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Breaking Free A Recovery Workbook For Facing Codependence Export
Breaking Free A Recovery Workbook For Facing Codependence Export
Purpose of This step is an act of faith that a loving, life-changing Higher Power will be
there for you as you turn your life over to its care. The purpose of these exer-
Exercise cises is to help you see more clearly how you live life according to your own
will rather than turning your will and your life over to a Higher Power.
Background The following paragraphs are the background reading assignment for this step.
We are responsible for acting in our own best interest in our lives, making
Reading sure that we are taking care of ourselves without offending other people in that
process. It is make an effort at change. We work at chang-
our responsibility to
ing regardless of a Higher Power. When we reach the point where we can see
that using our will is not enough to make a change take place, we can use Step
Three. When we are in a state of powerlessness and become aware that we can't
change any further, we then turn our will over to our Higher Power to assist
us in changing, and we let go of determining how we're going to change or even
//"we're going to change. This is a "letting-go" step.
I usually say something like, "Okay, Higher Power, I've done all I can. I
can't do the changing that I know I need to do. Therefore, I turn myself over
to your will for me. If I change it will be because it is your will. If I don't
change, I will live in that experience and learn to embrace myself in my perfect
imperfection, which is also your will for me."
I believe that this step is third in the order of steps because if we truly do
StepOne and become aware of our disease, we have a tendency to feel over-
whelmed with how "sick" we are. In Step Two, we see that our behavior is sell
defeating to the point of insanity. At this point, Step Three keeps us from being
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tion is to do just that. And in the process of working Steps Four through
Twelve, the Higher Power will teach us how to let go, how to stop solving
everything ourselves, how to stop using own will, how to stop trying to
our
control the outcome of our lives. The decision is "Yes, I'm going to learn how
to turn it over and I'm going to begin learning by doing the next step and then
the next one until I've done all twelve."
What To Do Begin to notice yourself struggling to use your own will, make a change by
yourself, solve a problem alone, control the outcome of your life or someone
else's, but then remember to use Step Three and turn it over to a Higher Power.
Whenever this happens, describe here the issue, the process you went through
to arrive at Step Three, what happened with regard to the situation after you
released it, and how you felt emotionally before and after turning it over.
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How I Felt
Before: After:
Z. DATE:
Sometimes you turn certain issues over to a Higher Power and then you
resume using your own will in the situation, or take it back from the Higher
Power. Write here about any situation you have written about earlier that you
have taken back, each time you take it back. Note the dates to see whether you
are letting progressively more time pass before you take a problem back.
1. DATE:
Situation:
DATE:
2. DATE:
Situation:
DATE:
3. DATE:
Situation:
DATE:
4. DATE:
Situation:
DATE: