Diary Entry

DearDiary

the last week and made

was
just
thick much more about crazy
me and than
me

I expected We visited mother myfuture

Hits Aifa is a woman
unit at the wall and I kind
from my
closely
feel
connected to herand I think shefeels also of
So we drove to her mother with
for
me
something
an old and rachely train As we arrived at
our destinations there was a weird woman

She was turban wrapped

ing
a
wenig
around her head and two coloured
brightly
shawls I didn't wagined her that
And as she saw us she reacted way hat
veryaffected
she was
gute happy to see her daughter

it was not that what Hefe wanted her

Alltougbt
mother invited us to her house Kitas mother told
us about her nen Help to the
as we
got cottage
She herself that could
have
imagined bring work
a
help And get she has
bauen who has to her which seemed
for
a

to We talked while and

for
me
quite frightening
I
a

aired more and more that she has

a
egoistin
attitude and that she almostonly talks about herself
I realised that Hefen mother is one those who
of people
like to be all about them even the
life the despite
that has made it much harder
fact
to believe Du
dange
the fast tot I grew up with a mother
in a complete different my it was a shack
Hiking big
It aha busted me that she tries to day the
for me
and the wall was build lease
furt Hat the change come

ofher generation
Hier told
me that her dad left the but still
GuyI this it's
supports her mother with
her mother keeps hermoney like the
the
way bury
Help Hefe heard it from herfather I think thats sags
a lot about the her mother And
the relationship
gratitude
between
of
the mother and the help
made me sad and of the some time I had the
doubtful
feeling Hat the Hell didn't revived much appreciation
or
gratitude wagte Hfa's um teils that the
help is like a worthless form of
being
a human
That all made me think about
parents
Would my
we love talked that much when
again
I were love Would we love talked of all
Would there have been emotions Probably not we
would watch documentaries about the old day
and I would lean without the
feeling
having
But would it be better
of
missing
had
something
if they a

like Hits mother would they start

Help enjoy life
I don't thick so The only to eingang
again
at the monat is to love a lot
way
and to he
life
of many
like Hefen mother But that is not
selfishly Just
enviable eitler

Houben in the last I understood how

few days
but how sündior Hye
different our parents are
and mine situation is We both erspart more
from
our parents me both miss the
feeling of being happy
because love But we also learned
of visiting
our
how important the And I think could
be the
night partner is
life
I would love to make
right partner for
me

futureplans with her and I'm existed what the

net will
fuer days big
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