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Chapter 8 - Humility: The Way of Truth: Redefining The Part As The Whole
Chapter 8 - Humility: The Way of Truth: Redefining The Part As The Whole
Those who believed were of one heart and soul; and not one
of them claimed that anything belonging to him was his own;
but all things were common property to them...there was not a
needy person among them, for all who were owners of lands
or houses would sell them and bring the proceeds of the
sales, and lay them at the apostles' feet. (Ac 4:32-35 NAS).
The Church in Jerusalem was wholehearted, and one result was that
"with great power the apostles were giving witness to the
resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and abundant grace was upon
them all." (Ac 4:33 NAS). Ananias and Sapphira lived in the midst of
that Church. They saw the abundant grace, the joy, and the depth of
communion that was being experienced by people who had given all.
They desired that abundant grace for themselves, but they failed to
make the connection between such grace and the wholeheartedness
of those who were experiencing it. They had seen Barnabas and
others come and lay their gifts at the apostles' feet. They did the
same, but only in appearance, only outwardly. They sought to obtain
power, joy, and great grace by bringing only a part, in place of the
whole.
Truth that is not the whole truth is not the truth at all. The man who
embraces most of the truth is not necessarily any closer to the truth
than the one who affirms none of it. In fact, he may be much further
from it. It is remarkable how far some people are prepared to go in
acknowledging who Jesus is. They think themselves quite generous
when they recognize Him as a great prophet and teacher and moral
example. We tend to applaud such "openness." We are quick to
become excited about how close to salvation such a person seems
to be. After all, they have assented to ninety percent of the truth. How
could someone have such insight, how could they grasp so many
spiritual truths, and still be enemies of truth? How many Christians
have felt intimidated and foolish in the presence of such a "truth-
seeker," unable to insist upon that last missing portion? "Surely such
a person is, in effect, as much a Christian as I am. Surely his part,
being so great, being so close to the whole, really is equivalent to the
whole." If we have not understood the nature of truth, we will be just
so intimidated. If we do not insist upon the whole truth for ourselves,
then we will falter and step back from insisting upon it for another.
Peter said to Ananias, "You have not lied to men, but to God." (Ac
5:4 NAS). To whom do we think we are lying when we give ourselves
in part and represent it as the whole, when we worship in part, pray
in part, love in part, believe in part? "And as he heard these words,
Ananias fell down and breathed his last; and great fear came
upon all who heard of it." (Ac 5:5 NAS). It was when Ananias
heard "these words" that the full magnitude of his deception broke
upon him. "You have not lied only to men; you have not deceived
only yourself. Your rationalizations, your self-justifications, your
boasting in being a lover of truth, while refusing to assent to all that
God has spoken, constitute a lie to God Himself." Does the judgment
that came upon Ananias and Sapphira seem far too harsh, too
severe to us? Until we perceive the magnitude of their sin, as well as
our own, their judgment will remain an offense and a mystery to us.
Ananias and Sapphira never denied that Christ came in the flesh.
They never denied His bodily resurrection. They never contradicted a
single doctrine of the faith. Yet, for their deceit they received an
instant judgment. That judgment was a statement of how much value
God places upon truth. That high value was communicated to the
whole Church. "Great fear came upon the whole church and
upon all who heard of these things." (Ac 5:11 NAS). They were all
braced and sobered by the fear that they, too, might be carried out
and buried, not for just a breach of orthodoxy, but for presenting to
God a part and calling it the whole.
How many of us would like to see the Spirit of God acting as severely
with those of us who have indulged in deception and half-truths in
our own generation as the Spirit did in theirs? There is an absence in
our generation of the "great fear" that came upon the Church in
Jerusalem, an absence of the awe and trembling that filled believers
who stood before a God who would not countenance a lie. It is no
coincidence that this high regard for truth and this holy fear of the
God of truth are not the only things missing from our generation. The
very next verse begins,
The Spirit of God was present in great power to heal the sick and to
bring many to repentance in the very same hour that Peter was
moved by the same Spirit to confront Ananias and Sapphira. That
power is absent today, and it will not be restored to the Church until
the Church is restored to the standard of truth that God established
in the beginning.
That men and women are not being struck dead instantly in our
congregations is not a statement of God's tolerance of our deceits
and lies. Judgment may not be as sudden, but it is no less certain.
"Bread obtained by falsehood is sweet to a man, but afterwards
his mouth will be filled with gravel." (Pr 20:17 NAS). How much of
the esteem, the joy, the prestige, and the peace presently being
enjoyed in the Church is destined to turn to gravel in our mouths? It
tastes sweet at the moment. There has been no Peter to challenge
us. Truth has fallen into low regard, and there is little, if any, fear of
the God who hates lies in any form. "White lies" and exaggerations
and subtle misrepresentations are so frequent as to be considered
normal, if not even desirable and required, in the conduct of Christian
life. The perverse logic of deceit is made to seem true after all. If the
ministers of God who transgress against truth are not being struck
down like Ananias and Sapphira, God must have changed, or else
truth has changed since the days of the Book of Acts. The reality is
that God has not changed. Our lies are still killing us, only more
slowly. We are starving, because the bread of deceit, no matter how
sweet and plentiful, is not real food.
It is not surprising, then, that Peter said to Ananias, "Why has Satan
filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit?" (Ac 5:3). The devil was
a liar from the beginning, and he is the father of lies (Jn 8:44). He is
also the father of pride. His fall was an act of self-exaltation, a
supreme presumption to ascend up to the level of God Himself. His
pride is itself a lie, an assertion of being more than He in whom truth
resides. Pride and deceit have been intimately related from the
beginning. They have a common nature, a common source. It was
indeed nothing less than Satan that filled Ananias' heart, just as
surely as it was no one less than God to whom Ananias lied.
Ananias' lie implied the presence and working of the spirit of the lie in
his heart. Every lie has its root and inspiration in the father of lies, but
the operation of that spirit in no way exonerated Ananias. In the very
next verse Peter asks Ananias, "Why is it that you have conceived
this deed in your heart?" (Ac 5:4). Satan filled, and Ananias
conceived. Ananias was no innocent victim; he was a full and
intimate accomplice. He welcomed the deceit and willingly agreed
with it. Ananias and Sapphira were no more innocent than were
Adam and Eve in the garden when the serpent came and offered
them the first lie: "You shall not die." They proceeded to reach up and
eat the fruit that promised exaltation and equality with God. Every lie
is an assertion of self, a lifting of self above truth to a level equal to
the Author of truthGod Himself. It is a satanic defiance of God.
Pride and presumption invite and draw to themselves the father of
lies. The ground is well fertilized with rationalizations and
justifications. Once a heart is filled with such arguments, it is only a
matter of time before every sort of lie is conceived. Satan comes to
such a heart, and he finds much opportunity in it.
When the devil came to Jesus, he found nothing in Him. Jesus was
utterly true. There was nothing in Him that could receive and nurture
a lie. There was no desire to exceed the bounds of truth. That
yielding to the limits God has given us is true humility, and it is the
essence of walking in truth. Jesus is the truth because He is perfectly
and truly humble.
How are we, as well as the world, going to recognize a people who
live in all of the truth of the gospel? How will people know that we are
indeed children of the King? It is neither going to be by seeing how
highly we exalt ourselves, nor by the grandiose architecture of our
meeting places, nor by the size and wealth of our ministries. The
sure sign that we are in the truth, and in the One who is true, is that
we have this attitude in us that was in Him. It is vain to boast about
having the "full gospel" when you have only the smallest part of the
character of the One that gospel is about.
"Work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God
who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good
pleasure." (Phil 2:12-13 NAS). Knowing that it is God in us, willing
and doing what pleases Himself, should cause us all the more to
tremble, but the trembling that this knowledge produces is not the
sort that paralyzes and drives one to despair. This ultimate source of
trembling is at the same time the ultimate source of hope. As the
Spirit of Truth is provided to fulfill the requirement to be true, so the
Spirit of ChristGod in usis the provision to fulfill the requirement
to be humble. God's provision is hidden to the man who still believes
in his heart that he has no need of it. The one who still believes that
he can be like Christ, even in Christ's humility, the one for whom the
mind of Christ, like trueness of life, is still his own accomplishment
and good work, is left blind to God's provision. The belief that I can
attain humility is the ultimate conceit. The imitation, the simulation in
my own strength of the mind that was in Christ Jesus is the ultimate
act of hubris and the most vain and blasphemous of lies. It is an
exaltation of self and a misconception of humility. It is the failure to
see humility as a state of being to which only the Spirit of God can
bring one.
Who is Sufficient?
The provision of God is reserved for the man who cries out with Paul,
"Who is sufficient for these things?" (II Cor 2:16). The realization
that it is God in us who is willing and doing, while producing fear and
trembling at the same time, produces the ultimate humility that sets
us free to become true. The truth is, we cannot do it ourselves. It
takes God in us to make us like Jesus, to make us true. The final
salvation from the tyranny of self comes with the revelation that we
cannot make ourselves humble or true. We have only to
wholeheartedly desire and intend it. We cannot perfect ourselves,
and what is more humbling or true than that?
And those who went before and those who followed cried out,
‘Hosannah! Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord!
Blessed is the kingdom of our father David that is coming!'
(Mk 11:9-10 RSV).
Our response to God and His Spirit has not changed much since
then. The power and exhilaration of the Spirit is what we first notice
and respond to. We are quick to shout "Hosannah!" but very slow to
recognize the implications of the humble foal that the Lord seeks out
and upon which He chooses to come. Only belatedly do we begin to
realize that the donkey's colt is no accident, no dispensable detail,
but an inseparable part of the coming of the King. He cannot come
into His Church or the world except in and by the most perfect
humility. It is His nature, His very name. One can almost hear the
Spirit, looking down upon the Jerusalem of this present generation,
repeating Jesus' words, "You will not see Me again, not in the power
and authority and reality that was in the beginning, until you can say,
`Blessed is he who comes, not in pomp but in lowliness, not in
arrogance and prestige but in humility on the back of a donkey's foal,
in the name of the Lord.'" If we are going to receive the Spirit of the
Lord in power, without measure, then we are going to have to
welcome Him and desire Him and esteem Him as lowly and to
desire His humility for ourselves more than His power. If He is not
welcome in humility, then we will face the prospect of having our
house left forsaken and desolate.
How is the Spirit of Christ going to come into a world desperate for
reality and truth? He needs a body to indwell; He needs flesh and
blood to convey the very Spirit of Jesus. We have been busy
preparing ourselves with all the riches of the world. We have
supposed that what He is waiting for is a Church confident of its
power, able to match and outdo the world in assertiveness, grandeur,
and wealth, when He has actually been waiting for a very different
Church, a very different Body in which to convey Himself to the world
—a Church that most resembles a lowly donkey, a colt, the foal of an
ass. We—and the world—shall not see Him again until we are willing
to be that.
If at the heart of a lie is pride and arrogance, then at the heart of the
truth is humility. Dishonesty is inseparable from pride; it can inhabit
and express itself only through self-assertiveness, self-serving, and
self-glorification. The spirit of a lie seeks out a body commensurate
with its nature. It is at home with arrogance and presumption. The
Spirit of Truth cannot and will not indwell and bless such a body. The
disciples received the Spirit in full measure because they were
brought down into humility and truth. That pattern has not been and
will not be changed. All good things come down from heaven to
those lowly enough to receive them. If we are waiting patiently,
faithfully serving our Master in the daily, mundane requirements of
life, tethered like that donkey, beside the Calvary road, Jesus will
know where we are. He will call for us at the right time, and we will
enter His Kingdom with Him.
And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of
heaven from God, made ready as a bride adorned for her
husband...and one of the seven angels...came and spoke with
me, saying, `Come here, I shall show you the bride, the wife of
the lamb.' And he carried me away in the Spirit to a great and
high mountain, and showed me the holy city, Jerusalem,
coming down out of heaven from God, having the glory of
God. Her brilliance was like a very costly stone, as a stone of
crystal-clear jasper...And the city was pure gold, like clear
glass...And I saw no temple in it, for the Lord God, the
Almighty, and the Lamb, are its temple. And the city has no
need of the sun or of the moon to shine upon it, for the glory
of God has illumined it, and its lamp is the Lamb. And the
nations shall walk by its light…and nothing unclean and no
one who practices abomination and lying, shall ever come
into it, but only those whose names are written in the Lamb's
book of life. (Rev 21:2,9-11,18-27 NAS).
The last vision of the Church given in Scripture is of a city in which
every stone is perfectly fitted to every other, and it is as clear as
crystal, without the least shadow or haze. Light flows through this
Church unimpeded and undistorted. It is completely visible to the
world, not because it has lifted itself up, not because it has mastered
the arts of public relations and media exploitation, but because it is
transparent, true, and filled with light.
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