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Following The Eagle S Flight Understanding The Books of Carlos Castaneda
Following The Eagle S Flight Understanding The Books of Carlos Castaneda
THE EAGLE
WHY IS THE SOURCE OF ALL ENERGY CALLED THE EAGLE?
OLD SORCERERS DESCRIBED IT AS HAVING THE APPEARANCE OF AN EAGLE
It is called the Eagle not because it is an eagle or has anything to do with an
eagle, but because it appears to the seer as an immeasurable jet-black eagle, st
anding as an eagle stands, its height reaching to infinity. EG,172 the old seers
in the few glimpses that they could sustain, saw it as something that resembled
a black-and-white eagle of infinite size. FFW,55
FOUR BLAZES REVEALED WHAT THE EAGLE IS LIKE TO THE OLD SORCERERS
As the seer gazes on the blackness that the Eagle is, four blazes of light revea
l what the Eagle is like. The first blaze, which is like a bolt of lightening, h
elps the seer make out the contours of the Eagle's body. there are patches of wh
iteness that look like an eagle's feathers and talons. A second blaze of lighten
ing reveals the flapping, wind-creating blackness that looks like eagle's wings.
With the third blaze of lightening the seer beholds a piercing, inhuman eye. An
d the fourth and last blaze discloses what the Eagle is doing. EG,173
DO WE REALLY "SEE" THE EAGLE?
WE CANNOT SEE THE EAGLE BUT OUR BODY SENSES IT
...there is nothing visual about the Eagle. FFW,58. The entire body of a seer se
nses the Eagle. There is something in all of us that can make us witness with ou
r entire body...because man is composed of the Eagle's emanations, man need only
revert back to his components. FFW,58
IS IT DANGEROUS TO SEE THE EAGLE?
THERE IS SOME MORTAL RISK, DREAMING AND ONE'S INTENT HELP PROTECT YOU
..there is no way to see the Eagle's emanations without running a mortal risk...
the technique of dreaming can be used as a shield to protect themselves from the
deadly blow of the Eagle's emanations. FFW,191..The key to withstanding the Eag
le's presence was the potency of one's intent.EG,243.
think of great bands as being like trees. All of them bear fruit; they produce c
ontainers filled with emanations; yet only eight of those trees bear edible frui
t, that is, bubbles of awareness. Seven have sour fruit, but edible nonetheless,
and one has the most juicy, lucious fruit there is. FFW,178..
HOW ARE THE EARTH'S 48 GREAT BANDS OF EMANATIONS DIVIDED?
The earth's 48 great bands are divided into three sections: first, 40 bands that
produce bubbles with emanations that produce no energetic awareness, second, 7
bands called the inorganic being band that produce bubbles that represent creatu
res called inorganic beings, and finally, one band called the organic being band
that produces bubbles that represent creatures called organic beings.
THE ORGANIC BEING BAND
WHAT DOES THE ORGANIC BEING BAND PRODUCE?
THE ORGANIC BEING CLUSTER PRODUCES ALL THE ORGANIC BEINGS
There is an immeasurable cluster that produces organic beings. FFW,177 organic b
eings belong to the great same band. FFW,177.
Whatever term is used, the meaning is the same.. there is a universal force whic
h holds everything in place and that force can be manipulated. However, for simp
licity we will use the term which involves personal interaction - intent.
WHAT IS INTENT?
INTENT IS AN ABSTRACT UNMEASUREABLE, INDESCRIBABLE, INDEFINABLE, NEITHER GOOD NO
R EVIL FORCE THAT YOU CANNOT SEE OR FEEL IT AND YET IT EXISTS.
Intent is .....an unmeasurable, prevailing (, POS, 28), indescribable, indefinab
le (POS,235), ....something that cannot be seen or felt, something that does not
seem to exist but yet does. POS,170.. ...intent has no desires of its own. EG,1
49. .....there is no way of knowing what intent is. POS,134 it is an abstract fo
rce, neither good nor evil... TSC,85 Everything in the world is a force, a pull
or a push. SRP,139... ....the force that changes and reorders things or keeps th
em as they are (POS, 28,97) force in the universe POS,10, blind, impersonal, cea
seless burst of energy that makes us behave in the ways we do..FFW,189 ...made u
p of pure energy.. POS,112 the nagual never ends..it has no limits..,TOP,138 Wil
l is a force, a power. SR,148. intend it with your intent, which is the layer be
neath your thoughts. TSC,142
INTENT IS CONNECTED TO EVERYTHING
that absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to inten
t by a connecting link. POS,10,22... people and all living creatures are slaves
of intent. We are in its clutches. It makes us do whatever it wants. It makes us
act in the world. It makes us die. EG,148
WHAT ARE THE DIFFERENT NAMES OF INTENT BESIDES WILL?
THE NAMES OF INTENT
.....Intent which sorcerers call the spirit, the abstract, the nagual.. POS, 28
.....the spirit is the force that sustains the universe (POS,114) Don Juan had e
xplained the nagual to me as being the indescribable force, the source of everyt
hing... the nagual is in everything. SRP,198 The nagual is aware of everything..
.,TOP,129. there was only one thing which was indispensable for anything we did.
He called it the spirit. ,JTI, the rolling force or the tumbling or circular fo
rce. FFW,241...the tumbler is the force from the Eagle's emanations..FFW,241. Th
e left side, called the naugal, .states of heightened awareness, or the site of
the second attention. EG,163. ....will is such a complete control of the second
attention that it is called the other self. EG,144..will belongs to the other se
lf. EG,143.......Powers that guide can be called...forces, spirits, airs, winds,
or anything like that. ,JTI,86.
Since intent is the undescribable force of the universe, it thus has many names.
Everything is just an interpretation of that force.
HOW DOES INTENT APPEAR TO PEOPLE?
THE EAGLE
WHY IS THE SOURCE OF ALL ENERGY CALLED THE EAGLE?
OLD SORCERERS DESCRIBED IT AS HAVING THE APPEARANCE OF AN EAGLE
It is called the Eagle not because it is an eagle or has anything to do with an
eagle, but because it appears to the seer as an immeasurable jet-black eagle, st
anding as an eagle stands, its height reaching to infinity. EG,172 the old seers
in the few glimpses that they could sustain, saw it as something that resembled
a black-and-white eagle of infinite size. FFW,55
FOUR BLAZES REVEALED WHAT THE EAGLE IS LIKE TO THE OLD SORCERERS
As the seer gazes on the blackness that the Eagle is, four blazes of light revea
l what the Eagle is like. The first blaze, which is like a bolt of lightening, h
elps the seer make out the contours of the Eagle's body. there are patches of wh
iteness that look like an eagle's feathers and talons. A second blaze of lighten
ing reveals the flapping, wind-creating blackness that looks like eagle's wings.
With the third blaze of lightening the seer beholds a piercing, inhuman eye. An
d the fourth and last blaze discloses what the Eagle is doing. EG,173
DO WE REALLY "SEE" THE EAGLE?
WE CANNOT SEE THE EAGLE BUT OUR BODY SENSES IT
...there is nothing visual about the Eagle. FFW,58. The entire body of a seer se
nses the Eagle. There is something in all of us that can make us witness with ou
r entire body...because man is composed of the Eagle's emanations, man need only
revert back to his components. FFW,58
IS IT DANGEROUS TO SEE THE EAGLE?
THERE IS SOME MORTAL RISK, DREAMING AND ONE'S INTENT HELP PROTECT YOU
..there is no way to see the Eagle's emanations without running a mortal risk...
the technique of dreaming can be used as a shield to protect themselves from the
deadly blow of the Eagle's emanations. FFW,191..The key to withstanding the Eag
le's presence was the potency of one's intent.EG,243.
DOES THE EAGLE REALLY LOOK LIKE AN EAGLE?
MAN'S AWARENESS HAS THE PROBLEM OF TAKING SOMETHING INCOMPREHENSIBLE AND MAKING
IT COMPREHENSIBLE
The problem arises with man's awareness; it is his awareness that becomes entang
led and confused... man's awareness is compelled to interpret. The result is a v
ision of the Eagle and the Eagle's emanations. FFW,58. It is called an Eagle bec
ause it is simply a case of something unknowable vaguely resembling something kn
own.. but that always happens when impressionable people learn to perform acts t
hat require great sobriety FFW,58 ...but there is no Eagle and no Eagle's emanat
ions. What is out there is something that no living creature can grasp. FFW,58.
WHAT IS THE EAGLE'S PURPOSE?
THE EAGLE'S PURPOSE IS TO CONSUME THE AWARENESS OF ALL CREATURES
The Eagle is devouring the awareness of all the creatures that, alive on earth a
moment before and now dead, have floated to the Eagle's beak, like a ceaseless
swarm of fireflies, to meet their owner, their reason for having had life. The E
agle disentangles these tiny flames, lays them flat, as a tanner stretches out a
hide, and then consumes them; for awareness is the Eagle's food. EG,173. (The E
agle) which makes organisms live by lending them their awareness. That force als
o makes organisms die, in order to extract the same lent awareness which organis
ms have enhanced through their life experiences.. TAOD,149
CAN YOU PRAY OR ASK FAVORS FROM THE EAGLE?
THE EAGLE REFLECTS ALL THINGS EQUALLY AND CANNOT BE MOVED
The Eagle reflects equally and at once all those living things. There is no way,
therefore, for man to pray to the Eagle, to ask for favors, to hope for grace.
The human part of the Eagle is too insignificant to move the whole. EG,173.
WHAT DOES THE EAGLE RESPOND TO?
Since the Eagle is made of energy, the Eagle only responds to energy. For a crea
ture to have an affect upon the Eagle that creature must posess an excess of ene
rgy. See Intent.
HOW IS THE EAGLE'S ENERGY DISPERSED THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE?
The Eagle's energy is released as lines of energy. These energy lines are known
as the Eagle's emanations, lines of the world or the Eagle's commands. To keep t
hings simple, only the terms Eagle's emanations or emanations will be used.
THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS/LINES OF THE WORLD/EAGLE'S COMMANDS
WHAT ARE THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS?
THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS MAKE UP THE UNIVERSE
everything is made out of the Eagle's emanations. FFW,59 there is no world of ob
jects (existing by themselves and as themselves just as we perceive them), but a
universe of the Eagle's emanations. FFW,49, FFW,126 the Eagle's emanations are
an immutable thing-in-itself, which engulfs everything that exists, the knowable
and the unknowable FFW, 57
THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS ARE AN INFINITE NUMBER OF ENERGY FIELDS
RESEMBLING THREADS OF LIGHTS THAT HAVE AWARENESS AND ARE ETERNAL
the universe is an infinite agglomeration of energy fields, (Eagle's emanations)
resembling threads of light. POS,13 there are an infinite numbers of lines that
joined us to things...,JTI,193 the Eagle's emanations are more than filaments o
f light.. each one of them is a source of boundless energy.. FFW,67 what's reall
y out there are the Eagle's emanations, fluid, forever in motion, and yet unchan
ged, eternal. FFW,54 light that was alive and resemble ordinary light but ordina
ry light has no awareness.. POS,112 the filaments are aware of themselves, alive
and vibrating, that there are so many of them that numbers have no meaning and
that each of them is an eternity in itself. FFW,63 ..Essence of the universe res
embles incandescent threads streched into infinity in every conceivable directio
n, luminous filaments that are conscious of themselves in ways impossible for th
e human mind to comprehend. , TAOD, 5..
The Eagle's emanations are an infinite amount of lines of energy emitting from t
he Eagle (source of all the energy in the universe) which cover the entire unive
rse. These eternal threads of light are alive and aware, making up everything in
the universe.
WHY ARE THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS ALSO CALLED THE EAGLE'S COMMANDS?
THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS ARE ALSO CALLED THE EAGLE'S COMMANDS THAT NO ONE CAN DISO
BEY
Eagle's commands ....although DJ disliked calling the emanations commands, that
is what they are: commands that no one can disobey. FFW,92 Seers who see the Eag
le's emanations often call them commands. FFW,59...
WHAT DO THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS LOOK LIKE?
THERE IS NO TRUE VERSION OF THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS
there is no pat version of the emanation , as there is of the Eagle. FFW,62...
THERE IS NO WAY TO DESCRIBE WHAT THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS ARE THEY MUST BE WITNESS
ED AS THE EAGLE WAS WITNESSED
there is no way to describe what the Eagle's emanations really are... a seer mus
t witness them , FFW, 57 ...emanations are something indescribable..FFW,63 One c
an catch a glimpse of them, as one can only catch a glimpse of the Eagle itself.
.. , FFW, 57
DESCRIPTION OF THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS
(Description of EG,243.) they are a prescence, almost a mass of sorts, a pressur
e that creates a dazzling sensation. FFW, 57 I saw the lines of the world. I act
ually perceived the most extraordinary profusion of fluorescent white lines whic
h crisscrossed everything around me. ,JTI,252...filaments of light began to radi
ate from everything on that prairie. At first it was like the explosion of an in
finite number of short fibers, then the fibers became long threadlike strands of
luminosity bundled together into beams of vibrating light that reached infinity
. There was really no way for me to make sense of what I was seeing, or to descr
ibe it, except as filaments of vibrating light. The filaments were not interming
led or entwined. Although they sprang, and continued to spring, in every directi
on, each one seperate, and yet all of them were inextricably bundled together...
I was seeing the Eagle's emanations POS,110 and the force that keeps them apart
and bundles them together...what he had seen was intent, the force permeates eve
rything. POS,110 almost instantaneously I saw a most brilliant array of live, co
mpelling fibers of light. FFW,240 I thought I must have fainted or that the blow
had made me fall asleep. Suddenly, I was looking at something literally beyond
words. Bright strings of light shot out from everywhere, going everywhere, strin
gs of light which were like nothing that had ever entered my thoughts. ...I made
your assemblage point shift...and for an instant you were dreaming the filament
s of the universe., TAOD, 16
HOW ARE THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS ARRANGED IN THE UNIVERSE?
THE EMANATIONS ARE GROUPED IN CLUSTERS CALLED THE GREAT BAND OF EMANATIONS
the Eagle's emanations are always grouped in clusters ..the old seers called tho
se clusters the great bands of emanations. FFW,176.
THE GREAT BAND OF EMANATIONS
Whatever term is used, the meaning is the same.. there is a universal force whic
h holds everything in place and that force can be manipulated. However, for simp
licity we will use the term which involves personal interaction - intent.
WHAT IS INTENT?
INTENT IS AN ABSTRACT UNMEASUREABLE, INDESCRIBABLE, INDEFINABLE, NEITHER GOOD NO
R EVIL FORCE THAT YOU CANNOT SEE OR FEEL IT AND YET IT EXISTS.
Intent is .....an unmeasurable, prevailing (, POS, 28), indescribable, indefinab
le (POS,235), ....something that cannot be seen or felt, something that does not
seem to exist but yet does. POS,170.. ...intent has no desires of its own. EG,1
49. .....there is no way of knowing what intent is. POS,134 it is an abstract fo
rce, neither good nor evil... TSC,85 Everything in the world is a force, a pull
or a push. SRP,139... ....the force that changes and reorders things or keeps th
em as they are (POS, 28,97) force in the universe POS,10, blind, impersonal, cea
seless burst of energy that makes us behave in the ways we do..FFW,189 ...made u
p of pure energy.. POS,112 the nagual never ends..it has no limits..,TOP,138 Wil
l is a force, a power. SR,148. intend it with your intent, which is the layer be
neath your thoughts. TSC,142
INTENT IS CONNECTED TO EVERYTHING
that absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to inten
t by a connecting link. POS,10,22... people and all living creatures are slaves
of intent. We are in its clutches. It makes us do whatever it wants. It makes us
act in the world. It makes us die. EG,148
WHAT ARE THE DIFFERENT NAMES OF INTENT BESIDES WILL?
THE NAMES OF INTENT
.....Intent which sorcerers call the spirit, the abstract, the nagual.. POS, 28
.....the spirit is the force that sustains the universe (POS,114) Don Juan had e
xplained the nagual to me as being the indescribable force, the source of everyt
hing... the nagual is in everything. SRP,198 The nagual is aware of everything..
.,TOP,129. there was only one thing which was indispensable for anything we did.
He called it the spirit. ,JTI, the rolling force or the tumbling or circular fo
rce. FFW,241...the tumbler is the force from the Eagle's emanations..FFW,241. Th
e left side, called the naugal, .states of heightened awareness, or the site of
the second attention. EG,163. ....will is such a complete control of the second
attention that it is called the other self. EG,144..will belongs to the other se
lf. EG,143.......Powers that guide can be called...forces, spirits, airs, winds,
or anything like that. ,JTI,86.
Since intent is the undescribable force of the universe, it thus has many names.
Everything is just an interpretation of that force.
HOW DOES INTENT APPEAR TO PEOPLE?
INTENT MANIFESTS ITSELF DIFFERENTLY IN DIFFERENT THINGS
it is an all-encompassing force that manifests itself differently in different t
hings. TSC,83.
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A.) INTUITION
THE NAGUAL EXISTS BELOW THE SURFACE BUT WE ARE INTUITIVELY AWARE OF IT
TO SEE THE POSITION OF REASON YOU HAD TO BE FIXED ON THE POSITION OF SILENT KNOW
LEDGE
..only those who were squarely in either position could see the other position c
learly and that that had been the way the age of reason came into being. The pos
ition of reason was clearly seen from the position of silent knowledge... POS, 2
43, 244
THE ONE WAY BRIDGE FROM SILENT KNOWLEDGE TO REASON IS CALLED CONCERN
the one way bridge from silent knowledge to reason was called concern. That is,
the concern that true men of silent knowledge had about the source of what they
knew. POS, 243, 244
THE ASSEMBLAGE POSITION THE PLACE OF CONCERN WAS THE FORERUNNER OF REASON
the AP position the place of concern was the forerunner of reason... POS,204
SO AS SOON AS THE OLD LEADERS BECAME CONCERNED THEY BEGAN TO THINK ABOUT THEMSEL
VES
WHEN MAN BECAME AWARE THAT HE KNEW HE LOST SIGHT OF WHAT HE KNEW BECAUSE HE WANT
ED TO KNOW IT LIKE HE KNOWS EVERYDAY LIFE
Sorcerers believe that when man became aware that he knew, he lost sight of what
he knew. Man's error was to want to know it directly, the way he knew everyday
life. The more he wanted, the more ephemereal it became... man gave up silent kn
owledge for the world of reason..the more he clings to the world of reason, the
more ephemereal intent becomes.. POS,155
ANCIENT MAN KNEW IN A DIRECT FASHION WHAT TO DO BUT THIS DEVELOPED A SENSE OF SE
LFISHNESS WHICH DEVELOPED THE 'SELF'
...ancient man knew, in the most direct fashion, what to do, and how best to do
it. But, because he performed so well, he started to develop a sense of selfness
, which gave him the feeling he could predict and plan the actions he used to pe
rforming. And thus the idea of individual 'self' appeared; an individual self wh
ich began to dictate the nature and scope of man's actions...POS,167
HAVING A SENSE OF SELF DISCONNECTED MAN FROM SILENT KNOWLEDGE
...it was self-reflection that had disconnected man from the spirit in the first
place. POS,167....As the feeling of the individual self became stronger, man lo
st his natural connection to silent knowledge.. POS,158
SINCE MAN COULDN'T RETURN TO SILENT KNOWLEDGE HE SOUGHT SOLACE IN HIS SELFISHNES
S AND THIS FIXED HIS ASSEMBLAGE POINT INTO PLACE
...Having lost hope of ever returning to the source of everything, man sought so
lace in his selfness. And in doing so, he succeeded in fixing his AP in the exac
t position to perpetuate his self-image. POS,158.....
DO WE EVER WANT TO RETURN TO THE POSITION OF SILENT KNOWLEDGE?
WE LONG FOR THE POSITION OF SILENT KNOWLEDGE BECAUSE MANKIND HAD SPENT A LONGER
PART OF ITS HISTORY THERE
The naugal stated that mankind had spent the longer part of its history in the p
osition of silent knowledge, and that this explained our great longing for it. P
OS,243
GARDEN OF EDEN IS PROBABLY AN ALLEGORY FOR OUR LOSING OUR KNOWLEDGE OF INTENT
..... and that the Christian idea of being cast out from the Garden of Eden.. wa
s probably an allegory for losing our silent knowledge, our knowledge of intent.
POS,114
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO HUMANS SINCE THEY CANNOT GET BACK TO THE PLACE OF SILENT KN
OWLEDGE?
TO EXPRESS HIS DESPAIR FROM BEING AWAY FROM SILENT KNOWLEDGE HE DOES CYNICAL OR
VIOLENT ACTS WITH NO HOPE OF PEACE OR SATISFACTION
Modern man, being heir to that development, therefore finds himself so hopelessl
y removed from the source of everything that all he can do is express his despai
r in violent and cynical acts of self-destruction. Don Juan asserted that the re
ason for man's cynicism and despair is the bit of silent knowledge left in him,
which does two things: one, it gives man an inkling of his ancient connection to
the source of everything, and two, it makes man feel that without this connecti
on, he has no hope of peace, of satisfaction, of attainment. POS,158
MODERN MAN IS NOW IN THE WORLD OF THE FUNCTIONAL AND BORING
....modern man has left the realm of the unknown and mysterious, and has settled
down in the realm of the functional. He has turned his back to the world of for
eboding and the exulting and has welcomed the world of boredom. FFW,167
IT HAS MADE US BECOME DIVIDED AND WE NOW WE THINK IN OPPOSITES/PAIRS
WHY DO HUMANS THINK WE ARE DIVIDED INTO OPPOSITES?
BEING DIVIDED IS OUR HUMAN CONDITION
Being divided is our human condition.. TSC,43
WHY DO HUMANS ALWAYS MAKE PAIRS?
AS SOON AS WE BECOME TONAL WE BEGIN MAKING PAIRS BECAUSE WE SENSE THE LOSS OF TH
E NAGUAL
From the moment we become tonal we begin making pairs. We sense our two sides, b
ut we always represent them with items of the tonal. We say that the two parts o
f us are the soul and the body. Our mind and matter. Or good and evil. God and S
atan. We never realize, however, that we are merely pairing things on the island
....TOP,126.
HOW DO HUMANS THINK WE ARE DIVIDED?
WE THINK THAT THE DUALISM IN US IS BETWEEN THE MIND AND BODY
Clara explained that we are convinced that a dualism exists in us; the mind is t
he insubstantial part of ourselves, and the body is the concrete part. TSC,43
TIME DECIDES WHICH MODE OUR REALITY IS IN OR WHAT PRECISE BUNDLE OF ENERGY FIELD
WE ARE USING
the modality of time is the precise bundle of energy fields being perceived..I b
elieve man's perception has changed through the ages. The actual time decides th
e mode; the time decides which precise bundle of energy fields, out of an incalc
uable number are to be used...And handling the modality of time- those few, sele
cted energy fields- takes all our available energy, leaving us nothing that woul
d help us use any of the other energy fields. POS,8
TO KEEP A CONTINUITY OF PERCEPTION THESE ALIGNMENTS ARE CONSTANTLY RENEWED WHICH
REINFORCES WHAT ALIGNMENT WE HABITUATE ON
ALIGNMENT IS CEASELESSLY RENEWED IN ORDER TO GIVE PERCEPTION CONTINUITY
the new seers examined how the perception of the world of everyday life takes pl
ace and saw the effects of will. They saw that alignment is ceaselessly renewed
in order to imbue perception with continuity. FFW,190.
TO KEEP THE PERCEPTION OF OUR WORLD FRESH, THE BURSTS OF ENERGY FROM OUR HABITUA
L ALIGNMENTS IS REROUTED TO REINFORCE OUR CHOICE ALIGNMENTS
To renew alignment every time with the freshness that it needs to make up a livi
ng world, the bursts of energy that comes out of those very alignments is automa
tically rerouted to reinforce some choice alignments. FFW,190.
THE HABITUAL POSITION OF MAN'S ASSEMBLAGE POINT IS BROUGHT ABOUT BY HABITUATION/
CERTAIN EMANATIONS WERE ROUTINELY ALIGNED
..the assemblage point's habitual location is not innate but brought about by ha
bituation. (old sorcerers saw children's AP constantly fluttering).TAOD,75, 76,
77....Certain emanations are routinely aligned because of the fixation of the AP
on one specific spot; that is all there is to our world. FFW,303
WHAT ARE THE RESULTS BROUGHT ABOUT BY US BEING ON THE HABITUAL POSITION?
WE BECOME VERY SELF-REFLECTIVE
ALL LIVING BEINGS HAVE SOME DEGREE OF SELF-REFLECTION IN ORDER FOR THEM TO INTER
ACT BUT NONE HAS MAN'S HIGH DEGREE OF SELF-ABSORPTION
..the awareness of all living beings has a degree of self-reflection in order fo
r them to interact. But none except man's first attention has such a high degree
of self-absorption. FFW,93
THE FIRST ATTENTION TAKES AN INVENTORY OF THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS INSIDE THEIR CO
COONS/ IT NOTES EVERYTHING ABOUT ITSELF/WE ONLY QUIET OUR EMANATIONS TO REFLECT
ON OURSELVES
instead, their first attention takes an inventory of the Eagle's emanations insi
de their cocoons. FFW,92 inventory.. human beings take notice of the emanations
they have inside their cocoons.. No other creatures do that. the moment the pres
sure from the emanations at large fixates the emanations inside, the first atten
tion begins to watch itself. It notes everything about itself, or at least it tr
ies to, in whatever aberrant ways it can. FFW,92...seers see the emanations insi
de the cocoon of man are not quieted down for purposes of matching them with tho
se outside... human beings quiet down their emanations and then reflect on them.
The emanations focus on themselves. FFW,92 the new seers realized that all orga
nic beings, except man, quiet down their agitated trapped emanations so that tho
se emanations can align themselves with their matching ones outside. Human being
s do not do that; FFW,92 seers see the emanations inside the cocoon of man are n
ot quieted down for purposes of matching them with those outside... FFW,92
WHAT IS AN INVENTORY?
WE ARE BARRED FROM SILENT KNOWLEDGE BY NATURAL BARRIERS, SPECIFIC TO EACH INDIVI
DUAL
Don Juan remarked that each of us was barred from silent knowledge by natural ba
rriers, specific to each individual; and that the most impregnable of CC barrier
s was the drive to disguise my complacency as independence. POS, 62.. (Like thin
gs he didn't want to do were disguised as things he chose not to do.. but really
he was too lazy to do them.)
THE TONAL USES SHIELDS TO PROTECT US
SHIELDS ENGAGE ALL OF OUR AWARENESS AND THIS KEEPS US FROM SEEING THE ROLLING FO
RCE
We have consuming interests that engage all of our awareness. We are permantely
worried about our station, our possessions. These shields, however do not keep t
he tumbler away, they keep us from seeing it directly, protecting us in this way
from getting hurt from seeing the balls of fire hitting us. FFW,241
THE ROLLING FORCE IS LETHAL WHEN WE CAN SEE IT, BUT OTHERWISE WE ARE OBLIVIOUS T
O IT BECAUSE WE HAVE PROTECTIVE SHIELDS
...It's lethal when seen, but otherwise we are oblivious to it, in our ordinary
lives, because we have protective shields. FFW,241
AVERAGE PEOPLE HAVE SPECIAL SHIELDS TO PROTECT THEMSELVES.. PEOPLE ARE BUSY DOIN
G WHAT PEOPLE DO
An average man is equally surrounded by those inexplicable forces is oblivious t
o them because he has other kinds of special shields to protect himself.... Peop
le are busy doing that which people do. Those are their shields. SR,216,217.
WHAT ARE SOME EXAMPLES OF A SHIELD?
TAKING AN INVENTORY MAKES US INVULNERABLE WHICH IS WHY THE INVENTORY CAME INTO E
XISTENCE IN THE FIRST PLACE
taking an inventory makes us invulnerable. That is why the inventory came into e
xistence in the first place. FFW,94
WRITING
writing was the best protective shield that I had. TOP,31.I was indulging in bei
ng broad minded and good...a warrior never lets his guard down..be yourself...it
is not a matter whether you like it or not. What matters is, what can you use a
s a shield?TOP,76.
DOES THE TONAL ALWAYS PROTECT US?
AS A RULE THE TONAL MUST DEFEND ITSELF AT ANY COST, EVERYTIME IT IS THREATENED
...as a rule the tonal must defend itself, at any cost, every time it is threate
ned; so it is of no real consequence how the tonal reacts in order to accomplish
its defence. TOP,173.
WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO US IF OUR TONAL DID NOT PROTECT US?
THE NAGUAL COULD DESTROY THE TONAL WHEN IT COMES OUT
The nagual once it learns to surface, may cause a great damage to the tonal by c
oming out without any control. TOP,157.
A THREAT TO THE TONAL ALWAYS RESULTS IN DEATH
The tonal must be protected at any cost. The crown has to be taken away from it,
but it must remain as the protected overseer. Any threat to the tonal always re
sults in its death. And if the tonal dies, so does the whole man. TOP,157. (SEE
HUMAN SHIELDS)
WHAT ARE THE DRAWBACKS TO BEING PROTECTED BY THE TONAL?
THE TONAL'S ORIGINAL FUNCTION IS TO PROTECT OUR BEING (MAKING SENSE OUT OF THINN
GS) BUT IT EVENTUALLY BECOMES A GUARD BECAUSE IT LIMITS OUR PERCEPTION
I would say then that the tonal is a guardian that protects something priceless,
our very being. Therefore, an inherent quality of the tonal is to be cagey and
jealous of its doings. And since its doings are by far the most important part o
f our lives, it is no wonder that it eventually changes, in every one of us, fro
m a guardian into a guard. TOP,120,121. A guardian is broad-minded and understan
ding.. a guard is a vigilante, narrow-minded and most of the time despotic. I sa
y,then, that the tonal in all of us has been made into a petty and despotic guar
d when it should be a broad-minded guardian. TOP,121.
so don juan's references to the guardian was not the guardian itself but to the
tonal in which it must be overcome before we can enter into the other side 10/23
/94
SHIELDS ARE A GREAT HELP AND A HINDERANCE, THEY GIVE US A FALSE SENSE OF SECURIT
Y
Shields are great help and a great hinderance to us. They pacify us and at the s
ame time fool us. They give us a false sense of security. FFW,241
WHY DON'T PEOPLE BREAK THEIR SELF-REFLECTION?
THE THINGS PEOPLE DO ARE SHIELDS AGAINST THE FORCES THAT SURROUND US; WHAT WE DO
AS PEOPLE GIVES US COMFORT AND MAKES US FEEL SAFE
Your problem is that you confuse the world with what people do. Again you're not
unique at that. Every one of us does that. The things people do are shields aga
inst the forces that surround us; what we do as people gives us comfort and make
s us feel safe; what people do is rightfully important, but only as a shield. We
never learn that the things we do as people are only shields and we let them do
minate, and topple our lives. In fact I could say that for mankind, what people
do is greater and more important than the world itself. SR,219. Our flaw is to i
nsist on remaining on our monotonous, tiring, but convenient island. the tonal i
s the villain and it shouldn't be. TOP,155.
PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF FREEDOM OF PERCEPTION BECAUSE IT DISRUPTS OUR COMFORTABLE S
POTS OF SELF-REFLECTION AND IT REQUIRED A HUGE AMOUNT OF STRENGTH TO DO IT
People might not appreciate that, and that's because they don't want to be free.
freedom is frightening. FFW,290. Cutting our chains (ego) is marvelous but also
very undesirable for nobody wants to be free....the chains imprison us, but by
keeping us pinned down on our comfortable spots of self-reflection, they defend
us from the onslaughts of the unknown. POS,101...the average man trembles at the
possibility of freedom. POS,224...the strangest part of this mystery (moving th
e AP) is that it is so easy to accomplish.. but what is not easy is to convince
ourselves that it is possible. There, right there, is our safety catch. We have
to be convinced. And none of us wants to be. FFW,237. it took enormity of streng
th to let go of the intent of everyday life....EG,308.
DOES THE TONAL EVER NOTICE THE NAGUAL?
SOMETIMES THE TONAL NOTICES THE NAGUAL AND THE TOTALITY OF OURSELVES ARISES
..on certain occasions, however, or under certain special circumstances, somethi
ng in the tonal itself becomes aware that there is more to us. It is like the vo
ice that comes from the depths, the voice of the nagual. You see the totality of
ourselves is a natural condition which the tonal cannot obliterate altogether,
and there are moments, especially in the life of a warrior, when the totality be
comes apparent. At those moments one can surmise and assess what we really are.
TOP,131.
THE TONAL IS ALWAYS USED BUT SOMETIMES THE NAGUAL ACTS OUT AND TERRIFIES THE TON
AL
..the tonal rules and yet it is very vulnerable. the nagual..never, or almost ne
ver, acts out; but when it does, it terrifies the tonal. TOP,157.
IS IT EASY TO EXPERIENCE THE NAGUAL ?
FOR AVERAGE PEOPLE IT IS A ONE-SHOT AFFAIR THAT IS THE RESULT OF A RANDOM MOVEME
NT OF THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT
He called the mystical experience a chance seeing, a one-shot affair that has no
significance whatsoever because it is the result of a random movement of the AP
. FFW,282. . Sometimes if we have enough personal power we can catch a glimpse o
f the mould even though we are not sorcerers; when that happens we say that we h
ave seen God. SRP,139..
PROBABLY EVERY PERSON HAS HAD A CHANCE TO MOVE THEIR ASSEMBLAGE POINT
possibly every human being under normal living conditions had had at one time or
another the opportunity to break away from the bindings of convention...not soc
ial convention..but the conventions binding our perception. A moment of elation
would suffice to move our AP and break our conventions. (see moving the AP) So,
too, a moment of fright, ill, health, anger, or grief. POS,215,232,242.
MYSTICS
all the mystics and spiritual teacher's had moved their assemblage points, eithe
r through discipline or accident, to a certain point and then they returned to n
ormalcy carrying a memory that lasted them a lifetime. POS,215
WHAT DO WE DO WHEN THE TONAL EXPERIENCES THE NAGUAL?
WHEN AN INVENTORY FAILS OR WE ENCOUNTER PHENOMENOM THAT WE CANNOT EXPLAIN, THE P
ERSON EITHER ENLARGES HIS INVENTORY OR HIS WHOLE WORLD OF SELF-REFLECTION COLLAP
SES (STOPPING THE WORLD)
when an average person's inventory fails, the person either enlarges his invento
ry or his whole world of self-reflection collapses. POS,173. Interpretation syst
em..(when we encounter phenomenom that is beyond our sytem of interpretation we
have two options)...Sometimes as a fluke, an average person ends up performing i
t (moving the assemblage point and fixating it) and entering into another world.
But this is immediately explained away as insanity or hallucination. TAOD,190
1. REVAMP OUR INTERPRETATION SYSTEM
1. REVAMP OUR INTERPRETATION SYSTEM; THIS MEANS TO ENLARGE WHAT WE EXPERIENCE AS
REALITY WHICH DOES NOT ENDANGER OUR INTEGRETY OF REALITY.
Revamp our interpretation system...to enlarge its capabilities..reality becomes
fluid and the scope of what can be real is enhanced without endangering the inte
grity of reality. TAOD.97
CREATE SOMETHING OUR MIND CAN HANDLE
WE CAN TRANSFORM A FIELD OF ENERGY INTO ANYTHING WE WANT, THE RANGE IS SO BROAD
ESTABLISHING UNITS ARE USELESS BUT WE USUALLY TRANSFORM IT INTO SOMETHING FAMILI
AR LIKE THE IMAGE OF A PHYSICAL BODY
the second attention is unavoidaby drawn to focus on our total being as a field
of energy, and transforms that energy as anything suitable. The easiest thing is
of course the image of the physical body, with which we are already thoroughly
familiar from our daily lives and the use of our first attention. What channels
the energy of our total being to produce anything that might be within the bound
aries were, except that at the level of luminous beings the range is so broad th
at it is futile to try and establish limits- thus, the energy of a luminous bein
g can be transformed through will into anything. EG,23. since I was a Catholic (
Taisha)... my own way of adapting my inventory would be to turn the spirit into
a sort of a guardian angel; a kind, protective male that watches over me. TSC,85
...Social part... since we can't directly perceive energy, we process our perce
ption to fit a mold. This mold is the social part of perception. .. it deliberat
ely reduces the scope of what can be percieved and makes us believe that the mol
d into which we fit our perception is all that exists.... TAOD, 3.
WE CONFORM THE WORLD/UNKNOWN THINGS TO OUR THOUGHTS
Your knowledge of the world told you that in the bushes one can find only animal
s prowling or men hiding behind the foliage. You held that thought, and naturall
y you had to find ways to make the world conform to that thought. let's not call
it thinking then. It is rather the habit of having the world conform to our tho
ughts. When it doesn't, we simply make it conform. TOP,27.
WHAT MADE THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT MOVE LATERALLY IN MAN'S BAND WAS A HUGE DESIRE TO
RENDER THE INCOMPREHENSIBLE INTO WHAT IS MOST FAMILIAR TO US: THAT IS WHY WE SE
E THE MOLD OF MAN AS A MAN AND THE BARRIER OF PERCEPTION AS A WALL OF FOG
I asked him why it was that I always saw the mold of man as a male. he said that
it was because my AP did not have the stability then to remain completely glued
to its new position and shifted laterally in man's band. It was the same case a
s seeing the barrier of perception as a wall of fog. What made the AP move later
ally was a nearly unavoidable desire, or necessity, to render the incomprehensib
le in terms of what is most familiar to us: a barrier is a wall and the mold of
man cannot be anything else but a man. he thought that if I were a women I would
see the mold as a woman. FFW,287.
THE AVERAGE MAN CALLS UNUSUAL PERCEPTIONS WITCHCRAFT
the average man, incapable of finding the energy to perceive beyond his daily li
mits, called the realm of extraordinary perception sorcery, witchcraft, or the w
ork of the devil, and shied away from it without examining it further. POS,216..
.
WE EXPLAIN SHIFTS AS FANTASIES IF IT IS MINIMAL AND HALLUCINATIONS IF THE SHIFT
IS CONSIDERABLE
If the shift is minimal, the results are explained as fantasies of the mind. If
the shift is considerable, the results are called hallucinations. FFW,?? (missed
one, anyone know?)
THE AVERAGE MAN BELIEVES THAT THE INEXPLICABLE FORCES WILL EVENTUALLY BE EXPLAIN
ED
The world is indeed full of frightening things and we are helpless creatures sur
rounded by forces that are inexplicable and unbending. The average man, in ignor
ance, belives that those forces can be explained or changed; he doesn't really k
now how to do that, but he expects that the actions of mankind will explain them
or change them sooner or later. SR,214.
FOR AN AVERAGE MAN, WHEN THE AP SHIFTS, THEY THINK THEY ARE LOSING THEIR MIND
when a person's AP loses its rigidity (shifts) then if they're not warriors, the
y think they're losing their minds.. if they're warriors, they know they've gone
crazy, but they patiently wait. To be healthy and sane means that the AP is imm
ovable. When it shifts, it literally means that one is deranged. FFW,138
COINCIDENCE
WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED THAT ATTENTION CAN BECKON AN EVENT AND WE TALK ABOUT IT I
N TERMS OF COINCIDENCE
But that was also the function of attention in general (the more it is exercised
the better chance of getting the desired results,) a function so taken for gran
ted in our daily life that it has become unnoticeable; if we encounter a fortuit
ous occurrence, we talk about it in terms of accident or coincidence, rather in
terms of our attention having beckoned the event. EG,139...
REPAIRING THE CONTINUITY
IF CONTINUITY BREAKS IT'S ALWAYS INSTANTLY REPAIRED
..continuity is so important in our lives that if it breaks it's always instantl
y repaired. POS, 176
WHENEVER THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT SHIFTS WE COMPENSATE FOR IT SO WE ARE CONSTANTLY R
EBALANCING OURSELVES AND GO AS IF NOTHING HAS HAPPENED TO US
since the AP normally shifts during dreams...whenever we undergo an induced shif
t we are all experts at immedietely compensating for it. We rebalance ourselves
constantly and activity goes on as if nothing has happened to us. FFW,285. the e
vent was so farfetched for me that I could not even begin to understand it in an
y logical way. As usual when things of that nature confronted me, I would lump t
hem into an amorphous category of "perceptions under conditions of severe stress
". I argued that in cases of severe stress, perception could be greatly distorte
d by the senses. My explanation did not explain anything but seemed to keep my r
eason pacified. EG,140.
WHEN OUR ASSEMBLAGE POINT DOES MOVE ACCIDENTLY OUR SOCIAL BACKGROUNDS RETURN IT
TO ITS HABITUAL SPOT
But ordinarily, whenever we had a chance to move our AP we become frightened. Ou
r religious, academic,social backgrounds would come into play. They would assure
our safe return to the flock; the return of our AP to the prescribed position o
f normal living. POS,215,232,242.
EVERYTHING WE DO IS REALLY A DISGUISE
everything we do is in some way merely a disguise. Everything we do.. is a matte
r of doing. A man of knowledge could hook himself to everyone's doing and come u
p with weird things. But they are not weird, not really. They are weird only to
those who are trapped in doing... JTI,211
WHEN HUMANS TRY TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT ALL YOU ARE DOING IS TRYING TO MAKE THE WOR
LD MORE FAMILIAR
So when you're trying to figure it out, all you're doing is trying to make the w
orld more familiar. You and I are right here, in the world that you call real, s
imply because we both know it. You don't the world of power, therefore you canno
t make it into a familiar scene. JTI,137
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE REVAMP OUR INTERPRETATION SYSTEM?
PROBLEMS THAT SOME SEERS CAUSE WITH THEIR INTERPRETATIONS OF WHAT THEY EXPERIENC
E/ THE MISINTERPRETATION OF THE EAGLE
More important than seeing itself is what seers do with what they see... look at
what some seers have done to us. We are stuck with their vision of an Eagle tha
t rules us and devours us at the moment of our death...DJ thought it would be ac
curate to say that there is a force that attracts our consciousness much as a ma
gnet attracts iron shavings.FFW,58.. our flaws remain with us even after we beco
me seers... so when you see the that force (Eagle), you may very well agree with
the lax seers who called it the Eagle.. on the other hand, you may resist the t
emptation to acsribe human attributes to what is incomprehensible, and actually
improvise a new name for it, a more accurate one. FFW,59...
A.) SORCERY
1. SORCERY EXPLAINED
WHEN WE EXPERIENCE THE NAGUAL WE MUST REVAMP OUR UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD
through usage this specific way of perceiving becomes a system of interpreting s
ensory data...(when we move beyond our world) there is no sense to what we perce
ive ..the new sensory data has rendered our system inoperative; it can no longer
be used to interpret what we are perceiving.. (but our rationality comes back a
nd takes a chaotic perception and makes it into a comprehensible world) TAOD,75,
76,77... I would have given anything to be crazy. That would have absolved some
part of me from the crushing responsibility of revamping my understanding of the
world. (after CC realizes that the allies were actual entities.) SRP,134.
HOW DO WE REVAMP OUR UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD?
WE TURN TO SORCERY AND THE SORCERY'S WAY WHICH TELLS US THAT OUR PERCEPTION IS F
IXED AND CAN BE CHANGED
....First, by making us realize we process our perception to fit a mold and seco
nd, by fiercely guiding us to perceive energy directly.....like the one used to
teach us to perceive the world of daily affairs. TAOD,3
WHY SHOULD WE REVAMP OUR WORLD?
HUMANS MUST FREE THEIR PERCEPTION IN ORDER TO EVOLVE
in order to evolve, humans must free their awareness from its bindings to the so
cial order. Once awareness is free, intent will redirect it into a new evolution
ary path. TAOD,176
THE PURPOSE OF HUMANS IS ONLY TO LEARN
...man lives only to learn. And if he learns it is because that is the nature of
his lot, for good or bad. TDJ,64.
ALL LIVING CREATURES EXIST TO ENHANCE AWARENESS
the reason for the existence of all sentintent beings is to enhance awareness. F
FW,54..
HUMANS NEED SPIRITUALITY, NOWADAYS MORE THAN EVER
Nowadays, more than ever, man needs to renew himself and experience emptiness an
d freedom. TSC,103....man's predicament is that he intuits his hidden resources,
but he dares not use them... man needs now, more so than ever, to be taught new
ideas that have to do exclusively with his inner world- sorcerer's ideas, not s
ocial ideas, ideas pertaining to man facing the unknown, facing his personal dea
th. ..he needs to be taught the secrets of the AP. POS, 233
WHAT IS SORCERY?
SORCERY IS THE PATH THAT TEACHES US TO FREE ENERGY. PERCEIVE ENERGY DIRECTLY AND
EXPERIENCE THE NAGUAL
For don Juan, sorcery was the act of embodying some specialized theoretical and
practical premises about the nature and role of perception in molding the univer
se around us. TAOD, I.. And that is sorcery: the ability to use energy fields th
at are not employed in perceiving the ordinary world we know. Sorcery is a state
of awareness. Sorcery is the ability to perceive something which ordinary perce
ption cannot. POS,8 DJ had taught us sorcery as a pragmatic endeavor by means of
which any of us can directly perceive energy. TSC,viii...sorcery is the act of
reaching the place of silent knowledge. POS,247...he also taught me the art of f
reedom and that means that I learned to see the flow of energy. TSC,53
FREE EXISTING ENERGY IN US BY FOLLOWING THE SORCERER'S WAY, DEVELOP THE ENERGY B
ODY AND ENTER OTHER WORLDS WITH ALL OUR PHYSICALITY
in terms of practicalities, the trajectory of sorcery is, first, to free the exi
sting energy in us by impeccably following the sorcerers' path; second, to use t
hat energy to develop the energy body by means of dreaming; and third, to use aw
areness as an element of the environment in order to enter with the energy body
and all our physicality into other worlds.TAOD ? She went on to elaborate that a
bstract sorcerers seek freedom through enhancing their capacity to perceive, whi
le concrete sorcerers. like the traditional ones who lived in ancient Mexico, se
ek personal power and gratification through increasing their self-importance. TS
C,151. We are a group consisting of sixteen people, myself included and one bein
g: Manfred... ten of the people are women. All of us do the same thing: we have
dedicated our lives to developing our double. We use our ethereal bodies and def
y many of the natural laws of the physical world. Now, if that's being a sorcere
r, then all of us are sorcerers. If not, then we're not. TSC,161.
SORCERY IS INTERFERENCE/KEY JOINT WHICH AFFECTS THINGS
Sorcery is to apply one's will to a key joint.. sorcery is interference. A sorce
rer searches and finds the key joint of anything he wants to affect and then he
applies his will to it. A sorcerer doesn't have to see to be a sorcerer, all he
has to know is how to use his will. SR,199.
SORCERY IS MORE THAN BLACK MAGIC, IT IS COLD, ABSTRACT, IMPERSONAL
Sorcery is more than black cats and naked people dancing in a graveyard at midni
ght, putting hexes on people.. sorcery is cold, abstract, personal. That's why w
e call the act of perceiving it the sorcerer's crossing, or the flight to the ab
stract. To withstand its awesome pull we have to be strong and determined; it's
not for the timid or weak-hearted. TSC,248.
SORCERY IS A JOURNEY OF RETURN. WE RETURN VICTORIOUS TO THE SPIRIT, HAVING DESCE
NDED INTO HELL. AND FROM HELL WE BRING TROPHIES. UNDERSTANDING IS ONE OF OUR TRO
PHIES.
sorcery is a journey of return. We return victorious to the spirit, having desce
nded into hell. And from hell we bring trophies. Understanding is one of our tro
phies. POS,167
SORCERY TRUTHS THAT HAVE NO RATIONAL FOUNDATIONS AND ARE TRUTHS FOUND ONLY FOR P
EOPLE WHO PERCEIVE ENERGY DIRECTLY AND SEE THE ESSENCE OF EVERYTHING
Sorcery truths.. these have no rational foundations and no relation whatsoever t
o the facts of our daily world but which are self evident truths for the sorcere
rs who perceive energy directly and see the essence of everything. TAOD, 5
WHY IS IT CALLED SORCERY?
CALLING THE KNOWLEDGE SORCERY OBSCURES EVEN MORE THE ALREADY OBSCURE PHENOMENA P
RESENTED IN THE TEACHINGS
Following don Juan's suggestion, I have refrained from using shamanism, a catego
ry proper to anthropology, to classify his knowledge. I have called it all along
what he himself called it: sorcery. On examination, however, I realized that ca
lling it sorcery obscures even more the already obscure phenomena he presented t
o me in his teachings. TAOD,i., POS,7
IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE WHAT TERMS ARE USED TO DESCRIBE SORCERY AS LONG A
S THE TRUTHS HAVE BEEN VERIFIED BY SEEING.
it does not make any difference what terms are used (to describe sorcery) as lon
g as the truths have been verified by seeing... FFW,65,66
THE TERMS SORCERER'S USE ARE NEVER A FIGURE OF SPEECH BECAUSE IT STEMS FROM SEEI
NG AND EMBRACES EVERYTHING THAT SEERS CAN ATTAIN
if the terms we propose originate in our reason they can only communicate the mu
ndane agreement of everyday life. When seers propose a term.. it is never a figu
re of speech because it stems from seeing and embraces everything that seers can
attain. FFW,65,66
SORCERY CONTRADICTION
HOW CAN MAN KEEP THE BONDS OF HIS HUMANNESS AND STILL VENTURE GLADLY AND PURPOSE
FULLY INTO THE ABSOLUTE LONELINESS OF ETERNITY? WHENEVER YOU RESOLVE THIS RIDDLE
, YOU'LL BE READY FOR THE DEFINITIVE JOURNEY.
how can man keep the bonds of his humanness and still venture gladly and purpose
fully into the absolute loneliness of eternity? Whenever you resolve this riddle
, you'll be ready for the definitive journey. FFW,116.
THE RIDDLE OF THE SPIRIT, OR THE PARADOX OF THE ABSTRACT - SORCERER'S THOUGHTS A
ND ACTIONS PROJECTED BEYOND OUR HUMAN CONDITION.
the riddle of the spirit, or the paradox of the abstract - sorcerer's thoughts a
nd actions projected beyond our human condition. POS,12.
THE RIDDLE OF THE HEART; THE PUZZLEMENT SORCERERS FEEL UPON BEOMING AWARE OF TWO
THINGS: FIRST THAT THE WORLD APPEARS TO US TO BE UNALTERABLY OBJECTIVE AND FACT
UAL, BECAUSE OF PECULIARITIES OF OUR AWARENESS AND PERCEPTION; SECOND, THAT IF D
IFFERENT PECULIARITIES OF PERCEPTION COME INTO PLAY, THE VERY THINGS ABOUT THE W
ORLD THAT SEEM SO UNALTERABLY OBJECTIVE AND FACTUAL CHANGE.
..is the riddle of the heart; the puzzlement sorcerers feel upon beoming aware o
f two things: first that the world appears to us to be unalterably objective and
factual, because of peculiarities of our awareness and perception; second, that
if different peculiarities of perception come into play, the very things about
the world that seem so unalterably objective and factual change. POS,12 ( In oth
er words, Don Juan thought that if you learn to relive or undergo certain experi
ences that your assemblage point will shift. Thus art of stalking is just a way
to practice moving the assemblage point. If you move the assemblage point your p
erception changes.. if your perception changes then your world view changes.)
SORCERY'S NEGATIVE REPUTATION
FOR THE AVERAGE MAN SORCERY IS A NEGATIVE BUSINESS
...for the average man..sorcery is a negative buisness....but it serves to attra
ct interest.. but for the new seers to be sorcerers would be like entering a dea
d-end street. (DJ is talking about how the old sorcerers became doomed when they
became obsessed with the unknown universes.) FFW,17
THE WORD SORCERER CONNOTES BELIEFS AND ACTIONS THAT ARE NOT PART OF WHAT THE NEW
SORCERERS DO
We are sorcerers interested in power, in gathering energy, not losing it... I do
n't feel at ease with the word sorcerer.. he said (Don Juan).. because it connot
es beliefs and actions that are not part of what we do. TSC,161. ...In this hous
e are sorcerers... the nagual, myself (Clara), Manfred and the fourteen others y
ou haven't met yet. We are all sorcerer's, all abstract beings. If you want to t
hink of sorcery as something concrete, involving rituals and magic potions, all
I can tell you is that there are sorcerers who are as concrete as that, but you
won't find them in this house. TSC,150.
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2. TYPES OF SORCERERS
WHAT IS A SORCERER?
ANYONE WHO SUCCEEDS IN MOVING THEIR ASSEMBLAGE POINT TO A NEW POSITION IS A SORC
ERER.
A sorcerer to us, is someone who, through discipline and perserverance, can brea
k the limits of natural perception... TSC,150. Anyone who succeeds in moving his
assemblage point to a new position is a sorcerer.POS,94
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE AN APPRENTICE OF SORCERY TO MOVE THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT
one did not have to be an apprentice of sorcery to reach this threshold (see mov
ing the AP)POS,101
ONLY A SORCERER CAN EXPERIENCE THE NAGUAL
while the naugal which is in everything manifested itself only to the eye of the
sorcerer. SRP,199
THE ONLY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AN AVERAGE MAN AND A SORCERER IS WHAT ONE EMPHASIZES
: THE SORCERER USES THAT THRESHOLD AS A POINT OF REFERENCE AND AN AVERAGE MAN DO
ES HIS BEST TO FORGET ALL ABOUT IT.
and the only difference between an average man and a sorcerer, in such cases, is
what each emphasizes. A sorcerer emphasizes crossing this threshold and uses th
e memory of it as a point of reference. An average man does not cross the thresh
old and does his best to forget all about it. POS,101....
SORCERERS CAN CHANGE THEIR AWARENESS ON EITHER SIDE OF THE DOUBLE AT WILL, WITH
A BREATH AND ARE AS EFFICIENT AT SORCERY OR MARTIAL ARTS AS READILY AS THEY CAN
MANIPULATE INTRICATE ACADEMIC CONSTRUCTS
I asked him if there are some people who can focus their awareness on either sid
e of the double at will. .. sorcerers can do that... the day you can do that, yo
u'll be a sorceress yourself. TSC,237. He said that some people can shift their
awareness to the right or the left side of the double, after they have successfu
lly completed the abstract flight, simply by manipulating the flow of their brea
th. Such people can practice sorcery or martial arts as readily as they can mani
pulate intricate academic constructs. TSC,237.
CHARACTERISTICS OF SORCERER'S
SORCERER'S ARE MYSTERIOUS
Sorcerer's are extremely mysterious beings... because most of the time they act
from the energy of their double. TSC,231.
SORCERERS AS STORYTELLER
Sorcerers were storytellers.. storytelling for them was not only the advance run
ner that probed their perceptual limits but their path to perfection, to power,
to the spirit. POS,124
SORCERER'S CREATE ILLUSIONS
Sorcerer's create illusions. TSC,155.
COMPARING SORCERER'S TO PRIESTS AND NUNS: NO REAL DIFFERENCE IN LIFESTYLES
she saw no difference in terms of life-style between sorcerers and true nuns and
priests. She pointed out that not only were true nuns and priests complete as a
rule, but they did not even weaken themselves with sexual acts... that is the r
eason why they will never be exterminated, no matter who tries to exterminate th
em... those who are after them are always empty; they don't have the vigour that
true nuns and priests have... we have given up the world and yet we are in the
midst of it. SRP,212.
SHINE OF A SORCERER'S EYE
INTENSITY IS AN AUTOMATIC RESULT OF THE MOVEMENT OF THE AP..IT IS AN ASPECT OF I
NTENT SO IT IS CONNECTED TO THE SHINE OF A SORCERER'S EYES..
intensity is an automatic result of the movement of the AP..it is an aspect of i
ntent so it is connected to the shine of a sorcerer's eyes...POS,246 it's shown
in the eyes of a sorcerer.. like a shimmering film over the eyes...the eyes of a
sorcerer are brilliant.. POS,134.
THE GREATER THE SHINE, THE MORE RUTHLESS THE SORCERER...THIS IS BECAUSE THE FIRM
ER THE GRIP OF THE AP ON THE PLACE OF NO PITY..THE MORE THE EYES SHOWN.
the greater the shine, the more ruthless the sorcerer...this is because the firm
er the grip of the AP on the place of no pity..the more the eyes shown. POS,134.
..
TYPES OF SORCERER'S
MASTER SORCERER
a master sorcerer was an eagle, or rather could make himself into an eagle. SR,9
8.. a master sorcerer could take his disciple on a journey with him and could ac
tually pass through the ten layers of the other world. SR,99 (SEE OTHER WORLDS)T
he master provided that he was an eagle, could start at the very bottom layer an
d then go through each successive world until he reached the top. Evil sorcerers
and dilettantes could be at best... go through only three layers. SR,99 You sta
rt at the very bottom and then your teacher takes you with him in his flight and
soon, boom!. You go through the second; and boom! SR,99
He is a being who shapes and molds perception the way you paint a picture with y
our brushes. but that doesn't mean that he is abitrary. When he manipulates perc
eption with his intent, his behavior is impeccable. TSC,92... when a consummate
sorcerer is ready to leave the world, all he has to do is manipulate perception,
intend a door, step through it and disappear. TSC,92.
She's so far removed from human beings and their concerns that her energy might
completely disrupt you. By now, there's no difference between her physical body
and her ethereal double. What I mean to say is that she is a master sorceress. T
SC,173.
EVIL SORCERER
an evil sorcerer was a "tecolote", an owl.... an evil sorcerer was a child of th
e night and for such a man the most useful animals were the mountain lion or oth
er wild cats, or the night birds, especially the owl. SR,98
LYRIC SORCERER
the brujos liricos, lyric sorcerers, meaning the dilettante sorcerers, preferred
other animals-a crow for example. SR,98.
PHONY SORCERER
a phony sorcerer tries to explain everything in the world with explanations he i
s not sure about.. and so everything is witchcraft. SR,127.
BETTER TO SEE THAN BE A SORCERER
To be a sorcerer is a terrible burden...it is much better to learn to see. A man
who sees is everything, in comparison, the sorcerer is a sad fellow. SR,199.
SEERS
A SORCERER IS ONLY SLIGHTLY BETTER OFF THAN THE AVERAGE MAN. SORCERY DOES NOT HE
LP HIM LIVE A BETTER LIFE; IN FACT, I SHOULD SAY THAT SORCERY HINDERS HIM; IT MA
KES HIS LIFE CUMBERSOME, PRECARIOUS.
There is very little to sorcery once you find out its trick. A sorcerer is only
slightly better off than the average man. Sorcery does not help him live a bette
r life; in fact, I should say that sorcery hinders him; it makes his life cumber
some, precarious.SR,214.
BY OPENING HIMSELF TO KNOWLEDGE A SORCERER BECOMES MORE VULNERABLE THAN THE AVER
AGE MAN
By opening himself to knowledge a sorcerer becomes more vulnerable than the aver
age man. On the one hand his fellow men hate him and fear him and will strive to
end his life; on the other hand the inexplicable and unbending forces that surr
ound every one of us, by right of our being alive, are for a sorcerer a source o
f greater danger. To be pierced by a fellow man is indeed painful, but nothing i
n comparison to being touched by an ally. A sorcerer, by opening himself to know
ledge, falls prey to his will; thus he must feel and act like a warrior. What he
lps a sorcerer live a better life is the strength of being a warrior. SR,214.
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3. THE HISTORY OF SORCERY
THE NEW SEERS SAY THAT SINCE THE EXACT POSITION OF THE AP IS AN ARBITRARY POSITI
ON CHOSEN FOR US BY OUR ANCESTORS, IT CAN MOVE WITH A RELATIVELY SMALL EFFORT; O
NCE IT MOVES, IT FORCES NEW ALIGNMENTS OF EMANATIONS, THUS NEW PERCEPTIONS.
moving the AP is complex because it required a tremendous discipline on everybod
y's part; it required that the internal dialogue be stopped, that a state of HA
be reached and that someone walk away with one's AP. The explanation behind all
these complex procedures was very simple; the new seers say that since the exact
position of the AP is an arbitrary position chosen for us by our ancestors, it
can move with a relatively small effort; once it moves, it forces new alignments
of emanations, thus new perceptions. FFW,152
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THE SECOND ATTENTION FOR NEW SORCERERS?
THE SECOND ATTENTION IS THE TRAINING GROUND FOR WARRIORS WANTING TO REACH THE TH
IRD ATTENTION
the battlefield of warriors was the second attention, which was something like a
training ground for reaching the third attention. EG,18.
WHY DO SORCERER GO TO OTHER WORLDS?
SORCERERS GO INTO OTHER WORLDS TO GET ENERGY, POWER, SOLUTIONS TO GENERAL AND PA
RTICULAR PROBLEMS, OR TO FACE THE UNIMAGINABLE.
....Sorcerers go into other worlds to get energy, power, solutions to general an
d particular problems, or to face the unimaginable. POS,13
WHERE DOES THE ENERGY COME FROM TO MOVE THE AP?
THE ENERGY NECESSARY TO MOVE THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT COMES FROM THE REALM OF THE IN
ORGANIC BEINGS
..the energy necessary to move the assemblage points of sorcerers comes from the
realm of the inorganic beings. TAOD, 181.
THE SECOND ATTENTION IS NECESSARY TO PERCEIVE OURSELVES AS LUMINOUS BODIES
the SA is the awareness we need in order to perceive our luminous cocoon and to
act like luminous beings. EG,18
YOU MUST EXERCISE YOUR SECOND ATENTION TO GET YOUR DESIRED RESULTS
The second attention served the function of a beckoner, a caller of chances. The
more it is exercised, the greater the possibility of getting the desired result
. EG,139.
BUT TO MANIPULATE THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT MEANS TO HAVE FREED INTERNAL ENERGY
IN ORDER TO PERCEIVE THE SECOND ATTENTION WE NEED INTERNAL ENERGY TO MOVE THE AS
SEMBLAGE POINT
He had maintained that in order to perceive energy in such a fashion, we need fr
eedom from our normal capacity to perceive. TSC,viii.. In order to accomplish th
e feat of heightening our perception, we need internal energy. Thus the problem
of making internal energy available to fulfill such a task becomes the key issue
for students of sorcery. TSC,viii The difficulty is in breaking the retaining w
all we all have in our mind that holds us in place. To break it all we need is e
nergy. Once we have energy, seeing happens to us itself. The trick is in abandon
ing our fort of self-complacency and false security. TAOD, 9. Don Juan explained
to me that, for us to perceive those other realms, not only do we have to covet
them but we need to have sufficient energy to sieze them. Their existence is co
nstant and independent of our awareness, he said, but their inaccessibility is e
ntirely a consequence of our energetic conditioning. In other words, simply and
solely because of that conditioning, we are compelled to assume that the world o
f daily life is the one and only possible world. TAOD, ii. ...the most difficult
thing in the warrior's path is to make the AP move. That movement is the comple
tion of the warrior's quest... in the warrior's way, the shift of the AP is ever
ything. FFW,214......Sorcerers maintain that moving the AP is all that matters a
nd that movement..depends on increased energy and not instruction. POS,166. the
only value of experiences (in the warrior's path) was the movement of the AP and
not the content of the vision. FFW,227.. ...Sorcerers say that in order to comm
and the spirit, and by that they mean to command the movement of the AP, one nee
ds energy POS,232 ...the only thing that matters is the movement of the AP...no
procedure can cause that. It's an effect that happens all by itself. POS,169 and
such AP movements were ruled by the amount of energy sorcerers had at their com
mand. POS,152.. Once one knows that world all one needs to bring it about is to
use that extra ring of power... JTI,255.
YOU MUST HAVE ENERGY TO MAKE THE AP MOVE OR THE FORCE OF ALIGNMENT WILL CRUSH YO
U
For the AP to shift, one needs energy. If one doesn't have it, the naugal's blow
is not the blow of freedom, but the blow of death. Without enough energy.. the
force of alignment is crushing. FFW,164 You have to have energy to sustain the p
ressure of alignments which never take place under ordinary circumstances. FFW,1
64
SINCE ALL OF OUR ENERGY IS WRAPPED UP IN DEALING WITH OURSELVES, THE SORCERER'S
NEEDED A CODE OR A WAY OF LIFE THAT FREES UP ENERGY AND CAN HANDLE THE DANGERS O
F THE SECOND ATTENTION
ONLY THE SORCERER'S WAY CAN RESTORE THE ENERGY NEEDED TO REGAIN THE TOTALITY OF
OURSELVES
She reached inside the cave and touched the left and right sides of my forehead.
Awareness must shift from here to here... as children, we can easily do this ,
but once the seal of the body has been broken through wasteful excesses, only a
special manipulation of awareness, right living and celibacy can restore the ene
rgy that has drained out, energy needed to make the shift. TSC,42.
THE WARRIOR'S WAY AQUIRED THE INTERNAL STRENGTH THEY NEEDED TO SHIFT THEIR ASSEM
BLAGE POINT IN THEIR DREAMS
With the warrior's path, the new seers fortified themselves and aquired the inte
rnal strength (sobriety) they needed to guide the shift of the AP in dreams. FFW
,195.
HOW DOES THE SORCERER'S WAY/IMPECCABILITY FREE OUR EXISTING ENERGY?
THE SORCERERS CUT DOWN ANYTHING THEY THINK IS SUPERFLUOUS IN THEIR LIVES AND RED
EPLOY THAT ENERGY IN A MORE INTELLIGENT MANNER/LOSE OUR SELF-REFLECTION
....It was implicit that one could have been capable of such an extraordinary ef
fort only by being frugal with any other activity that did not deal directly wit
h such predetermined actions. TDJ,193....the sorcerers' way is the best means of
energy redeployment ...TAOD,138 ...Sorcerers get that energy by redeploying, in
a more intelligent manner, the energy they have and use for perceiving the dail
y world. TAOD,32. The sorcerers redeployed their energy by cutting down anything
they consider superfluous in their lives. TAOD,?...sorcerers get extra energy f
rom eradicating unnecessary habits. FFW,97 Eradicating self-will is the means by
which we realize the supreme goal of the spiritual life. This is what all the g
reat mystics have done and done completely, through years of strenuous effort. E
E, M,173... Of course you need to gather energy..but right now you must do it by
demolishing your indulgence in absurdities. There is plenty of energy you can h
arness simply by not doing the things you are accustomed to, like complaining, o
r feeling sorry for yourself or worrying about things that can't be changed. Def
using these concerns will give you a positive, nurturing energy that will help t
o balance and heal you. TSC,95 Because the spirit had no perceivable essence, so
rcerers deal rather with the specific instances and ways in which they are able
to shatter the mirror of self-reflection. POS,170 This crossing of the threshold
(moving the assemblage point) happens when the spirit cuts our chains of self-r
eflection. POS,101 eradicating unecessary habits detaches awareness from self-re
flection and allows it (I think he means either awareness or glow of awareness)
the freedom to focus on something else. FFW,97 ...the sorcerer's way ...makes th
e person ...aware that self-importance is the force which keeps the AP fixed. Fo
r this reason, the thrust of the warriors' way is to dethrone self-importance. A
nd everything sorcerers do is toward is toward accomplishing this goal.. POS,158
, TAOD,37 much of my endeavors with you has been geared to show you that without
self-importance we are invulnerable. FFW,28. ...I personally have initiated you
in all kinds of sorcery procedures, but only for purposes of luring your first
attention away from the power of self-absorption, which keeps your AP rigidly fi
xed. FFW,138. ..self-importance figures as the activity that consumes the greate
st amount of energy, hence, their effort to eradicate it. FFW,31. ...example of
shattering self-importance. POS,171....the only worthwhile course of action, whe
ther for sorcerers or average men, is to restrict our involvement with our self-
image. POS,165...feeling important makes one heavy, clumsy and vain. to be a man
of knowledge one needs to be light and fluid. SR,8....War, for a warrior, is th
e total struggle against that individual self that has deprived man of his power
. POS,158.. ..self-importance, lack of purpose, unchecked ambition, unexamined s
ensuality, cowardice; and you must be relentless in your fight against them... s
he said she had just been trying to illustrate to me that our attitudes and feel
ings were our real enemy. TSC,153... and that they were just as damaging and dan
gerous as any bandit armed to the teeth that we that we might encounter on the r
oad. TSC,154.
...it calls for frugality, thoughtfulness, simplicity, innocence and above all i
t calls for a lack of self-reflection. POS,232, FFW,30... close the door of self
-reflection. POS,267 ...It doesn't matter what anybody says or does... You must
be an impeccable man yourself. The fight is right here in this chest...if you ar
e impeccable.. you wouldn't have time for petty fights. it takes all the time an
d all the energy we have to conquer the idiocy in us. And that's what matters. T
he rest is of no importance. SRP,213. One must overcome everything...by letting
it turn into nothing. SR,169. It doesn't matter whether you like or dislike the
guardian. As long as you have a feeling toward it, the guardian will remain the
same monstrous, beautiful or whatever. If you have no feeling toward it... the g
uardian will become nothing and will still be there in front of you. SR,170. You
thought it was ugly (guardian). its size was awesome. it was a monster. You kno
w what all those things are. So the guardian was always something you knew you d
id not see it. I have told you already, the guardian had to become nothing and y
et it had to stand in front of you. it had to be there and it had, at the same t
ime, to be nothing. SR,170. The goal of everything I was taught was the redistri
bution of my normal energy, and the enhancement of it, so that it could be used
for the out-of-the-ordinary feats of perception demanded by sorcery training. Th
e idea behind the training is that as soon as the compulsive patterns of old hab
its, thoughts, expectations and feelings is broken by means of the recapitulatio
n one is indisputably in the position to accumulate enough energy to live by the
new rationales provided by the sorcery tradition-and to substantiate those rati
onales by directly perceiving a different reality. TSC,xiii
GOOD SUMMERIZATIONS
POS,158-losing self-importance
POS,167-why we need to lose self-importance-essence of why everything Don Juan d
id what he did.
HOW DOES LOSING YOUR SELF-IMPORTANCE FREE OUR ENERGY?
(The lose of self-importance can also be thought of the lose of socialization..
simply to lessen the control that society has over us)
WHEN SELF-IMPORTANCE IS CURTAILED, THE ENERGY IT REQUIRES IS NO LONGER EXPENDED.
THE BUBBLE OF PERCEPTION IS USUALLY SEALED AND CLOSED AND DOES NOT OPEN UNTIL TH
E MOMENT OF OUR DEATH
I have also said that it is sealed, closed tightly and that it never opens until
the moment of our death. TOP,264
AT DEATH ALL OF THOSE SINGLE AWARENESSES DISINTEGRATE AND GO BACK AGAIN TO THE N
AGUAL
I said that because I know that as soon as the force of life leaves the body all
those single awarenesses disintegrate and go back again to where they came from
, the nagual. TOP,263 ....At death however, they sink deeply and move independen
tly as if they had never been a unit.......TOP,264
SORCERER'S HAVE LEARNED HOW TO OPEN THAT BUBBLE
Yet it could be made to open. Sorcerer's have obviously learned that secret, and
although not all of them arrive at the totality of themselves, they know about
the possibility of it. TOP,264
THE ABSTRACT FLIGHT MEANS TO SHIFT YOUR AWARENESS BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN YOUR BO
DY AND YOUR DOUBLE WHICH WOULD RESULT IN ERASING ALL THE NATURAL BARRIERS DEVELO
PED THROUGH LIFE, BARRIERS THAT SEPERATE THE PHYSICAL BODY AND THE DOUBLE
under Nelida's direction I was supposed to shift my awareness back and forth bet
ween my body and my double. this shifting was to have erased all the natural bar
riers developed through life, barriers that seperate the physical body from the
double. The sorcerer's plan..was to allow me to get acquainted with all of them
in person, since my double already knew them.TSC,224.
WHEN THE BUBBLE IS OPENED WE PLUNGE INTO THE NAGUAL
They know that the bubble opens only when one plunges into the nagual.. Yesterda
y I gave you a recapitulation of all the steps that you have followed to arrive
at that point. TOP,264.
WHEN A WARRIOR GOES INTO THE NAGUAL, HIS CLUSTER DOES NOT DISINTEGRATE BUT EXPAN
D A BIT WITHOUT LOSING THEIR TOGETHERNESS
What a warrior does in journeying into the unknown is very much like dying, exce
pt that his cluster of single feelings do not disintegrate but expand a bit with
out losing their togetherness. TOP,263
THE FORCE AND BINDING OF LIFE MAKES ALL THAT SHUFFLING POSSIBLE
The force of life is what makes all that shuffling possible. TOP,264
ONCE THE FORCE OF LIFE IS EXHAUSTED THE CLUSTER CANNOT BE REASSEMBLED
Once the force of life is exhausted there is no way to reassemble that cluster.T
OP,264
THE WILL ALLOWS A WARRIOR TO GO INTO THE NAGUAL AND BE REARRANGED
There is no way to refer to the unknown..one can only witness it. The sorcerers
explanation says that each of us has a center from which the nagual can be witne
ssed, the will. Thus, a warrior can venture into the nagual and let his cluster
arrange and rearrange itself in any way possible. TOP,264 Your reason cannot fig
ht the physical knowledge that you are a nameless cluster of feelings. Your reas
on at this point might even admit that there is another center of assemblage, th
e will, through which it is possible to judge or assess and use the extraordinar
y effects of the nagual. It has finally dawned on your reason that one can refle
ct the nagual through the will, although one can never explain it. TOP,266.
IT'S UP TO THE WARRIOR TO DIRECT HOW THE CLUSTER WILL BE ARRANGED
I've said to you that the expression of the nagual is a personal matter. I meant
that it is up to the individual warrior himself to direct the arrangement and r
earrangement of that cluster. The human form of human feeling is the original on
e, perhaps the sweetest form of them all to us; TOP,264
THERE ARE AN ENDLESS NUMBER OF FORMS THAT THE CLUSTER MAY ADOPT
there are..an endless number of alternative forms which the cluster may adopt. A
sorcerer who is in the possession of the totality of himself can direct the par
ts of his cluster to join in any conceivable way. TOP,264
THE CLUSTER OF FEELINGS CAN BE MADE TO ASSEMBLE INSTANTLY ANYWHERE
..The secret of the double is in the bubble of perception which in your case tha
t night was at the top of the cliff and at the bottom of the gorge at the same t
ime...the cluster of feelings can be made to assemble instantly anywhere. In oth
er words, one can perceive the here and the there at once. TOP,265.
WHAT ELSE DOES THE SORCERER'S WAY ACCOMPLISH?
TO TRAIN OUR RATIONAL SIDE TO NOT GO CRAZY WHEN THE IRRATIONAL SIDE BEGINS TO AW
AKEN... AND IRRATIONAL THINGS BEGIN TO HAPPEN.
The goal of a warrior's training then is not to teach him to hex or to charm, bu
t to prepare his tonal not to crap out. A most difficult accomplishment. A warri
or must be taught to be impeccable and thoroughly empty before he could even con
ceive witnessing the nagual. TOP,171 One of the aims of the warrior's training w
as to cut the bewilderment of the tonal until the warrior was so fluid that he c
ould admit everything without admitting anything. TOP,176. I have endeavored to
show you those forces as a sorcerer perceives them, because only under their ter
rifying impact can one become a warrior. To see without first being a warrior wo
uld make you weak; it would give you a false meekness, a desire to retreat; your
body would decay because you would become indifferent. it is my personal commit
ment to make you a warrior so you won't crumble. SR,214,215 he said the effects
of those two techniques were ultimately devastating if they were exercised in th
eir totality...erasing personal history and dreaming should only be help..what a
apprentice needs to buffer him is temperance and strength. That is why a teache
r introduces the warrior's way, or living like a warrior. This is the glue that
joins together everything in sorcerer's world...bit by bit a teacher must forge
and develop it..without the sturdiness and level-headedness of the warrior's way
there is no possibility of withstanding the path of knowledge TOP,233
TO TRAIN THE DOUBLE TO BE OF SOME PRACTICALITY IN THE ORDINARY WORLD.
by the time a warrior had conquered dreaming and seeing and he had developed a d
ouble, he must have also succeeded in erasing personal history, self-importance,
and routines. He said that all the techniques which he had taught me and which
I had considered empty talk were, in essence, means for removing the impractical
ity of having a double in the ordinary world, by making the self and world fluid
, and by placing them outside the bounds of prediction. TOP,49.
TO BE UNBIASED WITNESSES TO WHAT THEY EXPERIENCE WHICH ALLOWS THE SORCERER TO FI
ND OUT WHAT WE REALLY ARE.
warriors are in the world to train themselves to be unbiased witnesses, so as to
understand the mystery of ourselves and relish the exultation of finding what w
e really are. This is the highest of the new seers' goals. And not every warrior
attains it. FFW,167
In order to be unbiased witnesses.. we begin by understanding that the fixation
of the movement of the AP is all there is to us and the world we witness, whatev
er that world might be. FFW,167 seers aim to be free, to be unbiased witnesses i
ncapable of passing judgement; otherwise they would have to assume the responsib
ility for bringing about a more adjusted cycle. No one can do that. The new cycl
e, if it is to come, must come of itself. FFW,79
GOAL OF THE TEACHINGS WAS TO SHOW HOW TO BECOME A MAN OF KNOWLEDGE
The goal of his teachings was to show how to become a man of knowledge. TDJ,190.
MEN NEED SERIOUS REASONS TO GO INTO THE UNKNOWN SAFELY, WOMEN DON'T
Male warriors must be given serious reasons before they safely venture into the
unknown. Female warriors are not subject to this and can go without any hesitiat
ion, providing that they have total confidence in whoever is leading them. EG,24
7.
WHEN AN ORDINARY MAN IS READY, POWER PROVIDES HIM WITH A TEACHER, AND HE BECOMES
AN APPRENTICE. WHEN THE APPRENTICE IS READY, POWER PROVIDES HIM WITH A BENEFACT
OR, AND HE BECOMES A SORCERER
when an ordinary man is ready, power provides him with a teacher, and he becomes
an apprentice. When the apprentice is ready, power provides him with a benefact
or, and he becomes a sorcerer. TOP,172.
THE NAGUAL AS IT REFERS TO THE PERSON
WHAT IS A NAGUAL?
LEADER OF A PARTY OF SORCERERS
....leader of a party of sorcerers. TAOD, 10
SOMEONE WHO HAS A DOUBLE LUMINOUS BALL
refers to any person, male or female, who possesses a specific kind of energy co
nfiguration, (four compartments instead of two) which to a seer appears as a dou
ble luminous ball... TAOD, 10 ...unlike the average human being, who has two sid
es only, a left and a right, the naugal has a left side divided into two long se
ctions, and a right side equally divided into two. EG,174....that extra load of
energy is turned into a measure of strength and the capacity for leadership TAOD
, 10. A nagual, to begin with, is a person with extraordinary energy. TSC,148.
SOMETIMES VERY RARELY A NAGUAL CAN HAVE THREE COMPARTMENTS IN THEIR LUMINOUS BAL
L
He explained that difference in terms of an energy configuration seen only by so
rcerers: instead of having four compartments of energy, as he himself had, I had
only three. TAOD iii.
DON JUAN WAS CALLED THE NAGUAL BECAUSE OF A MENACING SHAPE THAT CAME OUT OF HIM
TWICE AS BIG
The reason we called Don Juan the Nagual.. is because he was split in two. In ot
her words, any time he needed to, he could get into another track that we don't
have ourselves; something would come out of him, something that was not a double
but a horrendous, menacing shape that looked like him but was twice his size. W
e call that shape the naugal and anybody who has it is, of course, the Nagual. S
RP,175.
THE NAGUAL COMES IN PAIRS, MALE AND FEMALE
The Naugal comes in pairs, male and female. A double man and a double woman beco
me the Naugal only after the rule has been told to each of them, and each of the
m has understood it and accepted it in full. EG,174.
A NAGUAL HAS NO SELF-IMPORTANCE
is someone flexible enough to be anything... it means to have no points to defen
d.. it means that, among other things, that a naugal has no obsessions.. FFW,55,
56... Naguals have no self-importance whatsoever... and it is precisely for this
reason that we can adore them. TSC,147.
SOMEONE TO WHOM THE RULE HAS BEEN REVEALED
a double being to whom the rule has been revealed. (Eagle's purpose..EG,173). Bu
t it is not until he is taught the rule of the naguals that he actually becomes
a nagual himself.TSC,148.
THE NAGUAL SEEKS THE HIDDEN PASSAGEWAY
Whether it be in the form of a human being, an animal, a plant, or anything else
that lives, the naugal by virtue of ite doubleness is drawn to seek the hidden
passageway. EG,173,174.
A NAGUAL IS A CONDUIT FOR THE SPIRIT
...the naugal, is a naugal because he can reflect the abstract, the spirit, bett
er than others. But that's all. Our link is with the spirit itself and only inci
dentally with the man who brings us its message... TAOD, 11... a naugal can only
be a conduit for the spirit POS,10,11. has sobriety, endurance, stability.. the
ir energy allows them to channel peace, harmony, laughter and knowledge directly
from the source, from intent and transmit them to their companions. POS,10,11 .
...the naugal taps intent ...formulates, then guides the consequences that that
force can have on his disciples... without the naugal's molding intent there wou
ld be no awe.. and the apprentices would be learning only a trade: healer, sorce
rer, diviner, charlatan, or whatever. POS, 28 being around a naugal the apprenti
ce automatically experiences a shift in his awareness because the naugal is a co
nduit for the spirit and the spirit is what makes the AP move. POS,129,170 the n
augal entices the AP into moving by helping to destroy the mirror of self-reflec
tion. But that is all the naugal can do. The actual mover is the spirit, the abs
tract, ..the naugal, being the conduit of the abstract, is allowed to express it
through his actions. POS,170. All a nagual can do is fulfill the spirit's biddi
ng, or fail miserably. TSC,148.
A WARRIOR LEARNS TO FOCUS HIS WILL AS ONE SINGLE LUMINOUS FIBER FROM HIS BELLY A
ND CONNECTS TO THE NAGUAL
Let's say the warrior learns to tune his will, to direct it to a pinpoint, to fo
cus it wherever he wants. it is as if his will, which comes from the midsection
of his body, is one single luminous fiber, a fiber that he can direct at any con
ceivable place. That fiber is the road to the nagual. Or I could also say that t
he warrior sinks into the nagual through that single fiber TOP,175
WHAT CONDITIONS ALLOW FOR THE DEVELOPMENT OF WILL?
THE WILL DEVELOPS IN A WARRIOR REGARDLESS OF REASON
The will develops in a warrior in spite of every opposition of reason. TOP,83..
THE WILL WORKS REGARDLESS OF OUR INDULGENCE
Our will operates in spite of our indulgence. SR,147 For example, your will is a
lready opening your gap, little by little. SR,147 Watch carefully everything you
do. the very thing that could help you develop your will is admist all the litt
le things that you do.
THE BODY MUST BE PERFECT FOR WILL TO WORK
The body must be perfection before the will is a functioning unit. TOP,83.
OUR WORLD OF SELF-REFLECTION IS VERY FLIMSY AND WHEN OUR FEW KEY IDEAS FAILED OU
R REASONING AND OUR WORLD CEASES TO FUNCTION
the world of our self-reflection or of our mind was very flimsy and was held tog
ether by a few key ideas that served as its underlying order. When those ideas f
ailed, the underlying order ceased to function.. when this happens the world of
reason stops. POS,172
A FEW OF THE NAGUAL'S ONSLAUGHTS SHOULD BE ENOUGH TO DISMANTLE ONE'S VIEW
A few of the nagual's onslaughts should be enough to dismantle one's view....TOP
,243
STOPPING THE WORLD JUST HAPPENS
Nobody (wishes to stop the world), that's the point. it just happens. And once y
ou know what it is like to stop the world you realize there is a reason for it.
You see, one of the arts of the warrior is to collapse the world for a specific
reason and then restore it again in order to keep on living. JTI,136.
WHAT IS THE IMPORTANCE OF STOPPING THE WORLD?
IT IS ONE OF THE MAIN PROPOSITIONS OF THE SORCERER'S KNOWLEDGE
..its scope and importance as one of the main propositions of don Juan's knowled
ge. JTI,x.
IN ORDER TO SEE ONE FIRST HAD TO STOP THE WORLD
......DJ stated that in order to arrive at seeing one first had to stop the worl
d. JTI,xiii,xiv.
THE ENTRANCE TO THE NAGUAL IS IN FRONT OF US ALL THE TIME BUT ONLY TO THOSE WHOS
E MINDS ARE STILL AND WHOSE HEARTS ARE AT EASE WILL SEE OR FEEL ITS PRESCENCE
the truth of the matter is that the entrance is in front of us all the time.. bu
t only those whose minds are still and whose hearts are at ease can see or feel
its presence. TSC,66...
IT IS AS NECESSARY FOR SORCERERS AS READING AND WRITING
Stopping the world.. as necessary for sorcerers as reading and writing. POS,172
HOW DO WE STOP THE WORLD?
A PRECONDITION FOR STOPPING THE WORLD WAS TO LEARN THE NEW DESCRIPTION IN ORDER
TO BREAK THE DOGMATIC CERTAINITY WHICH WE ALL SHARE
DJ's precondition for stopping the world was that one had to be convinced...one
had to learn the new description in a total sense, for the purpose of pitting it
against the old one, and in that way break the dogmatic certainty, which we all
share, that the validity of our perceptions, or our reality of the world, is no
t to be questioned. JTI,xiii,xiv.
SHUTTING OFF THE INTERNAL DIALOGUE IS THE KEY TO STOPPING THE WORLD
Sorcerers call it stopping the internal dialogue, and they are convinced that it
is the single most important technique that an apprentice can learn. TOP,229 ..
..Stopping the internal dialogue is, however, the key to the sorcerers' world..t
he rest of the activities are only props; all they do is accelerate the effect o
f stopping the internal dialogue. TOP,231 .As you know..the crux of sorcery is t
he internal dialogue; that is the key to everything. TOP,93. the passageway into
the world of sorcerers opens up after the warrior has learned to shut off his i
nternal dialogue. TOP,38. to change our idea of the world is the crux of sorcery
.. and stopping the internal dialogue is the only way to accomplish it. the rest
is just padding. ...nothing of what you've seen or done, with the exception of
stopping the internal dialogue, could by itself have changed anything in you, or
in your idea of the world. the provision is, of course that the change should n
ot be deranged.... that is why a teacher doesn't clamp down on his apprentice. T
hat would only breed obsession and morbidity. TOP,20. The difficulty for the ave
rage man is the internal dialogue. Only when a state of total silence is attaine
d can one use the (earth) boost. FFW,232
WHAT IS SHUTTING OFF OUR INTERNAL DIALOGUE?
THIS IS AN OPERATIONAL WAY OF DESCRIBING THE ACT OF DISENGAGING THE ATTENTION OF
THE TONAL/THE WORLD STOPS WHEN OUR SECOND ATTENTION BECOMES ENGAGED
DJ had asserted time and time again that the essential feature of his sorcery wa
s shutting off the internal dialogue... stopping the internal dialogue was an op
erational way of describing the act of disengaging the attention of the tonal...
once we stop our internal dialogue we also stop the world. That was an operation
al description of the inconceivable process of focusing our second attention. He
had said that some part of us is always kept under lock and key because we are
afraid of it, and that to our reason, that part of us was like an insane relativ
e that we kept locked in a dungeon. That part, in La Gorda's terms, our second a
ttention, and when it finally could focus on something the world stopped. Since
we, as average men, know only the attention of the tonal, it is not too farfetch
ed to say that once that attention is cancelled, the world indeed has to stop. T
he focusing of our wild, untrained second attention has to be, perforce, terrify
ing. DJ was right in saying that the only way to keep that insane relative from
bursting in on us was by shielding ourselves with our endless internal dialogue.
SRP,268. although I could not visualize (the nagual) and that my problem was me
rely one of not being capable of completely shutting off my internal dialogue. T
OP,209. The moment when the second attention hooks onto something is called stop
ping the world. SRP,257
SHUTTING OFF THE INTERNAL DIALOGUE INVOLVED MORE THAN CURTAILING WORDS BUT WHERE
THE ENTIRE THOUGHT PROCESSES HAVE STOPPED... A FEELING OF BEING SUSPENDED, FLOA
TING
... on that occasion I also became cognizant that stopping the internal dialogue
involved more than merely curtailing the words I said to myself. My entire thou
ght processes had stopped and I felt I was practically suspended, floating. A se
nse of panic had ensued from that awareness and I had to resume my internal dial
ogue as an antidote. TOP,19.
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE SHUT OFF OUR INTERNAL DIALOGUE?
THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT THAT WAS FIXED IS NOW FREE TO MOVE
He stressed over and over that the internal dialogue is what keeps the AP fixed
to its internal position. Once silence is attained, everything is possible. FFW,
150 one of the most mystery aspects of the seers knowledge is the incredible ef
fects of inner silence. Once inner silence is attained, the bonds that tie the A
P to the particular spot where it was placed begin to break and the AP is free t
o move... FFW,155
THE WORLD COLLAPSES AND EVERYTHING BECOMES POSSIBLE
Whenever the dialogue stops, the world collapses and extraordinary facets of our
selves surface, as though they had been kept heavily guarded by our words. You a
re like you are, because you tell yourself that you are that way. TOP,38.
When a warrior learns to stop it, everything becomes possible; the most far-fetc
hed schemes become attainable. the passageway to all the weird and eerie experie
nces that you have had recently was the fact that you could stop talking to your
self. you have, in complete sobriety, witnessed the ally, Genaro's double, the d
reamer and the dreamed, and today you almost learned about the totality of yours
elf.. TOP,93.
DESCRIPTION OF STOPPING THE INTERNAL DIALOGUE
3. GAIT OF POWER
WHAT IS THE GAIT OF POWER?
A TECHNIQUE... CONSISTING OF RUNNING IN THE DARKNESS WITHOUT TRIPPING OR HURTING
ONESELF IN ANY WAY.
a technique... consisting of running in the darkness without tripping or hurting
oneself in any way. TOP,22
THE GAIT OF POWER ACTIVATES EMANATIONS INSIDE THE COCOON
...with the gait of power.. he could activate or make dormant the emanations ins
ide his cocoon in order to look young or old. FFW,272.
THE GAIT OF POWER IS TO LET ONE'S PERSONAL POWER FLOW OUT FREELY AND MERGE WITH
THE POWER OF THE NIGHT
the gait of power is for running at night... at night the world was different, a
nd that his ability to run in the darkness had nothing to do with his knowledge
of those hills. he said that the key to it was to let one's personal power flow
out freely, so it could merge with the power of the night, and that once that po
wer took over there was no chance for a slip-up. JTI,169
HE COMBINED GAZING AT DRY LEAVES AND LOOKING FOR OUR HANDS IN DREAMING. IT TOOK
ME ABOUT A YEAR TO FIND MY HANDS, AND FOUR YEARS TO STOP THE WORLD.
He combined gazing at dry leaves and looking for our hands in dreaming. It took
me about a year to find my hands, and four years to stop the world. SRP,258...
ONCE DREAMERS KNOW HOW TO STOP THE WORLD, THEY CAN GAZE AT OTHER THINGS; AND FIN
ALLY WHEN THE DREAMERS LOSE THEIR FORM ALTOGETHER, THEY CAN GAZE AT ANYTHING.
Once dreamers know how to stop the world, they can gaze at other things; and fin
ally when the dreamers lose their form altogether, they can gaze at anything. SR
P,258.
THERE SHOULD ALWAYS BE SOMEONE AROUND YOU WHEN YOU GAZE
... for this reason there should always be someone around when you gaze. We neve
r know about the quirks of our second attention. Since we have never used it, we
have to become familiar with it before we could venture into gazing alone. SRP,
257.
HOW LONG DO PEOPLE GAZE?
SOMETIMES FOR HOURS, SOMETIMES FOR DAYS
they used to sit... and stare in the distance with half-closed eyes for hours, s
ometimes for days. SRP,178. the Nagual used to make us sit by the door and gaze
at those little round hills on the other side of the valley..sometimes we used t
o sit there for days until the crack would open. SRP,217.
HOW DO YOU GAZE?
POSITION OF THE BODY WHILE GAZING
the position of the body was of great importance while one was gazing. one had t
o sit on the ground on a soft mat of leaves, or on a cushion made out of natural
fibers. (she came back with a small, thick, round cushion made out of the same
natural fibre used in making nets.) The back had to be propped up against a tree
, or a stump or a flat rock.(the Nagual had made me plant those thick poles so t
hey could use them to prop themselves.) The body had to be thoroughly relaxed. S
RP,263
HOW TO USE THE EYES WHILE GAZING
the eyes were never fixed on the object, in order to avoid tiring them. the gaze
consisted in scanning very slowly the object gazed at, going counterclockwise b
ut without moving the head. SRP,263
GAZE WITH YOUR EYES HALF-CLOSED AND BLINK THEM ALOT AND MOVE THEM FROM ONE THING
TO ANOTHER
If you gaze with your eyes open, you get dizzy and the eyes get tired, but if yo
u half-close them and blink alot and move them from mountain to mountain, or fro
m cloud to cloud, you can look for hours, or days if necessary. SRP,217.
USING FLUFFY, COTTON BAGS TO GAZE IN THE DARK TO ACQUIRE A HUE
She made them undress and crawl inside thick fluffy cotton bags, some poncholike
garments.. (she directed me to feel its fluffiness with my naked skin, especial
ly with the skin of my calves.) covered them from neck to toes. She ordered them
to sit back to back on a mat... and that their task was to gaze in the darkness
until it began to acquire a hue. After many sessions, they indeed began to see
colors in the darkness... EG,255.
DESCRIPTION OF GAZING AT TWO HILLS IN THE DISTANCE
she told me to keep my eyelids half closed and stare at the place where two enor
mous round hills converged.. that particular gazing consisted of four seperate a
ctions. The first one was to use the brim of my hat as a visor to shade off the
excessive glare from the sun and allow only a minimal amount of light to come to
my eyes; then to half-close my eyelids; the third step was to sustain the openi
ng of my eyelids in order to maintain a uniform flow of light; and the fourth st
ep was to distinguish the water canyon in the background through the mesh of lig
ht fibers on my eyelashes. SRP,264.
She made me sit on the hard-packed ground with my back against a thick pole abou
t one and a half feet high that looked like a tree stump which had been planted
in the ground almost against the wall of the house. There was a row of five such
poles planted about two feet apart. SRP,248. The sun was high on the horizon an
d I had to tilt my head back. I tipped my hat until I had blocked off most of th
e glare with the brim... as soon as I half closed my eyes, a bit of light appear
ed as if it were coming from the tip of my hat literally exploded on my eyelashe
s, which were acting as a fliter that created a web of light. I kept my eyelids
closed and played with the web of light for a moment... SRP,264. ( seeing a dark
spot in a canyon ex. of distance gazing).. SRP,265,265....also DJ activity of u
sing a cloth in front of canyon for perceptual changes.) SRP,265.
DESCRIPTION OF GAZING
..in one instant I was drawn into a vortex-like sensation, extremely like the vo
rtexes in my dreams...my dreaming attention was multisensorial..what had begun a
s gazing at the foilage of the mesquite tree had turned into a dream. TAOD,71,72
..On the subjective level, however, I believed I was dreaming because I employe
d dreaming techniques to perceive energy. TAOD,79 Description of gazing at the l
ava mountains. JTI,201
TYPES OF GAZING
GAZING AT LEAVES
Gazing at leaves fortifies the second attention. If you gaze at a pile of leaves
for hours, your thoughts get quiet. Without thoughts the attention of the tonal
wanes and suddenly your second attention hooks on to the leaves and the leaves
become second else. SRP,257 ..by staring at the foilage, I would accomplish a mi
nute displacement of my assemblage point. Then, by summoning my dreaming attenti
on through staring at individual leaves, I would actually fixate that minute dis
placement, and my cohesion would make me perceive in terms of the second attenti
on. TAOD,71
Once you have trapped your second attention with dry leaves, you do gazing and d
reaming to enlarge it. And that's all there is to gazing. SRP,258. The first thi
ng the Nagual did was to put a dry leaf on the ground and made me look at it for
hours. Everyday he brought a leaf and put it in front of me. At first I thought
that it was the same leaf that he saved from day to day, but then I noticed tha
t leaves are different. The Nagual said that when I realize that, we are not loo
king anymore but gazing. SRP,257. Then he put stacks of dry leaves in front of m
e. He told me to scramble them with my left hand and fell them as I gazed at the
m. A dreamer moves the leaves in spirals, gazes at them and then dreams of the d
esigns that the leaves make. Dreamers can consider themselves as having leaf gaz
ing when they dream the designs of the leaves first and then find those same des
igns the next day in their pile of dry leaves. SRP,257.
GAZING AT SMALL PLANTS
First we gazed at small plants... small plants are very dangerous. Their power i
s concentrated; they have a very intense light and they feel when dreamers are g
azing at them; they immediately move their light and shoot it at the gazer. Drea
mers have to choose one kind of plant to gaze at.SRP,258.
GAZING AT TREES
Next we gazed at trees. Dreamers also have a particular kind of tree to gaze at.
... both of us are eucalyptus gazers. SRP,258.
A GOOD TIME TO DO GAZING FOR TREE AND ROCKS: NOON WAS WHEN THEY WERE AT THEIR BE
ST
The time of the day was an important factor in tree and rock gazing. In the earl
y morning, trees and rocks were stiff and their light was faint. Around noon was
when they were at their best, and gazing at that time was done for borrowing th
eir light and power. In the late afternoon and early evening, trees and rocks we
re quiet and sad, especially trees... La Gorda said at that hour trees gave the
feeling that they were gazing back at the gazer. SRP,259,260.
description of gazing at leaves and rocks. EG,137
GAZING AT LIVING CREATURES
next we gazed at moving living creatures... small insects were by far the best s
ubject. Their mobility made them innocuous to the gazer, the opposite of plants
which drew their light directly from the earth. SRP,259
GAZING AT ROCKS
The next step was to gaze at rocks... rocks were very old and powerful and had a
specific light which was rather greenish in contrast with the white light of pl
ants and the yellowish light of mobile, living beings. Rocks did not open up eas
ily to gazers, but it was worthwhile for gazers to persist because rocks had spe
cial secrets concealed in their core, secrets that could aid sorcerers in their
dreaming.... when I gaze into the very core of a rock.. I always catch a whiff o
f a special scent proper to that rock. SRP,259.
GAZING AT RAIN AND FOG
A second series in the order of gazing was to gaze at cyclic phenomena: rain and
fog. She said that gazers can focus their second attention on the rain itself a
nd move with it, or focus it on the background and use the rain as a magnifying
glass of sorts to reveal hidden features, Places of power or places to be avoide
d are found by gazing through rain. Places of power are yellowish and places to
be avoided are green. SRP,260
..fog was unquestionably the most mysterious thing on earth for a gazer and that
it could be used in the same two ways that rain was used.... but it did not eas
ily yield to women.. the fog was used to uncover the ghosts of things that were
no longer there and that the true feat of fog gazers was to let their second att
ention go into whatever their gazing as revealing to them. SRP,260.
GAZING AT DISTANCE OR CLOUDS
..another series was distance and cloud gazing. In both, the effort of the gazer
s was to let their second attention go to the place they were gazing at. Thus, t
hey covered great distances or rode on clouds. in the case of cloud gazing, The
nagual never permitted them to gaze at thunderheads. he told them that they had
to be formless before they could attempt that feat, and that they could not only
ride on a thunderhead, but on a thunderbolt itself. SRP,261.
GAZING AT FIRE AND SMOKE
The last series was fire, smoke and shadow gazing. She said that for a gazer, fi
re is not bright but black, and so is smoke. SRP,262 (looking at the fire for an
ally)...I did not have to stare at the flames, that I should only watch in the
direction of the fire. SR,231...
GAZING AT SHADOWS
Shadows.. are brilliant and have colour and movement in them. SRP,262. During th
e day the shadows are the doors of not-doing..but at night since very little doi
ng prevails in the dark, everything is a shadow, including the allies. JTI,199 .
.had me gaze at the shadows of leaves and plants and trees and rocks. The shadow
s in the early morning don't tell much. The shadows rest at that time. So it's u
seless to gaze very early in the day. Around six in the morning the shadows wake
up, and they are best around five in the afternoon. Then they are fully awake.
SRP,268... The shadows tell me everything I want to know. They tell me things be
cause they have heat, or cold, or because they move, or because they have colors
. (I learned what they mean) in my dreaming. Dreamers must gaze in order to do d
reaming and then they must look for their dreams in their gazing. For example, T
he nagual made me gaze at the shadows of rocks, and then in my dreaming I found
out that those shadows had light, so I looked for the light in the shadows from
then on until I found it. Gazing and dreaming go together. It took me a lot of g
azing at shadows to get my dreaming of shadows going. And then it took me a lot
of dreaming and gazing to get the two together and really see in the shadows wha
t I was seeing in my dreaming. SRP,269. Description of shadow gazing. TOP,88, JT
I,180,181.
Shadows are like doors, the doors of not-doing. A man of knowledge, for example,
can tell the innermost feelings of men by watching their shadows. JTI,195.... y
ou may say that there is movement in them, or you may say that the lines of the
world are shown in them, or you may say that feelings come from them..to believe
that shadows are just shadows is doing...what makes them shadows is merely our
doing. JTI,196.
He marked a spot for me to stand on and told me to look at the shadows of the pe
aks. He said that I should watch them and cross my eyes in the same manner I ord
inarily crossed them when scanning the ground for a place to rest. He clarified
his directions by saying that when searching for a resting place one had to look
without focusing but in observing shadows one had to cross the eyes and yet kee
p a sharp image in focus. The idea was to let one shadow be superimposed on the
other by crossing the eyes. He explained that through that process one could asc
ertain a certain feeling which emanated from shadows. JTI,196
I noticed that the act of looking without converging the images gave the single
shadow I had formed an unbelievable depth and a sort of transparency. Then, for
an instant, i lost the notion that I was looking at a rock. I felt that I was ha
nding in a world, vast beyond anything I had ever conceived. JTI,197.
To see the movement of shadows means that you have obviously freed a huge portio
n of energy with your recapitulation. TSC,73.
To observe the boulder in order to know what the boulder is, is doing, but to ob
serve its shadow is not-doing. JTI,195. I had correctly used the shadow of the r
ocks as a door into not-doing. JTI,198.
GAZING AT STARS
There were two more things that were kept seperate, star and water gazing. Starg
azing was done by sorcerers who have lost their human form... SRP,262.
GAZING AT WATER
(water) especially running water, which was used by formless sorcerers to gather
their second attention and transport it to any place they needed to go. All of
us are terrified of water..a river gathers the second attention and takes it awa
y and there is no way of stopping. SRP,262. Description of watergazing experienc
e. TOP,87.. I was sound asleep; or perhaps I entered into a perceptual state for
which I had no parallel. the closest way of describing it would be to say that
I went to sleep and had a portentous dream. TOP,87. He told me not to gaze into
the water, but to focus my eyes on the surface and keep them fixed until the wat
er turned into a green fog. Look at the water in front of you..but don't let its
sound carry you anywhere. If you let the sound of the water carry you I may nev
er be able to find you and bring you back. SR,171 The foglike phenomenon was com
posed of tiny bubbles, round objects that came into my field of vision and moved
out of it with a floating quality. SR,172. DJ ordered me again to gaze only at
the water and not think at all. He said it was difficult to stare at the moving
water and that one had to keep on trying. Description of bubbles SR,163,164. He
said that anyone can perceive the green fog because it was like the guardian, so
mething that was unavoidably there, so there
was no great accomplishment in perceiving it. SR,168. At first the water had a b
right green halo, or fluorescence, which soon dissolved, leaving only a stream o
f ordinary water. TDJ,166
I told DJ that I had practised the technique for years without noticing any chan
ge... one day I had just walked for about ten minutes without having said a sing
le word to myself. TOP,19
6. SOUNDS
USING SOUNDS TO STOP THE WORLD
I began the exercise of listening to the sounds of the world and kept at it for
two months.. it was excruciating at first to listen and not look, but even more
excruciating was not to talk to myself. By the end of the two months I was capab
le of shutting off my internal dialogue for short periods of time and I was capa
ble of paying attention to sounds.(check..1969, a little late to just start lear
ning how to shut off the internal dialogue) SR,220 ...First of all you must use
your ears to take some of the burden from your eyes. We have been using our eyes
to judge the world since the time we were born. We talk to others and to oursel
ves mainly about what we see. A warrior is aware of that and listens to the worl
d; he listens to the sounds of the world. SR,219....listening to the sounds of t
he world has to be done harmoniously and with great patience. SR,219.
USING SOUNDS TO FIND OUT THINGS
he said that the holes in the sounds were used by sorcerers to find out specific
things. A sorcerer's ally would reveal complicated affairs through the holes in
the sounds. SR,225,226. Everything is meaningful for a sorcerer. The sounds hav
e holes in them and so does everything around you. ordinarily a man does not hav
e the speed to catch the holes, and thus he goes through life without protection
. SR,226.
DARKNESS JOLTS OUR PERCEPTION BECAUSE THE EYES ARE SUBSIDIARY TO THE EARS
that perception suffers a profound jolt when we are placed in states of quietude
in darkness. Our hearing takes the lead then, and the signals from all the livi
ng and existing entities around us can be detected-not with our hearing only, bu
t with a combination of the auditory and visual senses, in that order... in dark
ness, especially while one is suspended, the eyes become subsidiary to the ears.
EG,236.
A FEW MORE OTHER TECHNIQUES OF NOT DOING..
WALKING BACKWARDS EG,137.
SITTING IN A WOODEN CRATE. EG,234,235
TO LIE ON THE GROUND LIKE CURLED-UP DOGS. EG,235.
LEATHER HARNESS
the leather harness is a superb device for curing maladies that are not physical
. The idea is that the higher a person is suspended and the longer that person i
s kept from touching the ground, dangling in midair, the better the possibilitie
s of a true cleansing effect. EG,184. it tunes the body. EG,262. Suspended in a
tree inside a tree inside a leather harness. EG,235,236.
STRINGING ROCKS
Description at CC's favorite place. JTI,147
TASK OF REMEMBERING
Purpose of remembering. EG,165,166
CHANGING DIRECTION OF LOOKING
description of. SRP,37.
WORTHY OPPONENT
description of. TOP,239
3. POWER PLANTS
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF HALLUCINOGENIC PLANTS?
IT MOVES THE ASSEMBLAGE POINT
..his urge to give me portions of hallucinogenic plants was but an effort..to sh
ake my assemblage point and allow it to have a minimal margin of fluidity. TAOD,
75....DJ said that he had used power plants at the beginning of my apprenticeshi
p in accordance with a recommendation of the new seers. They knew by experience
and by seeing that power plants shake the AP way out of its normal setting. The
effect of power plants on the AP is in principle very much like that of dreams;
dreams make it move; but power plants manage the shift on a greater and engulfin
g scale. A teacher then uses the diorienting effects of such a shift to reinforc
e the notion that the perception of the world is never final. FFW,286
You gathered your second attention with power plants... The nagual said that his
power plants gathered the menacing side of your second attention in one clump,
and that's the shape that came out of your head... that's what happens to sorcer
ers when they are given power plants. if they don't die, the power plants spin t
heir second attention into that awful shape that comes out of their heads. SRP,2
49. (the power plants helped CC) by stopping your view of the world. In this res
pect power plants have the same effect on the tonal as the right way of walking.
Both flood it with information and force the internal dialogue to come to a sto
p. the plants are excellent for that, but very costly. TOP,236. Those plants lea
d the apprentice directly to the nagual, and the ally is an aspect of it. TOP,23
7. the plants as being vehicles that would conduct or lead a man to certain impe
rsonal forces or powers and the states they produced as being the meetings that
a sorcerer had to have with those powers in order to gain control over them. SR,
6
Only the smoke can give you the necessary speed to catch a glimpse of that fleet
ing world. SR,9. You could also see it (the guardian) without it (little smoke).
There are scores of people who could do that. I prefer the smoke because it is
more effective and less dangerous to oneself. if you try to see the guardian wit
hout the aid of the smoke, chances are that you may delay in getting out of its
way. Your movements would have been too slow. To survive in that world you need
to be fast as lightning. SR,132.
Seeing is not so simple and only the smoke can give you the speed you need to ca
tch a glimpse of that fleeting world. It's rather a fleeting world that moves an
d changes. One may perhaps learn to apprehend that fleeting world by oneself, bu
t it won't do any good, because the body decay with stress. With the smoke , one
never suffers from exhaustion. The smoke gives the necessary speed to grasp the
fleeting movement of the world and at the same time it keeps the body and its s
trength intact. SR,112.
That's what the little smoke does. One can talk and not notice it; or one can mo
ve thousands of miles and not notice that either. That's also how one can go thr
ough things. The little smoke removes the body and one is free.. SR,124. You wer
e gazing at my face and saw it shining, but it was still my face. It just happen
s that the little smoke makes one gaze like that. Nothing to it. SR,159.
WHO ARE POWER PLANTS GIVEN TO?
THE DRAWBACK IN TAKING POWER PLANTS HAD BEEN THE TOLL THEY TOOK ON MY PHYSICAL W
ELL-BEING AND THE IMPOSSIBILITY OF CONTROLLING THEIR EFFECT.
The drawback in taking power plants had been the toll they took on my physical w
ell-being and the impossibility of controlling their effect. The world they plun
ged me into was unamenable and chaotic. I lacked the control, the power,... to m
ake use of such a world. SRP,232. Power plants had made you lopsided; they had m
ade you cut through your attention of the tonal and had put you directly in the
realm of the second attention, but without any mystery over that attention. SRP,
250. They cause untold damage to the body. This is their drawback, especially wi
th the devil's weed. TOP,236.
DESCRIPTION OF DISASSOCIATION
I had told him many times before, that what made me think I was ill was a series
of disruptive sensorial experience that I had had as after effects of ingesting
hallucinogenic plants. I went through states of total space and time discordanc
e, very annoying lapses of mental concentration, actual visions or hallucination
s of places and people I would be staring at as if they really existed. I could
not help thinking that I was losing my mind. FFW,139.
DID DON JUAN NEED TO SMOKE THE POWER PLANTS?
HE HIMSELF (DJ) DID NOT NEED TO SMOKE ANYMORE.. (OR) THAT HE RARELY HAD TO SMOKE
He himself (DJ) did not need to smoke anymore.. (or) that he rarely had to smoke
. TDJ,131... because the smoke is my ally. I don't need to smoke anymore. I call
him any time, any place... I.. go to him freely. TDJ,131.
WHY DID DON JUAN USE ANTHROPOMORPHIC QUALITIES WHEN DESCRIBING THE PLANT?
A PRESCRIBED MEANS FOR DEVIATING THE APPRENTICE'S ATTENTION AWAY FROM THE REAL I
SSUE, WHICH WAS STOPPING THE INTERNAL DIALOGUE.
I brought up the fact that he had described and discussed those plants in terms
of anthropomorphic qualities. his references to them were always as if the plant
s had personalities. he replied that that was a prescribed means for deviating t
he apprentice's attention away from the real issue, which was stopping the inter
nal dialogue. TOP,237 they are the allies of the man of knowledge....my ally is
the little smoke but that doesn't mean that my ally is in the smoking mixture or
in the mushrooms or in my pipe. they all have to be put together to get me to t
he ally and that ally I call little smoke for reasons of my own SR,39 The ally i
s not in the smoke..the smoke takes you to where the ally is and when you become
one with the ally you don't ever have to smoke again. From then on you can summ
on your ally at will and make him do anything you want. SR,40.
THE POWER PLANTS ARE NOT AN ESSENTIAL FEATURE TO THE SORCERER'S KNOWLEDGE
It became evident to me that my original assumption about the role of psychotrop
ic plants was erroneous. They were not the essential feature of the sorcerers' d
escription of the world, but were only an aid to cement, so to speak, parts of t
he description which I had been incapable of perceiving otherwise. My insistence
on holding on to my standard version of reality rendered me almost deaf and bli
nd to DJ's aims. Therefore, it was simply my lack of sensitivity which had foste
red their use. JTI,xiii
THE POWER PLANTS CAN ONLY AID
Power plants are only an aid.. the real thing is when the body realizes that it
can see. Only then is one capable of knowing that the world world we look at eve
ry day is only a description. my intent has been to show you that. JTI,256.
DESCRIPTION AFTER INGESTING POWER PLANTS
Each of the peyote plants on the field shone with a bluish, scintillating light.
One plant had a cery bright light. TDJ,145.
I walked through the peyote field calling the name that mescalito had given me.
Something emerged from a strange, starlike light on a peyote plant. It was a lon
g shiny object- a stick of light the size of a man. For a moment it illuminated
the whole field with an intense yellowish or amber light; then it lit up the who
le sky above, creating a portentous, marvellous sight... everything was alive. E
verything had exquisite and intricate detail, and yet everything was so simple.
I was everywhere; I could see up and down and all around, all at the same time.
TDJ,146.
The peyote plant in front of me began to light up again, and before I could move
my eyes the long light entered again. it hovered over me. I sat up. The light t
ouched my whole body with quiet strength, and then rolled away out of sight. TDJ
,147.
TYPES OF POWER PLANTS
MESCALITO
WHAT IS IT?
MESCALITO IS NOT AN ALLY..IT IS ANOTHER KIND OF POWER. A UNIQUE POWER. A PROTECT
OR, A TEACHER
He advises. He answers whatever questions you ask. TDJ,45
Mescalito is not an ally..it is another kind of power. A unique power. A protect
or, a teacher... Mescalito can't be tamed (like an ally) it is outside oneself.
He chooses to show himself in many forms to whoever stands in front of him, rega
rdless of whether that person is a brujo or a farm boy. TDJ,53. Mescalito is a t
eacher, not a power to be used for personal reasons. TDJ,69. Mescalito is gentle
, like a baby. Of course he is terrifying, but once you get to know him, he is g
entle and kind... (he protects).. you can keep him with you at all times and he
will see that nothing bad happens to you. TDJ,88.. but that does not mean you ca
n make fun of him. because he is a kind protector he can also be a horror itself
with those he does not like. TDJ,89.
Mescalito is a protector because he is available to anyone who seeks him. Anyone
can partake of Mescalito. Not everybody likes Mescalito; yet they all seek him
with the idea of profiting without doing any work. Naturally their encounter is
always horrifying... when Mescalito accepts a man completely.. he appears to him
as a man, or as a light. When a man has won this kind of acceptance, Mescalito
is constant. He never changes after that... to arrive at that point..you have to
be a strong man, and your life has to be truthful. A truthful life is a life li
ved with deliberateness, a good, strong life. TDJ,104. He is just a protector an
d a teacher. He is a power. (he is not God)... Mescalito has nothing to do with
ourselves. He is outside us. Mescalito is not the same (form) for everybody. TDJ
,90. There are no common forms (for Mescalito.).. he appears in any form to thos
e who know him a little, but to those who know him well, he is always constant.
TDJ,91. He appears to them someimtes as a man, like us, or as a light. TDJ,91.So
ngs and naming Mescalito description. TDJ,103. He said that the smoke was an all
y was unique, and I reminded him that he had also said the Mescalito was unique.
He argued that each was unique, but the differed in quality.TDJ,138
He is like nothing you have ever seen. He is like a man, but at the same time he
is not at all like one. It is difficult to explain to people who know nothing a
bout him and want to know everything about him all at once. And then, his lesson
s are as mysterious as he is himself. No man, to my knowledge, can predict his a
cts. You ask him a question and he shows you the way, but he does not tell you a
bout it in the same manner you and I talk to each other. TDJ,149.
And because it was available without any training, Mescalito was said to be a pr
otector. To be a protector meant that it was accessible to anyone. TDJ,217.
At that moment I felt a great surge of wisdom engulfing me. A conjecture I had p
layed with for three years turned then into a certainty. It had taken me three y
ears to realize, or rather to find out, that whatever is contained in the cactus
Lophophora williamsii had nothing to do with me in order to exist as an entity;
it existed by itself out there, at large. I knew it then. TDJ,145.
WHAT IS ITS PURPOSE?
MESCALITO SHOWED HOW TO LIVE
Mescalito showed how to live... he has many ways of showing it.. sometimes he sh
ows it on his hand, or on the rocks, or the trees, or just in front of you... it
is a teaching in front of you..Mescalito talks to you but not in words..he talk
s differently to every man. TDJ,53. Mescalito takes you out of yourself to teach
you. TDJ,54 (he teaches)..by showing things and tells you what is what. TDJ,89
Mescalito is a protector because he talks to you and can guide your acts.. Mesca
lito teaches the right way to live. And you can see him because he is outside of
you. The smoke.. is an ally. It transforms you and gives you power without ever
showing its presence. You can't talk to it. But you know it exists because it t
akes your body away and makes you as light as air. Yet you never see it. But it
is there giving you power to accomplish unimaginable things, such as when it tak
es your body away. TDJ,138. DJ believed mescalito taught simplification of behav
ior. TDJ,217.
HOW DO YOU GET TO KNOW MESCALITO?
THERE WERE NO EXACT STEPS TO KNOWING MESCALITO; THEREFORE NO ONE COULD TEACH ABO
UT HIM EXCEPT MESCALITO HIMSELF.
there were no exact steps to knowing Mescalito; therefore no one could teach abo
ut him except Mescalito himself. This quality made him a unique power; he was no
t the same for every man.
TDJ,53. You have to be taught his ways as a child is taught how to walk .... unt
il he himself begins to make sense to you... and then you will understand by you
rself. You won't have to tell me anything any more. TDJ,89.
YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT MESCALITO
The opinion of those who care to talk about him (Mescalito) is not worth much...
You will probably talk about him up to a certain point, and from then on you wi
ll never discuss him. TDJ,90.
HOW DO YOU KNOW MESCALITO ACCEPTS YOU?
HE HAD ACCEPTED ME BY SHOWING HIMSELF TO ME AS A LIGHT, TWICE.
..the protector had accepted me and had made sure I knew that he had accepted me
by showing himself to me as a light, twice. TDJ,149. You are on your own now..
the protector has accepted you. I will be of very little help from now on. You d
on't have to tell me anything more about your relationship with him. You know hi
s name now; and neither his name, nor his dealings with you, should ever be ment
ioned to a living being. TDJ,148.
WHAT WERE THE SONGS OF MESCILITO FOR?
THE SONGS (OF MESCALITO) PURPOSE WERE FOR CALLING THE PROTECTOR AND THAT I SHOUL
D ALWAYS USE THEM IN CONJUNCTION WITH HIS NAME TO CALL HIM
the songs (of Mescalito) purpose were for calling the protector and that I shoul
d always use them in conjunction with his name to call him. TDJ,148.
DEVIL'S WEED (JIMSON WEED)
WHAT IS IT?
SHE GIVES THEM A TASTE OF POWER TOO SOON WITHOUT FORTIFYING THEIR HEARTS AND MAK
ES THEM DOMINEERING AND UNPREDICTABLE.
the devil's weed was my benefactor's ally (Julian) TDJ,56
She distorts men. She gives them a taste of power too soon without fortifying th
eir hearts and makes them domineering and unpredictable. She makes them weak in
the middle of their great power. There is a way to overcome it, but not to avoid
it. Whoever becomes the weed's ally must pay that price. TDJ,56. Description of
the parts of the devil's weed and what they do.
TDJ,57 (1st and 2nd paragraphs) to tame the devil's weed into an ally is one of
the most difficult tasks I know. She never became one with me.. perhaps because
I was never fond of her. TDJ,57. The weed is only used for power.. The man who w
ants his vigour back, the young people who seek to endure fatigue and hunger, th
e man who wants to kill another man, a woman who wants to be in heat- they all d
esire power. TDJ,65. I don't like its power! There is no use for it anymore. In
other times, like those my benefactor told me about, there was reason to seek po
wer. men performed phenomenal deeds, were admired for their strength and feared
and respected for their knowledge. My benefactor told me stories of truly phenom
enal deeds, that were performed long, long ago. But now we, the Indians, do not
seek that power any more.... they do not seek its power, a power that acts like
a magnet, more potent and more dangerous to handle as the root goes deeper into
the ground. When one arrives to a depth of four yards- and they some people have
- one finds the seat of permanent power, power without end. Very few humans have
done this in the past and nobody has done it today. TDJ,67. The devil's weed ha
s never protected anyone. She serves only to give power. TDJ,88 The second porti
on of the devil's weed is used for seeing. With it a, a man can soar through the
air to see what is going on at any place he chooses. TDJ,105. The second portio
n of the devil's weed is used to fly. TDJ,127. As you learn more, and take it of
ten in order to fly, you will begin to see everything with great clarity. You ca
n soar through the air for hundreds of miles to see what is happening at any pla
ce you want, or to deliver a fatal blow to your enemies far away... she will tea
ch you unimaginable things...(for) every man is different. My benefactor never t
old me what he had learned. He told me how to proceed, but never what he saw. Th
at is only for oneself... (CC tells DJ everything) now...later you will not. TDJ
,127. the devil's weed is only one path to the secrets of a man of knowledge. Th
ere are other paths. But her trap is to make you believe that hers is the only w
ay. I say it is useless to waste your life on one path, especially if that path
has no heart. TDJ,158.
You like flattery, and the devil's weed flatters you. Like a woman, she makes yo
u feel good. The devil's weed also requires strength, but of a different kind. I
t is closer to being virile with women. The strength required by the smoke is st
rength of the heart. TDJ,160.
LITTLE SMOKE
WHAT IS IT?
THE SMOKE IS FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO WATCH AND SEE
the little smoke only tells me what to do. TDJ,69.. It's not the same for everyb
ody. many fear it and won't touch it or even get close to it. The smoke is like
everything else; it wasn't made for all of us... (it is) the smoke of diviners.
TDJ,70. the smoke is for those who want to watch and see. And in my opinion, the
smoke is peerless. Once a man enters into its field, every other power is at hi
s command. it's magnificent. of course it takes a lifetime. it takes years alone
to become aquainted with its two vital parts; the pipe and the smoke mixture. T
he pipe was given to me by my benefactor... TDJ,70. I like the little smoke as a
n ally because it doesn't demand much of me. SR,40. its effect are so dreadful t
hat only a strong man can stand the smallest puff. Everything is terrifying and
confusing at the outset, but every new puff makes things more precise. And sudde
nly the world opens up anew! Unimaginable! When this happens the smoke has becom
e one's ally and will resolve any question by allowing one to enter into inconce
ivable worlds. This is the smoke's greatest property, its greatest gift. And it
performs its function without hurting in the least. I call the smoke a true ally
! TDJ,70,71. The smoke will come. You will feel it. It will set you free to see
anything you want to see. Properly speaking, it is a matchless ally. But whoever
seeks it must have an intent and a will beyond reproach. He needs them because
he has to intend and will his return, or the smoke will not let him come back. S
econd, he must intend and will to remember whatever the smoke allowed him to see
, otherwise it will be nothing more than a piece of fog in his mind. TDJ,82. The
smoke teaches but not as Mescalito does. TDJ,139 it does not show the same thin
gs. It shows you how to handle its power, and to learn that you must take it as
many times as you can. TDJ,140. ..what I felt was its unimaginable power. And to
handle that power.. one has to live a strong life. The idea of a strong life no
t only [ertains to the preparation period, but also entails the attitude of the
man after the experience. He said the smoke is so strong one can match it only w
ith strength; otherwise, one's life would be shattered to bits. I asked him if t
he smoke had the same effect on everyone. He said it produced a transformation,
but not in everyone. TDJ,140. ..all that was needed with the smoke was the prope
r attitude. TDJ,141. the only secrets never to be revealed (about the smoke) wer
e how to make the mixture, how to move around, and how to return; other matters
concerning the subject were of no importance. TDJ,141. DJ told CC he had never s
een anyone smoking before. TDJ,140.
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4. CLEANING OUR WAREHOUSE/TONAL
IT TAKES A LONG TRAINING TO TEACH THE TONAL NOT TO GO CRAZY WHEN THE NAGUAL COME
S OUT
No one is capable of surviving a deliberate encounter with the nagual without a
long training. It takes years to prepare the tonal for such an encounter. Ordina
rily, if an average man comes face to face with the nagual the shock would be so
great that he would die. TOP,171.
WARRIORS KNOW WHEN TO SHRINK THE TONAL AND TO STOP IT
A grave issue for a warrior is to know exactly when to allow his tonal to shrink
and stop it. This is a great art. A warrior must struggle like a demon to shrin
k his tonal; and yet at the very moment the tonal shrinks, the warrior must reve
rse all that struggle to immediately halt that shrinking. TOP,173...
DANGERS OF HURTING OUR TONAL
ONE SHOULD GET TO THE NAGUAL WITHOUT MALIGNING THE TONAL AND ABOVE ALL WITHOUT I
NJURING ONE'S BODY.
...I know that what matters is not to learn a new description but to arrive at t
he totality of oneself. One should get to the nagual without maligning the tonal
and above all without injuring one's body. TOP,238
A SORCERER MUST TRY TO BREAK THE UNITY OF BEING ON THE TONAL WITHOUT ENDANGERING
HIS BEING
a sorcerer, however, has to break that unity, but without endangering his being.
A sorcerer's goal is to last..he doesn't take unnecessary risks, therefore he s
pends years sweeping his island until a moment when he could in a manner of spea
king, sneak off it. TOP,189
WHEN THE TONAL SHRINKS THE OPENING OF THE SECOND ATTENTION IS OPEN AND HE MIGHT
BE SWEPT AWAY BY A REAL WIND IF HE DOESN'T SHUT IT IMMEDIATELY
But when his tonal shrinks, he is on the windy side, and that opening must be sh
ut tight immediately, or he would be swept away. TOP,173. And this is not just a
way of talking. Beyond the gate of the tonal's eyes the wind rages. I mean a re
al wind. No metaphor. A wind that can blow one's life away. In fact, that is the
wind that blows all living things on this earth TOP,173.
YOU SHOULD NOT LET THE TONAL SHRINK ITSELF OUT OF THE PICTURE
...the problem here is not to let the tonal shrink itself out of the picture.TOP
,173...
TO MAKE YOUR TONAL FEEL SAFE IS ALWAYS THE TASK OF THE TEACHER
At this point your reason admits that the nagual is indescribable, not because t
he evidence has convinced it, but because it is safe to admit that. Your reason
is on safe ground, all the elements of the tonal are on its side... To make your
reason feel safe is always the task of the teacher... TOP,267
THE GLOW OF AWARENESS KINDLES ALL OF THE EAGLE'S EMANATIONS INSIDE THE COCOON WH
ICH IS CALLED THE FIRE FROM WITHIN
Third attention is attained when the glow of awareness turns into the fire from
within; a glow that kindles not one band at a time but all the Eagle's emanation
s inside the man's cocoon. FFW,85..fire from within.. the job of realigning all
those emanations paves the way for the peculiar maneuver of lighting up all the
emanations inside the cocoon. FFW,202... Yet it is nothing (the glow from a stat
e of heightened awareness) in comparison to the glow produced by a state of tota
l awareness, which is seen as a burst of incandescence in the entire luminous eg
g. It is an explosion of light of such a magnitude that the boundaries of the sh
ell are diffused and the inside emanations extend themselves beyond anything ima
ginable. That is the moment when the fire from within consumes them. And in full
awareness they fuse themselves to the emanations at large, and glide into etern
ity. FFW,131,132
EVERY CELL BECOMES AWARE OF ITSELF AND WE BECOME AWARE OF THE TOTALITY OF OUR BO
DY
at the moment of crossing, one enters into the third attention, and the body in
its entirety is kindled with knowledge. Every cell at once becomes aware of itse
lf, and also aware of the totality of the body. EG,178,179....
G.) SEX/CHILDREN
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF SEX?
THE EAGLE'S COMMAND SAYS THAT SEX IS FOR BESTOWING THE GLOW OF AWARENESS.
the Eagle's command says that sex is for bestowing the glow of awareness. It is
the Eagle's command that sexual energy be used for creating life. Through sexual
energy, the eagle bestows awareness. So when sentient beings are engaged in sex
ual intercourse, the emanations inside their cocoons do their best to bestow awa
reness to the new sentient being they are creating... during the sexual act, the
emanations encased inside the cocoon of both partners undergo a profound agitat
ion, the culmination point of which is a merging, a fusing of two pieces of the
glow of awareness, one from each partner, that seperate from their cocoons.FFW,7
6.. Sexual intercourse is always a bestowal of awareness even though the bestowa
l may not be consolidated.. the emanations inside the cocoon of human beings don
't know of intercourse for fun. FFW,77
WHAT HAPPENS TO WOMEN AFTER SEX?
ENERGY WORMS INSIDE A WOMAN/DESCRIPTION
men leave specific energy lines inside the body of women. They are like luminous
tapeworms that move inside the womb, sipping up energy. they are put there... t
o ensure that a steady supply of energy ches the man who deposited them. Those l
ines of energy, established through sexual intercourse, collect and steal energy
from the female body to benefit the male who left them there. TSC,52,53 ...some
one (man) left his energy inside you and walked off with a ton of yours. Do you
want those men you had to continue feeding from your energy? Do you want those m
en to get stronger as you get stronger? Do you want to be their source of energy
for the rest of your life? No. I don't think you understand the importance of t
he sexual act or the scope of the recapitulation. TSC,51...
Women are reared to be easily seduced by men, without the slightest idea of the
consequences of sexual intercourse in terms of energy drainage it produces in th
em. TSC,54. It's bad enough that one man leaves energy lines inside a woman's bo
dy.. although that is necessary for having offspring and ensuring their survivia
l. But to have the energy lines of ten or twenty men inside her feeding off her
luminosity is more than anyone can bear. TSC,54
Now I know he was accurate in his assessments, because I can see the wormlike fi
laments in women's bodies for myself. TSC,53.
SHE CARRIES THE WORMS FOR SEVEN YEARS
A woman carries those luminous worms for seven years.. after which time they dis
appear or fade out. But the wretched part is that when the seven years are about
to be up, the whole army of worms, from the very first man a woman had to the v
ery last one, all become agitated at once so that the woman is driven to have se
xual intercourse again. then all the worms spring to life stronger than ever to
feed off the woman's luminous energy for another seven years. it really is a nev
er-ending cycle. if the woman is celibate..the worms die out.. if she can resist
having sex for seven years. But it's nearly impossible for a woman to remain ce
libate like that in our day and age, unless she becomes a nun, or has money to s
upport herself. TSC,54.
WOMEN SUPPORT THE SOCIAL ORDER/BIOLOGICAL IMPERATIVE
she explained that women, more so than men, are the true supporters of the socia
l order, and that to fulfill this role, they have been reared uniformly the worl
d over, to be at the service of men. it makes no difference whether they are bou
ght right off the slave block, or they are courted and loved.. Their fundamental
purpose and fate is still the same: to nourish, shelter and serve men. TSC,52.
The diabolical part of women's servile position is that it doesn't appear to be
merely a social prescription.. but a biological imperative. TSC,52. She explaine
d that every species has a biological imperative to perpetuate itself, and that
nature has provided tools in order to ensure that the merging of female and male
energies takes place in the most efficient way. She said that in the human real
m, although the primary function of sexual intercourse is procreation, it also h
as a secondary and covert function, which is to ensure a continual flow of energ
y from women to men. TSC,52....Nature's imperative is to perpetuate our species.
. in order to ensure that this continues to take place, women have to carry an e
xcessive burden at their basic level. And that means a flow of energy that taxes
women. TSC,53. Women are the foundation for perpetuating the human species... t
he bulk of the energy comes from them, not only to gestate, give birth and nouri
sh their offspring, but also for ensuring the male plays his part in this whole
process. Clara explained that ideally this process ensures that a woman feeds he
r man energetically through the filaments he left inside her body, so that the m
an becomes mysteriously dependent on her at an ethereal level. This is expressed
in the overt behavior of the man returning to the same woman again and again to
maintain his source of sustenance. TSC,53. That way..nature ensures that men, i
n addition to their immediate drive for sexual gratification, set up more perman
ent bonds with women. TSC,54 Not only is it a biological imperative that women h
ave sexual intercourse, but it is also a social mandate. TSC,55. She said that s
ince we are unable to see the flow of energy, we may be needlessly perpetuating
patterns of behavior or emotional interpretations associated with this unseen fl
ow of energy. For instance, for society to demand that women marry or at least o
ffer themselves to men is wrong, as it is wrong for women to feel unfulfilled un
less they have a man's semen inside them. It is true that a man's energy lines g
ive them purpose, make them fulfill their biological destinies: feeding men and
their offspring. But human beings are intelligent enough to demand of themselves
more than merely the fulfillment of the reproduction imperative: She said that,
for example, to evolve is an equal if not a greater imperative than to reproduc
e; and that, in this case, evolving entails the awakening of women to their true
role in the energetic scheme of reproduction. TSC,55.
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE HAVE A CHILD?
THE PARENTS' GLOW OF AWARENESS DIMINISHES AND THE CHILD'S INCREASES
Seers see that on having a child, the parents' glow of awareness diminishes and
the child's increases. In some supersensitive, frail parents, the glow of awaren
ess almost disappears. FFW,78
AS CHILDREN ENHANCE THEIR AWARENESS, A BIG DARK SPOT DEVELOPS IN THE LUMINOUS CO
COON OF THE PARENTS
As children enhance their awareness, a big dark spot develops in the luminous co
coon of the parents, on the very place from which th glow was taken away. It is
usually on the midsection of the cocoon. FFW,78 These energy fibers left in wome
n's wombs also become merged with the energy makeup of the offspring, should con
ception take place... It may be the rudiments of family ties, for the energy fro
m the father merges with that of the fetus, and enables the man to sense that th
e child is his own...TSC,54
WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR LUMINOUS EGG WHEN YOU HAVE CHILDREN?
THE EGGS WILL DEVELOP BLACK SPOTS IN THEM WHICH ARE AREAS OF NO LUMINOSITY CALLE
D AN INCOMPLETE PERSON
..many of the luminous eggs had black spots on them, huge spots below the midsec
tion. Others did not. La Gorda had told me that reproduction affects the bodies
of both men and women by causing a hole to appear below the stomach, but the spo
ts on those luminous eggs did not seem like holes to me. They were areas with no
luminosity, but there was no depth to them. Those that had the black spots seem
ed to be mellow, tired; the crest of their egg shape was wilted, it looked opaqu
e in comparison with the rest of their glow. EG,45 Descriptions of...incomplete
person, patches in the luminosity and how it got there.. SRP,106,107,108 ..edges
taken from children. SRP,117,118
HOW DOES A BLACK SPOT DEVELOP IN THE EGG?
THE EMBRYO CONSUMES A FILAMENT LEAVING A HOLE
The embryo, in order to accomplish its growth, attaches itself to one of those n
urturing roots and thoroughly consumes it, leaving only a hole. EG,46
A COMPLETE PERSON IS ONE WHO HAS NEVER HAD CHILDREN
A complete person is one who has never had children. SRP,106. ..So a sorcerer wh
o is empty has to regain completeness. SRP,119,122. Being complete to be pushed
or pulled. SRP,139.
H.) DEATH
WHAT IS DEATH?
THE CENTER OF OUR LUMINOSITY (THE ATTENTION OF THE NAGUAL) IS ALWAYS PUSHING OUT
AND THAT'S WHAT LOOSENS THE LAYERS
Death pushes the layers aparts.... the center of our luminosity, which is the at
tention of the nagual, is always pushing out, and that's what loosens the layers
. So it's easy for death to come in between them and push them completely apart.
Sorcerer have to do their best to keep their own layers closed. SRP,254
WE DON'T REALIZE THAT WE HAVE THE SECOND ATTENTION UNTIL OUR DEATH.
Our second ring of power, the attention of the nagual remains hidden for the imm
ense majority of us, and only at the moment of our death is it revealed to us. S
RP,242
WE EXPERIENCE A JOLT WHEN WE REALIZE OUR TOTALITY AT DEATH
At those moments the tonal becomes aware of the totality of oneself. TOP,133 whe
n we die, we die with the totality of ourselves..if we're going to die with the
totality of ourselves, why not, then, live with that totality?. TOP,133. ...It i
s always a jolt because that awareness disrupts the lull. I call that awareness
the totality of the being that is going to die. The idea is that at the moment o
f death the other member of the true pair, the nagual, becomes fully operative a
nd awareness and memories and perceptions stored in our calves and thighs, in ou
r back and shoulders and neck, begin to expand and disintegrate. Like the beads
of an endless broken neckllace, they fall asunder without the binding force of l
ife. TOP,131. if we die without erasing our false dualism of body and mind, we d
ie an ordinary death. TSC,43
OUR ENERGY FROM ALL THE UNUSED EMANATIONS ARE RELEASED (FIRE FROM WITHIN)
at the moment of death is that all that energy is released at once.. living bein
gs at that moment become flooded by the most inconceivable force. It is not the
rolling force that has cracked their gaps, because that force never enters insid
e the cocoon; it only makes it collapse. What floods them is the force of all th
e emanations that are suddenly aligned after being dormant for a lifetime. There
is no outlet for such a giant force except to escape through the gap. FFW,273.
THE DOUBLE BECOMES FREE
and the light part, the double, becomes free TSC,43
THE DOUBLE IS FREE ONLY FOR AN INSTANT BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER PERFECTED/WE DIE AN
ORDINARY DEATH
But unfortunately, since the double was never perfected, it experiences freedom
for only an instant, before it is scattered into the universe. If we die without
erasing our false dualism of body and mind, we die an ordinary death. TSC,43 (A
nd here is the mystery of our being in a nutshell.. if you drive this concept th
rough all religions, mystical experiences and sages throughout time..there are n
o contradictions... every experience and every religion strives to have contact
with the double and because everyone's rational side interprets the double diffe
rently the experiences are different. 7/18/94)
WE EXPAND AT DEATH LIKE A FOG OF CRYSTALS
I shifted my eyes so I would see his personal life disintegrating, expanding unc
ontrollably beyond its limits, like a fog of crystals, because that is the way o
f life and death mix and expand. SR,90. at the moment of dying, all of our being
disintegrates under the attraction of that immense force. FFW,59
WE ENTER THE THIRD ATTENTION FOR AN INSTANT BUT ONLY TO PURIFY OUR AWARENESS FOR
THE EAGLE TO DEVOUR US.
There is nothing gorgeous or peaceful about death.. because the real terror begi
ns upon dying. With that incalculable force you felt in there, the Eagle will sq
ueeze out of you every flicker of awareness you have ever had. EG,243 ... upon d
ying our awareness also enters into the third attention; but only for an instant
, as a purging action, just before the Eagle devours it. EG,247. TOP,131. at the
moment of dying all human beings enter into the unknowable and some of them do
attain the third attention, but altogether too briefly and only to purify the fo
od for the Eagle. FFW,85 The seers saw that the awareness of sentient beings fli
es away at the moment of death and floats like a luminous cotton puff right into
the Eagle's beak to be consumed... FFW,55..
OUR PHYSICAL BODY IS RETURNED AND ABSORBED BY THE EARTH
At death, the heavier part, the body returns to earth to be absorbed by it, TSC,
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