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Asale Angel Ajani Expert Witness
A Confession
I am haunted by voices. There is one voice in particular that calls to me day
in and day out and, unlike the loud rambling voices of the others that I hear,
her voice is a distinct whisper that licks at my ears. I try to ignore the voices
but hers sits before me like a starving child. Her bloated stomach repels me. She
cries to me at all hours. I hate to be alone with her, but she sits on my brain,
pounding on my skull for attention. She keeps me up at night, and during the
day her whispers make my skin crawl. I cannot be alone with her and yet I dare
not stray too far away.
Her voice demands to know if I can remember what it was like. She ques-
tions my memory’s ability to return to that horrible place that was the prison.
Can I, she wonders, walk back into my mind’s eye and conjure up the im-
ages of the dark, cold corners, the smells of cat shit, and the noise of heavy
metal doors clanging shut? Can I return to the shouts of the angry guards or
the embattled women? Can I remember the faces that held my deepest re-
spect and affection? Can I return to the women as they once were? Mostly,
she wants to know if I will be able to live with myself for walking away from
them.
She is teaching me that, maybe, for most people who work with “real, live”
flesh and blood, who negotiate the horrors that envelop people, there is no
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salvation. It is one thing to do research safely from the archives and quite another
to make a living off the everyday suffering of women.
One thing I know for sure is that I cannot live with the fact that I peddle
the flesh of women’s stories for academic consumption, making them pretty,
because the realities of their lives are too difficult to bear. Through the incorpo-
ration of “theory” I have learned to water down difficult emotional moments so
as not to appear too sentimental. I know also that working with African women
detained in one of Italy’s largest female prisons, Rebibbia Femminile, numbed
many of my emotional sensibilities. I am not certain, despite my commitment
(and my privilege) to struggle with these women for recognition and dignity,
that I have the strength to walk back into that space where the horrors of un-
speakable trauma, institutional and societal violence, and individual suffering
live. But even though the institution shaped every moment, and even small acts
of resistance were bundled in reprisals, there were happy times, even feelings of
utter joy. On very special days, many women were motivated by the promise
of prospects for the future, for friendships and lives lived beyond the walls of
Rebibbia. And on those days, we silently hoped that the world could be a dif-
ferent place for Black women, who, forced by social conditions and their social
positions, lived just beyond the confines of the fluctuating and unequal rules of
dominant society.
I quickly learned that despite its lack of knowledge about how prisons actually
operate, society imagines—and even pleasurably envisions—powerfully vivid
images of crime, criminals, and prison life. Academics and the media feed these
images to people, and because of this, stories of inmates seem familiar, women
inmates in particular. “Incarcerated women” is a story that has already been told;
it is old news. Especially in the United States, both public and academic discourse
about female criminals represents them as poor women of color, single mothers,
and drug addicts. More sophisticated accounts often identify imprisoned women
as survivors of physical violence and sexual abuse, and as less often detained for
violent offenses than men. Whatever truth these theories and ideas might hold—
as imprisoned women, activists, and a few scholars have long argued—the lives
of imprisoned women are so much more complex than these mere “facts.”
I myself am the daughter of parents who have been incarcerated, so that when
I began my research in 1996 I had long understood the quiet respect of not asking
people who had been or were in prison why they were there. So while I was in
Rebibbia I did not ask. As such, I was shocked by some of the women’s willing
admission of what brought them there. I realized that, because the prison officials
introduced me as a researcher, there seemed to be little question of why I was
there or what information I was deemed as “needing to know.” Many of the
women had become very familiar with the rules and routine of being interview
subjects. This unsettled me. Even though I knew I was, by the nature of my
position in the university, part of the machine that produced the often negative
representations of prisoners to the world “outside,” I hoped that I was more than
just a narrator of other Black women’s lives. I hoped I was more than just a mere
anthropologist. I believed that I belonged to a group of activist-scholars who,
through writing, research, and organizing, were working toward the abolition
of prisons as we know them and, through this process, exposing the broader
racist, sexist, and classist social structures that criminalize and demonize poor
Whites and people of color.
Firm in my commitment not to participate in the further criminalization of
African women, I did not mention whenever I shared my research among aca-
demics why the women with whom I worked in Rebibbia were imprisoned. This
frustrated several audiences. I had failed in my first duty as an anthropologist
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In keeping with other scholars critical of the role of historians and anthro-
pologists (Clifford 1986; Rosaldo 1987; Visweswaran 1994), Liisa Malkki has
recently explored alternative ways of positioning anthropologists in relation to
the field and the written product of fieldwork. As Malkki (1997:90) writes: “In
our fieldwork, as well as through our writing, we have long been oriented to look
for the repetitive, the persistent, the normative—durable forms.” Through her
work with Hutu refugees from Burundi living in Tanzania, Malkki challenges
the more typical ethnographic norms to which anthropologists are supposed to
adhere. She claims that we “think less in terms of ethnographic description than
of witnessing.” For Malkki, being a witness implies a greater sense of responsi-
bility, presumably to the “subjects” of the ethnography. She writes that “being a
witness implies both a specific positioning and a responsibility of testimony, ‘a
caring form of vigilance’ ” (1997:94). Malkki goes on to argue that being a wit-
ness and giving testimony would be a “workable strategy” against producing
the more typical ethnographic accounts of “cultures, peoples, communities and
ways of life” (1997:95). Although acknowledging that testimony and witnessing
have convoluted and complicated meanings and origins, her notion of bearing
witness is part of an end game for the anthropologist. Being a witness, according
to Malkki, “does not mean speaking for someone else; it is one’s own testimony”
(1997:94). This raises the question, if witnessing is “one’s own testimony” but
still a form of caring vigilance, for whom is the anthropologist being vigilant?
The act of witnessing is not as uncomplicated as it is often represented. It is
not always about the person bearing witness, the anthropologist, or about an
insider’s or outsider’s rendition of events. There are many forms of witness-
ing, from the ecclesiastical to the courtroom, but to cast anthropologists and
their “product,” the ethnography, as a form of witnessing may just confuse the
ethical and the juridical, as Giorgio Agamben (1998) notes in Quel che resta di
Auschwitz. With few exceptions, most anthropologists are third party chroni-
clers of events which they have not experienced from beginning to end. As third
party chroniclers, the act of witnessing anthropologists engage in is ultimately
juridical in nature. Like material witnesses, anthropologists provide informa-
tion about a “case,” about a culture, or a community that significantly affects the
understanding (negatively and positively) of that community.
If the possibility of “anthropological witnessing” exists, then the question
of responsibility and ethnographic authority must be grappled with, and as
Agamben suggests, the act of witnessing must then be cast in the realm of the
juridical. He writes:
The gesture of assuming responsibility is therefore genuinely juridical and not ethical.
It expresses nothing noble or luminous, but rather simply obligation, the act by which
one consigned oneself as a prisoner to guarantee a debt in a context in which the
legal bond was considered to inhere in the body of the person responsible. [Agamben
1998:22]
But is the role of the academic witness to be devoid of what some might call
“ethical obligation” and others might call advocacy or activism? Consider too
how scholars who write about witnesses who survived the Shoah discuss the
problem of witnessing and responsibility. In Suffering Witness: The Quandary of
Responsibility after the Irreparable, James Hatley (2000) calls on those who write
or think about violence and irredeemable wrongs to think about our respon-
sibility “to those who suffer within that moment.” He urges us to think about
responsibility by asking, “How have we been addressed by those who suffer?
In what manner might we be in complicity with he or she who perpetrates this
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violence?” (2000:2). Ruminating on the question of the ethical role of the witness,
Hatley suggests a path for scholars troubled by violence. He writes:
Burdened by the other’s suffering, we are called upon not only to understand or, at
the very least, to give a historical record of a particular act of violence, but also and
in the first instance to witness it. By witness is meant a mode of responding to the
other’s plight that exceeds an epistemological determination and becomes an ethical
involvement. One must not only utter a truth about the victim but also remain true to
her or him. In this latter mode of response, one is summoned to attentiveness, which
is to say, to a heartfelt concern for and acknowledge of the gravity of violence directed
toward particular others. In this attentiveness, the wounding of the other is registered
in the first place not as an objective fact but as a subjective blow, a persecution, a
trauma. The witness refuses to forget the weight of this blow, or the depth of the
wound it inflicts. [Hatley 2000:2–3]
American (who did not appear to be authentically from the United States) would
greatly affect my experience.
In her article, “The Evidence of Experience,” Joan Scott (1991) writes of the
problems associated with accepting experience as evidence when analyzing so-
cial and historical processes. It seems true, as Begoña Aretxaga suggested, that
by underscoring experience “one runs the risk of leaving unquestioned the con-
ditions that enable it” (1997:8). Like Aretxaga, I heed the warning sounded by
Scott, but I too think there is a political necessity to recognize that experiences are
shaped both discursively and through everydayness. It is important, however,
that these experiences are not evidence of truth but rather of the disruption of
a normative truth. This is an acknowledgment that experiences are one way to
interpret how subjectivities are produced and understood.
Anthropologists are, of course, very big on experience. Whether we are writing
about the experiences facing the communities with which we work or are eval-
uating our own, it is clear that “experience,” particularly that which is gained in
the field, is what makes one an anthropologist. As Gupta and Ferguson (1997:1)
note, “we would suggest that the single most significant factor determining
whether a piece of research will be accepted as . . . ‘anthropological’ is the ex-
tent to which it depends on experience in the field.” Though they are mostly
concerned with the strictures and practices of fieldwork and its valorized place
within the discipline of anthropology, in their article, Gupta and Ferguson are
referring to the widely known (yet unwritten) criterion that one must spend a
significant amount of time in the field (a year or more). Wrapped innocently
in their language is the profound question of who determines what is an an-
thropological experience. Beyond the length of time spent in the field and the
actual location of the field, the issue of experience, it seems, is uncontroversial
here.
The question is “Why?” Why is it that despite numerous critical anthologies
and reflective articles we still reify “experience” as if it is something that can be
replicated and universally understood? Is one a really good anthropologist if one
has spent years in the field, speaks the language fluently, and crafts beautifully
written ethnographies? Perhaps these are the trappings of a good anthropol-
ogist, but I reckon that if all of these traits were bundled in an ethnography
that ran counterintuitive to what the audience thinks one must know (regard-
less of whether one has had any “experience” in the area), the anthropologist
in question may be deemed “un-anthropological.” Is there an assumption in
anthropology that the amorphous space known as the field is necessarily level?
Here I am encouraged to reflect on the experience of France Winddance Twine,
who sought guidance on how to address the murky waters of what her brown
body signified for both Blacks and Whites in Brazil. In thinking about how she
might prepare to deal with being an African American subject in the field, she
turned to anthropology and sociology for help. What she found was little discus-
sion about race and fieldwork. As she puts it: “After decades of self-reflexivity
among ethnographers analyzing the practice of writing and conducting field
research, the lack of sustained attention to racialized dilemmas is particularly
noteworthy, considering the degree to which other axes of power have been
theorized” (Twine 2000:5). For as long as there has been anthropology, the race,
gender, age, and social position of the anthropologist has impacted the ways in
which one is received, not only in the field, but also in the discipline among one’s
peers. What has long been clear but seldom discussed is that where one works
and how one looks when one conducts that work factors significantly. It is an
old story that one’s race, gender, sexuality, and social position can (and does)
determine what kind of information one might receive and, therefore, influence
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the kind of knowledge one produces. At risk of stating the obvious, and as Donna
Haraway (1991) reminded us, knowledge, like experience, is situated.
I often wondered how people would respond to my research if I did not work
in prisons but, say, in a refugee camp or a women’s shelter. Would there be the
same concerns about truth telling? Would it be easier to accept the violence and
the pain that marked the lives of many of the women with whom I worked if they
had been in a shelter and not in a prison? I am struck by the ways that “crime”
still defines the criminal—to crudely paraphrase Foucault. When I choose not to
write about a woman’s particular crime, or if I flatly state that it is not my goal to
confirm the veracity of a woman’s “testimony,” which would require me to go
through their court papers, initial police reports, and lawyers’ notes, I am often
met with sideways glances and questions about my methodology. According to
the unwritten codes of anthropology, how much am I supposed to know? How
much do you need to know? Perhaps the broader problem is, as Wendy Hui
Kyong Chun suggests, that “we assume that we know how to listen” (1999:114).
To be sure, Esther’s “story” is not a story but a testimony, and my story of her
testimony is and was in some ways a small act of witnessing. But I wonder why
my anthropology audience could not see that the listener enters into the contract
of testimony (Laub 1992). The problem is that we have developed “listening
defenses” which, as Dori Laub describes, constitute a
foreclosure through facts, through an obsession with fact finding; an absorbing interest
in the factual details of the account which serve to circumvent the human experience.
Another version of the foreclosure, of this obsession with fact finding, is a listener who
already “knows it all,” ahead of time, leaving little space for the survivor’s story. [Laub
1992:73]
If we think we know it all before a word is uttered then what does that say about
our ability to receive the details of another person’s experience or testimony?
What does this say about the possibilities for ethical engagement (Chun 1999)?
Can we be engaged scholars or activist intellectuals if we do not know how to
listen, or if we seek or even demand knowledge that confirms what we already
think we know?
To be the receiver of testimony, as some anthropologists are, is to be, in part,
a witness. But it is also to assist in that witnessing process. As Laub writes,
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