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Speak Truth To Power (Courage Without Borders) Series in KI-Media - Senal Sarihan (Turkey) "Political Rights"
Speak Truth To Power (Courage Without Borders) Series in KI-Media - Senal Sarihan (Turkey) "Political Rights"
Obviously I didn’t know anything. They thought I was being silent. They used electrical
shock on my ears, tongue, and sexual organs. At the time I was very thin, with long hair
separated in the middle, and I had pimples. I learned that they were looking for a
woman who was the daughter of a colonel and I looked very much like her. That’s why
they imprisoned me and tortured me—mistaken identity.
I always heard about violence and torture in the prisons but never dreamed it would be
so bad. They transferred me from Istanbul to Ankara—ten hours of transport. And
said in Istanbul that I was lost, that I was killed, that I was dead. My parents didn’t have
any information—I simply disappeared for three months. Then another prisoner who
had just been transferred from Istanbul to Ankara saw me as she was led in, and was
shocked because everybody thought that I was dead. That’s how people finally learned I
was alive.
On October 3, 1971, I was put on trial with a group of intellectuals. I had
never seen these people before, but officials claimed that we were part of underground
organizations. We decided together that we weren’t going to say anything during this
trial, to protest that they were not prosecuting the people who tortured us. The court
then said this was "a movement decision," proving we were in league with each other,
and gave me twenty years of imprisonment, claiming I was the leader of the
group. Today I’m laughing, but at the time I was dumbfounded—I really
had nothing to do with that group.
I was twenty-three and had been a leader in student organizations. Just before I was
seized I had taken the exams for law school, though I was more inclined towards
studying sociology. But after prison, I decided that I actually needed to be a
lawyer, to be prepared to defend other people’s rights so they didn’t have to go
through what I did. In 1974 the new government passed an amnesty law, and all of us in
the Ankara jails were freed three years after. It was a lucky period.
The government and all society accepted that what they’d done to us was unfair, so we
were able to go back to our professions. I became a teacher again and got married. I
decided to get married really fast because I was trying to get out of the house. Even
though my father was very democratic, after all that had happened he started to be very
careful about me. But I knew that I wanted to get married with somebody who
would understand, who had the same point of view as I had. I met my
husband in prison; he was also a teacher and the head of a student
organization.
After my husband and I got married we were both sent by the government to teach in a
small village by the Black Sea. The day after we arrived, the government decided to send
my husband to another city, hundreds of miles away. Our life became work. There were
many ultranationalist, almost fascist groups spread throughout Turkey who made a
point of finding out where people like me (who had been imprisoned) were, and leading
propaganda campaigns against us.
Finally I couldn’t take it anymore. I contacted my husband and said that we just had to
go to the same city and live together. We found a way; but again they didn’t leave us
alone. They said I only had a special amnesty and therefore had to go to a city called
Tocat to teach, but would be under detention there. After that the police officers were
after me all the time—I couldn’t work. So I decided to come to Ankara and sue them in
court—and I won.
Meanwhile I had finished law school. One of the cities nearby where I was trying to do
an internship wouldn’t accept me, saying I was a Communist. My husband and I moved
again to Ankara, working as teachers while I applied to an Ankara law office for my
internship; this time I was accepted, although at that time there were very few
lawyers who were interested in cases involving freedom of
expression.
But the lawyer that I was working with was famous, and always helping intellectuals and
ordinary people. He was a great teacher and a big influence. The year after I started,
another military regime seized the government. So there were more and more political
cases and I became a lawyer in the courts where once I was a
prisoner. I could actually feel the problems that these prisoners were having. In my
body I could feel their emotion because I knew that they were also tortured, and they
shouldn’t have been. So even though it was hard, I started to fight back against the
torturers. We simply had to put them on trial. That was 1980.
Personally, it was very hard. When prisoners told me of the tortures that
they were suffering, I could barely stand it. The prison was far from the city,
and when I returned every day from it, I felt like I was going to another life.
I felt that I didn’t have the right to hug my husband, after hearing all these
things that were happening. I had become a mother, but by then I didn’t
think I even had the right to hug my children. I gave birth and then forty days
later went to work immediately. One judge knew that I had to nurse my baby so he
would wait until midnight to start my cases, to help me. I wanted to take flowers from
the garden and give them to the children who were in detention. I wanted to make them
feel close to nature. While we waited for our trials—long hours—I would write stories
about what was happening to these children. And at that point I started to work with
mothers to create a human rights organization. There was a lot going on in these prisons
we couldn’t do anything about. But we always tried to help. In 1990 we recreated the
Contemporary Lawyers Association, which was closed down since 1980
along with all the groups that had been banned then.
All these years of struggle made me well known in the public eye—the press and the
media covered me constantly. I was known as a human rights lawyer, not as part of a
militant group. I wasn’t afraid of being in prison or any other reprisals, but whereas as
an underground group leader I was circumscribed, as a lawyer I knew that I could do a
lot. Even though I was in danger most of the time, struggling gave me a lot
of strength, and made me stronger. The act itself creates a
mechanism to allow you to defend yourself even better.
I was in prison again. This time the
In 1985 I had my second child; in 1986
charge was that eleven years ago (when I was in that little village by the Black
Sea) I had been engaging in Communist propaganda by publishing those education
magazines. The statute of limitations is normally five years in Turkey, so this certainly
had no legal basis, but my activism bothered them to such an extent that they were
trying to find any way possible to put me in prison again. My baby was ten months old
then and the fact that I couldn’t give him milk was very, very hard for me. Since it was
very obvious that what they were doing was illegal, a lot of people supported me, which
was really nice. And after thirty-five days we were released.
But I want to make clear that the struggle that I am living today is also my struggle, not
just something I do for others. There were elections in our lawyers association recently,
and my lawyer friends cautioned me that I was getting too involved with work and not
giving enough attention to my children and family (my son had been depressed at this
time). And I said to them, "My son is also your son. Anybody’s child
could have been sick. I am struggling so that all of our children
will benefit."
The work that we’re doing in the Contemporary Lawyers Association has had absolutely
good, extremely positive results. There is now solidarity among lawyers and we
have grown in numbers. We’ve tried to deal with the legal aspects of all the
organizations that are trying to democratize Turkey and the intellectual organizations
who are trying to help them. We did significant work to end torture and to improve the
conditions in the prisons, to improve freedom of expression.
But at the same time, bad things still happened in the nineties. There were fewer cases
of torture, but many people were killed by extrajudicial executions, or disappeared. In
1991 they passed another amnesty law, but failed to free people who were imprisoned
because of the Kurdish situation—all those intellectuals were still in prison,
definitely a double standard. This was part of the antiterrorism statute that we were also
against, which allowed the government to fight terror by terror. There were a lot of
disappearances at this time of Kurdish lawyers. I am Turkish, and have a Turkish ethnic
background, but for years we Turks lived as brothers and sisters with Kurdish people.
The Kurdish situation became really incendiary because Ocalan (the leader of the
Kurdish terrorist group KPLA) started to get support from outside countries, like Iraq,
and then the government blamed terrorist activities in the southeast on civilians living
there. Since then there have been a lot of human rights violations against
the Kurds and we have fought that. For instance, during a meeting of the Kurdish
political party someone lowered the Turkish flag, so they decided to arrest and detain all
the deputies for that. But only one stupid person did that—the rest had nothing to do
with it—and I wasn’t scared of defending them because I knew that they weren’t against
Turkey, the nation, as such. Now they are free.
In 1993 there was a meeting of thirty-five intellectuals in the town of Sirvas and the
fundamentalists set the hotel on fire and killed all of them. I represented their families
and because of that received a lot of death threats. During that time in Diyarbakir where
Sezgin Tanrikulu was living, there was a disappearance of a man called Sherif Afszhar.
The family found the person who took him—the first time anyone had. But no lawyer
was able to accept the case because they were scared, so they asked me. I went back and
forth to Diyarbakir in really difficult conditions. Somebody put a gun to my head and
they told me that if I came back again they were going to break my legs. I knew that the
secret police were planning to capture me—they told me. Next day I went to the judge
and made a complaint. The judge just said that the threat could be from a private
underground organization or the fundamentalists—how could he know? He could do
nothing.
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