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Self Respect Paper 3
Self Respect Paper 3
Period: 6th
Self Respect
As many before me, I have always felt like I have been put into “boxes” of who I am as
an individual, for instance the boxes I hate are when I need to put my race down. None of them
fit me. The closest one I am is asian, and people only think East and South East Asians fit that
category. There is also the boxes you can put me in when you first meet me which are; I am
women of color, person of color, a nerd, short, loud, Arab, Muslim, first-generation American,
hijabi, and so much more. These are limiting because just looking at my name can take me out
from a possible job interview or other opportunities I have worked hard for. Especially as my
background of being an Arab-Muslim in United States. The stigma of both of these parts that
intertwine with my identity can not only possibly remove me from a job interview, but much
more. With the rise of hate, the limit is I need to watch my surroundings for I can possibly be a
Self respect to me is first coming within terms of your weakness and strengths. There is a
concept in the spiritual word called your “inner child”, which means understanding your past as a
person such as traumas, good memories, and just the whole of how you grew up. Understanding
the foundation of who you are as a person can also make you understand your values and morals.
You earn your self respect this way by not only loving your inner self , but respecting your
identity. “Photos and other mementos can help you tap back into the emotional space reflected in
the images and words of the past, '' Egel explains. To look back, you might try activities like
flipping through photo albums and school yearbooks, or rereading childhood diaries.” (Inner
Child, 2020) Living off of facades and sacrificing who you truly are is not a way of self respect
but a form of self destruction. Self respect can also come with taking care of yourself. You can
also find self respect within your environment, for example missionaries in Utah go around and
spread their religion around the world, teaching their religion and exploring their environment
I have increased self respect for myself when I start reading and learning the history of
the world. Much like MLK, after my last time getting my hijab pulled off, the story which it
feels like I have told you so many times, I really went through this transformation of gaining self
respect. My first book I actually read when I studied hate is “The New Hate”. That book is
actually what opened my craving to learn about why hate is so prevanet, not only in the United
States, but around the world. A year after I first read “The New Hate” I stumbled on, “We refuse
to believe the bank of justice is bankrupt, a check that will give us upon demand the riches of
freedom and justice.” (I Had a Dream Speech, 1963) With MLK’s “I had the dream” speech I
realized that I am so worthy of human decency, freedom of expression, and to be resilient. That
even MLK still saw the light in the darkness. My blind spot is I am overly critical of myself, it
threatens my self respect because it tears down who I am. I started being overcritical of myself at
the same time I started learning about hate. I always tried to find a reason to blame myself for the
things that happened to me. That I was the problem. My weak spot is not condemning it was not
my fault. Blaming myself is so much easier. Even though consciously I have read that I did not
cause what had happened. My goal has been and still is with the help of the people I love, my
parents, and people I trust is to let go of my blaming myself for what has happened in the past
and even stop trying to make up for my past which is the hardest part to be honest. I am
currently trying methods to connect with my “Inner Child” and Allah which has HELPED
DRAMATICALLY. “A man who won't die for something is not fit to live.” (Clayborne, C., &
Carson, C. (2000) I want to fight for all the things I believe in, I am gaining self respect for
myself everyday in a different way. My ideal at the end of this course is to expand and tell more
of my story and to do something about it. I don’t want my sisters Beneen and Amina to go
through these things, but they do. “Like an arrow you need to shoot straight for your apple.”
(Al-Saedy, H. 2022) I am going to shoot straight for my apple. I need to look strong and resilient
for them because I don’t want them to blame themselves for their crime is nothing , but being
born. I think the most important thing is to keep my self respect up and remembering the
spectrum of self respect is not this strict filled in dot but it can be like a weighted seesaw. I just
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National Park Service, U.S. Dept. of the Interior, Martin Luther King, jr., National Historic
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