Oh you got me there. Well I have also a story to share. And it’s a good one!

The person that had be seize

by the soldiers…. was me! Yeah, you heard it right. It was me all along. So am. I tried.to be selfless for a
while, but the shooting pains in my arms, who is also refused to massage, become so unbearable so I
tried to escape from them. Trying not to be killed nor in prisoned.

Back then, I hate who I really am, I mean that shit you’re so proud of, that is me who is blamed for and
suffered for so many years. Pretending I’m something I am not. Everything else about me makes you
want to puke like I’m some wasted pig and if you’re just here to keep me out of the line, I wouldn’t have
to sink on your own shit. I wouldn’t just miss the best moments in my life. But you know what, the
hardest prison to escape is in your mind.

So I learned what pain is. All of us needed to learn what is. Even children are compelled to mature in the
face of adversity. I promise myself I would kill you, the moment I would have to chance to see you. To
see the man behind all of this! But I’ve just realized, nothing’s going to change now. Do you know how
hard it is? Do you what painful it is? Pain is imagining I am holding my child even its doesn’t real. Pain is
when you are imagining kissing your wife, one last time before you had to say goodbye. That is my love,
and Love is my pain. Love is the source of all suffering. When we lose someone, we care about, hatred
arises. Hatred produces vengeance, and death is the result. Death, on the other hand, simply brings
more death. More sufferings will result as a result of this. It is a never-ending cycle of hatred in this
miserable planet we live in. Hence, I always keep in mind that everything happens for a reason.

So am, I waited for days, days become weeks, weeks becomes month, and months became years. 27
years, still asking myself why I needed to bear the sins of other man. But you know what, I am grateful,
because I’d changed and see God. And taught so many things to keep in mind. I change not just only for
myself but for others as well. I taught them to know God and know their sins. Because life's greatest
lessons are taught through sorrow, it is sometimes necessary to suffer in order to learn, to fall in order
to develop, and to lose in order to gain.

With my years comes to an end. I hope you will still change and be the person you really want to.
Because, how can you say that you will never change? That you will not change, no matter how great
the pain you face? Can you continue lying in yourself forever? I believe God is within each on us, and so
God sees the truth but waits.