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20 Most Asked Questions Can You Speak About Intergenerational Trauma?
20 Most Asked Questions Can You Speak About Intergenerational Trauma?
20 Most Asked Questions Can You Speak About Intergenerational Trauma?
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asking, I said that safety is the presence of connection. This person says, I feel the opposite, I feel most
safe when I'm by myself, what are the thoughts? Well, you know what the answer is? There's no
connection. The reason that you don't like being with people, basically, is you're not connected with
them. I didn't say that safety is the presence of other people. I said, safety is the presence of connection.
If you feel more safe on your own, it's because you're not connected to other people. And then you have
to inquire, well, what is it in me that keeps me from getting connected? What am I projecting on these
other people? What fears do I bring there? What expectations do I bring that are disappointed? But
being with other people, that's not connection. You can be with a million people and not be connected.
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Having said that, yes, there was something that happened in the family. Yeah. Just like in mine, just like
in almost everybody else's here. So that's what I will say about sensitivity.
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if I may say, strong emotions for the most part are responses to your mind and your mind is interpreting
the present through the prism of the past. That's what emotions are.
Now, gut feelings, as Eckhart again says, are responses to the environment, to what's actually happening
out there. So, when you're sitting there and a saber-toothed tiger appears on the horizon and you feel
fear, that's not some emotion based on some interpretation of your mind. That's a real danger. Damn
right that you should feel fear, because that fear will help you. So that's the distinction. Now, that
doesn't tell you though how to tell the difference in practice. How to tell the difference in practice is
that with a gut feeling, there's no upset, there's just, "I don't want this. I do not want this. I will not be in
this situation."
There's no big upset. There's no big story. There's no big drama. And once the gut feeling has
manifested itself and you've acted on it, it goes away because it has no reason to be there anymore.
Whereas with the emotion, there's always an upset, there's always a story and it continues beyond its
value, beyond its necessary role. And so, just take that information and play with it. So the next time
you're wondering, just check in with yourself. Is there a big upset here? Am I telling a big story about it,
about the other person and this and that, or am I just asserting, "here's how it is for me"? And you're
calm about it. In fact, there's a grounded strength about it. That's the gut feeling.
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Now, let me say something a bit off message, but as a physician, I'll say it. I'm not a great prescriber or
advocate for medications. In fact, I think that they are often misused, mis-prescribed and they're
presented as the answer to some biological problem, which is never the case. And they're usually given
long-term, and they're given instead of delving into what the real issues are. I have all kinds of issues
with medications, but sometimes, if you can't function, if you find some that functioning overwhelmed
all the time, anxious all the time, and these other resources are not helping you through, you might
consider taking a medication for a while. A few of you here might want to do that.
Occasionally I have. I don't need them anymore and if I try them, in recent years, all they do is give me
side effects, which means I have changed, my physiology has changed. But there was a time when it
actually, when I was yelling at my kids all the time, it really helped.
Just to add a word, why angry is so anxiety-producing. Remember what I said about your need for
authenticity and attachment? Well, if in your childhood, you either saw a lot of anger and that really
frightened you in your family, or, when you were angry, you were cut off from your parents, can you
imagine what fear or anger will bring up for you? And so then it's a very anxiety-producing emotion.
One more thing about anxiety; we're not separate individuals, we live in an environment. So you might
ask yourself, even if there's no threat that I perceive, what is my system picking up on maybe? You
know, there's a cartoon, the old cartoon trope of the guy. It's three in the morning, the bar is just about
to close, there's one customer that's deep into his cups, and the bartender is looking bored and is wiping
off the counter. And the caption is, the guy, the customer is saying, "My problem is that my wife doesn't
understand me." Well, my version of it is that I'm the customer in the bar. It's three in the morning. The
bartender is wiping the counter and looking bored. And I'm deep into my cups and I'm saying, "My
problem is that my wife understands me." Because she reads me like a book.
And so years ago, she learned that when she's feeling anxious, I'm probably lying to her. So consider that
your anxiety sometimes could be about something in your environment that you're consciously not
letting in, but your system is letting you know about. And that's why in all those years of marriage, I've
never got away with anything. Good thing.
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So when you ask me how to release it, don't release it—You can't. I don't know how to release shame, I
don't. If somebody here does, let them tell us, that'd be great. Notice it, just notice it and say, "well,
here it is, this is old stuff. It's not about me. I'll let it be there, but I won't let it tell me what to do." So
just accept it as something that was programmed into you for no fault of your own. And since it's there,
just notice it, just don't let it govern your behavior.
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perpetrator knew that, because the bully energy, the perpetrator energy knows exactly who's
vulnerable. They can tell energetically.
So this is not to blame the victim, it's not to say that you invited it or you deserved it, or you did
anything to bring it on. You didn't at any age, whenever it happened. None of that is true, but the
perpetrator could tell that you are not protected, that you lack that boundary. And that boundary would
come from being nurtured and held and seen by adults and feeling safe and a perpetrator energy laser-
like accuracy can tell when that's absent. So, the first trauma was not the abuse or the rape. In most
cases, it was the loss of that protective energy, where the perpetrator found their way. And when you
talk to men who perpetrated child abuse and they're in therapy, they will tell you, "Oh, in a room of 20
kids, I can tell exactly." Because they can. So the original trauma was that loss of contact with the
parent. So when you're working with these traumas of sexual violation, yes, you got to deal with that
and look at the wound, but also look at how you lost contact, because that was the original trauma.
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on your forehead, which doesn't mean you're doing anything wrong. This doesn't mean that you
deserve it. None of that, it just means that the abusing energy can always pick up the vulnerable energy.
So this is why.
And I think I said this the other day, but I'll repeat it if I did. Those of you that have been in adult abusive
relationships, and if you asked yourself, before the abuse formally started, was there any inkling? Well,
let me tell you a personal story. So some years ago I gave a talk in Calgary. Okay. And the woman who
arranged it was going to pay me a certain amount of money, and guarantee a certain number of people.
But this is before I became really famous. Now I don't... So, I was quite insecure about it.
Something in my gut told me that, there's something wrong about this woman. I didn't pay attention to
it. She ended up not paying me, not that many people showed up, totally dysfunctional scene. I just let
go of it. I said, "Okay, good learning experience." But I did have the gut feeling, I didn't pay attention to
it. Last November. I just got a feeling not to go on a certain trip, a speaking trip. I went and I came back
and I coughed for eight weeks. I couldn't do my work. It wasn't COVID. It was before COVID. My gut had
warned me, I didn't pay any attention. Now, those of you that have been in abusive relationships, my
sense is that very often there were some gut feelings there. You just didn't pay attention to them,
because you learned in childhood not to. And the abuser can always tell. They can always tell..
Now, this is not to take them off the hook, but how can they tell? From their own trauma. So you have
the bully trauma energy joining the vulnerable unboundaried victim energy that keeps happening. So
they're drawn to each other like magnets. Okay. That's what answers that question.
I can totally understand that what I just said about the unboundaried energy, unconsciously inviting the
bully energy can be triggering for some of you, because you may perceive, and I warned you about that,
that you're being blamed, but you're not. I'm saying that this is a natural outcome, one natural outcome
of what happened to you as a child. You're not at fault, nobody's blaming you, but the more you can
recognize this dynamic in yourself, the more responsibility you can take, the more boundaries you can
develop and the more protected you will be.
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And the disease is your body's way of saying no, because you were inhibited from saying no, because
you had to attach. So there was that attachment versus authenticity. Then you had to go for the
attachment. And you keep going for the attachment. And your body's saying "no," the body's saying,
"no, you need to be authentic." And it's a harsh way to learn. And again, I don't recommend it, but that's
just simply how it works. Now, related to this, there was a question from a medical doctor, let me just
find it here.
He says, "I'm a pediatric oncologist and a marrow transplant director for 30 years. I agree past trauma is
a major contributor underlying most adult cancers. So that's my point of view as well. But cancer in
children is very different and there's still very little known about its causes. Yet most children with
cancer, about 80% today appear to be cured. So what do you make of the importance of past trauma as
a likely contributor to childhood cancer? And how might that play into their much higher cure rate than
most adult cancers?"
Well, I don't claim to have answers to everything, but let me tell you what I think in response. There's
been very little research on the relationship of emotional dynamics and childhood cancers. So I can only
speak from impression, I can't speak from knowledge. So I have to make that distinction. When it comes
to the adult stuff, I can pretty much quote you book and chapter and verse. I can't do that with
childhood cancer. I can only give you impressions from what I've witnessed in practice and my reading of
the world.
So forget childhood cancer for a minute, but look at something like childhood asthma. And the reason
we can do that is because there's been a lot of research. And so it's clear from childhood asthma, this is
just absolute scientific fact, that the most stressed the parents are, the more likely their child is to have
asthma. In fact, sometimes the amount of medication and hospitalization the child will need, can be
predicted by how stressed the parents are.
So what happens in asthma is you got a narrowing of the airways and inflammation of the airways. And
how do we treat childhood asthma? How do we treat adult asthma? We give medications to open up
the airways and to suppress the inflammation. What are these medications that we give to suppress
inflammation and to open up the airways, they're hormones. What kind of hormones are they? They're
stress hormones. We give adrenaline, or medications like it, to open up the airways and we give cortisol,
or medication like that, to suppress the inflammation. These happen to be the hormones secreted by
the adrenal glands in response to stress.
What happens in chronic stress is that this mechanism actually gets exhausted. And now we have to give
extra stress hormones just to keep the airways open, and not inflamed. In other words, the child's lung
functioning and inflammation levels has everything to do with how stressed the parents are. In other
words, the parent's emotional states program the child's physiology. Well, I don't see why the same
thing can't happen in cancer. That the parents stresses might somehow affect the child's immune
system. I'm not saying that's the only factor. The younger something happens in somebody, the more
likely it is that there might be some genetic factors involved.
And there's a lots of stressed parents whose kids don't develop asthma, whose kids don't develop
cancer. So it's not a question of saying A causes B, it's a question of, is it a contributing factor? So we
know that in the case of eczema and so on, the more stressed the parents are, the more likely to get is
to get eczema. Same thing with psoriasis. The most stress is in the family, the more likely a person is to
have psoriasis. So I don't see why there would be any exceptions to that general trend. It's a very
delicate, sensitive subject though, because the last thing I want to say to parents whose kid is struggling
with cancer is, "Oh listen, this somehow because of you." So it's not something I talk about, it's not
something I write about, I'm only answering your question. And in such situations, I would look at the
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multi-generational trauma picture. But in general, everything is connected to everything else. That's just
my sense.
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So let's say you don't know exactly what happened because it's pre-verbal. Now, the reason it's not
necessary is because the trauma is not what happened to you, keep remembering that. The trauma is
what happened inside you, the trauma is the wound where there's pain and where there's constriction.
And if you came to me with a flesh wound, a deep gash in your arm, in order for me to help you, or in
order for the wound to heal, if I start asking you, well, was it a knife or was it a sharp machete? Or was it
maybe a scissor? And was it wielded by a woman or a man? Or did you accidentally hurt yourself? If it
was a knife, did it have a handle? Was the handle red or black or blue or brown? Would any of that
matter? No. What matters is you have a wound there, that already tells you.
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that would be my answer to that question. In other words, the answer to the question is a whole lot
more questions, and curiosity, and compassion.
Do you judge yourself for not being able to let go? Are you criticizing yourself? Well, if you are, that's not
very compassionate. Okay?
How do I forgive?
"How do I forgive those who traumatized me?" Well, who said you should? I'm not saying don't, but
who's saying that you should? So where does that question come from? Does it come from this idea that
I 'should' forgive them to be spiritually real, or do you want to forgive them because you think that'll
help you heal? I'll tell you what I think about it. I never teach forgiveness. I teach understanding. And
you know what Jesus said on the cross, he said, "Forgive them father for they know not what they do."
But I'm telling you anybody who hurt you, what was making them do that was that, what did I call it
yesterday? Perpetrator energy that took them over, a virus that had taken them over. That's why they
did it.
Now, that may help you understand them. And maybe that understanding will help you forgive them.
But sometimes we can understand with our minds "Oh, yeah, I get it, they did it because they were
traumatized," but you still haven't let go of the anger or the resentment. So you can't kind of talk
yourself out of it. It helps to understand whoever did anything to you was only acting out their own
misery. That's the fact, that's the reality, that's how it actually is, but that may not help you forgive in
that sense. And I say to you, don't force yourself to forgive. Forgiveness happens spontaneously.
Now, there are practices around forgiveness, only I don't teach them. So you can talk to people who
practice forgiveness mantras, and meditations, and if that helps you, terrific. I don't go that way. I don't
go that route personally. Here's what I think, forgiveness is a natural outcome of healing. So, as long as I
think I'm damaged goods, I'm going to be angry at the person who damaged me.
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But if I realize that ultimately, you know what? They didn't touch me at all. They cause a lot of pain and
suffering, but the result of all that is that I found myself, and here I am, and there's no damage. If there's
no damage, then there's nobody to be punished for causing damage because they didn't. Now, that's an
outcome of healing. It's not an intellectual trip that you lay on yourself. But let me tell you, when you
find the love, you'll find the forgiveness. So don't work at it. If there's anger in you, feel it for God's
sakes, let it be there.
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