.
We're just going for a little walk together. Because she didn't like the crowd so we decided to go
home. But before we get home, we can make a meal in the nearest walkway.After the meal is
over, we head home and remember to stop by Alfamart to buy some souvenirs for the sisters. As
the sun approached, I prepared to say goodbye to her parents because I had to go back to the
cottage. An hour less I'm speeding down a crowded street because people are passing by. At night
I think back to myself about everything she said, whatever comes to mind, I'm rebounding the
whole story. After my visit to his house yesterday, she started to change and go back to the way
she was. Day after day I passed with a heart that seemed to be in a storm of romance so strong
and strong. In the past few days, no matter has to decide to separate. The days went as expected.
There's been no fatal complication in my current relationship. I thought for a moment that I
would be married to her till death do us part. All the obstacles and obstacles we have passed
through during our time together will be an almost impossible memory to forget in the mind.
How about, everything we've ever been through is recorded clearly in a memory that I will
always guard. For me, those are the most valuable things I have that I will keep for the rest of my
life. Others think it might be trivial, but for me it's the most beautiful thing I have right now. Let
whatever people say about me in this matter, what matters is that I love the most after my parents
are by my side when I need them. She was like the sunny morning sun, which always provided
warmth at every encounter. I am truly grateful to the creator for creating the winged angel I have
always longed for.

At exactly 10:00 p.m., I call her and don't look at how much you missed her after I get
home. While the phone was going on and we were talking about this and there was this one story
that made me kind of numb to it. How not, she told me things I didn't want to hear and I didn't
want to happen. The thing I've been most afraid of all time has finally happened and that's when
I'm so happy just because I haven't had a problem lately that I've had to tear down my current
relationship. It turns out that reality didn't meet my expectations that were so beautiful. On the
phone, he said that someone had come to his house to propose. I thought it was all a lie and it
turned out to be true, who came to her proposal it was my communistic friend who could say he
was so young ustadz. I thought the happiness I had yesterday would continue as I planned and
turn out to be inverse in reality. And that proposal without my knowledge, she got in. It turns out
that wishing for uncertainty really hurts this much. Yesterday's happiness was just a cure so I
wouldn't think too much of it when I found out she was proposed to. It was wrapped in such
sweet words. There was no hope this time so grounded that I had devised so much, only to be
disappointed again by the one I truly love, razed by a lovely, effortless angel. It's all a memory
now that I want to forget. The raindrops accompany her away with her young ustaz, which she
had never expected would happen to me. I brood about what shee said to me that I can't believe
is a bunch of bullshit. And now I'm on my own like I don't have the stomach for another day. The
overwhelming disappointment and the deep hurt that almost makes me even more depressed by
what's happening to me right now.