Badlaa - Meriaiza's Vendetta Hindi Mein

By
Sarhad
 Doston,

Meriaiza ne ek english mein kahani shuru kari hai

- Vendetta . ussi ko hindi mein translate kar ke
main yahan likh raha hoon. Yeh ek bahut hi nayi
storyline ki kahani hai. shayad exbii pe aisi kahani
pehle kabhi nahi likhi gayi hai. hum (main aur
meriaiza) nahi chahte ke koi bhi iss kahani ka
mazze lene se mehroom rahe bhasha achchi tarah
se na samajh paane ke karan. umeed karta hoon
yeh kahani aapko meri aur meriaiza ki baaki
kahaniyon ki tarah hi pasand aayegi.

Sarhad
 Bhoomika
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"tu itna bekaar hai ke tujhe dekh ke hi mujhe

ghinn aati hai. tu apna sab kuch kho chuka hai.
apni izzat se le kar apni zindagi ke pyar tak - sab
kuch. agar tere paas kuch bacha hai, to wo hai teri
saansein jo ki maine gini hui hain. tu kyun inko
bhi khona chahta hai? apni haar maan le aur
main ho sakta hai ke main teri yeh ghatiya zindagi
tujhe daan mein de dun aur teri jaan baksh doon"

"tu pagal hai agar tujhe lagta hai ke humaari

dushmani ab khatam ho chuki hai. iss ki shuruaat
tune kari thhi lekin isska ant tab hoga jab main
tera dil bahar nikal kar usmein base khoon ka har
ek katra nichod dunga"
"jab shikaar ladne ki koshish kare to usse maarne
mein aur bhi mazaa aata hai. tere se jo bhi banta
hai, tu kar. hum dono mein se sirf ek hi yeh khel
jeet sakta hai aur tere paas jeetne ki koi wajah
nahi hai. doosri taraf, mere jeetne ki wajah bhi hai
aur guarantee bhi"

"kya hai wo wajah !!!" ussne chinghaadte hue

kaha, "tujhe maarne se pehle main jaan lena
chaahta hoon ke wo kaun si wajah hai jiss ke
karan tune mere saath aisa kiya. kya bigaada thha
maine tera"

"yeh laakh rupaye ka sawaal hai.. nahi? par

tumhein iss sawaal ka hall khood hi dhoondhna
padega. tum mujhe abhi maar sakte ho par fir
tumhein wo wajah koi nahi bata payega jisske
karan tumhaari zindagi ke cheethde ho gaye. wo
wajah mere saath hi dafan ho jayegi"

"bahut ho gaya yeh khel. mujhe bata haraamzaade

tune aisa kyun kiya? jo tune kiya hai usski safai
kaise pesh karega?"

"safai? apne gunaahon ki safaai koi nahi de sakta.

par mera yakeen karo, tum mere jitne hi paapi ho.
hum dono narak ki aag mein aaj nahi to kal jalne
hi waale hain. kam se kam mere paas yeh sab
karne ki wajah hai, par tumne jo bhi kiya tha
bewajah hi kiya thha. main tumhein fir wohi hint
deta hoon jo maine tumhein pehle di thhi. iss baar
tum mujhe dhoondhne ki koshish karne ki bajaye,
iss hint par kaam karna to shayad tumhaara kuch
bhala ho paye. yaad rakhna, chahe wo mitti ka
zarra ho ya chattan ka tukdaa, paani mein dono
samaan roop se hi doobte hain. aur ek baat aur,
agar tumne mere badle ka karan pata laga bhi liya,
to main tumhein aashwaasan deta hoon ke
tumhaari zindagi abhi se zyaada dayneey ho jayegi.
shayad tumhaare liye zyaada achcha hai ke tum
mujhe abhi hi maar do aur apne badle ki aag ko
bujha do. kya pata, tum fir se ek aam zindagi jeene
ke kabil ban jao..."

aur usske baad thhi ek lambi khaamoshi... ek aisi

khamoshi, jo aate hue toofan ka sanket de rahi
thhi.....
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Chapter 1 - Dard Aur Tadap
 Update 1
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Ek police inspector ki naukari aasan nahi hoti.

Samaaj ki gandgi se din raat ru-ba-ru hona kisi
bhi aam insaan ko pagal banane ke liye kaafi hota
hai. Fir bhi Rahul puri koshish karta thha ke ek
aam zindagi jiye. Kothon pe chaapon, smugglers
aur baaki ke gundon ko wo ekdum bhula deta thha
jab apni biwi kalpana ke saath hota thha. Kalpana
ke siwaye usska koi nahi thha. Usska baap bhi
police inspector thha jo ke apni duty karte waqt
shaheed ho gaya thha. Kuch saal pehle usski maa
ne bhi cancer se haar maan ke apne pran tyaag
diye thhe. Kalpana usski maa ki saheli ki beti thhi
aur inka rishta bhi usski maa ki hi madat se hua
thha. Kuch hafte milne ke baad hi wo dono samajh
gaye thhe ke iss duniya mein ek doosre ke liye hi
aaye hain aur aaj shaadi ke 5 saal baad unka
pyaar bilkul kam nahi hua thha, balki har beet te
pal ke saath aur mazboot ho gaya thha. Kalpana
28 saal ki ladki thhi. Kale ghane lambe baal, badi
baadi neeli aankhein, bhare hue hoth, gora rang,
thode bhaari par kasi hui chhati aur ussko match
karte hue usske gol gol nitambh yeh sab kalpana
ko ek bala ki si khubsurati pradan kiye hue thhe.
Kabhi kabhar to rahul ko lagta thha ke kaise ussko
itni sundar biwi mil gayi, par issko bhagwaan ki
daya samajh kar wo khush thha. Yeh ek kaafi
ajeeb baat thhi ke jiss Rahul ke college ke time
mein bahut saare dost hua karte thhe, aur jo bahut
popular bhi thha, aaj dosti ke saare sukhon se
vanchit thha. Usske paas ginti ke kuch hi dost
bache thhe, jinmein se adhiktar usske saath kaam
karne waale hi thhe. Par jab rahul ke paas kaam
ke baad apni biwi ko dene ke liye bhi adhik samay
nahi hota thha to wo bhala dosti kaise nibhata?
Dheere dheere usske saare dost facebook ki ek
profile ban ke reh gaye thhe. Kisi se koi contact
nahi hota thha. Sach kahe to sab ek dusre ke liye
ab ajnabi hi ho gaye thhe. Par kalpana usske liye
biwi se kahin badhkar thhi. Wo usski best friend
bhi ban gayi thhi. Kabhi kabhi rahul ko bahut
bura lagta thha ke wo usske saath zyaada time
nahi bita paata thha aur ussne yeh nishchay kar
liya thha ke iss baat ko wo badal dega.

Uss din Rahul kaam se bilkul thakk ke ghar aaya

aur usska sar bahut dukh raha thha. Sardard ki
dawai lene ke baad wo sofe par baith kar sustaane
lag gaya. Kalpana nahane mein vyast thhi jab wo
kaam se aaya. Ussko yeh soch kar kaafi taajub hua
kyunki jab wo ghar aata thha, to kalpana hamesha
tayyar hoti thhi usske swagat ke liye. Kuch hi der
baad goliyan asar karna shuru kar di aur wo
thhoda relax ho gaya thha ke tabhi do mulayam
haath peeche se aa kar usski aankhon ko dhak
liye. Ussne bade pyaar se un haathon ko neeche
kiya aur apni biwi ko apni ore kheech liya. Jaise hi
ussne apni aakhein kholi, kalpana ka muskuraata
chehra dekh kar usski thakaan door ho gayi. Wo
jitna bhi thaka hua kyun na ho, kalpana ko dekh
kar hamesha theek ho jaata thha. Bina kuch kahe
hi ussne kalpana ko apne aur paas kheecha aur
usske hothon ko choomne laga. Kuch der tak wo
dono saari sudh-budh kho kar bas ek doosre ko
choomte hi rahe. Jab kalpana ne yeh silsila roka
aur khadi hui to rahul ne pehli baar notice kiya ke
kalpana ne wo hi saadi pehni hui thhi jo ussne
unki shaadi ke din pehni thhi. “shayad sajne
sawarne ke karan hi ussko aaj deri ho gayi” ussne
mann hi mann socha aur muskurane laga.
“hamesha ki tarah is baar bhi tum humaari shaadi
ki salgirah bhool gaye na” kalpana ne muskurate
hue kaha

“salgirah mubarak ho janeman. Tum bahut hi

sundar lag rahi ho” rahul ne khade hote hue kaha
aur usse waapas choome ke liya aage badha par
kalpana ne apna chehra doosri ore kar diya.

“pehle mujhe batao ke tum mere liye gift laye ho

ya hamesha ki tarah aaj bhi bhool gaye ho?”
kalpana ne jhoot mooth ka gussa darshaate hue
kaha.
“Kya zamaana aa gaya hai yaar. Pati jaldi ghar aa
gaya hai aur apni biwi ko pyaar de raha hai, lekin
isse bhi aajkal ki biwiyon ko khushi nahi milti.
Kahan gaye wo din jab har baar patni apne pati ke
ghar jaldi aane se hi khush thhi” rahul bola

“ bas bas.. faaltu ki baatein karwa lo tumhaare se

jitni bhi” kalpana ne jaise hi yeh kaha aur rahul ki
taraf apna chehra kiya, Rahul ne muskurate hue
ek sone ka bracelet apni upar waali jeb se nikal kar
usske saamne rakh diya. Uss bracelet ko dekh kar
kalpana ki aankhein jagmagane lagi. Shayad wo
iss baat se zyaada khush thhi ke usska pati itne
important din ko bhula nahi. Rahul ne ussko
kamar se pakaad kar apne paas kheech liya aur
bola
“umeed karta hoon ke tumko yeh tohfa pasand
aaya hoga meri jaan”

“haan jaanu. Tohfa to bahut sundar hai aur

mehenga bhi lag raha hai. Par mujh pura yakeen
hai ke meri khushi ke saamne isski keemat kuch
bhi nahi hogi”

“ha ha ha... khud hi mere mann ki baat bhi

samajh gayi tum. Issliye main tumhein itna pyaar
karta hoon.” Rahul ne kaha aur usski kalai par wo
bracelet baandh kar usko choomne laga. Wo
bracelet sach much bahut hi sundar lag raha thha.
“waise yeh aaj ka aakhri tohfa nahi hai. Mere paas
tumhaare liye ek aur bhi surprise hai. Pehle main
tumhein dinner par le kar jaunga aur wahan hi
yeh surprise bhi dunga”
“achcha..” apni badi badi aankhein dikhaate hue
kalpana ne kaha. “waise mere paas bhi tumhaare
liye ek surprise gift hai jo ke main tumhein baad
mein dungi. Pehle tumhein mujhe wo dinner
karwana padega jisska tumne waada kiya hai”
usski muskurahat se lag raha thha ke ussne sach
much kuch bada plan kiya hua hai.

“jaise tum chaaho jaan. Ab main bhi nahaa ke

jaldi se tayaar ho jaata hoon aur fir hum
chalenge” ussne kaha aur bedroom ki taraf jaane
laga. Tabhi ghar ki ghanti baji.

“tum tayaar ho jao rahul, main dekhti hoon ke

darwaaze pe kaun hai” kalpana ne bola aur
darwaaze ki taraf chal di. Rahul muskuraate hue
bedroom mein gaya aur apni shirt utaar raha thha
jab usse ek dardanak cheekh sunayi di jo ke
kalpana ki thhi. Dhadakte dil se wo daudta hua
drawing room mein aaya. Jaise hi wo room mein
enter hua, usske sar par ek zor ka vaar hua aur
usski aankhon ke aage andhera chaa gaya. Behosh
ho kar wo zameen par gir gaya.
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Update 2
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Usski neend khuli jab thanda pani usske muh par

fenka gaya. pehle to ussko kuch samajh nahi aaya
ke aas paas kya ho raha hai par kalpana ki cheeko
ne ussko vaapas vartman mein la patka. ussko ek
kursi se bandha hua thha aur packing waale tape
se usska muh cover kiya hua thha. usski
khoobsurat biwi zameen par padi to tahi thhi.
usske neeche waale hoth se khoon aa raha thha
jisko dekhte hi usska khoon kholne laga. ussko
itna gussa aa raha thha ke wo betahasha un
bandhi hui rassiyon se joojhne laga par usska koi
parinam nahi nikla kyunki ussko bahut hi zor se
bandha gaya thha.

"mmmmmmm.... mmmmmmm" yeh eklaute lafz

thhe jo usske muh se bahar nikal rahe thhe. jab
ussne chillane ki koshis kari to ek nakabposh
aadmi ne usske muh par ek zor ka tamacha dhar
diya jisse usska sar aur zor se ghoomne laga. kuch
pal ke liye wo shaant ho gaya. ussne dekha ke ek
naujawan aadmi ne uss nakabposh ke muh par ek
tamaachamaara. pehli baar ussne apni nazarein
chaaro taraf daudayi to paya ke uss kamre mein
usske aur usski biwi ke alawa ke 3 nakabposh thhe
aur wo naujawan thha jissne koi bhi nakab pehen
lene ki zehmat nahi uthhayi thhi.

"kya maine tumhein usse maarne ke liye bola

thha" wo naujawan uss nakabposh ko bola. usski
aawaz mein ek ajeeb si shaanti thhi jaise usske
upar iss mahaul ka koi asar hi nahi ho raha thha

"maaf kijiye boss. main behek gaya thha" wo

nakabposh uss naujawan ko bola.

"haan. aise hi sahi hai. jab tak main na kahu, tum

kuch nahi kar sakte." ussne bola aur fir Rahul ki
taraf dekha. "main iss aadmi ki taraf se maafi
maangta hoon. main ek sabhya nagrik hoon, par
main apne aadmiyon ke liye yeh nahi keh sakta.
yeh hasi ki baat hai ke tumhaare jaisa ek sabhya
aur kanoon ko maan ne waale insaan ke liye bhi
wohi baat laagu hoti hai. tum bhi kuch nahi sochte
ke tumhaare karyon ka parinaam kya hoga. par
shayad yeh tumhaari galti nahi hai. hum sab ke
andar ek jaanwat hota hai aur yeh bahut hi zaruri
hota hai ke hum uss jaanwar ko control karna
seekhein. humein apni har kriya ka dhyaan
rakhna hota hai kyunki jaisa kehte hain-jaise tum
karoge, waisa hi tum bharoge." usski awaaz mein
bahut hi sthirta thhi aur usski barf si thandi awaaz
Rahul ke kaleje ko cheer rahi thhi. usse pata thha
ke wo apne aur apni biwi ke liye kuch bhi karne ki
halat mein nahi hai. aur yehi vichar ussko bahut
hi zyaada darr se bhare jaa raha thha. dheere
dheere wo naujawaan kalpana ki taraf badha jo ki
zameen par leti dard se karah rahi thhi. wo
kalpana ki jaanghon par haath ferte hue Rahul ko
dekhne laga jaise usse nimantran de raha ho ke wo
aaye aur kuch kare. rahul ki aankhon meun uss
aadmi ko apni biwi ki jaangho pe haath ferte dekh
aur apni ashayta ke karan aasoo bhar aaye.

"tu itni jaldi rone laga... main to abhi shuru bhi

nahij hua. kyun... sahi bola na yaaron.." usne un
nakaabposhon ko dekhkar bola aur sab hasne
lage. rahul uss naujawan se aankhon hi aankhon
mein daya ki bheekh maang raha thha par apne dil
mein usse pata thha ke yeh hone nahi wala. apni
biwi ke darr se thiturte jism ko dekhkar usske
andar daya,gussa aur darr ka ek ajeeb sa emotion
janml le raga thha. " darr mat. main teri biwi ka
rape nahi karunga. jaisa ke maine kaha, main ek
sabhya nagrik hoon. main kisi abla nari ka rape
karne yahan nahi aaya hon. teri biwi bahut hi sexy
hai par main ussmein zarada bhi intereated nahi
hoon.main yahan sirf tere karan hoon.mera
yakeen kar,maine iss pal ka barson se intezaar kiya
hai aur hamesha apne khayalon mein issko aisa hi
paya hai. tum bilkul bandhe hue aadmi ki tarah
kone mein tadapte hue, aur apne sabse pyaari biwi
ke dard ko mehsoos karte hue, jo ki tumhaari
aankhon ke saamne tadap rahi hai. mujhe pata hai
ke meri soch bahut hi strong rahi hai par fir bhi
aaj tumko iss halqt mein dekh kar jo thandak mere
dil ko pahunch rahi hai wo kisi bhi cheez ke saath
tulna karne ke yogya nahi hai." fir ussne apna
dhyaan kalpana pe kendrit karte hue kaha " to
mrs.rahul, mujhe pqkka yajeen hai ke aap apne
pati ke saath beintehaa mohabbat karti hain. aapke
liye wo ek asoolo waala aadmi hai jo hamesha
apne gar aur apni duty ko zyqada mahatva deta
hai. sahi bol raha hoon na main" kalpana ne haan
mein apna sar hilaya . "to fir batao aapko kaisa
lagega agar main kahun ke yeh aadmi yahan
kqmre mein maujood baaki gundon se kahin zyada
ghatiya hai????yeh log to baaaki logon par apne
paison ke laalach mein zulm karte hain par
tumhaara pati bina kisi laalach aur karan ke
karan bahut saari zindagiyan barbaad kar chuka
hai. ussne yeh sab issi liye kiya kyunki apni power
ke zariye wo yeh sab kar sakta thha. ussne yeh sab
kiya kyunki ussko koi farak nahi padta ke usski
harkaton ka doosron par kya asar padh raha hai.
ek tarah se mujhe daya aa rahi hai ke apne pati ki
harkaton ke karan tumhein zulm sehne padh rahe
hain par kya karun,gehu ke saath ghunn bhi piss
jaata hai. tymhaari pati ke khilaaf jitni nafrat
mujhe hai usse kahin zyaada kam tumhaare upar
mujhe daya aa rahi hai. issliye main tumhein pehle
hi sory bolna cgahta hoon. " kalpana ka darr use
bandhe hue thha nahi to wo apni aur rahul ki
zindagi ki bheekh iss pagal se maangne lag jaati.
wo kitna bhi koshish kare,uske muh se ek shabd
bhi nahin nikal raha thha. ussne soch ke rakha
thha ke yeh usski zindagi ka sabse achcha din
hoga par dheere dheere yeh usske sabse gande
khwaab mein tabdeel ho raha tha. naunawan ab
seedha rahul ki aankhon mein dekh raha tha.
gusse ke shole usski aankhon mein sulag rahe thhe
aur rahul gehri soch mein dooba hua thha yeh
sochkar ke kaise ussne aadmi ka bura kiya thha.
ussbne bahut socha lekn yeh baat ussko yaad nahi
aa rahi thhi. wo soch raha thha ke kya karan hai
ke wo naujwaan uski biwi ke saath aisa kar raha
thha aur usne uss naujwan ka kya bigaada thha.
ussko yaad blnahi aa raha thha ke kab aur kaise
usne iss aadmi se dushmani mol le li thhi. abhi wo
yeh sab soch hi raha thha ke uss naujawan ne jaise
usska dimag hi padh liya thha.

" mujhe pata hai ke tunhaare paas bahut hi

zyaada sawaal hain. jaise ke main kaun hoon
..kya chahta hoon... tumhaare saath aisa kyun kar
raha hoon... aur sabse bada, mujhe aasha hai ke
tum aone aap se soch rahe hoge ke kya yeh sab
kuch tum sqch mein deserve kqrte ho
..... baaki saare prashnon ke sawaal tumhein khud
hi dhondhne honge lekin ek baat kain spasht keh
deta hhon ke tum deserve to zarur karte ho. asal
meun tum isse kabin ztada ada torture ke haqdaar
hom main kaun hoon, yeh zaruri nahin hai. main
aisa kyun ban gaya hoon, yeh important hai aur
isska jawaab seedha sa hai - tumhaare karan.
haan.. tumhaare hi karan maine har wo cheez kho
di jo mere dil ke paas thhi aur har shaks kho diya
jisse main pyaar karta thha. agar tum na hote, to
shayad main bhi ek normal life ji raha hota ..
khush aur ek aadarsh nagrik ki tarah...par
tumhaare karan pyaar naam ka shabd meri zindagi
mein koi maayne nahi rakhta. aane wale kal ke
liye mere paas na hi koi umeed hai aur na hi koi
hope. le de ke jo bhi mere paas bachta hai, wo hai
aaj ka din aur aaj main tumhein tadapte hue
dekhna chqhta hoon. bilkul waisi hi tadap jo
tumhaare karan melyjhe sehni padi. mujhe pata
hai ke badlaa meri koi madat nahi karega aur
kuch hi ghanton mein wo dqrd waapas mujhe
satane lagega, par fir bhi main tumhe tadapte hue
dekhne ka ek ek pal enjoy karungn rahul,
tumhaara paap tumhaare abhi ki haalat se bahut
hi ghinona hai.jahan tak yeh baat hai ke tumne
kiya kya thha, ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna -
chaahe wo ek mitti ka zarra ho ya chattan ka
tukdaa, paani mein dono hi samaan roop se doobte
hain" yeh kehte hue wo kalpana se thodi door ho
gaya aur room ke kone mein padi ek kursi pe baith
gaya jahan se ussko kalpana aur rahul saaf
dikhayi de rahe thhe. "ab meri baat dhyaan se
suno rahul, agar tumne apni aankhein band kari
to mere aadmi tumhaari biwi ke chhote chhote
tukre karke unhein kutton ko khila denge. tumhein
usspar se aankhein nahi hataani...kya tum samajh
rahe ho jo main keh raha hoon..." rahul ne haar
maan kar apna sar haan mein hilaaya...usski aisi
haalat dekh kar wo naujawaan muskuraya aur
apne aadmiyon ki taraf muh kar kebola,"shuru ho
jao aur iss kutiya ko itna dard do ke yeh bas
tadapti rahe"
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 Update 3
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“Nahin... plz mujhe jaane do.. chhod do

mujhe...mmmm mmmm” kalpana ke muh pe tape
baandh kar un nakaabposhon ne ussko shaant kar
diya. Gusse mein tamtamaata Rahul abhi tak apne
bandhanon se mukt hone ki purzor koshish kar
raha thha par usska koi asar nahi ho raha thha.
gusse se usska chehra laal ho gaya thha aur usske
mann mein sirf ek hi khayal aa raha thha – in sab
ko kutte ki maut maarna, par kya kare wo to ek
asahay aadmi ki tarah kursi se bandha pada thha.
un logon ne kalpana ke haath aapas mein baandh
diye. ek nakaabposh ne chaaku nikaala aur
kalpana ki saree ko cheerne laga. baaki dono logo
ne kalpana ke kandhe pakkad kar ussko zameen pe
litaaya hua thha aur paglon ki tarah haste hue
dheere dheere kalpana ke badan se utarte kapdon
ko dekh rahe thhe. halanki chaaku bahut sambhal
ke chalaya jaa raha thha, lekin kalpana ke bahut
zyaada hilne-dulne ke karan usske shareer ke kayi
hisson pe chaku se kharonche aa gayi aur khoon
behne laga.

“mmmmmm...mmmmmmm” apni biwi ki yeh halat

dekh kar Rahul ka gussa aur bhi khol raha thha.
pagalon ki tarah wo apne bandhanon ko todne ki
koshish karne lag gaya. usska sar ab dard ke
maare phata jaa raha thha. apni aansuon se
sarobaar aankhon ko jhuka kar wo bhagwaan se
dua karne lag gaya. bas wo yeh hi maang raha
thha ke ek baar kisi tarah se wo khul jaye, taaki in
sab kameenon ko dikha de ke wo bhi kya cheez
hai. Wo naujwan usse aise tadapta dekh raha thha
aur usske chehre par Rahul ki yeh halat dekh kar
ek ajeeb se haiwaani hasi chaa rahi thhi.

Saadi ko puri tarah se phaad ke fenk dene ke baad,

un logon ne kalpana ke blouse ko pakkad kar
kheenchna shuru kar diya. charrrrrrrr ki awaaz ke
saath kalpana ke baaki kapde bhi phat-te chale
gaye. un teenon ne wohi paglon waali hasi haste
hue wo phate hue kapde uchaal ke Rahul ki taraf
phenk diye. Rahul bas yeh hi chaah raha thha ke
koi usske dil mein chaaku ghused de taaki wo iss
torture se azaad ho jaye. Ab kalpana ke shareer
par bas usske undergarments hi bache thhe. apni
wedding anniversary ki raat ko rangeen banane ke
liye Kalpana ne Rahul ke liye ek surprise tayyaar
kiya thha jisske chalte ussne saadi ke neeche sirf
ek sexy bra aur chhoti si g-string pehne hue thhe
jo ki ab sabki nazaron ke saamne thhe. ussko iss
halat mein dekh kar usske upar chadhe teeno
nakaposhon ki laar tapakne lag gayi.

“waah... lagta hai yeh kutiya chudne ke liye bilkul

hi tayyaar hai” pehle waale ne apne lund ko
masalte hue bola

“ha ha ha.. jo ussne socha thha, usse to kahin

zyaada milne laga hai ussko. aaj to chod chod kar
isski halat kharab kar dunga main” doosre ne
kaha aur teenon fir se wo paglon waali hasi hasne
lage. Sharm aur darr ke karan kalpana ne apni
aankhein band kar li. bas wo yeh chaah rahi thhi
ke kisi tarah se usski zindagi bas khatam ho jaye
taaki ussko yeh daag le kar zindagi bhar na jeena
pade. ek nakabposh ne usski bra ko bina khole
kheencha taani shuru kar di jisse usski unn saari
jagahon mein dard hone lag gaya jahan pe usski
bra ke straps thhe. usske urozon par bhi iss
gharshan ke karan laali aane lagi. kuch hi palon
mein usski bra utar kar usske baaki kapdon ke
saath padi thhi. usski doodhiya chaati ko dekh kar
teeno nakabposh aur kaamum ho gaye. apne
shareer ki saari takat lagate hue kalpana ne aakhri
baar unnke chungal se nikalne ki koshish shuru
kar di aur betahasha apne paaon chalane lagi.
usska paaon ek nakabposh ke muh se takraya aur
usski naak se khoon behne laga. apne khoon ko
dekh kar usska gussa saatve aasman par pahunch
gaya.

“saali kuttiya...” ussne bola aur usske muh par ek

kass kar chaanta mara. chaanta itni zor ka pada
thha ke kalpana ki aankhon ke saamne taare
naachne lag gaye. usske gaal surkh laal ho gaye
aur usski naak se bhi khoon behne laga. yeh dekh
rahul gusse mein aur zyaada tamtamane laga.
cheekhne aur apne bandhan todne ki usski koshish
abhi tak jaari thhi. usske dil mein bas yehi baat aa
rahi thhi ke kisi tarah se yeh rassiyaan toote aur
wo in haramzaadon ko unki asli aukaat dikhaye.

Doosri taraf wo naujwan bina chehre par koi

shikan laye sab kuch dekhe jaa raha thha. itne
ghinone kaam ko itni aaram se usske dekhne se do
hi baatein saaf ho rahi thhi – ek to yeh ke shayad
wo pagal thha aur doosra yeh ke usske dil mein
Rahul ke liye nafrat ka wo gubaar bhara thha
jissne usski aankhon pe ek aisi patti daal thhi jo
usse sahi/galat aur achche/bure ka ehsaas nahi
hone de rahi thhi. Usske dimag mein kya chal raha
thha, wo bahar prakat nahi hone de raha thha.
maano ek chaadar usske chehre par lipti ho jo
usske andar ke armaan bahar nahi jaane de rahi
thhi. sach to yeh thha ke usske dil ko badi thandak
mil rahi thhi yeh sab kuch hote dekh. usse lag raha
thha ke jiss ghadi ko wo besabri se intezaar kar
raha thha, aaj wo ghadi aa hi gayi hai, isliye
aaram se usska lutf le raha thha. Rahul ke har ek
pal ki tadap, uss naujawan ke jism mein umang ki
ek nayi leher chhod rahi thhi.

Doosri ore ek sansanaata tamaacha khaa ke

kalpana ka sar abhi tak ghoom raha thha. ab
ussmein se ladne aur virodh karne ki saari shakti
chali gayi thhi. wo kisi murde ki tarah wahan padi
hui bas aage ke hashra ka intezaar kar rahi thhi.
usspe chadhe gundon ki to jaise lottery lagiu hui
thhi. itna kasa hua aur sundar badan unhone aaj
tak nahi chooa thha. josh mein bhar kar 2 log
ussko urojon ko choos rahe thhe. wo kabhi unhein
dabate, kabhi kaat-te aur kabhi zor laga ke chooste
rehte kisi jungali ki tarah. kalpana ko dard to
bahut ho raha thha lekin iss halat mein uss dard
ka asar kuch nahi ho raha thha. usska poora
shareer jaise sunn hi ho gaya thha. teesre
nakabposh ne kheech kar usski chaddi utaari aur
rahul ke paas jaa kar usske muh par fenk di.
Sharam, frustration aur gusse se rahul ki aankhon
se bhi ashruon ki dhaara behne lagi. kone mein
baithe uss naujawan ko rahul ko yun rota dekh
aur bhi mzaa a raha thha. rahul ke muh par
fenkne ke baad wo aadmi waapas muda aur
kalpana ki taraf chalne laga. wahan jaa kar aur
neeche jhuk kar ussne kalpana ki taangein alag
alag kar di. usski chikni choot dekh kar, usska
lund aur bhi zyada kadak ho gaya.
“mujhe pura yakeen hai ke jitni achchi teri choot
dikhti hai, usse kahin achcha usska swaad hoga”
ussne kaha aur apna chehra usski choot mein daal
kar usse jaanwaron ki tarah chaatne laga.

“boss.. main kya isske muh se tape nikal doon?

mujhe apne laude se issko datun karte hue dekhne
chahta hoon”

:”hataa do” wo naujawaan bola aur aaram se

peeche ho kar tamasha dekhne laga.

Ab wo teeno nakabposh ekdum nange ho gaye thhe

aur unke shastra paththar ki tarah sakht ho gaye
thhe. ek ne aage jaa kar kalpana ke muh se tape
nikala. kalpana lambi lambi saansein lekar apne
aap ko sambhalne ki koshish karti rahi par jaise hi
ussne muh khola, ek bande ne apna garam lund
usske mu mein daal diya. doosre ne usske baal
pakkad liye aur dono log zor laga ke kalpana ko
wo louda choosne par majboor kar rahe thhe.
pehle waale ne apni speed badha di aur apna louda
jaldi jaldi kalpana ke gale ke andar tak le kar
jaane lag gaya. kalpana ki halat kharab ho gayi
aur usska saas thoda aur ukhad gaya. jab tak wo
do log usske muh ke saath busy thhe, teesre waale
ne apna lund usski yoni ki diwaar pe rakha aur ek
bahut hi tez dhakke se andar daal diya. aadha lund
andar ghus chuka thha aur aadha bahar thha.
kalpana ko aisa lag raha thha jaise ab kisi bhi pal
usski maut aa sakti hai. kalpana ko asahniya dard
ho raha thha aur teeno log jaanwaron ki bhaati
ussko chod rahe thhe. jiss gunde ne usske baal
pakde hue thhe, ussne jhuk kar apne doosre haath
ki ek ungali zabardasti kalpana ki gaand mein
ghused di. aaj tak usne apni gaand mein kabhi
nahi liya thha aur ussko itna dard ho raha tha
jaise kisi ne pighalta hua loha usski gaand mein
daal diya ho. Usski aankhon se aansu beh rahe
thhe jo ke un haiwaanon ko aur uttejit kar rahe
thhe. jo gunda usski choot maar raha thha ab
zameen par seedha let gaya apna lund upar ki
taraf kar ke. baaki donon ne kalpana ko uthaya
aur usske lund par baitha diya. uska mota aur
garam lund jaise hi kalpana ki choot mein ghusa
to kalpana ki dard ke maare cheekh nikalne lagi
par jaise hi ussne muh khola, paas khade ek bande
ne apna lund usske muh mein ghusa diya. issi
beech bache hue ne apne lund pe apna thook
masla aur ussko kaafi geela karne ke baad kalpana
ki gaand mein ghused diya. Kalpana ko aisa laga
maano usski gaand phatt hi jayegi. usski gaand
maximum stretch ho chuki thhi aur kalpana dard
se karah rahi thhi. ussko fir se aisa lag raha thha
maano wo dard ke maare mar hi jayegi. haiwaniyat
ka yeh nanga naach kuch minute chalta raha par
yeh kuch pal kalpana ke liye sadiyon ke barabar
guzre. thodi der mein wo teeno baari baari se
kalpana ke kisi na kisi khadde mein jhadd gaye.
kuch samay baad jab unka ang shithil pad gaya, to
unhone ussko kalpana mein se bahar nikal diya.
“To Rahul babu.. mazaa aaya yeh natak dekh
kar?? mujhe pakka yakeen hai ke tumhein bahut
mazaa aaya hoga. ek baat to main kehni bhool hi
gaya – Happy Anniversary. ab jab badhaiyan de hi
di hain to gift bhi de hi deta hoon. bina gift ke
mazaa nahi aayega” aisa uss naujawan ne kaha
aur paas pade apne bag mein se ek kasaiyon waala
chaaku nikal liya
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Rahul ko kuch kuch shanka ho gayi ke aage kya

hone waala hai. wo apni kursi pe hilta julta raha
aur fir koshish karne laga ke wo bandhan toot
jayein. lekin na to aisa hua aur na hi aise hota
prateet ho raha thha. wo naujawaan jaa ke
kalpana ke paas baith gaya. usske sar ke paas
chaukadi maar ke wo kalpana ko kuch bolne laga
jo ke bahut hi dheemi awaaz mein hone ke karan
na hi kalpana ko suna aur na hi rahul ko. dheere
dheere uss naujawan ne apna haath kalpana ke
baalon mein ferna shuru kar diya. kalpana darr se
sehme hue usse dekhne lag gayi. “afsos hai ke kisi
aur ke kiye ki sazaa tumhein mil rahi hai. par kya
karein, jo karna hai, wo to karna hi padega” ussne
kaha aur uss chaaku ko hawaa mein uthaa liya.
ussne aankhein band kar li jaise kisi ko yaad kar
raha ho. tabhi usske kaano mein ek awaaz goonji.

“main tumse daya ki bheekh maangti hoon. please

please aisa mat karo” rote hue kalpana ne bola,
“tum na sirf meri jaan le rahe ho, balki mere pet
mein pal rahe Rahul ki nishani ko bhi khatam kar
rahe ho” usne kaha aur uss naujawan ke chehre
par daya ka koi bhaav dhoondhne lagi. sar par
latak raha butcher’s knife ussko thoda hilta hua
prateet hua, usski saans mein saans aayi ke shayad
wo bach gayi hai. uss aadmi ka haath thoda sa
ladkhadaya. lekin tabhi uss ne apni aakhein khol
di. un aankhon mein bhare gusse ko dekh kar
kalpana ko yakeen ho gaya ke usska ant nazdeek
aa gaya hai.. ussne Rahul ki taraf dekha aur boli,
“i lov....” aur isse pehle usski baat khatam ho
paati, ek tez jhatke ke saath wo butcher’s knife
usske gale ke aar paar ho gayi.

Gusse mein Rahul fir tilmila utha aur apne haath

pair chalane laga. par bandha hua hone ke karan
usski mehnat ka koi nateeja nahi nikal raha.
Kalpana ka khoon chaaron ore bikhra pada thha.
usski gardan se abhi bhi favvare ki tarah khoon
nikal raha thha. kuch cheente uss naujawaan ke
muh par bhi pad gayi thhi. khoon ka jaise ek
dariya uss kamre mein beh raha thha. par fir bhi
darindgi se bhare uss naujawan ko chain nahi
aaya. ussne fir se apna haath upar kiya aur ek aur
vaar kalpana ki gardan par kiya. Iss baar kalpana
ka sar usske dhad se alag ho gaya aur side mein
ludak gaya. ludakti gardan aur khoon ko dekh kar
wo naujawan hasne lag gaya. usski hasi kaafi der
tak chalti rahi. jo nakabposh gunde yeh nazara
dekh rahe thhe, itni kroorta dekh kar unki rooh
bhi kaanp utthi.

“Tum log kya khade hue mere husn ka deedar hi

karte rahoge ya koi kaam bhi karoge?” wo un
logon ki taraf dekh kar chinghaada

“zaroor boss. aap batayein ke hum kya karein.”

pehle aadmi ne bola. wo itna dara hua thha ke
ussko pata nahi thha ke apni taango ke beech mein
jo nami wo mehsoos kar raha hai wo paseena hai
ya kuch aur.

“maine tumhein jo samaan laane ko kaha thha wo

tum le aaye ho?” uss naujawaan ne bola
“ji boss. hum wo sab le aaye hain.”

“to yahan khade hue kya kar rahe ho? lekar kyun
nahi aate wo chaaku?” thoda khij ke wo bola.
ussko bilkul bhi pasand nahi thha ke zara sa bhi
samay faltu ki baaton mein zaaya kiya jaaye. karne
ko kaam kaafi thha aur samay bahut kam.

wo teeno sakpaka gaye aur jaldi se jaa kar bahar

car mein se wo churriyan le aaye. aur kalpana ke
mrit shareer ke paas pahunch gaye. Rahul ko pata
thha ke aage kya hone waala hai aur dil ki peeda
ko thhoda bachane ke liye ussne apni aankhein
bahut hi zor se bandh kar li.
“tum teeno ne maze le liye hai na?? fir kis cheez
ka intezaar kar rahe ho? lag jao kaam pe” ussne
kaha aur wo teeno kalpana ke shareer ke chhote
chhote tukde karne lage. bandh aankhon mein bhi
churriyon ki awaaz rahul ke shareer mein ek
sihran paida kar rahi thhi. jo insaan ussko duniya
mein sabse pyaara thha, aur shaayad usske jeene
ka sahara thha, usski aisi durgati ho rahi thhi
jissko sochne ke liye hi dil mein kisi nirdayi
shaitaan jaisi kroorta chahiye hoti hai. Reh reh
kar rahul ko apne upar bhi gussa aa raha thha ke
yeh sab usske saamne hi ho raha thha aur wo kuch
bhi kar nahi paa raha thha. Jo Rahul saari duniya
ko bachane ke liye din bhar daudta firta hai, aaj
usski aankhon ke saamne usski duniya ujad gayi
aur wo kuch nahi kar paa raha thha. aisa sochte hi
usse ghrina aane lagi aur wo phoot phoot ke rone
laga. tabhi usske kaano mein ek cheekh padi aur
achaanak se usski aankhein khuli aur ek gunde pe
gayi. churri se usski ungali kat gayi thhi aur uss
gunde ne apna nakab upar kar ke ungali ko
choosna shuru kar diya thha. Usske chehre ko
dekh kar Rahul ko laga jaise usse kahin dekha hua
hai. wo theek se samajh nahi paa raha thha ke
kahan dekha hai... lekin yeh pakka thha ke kahin
to dekha hai.

“Pagal ho gaya hai kya?? apna nakab kyun

utaara?” naujawaan ne usse bola

“sorry boss.. dard itna ho raha thha ke bhool

gaya.. waise bhi koi farak to padhega nahi .. hum
to isse maarne hi waale hai na...”
“Ab tu mujhe batayega ke hum kya karne waale
hai aur humein kya karna chahiye? hum isse
nahin maarenge. yeh khel itni aasani se khatam ho
gaya to mazaa kahan aayega” yeh sunkar uss
aadmi ki phatt gayi aur ussne apna nakab waapas
neeche kar liya. “ab kya faayda hai murakh?
yahan se nikal jaa isse pehle ki main tera hi antim
sanskar kar doon. yeh do bahut hain yeh kaam
karne ko”

wo aadmi jaldi se wahan se chala gaya aur baaki

ke dono waapas se kalpana ke shareer ko kaatne
lage. jab kalpana ke saare shareer ke chhote
chhote tukde ho gaye to wo ek suitcase le kar aaye
aur dheere dheere saare tukde usskmein bhar diye.
iss poore karya mein unhein lagbhag ek ghanta
laga. Fir unhone suitcase pack kar ke ek jagah
rakh diya aur uss naujawan ke kehne par pure
ghar ki safayi karne lage. unhone uss ghar ko
pehle jaisa saaf kar diya. saara khoon aur daag
dho daale aur suitcase le kar bahar chale gaye. yeh
sab Rahul ko ajeeb sa lag raha thha. ek to uss
naujwan ne apna chehra bilkul nahi chupaya –
jisse saaf thha ke ussko pakde jaane ka koi darr
nahi hai. doosra unhone saare ghar ki safai kar di
taaki koi saboot na choote... Rahul ko lag raha
thha ke ab wo usse maarenge lekin wo naujawan
pehle hi keh chuka thha ke ussko nahin maarenge.
to fir yeh sab kuch kis liye??? aur teesra aur sab se
bada sawaal – ussne aisa kiya kya thha jiss ke
karan yeh naujawan usse itni badi sazaa de raha
thha... in sawaalon ka jawaab ussko jald hi mila
jab muskuraate hue uss naujawaan ne Rahul ki
taraf dekha aur bola shuru kiya
“tum ek bade police officer ho aur chaaho to
police ki madat se aaram se mujhe pakkad sakte
ho. lekin ek baat yaad rakhna, mujhe zinda
pakadna namumkin hai. agar tumhaari kismat
tumhaara saath de deti hai aur tum mujhe zinda
pakkad bhi lete ho, to main apni zabaan pe taala
laga dunga. tum mujhe jitna bhi torture karo,
tumhein kuch nahi bataunga ke maine yeh sab
kyun kiya aur tumhaare saath hi kyun kiya. tum
mujhe sazaa dila ke insaaf to paa loge par usse kya
faayda hoga? har ek sawaal tumhein andar hi
andar khaata jayega aur tum kuch bhi nahi kar
paoge. issliye mein chahta hoon.... nahin jaanta
hoon.... ke tum police ko kuch nahi bataoge. kisi
na kisi tarah se aaj nahi to kal tum mere tak
pahunch hi jaoge. main uss din ka besabri se
intezaar karunga. aage ki baat ussi din hogi. ab
mujhe jaane ki agyaa dijiye. aapne apni saalgirah
par mera khoob satkaar kiya aur isske liye main
aapka tahe dil se shukriya karta hoon. main yehi
prarthana karta hoon ke aise athitya ka samman
duniya mein har kisi ko mile” ussne haste hue
kaha aur wahan se chala gaya. Rahul apni geeli
aankhon se bas usski ore dekhta raha jab tak wo
bahar nahi chala gaya aur ussne darwaaza band
nahi kar diya. Rahul ko aise lag raha thha ke yeh
darwaaza uss ke ghar ka nahi balki usski zindagi
ka thha jisne saari khushiyan uss taraf rakh di aur
Rahul ko gham ke katghare mein band kar diya.

Ruk gayi hain sans par maut nahi aayi hai,

Zindgani se hamne jaane kyun yeh maat khayi hai.
Tere hi naam par fareb mile,
Mere malik ab bas teri hi duhai hai…
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 Chapter 2 - Jaise ko Taisa

Update 1
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Raghu kisi olympic runner ki tarah tezi se bhaag

raha thha. usski saansein ukhadne lag gayi thhi
aur paseena paani ki tarah beh raha thha. wo
bhaagte hue baar baar peeche dekh raha thha uss
aadmi ki taraf jo usska peecha kar raha thha.
kabhi kabhar wo ladkhada kar to kabhi kisi cheez
se takra kar neeche girta. par sar par mandraati
maut ke darr se wo waapis uth khada hota aur fir
bhaagne lag jaata. usski iss haalat ke bilkul vipreet
usske peeche bhaagne waala vyakti chehre par
shaanti liye aaram se usske peeche bhaag raha
thha. ussko pura yakeen thha ke raghu kuch hi
palon mein usske chungal mein hoga aur issliye
wo zyaada mehnat usse pakadne mein na karke,
pakkadne ke baad karna chahta thha. Dheere
dheere raghu ki paaon ki tezi kam hone lagi aur
saason ki tezi badhne lagi. Saamne sadak ka ant
dekh kar usske hosh udd gaye. usske dheere hote
hi usska peecha karne waale ne apni tezi badha di
aur dono ke beech ka faasla nirantar kam hone
laga. Raghu ne idhar udhar dekha to ek sunsaan
building dikhi. bina soche samjhe wo uss building
mein ghus gaya. andar se wo building poori tarah
se ujadi padi thhi jaise barson se khaali padi hai.
chaaron taraf bas kachra hi thha. raghu bhaag ke
seediyon ke paas pahuncha to paaya ke seediyan
tooti hui hain. wo bahar nikalne ka darwaza
khojne laga. tabhi usse ek darwaaza band hone ki
awaaz aayi jisse usska dil doob gaya. wo samajh
gaya thha ke bahar nikalne ka aur koi raasta nahi
hai aur jiss raaste se wo andar ghusa thha, wahan
“wo” khada hua hai. kuch hi kshanon mein uss
aadmi ki dhoondhli aakriti raghu ko dikhne lagi
aur wo uss se chupne ke liye idhar udhar bhagne
laga. tabhi usska paaon fisal gaya aur usska sar
jaa kar deewar par laga. wo apna sar pakkad ke
zameen par let gaya aur dard se karahne laga. jab
ussne aankhein kholi to ussko ek lohe ki rod apne
upar aati hui dikhi. dard se usska sar phatne laga
aur chaaron ore andhera chaa gaya.

Pata nahi wo kitne samay tak behosh raha. ussko

hosh aaya jab usske badan par ekdum thanda
paani phenka gaya. kuch pal tak wo sochta raha ke
kahan hai aur uss ke aas paas ki cheezein itni
ajeeb si kyun dikh rahi hai. jab usska dimag thoda
theek hua to ussko pata chala ke wo chhat se ulta
latka hua hai aur usske badan se kapde ka har ek
tukda hataa ke usse nirvastra kiya hua hai. Usske
muh par bhi tape baandha hua thha jisse usski koi
bhi awaaz kisi ke kaano mein na pade.

“ab dhyaan se sun Raghu. main tere muh par se

yeh tape hataane laga hoon. cheekhne ya chillaane
ki koshish bilkul mat karna. yeh bilkul hi sunsaan
ilaaka hai. jo bhi main poochun, usska bilkul sahi
tarah se jawaab dena. Jitna tu jhooth bolega, utni
hi tujhe sazaa milegi. Main tab tak tujhe pratadit
karunga jab tu har ek shabd mujhe sach sach nahi
bata deta. issliye achcha hoga ke tu jaldi se jaldi
meri baaton ka sahi jawaab de de. Yeh mat sochna
ke tu kisi bhi tarah se bach jayega. tu yahan khud
nahi aaya, balki mere dwara laya gaya hai. jaisa
main kehta hoon, waise hi karega to thoda kam
kasht bhogega. samajh mein aa raha hai na ke
main kya keh raha hoon?” rahul ne raghu se bola
to ussne haami mein sar hilaya. Rahul ne ek jhatke
mein wo tape Raghu ke muh se kheench diya.
Raghu ko aisa laga maano usski chamdi bhi tape
ke saath kheech di ho aur wo dard mein kulbulane
laga. “to raghu... mujhe batao ke uss din tumhaare
saath aur kaun kaun thha” Rahul ne sawaal kiya

“sahab mujhe kuch nahi pata ke aap kya keh rahe

ho. kiss din ki baat kar rahe ho aap? shayad aapko
koi galatfehmli ho rahi hai.. please mujhe
chhod...” usska itna hi kehna thha ke rahul ka
ghutna aa ke seedha usske muh pe laga. dard se
usska maatha chakrane laga aur aankhon ke
saamne taare naachne lage. usski naak bhi shaayd
toot gayi thhi aur ussmein se khoon beh raha thha.
“tum jaise gali ke kutte kabhi kuch aasani se
samajh hi nahi sakte ho. lagta hai mujhe doosra
tareeka hi apnana padega” yeh kehte hue Rahul
ne paas mein rakha aur ussko khol kar usmein se
kuch nikalne laga. raghu ne dekha ke Rahul ke
haath mein aaloo cheelne waala peeler hai. Wo
Raghu ke paas gaya aur dheere dheere usski
chmdi ko uss chaaku se peel karne laga.Dard ke
maare raghu cheekhe jaa raha thha lekin Rahul pe
isska koi asar nahi pad raha thha. Poore vatavaran
mein bas raghu ki cheekhon ki awaaz goonj rahi
thhi. thodi si chamdi utaarne ke baad Rahul ne fir
se apne bag mein haath daala aur iss baar
deodrant ki ek bottal nikali aur chilli hui chamdi
pe spray karne laga. Dard ke maare Raghu ka
bahut hi bura haal ho gaya thha.
“basss..... basss... karo... main sab kuch batane ko
tayaar hoon... aur nahi sehen hota mujhse” wo
bola aur thodi der aur dard mein chatpatata raha.

“Ab bhonkna shuru kar nahi to main tere jism ke

ang kaatne shuru kar dunga.” rahul thodi der
baad bola. usski ankhon mein bhare gusse ko dekh
kar koi bhi andaaza laga sakta thha ke wo jhooth
nahi bol raha hai.

“Saleem Hatkela aur Manoj Patel. yeh do log thhe

mere saath uss din. jiss aadmi ne humein paise
diye thhe, usske baare mein main kuch nahi
jaanta. Ussne Salim ko yeh jimmedaari saunpi thhi
jisne mujhe aur manoj ko bulaya. Hum dono ko 5
lakh rupaye mil rahe thhe. itna paisa dekh kar
main na nahin keh saka. bas usski ek hi farmaish
thhi aur wo bhi yeh ke jo bhi wo kahe, hum usska
paalan karein” Rahul Saleem aur Manoj ko jaanta
thha. dono hi bahut puraane paapi thhe. Darjanon
choron se ‘pooch-taach’ kar chuke Rahul ko yeh
samajhne mein mushkil nahi hui ke Raghu sach
bol raha hai.

“Abhi wo aadmi kahan hai? kuch pata hai

tumhein?” gussebhari awaaz mein Rahul ne kaha.

“Sahab main usske baare mein kuch nahi jaanta.

uss din to maine ussko dekha bhi pehli baari thha.
hum log Salim ke ghar par mile aur fir aapke ghar
pe aaye jahan wo humaara intezaar kar raha thha.
wahin ussne humein plan bataya thha. maine
bahut bola ke police inspector ke ghar aisa kaam
nahi karte, danger hai, lekin wo nahi maana. ant
mein mujhe hi maan na pada kyunki mujhe paison
ki bahut zarurat thhi”

“Itni kya zarurat aa gayi tumhein paison ki tumne

zara si hichak nahi dikhayi ek nihathhi aurat ka
rape karne mein aur fir ussko ek nirdayi maut
dene mein” rahul ne bola aur raghu ko chup dekh
kar cheekha “bo.. ab kyun muh band kiya hua
hai”

“mera beta hospital mein bharti thha sarkar. usske

ilaaj ke liye bahut paison ki zarurat thhi. issiliye
aisa kiya. mujhe maaf kar dijiye sahab.. mujhe
maaf kar dijiye.. mere paas koi doosra raasta nahi
thha”
“doosra raasta hamesha hota hai raghu. jaise dekh
abhi mujhe pata hai ke teri biwi aur bachcha
kahan rehte hain. main chahoon to jaa kar teri
biwi ka rape kar sakta hoon aur tere bachche ka
khoon. lekin main aisa nahi karunga. main doosra
raasta apnaunga. Dekh aaj nahi to kal hum sab ko
apne paapon ki sazaa milti hai. galtiyan fir bhi
maaf kari jaa sakti hain lekin paapon ki sazaa to
mil ke hi rehti hai.. isse pehchaante ho?” ussne
kaha aur paas mein pade bag se kasaiyon waala
chaaku nikaal liya. uss chaaku ko dekh kar raghu
ke chehre se hawaiyaan udd gayi aur usski susu
nikal gayi. “itni jaldi darr gaya tu raghu? abhi to
main shuru bhi nahi hua. tumne mujhe aur meri
biwi ko daya ki bheek bhi nahi maangne di thhi.
par main chahta hoon ke tum cheekho aur mere
saamne gidgidaoo. tumhari bheek maangti awaaz
ko sunkar hi mujhe sukoon milega. bahut aadat
hai na tujhe doosron ko dard pahunchaane ki... ab
teri baari aa gayi hai” rahul ne kaha. gussa aur
ghrina usski awaaz aur aankhon mein saaf jhalak
rahe thhe.

Fir Rahul ne chaaku wala haath upar kiya aur ek

jhatke se usse neeche laya. rakhu ka daya haath
kat ke zameen par pada thha aur wo dard se
chinghaadne laga thha. wo aur zor se cheekhne
laga jab agle hi pal Rahul ne usska bayan haath
bhi kaat ke zameen pe gira diya. jahan usske haath
hua karte thhe, wahan ab sirf khoon ka jharna
thha. tezi se behte khoon ke karan raghu adhmara
ho chuka thha aur usse yakeen thha ke wo bhi
jaldi hi iss duniya se uth jayega. wo cheekh chilla
raha thha par usski guhaar Rahul ko aur josh ke
saath maarne par majboor kar rahi thhi. Haath
kaatne ke baad Rahul ka agla nishaana Raghu ki
taang bani jo ke 2 praharon ke saath hi usske dhad
se alag ho gayi thhi. Ab Raghu sirf apni ek taang
ke bal par chhat se latak raha thha.

“daya karo mujhpe. mujhe mat maaro. mere biwi-

bachche ka to socho.. unka kya hoga” apni aakhri
bachi saanson mein bhi ussne madat ki bheekh
maangna band nahi kiya thha.

“Tere biwi bachche?? to meri biwi nahi thhi kya?

mere bachche ka kya jissne iss duniya mein kadam
bhi nahi rakha thha aur tum haiwanon ka shikaar
ho gaya? unka kya Raghu?” Rahul pagalon ki
tarah cheekhte hue bola aur poore gusse mein
bhar kar uss chaaku ka ek vaar raghu ki gardan pe
kiya jo kat ke door ja giri. kuch pal Rahul uss
laash ko aur usske tukdon ko dekhta raha aur fir
un sab ke chhote chhote tukde kar ke ek bori mein
bhare aur pehle se khode hue gadhdhe mein gaad
diya. Jab yeh kaam ho gaya to ussne uss kabar par
thookha aur ek paththar usspar laga diya jisspar
likha thha “4 – 1 = 3”
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Update 2
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Ek raat jab Rahul bistar par leta hua thha to soch

raha thha ke kaise usski zindagi pichle kuch
hafton mein bilkul hi badal gayi hai. Raat mein
aankhein band karne ke baad neend uss se koson
door hoti thhi. agar neend aa bhi jaati thhi to ‘uss’
raat ki saari ghatnayein kisi film ki reel ki tarah
usske sapnon mein aate aur ussko uss darindgi ko
waapas jeene mein majboor kar dete. Yeh bure
sapne itne din tak roz ussko tadpane ke bawajood
uska peecha nahi chhod rahe thhe aur wohi dard
ussko roz raat mehsoos hota thha. ussne socha
thha ke samay ke saath saath usska dard kam hota
jayega lekin aisa hua nahi. halat yeh ho gayi thhi
ke ab ussko sone mein bhi darr lagta thha. bistar
par pada hua wo kalpana ki maut ke baad hui
ghatnaon ke baare mein soch raha thha. usski
soch ka kendra thhi Lavanya

Lavanya Kalpana ki chhoti behen thhi. Kalpana ki

shaadi ke 2 saal baad hi usski bhi shaadi ho gayi
thhi. par shaadi ka safar usske liye dayneey raha
thha. America mein reh rahe ek bhartiya
businessman se ussne shaadi kari thhi aur
aankhon mein sunehre sapne le kar vo videsh chali
gayi thhi. wahan ke taur tareeke, pati ka bartaw
aur uske kaam mein uljhe rehne ke karan wo dono
zyaada samay saath nahi bita paate thhe. halat
badd se baddtar hoti chali gayi har guzarte din ke
saath. hadh to tab ho gayi jab ek din ussne apne
pati ko secretary ke saath sambhog karte hue
pakkad liya. agle din hi ussne talaak ki arzi daal di
aur kuch hi dinon mein unko talaakh mil bhi gaya.
iss talaakh ke baad ussko apne pati se kaafi paise
mile thhe. in paison ke saath ussne naa chahte hue
bhi america mein hi rehne ka faisla kiya kyunki
wo jaanti thhi ke agar waapas gayi to usske
gharwaale fir se ussko kisi ke saath shaadi karne
par majboor kar denge. usske liye shaadi jaise ek
dukhon ki zindagi ban gayi thhi aur wo yeh dukh
waapas nahi bhogna chahti thhi. kuch hi dinon
mein ussne bachon ko padhane ka job le liya.
zindagi theek chal rahi thhi jab ussko ek din
kalpana ki maut ki khabar mili. Wo bachpan se hi
kalpana ke bahut kareeb rahi thhi aur usski maut
ki khabar sun kar usske pairon ke neeche se
zameen khisak gayi. Ussko rahul ke liye bhi bahut
bura lag raha thha. Ussko wo din yaad aa raha
thha jab wo Rahul se pehli baar mili thhi. dekhte
hi usse ehsaas ho gaya thha ke Rahul aur Kalpana
ek dusre ke hi liye bane hain. Kuch hi dinon mein
Lavanya Rahul ke saath achchi tarah se ghul mil
gayi thhi. usski taang kheechna, usske saath
mazaak karna, Rahul aur Kalpana ke saath
timepass karna – yeh sab reh reh ke usske dimag
mein aa raha thha. yeh hi wo sab cheezein thhi
jinke karan Rahul aur usske beech mein
rishtedaaron waale nahin, doston waale sambandh
thhe. Ussko reh reh kar apne upar bhi ghrina aa
rahi thhi ke pichle 2 saalon mein ussne Rahul aur
Kalpana se ek bhi baar mulaqat nahi kari. ussne
jaldi se chutti ki arzi di aur agli flight pakkad kar
india aa gayi.

Usske rishtedaar ussko airport pe lene aa gaye

thhe aur jald hi wo apne ghar pahunch gayi. Usske
pitaji ki lavanya ki shaadi ke baad hui akasmaat
maut ne ghar ko bada khali kar diya thha. lavanya
ki maa unki yaadon ko chhod kar videsh nahi
jaana chaah rahi thhi aur yahin rehti thhi – akeli.
apni maa ko dekh kar usse aisa laga jaise duniya
bhar ki vipdayein uss bechari ek abla par hi aa giri
hain. pichle 2 saalon mein usski maa lagbhag 10
saal buddhi hui lagti thhi. apni maa ke saath thoda
samay bita kar wo rahul ke yahan chali gayi.
Rahul ki haalat bhi dayneey ho chuki thhi. jo
rahul poora waqt josh aur umange se bhara rehta
thha, aaj aise lag raha thha jaise usski zindagi ki
har ek chaah kahin kho gayi ho aur wo usse
dhoondhne ka prayas bhi na kar raha ho. shayad
wo issi umeed mein jee raha thha ke ek din
kalpana waapas aa jayegi aur sab kuch theek ho
jayega. lekin Lavanya ussko iss halat mein
chhodna nahi chahti thhi. Wo chahti thhi ke
Rahul apne zakhmon pe marham laga kar apni
zindagi waapas shuru kare. Wo chai bana kar le
aayi aur rahul ke saath baith kar baatein karne
lagi.

“Rahul main samajh sakti hoon ke tumpar kya

beet rahi hai. main yeh nahi keh sakti ke mere
andar bhi wohi dard hai jitna tumhaare andar hai,
lekin mujhpe yakeen karo ki hum sab kalpana ki
maut ke baad toot chuke hain. lekin isska yeh
matlab nahi hai ke hum apni zindagi jeena hi
chhod dein. apne aap ko sambhalo rahul. agar aaj
kalpana tumhein aise dekhegi to kya sochegi?
halaat s haar mat maano. mere saath aa jao kuch
din ke liye. thoda change ho jayega tumhaare liye
aur shayad samajh bhi aa jaye ke aage kya karna
hai. maa bhi tumhein dekh kar bahut khush hogi.
Ussko bhi abhi kisi sahare ki zarurat hai. Hum sab
toot kar alag alag apna gham jeene ke bajaye saath
mein reh kar ek doosre ka sahara kyun nahi ban
jaate?” lavanya boli. kuch pal to rahul shaant
raha. shayad soch raha thha ke kya kiya jaye. fir
bola

“Lavanya tumhaara yahan aane ka bahut

shukriya. mujhe pata hai ke tum jo kuch keh rahi
ho wo sab ke bhale ke liye hi keh rahi ho. par main
tumhaare vichaaron se sehmat nahi hoon. agar kal
ko un logon ne tumhaare aur mummy pe attack
kar diya to main kya karunga? kalpana ka kam
afsos hai mujhe jo tum logon ka bhi afsos le kar
jiyun? Main kuch nahi jaanta ke wo aadmi kaun
hai aur mere saath aisa kyun kar rahe hain. main
tum dono ki jaan khatre mein nahi daalna chahta.
meri baat maano to aaje ke baad mujhse milne ki
koshish bhi na karna jab tak wo log pakde nahi
jaate. balki main to kehta hoon ke tum mummy ko
le kar America chali jao. aisa karne se tum dono
surakshit rahoge. sach mein lavanya, tum un logon
ko nahi jaanti. haiwaan hai wo haiwaan...ek
buddhiya ko maarte hue bhi unko zara si daya
nahi aayegi.” Lavanya ki aankhon mein yeh sun
kar aanso aa gaye aur unse rahul ka haath
pakadte hue kaha

“tum bhi humaare saath kyun nahi aa jaate

rahul.... kaun hai yahan tumhaara?? wahan aao
aur apni zindagi naye sire se shuru karo.. please
meri baat maan lo rahul”

“meri zindagi to kalpana ke saath hi khatam ho

chuki hai lavanya. main kahin nahi jaa sakta jab
tak un aadmiyon ke kiye har ek paap ki sazaa unhe
nahi de deta. uss ke baad hi main apni nayi zindagi
ke baare mein sochunga”

“aisa karne se kya tumhaari kalpana waapas aa

jayegi Rahul? tum bhi unki tarah haiwaan kyun
ban rahe ho rahul”

“tumhein samajhne mein mushkil hogi lavanya,

lekin mere ko yeh kaam karna hi hai. agar yeh
karne ke liye mujhe unke jaisa kasai banna pade,
to wo bhi mujhe gawara hai. main ussko waapas
nahi laa sakta par mujhe pata hai ke usski aatma
tab tak moksha prapt nahi karegi jab tak main
usska badla nahi le leta. issliye keh raha hoon,
meri baat maano aur tum mummy ko le kar
america chali jao”. dono apni aankhon mein
aansoo liye bas ek doosre ko ghoorte rahe. fir
lavanya boli

“theek hai rahul. main tumhaari baat maan leti

hoon. par iss duniya mein kabhi apne ko akela mat
samajhna. main hamesha tumhaara intezaar karti
rahungi. waada karo ke tum un gundon ko
pakadwa ke seedhe mere paas hi aaoge.”

“main aisa koi waada nahi karta jisko nibhana

mere liye mushkil ho. fir bhi koshish karunga”...
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 Update 3
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Ussko sach mein Lavanya aur maa ki bahut chinta

thhi. ussko apne andar bahut hi ganda lag raha
thha ke zarurat ke iss mauke par wo apni saas ke
saath nahi hai. usska ek dil yeh thha ke jaa kar
apni saas ka sahara bane par usska dimag abhi his
haalaat mein thha ke ussko lagta nahi thha ke wo
kisi ki bhi madat karne ke layak hai. Wo yehi soch
kar apne aap ko dilaasa de raha thha ke lavanya
apni maa ki madat karne mein Rahul se zyaada
saksham hai. Yeh saare vichaar ussko airport par
aa rahe thhe jahan wo apni saas aur lavanya ko
vida karne aaya thha. Jaane se pehle lavanya ne
ussko ek zor se jahppi di aur yeh kehkar ke wo
Rahul ka intezaar karti rahegi, apni maa ko le kar
chali gayi.

Unko vida karne ke baad ussne jo sabse pehla

kaam kiya wo thha apni naukari se isteefa dena.
Usska mann in sab duniyaabi cheezon se hat
chuka thha. naukari, paisa, khushi - aisa kuch bhi
ab ussko nahi chahiye thha. Kalpana ke saath hi
wo sab kuch khatam ho chuka thha. ab usska sirf
ek hi lakshya thha - Kalpana ka badla lena. Usske
seniors ne ussko khoob samjhane ki koshish kari
ke wo apna isteefa waapas le le, lekin wo nahin
maana. issi karan se police force ne apna ek bahut
hi honhar sewak kho diya. jab wo police station se
waapas aaya to ussne ek shapath li, kalpana ke
kaatilon ke liye, "mujhe nahi pata ke tum kaun ho
aur kahan ho. lekin jahan kahin bhi ho, main aaj
shapath leta hoon ke jyaada din tak zinda nahi
rahoge. Jaisi bhayanak maut tumne meri biwi ko
di hai, usse kahin zyaada badtar maut tumhein
naseeb hogi. tumhaari bhi laash kisi ko nahi mil
payegi, yeh mera waada hai"

usske baad wo apne ek dost ke yahan gaya jo ke ek

chitrakaar thha. usski madat se ussne uss
naujawan ki ek tasveer banwayi taaki wo uss
tasveer ko baar baar dekh kar apne andar bhadakti
badle ki jwaala ko aur agni pradan kare. Ek
achcha police inspector kabhi bhi chehre nahi
bhoolta. issi liye dimag par thoda zor daalne ke
baad ussko raghu ka chehra pehchaan mein aa
gaya thha aur ussne raghu ko daboch liya thha.
par raghu to ek choti-moti choriyan karne waala
chor thha. rahul ko hairat thhi ke uss naujawan ne
usska chunaav kyun kiya. Ussko iss baat ki bhi
hairat thhi ke ek baar jab ussne apna nakaab utaar
ke rahul ko apni shakal dikha hi di thhi to uss
naujawaan en ussko jaan se kyun nahi maar diya.
Shayad wo naujawaan Rahul ko zinda rakhkar ek
mauka de rahe thha ke rahul usske peeche aaye.
shayad jitni tadap rahul ko usse dhoondhne ki
thhi, utni hi tadap uss aadmi ko bhi rahul ne milne
ke liye thhi. iss poore maamle ke baare mein koi to
cheez thhi jo rahul ko ajeeb lag rahi thhi par usska
dimag badle ki bhawna se itna bhara hua thha ke
wo seedhi tarah se kuch soch nahi paa raha thha.

Halanki kalpana ki haalat ka zimmedar wo

naujawan hi thha, fir bhi Rahul ne apne badle
mein unn sab logon ko bhi shaamil kar liya thha jo
aisa ghrinit karya karne ke liye tayaar hue thhe.
"wo sab ek ek kar ke kutte ki maut marenge aur
uss pal ko royenge jab wo mere ghar mein ghuse
thhe”. par wo chahta nahi thha ke uss kaam ke
karan wo police ki giraft mein aa jaye. ussko na
sirf ek inspector jitna chalak hokar kaam karna
thha, balki ek chhor jaisa chaukanna bhi rehna
thha. Ussko maut ya sazaa se darr nahi thha par
iss baat se darrta thha ke kahin usski kisi galti ke
karan aisa na ho ke wo pakda jaye aur un
kameenon mein se ek bhi aasani se choot jaye.
ussne kuch din intezaar kiya thha taaki saara
maamla thanda pad jaye. fir wo apna ghar bech
kar ek chhote flat mein chala gaya. wahan wo
achchi tarah se plan karne laga ke raghu ka kya
hashra karna hai. ussne wo saari cheezein khareed
li jinki zarurat usse raghu ko ek dardanak maut
dene mein padni thhi. thhoda sa sochne ke baad
wo ek mast plan bana diya. ussko ek sunsaan padi
factory ke baare mein pata thha jisske aas paas bhi
koi fatakta nahi thha kyunki wo sheher se bahut
door thhi. ussne uss factory se bahar nikalne ke
saare darwazon ko band kar diya aur sirf ek
darwaza jo ke aage ki taraf thha, ussko khula
rakha. Raghu ko pakadna koi mushkil kaam nahi
thha. ussko buri tarah maar kar aur usske haath
pair baandh kar ussne raghu ko apni car ki dikki
mein band kar diya thha. building ke paas aa kar,
ussne raghu ko bahar nikala aur usske bandhan
kaat kar ussko ek laat maari. wo kisi darre hue
kutte ki tarah bhaagne lag gaya aur Rahul usska
peecha karne lag gaya, poori tarah jaante hue ke
raghu ant mein factory mein hi ghusega.
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 Update 4
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Rahul ko Raghu se baaki 2 gundon ke bhi naam

mil gaye thhe - Salim aur Manoj. Wo dono Rahu
se kuch alag thha. Salim ek vehshi tha jo ke baht
khoon kar chuka tha. Dacaiti aur drugs se bhi
usska bahut naam joda jaata thha lekin wo itna
shaatir tha ke kabi bhi usska naam in cheezon se
nahi jud paya. Agar ussk koi aadmi pakkad bhi
liya jaata thha to kabhi bhi apna muh nahi kholta
thha, chahe usse kitna bhi dand do. isska ek bahut
hi seedha sa karan thha. agar uss aadmi ko kuch
ho jaata to salim usske ghar walon ki achchi tarah
se dekhbal karta, lekin agar koi salim ke baare
mein kuch batata to naa to wo aadmi bach pata
thha aur na hi usska parivar. Salim koi aira gaira
nathu khaira nahi thha jisse tum uttha ke jail mein
band kar do aur thoda maaro to woh apne jurm
kabool kar le. usski pahunch bahut upar tak thhi
aur agar wo kabhi pakda bhi jaata to ussko
chootne mein der na lagti. Rahul ke hisaab se uss
naujawan ne bilkul sahi aadmi chuna thha apne
kaam ke liye.

Doosri taraf manoj salim jitna bada mujrim nahi

thha par wo raghu jitna chhota bhi nahi tha. Usske
upar abhi bhi 6 khoon aur anginat choote-mote
jurmon ka dosh thha, lekin salim ki tarah hi wo
bhi kabhi pakda na jaata kyunki usske khilaaf bhi
koi saboot na milta. wo koi bhi jurm paison ke liye
nahi karta thha, balki issliye karta thha kyunki
ussko aise kaam karne mein mazaa aata thha.
Rahul ko yeh baat bahut hi ajeeb lagi thhi ke
Manoj 5 laakh ki chhoti si rakam ke liye itna sab
karne ko tayyaar ho gaya thha. fir ussne socha ke
shayad raghu ko thhode paise hi mile ho. "ab
samay aa gaya hai ke manoj apne kiye ki sazaa
paye" rahul ne socha aur apne plan ke agle
padhav ko mukammal karne ke baare mein sochne
laga.

Manoj ko dhoondhna mushkil kaam nahi thha.

mushkil thha ussko iss tarah se thikane lagana ke
police ya salim ko koi shakk na ho ke kisi ne ussko
maara hai. kaafi ghanton tak socne ke baad ek
plan rahul ke dimag mein aaya. wo Majid lala
naam ke ek bicholiye ko jaanta thha jo ki
underworld ke saath saude karwane ka kaam karta
thha. apne samay mein majid bhi ek bahut hi
khunkhaar gangster hua karta thha. usski kismat
achchi thhi ke wo abhi tak police ka shikaar nahi
bana thha. ab iss umar mein wo alag alag dhandhe
karne laga thha jaise dushman gangs ke beech
samjhaute karwana, ameeron ka kaam le kar
gundon se karwaana ityaadi. majid pe rahul ke
purane ehsaan ka badla chukaana baaki thha. ek
baar Rahul ne usske bachche ke saath sakhti na
dikhaate hue, ussko chhod diya thha kyunki wo
jaanta thha ke majid se baad mein kaam nikalwa
sakta hai. aaj wo din aa gaya thha. Ussne kabhi
nahi socha tha ke majid kabhi usske niji maamle
mein madat karega, par aksar jaisa aadmi sochta
hai waisa hota nahin. wo majid se ek adhoori
khadi building mein mila. jab ussne majid ko saara
kissa sunaya aur usski madat ki guhaar kari to
bahut hi gambheer swar mein majid bola,
"tumhein pata to hai na ke tum kyaa maang rahe
ho... agar wo bach gaya to main pakka tapak
jaunga"

"mere upar vishwas kar majid. aisa kuch nahin

hoga. iss baar main ussko maar ke hi dum lunga"
ussko aashwasan dete hue rahul bola.

"yeh sabd mujhe bahut policewaalon ne bole hai

pichle kayi saal mein. mujhe batao main tumhaare
upar vishwas kyun karun?"

"kyunki unn logon ki trah, mujhe nyay se koi

matlab nhi hai. main kisi court-kachehri mein
vishwas nahi rakhta. usska faisla main wahin
karunga. wahin ussko sazaa-e-maut milegi"
Kaafi samjhaane ke baad aakhir maajid man hi
gaya. asal mein manoj ko salim ke siwa koi bhi
chahta nahi thha. manoj kisi ko bhi aadar nahi
deta thha jisse baaki sabhi don usske prati gusse
mein hi rehte thhe. bahut log to andar hi andar hi
uss se darrte bhi thhe ke pata nahi wo pagal kab
kya kar baithe. majid ne manoj ko phone kiya aur
usski dukhti rag pe haath maar diya. majid jaanta
thha ke manoj doosron ke liye kaam karte karte
tang aa chuka hai aur apna gang chalane ke liye
paison ko ikaththa kar raha hai. asal main manoj
salim se bhi bada gangster ban jaana chahta thha.
majid ne ussko bola ke usske paas ek aisa kaam
hai jo manoj ko itne paise dila sakta hai ki usski
sari khwahishein poori ho jayein. Manoj jhatt se
ussko milne ke liye maan gaya aur kisi aur ko na
batana ka bhi waada kar diya. milne ka tay hua ke
aadhi raat mein lohe ke karkhaane mein mila
jayega jo ki majid ke kisi dost ki thhi.

jab manoj uss factory mein ghusa to kisi ne andar

ghusne ke darwaaza band kar diya. achanak se hi
wo jagah roshni mein nahane lagi. pehle to manoj
ko dhakka laga ke saamne Rahul kaise khada hai,
lekin wo wo zor zor se hansne laga

"mujhe pata thha ke tu jaldi hi mujhse mulaqat

karega. lekin cinta mat karna. teri gaand bhi ussi
tarah se maarunga jiss tarah se teri biwi ki maari
thhi" kehte hue wo aur zor zor se hasne lag gaya.

"jitna hasna hai has le gaandu. kuch hi palon

mein main tera wo haal karunga ke tu uss pal ko
kosega jab tu paida hua thha." Rahul bola aur
apne paas mein rakhe bag mein se kasaiyon waala
churra nikal liya. uss churre ko dekh kar manoj
aur bhi zor se hansne laga.

"Tere liye mere paas bhi ek tohfa hai... yeh yaad

hai" kehte hue manoj ne apne kapdon mein
chipaya hua waisa hi chaaku nikal liya aur zor zor
se hansne laga. "yeh wohi chakku hai jisse maine
uss kuttiya ke tukde kare thhe. sach poocho to
mujhe pata nahi hai ke mujhe zyaada mazaa kis
mein aaya thha - usski gaand marne mein ya usske
tukde karne mein. ab dekh, teri wajah se mujhe wo
jannati gaand yaad aa gayi. par chinta mat kar. aaj
teri gaand bhi main waise hi phaadunga" kehte
hue wo fir pagalon ki tarah hansne lag gaya. rahul
ke liye itna hi bahut thha. apni aankhon mein
gusse ke angaare le kar wo dono ek doosre ki taraf
bhagne lage, chaaku upar kar ke. yeh to tayy thha
ke in donon mein se ek ko aaj itna dard hoga jitna
ussne apni zindagi mein kabhi mehsoos nahi kiya
thha. lekin wo abhaaga kaun hoga, yeh tayy nahi
thha.
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Update 5
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Dono churre waale haath ko upar utha ke ek

doosre ki taraf bhaag rahe thhe. Jaise hi wo ek
doosre ke paas pahunche, manoj ne pehla vaar
rahul ki ore kiya. Rahul kisi tarah se bach gaya.
wo churre usske muh ke itna saamne se nikla ke
uss par lage steel ki smell tak rahul ko aayi. rahul
fatafat se muda aur manoj ki peeth par ek vaar
kiya. iss maut ke khel mein sab kuch jaayaz thha.
usska churra maoj ki peeth par ek lambi chot karte
hue neeche aaya aur uss ghaav se khoon behne lag
gaya. “aaahhhhh” ki dardnaak awaaz manoj ke
hoton se chooti. par apne dard mein bhare rehne
ke viprit, manoj bhi jaldi se ghooma aur betahasha
Rahul par vaar karne laga. pehle do prahaaron se
to rahul kisi tarah se bach gaya par teesre vaar
mein uss chaaku ne Rahul ke daayein haath par ek
lamba ghaav chhod diya. khoon usske haath se
jharne ki tarah behne laga aur dard usski aankhon
mein dikhne laga. yeh dekh kar manoj ki aankhein
chamakne lagi. par wo yeh bhool gaya thha ke
Rahul jis raaste par chal raha hai, wahan sirf
maut hi ussko rok sakti hai. Rahul ne dard ko
andekha karte hue jaldi jaldi apne vaar karne
shuru kar diye. jahan manoj bas churre ko
ghooma raha thha aur dua kar raha thha ke Rahul
ko lage, wahin Rahul ek soche samjhe tareeke se,
alag alag jagahon par churra chala raha thha.
agar manoj ek vaar se bach bhi jaata, to agle se na
bach pata. kuch hi palon mein usski chaati, haath
aur pairon par anek ghaav ban gaye thhe. wo dard
ke maare apne ghutnon par gir gaya. pehli baar
usski aankhon mein darr dekha ja sakta thha.
Rahul yeh soch kar ke manoj haar maan chuka
hai, ussek paas aaya. lekin manoj ne apne haath
mein pakde chaaku ko usski taang pe de mara.
manoj iss haalat mein to nahi thha ke zyaada shati
is prahaar ke peeche laga pata, lekin fir bhi wo
churra rahul ke pair mein dhans gaya. hanste hue
manoj ne rahul ke chehre ki taraf dekha par ussko
uss chehre par dard ki bajaye ghrina aur gusse ka
bhaav dikha. rahul ne apna chaaku waala haath
upar uthaya aur tezi se manoj ke chehre ke side
par le kar aaya aur agle hi pal manoj ka daaya
kaan zameen pe pada thha. khoon ki nadi ko behta
dekh aur dard se manoj ka cheekh cheekh kar
bura haal thha. shayad dard se zyaada ab usse darr
lagne laga thha ke aage kya hone wala hai. Rahul
ne uss churre ke handle se manoj ke sar par 3-4
zor se prahar kiye aur manoj ki aankhon ke
saamne andhera chaane laga.

Jab 2 jhannatedaar thappad manoj ke muh par

pade to ussko hosh aaya. jab usski aankhein
wahan ki roshni mein dekhne ke kaabil hui to
ussne dekha ke rahul ek injection mein kuch bhar
raha hai. Agar wo kaafi nahi thha to jo ussne aage
dekha, wo to usski dhadkanein rokne waali cheez
thhi. wo bilkul nanga thha aur dono haath aur
pairon se 2 khambo pe bandha hua thha. jitne
usske ghaav thhe, sab ko saaf kar ke unpe patti
baandh di gayi thhi aur ab usska khoon nahi beh
raha thha. isse pehle ke wo soch pata ke chal kya
raha hai, rahul ne usske paas aa kar ussko
injection laga diya. usske hosh udd gaye aur wo
cheekha, “abe saale kutte.. yeh kya kar raha hai...
kya daal diya mere andar” itna kehna hi thha ke
rahul ke haath se fir ek chaanta usske muh par
laga.

“chinta mat kar. yeh tujhe maarega nahi, ulta teri

dhadkanein itni tez kar dega ke tu behosh na ho
paye. jo main tere saath karne waala hoon. usske
liye tujhe apne hosh mein hi rehna padega. ab
dhyaan se sun. tune jitne sawaal poochne thhe, tu
pooch chuka hai. ab main sawaal poochunga aur
tu sirf jawaab dega... sahi jawaab... agar ek bhi
galat jawaab diya, to teri ek ungali kategi. ek galat
jawaab ka harzaana ek ungali” rahul ne kaha aur
apne bag mein se supari kaatne waala auzaar nikal
liya. Ussko dekh kar wo manoj, jisske naam se log
kaanpte thhe, khud kaanpne lag gaya thha.
“ummed karta hoon ke jo maine bola hai wo tujhe
samajh aa hi gaya hoga” rahul ne kaha jisspar
Raghu apni mundi haan ke ishaare mein hilaane
laga. “chal ab yeh bata ke meri patni ka shareer
kahan hai?”

“mujhe kuch nahi pata. uss aadmi ne paison ka

bag salim ko de diya thha aur wo bad jismein
tumhaari patni ke shareer ke tukde thhe, wo apne
saath le gaya thha. salim ne mujhe paise diye aur
main wahan se chala gaya”

“wo kaun hai aur ussne mere saath aisa kyun

kiya”
“mujhe kuch nahi pata. mera vishwaas karo.
humaare underworld mein ek hi shart hai ke jab
bhi koi aadmi kisi kaam ke liye paisa de raha ho to
usse koi sawaal nahi karna. paisa lo aur kaam
karo. mujhe mera paisa mil gaya aur yeh mere liye
bahut thha.”

“to isska matlab tu mujhe aur kuch nahi bata

sakta??”

“mujhe bas itna pata hai ke ussne Salim ko bahut

paise diye thhe. kyunki Salim ne mujhe 25 lakh
rupaye de diye thhe aur kuch din baad humse
poochna bhi aaya thha ke sab sahi hai ya nahin.
wo hamesha humein hukm hi deta hai aur aisa
bartaav mujhe thoda ajeeb laga thha. mera
vishwas karo, maine sab kuch bata diya hai
tumhein theek theek”

“ab jab tumne meri itni madat kari hai to isska

inaam to tumhein milna hi chahiye na.” rahul ne
kaha aur manoj ke haath ki ek ungali kaat di.
Manoj cheekhta raha aur maafi ki bheek maangta
raha lekin Rahul ne usski ek na suni. dheere
dheere ussne manoj ke haath aur pair ke saari
ungaliyan kaat di. dard se manoj behaal ho raha
thha aur poora vatavaran usski cheekhon se goonj
raha thha. fir Rahul ne bag se ek hathoda nikaala
aur dheere dheere manoj ka ek ek daant bahar
nikalne laga. tap-tap ki awaaz ke saath ek ek kar
ke daant aur khoon manoj ke muh se nikal kar
neeche zameen par gir rahe thhe. manoj dard mein
itna chilla raha thha ke kisi paththar dil jaanwar
ko bhi usspar daya aa jati lekin rahul ke upar yeh
cheekhein bilkul asar nahi kar rahi thhi. usske
baad rahul ne manoj ke saare shareer par chhote
chaaku se ghaav banana shuru kiya aur fir unpe
namak ragadne lag gaya. manoj ka dard mein
chilla chilla kar bura haal thha. wo chahta thha ke
ussko maut aaye lekin maut bhi saali nakhre dikha
rahi thhi. rahul ne wo ghaav itne gehre nahi
banaye thhe ke manoj ki jaan ko khatra ho. wo
chahta thha ke 1000 mauton ki sazaa manoj ko de.
“ab main tujhe tera aakhri tohfa dene waala hoon
manoj. tujhe gaand maarne ka bada shauk hai. aaj
main teri gaand hi phaadunga”

paas mein hi bhatti mein ek lohe ki salakh issi

cheez ke liye garam ho rahi thhi. rahul ne uss ke
ek ore kapde lapet kar aur gloves pehen kar usse
utha liya aur manoj ke peeche jaa kar khada ho
gaya. Dheere dheere wo sariya manoj ki pichwadi
mein ghusne laga. manoj ka cheekh cheekh ke
bura haal ho raha thha. jaise jaise woh sariya
andar ghus raha thha, garmi se manoj ke ang
pighalne lag gaye thhe. thodi der mein usse aise
laga ke usske shareer ke andar hi aag lag gayi ho.
itna dard ho raha thha ke uss se saha nahi jaa
raha thha. dheere dheere wo salakh usske saare
angon ko ke beech se hota hua, usske dimag tak
pahunch gaya. “main tujhe bad dua deta hoon
aramzade ke narak mein tu isse bhi zyaada dard
bhogega” rahul ne kaha aur usski laash par thook
diya. Ussne fir majid ko awaaz lagayi jo darwaaze
ke bahar khada saara nazaara sun raha thha lekin
jab wo andar aaya to uss bhayankar drishya ko
dekh kar usska bhi paseena nikal gaya. laash ki
aisi haalat dekh kar kuch hi palon mein usski bhi
ultiyan hone lagi.
“Rahul tum jao, main iss laash ko thikaane laga
dunga” majid ne kaha aur usske aadmi fatafat
kaam mein lag gaye.

Rahul ghar aaya aur apne saare zakhmon ki

marham patti karne laga. fir wo apne bathroom
mein gaya aur apna muh dhone laga. jab ussne
apne chehre ko sheeshe mein dekha to ussko
saamne 2 Rahul dikh rahe thhe. ek bahut hi
zyaada dukhi thha iss sab khoon kharabe se aur
doosra pagalon waali hansi hans raha thha chehre
par vehshiyat ke bhaav le kar. Rahul ko samajh
nahi aa raha thha ke kaun sa pratibim usska hai –
jo dukhi thha kyunki ussne zindagi mein sab kuch
kho diya thha ya wo jo jaanwaron jaise hans raha
thha kyunki ussko doosre logon ko tadpane aur
maarne mein mazaa aata thha
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 Update 6
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Ek baar Rahul Salim ki bulayi jagah par pahunch

gaya to usse mehsoos hone laga ke kuch to gadbad
hai. Aas paas koi nahi khada thha aur darwaaza
bhi khula hua thha. par Rahul ko pata thha ke wo
itni aage aa chuka hai jahan se peeche mudna
sambhav nahi thha. Ussko pata thha ke agar wo
uss imaarat ke andar ghus gaya to shayad usska
zinda waapas aana namumkin hai. fir bhi usne
darwaza khola aur andar ghus gaya. usse pata
thha ke iss imarat ko bana rahe builder ki
berehami se Salim ne hatya kar di thhi kyunki
ussne hafta dene se mana kiya thha. ussko salim
ne aisi dardanaak maut di thhi ke saara
underwolrd kaanp utha thha. usske baad salim ne
ussi building ko apna adda banane ka thaan liya
thha. Jab Rahul teesri manzil tak pahuncha to
usski saari aashankayein door ho gayi. Saamne hi
Salim baitha thha apne gang ke 15-16 aadmiyon
ke saath. Har kisi ke haath mein koi na kuch na
kuch thha jissko wo taane khade thhe. chaaku,
hockey, chain, bats – in sab ko le kar wo rahul ki
dhunayi karne ko ekdum tayaar khade thhe. Usko
dekhte hi Salim zor zor se hasne laga. jab usski
hasi band hui to ussne apne mehman ka swagat
kiya aur kaha

“Sach bataun to mujhe pata nahi hai ke tu sach

mein itna pagal hai ya tujhe marne ka bahut shauk
hai. Maine socha thha ke tu bhaagne ki koshish
karega aur main tujhe dhoondh ke tujhe kutte ki
maut marunga. par tu to seedha yahan chala aaya.
marne se pehle ek baat to bata... tujhe marne ka
itna shuak kyun hai?”
“Aaj nahin to kal sab ko marna hi hai. to maut se
door kyun bhaaga jayein? tujh jaise haramkhor
bas apne lalach ko pura karne ke liye jeete hain.
lekin meri zindagi ka sirf ek hi uddeshya reh gaya
hai – jo tum logon ne meri biwi ke saath kiya,
usska badla lena. 2 ko to main ludka chuka hoon.
ab teri baari hai” usne kaha aur apne bag mein se
do kasaiyon waale chaaku nikal liye – ek uska
apna, aur ek jo ussne manoj ko maar ke liya thha.
kyunki manoj ke chaaku se hi kalpana ki maut hui
thhi, to Rahul ko ussi chaaku se badla lena bhi
sahi laga. Salim ko Rahul ki aankhon mein darr
dekhna thha. wo chaahta thha ke rahul usske
saamne gidgidaye aur daya ki bheek maange jaise
usske baaki saare shikaar maangte thhe. lekin
gidgidaana to door, ussko rahul ki aankhon mein
darr ki ek jhalak bhi nahi dikh rahi thhi. isse salim
ko aur adhik gussa aane laga.

“Saale tujhe kya lagta hai ke tu Manoj se baat kar

raha hai? tu bhool gaya ke maine teri biwi ke saath
kya kiya thha? uss din maine tujhe uss aadmi ke
kehne pe chhod diya thha. lekin aaj tujhe mujhse
bhagwaan bhi nahi bacha sakta. “ ussne kaha aur
apne aadmiyon ki taraf dekhte hue kaha “usski
shakal kya dekh rahe ho? aage badho aur usske
shareer ki har haddi ko tod do” sab log aage badhe
aur kuch hi palon mein wahan khoon ki nadi
behne lagi.

Sab log thithak ke wahin ruk gaye jab unhone

dekha ke unke ek saathi ka sar phatt gaya hai aur
chaaron ore khoon ke cheente bikhar gaye hain.
isse pehle wo kuch aur samajh paate, dheere
dheere aur logon ke sar phootne lage aur afratafri
mach gayi. koi chup ke unke sar par sniper rifle se
goliyan chala raha thha. Sab idhar udhar bhaag
rahe thhe aur issi ka faayda utha kar rahul haath
mein pakde chaaku chalane laga. Poora mahaul
un gundon ki cheekhon se goonjne laga. agar koi
goliyon se bach jaata to rahul ke chaaku se na
bach pata. kuch hi palon mein chaaron ore laasho
aur kate hue angon ka ambaar lag gaya aur khoon
ki nadi behne lagi. Salim butt bana hua sab kuch
apni kursi par baitha dekh raha thha. Salim ne
apni zindagi mein bahut logon ko marte hue dekha
thha – goliyon se bhi aru chaaku se bhi. lekin jaisa
uss ke saamne aaj ho raha thha, wo usska bhi dil
dehla dene waala thha. usske saare aadmi mar
chuke thhe aur uss ke saamne mein khoon, kate
hue angon aur laashon ke siwa kuch nahi thha.
yahan tak ki deewarein bhi khoon ke rang ki tarah
surakh lal ho gayi thhi. Salim ki Rahul ko dekh
kar to phatt ke muh mein aa gayi. apni aankhon
mein aag le kar rahul salim ko aise ghoor raha
thha jaise usse jala hi dega. usska poora shareer
khoon ke cheento se bhara hua thha aur thoda sa
khoon usske haathon se bhi beh raha thha. Aisa
lag raha thha jaise rahul abhi khoon se naha ke
aaya ho. Wo wahan neeche padi laashon ke upar
se chalta hua salim tak pahunch gaya jo ke ek
sookhe patte ki tarah kaanp raha thha.

“please mujhe maaf kar do. main khud ko police

ke hawaale kar dunga. main sab jaanta hoon ke
kaun sa rajneta kiss gala kaam ko karta hai. sab
cheezon ka proof hai mere paas. aaj tak mein jitne
galat kaam kiye hain aur jitne logon ne mera saath
diya hai, main un sab ko bhi pakkadwa dunga.
main sab ko pakadwa dunga.. bas mujhe jaane”
usska itna hi kehna thha ke rahul ne usska kaan
kaat diya. Salim dard ke maare chillaye jaa rahe
thha aur khoon rukne ka naam hi nahi le raha
thha.

“Un logon se mujhe koi lena dena nahin hai.

mujhe bas yeh bata ke wo aadmi kaun thha jissne
tum logon se yeh kaam karwaya thha. ek baat yaad
rakhna ke tere paas ab sirf ek hi kaan bacha hai
aur main apne kaan faaltu ki baaton se pakana
nahi chahta”

“nahin nahin.. main sab kuch batata hoon... mera

yakeen karo ke mujhe uss aadmi ke baare mein
kuch nahi pata hai. usski sabse pehli shart yeh hi
thhi ke main usska peecha na karun aur na hi usse
koi sawaal poochun. ussne mujhe itna paisa diya
thha ke main in sharton pe inkaar nahi akr sakta.
mujhe sach mein nahin malum ke wo aadmi kaun
hai”

“Fir to tu mere kisi kaam nahi hai. ab wo samay

aa gaya hai jab tu apne paapon ka hisaab chukta
karega” Rahul ne kaha aur salim ka daya haath
zameen pe rakh kar ussne ek hi vaar mein saari
ungliyan kaat di.

“please ruko.. ruko.. mere paas tumhaare liye kuch

hai.” salim ne kaha aur apni jeb se ek lifaafa nikal
kar rahul ko thama diya. rahul ne wo lifafa khola
to andar se ek chithi nikli. “ussne mujhe bola thha
ke agar tum mujhe maarne waale hoge to main
tumhein yeh chithi de dun to meri zindagi baksh di
jayegi” rahul ne uss chithi ko padhna shuru kiya

“to tum ne un sab ko maar hi diya !! bahut

achche... mujhe yeh kehte hue zara bhi jhijhak
nahi ho rahi ke maine jitna socha thha, tum usse
kahin zyaada chalaak nikle. par tum to hamesha se
hi ek nirdayi jaanwar thhe... hai na?? chalo
chhodo... agar tum abhi bhi soch rahe ho ke wo
kaun thha jisne tumhaari madat kari aur tumhaari
jaan bachayi, to main tumhein bata deta hoon ke
wo main hi thha. main tumhein marrte hue nahi
dekhna chahta thha. tumhein maarna hota to main
ussi din maar deta, itna intezaar kyun karta ?
mujhe pata hai ke tum mujhse milne ko betaab ho
aur yakeen maano utni hi betaabi mere andar bhi
hai. main apna pata iss chithi ke peeche likh raha
hoon. kal tumse wahin mulaqat hogi. aaj aa ke
apna samay barbaad mat karna kyunki main
tumhein wahan nahi milunga. Ek baar jab tum iss
gadhe ko maar do, to ghar jaa kar thoda aaram
kar lena. humaari kal ki mulaqat ke liye tumhein
apni saari taaqat ki zarurat padegi. humaari kal ki
mulaqat ek etihaasik mulaqat hogi – ek mulaqat
jismein 2 jaanwar, 2 khooni, 2 bechain aatmayein
aapas mein milengi. sach mein hum dono ke beech
kitni samantayein hain. kal ke liye best of luck”
aur neeche ek pata likha hua thha. Rahul ne uss
chithi ko apni jeb mein daal liya.

“kya likha hua thha uss chithi mein... tum mujhe

chhod doge na...” salim ne kaanpti awaaz mein
poocha
“iss chithi ke hisaab se to tumhaara khel khatam
ho chuka hai.” rahul ne kaha aur apne chaaku se
salim ke baayein haath ki bhi ungliyan ek jhatke
mein kaat di. Fir dheere dheere Rahul ne usske
dono haathon aur pairon ko bhi kaat diya. poora
mahaul bas salim ki cheekhon se goonj raha thha.
itna dard sehne ke bawajood salim ekaek pagalon
ki tarah hasne lag gaya. “has kyun raha hai ab”
rahul ne poocha

“tujhe to mera shukrguzaar hona chahiye ke

maine teri item ko marne se pehle jannat ki sair
karayi” wo bolo aur waapas hasne lag gaya.

“tujhe bahut hasii aa rahi hai na... le main teri

hasii ko aur badhaa deta hoon” Rahul ne kaha aur
apne dono haath Salim ke muh mein daal ke usska
chehra phaadne laga. kuch hi palon mein usske
chehre ki skin chilne lagi aur usmein se bhi khoon
nikalne laga. achanak se hi usske jabde ke 2 tukde
ho gaye. itna dard wo bardaasht nahi akr paaya
aur ussne dam tod diya.

thodi der ke baad jab rahul apne ghar mein naha

ke nikla aur ussne apna chehra sheeshe mein
dekha to ussko ek hi chehra dikha – ek khooni
jaanwar ka chehra jo pagalon ki tarah has raha
thha.
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Rahul ko koyi hairaini nahi hui ke wo aadmi jissne

usski zindagi tabah kar di thi shehar ki sabse
keemti kothiyon mein se ek mein rehta tha. Jab wo
apni niyati se milne ja raha tha to usske dimagh
mein sawaal paida hone lage. Ussne usske saath
aisa kyon kiya? Ussne ussey zinda kyon rehne diya,
jab wo uss se itni nafrat karta tha? Ussne kal usski
jaan kyon bachayi? Phir usska dimagh usski patni
Kalpana ki taraf chal diya to jaldi hi nafrat usski
jigyasa par haavi ho gayi. Ussne apne aap se kaha,
"Wo jo bhi hai aur chahey kissi bhi
kaaran se ussne merey saath aisa kiya ho, main
ussey bhi utni hi peeda doonga jitni ussne mujhe di
thi." Kothi ke gate par khade chowkidaar ne usse
andar jaane diya aur bataya ke Mr.X usska
intezaar kar rahey hain. "To wo sabse apni assli
pehchaan chhupa raha hai.......badhiya." Rahul
aisa soche bina na reh saka. Rahul jab ghar mein
ghussa to ussne jaldi hi jaan liya ki ghar mein aur
koyi bhi nahi hai. Ghar andar se aur bhi
khoobsoorti se susajjit tha. Aakhir ghar ki teesri
manzil par ussne Mr.X ko baithak mein ek sofe par
baithe huey paaya.

Mr.X: "Jisski maine rachna ki thi wo jaanwar

aakhir phir meri aankhon ke saamne hai. Tum
bahut garvaanvit mehsoos kar rahey hoge. Aakhir
itna aasaan nahi hota apne rachayita se milna."
Rahul: "Bakwas mat karo ab. Iss se pehle ke
jaanwar tumhaare tukde-tukde karde, bataao ke
mere saath tumne aisa kyon kiya? Mujhe ussi din
maar kyon na diya tumne? Jawaab de kutte?

Mr.X: "Tumhaari sthiti itni dayaneeya hai ke

mujhe ghrina hoti hai. Apne garv aur apne pyar ko
to tum kho chuke ho. Meri achhi tarah se gini hui
chand saanso ke siwa tumhaare paas raha hi kya
hai aur tum unhein bhi kyon khona chahte ho?
Chhod do sab to shayad main bhi tumhaari bachi
hui narak samaan zindagi ko bakhsh sakta hoon."

Rahul: Tum moorkh to agar ye sochte ho ki

hamaare beech sab khatam ho gaya hai. Tumne ye
sab shuru kiya tha par khatam main karoonga jab
tumhara kaleja cheer kar tumhaare saans lete-lete
main ussey kha jaaoonga.

Mr.X: Achha muqabla karne waale ka shikaar

karne mein hi mazaa aata hai. Tumhaare bas mein
jo hai wo kar lo. Hum dono mein se kewal ek hi
jeet sakta hai aur tumhaare paas to jeet ka koyi
kaaran bhi nahi bacha. Doosri taraf nateeja
chahey kuchh bhi ho jeet meri hi hogi, balki
sachayi mein dekha jaaye to main jeet bhi chuka
hoon."

Rahul chillaya: "Kaaran batao????? Iss se pehle

ke main tumhein maar doon main jaan na chahta
hoon ke tumne mere saath aisa kyon kiya? Maine
tumhaara kya bigada tha?"
Mr.X: "Ye hai laakh rupaye ka sawaal, hai na?
Par mujhe khed hai ki tumko isska jawaab khud hi
dhoondhna hoga. Tum chaho to abhi mujhe maar
sakte ho par taa-umr tumhein isska jawaab nahi
milega. Kaaran mere saath hi chala jaayega."

Rahul: "Bahut khel chuke tum. Kutiya ke bacche

bata tune aisa kyon kiya. Tu kaise keh sakta hai ki
jo tune kiya wo uchit tha."

Mr.X: "Uchit? Koyi bhi apne paapon ko uchit nahi

keh sakta. Mera vishwas karo tum bhi utne hi
paapi ho jitna main. Hum dono narak ki aag mein
sadenge. Mere paas kam se kam kaaran to tha,
tum to apne liye wo bhi nahi keh sakte. Main
tumhein phir wahi ishaara doonga jo maine
pichhli baar diya tha aur shayad iss baar tum
mujhe dhoondhne ki bekaar koshish ki jagah
kaaran dhoondhne mein apna waqt lagaoge. Yaad
rakho chahe ret ho ya patthar, dono paani mein ek
samaan doobte hain. Kewal ek baat yaad rakho,
agar tumne kaaran jaan bhi liya to tumhara jeena
pehle se bhi durbhar ho jaayega. Issliye behtar
yahi hai ke ab mujhe maar kar apni badle ki pyas
bujha lo, kaun jaane shayad tum phir se ek
samaanya jeevan jee sako."

Rahul: "Gandi naali ke keede, main tujhse koyi

salah nahi maang raha. Kaunsi zindagi baat kar
rahey ho, jo tum barbad kar chuke ho? Jitni buri
ye ho chuki hai uss se bhi buri kaise ho sakti hai.
Main maut se bhi buri zindagi jee raha hoon.
Police mein rehte maine burey se burey charitra
dekhe hain par unnmein se koyi tumhaare paasgo
bhi nahi hai, jo toone kiya wo neechta ki hadd hai.
Agar mujhse itni hi nafrat thi to mujhe bhi maar
kyon na diya. Kalpana ne aisa kya kiya tha aur
mere bete ka kya jo paida bhi nahi hua tha. KYON
KYON KYON?????????????" Phir ussne itni zor
se ghoonsa mara ke

Mr.X farsh par gir gaya. Usska ooper ka hont phat

gaya aur ussmein se khoon behne laga. Dheere-
Dheere wo khada ho gaya.

Mr.X: "Chinta na karo main tumhein kuchh nahi

kahoonga. Yadi main chahta to tum aaj yahaan na
khade hotey. Jahan tak tumhaare sawaalo ki baat
hai, main jaanta hoon ke maine tumhaare saath
bahut bura kiya hai to wo sab tumhaari hi vajah
se. Mahatma mat bano. Tum akele nahi ho jissne
apna sab kuchh khoya hai. Main bhi sirf tumhaari
badaulat apna sab kuchh kho chuka hoon. Agar
tum badle ke liye jee rahey ho to jaise kuttey tum
ho vaise hi main bhi tumhein tadapta hua dekhne
ke liye jee raha hoon. Haan tumhari patni aur beta
usske laayak nahin thhe jo unhein mila par tum
unnke laayak ya apni zindagi mein koyi bhi khushi
paane ke laayak nahi ho. Waise bhi tumhein ye sab
bataane ka koyi auchitya nahi hai. Aisa nahi hai ki
tumhein kabhi bhi doosron ki koyi parwah rahi
hai. Tum issey khatam karna chahte ho? Mujhe
koyi fark nahi padta lekin ab tumhaare paas kewal
2 vikalp hain. Ya to tum mujhe abhi maar ke apni
patni ke qatl ka bala le lo ya main tumhein ek
sanket aur 48 ghante deta hoon aur tum pata laga
lo ke maine tumhaare saath aisa kyon kiya. Chinta
mat karo main kahin nahi bhaagoonga. Agar main
chahta to tum mujhe kabhi nahi dhoondh saktey
thhe. Mushkil sirf ye hai ki agar tum 48 ghante
mein ye pata nahi laga sakey to tum mujhe kabhi
nahi paa sakoge. Phir kaise khatam karna chahte
ho issey"

Rahul kuchh kshan chup rahkar uss haraami ke

kathan par vichaar karta raha. Aakhir mein usski
jigyasa uss par haavi ho gayi.

Rahul: "Jab maine itna intezaar kiya hai to kuchh

ghante aur sahi. Kya sanket hai?"

Mr.X: "Wo, mera naam hai. Mera asli naam

Viduy Singhania hai. Kya tumhein Singhania
naam se kuchh yaad aaya? Yaad hai Priya
Singhania? Mujhe poora vishwas hai ke tum ussey
nahi bhoole honge. Ab mujhe maaf karna mujhe
kahi jaana hai." Ye kehkar wo kamre se baahar
chala gaya. Lekin Rahul aise awaak khada raha
jaise ussey lakwa maar gaya ho..........
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Chapter 3 - JEENE KA HAQ

Update 1
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Hamaara mastishk bade rahasyamayi tareeke se
chalta hai. Hum sabne kabhi na kabhi kissi baat ke
pehle ghatit na huey hone ke baad bhi uss ke
ghatne ka abhaas kiya hoga. Ye abhi tak ek
rahasya hai ki aisa kyon hota hai. Mastishk ke
baare mein aisa hona hi ajeeb nahi hai balki ye bhi
utna hi adbhut hai ki ham apne mastishk ke
andhere kone mein apni napasand yaadein chhupa
dete hain aur bhool jaate hain ki kabhi aisa hua
bhi tha. Rahul ne bhi Priya naamak apni zindagi
ke adhyaye ko aise hi kissi andhere kone mein
dafan kar ke samay ke saath jeena seekh liya tha.
Hum kitna bhi tez bhaag lein par apne bhagya se
aage nahi ja sakte. Aur aisa hi Rahul ke saath bhi
hua. Beete huey samay ke kaale saaye aakhir ussey
gher chuke thhe aur aankhon mein aansu-o'n ke
saath ek naam usski zabaan par aaya,
"Priya..........."

Ye kewal kuchh saal pehle hi hua tha par lagta tha

ke kissi aur hi janam mein aisa hua tha. Usski
naukri, Kalpana aur phir usski maa ki maut, sab
kuchh Priya ke jaane ke kayi saal baad huey thhe
par Priya ko bhulana aasaan nahi tha. Apne pehle
pyar ko kaun bhool sakta hai? Wo aur
naujawaanon se alag tha. Aisa usske pita aur
unnke uss sapne ke kaaran tha jo unhonein usske
apni tarah ek policewala ban ne ke baare mein
socha tha aur jisske baare mein tatha apni zindagi
ke uddeshya ke baare mein usska dhyan shuru se
kendrit tha. Aur usski lagatar ki gayi mehnat ka hi
nateeja tha ki ussey desh ke sheersh mahavidyalay
mein ussey daakhila mila tha. Wahin ussne ussey
dekha aur apna dil de baitha aur saath hi apna
police mein jaane ka sapna bhi.

5' 8" ki gori aur dubli hotey huey bhi usski badi-
badi bhari hui chhatiyaan theen aur chehra aisa ki
mar mitne ko jee chahey. Bahut jaldi usske police
mein jaane ke sapne ki jagah le li uss pari se shadi
karne ke sapne ne. Pehli nazar mein pyar tha ye
aur jaisi ki kahawat hai, pyar karne waale se bada
moorkh koyi nahi hota.

Kuchh din ke baad jaise hi usske hawaas durust

huey ussne usske baare mein jaankaari ikatthi
karni shuru ki. Usska parivaar kuchh samay pehle
hi Bharat lauta tha. Usske pita ne videsh mein ek
IT company mein kaam karte kaafi dhan arjit kiya
tha aur ab waapis Bharat mein aakar apni IT
company banaane ka nirnaye liya tha. Usske
anubhav aur jaan pehchaan jo ussne videsh mein
rehte banayi thi, ke chalte usski company ne jaldi
hi IT ke kshetra mein apna sthaan bana liya. Dil se
Priya ke pita ek bhartiya hi thhe aur nahi chahte
thhe ke wo aur unnke pacche apna parivesh bhool
kar bahya sanskriti mein doob kar apni sanskriti
ko bhool jaayein aur ussi ke aur apne Bharat prem
ke chalte unhone Bharat waapis aane ka faisla
kiya tha. Priya ki maa ek gharelu aurat hai aur
usska ek chhota bhai bhi hai. Usske parivaar ke
baare mein wo itna hi jaan paaya tha. Vaise bhi
usske kareeb hone ke liye usske
parivaar ki jagah usske khud ke baare mein
jaankaari hona zyada zaroori tha. Wo bahut
samajhdar tha aur jaldi hi ussne Priya ki pasand
aur napasand ko samajhna shuru kar diya.
Priya ki mitra mandali mein shaamil hona kuchh
zyada mushkil nahi tha kyonki Priya ki sabse
achhi dost usske pados mein rehti thi. Ek baar
Priya ka dost ban jaane ke baad wo apni jaankaari
ke boote usske aur nazdeek hota gaya. Wo
hamesha usska dhyaan rakhta aur ussko khush
karne ka har sambhav prayatna karta rehta. Priya
ne bhi usske saamipya aur atirikta dhyaan ka
anand lena shuru kar diya jo ussey ghar par nahi
mil raha tha. Usske pita vaise bhi apne naye
vyapaar mein vyast thhe aur usspar zyada hi sakht
thhe. Usski maa bhi apni kitty partiyon aur
naukaron ko aadesh deney mein hi vyast rehti thi.
Haan, hairani ye thi ke usska chhota bhai ussey
bahut pyar karta tha par bahut chhota hone ke
kaaran usska dost nahi ban sakta tha. Rahul ke
saath aisa kuchh nahi tha aur wo aisa dost saabit
ho raha tha jisski ussey hamesha se chah thi. Wo
uss waqt nahi jaanti thi ke Rahul usske liye
dost se kuchh zyada hona chahta tha. Dono ki
zindagiyaan ulat pulat ho gayi jab ussne Priya ko
apne dil ki asli baat bataayi.

Unhein dost baney kuchh mahine ho chuke thhe

aur jitna adhik samay wo usske saath bitaata tha
utna hi usske dil mein usske liye pyar badhta jaata
tha. Usski soorat, usski chaal-dhaal, usski
khushboo aur usske aane se jaise sab taraf raunaq
ho jaati thi sab usse bahut mohit karta tha. Usska
janamdin aa raha tha agle mahine
aur ussne socha ki ussdin wo ussey apne dil ka
haal khol ke suna dega. Ussne paise jodne shuru
kiye par phir bhi itne nahi jod paaya ke usske liye
koyi achha sa upyukt uphaar khareed sakey. Ussne
zindagi mein pehli baar apne pita se paise maange
aur ussey bahut khushi hui ke ussey mil bhi gaye.
Aakhir ussne usske liye ek chaandi ka haar
khareeda. Usske janamdin par wo ussey ekant
mein doston se door le jaane mein safal bhi ho
gaya aur ussey uphaar deney ke baad apne pyar ka
izhaar karne laga.

Rahul: "Priya main itni der se tumhein kuchh

kehna chahta hoon aur agar ab
bhi na keh paya to mujhe dar hai ki main mar hi
na jaaoon."

Priya: "Kya Rahul, tumne mujhe pehle hi kyon

nahi bataya? Hum dost hain aur dost ek doosre se
kuchh nahi chhupaate hain."
Rahul: "Itna aasaan nahi hai iss tarah ki
bhavnaaon ko kabool karna par ab
mujhe karna hi padega. Priya main tumhein pyar
karta hoon aur tumhein pehli baar dekhte hi
mujhe tumse pyar ho gaya tha. Mujhe batao ke kya
tum bhi merey baare mein aisa hi sochti ho?" Wo
awaak reh gayi ye sunkar. Wo kuchh bhi jawab
dene se pehle kayi palon ke liye chup rahi.

Priya: "Mujhe afsos hai Rahul lekin maine kabhi

tumhaare baare mein iss tarah socha hi nahi.
Maine hamesha tumhein ek achhe dost ki tarah ya
shayad bhai ki tarah hi dekha hai. Sach mein tum
mere sabse achhe dost ho. Meharbaani karke
hamein achhe dost hi rehne do. Main abhi apna
sabse achha dost khona nahi chahti. Shayad achha
hoga ke main yahaan se chali jaaoon. Tum party
mein aa rahey ho na? Hum baad mein baat kar
sakte hain."

Wo usski baaton se bahut asahaj ho rahi thi aur

jaldi se ye sab kehkar wahan se chali gayi.
Ghabrahat mein ussne uphaar mein mila haar bhi
wahin gira diya. Zindagi mein pehli baar usska dil
toota tha. Aansoo se bhari aankhon se ussne
zameen par gira wo haar utha liya.

Baad mein cake kaatne ke time par Priya ne dekha

ki usska sabse achha dost usski party mein nahi
tha. Doosri taraf uss raat Rahul takiye mein sar de
ke ghanton rota raha. Jab aansoo rukey to usske
dukh ki jagah usske gusse ne le li aur ussne apne
aap mein socha," Wo mera dil iss tarah kaise tod
sakti hai? Theek hai kutiya agar tumhein meri
bhavnaaon ki parwaah nahi hai to main achhi
tarah tumehin doosron ki
bhavnaaon se khlene ki saza doonga."..............
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Update 2
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Ek baar kissi ke dimaagh mein paap ka beej ronp

diya jaaye to koyi chamatkaar hi ussey paap karm
se bacha sakta hai. Yadi Rahul ne apne samaanya
gyan ka istemaal kiya hota to ussey pata chalta ki
Priya ne kuchh bhi ghalat nahi kiya tha. Ektarafa
pyar aksar issi tarah dil ke tootne ka kaaran ban
jaata hai parantu jaise ki kaha jaata hai ki
samaanya gyan aisa gyan hai jo samaanyataya
nahi paaya jaata. Wo apne sapnon ke tootne ka
dard aur dukh mehsoos kar raha tha.

Yadi Priya ke liye usska pyar saccha hota to wo

usske sukhi rehkar shaant jeevan ki kaamna karke
apni zindagi jeene ki cheshta karta. Avashya ye
usske dukh ko uss samay to kam na karta par aise
ghaav to samay se hi bharte hain. Usski nazaron
mein wo aisi shaitaan thi jissne ussey apne prem-
jaal mein phansakar usska dil toda tha. Ussne
ghrina se thooka aur socha, "Shayad ye ussne koyi
shart jeetne ke liye kiya ya ye ameerzaadiyaan karti
hi aisa hain taaki hamaari zindagi ko bure se bura
bana sakein aur hamaari peeth peeche ye sab suna
kar mazey le sakein." Wo ladki jisske saath wo
kuchh din pehle tak apna poora jeevan bitaane ki
soch raha tha ab ussey shaitan ke roop mein nazar
aa rahi thi.

"Chinta na kar Raajkumari, main tujhe aisa paath

padhaoonga ke tum kabhi nahi bhool sakogi. Tum
uss din ko kosogi jab tumne mere saath aisi
ghinauni harkat karne ki sochi." Rahul ne Priya
ke liye ek aashcharya ki yojna banayi aur wo achhi
nahi thi.
Ussne aise vyavhaar karna shuru kiya jaise unn
dono ke beech kuchh hua hi nahi hai. Yahan tak
ki Priya bhi raahat mesoos kar rahi thi. Wo apna
sabse achha dost nahi khona chahti thi. "Wo uss
se ubar gaya hai. Shayad ye ek chah ke atirikt
kuchh nahi tha. Mujhe asha hai ki wo ek din kissi
khaas ko paa lega." Ussne socha aur bhagwaan se
usske liye prarthana bhi ki.

Kuchh din baad usske kissi dost ke ghar party thi.

Rahul ne Priya se poochha ke kya wo usske saath
chalegi? Wo maan gayi. Rahul ussey apni bike par
apne dost ke ghar le gaya. Jab wo wahaan
pahunche to wo ye jaankar hairaan reh gayi ke
wahaan par aur koyi bhi nahi tha aur uss ghar ki
chaabi Rahul ke paas thi.

Priya: "Rahul sab log kahaan hain?"

Rahul: "Oh main tumhein batana bhool gaya ki

wo kissi zaroori kaam se gaya hai aur thodi der
mein aa jaayega. Ussne mujhe kaha ke main thoda
jaldi aa kar usske mehmaanon ka swaagat karoon.
Party shuru kar doon aur wo jitni jaldi ho sakega
aa jaayega.

Priya: "OK."

Rahul: "Main tumhaare liye kuchh peene ko laata

hoon, aur log bhi aate hi honge," kehte huey rasoi
ghar ki taraf chala gaya. Priya ko kuchh atpata lag
raha tha par wo taye nahi kar paa rahi thi ke kya
hai. Kuchh hi samay mein ussne dekha ki rahul
kuchh peene ke liye le aaya tha. Unhonein apna
apna gilaas uthaaya aur peene lagey. Wo baatein
bhi karte jaa rahey thhe. Apna gilaas khali karne
ke kuchh hi samay baad wo khud ko neend se
bhara hua mehsoos karne lagi.

Priya: "Rahul.........Pata nahi mujhe kya ho raha

hai? Mujhe chakkar aa rahey hain.

Rahul: "Tum thak gayi lagti ho. Thehro main

tumhaari sahayeta karta hoon." Agle kuchh pal
ussko bahut ajeeb lagey. Ussne dekha ke Rahul
ussey apni baahon mein utha kar ek kamre mein
laya. Sab kuchh jaise dheemi gati se ho raha
tha.Phir wo ek bistar par thi aur Rahul usske
kapde utaar raha tha. Sheetal peya mein di gayi
nasheeli vastu ke kaaran wo tez nashey mein thi.

Priya:
"Tum........ye.......kya.......kar........rahey.........ho?"

Rahul: "Priye tum sheeghra jaan logi." Ussne

Priya ki pant utaarte huey kaha. Kuchh hi
kshanon mein wo poori tarah nangi wahaan padi
thi. Uss nashe ki haalat mein bhi wo samajh sakti
thi ki kya ho raha hai. Ussk aankhon se aansoo
girne lagey. Rahul bhi nanga ho gaya tha aur
usski yoni par apne haath se kuchh laga raha tha.
Yadi wo nashe ki haalat mein na hoti to ussey
avashya pata chalta ki usski yoni par wo tel laga
raha tha. Phir apne taney huey ling par bhi tel
lagakar ussne ling Priya ki yoni se laga diya. Kissi
tarah behti aankhon ke saath ussne Rahul ko
rukne ki vinati ki.

Priya: "Meharbaani karke aisa mat karo. Tum

kabhi apne aap ko maaf nahi kar sakoge. Rahul
suno.............. AHHHHHHHHHHHH." Usski
kumaari jhilli phat chuki thi aur wo kunwaari nahi
rahi thi. Nashe ki haalat mein bhi usse dard
mehsoos hua. Jiss par wo duniya mein sabse adhik
vishwas karti thi, ye peeda uss mitra dwara kiye jaa
rahe shareerik aur maansik blaatkaar ki thi.

Jaise hi Rahul ne usske saath sambhog shuru kiya

usski yoni se rakta sraav shuru ho gaya. Wo ussey
kutiya, randi jaise gande naamon se pukaar raha
tha. koyi ussey bachaane nahi aaya. Jo wo kar
raha tha usske liye Rahul ki aankhon mein koyi
sharam ya daya nahi thi. Wo vaisa Rahul bhi nahi
lag raha tha jissey wo jaanti thi. Ek pashu usske
ooper chadh kar apna ling usski yoni ke andar
bahar kar raha tha. Ussne apna veerya Priya ki
yoni mein hi nikaal diya aur jab usska ling dheela
pad gaya to hi baahar nikala.

Nashey ka prabhaav abhi poori tarah nahi gaya

tha. Wo ussi tarah sharam mein doobi ussi kamre
mein leti rahi jab wo kamre se baahar gaya. Usski
yoni mein naarkeeya peeda ho rahi thi. Aisa lag
raha tha jaise kissi ne garam chaaku se ussey
phaad diya ho. Ussey dahshat hui jab Rahul
dobara kamre mein aaya aur usska ling ek baar
phir tana hua tha. Doosri baar ke blaatkaar mein
shayad pehle jitni peeda nahi thi parantu maansik
aghaat pehle se adhik nahi to kam bhi nahi tha.

Kuchh ghante baad jab nashe ka prabhav khatam

ho gaya to Rahul ne usse kuchh dard nivarak
goliyaan khaane ko di jo ussne le li par usske saath
jaane se inkaar kar diya. Bina usske kukarm ke
baare mein ek bhi shabd boley wo wahaan se taxi
karke chali gayi.

Wo antim baar thi jab Rahul ne ussey dekha tha.

Jo kuchh bhi usske baad usske saath hua wo ek
aisa rahasya tha jisske baare mein jaan ne ka
ussne kabhi koyi prayaas nahi kiya. Wo to sirf
khush tha ke ussko dubara kabhi bhi Priya ka
saamna nahi karna pada.
Saalon baad phir ek shareer palang par pada tha
aur aansoo ek nadhi ki tarah aankhon se beh
rahey thhe. Usske ateet ke kaale saaye waapis
aakar ussey pareshaan kar rahey thhe. "Kalpana,
kripya mujhe maaf kardo. Mere paapon ka
prayashchit tumne kiya. Tumhein iss tarah se nahi
balki mujhe marna chahiye tha. Hey bhagwaan ye
maine kya kiya? Ussne mujhe bhi kyon nahi maar
diya? Kyon?" .....................
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Ye bilkul aisa tha jaise baaki ki duniya unn dono

ke liye hai hi nahi. Dono aamne saamne khadey
they. Aur kissi vastu ka unnke liye koyi mahatva
nahi tha. Vidyut ne pehle chuppi ko toda.
Vidyut: "To tum 24 ghante se bhi pehle waapis aa
gaye. Tumhein sab kuch samajh aur jaan lene
mein adhik samay nahi laga."

Rahul: "Nahi main poorntaya samajh nahi paya

hoon. Par kyon Vidyut KYON?Tumne Kalpana ke
saath aisa kyon kiya? Wo kaise iss sab ki haqdaar
thi?"

Vidyut: Nahi, parantu tum avashya thhe. Dard ka

har wo pal jo tumne jiya tum usske haqdaar thhe.
Jo tumne usske saath kiya, kya Priya usski
haqdaar thi? BOLO?

Rahul: "Maine Priya ke saath jo kuchh kiya usske

liye main apne aap par bahut sharminda hoon.
Main ek jawaan bewakoof tha. Gussey se andhe
hookar maine usske saath jo kuchh bhi kiya usske
liye main apne aap ko kabhi bhi maaf nahi
kar sakoonga, parantu jis tarah tumne mere paap
ki saza ke roop mein Kalpana ko takleef
pahunchaayi, usske liye kya tum apne aap ko theek
keh sakte ho?"

Vidut: "Hum dono hi apne karmon ko theek nahi

keh sakte par kam se kam maine jo kiya wo Priya
ka badla lene ke liye kiya. Tumne Priya ke saath
kya kiya?"

Rahul: "Kya maine Priya ko maar daala? Tum

Priya ka badla leney ki baat kaise keh sakte ho?
Tumne to paida hone se pehle hi merey bacche ko
maar daala." Ye kehte huey Rahul ki aankhon se
aansoo girne lagey. Shayad abhi bhi uss shaitan ke
andar ek dil dhadak raha tha.

Vidyut: "Yaad hai maine kya kaha tha? Chahe ret

ka kan ho ya patthar, dono paani mein ek samaan
doobte hain. Tumne to parwaah hi nahi ki ke Priya
ka kya hua. Ki tumne?"

Rahul: "Nahi maine nahi ki. Mujhe apne anjaam

ka dar tha ki ussne kissi ko mere kukarm ke baare
mein bata diya to mera kya hoga. Jab mujhe apni
ghalati ki gambheerta ka ehsaas hua to mujh mein
sharam ke maare usska saamna karne ki himmat
nahi thi."

Vidyut: "Chalo uss haalat mein main tumhein

batat hoon ke Priya ke saath baad mein kya hua.
Ussne kissi ko nahi bataya ke tumne usske saath
kya kiya, lekin wo pehle jaisi nahi rahi. Uss din ke
baad maine ussey muskuraate huey nahi dekha.
Mujhe lagta hai ke uss din ke baad ussne kissi par
bhi vishwas karna band kar diya tha. Usske sabhi
doston ne bhi kuchh samay baad milne aana band
kar diya kyonki wo kissi se baat hi nahi karti thi.
Apne parivaar ke alawa wo kissi se bhi baat nahi
karti thi aur wo bhi bahut kam hota tha. Dar mein
jeena aasaan nahi hota aur wo aisa hi kar rahi thi
aur aakhir usski himmat jawaab de gayi. Usska
pankhey se lataka shareer main kabhi nahi bhool
sakta. Usski jhoolti hui laash ko dekhne waala
main pehla vyakti tha. Jo hum sab par guzri, tum
usske baare mein soch bhi nahi sakte ho. Merey
mata-pita ussey bahut chahte thhe aur merey liye
to wo sab kuchh thi. Merey pita ne police ko usski
laash ka post mortem nahi karne diya. Usski maut
ke baad kuchh bhi pehle jaisa nahi tha. Kuchh
samay baad hi dil ke daure se meri maa chal basi.
Usske aakhri din itni bebasi ke thhe ki usski maut
usske liye ek aaraam ki ghadi thi. Merey pita bhi
pehle jaise vyakti nahi rahey thhe. Uss dukh ko
bhulaane ke liye unhonein sharaab ka sahara le
liya aur ek sharaabi ban gaye. Mera bhi pata nahi
kya haal hota agar mujhe Priya ki diary na mili
hoti to. Kutiya ke pilley maine padha ke tumne
kaise usska blaatkaar kiya aur maine padha ke wo
kyon mari. Wo marna to chahti hi thi par jab ussey
pata chala ke wo maa ban ne waali hai, to rok nahi
paayi apne aap ko."

Sab keh ke Vidyut chup ho gaya. Itne saalon ke

baad bhi shayad ye sab ussey bahut peeda de raha
tha. Rahul buri tarah ro raha tha. Ussey to andaza
bhi nahi tha ke usski ek bhool itne logon ka jeevan
nasht kar degi.

Vidyut: "Tumhein shayad abhi bhi ye ek ghalati

lage aur mere kiye ke muqable
itni badi na lage jitna maine kiya par tumhare kiey
ne unn sab ke jeevan barbad kar diye jinhein main
pyar karta tha. Meri jagah koyi aur hota to shayad
wo bhi barbaad ho gaya hota par main nahi.
Maine apna baaki jeevan jiya badla lene ki yojana
banaane mein aur usske liye sahi waqt ke intezaar
mein. Maine parinaam ko jaante huey hi sab
kuchh kiya aur main apne kiye par ratti bhar bhi
sharminda nahi hoon."

Rahul: "Tumne mujhe kyon nahi maara?"

Vidyut: "Ye wo sawaal hai jo main khud bhi apne
aap se kayi baar kar chuka hoon. Tumhaare itna
sab kuchh usske saath karne ke baad bhi ussne
tumhaare baare mein kissi ko nahi bataya. To
main tumhein kaise maar sakta tha. Maut vaise
bhi ek raahat ke siva kuchh nahi hai, aur main
chahta tha ke tum uss aurat ko jissey tum pyar
karte ho tadapta dekh kar meri aankhon ke
saamne tadpo. Jab tak tum jeevit ho tum kabhi
nahi bhool paaogey." Phir wahaan ek chuppi
chhaa gayi. Sub kuchh kaha aur kiya ja chuka tha.
Iss baar Rahul ne chuppi ko toda.

Rahul: "Vidyut, main jaanta hoon ke isska koyi

laabh nahi hai par phir bhi main apne uss kritya
ke liye tumse maafi maangna chahta hoon jisske
kaaran tumne itna dukh aur dard saha hai. Kaash
main samay ko peechhe le ja sakta aur apni
ghalati na dohraata par tum bhi jaane ho ki aisa
karna sambhav nahi hai. Tumne jo kuchh bhi
merey saath kiya main wo bhi tumhein maaf karta
hoon. Mera vishwas karo ki main tumhein apni
maut bhi maaf kar deta agar tum mujhe maar
rahey hotey aur ye bataatey ki tum mujhe kyon
maar rahey ho. Phir bhi jo dukh aur peeda
Kalpana ne tumhaare kaaran sahi wo main
tumhein bilkul maaf nahi kar sakta."

Wo chaku wahi tha jiss se Kalpana ko badi

nirdayata se maara gaya tha. Jaise hi Vidyut ne wo
kasaayi waala chaku dekha wo apne ghutnon par
baith gaya aur apni aankhein band kar li. Wo
jaanta tha ki usske paapon ke bhugtaan karne ka
samay aa gaya hai. Rahul ne Vidyut ke sar par wo
chaku itni zor se maara ke wo usski khopri ko
kholta hua usske jabadon tak pahunch gaya.
Khoon ka fauhaara chal pada aur Vidyut ka mrit
shareer Rahul ke pairon mein gir gaya.

Rahul: "Aur ab.........ab, mere jeene mein kya maza

reh jaayega?" Usska haat ek baar phir ooper utha
aur jab wo apne aap ko chaku maarne jaa hi raha
tha ke usska phone baj utha. Ye Lavanya thi. Wo
phone uthakar ussko sab kuchh bataane lag gaya.
Jab tak ussne batana band kiya, dono ro rahey
thhe.

Rahul: "Lavanya kya tum imaandaari se ek sawaal

de sakt ho?"

Lavanya: "Main koshish karoongi. Sawaal kya

hai?"
Rahul: "Halaanke main ek jaanwar se bhi badtar
hoon, phir bhi kya mujhe jeene ka adhikaar nahi
hai?"

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