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#1

Lov eandPeace, i'


vehadenoughofPr eacher s
preachingaboutl ov eandaccept ance..myl if
e
wasst r
aightfor wardnoboy f
ri
endnopr obl
em,
somet imespeopl ecatchf eel
ingssomedon' t
andI 'm oneoft hosewhodon' tcar eaboutl ov e,
myf at
herdi edbecauseofLov efort hatIdon' t
wannabet here.Mymot hersuf feredf ormany
fuckinpr oblemsbef oreshedi ed, shewas
arrangedmar riedt osomebi gugl yassman, he
abusedherev erysingledaybecauseofLov e
thatshehadf orherf amilyshest ay ed, dady
camet ot herescuehet ookherbutaf tercoupl e
ofy earsIwasbor n,thebigguycamef or
revengeheki l
ledhi m becauseofl ove!!My
mot herwast oosel fi
sht okillherselfshenev er
thoughtofme,soi'
vehatedhersi
ncealt
hough
she'sdead,
Ist
ill
fuckenhateherf
orli
vi
ngme

I'
m myownwomannow, ihavenopar ents,no
si
blingsnofami l
ynonothingI'
mj ustme..thi
sis
mel iv
ingmyf uckedupli
feinadoubl estairs
alone.Isometimescomet othinkI'
m bisexual,
butthatdoesn'tchangeanyt
hingI'm awoman
andI '
m damaged

ThenamegoesbyNaomi
Dav
id'
sthi
sismy
st
ory
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#2

It
ookal ookatmy sel
fandt
hereawomani
nthe
mir
rorIdon'tknowfaci
ngme,behi
ndt
hatf
ace
ther
e'sstorytot
ellbutthatismypr oblem and
mypr oblemsaremi neonlymi ne.Mybodywas
abodyt odiefor
,everywomendr eam bodyt hat
howIhookedev erymanr ighti
nmyf inger.my
l
ifeisfuckedupforaj ournali
st,
Ipartytomuch
andthathowmyl i
ferolesI '
mjustahitandr un
gir
l,onlyift
hatfi
tforagi rl.
Ifi
nall
ytookmy
handbagandl ef
tforwor k.

I'
m aJournal
ist,
I
'vealwaysbeenpassionatet
o
writ
einspi
ri
ngstori
esandt oownmyl ibrar
y
stor
esomedaybutt hattur
nedaround,inst
ead
ofwrit
ingabookI'm wri
ti
ngarti
clesf
or
NewspapermyownNewspaper.
"Youlate"
myP. Asai
d,Idon'
tgetwhyshe
wannabef r
iendswi
thmecauseI '
m nota
fri
endlyty
peandIdon'thavefr
iendsandIl i
ke
myspace, idon'
thav
etimeforbackstabbers
andgossipingcheapgir
lsmyli
ferunsar ound
meonl yme.
Me:"I
'
mt heBossAnna"
shechuckl
edshooki
ng
herhead.
Her:
"youhav
eameetingin2hour
s"myey
es
poppedoutandshel
aughed
Her :
"l
etmeguessy ou'
veforgot
,ohgodMr
Jacobswi l
lbehereanyti
mesoony oubet
ter
prepareyoursel
fgoodluck"
shegiggl
edasIr
un
strai
ghttomyof fi
ce.
 
Icheckedmyf i
lesandAnnawasr i
ghtIhavea
meet i
ngin2hoursgodIlookattheti
meandI
wasl eftwi
th1hourand45secondstoprepar
e
my self
.
Igotinter
rupt
edbyAnnaenter
ingwi
thout
knocking,
irai
sedmyeyebr
ows
Her:"
sorrybutitl
ookl i
keyoucanuseal i
ttl
e
hel
p, t
hisfi
lehaveev eryt
hingyouhav etoknow
aboutMrJacobsandwhathel ikes,most l
y
abouthisstyl
ebutt hemai naim her
ei sthathi
s
heretotellhi
sstory"Ibroughtmyey estogether
Me:
"hi
sst
ory
??"
Her:
"yesdummydon'
ttel
lmey
oudon'
tknow
hi
m"Ishrugged
Me:
"notr
eal
l
y"
Her:
"godthi
sisgoi
ngtobemor
eharderthanI
t
hought,MrJacobsi
sMaxwel
ltheMax"Iwas
t
otal
lylost
Me:"
whatmaxar
eyout
alki
ngabout
??"
she
si
ghed
Her
:"
youneedtost
oppar
tyi
ngt
omuchand
f
ocus"Ir
oll
edmyeyes
Me:
"what
ever
!"
Her:"
asIwassayi
ng,Maxisaboxi
ngcoach
alt
houghheusedtobeaboxerheret
ir
edfr
om
theyoungage.
"st
il
lIwasl
ost
Me:
"so?
"
Her:
"hi
sheretotel
luswhyhedroppedbei
nga
boxerandchoosetobeacoach"
Fi
nal
l
yIgoti
t
Me:"
oooooh"
shelaughedandIgi
ggledf
ort
he
f
ir
stI'
vebeenwithherI
'venev
ershownany
moti
onsbuttodayIfel
tfr
ee.
Her
:"
goodl
uck,
youneedi
t"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Me:
"damnl
ookatt
het
ime"
shesmi
l
ed
Her:
"youl
ookgoodbythewayal
thoughy
ou'
ve
al
wayslookgood"Ismi
led
Me:
"t
hanky
ou"
shesmi
l
edandwal
kedout
.
Iwentthr
owMrJacobsf
il
e,i
nhi
sgameshe
haveneverl
oose.

AknockcameandAnnagoti
n
Her
:"
hisher
e"If
aint
lynodded,
shewentback.
Moment sofsil
ence,momentsofsi
lencethana
dooropenedhiscolognefi
ll
edt
heroom, my
facewastolazytobelif
tedup.
.f
rom thedi
stant
hesmelledamazing.
Him:
"Morning"
IsighedasIl
if
tmyheadupandI
j
ustfr
oze,hisTreysonghi
mself,
hi
ski
ssabl
e
l
ipsandhisdarkskincol
our
.
Me: "
Mor ni
ngy oucant akeasit
"hesmi l
ed
reveali
nghisleftdimpleandIswallowedhar d
hiswast oosexyhi sbody,t
hewaywewal ked
goshhi svoice,andhisscarr
ightinhiseyebrow
thatmadehi ml ookevensexier.
Dammi tfocus
Naomi f
ocus.
Hefi
nal
l
ysatdownafterhi
ssexymodel
wal
k,
i
of
fer
edmyhandforhandshake
Me:"wel
comet
oDurbanNort
hNewspaperMr
Jacobs"
hesmi
ledagai
ngodjustswal
l
owme
Hi
m:"
thanky
oumi
ss?
?"heaskedst
il
lhol
ding
myhand
Me:"
Letst
ickt
oNaomi"
henodded.
."
soI'
ve
hear
dyouareagoodboxer
"hesmil
edgodhi
s
smil
ewassoy ummy
Hi
m:"
For
merboxerMi
ssNaomi
,wel
lyeahI
'
ma
coachnow"
Me:
"whydi
dyoust
opboxi
ng?
?"
Him:"wellfami lycrisis,t hedayIt ookabr eakin
boxingist hedaymygr andmot herdied,wellshe
neverbeliev edint hoset hings.Shehat edi t,
she
wasal laboutschool .thedayIl eftforagamei n
CapeTownwear guedaboutmegoi ngt o
anotherpr ov i
nce,andgoi ngt ofi
ghtinthis
stupidboxi ngbutIl ef tany way .
iwast oo
passionateaboutbei ngaboxer, Iwasj ust25
yearsoldst ill
leavingmyl ifethewayIpl ease.
Butwhenmyf l
ightl anded, IgotacallthatMy
grandmot herdi edi nt hecauseofhear tat t
ack"
hesighed
Me:"
wowt hattoodeep"
henodded.
..
"yousai
d
youtookabreakdoesthatmeansomedayyou
wil
lcomeback? ?
"HeChuckled
Hi
m:"
onl
ythet
imewi
l
ltel
l
"
Me:"
howmuchistheBoxi
ngfee?
?"hesmi
l
ing
l
ooki
ngst
rai
ghttomyeyesli
kehewas
sear
chi
ngf
orsomet
hing
Him:"
itf
oryoungster
stokeept heirmindoff
fr
om drugsandallbadstuff,
focusinschool
..I
helpt
hehomelesssot here'
snof ee"
Ismil
edhis
eyeswentdownt omyl i
ps
Me:"
youdon'tmi
ndmecomingtoy
ourgym
ri
ght?
?Andwoulditbef
reef
ormetoo?
?"He
Chuckled 
Him:
"fr
eef
orevery
oneNaomi"goshthewayhe
saymyname,themeeti
ngcont
inuedandi
n
45minweweredone.

Me:"i
twasnicedoi
ngbusi
nesswit
hyouMr
Jacobs"
weshookhandsagainandheki
ssed
myhandt hi
sti
mearound,
whatacharmer
.
Hi
m: "
letst
ickt
oMax"
hei
mit
atedmyv
oiceand
welaughed
Me:
"ohmygod"
Ihi
thi
sshoul
der
Hi
m:"
pushmeout
"Ir
aisedmyey
ebr
owsImean
I
'veneverdonethatbef
oreaf
tert
hemeet
ing,
peopl
ejustleav
einthei
rown.
Me:
"ohuhmmm okay
"hesmi
l
edandf
inal
l
ylet
goofmyhand
Hi
m:"l
adi
esfi
rst
"Iopenedthedoorandwe
wal
kedout,
Icouldfeelhi
seyespaci
ngdown
myski
nandthatgav emeacouragetocatwal
k.

Wewer
efi
nal
l
yint
hepar
kingl
ot 
Me:"
thankyouagainMrJac. .ImeanMax
"he
smil
edlooki
ngstraighti
ntomyey esl
i
kehewas
sear
chingsomethingagain
Hi
m:"i
tmypleasur
ebeautif
ull
ady"
hehugged
meandkissedmychick,
godhisbreathwast
o
war
m downmyneckandhef i
nal
lyletgoand
wesai
dourgoodbyesaftert
hatheleft.
Di
dhejusthugme?
?Di
dhej
ustki
ssedmy
Chi
ck?
?
>Naomi

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#3

Aftert
hatkissIfr
oze,Iwantedtot akethings
back.IwisheditwasaCDpl ayersot hatIcan
repeati
tnowandt hen.Hissoftli
ps, his
amazingvoice,hi
stouchgodhi swar m breath.
 
Ifi
nal
l
ysnappedoutofit,whatwaswr ongwith
??whatst
upidgamei smymi ndpl ayi
ng, why
doIhavethi
ssuddenlyi
ndescribablething.I
don'
tknowifIshoul
dcalli
taf eeli
ngoran
emoti
on.
Me:
"godAnnay
ouar
eal
i
fesav
er"
shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
Iknow"
Me:"
letmemakeituptoyou,
I'
mtaki
ngy
ouout
t
hiseveni
nggoi
ngclubbi
ng"
Her
:"
itFr
idayt
omor
row"
Me:
"so?
?"
Her
:"
itwor
kday,
mydar
li
ngand.
..
"
Me:
"chi
l
lwi
l
lyou?Tomor
rowi
sahol
i
day
"
Her:
"whatholi
day??ImeanIcheckthecal
endar
nowandt henbutIdidn'
tseeaFri
dayci
rcl
edin
redi
nmycal endar
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:"
gody oul
ovetowork,i
tourholi
day
dar
li
ng..
.meandyoumyl ove,
ooohandaf t
er
l
unchpleasecal
last
uffmeeting"shenodded
smil
ing

Allmylunchtime,Ihavebeensear
ching
MaxwellJacobsbestmoment sduringhi
s
boxingdays.Hewasr eal
lyagoodfight
er,
I'
m
notaboxerper sonbutever
yfi
ghtIwatchon
YouTuber eal
lyamazemegosh, hisabs.The
wayhewasgr eat,
heevenwonBestAthl
ete
Afr
icai
nAA'sAwar ds,mmmhIcouldn'
tget
enoughIkeptonrepeat
ingev
eryf
ight
er.
"
Wewai
ti
ngf
ory
ou"Annasai
d
Me:
"huh"
Her:
"youdi
dn'
tevenhearmegett
ingin,
whatar
e
youdoingt
her
e"Iqui
ckl
yclosedmylaptop
Me:"
goshAnnaI
'
m comi
ng"
shel
aughedwal
ki
ng
out
.

Iwentt
otheboardr
oom andever
yonewas
seat
edwait
ingf
orme,t
heyallsmil
edwhenthey
sawme.
Me:"aft
ernoongoodcolleagues,Ical
ly ou
coll
eaguescauseIdon'tfeelli
keaboss. Ifeel
homewer eI
'mlovedandal l,
sincewe'vebeen
runningthi
snewspaperwel landforreaching
1,5000000r eader
sI'
m blessedt ohav eyou
here.Tomorrowafter
noonby12h00, the
f
li
ght
..
."
Anna:
"whatdoy
oumeant
heFl
i
ght
"
Me:
"wel
lwegoi
ngt
oaVacat
ion.
..
"
Anna:
"weasi
nusal
l
"
Me:"
yeah,
wegoingt
ocapeTown"
theyal
l
scr
eamedblocki
ngmyear
s
Me:"
okay,okayandmyPr i
vat
ejetwil
ltakeus
t
here..
.nowgopack"t
heyallt
ookthei
rstuffand
l
eftbutAnnalef
tbehind.
Her
:"
wowI
'
m amazed"
Me:
"what
??"
Her:
"t
hesuddenlychangebutanywayI
'm
comingbyyourhouseasyoupr omi
sedtot
ake
meoutthi
sev eni
ng" 
Me:
"ooohokayt
han"
wewentoursepar
ate
way
s

Mywayhomewasoneoft
hej
our
neyI
'
venev
er
heard, mymindkeptonbringi
ngmaxt her
eand
there.It
ri
edbyallmeanstoblockthi
sstupi
d
pict
ureofhim andImakinglove.Nxwhata
stupidobsessi
on.
Innoti
meIwashome, Iwentstr
aighttot
he
showerthatwhati neededthemostmay bei
t
gonnashowerallthisstupi
dthoughtthat
roami
ngi nmymi nd.
Ifi
nall
yfi
nishedaf tersomet i
mest ruggli
ngto
choosewhatI 'm gonnawear ,Ifi
nall
ychosea
shortr
eveali
ngt highpur pl
edress,blackthi
gh
bootsandIletdownmyweav e.Ilooked
stunni
ng,Idr ankmywi newhilewaitingfor
Annadamnt hegirlcant akeherstupidti
me. 
Af
tersome20minshefi
nal
l
ydeci
dedtopopi
n
mydoor,wedi
dn'
twast
eanyti
mewelef
t.
Her:
"Damnyourcari
samazi
ng,
wowy
ouhav
ea
l
if
eNaomi"i
fsheknew
Me:
"wel
lIcan'
tsayt
hati
fIwer
eyou"
Her:
"why??ever
ythingwit
hyouisper
fect,
the
house,t
hecars,yourtast
eofst
yle,
youinspi
re
meinev er
ywayN" Ifr
owned
Me:
"youcal
l
edmeN"
Her
:"y
eahI'v
ereal
i
sed,andI
'
m gonnast
ickt
her
e
mylove"
Irol
ledmyeyes.
Me:
"sur
ewhat
ever
"
Her
:"
ooohbef
oreIf
orgothowwast
hemeet
ing"
Me:
"ok"
Her:
"okj
ustok?
?Imeantheguyi
shotandshi
t
al
lyoucansayishemeet
ingwasok!
"
Me:
"whatdoy
ouwantmet
osay
"
Her
:"
theTr
uthNIwantt
heTr
uth"
Me:"
aaarghf
ine,hi
samazingev
ery
thi
ngabout
hi
mi samazi
ng"sheLaughed
Her
:"
fi
nal
l
y!!
"shecl
appedt
wice
Me:
"ohl
ordwhatal
ongway"
shechuckl
ed
Her
:"
Maxmaxmax"

Wefinal
lyarr
ivedinthecl
ubasweexpectedi
t
wasfull
,
im nottheVIPsecti
ongi
rli
tbor
ing
t
hereli
kereall
yboring.
Her
:"
VIP?
?"
Me:
"Naaa!
"
Her
:"
whyi
tqui
tet
her
e"
Me:"
andi
tbori
ngthere,
gir
lyouneedt
ohav
ea
l
if
esweet,
li
veali
ttl
e"
Her
:"
aaar
ghwhat
everIneedadr
ink"
Me:
"yougogi
rl
!!
"It
ookherhandandwewentt
o
t
hebar.
Ev
erysi
ngleshotIdrank,
itwasgoi
ngstr
aightto
mymindrightaway..
in2hoursIf
eltl
i
ketaking
ov
erthedancefloorwhil
eAnnawasbonding
wi
thBarman
Iwasdanci ngli
kereall
ycr azywithRihanna
tr
ack" workworkwor k"Ifeltsomeonehands
snakingaroundmywai st
,ihandnoener gyto
pushhi m away,Iwaspower l
ess.Wedanced
l
ikethatuntili
heardaboom sound, Iturned
aroundandMaxwaspul l
ingt hepoorguyaway
fr
om me.
Me:
"maxt
hef
uck?
?"
Hi
m:"
I'
mtaki
ngy
ouhome"
Me:
"youcr
azyIj
ust
..
."
Him:"
whatar
eyouev
enwear
ingy
oul
ookl
i
kea
hooker"
Me:
"max!
!"
Him:"
youdon'
twantt
ogo?
?Fi
neIwi
l
ldr
agy
ou
out"
Me:
"Fi
ne!
!"
Hi
m:"Ididn'
tpi
ctur
eyouasaBit
chyt
ype,
but
t
hisstupidshi
twil
lst
opnow"
Me:
"excuseme?
??"
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#4

IwokeupnexttoMax'snakedbody
..
.Il
ooked
underthesheet
sandreal
isedt
hatI
'
m naked
too.Godwhathavewe..
.
Thenital
lcameback,
wehadasteamysex
yest
erdayi
twassupercr
azy
.Hol
yfuckwhat
haveIdone??

Igetoutofbedsl owlymaki ngsuret hatIdon'


t
wakehi m up, hi
m wakingupwi llruinmypl anof
gett
ingt hehelloutofher e.
Iworemycl othes
andtiptoedt othedoor, Iopenedi tslowly
fi
nall
yIgott hespaceIgotoutt hanl ooked
i
nsidetomakesur ehissleepi
ng.Idi dn'
twaste
ti
meIr anar oundt hehousebuti twasl eading
menowher e,icoul
df i
ndt hedoor.Aftersome
ti
meIf i
nal
lyfoundit,t
hehousewast oobi gI
tri
edtoopenitbutitwaspi nlocked.Icursed
quiet
lyasIwalktothewi ndow, Idon'tr
eally
recogni
setheplaceittoof ancy
.

It
ookadeepsi
ghasIwal
kbackt
other
oom.
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
ltakei
tasi
fyou'
vef
ail
ed"
Me:
"mor
ningt
oyout
oo"
Hi
m:"
att
it
udemmmhIl
i
ke"
Me:"
canyouf
ucki
ntel
lmewhydi
dyoudr
agme
her
e??"
Hi
m:"
oht
hat"
Me:
"yeaht
hat"
hebr
ushedhi
shead 
Hi
m:"wel
lIdon'
tknowbutseeinganotherguy
t
ouchi
ngy out
hatwayr eal
lypi
ssedme, Iswear
t
omygr andmother'
sgraveIdon'
treal
lyknow
whatwashappeningtomebutallofthatvi
ew
r
eal
l
ypi
ssedmeof
f"
Me:
"youcan'
tj
ustupandcont
rol
me"
Him:"
I'
m sor
ryok?Ijustdon'
tknowwhat
happenedbutdamngi r
lyoucanri
deani
ggat
il
l
hetal
ksFrench"
helaughed 
Me:
"ohgod"
Icl
osedmyey
esusi
ngmyhands
Hi
m:"
mmmhshyshyshy
"hechuckl
ed
Me:
"f
uckof
fMaxj
ustt
akemehome"
Hi
m:"
wel
lyouhomebbe"
Irai
sedmyl
eft
ey
ebr
ow
Me:
"home?
?Pl
easej
ustt
akemehome"
Hi
m:"
youspendi
ngt
hedaywi
thme"
Me:"
excusemet hewhat? ?Looki
fyouuset
o
cont
rolyourgi
rlorwhatever,
tr
yyourl
uck
somewhereelse.I'
m myownwomanandno
fl
atassmancancont rolme"

Hi
m:"
woul
dn'
tbeabadt
hing"
Me:
"huh?
!"
Hi
m:"
youBei
ngmygi
rl
"Il
aughedsar
cast
ical
l
y
Me:"Idon'
tdoboy fr
iend's"
hegotoutf
rom t
he
bedacamer ightstraightt
ome,hestoodup
I
nfrontofmet woinchesaway.Hewasst il
l
naked,Icoul
dn'thel
pbutst ar
e.
Hetracedhi
sf i
ngersonmyl i
psandsentchil
l
s
overmyspine,Igaspedandhebroughtmy
bodyclosetohisandhekissedmyforehead 
Him:"
IguessIknowy ourweakness"
hechuckled
walki
ngtohiscl
osest.Icur
sedquietl
yfight
ing
wit
hmymi ndwhichkeptonbri
nginghissexy
bodyri
ghtinmyface.

Justt
hanIrememberedaboutt
heVacat
ionshi
t
i
tsli
ppedmymi nd,
Iwentthr
owmybagt ocal
l
Annajustt
hanMaxsnatchedmyphoneaway 
Me:
"t
hef
uckdude"
Hi
m:"
I'
vecal
l
edAnnaandIt
oldhert
hatt
hey
cangowit
houty
ousinceall
thet
hingsar
e
set
tl
edandyouspendi
ngtheweekendwi
thme"
Me:
"excusemey
oudi
dwhat
??"
 
Him:"
Iwasjusthel
pingsi
nceyounotgoi
ng
anywhere,
wejustgonnachi
ll
andhaveplent
y
ofsex"
Me:
"youdon'tgeti
tdoy ou??Nobodycal
lshot
i
nmyl i
feokay"Iwasboi l
i
ngliker
eall
yboi
li
ng
whothefuckdohet hi
nkhei shuh?!
Him:"
toobadcomel
etgomakebr
eakf
ast
beaut
iful
"
Me:"
yousonofa..
..
"Idi
dn'tgettofi
nishmy
sent
encehewasalreadyout,Isatonthebed
fi
ght
ingmybadmi ndinf
luencethatwasdriv
ing
metoanotherl
evelofcr
az i
ness.

From t
her oom whatev
erhewasmakingdown
theki
tchensmel l
edDivi
ne,
idr
aggedmysel
f
downt othestai
rsthesmel
lwastoomuchand
mystomachneededsomet
hingIwast
oo
hungr
y.
Him:"
thoughty
ouwil
lnevercome"
hewasi
na
cooki
ngapronher
eall
ylookedcut
e
Me:
"whaty
oumaki
ng"
Hi
m:"cheesebur
ger,i
mtootir
edt
ocooky
ou
r
eal
lydrainedmelastni
ght
"hegr
ins
Me:
"youcook?
"Ii
gnor
edt
hel
astpar
t
Hi
m: "
IcookNaomi ,
Ili
vemyli
feint
heki
tchen
whenI'm bor
ed"t
oobadIcan'
tcookwai
twhy
am Icomparingus?
Me:"
didn'
tpict
urey
ouast
hatki
tchent
ypeof
guy
"helaughed
Hi
m:"y
ou'l
lneverj
udget
hebookbyi
tcov
er
Naomi"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:"
li
kehowIdidn'
texpectwhaty
oudi
dlast
ni
ght"
hesighed
Hi
m:"
godNaomi
I'
m sor
ryokay
"
Me:
"mmmhIj
ustneedy
out
odr
ivemehome
t
hatal
l
"
Him:
"andstopmaki
ngYour
sel
fcr
azymyl
ove
youai
n'tgoi
ngnowher
e"
Me:
"doy
ouhav
eawi
feoragi
rl
fr
iend"
Him:
"wher
ewegonnaeat,
her
eorthe
bedr
oom"hesi
mpl
yignor
edmyquesti
on
Me:
"I
'mf
ineher
e"
Hi
m:"
nowegoi
ngt
othebedr
oom"
Me:"
whydidy
ouev enaskedmei
fyout
heone
who'
sgonnadeci
de"
Him:
"It
houghtyouwer egoingt
osayt
he
bedr
oom butthanNaaay oucameupwit
hthe
dumbestanswer"Ishookmyhead
Me:
"cany
ougiv
ememyphoneback,
ineedt
o
makeacal
l"
Hi
m:"
nopNay
Nay
"
Me:
"what
?"
Hi
m:"
huh?
!"
Me:
"youcal
l
edmeNay
Nay
"hesmi
rked
Him:"yeahy ouar emy2014dance, andi tnot
yourChoicet odecidewhoam Isupposet ocal
l
you"Ijustlethim be,
fighti
nghim wasn'tgonna
changeany t
hing.Af
tersomegood15mi nofhim
cookingbr eakfastwef i
nall
ywenttothe
bedroom andat ewit
hhi m drool
i
ngov erme
nowandt han.

Hi
m:"
wer
eyougoi
ngt
osl
eepwi
thhi
m?"
Me:
"huh?
!"
Hi
m:"
theguyfrom t
hecl
ubwer
eyougoi
ngt
o
f
uckhi
m"Ichuckl
ed
Me:"
Idon'
tknowmay
be,
hewashotman"
he
f
rowned
Hi
m:"
youki
ddi
ngr
ight
?!"
Me:
"whatwoul
dhav
est
oppedme,
ImeanIj
ust
fuckedy ouyest
erday.
..
fuckMaxdi
dweuse
protect
ion"hebl
anklystar
edatme
Hi
m:"
soy
ouwer
egoi
ngt
ofuckhi
m"
Me:
"Maxj
ustanswert
hedamnquest
ion"
Hi
m: "
Idon'
tremember
,iwast
oopi
ssed"
he
gr
inned
Me:"
uhfuck,I
'm notworri
edaboutbeing
pr
egnantcauseI'm cont
racept
ivebutyougi
vi
ng
meSTD's"
Hi
m:"
yout
hinkIam.
..
."
hechuckl
ed
Me:
"youcan'
tj
udget
hebookbyi
tcov
er,
your
wor
dsnotmine"
Hi
m:"
wow"
Me:
"canIusey
ourbat
hroom?
?"
Him:
"whyyouaskingforper
missi
onImeany ou
di
dn'
taskedmewheny oudrov
eyoursel
fcrazy
andtr
iedtoleav
e,naught
ynaught
yNay Nay"he
l
aughed,Il
efthi
mt her
eandwentshowering
Heopenedt
heshowerdoor
Me:"t
hef
uckdude"
Icov
eredmyboobsandmy
cooki
e
Hi
m:"i
tnotli
keI
'm seei
ngsomethi
ngnew"
he
l
aughedtaki
ngoffhiscl
othes
Me:
"don'
ttel
lmey
oushower
ingwi
thme"
Hi
m:"
Iwon'tsi
ncey
ouhav
eital
lfi
gur
edout
"I
t
ri
edtopass 
Me:
"l
etmepass"
hebl
ockmyway
Hi
m:"
wewi
l
lshowert
oget
herNay
Nay
"
Me:
"yousonofa.
..
..
Him:"ohl ordstopcur si
ng, comeletmewash
yourback" hebr ushedmybacksl owlybringi
ng
mybodypi nni
nghi sdickinmyass, hebr ushed
mywai stunt i
lhishandsl endinmybr east
brushingt hem slowly, hereal
lywast ur
ningme
onIcoul dn'thelpbutmoan.Hebi tt
edmy
earl
obesandwentdownonmyneckl i
vi
ngwet
ki
sses.Het ur
nedmear oundandi faced
hi
m, hiseyesl
ockedwi thmineandhegr ins
peckingmyl i
psthant ur
nedt heki
sstoadeep
ki
ssj ustt
hanhisfingerfuckedme.
Him:"
I'
vehear
dyounotarel
ati
onshi
ptypeof
gir
lsoint
imesli
ket
hiswhatshoul
dwedo? ?
"
Hishandwasnotgi
vi
ngmenomer cydown
ther
e
Me:
"uuuh.
..
.
Him:"
NayNayI'
mtal
ki
ng"
hewast
alki
ng
betweenourl
i
ps
Me:
"ohgodMax,
Nost
ri
ngsuuuuuh"
Hi
m:"
Nost
ri
ngswhat
??"
Itookadeepbr
eat
h
Me:
"Nost
ri
ngsat
tached"
Iwasbr
eat
hingheav
y
Hi
m:"
Nost
ri
ngat
tachedi
tist
hen"
hei
nser
ted
hi
msel
f
[
05/
25,
17:
37]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e
#5

IwaswokenupbyAnna' scallSundaymorni
ng
moreli
keSundayaft
ernoon,lastni
ghtsexwas
toocr
azyandI'
mt oodevastated
Me:
"goshAnna"
shegi
ggl
ed 
Her:
"heyhow'
syourweekendwi t
hMrHotHot
ohmygodNIcan' twaittocomeback,
arey
ou
okayhowisthesex?"
Ilaughed
Me:
"t
oomuchi
nfomyl
ove"
Her:
"weaboutt
otakeof
fsocanyouplease
comefetchmeattheai
rpor
t"
Joywasallov
er
hervoi
ce
Me:
"mmmhIcan.
..
."
Her:
"Ican'
tandIwon'tt
akeNoforananswer
youowemeNy ouowemebad, damngi r
lyou
l
eftmeofThur sdayni
ghtf
oradick"
Ilaughedso
har
d
Me:
"youcr
azyy
ouknowt
hat
"shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
thatNatur
emyl ov
esot
ell
mehowi
s
Max'
sdick"Ibl
ushed
Me:
"No"
Her
:"
ohMyGodNy oudi
dit,
youguy
s
f
ucked"
shescr
eamed
Me:
"mygodAnna"
Her:
"I
'm sur
eyoublushi
ngrightnow,GodI
shoul
dhav est
ayedmay beIwouldhavef
ucked
Tee"
Me:
"andwho'
sthat
?"
Her
:"
ohmygodt hewayI'
m bl
ushi
ng,
I
'm bi
ti
ng
mynail
s..Teei
sThabisotheBar
man"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:"
yougogi
rl
"j
ustt
hanMaxgoti
nlooki
ng
yummy 
Her
:"
agirlgot
tal
i
veN,
sobet
her
eat14h00
t
oodles"
Me:
"see'
ya"

Maxcamebackf
rom t
hebat
hroom 
Hi
m:"
Nay
Nay
"hej
umpedonme
Me:
"mygodMax"
hechuckl
ed
Him:"Icoul
dgetuset
owakingupt
othi
shot
Beautif
ulyummysexyNay
Nayofmine"
he
brushedmyt hi
ghs
Me:
"mmmht
oobadIai
n'
ther
etost
ay"
he
smi
rked
Hi
m:"
youdi
ff
erentbutcr
azydi
ff
erent"
Me:
"huh?
!"
Him:"l
i
kewhaty
ousay
ingr
ightnowitcrazy
causemyNayNayy
ouareheretost
ay"hebit
myt hi
gh 
Me:"i
nyourdr
eams"
hewentupandki
ssmy
cooki
e
Hi
m:"
youoni
nject
ionr
ight
"Inodded
Me:
"yeah"
Him:"
meani
ngy
ouusual
l
yhav
esex"
myey
es
poppedout
Me:
"you.
..
"heshut
tedmeupwi
thabr
eat
h
t
aki
ngkiss
Him:
"butthataboutt
ochangemylove"I
fr
owned..
"ohmyNay Nayyoulookcut
e"Ishy
ly
smil
ed
Me:"godst
op.
..
"hest
oodupAndt
ookof
fhi
s
boxers 
Hi
m:"
lethav
eagoodby
egoodf
uck"
Irai
sedmy
ey
ebr
ows
Me:
"f
oodIhav
en'
t
...
.'
Him:"
chi
llI'
m coming"
hewal
kedoutal
lnaked
aft
ersomemi nuteshecamebackwit
hatrayof
Yummyj unkstuf
f
Me:
"t
hisi
stoomuch"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
youneedi
t,
youneedt
oeatsobadcauseI
wil
lfuckl
i
keyou'
venev
erbeenf
uckedbef
ore"
I
swall
owedhar
dandhegri
ns
Me:
"ohmygod"
Igasped
Him:
"I
'm cr
avi
ngyourkiss"hetookfewsteps
andat
tempttoki
ssmet hanstoppedwhenout
l
ipsmethethanbrushedhistomi neand
movedaway
Hi
m:"onasecondt
houghty
ouneedtoeat
f
ir
st"
allt
hist
imehewaswalki
ngar
oundnaked
Me:
"damnIdi
dn'
twashmyf
ace"
hel
aughed
Him:"
don'tbeembarrassedIdi
dn'
twashmy
handstoo"Ipushedt
het r
ayali
tt
lef
arfr
om me
Me:
"what
!?!
"heshr
uggedl
aughi
ng

Aftersometi
mewat chinghisbackvi
ew,damn
theguyisreal
lyhothisjustt
hedefi
nit
ionof
beauty.
Me:
"whaty
oudoi
ngt
her
e"
Hi
m:"
I'
m exer
cisi
ng"
Me:
"what
?!"
hel
aughed
Him:"i
m get
ti
ngreadyt
ofucky
ou"Ibl
ushedand
heturnedar
oundhisdi
ckwaspoi
nti
ngri
ght
st
raightt
ome
Me:
"ohmyl
ordy
oubi
g"hechuckl
ed
Him:"
from Thursdayt
otodayyouhav
en'
t
noti
ced"hewalkedtothebed
Me:
"damn"
Ibi
tmyl
owerl
i
p
Hi
m:"st
opdoingt
hat
"Idi
ditagai
nandhe
j
umpedontopofmeandf l
ippedmeovert
hanI
wasontop.
Me:
"youl
ookhot"
hebrushedmyl
i
psbr
ingi
ng
myfacecl
osert
ohisslowl
y..
.
"
Stopt
easi
ng"
Iwhi
sper
ed
Hi
m:"Iwantyounow"heki
ssedmewhil
e
i
nser
tinghi
mselfandImoanedbet
weenthe
ki
ss.
Me:"mmmh"Imov edmyasssl owl yt
hanupped
mypacehewasgr oani
nglikecr azyIrodehi
m
ti
ll
wecamet wi
ceandIwasget tingti
redhavi
ng
sexfor4day
sain'tchil
d'
spl ay,hebroughtmy
handinhi
schestandhest art
smov i
ngbeneath
hewassupercrazyandf ast
Me:
"ooohmygooood"
hewasn'
tgi
vi
ngmeno
max
Him:
"youbeaut
if
ul"
hewasf
ucki
ngmesohar
d
heevenhel
dmyneck.
Me:"goooodMaxbbesl owlydown"Itwas
fal
l
ingtodeafearsaft
ercomi ngIdon'
tknow
howmanyt i
mesthanhestopped,Ithoughti
t
wasov erbutIwaski
dding.Hegotont opofme
andputmyl egonhisshoulder.
Him:"
youhavebeauti
ful
br eastNay
Nay"
he
cuppedthem l
i
vingwetkissingonmyneck.
Me:
"youl
ookbeaut
if
ul"
hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:"
Nomani
sbeaut
if
ulsweet
"
Me:
"buty
ouar
e?!
"
Hi
m:"
mmmhI
'
vegett
hatal
ot"
Ifr
owned
Me:
"f
rom t
hegi
rl
syouf
uck?
"hesmi
rked
Him:"
mostl
yyeah"
het
hani
nser
tedhi
mselfI
gaspedcl
osi
ngmyeyesbi
ti
ngmylowerl
i
pso
hard
Me:"
sofucki
nggi
rl
sisYourcasual
thi
ng"
he
l
aughed
Hi
m:"
Ismell
jeal
ousy
"Ishookmyhandmoani
ng
t
heguycanreal
l
ydohisthing
Me:
"Nop"
heputal
lhi
msel
fin
Hi
m: "
I'
veneveri
nmyl if
ehadbeauti
ful
sexyli
ke
t
his"
Iforcedachuckle,
theguywasbusytal
ki
ng
whil
ehewaspoundi ngmel i
kecr
azy
Me:
"st
oopt
alki
ng"
hechuckl
edandmov
ed
f
ast
er

Iwaswokenupbymyphoner
ingi
ng
Me:
"mmmh"
?
?:"
isMaxdickdri
vi
ngy out
opar
adi
se?Bi
tch
y
oulate"
Isatupstr
aight
Me:
"Anna"
Her
:"don'
tnyanyamegetyourassher
e"I
qui
cklygotupandwentt
otheshower
Me:
"seey
oui
nfew"
Af
tersomet
imebat
hing,
maxgoti
n..
.
Hi
m:"
goi
ngsomewher
e"
Me:
"I
'mfet
chingAnnaf
rom t
he...
..
wai
ta
mi
nutewhere'
smycar"
heshrugged
Hi
m:"AbeAngi
yaz
i(Idon'
tknow)
"hel
ookedt
he
ot
herway
Me:"
Ngangihl
anyel
iwena(
don'
tdr
iveme
cr
azy)"
helaughed
Hi
m:"
chi
l
lNay
Nayi
tpar
kedout
side"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"goshThanks"
henodded
Hi
m:"
whenwi
l
lIseey
ou?
?"
Me:"
Idon'
tknowmay
bethisi
sthel
ast
..
."
he
shut
tedmeupwit
hakiss
Him:
"don'
tsayt
hat
,i
m gonnaseey
ou"
Imov
ed
awaywashingmybody
Me:
"Ar
eyoumar
ri
ed"
heshi
ft
eduncomf
ort
abl
e
Hi
m:"
Nop"

Af t
ergetti
ngdressedt omynewcl othes,we
kissedandIf i
nallyleft.
igotthechancet olook
atthebeaut i
fulsideofDur banNor thBeach
suburbshouses, i
tisabeaut i
fulpeacef ulpl
ace
aftersomedamn3day si
ndoor sIf i
nall
ygotmy
freedom back.Althoughi twasn' tthesameas
before,butIneedt opl ayfarawayf r
om MaxI
can'tlethi
m changemyl i
feli
ket hat.Idon't
wantnocont r
oll
ingmani nmyl i
feandI '
m going
totakeabr eakongoi ngoutmay beseei nghis
facelesswi l
lmaket hi
ngsbet ter,alt
houghIf eel
beaut
if
ul andsexywhenI
'
m ar
oundhi
m Ican'
t
l
ethim changeme.

IgotoutandAnnawasi
mpat
ient
lywai
ti
ng.
Her
:"
gody
oucant
akey
ourt
ime"
Me:
"j
ustgeti
nIwannagohomeandsl
eep"
she
smi
rked
Her:
"MrHotwaskeepi
ngy
ouawakehuh?
!"she
gr
ins
Me:
"Godwher
ear
eyougoi
ngf
rom her
e"
Her
:"
mypl
ace"
Me:
"ok"
shel
ookedatmeandl
aughed
Her
:"
mmmht
hosebi
tiny
ourneck"
shegi
ggl
ed
Me:
"st
opi
tAnna"
Her
:"
sot
ell
me.
..
."
Me:
"NoAnnaIai
n'
ttel
l
ingy
ounot
hing"
shepout
 
Her
:"
buty
ou,
godI
'
m gonnacr
y"Il
aughedand
shej
oinedi
n.
Idr
oppedheronherf
lat
.

Onmywayhome, Iwast hi
nkingofhowwi l
lI
getr i
dofMax.Iwasn' tuptoseehi m, some
strangethi
ngshappenswhenhet ouchsmeand
whenwet al
k.Weconnecti nadi ff
erentway
thatIconnectwi
thot herguy s.idon'
tknowwhat
thi
smeanandIdon' tt hinkIwantt oknow.But
whatIknowi sIdon'
tneedamani nmyl i
feI
"HitandRun"andthingsshoul dstayli
ket hat.

Igotamessagef
rom Anna 
"
Canwebef
ri
ends"

>Nay
Nay
[
05/
25,
17:
37]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e
{
shor
tsomet
hing}
#6

Iscreamedinfrustr
ationandpinnedmyf acein
thepill
ow.
im notaboutt oletarandom guyruin
meGoshbuthi snotj ustanyrandom guy, hi
s
Maxt hehotsexymax, t
hemaxwhot ouchyou
thanfeelt
hings,t
hemaxt hatFucky oubadso
yougonnaMi sshim whenhi snott hereandthat
wasi tImi
ssedhim.
If
inal
l
ygotup,
thef
ir
stthi
ngIdi
dwast
otake
myphoneandt
extAnna.
"Hi,
Iknowithasbeen2weekssi
ncewe'
ve
tal
kedandI'
m sorr
y..
I'
m comi
ngt
oworkt
oday
andwewi l
ltal
k"

ThesePastweeksI'v
ebeenshuttingev
erybody
out,
Ievenneglect
edmywor k.
Ijustwanteda
momenttothink,tothi
nkaboutmyf ut
ureand
whatdoIr eall
ywantbutIdi dn'
tfi
ndanythi
ng.
I'
ml i
vi
ngmyf utureandI '
m notaboutto
complicat
et hings.I
'm aloneandPeacefulalone
andthatittheonl ypersonIneedatt i
meslike
theseisafriendandt hatwhatI'm gonnaget.
Ifi
nishedshower i
ngandIfel
tli
kewearing
casual,Iworeablackski
nJean,whit
elooseT-
shi
rt,blackblazerandmynudeheld,Il
etdown
myweav e.Il
ookedbeaut
iful
simplybeauti
ful
.

Itookadeepsi
ghasIr
emembert
hati
'
llhav
eto
faceAnna.
Her
:"
lookwhodeci
dedt
ocome"
shewal
kedup
t
ome
Me:
"heyAnna"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
DamnNImissedyou"
shehuggedmeand
t
hatmademer
eali
zeshe'
snotmad
Me:"
I'
m sor
ryt
hingshadbeenhect
ict
hesepast
weeks"
shenodded
Her:
"Iknow,MrJacobshavebeenher
ealmost
ever
ydayaskingf
oryou.Whereyouatand
whenwi ll
youbeback"
Ibitmybott
om l
ipi
n
fr
ustrat
ion
Me:
"hedi
d"shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
yeahgodNy
oul
ookbeaut
if
ul"
ichuckl
ed
Me:
"st
opt
hatf
ri
end"
shest
oppedsmi
l
ing
Her
:"
youcall
edmeyourf
ri
end,
doest
hat
mean.
..
."
Inodded
Me:
"yes"
shescr
eamedandhuggedme
Her:
"ohmygodI'mtooexci
ted,wowidon'
t
knowwhattosay..
.I
'
vebeenwaiti
ngf
orthis
momentsincegoshIdon'
tknowwhen"
Igiggled
Me:"
mybeaut
if
uldar
kchocol
atesexyAnna"
her
ey
esgotgl
assyandshesmil
ed
Her
:"
youdon'
tknowwhatt
hismeant
ome
t
hankyou"
shehuggedmeagai
n
Me:
"don'
tcr
ycomeon,
youwi
l
lrui
nthemakeup
"
shegi
ggl
ed 
Her
:"
thankyouitr
eall
ymeansalot"
I
smi
led.
..
"Enoughaboutt
ear
sthere'
sawoman
whohavebeenwant i
nganmeeti
ngwit
hyou"
Me:"
didshesayhername"
shewentt
oherdesk
andIfol
l
owedher
Her:"
JessicaDlamini
andIcall
edhertocome
todaythi
saf t
ernoonsincey
ousai
dy ou
coming"Inodded
Me:"
okayl
etmego,
Igotlotoft
hingstodo
..
..
ohandhow'
sMaxart
icle"
shesmiled
Her
:"
younai
l
edi
t"wehi
ghf
ived

Tal
ki
ngt oAnnareal
l
ymademefeelbet
ter
,she
j
usthaveherwaytoli
ght
enupmyface
wherev
erItal
ktoher.
It
ookatt heart
icl
ethatIwrot
eaboutMaxand
al
lthethi
ngswedi djustf
lowedbackt
omy
mind.Fuckfuck 
Justthanthedoorf l
ewopenandt her
eaKi m
Kardashi
anbodyl ookalikest
andingri
ght
Inf
rontofthedoor,shecatwal
kedt ot
het abl
e
andIstoodupt oof f
erherahandshake,she
j
ustlookedatmeupanddown. ..
yeeeertalk
aboutnastyatt
it
ude.
Her:
"mayI"
Inoddedshet
ookoutawipeand
shewipedthechai
randt
hrowi
tint
hedust
bin.
.Wow.
Me:"
Aft
ernoonMiss"shel
ookedar
oundand
showedmeherlefthand
Her
:"
aboutt
obeaMr
s"If
akedasmi
l
e
Me:
"congr
atst
hanhowcanIhel
p"
Her:
"actual
l
yI'
m her
etohel
pyou"
Irai
sedmy
l
efteyebrow
Me:
"wowhowso?
?"Iwasamazed
Her:
"well
Iwantyouguystocaptur
emy
engagementpar
tandwrit
eandar t
icl
eabouti
t,
I'
m gonnaof
feryouR40000sinceitl
ookli
ke
y
ouneedi
t"
Ichuckl
edi
ndi
sbel
i
ef
Me:
"wel
lwebusy
"shef
rowned
Her:"
busy ?
?Heyli
ttl
egirl,
I'm gonnar
epor
tyou
tothemanager.howcany oubeso
unprofessi
onal
,
 aaargh"
Me:"sor
rybutyouratt
itudei
snastyanditnot
sexyeit
heratt
racti
ve,soify
oudon'twantusto
dothejobthewaywedoi tthany
ouar eal
lowed
toli
ve.Youratti
tudeisbori
ngmyl ov
eso
bori
ngsopleasel i
ve"
Her
:"
I'
m gonnar
epor
t.
..
."
Icur
sedhershor
t
Me:
"andohI'
mt hemanager
"herf
acechanged
f
rom nast
ytofear
Her
:"
youy
ou.
..
."
Me:"I'
m notyourslav
esostopbehavinglikemy
mast er
,idon'
twantyourmoneyifyouthinkwe
thatdesperateyoucanshoveyourass
somewher eelsewedon'tdealwi
thfoolslike
you"all
thisti
meshewasmut e
"
Ohy
oudon'
ttal
know"
Irai
sedmyey
ebr
ows
Her
:"
Idon'
tknowwhatt
osay
"
Me:
"youdon'
thav
etosayany
thi
ngj
ustl
i
ve"
Her:
"l
ookI'
m sorryihady
ouaret
hebesti
n
townandIdon'tknowwhati
shappeni
ngtome
butI
'm sor
ryokay"
Me:"y
oust
il
lwannadobusi
nesswi
thus"
she
nodded
"
Wellt
hansi
nceyouar
er i
ch,l
etdot
his.Uhm i
t
wi
ll
costR60000"
shegasped
Me:"
andI
'
m notset
tl
ingf
ornot
hingl
ess"
she
si
ghed
Her:
"f
inet
hanIwi
llemai
lyout
hedi
rect
ion"
I
noddedandshel
eft

Aft
ertal
ki
ngtomyteam welef
tforthispar
ty,
I
don'
tknowifi
twasmeormycr azymi ndbutwe
weregoi
ngsomewherenearMax'splace
Aft
ersomedamn30mi nuteswearr
ivedand
damnwasIr i
ght..
wewer eatMax'
shouseIjust
hopethathi
snottheonewho'sengagedtothat
Bit
chyMissNastyAtt
it
ude.
Wegotinandi twaspackedl i
keCrazy,wesplit
other
swereshoot i
ngandot her
swer ewri
ting.
missNastywentt othestagewit
hherfianceI
thi
nk,whentheyturnedaroundMaxwast he
one,t
hemy ster
iousfianceisMax.
Hiseyesroamedaroundtheroom withhissexy
smil
eonandhi sDimplev
isibl
e.if
eltmylegs
gett
ingweakandweaker,Ifel
ttearswarming
upinmyey esj
ustthanhi
sey esmetmi neand
hestoppedsmil
ing.

Icouldn'
tdoi
tanymore,Ir
anoutsideandI
heardsomeonecall
i
ngmei tfel
tintodeafear
sI
openedmycaranddr ov
eof f
Myphonewasri
ngi
ngnonstopbutIdidn'
tdar
e
answer
ed.
iwast
oobroken,
Idi
dn'tknowhowt o
handl
ethesi
tuat
ion.

>Nay
Nay

[
05/
25,
17:
37]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#7

MAXWELL

Whatissospecialabouther?Whycan'tIj
ust
rubheroffmymi ndasIdot oothergi
rl
s?Why
can'
tIgetenough,hertouches,
hervoi
ce,
ever
ythi
ngabouthermakesmyhear tski
pabit.
"OhMax"Jadesai dgetti
nginmybedr oom,wel
l
Ihav e4skeem ofboysfrom mychildhood.We
sticktoget
hernomatterwhat,weev enfuck
eachot her
sex'snostr
ingsattachedofcour
se.
EishthatremindssomuchofMyNay Nay.
 
If
oundmy
sel
fsmi
l
ing.
..
Jade:
"andhi
scr
azy
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Shedoesn'
twantany
thi
ngt
odowi
th
me"
helaughed
Jade:
"DUDE!
!"
Me:
"what
?!"
Jade:
"t
hatafi
rst
,whyarey ousoworri
edabout
NayNayorNaomi whatevershei
s.Justhang
outwit
hanot
hergirlorfuckNaij
a"If
rown
Me:"
YouknowtoowellNai
jai
saMi
stake,
we
ar
ecousi
n's.
"hechuckl
ed
Jade:
"youdi
dn'
treal
l
ythoughtaboutt
hatwhen
youfuckedher
"
Me:
"comeonJadei
twasaMi
stake"
Jade:
"i
tdoesn'
tseem l
iket
hattoher,
li
keshe
wantsyouli
kecrazy
.AnywayIdon'tt
hinki
wil
l
att
endyourengagementpart
y"If
rowned
Me:
"why
??"
Jade:
"t
hatastupidquest
iontoask,y
ourso-
cal
ledFi
ancehateourguts.Weareabad
fl
uencytoyou,
wear einv
adingYourpri
vacy
,we
for
ceyoutopartynx!
!ThatBit
c..i
meanJessica
"Chri
sgotin
Chri
s:"
met oomanI m sor
ry,
Iknowwehav e
beenfri
endsforyear
sbutherNo"Ichuckl
ed
well
IunderstandwellhowJessi
cacanbe
Me:
"i
tunder
standabl
e"t
heysi
ghed
Them:
"t
hankbr
a"
Me:
"I
'm hungr
y"
Chr
is:
"t
hegi
rl
scooked"
myey
espoppedout
Me:
"t
heyar
est
il
lher
e??
"Jadel
aughed
Chr
is:
"Notheyhav
elef
tandBr
uthepar
tywasl
i
t
"
wef i
stbumped
Jade:
"canyoubel
iev
ethathedi
dthepar
tyt
o
for
getall
aboutNaomi"
Chr
is:
"Naomi
Dav
id'
s"wel
ookedathi
m
Me:
"yeah"
Jade:
"youknowher
"
Chri
s:
"DamnJadeshe'
sthehot
testgi
rlI
'
veev
er
seeninmyl
if
e"hebi
thi
sbottom l
i
ps
Me:
"she'
sof
fli
mit
sdude"
theychuckl
ed
Igotof
fthebedandwewentdownstai
rsand
Jamalwaseati
ngwel
lJamalandJadearetwi
n
brot
her
s.
Jamal
:
"younotmar
ryi
ngherar
eyou?
?"
Me:"
notyouagain"
wellonaseriousnoteIdon'
t
LoveJessi
ca,
idon'
treall
yfeelathi
ngforher.
WellwhatdoIknowIcanev endefi
nethewor d
LOVE,whati
sthatanyway??
Jamal:
"whatisr
eal
lykeepi
ngyout
ogether
anyway,Imeanherpussyi
snotagol
denpussy
asIthought
"weall
lookedathi
m
Me:
"Jamal
!!
"hesmi
rkedandt
heguy
slaughed
Jamal
:
"Justsoy
ouknowIf
uckedher,
wel
lwe
fuckedher."
IwasshockedImeanJessi
cahat
e
Jamal andJadesomuch
Jade:
"Jamal
man"
Irai
sedmyl
eftey
ebr
ow
"Okokf i
ne,i
thappenedlastmonth.Theday
youwentt oStat
e,wellwegothereandshewas
alone.Shewaski ndthatdaywell
thi
ngsgot
hitt
edupandweendeduphav i
nguhm
threesome"
Me:
"wow"
Igasped
Jamal
:"
wesorr
ydudebutwejustwant
edf
or
yout
oseeshe'
snotwort
hit
"
Jade:
"wereal
l
yar
esor
ry"andChr
isbustoutof
l
aughter
Me:"
Chri
showcany
oul
aughatt
hemoment
l
iket
his"
Chri
s:
"welli
tlookl
i
kewe'
veal
lfuckedher
"my
eyespoppedout
Me:"
youguysarenotseri
ous"
Itookmywater
andwentoutf
orajog, t
hatwhatineededt
o
f
reshenupmymi
nd.

OnmywaybackIgotacal
lfr
om Jessi
ca'
s
mot
her
.
Me:
"Mr
sDl
ami
ni"
Her
:"
Maxwel
l
!!"
Me:
"Mem"
Her:
"Ihopeyouar
eready"Isighed,
Idon'
tReall
y
t
hinkim Read,
IwasneverreadandI'
m notread.
Me:
"wel
lyeahIam"
shesi
ghedont
heot
hersi
de
Her:
"aft
eryougetmarr
ied,Idon'twannahear
anyt
hingbadaboutyoufrom mydaught er
.You
havebrokehersomanytimes"welldon'
ttel
lme
sheknows,howmuchofapl ayerIam
Me:
"Mr
sDl
ami
niIdon'
tfol
l
ow"
Her
:"
Jessi
cat
ell
smeev
ery
thi
ng"
Me:"oooh"Iwonderi
fshet
oldhert
hatIf
ucked
hercousintoo
Her
:"
she'
stooinnocent"
ifsheknewofhow
muchofabit
chshewas
Me:"
wellumm Ihavetogo"Idr
oppedt
hecal
l,I
knewifIdidn'
t.Shewi
ll
eventel
lmewhicht
ime
tohavekids

Igothomeandt heboyshavel eft,wellIwasn'


t
real
lymadatt hem i
tjustIdon'tknow.Inev er
thoughtJessi
cawi l
ldothistome, butIwon't
stoptheengagementsheunder standmebet ter
thananyone.JustthanIgotacal lfrom
Naija,
wellNai
j
aandIf ucked3mont hsago.It
wasasi mplyfuckedupmi stake,Imeanshei s
mycousi n.
Me:
"Nai
j
a"shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
heyhandsome"
Me:
"I
twoul
dhav
ebeengr
eati
fyoucal
l
edme
max"
Her
:"
goshwhyar
eyousoser
ious?
?att
imel
i
ke
thi
syoureal
lyneedapussy"wel
lshewasrightI
neededsomethi
ngtodist
ractmefrom t
hisshit
engagement.
Me:
"wel
lIcoul
duseahangout
"shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
justahangout
??"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"wecansexeachot
heri
fyoul
i
ke"
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lbet
her
einf
ew"

Asshesaid,shewal
kedtomewear
ingared
l
acyli
ngeri
elooki
nghot,
ibi
tmyl
owerli
pand
shegi
ggled
Her
:"
youabadbadboymax"
Ididn'
twastemucht ime,Iwentstraighttoher
andpi nnedheragainstthewall,shegasped. i
placeherinakitchencounterandki ssedher
neck,iwentuptoherear sandthather
weakness.Thet hi
ngwi thgir
ls,
nomat terhow
arrogantandcrazyy ouare,mysexwi llmake
youweaknotj ustsexbuthowIusemydi ckto
f
ucky
ouandthatwhatbr
inggi
rl
sst
rai
ghtt
ome
,
MyDick!
!.
 
Ipushedherpantaside,andputmy sel
falli
n.I
couldn'
twast
eany t
imeIj usthadtogetthi
s
overanddonewith.Istartedmovingandher
moanswer emusictomyear s.Imovedfaster
Her
:"f
uck!
!!GodMaxy ou..
..
oh"
Ifuckedherev
en
har
der,whatgir
lsshoul
dknowissexi smyli
fe.
Me:"
howyoufeeli
ng"shegaspedasIt
urnedher
ar
oundtohi
titbehind.
Her
:"
I'
mfeel
i
ngooohamazi
ngmmmh"
Me:
"Ican'
theary
ou"
 
Her:
"youf
uckengoodsodamngood"
she
scr
eamed
Me:"
thatbet
ter
"Ibi
therear
lobej
ustt
hanIgota
cal
lfr
om Jessi
ca,shi
tshi
t!
!!
IpushedNai
j
aaway
,Iwentt
othel
ounge
Me:
"bbe"
Her:
"I
m comingther
einaf
ewhopey
ouhav
en'
t
f
orgetaboutthepar
ty"
Me:
"oooh"
Her
:"
yeah,y
eahbbe?
?"j
ustt
hanNaijat
ookal
l
mydickt
ohermouthandIgasped
Jessi
ca:
"bbear
eyout
her
e??
"
Me:
"mmmhgodbbey eahI
'
m. .
..
.shi
t..
..
.uh.
..
.l
et
mecal
lyoul
ater
"Idr
oppedthecall
Me:"shi
tNai
jammmh" Icl
osedmyeyest hi
sgir
l
knowswellhowtodoblowjobs,
shewas
play
ingwit
hmyballssendi
ngmest r
aightto
heavenwellt
ohel
lcourseweareCousin's

Thepar t
ywasn'
texcit
ingwit
houtmyboy s,
Jessicawasbusynaggingandnaggi
ngitreal
l
y
pi
ssedmeof fknowingwellt
hatshefuckedmy
fr
iends.
Jessi
ca:
"i
tti
mefort
hespeechbbe"
Isi
ghedat
howannoyedIwas
Me:
"mmmh"
Ifakedasmi
l
e,shedr
aggedme
t
her
e.
WhetherIl
ikeditornotIhadt osmilejustasI
l
ookaroundmyey esmetwi thNaomi '
s.My
worl
djuststoppedt her
e,iwasshaking.Iwas
outofwords, Ir
eall
ynev erwant
edhert of i
nd
outaboutthi
s.Myf eeli
ngsweret r
ashed, so
tr
ashedandIdon' tknowwhybutIf ollowedher.
Iscr
eamedherNamebutIwast oolate,shelef
t
.
Mywor l
dwasshut
ti
ngdown,
whati
sfucken
happeni
ngt
ome? ?

>Max

[
05/
25,
17:
37]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e
#8(
shor
tsomet
hing)

MAXWELL

I
'vebeensi
lentformorethananyhournowand
Jessi
caontheot hersi
dewasbusyyepping,I
didn'
tgi
vehermuchofmyat t
ent
ionunti
lshe
tapedmyshoulder
Me:
"huh"
Her
:"
itherr
ight
??"
Me:
"i
ther,
who?
?"
Her:
"t
hatNaomi
bitchgi
rl
"justhear
ingher
cal
l
ingNaomiabit
ch,madememadpr ett
ymad
Me:
"t
hisconv
ersat
ioni
sst
art
ingt
obor
eme
Now"
Her
:"
bor
eyou?
!Nxwhyar
eyouev
enmar
ryi
ng
me"
Me:
"don'
tyouwantt
o?"
Her:
"don'
ttur
nthisonme,iaskedy
oua
questi
on"
Isteppedfor
war
d
Me:"
youhaveball
snowhuh? !JustbecauseIl
et
youweart
rouser
sdoesn'tmeany ouhaveto
t
alktomeli
keI'my ourf
ri
end"
Her:
"bbechi
l
l"shet
ouchedmeandIbacked
away
Me:
"I
'm goi
ngout
"It
ookmycarkey
s
Her:
"whereyougoi
ng"Ii
gnor
edherandwalked
out,
Ididn'
tknowwherewasIgoi
ngbutiknewI
wasgoingsomewhere.

May bei fImetNaomi fi


rst
,myli
fewouldhave
beenbet t
er.Whyam Ieventhi
nkingabout
thi
s?? whyam Ithinki
ngaboutHer,I'
m sur
e
what eversheis.Shewantnothi
ngt odowith
me.
Jade:
"l
ookwhoseher
e"y
eahi
deci
dedt
opopi
n
Jamal
'
spl
ace
Chri
s:"
Ain'
tyousupposet
obefuckingyour
fut
urewifeorsomethi
ng"
theyl
aughed
Jamal
:
"thatl
oosepant
yofwi
fey
ouhav
e"
Me:"
Eish"
Isni
tchedJamal
'
sst
rongwhi
skeyand
dr
ankitall
Jamal
:
"aaar
ght
hatmymi
l
li
onst
uffbr
a!!
"
Me:
"aaar
ght
hischeapt
hing"
Chr
is"
smoko(
and 
thepr
obl
em)
"
Me:"
I'
m notsurei
fIcandot hi
sany
mor
e"t
hey
l
ookedatmet hanlaughed
Jade:
"AndNow"
Me:
"Jessi
caisdr
ivi
ngmecr
azyandNaomi
on
t
heothersi
de"
Jade:
"whatmypl
andi
dn'
twor
k"
Me:
"yourpl
ansuckedmanandt
heyal
way
sdo
whydidIev
enli
stentoy
ou"
Chr
is:
"Naomi
isgi
vi
ngy
ouhar
dti
meneh?
?"
Me:
"herandhernewspapert
eam wer
ether
e"
Jamal
:
"youar
edoomed"
Jade;
"youwi
l
lnev
erhav
eherpussyagai
njust
gi
veittome"
Me:
"aaar
ghmanbr
aNo"
Chri
s:"
areyoucat
chi
ngfeel
i
ngs"i
ttookmeti
me
toanswerj
ustasIwasaboutt
oanswerhim my
phonerang
Me:
"hel
l
o"
?
?:"
Maxt
heWol
f"
Me:
"Ji
mmy
,Ji
mmyKhay
a"
Hi
m:"wel
l,
itseem asi
ftheCheeseboydoesn'
t
wantt
obackout"
Me:
"nott
hatagai
n" 
There'sthi
sNewguyf
rom boxi
ng,whowanna
fi
ghtwi t
hmesobad.AndtheNewspaper
sare
pushingit.
Him:
"haveyoureadt heDurbanNort
hSpor
ts
Newspaper
,hissayinglotofnast
ythi
ngsl
i
ke
youbei
ngagirl.Youbeingagaybecauseyou
don'
twannafighthi
m. "
Me:
"wel
lwewi
l
ltal
klat
er"
Hi
m:"
sur
e" 
WellJi
mmyi smyf
ormerManager,
hewasmy
couchthet
imeIwasaboxer
.

Jamal
:
"andNow?
?Thesourf
ace"
Me:
"t
hisCheeseboyguywantt
ofi
ghtmebad"
Chr
is:
"whyai
n'
tyouf
ight
inghi
m any
way
"
Me:"
I'
m oldf
orthi
sstuffnow,I
'
m 32andt
hat
guyi
slike28orsomething"
Jade:
"t
hatdoesn'
tmatt
er,j
usthi
thi
sassand
maybethi
swillhel
pyoufor
getNaomi"
Igave
hi
m aeye
Jade:
"what
?!"
Me:
"may
beIhav
etot
alkt
oher
"
Chr
is:
"andsaywhat
??ThatIpl
ayedy
ou!
"
Me:"comeon,
Idi
dn'
t!
!ItwasNost
ri
ngat
tached
t
hing"
Jamal:
"t
hanwhyar
eyouwor
kingy
our
sel
fli
kea
puppy
"
Me:
"youdon'
tunder
stand"
Jade:
"usemat
handweni
neh!
!(
youar
einl
ove
boy)"
Me:
"mx
m"Ir
oll
edmyey
essi
tt
ingback
Chr
is:
"l
etgoout,
j
ustt
ocl
eary
ourmi
nd"
Jamal
:
"li
keol
dti
mes"
Me:
"cl
ubi
tist
han"

Iwentbackhomej usttochangemyt hi
ngs.
.and
Jessi
cawasl ay
ingonmybed, weari
ngmy
favor
it
eblackLingerie.Whichturnedmeof fthe
ti
meIr emember edthatshefuckedmyboy s.
Me:
"awusesi
febe 
(youar
esuchabi
tch"
Isai
din
al
owt one
Her:
"ohheybbe"iwenttomyclosetandpassed
herl
ikeIdidn'
tseeher.
iworemyskinri
pped
Jeanandwhi t
etopwithmywhitesneaker
s.I
l
ookedlikeaUniver
sit
yfuckboy.
Iwal
kedoutandshewasst
andi
ngi
nthedoor
way.
Me:
"mayI
"
Her:
"ar
eyouj
ustgoi
ngt
oignor
emel
i
keIdon'
t
exi
st"
Me:
"youdo?
?"
Her
:"
excuseme"
Me:
"what??!I
'
m goingoutandyouwaist
ingmy
t
ime"
Ilookedatthewatchinthewal
l
Her
:"
sincewhendoy
ousayNot
osex"
Me:
"si
ncey
ouactl
i
keal
oosebi
tch"
Her
:"
abi
tchMaxI
'
m aBi
tchNow?
?"t
ear
s
f
ormedi
nherey
es,
Ial
mostf
eltbad
Me:
"pl
easeIhav
etol
i
ve"
Her
:"
doy
oust
il
lLov
eme?
?"
Me:
"doI
??"Hert
ear
sfel
l
Her
:"
maxy
oucan'
tdot
hisIl
ovey
ou"
Me:
"wel
lmay
beify
oudidn'
tbl
ackmai
lmeback
t
hanwewoul
dn'
tbeher
e"
Her:
"I
..
..
I.Uhm bbe,
iti
nthepastnowIwas
st
upid"
Me:"y
out oldmei fIdon'
tdateyou,youwill
tel
l
mypar entsthatismokedcocaine,asafr
iend
thatyouwas. .y
ouwer esupposetosupportme
andhelpmeasaf r
iendbutyoublackmai
ledme
totel
lmypar ents??"
Her
:"Il
ovedy
oubbei
want
edy
ousobadI
'
m
sor
ry"
Me:"
whatabouty
ouf
ucki
ngChr
is?
?"hermout
h
dr
opped
Her
:"
bbe.
..
..
Igodi
twasami
stake"
Me:
"whataboutJade?
"Ir
aisedmyey
ebr
ow
Her
:"
ohmygod.
..
..
"
Me:"
ooohandJamal
howwast he
t
hreesome,
wowyouarej
ustl
i
kethem al
l
"
Her
:"
bbe"
Me:"whenIcomebackIwantyououtofmy
houseandIdon'
twantthatst
upi
dri
ngback
.youcangosell
itsomewhereel
se"
Itookmy
carekeys
Her:
"Maxyoucan'
tdothi
stousbabe, our
fami
ly!
!Pl
easedon'
thumili
atethem l
ikethi
s,we
cansti
l
lworkthi
ngsoutandstartover"
Me:
"t
oobad"
wit
hthatIl
eft

Thethi
ngthatIwantedtodonowistotel
l
Naomiaboutthi
s,maybewecanwor kt
hings
out
.ij
ustf
eel..
..
..
fuckwhati
shappeni
ng??
Jade:
"youl
ate"
Me:
"Jessi
cawasgi
vi
ngmeoneoft
hehel
lti
me"
Jamal
:
"gi
rl
s??
"
Me:"
Idon'
tfeel
li
kehavi
ngsextoni
ghtnot
any
timesoon"t
heyal
ll
ookedatme
Chr
is:
"t
hat.
..
.New"
Me:
"yeahwhat
everl
etgo"

Iwaspret
tywasted,sowast
edIsawNayNay
danci
ngwithHerP.A.Theyl
ookedl
iket
hei
r
werehavi
ngfunny.
Chri
s:
"youseeNaomither
e,i
fshewasdanci
ng
wit
hanotherguy
.Youwouldhavegoneal
l
ChuckNorri
sonthepoorguy
"
Me:
"f
uckof
fman"
Jamal
:
"damnl
ookatt
hatbut
t,wow"
Me:"
thatmyf
utur
ebr
ast
opdr
ool
i
ng"
theal
l
t
urnedtome
Me:
"What
??"

Tomor
rowisanotherday
,Ihopeall
will
gowell
wit
hNayNay.
.Whatadaywithoutagoodfuck.

>Max
[
05/
25,
17:
37]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#9

NAOMI

Nost r
ingsattachedthosewerethewordsIsaid
notthatIregretsayi
ngthem butwhydoesit
hurtsomuch.I '
vefuckbunchofhotguysbut
damnmax, Maxisnothandsomebutbeautif
ul
thatty
peofhott hatgoingt
omakey ougonut s.
Wher edi di
tall
gowr ong?Whyt hesudden
change? ?I'
vebeenaskingmy selfthese
questionsalotthesepastdays.Finall
yIcame
torealizeIwasat t
achedthatthet hi
ng,Iwas
fucki
ndamnat tached.Butwhydi dithavetobe
Max? ?Maxi sengagedandI '
m sost upidtoo
stupi
d.Iwasmad, t
oomadatmy sel
fhowcanI
besost upi
d.

It
ookmygl
assofwhi
skeyanddr
anki
tal
l
.
"
Thatenough!
!"
Annasai
d
Me:
"cany
oukeepi
tdown"
Her
:"
yest
erdayy
ouwer
ebet
ter
"
Me:"
alcohol
alway
smakespeopl
ebet
termy
l
ove"Irol
l
edmyeyes
Her
:"
Maxi
saj
erkIgeti
t"
Me"youdon'tgetitI
'm notmadatMax,I'
m mad
atmyself.
howcanIbesost upid??
Ipr
omised
myselfIwi
llneverfal
linl
ove.
..
..
."
Her
:"
wooahhol
dondi
dIheary
ouwel
l,y
oul
ove
Max"
Me:
"idon'
tl
oveMax"
Her
:"
buty
ousai
dyouar
einl
ovewi
thhi
m"
Me:
"Idi
dn'
tsayt
hatei
ther
"
Her
:"
soI'
m hear
ingt
hingsnowhuh?
!Mygod
Maxgotyousobad"
Me:"
there'
snot
imef
orbei
ngsar
cast
icAnnaI
'
m
soscrewed"
Her:
"t
here'
snothi
ngwrongforbei
ngi
nlov
e,t
he
wrongparti
ttheper
sonyouinl
ovewi
th"
Me:
"f
uckAnnamanI
m noti
nlov
e"
Her
:"
keepl
yi
ngt
oyour
sel
fN,
but
..
..
..
"
Me:"
ohgodgivemeabreak"
Ipour
edanot
her
gl
assbutAnnatooki
taway
Her
:"
youcan'
tal
l
owmaxdoy
oul
i
ket
his"
Me:
"yeahwhat
ever
"Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Her:
"anywayI
'm nother
etowatchyouall
look
miserabl
e,gochangewegoingoutshopping"
Me: "shopping? ?
" IrememberwhenIwasy oung
i
nt heageof5shoppi ngwi thmymot her,
itwas
amazi ng.Butt hedayshedeci dedtoki l
lhersel
f
thatal l
changed, Iwasnowshoppi ngonl i
ne
Ev eryt
ime.Imadesur eIav oidevery
thingthat
goi ngtoremi ndofher ,
Ihat edhersobad.What
kindofaMot hert hatki
ll
sher sel
fwhileshe
hav ea7y earsoldki d.Didn'tshethi
nkabout
meatal l?
? .
IsnappedoutofitwhenAnnahuggedmeandI
didn'
treal
i
seIwascr yi
ng,thedaymymother
diedI'
venevercr
iedIhatedhersomuch.
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Isni
ff
ed
Me:"
itOK,I
'
m bei
ngemot
ional
fornot
hing"
I
br
okethehug
Her
:"
whatwr
ong?
?"
Me:
"I
'mj
ustIdon'
tKnow,
whydi
dmymot
herki
l
l
her sel
f.Iwastooy oungAnna, whydidn'
teven
thinkaboutme.Isuf f
eredsobadbecauseof
herIhat eher,godNohowmuchIhat eher.I
didn'thaveapl acetosleep,i
didn'
thavenothi
ng
toeat .Iwasjust7f ucki
n7y earsold,
Iknow
l
oosi ngdadmadehercr azy.Il
oveddadtoobut
didshehav et
ol iv
eme? ?Howcanshedot hi
s
tome" t
earscouldstopf al
li
ngandAnnawas
cryingtoo.
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Me: "weusedt ogoshoppi ngt ogether,Iloved
Barbi edollsbutthatchangedt hedayshedi ed.
Iwentcr azy,Iwasthepi nkcol ourkindofgi r
l
butt hatchanged.Bl ackbecamemyf avori
te
colour .
Asy oucanseemybed, mycl osetand
every t
hingisblackandwhi tebesi desmy
clothes.InherFuner al,wellIdidn'tgo.Iwast oo
youngt ohav etoomuchhat einme, Idon'teven
haveherpi ctur
esbitDad' sareal lover.Idon't
got ochangeIhat eev er
y t
hing, Iwassuper
l
onel y.Ihav eneverhadaf r
iendbef ore,i'
ve
neverbeenat
tachedt
oanyguybutnowGod"
I
scr
eamedandl etgoof
fAnna
Her
:"
letgot
akeaNap"
Me:
"Nol
etgoshopping,
iwi
l
lgobat
hwhi
l
eyou
gohomeandchange"
Her
:"
arey
ousur
e"
Me:
"I
'm posi
ti
ve"
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
s
Her:
"younotgoingtot
odoany
thi
ngst
upi
d
r
ight
?? "Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"l
ikeki
l
li
ngmy
sel
ffuckNo!
!"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"i
tokayAnna"
Her
:"
Goddoesn'
that
eyou"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Me:
"Notnowpl
ease"
shesi
ghedhuggi
ngme
Her
:"
Ilov
eyou"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:"
Ilov
eyoutoo,
youthebestthi
ngt
hathave
ev
erhappenedtome"
shesmiledandwipedher
t
ear
s
Her:
"notanot
hercr
yingsessi
on"
weboth
chuckl
edatthesamet i
meandbustoutof
l
aughter

AfterbathingIt ookagoodl ookatmy self


,the
thi
ngt hatIhat edmostaboutmy selfi
st hatI'
m
j
ustaRef l
ect i
onofmymot her.Itookmybl ack
l
ipsti
ckandappl i
edit,
Iworemybl ackknee
dress,blackhi ghheelsandmybl ackLeather
j
acket ,Icovermymessyhai rwi t
habl ackscarf.
AndIl ookedaaar ghsomuchl ikemymot her,
mydi edmot her.
Me:
"Vampi
re!
!"

smi
l
ed

Annal
ookedatmeandsmi
l
ed
Her
:"
myVampi
reBestf
ri
end"
 
Me:
"BestF.
..
R..
I.
.E.
.N.
.D?
"Iaskedpuzzl
ed
Her
:"
yeahdummy
"
Me:"
isn'
tthatsupposedtobeaskedl
i
keNcan
youbemybestf ri
end"shel
aughed
Her
:"
OMGYoucr
azy
"Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Me:
"yeahWhat
ever
"
Her
:"
mycarory
our
s"
Me:
"your
sIdon'
tfeel
li
kedr
ivi
ng"
Her
:"
buty
our
siscool
er"
Me:
"f
inebuty
ouwi
l
ldr
ive"
shej
umped
Her:
"yeeeeyI
'
vealway
swant
edt
odr
iveaSpor
ts
car
"Irol
ledmyeyes
Me:"
yeahwhat
ever
,thet
imei
snotwi
thus"
she
l
aughed
Her:"
whataStatement(Thet
imeisnotwit
hus)
takeahighfi
vemyf r
iendyougood"welaughed
andgotinthecar
Theshoppingwasamazi ngsoamazi ng,
I
coul
dn'tdoitwi
thoutAnna.iwouldfi
ndmy sel
f
l
ookingatherandsmili
ng, andthati
tI'
vefound
afri
end.
Her:
"whataboutt
his"
shewashol
dingapai
rof
nudeheels
Me:
"ohmyAnnat
heyar
ebeaut
if
ul"
Her
:"
I'
veal
way
swant
edt
hem"
Me:
"l
ett
aket
hem"
Her
:"
didy
ouseet
hepr
ice?
?R2500each"
I
smi
led
Me:
"t
aket
wopai
rs"
Her
:"
twi
ning?
"I 
nodded

Il
ookedatherandsmi
l
ed 
Me:
"Anna"
Her:
"yeah"It
ookagoodlookather,
damn
Annawasbeautif
ulsohot.Dar
kchocol
atet
ype
ofgi
rl
Me:
"uhmmm .
..
."
shef
rowned
Her:
"younotbr
eaki
ngupwi
thmer
ight
??"
I
chuckl
ed
Me:
"canyoumov einwit
hme, wewi
l
lchange
t
hecolourand.
..
..
."
shehuggedme
Her
:"
sayNomor
e"shehuggedt
heshi
toutof
me
Me:
"youdon'
tcar
eaboutt
hecol
our
"
Her
:"
youl
ovei
t"
Me:
"wewi
l
ltal
klat
er,
Ineedt
ofi
tthese"
she
smi
l
ed
Her
:"
Wow"

Aknockcamet
hrew 
Me:
"Annay
ounotser
ious"
.
..
.
Me:"Annayoucan'tbe.
..
..
."
Ist
oppedtal
king
whenIopenedthedoorandMaxwasst anding
ther
elooki
ngallty
peofhotanddashingi nhis
Casualcl
othes,
Isighedandfinal
l
ytal
ked
Me:
"whatt
hef
ucky
oudoi
ngher
e??
"hegoti
n
Hi
m:"
sor
ryt
oint
err
upty
oucancont
inue"
Me:
"Icanwhat?
?FuckMax
t
hef
uckdoy
ouwantf
rom me"
Hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Me:"forwhat??Youdi dnot
hingwrong,
itwasno
str
ingsattachedthingso??"
heshutt
edmeup
wit
haki ssandf orcef
ulri
ppedmypantoff,I
gasped
Hetur
nedmear oundandi
nser
tedhi
msel
f
wi
thoutnot
if
yingme.
Me:
"ooohmyGodMax"hepoundedmesobad
t
hegroansandt
hemoans
Hi
m:"
Ilov
eyou"
hehel
donmywai
stt
ight
er
poundi
nghar
d
Me:
"ohgodMax"sexwi
thMaxhasal
waysbeen
amazi
ngandhott
heguyisgi
ft
edIt
ell
you
Hi
m:"
Isai
dILov
eyou"
Me:"
mmmhIl ov
ey out
oogoddd" hestopped
andtur
nedmear oundpinnedmeagainstthe
wall
andkissedmesopassi onat
ely
Hi
m:"
youmeani
t,f
uckImi
ssedher
"hebr
ushed
mycooki
e
Me:"
Imissedhimt oo"hechuckledandItrapped
mylegsaroundhiswai st
,heinsertedhi
mself
sl
owlynotbreaki
ngt heeyecont act.
Him:"damnyoutooti
ghtgodfuck"
hecursed,he
start
edmov i
ngandIgasped.Hehitpl
acesthat
Ididn'
tknowevenexi
st.
 
Doi
nglotofposit
ionsandIwasnowontopof
hi
mr i
dingtheshi
toutofhim.Wi
thhi
shelp
of
course,hewasf ucki
ngmesobadbeneat
h.
Me:
"mmmh"
Ihumm
Hi
m:"
youl
oveme"
Inodded
"SayitIwannaheary
ousayi t
"godhewas
kil
li
ngme, hewasnowholdingmyheaddown
hisneckandmov i
ngli
kecrazybeneat
hme
"
Sayi
tNay
Nay
"Igi
ggl
ed
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
weki
ssed
*
*
*
*
Me:
"NoMaxI
'
m pay
ingf
ormyt
hings"
Hi
m:"
Isai
dIwi
l
lpay
"
Me:"
youcan'
tdot
hat
"het
ookouthi
scar
dout
andhepayed 
"
Yousuchabul
l
y"
Hi
m:"
got
taspoi
lmywomani
sthatacr
ime"
Me:
"Ibuymyownt
hingsMax"
Hi
m:"
youhav
etocal
lmebaeorbbenow"
Me:
"i
sn'
titenoughf
orJessi
cat
ocal
lyout
hat
"
hel
ookedatmeannoyed
Hi
m:"
I'
m notdat
ingJessi
ca"
Me:"
don'
t!
!"
hesi
ghedandst
art
ednar
rat
inghi
s
t
hing
Hi
m: "
all
becauseofy
ou"
hecuppedmyf
aceand
ki
ssedme
Me:
"wow"
Iwassuperamazed
Him:
"Ndiyakt
handasthandwaSami(
Iloveyou
mylove)
"hi
m sayi
ngitinXhosamadeitsound
sosexyandmeaningful
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo,
wai
twher
eisAnna?
?"
Hi
m:"
shoppi
ngwi
thChr
is"
Me:
"Chr
is?
?"
Hi
m:"
yeahoneofmyf
ri
ends"
Me:
"andsheagr
eed"
Him:
"shewascrazymadbuty
ouknowmy
char
ms"Ihi
thi
schestandhel
aughed
Me:
"mx
m"
Him:
"I
'm play
ing,
yoohy
ourf
ri
endgav
emeone
ofahotslap"
Me:
"youl
yi
ng"
Hi
m:"Ser
iousl
yshe'
sgoddamnIdon'
tknow"we
l
aughedandhekissed
"Ican'
tgetenoughofy
ouandIcan'
tgetenough
ofsayingi
tILoveyouMaDavi
d'
s"
Ibl
ushed.

>Nay
Nay
[
05/
25,
17:
37]Ron:
Acci
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all
yInLov
e

#10
MAXWELL
Itookadeepsi ghandlookedather,shewas
beautifulthemostbeaut i
ful
gir
lI'
veevermet.
May bei tmyhear tt
alki
ngbutIwouldn'
twant
any t
hingr at
herthanthi
s,Idon'
tknowwhatI '
m
reall
ydoi ngbutIhopeitdoesn'
tbackbite.I
kissedherf oreheadandwenttomakeus
breakfast.

"Morni
ng"
shesmi
rkedget
ti
ngi
nwear
ingmy
shi
rt
Me:"
NayNay!
!Thatmymi l
l
ionshi
rt
"shegi
ggl
ed
andhuggedmefrom behi
ndandIbitmyl
ower
l
ipshealway
sturnmeon
Her:
"whatareyoucooki
ng"
Itur
nedar
oundand
ki
ssedherforehead
Me:
"not
hingser
ious"
shel
ookedatmeand
smi
l
e
Her
:"
youdi
ditf
orme"
Igr
inned
Me:
"al
lfory
oumybbe"
Ispankedher
Her
:"
aar
haar
hMax"
IspankedherAgai
n
Me:
"al
lmi
ne"
sher
oll
edherey
es
Her
:"
younotget
ti
ngsomet
oday
""
Me:
"Nay
Nay
!!
"
Her:
"No!
!"
Iwalkeduptoherandbr
ushedher
chi
cksnakingmylef
thandtoherwai
standshe
gasped
Me:
"ar
eyousur
eaboutt
hat
??"
Her
:"
uhmm..Yeahi
m posi
ti
ve"
Ismi
l
ed 
Me:
"yourbodysaysomet
hingEl
set
hough"
Her:"
wherei
smyphone"Ir
aisedmyl
eft
eyebrow
Me:
"whatar
eyougonnadowi
thi
t"
Her:
"Imi
ssAnna,
Iwannaknowwher
eisshe
andhowshe'
sdoi
ng"
Me:
"youwi
l
lseeAnnat
omor
rowmyl
ove,
today
i
tjustmeandy
oumaki
ngl
ove"
shebl
ushed
Her
:"
MaxI
'
m notsl
eepi
ngwi
thy
ou"
Me:
"mmmh"
Ihummed
Her
:"
I'
m ser
ious"
Isi
desmi
l
ed 
Me:
"OK"
Her
:"
I'
m hungr
y"
Me:"wai
taf
ewmi
nut
esbbebepat
ient
"she
chuckl
ed
Her
:"
I'
m goi
ngt
otakeashowert
han"
Me:"
No"
sherai
sedherey
ebr
owsgodmybbei
s
cut
eandsexy
Her
:"
excuseme"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"yougonnawai
tfo.
..
"j
ustt
hanmyphone
r
ang..
Me:
"Mom"
Her:
"don'tmom meMaxwhati
sthi
sthati
m
hear
ing"damnshewasangr
y
Me:
"mmmh"
Her
:"
Dlami
nigi
rlsai
dyoubr
okeupwi
thher
"
Me:"mom t
hatnotanewthi
ng,t
hesekindof
t
hingshappendayandni
ghtshewil
lgetoveri
t"
Her
:"
youact
ingl
i
key
ourf
athernow"
Me:"MOM"Ir eal
lyhat etobecompar edtomy
fat
her,i
m nothi
nglikemyf ather.Heusedt o
abusemom andhi sf i
rstarr
angedwi fe,mom
sai
dt hefi
rstwif
el eftwithherot herloverthan
rumorssaidDadki ll
edherl over.Aftercoupleof
monthsDadgotar rested,I
'venev ervisit
edhim
AndIwi l
lneverfuckinsetmyf ootther e. 
Her:
"Youpr
omisedbbe,yousai
dyouwill
never
beli
keyoufat
her"
thatcutmetoodeepam I
changi
ngtomyfather??
Me:"
Iwi
l
lcomet
hereandwewi
l
ltal
k"Nay
Nay
ey
edmeandwentout
Her
:"
youbet
ter
"
Me:"
bbe"
Ical
l
edout
,sheappear
edf
rom t
he
l
ounge
Her
:"
whatMax"
Me:
"ar
eyoumad"
Her:
"whywoul
dIbe?
?"shel
ookedatmemor
e
l
ikereadi
ngme
Me:"
bbe"
Iwalkedupt
oherandhuggedI
br
ushedhercooki
ebutshemovedaway
Her
:"
Notev
ery
thi
ngi
saboutsexMax
"Isi
ghed
Me:
"ohkwhatwr
ong?
?"
Her:
"yousaidwewi l
lspendthedayt
oget
her
andnow? ?
"Iinhal
edsharpl
y
Me:
"Iknowbutmymot
her
..
..
"
Her
:"
want
syout
ogetbackwi
thJessi
ca?
?"
Me:
"bbe?
!"
Her
:"
may
beThi
swasn'
tmeantt
obe"
Me:
"comeonnow"
Her:
"I
'm hur
tinganotherwomanhere,
ifi
twasn'
t
forme.Shewoul dbeget t
ingmar
ri
edinfew
daysnow...
fuckthi
sshit,t
akemehome"my
eyespoppedout
Me:
"butNay
Nayy
ou.
..
"
Her:
"I
'm notmadokay,Ij
ustwannabehome
whenallthi
sthingof
fyoursi
sdone,Iwi
l
lbe
her
ewai ti
ngforyou"
Ismil
ed
Me:
"youpr
omi
se?
"
Her:
"Ipr
omise"
wekissedandIsl
i
demyf i
nger
onhercooki
e,shegaspedandIl
etgoofher
body
Her:
"Ar
eyoukiddingme"Ibi
tmylowerl
i
p
seduci
nghershakingbodyt
hatwantmesobad
Me:"
Noteveryt
hingi
saboutsexmyl
ove"
she
Chuckl
edhit
ti
ngmyshoulder
Her
:"
Voet
sek!
"
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo"
Her
:"
yeahwhat
ever
"shet
ookmyhandandwe
wal
kedout
.
.
.
.
"Whati
fyourmot
herwant
syout
ogetbackwi
th
her
"
Me:
"huh"
sher
aisedmyey
ebr
owandIsi
ghed
"
Lethopeshedoesn'
t"
Her
:"
whatdoy
oumeanbyt
hat
??"
Me:"Naomi
justgi
vemeamomentt
othi
nk"
I
snapped
Her
:"
nx"
sheopenedt
hedoorandwal
kedout
Me:"
bbe"
Ical
l
edoutasIwasget
ti
ngoutoft
he
cart
oo
Her:
"j
ustgoback,gobackt
oher.Idon'
twantt
o
causebadbl
oodbet weeny
ouandy ourmot
her
j
ustgoback"Isi
ghedandhuggedher 
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
Her
:"
youwi
l
lnev
erl
i
veme"
shesul
ked
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oomucht
oli
vey
ou"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
goodl
uck"
Me:"I
'
m gonnasexyousobadwhenIcome
back"
shewalkedaway
Her
:"
Nop"
Me:
"butbbe"
Her:
"Goawaymax
"Ismi
l
ed,
she'
sjust
somethi
ngel
se
.
.
.
Igottomycri
bandthehousewasf ul
l
,I
swall
owedhardwhenIsawJessi
ca'sparent
s.I
coul
dn'tf
acemom'sdi
sappoi
ntedface.
Me:
"Af
ter
noon"

fi
nal
l
ymanagedt
osay
,
ev
ery
oneey
eswer
elockedt
ome
Mom:"si
t"t
hatwascol
dbutIobey
edandsat
down
Jessi
ca:
"woul
dyoul
i
ket
ea"
Igav
eheraey

Me:"
nothanks"I'
m sureshef
edourparent
sal
l
l
iesshecoul
dt hi
nkof,shesmil
edohfuckme
r
ightnowcanshej ustdr
optheact
Herdad:
"sonwhati
sthi
s"
Me:
"si
r"
hermot
herchuckl
ed
Hermom: "Iaskedyouthedaybef
oreyest
erday
i
fy ouwerereadyandy ousai
dyes,youeven
promisedyouwi l
lnev
erhurtourl
i
ttl
epri
ncess"
I
rol
ledmyey es
Mom:"MAXWELL!
!Idi
dn'
trai
sey
oul
i
ket
his"
I
l
ookedaway
Me:
"I
'm sor
rymom"
Mom:"
there'
sNobreakupherey
oubothgett
ing
mar
ri
ed"Jessi
ca 
smil
edlooki
ngdownaaar
ghI
f
eltl
i
kepuki
ng
Me:"
I'
m sorr
ybutwewon'
t"
thesmi
l
eonherf
ace
di
sappeared
Mom:
"I
'm notaski
ngI
'
mtel
l
ingy
ou"
Me:"AndIwon'tmar rysomeoneIdon'tl
ove,
somebodywhof orcedmeintothi
sshit.I
'
m
sorrytocursebutthisi
sallmadness.The
stupidfakeRel
ationshi
pI'
m donewiththatshi
t"
Herdad:
"LanguageSON"
Ichuckl
edandpoi
nted
atJessi
ca
Me:"wewereonly19whenshecaughtme
smokingcocaine,i
nst eadofhelpi
ngmeasa
fri
endsheblackmailedmeandf orcedmeint
oa
rel
ati
onshi
p, i
fIdidn'twantt odat
eherthanshe
wouldhavetoldmymot her
.Whatkindof
daughteri
sthat??
"
Jessi
ca:
"Il
ovey
ou"
Me:
"youlov
e??Tr
ustmeIloveyout
oobutonl
y
asafri
end"
hermout
hdropped
Her
:t
hatnott
rue"
Me:"
I'
m sor
rybut
..
."Shecr
iedandknel
tdown
andhuggedmylegs
Her
:"
pleaseMaxIcan'
tl
iv
ewi
thouty
ou"
Me:
"Jessi
ca!
"Isai
dsof
tl
y
Her:
"yesmylov
e"Ihel
pedherst
andupAnd
huggedher
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
shesmi
l
edi
nbet
weenhert
ear
s
Her:
"wecangetmar
ri
ednow,
goshmydr
ess
i
s..
..
."
Me:"
NoJessicapl
ease,youwi
llf
indsomeone
el
semay beThomasthatguyl
i
key oubuty
ou
andI.
..
."
Her
:"
buthi
snoty
ou"

Mom:"y
oubl
ackmai
l
edmyson?
"shel
ooked
away
Her
:"
MrsJaco.
..
."
Mom: "
Agnes(Jessi
ca'smom)youknewabout
thi
sdidn'
tyou"shelookedaway,
Itookmycar
keysandlef
tthem argui
ng.
.
.
.
"Therey
ouar
e"t
hecousi
nNai
j
athatIf
ucked
said
Me:"hi
"Isai
dcol
dlyasIpassherandwenti
nthe
house
Her:
"don'
ty ouwantsomeint
hiscr
azy
weather"
Ilookedather,
shehasal
waysbeen
hotbutnotmor ethanmyNayNay
Me:"i
nAWeat herl
i
ket
hisIdon'
teatexpi
red
cakes"
shegasped
Her:
"sonowmypussyi
sExpi
red"
Irol
l
edmy
eyes
Me:
"cany
ouf
uckof
fNai
j
a"
Her
:"
youcan'
tki
ckmeout
"
Me:"f
uckNaij
amany oudon'
twantmetodrag
youout,
I'
m noti
nthemoodf orshi
tOK!
!"
I
snapped
Her:
"uhmm bef
oreigocanIt
elly
ou
somethi
ng"
shetookoutanenvel
opeandgav
eit
tome
Me:
"whatt
hat
??"
Ifr
owned
Her
:"
Asur
pri
se"
Iopenedi
tandi
twasascan
Me:
"i
tisaScan"
shescr
eamedhuggi
ngme
Her
:"
I'
m pr
egnant
"Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"congr
atul
ati
ons"
Her
:"
yout
hef
ather
"
Me:
"youCr
azy
"
Her
:"
I'
m notIj
ust
..
..
."
Me:
"youcan'
tbepr
egnant
"
Her
:"
buti
am"
Me:
"unl
essy
ouf
akedi
tori
tforsomeoneel
se"
Her
:"
excuseme!
!"
Me:
"I
'mi
nfer
ti
le"
thet
rut
h,Ican'
thav
ebabi
es.

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>Max .
{Maxisi
nfer
ti
le,
Whoi
sMax'
sfat
her.
..
imj
ust
cur
ious}

[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#11

NAOMI
Nap!It
ookanapwhenmaxdr oppedme,
Iwas
t
oodevast
atedf
rom y
est
erdaysex.
Hi
m:"
Idi
dn'
tknowI
'
m sor
ry"
Ifr
owned
Me:"
yourf
uckenfat
herki
ll
edmyf
atherand.
..
."
I
j
ustcri
edandtookoffmyri
ng
Hi
m:"
bbepl
easedon'
t.
..
."
Me:
"I
'm sor
rybutIcan'
t"
Hi
m:"
Ilov
eyouandyoulovemetr
ustmebbe
wewi
llmakei
tworkI
'm sor
ry"
Me:
"youkeptt
hisawayfr
om mehowcanI
f
uckentr
ustyouaft
erthi
shuh?
!"hesni
ff
ed
Hi
m:"
Nay
Nay
..
..
Me:"don'
tcallmethat"
ItookmybagAndleft,
I
walkeddownt hestr
eetnotknowingwer
eim
going.Iwalkedandwalkedti
l
lIsawagrave
stonewrit
tenmyname. ..
Iscr
eamed..
"
N"
"
Naomi
!!
"
"N"t
hev
oicesai
d,Iwast
ool
azyt
oopenmy
eyes
"Naomi"
Igaspedasmyheartbi
tincr
easi
ng,
i
satupst
rai
ght.Iwasev
ensweati
ng.
Anna:
"I
toki
tjustadr
eam"
Ilookedar
oundl
i
kea
zombi
e
Me:
"i
tfel
tsor
eal
"shesmi
l
ed
Her:
"youl
ookli
keakid,t
hewayy
oupout
ing
r
ightnow"
Iplay
ful
hither 
Me:
"Voet
sek"
she 
giggl
ed
Her
:"
comel
etgoeat
"
Me:
"youcooked"
sheshookherhead
Her
:"Ior
der
edi
n"Inoddedandwentt
othe
bat
hroom.

Anna'
sphoner
ang,
shel
ookedatt
hescr
een
andsmil
ed
Her
:"
hey
"
.
..
..
Her:
"Iwoul
dlovet
oobutI
'
m spendi
ngt
heday
wit
hmyf ri
end"
.
..
..
Her
:"
Imi
ssy
out
oo"
shegi
ggl
edbl
ushi
ng
.
..
..
Her
:"
comeonnott
hatway,
thef
ri
endl
yway
"she
smi
led
.
..
..
Her
:"
youl
i
keshoppi
nghuh?
!"
.
..
.
Her
:"
wel
lIwi
l
lthi
nkabouti
t"
.
..
..
Her:
"andthanksf
ort
hedi
amondst
heyl
ook
beauti
ful
"
.
..
..
Her
:"
seey
out
omor
rowt
han"
..
..
Her
:"
bye"
shesmi
l
eddr
oppi
ngt
hecal
l

Me:"
whoishe"
shebroughtherf
aceupand
damnshewasblushi
ngli
kecrazy
Her
:"
noone"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"i
tChr
isr
ight
"
Her
:"
howdi
dyou.
..
."
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Me:
"baet
oldme"
Her
:"
bae?
!!
"
Me:"maxandIwellwedeci
dedt ot
akeour
rel
ati
onshi
ptothenextl
evel
"herey
espopped
out
Her
:"
li
keget
ti
ngMar
ri
ed?
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"nodummywedat
ing"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
Ithoughty
ouwer
edat
ing"
Me:
"sot
ell
meaboutMax"
Her
:"
aboutMax?
?"
Me:
"shi
tImeanChr
is"
shechuckl
ed
Her
:"
damny
oui
nlov
e"Isi
ghed
Me:
"andIwasn'
tsupposet
oo"
Her
:"
itcal
l
edAcci
dent
all
yInl
ovesweet
ie"
Me:
"andhowdoy
ouknowt
hat
"
Her
:"
Iknowt
hings"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"yeahwhat
ever
"j
ustt
hanmyphoner
ang

Me:
"myhotchocol
ate"
hel
aughed
Hi
m:"
myst
rawber
ryl
i
ps"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"mmmh"
Ihummed
Hi
m:"
I'
m sur
eyouhor
nyr
ightnow"
Igasped
Me:
"what
?!MaxNoI
'
m not
"
Hi
m:"
yesy
ouar
e!!
"
Me:
"No"
Igi
ggl
eddamnImi
ssedhi
m
Hi
m:"
Imi
ssy
ou"
Ibl
ushed
Me:
"most
lyy
oumi
ssf
ucki
ngme"
hegr
oaned
Hi
m:"
bbe.
..
come 
home"
Ilaughed
Me:
"I
'm homebbe"
Isai
dinawhi
sper
Hi
m:"
damnbbei
missy
ou"
Me:
"t
oobadIwi
l
lseey
out
omor
row"
hegr
oaned
Hi
m:"
youdon'
tmi
ssme"
hef
akedasni
ff
Me:
"huhhuht
hatwon'
twor
kmyl
ove"
Hi
m:"
whaty
ouwear
ing"
Me:
"Not
hing"
Hi
m:"
FuckNay
NayI
'
m comi
ngt
her
e"
Me:
"Noy
ounot
"
Hi
m:"
butbbe.
..
Me:
"I
'm spendi
ngt
imewi
thsomeoneIl
ove"
Hi
m:"
soy
ouspendi
ngt
imewi
thy
ouboy
fri
end"
Me:
"mmmh"
.
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lfucky
ouupNaomi
Itel
lyou"
Me:
"easyt
iger
"
Hi
m:"
Naomi
"
Me:
"yesmyl
ove"
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lki
l
lyouandt
hatboy
"Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"I
'm sowetr
ightnow"
hegr
oaned
Hi
m:"
bbei
missy
ou"
Me:
"younotmadany
mor
e"
Hi
m:"
Naomi
don'
ttestme"
Ilaughed
Me:"
Im ki
ddi
ngbbe!!Butonaser
iousnot
e,I
can'
tseeyouI'
m spendi
ngti
mewi t
hAnna"he
si
ghed
Hi
m:"
fi
nebutIwi
l
lfucky
ousobadt
omor
row"
.
Me:
"Max!
!"
Hi
m:"
lov
eyoubbe!
!"
Me:
"met
oo"
Hi
m;"
yout
ooy
ouwhat
??"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oomyhotchocol
ate"
hegi
ggl
ed.
Hehungup

Annal
ookedatmeandgi
ggl
ed
Me:
"whatsof
unny
?!"
Her
:"
yousodamni
nlov
e"Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Me:
"what
everAnna"
shegasped
Her
:"
youcan'
tev
enhi
dei
t"
Me:
"ohgod"
Ihi
demyf
acewi
thmyhands
Her
:"
Arey
oubl
ushi
ngN"
Igav
eheradeat
hst
are
Me:
"I
'm gonnaf
ucky
ouup"
Her
:"
wuuuI
'
m scar
ed"
wel
aughed
Me:
"yousoundl
i
keahi
ghschool
gir
l"
Her
:"
duuuuh"
she 
rol
l
edherey
es
Me:
"ohmygodst
opdoi
ngt
hat
"shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
I'
venev
erhadacl
osef
ri
endl
i
key
oui
nmy
l
i
fe"
Me:
"met
oo"
shesmi
l
ed
Her:
"yoohthefi
rstdayIsawy ou,It
ri
edbyall
meanst omakey ousmilebutyouwouldlookat
meandshooky ourhead.Iwant edsobadtobe
yourf
riend"
shepout
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
shechuckl
ed.
.
"
Wai
twai
t.Whathappenedt
oTee"
Her
:"
Teeh?
!"
Me:"
yeahThabi
sot
heBar
man"
sher
oll
edher
ey
es
Her
:"
hisMar
ri
ed"
Igasped
Me:
"youl
yi
ng"
Her
:"Iwi
sh!
!,
Butt
hanagai
nIf
oundahotf
uck
boy
"
Me:
"Chr
isi
saf
uckboy
"
Her:
"wel
lhetol
dmecr azyst
ori
esabouthim
andhisf
ri
endsthatIcan'
tev
entel
lyou"Ir
oll
ed
myey
es
Me:
"hi
sabadboyhuh?
!"shegr
ins
Her
:"
badboy
sar
egoodi
nbed"
Igasped
Me:
"Anna!
"
Her
:"
what?
??don'
tactl
i
keasai
nther
e"Ishook
myhead
Me:
"whathappenedt
oyou"
Her
:"
youhappened"
myey
espoppedout
Me:
"what
??"
Her:
"yout
heoneyoui
ntr
oducedmei
nthi
s
cr
azyAmazingl
if
e"
Me:
"It
hinkweneedt
ogot
ochur
ch"
Her
:"
why
"
Me:
"we'
vesi
nnedt
oomucht
hisweek"
Her
:"
hav
eyouev
ergot
her
e"
Me:
"Nop"
Her
:"
yougott
obeki
ddi
ngme"
Me:
"I
'm ser
iousbuti
nSundaywegoi
ngt
her
e"
Her
:"
whyt
hesuddenl
ychange?
"
Me:"Iwanttoforgett
hepastandf
ocusi
nthe
fut
ure,I
'mtoodamagedAnna.Ineeda
change"shechuckled
Her
:"
youandIbot
h"
Me:
"mmmhwhatwr
ongwi
thy
ou"
Her
:"
myBr
otherr
apedme.
..
..
Me:"wai
twai
tyourbi
ologi
cal
brot
her
"Iwas
shocked
Her
:"
yeahhewasobsessedwi
thme"
Me:
"wher
eishenow"
shel
ookedaway
Her
:"
dead"
myey
espoppedout
Me:
"youki
l
ledhi
m"
Her
:"
Myf
atherdi
dbef
orehewentt
ojai
l
"
Me:
"yourf
atheri
sinj
ail
"
Her
:"
wel
lmymot
herusedt
owor
kfort
hisbi
g
ri
chfami l
y,shef el
linl
ovewit
hmyf at
herwho
wasmar r
iedandhi sboss.Shefellpr
egnantand
Iwasbor n,myf atherwouldvisi
tinweekends.
Intheageof5myaf t
erheki
ll
edmybr other,
he
gotarrest
edf orkill
i
nghisArrangedmar r
iage
wif
e'slover,wellhegotcaughtandwas
arr
ested"
Me:
"wow?
!"
Her
:"
itacr
azyst
oryi
sn'
t?
"Iwast
ooamazed
Me:
"younotev
encr
ying"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
thepai
nisnott
her
eany
mor
e"
Me:
"wow"
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I
ntheev
eni
ng,
wedeci
dedt
oeatout
.
Me:
"t
hispl
acei
sbeaut
if
ul"
Her
:"
andJadei
stheowner
"
Me:
"whoset
hat
"sher
oll
edherey
es
Her
:"
OneofChr
isf
ri
end"
Inodded
Me:
"i
tbey
ondamazi
ng"
Her
:"
wai
twhoseThat
"If
rowned
Me:
"whosewho?
"
Her
:"
thatwoman,shehav
ebeenl
ooki
ngatus
f
orabout3minnow"
Me:
"wher
e"
Her
:"
shhhshe'
scomi
ng"

"
Goodevening"
Ilookedupandt
hiswomanwas
j
ustav
ersionofMax.  
Us:
"ev
eni
ng"
she 
smi
l
ed
Her:
"uhm sorr
ytoi
nter
rupty
oubutdoIknow
youfrom somewher
e??"
Anna:
"bot
hofus"
shenodded
Me:
"notr
eal
l
y"
Her
:"
wellIknowyou,y
ourmotherusedt
owor
k
f
orme"shesaidl
ooki
ngatAnna.
Anna:
"oooh"
Her
:"
Ain'
tyouMrDav
id'
sdaught
er"
Ifr
owned
Me:
"yesi
am"
Her
:"
NowIseewhoy
ouar
e,i
m sor
ryt
oint
err
upt
l
adi
eshav
eanamazi
ngni
ght"
shel
eft
Me:
"shel
ooksomuchLi
keMax
"
Anna:
"whoi
ssheany
way
???
"

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>Nay
Nay

Whoi
sAnna'
sfat
her
???HeheheEi
sh
{
I'
mjustcur
ious}
[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#12

MAXWELL

Am Iinfer
ti
le??NOIlied,I'
m notinf
ert
il
eand
I'
m notEvencloset
ot hat.ButforNaij
atobe
pregnantwithmyki
d, thati
simpossible,I
alwayscum inhert
highs.Obsessedgi r
lsand
t
hei
rtr
icksnx!

Justt
hanMom goti
n,wellshenev
erv
isi
t
unl
essshe'
shavi
ngprobl
ems.
Me:
"mom ar
eyouok"
shesi
ghedsi
tt
ingdown
Her
:"
Iwi
shIam"
Me:
"whatwr
ong?
?"
Her
:"
cany
ougi
vemewat
erf
ir
st?
"
Me:
"ok"
Ist
oodup
.
.
Her
:"
thanks"
she 
drankt
hewhol
egl
ass
Me:
"mmmh"
Her:
"r
ememberFel
ici
aourformermai
d"I
br
oughtmyeyebr
owst oget
her
Me:
"yeah"
Her
:"
Ithi
nky
ourf
atherwashav
inganaf
fai
rwi
th
her
"
Me:
"I
'm notsur
pri
sed"
Her
:"
andt
hei
rhav
eadaught
er"
Me:
"what
?"
Her:
"thatnotal
l,
IthinkIsawMrDav i
d's
daughter,
themant hatyourf
atherki
l
led"I
gasped
Me:
"shi
twher
e??
"
Her
:"
inoneofy
ourf
ri
endsr
est
aur
ant
"
Me:
"doessheknowy
ou"
sheshookherhead
Her
:"
Noshedoesn'
t"Isi
ghed
Me:
"t
hatsomebi
gfuckedupshi
t"
Her
:"
Language"
Me:
"sor
ry"
Her
:"
Ithi
nkIshoul
dvi
sity
ourf
ather
"
Me:
"Ar
eyouSur
e"sheshookherhead
Her
:"
Idon'
tknow"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lgo"
herey
espoppedout
Her
:"
huh!
?"
Me:"
inonewayoranot
herIwi
l
lhav
etof
ace
hi
m"shesmil
ed
Her
:"
I'
m pr
oudofy
ou"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Iknow..
..
"myphoner
ang 
"
Nay
Nay
"shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
heybbe"
Me:
"uuumhIdon'tt
hinki
wil
lbeabl
etoseey
ou
t
oday"shesi
ghed
Her
:"
why
??"
Me:
"I
'mv
isi
ti
ngmyf
ather
"
Her
:"
Ihopey
ouai
n'
tl
yi
ng"
Me:
"comeonbbei
hav
eey
esf
ory
ouonl
yyou"
Her
:"
Imi
ssy
ourf
uck"
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
Me:
"mmmhuhm Ihav
etogo"
Her
:real
l
ynow
Me:"
younotplay
ingf
airbesi
desmymot
heri
s
her
e"shegasped
Her:
"ohmygodbyebbe"
shehungup,
I
chuckl
edandmom l
ookedatme
Me:
"what
??"
Her:
"shet
hereasonyounomar ry
ingt
hat
Jessi
cagi
rlai
n'tshe?
?"Il
ookedaway
Me:
"yeah"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
youl
oveher
"Inodded
Me:
"yeah"
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
Her
:"
ify
ouHappyt
hanI
'
m happy
"Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"soy
ounotmad"
Her:
"Nonotreal
l
y, i
tnotl
ikeIl
i
kedthatJessi
ca
gi
rl
,i
alwaysknewshewasnot hingbutt
roubl
e.
Iwasonlypr
oudt hatal
l.
"
Me:
"soy
ouwer
epr
etendi
ng"
Her
:"
didy
ougi
vemeanychoi
ce?
?"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"mom!
!"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
Ihav
etor
ushsomewher
e"
Me:
"youhav
eadat
e"shel
ookedaway
Her
:"
what
??No"
shebl
ushed
Me:
"youev
enbl
ushi
ngMOM whoi
she?
?"
Her
:"
MAXWELL"
shesnapped
Me:
"yeahy
ouhav
eadat
e,"
Her
:"
ohgodby
e"sher
ushedout
Ohmygodmymot heri
sdat
ing,
butshe
deser
vet
obehappy.

Iworemyal
lblacksui
t,Il
ookedok.I
'
m not
aboutt
osayhotI'
m notgay.
Justt
hanmyphoner
ang"
PRI
VATENO.
"
Me:
"hel
l
o"
?
?:"
ohmygodMaxy
ouanswer
ed"
Me:
"Mr
sDl
ami
ni"
itwasJessi
ca'
smom
Her
:"
yesi
tme,
Jessi
cai
ssi
ck"
Me:
"Andhowdoest
hatconcer
nme"
Her
:"
Iknowy
oucar
e,canwemeet
"
Me:
"I
'm bus.
..
"
Her
:"
please"
she 
begged
Me:
"Fi
newher
e"
Her
:"
Atspur"
Me:
"10h30"
Ihangedup
Iknowitwasn'
tagoodIdeaformet omeetup
withMrsDlami
nibutIhadtogetthi
soverand
donewith,
Idon'
twantanyt
hingtodowith
Jessi
caanymore.

IpassedbymyGYM justtocheckifev
ery
thing
i
sOK.ThesepastweeksIhav ebeenbusy,t
oo
busywithmyper
sonalli
fe.
Af
terthatIwentt
omeetupwi t
hJessi
ca'
smom
Who'sannoyi
ngtheshi
toutofme.
.
Isatdownanddr
ool
eddownt
hemenu.
"Hey
"ifmyear sai
n'
tdecei
vi
ngme,
thev
oice.I
knowt hatv
oice
Me:"
Jessi
ca!
?"shesatdownsmi
l
ing,
nxIshoul
d
hav
eknown.
Her
:"
howar
eyou"
Me:
"It
houghty
ouwer
esi
ck"
Her:
"Iwi
ll
doanythingj
ustt
oseey
oubbe"
I
chuckl
edindi
sbel
ief
Me:"soyouwerel
yi
ng"
shesi
ghedt
aki
ngmy
handsintoher
s
Her:
"IknowImessupbbeweal
ldomi
stakes,
I
'm sorr
y"
Me:
"I
'm sor
ryt
oo"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
wecanmov
eonf
rom t
hist
han"
Me:"
NoI'
m sor
rythatIcan'
tdot
hiswit
hyou
any
more,Il
oveyouyesIdobutonlyasafr
iend
"
Her
:"
please"
Me:
"Iknowyouwil
lfi
ndsomeoneel
sewhose
wor
thyourl
ove"
Her
:"
Idon'
twantany
oneIwanty
ou"
Me:
"andIhav
esomeoneel
se"
Her
:"
canyouatl
eastspendoneni
ghtwi
thme,
j
ustt
osaygoodbye"
Me:
"Jessi
ca
Her:
"pl
easeIneedt
his,
Ineedt
hispl
ease"
I
si
ghed
Me:
"Fi
neIwi
l
lthi
nkabouti
t"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lweart
hatl
i
nger
ie.
..
."
Me:"don'
tgeti
ttwi
sted.MeSl
eepingoverby
yourhousedoesn'
tmeanwewi l
lhavesex"
Her
:"
but
..
..
.
Me:
"i
tnotupt
oyou"
Her
:"
fi
ne"
shesi
gh
Me:
"Ineedsomet
hingt
odr
ink"
Her
:"
youl
oveher"
Me:
"Ido"
Her
:"
why
?Whyhernotme?huh"
Me:
"Jessi
ca.
..
Her:
"Iwi
l
lgi
vey
ouany
thi
ng,
any
thi
ngy
ouwant
pl
ease"
Me:"
I.
..
..
."
Ilookeddowni
nourhandsandhel
d
hert
ight
"Youbeautifulandfl
awlessbutnot..
..
."
she
l
ookedbehi ndmeandsmi led,
Icouldsmel
lher
.IturnedaroundandNaomi wasstandi
ngri
ght
behind,Il
etgoofJessica'shandsbutshehel
d
onmet i
ghter.Naomi r
anoutf ol
l
owedbyAnna,
Icli
ckedmyt ounge
Me:"
Ithoughtmay
beweweregonnabef r
iends
butt
hisshiti
sgoi
ngt
orui
nmyr el
ati
onship.I
'm
sor
ryt
hatIdon'
tloveyouthewayyouwantme
tol
oveyouitj
ustnott
here"Ist
oodupandl
eft
It
ookmyphoneandSMSHER
"BBEI
TNOTWHATYOUTHI
NK,
WEWI
LLTALK
LATER
>ILOVEYOUonl
yyou"

IknowIshouldhavef
oll
owedher,
Ihaveto
solv
emyf at
herthi
ngfi
rst
.Iknowshewil
l
underst
and,
Ihopeshewill.

.
.
.
Iwasnowinpri
son,wai
ti
ngf
ort
hisguyIcalla
fat
her
.Ij
usthopehegiv
emetheanswersthat
I'
mlooki
ngfor
.
Fi
nal
l
yhecame,
thewayIknowhi
mfr
om t
he
pi
ctur
es.Hehavelostl
otofwei
ght
,may
bei
thi
s
or
angeunif
orm Idon'
tknow.
Hesatdownandsmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
SON"
Me:
"Fat
her
"
Hi
m:"
Whatapl
easantsur
pri
se"
Me:
mmmh"
Ihummed
Hi
m:"
whatdi
dIdot
odeser
vet
hisv
isi
t"
Me:"
whydi
dn'
tyout
ell
ust
hatIhav
easi
ster
"hi
s
ey
epoppedout
Hi
m:"
huh?
!"
Me:
"wi
tht
hemai
d"
Hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Ishookmyhead
Me:
"soi
ttr
ue"
Him:"
uhIwasaf ool
,IknowSONbutIregret
ever
ythi
ngI'
vedoneinthepast
.Iwasstupid
andyoung"
Me:
"Justst
op
Hi
m:"
I'
m comi
ngoutnexty
ear
..
..
..
.
Me:
"what
??"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
Ain'
tyouhappyf
ordady
"
Me:"
Arey
oust
il
lwi
thTheMai
d??
"hel
ooked
down
Hi
m:"
uhm shev
isi
tmeev
erymont
h"
Me:
"Wow!
!!
!"
Him:
"Iknowyouar
eashamedofmebutpl
ease
canyoufor
giv
eme,gi
vemeachance"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"whathappenedt
oyou"
Hi
m:"
whatdoy
oumean"
Me:
"youhav
elostwei
ght
"
Hi
m:"
thi
ngsarehar
dinsi
deher
e,Isomet
imes
wi
shIwasdeadthanthi
s"
Me:
"may
bet
hatwoul
dhav
ebeenbet
ter
"
Hi
m:"
Iknow.
..
Me:
"youknownot
hingokay
,Iwantt
oknowher
"
Hi
m:"
knowwho"
Me:
"yourdaught
er"
Hi
m:"
Arey
ouSur
e??
"
Me:
"yeah"
Hi
m:"Ihav
eherpict
ures,
Iwi
l
lgi
vey
ouone
whenyouvisi
tagai
n"
Me:
"whosai
dIwi
l
l"
Hi
m:"
thany
ouwon'
tknowher
"
Me:
"Doy
oul
oveher
"
Hi
m:"
lov
ewho"
Me:
"t
hemai
d"hel
ookedaway
Hi
m;"
Idon'
tknow"
Me:
"Am Iy
ourr
eal
son?
?"
Him:
"what
??Yeahy
ouare"i
mjustcur
ious,
I
don'
tl
ookli
kehi
m,notev
enathing.
Me:
"oooh
Hi
m:"
Yourmot
her
'sgeneswer
est
ronger
"
Me"
mmmh"
Hi
m:"
howi
sshe"
Me:
"shef
ine,
shebet
tert
hanbef
ore"
Hi
m:"
pleaset
ell
herI
'
m sor
ry"
Me:
"oooh"

Guar
d:"
visi
ti
ng 
hour
sar
eov
er"
Me:
"butwej
ustst
art
ed.
..
Hi
m:"
youcamel
ate,
andt
hatnotmypr
obl
em"
Fat
her
:"
itokay
,Iwi
l
lseey
ounextt
ime"
Me:
"i
ftheywi
l
lbeanextt
ime"
Ist
oodupandl
eft
.

Ical
l
edmymot
her
Me:
"i
shemyf
ather
"
Her
:"
what
??"
Me:
"i
shemyf
ather
"
Her
:"
yesbbehowcany
ousayt
hat
"
Me:
"mom t
here'
ssomet
hingy
ounott
ell
i
ng
me"
shesi
ghed 
Her
:"
yeahy
our
ightIhav
etot
ell
yousomet
hing"
Me:
"t
ell
met
han"
Her
:"
notov
ert
hephone"
Me:
"f
ineI
'
m comi
ng"
Her
:"
Nocomet
omor
row"
Me:
"Mom "
Her
:"
please"
Me:
"f
ine"
Her:
"NomatterwhatbabyIl
oveyouokay
,Iwi
l
l
al
way sdoandyouwillal
waysbemyson"
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo"
Her
:"
seey
out
omor
rowt
han"
shehangedup
Somet
hingi
supher
e..
..

Idrov
et oNaomi'spl
ace,
Ihopeshe
underst
ands.Ican'
tl
oosehernotnow.
Annaopenedt
hedoor
Her
:"
shedoesn'
twantt
oseey
ou"
Me:
"Pl
easeAnnaIneedt
oseeher
"
Her
:"
she'
ssl
eepi
ng"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lwai
t"
Her
:"
Atl
eastcomet
omor
row"
Me:
"i
ii
..
Her
:"
please,
sheneedspace"
Me:
"Iwantt
oseei
fshe'
sok"
Her
:"
maxman"
Me:
"pl
easeAnna"
Her
:"
fi
nebuty
ouwi
l
lseeherandl
i
ve"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"t
hanky
ou"
shenoddedandopenedf
orme
Her
:"
don'
twakeher
"
Me:
"Iwon'
t"

Shewaspeacef ul
sleepi
ng,Icouldseeshewas
cryi
ng.Ij
usthopeshewi l
lunderst
and,Il
oveher
toomucht ol
ooseher .
Me:"I
'm sorr
ybbe,Ijustwantedtosatthet
he
r
ecordst r
aightwit
hJessica.Il
ovey ouonl
yyou,
I
'm sorr
ymyl ove.Iknowi shoul
dhav etol
dyou,
iwasafraidtolooseyou.Ican'
tlooseyoubbe.
"
Ikissedherpoutlips
"
Youlookbeauti
ful
futur
eMr sMe,Ilov
eyouso
much"Iki
ssedherf
oreheadandwalkeddown
Anna:
"done"
Me:
"yeahuhm t
hanks"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
shel
ovey
ou"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:"Il
ovehert oo,
Idon'tt
hinkiwil
lbeabl
eto
handlei
t,ifshewantsanythingt
odowi t
hme
anymore"shechuckled
Her
:"
shel
ovey
out
oomucht
odot
hat
"Isi
ghed
Me:"Ihopeso,thanks"wehuggedbutthehug
l
astlonger,
itl
i
keIknowherf rom somewhere.
i
twasabeaut i
fulhugt het
ypeofbrotherand
si
sterhug.Wefinall
yletgo
Me:
"By
e"Il
eft

Tomorrowitanot
herday,
Iwonderwhatmom i
s
afr
aidoff
..
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>Max

Whati
sgoi
ngonwi
thMax
'smom?
?
{
I'
mjustcur
iousandI
'
m al
way
scur
ious}
[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e
#13

NAOMI

ThetimeIsawmaxwi thJessi
caholdinghands
Itol
dmy sel
fI'
m donewit
hhim butheari
nghim
sayi
ngsorryreal
lymel
tmyheart,It
hinkI'
m
becomingasof t
yandihatei
t.
ItwasMondaymorningworkday,Iworemy
blackl
ongj
umpsuitwit
hmypi nchhighheel
s
andmypinchbl
azer,Il
etdownmyweav e.

Me:"
morni
ng"she 
tur
nedaroundandsmil
ed,I
j
ustwonder
edhowdoesi tfeel
tohaveasist
er.
Her
:"
Morningbbe,Imadeeg.
..
"shecoul
dn'
t
f
ini
shthesmellwastoobad,Iranst
rai
ghtt
o
t
hesinkandvomit.
"EeeewNcomeont
hesi
nk?
?"shegav
emea
glassofwat
er
Me:
"Iwi
l
lwashi
t"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Her
:"
whatwi
l
lyoueat
"
Me:
"Not
hingI
'
m good"
Ifel
tdr
ainedandweak 
Her:
"Ar
eyouSure,
youdon'tl
ookgoodmay
be
youhavet
osleep"
Isatdown
Me:
"I
'mf
ine"
shesi
ghandmadecer
eal
Her:
"Atl
easteatthi
s"It
ooki
tanddugi
nli
ke
nobody'
sbusiness
Me:
"t
hanks"
Ifi
nishedi
n3Mi
n
Her
:"
Wowt
hatwasqui
ck
Me:
"Yeahwhat
ever
"Ist
oodupandIf
eltbet
ter
,
mor
ealive.
Her:
"l
etgothan"
shewor
ehersl
i
pper
scause
shewastheonedri
vi
ng.
Me:
"I
'm hot
"It
ookmybl
azerof
fandhel
dit
Her
:"
Nitcal
l
edout
side"
Me:
"If
eel
hotokj
ustl
etmebe"
Isnapped
Her
:"
youact
ingwei
rd"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Me:"
Arghwhat
ever
"wegoti
nthecarandwe
dr
oveoff
Me:"
itcol
dinhere"shegav
emeaney
ethan
wentbacktotheroad
Her
:"
mmmh"
shehummed
Me:
"mmmh"Ihummedtoowear
ingmybl
azer
,
t
hesmel
lthecarsmel
l
edsogood
"
Thi
scarsmel
lamazi
ng"
Isni
ff
ed
Her:
"I
tyourcarN,howcomey
ounot
ice
now"shesnapped
Me:"
whyar
eyoushout
ing"
Isai
dwi
thmyv
oice
down
Her:
"Ohmygod,
I
'm sor
ry"
Igi
ggl
edandshe
j
oinedi
n
Me:
"If
ell
dif
fer
ent
"
Her
:"
youact
ingdi
ff
erent
"
Me:
"di
dIRi
nset
hesi
nk"
Her
:"
fuckNoN,
no"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"i
tNott
hatbad"
Her
:"
itbadsobad"
Me:"
letmecallmypar
tti
memai
d"shet
urned
herf
acedisgust
Her:
"younotser
ious,
ohmygody
ouar
eJesus
"
Irol
ledmyey es
Me:
"Ipayher
"
Her
:"
Poormai
d"
Me:
"May
bei
tyourmom"
Her
:"
OhmygodIwi
l
lgoJacki
echanony
ou"
we
l
aughed

Ical
l
edmymai
d
Her
:"
Madam
Me:"
AuntIwi
l
lappr
eci
atei
tify
oucal
lme
Naomi"
Her
:"
MissNaomi
"Isi
ghed
Me:
"ar
eyouav
ail
abl
etoday
??"
Her
:"
yesMa.
..
ImeanMi
ssNaomi
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"youdon'
tmi
ndcomi
ngbymyhouset
oday
"
Her
:"
Nopr
obl
em Mi
ssNaomi
"
Me:
"pl
ease,
Iwantev
ery
thi
ngt
obespot
less"
Her
:"
yesMi
ssNaomi
"
Me:
"seey
oul
atert
han"
Her
:"
byeby
e"Ihungup
Annachuckl
ed
Her
:"
Iwantev
eryt
hingt
obespot
less"
she
i
mit
atedmyvoice
Me:
"f
ucky
ou"
Her
:"
Noneedt
oswearatme"
Me:
"i
m cr
avi
ngKFC"
herey
espoppedout
Her
:"
inal
lfancyrest
aur
ants,
youchooseKFC..
NoMacDonald,Nospur,Noseef
ood,nosteer
s
"
Me:"i
nfactIwantapi
efr
om pi
eci
ty"
she
chuckl
ed
Her
:"
wewi
l
lpasst
her
ethan"
Igi
ggl
edi
njoy
.

Shepar
kednextt
opi
eCi
ty
Me:
"mmmht
hatsmel
l
"shegav
emeawei
rd
l
ook
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lgobuyi
t"
shewal
kedout
Me:
"mmmhgoshcan'twai
t"
aft
ercoupl
eof
mi
nutesshecameback
Her
:"
sti
l
lwar
m"It
ooki

Me:
"mmmhhummy
"Isni
ff
edi
t
Her
:"
letgot
han"
Me:
"wai
twai
twai
t,y
ouf
orgotmyj
uice"
Her
:"gody
oudidn'
tment
ioni
t,hel
lnoNI
'
m not
goi
ngbackther
e"
Me:
"pl
easeIwi
lldoubl
eyourpay
ment
"she
j
umpedoutofhersit
Her
:"
whi
chf
lav
our
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Appl
ejui
ce"
sher
ushedout
.
Af
tershewasbackwedr
ovest
rai
ghtt
owor
k
.
.
.
.

JustasIrestmyheadt
othedesk,
aknock
camethrew
Me:
"Annnnnna!
!"
shegoti
n
Her
:"
wer
eyousl
eepi
ng"
Isi
l
ent
lynodded
Me:
"whatt
hat
??"
Her
:"
2pi
efr
om pi
eci
ty"
Me:
"f
orme?
?"shechuckl
ed
Her
:"
fory
oubbe"
Itookt
hem 
Me:
"whatdoy
ouwantAnna?
"
Her
:"
what
??noIwantnot
hing"
Me:
"Iknowy
ouwantsomet
hing"
Her
:"
Fine,
cany
oupl
easegi
veme3hour
sbr
eak"
Me:
"3what
??"
Her
:"
atl
east2hour
s"
Me:
"wher
eyougoi
ng?
?"
Her
:"
myf
athersai
dhewantt
oseeme,
i
tur
gent
"
Me:"
youFather??
?..
..
..
ohyourf
ather,
itcool
but
bebacksoon"shesmiled
Her
:"
thanks"
she 
l
eft
JustasI
'
m st
il
l enj
oyi
ngmypie,
anot
herKnock
camethr
ew.Ifeltl
i
kedyi
ng,
IwasinNOwor k
mood.
Me:"
comein"
thedoorsl
owlyopenand
Ty
son{oneofmyhitandrunsgoti
n}
Hi
m:"
Naomi
mymi
mi"
heusedt
ocal
lmet
hat
 
Me:
"Ty
son"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
sti
l
lsexyIsee"
Me:
"mmmhwhatcanIdofory
ou"
shegav
eme
aNewspaper
(Dai
l
ysunny
)
Him:"
youfamoushuhl ookatthecoverPage"it
wasmeandMaxhol dinghands,theti
tl
e
says"
Naomi Davi
d'
sDur banNorthJournali
st
andMaxwellJacobstheformerBoxing
championareenj
oyi
ngt hemselveswhil
ehis
wifei
scryi
nghersel
ftosleep-Homewr ecker"
Me:
"ohmyIwil
lsuet
hem, f
uckhowcant
hei
r
wr
it
esomethi
ngli
kethi
s"Ty
sonsmil
ed
Hi
m: "y
ouhaven'
treadthewhol
epassageyet
,
Byemi mi
.Iwil
lbeintouch"
hel
aughedand
walkedout
Ibangedt
het
abl
e..
Me:"
fuckfuck,
thisi
sbad"It
riedcall
ingMaxbut
i
twentstr
aighttovoi
cemail
.IsighedIneedt
o
sol
vethi
s.
.
Ical
l
edmyPI
(pr
ivat
einv
est
igat
or)
Hi
m:"
whatapl
easantsur
pri
se"
Me:
"Ineedy
ourhel
p"
Hi
m:"
whatt
hepr
obl
em beaut
if
ul"
Me:
"Dai
l
ysunny
's.
..
..
.
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lDoi
t"
Me:
"howdoy
ouknowwhatIwanty
out
odo"
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lfi
ndt
hesour
ce"
Me:
"wowy
our
eadmymi
nd"
hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:"
ist
hatal
l
"
Me:
"f
ornowy
es"
Hi
m:"
thanconsi
deri
tasdone"
Me:
"l
atert
han"
Isi
ghed
Atl
eastIwi
l
lknowt
heper
sonbehi
ndt
his.
.
.
IwaswokenupbyAnnaopeni
ngt
hedoor
Her
:"
yousl
eepi
ngagai
n"
Me:
"goshoooh"
Iyawned
Her:
"youl
ookof
fwhatsupp"
Igav
ehert
he
paper
Me:
"I
'm scr
ewed"
Her
:"
youcanbet
hiscr
uel
"Ishr
ugged
Me:
"Idon'
tknow"
Her
:"
hav
eyoucal
l
edMax"
Me:
"hi
sphonei
sof
f"
Her
:"
youneedt
osl
eepl
etgohome"
Me:
"Ineedanot
herpi
ethough"
Her
:"
ohmyt
hat
..
..
"
Me:
"spar
emet
hel
ect
urer"
Her
:"
youwi
l
lgetf
atIt
ell
you"
Me:
"chubbypeopl
ear
ebeaut
if
ulmysi
ster
"
Her
:"
some.
."
Me:"I
'
mt ell
ingyou,t
hei
raremostsexi
est
peopleal
ive.Theass,boobs,t
hecurv
es.Thei
r
chubbyfacetheirl
ookadorabl
e.Al
lofthem
nowletgo"
Isl
eptal
lthewayf
rom home.
.
.
.
Iwentst
rai
ghtt
obedandsl
eep.
Hi
m:"
bbeI
'
m sor
ry"
Me:"
yourf
atherki
l
ledmyf
atherandy
oudi
dn'
t
t
ell
me"
Hi
m:"
Iwasgoi
ngt
otel
lyoubbe,
whent
het
ime
i
sri
ght
"
Me:
"Idon'
tthi
nki
candot
hisany
mor
e"It
ookof
f
t
hering
Hi
m:"bbepl
easenotl
i
ket
hispl
ease"
Ili
ftmy
weddi
ngdress
Me:
"pl
easel
etmel
eav
e".
Hi
m:"
thi
nkofourBaby
"
Me:
"pl
easemov
e"
Him:"
itourweddi
ngdaywear
esupposet
obe
happy"
Me:"
I'
m sor
rybutIcan'
tdot
hiswi
thy
ou"
Iran
of
f.
"
Wakeup"
"
N"
"
Naomi
"
"Hey
"Isnappedoutofi
tandsatupst
rai
ght
sweati
ng
Anna:
"youwer
edr
eami
ng"
Me:
"i
tthesameol
ddr
eam"
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry,
uhm eeer
hmaxi
sher
e"
Me:"
lethi
min"
shestoodupandleftwhi
l
eIwas
l
eft,get
ti
ngworr
iedaboutt
hisdr
eam

Hewal
kedi
nlooki
ngl
i
keamessy
,judgi
ngby
hi
sst
epshi
sdrunk
Hi
m:"
bbe"
Me:
"hey
"If
orcedasmi
l
e
Hi
m:"
Ineedy
ou"
atearescapedf
rom hi
sey
es
Me:"
Maxwhatwrong"hi
slaydownnextt
ome
andputhi
sheadonmybr east
Hi
m:"
shel
i
edt
ome"
Me:
"whol
i
edbbe"
Hi
m:"
for32y
ear
s,shef
uckenl
i
edt
ome"
Me:
"bbewhoar
eyout
alki
ngabout
"
Hi
m:"mysocall
edmot
her
,what
evershei
s,I
wantnot
hingt
odowit
hher"
Me:
"whathappened"
Hi
m:"
sheli
ed, Il
ovedt
hatwomanandshel
i
ed
t
omelikeI
'm nothi
ng"
Me:
"whathappened?
"
Hi
m:"
shesai
d..
..
..
th.
..
a..
t"
hepassedout
I
twasmyf i
rstt
imeseeingmaxli
ke
t
hat
,what
everhismotherdi
ditbi
g.

>Max
Shor
tandUnEdi
ted
[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#14{
shor
tsomet
hing}

MAXWELL
hangingoutwit
hmyboyshasal
waysbeena
greatpl
easure,
wewouldsomet
imessmoke
andtalkaboutgir
ls.

Jamal
:
"how'
sMi
ssNt
reat
ingy
ou"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"she'
sev
ery
thi
ngIwanti
nawoman"
Jade:
"mmmhhow'sshei
nbed"j
ustthi
nking
aboutf
ucki
ngNay
Nay,If
eltmybonergrowing
Me:
"t
hebest
"
Chr
is:
"Mor
ethanNai
j
a??
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Nai
j
aisnot
hing"
Jamal
:
"wow"
hebi
thi
slowerl
i
p
Me:
"don'
thav
eideasdude"
Jamal
:
"mmmhEi
sh"t
heboy
slaughed
Chris:
"hav
eyoucamecl eanaboutal
lthet
hings
thatyouhavedone?
?"Isighed
Me:
"Idon'
tknowi
fiwi
l
laf
for
dtot
ell
her,
Ican'
t
l
ooseher"
Jade:
"Tr
uthal
way
scomeoutbr
a"
Jamal:
"tel
lherever
ythi
ng,
sheseemsasa
pret
tycoolgir
ltome"
Me:
"Ihopesheunder
stands"
Chri
s:
"Enoughaboutthatf
ineassChi
cofy
our
s,
damnAnna" Il
aughed
Me:
"youhi
tt
ingonAnna"
Jade:
"whoseAnna?
?"
Chri
s:"
here"hehandedhi
m hi
sphoneandJade
passedittoJamal
Jamal
:
"wow,
she'
sfl
ames.Whenar
ewef
ucki
ng
her
"
Chr
is:
"sor
ryIdon'
tshar
eBr
azo(
brot
her
)"
Jade:
"shel
ooksal
i
ttl
ebi
tli
keMaxt
hough"
I
fr
owned
Me:
"Mee?
!"It
ookal
ookatt
hepi
ctur
e,her
ey
ebr
owsandmi
newer
eBr
owni
sh,
andher
ey
es.
Chri
s:"
itnot
hingbi
g,peopl
elookt
hesame"
I
nodded
Me:
"yeaht
hatt
rue"
Jamal
:
"sowhenar
eweseei
ngt
hisAnna"
Chri
s:
"younotgoi
ngt
oseemygi
rlJam.
..
."
he
cuthi
m short
Jamal
:"
wooooooaaaw!
!Yourwhat?
?"Chri
s
cl
ear
edhist
hroatandt
ookhiscarkeys
Chr
is:
"I
'm out
"hel
eft
Jade:
"yougoChr
is"
weLaughedatt
hewayhe
sai
dit,
mor el
i
keagirl
.
Me:
"Ineedt
ogosl
eept
oo"
Ist
oodup.
Jade:
"got
tabouncet
oo"
Wel
eft
.
IgothomeandIwentstrai
ghttosl
eep,Ial
most
for
gottosetanAlarmtowakemeup.Ihav et
o
beearl
ytomorrow,Ir
eal
lywannatal
ktoMom.
Whatevershe'
sholdi
ng,
Ihopeitwon'
thurtme.
IhopemyNay
Naysl
eptwel
l
,Ismi
l
edasIt
hink
abouther
.
.
.
.
Iworemycasual
clot
hesandr
ushedout
,Ir
eal
ly
neededt
oKnowwhatmom iskeepi
ngfr
om me.
Igothomeandshewascookingbr
eakf
ast
,she
seemeddeepi
nherthought
s.
Me:
"Mor
ning"
she 
snappedoutofi
tandj
umped
Her:
"ohmygodMaxy
ougav
emeaf
ri
ght
"she
dr
ankwater
Me:
"sor
ry"
Isatdown
Her
:"
breakf
ast
??"
shewaspani
cki
ng 
Me:"
arey
ouOk"
shekeptonl
ooki
ngupt
he
st
air
s
Her
:"
I'
mfi
ne"
Me:
"youdoesn'
tl
ookf
inet
ome"

"Babymybreakf
ast
"aboldv
oicet
hatsoundlike
aman'svoi
cesaid,
Itur
nedmyheadandl ooked
atmom
Me:
"whoset
hat
"
Her
:"
uhuhmm"
Irai
sedmyEy
ebr
ow 
Me:
"Mom"
shewassweat
ing
Her
:"
Iwasgoi
ngt
otel
lyou"
Me:
"t
ell
mewhat
??"
Her
:"
Ihav
eaboy
fri
end"
Me:
"oooh"
 
Justt
hanaMani
nhi
s50'
sgoti
nandst
opped
whenhesawme.
Hi
m: "
Natal
i
e(my
 mom)
"mom cl
ear
edher
t
hroats 
Mom:"
uhm Bbet
hisi
smyboy
fri
endMandl
a
Dav
id'
s.
."
Me:
"wai
twhat
??Di
dyouj
ustsayDav
id'
s"
Her:
"uhm y
esbbe, r
ememberaboutthegi
rlt
hat
It
oldyouabout,t
heonethatIsawi
nJade'
s
Rest
aurant
"Inoddedimpat
ient
ly
MrDav
id'
s:
"Idon'
tthi
nki
tti
me"
Me:"cany
ouliveusMrDavid'
sasaf
amil
yand
tal
kaboutthi
s??"
henoddedandwal
kedup
stai
rs,
mom wasnowintears
"
Whyar
eyoucr
ying"
Her
:"
Iwasy
oungandst
upi
d"
Me:
"mom"
Her:
"Yourfat
herdi
dn'
tki
l
lMrDav
id'
s"Il
ookedat
herpuzzl
ed
Me:
"whatdoy
oumean?
!"If
rowned
Her
:"
hefakedhi
sdeat
h"Ibr
oughtmyey
ebr
ows
t
ogether
Me:"
whofakedhisdeat
h??
"Ihopeshedoesn'
t
saywhatIt
hink
Her
:"
MrDav
id'
sandIhel
pedhi
m"wow
Me:
"why
?"Iaskedshar
ply
Her :
"backinhighschool ,wedat edmeand
John( MrDav i
d's).Weusedt obesoi nlove,
beforemypar ent sfor cedmet omar r
yy our
father.Johnwaspi ssed,helef tthecount ry.
Betweenmeandy ourf at
hert her ewasnoLov e,
nonot hing.Hewi llonlygivehi sf i
rstArranged
mar ri
agewi f
eal lofhi sTime, butIf el
lpregnant
fi
rstalthoughhenev erwantedason.Hel oved
yousomuch, fewmont hslaterThef ir
stwi fe
gotpr egnantbuty ourf at
herwasn' tthef ather"
thi
swasconf using
Me:
"butMrDav
id'
swast
hef
ather
"shenodded
Her
:"
Wel
lwepl
annedi
tal
l
,thef
ir
stwi
feget
ti
ng
pr
egnant
..
."
Icoul
dn'
tbel
i
evemymot
hercoul
d
bethi
scr
uel
Me:"
wai
twai
tthanwhoki
l
ledt
hef
ir
stwi
fe"
she
l
ookeddown
Her:
"Iacci
dent
all
ypushedherdownt
hest
air
s"I
gasped
Me:
"Nat
ali
e!!
"shewi
pedhert
ear
s
Her:
"IwasjealousathowJohnfel
li
nlov
ewi t
h
hersoeasil
y,shetookever
ythi
ngawayfrom me.
YouFatherandalsoJohnsoIwasprett
ymad
ather"
Me:
"al
li
nal l
youkil
l
edher
,youki
l
ledai
nnocent
woman!!
"shesni
ff
ed
Her:
"If
eelbadokay
,Ihat
emy
sel
f"
shet
ooka
deepsigh
"Af
tershegotpregnantsheranawaywithJohn,
Johnwassupposet odumpheraft
ersome
coupl
eofmont hsandcomebackt ome.Buthe
fel
li
nlovewi
thHer ,Igotmadandwef ought
,
thanIpushedherdownt
hest
air
s"
Me:
"soyoumur
der
edheri
npur
pose"
may
bet
his
i
sadream
Her:
"herheadbangedi
nthefl
oorandshedied,
Johnhelpedmemakei tl
ookl
ikeSui
cide"
I
gasped
Me:
"wow"
Iwasspeechl
ess,
Ihadnowor
dsi
n
me
Her:
"Af
tert
hatwef akedJohn'sdeat
handyour
f
atherwasthefi
rstsuspect,
Wemadesur ehe
wasfoundGuil
tyalthoughhewasn't
"
Me:"
sodadspendall
his18y
ear
sinj
ail
for
not
hing"
shecametowardme
"
Don'
t"
shest
opped
Her
:"
Iwasst
upi
d"
Me:"
Allt
hisTimeyoushouldhavebeentheone
,who'
sarrest
ed.Wowsoi sittr
uethatmy
f
atherabusedyou"
sheswallowedhard
Her
:"Nohecoul
dn'
tEvenhur
taf
ly"
Ifel
tmyey
es
bur
ning,
Iwasaboutt
ocry.
Me:"
yousonofa...
..GodIhateyou"
Iscr
eamed
andshecri
edoutloud, MrDavi
d'
sorJohn
whatev
erheis.camer ushi
ngdownstai
rs

Hi
m:"
ever
ythi
ng 
okay
"
Me:"
Yousonofabit
ch"Iwentst
rai
ghtt
ohi
m
andpunchhi
mrepeatedl
y.
Mom:"BbyYouwil
lki
l
l hi
m"Imov edaway
,he
wasnowsleepi
nginthefl
oor.Coughi
ng
count
lesst
imes.
Me:"whatkindofafat
herareyou??Huhdoyou
evenknowwher eyourdaught
erli
ves,andwhat
she'
seating"hef
rowned
Hi
m:"
mydaught
er?
?"
Me:
"yeswi
thMam Agnes(
Dadf
ir
stwi
fe)
"
Hi
m:"
Nat
ali
etol
dmeshe.
..
..
shedi
edi
nthe
house,whenitwasbur
ningdown"
Itur
nedt
o
mom, shelookeddown
Me:"wow!
!Mom wow"I'
veal
waysknownmom
asaChurchwoman,butt
heysayneverj
udge
thebookbyi
tcover
.
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry!
!"
Itookaf
ewdeepbr
eat
hs 
Me:
"t
ell
him"
Idemand
Her
:"
Iwi
l
ltel
lhi
m butnotnowBby
"
Me:
"Mom t
ell
him"
Ibar
ked 
Her
:"
uhJohny
our
...
..
.JohnI
'
m sor
ry"
Hi
m:"
Whatwr
ongNat
ali
e??
"
Her
:"
she'
sal
i
ve"
Hi
m:"
whoseAl
i
ve?
?"
Her:
"yourdaught
er,shedidn'
tdi
ed.Shenev
er
di
edIf akedi
tall
"shebrokedown
Me:"y
ouaregoodatf akingthingshuh,youarea
snakearealsnakemot her!
!"
Iclickedmytounge
whil
eJohn(MrDav i
d'
s)di dn'
tknowwhatt osay,
al
lthi
sti
mehewasl
ooki
ngatmom.
Itookmycarkeysandlef
t,Iwil
lgost
rai
ghtt
o
thepol
icest
ati
onandreportthi
s.

Iwasfrust
rat
ed,i
f el
tbetr
ayed.Iwasdisgust
withmom andmy selft
oo,athowItreat
eddad
l
ikeshi
t.Inev
ergav ehi
m achancetoExplain
himsel
f.
Mom hasal
way
smadedadlookl
i
keabadguy
whi
l
esheisaDevi
lher
sel
f.

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>Max UnEdi
ted

THESECRETI
SOUT
>Max'
sMom ki
l
ledNaomi
'
smom WOW
>Max'
sfat
heri
sar
rest
edf
ornot
hing
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#15{
shor
tsomet
hing}

NAOMI

Thelastti
meIsawMaxi s3weeksback,the
dayhecamet omyhousedr unk.Hehavenever
call
ed,nevertextedmaybeithi
swayof
breaki
ngupwi t
hme.Howwoul dIknowImean,
I'
m newinal l
thisshi
t.
I'
vebeensoemot i
onallat
ely,Iwouldcr
yf or
food, f
orMaxorIwoul djustcryfornot
hing
serious.Recent
lyIli
kedfood,butPieci
ty( pi
e)
i
st hebestIcan'tgetenough. 
Forabout4weeksI
'
vegai
nal
otofwei
ght
,3t
o
5kgthatal
ot.
"
Pieci
tygi
rl
"Iwaseat
ingmypi
ewatchi
ngt.
v
t
hatmostwhatIdosi
nceI'
mlazyt
heseday
s.
Me:
"Annahey
"shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
youl
ookf
at"
Me:
"Ipr
eferchubby
"sher
oll
edherey
es
Her
:"
Sameshi
t"
Me:
"Mx
m"Isul
ked
Her:
"hav
eyouseenMax,Chri
shasbeenasking
meabouthim al
ott
hesepastweeks"
Ishookmy
head
Me:
"don'
tknowdon'
tcar
e"
Her:
"whatdoyoumeandon'tcare,Noone
knowswhereyourboyf
ri
endi sandtheonl
y
thi
ngyoucareabouti
sfood"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Maxisbusysomewherei
nthewor
ld
f
ucki
ngsomeone,sochi
ll
"
Her
:"
thi
spr
egnancymakesy
oucr
azy
"If
rowned
Me:
"Excusemet
hiswhat
??"
Shet
ookherpur
se
andr
ushedoutmor
eli
ker
unni
ngaway
.
Iputmypi
ei nthesideandstar
tcalcul
ati
ng,i
t
beendamnonemont handahalfsinceIwent
tomyperi
od.Wel l
I'
m notsurpr
ised,maybe
thei
rar
edelayi
ngasusual.Iatemypi eagai
n.

"
Ilov
eyoupl
easebbe"
hesai
d
Me:"
yourfatherki
ll
edmyf
atherhowcany
ou
keepthatawayfrom"
Hi
m:"
Iwaswai
ti
ngf
ort
her
ightt
ime"
Itookof
f
myri
ng
Me:"
Ican'
tdot
hiswi
thy
ou"
Ihel
dmyweddi
ng
dr
ess.
Him:
"bbet hi
nkaboutourfami
ly
,itourweddi
ng
daytoday.I'
m sor
rybutpl
easedon'tl
i
veme
pl
ease"hekneltdowncryi
ng
Me:
"I
'm sor
ryIcan'
t"Ir
anaway
Hi
m:"
HISSTI
LLALI
VE"
heshout
ed.
Ibli
nkedtwi
ceIf i
nal
lywokeup, Isatupst
rai
ght
.
Ihavebeendreamingt hev
erysamedr eam
thesepastweeks,Dreamsdon' tworrymemuch
butthi
sone.Thisonei sdi
fferent,maybeIhave
toseeaspecial
istorsomething.
Isi
ghandIlookattheti
me,i
twasstil
lear
ly
10h30am.Icanstil
lcov
erf
orwork.ButI
pushedt
hatthoughtawayi
m notgoi
ngthere.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Igotpret
tybor
edIdecidedtowat
chFriends
wi
thbenefi
ts(t
hemovie),i
twassofunnyit
r
emindedmesomuchofmaxandi .
Maxwer
eisMax!
?It
ookf
ewdeepbr
eat
hsasI
thi
nkofhim,t
ear
sjustfl
oweddownmy
cheeks.
il
ayedmyheadinthecouch,
Itookmy
Teddyandcuddl
edwithher.
Imissedevery
thing,
Imissedthewayhefucked
me.Imi sshi
stouch,goshhi
sv oi
ce,
hissmil
e
notforget
ti
nghisLove.
Doheloveme??I
fher eal
l
ydothanwherei
s
he?.whyi
shenotcal
l
ingme.May behehas
fal
l
enoutofl
ove,maybeIdidsomethi
ngwr
ong
butwhat?
?

Aknockcamethrew,al
lthi
st i
mei'
vest
ari
ngat
myphonewait
ingforhi
scall.May
behisgonna
cal
l
.
Thepersondidn'
tstopknocki
ng,If
inal
l
y
draggedmyselfandopenedthedoor.
"Hi
"henervousl
ysmiled,theguywashot.He
hadpinki
shlips,hi
sthickeyebrows.
 
Me:
"Hi
"t
heguywasr
eal
l
yhandsomenotmor
e
t
hanmyMaxt
hough,
ishemymax?
?
Hi
m:"I
'
m ChrisMax'
sfr
iend"
heof
fer
edhi
shand
f
orhandshake
Me:
"I
'm Naomi
Max'
s.
..
..
.
Hi
m:"
Gir
lf
ri
end"
hechuckl
ed
Me:
"yeah"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Hi
m:"
canIcomei
n"Inoddedmov
ingasi
de
"
Nicehouse"
Me:
"t
hankYou"
Ismi
l
ed
Him:"
Annasai
dIshoul
dgi
vey
out
hese"
he
handedmeplast
ic
Me:
"ohhok"
Itooki
t
Hi
m:"
whenwast
hel
astt
imey
ousawMax"
Me:
"3weeksAgowhy
??"
hesi
ghed
Hi
m: "
Idon'
tknow,Ihav
en'tseenhimf
or3
weekstoo.Thi
sisnotl
ikeMax .
."
Me:
"i
tlookl
i
kehehav
echangedt
han"
Iwas
pret
tymuchAnnoy
edbyt
hisshi
tt
y
conver
sat
ion
Him:"
Eveni
fhi
sgoingoutormay
bestr
essed,
hetel
lusev
ery
thi
ng"Ir
oll
edmyeyes
Me:"
May behedeci
dedt
okeept
hisonea
secr
et"
Hi
m:"
ifheev
ercal
l
syoupl
easenot
if
yme"
Me:"
Iwil
ldo"hesighedandgotup.,t
hepoorguy
seem pr
ett
ystressed.Maxisanoldmanwhy
doeshewannaNur sehim sobadmxm.
Hi
m:"
Byehi
sfut
ure"
hiswhat
??
Me:"
hiswha..
."
Ididn'
tgett
ofi
nisht
hesent
ence,
hehaveal
readyleft
.
.
.
Iopenedt
heplasti
candt
hepregnantt
estwas
l
ookingst
rai
ghttomydir
ect
ion.I
sAnnacrazyI
cal
ledher
Me:
"Apr
egnantt
estReal
l
yAnna"
Iaskf
uri
ousl
y
Her:
"yesNwhenwast
hel
astt
imey
ouwentt
o
yourperi
ods?
"
Me:"Um eeer
h1mont
handahal
fmay
be"
she
chuckl
ed
Her
:"
see"
Me:"seewhat, thesethi
ngsusual
lyhappens.
I
'm notthefir
stper sonwhoherperi
odsare
del
ay i
ng"shelaughed
Her
:"
thi
spr
egnancyi
smaki
ngy
oudumb"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lpr
ovey
ouwr
ong"
Her
:"
Prov
emebbe!
!"
Ifur
iousl
yhangup
Me:
"nx!
!"

Itappedmyf eetdownandlookedatt hewatch.


Only2mi nhaspassed,whythesuddenly
nervousness??I'
m sur
eI'
m notpregnant.I
brushedmyf oreheadandbi
tmybot tom li
p
fur
iousl
y,f
uckf
uckwhati
f??NoI
'
m not
,Ican'
t
beNo.
5minutespassIst ay
edthereafrai
dtotakethe
pr
egnanttest,
another5mi nutespassed.It
ook
adeepbreath,Ifel
tmyhandsget ti
ngwetand
wett
erthei
rwer esweati
nglikecrazy.
Me:"Igotthis"Itookitwit
hmyshaki nghands
anditwasposi ti
ve.i
tsli
ppeddownt othef l
oor,
I
screamedi nfrustrati
on.Howdi di
thappen, Idi
d
an3mont hsi njecti
ongodNoi forgottogot o
thecli
nicfor2mont hs.Damnf uckNo, Ican'
tbe
.
Thi
sbabywi
l
lrui
nev
ery
thi
ng.
 
Maxwher eareyou? ?
?I'm aborti
ngthisshi
twith
orwit
houtMaxbutIl oveKids.Ican'
tNoI '
m not
GonnadoI t
,Iwantmychi l
dtohav eabetter
mother.CanIbet hat??I'
mt oodamagedt o
haveababy.Not hisisitI
'm DoingAborti
on,
si
nceMaxont heothersidehav elef
tme.
Justt
hanaknockcamethr
ew,
notanot
her
Chri
saar
ghIwenttoopen.
?
?:"
Mor
ningMi
ss"
Me:
"mom"
?
?:I
'
mlooki
ngf
orMi
ssDav
id'
s"
Me:
"Iam"
?
?:"
pleasesi
gnt
hisf
orme"
Idi
d
Del
i
verguy:
"hav
eani
cedayMi
ss"
hehandedme
t
heEnvel
op.
Me:
"Thanky
ou"
hesmi
l
edandl
eft
Icl
osedthedoorandfast
lyopenedt
he
envel
ope,i
twasalett
er.I
tsays.

"
DearNaomi
"

Itwasat
oughdecisi
ontomakebutIhadtol
ive,
Ihadtof
indpeacesomewher
eintheworl
d.I
neededsomethingt
ost ar
taf
reshmaybe
fi
ndingNewlove,al
lIcansayismov
eon

Noamountofsor rycandef inehowdeepl ysorry


Iam.I '
m aj erkandIhav ealway sbeen.I '
m sorry
Ili
edt oy ou,I'
m sor ryI
'm noty ourfuture
husband, im sorryim nottheone, I
'm sorryI
don'tlovey ouandInev erdi d,I'm sorryIused
youf orsex, I
'm sorryIfakedmyper sonali
ty,I
'
m
sor r
yI'
m nott hef atherofy ourchi ldren'
s,I'
m
sor r
yIleady ouon, I
'm sorryIf oundsomeone
else,I'
m sor r
yIwi llneverchange, I'
m sor r
yIma
mess, I'
m sor ryIdest r
oyedy ourbel i
efs,I'
m
sor r
yIsleptwi thyou, I
'm sor ryImadey ouf al
l
i
nl ovewi t
hme, I
'm sorryIranaway ,I'
m sorry
youwi llneverseeme.I 'm sor rythatI'm sorr
y.

AsIsaidnoAmountofsorrycandefi
nehow
sorr
yIam, I'
m sor
ryIbr
okeyou,
I'
m sorr
yyou
confused,
I'
m sorr
yyoudon'
tunder
stand,
im
SORRYt
hati
m sor
ry.
Iknowyouthoughti
twasl
ovebutt
her
ewasno
Love,
ital
lwasanact.

I
'
m sor
ry

"
YourexMAXWELLJACOBS"

Whatt
he?
?
Ifel
tmykneesget t
ingweakandweaker ,
Ifal
l
downonmykneesandl etoutaloudsob.itl
i
ke
someoneiscut
tingmyhear ti
ntopieces,
Ifel
t
weak.Mybreathingrat
echanged, howbut
why??
henev
erl
ovedme,heusedme.Henev
ercar
ed,
howcani
besostupi
d??
Mor
ereasonst
oAbor
tthi
sshi
t.
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>Nay
Nay

{Myphonekeeponf r
eezing,Ican'twr
it
eany
l
ongerandIcan'
tedittheinsert
.IfIdi
ditwoul
d
havef
rozethanshutdown.

l
etwaitf
orMax'sPovandseewhathehav
eto
sayf
orhimsel
f}
>Whati
shappeni
ng?
?
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e

#16

MAXWELL

Pai
n,Inev
ert
houghti
nmyl
i
feIwoul
d
experi
encesomuchpai n.Thepai nI'
ve
experi
encedbef oreisnothi ng,
t hepaini
thoughtIcouldn'thandleisnot hing.Thi
swas
thepainofthepai ns,ther ealpain.Myhear t
wasi npai
n, mybodyphy sicalandemot ionali
n
pain.Everyt
hingwasPai n,andal linall
itcall
ed
pain.
Ifi
nal
l
ydraggedmysel
ftot
hebathroom,
my
bodywasarchi
ng,
Ihaven'
tgotsomeenough
sl
eeplat
ely

Formygir
lIdon'
tknowwhent helastdidIsee
her,
myli
fewastoooccupiedwithshit.I
coul
dn'
ti
nvolv
eherevenifshewant edtoo.
Ifi
nall
ydeci
dedwhattowear,
Icouldn'
tEven
takealookatmysel
fint
hemir
ror.Thepai
nwas
beyondwords,i
tdamagedt
heinnerandouter
partofmybody.

Idon'
tgetit
,Idon'
tgeti
tatal
l.Whatwent
wrong,whathappenedt
omymot her
.Whois
thi
swoman,whatkindofmonstersheis.I
sshe
evenmyrealmother,
itsohardt
ounderstand.
Theshi
twasprettyconfusi
ngal
thoughthe
Trut
hwasv i
si
ble.
 
IguessIjudgedhertooEar l
y,Ineverpi
ctured
herasamonst ershei sbutthatit
,thebooks
sayitandeveryoneelse"Neverjudgethebook
byitcover"
.
Ifel
tmychi cksgettingwar m,Icoul dn'
tbeli
eve
Iwascr yi
ng.Itwast oopainf
ul,norany one
couldunderstand.Ir ememberdad' swor dhe
said"Mandon' tcr
y "butthi
swasbi ggert han
me.Ther earedecisiontobemay be, bi
ggest
decisi
onsofmyl i
fe.Icouldn'
taskf orsomeone
el
seopi ni
on,Ihadt odot hisonmyown.One
wayoranot herIneedt omakeadeci si
on.

Mycarwasfacingthepol
i
cestati
on,toomany
t
hingswereroaminginmyhead.ShouldIdo
t
his??
orshouldn'
tI?
?She'
smyMot her,itwi
l
lbe
t
oopainful
towatchhersuf
feri
njai
lbutt
hen
whatgoesaroundcomesbacktoyousooneror
l
ater
.
Itbeenfucki
ng5y earssinceIsniff
edcocaine
butatti
mesl i
kethisIreall
yneededone.I
stret
chedmy sel
fasIwal koutofmycar, aft
er
I'
m donehere.Ineedt ogoar oundtheci
ty
searchforsomethingamazi ng.Andtheanswer
i
sal r
eadythere"
COCAI NE" Ismil
edtomy sel
f.
Iwal
kedt othegate,andIjuststoodthere.I
wantt
oopenbutIcoul dn't
, i
sthi
sr eal
l
ywhatI
wantt
odo? ?IsighedasIopent hegat e
somethinghitmyhead,Iblackedout
i
mmedi atel
y.

Atsomepoi ntIthoughtIwasdead, waitam I


dead??i
sthisthelastofme.Wi thoutt
ell
ingthe
tr
uth,
lotshi
tstuffli
kethishappentoScar y
mov i
esbutthiswasf uckinreal
i
ty.
Peaceatr
est,
Icoul
dn'
tfeel
mybodyonl
ymy
spi
ri
twasther
e.am Idead,
howandwhy,
I
hav
et ot
ell
thetr
uthf
ir
st.
Afterwhatfeltl
i
keay ear,If
inal
l
yopenedmy
eyes.Theroom waswhi teandsmall
, Itri
edto
si
tupbutIwast i
edinthebed.Thef uv kis
happening,Iwantedt
ospeakbutt hev oice
wasn'tther
e.
"
Iseeyouawake"
Ilookatt
hedi
rect
ionwer
ethe
v
oicecamefr
om
Me:"
mother"
Isaidi
nmor eli
keawhisper
,my
voi
cedi
dn'tsuppor
tthestat
ement
.
Her
:"
sonshoul
dIcal
lyout
hat?
?"If
rownedwi
th
mytear
s
Me:"
mom whatishappening?
?"Iaskedmore
l
ikeI
'm conf
used,
butIknewitallwell
.Thi
s
wastheendofme.
Her
:"
I'
m put
ti
ngy
out
osl
eepbaby
"shesmi
l
ed
Me:"
mom whyam Ihere,
whyam it
iedint
he
bed?
?Mom whatgoingon??
"shesi
ghed 
Her:
"cany
oustopi
t,t
hemom t
hingi
tpr
ett
y
annoysmenow"
Me:
"butmom-
Her:
"I
'm noty
ourMot
her"
shehalfshout
edandI
f
rozedoesshemeanthat??
isi
tthetrut
h?
Me:
"younotmymot
her
"shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
oopsdi
dIsayt
hatl
oud?
?"
Me:
"younotmymot
her
"
Her
:"
itcal
l
edCr
uel
int
ent
ions"
Me:
"I
'm st
il
lconf
used-
Her
:"
takeal
ookatt
his"
shet
ookoutspi
ctur
e
"Thi
sismysi
sterandI,
myt
winsi
ster
"she
smil
ed.
"WelookthesameRi
ght
,youcouldn'ti
dent
if
y
whowaswhoonl ymypar
entstr
ied"she
chuckl
ed
"
Canyoubel
i
eveit
,I'
m notyourmother
.Your
mot
herwasapri
ncess,ever
yonel
ikedher
.Even
yourfatherof cour sethei
rwer emar r
iedaft
erall
.
Shet ookEv erythingawayf rom me, mydignit
y
andmyr espect .Shewast hegol denangelbut
I'
mt hegol denwi tch,powerAl wayswi n.She
tookev ery
t hingawayf r
om mei ncludingmy
parentslov e.NoonesawmeasaI nnocent
Lit
tl
egi rl
butt heyal lhadtheirownt hought
s."
Me:
"youki
l
ledmymot
her
??"
shesmi
l
ed
Her:"
itexci
ti
ngr
ight,
ImeanIburi
edherj
ust
beneathus.AndIwil
lbur
yyounextt
oherIsn'
t
thatcute??
"
Me:
"youar
ecr
azy
"
Her;"ohpoorMax, I
'vegetthatalotfrom
dif
ferentdoctors.I'
m bi
polarthosewer etheir
wordsnotmi ne,butwherearetheynow? ? I
ki
ll
edt hem cany oubelieveit
.Mymi ssionisto
ki
llthosewhol i
eandRui nmyl i
fe.Includi
ng
yourgr andparent
s.
Me:
"youki
l
ledt
hem?
?"
Her:
"ohdon'tbesaditwaseasy,
takingof
fthei
r
fi
ngersandt heEardr
umsnotforgett
ingt
he
head.Isn'
tthatamazi
ng,morej
uicerri
ght
??"
I
shookmyhead
Me:
"Ihat
eyou"
Her
:"
comeonnowdon'tbesad,Hat
eisabi
g
wor
dcanyouatl
eastuseDisl
i
ke"
Me:
"youmad!
?"shesmi
l
edwal
ki
ngt
othet
abl
e
Her:
"AsIsai
ditcall
edCrueli
ntent
ions,
youhav
e
t
odowhaty ouhav etodo.Tobehappy "
het
ook
atabl
esharpknif
e
Me:
"yougonnaki
l
lme?
?
Her:"
don'tcr
ycomeonbaby ,youneedto
understand.Youhavetobehappy,di
ehappy.
I
sn'titexci
ti
ngthatIwi
l
l bur
yyounexttoyour
mother "
Me:
"Ihav
eagi
rl
-
Her:
"oohpl
easedon'
ttel
lmeaboutt
hatNaomi
gi
rl
,John'
s(MrDavi
d'
s)daught
er"
Me:
"John'
swhat
??
Her
:"
youdi
dn'tknow,lotoft
hingshashappened.
CANyoubel
ieveit,she'
sPregnant
"
Me:
"Naomi
ispr
egnant
??"
Her:"
thatwasn'
tsupposetohappen,y
our ui
n
everyt
hingbutI'
m happyIwon'
tsacr
if
icemy
daughter'
schi
ld.Thedayyourbabyboyisborn
i
st hedayhedie"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lfucki
nki
l
lyou"
Her:
"ooohcomeonnow, ohbef
oreif
orgot
AnnaisYoursi
ster,
toobadIkil
l
edhermother
Yest
erday"
Me:
"youwhat
??!
Her:
"shetookawaymyhappinessl
ikemy
par
entsdid,toobadYouwon'
tbetheret
o
comforther"
shegiggl
ed
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Her
:"
don'
tyoudar
e,Ir
epeatdon'
tyoudar
esay
thosetwowor ds.Myfatherr
apedmeandaf t
er
thathesaidsorry,
mymot herlovedyourmother
mor eandguesswhatshesai d,she'
ssorry
.
Yourmot hert
ookEv er
ythi
ngawayf r
om me
guesswhatshesai dshesorry"
Me:
".
..
..
.
Her:
"I
'm onlyl
eftwith9mont
hstoki
llyour
fami
ly.Alloft
hem ,onebyonestar
ti
ngwith
Yourunbornchild"
Me:"
you,iwi
l
lkil
lyouwit
hmybar
ehandst
hata
pr
omise"
shechuckled
Her:
"l
etwatchalit
tl
emovi
e,t
rustmeyouwil
l
l
oveit"
shemov edmybedandIfacedt
heTV,
shepressedpl
ay

I
nthev
ideo:
"
Lookatt
hefucki
ncamera"
shequi
ckl
ylooked,
i
twasmymot her
.Thewomanwhocarri
edme
f
or9months.
 
Scarswer
eal l
overhereface,
thebloodr
oll
i
ng
downfrom herehead.Shecouldn'
tst
opCryi
ng,
Ifel
tmyheartarch.Why??
"
Sayy
ourl
astwor
ds"
shecr
iedoutl
oud
"Sist
erpl
ease,
Ihaveasonhissti
l
l young
pleaseDon'
tdothi
splease"t
heBipolarbi
tch
tookoutatabl
eknif
e.
"
Iwi
llcuty
ourf
inger
s,eardr
umsnotfor
getti
ng
t
heheadohmygodt hi
sisexci
ti
ng"
shegiggl
ed
"Youwi l
ll
ivemyl i
fe,Iwi
lldi
sappeargo
somewher eelse.Farawayfrom y
ouandy ou
will
liv
emyl if
e,pl
easedon'
tkill
mepl ease"
she
couldn'
tstopCr y
ing,t
hepainwast oomuch
"Behappyforyoursisternow, don'
tbel i
ket
hat
Nana"shecutherfi
rstfingercausingmymot her
toscream ,
Ifel
tmyey esburningwat chi
ngyour
motherdieissomethingInev erthoughtwould
happentome.I toneoft hepai n.
"
Pleasepl
easedon'
tdot
his"
shescr
eamedandI
scr
eamedwithher,Icoul
dn'
ttakeitany
mor e.
All
her10fi
ngersweredownint hefl
oor.The
pai
nshewasf eel
i
ng, t
hescr
eam thiswil
lfol
low
meevery
whereIgo.
"
Please.
..
p.l
.e.
a.s.
e"

Il
ookedawayimmedi atel
y,Icoul
dn'
twatchmy
mother
'sheadtakenoff.Myheartwasheavy
.I
coul
dn'
tstopsnif
fing.
Her:
"l
ookwegonnawat chthebestpart
now"sheforcedmyheadt olookjustt
hanher
headwast akenoff,Iscreamedandbangedmy
headcausingmy sel
ft obleed.
ifel
tsomethi
ng
i
nject
ingmeandl i
ghtoff.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I
tfeltl
i
keay ear,
thesunshini
ngthrowthe
window.Iwonderwhatdaywasit,butj
udgi
ng
bythesunitwasearl
yinthemorning.
"
Guesswho'
sawake"If
eltl
i
keI
'
m goi
ngt
o
v
omit,
hear
ingherv
oice
Her
:"
cany
oubel
i
evei
t,i
tal
ready4mont
hsnow"
Me:
"howi
sNaomi
"
Her:"
stupi
dquesti
ondon'taskmeaboutt hat
stupi
dgirl
,butcanyoubeli
ev eit.Annatr
iedto
commi tsui
cidebutshef
ailed.poorAnna"
she
gi
ggled
Me:
"whatdi
dyoui
njectmewi
th?
"
Her:
"I
tnonofyourbusi
ness.Whaty
ouhav
eto
knowisthaty
oudiedandwokeup.
ENOUGHaboutt
hatshi
t,Ihav
eabi
gpr
esent
fory
ou"
Me:
".
..
.
Her:
"t
rustmeyouwi
l
lbehappyt
oseei
t"
Idi
dn'
t
sayanythi
ng
Me:
..
..
.
Her
:"
okayl
etmegoandcal
lher
"shewal
kedout
.
I
nwhatfel
tli
keandhourshef
inal
lycameback
wi
thher
,Icoul
dn'
tbel
ievemyeyes.
Her
:"
meetmydaught er,shei
st hemydaughter
,
myprincess.Herfat
herismyf athertheone
t
hatrapedme" shekissedherf
or ehead
Me:"
Naij
a"shebr
ushedhert
ummy
,she'
s
Pr
egnant
Her
:"
Maxni
cet
oseey
ouAl
i
ve"

>Max
>unedi
tedandshor
ttoo
_
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
___
_
I'
m sorr
ybutt
hetrut
his,Iwontbeabletopost
every
dayduetonetwor
kconnecti
onandhow
busyIam.Canyoubeli
eveit,
I'
mf et
ching
woodsdowninthescaryfor
est.I
'
m goingtodi
e.
>Mi
ssP
[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#17

NAOMI

Sometimesuswomen' sgetthi
ngswr ong,when
youareaguy sMistressyoucomet ohav ethat
hopethatonedayy ouwillbehiswife.Assome
ofthegir
lsthi
nktheywi l
lchangebadboy s,but
neverhappensasIthoughtMaxl ovesme.
Maxi
sMAXWELLJACOBSaf
uckboyaf
orev
er
fuckboy .Whowill
tell
y outheyloveyouj
ustt
o
fuckyouandl i
veyoupr egnant.Icl
i
ckedmy
toungeasIgotoutofbed, Iwasdonewit
hMax
andI'm donewithhisfuckenbaby .

Icamet odecidethatI
'
mt er
minati
ngthisshi
t,I
woremyt hings.ThankGodIwasn' tshowing
yetfora4mont holdpregnancy,
myt ummyi s
sti
ll
smal l
.
Igotdownst airsandAnnawassobbi ng, t
hings
wast oughatt hehouse.Hermotherkill
ing
herselfwasreal l
yst
ressi
ngandemot ional
depressing.Shehav en'
tbeenher
selfsincet he
dayshehadt henews.
Mymot herandhermotherarejustt
hesame
thi
ng,howcanamot herdothistoherchi
l
dI
don'
tgetit
.

Iwentupt
oherandhughert
oot
ight,
she
sobbedl
oudermaki
ngmecr
ytoo.
 
Her
:"
uhm I
'
m sor
ryIshoul
dsl
eep"
Me:"
youwon'
tdowhatyoudi
dLastweek
pl
ease"
shetr
iedcommi
tti
ngsui
cide,
butIbur
st
her
Her:
"I
'v
elearntmyl
essonandI
'
m sor
ry"
Ismi
l
ed
andshefaint
lysmi
l
edback
Me:
"Youneedt
oseesomeone"
shegotup
Her
:"
noty
ouagai
n"Isi
ghed
Me:"pl
easedon'
tl
ett
hist
akey
ouaway"
she
chuckl
ed
Her:
"t
akeme? ?Thisbull
shithasalr
eadyt aken
me,I'
m depr
essed..
.I'
m superangryatherhow
canshedosomet hingli
kethistome.Knowi ng
well
howIneedher ,she'ssel
fishIfucki
nhat e
her
"
Me:
"Anna"
Her
:"
don'
tAnnamej
ustdon'
t"
Me:"
pleasedothi
sforme, f
orChr
ist
hatguyl
i
ke
youAnna"sheshookherhead
Her
:"
Ineedt
osl
eep"
Me:"Anna"shejustl
eftwit
houtlooki
ngback,
I
sankinthef l
oorandsil
entl
ycrynotforwhat
happeningbutwhatmymot herdidtome.She
didthefuckinsamething.
isighedasIheara
knock

Me:"
Chr
isnotagai
n"hegoti
n,wi
tht
woot
her
guy
swhopr obabl
ylookt
hesame
Chri
s:"
uhm hi
,I
'mreal
lySorryt
oannoyyoubutI
needmyboybackNaomi andyounotknowing
whereheis,r
eall
ydon'tsi
twellt
ome"Isighed
ascloset
hedoor
Me:"hi
I'
m Naomi "
theot
herguyssmil
ed
al
thoughy oucoul
dseethatdeepdown,
they
werestressed.
?
?:"
hiI
'
m Jamal
andt
hisi
sJake,
wear
eMax
's
boy
stoo"
Inodded
Chr
is:
"hav
ehecal
l
ed?
?"Ishookmyhead
Me:
"nophewentaway"
Jake:
"Nai
j
aisal
soMi
ssi
ng"
Ifr
owned 
Me:"
whosethat
"Jakel
ookeddownav
oidey
e
cont
actsodidChri
sandJamal.
Chr
is:
"uhm uhnoonei
mpor
tant
"Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Mr:
"ohwel
l.
..
uhm Chri
scany
oust
aywi
thAnna
whi
leIgoout"
hefrowned
Chri
s:
"wher
e??St
upi
dquest
ion,
howi
sshe?
"I
si
ghed
Me:
"st
il
lthesame,
socany
ou?
?"henodded
Jake:
"sorr
ybutIdon'
tthi
nki
tsaf
efory
out
ogo
out"
Ifrowned
Me:
"why
"hesi
ghed
Jamal:
"j
ustl
ist
enmadestayforanot
her
monthsorgetabodyguar
ditnotsafe"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lbequi
ck.Cl
i
nici
snotf
arany
way
"
Chr
is:
"cl
i
nic?
?ar
eyouok"
Me:
"yeah,
I'
mfi
nejustCheckup'
s.By
e!"
Icl
osed
t
hedoorandsi
ghed.
Thatwascl
ose,
heal
mostsawt
hatI
'
m pr
egnant
.

Iwasclose,thel
inewasr
eall
ymov i
ngfast
.My
heartbeat
ingoutofmychest
,am Isur
eabout
thi
s??

#Nar
rat
ed
Chri
sstayedwi t
hAnnawhocoul dn'
tstop
Cryi
ngwhi l
eJakeandJamal li
vetosee
Acti
on(pri
vatei
nv est
igator
)theyaskedhi
mt o
sear
chf orthel
astper sonMaxwaswi thbef
ore
hedisappear.
Jake:
"doyouthi
nkMaxr
anawaywi
th
Naij
a"Jamalsi
ghed
Jamal
:"
Idon'
tknow,
sometimesy
ouj
usthav
e
towai
tbutmanIdon'
tknow"
Jake:
"whati
fshebewi
tchedhi
m"Jamal
stopped
walki
ng
Jamal
:
"don'
ttal
kli
ket
hat
"
Jake:
"thanwhatex
plai
nsthi
sshit,
Maxcan'
t
j
ustdisappear
.Helovet
hatgir
l"
Jamal:
"Iknow,i
tjustconf
usi
ngl
etj
usthopei
t
notwhatyouthi
nking"
Jake:
"yeahIhopeso,
uhm di
dyounot
ice
Naomi'
st ummy "
Jamal
:
"whatabouti
t"
Jake:
"It
hinkshe'
sPr
egnant
"Jamal
laughed
Jamal
:
"pr
obabl

youseei
ngt
hings"
Jakesi
ghed
Jake:
"May
be"thei
rcarst
oppedI
nfr
ontof
Acti
on'
shouse.

TheyknockedandAgi
rlopenedhal
fnaked
pr
obabl
yast
ri
per
.
Her:
"uhm hicanIhel
pYou"Jakeseemedal
i
ttl
e
bi
tdistr
actedthanJamal
decidetotal
k
Jamal
:
"wel
ooki
ngf
orAct
ion"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
geti
n"sheopenedt
hedoorwi
der
*
Act
iongotdownst
air
sHal
fnaked
Act
ion:
"youl
ate"
Jamal
:
"yeahwhat
evermanj
ustt
ell
usal
ready
"
Acti
on:"
itabitconf
usi
ngbutmay bey
ou'
l
lwi
l
l
underst
and"hetookouthi
siPad
Jamal
:"
lethopeitgoodnews"Jakeswal
lowed
har
dhopingitonlygoodnews,hecan'
tl
oose
hi
sbestfri
endnotliket
his
Acti
on:
"t
helastper
sont hattal
kedwithhi
m was
Naomihisgir
lf
ri
end,butbeforethathewaswit
h
Johnandhismother-
Jake:
"wai
twho'
sJohn?
?"
Act
ion:
"uhm Ihaven'
treal
l
ydiguponhim but
hi
m andhismot herar
edating"
theynodded
"Thel
astt
imehisnei
ghborsawhim,is
4monthsbackandhenevercameback"
Jamal
:
"thatal
l
??"
henodded
Jake:
"t
hisshi
tisnothel
ping"
Acti
on:
"butuhm IhaveJohn'
saddressmaybe
youcanaskhim questi
ons"Jamalnodded
whil
eJakewasn'tgett
ingthi
sshi
t
Jamal
:
"pl
ease"
Acti
onwrot
etheAddressdown,Jamalst
il
lhad
thi
shopebutJakewasn'
thavi
ngit.
..

ThejourneytoJohn(Naomi
'sfather
)waspr
etty
l
ong, itwasoneofthosesuburbshousi
ngthat
arefarawayfrom t
hetownship.
Probal
ydeepin
theForest.
Theyf
inal
l
yar
ri
ved,
thepl
acewasbeaut
if
uland
pr
ivat
e.
.
.
TheyknockedandJohnwassur
pri
sedtosee
twogentl
emen'sinhi
sdoor
.Onl
yMax'smother
knowthispl
ace,wher
ehewashidi
ngall
these
year
s.
John:"
uhm hi
"JamalandJakewer
edeeply
star
ingathi
m, t
heynot
icedhowhelookl
i
ke
Naomi
Jake:
"uhm hi
,wel
ooki
ngf
orJohn"
John:
"ar
eyouguy
spol
i
ceman'
s"
Jamal:
"uhNonotr
eal
l
ybutweneedt
oaskhi
m
fewquesti
ons"
John:"
ifyounotpol
icethansor
ry"hetr
iedt
o
closethedoorbutJakepusheditandJamal
foll
owed
John:
"youngman'
swe-
Jake:
"weknowy oudatingMax'sMotherandwe
nothereforshi
t.Thisthingisreal
damn
i
mpor t
antcanyouj ustsityourassdownandlet
ustal
klikemen's"
John:
"I
'm noty
ourf
ri
endson-
Jake:"
canyoupl
easest
opwit
hthi
schil
dish
bull
shitwi
l
lyou"
Jakewasr
eal
lypi
ssed
Jamal
:"
please!
!"
Johnwal
kedt
hem t
othel
ounge
andt
heyallsatdown
Jake:
"wepr
o-"
Jamal
cuthi
m,her
eal
l
yknows
howhistwi
ncanbei
fhi
smad
Jamal:
"Iwi
l
ldothetal
ki
ng"Jakejuststoodup
andl
ookaroundthehouse,hereal
lyneededa
smoke.

Jamal
:"
uhm si
rdoy
ouknowMax
,MAXWELL
JACOBS??
"
John:
"wel
lhi
smot
herandIusedt
odat
e"
Jamal
:
"used?
?"
John:
"webr
okeupbutthel
astti
meIsawmax,
i
s4monthsand3weeksago.Shi
tshi
tshi
t"
Jamal
:
"ar
eyouokaysi
r"
John:
"shet
ookhi
m"
Jamal
:
"younotmaki
nganysense"
John:
"Max'
smotherki
dnappedormay
behav
e
ki
ll
edmax"Jamalf
rowned
Jamal:
"Max'
smotherwil
lnever
,she'
sthe
ki
ndestwomaniknow"hedidn'
tbel
iev
eevena
bi
t
John:
"youdon'
tknowt
hatwomant
hewayI
knowher"
Jamal
:
"whywoul
dshe?
?"
John:
"cometomor
row,
wewi l
ldi
scusst
hisand
howwewi l
lfi
ndhi
mifshehasn'
tki
ll
edhi
my et
"
Jamal
:
"your
eal
l
yconf
usi
ng"
John:
"j
ustcomei
fyouwantt
oseeYourf
ri
end
agai
n"
Jamal
:
"tomor
row 
i
tist
han"
John:
"t
hatwhyshenev
ercameher
eev
ersi
nce
webrokeup"
Jamal
:
"huh?
!"
John:
"not
hingIneedt
omakeacal
l,y
oushoul
d
l
ive"
Jakewascaughtbyapi ctur
einthewall,
i
twasa
younggir
l whol
ookjustli
keNaomi wit
hher
motheralsoJohn.JaketookitandQui
cklyput
i
tinhispocketandwentback.Hewant edto
knowthisMan'sdeal.
.
.
Johnwasbusydr
inki
ngv
odkal
ooki
ngatMax
's
mom pi
ctur
e
John:
"whathappeningt
oyou??"Justt
hanhe
cameupwi t
hai deatocal
lherandwanther
back.Maybeshewill
tel
lhi
m aboutherpl
ans
wit
hMax,het ookhi
sphoneanddialedher
numberbutitwentst
rai
ghttovoi
cemail
.
Hedeci
dest
otexther

"
Heymyl
ove 
I
m Trul
ysor
ryaboutwhathappenedt
heot
her
day
,Imissy
oupleasecomeback
>Lov
eJohn"
Hesighedashehopeitwork,
Max'smother
ki
ll
ingmissionhast
ostopbef
oresheki
l
lshis
daughter
..
.
.
.
.
.
NAOMI

Iwasbackhomesleepi
ngcry
ingmysel
fto
sl
eep,
Ilookedatt
hescanandcri
edevenmor
e
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry,
I'
mreal
l
ysor
ry"
Iki
ssedi
t
Me:"I
'
m sor r
yIeventhoughtabouti
t,Iknow
youarejustafoet
usnotknowinganythingbut
BabyI'
mr eal
lysor
ry"
Ihuggedthescan
"Iwi
shyourfat
hercoul
dcomebackhome
someday"t
hebabykickedandIsmi
l
ed
Me:"youloveyourf
atherdon'tyou"i
tki
cked
again,Iwashappyoverjoyedinfact
.Ij
ust
wishedmaxwasnextt ome..
_
_

MondaymorningIdeci
dedtogotoworkmaybe
wr
it
eanarti
cleaboutMax'sDi
sappear
ance
may
bei
twi
l
lhel
p,whoknows.
Igotdownst
air
sandAnnawaspr
epar
ing
breakf
ast
Me:
"uhm hi
"shet
urnedar
oundandsmi
l
ed
Her
:"
hiDamnyoul
ookbad,
sti
l
lwor
ri
edabout
Max"
Ifr
owned
Me:
"Ar
eyouokay
??"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
I'
mfi
nebutar
eyou"
Me:
"i
fyouf
ineI
'
mfi
ne"
shesmi
l
edandhugged
me
Her:
"Ihaveal
readysawt
hel
i
ght
"Ismi
l
edand
shebrushedmyt ummy
Me:
"I
'm gl
ad"
Her
:"
how'
sthepr
egnancyt
reat
ingy
ou"
Me:
"I
'm happybutIwi
shMaxwasher
e"
Her
:"
Iknow,
leteatorel
sewewi
l
lbel
ate"
Me:
"yougoi
ngt
oo?
?"shenodded
Her:
"yeahcomenow,
weneedt
ofeedt
heboy
her
e"
Me:
"boy
??"
Her
:"
thewayy
ouUgl
yforsur
eitaboy
"

>NAYNAY
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[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#18{
shor
tsomet
hing}

MAXWELL

Mybodywasdr ai
nedt oodrai
ned,IEv
enst
ink
l
ikehell
.Whenwast helastti
meIhadabath?
?
Talki
ngaboutr
ealfoodnotst upi
dwhit
ebr
ead
wit
hwat er
.
Iwastir
ed,
ti
redofcr
yingandt
ir
edoft
hepai
n
ever
ythi
ngwastoomuch. 
Isomehowwi shIwasdi
edormaybediedt
he
daymymot herdi
ed,thi
ngswer
ereal
l
youtof
cont
rolnow. 
Justyesterdayshegotinandtoldmemy
Fathergotoutofj ail
butsheki
l
ledhi
m.She
ki
ll
edmyf atherthedayhegotoutofj
ail
,and
j
usticewasn' tserv
ed.
"Pennyofyourt
houghts"
Ilookather,
Idon'
t
knowifshe'scr
azytooorshe'sdoi
ngthi
sout
ofjeal
ous.
Me:
"Na-i
-j
-A"
my 
voi
cewasn'
tther
e,i
twasj
ust
t
rembl
ing.
Her:
"i
tsad.Watchi
ngyouli
kethis.I'
m sor
ry,
I
WishIcandosomet hi
ngbutIcan'
t.Myhands
areti
edhopeyouunderst
and"shekissedmy
for
ehead
Me:
"mmmh"Ihummed,
Iwasdonet
alki
ng.I
wassi
ckandt
ir
edoft
hisshi
t.
Her:
"probablyyouhat
emebutcany
oul
ove
hi
m? "shebrushedhertummy
Me:
"hi
m??
"shesmi
l
edev
enwi
der
Her:
"yeahitahe,t
heyt
oldme.Imi ghtdiet
he
dayIgivebir
thtohi
m."
hereyesgotglassy
sur
elyshewasabouttocry
Me:
"oohi
m-"
Idi
dn'
tknowwhatt
osay
Her:"I
'
m sor r
yMaxI'mr eal
l
ysorry,Ij
ustl
iked
thewayy ouhotandthepressureyougaveme
Everyti
mewehadsex, havingsexwithyouwas
j
ust -
.Godpl easef
orgiv
emeandl ovemychild
please"Iswall
owedhard
Me:"
doesy
ourmot
herknow?
?"sheshookher
head
Her:
"i
fshedi d.Shewoul
dhaveforcedmet oki
ll
hi
m, Ilov
ehi mtoomuchandIcan'tletmy
motherdot hattometohim.
"Isi
ghed, cour
seI
havelosthope
Me:
"l
ethopeIdon'
tdi
eher
e"shel
ookedaway
Her:
"t
omorr
owist
heday
,uhm i
sthedayy
ou
di
e"shest
oodup
Me:
"ohnogodno,
whataboutmyki
ds?
?"
Her
:"
yourki
ds?
?"shesmi
l
ed
Me:
"yeah,Iwi
l
llov
ehim.Il
ovemyki
ds
Nai
j
a"shesmil
eevenwider
Her
:"
cany
oubel
i
evei
tmyl
astmont
h??
"
Me:
"i
tis?
?"shenodded.
"WOW meaningitmy9thmont
hher
e,Naomi
is
aboutt
ogiv
ebi r
thtoo"
Her:
"yeahuhm Ihavetogobeforemymot
her
comeback"shekissedmyforehead
"
Agai
ni'
m sor
ry"
shel
eft

#Nar
rat
ed
Fi
nal
l
yMax'
sfakemot
herr
espondst
oJohn
cal
ls,
shewasovert
hemoon.Shecoul
dn'
thel
p
butsmil
eather
sel
f.
Her
:"
I'
m happy,
wefinal
l
ygotback
t
ogether
"Johnf
akedasmil
e
John:"
met
oomyl
ove,
I'
m sor
ryIwasaj
erk"
she
gi
ggled
Her:
"Il
ovey
ouJohn,
Iwi
l
ldi
efory
ou"
Johnt
ook
outari
ngbox
John:
"Ilov
ey ou,
Ilov
ethereal
you.Idon'
tcar
e
aboutyourpastandwhaty
oudoory ouhave
doneiloveyou"
Her
:"
youmeant
hat
??"
Johnnodded
"Ihavetotel
lyousomethi
ng"
Johnsmi
l
edand
pressedrecor
dfrom hi
sphone
John:
"ar
eyoual
ri
ghtmylove"Max'
sfakemom
ormoreli
keNai
j
amot herbr
ushedherface
Her:
"I
'm, Ikil
l
edmysister"
thatcameasashock
toJohn,heknewshemi ghtbeev ilbutki
l
li
ng
hersi
ster?shedi
dn'
trealexpectthat
John:
"yoursi
sterwho?
?"shesi
ghedandst
ood
updrankwater
Her:"
I'm notNat ali
eJacobs, myr ealnamei s
NatashaAdams.Nat al
ieandIwer etwinsister
s,
wewer eoncecl osethanev er.Butwhenwe
reachthet eenagest age, shest artedtreat
ing
mel i
keaf ool.Iwashert oyandont opoft hat
shehady outheguyofmydr eams.Iwasj ust
herclownherf ri
endswoul dmakef unnyofme,
shewoul dl i
et omypar entsaboutmehav i
ng
sugardaddywhi chcausedmymot hertotreat
medi fferentl
y,shewoul dbeatmeupf or
nothing.Shewoul dgossipaboutmewi thher
fri
ends, shet oldthem Iwasami stake.Iwasa
fool.
 
Thingsdidn'tstopthere,
myf athermyown
fathersaidI'
m sexyIshouldn'tbeworri
edabout
mymot herandNat ali
e.Theonl ythi
ngIshoul
d
doi stofocusonhi sneeds.Hewoul drapeme
Everyti
mehegotachance, hewast heonewho
brokemyv i
rgini
ty.Mymot hercaughtusone
day,shesaidIseducedherhusbandand
bewi
tchedhim.Shet hr
ewmeout, Iev
enfi
ndi
t
har
dt obel
ievetheyweremyparents.
Nat al
i
ehadherbi g18thbirt
hday,whi l
eIwas
sleepingwi t
hol dmen' sforMoney .OnedayI
foundouti waspr egnantandMyf atherwasthe
father.Ithoughtaboutt erminat
ingitbutI
changedmymi nd, Ihopedmybabywi l
ll
oveme
andshedi d,she'stheonlyhumanbei ngyou
trul
ylov eme.  
Masondot hemostpower fulwitchhel pedmei n,
Istayedwi thher
.Shetaughtmet hingsl i
keHow
tobest rong,Ialwaysdrankagl assofbl ack
bloodev erymorning.I
tmademest rongand
Power ful
,Iwasn'tscar
edofany thingany more.I
was- "shesighedjustt
hesi ghtofki ll
ingher
parentsjustmadehercr y,andki l
linghersi st
er
too.
"Iwast
hedev
ilhi
mself
,af
terIgavebi
rt
h..I
gaveawaymydaught
ercoursei
fshewasnearI
woul
dhav
eki
l
ledhert
oo.
 
Iki
ll
edever
yonet
hatMasondoaskmet oki
l
l,I
wouldcomebackwi
ththehead,f
inger
sand
eardrums.
ButonedayIf eltanger,thehateinme.Natal
i
e
wassuccessf ulandmar r
iedtothemostri
ch
famil
y,shenev eroncet houghtaboutmeher
sist
er.Myparent swerehav ingthel
if
ethey
neverthoughttheirwouldhav eoneday,t
hat
wereIdecidedt okil
lthem.  
Afterkill
ingthem, Ifakedmyowndeat hand
continuedwi thNat al
ie'slif
e.Ikill
ed
April
(Naomi 'smot her), Iwant edtoki l
lyou
daught ertoobutshej ustdi sappeared.You
helpedmef rameMax' sf ather,itwasn'tYou.I
bewi t
chedy ou, Ithoughtmay bey ouwi l
lfeel
thatI'
m notNat al
iesoIbewi t
chedy ou.Af ter
thatli
fewasj ustparadise, butMymai d(Anna's
mot her)knewal otaboutMesoIki l
ledhert oo,
butbef orethatIkidnappedMaxt heoney ou
t
houghtwasmyson.Hisnotr eall
ymi ne,hi
s
Nat
ali
e'
sfi
rstbor
n.I
'm say
ingf i
rstborncause
t
hedayshediedshewaspr egnant. 
Alt
houghIhav en'
tkil
ledmaxbutt omorrowi s
theday ,
Maxi sdat i
ngy ourdaught
er.Their
weren'tsupposet obei nl
ove,buti
tcall
edtrue
l
ov etheirmistakenl
yf el
linl
oveanditcal
led
Accidental
lyInlove.
 
YesterdayIkil
ledMax'
sf atherthedayhecame
outofjail
,Ifoundoutheknewmor ethanI
thought.Heknewev ery
thingf r
om thebeginning
andhewasr eadytoexposeme, Icouldn'
tri
skit
.
I
'm abadper son,
Iknowbutt
hatmeandIwi
l
l
neverchange"
John:
"i
-idon'
tknowwhatt osay"
hewasscared
mostl
yforhisdaughter
slif
eandforhi
mselftoo
.Thedangerhewasi n,befor
ehecoul
deven
thi
nkfur
ther,Natashat
alked
Her:
"youdon'
twanttomarrymeany
mor
e??
"she
knewwhattodoiftheansweri
sNo
John:"
what
??don'
tbesil
ly
,al
thoughI'
m
shockedIl
oveyouIwi
llal
waysloveyou"
he
cl
osedhisphone,
andtookherhand 
"
Ihopei
tay
es"
Nat
ashagi
ggl
ed
Her
:"ofcour
seisayes"
shedi
dn'
tsuspect
any
thingalt
houghJohnwassweati
nglikecr
azy
John:
"Il
ovey
ou"
heki
ssedher
Her
:"I
'
mfi
nal
l
yengagedt
oyou"
sheki
ssedher
r
ing
John:
"whathappenedt
oMasondo?
?"
Her:
"Ihaveanewwi t
chdoctornowalt
hough
she'
ssicktoo,Masondodiedlasty
earandI
tookover
"henodded.
John:
"whenareweki
ll
ingMax?
?"shegi
ggl
ed,
shewasreal
lycr
azy 
Her:
"t
omor r
owmyl ove,
Ihidhi
minmyhousein
thebasement."
Johnsmiledt
ohimsel
fashe
knewthingswouldbeeasynow
John:"gohomeandbat h,chi
l
lwit
hMaxal i
tt
le
thancomebackl at
er.Ihaveasurpr
isef
or
you"shegiggl
ed
Her
:"
Ilov
eyouandi
m happyt
haty
ouacceptme
t
hewayIam"
John:
"nowl
i
ve"
Theyki
ssedandshel
eft
.
Johnsighedanddrankhisvodka,
thi
swas
crazyever
ythi
ngseem cr
azy.Maybehewast
he
crazyone,t
hosewerehisthought
s.

Hecall
edJamal
andt
heymetupi
nJake'
s
Rest
aurant.
Jamal
:
"sowhatt
hedeal
"
John:
"t
ake"
hegav
ehi
m hi
sphone
"Pl
aythatv
oicerecor
dfort
hepolice,
Ihopeshe
doesn'
thaveconnect
iont
herecourseifshe
have.Wewilldi
e"
Jake:
"uhm Idon'
tunder
stand"
Jamal
rol
l
edhi
s
ey
es
Jamal
:
"Iwi
l
ldoso"
John:
"makesur
etheyatmyhouse
midni
ght
"Jamalnoddedagai
n
"Ihav
etogo,ohanduhm maxi
sinherHouse,
seewouldbebackbynowIhav
etogo"hestood
up
Jamal
:
"thanky
ou"
hesmi
l
ed
John:
"t
hankyouforcomingt
ome"Jakej
ust
l
ookedatthem andshookhi
shead.

Af
terJohnl
eft
Jake:
"canyout
ell
me,
whatt
hef
ucki
s
happening"
Jamal:"
IhaveNotime,Iwil
lcal
lChris.Take
yourkeyswegoingdownt hestat
ion"Jake
sighedandstoodupwhileJamalcallChriswho
i
sHel pi
ngAnnawr i
teTheArti
clethatwas
supposedtobewri
tt
enbyNaomi ,whoi
shav
ing
al
otofstressf
orapregnantwoman.

Natashaar
riv
edi
nJohn'
shousebutt
hanher
phonerang
Her
:"
hel
l
o"
?
?:"
Mzwezwe"t
hatwasNat
ashawi
tchname
Her
:"
Nkany
amba"
herwi
tchdoct
or
Nkanyamba:"
y ouareindanger,
thatJohnman
doesn'
tlov
ey ou.Hissett
ingyouup,kil
lhi
mjust
ki
llhi
m befor
ei tt
oolate.
"
Her
:"
Idon'
tunder
stand"
Nkanyamba:"he'
s setti
ngyouup,y
ouwi l
lsuffer
f
rom hel
lifyoudon' tki
llhi
m.Ki
ll
him now, don'
t
waitj
ustkil
lhim"shehangedupaf t
erthose
words.
Shetookoutherkni
feandopenedt
hedoor
al
thoughshelovedhi
m,shehadtoki
ll
her 
"
SHEKI
LLTHOSEWHORUI
NHERLI
FE"

Johnwascooki
ng,
hef
akedasmi
l
ethet
ime
shegoti
n.
John:
"bbe!
!"
Natasha:
"bbe??Yousni
tchy
oudeser
vet
o
di
e"Johnfroze.

>Max
[
05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#19

NAOMI
Iwokeup,oneofmylazyday
sofcour
se.I
missedMaxeverysi
ngl
eday,Il
ovehi
m so
muchwhyi shedoi
ngthi
stome.
Chr
iscal
l
ed.
Hi
m:"
hel
l
o"
Me:
"hi
"
Hi
m:"maxwil
lbef
oundIpr
omi
se"
Isi
ghedas
mytear
srol
ldown
Me:
"Ihopeso"
Hi
m:"
justt
rustme"
Me:
"Ihopey
our
ight
"
Hi
m:"
uhhowi
sAnna?
?"
Me:
"bet
tert
hanbef
ore"
Hi
m:"
shehav
en'
thad.
.
Me:
"hadwhat
??
Hi
m:"
uuhwewi
l
ltal
klat
er"
hehungup
Whati
shet
alki
ngabout
??
Aft
erIat
emyfavori
tepi
e,iwentt
osl eep.It
wasweird,
mybabyhasn'
tki
ckedtoday.idon'
t
knowwhatwaswrongmaybehisSleepingor
somethi
ng.
If
inal
l
ydozedof
fwi
thmyheav
yhead.

_
__

Iwasreal
lyt
ryi
ngtoIgnoret
hepai
n,i
twastoo
muchbutItol
dmy sel
fitai
n'
tmyti
me.Buti
t
wasgetti
ngworseti
mebyt i
me.
Annagoti
t,shewasf
inenow.
Her
:"
cany
oubel
i
evei
t,dadj
ustdi
sappear
ed"
Me:
"aaaaar
h"Iscr
eamed
Her
:"
Nar
eyou-
Me:
"ohmygodi
ttoopai
nful
,Anna"
sher
ushed
t
ome
Her:
"uhm eeer
haaar
h"Igotr
eal
l
yir
ri
tat
edby
t
hisshit
Me:"Annaman"
shesi
ghed.Godf
uckshewas
shaking.
Her:
"uhm Iwi
l
lcal
ltheambul
ance"
Ipunchher
back
Me:"Annajustdr
ivemetot
hedamn
hospit
al"
shelookedatmeandhel
pst
oodup
Her
:"
youcandot
hisAnnay
oucan"
Me:"
fuckAnnast
artt
hef
ucki
ncar
"shedr
ove
sl
owly
"
Bit
chdr
ive!
!!
!"
shel
ookedatmeandgasped
Her:
"bl
oodAnna,
bloodi
nyourl
egs"
Ilooked
down
Me:"
ohmygodIcan'
t,
Noi
can'
tl
oosemy
baby
"Icr
ied
Her:
"comedown"
mybodywasshaki
ng
uncontr
oll
abl
e
"
OhmygodNo"
thatal
lIr
emember
.
.
.

#Nar
rat
ed
John:
"bbewhatar
eyouonabout
"
Natasha:
"bbe,
JohnIwil
lki
l
lyouandbur
yyou
underyourdamnhouse"
shewalkedt
ohim.
John:"
uhm Nat
tymyl
ovear
eyouOk"
she
chuckl
ed
Natasha:
"okay
??I
'
m angr
y"shewal
ktowar
ds
hi
m buthekeptonmov i
ngback
"
Ithoughty
oul
oveme"
John:
"Il
ovey
ouNattyItr
ulyl
ovey
ou"
she
smil
edoneofherev
ilsmil
e
Nat
asha:
"youwi
l
ldi
etoday
"sher
ant
owar
ds
hi
m whi
chmadeJohnmov
ebackf
ast
erbutt
he
damnWall
stophi
m.
John:"
NattyI'
m sor
ry"
ther
ewasnoot
herwayt
o
l
ivethatspace
Natasha:
"mmmh"t heki
tchendooropen,
NatashawasalreadyontopofJohn.Gunshot
s
wenton, af
tert
hattheroom wasquite.
.
.
Jamal
heartwasbeat
ingoutofhi
schest
,he
wasaf
rai
d.Afr
aidt
hatJohnmightbeshott
oo.
Jamal:
"uhm whathappenedtoJohn"heasked
theof
fi
cerwhowaswal ki
ngoutthehouse
Of
fi
cer
:"
uhwhoi
sthat
??"
Jamal
:
"theguywhowaswi
tht
hewomani
nsi
de"
Of
fi
cer
:"
I'
m af
rai
dIcan'
ttel
lyou"
Jakef
rowned
Jake:
"excuseme,wehel
pedyouandy oucan'
t
Evenansweronedamnquest
ion"
off
icersi
ghed
andthet
oobodi
eswer
ewheel
edoutoft
he
house
Jamal
:
"No!
!"
"
Chil
lI
'm ali
ve"Johnsai
dinawhisper
,ashewas
l
ayi
ngont hebedwheeledoutofthehouse
Nat
ashast abbedhiminthear
m.

Nat
ashawhowasshot6t
imesi
ntheback.
 
Noneedt
oaskshewasal
readydi
ed.
Butwhataboutal lthosewhodi ed,Ki
ll
edbyher.
thosewhodi dn'
tgetj ustice,wasshesuppose
todie??Peopledeser vejusticeandwasthat
j
ustice??Shediedf reelywi t
hagun.Whatabout
thepainhecour sedt othepoorAdam f ami
ly
,Maxandhi sfami ly,whataboutAnna' smother
.Thepai nthatwilllastforever,
itt
ruewhen
theysayli
feisunf air.
.
.
.
.
.
Maxwassti
ll
tiedt
othebed,
Nai
j
awasf
eedi
ng
hi
m por
ri
dge.
Max:
"t
hanks"
she 
chuckl
ed
Naij
a:"
thatafi
rstt
hanky
ou,
I'
veev
erhadf
rom
you"
hesmi l
ed
Max:
"mmmhi sn'
ti
tlat
e,yourmotherwi
l
lki
l
l
youi
fshef
indsyouhere"
Naijasi
ghed
Naij
a:"
mmmhy
eahi
-"
shewasdi
stur
bedbyt
he
door 
Max:"
who'st
hat??
"Thepeoplewhowas
bangi
ngthedoordidn'
tst
op
Nai
j
a:"
letmegocheck!
"
Max:
"i
sitsaf
e??
?"
Nai
ja:
"takecar
eofmybabymax"
sheki
ssedhi
s
f
orehead
Max:
"don'
t-
Naij
a:"
I'
m sor
ryforever
ythi
ng,hopeonedayy
ou
wil
lfi
nditinyourhear
ttoforgi
veme"
Max:
"Nai
-
Nai
ja:
"i
twasallmymother,
I'
m sorry
"she
cl
osedthedoorandwal
ktothelounge
"I
'
m happy,Iwi
ll
diehappy"shesmil
edand
openedthedoor
...
.gunshotswenton.

2bul
l
etinthechest
,thei
rreal
i
zedlatert
hatshe
waspregnant
.Theyrushedhert
ot hehospi
tal
,
wasshesupposetodie??
Maxclosedhereyesashelethi
stear
sfall
,he
r
eal
lydidn'
tl
ikeNaij
abutforhert
odieli
kethat
.

Chr
isr
ushedt
ohi
sfr
iendi
nthebasement
.
Hi
sheartbr
okewhenhesawhi sbestfr
iendti
ed
i
nthebedhelpl
ess.Maxcoul
dn'
tbeli
evehis
eyes,henevert
houghtt
hisdaywoul
dcome,but
sti
llhi
sheartwasonNaij
a.Whatwas
happening?
?ishi
ssonokay?!
didNai
j
adie?
?
Chr
is:
"Max"
hesai
dinawhi
spert
one
Max:"Chri
s"t
hey boldl
yhugged,theynev
er
thoughttheywillseeeachotheragai
n.I
twas
over,everyt
hingwasov er.
..

i
nNkany
ambahouse:
Thehousewasshaki
ng,
ever
ywi
tchmedi
cine
weref
all
ingdown.
Her
:"
wit
chupont
hedev
il
s"t
hatdi
dn'
tst
opi
t
"Theheartoft
hegreatones"
thehousest
opped
shesmiledtoher
self
.
Thephotointhewal
lbr
oke,i
twasthepi
ctureof
herthedayshewasthr
onedthebestwi
tchof
them al
l
Her
:"
NoNoNo"
shescr
eamedandt
hehouse
wentdown.
..
Arooffelli
nherbody,shechangedi
ntoa
snake.Thatwastheendofher,t
hecobrawi
l
l
suff
ertherestofi
tli
fe.
 
.
.
.
I
ntheAmbul
ance

Thepainwastoomuch, i
nhopethatherson
wil
lli
ve.Shedidn'
tcar
eabouther
sel
f,i
fonly
hersoncanli
vethanshe'
shappy.
Her:
"Il
oveyou"sheslowlybrushedhert
ummy
butherhandstoppedmov ing.Themachines
madeaf astt
it
i sound.
Nur
sest
ri
edi
tal
lbutt
heyf
ail
ed.
Nurse:
"t
imeofdeat
h..
..
..
"Nai
j
aspir
it
smovedout
ofherbody,
shediedbutshedi
edhappy
knowingwel
lmaxfor
gav
eher
.Shewasnow
fr
ee,shedi
edfr
ee.

Maxdi
dn'tknowwhatt
odo,Jamalcal
l
edwhen
hewasabouttof
oll
owtheambul
ance
Jamal
:
"man"
hewasner
vous
Chr
is:
"yeah"
Jamal
:
"Naomi
isadmi
tt
edt
ohospi
tal
"
Chr
is:
"i
sn'
ti
tear
ly"
Jamal
:"
iti
sman,waitdidy
ouf
oundmax?
?"he
washol
dinghi
sbreath
Chri
s:
"yeahhi
sher
enextt
ome"
Jamal
sighedi
n
rel
i
ef
Jamal
:
"shar
p"

Max:
"ev
ery
thi
ng 
ok?
?"
Chr
is:
"ar
eyouokay
??"
hesi
ghed
Max:"Ihav
etorusht
ot hehospi
tal
,Nai
j
ajust
gotshotandshe'
sPregnantwit
hmybaby"Chri
s
di
dn'tknowwhattosay.
Chri
s:"
uhm er
hNaomi isi
nthehospi
tal
too"
Max'shear
traced
Max:"
isn'
titearl
y??
"hecoul
dn'
thi
dehi
stear
s,
hecouldimaginethepai
nNaomiwasin.
Chr
is:
"i
ther7mont
h" 
Max:"
whatdoIdonow?!
Ican'
tloosemybaby'
s
att
hesametime..
.NO.
"hedidn'
tknowwhereto
goto.

>Nay
Nay

>UnEdi
ted

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05/
25,
20:
21]Ron:
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e
#20

MAXWELL

Mybodywasstil
li
npai
n,j
usttheprocessof
choosi
ngmadememor edeezy.Il
ostbalance
andIsatdown
Chr
is:
"ar
eyouok"
Ilazi
l
ysmi
l
ed
Me:
"I
'mf
inebr
a"hef
rowned
Chri
s:
"youain'
tfi
neletmetakeyout
othe
hospi
tal,
youwi l
lseeNaomiandNaij
a
tomorr
owr i
ghtnowy ouneedadoct
or"he
hel
pedmeup.
Me:"Chr
isI
'
mf i
neok,Ij
ustneedt
oseeNaomi
sobad."
Iswal
lowedhar
dasmyt ear
smake
thei
rwayoutofmyeyes.
Chr
is:
"l
etst
artt
oadoct
orf
ir
st"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"Nai
j
asai
dshi
tshi
tChr
isIhav
etoseeher
Nai
j
a"Iwasf
rust
rat
ed 
Chri
s:"
dudeyouwi l
lgomadi fy
oukeepon
act
ingli
kethi
s, eatsomet
hingthanwewi
llgo
seethem"Ist
areathimishecrazy??
Me:"Idon'
twantfoodChris,Iwantmyki
ds.
Theirmightbeindangergodthei
rhav
etobe
al
ive"hehuggedme.

Within30mi nwewer einhospit


al,
Ihadtosee
Naomi fi
rst.IknowItmightlookself
isht
osee
herfir
stbutallthepainthatshehavebeen
thr
ew, al
lthesepastmont hs.Sheneedsme
mor e.
Doct
or:
"uhm MrJacobsyoucansi
tdown"wel
l
DrDani
elisafamil
ydoct
orandheisNayNay'
s
doct
ort
oo.
Me:
"Danhey
,howi
smywi
fe"
hel
ookeddown
Hi
m:"
she'
sast
rongwoman"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"shei
s..
."
Him:"herbloodpr essurewast oohigh,shewas
str
essingt oomuch.Wet riedourl evelofbest
butthebabydi dn'tmakei t,butluckil
yshewoke
upfewmi nut esago.Thatagoodsi gnbutshe's
depressed, Ihav en'
ttoldhert henewsbutI
guessshef iguredouther self
.She' sjustmute,
shedoesn' twannat alktoany one.Shedoesn' t
crybutstar eatt heblankspace. "
Me:
"t
hebabydi
dn'
tmakei
t?"
atearf
lowed
Hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ryMax,
Itr
iedmybest
..
..
Me:
"why
??whyhi
m..
."
Hi
m:"
Max.
."Ii
nhal
edshar
plybutt
ear
scoul
dn'
t
st
opfl
owi
ng.
Me:
"canIseeher
"henodded
Him:"herfri
endhav etri
edherbesttoCheerher
up,butshej ustblankl
ylookather
motionless"hetappedmyshoul der
"
AgainI
'
m sorryfory
ourl
oss"
Inoddedandhe
l
eftmeInf
rontofNaomi'
sward.
Shewastooti
ny,
herchi
ckboneswereshowi
ng.
Herl
ipswer
edry,wi
thherswol
lenf
ace.
 
It
ookf
ewst
epswhenIhearsomeoneget
ti
ngi
n.
?
? :
"max!
!"
Ifr
oze,
iwasn'
treadt
oseeAnnanot
r
ighti
nthismoment
Me:
"Anna"
Chr
isf
oll
owedAf
terher
Anna:"
Idi
dn'tbeli
eve,youali
ve.Chr
istol
dme
every
thi
ngI'm sor
ry"shehuggedme, j
usta
si
sterhugthatIneeded
Me:"uhm Imf i
nenow, howareyouholdi
ng
up??"hereyebrowsmett hansi
ghed,
Ithi
nkshe
taughtIwast alki
ngaboutNaomi.
Her
:"
I'
mfi
neIwi
l
lbef
ine!
!"
Ihuggedheragai
n
Me:
"Ihavetotel
lyousomet
hingbutwewi
l
ltal
k
t
omorrow"shenodded
*
"
Maxisitreal
l
yyou?
"Il
ookbackandshewas
j
ustst
ari
ngatme 
Chri
s:"
letgi
vet
hem space"
het
ookAnnahand
andlef
t.
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Her:
"It
houghtyoul
eftme"
Iwal
kedt
othebed
andquickl
yhugher
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Ihadnowor
dsi
nme
Her
:"
why
??Whyhuh??Di
dyouhadt
owai
tfor
metomi
scar
ryf
ir
st-
"
Ihuggedhert
ight
er,
shef
inal
l
yleti
toutshe
cri
ed.
 
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
shesni
ff
ed
Her:"
itwast oosoonmax, Ididn'
tgettohol d
hi
m.Tol ove,tobat hhim everydayand
breastf
edhi m Everytimehi shungry.Those
sl
eeplessni ghts,Ididn'
tgett okisshisforehead
everymor ninghisgoi ngtoschool .Celebr
ating
His1y earol dbir
thday ,
his16t hbirt
hdaywhat
abouthis21sthuh? !Godt ookall t
hataway
fr
om mewhy ??Godhasnev ergivemea
chance,hetookmyparent
snowmyson.My
fi
rstbor
nMax! !
whydoeshehatemethi
smuch?
?
Allhedoistakeandt
akeandtakeev
ery
thi
ng
thatmatt
erstome.
Me:
"bbepl
ease"
Her
:"
Ididn'
tgettowat
chhi
m gr
aduat
e,get
ti
ng
awif
e"shechuckl
ed
"Maki
ngmeproud,
whynowhuh.MaybeifI
madeanabor
ti
onthingswoul
dhav
elong
heal
ed."
Me:
"bbedon'
ttal
kli
ket
hat
"
Her
:"
Ilov
ehi
m,he-
--
Iki
ssedhermoreli
kepeckherl ips,askedhert
o
moveandIsleptnexttoher.Shelayedherhead
i
nmychestandIki ssedherforehead.
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
Her
:"
singf
orme"
Me:
"uhbbei
can'
tsi
ng"
Her
:"
please!
!"

needany
thi
ngt
oCheerherup
Me:
"whi
chsong?
?"
Her:
"ki
dsSleepsong,theonethatyourmother
usedtosi
ngforyou"Isi
ghjustherr
emi ndi
ng
meofmymot her
.
"
Bbepl
ease"
Idi
dn'
treal
i
sehowQui
etIwas
Me:
"t
hewheel
soft
hebusgoes-
-
Her
:"
nott
hatone"shegi
ggl
ed,
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"ar
hcomeonIknowt
hatoneBet
ter
"
Her
:"
nop,
Iwantanot
herone"
Me:
"ji
ngl
ebel
l
sji
ngl
ebel
l
sji
ngl
eal
ltheway-
--
"
Her:
"ohmygodbabyy
ousuck,
thataChr
ist
mas
song"shel
aughed
Me:
"ohl
etmet
ryanot
herone"
Her:
"nopl
etj
ustcuddl
eyousuckbbe"
Iki
ssed
herhead 
Me:
"atl
eastIcansi
ng"
shel
aughedl
oudert
his
t
ime
Her
:"
ohmygody
oubadt
oobadbbe"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"I
'm bet
tert
hany
ou"
Her
:"
Mymot
herusedt
osi
ngf
orme"
Me:
"youl
ovedi
t??
"shesi
ghed
Her
:"
hervoi
cewasangeli
c,shewouldsi
ngfor
meeverymorni
ngandnight
s.myf at
hersawit
asawasteofti
me"shegi
ggled
"OhkIcan'
tholdi
tany
mor
eyousti
nkman,what
happenedtoyou?
?ohmygodMaxyouneeda
bath"
shesnif
fedmeandt
hanl
augh
Me:
"mx
m"
Her
:"
ohbbeyousulki
ng,ohgody
oupout
ing!
!"
I
l
aughedshej
oinedi
n..
-
-Af
tersomuchsi
l
ence-
-
Me:
"howwasy
ourdad"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
bestinthem al
l
"IwishIcanjustt
ell
her
nowthatherfat
heri
sali
ve,butitnott
hetime
nort
hepl
ace.
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Her
:"
Don'
t"
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
Her
:"
I'
venev
erst
opped"
Ismi
l
ed.

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Ispental
lmyni
ghtwi
thHer
,butIhadt
osee
Naij
athefol
l
owi
ngmorni
ng.
 
Iki
ssedherf
oreheadandcal
l
edChr
is.
Me:
"di
dyouf
indher
"
Him:
"she'
satt
hesamehospi
tal
youatr
ight
now"
Me:
"t
hewar
d??
"
Hi
m:"
DrDani
elwi
l
lhel
pyouwi
tht
hat
,howi
s
Wi
fey
??"
Me:
"bet
ter
,shel
aughsandwegood.
"
Hi
m:"
shemi
ssedy
ou"
Ilookedatherandsmi
l
ed
Me:
"uhy
eah"
Hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ryf
ory
ourl
ossbr
other
"Isi
ghed
Me:
"t
hanksi
wil
lbef
ine"
Hi
m:"
ify
ouneedany
thi
ng-
-
Me:
"Iwi
l
lbef
ineChr
isok?
?"
Hi
m:"
Ilov
eyoubr
a"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"gayt
endency
,Il
ovey
out
oobr
a"
Hi
m:"
shar
p"heHungup

Ir
ushedt
oDrDani
elof
fi
ce.
.
Hi
m:"
many
ousl
epther
e??
"
Me:"y
eahIj
ustwant
edhert
ofeel
bet
ter
"he
nodded
Him:"
butyouneedt
ogohomeandt
akea
shower"
Me:
"t
rustmeI
'
vegetmor
ethant
haty
est
erday
,
shet
oldmeIst
ink"
hel
aughed
Hi
m:"
shet
alks?
?"Inodded
"
Thatagoodsi
gn,
sowhatcanIdof
ory
ou?
?"
Me:"
Nai
jaAdams,whi
chwardisshei
n??"
he
l
ookeddowninhi
sfi
leandpagedtwi
ce
Hi
m:"
theonet
hatgother
eyest
erdayni
ght?
?"
Me:
"t
hatone,
shewaspr
egnant
"hesi
ghed
Him:
"goodnewsthebabyi
sal
i
ve,
notf
ull
y
heal
thbutOk."
Me:
"andt
hebadnews?
?"
Hi
m:"
theBabymamadi
dn'
tmakei
t"
ifr
owned
Me:
"whatdoy
oumean?
?"
Hi
m:"
shepassedony
est
erday
"Isi
ghed
Herv
oiceechoedi
nmyear
s
(
takecar
eofmybabyMaxpl
ease)
Me:
"canIseeher
"
Hi
m:"
theyst
il
lwor
kingonherbodybuty
oucan
seeherTomor
row"
inodded
Me:
"t
hebaby
??"
Hi
m:"
youcanseehi
m,f
oll
owme"
Ist
oodup.

Hewasjustmyphotocopy ,noneedtoDeny
hi
m.HegotNai j
aeyesalthoughhi
sthick
eyebr
ows,hi
sLipsandhisheadstruct
ure.Hi
s
j
ustme.ismi
ledandkissedhisfor
ehead.
Me:"
Iwonderhowwil
lNaomitaket
his"
Ihel
dhi
s
handandheheldonmyfi
ngerti
ght
er.

>Max
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#21
NAOMI

Ihandhi
mt helet
terhewrote.Helookati
tand
fr
own,Il
efthi
mi ntheki
tchentoreadi
t.
Wewer enowbackhome, i
tbeen2day sand
thi
ngswer en'
tgood.Heactlikeever
ythi
ngis
OK,thatlet
tersai
dital
l.Hesaidheusedmef or
sex,If
eltmyangerbuildi
ngup.Iwentt ohi
s
room,IpackedallmyclothesIneededtogo
backhome, Ican'
tpret
endany more.
"
Baby
"
Me:
"maxpl
ease"
Ikeptonpacki
ng
Hi
m:"
Idi
dn'
twr
it
eit
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"ohsoi
twr
otei
tsel
fhuh?
?
Hi
m:"
myl
ove-
Me:
"f
uvkofMaxman"It
ri
edtopassbuthehel
d
mywaist,
IgaspImi
ssedthi
sbutIcan'
t.
"
Pleasel
etmego"
Iwhi
sper
ed
Him:"
Iwon'tandIwillnev
er"
hepi
nnedme
agai
nstthedoor,ki
ssingme.mybodybet
rayed
me,Iresponded.Ourclot
heswer
eonthefl
oor,I
tr
appedmyl egsinhiswaist
Me:"
ohmygoodnessmax"
hef
orcef
uli
nser
t
hi
mself
.

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[
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25,
21:
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e

#21-Cont
inuat
ion

NAOMI

Sexbringpeopletogetheri
nawaythatt
hey
thoughtthei
rinl
ove,sexwil
lal
way
sbegoodbut
i
tsolvesnothing.
Me:"mmhgodMax" hewasholdingmyneck
cl
osetohi sface,
Iwasont opofhim.hewould
ki
ssbet hereandthere.Iwasontopbuthi
sthe
onewhohadcont rol.Hewasfuckingme
beneat
h.
Him:
"Iwanttoheari
tbbe, sayi
tpl
ease.Tel
lme
youbel
ieveme"IwantedtoButidi
dn'
tknow
howtotrusthi
m anymore.
Me:
"max"
hest
opped
"
Whydi
dyoust
op"
Ifr
owned
Him:"
bbeI
'
m sorr
yforwhathappenedbuty
ou
havetomylov
epleasebel
i
eveme"
Hi
sey
esgotgl
assy
"
Ilov
eyouNaomi
Ican'
tl
oosey
ou"
Me:"
shhhbbeletgetdressedwewil
ltal
kabout
t
hisok??Don'
tcryplease"
hesigh
Hi
m:"
wewi
l
ltal
kabouti
t"
Inodded
Me:
"Il
ovey
ouok"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
Idon'
twannal
osey
oubbe"
Igr
ins
Me:
"Iwi
l
lfor
everbeher
emyl
ove"
Hi
m:"
youmeant
hat
"Inodded
Me:
"nowupl
etgetdr
essedandt
alk"
hespanked
myass
Hi
m:"I
'
m hungr
yleteatf
ir
st"
Me:
"okl
etgetdr
esst
han"
heshookhi
shead
Hi
m:"
wewi
l
lcooknakedmyl
ove"
Me:
"what
??
Him:
"what
?Itsexyt
rustmey
ouwi
l
lbebl
own
away
"hegri
ns
Me:
"I'
m notcooki
ngnaked"istoodup,he
r
ushedtomeandputmei nhisshoul
der
Hi
m:"
wewi
l
lseeaboutt
hat
"Ihi
thi
sback
Me:
"maxf
ucki
nputmedown?
!"Iscr
eamed
Hi
m:"
toobad"
heputmei
ntheki
tchencount
er.
"
Damny
out
oosex
ybae"
Ibl
ushed
Me:
"youhungr
yletcookt
han"
Him:
"I
'mr
eall
ynotsur
ewhatI
'
m hungr
yforr
ight
now"
hepeckmyli
ps
Me:
"maxl
etcook"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
Ilov
etheshysi
deofy
ou"
Me:
"Ihat
eit
"
Him:"
Ican'
tbel
i
evewebur ri
nghimthis
weekend"nohi
snotbri
ngingitbackpl
ease
don'
t,
idon'
twantt
ofeeli
t.Itbett
eri
fIignor
eit
.
Me:
"Max"
Hi
m:"
Inamedhi
m Thandol
wet
hu"
Me:"
nicename,
butwhyt
hatname"
hechuckl
ed
andhuggedmeheknewIwasaboutt
ocry
Him:"
becausehisourl
ovebbe"
hechuckl
ed"
and
oursexfor
mation"
Me:
"oursexf
ormat
ion?
"Ichuckl
edbet
weent
he
t
ear
s
Hi
m:"
duhy
ourpussyandmydi
ckwor
k"her
oll
ed
hi
sey
es 
"
Youl
ovet
hename?
?"
Me:
"Il
ovehi
m max"
Isni
ff
edbi
ti
ngmyt
ongue
Hi
m:"
wel
ovehi
m bbe"Ishi
ft
edandf
acehi
m
Me:
"doYouthi
nkIwoul
dhavebeenagood
mot
her?"
henoddedbr
ushi
ngmyback.
Hi
m:"
bestoft
hem al
l
"Ismi
l
ed
*
*

Me:"
Nomor
etear
snowl
etcook"
heshookhi
s
head
Hi
m:"Iwil
lcookj
ustwatchy
ourmancook
wi
thoutcl
othes"
hegri
ns
Me:
"t
hisi
stor
tur
e"
Hi
m:"
itl
ovebbenowsi
tandwatchy
ourhar
d
di
ckmancook"
hehel
dhisshaf
t
Me:
"god"
Icl
osedmyey
es,
hel
aughed
Hi
m:"
thi
sist
hebestv
iewofmyki
tchen"
Me:
"soy
ousay
"Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Hi
m:"Iwil
lfuckt
hatat
ti
tudeoutofy
ouNay
NayI
t
ell
you"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"yeawhat
ever
"
Hi
m:"
uhbbe,howwi
ll
youreacti
fyouf
oundout
Ii
mpr
egnat
edsomeone"
Me:
"Ar
eyoupl
anni
ngt
oo?
?"
Hi
m:"
justanswermepl
ease"
Isi
gh
Me:
"Iwi
l
lgoi
naki
l
li
ngspr
ee"
hel
aughed
Hi
m:"
whowi
l
lyouki
l
l??Mybaby
"
Me:
"youandt
hebabymama"
heChuckl
ed
Hi
m:"
I'
m ser
ioust
hough"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"andIAi
n'
tbl
uff
ing"
Hi
m:"
mmmh"
Me:"
maxdi
dyou?
?"hequi
ckl
ybr
oughthi
sey
es
up
Hi
m:"
huh?
?"
Me:
"don'
tpl
ayMrdumbonme"
Hi
m:"
beefst
ewofchi
kenst
ew"
ileti
tsl
i
de
Me:
"beefst
ew"
Hi
m:"
okbae"
hesmi
rked
Me:
"t
hatt
hef
ir
stt
imey
oucal
lmebae"
Hi
m:"i
tis,
nopt
hatt
hef
ir
stt
imey
ounot
ice"
he
gr
ins
Me:
"youshoul
dcal
lmeof
teni
tsexy
"Ibi
tmy
l
owerli
pclosi
ngmyey
es
Hi
m:"
bbedon'
tdot
hat
"
Me:
"don'
tdowhat
??"
Hi
m:"
that
!!
"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Il
ovethi
s,uhm bbey
ourdi
cki
sbi
gger
t
hanthel
astti
me"hesmir
ked
Hi
m:"
pil
l
s"myey
esaut
omat
ical
l
ywi
dened
Me:
"what
???
"
Him:"
ohmygodbbeitnat
ure,
damny
oushoul
d
haveseeny
ourf
ace"
Isigh
Me:
"dontpl
ayl
i
ket
hat
"
Him:"
whyyoudon'
twantJACOBSt
ogr
ow"
I
shookmyhead
Me:"
whosepussywi
lly
ouputthatbi
gthi
ngon,
NaaaI'
m gr
eatFam"
helaughed
Hi
m:"NaI
'
m greatFam.
..y
ousoundl
i
keat
een"
I
r
oll
edmyeyes
Me:
"yeahwhat
ever
"
Hi
m:"
Ilov
eyoubbe"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"Iknowr
ight
?"
Hi
m:"yousoful
lofy
oursex
ysel
f,
iknowy
ou
wantanswer
s"
Me:
"mh"
Hi
m:"
Iwaski
dnapped"
Ifr
owned
Me:
"Idon'
tfol
l
ow"
Hi
m: "
mymot her-
thewomani thoughti
smy
motherkidnappedwellsheki
l
led..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
"heexpl
ained

*
***
***
***
Me:
"wow"Icoul
dn'
tbel
i
eveit
,howcoul
done
womanbesocruel
?Isi
treal
l
ymadness??
Hi
m:"
yeah"
Me:"
didy
out
ell
Annaaboutt
his"
heshookhi
s
head
Him:"
Nop,shepost
ponedourmeet
ingt
onext
week.Shesai
dIshoul
dspendmytimewit
h
you"
Inodded
Me:
"shel
i
kesChr
is"
Hi
m:"
Chr
isl
i
keshert
oo"
Me:"
godIcan'
tbel
i
eveweeatsuppernaked"
he
l
aughed
Hi
m:"
bet
terbel
i
evei
tbbe,
thi
sisr
eal
i
ty"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"youmakemedowei
rdt
hings"
Hi
m:"
mmmh"
hehummed
"
Nowgowashdi
shespr
ett
ylady
"
Me:
"nakedt
oo"
henodded
Him:"
Iwantt
owat
cht
hebackv
iewt
elev
isi
on"
I
sul
k
Me:
"butbbe.
..
Hi
m:"
butnot
hinggo"
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou"
Hi
m:"
yeahwhat
evernowgo"
her
oll
edhi
sey
es
Me:
"IHat
eyou"
Hi
m:"
maket
het
woofus"
Ifr
owned
Me:
"youhat
eme.
.?
"
Hi
m:"
uur
huhpr
ett
yladygo"
Ist
oodup
"
Damn"
hehi
tmyass
Me:"
don'tdothatyounoti
nmygoodbooks
r
ightnow"hespankedmeagai
n
Him:
"t
hatminewow"
iwentbackt
ohi
m and
hel
dhisshaf
t
Me:
"andt
hisi
smi
ne"
hegr
oaned
Hi
m:"
bbe"
Iwasr
ubbi
nghi
m
Me:
"yesmyl
ove"
Hi
m:"
Iwanty
ou"
Me:
"t
oobadI
'
m busy
"Il
efthi
mther
e
"Iwi
llbeback"Itookhisbri
efcaseandwal ked
upstai
rs,IwaslookingbacksoIt r
ippedthe
bri
efcasefel
lthepaperswer eall
ov ert
hest ai
rs.
"
Fuck"i
nal
lthepaper
s,myeyeswer
ecaughtby
api
ctur
eofababyItooki
t.
Max:"
bbewhathappe-f
uckbbeicanexpl
ain"
in
thebackoft
hepici
twaswrit
tenINNOCENT
JACOBS
Me:
"whoi
shemax"
Hi
m:"
I'
m sor
rybbebutIdi
dn'
tcheatony
ou"
Me:
*Max"
Hi
m:"
bbej
ustgi
vemeachancet
oExpl
ain"
Me:
"whoi
she?
??"
Hi
m:"
uhNai
j
a-
Me:"
waitwai
twai
tthesameNai
j
ayou
di
sappear
edwit
h"
Hi
m:"
bbei
tnott
hewayi
tsoundsmyl
ove"
Me:
"expl
aint
han"
Hi
m:"
hisuhm hi
smyson"
Me:
"my
..
.Your
..
.excusemey
ourwhat
??"
If
eltmywor
ldshut
ti
ng
Hi
m:"I'
m sor
rybbe"
heknel
tdownandhugged
mylegs
"
I'
m sor
ry"
WOW

>UnEdi
ted Nay
Nay

I
tsupposet
obeshor
t,i
tanCont
inuat
ionaf
ter
al
l.
..i
nser
t22iscoming.
..
mom di
dn'
tcome
backhome,she'
swi
thherboy
fri
end!
!!
[
05/
25,
22:
04]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#22(
shor
tsomet
hing)

MAXWELL

Icouldfeelmyheartbeat
ingfast
,Ihopeshe'
s
notthinki
ngwhatI'
mt hi
nking.
Me:
"bbe"
weweresti
ll
int
hesameposi
ti
on,
I
washuggi
ngherl
egs.
Her
:"
forhowl
ong"
Me:
"Nay
Naybbe"
Iwantt
osof
tenherup.
Her:
"don'
tfuckencal
lmet
hat
,don'
t.Maxy
ou
cheated!
"
Me:
"bbei
didn'
tIsweari
didn'
t,
isweart
omy
chi
l
dli
fe"
sheChuckl
ed
Her
:"
whi
chone?
?"
Me:
"bbepl
easedon'
tbel
i
ket
hatpl
ease"
Her:"
whatelsecanexpl
ainthi
sshithuh?
?Ifel
l
pregnantaf
terher,
9mont hsbackwewer e
fucki
ngmax" shehal
fshout
Me: "
yourememberwheny ouuhm l
eft,
you
didn'
twantanyt
hingtodowi t
hme.Iwanted
somet hi
ngtodi
stractmefrom y
ou,Iwant
edto
forgetyouasmuchasy oudid"
Her:"
soy oubl
amingal
lthi
sonme,y
ouf
ucki
ng
herwithoutacondom,y
oulyi
ngt
omy
face,
..
howdoy oudoit
??"
Me:
"bbeI
'
m sor
ry.
..
.
Her:
"Idon'
tthi
nkicandot
his"
shet
ri
edt
omov
e
butIheldherl
egsti
ght
er
Me:
"bbey
oucan'
tdot
hist
ome,
tous"
Her
:"
youdi
dthi
stous,
pleasemov
e"shewasn'
t
cr
ying,
Iknewshewasi
npai
nbutact
ingst
rong
j
usttospi
teme.
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Her:
"Ijustl
ostmybbef ewday sagoandnow
t
his!
!!Thatwhyy oudidn'
tshedatearyouknew
well
y ouhadahei rhuh??Al
lthi
sTimeIwasa
f
ooly ourfool
..
.y
ouknowsmay beyoumadeall
t
hisst or
yup"
Me:
"bbey
ouhur
ti
ngme"
shechuckl
ed
Her:
"hur
ting??Youhurtmyl ov
e??Thepainyou
feel
i
ngrightnowisnothingcompar edt
owhat
youhaveputmet hrough"sheshovedmeand
wentupstairs,
Ist
oodupandf ol
l
owedher.
She'
snotl eavi
ngme.
Me:
"bbewecanpassthis,
don'
tl
etthi
sst
upi
d
mi
stakebr
eakusup"shewaspacki
ng
"Bbepleaset
alktome, I
'
m sorryIlov
eyouyou
somuchbbeI 'm sor
ry"t
earscouldn'
tst
op
themselvesf
rom fal
l
ing,Inev
erthoughtIwoul
d
ev
enshedat
earf
orawoman.
Her
:"
Ilov
eyout
oo,
Ilov
eyousomuchmaxI
j
ust
-
Me:"wecanworkbbe, wecandot hi
s
pl
ease"sheshookherhead,atearf
ellt
hisist
he
fi
rstti
meshecrysincetheargumentstar
ted.
Her
:"
I'
m sorr
y.Ijustcan'twat
chy oubondand
l
aughwithanotherchil
dwhi l
eIknowwel l
mine
myownbabydi ed,im sorr
ybutitbesti
fwe-
Me:"don'tsayi
tplease,
Iknowyouwill
lear
nt o
l
ovehi ml i
keyourown..
youwon'
thatehim bbei
know, pl
easegiveusachanceanother
chance"shesighed 
Her
:"
Ilov
eyou-
Me:"bbe"shebli
nkedtwicethancl
oseherey
es
l
ett
ingt earsf
all
,shesighedheavi
l
y.
Her:
"uhm j
ustalwaysknowIloveyou,
Iwi
ll
al
way sdo.I
'm sor
rywegoingtoendli
ket
his
butt
hisisit
."
Me:
"bbeNo!
!"
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry"
sheki
ssedmyl
i
psf
ort
hel
ast
t
ime
"
Ilov
eyou"
shesmi
l
ed.
Me:
"bb-
Her
:"
sshhhh,Iwi
l
lseey
ouFr
idayev
eni
ng.
."
she
t
ookherbags.
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
shesmi
l
ed
Her
:"
Iknow"
shewhi
sper
edandl
eft
.
Ibal
ancemybodyt othewall
,iwentdown
sl
owlyti
l
lmybuttfeltt
hecoldoftheti
les.I
hel
dmyf ace,
Ilostherfor
ever.Shel
eftme!
!
Istooduptookmygol fsti
ck,Ichuckl
edandI
hitever
ythi
nginthebedroom shouti
ng"why?"I
couldn'
tcontr
olmytearsIjustlett
hem f
all
.
Iwalkdownst
air
sinthelounge,
Ihitev
ery
thing
..
.TheTV,coff
eetable,
thewall,t
hefl
oor,t
he
windows.
..
"
Bbe"
Me:
"don'
tNaomi
don'
t"
shewal
ksl
owl
ytome.
Her
:"
myl
ovepl
ease"
Me:
"don'
tfuckengetnearme,
Ihi
tthewal
lwi
th
myfi
st"shescreamed
Her:
"maxst
opst
opy
ouhur
ti
ngy
our
sel
f"
I
Chuckl
ed
Me:
"whydoyoucar
e??Youbrokeupwit
hme
r
emember??OhpoorMaxfuckit
"Ir
oar
ed 
Her
:"
bbei
lov
eyou"
Me:"
AndhowdoesthatIl
ovey oushithel
pme? ?
Youleav
ingmeNaomi,youleavi
ng"Iwhisper
ed
thel
astpart
Her
:"
not
-
Me:"
youdon'
tlovemeanymorethatwhyri
ght
??
You'
vealway
swantedtodothi
s,tohurtme
Naomi y
ouhurti
ngme"
Ifel
li
ntheglasseson
thef
loor.
Her
:"
maxy
ouwi
l
lhur
tyour
sel
f"
IChuckl
ed
Me:"
youkeeponsay
ingt
hesameshi
t,
im
not
hingwit
houty
ou"
Her:
"t
hatwer
eyougetitwr
ong!!
,Youar
e
somethi
ngbbe.
..Youafat
heroftwoboys"
Me:"
I'
m nothi
ng,not
hingwi
thouty
ou.Iswear
NaomiifyouleavemeIwil
lkil
lmysel
f.
Her
:"
Max"
shegasped
Me:
"Iswearyouopenthatdoorandl
i
veme,
it
wi
ll
bet hel
astdayyouseeme"
Her
:"
maxy
out
hreat
eni
ngme"
ichuckl
ed
Me:
"I
'm nott
hreat
eni
ngy
ou,i
mj ustst
ati
nga
f
act
"shetookmyhandandwalkedtothecouch.
Her
:"
youcr
azy
"shegi
ggl
ed
Me:"
IswearNayNaybabeIwi
l
lki
l
lmy
sel
f"
she
sl
eptontopofme.
Her
:"
I'
venev
erseeny
out
hisCr
azy
"
Me:
"Ineedt
otel
lyousomet
hing.
..
Her
:"
can'
ti
twai
tti
l
lyoucool
offmay
be"
Ishook
myhead
Me:
"No,uhm Nai
j
aismycousi
n"shet
ri
edt
o
movebutIhel
dhert
ight
.
Her:
"yourf
uckenwhat??Howdi
sgust
ingmax,
youfuckedyoursi
ster
"
Me:
"she'
snotmysi
ster
"sheshookherhead
Her
:"
sameshi
t!!
"
Me:
"st
opswear
ing"
Her
:"
don'
tfuckwi
thmemaxdon'
t"
Me:"
letsl
eepwewi l
ltal
kwhenwewakeup"
she
si
ghedandrestherheadinmychest
.

*
**"
***
***
***
***
***
***
**
IwokeupandNaomi
wasn'
tnextt
ome.
Me:
"bbe"
Ifast
lyst
oodup
"
NAOMI
!!
"
Her
:"
int
heki
tchen"
Iletoutaheav
ysi
gh
Me:
"t
hankGod"
Imumbl
ed
Her
:"
arey
ouok?
?"shegoti
nthel
ounge
Me:
"I'
mfi
nenow"
Her
:"
uhm weneedt
otal
k"
Me:
"can'
ti
tWai
t"
sheshookherhead
Her
:"
onSundayI
'
mleav
ing"
Ifr
owned
Me:
"whatdoy
oumeany
oul
eav
ing"
Her:
"I
'mleavingf
orLondon,
Iwi
l
lbebackIj
ust
wanttoclearmymind"
Me:
"No"
Her
:"
max"
Me:
"younotl
eav
ingme"
Her
:"
Ijustwantsomespacet
odi
gestal
lthi
s
Al
one"
Me:"
Younotl
eav
ingmeNaomi
No!
!Ican'
tal
l
ow
youNo"
Her
:"
itj
ustabr
eak"
Me:"
noyoujustwantt
oleav
e,y
oudon'
twantt
o
comeback"
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lcomebackIpr
omi
se"
Me:
"youcangetaspacei
nyourhouse,
what
wr
ongtherewhyLondon?
?"
Her
:"
Ineedt
obeal
one"
Me:
"Nopnothappeni
ng,
Isweari
won'
tal
l
ow
t
hat
"
Her
::
"f
ineIwi
l
lgot
omyhouse"
Me:
"Isweariwil
lHunty
ouifIfi
ndouty
oul
eft
t
hecountr
y"Iwal
kedupstai
rs.
..

NAOMIhadlefti
wasalonef
aci
ngt
he
cei
l
ing.
.myphonerang.
Me:
"hel
l
o"
?
?:"
Hy"
Me:
"Anna"
?
?:y
eahy
ouwant
edt
omeet
!
Me:"
Idi
dbuty
ouwer
etoobusywi
thy
our
boy
fri
end"
Her
:"
comeonmaxdon'
tbel
i
ket
hat
"
Me:"
li
kewhat?
?Ibeggedyoubutyoubel
i
ke'i
m
busy
'fuckt
hatshi
t,i
m busyatt
hemoment"
Her
:"
im sor
ry"
Me:"
don'
tcar
e,I'
m busytodayandTomorrow
al
lofthi
sweeki
nfact..
got oyourChr
iski
d"I
dr
oppedthecal
l

Me:
"NyeNy
eNy
eIwasbusy
,nxbusyf
ucki
ng
Chr
is!
!"

>Max
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22:
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e
#23

NAOMI

Theysayt i
mesupposet ohealbutnothinghas
changed,Isti
l
lfeelt
hesame.I'm angry,hur
t
andmadatmy selff
orfal
li
ngInlovewithMax .I
t
been3weeksnowandnot hinghaschanged, I
fel
tangerthedayIburi
edmysonandhi sgetto
l
ive.I
'm notabadpersonbutIdon'tthi
nki can
dothis.

"
Heygoingbackt
owork??"
IlookedupandAnna
wasweari
ngherni
ghtdr
ess.
Me:"y
eah,onewayoranot
herIhav
etof
ace
people"
Her
:"
ohi
smaxok?
?ImeanEv
ery
timeIcal
lhi
m,
hewoul
ddecl
i
nemycal
l
s"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"whatdi
dyoudo?
?"shesi
ghed
Her:"
wellweweresupposetomeet4weeks
back.ButIf
orgotabouti
tChri
swasal
lovermy
faceinasexywaythough"
Me:
"mmmhpr
otect
ivebr
otherhuh?
!"
Her
:"
huh?
!?"
Me:"
Nothi
ng,
gobat
hwel
eav
ingi
n30mi
n"she
l
ookedaway
Her
:"
I'
m notgoi
ng"
Me:
"andwhyi
sthat
??"
shecl
ear
edhert
hroat
s
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lgot
omor
row"
Me:"
justbecausewef ri
endsdoesn'
tmeany ou
mypar t
nerAnna,pleasekeepyourshi
ttogether
andwear egoingtowor kunl
essyouwantt o
getf
ired"
 
Her
:"
Ncomeon!
"Ishookmyhead
Me:
"yourchoi
ce,
letmegoandgetdr
essed"
i
wal
kupst
air
s
Her
:"
NAOMI
!!
"
Justbecauseshe'smyfriendandmysi st
erin-
l
awdoesn' tmeanshecandoEv er
ythi
ngshe
feel
li
kedoi ng,
thatunf
airforotherworkers.
Workiswor kNospecialtreat
ment .
Her
:"
mygodNy
ouser
ious"
Me:"
ify
ounotatwor
kin2hoursconsider
your
sel
fasajobl
esswoman"shegroaned
Her
:"
thi
sisunf
air
"
Me:
"l
if
eisunf
airmyl
ove"
Iwal
kedout
Her
:"
PLEASEWAITFORME"sheshout,Ir
oll
ed
myeyes.Shehav
eacardoesn'
tshe?
?
Me:
"USEYOURCAR"
Ishoutback
Her
:"
IM OUTOFPETROL"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"yourpr
obl
em notmi
ne"
Idr
oveof
f.
Iwal
ktomyoffi
ceandEv er
yonewassmi
l
ingat
me.Theywoul
dgreetornod.
IopenedthedoorandIwaswel
comedbyRed
rosesi
nthefloorandal
lov
ermytabl
e.
Me:
"uhm..
"It
ookt
hecar
dfr
om t
het
abl
e.I
twas
wr
it
ten.
"
WELCOMEBACKHAVEANI
CEDAYPUMPKI
N"
Maxhavenev
ercal
l
edme"PUMPKI
N"i
twas
wei
rd.Whowouldi
tbe?
?

"
Hy"Il
ookupandHewasst
andi
ngt
her
elooki
ng
f
ormalasusual
Me:"Thabo"hi
sNameisThaboMkhizeoneof
oursponsors,
weusetofuckbackt
han.Hehad
thi
sbigcrushonme.
Hi
m:"Mi
ssN"
hesmi
l
ed
Me:
"whatbr
ingsy
ouher
e"
Hi
m:"
Ispons-
Me:"
whatImeani
sy ou'
veal
way
semai
l
ev
erythi
ng"
hesmi
rked
Him:"
Peoplechangel
i
key
ou,
youhav
e
changed"
hesatdown
Me:"whathav
echangedThabo?
"Iasked
annoyed
Hi
m:"
youi
nar
elat
ionshi
p"Isi
ghed
Me:
"t
hatwhyy
ouher
eri
ght
??"
hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:"PUMPKI
NNoI
'
m nother
efort
hat
"I
f
rowned
Me:
"soi
tyou!
"
Hi
m:"
Mewhat
??"
Me:
"yousentt
hef
lower
s"
Hi
m:"
Youl
ovet
hem?
?"
Me:
"t
heyar
eredofcour
seIl
ovet
hem butnot
t
heguywhosentt
hem"hegr
oaned
Hi
m:"
whyhat
emePUMPKI
N"
Me:
"st
opcal
l
ingmet
hat
"
Hi
m:"
youusedt
olov
eit
"
Me:
"yeahused!
!I'
m Nay
Naynow"
Hi
m:"
youwhat
??"
hef
rowned
Me:
"whyy
our
eal
l
yher
e??
"
Hi
m:"
why
"
Me:
"huh?
!"
Him:"whyhi
m notme??Il
ovedyoubutyou
didn'
tgiv
emeachance"Ibr
ushedmyf ace,
thankGodIdidn'
tdomake-
up.
Me:
"Thabo"
Hi
m:"why
??Iwoul
dhavelov
edy
out
hewayy
ou
want
ed,t
reaty
ougood"
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Hi
m:"
giv
emeachance"
isi
ghed
Me:
"Ican'
tI'
m sor
ry"
Hi
m:"
why?
?MAXWELLJACOBSi
nal
lpeopl
e,
thatguywi
l
ldest
royy
ouPUMPKI
N"Icl
osedmy
eyes
Me:
"hel
oveme!
!"
hechuckl
ed
Him:"
Sur
elyhedo!
!,
Hesai
dthesamet
omy
cousi
n"
Me:
"yourcousi
n??
"
Hi
m:"
youdi
dn'
tknow?
?"
Me:
"knowwhat
??"
hesmi
rked
Hi
m:"
Jessi
cai
smycousi
n"Ichokedup
Me:
"what
??"
Him:"
yeah,hebrokeherNaomi.Hesai
dall
sweetwordsyoucancomeof ,hepromi
sedhe
wil
ll
ovehertil
ldeathbutwherei
shenow??He
rantoanot
herwomanpussy ,hewil
lpl
ayyou
Naomi .
"
Me:
"youneedt
oleav
e"
Hi
m:"
ittr
ue,hewi
lldothesametoy
ou.Hewill
pr
omiseyoutheworl
dbutgivey
ounot
hingbut
Lust
"
Me:"hefuckenl
ovemenowl
eav
e"Iwasnow
shouti
ng
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lcal
lyou"
hewi
nked
Me:
"f
uckYou"iclosedthedoor,Islowlysankin
t
hefl
oor.Whatifhisri
ght?
?I tal
readystart
ed
wi
ththatNai
j
aGi rl
.Whatif??NONOhel ov
eme
Maxlovemeonlyme. .
..
If
eltl
i
keI'
ml y
ingtomy
sel
f,whati
f??Godt
his
i
snothappeni
ng..

*
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
*
Mymindwasal
lov
ert
hepl
ace,
Iwasdi
stur
bed
byaKnock.
Me:
"comei
n"Annagoti
n
Her:
"MrMkhizej
ustpassedmydesk,
arey
ou
ok?
?"Isi
ghed
Me:
"Iwi
sh"
Her
:"
whatdoeshewant
?"
Me:"hewantanswer
swhyIdi
dn'
tgi
vehi
ma
chance"
shefrown
Her
:"
what
??"
Me:"HesayMaxdon'
tl
oveme,
hisal
labout
pussy"
Her:
"t
hatbul
l
shi
t,Ihopey
ounotf
all
i
ngf
orhi
s
shi
tN"Isi
gh
Me:"
Idon'
tknow,
Idon'
treal
l
yknowhowIf
eel
r
ightnow"
Her
:"
youhav
efeel
i
ngsf
orhi
m??
"
Me:
"what
??t
othehel
lNo"
shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
I'
mjustsay
ing"
Irol
l
edmyey
es
Me:
"hei
sJessi
cacousi
n"
Her
:"
Jessi
cat
heEx-
fi
ance"
Inodded
Me:
"Yeaht
hatone"
Her
:"
thi
sissomemessedupshi
t!
"
Me:
"you'
resupposet
omakemef
eel
bet
ter
"
Her
:"
sorr
ybutMaxl ovey
ouNaomi
don'
tdoubt
t
hat,
hiscrazyabouty
ou"
Me:
"Ihopeso"
Her
:"
AndIknowso"
Me:
"enoughaboutmewhodr
ovey
ouher
e"
Her
:"
Chr
is"
Me:
"Poorguy
"
Her
:"what
!!Hei
nsi
stsandIwoul
dnev
ersayno
t
ofreeli
ft
"
Me:
"youl
ovemoney
"
Her
:"
Ibr
eat
hshoppi
ngmyl
ove"
Me:
"yeahnowby
e,i
needt
owor
k"
Her
:"
cani
please-
Me:
"Nop"
Her
:"
buty
ouhav
en'
thear
d-
Me:
"t
heansweri
sNonowpl
easet
akeYourf
lat
assoutofmyof fice"
shesighedandwal
ked.
.No
morespecial
treatmentweal lcameher
eto
worknottoaskf orfavour
s.

Myphoner
ang
?
?:"
bbe"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"max"
Hi
m:"
Imi
ssy
ou"
Isatback
Me:
"Ineedspacemax"
Hi
m:"
ital
ready3weeksBbepl
easedon'
tshut
meout"
Iclosedmyeyes
Me:
"Max!
"hebr
eat
houtl
oud
Hi
m:"
Pleasebbei
m dy
ingwi
thouty
ou"
Me:
"gi
vememor
eti
me"
hesi
ghed
Him:"
pleaseletmeetandaf
tert
haty
ouwi
l
ltake
yourdecisi
on"
Me:
"doIhav
etodot
his?
?"hegr
oaned
Hi
m:"
pleaseNay
Nay
"Ibl
ushed
Me:
"Fi
ne"
hesi
ghedi
nrel
i
ef
Hi
m:"
Ilov
eyou"
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo"
Hi
m:"
youdo?
!"Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Me:
"by
emax"
Hi
m:"
seey
out
omor
row"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"yeaht
omor
rowi
tis"
Ihungup

"
Youl
ovehi
m don'
tyou"
Ilookup
Me:
"whatt
he?
?
Hi
m:"
Hel
l
omychi
l
d"
Me:"y
oudead!
!NoNoI'
m dr
eami
ngyou
dead"t
ear
sscr
eameddr
ownmyface
Hi
m:"
itMedady
"
Me:"
Someonepl
easewakemeup,pleasgodno
youdeadJohny
oudead!
!!
!"
Iwasshouti
ng
hol
dingmyhead.
.
Hi
m:"
I'
m her
eAl
i
ve"
thi
sghostwassocal
m
Me:"
Nodon'tt
ellmeI
'
m cr
azy
!!I
'
m notcr
azy
t
hisi
sjustastupi
ddr
eam"

>Nay
Nay

[
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e

#24

MAXWELL

Ihav
eneveri
nmyl if
estr
essedli
kethi
s,i
tli
ke
mybodyissepar
atedin-
between.Ij
ustwonder
whatshe'
sdoi
ng!!Doesshemissmeasmuch
asIdo?
Aft
erourcallIwenttomyboysi
nthel
ounge
andInnocentwasstayi
ngwit
hmenow.
Chr
is:
"t
hisli
ttl
eguyscreamedhislungsout
whenyouleftthi
sroom"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"of
cour
seheknowhi
sfat
her
"
Jade:
"youl
ookst
ressed,
whatdi
dshedo?
"
Me:
"whydoy
out
hinki
tNaomi
?"hechuckl
ed
Jamal
:
"womanar
est
ressf
ulbr
a"
Jade:
"t
hatwhyI
'
m notcommi
tt
edt
oany
one"
Me:
"wel
lyour
ightbutI
'
mthewr
ongone"
Jade
r
oll
edhi
seyes
Jade:
"seeIalway
smakemi st
akesmeani
ngI
wil
lal
way shaveprobl
emswit
hmywoman, Nah
Ipass."
Chri
s:
"gaytendencybra"
welaughed,
intheway
hesaidi
t.Hisvoicewasdeepli
kehistur
nedon
orsomethi
ng.
Jade:
"youwi
shdudeIhav
eadi
ckandmydi
ck
dest
roy
spussynotAsshol
ehownast
y"he
madethatdi
sgustf
ace.
Jamal
:"
don'
tbeHoll
yher
e,r
ememberwhatwe
di
dinBoysHigh?
?"
Jade:
"Ei
sh!
"Iduckedt
heTopic,
I'
m notaboutto
tal
kaboutwhathappenedi
nBoy sDur
banHi gh.
Me:
"whatar
eyoudoingwi
thmysi
ster
Chr
is?
?"hef
rowned
Chr
is:
"yourwhat
??,
Whoset
hat
??"
IChuckl
ed
Me:
"t
hegi
rly
oumessi
ngwi
thatt
heMoment
"
Chr
is:
"Annai
sshey
our
-
Me:"
mysist
er?
!Yesshei
s,sobackof
fbr
a"he
cl
earedHi
sthr
oat
Chr
is:
"but
-
Me:"
brocode!
!Don'
tfor
gett
hatshi
t"
theguy
s
l
aughed
Jamal
:
"pr
otect
ivebr
other
"
Me:
"Idon'
twantnodi
ckt
odest
roymysi
ster
's
l
i
feweal
lknowChr
isi
sbad"
Them:
"mmmh"
they
 hummed
Me:
"Imeani
t"
Chr
is:
"butIl
i
keher
"
Me:"y
ouli
keever
yoneChri
s,r
emembert hat
sugarmamayouusetofucklasty
ear.Yousai
d
thesameshi
t'
Ili
keher'
"theboyslaughed
Jade:
"r
emembert
hatf
atmama,
whatdi
dyou
seeinther
e."
Jamal
:
"MoneyChr
isl
ovesf
reet
hings"
Chr
is:
"i
m achangeman"
weLaughed
Jade:
"achangewhat?
?boypl
ease"
Jamal
:
"Iwanthotstufft
hisweekend,
fr
esh
yummypussy"
helickshisli
ps
Jade:
"Av
irgi
nwi
l
ldo"
Me:"
don'
ttel
lmeaboutavir
gin,rememberthat
hi
ghschoolgi
rlIuset
ohangoutwi t
h.Well
she
deci
dedshegiv
ingawayhervir
gini
tytome,well
Idomystuffandf
uckedher
.Af
tert
hatshewas
l
ikeafl
y.shewasever
ywher
eIgo,evenint
he
toi
l
et"
Jamal:"
ohmanIfuckedherl
astMont
h,she'
s
fucki
npret
tynow"
Me:
"she'
sbackf
rom US?
"henodded
Chr
is:
"whathappenedbet
weenNaomi
and-
Me:
"Don'
twannat
alkabouti
t"
Icut
tedhi
m
Chr
is:
"mustbebi
g"
Me:
"Chr
is!
"
Hi
m:"
Sor
ryI
'
mjustcur
ious"
Jadechuckl
ed
Jade:
"I
'm hor
ny,
rememberwhatwedi
dinboy
s
hi
gh??"
Jamal:
"ohmygoddon'
ttal
kaboutt
hatshi
tit
di
sgusti
ng"
Chri
s:
"hav
eyout
oldNaomi
abouti
t"
Ishookmy
head
Me:
"Idon'
tknowwhatt
osay,
howt
osayi
t??I
t
f
uckedup"
Idr
ankmywhi
skey
Jade:
"I
'dnevertel
lanyoneaboutt
hatshi
tman,
i
tembar r
assing"
Isighed
Me:"
Idon'tt
hinkishoul
dtel
lherman,i
twi
l
lrui
n
Ev
erythi
ng!!
"Ihel
dmyglasstooti
ght
Chr
is:
"Yeahneh,
i
tbi
greal
l
ybi
g"
Jade:
"comeonyouwil
ljustsayi
tfreel
y,bbei
washornyandt
hingshappenedfast!
!"
Jamal
:"
thatalameexcuseJade,
any
wayhav
e
yout
oldheraboutherf
ather
??"
Me:
"shi
tshi
tshi
t"
Ist
oodup
Chri
s:"
ohfuckMaxmandon'
ttel
lmey
oudi
dn'
t
tel
lher
,fuck!
!"
Jade:
"l
etussinglemansi
tandwat
ch"
hesi
t
backi
nt hecouch 
Me:
"INeedt
otel
l
-

Myphoner
ing,
i
twasAnna.Wel
lI'
vebeen
i
gnor
inghert
hesepastweeks.
Me:
"i
tyourgi
rl
fr
iend"
Isai
dst
ari
ngatChr
is
Hi
m:"
Answert
han"
Ishookmyhead
Me:
"Nopshehav
etochi
l
lal
i
ttl
e"
Jade:
"shemustbest
ressi
ng"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:"Andthati snotmypr oblem,t
hedaywel ast
tal
kfacetof aceinhospital
.Weagr eedon
meetingthef oll
owingday, butwhatdidshe
do??Shewental lPar
adisewi t
hmyf ucker
fri
end"t
heylaughed
Jamal:
"whatani
cepay
back,
Ishoul
ddot
hatt
o
mysist
ertoo"
Jade:
"t
otal
l
y"t
hei
rfi
stbumped
Chri
s:
"comeonyouhav
epuni
shedherenough"
I
rol
l
edmyey es
Jade:
"seeI
'
m nott
heonl
yrol
l
ingey
esher
e"he
gri
ns
Jamal
:
"uhIneedt
ogo,
Ihav
eadat
e"
Jade:
"adat
e??
"
Jamal:
"wel
lyeah,Iwantt
ofuckt
hisgir
ltodayI
askedheronadatesoshecanchi
llandall
ow
met ogodownthere"
Jade:
"nott
hechur
chgi
rlJay
"
Jamal
:
"pi
tyi
tis"
hest
oodup
Jade:
"t
hatourl
i
ttl
esi
sterf
ri
endbr
a"
Jamal
:"
sheal
wayswant edmeso, i
therchance.
Letmegoandmaket heli
tt
lepr
incessdream
comethr
ow.Byefuckers"
helef
t
Jade:
"Ishoul
dleav
etoo,Jamalj
ustt
ookmy
bonus.Iwassupposet
of uckt
hatgi
rlf
ir
st,
she'
s
avir
gin"
Chr
is:
"howol
disshe"
Jade:
"i
nWendy '
s(hi
ssi
ster
)age,
probabl
y19
maybe"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"f
reshpussyhuh"
Jade:
"f
rom t
heboxmymanbutIl
ostt
hisone,
ohnoi
m notgoingtolethi
m winthi
sone.Let
mefol
l
owhi m andwearthesamesuitashi
s,
weun-
ident
icalaf
teral
l"
hestoodup.
"
I'
m goi
ngt
orui
nthi
sli
tt
ledat
eont
hei
rs"
Chr
is:
"ar
eyouj
eal
ous?
?"
Jade:
"Hel
lnew"
hesang.
.
"
Sur
egent
s"hel
eft
Chri
s:
"Annajustt
extme,
Ihav
etof
etchher
fr
om work"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lgo"
hel
ookedatmepuzzl
ed
Hi
m:"
whataboutt
heki
d"
Me:
"Ihav
eamai
ddon'
tI?
?"hesi
ghed
Hi
m:"
Fine"
Me:"
Sharp,
AuntAgneswel
eav
ing"
Ishoutt
he
l
astpar
t
Her:
"okSi
r"
she'
sanoldrespect
ful
woman,
t
otal
lyNayNaywil
ll
ikeher
.
Chr
is:
"Ihav
etogot
oo"
Me:"
shar
p"It
ookmycarkey
sandf
oll
owedAf
ter
hi
m.

"
Youhav
eanewcarbb-
"sheseemedshocked
t
oseeme.
Me:
"Hel
l
oAnna!
"
Her
:"
Hi,
wher
eisChr
is?
?"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Busyf
ucki
nghi
sboy
fri
end,
geti
n"shegoti
n
Her
:"
boy
fri
end?
?ishegay
"Ismi
l
ed
Me:"
Oopsyoudi
dn'
tknow?
?I'
m sor
ry"
she
l
ookedaway
Her
:"
wowhe-
Me:
"dropthatsourfaceI
'
mjoki
ng,
hisbusy
t
hough"shelookedatme
Her
:"
youunbel
i
evabl
e"
Me:
"Mmmh"
Ilookedatherandwi
nked.
Her
:"
Arey
ouhi
tt
ingonme"
Ilaughed
Me:
"FuckNo,younotev
en2stepsawayfrom
mytypesi
ster
.You50stepsaway
"shechuckl
ed
Her
:"
sof
ull
ofy
our
sel
f"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:"
wherei
sNaomi,Idi
dn'
tseehercari
nthe
par
kingl
ot"
heshr
ugged
Her:
"sheleftearl
y,sheseemedal
i
ttl
e
di
sturbed"Inodded
Me:
"Ihopeshe'
sOK"
Her
:"
She'
sabiggi
rlshewi
l
lleav
e,howi
sli
tt
le
I
nnocent
"Ismi
l
ed
Me:"
hisgood,
howdi
dyouohi
tNaomi
"she
si
ghed
Her
:"
thiswholet
hingi
sreal
l
yst
ressi
ngherout
max"Inodded
Me:
"Iunder
stand"
Her
:"
sowhatt
hist
hingy
ouwannat
alkabout
"
Me:
"Pat
ienceki
d,pat
ience"
shegr
oaned
Her
:"
I'
m notaki
d"Il
aughed
Me:"
getusedtot
hatword,f
rom nowonyouar
e
ki
ddoorkidtome"sher
oll
edhereyes.

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Wegothome,AgnesandInnowerewat
chi
ng
T.
V.wepassedthem andwentt
omystudy
.
Me:"si
tdownanddr
inkwat
ery
ouneedi
t"
she
chuckl
ed.
Her
:"
Iwonder
"
Me:
"st
opwonder
inganddoasIsay
"shedr
ank
t
hewater
.
Her
:"
happy
"her
oll
edHerey
es
Me:
"Ver
y"Igr
ins.
"nowbackher
e,howdoy ouknowMrJacobs"
I
gavehermyfat
her'
spi
cture.
Her:
"wellt
heonl
yMrJacobsIknowismy
f
ather,
theonei
nthepi
ctur
e"Inodded
Me:
"t
heonethatdi
sappear
edt
hesepast
mont
hs"
shenodded
Her
:"howdoy ouknowt
hat
?"Igav
eher
,her
mother'
spi
cture.
Me:
"i
sthaty
ourmot
her
??"
shenodded
Her
:"
yeahshedi
edf
ewmont
hsAgo"
Me:
"whathappened?
?"shesi
ghedl
ooki
ngdown
Her
:"
Sui
cide,
shecommi
tt
edsui
cide"
Ichuckl
ed.
"
Whatsof
unny
"shef
rowned.
Me:"
whywouldyourmot
herdot
hatt
o
you?
?"sheshr
ugged
Her
:"
Idon'
tknow,
but
-
Me:
"shedi
dn'
tcommi
tsui
ci
de"
Her
:"
What
??"
Me:"well
shewaski l
ledbymymot her
'stwi
n
Natasha,wellshesaidy ourmot
herknewtoo
much.Nat ashaisbipolarandal
soawi t
ch,
she
ki
ll
edmymot herandalsomygrandparent
s.
Thi
syearsheki
l
ledmyf
atherandy
ourmot
her
."
Her
:"
Noi
tcan'
tbe"
shebl
i
nkedt
wice
Me:"Yourf
atherismyf atherMrJacobs,your
motherusedt oworkformyFami lyandshehad
andaffai
rwithdad...
atthatti
meNat ashawas
sti
l
lwithmyf atherImeanourFather"she
cl
osedherey es.
Her:
"soi
tyou,thebrot
hert
hatDadhasal
way
s
t
alkedabout
"Inodded
Me:
"Andhewasfr
amed,
hedi
dn'
tki
l
lTheman
t
hei
rsayheki
ll
ed"
Her
:"
Wowwher
eist
hisNat
asha?
?"
Me:
"She'
sdead"
myphoner
ang
"
Ihav
etot
aket
his"
Iwal
kedout
.

Me:
"Bbe"
Her
:"
Maxhey
"shesni
ff
ed
Me:
"Ar
eyouok?
"shesi
ghed
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lbe"
Me:
"whathappened?
"
Her
:"
wewi
l
ltal
kabouti
tnextt
ime,
i
t-
Me:
"i
tokaydon'
tcr
ybbe"
shebr
eat
houtl
oud
Her
:"
uhm Iwon'tbeabl
et omeetupwi
thy
ou
t
omorrow"Icl
osedmyey es
Me:
"oh"
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"i
tokayy
ouneedspace"
Her
:"
I'
mreal
l
ysor
ry"
Me:
"i
tfi
neNay
Naybbe"
Her
:"
Ilov
eyou"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo"
shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
bye"Iwentbackt
othest
udy
.

Me:
"Ar
eyouok"
shewasl
ooki
ngup 
Her:
"ohmygod,
I
-"Iwentupt
oherandhugged
her
.
Me:
"shhhev
ery
thi
ngwi
l
lbeal
ri
ght
"shecr
iedi
n
myarms.
Her
:"
How?
!HowMax?
?Huh?
!"Iswal
l
owedhar
d
Me:"Andthemant hathel
pedNat
ashat
ofr
ame
dadisJohn.Wel l
heisuhm hei
sNaomi
fat
her"shegasped
Her
:"
What
!!
!!
"

>Max
(
Whatdidtheboysdoi
nBoy
sDur
banHi
gh?
?It
mustbedeep!
!)
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22:
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NAOMI

Il
ookathim st
andi
ngi
nthemi
ddl
eofmy
ki
tchen.
..
Me:
"why
??"
Hi
m:"
mybabyI
'
m sor
ry"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Onl
ywhatI
'
veaskedJohni
swhy
"
Hi
m:"
youcal
l
edmeJohn"
Ishookmyhead
Me:
"whathappened??"Il
ookatmycup,cof
fee
makesmef eel
betteratti
mesli
ket
his.
Hi
m:"
longst
orybutI
'
m back"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:"
don'
tfuckmewi
tht
hatbul
l
shi
tJohn
don'
t"
hesi
ghed
Hi
m:"
Iwasaj
erk-
Me:"
youaj
erkdon'
tuset
hepastt
ense"
hesat
down.
Hi
m:"
Idi
dn'
tknow,
shet
oldmey
oubur
ntdown
wi
thmyhouseandIbel
i
evedi
t"
hesobbed
Me:"don'
tcr
y,don'tev enthi
nkaboutit.
.t
he
painiwentthr
ough, seei
ngmymot hercold
body.sheki
l
ledherselfbecauseofyou,sonofa
-"
Itookfewdeepbr eaths.
"
Ithi
nky
oushoul
dli
ve"
hel
ookupt
ome.
Hi
m:"
pleasel
etmet
ell
youev
ery
thi
ng"
irol
l
ed
myeyes
Me:
"Il
ovest
ori
es"
Isai
dsar
cast
ical
l
y
Hi
m:"
pleasehearmeout
"Isatdownacr
osshi
m.
Me:
"I
'ml
i
steni
ng"
hecl
ear
edhi
sthr
oat
s.
Him:"Iknowyouhatemeandyouhaveevery
ri
ghttohateme, j
ustknowhowdeepl
ysorr
yI
am."Ilookathi
m.
"I
thappenedbef or
ey ouwasbor n,Ihada
rel
ati
onshipwithawomannamedNat al
iewel l
Natali
ehadat winsisternamedNat asha..I
wasn'treal
l
yclosewi t
hNat ashabuthersi st
er
drovemecr azy
.Wehadt hisli
tt
lef
ightwit h
Natali
eandwebr okeup,fewmont hslaterI
foundoutshe' smar ri
edtoaJACOBSr ich
family.Iwasn'tri
chbyt hattimebutIwasn't
poorei t
her.Aftersomet i
mehust li
ng,Iwasi n
deepshi twellIwasagangst er
.Ihadtobeone
orelseIwoul dhav ediedofhunger.Iearned
about10mi l
li
onaf tert
hati wentbackhome, I
didn'
tquitegangst eri
sm thoughallIwanted
wasr evenge-
Me:
"wai
twai
twai
tyouagangst
er?
?"hesi
ghed
Hi
m:"
notany
mor
e"Isi
ghi
nrel
i
ef 
Me:
"oh"
Him:"whenIwentbackhome, Ihadt ofi
ndt hi
s
JACOBSf amilywellsothatIwassuccessf ul
buttheprobl
em wast heywer ethemostl oved
famil
yinthecommuni ty.Notev enaf l
yhated
them,IhadtogoaHuntsomeonewhohat e
them.ThathowNat ashaandIbecamecl ose,
wewer en'
tdatingbutshehadacr ushonme.I
hadnothingforherImeanIl ovedhersi st
er.I
foundoutt hatshehat ehersi stermor et han
any t
hi nginthiswor l
d,Ihadt ouset hatf ormy
i
nt erest.Wepl annedt obreakTheJacobs
fami l
yapar t, i
nsecondsNat ali
edi sappear ed.I
hadnot hi
ngt odowi t
hthatIdi dn'tknowwher e
wassheandwhot ookher..thatwasr uiningmy
plan, fewmont hsshecamebackorwet hought
shecameback, butNatashadi sappear edon
me.It houghtofanot herplan, Iwasdr awi ng
fewpl ansinmypaperwhensomeonet apped
myshoul der,Ilookedupshewasst andi ng
theresmi l
i
ng. .
.shesatdown.Shet oldmehow
muchshemi ssme, howsher egretev er y
decisi onshemade.If el
lforthatshi t,wegot
toget herandmadeoutl ikeweusedt oo.Buti t
wasn' ttheSame, somethingwasdi ff
erent .I
didn'tcareall iwantedismyRev enge.Your
mot herwasmar ri
edtoMrJacobst he
communi t
yMay or,
Igotwi thherknowi ngwel l
thatshewasmar ri
edIhadt oFi nnishmy
mi ssion.Ipromi sedNatali
enott of al
lforYour
motherbutt
hingswentsouthandIf
ell
forher
,
shegotmadandsleptwithJACOBSandMax
wasborn-
Me:
"wai
twai
tmax?Maxwho? ?pl
easet
ell
me
i
tnotwhoIt
hinki
tis.
"hesi
ghed
Hi
m:"
I'
m af
rai
diti
s"ohgodMaxwi
l
lhat
eme.
Me:
"ohmygod"
Igasped.
Him: "Ifel
l i
nlov
ewi thyourmot her,
wekepti ta
secretbutsecr etalwayscomeout .Shegot
pregnantwi thyouandIwast hefather,wer an
awayf arawayf r
om everyt
hingbutNat ali
e
foundus.Idon' tknowhowbutshedi d,
few
mont hsl ateryouandy ourmot herdisappear ed.
Iconf rontedNat ali
ebutshet ol
dme, your
mot heraskedherf ormoneysoshecanl ive.I
didn'tbelieveherbutalongt hewayIdi d,3
yearspassed.Ihadt ofi
ndy ou,tomyl uckIdi d
webecameaf ami l
yagain.Fewy earslaterIhad
tolive,Nat al
iewasr eal
lyonmyneck
threateningmet hatshewi l
lkil
lyouguy s.I
coul
dn'
tri
ski
tsoIf
akedmydeat
h,Il
eftf
or
Engl
and.
"
Youframedmyf at
her"
wel
ookbehi
ndand
Annawasstandi
ngther
ewi
thMax.
Me:"whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
??"
Anna
chuckl
ed
Her:
"yourf
uckenf
atherf
ramemyf
ather
"she
shout
.
Me:
"don'
tshoutatmeAnna"
Her
:"
orel
sewhat??Youwil
lfr
ameme
t
oo??"
whatwasshetal
ki
ngabout
??
Me:"Annawhatthehell
arey out
alki
ng
about??"
shecl
ickedhertounge
Her
:"
Ihat
eyoubothy
ouandy
ourf
ather
"she
wal
kedupst
air
s.
John:
"whati
sshet
alki
ngabout
??"
Max:
"youknowwel
lwhatshet
alki
ngabout
"dad
ImeanJohnfr
owned
John:
"pl
easet
ell
"
Max:
"Dadwasar
rest
edbecauseyouand
Nat
ashafr
amedhim"Johnchuckl
ed
John:
"Jacobswasarrest
edbecausesheki
l
led
Naomi'smother
"heshouts.
Max:"
youlyi
ngNatashat oldmeev ery
thi
ng,y
ou
andherworkedtogether.Youhelpedher
murderNaomi'
smot herandf ramemyf at
her
fori
t"
heshoutswalki
ngcl osertohim
John:
"I'
veneverhelpedherki
ll
edNaomi '
s
mother,Il
ovedthatwoman.I '
veal
way shave.
Whatevershesaidtoy ousheli
edIdidn'
tdo
anyt
hingwhatshet oldmeisthat,Naomi's
motherkil
ledhersel
fandNaomi burntdown
wit
hmyhouse"
Me:
"mom di
dn'
tki
l
lher
sel
f??
"
Max:
"Idon'
tbel
i
evey
ou"
John:
"Iwil
ldoal
yi
ngdet
ectort
oprovewhatIm
sayi
ng"t
heoldmanwascry
ing,
Ifel
tpai
nthrew
mychest
.Itpai
nmet
oseehi
mli
ket
hat
.
Me:
"Ibel
i
evey
ou"
Isai
dwhi
sper
ing.
"Yougottobefucki
ngme"Annawal
ked
downstai
rswit
hherbags.
..
Me:
"whatgoi
ngon"
Her
:"
I'
mleav
ing"
Max:
"Anna"
Her
:"what?
?I'
m donewi
tht
hisShi
tandNaomi
I
qui
t"
Me:
"wecanf
ixt
his"
sheshookherHead
Her
:"i
talr
eadyf
ixed"
shewal
kedout
,Isaw
hat
redinherey
es.SheHehat
eme.
John:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Ijustwal
kedupst
air
s,Ineeded
asleep.

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Thingsweren'
tgoodbutwhatwasbetteri
sthat
, mydadresult
scamebackposit
ive.Hewas
tel
li
ngthetrut
h.
Ihav en'tseenAnnasince,wellmaxandi were
tr
yingt owor konourrelati
onship.Ilovehim,he
l
ovemesowecanwor kright??Ifinal
ly
accept edInnocent
,hewasr eal
lyinnocenthe
hadnot hi
ngtodowi t
hwhathi sfatherand
mot herdi d.Hewasthei nnocentonei nthi
s
whol ething.

"
Yourmi
ndseem t
obef
ar"
Ilookedoutt
he
wi
ndow.
Me:
"I
'm Fi
neJohn"
wewer
ehav
ingar
oadt
ri
p,
t
hebothofus.
Hi
m:"
thanky
ou"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"t
hanky
out
oo"
hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:"
youremi
ndmesomuchofy
ourmot
her
,
most
lyy
oursmil
e"
Me:
"youmi
ssher
??"
henodded
Hi
m:"
Iknowwhatwedidwaswrongbutshe
wast
hebestt
hingev
er"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"youmeant
heaf
fai
r"
hel
aughed
Him:"yeahtheaffai
r"
thecarstoppedInf
rontofa
burnthouse.Ithadnoroof,andwindowsbut
theburntwall.
 
Me:
"uhm wher
ear
ewe"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
wear
ehome,
ourr
eal
home"
hel
ookedup
Me:
"t
hisi
swher
ewel
i
ved?
"henodded
Him:"
thati
swhereweusedt
ohavepicni
cswi
th
yourmother
"hepoi
ntedt
het
reenextt
othe
house.
Me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
hesmi
l
edki
ssi
ngmyf
orehead
Hi
m:"
ital
ri
ghtasl
ongasIhav
eyoui
nmyl
i
fe"
Me:
"i
tlookcl
eani
nher
e"
Hi
m:"Iv
isi
thereeverymont
h,Iwoul
dcutt
het
he
gr
assandtrees"Ismil
ed
Me:
"butt
hatonei
sspeci
al?
?"hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
ver
yspeci
al"
Me:"
Imissher
"thatwasthef
ir
stt
imesi
nceshe
di
ed.Ir
eall
ymissedher.
Hi
m:"Imi
sshert
oo,
I
m sor
ryabouty
ourf
ri
end"
I
si
ghed
Me:"don'
tbe,I'
vefi
nall
yaccept
edit.She
doesn'twantanyt
hingtodowithus"
Hi
m:"
sti
l
l-
Me:
"Il
oveyoudad"
thatcameoutasashockt
o
metoo.Whatdi
dIsay?
Hi
m:"WOW"
hesmi
l
edandhel
dmeup,
bri
dal
way.
Me:
"putMedowndad"
hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:"
ilov
eyout
oo.
"heswi
ngmesi
deway
s.

>Nay
Nay
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ted
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MAXWELL
ThisshitbetweenAnnaandNaomi wasr eal
ly
eff
ectingme.Annawasmadatt hewr ong
person,whatdidmybabydo??.Sinceweal l
knowt hetrut
hthatJohni
sinnocent.Whatis
shemadaboutNow? ?.
"
Youthi
nkI'
m cr
azydon'
tyou"
Ichuckl
edand
l
ookather
.
Me:
"Idon'
tthi
nkso,
youar
ecr
azy
!!
"Ihal
fshout
.
Her
:"
youmybr ot
herandy
ousupposet
obei
n
myside"
Ishookmyhead.
Me:
"Ihav
eawi f
eandim onhersi
de,
wedon'
t
f
uckAnna"shesatdown.
Her
:"
Am Iabadper
son"
Me:
"t
hebaddest
"shehi
tmyshoul
der
.
Her
:"
younothel
ping"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:"
yeahwhat
ever
,howar
ethi
ngsher
e"Il
ook
ar
ound.
Her
:"
Itabi
ghouseandi
tbor
ing"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"ser
vey
our
ight
"
Her
:"
yousomean"
Me:
"mmmh"
Ihummed.
Her
:"
uhm howi
sNaomi
"shecl
ear
edhert
hroat
s.
Me:
"Ok"
shef
rowned
Her
:"
Ok?
?"
Me:"y
eahok,what
??Doyouwanthertobeall
miserabl
eandemoti
onal
??Nopshe'
smov i
ng
on.
."
Her
:"
Iregr
ett
his"
Me:
"t
oobad"
shehi
tmyshoul
der
Her
"Maccomeon"
Ilaughed
Me:"
youwer
eabit
cht
hesepastweekssoy
eah
,y
oudeser
veit
"
Her
:"
I'
myoursi
ster
"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:"AndI'
mfucki
ngonegir
l,andthatt
heonl
y
gi
rlIwil
ltr
ytomakefeel
better,
i
fshewasint
his
si
tuati
on"
Her
:"
youabadbadbr
other
"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"Iknow"wewer
eint
err
upt
edbyaKnock.
Her
:"
Iwi
l
lgett
hat
"Ist
oodupf
ir
st.
Me:
"NopIwi
l
l"Ir
ushedt
othedoor.
Her
:"
itmyhousemaxnotNaomi
'
s"i
ignor
edher
.

"
MAX"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"wasn'
texpect
ingme?
?"hesi
ghed
Hi
m:"
lookbr
u-
Me:
"geti
nChr
is"
hegoti
n.
Anna:
"Chr
is"
Hi
m:"
Anna"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
Me:"
ohpleasespar
emet
hef
air
ytal
e"t
hey
l
aughed.
Chr
is:
"uhIwi
l
lseey
ounextt
ime"
Anna:
"uhm eer
hyeah"
Me:
"whyi
sthat
??"
hel
ookedaway
.
"
Oohy
ouwant
edt
ofuck!
!"
Anna:
"Max!
!"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lleav
e"
Chr
is:
"maxmybr
other
"It
ookmykey
sandl
eft
..
..
.
.
.
Igothome,
Naomi
hasn'
tar
ri
vedy
et.
.Ical
lher
.
Me:
"bbe"
shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:"
Imi
ssy
ou"
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"howi
syourt
ri
p"
Her
:"
amazi
ngbutI
'
m comi
ngbacknow"
Me:
"mmhImi
ssy
oudamn"
Ibi
tmyl
owerl
i
p.
Her
:"
mmmhbabe"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"l
etmeet@ st
eer
s17:
00pm"
Her
:"
whataboutmybabyMax"
Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"Mam Agnesi
sher
ecomeon"
shesi
ghed
Her
:"
fi
neseey
ounow"
Igotev
ery
thi
ngpl
anned.
Me:
"okbbe"
Ihungup.
..
Iki
ssedI
nnocentpoutl
i
ps.
.
Me:"
Dadyandmom wil
lseeyoulat
ertomor
row
ok"
Imadeafunfaceandhegiggl
ed.
Me:"
IloveyouandYourbr
other
"Il
ookatthe
wal
l.Thandol
wethuPi
ctur
eswerether
e,even
hi
sscan.
Me:
"Lat
ersons"
Ismi
l
edandwal
kout
..
*
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
*
"MaxyouknowwellIhaveasonandy
ouwant
ustosl
eephere"
Ismiled.
Me:
"l
etgoswi
m"wewer
eint
hehot
el.
Her
:"
I'
mti
red"
Itakeof
fhercl
othes.
Me:
"Idon'
tcar
e,nowl
etgo"
Her
:"
thi
sisTi
rednessabuse"
Ilaughed
Me:
"Nev
erhadoft
hatone!
!"
sher
oll
edherey
es.
Her
:"
whatam Igoi
ngt
owear
"Igav
eher
,abody
r
eveal
ingswi
msuit
.
Me:
"weart
hat
"shedi
dandIt
ookof
fmycl
othes,
wor
emyshorts.
Her:
"youl
ooky
ummyMr "Ismil
edandki
ssed
hergr
abbi
ngherbut
tcheek.
Me:
"mmmh"
Ihummedbet
weent
heki
ss.
.
Her
:"
I'
m hor
nybbe"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"t
oobad,
wegoi
ngnow"
shef
rowned.
Her:
"I
'm needy
oui
nsi
demebabe"
Ishookmy
head.
Me:
"l
etgo"
Ihel
dherhand.
.
Her:
"I
'm notgoi
ngwi
thouty
ouf
ucki
ngme"
she
poutandsatdown.
Me:
"youcan'
tbeser
ious"
Her:
"Iwanty
ourdi
ckMax,
her
e"shet
appedher
pussy.
Me:
"Naomi
"Igr
oaned.
Her
:"
mmh"
shesl
i
deherf
ingeri
nsi
deher
.
Me:
"don'
ttouchwhatmi
ne"
shemoaned.
Her
:"
itgoodbbe"
shewasf
ingerf
ucki
ngher
sel
f.
Me:
"Iwi
llneverf
ucky
oui
fyoukeepondoi
ng
t
hat
"shestopped.
Her
:"
Maxy
ounotf
air
"
Me:"
mmhnowuppr
incess"
shesi
ghedand
st
oodup.
Her
:"
Ihat
eyou"
Ipi
nnedheragai
nstt
hewal
l
.
"
Max"
shegasped.
Me:
:
"youhat
emehuh?
!"Isl
i
demyt
wof
inger
sin.
Her
:"
mmh"
shebi
therl
owerl
i
p.
Me:
"youl
ookgood"
Ihel
dherandputherdown
t
hebed.
Her:
"Younotaboutto..
.ohmygodMax "
Ihel
d
hercl
itwi
thmyt eet
h,herpussysmel
l
edgood.
Her
:"
Max"
shehel
dmyhead,
isuckedhercl
i
t.
Her
:"
MAX"
shepushedmyhead.
Me:
'
shoul
dIst
op?
?"
Her
:"
mmhbbe"
Me:
"youl
ookgooddownher
e"
Her
:"
whydi
dyoust
op"
Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"youpushedmyhead"
Igr
ins
"hav
ey ouev
erbeenmuf
fedbef
ore"
sheshook
herhead.
Her
:"
youar
emyf
ir
st"
Ichuckl
edandst
oodup.
Me:
"l
etgo"
Ihel
dherup
Her
:"
whatt
hef
uckMax"
Ishr
ugged
Me:
"youpushedmenowcome,
Iwannago
swi
m"shegroaned.
Her
:"
younotpl
ayi
ngf
air
"
Me:"
li
feisnotf
airNayNaynowcome"
she
si
ghed,damnmygi r
llovesex.
.
.
.
.
.
Igotinthewaterandgr
eet
edt
heol
dcoupl
ein
thecorneroft
hepool.
NAOMI
:"
theyl
ooksoAdor
abl
e"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"geti
n"shedi
d,Isati
nthecor
neroft
he
pool
.Ont
opoft
hest
air
s,i
nsi
det
hewat
er.
Her
:"
ain'
twesupposet
obeswi
mmi
ng?
?"I
l
aughed.
Me:
"I
'm notgi
fted,nowcomesitontopof
me"
shedi dal
thoughherbackwasfaci
ngme.
Me:
"il
i
ket
hisswi
msui
t"
Ispankedherass.
Her:
"therear
epeopleinher
emax,ol
dpeople!
!"I
chuckledandIsnakedmyhandtoherpussy.
Me:"
Ilov
eyoubbe"
Isl
i
deherherunder
wear
asi
de.
Her:
"whaty
oudoi
ng"
Ismi
l
edandki
ssedher
back.
Me:
"f
ucki
ngYou"
Isl
i
demydi
cki
n.
Her:
"Ohfuck"
shemoanedt
oohi
gh,
theol
d
coupl
elookedatus.
Me:
"sor
ry"
Imumbl
edt
othem,
wef
akedasmi
l
e.
Her
:"
max"
Imov
edsl
owl
y.
Me:
"myl
ove"
Iuppedmypace.
Her:
"ohmygod"shehi
therbackonmychest
,I
hel
dherwai
st.Shewasmov i
ngup.
Me:"don'
tmove,
i
minchar
ge"
Imov
edf
ast
beneathher
.
Me:
"don'
tmoanl
oudbbe"
Her:
"howcanI
..
.ohgody
oufucki
ngmeso
good"Ismi
l
ed,
heheadwasl
ayingonmyneck.
Me:"
mmhohf uck"
Ist
opast
hecoupl
ewal
ked
outoft
hepool
.
Her:
"mmh" Iwasst
il
li
nsi
deher
.Thei
rwal
kedi
n
ourdi
rect
ion.
Me:
"f
uckactnor
mal
"shewasonherownwor
ld
wi
thmydicki
nsi
deher.
"
Ohy
oungcoupl
e"Ismi
l
ed.
Her
:"
goodmor
ningsi
r"
hechuckl
ed.
Him:"i
ssheokay"
IlookedatNayNayandback
atthem.shej
ustsaidgoodmorning,
Il
aughed.
Me:
"Shewi
l
lbe"
theysmi
l
ed.
Them:
"goodni
ght
"ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"goodni
ght
"Ipi
nchedNay
Nay
.
Her
:"
uheeer
hNi
ght
!!
"t
heysmi
l
edandl
eft
.
Me:
"whatt
hef
uck"
Ichuckl
ed
Her
:"
Ican'
tthi
nkst
rai
ghtwi
thyourdi
cki
nsi
de
memax"Il
aughedandmovedagain.
.
"
Mmhgosh"
.
.
Thef
oll
owi
ngday
.

I
twasal
lpl
annedout
,IhopeshesayYes.
.
Iwr
oteanot
e.
"MORNI
NGMYLOVE,WOULDYOUPLEASE
LOOKATTHET.
V"If
oldi
tandputi
tinherhand.
IputaCD, andthescr
eenwentwhite.Than
Innocentpi
ctur
eappearedhol
dingapaperthat
say
s.

"
MOM PLEASEMARRYDAD"

Iwalkedtot
heki
tchen,
Ical
l
edt
her
oom
ser
vice.
.
"MAXWELL"shescr
eamed,
ohfuckIhopeshe
sayyes.It
ookoutt
heri
nginmypocket.

>Max
[
05/
25,
22:
08]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#27
.
.
NAOMI
Il
ookedathi
m,Icl
osemyey
es.
Me:
"bbe"
Idon'
treal
l
yknowhowIwasf
eel
i
ng.
Hi
m:"pl
easebbesayy
es,
pl
ease"
Ilooked
ar
ound,
upanddownbackathi
m.
Me:
"uhm y
es"
Him::
"Yes?
"Icanheart
heexci
tementi
nhi
s
voi
ce,
hishappy.
Me:
"Il
oveyousoYESIwi
ll
marr
yyoubbe"
he
wal
kedfastt
omeandhuggedme.
Him:
"I
'm.
..bbey
oudon'
thowhappyIam r
ight
now"
Ismi
led
Me:"
NayNayi
shappytoo"hechuckl
edand
pi
ckedmeup,mylegscrossedaroundhi
swai
st
andmyarmsinhi
sneck.
Him:"
letf
eedmey
ou"
Ismi
l
edandl
ookedatmy
hand.
Me:
"Idi
dn'
tex
pectt
his"
Ipeckhi
sli
ps.
Hi
m:"
andi
m gl
ad"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"whendi
dyouev
enbuyt
her
ingany
way
??"
Him:
"l
astmonth,t
heproblem was.
.Idi
dn'
tknow
howtoaskyou"ILaughed.
Me:
"si
ncewheny
ougetal
lshyshy
"heshr
ugged
Hi
m:"
youmakemener
vousbbe"
ISmi
l
ed
Me:"youremi
ndmeoft
hedayIf
ir
stsawy
ou"
he
chuckled.
Him:"
damny ouwerehellofasexwoman, t
he
wayyouwalked.Thet al
k,themomentIl
ooked
atyouever
ythi
ngflushed"Ibi
thi
slowerl
i
p.
Me:"
youwer
esoconf
identandGorgeous"
he
putmedownint
heki
tchencount
er.
Hi
m:"
don'
tSomgagame"
Ilaughed.
Me:"
SomgagadamnSomi
ziwil
lgoWuuu
shameyougor
geous,
i
fheeverseey
ou"
hef
eed
me.
Hi
m:"
AndIwi
l
lgoal
lVandam onhi
m"Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"Il
ovey
oubbe"
het
ookmyhandsandki
ssed
myr
ing.
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lal
way
slov
eyou"
Me:"ev
enifIcheat
??"
hest
oppedki
ssi
ngmy
handsandlookuptome.
Hi
m:"yesof
cour
set
oobady
ouwi
l
lbedead"
I
l
aughed.
Me:
"sowhatf
ort
heday
??"
Hi
m:"
wewi
l
lgocl
ubbi
ng"
Me:
"Ar
eyouSur
e??
"
Hi
m:"
Yeahbutt
her
ewi
l
lber
ules"
Irol
l
edyey
es
Me:"
letmeguess,Nodancingwit
hotherguys
Notalki
ngeit
her
,iwi
l
ljuststi
ckwit
hyou"he
peckmyl i
ps.
Hi
m:"
goodweunder
standeachot
her
"Ishook
myhead.
Me:
"t
oomuchj
eal
ousy
"
Hi
m:"
letgobat
h"hehel
dmyhand.
.
.
Af
teragoodbat
h,Il
ayedonourbedadmi
ri
ng
myring.
Hi
m:"
li
kei
t"
Igi
ggl
ed
Me:
"Ican'
tkeepmyey
esof
fit
"hesmi
l
ed.
Him:
"Iexpect
edthat
,Imeanthatdiamond
cost
smeDol lar
sandnayr
a's(sp)
"
Me:
"sof
ull
ofy
our
sel
f"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
Him:"
yeahIknowIknow"
hebr
ushedhi
s
shoul
ders.
Me:
"Imi
ssbabyI
nno"
hesmi
l
ed.
Hi
m:"
thanky
oubbe"
Me:
"f
or?
"
Hi
m:"
lovi
ngandaccept
inghi
mitmeansawor
ld
t
ome"Ismil
ed.
Me:
"whati
fIwasi
nyoursi
tuat
ion,
whatwoul
d
y
ouhav
edone?
?"hel
ookedatmepuzzl
ed.
Hi
m:"
Idon'
tunder
stand"
Me:"i
fmybabyThandol
wet
huwasn'
tyour
s"he
shookhi
shead.
Hi
m:"iwoul
dhav
efuckedy
ouupsobad
NayNay"
Me:
"AndIhav
etounder
stand"
Hi
m: "
Women'
sal
way
shav
etounder
stand"
I
ki
ckedhi
sbal
l
s.
Me:
"f
uvky
ou"
hegr
oanedi
npai
n.
Him:
"NaomiIpr
omiseyoubbe,Iswearonmy
son'
sgrav
e.Iwon'
tfucky
outil
ltheMonthi
s
over
"
Me:
"t
hatnotf
air
!"
Hi
m:"
kicki
ngmydi
cki
snotf
air
"
Me:
"butbbe"
Isul
k
Hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lbeenj
oyi
ngt
his"
hechuckl
ed.
Me:
"but-
Hi
m:"
nobutyoumadey
ourbednowsl
eepi
nit
"I
hi
thi
m wi
thapil
l
ow.
Me:
"Ihat
eyou"
Hi
m:"
formydi
ck?
?"
Me:
"max"
Hi
m:"
ooohbbe"
heki
ssedmeandt ookmyhand
maki
ngmetouchhi
shardcock.
"
Younotget
ti
ngt
his"
Isul
k
Me:
"buty
ouhar
dbbe"
Hi
m:"
thateasyi
wil
l
-
Me:
"AndIwi
l
lfi
ngerf
uckmy
sel
ftoo"
Hi
m:"
Dothatbbeandy
ourpuni
shmentwi
l
l
gr
ow"
Igr
oaned.
Me:
"younotpl
ayi
ngf
air
"heChuckl
ed
Hi
m:"
I'
veal
way
stol
dyoul
i
feai
n'
tfai
r"
Isi
ghed
.
.
I
nthemi ddl
eofourconv
ersat
ionIgotacal
l
f
rom Thabo.
Me:
"MrMkhi
ze"
Hi
m:"
younotatwor
k"
Me:
"yeahi
tmydayof
f"
Hi
m:"
buty
ourdi
arydon'
tsayso"
Me:
"whol
ety
oui
nmyof
fi
ce"
hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:"
comeon,y
oudon'
thav
eaP.
Aany
mor
e
r
emember
??"
Me:
"whatdoy
ouwant
??"
Hi
m:"tomeetup,
igotsomet
hingt
haty
ouwi
l
lbe
i
nter
estedi
n"
Me:
"Ihopei
twor
krel
ated"
Hi
m:"
mmmhnowcomet
oyourof
fi
ce"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"f
ineIwi
l
lbet
her
e"
Hi
m:"
seey
ounow"
Isi
ghedandhungup.
Me:
"bbe"
Max:
"huh?
!"
Me:"
ther
e'sacri
sisatwor
k,Ihav
etobet
her
e
now"hefrowned.
Hi
m:"
li
kenow"
Inodded
Me:"
oneofmysponsori
snothappyabout
somethi
ng"
hegr
oaned.
Hi
m: "
fi
nebutbebacksoon"
Iki
ssedhi
s
f
orehead.
Me:
"Iwi
l
lbebacknownow"
Iwentt
omycl
oset
..
.
Iworemyblackumbrel
ladr
esswi
thmy
conv
ersewhitet
ekki
es,i
tnotl
i
keI
'm meet
inga
hi
ghcli
entorsomethi
ng.
Me:
"cany
oupl
easebor
rowmey
ourcarbbe?
?"
Hi
m:"
whatwr
ongwi
thy
our
s?"
Me:"
mineist
oocl
assy
,your
sisspor
ti
sh"
he
l
aughed.
Hi
m:"
Spor
ti
sh!
!,
Fine"
Ismi
l
edandki
ssedhi
m.
Me:
"yout
hebest
".
..

Wal ki
ngoutofthatdoormademef eell
ikeI
'
m
betrayi
ngbae,i
tfeltl
ikeI'
m cheat
ing.But
there'
snothi
ngwr ong,ImeanIhopeI '
m not
doinganyt
hingwr ong.
Igottomyof
fi
ce,
Isi
ghedbef
oreopeni
ngt
he
door.
Me:
"Hy
"tur
nedar
ound.
Hi
m:"
Niceof
fi
ce"
Inodded.
Me:
"I
'm her
enow"
Iwal
kedupt
omychai
r.
Hi
m:"
str
aightt
othepoi
ntIsee"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
Me:
"yeanowt
alk"
Isatdown.
Hi
m:"
wat
er,
jui
ce?
?"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"i
tmyof
fi
ceMkhi
ze"
Hi
m:"
Mkhi
ze!MmhIl
i
ke"
Me:"
idon'
thav
ethewhol
edayMrnowoutwi
th
i
t"
Hi
m:"
uhm t
hisi
shar
dtosay
"Isatback
Me:"
myf i
ancei
swai
ti
ngcany
out
alk"
hisey
es
poppedout
Hi
m:"
Fiance?
?NAOMIar
eyoui
nsane?
?"
Me:
"youshout
ing!
"hesi
ghed.
Hi
m:"I
'm sor
ryok,
i
tjust..
.y
oumaki
ngabi
g
mi
stake"
Irol
ledmyey es.
Me:
"Nowl
etmebeOk?
?"
Hi
m:"
Hist
hewr
ongguyf
ory
ou"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Andl
etmeguessy
out
her
ightone"
Hi
m:"
lookuhhi
sBi
sexual
"Il
aughed
Me:
"Saywhat
??"
Hi
m:"
hisf
ucki
ngguystoo"
Ilaughed,
ist
hisguy
cr
azy
??myboyfucki
nganot
herboy !
!
Me:
"hi
sdi
ckdoesn'
tsayso!
"hecl
osehi
sey
es.
Him:"
Iknowyoudon'tbeli
evemebuti
tthe
t
ruth,
honest
yTrut
h"Itookmybag.
Me:
"I
'ml
eav
ing"
Hi
m:"
Naomi
wai
t"
Ist
oppedi
nmydoor
.
Me:
"getout
"
Hi
m:"
PUMPKI
Nlook-
Me:"
ListenandList
entomecar eful
,leaveme
al
one.Idon'tl
oveyouandIwi l
lneverwill
.No
matt
erhowmuchy outr
ytobreakusup.Iwon' t
l
oveyou, nowgetthefuckoutandnev erever
comeher eagai
n.Iwill
cancelevery
thingthat
goi
ngt okeepusincommuni cati
ng,ifnowy ou
pl
ease."
Him:"
youmakingabigmistake"Isi
ghedand
watchhim wal
kaway,whatifhi
stell
i
ngthe
tr
uth??ButNopmaxisstrai
ghtman,howcanI
eventhi
nkaboutt
his!
!
.
.
Iwentbackt
othehot
elandmaxwaswat
chi
ng
Rugby.
Me:
"Heybbe"
Hi
m:"
thatwasfast
"Ilookedathi
m and
i
magi
nedhisscrewingaguy ,
Eeew.
Me:
"uhIt
oldy
ouIwi
l
lbef
ast
"
Hi
m:"
Arey
ouokay
?Youl
ook-
Me:
"I
'mf
inej
ustneedashower
"Iki
ssedhi
sli
ps.
Af
tershower
ingIwentbackt
othel
ounge
weari
ngmyli
ngeri
e.
Me:
"bbe"
Hi
m:"
mmmh"
all
hisf
ocuswasonTV 
Me:
"l
ook"
het
urnedandl
ookatmeandbackt
o
t
heTV
Hi
m:"
mmh"hi
snotaboutt
orej
ectme.
Me:
"Iwanty
oubbe"
Hi
m:"
I'
m wat
chi
ngRugbyman!
"
Me:
"butbbe-
Hi
m:"
Please"
hewasnotser
iousaboutt
his
mont
hthing,
l
etmehopehewasn't.
Me:
"ooh"
Ichangedi
nsomanyl ingeri
e'
sbuthewas
giv
ingmeZeroattent
ion.Hef i
nal
lynot
icedme
aft
ermy5thone.Wewal keduptomeand
ki
ssedmyforehead.
Hi
m:"
I'
m goi
ngt
otakeourbags"
Me:
"butbbe-
Hi
m:"Ihav
epackeddon'
twor
ry"
yougott
obe
ki
ddi
ngme.
Hewal
kedupst
air
s,wowifhi
spl
ayi
ngt
his
gamedamnhewil
lloose.
.

>Nay
Nay

[
05/
25,
22:
09]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
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e
#28
.
.
.
MAXWELL

Dayspassedby,l
otofthi
ngswer
ehappeni
ng
onl
ygoodt hi
ngsthough.
Wehav ebeencl
ubbinglat
ely
, goodthi
ngI'
mt he
ownerofthecl
ubsweusual l
ygoi nt
o..
.and
todaywasoneofthoseweekends, wedon'tget
drunkbutwehavefunlotoffun..
.
Jade:
"Imett
hisgi
rl
"weal
lcl
osedourear
s.
Us:
"Don'
twannaheari
t"
hel
aughed.
Jade:
"I
'm ki
ddi
ngdudesbutIneedt
ogetl
aid
toni
ght
"wewerehavingl
unchatmyGym.
Chr
is:
"I
'm goodwi
thmygi
rl
"weLaughed.
Jamal
:"
Chri
swhatiswr
ongwi
thy
ou?
?You
al
waysfal
li
nlov
e!"
Chr
is:
"f
uckof
f"
Me:"
youfucki
ngmysistersoyouowemeand
youhavenori
ghtt
otalkli
kethatI
nfr
ontofy
our
brot
heri
n-l
aw"t
heboyslaughed.
Jade:
"youal
readyt
appi
ngi
t??
"
Me:
"mysi
sterbr
amysi
ster
!"
her
oll
edhi
sey
es
Jade:
"Idi
dn'
ttel
lyouhowJamaldatego,oh
manletmesayourdate"Jamal
play
ful
lypunch
hi
m.
Jamal:
"her
uinedEv
eryt
hing,
cany
oubel
i
evehe
pret
endedt
obeme. "
weLaughed.
Jade:
"whatmydaywasdryandbrawear
etwi
n
brot
hers,sowesupposet
oshare"
Me:
"Ipr
oposed"
thei
rgasped
Them:
"Saywhat
??"
Me:
"comeony
ouexagger
ati
ngnow"
thei
rmout
h
wer
est
il
lopen.
Jamal
:
"WowIdon'
tknowwhatt
osay
"
Jade:
"Iwi
l
lbey
ourmai
dofhonor
"weLaughed.
"
What
?"
Chr
is:
"Bestmany
ouf
ool
,younotagi
rl
"her
oll
ed
hi
seyes
Jade:
"t
heset
hingsaret
hesame,Mai
dofhonor
andBestmanfucki
ngsameshi
t"
weLaughed.
Jamal:"
youNeedgodnotJesus,
godbr
o"he
tappedhisshoul
der
.
Me:
"Weneedt
opr
ayf
ory
ou"
Chr
is:
"Youneedpast
orNal
a"
Jade:
"Don'
ttel
lmeaboutt
hatguy,
hehav
e5or
6wives"
Chri
s:"
Andwhatwr
ongwi
tht
hat
??"
Jade
chuckl
ed.
Jade:
"HeneedJesushi
msel
f,Imeant
heguy
l
ovesex."
weLaughed
Me:
"youst
upi
d"Jadet
ookoutapi
ctur
e
Jade:
"gi
vet
hist
oNay
Nay
"
Me:"I
'
mt heonlyonewhocal
lhert
hat
"It
ookt
he
pi
cture,
puti
tinmygym 
Bag.
Chr
is:
"hav
eAnnaandNaomi
sor
tedt
hei
rshi
t"
I
shr
ugged.
Me:"
Idon'
tknow,
yourbi
tchdi
dhur
tmybaeso
bad"
Chr
is:
"yoursi
ster
"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"She'
sst
il
labi
tch"
hesi
ghed.
Chr
is:
"she'
scomi
ngwi
thmet
othecl
ubt
oday
"
Jade:
"Good,ohhowImissedwr
est
li
ng.
.todayi
wil
lwatchitl
iv
e.Annav
sNaomi"weLaughed.
Me:
"br
ayouneedy
ourmeds"
Chr
is:
"t
heyneedt
osol
vet
hisshi
t"
Isi
ghed.
Me:
"ial
way
scomewi
thmybae,
lethopet
hey
wi
l
lsol
vei
t"
Jade:
"mmhcan'
twai
t"
Ilaughed,
Iknewwell
he
washoppi
ngNaomiandAnnawillf
ight
..
.
.
.
.
.
Fol
l
owi
nghour
s:
Thi
sl oveNaomi hav
eforI
nnocentisovernow,
whenwast helastti
mewehadsex? ?Most l
y
sheignoresme.Shespendal lherspar
etime
wit
hI nnocent.
Me:
"bbei
missy
ou"
shechuckl
ed
Her:
"whatdoy
oumean?
?I'
m her
emyl
ove"
she
huggedme.
Me:
"Thatnotenough"
shel
aughed.
Her
:"
tel
lmewhatdoyouwantbbe?
?"she
whi
sper
edismyear,
damnmycockj ustpoked
her
.
Me:
"Iwannaf
ucky
oubadbbe"
Iwhi
sper
edback.
Her
:"
ohr
eal
l
y"her
unherhandi
nmyabs.
Me:
"sobad"
shegi
ggl
ed.
Her
:"
mmh"
shehummedandsl
owl
yki
ssedme.
Me:
"mmmhbbedon' tst
op"
shestoppedand
t
ookinnocent
'
stoy
sinthef
loor
..
.
Her
:"
I'
m busy
"If
rowned.
Me:
"yougott
obekiddi
ngme"shel
aughed
wal
ki
ngupstai
rsandif
oll
owedher
.
Her
:"
themont
hisn'
tov
erbbe"
Isi
ghed.
Me:
"comeonIwaski
ddi
ng"
shel
aughed.
Her
:"
AndIt
ooki
tser
ious"
Me:
"FI
NEIwi
l
lhandbl
owmy
sel
f"
shel
aughed.
Her:
"I
fyoudar
etouchwhatmi
neMaxwel
l
JacobsmmmhIswear"
Me:
"younotpl
ayi
ngf
airr
ightnow"
shegi
ggl
ed.
Her:
"Lif
eain'
tfai
rmylove,yourwordsnot
mine"shewinkedandtookoffhercl
othes.
Me:
"f
uckyoul
ookgoodbbe"
sheseduct
ivel
y
smi
l
ed,Ibi
tmylowerl
i
p.
Her:
"mmhI'
mtaki
ngashower
"shenotf
ucki
ng
ser
ious.
Me:"
youki
ddi
ng"
shewi
nkedandwal
kst
othe
bat
hroom.
"
I'
mjoi
ningy
ou"
Her:
"comebbe"
Ijumpedof
fthebedandt
ook
of
fmycl ot
hes.
Me:"
Ilov
ey ou"
Isai
dasIgoti
nthe
bat
hroom,sheLaughed.
Her
:"
comebat
hmybackIwill
washy our
stoo"
I
smi
led,
thi
swasagoodoppor
tuni
ty.
Me:"mmmh"
Ibr
ushedherbacksl
owl
yki
ssi
ng
herneck
Her
:"Noki
ssesMax"
Isi
ghedandIwasdone
now.
"Faceme,downtur
naround"
Isi
ghedagai
nand
againandagai
n.t
hisi
stemptat
ion.
Her
:"
youareabadbadbadboyJacobs"
she
massageMyDick
Me:"
mmhbbe"shewaswashi
ngmeal
l
ov
er,
slowl
y.
Her:
"WhyareyouhardJacobs?
?Idon'tblame
youthoughyourgi
rli
ssowetdownt here"she
wastalki
ngtomydick.
Me:
"myl
ovepl
ease"
shel
i
ckt
heheadofmydi
ck.
'
'
Fuck'
'Icur
sedqui
etl
y.
Her
:"
youl
i
ke?
?"sheki
ssedmybal
l
s.
Me:
"Il
ove"
Icl
osedmyey
es.
Shest
opped.
"
Whydi
dyou-
Shewal
kedoutoft
heshower
.
Me:
"bbe!
!"
sheopenedt
hebat
hroom door
.
Her
:"
wewi
l
lbel
atemyl
ove"
Isi
ghed.
Me:
"yougott
obef
ucki
ngme"
shegi
ggl
ed.
Her
:"
Iwi
sh!
!"
Itouchedmydi
ck
"don'
tyoudare"Igr
oanedi
nfr
ust
rat
ion,
thi
sis
sexualhungerabuse.
.
.
Wewer enowget
ti
ngdress,shechoosest
he
shor
testdr
essi
nthem al
l.
Me:"
Nofianceofmi
nei
swear
ingt
hat
"she
l
aughed.
Her
:"
toobad"
shewor
ehert
highboot
s.
Me:
"bbepl
ease"
shesi
ghed
Her:
"Il
i
keshowi
ngof
fmybeaut
if
ull
egsmax"
I
si
ghed.
Me:
"Pl
ease"
Her
:"
nothappeni
ng"
Me:
"wenotgoi
ngt
han"
shechuckl
ed.
Her
:"
toobadcour
semyl
oveI
'
m goi
ng"
Me:
"I
'mt
hemanNaomi
"
Her
:"
Andy
ourdi
cksayso"
Me:"
Annawi
ll
bethere"
Ijustwant
edust
ost
ay
homeandhaveagoodfuck.
Her
:"
Don'
tcar
eaboutt
hatbi
tch"
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"she'
smysi
ster
"
Her
:"
Sist
erin-
laworwhat
evershei
s,Idon'
tgi
ve
afl
yi
ngfuck"
Me:
"yousobad"
shel
aughed
Her
:"
youmademel
i
ket
his"
Ishookmyhead.
Me:
"NopMi
ssnost
ri
ngsat
tached"
shel
aughed.
Her
:"
ohmygodMaxt
hatnotf
air
"
Me:
"what?
?"shepl
ayf
ulpushedme.
Her
:"
fuckof
fMax"
Ismi
l
edki
ssi
ngherf
orehead.
Me:
"Il
ovey
oupr
incess"
shegi
ggl
ed 
Her
:"
Ilov
eyout
oodady
"
Me:
"Mi
ssnost
ri
ngsat
tached"
Iwhi
sper
ed
Her
:"
fuckof
f"
.
.
ThethingI
'
venot
icedaboutNaomi
ist
hatshe'
s
wil
d..
.
Her:
"younotreal
lyfor
cingmet
ogot
otheVI
P
sect
ion"
Ilaughed.
Me:
"Iam pr
incess"
shesi
ghed.
Her
:"
itbor
ingt
her
e"
Me:
"wannadance?
?"shenodded.
.
"Nofianceofminewil
lbedanci
ngonashor
t
dressli
kethi
s"shesi
ghed
Her
:"
yeahwhat
ever
"Ir
oll
edmyey
es.
"
Uhm bbewer
eyouser
iousaboutt
heAnna
t
hing"
Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"yeah"
Her
:"
Fuckl
etgoback"

"noonei
sgoi
ngany
wher
e,heyhotNaomi
"Jade
said
Naomi
:
"HeyJade"
thei
rhugged.
Me:
"wher
ear
eot
her
s"
Jade:
"wai
tI'
m sti
ll
tal
ki
ngtoabeaut
if
ull
ady
here,
didy
out akeMaxboxi
nggl
oveswit
h?"
she
fr
owned
Her
:"
Nowhy
"JadeChuckl
ed.
Jade:
"ohWrestl
i
ngi
tist
han,
hi
ghf
ivemyl
ady.
Gobeatherass"
Her
:"
whoseass?
"Il
aughed
Jade:"
ohgodyousosl
ow,
comet
her
ingi
sthi
s
way"Il
aughed.
Naomi
:
"whati
shet
alki
ngabout
??"
Me:"
don'tt
akehi
m ser
ious"
wegoti
ntheVI
P
sect
ion.
Jade:
"nowletmesitdownandwatchthe
show"shesatdown,Annawassi
tt
ingonChr
is
l
ap.
Me:
"Anna"
Her
:"
Max"
Me:
"br
othert
oyou"
shenodded.
.
"
Don'
twehav
ecouch'
sher
e??
"
Her
:"
whatdoy
oumean"
Me:"
whatthehel
lar
eyousi
tt
ingon?"
shequickl
y
j
umpedfrom Chr
isl
apandsatdownnextt
o
hi
m.
Chr
is:
"comeonbr
a"
Me:
"wasi
tal
ki
ngt
oyou"
Jadecl
appedhi
shands.
Jade:
"Ithoughtthel
adi
esweregonnaf
ight
,how
di
dImi ssthisone??
"NayNaygi
ggl
ed.
Me:
"Iwaski
ddi
ngAnna"
shesi
ghed.
Her
:"
ohgodt
hanks"
weLaughedbesi
demybae.
Chri
s:
"yougotmet
her
ebr
a"Annacl
ear
edher
thr
oats.
Her
:"
Uhm NcanIt
alkt
oyou"
Nay
Nayf
rown
Nay
Nay
:"Tal
k"Annasi
ghed.
Anna:
"Pr
ivat
e"
Jade:
"comeon!
!"
Ilaughed.
Anna:
"pl
ease"
Naomi
rol
l
edherey
es.
Her
:"
Fine"
theywal
kedout
..
..
Jade:
"I
'm sogoi
ngt
ospyont
hem"
Ilaughed.
Me:
"br
a"Jamal
clear
edhi
sthr
oat
s
Chr
is:
"whatupbr
a"
Jamal
:
"Ist
hatKabel
o!"
Us:
"Kabel
o??
"
Jamal:
"ohf
uckhi
scomi
ngher
e,Kabel
o
Ndaba"
wegasped.
Jade:
"I
'm goi
ngt
oki
ckhi
m out
"
Chr
is:
"chi
l
l"

"
Ohmygod, Chr
isy,Jade,
j
ay(Jamal
),andy
ou
maxyohmygoshy ouguys.HowIMissed
you!
!"
wel
ookedathim.

>Max
[
05/
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22:
10]Ron:
Acci
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yInLov
e

#29{
shor
tsomet
hing}

NAOMI

Weekspassed,
Iwishitpassedwithmebeing
happyandenj
oyi
ngmyl oveli
fe.It
hought
thi
ngswereamazi
ng,i
guessIwaswr ong.Max
i
snowt oof ocusedonhi swor kandf ri
ends,
somet i
meshewoul djustli
vewithoutsayinga
wor d.I
'm noteventalkingabouti nti
macy,I
guessI '
m boringnow!!Wel lmay behehav e
fal
lenoutofl ove,may beI '
m all
ov ertheplace.
Orimt oomuch, Ionceknewt hi
sLi vi
ng
togetherthi
ngwi llr
uinthings.
.

Iwokeupasusual hehavel
eft
,Ifel
ttear
s
buil
dingup.Whati
fhehavefoundsomeone? ?
Inall
t hi
sI'
mthest
upidone,
whydi dIfel
lfor
him?
Igotdist
urbedbybabyi
nno'
scr
y,i
sighedand
walkedtohisroom.
Me:
"whyy
oucr
yingbbe?
?"It
ookhi
m
"Jacobsmandon'
tcryboyboyok?
?"Iki
ssedhi
s
poutli
psAndhegiggl
ed.
Me:
"Agnes"
shecamer
unni
ngt
other
oom.
Her
:"
yesmam"
Isi
ghed
Me:"
y ouknowwel
lhowIf
eel
aboutt
hat
"she
gi
ggled.
Her
:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Me:"
wellpleasefeedhi
m, Ican'
tdoi
tformysel
f
.Iwi
llbelateforwork"
shenoddedandtookhim.
TheMomentIt ookoffmycl ot
hesi
nmyr oom, I
heardhim cr
yingagain.Iignoredhi
m andwent
tobath,Il
ovehim butNoi haveworktoo.I
brushedmybodyj ustthinkinghowmaxwoul d
j
ustkissmeal lover
,Isighedanddr i
edmy sel
f.
Iwalkedoutthebathroom andI nnowasst i
ll
cry
ing,maybehemi sshisfather .Maxli
veearly
andcomebackl ate,eversi
ncewecameback
fr
om theclubitl
i
kehehav eforgottenabouthis
son.
Me:
"whati
swr
ong?
?"
Agnes:
"hekeeponcryi
ng,
Itr
ytof
eedhi
m but
-
"
shewaspani cki
ng.
Me:
"gi
vehi
mtome"
Itookhi
m andhest
op.
"
Yougott
obeki
ddi
ngme!
"Agneschuckl
ed.
Her
:"
hel
ovey
ousomuch"
Isi
ghed.
Me:
"bbei
needt
ogot
owor
k"hej
ustgi
ggl
ed.
Her:
"may
beweshoul
dgowi
thy
out
owor
k"I
shookmyhead.
Me:
"Iwi
l
ltakeadayof
fitok"
Ihel
dhi
m cl
oser
.
"
Youl
ovemom don'
tyou!
?"hej
ustt
ouchedmy
f
ace.
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo"
..

Ispental l
mydaybaby si
tt
ingInnocent,Il
ove
him hel ovemesothingswer eeasy..
hisfat
her
didn'tcomehome,im usedt oitsoI'm not
stressedanymore.
.isleptwithInnosleepi
ngon
mychest .

Thef
oll
owi
ngday
:
TheSamer
out
ine,
Innocentcr
yingf
ormeand
menotgoi ngtowork.I
twaslat
emay be
23:45pm,Ihadsomethi
ngmov i
ngfr
om the
ki
tchen.AndiassumeditMax,Iwal
ked
downstai
rs.
Hewassi
tt
ingint
hehighki
tchenchai
rs,
si
ppi
ngonhiswhi
skey
.
Me:
"Hy
"hel
ookedup 
Hi
m:"
Hy"
Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"Ar
eyoucomi
ngt
obed?
?"heshookhi
shead.
Hi
m:"
lat
er"
-
sil
ence-
Me:
"am Iannoy
ing?
?"hequi
ckl
ylookedatme.
Hi
m:"
uhm Naomi
"IChuckl
ed.
Me:"
I'
m noty
ourNay
Nayany
mor
e,Wow"
he
st
oodup
Hi
m:"
bbei
-
Me:"
itf
ine,
Iwillgoupst
air
sandsl
eepwi
thy
our
damnson"Ilef
thimther
e.
Hi
m:"
I'
m-
Idi
dn'twaitforhimtofi
nish,
IjustIdon'
t
know..Isl
eptinthepoolofmyt ear
s,myheart
wasbr okenthousandti
mes.IGuessI m af
ool
ri
ght?
?
ThenextdayIwokeupandhewassi
tt
ingi
nthe
chai
rlooki
ngatmesleepi
ng.
.
Hi
m:"
mor
ning"
Me:
"hi
"Iwentt
othebat
hroom.
Hi
m:"
canwet
alk?
?"Ishookmyhead.
Me:
"I
'm busy"hewasf
oll
owi
ngMear
oundandi
t
wasannoying.
Hi
m:"
bbei
-
Me:
"MAXWELLpl
ease!
!"
Af
terbat
hing,
Ifoundhi
m pl
ayi
ngwi
thhi
sson.
Hi
m:"yourf
athercal
l
edhesai
dyoushoul
dcal
l
hi
m back"
Me:
"ok"
Hi
m:"
hisagoodman"
Me:
"Iguess"
Iwor
emyt
hings.
Hi
m:'
nay
naybbe"
Isi
ghed.
Me:
"I'
m goingout
,cany
oupl
easebaby
sit
I
nnocentforme?"
Hi
m:"
Isn'
tthatAgnes'
sjob?
?"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"Iguess"
Iwal
keddownst
air
sandcal
l
eddad.
Me:
"papa"
Hi
m:"
pri
ncess"

smi
l
ed.
Me:
"youcal
l
ed"
Hi
m:"Iwantt
ospendmydaywithy
oui
fthatnot
apr
oblem of
cour
se"
Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"Iwi
l
lbegl
ad"
Hi
m:"
im comi
ng"
Me:
"Now!
!"
Hi
m:"
Yes"
hehungup,
Ijustl
aughed.
"
Hemakesy
ouhappy
"Ir
oll
edmyey
es.
Me:"
Iguessy
oucansayt
hat
"hewashol
dinghi
s
baby
.
Hi
m:"
hemessedhi
msel
f"
Ifr
owned.
Me:
"what
?"
Hi
m:"
hissmel
l
ing"
Ilaughed.
Me:"mam Agnesi
snother
eatthemomentand
I
'm goi
ngoutbye"
Iwal
kedout
.
Hi
m:"
NAOMI
!!
"Ii
gnor
edhi
m.

Myf
atherar
ri
vedi
nti
me,
ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"hey
"Ihuggedhi
m.
Hi
m:"
youhav
eloosewei
ght
"
Me:
"Gy
m cl
asses"
hel
aughed.
Hi
m: "
younotagoodl
i
ebbej
ustl
i
key
our
mother"
Ismil
ed.
Me:
"i
mjust
-
Hi
m:"
Don'
tsayi
t,i
hav
easur
pri
sef
ory
ou"
Me:
"Ihat
esur
pri
ses"
hesmi
l
ed.
Hi
m:"
youwi
l
llov
ethi
sone"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
Me:
"hopeso"
hepar
kedt
hecari
nthegr
avey
ard.
Hi
m:"
come"
hewal
kedout
.
Me:"
whyareweher
e??
,GodIhat
egr
ave'
s"he
l
aughed.
ThemomentIsawmymother'snamewri
tt
enin
astone,
Iwal
kedtot
hatone.Iknel
tdownnext
toi
t.
Me:
"wow"
Iki
ssedt
hest
one.
Hi
m:"
Iguesst
hisi
syourf
ir
stTi
me"
Inodded.
Me:'
iwastoomadf
ornot
hing"
hebr
ushedmy
shoul
der
.
Hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ry"
Ismi
l
edi
nbet
weent
het
ear
s.
Me:
"I
'm sor
rymama"
Ibr
ushedt
hest
one.

*
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
Hepar
kedI
nfrontofmyhouse,
im sl
eepi
ngher
e
t
oni
ght,
Westayedint
hecar.
Hi
m:"
imi
ssher
"Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"Imi
sshermor
e"
Hi
m:"
howdi
dyoudoi
t??
"If
rown
Me:
"Dowhat
?"
Hi
m:"
thi
sli
fe,
themoney,t
hecompany
.
Ev
ery
thi
ng!
!Howdidyouaff
ordi
t??
"
Me:
"Dad"
Hi
m:"
don'
tthi
nkaboutl
yi
ngt
ome"
Isi
ghedand
l
ookup.
Me:
"DadIwasadopt
edand-
Him:"
youandIbot
hknowy
oul
yi
ng"
Iswal
l
owed
hard.
Me:
"uhm I
'
m sor
ry"
Ibr
okedown.
Hi
m:"
bbe-
"Isi
ghed 
Me:
"Ican'
ti
m sor
ry"
Iwal
kedoutt
hecar
.
Hi
m:"
Naomi
!!
"Ikeptonwal
ki
ng.
Me:
"l
eav
emet
hehel
lal
one"
Him:"
Kater
ina!
!!
"heshout
,Ist
opped.
thatmy
secondname.
Me:
"IWASASTRI
PPERHAPPYNOW
[
05/
25,
22:
11]Ron:
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dent
all
yInLov
e

#30

MAXWELL

Myl i
feisallovert
hepl ace,I
'm backf rom
squareone.Backf rom mywi l
dl i
fe,changi
ng
gir
lsli
keunderwear.I 'vebeenf ucki
ngot her
gir
lsbehindNaomi 'sbackandIr egret
everyt
hingfuckinthing.I'
mt oost r
essed,Iknow
thedayNaomi fi
ndoutaboutt heKabel oshi
t
shewi l
lsur
elydumpme. .
"
Dadadadadadadadamamamama"
Ijumpof
f
mychai
r
Me:"
Champyoucantal
k??
"hegi
ggl
edmov
ing
hi
shandsupanddown.
"
WOW!
"Iki
ssedhi
sfor
ehead.
 
"Act
uali
tnothi
sfi
rstt
ime"
mam Agnessai
d
gett
ingi
n.
Me:
"Oh"
Her:"
Yeahheal
way
scr
yformadam"
Icl
osedmy
eyes.
Me:"ohdidn'
tshet
ell
youwhenwi
l
lshebe
back??"
sheshookherhead.
Her
:"
chasi
r(
Nosi
r)
"Inodded.
Me:"
Ihav etogosomewher e"It
ookmykeys
andkissedInnocentf
orehead,t
hankGodhe
di
dn'
tcr y.
"
Lat
er"
Isai
dwal
ki
ngout
.
Her
:"
bye"

Atmygy
m pl
ace:
Wewer echi
l
li
ng,meandtheboy
s(Chr
isand
Jade)Jamalwaswor
king.
Jade:
"Pr
incessaskedabouty
ou!
"If
rowned.
Me:
'
whoset
hat
??"
hechuckl
ed.
Jade:
"t
hegi
rly
ouf
uckedy
est
erday
"
Chr
is:
"ohgodMaxIt
houghty
oust
opped"
Isi
gh.
Me:
"Chr
ispl
ease"
Jade:
"don'
tChrispl
easehim,yourgi
rlwil
lbe
bl
amingusf orYourshi
t"
Irol
l
edmyey es.
Me:
"don'
tactl
i
keasai
nt"
hechuckl
ed.
Jade:"I
m notinacommi tt
edr elat
ionshipMax,I
fuckgirl
sy esbutIhaven'tmetsomeonet hatI
l
ov e.YouthinkIl
ov ethi
s? ?I
'
mj ustfuckedup.I
hav ewishestoo,yourli
feisjustsomet hingI
willbehappytohav e.
.Naomi isabeaut i
ful
womannotj ustabeautif
ulwomanshe'smadl y
i
nlov
ewi t
hy ou.MaybeIknownot hi
ngabout
l
ovebutbray oushit
ti
ngr i
ghtnow.Getyouract
t
ogetherorelse-
"hesighed.
"
Fuckt
hisshi
t"hegotup.
Me:"
comeonman"
hecl
i
ckedhi
stoungeand
l
eft
.
Chr
is:
"i
sitt
heKabel
osaga?
?"Isi
ghedandhel
d
myface.
Me:
"i
tst
ressi
ngman"
Hi
m:"yeahitdoes,
butdoyouseemer
unni
ngf
or
apussy??"
Iclosedmyeyes.
Me:
"pl
easebr
ajust
-
Hi
m:"
howwi l
lyouf
eeli
fNaomi
cheatony
ou
wi
thdi
ff
erentmen'
s??
"
Me:
"Don'
tsayt
hatshi
tChr
is"
heshookhi
shead.
Hi
m:"
youneedt
ost
op!
"hest
oodup.
Me:
"youl
eav
ingt
oo?
?"
Hi
m:"
Ihav
etoseey
oursi
ster
"Inodded.

AfterSomet
imeIwentt
omyof
fi
ceandchi
l
led
there.
"
Wecanf
uckher
eyouknow!
"Il
ookup.
Me:
"andy
ouar
e?"
Her
:"
ohmymaxt
hatashar
pcuti
nmyhear
t"
Me:
"sor
ryIguess"
shecl
osedt
hedoor
.
Her
:"
yest
erdaywasamazi
ng"
Me:"
yester
day?"
Iusual
fuckthi
sgi
rl
swhenI
'
m
dr
unk.butIal
waysusecondoms.
Her
:"
yeahyouevenconf
essedy
ourl
ovef
or
me"
myey espoppedout
.
Me:
"myLov
e??
"Shenoddedsi
tt
ingi
nmydesk.
Her
:"
yesbaby
"
Me:
"whaty
ournameagai
n??
"shegr
ins
Her
:"
pri
ncessmynamei
spr
incess"
Me:
"pr
incesscany
oudomeaf
avor
?"
Her
:"
any
thi
ng"

smi
rked
Me:"t
akeyourbagwalktot
hedoor,
opent
he
doorthanwalkoutmakesur
eyoucl
osei
taft
er
that
"Ismil
ed.
Her
:"
uhy
ou-
Me:
"GETTHEFUCKOUT!
!"
shej
umped.
"
Pleasel
eav
e"Isai
dcal
mly
.
Her
:"
but
-
Me:
"Iwi
l
lnotr
epeatmy
sel
f"
Her
:"
fucky
oumax"
Ibi
tmyl
owerl
i
p.
"Iwi
ll
tel
lyourst
upi
dwif
eaboutt hi
s"idon'
t
knowwhenandhowbutt henextthi
ngIknow
I'
m pi
nni
ngheragai
nstt
hewal l
strangli
ngher
.
Me:"
don'tev
er,
Imeanev ercal
lmywif
e
st
upid!
!"
shequickl
ynoddedwitht
ear
sinher
ey
es.
"
andy
ouwi
l
ltel
lhernot
hing"
shenoddedagai
n.
"Goodt
hanweunderstandeachot
her
"Il
etgo
andsheranoutl
i
vingherbagint
hefl
oor.
It
ooki
tandt
hrowi
toutt
hewi
ndow.
..

Itwas21: 05pm whenIwenthome, IjusthopeI


will
findNaomi ther
eandapol ogi
ze.Iwi ll
confessev ery
thingthecheati
ng,thehigh
schoolthing.Ijusthopeshewi l
lunderstand
andnotl eaveme.Whatwi l
lIbewi t
houther ?
?
Athome:
Ifoundev er
ybodysleepi
ngbutmywi f
ewasn't
home.It r
iedtocal
lherbutshedidn'
tanswer
,
whatifshe'scheat
ing??OhgodIsweari wi
ll
kil
l
her.Itr
iedhermaybe15t imesanditwent
strai
ghttovoicemail
.
Whati
fthi
siswhatsheusual
dowhenI
'
m out
??
Isl
eptbutIcoul
dn'
t,Ij
ustcoul
dn'
twhati
f?.I
fi
nal
lycl
osedmyey es.
..
Thef
oll
owi
ngday
:
IwokeupandIwasaloneinthebed,
Iworemy
gownandwalkeddownstai
rs.MamAganeswas
al
onecooki
ngbreakf
ast.
Me:
"Mor
ning"
she 
smi
l
ed
Her
:"
mor
ningsi
r"
Me:
"hav
eyouseenNaomi
?"sheshookherhead.
Her
:"
chasi
r(
Nosi
r)
"Isi
ghed.
Me:
"Oh"
Her
:"
isev
ery
thi
ngokSi
r??
"Inodded.
Me:
"Ev
ery
thi
ngi
sf i
nedon'
tworr
yyour
sel
f"
she
smi
l
edandcont
inuedonwhatshewasdoi
ng.
Justthanmywi
fedeci
dedt
obl
essuswi
th
hersel
f.
Her:
"morni
ng"mam Agnesgr
eet
edherback.
Shewalkedupst
air
sIshookmyheadfol
lowi
ng
her
.
Me:
"i
tni
ceneh"
shet
urnedandl
ookatme.
Her
:"
excuseme?
"
Me:
"yousl
eepi
ngout
"shel
aughed.
Her
:"
atl
eastnowy ouknowhowi
tfeel
s"If
eltmy
f
acebur
ninginanger.
Me:
"don'
tshi
tonmeNaomi
"sheChuckl
ed.
Her
:"
Yeahwhat
ever
"sher
oll
edherey
es.
Me:
"youar
emywi
feNaomi
"
Her
:"
Fianceact
ual
l
y"Isi
ghed.
Me:
"yousl
eepar
oundnow?
?"sher
oll
edherey
es.
Her
:"
Isl
eptatmyhouse"
Me:
"youshoul
dhav
ecal
l
ed"
sheChuckl
ed.
Her
:"
li
key
oudowheny
ouout
??"
Icl
osemyey
es.
Me:
"babe-
Her
:"
sav
eitmax,
Ijustwantt
osl
eep"
Me:
"whatkepty
oubusyl
astni
ght
"
Her
:"
Iwasf
ucki
ngsomeone"
sher
oll
edherey
es.
Me:
"i
tnotf
unnyNaomi
"Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
.
"Uhbeforey
ousl
eepcanweuhm t
alk"
she
sighed.
Her
:"
max-
Me:
"Pl
ease!
!"
Her
:"
Fine!
!"
Iner
vousl
ysmi
l
ed.
Me:
"Iwasyoungandst
upi
d,Iswearbabyi
twas
amist
ake.
"
Her
:"Maxy
ouscar
ingme"
Iswal
l
owedhar
d.
Me: "
Iwasdoingmyf ir
styeari
nDur banboy s
Highschool,beingagr ade8snob.Wewant ed
tobecool andall,
soonedaywehangedout
wi t
hthecoolestkids.Wepar t
edt hatdayt han
wentt ochi
lli
nmyr oom, wewatchedmov i
es
thansomeguysuggestwewat chpor n.Iwasn't
comf ort
abl
ewi t
ht hatbutIwantedt obecool
andnott obeseenasaner d.Wellweal lagreed
, aft
ersomet i
meIwasdamnhor ny .Justthan
kabelosuggestwehav esex,hev ol
unteeredto
bef ucked.Meandmysquad( Jade,
chrisand
Jamal )disagreed.Theyf or
cedust odoi t
, wel
l
Thabo( t
heThaboMkhi ze)t
heheadboyf orced
ust odoi t.I
twasaFr idaything,wewoul ddoit
Everyti
mei nFri
days.Istart
edt oenjoyit
,
fuckingkabelost ar
tedt ohappendai l
yandhe
enjoyed-
Her
:"
Wai
twai
tyouf
uckedanot
herguy
??"
Me:"
babyIwasyoung,
sil
lyandahornyki
d.I
swearbabyI
'
m notgay
"sheshookherhead.
Her:
"butyousai
dyouenj
oyedi
t"
Isi
ghedhol
ding
herhands.
Me:"
AsIsai
dIwasstupidandhorny,I
twasn'
t
mebbeitwasastupi
dhornykid.Il
oveyoubbe
youhav
etobel
iev
eme" shenodded.
Her:
"uhm weal
lmakemistakesandIhave
mademi nei
nthePastsoIwontjudgeyou"
I
si
ghed.
Me:"soyounotgoi
ngt
oleav
eme?
?"sheshook
herhead.
Her
:"
asl
ongasy
ounotBi
sexual
"ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"Thatnotal
l
"
Her
:"
huh"
Isi
ghed.
Me:"
IsawKabelot
hatdaywewentt
omy
cl
ub"shef
rowned.
Her
:"
don'
ttel
lmey
ouf
uckedagai
n"shel
etgoof
myhands.
Me:
"what
?No!
!"
shesi
ghed.
Her:
"Thankgodorel
seIwoul
dhav
edumped
yourass"
Iswal
lowedhar
d.
Me:"
I'v
ebeensostressedt
hesepastweeksand
Iuhm wel
lIcheat
edwi t
hdi
ffer
entwomen's"
she
shovedme 
Her
:"
what
??"
she 
stoodup
Me:"
itwasamomentofweaknessbbe"
she
l
aughedsar
cast
ical
l
y.
Her:
"soEv
eryt
imey oustr
essedyouwill
fuck
ar
ound??"
atearescapedinhereyes.
Me:
"bbei
tnotl
i
ket
hatpl
easedontcr
y"
Her
:"
Ican'
tmaxIcan'
t"
shet
ookof
fherr
ing.
Me:
"bbenonopleasedon'
t"
Iknel
tdownwi
th
myhandstoget
her.
Her:
"I'
m sorr
yIcan'tdothi
sanymor
eMaxi
tnot
heal
th"
iheldherhands,shemademest
oodup
andheldmyhands.
"Wearenotready,weneedt
ofi
xourl
i
vesf
ir
st
bef
ore-
"shesighed.
Me:
"wewillt
ryagai
nbabypl
easedontgi
veup
i
nusplease"
shegavemetheri
ng.
Her:"
Maybesomedaywewi l
lgetbacktoget
her
,Ican'
tanymore.I
tdr
aini
ngmaxitstr
essful
."
I
sil
entl
ycri
ed.
Me:"
bbei fi
tti
mey ouwantthanIwi
l
lgi
vei
tto
youplease"
shejusthuggedme.
Her:
"j
ustknowthati
lov
eyouok"
wesi
l
ent
ly
cr
iedtoget
her.
..
..
.

>Max UnEdi
ted
[
05/
26,
09:
19]Ron:
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dent
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e

#31

NAOMI
Myli
fewassi mpl
eyethar
d,Il
ovebei
ng
i
ndependentandal
lbutTr
uthbetol
dImiss
max.Imisstheki
sses,
thesexmostl
yhi
slove.
Atmyof
fi
ce:
"
arey
ouok?
"Il
ookup
Me:
"YeahI
'
mfi
neAnna"
shesi
ghed.
Her
:"
Imi
ssy
ou"
Me:
"I
'm her
eAnna"
shesi
ghedagai
n.
Her:
"Imi
ssus,
Imi
sshowweusedt
obe"Isat
back.
Me:
"Andwho'
sfaul
tist
hat
??"
Her:
"Nlook,
I'
m sor
ryok.Iwasangry,
ifel
t
bet
rayed.ButIwasmadatt hewrongperson"
I
si
ghed.
Me:
"mmhhowi
sMax"
shesatdown.
Her:
"youmeaninthese3mont
hsy
oubr
okeup,
you'
veneverseenhi
m? ?
"
Me:"
well
Innocentstayswit
hmeandAgnes,
Maxusuall
yv i
siti
ntheweekendsbuthedi
dn'
t
comethelastone"shenodded.
Her
:"
thatoneoft
her
easonsi
m her
e"If
rown
Me:
"oh"
Her:"
may behewill
li
stentoyou,
hisal
ways
drunk,hi
schickbonesareout.Hedoesn'
teat
godNpl easehelpout
"
Me:
"Why
??"
Her
:"
huh"
Me:"
Imeanwhatgoi
ngonwi
thhi
m??
"she
cl
osedherey
es.
Her
:"
I.
..
uhm pl
easegocheckhi
m out
"Inodded.
Me:
"ok"
Her
:"
Pleasepr
omi
se"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
Me:
"Ipr
omi
se"
shegi
ggl
ed.
Her
:"
thanks"
Me:
"Howar
ethi
ngswi
thChr
is?
?"shesmi
l
ed.
Her
:"
hisani
ceguybutt
oomuchpl
ayboy
"I
l
aughed.
Me:
"atl
easthedoesn'
tcheat
"Isai
dthel
astpar
t
i
nalowervoice.
Her
:"
im sor
ry"
Ifor
cedasmi
l
e.
Me:
"i
toki
mfi
ne"
Her
:"
mmhuhdoy
oust
il
ll
oveMax"
Me:
"ohgodl
ookatt
hewat
ch!I
m hav
ingLunch
wi
thdadgoshi
mlat
e"Il
i
ed.
Her
:"
comeonN"
Isi
ghed.
Me:"
Iwi
ll
alwaysloveyourbr
otherAnna"
she
si
ghedi
nreli
efIguess.
Her
:"
thankGod"
Me:
"what
??"
Her:
"i
fyoudidn'thewasgoi
ngt
omur
der
hi
mself"
Ilaughed.
Me:
"t
hewayy
ousayi
tthough"
shegi
ggl
ed.
Her
:"
Ain'
tyoul
atef
orl
unch"
Iexhal
ed.
Me:"Iwill
texthi
mtocomeher
e,I
'
mti
red"
she
chuckled.
Her
:"
youl
i
edr
ight
??"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
Me:
"yeahWhat
ever
"
Her
:"
youabadbadgi
rl
"thewayshesai
dit
,she
r
emindsmeofsomeone..
.
_
_
Itookmyt hi
ngsandwentt ovisi
tdad,well I
missedhim.ThewayIenj oyhiscompany ,I
don'tevenspendasingl
edaywi thoutseeing
hi
m.Ij ustwantedtosur
prisehim,wellIhad
somet hi
ngplannedout.
Athi
shouse:
Hewassl
eepi
ngi
nthecouch.
.
Me:
"Lazyass"
Imumbl
ed.
Hi
m:"
excusemecomeagai
n"Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"Hi
fat
her
"heChuckl
ed.
Hi
m:"
heypr
incess"
hest
oodupandwehugged.
Me:"
whenar
eyouf
indi
ngmeast
epmom?
"he
l
aughed.
Hi
m:"
imt
oool
dfort
hose"
Ismi
l
ed.
Me:"
MmmhsoIhav
easecondbabyf
ory
ou"
he
f
rowned.
Hi
m:"
Asecondbaby
??"
Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"i
taboy
"It
ookhi
shand.
Hi
m:"
youhav
eachi
l
d"Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"ohf
athery
ouwi
l
lsee"
Hi
m:"
mmmh"
wewal
kedout
.
Me:
"cl
osey
ourey
es"
Hi
m:"
Idon'
tl
iket
his"
Igi
ggl
ed.
Me:
"pl
easedady
"hedi
d.
Hi
m:"
done"
Me:
"mmmh"
Iwal
kedt
ohi
sbaby
.
"
nowopent
hem"
hedi
d.
Hi
m:"
Naomi
"
Me:
"dady
"
Hi
m:"
isi
twhatI
'
mthi
nki
ng?
?"
Me:
"yes"
hesmi
l
ed.
Him:"
thankyoubaby
"het
ouchedhi
sRange
Rover
(thecar)
.
"
Mybbegotmeacar
!!
"heshout
s"Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"youl
ovei
t"
hesmi
l
edbet
weenhi
stear
s.
Him:"
Iwishy
ourmot
hercoul
dhav
eseent
his"
I
huggedhim.
Me:
"hi
sher
ewi
thus"
Itouchedhi
schest
.
"
Inourhear
ts"
hehuggedmeagai
nti
ght
ert
his
t
ime.
Him:"
I'
m sopr
oudofy ou"Isil
ent
lyletmytears
fl
ow,Iwashappy.Happyt hathi
shappy,there'
s
nothi
ngmoreexcit
ingthanhearingyourparent
tel
l
ingyouhowproudhei s.
"
Lett
akehi
mforar
ide"
Iletgoofhi
m.
Me:"
Wil
lyouopenthedoorf
orme"
hel
aughed
goi
ngtohissi
de.
Hi
m:"I
nyourdr
eamsbabygi
rl
"wegoti
n,he
br
ushedt
hesit
sandthest
eer
ing.
"
Myson"
Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"I
'm soj
eal
ousr
ightnow"
Hi
m:"
ooohpl
ease"
weLaughed,
Il
ovehi
m.
_
_
Aft
erIl
eftdad'shouse, Ideci
dedtov
isi
tMax.
Toseehowhi sdoi ng,
myhear twasj
umpingup
anddown.idon'tknowwhy !
!!
Ourhouse:
Iknockedandnooneanswer
ed,
Ideci
dedt
o
openwi t
hmysparekey

Ther
ewer eemptybeer'
s,pl
ast
icsinthef
loor
.
Hepassedoutinthecouchhol
dingmypictur
e.
Myheartbroke,
Ilov
ehim AndIhateseei
nghim
l
iket
his.
Icl
eanedthehouse,
thebedr
ooms,thel
ounge
andever
ywhere.Ial
mostspent3hours
cl
eani
ng.
Iwokehi
sup.
.
Hi
m:"
mmmh"
het
urnedar
ound.
Me:"
Maxman"
hej
umpedandst
oodup,
he
al
mostf
ell
.
Hi
m:"
Bbe!
!"
hequi
ckl
yhuggedme.Hi
swasso
t
hin.
Me:
"hey
!!
"
Hi
m:"
youbackhome?
?"Isi
ghed.
Me:
"no"
Hi
m:"
oh"
disappoi
ntedwaswr
it
tenal
lov
erhi
s
f
ace.
Me:
"l
etsi
tdown"
wedi
d.
Hi
m:"
Imi
ssy
ou"
Icl
osedmyey
es.
Me:
"Imi
ssy
out
oo,
ever
yday
"hesmi
l
ed.
Hi
m:"
thancomebackhome"
Isi
ghed
Me:
"Ihav
etot
ell
yousomet
hingf
ir
st"
henodded.
"Asyouknow, Iwasal
onebackt hen.Wi
thno
famil
y,
nofri
ends,nomoneyjustme.Iwastoo
youngtotakewisedeci
sions,butIhadt
oli
ve.I
neededfood,aplacet
oli
v e,
Ineededmoney
.onedayaguyf oundmei nthest reeteating
from t hebi n,Iwas13t hatt i
me.Het oldmeI
wi l
lhav eabr i
ght ereducat i
onandabeaut i
ful
houset oliv
einonl yifIagr eet olivewi thhim.
Of cour seIneededal lthet hi
ngshement i
oned,
sot heanswerwasy es.Hewasn' tt hatoldbut
may be26byt hattime.4mont hspassedandI
wassohappy , Igotev erythingt hatIwant ed.
Butt hingst ookanot hert urnwhenIwas16, he
alway saskedmet odancef orhi mt akingof fmy
clothes.Hewoul dbuymest r
ippingdanci ng
DVD' sordownl oadv ideos.Iwoul ddancef or
him ev er yni
ghtwhenhecomesbackt owor k,it
wasmy17bi rthdaywhenhef orcedhi msel ft o
me.Hewoul dr apemeEv eryt
imeheget s,when
hef eltlikeim usel essheexchangedmewi th
hisf ri
ends.Ev eryti
mewhent heyv isitthey
woul dsl eepwi thme, oneofhi sfri
endsbr ought
me.Iwasnowwor ki
ngf orhi m, Iwoul ddancei n
thecl ubandsl eepwi t
hhi shi ghcl ients.After4
year sIwr oteabookaboutmyl i
fe,itwas
publi
shedandev
eryt
hingwentwell
.It
ookmy
thi
ngsandranaway,IhadmadeR100000.And
R50000f ormybook.Ithanst
art
edmyown
company.Aft
ert
hati-
Hi
m:"
wher
ear
eal
lthosebust
ards"
Me:
"t
heyar
edi
ed"
Ilookedaway
..
.

>Nay
Nay
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26,
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#31

(
shor
tsomet
hing)
MAXWELL.

turnedoutmyNayNayki
ll
edt
hoseguys,
Idon'
t
blameherthoughIwoul
dhav
edonethesame.
i
nt hecoupleofmont hsagowef oundout
Naomi ispregnant,
she'snow6Mont hs
pregnant,
Icouldn'
tbemor ehappier.i
nnocent
turned17mont hsoldlastmonth,hecan'tst
op
blabbi
ngandhel oveNay Naysomuch!mor e
thanmeev en. 
"
Bbe"
ohgodnotagai
n.
me:"
mmmh" weweresl
eepi
ngf
orsur
eitt
he
cr
avi
ngsgoodness!
!
her
:"
I'
m hungr
y"
me:
"Mmmh"
IhummedAgai
n.
her
:"
I'
m cr
avi
ngSt
eer
sbur
ger"
me:
"mmmh"
her
:"
MAXWELL!
!"
Ijumped.
Me:
"GodWHAT?
?"Iscr
eamed.
her
:"
ma.
..
x..
w..
e..
l.
.l
"ohNo.
me:
"i
m sor
rybbepl
easedon'
tcr
y"
her
:"
Bur
ger
??"

sighed.
me:
"t
hest
oresar
ecl
osed"
her
:"
Icecr
eam t
han"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
me:
"Andy
ousayy
ouhungr
y"shepout
.
"
ofcoursebbeyouricecream"
shesmi
l
ed,
I
walkedtotheki
tchen.
..
_
t
hef
oll
owi
ngday
:
wedi dsomuch, wellIdidsomuch.god
pregnantwomenar eajobnaH!.weusuall
ybat h
togetherandI'
mt heonewho'scookingifMam
Agnesi soff
..she'
sbigandlazywell
herbellyis
bignother,I
'm surepri
ncesswill
beallbeauti
ful
andchubby .
.
"
bbe"
Itookmykey
s.
me:
"I'
mrunni
ngl
ate"
Iki
ssedherf
orehead.
her
:"
butI
'
m cr
avi
ng-
me:
"Iwi
l
lcomebacknownow"
shesul
ked 
her
:"
myl
i
fegett
ost
opandy
our
smov
eon"
she
st
art
edcr
ying.
me:"okbbecomel
etgot
oget
her
"sheshookher
head.
her:
"notlooki
ngl
i
ket
his,
Ilookl
i
keahi
ppo"
i
chuckled.
"
whyar
eyoulaughi
ng?
?Ihat
eyouIhat
e
y
ou"
shest
ormedout.
Me:
"godf
uck"
Igr
oaned.
Ihadtoliv
esoIl
eftheral
lmadorel
seIwasn'
t
going.
..
Igott
omyof
fi
ceandIwassur
pri
sedt
osee
Kabel
o. 
me:
"t
hef
ucky
oudoi
ngher
e??
"hesmi
l
ed.
hi
m:"
heyl
overboy
"Isi
ghedwal
ki
ngt
omydesk.
Me:
"hi
Kabel
o"
hi
m:"
itkay
beeact
ual
l
y"Ir
oll
edmyey
es.
Me:"
What
everyouare,
howcanIhel
pyou"
he
st
oodupfr
om hischai
r.
him:
"mmht
hequest
ioni
swhatcanIdof
or
you?
?"
Me:
"not
hingI
'
m good"
hehel
dhi
swai
st.
hi
m:"l
etmegettothepoi
nt,
Iwanty
out
ofuck
me"myeyespoppedout.
Me:"
tofuckwho?you?
?yougott
obeki
ddi
ng
r
ight
?"hechuckl
ed.
him:"
y ouknowmaxyIhavesomethi
ngt
hatwil
l
rui
ny ourfami
lyandYourr
eput
ati
onasaboxer
ofcourse"
me:
"dowhaty
ougot
tado"
hegi
ggl
ed.
hi
m:"
Iwantyoual
lboysbacktomeandt
rust
meyouwil
lbeback"
hewinked.
me:
"gett
hef
uckout
"het
ooki
nnocent
'
spi
ctur
e.
hi
m:"
ist
hisYourbaby
??"
me:
"godKabel
ogetthefuckoutofher
e!!
"he
t
ookNaomi'
spict
uretoo.
hi
m:"
ist
hiswi
fey
??"
hef
rowned,
Idon'
ti
fhewas
j
eal
ousorwhat
.
me:
"t
hatmyf
utur
ether
e"Ismi
l
ed.
hi
m:"
byemax"
hewal
kedout
..
Idi
dn'
tthoughtthi
sKabelot
hingwasgoi
ngt
o
beaproblem unti
lnow.
Ical
l
edtheboysandwedeci
dedtomeetatt
he
gym,wehadtocomeupwithasol
uti
on.
.
_
att
hegy
m:
Jade:"
thi
sBit
chblackmai
l
edusall
!!damnhe
real
l
ymi ssourdi
ckgamehuh?!
"weLaughed.
Me:
"t
hisi
sser
iousman"
henodded.
Jade:
"ser
ious?
? t
hisi
saj
oke,
letj
ustki
l
lhi
m"
us:
"what?
?"hel
aughed.
Jade:
"uhgay
s!!
"
Chr
is:
"f
uckt
hiswi
l
lrui
nEv
ery
thi
ng"
Jamal
:
"Letj
ustki
l
lhi
m"wel
ookedathi
m.
me:
"yout
oo!
!"
hesi
ghed.
Jamal
:"
hewi
llmakesur
ehegetwhathewant
s
andi
fImayask.wi
ll
youfuckhi
m??
"
me:
"t
othef
uckNo!
!"
Jadel
aughed.
Jade:
"i
tnot
hingdi
ff
erent
,youoncetappedi
t
remember"
Igavehi
m adeathstar
e.
Me:
"f
ucky
ou"
Chr
is:
"I
'm sur
ehi
swor
kingwi
thsomeone"
Jade:
"whowantourdi
ckst
oo?
?"
Jamal
:
"dudecany
oubeser
ious"
Jadesmi
l
ed.
Jade:"
ammat
ell
youwhatser
ious,
Igotagi
rl
pregnant
"
us:
"What
!!
!"
wegasped.
Jade:
"ohcomeony
ouGuy
sdontbeKay
bee"
me:
"who'
sthegi
rl
"hesmi
l
ed.
Jade:
"Noone"
Jamal
:
"whyi
sitt
hef
ir
stt
imeI
'
m hear
ingt
his?
?"
Jade:
"wenott
hatbuddybuddydon'
tactl
i
kemy
brot
her"
Jamal
:
"I'
myourbr
othery
ouf
ool
"
Jade:
"ooh"
weLaughed.
Chr
is:
"ohshi
tyoudamnhi
gh"
weal
ll
ookedat
hi
m.
Jade:
"cl
everhuh?!okwekill
i
ngkabel
ofi
nish
!!
"hetookouthispocketkni
fe.
"wi
ththi
s"weLaughedathowshor
twashi
s
kni
fe.
Chri
s:"
maybehi
spl
ayi
ngwi
thus"
Jamal
chuckl
ed.
Jamal
:
"i-
myphonebeepedt
hanChr
isf
oll
owedt
han
Jamal
'
s.
me:
"t
hismi
ghtbeser
ious"
Itookoutmyphone.
Jade:
"whyi
smynot
-,ohnowIr
emember
"he
gi
ggled.
"
Ifl
ushedi
t"
wel
ookedathi
m.
me:
"why
??"
Chr
is:
"f
uck-
Jamal:"
hol
yshitt
hismotherf
ucker
"i
twasasex
tape,
itwasusfucki
nghim ot
herpeopl
eface'
s
arehi
ddenonlyoursAr
eshown.
me:
"ohf
uckNaomii
sgoi
ngtoleaveme,
how
wi
ll
mykidsl
ookatmeaf
tert
his??
"
Jamal
:
"FUCK"
hest
oodupandki
ckedhi
schai
r.
me:
"myf
urni
tur
eboy
"
_
Igothomepr
obabl
yitwas20:
00pm.
"
wher
eyoucomi
ngf
rom i
tlat
e"Isi
ghed.
me:"
pleaseNaomij
ustf
oroncegi
vemef
ucki
n
br
eakwi l
lyou!
!"

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#32

NAOMI
.
Il
ookedatmybeaut i
ful
princess,hernameis
Laur
enJacobs.
.shewasnowf ourmont hsand
i
nnocenti
ssojealousofher.Talki
ngabout
i
nnocenthewasnow2y earsold.
"
Mamat
akeme"
Igi
ggl
edathowj
eal
ousi
nnoi
s.
Me:
"youl
oveme?
"It
ookhi
m.
Hi
m:"
bigsobi
g"IChuckl
ed.
Me:
"youl
oveLaur
en"
heshookhi
shead.
Him:
"Ihat
eLawl
en(
hecoul
dn'
tpr
onounceher
namewell"
Me:
"why
??"
heshookhi
sheadagai
n.
Him:"
shetooky
ouawayf
om(
from)me"
myey
es
poppedout.
Me:
"butI
'
m her
ebbe"
heshookhi
shead.
Hi
m:"
youdon'
tl
ovemeamor
e(any
mor
e)"
.
Me:
"Il
ovey
ousomuch"
Hi
m:"buty
ouspendbi
gti
mewi
thLawl
en"
I
si
ghed.
Me:
"becauseshe'
syoung"
Hi
m:"
I'
myoungt
oo"
Me:
"Il
ov-
Laur
enwokeup,
shesuckedonhert
humb..
Me:
"Ihav
etof
eedLaur
en"
Iputhi
m down.
Hi
m:"
Ihat
eyouLawl
en"
hewal
kedout
.
"
Hiski
ddi
ng,hel
oveyoubbe"
Ikissedherpout
l
i
ps,Atl
astsomeonel
ookedl
ikeme.  
Myphoner
ang.
..
Me:
"bbe"
Hi
m:"st
handwaSami
howar
emybabi
es?
?"I
si
ghed.
Me:"
besidethatI
nnocenthateLaur
en
ev
erythi
ngisok"helaughed.
Hi
m:"
het
oldy
out
oo"
ichuckl
ed.
Me:"
het
oldLaur
entoohesai
d'i
hat
eyou
Lawl
en'
"maxlaughed 
Hi
m:"
Imi
ssy
ouguy
ssobad"
Me:
"It
oldy
ounott
ogo"
 
Him:"Ihadtoo,t
hiswasamat t
erofdeat
hbut
I
'm comi ngbacknextweek"
Ismil
ed.
Me:
"Ican'
twai
tgodImi
ssy
ou"
Hi
m:"
youmi
ssmydi
ckt
oo?
?"Ibl
ushed.
Me:
"comebackhomebaby
"I'
m sur
ehewas
smi
rki
ng.
Hi
m:"
onemor
eweekmyl
ove"
Me:
"howisCongo??Ihear
dYourf
ri
endsl
eft
wi
thyou"
hesighed.
Hi
m:"Wefi
nebutwhenIcomebackhomeI
wantt
otel
lyousomet
hing"
Me:
"soundser
ious"
hesi
ghed.
Hi
m:"
Igott
ogobbei
lov
eyou!
!"
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
-
Hehungup.
..
Maxandhisfri
endsleftf
orCongo2weeksago,
hesai
dhisgoingtosolvesomethi
ng.Idi
dn'
t
bot
hertoaskwhat,IknowhowmuchIwasa
pai
nintheasswhenIwaspr egnant
..
Lat
eron:
DadfetchedI
nnocent,
wellt
heyhav
ethi
sst
rong
bond.AndhisSl
eepingov
er..
.
Annavi
sit
edandgodshe'
sPr
egnant
,maxi
s
gonnaf
li
p.
Me:
"whenar
eyout
ell
i
ngmax
?"shesi
ghed
Her
:"
godhe'
sgoi
ngt
oki
l
lme"
Ilaughed.
Me:
"comeonhi
snott
hatbadandbesi
desy
ou
ol
denough"
Her:
"youdon'tknowmybr
othert
hewayIdo,
where'
sisinno"
Me:"hehateLaurenandhewantedabr eakf
rom
hersohe'svi
sit
inggrandpa"
Annalaughed.
Her
:"
poorLaur
en"
weLaughed.
Me:
"Ihopet
hiswi
l
lpasst
hough!
"
Her
:"
comeoni
twi
l
l,hi
syoungandj
eal
ous"
I
l
aughed.
Me:
"t
oomuchj
eal
ousy
"
Her
:"
Hel
ovey
ourf
athershame"
Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"t
heyl
oveeachot
her
"
Her
:"
andi
tcut
e,Iwi
shmy
-
Me:
"don'
tsayi
t"
shesi
ghed.
Her
:"
itokI
'
m sor
ry"
Ihel
dherhands.
Me:
"NoI
'
m sor
ry"
Her
:"
hasy
ouFat
herf
oundsomeone?
?"Il
aughed.
Me:
"Nopnoti
nami
l
li
ony
ear
s"
Her:
"Iguesshel
ovedy
ourmot
hersobad"
I
nodded.
Me:
"buthehav
etol
eti
tgo"
Her
:"
letgoshoppi
ng"
Me:
"ohgodI
'
mti
red"
sher
oll
edherey
es.
Her
:"
you'
dsweary
oupr
egnant
"
Me:
"myt
ubear
eti
edbbe"
herey
espoppedout
.
Her
:"
youdone?
?"Inodded
Me:
"yep!
!"
Her
:"
andmaxal
l
owedt
hat
!!
"Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"wel
lheunder
stand"
Her
:"
sounl
i
kehi
m"
Me:"
comeonIhav e3ki
dswhatmor
edoI
want!
"shef
rowned.
Her
:"
3ki
ds?
?"
Me:
"Thandol
wet
hu,
innocentandLaur
en"
Her
:"
oh"
Me:
"yeah"
Her
:"
butst
il
l"
Ishookmyhead.
Me:
"wearedonewi
thbabiesandIdon'
twant
I
nnocentt
ohateme"
shelaughed.
Her
:"
godi
misshi
m whydi
dhel
eav
e!!
"
_
Thef
oll
owi
ngdAy
:
I
twasl at
eprobabl
y21:00pm andi
nnocenti
s
notbackyet
.Icall
eddad.
Me:
"Dad!
"hechuckl
ed.
Hi
m:"
bbe"
Isi
ghed.
Me:
"wher
e'smyson"
Hi
m:"
tal
ktohi
m"dadgav
eInnocentt
hephone.
Me:
"Bbe"
I
nno:
"mama"
Me:
"whenar
eyoucomi
ngbackhome"
he
gi
ggl
ed.
I
nno:"
NextYeargaanpa( gr
andpa)
 i
spl
ayi
ngwi
th
me,im Havin(hav
ing)f
unandLawleni
snot
her
e"Ichuckled.
Me:
"Imi
ssy
ou"
hegi
ggl
edagai
n.
Inno:
"Imissy
oubi
gbi
gandbi
gtoobi
g"I
chuckled.
Me:"comebackhomet
han"
I'
m sur
ehewas
shookinghi
shead.
I
nno:"
Gaanpa(
grandpa)i
sni
ceandpl
aywi
th
me"Ir
oll
edmyey es
Me:
"Laur
enwantt
osayhel
l
o"Ipl
ayedhi
m.
I
nno:
"NonoIdoonnnt(don't
)wat
h(want
)No,
t
akegaanpa(
grandpa)
 take"
Me:
"Jesus!
!"
dad 
giggl
ed
Dad:"
youheardt
hebigchamp,
hiscomi
ngback
nextyear
"Igi
ggl
ed.
Me:
"nextweekdad"
Dad:"
Iknowgoodni
ghtpr
incessandki
ssLaur
en
forme"Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"ni
g-
Dad:
"okokIwaski
ddi
ngdon'
tki
ssLaur
en,
this
guyi
spunchi
ngmehere"
hewhisper
edt
helast
par
t.
Me:
"Il
ovey
oudad"
Dad:
"Lov
eyoumor
epr
incess"
Ihungup.
_
_
3dayslef
tformaxtocomebackandI
nnocent
t
oo..
.damnImissedthem.
Ifel
twei
rd,
Idon'tknowbutmymindwas
tel
li
ngmesomethingbadi
sgoingt
ohappen.
If
eltl
i
kesleepi
ngsoIdi
d,wel
lMamAgneswas
wi
thLaur
en..
Lat
eron:
Iwokeupandt
her
ewasabr
ownEnv
elopnext
t
ome.
.
Me:
"mam Agnes"
shesmi
l
edandt
urnedar
ound.
Her
:"
Yesmam "
Me:"di
dyoul
eav
ethi
sinmybed"
sheshookher
head.
Her
:"
nomam"
Me:"ohuhm noonewasher
e??
"sheshookher
head.
Her
:"
nomam"
Isi
l
ent
lyr
oar
ed.
"
Isev
ery
thi
ngokmam?
?"Ismi
l
edact
ual
l
yfaked
i
t.
Me:"Ihavetocallsomeone"Irushedint
omy
room, andmywi ndowwascl osedalsothe
bathroom windowt oo.
..
Isi
ghedandopenedthe
envelope.
.
I
twasaCD, Ipl
ayeditbutpausedi
twhenI
r
eal
izei
tasextape.Thefuck???
.
Imadeacal
l
.
Hi
m:"
longt
ime"
Ichuckl
ed.
Me:
"yeahy
eahIneedaf
avor
"
Hi
m:"
Any
thi
ng"

smi
l
ed
Me:
"Iwanty
out
ofi
ndsomeonef
orme"
Him:
"someone?
?Li
keal
ostper
sonor
somethi
ng??
"
Me:"
Nop, someonei
sst
alki
ngmeandprobabl
y
wanttodestroymyf
amil
ywell
Igot
-"
itol
dhim
ev
erythi
ng.
Hi
m:"mynamei
sDANGERbabysot
rustme"
I
smi
led.
Me:
"sowhenwi
l
lyougetbackt
ome?
?"
Hi
m:"
Tomor
row,
l
etmeetf
orl
unch"
Me:
"t
omor
rowi
tis"
hehungup.
Dangerisanol
dFri
end,
hehel
pedmewhenI
ranawayandhehel
pedmewhenIwant
edmy
revenge.
..
_
Thef
oll
owi
ngday@ Der
bonaze.
.
Danger
:"
sti
l
lbeaut
if
ul"
Ismi
l
ed.
Me:
"i
tBeen6y
ear
s"wehugged.
Hi
m:"
your
emembermewheny ouwantmet
o
dodi
rt
yworkf
ory
ou"
IChuckl
ed.
Me:
"comeon"
Hi
m:"
okt
hisshi
tisbi
gok"
Ifr
owned.
Me:
"soundser
ious"
hesi
ghed.
Hi
m:"RememberMongezi
Mkhi
zeandhi
s
f
ri
ends??"
Inodded.
Me:
"ofcour
seIwoul
dn'
tfor
gethi
m"t
hoseguy
s
t
hatrapedme.
Him:"
wellsomeoneisaf teryouandyourfamil
y,
hewanty outodiealone.Hisplani
ngonkill
i
ng
ever
ysinglepersonyourelatedtooandhisfi
rst
missi
onist obreakyouandmaxapar tt
hankil
l
yourfat
her.Hewanty out of
eel t
hepainhefelt
thedayyoukill
edhisbrother. 
Me:
"soi
trev
enge?
?"henodded.
Him:"
hisbrot
heri
sMongezi
Mkhize,
hewant
Payback.Hewantyout
osuff
erl
i
kehedi
dbut
yourpain-
Me:
"okokwhoi
she?
?"
Him:"Thabo,
ThaboMkhi
ze"
myey
espopped
out.
Me:
"WHAT"
Hi
m:"hi
m andMongezi
arebr
other
s,bl
ood
Br
other
s"
Me:
"ohmygod"

>Nay
Nay

[
05/
26,
12:
40]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#33
MAXWELL.
..

"
guy
slookI
'
m sor
ry"
Jadesmi
l
ed.
Jade:"
y ouknowkabelo,Ihavenev erki
l
led
anyonebef or
eandI'
m notpl
anningt odoiti
n
thefuture.thatwhywemadet hi
ngseasyfor
youjustst epoutoft
hefuckincarman. Oopsor
shouldIsaywoman" kabeloslowlygotout.
Jamal
:
"fi
nal
l
y!!
"hegr
abbedkabel
obyhi
sshi
rt
.
Kabel
o:"
aaaaar
h"
me:
"canwedot
hist
heot
herway
"
Jade:
"St
opbei
ngasi
ssymax"
wewal
kdown
theri
ver
..
Idon'tknowifitcall
edkidnappingorwhatbut
wet ookkabelofrom SAt ohere(Congo)tokil
l
hi
m andgetawaywi thit,Ihavenev erki
l
led
anyonebef or
eneithermyboy st hatwhywewi l
l
l
ettheCr ocodi
lesdot hejob..
.
Kabel
o:"
CROCODI
LERI
VER!
!!
"heshout
..
"ohmygoshguy spleasepl
easepl
easeI'
m
sorryohJesus"
Ifel
tli
kecry
ing,
arewereal
ly
doingthi
s??
Jade:"i
ttool
atetoapol
ogi
ze"
hesi
ngs,of
course
hisdrunkandhigh.wel
lweal
lsmokedbutst
il
l
thi
sis..
.godf
uck!!
Chr
is:
"Pr
ay"
wewer
enowst
andi
ngi
nthebr
idge.
Jamal
:
"whoy
ouwor
kingwi
th?
?"
Kabel
o:"
guysi
m sor
rybutIcan'
tpl
easehi
s
goi
ngtokil
lmyfamil
y"
me:"
soyoucar
eaboutyourfamil
yhuh??
!do
t
heyknowaboutt
hesextape??"
hecri
edout
l
oud.
Kabel
o:"
Goshpleasepleasedon'
tOMGitwi
l
lki
l
l
myparents,
pleasedon'tshowi
ttot
hem
pl
ease"
hewentonhi sknees.
Jade:
"st
andupdude"
Icl
osedmyey
es.
me:"
guyscanwedot
hist
heot
herway
"Ihad
gunshot
s.
Jade:
"t
hef
uck!
!!
!"
Chr
isshothi
m.
me:"
Jesusmanwhatt
hehel
l
???
"hecl
eanedhi
s
gun.
Chri
s:
"l
etgetthehell
outofher
e"hepushedt
he
bodybyhi
sf eetanditf
ell
downtheri
ver.
Jade:
"JamesBondhi
msel
f"
hecl
appedhi
s
hands.
Jamal
:
"wow"
me:"
letgett
hehel
loutofher
e"wer
ushedt
othe
car
.
_
_
"i
sittoolatenowtosaysorry
"Jadewas
repeati
ngthesamef ucki
ngsonganditwas
pissi
ngmeof f
,whatmadeitworsei
shisVoice.
hewassi ngingal
ong.
Chr
is:
"Shutt
hef
uckup"
hej
umpedandsi
ghed.
Jade:
"thankGodyounothol
dingy
ourgun"
I
si
lent
lychuckl
ed.
Chr
ist
ookhi
sgunoutandpoi
ntedatJade.
Jade:
"Hal
l
eluj
ahgodman!
!"
hej
umped.
Jamal
&i:
"Chr
is!
!!
"weshoutj
umpi
ngup.
Chri
s:
"st
opthefucki
nmusicIwantto
thi
nk"
Jadeswit
cheditof
fimmediat
ely.
Jade:
"done"
Chr
ispul
l
edt
het
ri
gger,
wegasped.
.
Chr
is:
"Oopsi
tnotl
oaded"
Isi
ghed.
Jade:
"FuckChr
is.Ial
mostpeedonmy
sel
f.
"
Jamal
:
"yougotust
her
ebr
a"Chr
isl
aughed.
Chr
is:
"Done"
hei
mit
atedJadev
oice.
Jade:"
Ineedsomet
hingst
rong"
wedr
ankal
lhi
s
whiskey.
Isatbackonmychai
r,Icoul
dn'
twai
ttosee
bae. 
_
fi
nal
lywewer
ebacki
nSA,
Imi
ssedt
hesmel
l
.I
sni
ff
edtheai
r.
Jade:
"Cocai
ne!
!"
weLaughed.
me:
"Imi
ssedhome"
Jade:"
Ist
il
lcanbel
i
eveyoushotKabel
o"he
tappedChri
sshoul
der
.
"
andy
oupoi
ntedagunatme"
weLaughed.
wegoti
nthecar
.
Jamal
:
"I'
m dr
ivi
ng"
wegoti
n.
myphoneal
ert
edamessagei
n..
.
"
Heybabe,pleasecomei
nthehousewi
thy
our
f
ri
ends.besafe
f
rom-
wif
ey"
me:
"wegoi
ngt
omyhouse"
Chr
ishuf
fed.
Chr
is:
"Whatnow"
Jade:
"Whosai
dso?
?"
me:
"wi
fey
!!
".
wegothomeandAblackcarwaspar
kedr
ight
I
nfr
ontofmyhouse.
wewentinsi
de,Naomi
wassi
tt
ingnextt
oabuf
f
muscul
arguy.
me:
"Whati
sthi
s??
"Iaskedcur
iousl
y.
Jade:
"Af
fai
r"
he 
whi
sper
ed.
Me:
"f
uckof
fjadane"
Jade:
"youhear
dthat
??"
Naomi
:
"heybbe"
shehuggedme,
Ifr
owned.
me:
"whoi
sthat
??"
her
:"
Who?
?ohhi
m..
."
me:
"yeahhi
m!!ar
eyouchea-
theguy:
"Hi
I'
m Danger
,Naomi '
soldfr
iend"
his
danger
ousIcanseewithoutevenknowinghi
s
Name..
myboy
s:"
Sur
ebr
a"t
heyhandshake.
Danger
:"
youmustbeMax"
Inodded.
me:
"Sur
e"heopenedhi
sbagsandt
ookoutal
l
t
ypeofgunsyoucanthi
nkof.
Jade:
"Godanot
herki
l
li
ng!
!"
me:
"bbe-
Naomi
:"
Dangerf
oundoutt
hatThaboMkhi
zeis
t
heonewhowashelpi
ngKabel
owi t
hthev
ideo-
me:
"youknowaboutt
hesext
ape"
Iwhi
sper
ed.
her:
"yeahandy
ouguy
ski
l
ledKabel
o"myey
es
poppedout.
me:
"Howdi
dyo-
her
:"
I'
m ageni
usbbe"
sheki
ssedmypoutl
i
ps.
Jade:
"Andy
ouki
ssi
nghi
m??
"Naomi
laughed.
her:
"asIwassayi
ng,ThaboMkhizei
syour
for
merschoolmates.hi
s..
..
."
shetol
dus
ever
y t
hing.
Chri
s:
"Sowhatar
ewegoi
ngt
odo"
Naomi
poi
nt
Danger.
her
:"
Hisgoi
ngtoteachyouhowt oholdagun
andhowtoshoot.andhi
sgoingtoteachyou
howtofi
ghtandkil
l"
shesmil
ed,howcanshe
smil
e??
Jamal:
"MrsJacobsar
eyoua
gangst
er?
?"NayNaygi
ggl
ed.
her:
"Notr
eal
lybutIcanki
cky
ourass"
she
winkedathi
m.
me:"Ar
eyouokbbe??"
somethi
ng 
wasof
f,she'
s
act
ingstr
angeanddanger
ous.
her
:"
I'
m per
fect
lyf
inemyl
ove"
sheki
ssedme.
Chr
is:
"WOW!
!"hecansayt
hatagai
n.
-
-
Iwasgoingthr
oughNaomi '
sFacebookinher
l
aptopandtheboyshaveleftbutdangerstay
ed
behi
nd.Ihadhercomingtotheroom with
LaurenIqui
ckl
yloggedoutandwentt obed.
her
:"
takeyourbabymaxshe'
scryi
ng"Ismi
l
ed
andtookLaurengodhowImissedher.
Naomi
'
slapt
opal
ert
edanemai
l
.shewal
kedt
o
i
t.
her
:"
itav
ideo"
Iwal
kedt
oher
.
me:
"pl
ayi
t"
"Lookwhowegothere"t
hecameramoved
around,i
twasNaomi'
sdadti
edinachai
rand
myl i
tt
leboynextt
ohi
m.
"Icankil
lthem nowy ouknow! !l
ikehowy ou
kil
ledmybr ot
her.butI'm ki
ndsweet i
e,Iwant
yout ocomeher eyourselfandalone.youdon't
wantdadt odienowpr i
ncess"heshotJohn's
knee,Naomi screamedIhel dher.myki dwas
screamingcryi
ngaski nggrandpawhati sgoing
on..
"ohli
tt
lemaxiscr
ying,
itokyouwil
lwat
ch
Grandpadyi
ngifmom isnother
ein2
hours.
"t
hevi
deowentof f
.
Naomi:"
Maxnononohisgoi
ngtokil
lthem max
Godnooooooo"
shecri
ed,
Ihuggedherti
ghter
hol
dingbackmytear
s.
me:
"t
heygoi
ngt
osur
viv
ebbe"
her:
"howmax??howIjustf
oundhim andnow
maxnooooooodosomet hi
ng"I
'
m outof
opti
ons,wehaven'
tst
art
edourfi
ghtand
shooti
ngcl
asses..
her
:"
Ican'
tl
ooset
hem"

>Max
[
05/
26,
12:
40]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#34
(
shor
tsomet
hing)
NAOMI
..
Ist
oodup.
.
hi
m:"bbe"
Itookoffmyni
ghtdr
essandworemy
bl
ackskinJean,bl
ackt
opandblackt
imber
land.
It
iedmyhai ri
naponyt
ail
.
me:
"youhav
etost
aybehi
nd"
hef
rown
hi
m:"
what!
!"
Isi
ghed.
me:"Iknowbbeyouwantt oprot
ectmeandI'
m
thankfulf
ort
hatbutpleasest
aywithLaur
en
she'snotsaf
eplease"
hesighed.
hi
m:"
Ican'
twhati
f-
me:
"chi
l
lIwi
l
lgowi
thDanger
"
hi
m:"
Finebut-
me:
"nobutnowcomeki
ssme"
hechuckl
ed
hi
m:"
sobossy
"Ismi
l
edandweki
ssed.
me:
"What
everhap-
hi
m:"
Don'
t"
Ismi
l
edandweki
ssedagai
n.
me:
"seey
oul
ater
"Ismi
l
ed.
Iwal
kedt
oDanger
sroom,
hiswast
alki
ngt
ohi
s
phone.
..
hi
m:"Yesof
course.
..
.i
m sur
eshe'
sonherway
ri
ghtnow.
..
..
chi
l
l br
ashesuspectnot
hing.
..
..
oh
poorNa-
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
.
hi
m:"
ohokshar
p"hesi
ghed.
"howlonghav
eyoubeent
her
e??
"Ir
oll
edmy
eyes.
me:"
Thabocal
l
edhekidnappedmydadandmy
son,
hewantmether
ein2hour scany
ou-
hi
m:"
Iknow"
Ifr
owned.
me:
"youknow?
??"
howcome?
?
him:"
letgo"hetookhisbag.Ist
oodst
il
l,
try
ing
tothi
nkst r
aightwhatdoeshemeanheknows? ?
"
youcomi
ngornot
"If
oll
owedhi
m.
me:
"howdoy
ouknow?
?"
hi
m:"ohuhm i
treal
l
ynoti
mpor
tantnowgeti
n"I
goti
nthecar.
me:
"i
tisi
mpor
tantDanger
"
hi
m:"
JUSTSHUTTHEFUCKUP?
!?"
Iwentdead
si
l
ent.hesi
ghed.
"
I'
m sor
ry,I
'
mjustner
vousi
tbeenl
ongsi
nce
I
'
vedonethi
s"
me:
"oh"
hi
m:"yeahandIi
nstal
ledcamerasal
lov
ert
he
housethathowIknow"inodded.
"
I'
mreal
l
ysor
ry"
me:"i
tOK"Iner
vousl
ysmi l
ed,Tr
uthisIdon'
t
bel
ievehi
m.butI'
mj ustbei
ngsil
lyImeanthe
guyli
kesme.
hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ryt
oinv
adey
ourpr
ivacy
"
me:
"comeony
ouwer
edoi
ngy
ourj
ob"
hi
m:"
butst
il
li
twr
ong"
Isi
ghed.
me:
"i
tokDangerr
eal
l
y"henoddedandst
opped
t
hecar.
hi
m:"
weher
e"
me:"
youknowt
hedi
rect
ionshow?
?"he
shr
ugged.
hi
m:"
nowgoi
n,Iwi
l
lfol
l
owy
ou"
me:
"But
-
hi
m:"
Naomi
!!
"Isi
ghed.
me:
"Fi
newi
shmel
uck"
hegr
insandwi
nked.
t
hatwaswei
rd.
..
_
_
It
ipt
oed
"
ohlookwhosehereFamil
y"Thabosai
dpoi
nti
ng
aguninmyhead,Iswal
lowedhard.
me:
"I
m her
enowl
ett
hem go"
hechuckl
ed.
hi
m:"
Justl
i
ket
hat
??"
me:"
ComeonThabopl
ease"
hesmi
l
edand
l
ookedatdad.
hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lshoothi
sot
herl
egnow"
me:
"Thab-
Iwaslat
e,myfat
hergroanedi
npain.but
i
nnocentdi
dn'
twakeupnexttohi
m.
me:
"whatdi
dyoudot
omyson"
iwal
kedt
othem.
hi
m:"
ohgi
vet
hegun"
Ifr
oze.
"
theonei
nyourback"
Isl
owl
ytooki
t.
hi
m: "
Don'tt
hinkofsomet
hingcr
azyort
heywi
l
l
di
e"Inodded 
Me:
"t
ake"
hewal
kedt
ome.
mygunwaspoi
nti
ngofhi
sfeet
,hewassonear
andIpul
l
edt
hetr
igger
.
hi
m:"
fuck"
hehel
dhi
sFeet
.
IshothisHandt
hatwashol
dingt
hegunhe
groaned.
me:
"howdoest
hatf
eel
huh?
!"Ishothi
slef
tleg.
hi
m:"
Aaaaar
hfuckNaomi
please"
Ichuckl
ed.
me:
"Soi
tpai
nful
huh?
?"hegr
oaned 
hi
m:"
I'
m sor
ryI
'
m sor
ry"
me:
"youki
l
ledmyson!
!"
hi
m:"
NoNoNoi
druggedh-
Ishothi
sri
ghtl
eg.
"
I'
m sor
ry"
me:
"t
ool
ate"
Ishothi
shead.
_
Iwal
kedt
omyf
atherandunt
iehi
m.
"
badbadgi
rlhuuh?
?"Ismi
l
ed
me:
"youknowmeDANGER"
hechuckl
ed.
hi
m:"t
urnaround"
Ist
oodupandt
urnedonhi
s
di
rect
ion.
me:
"Thef
uck!
!"
hewaspoi
nti
ngmewi
thagun.
hi
m:"
youdon'
trecogni
zemedoy
ou?
?"If
rowned.
me:
"Dangerwhatar
eyoudoi
ng?
?"hesmi
l
ed.
him:"
mynamei sTshepangMoloi
,ohletmeget
tothepoi
nt.mymotherisNat
asha!!r
ingsa
bel
l
???
?"mykneesj
ustgoweak.
me:
"Dangeri
-
hi
m:"
Shuti
t!
!!
!!
"
.
.
.
MAXWELL
Iki
ssedLaur
enf
orehead.
.
me:"Lethopet
heywil
lbeok"
Istoodup,
somet hi
ngwastel
l
ingmethatsomethi
ngi
s
wrong.
I
mjustbei
ngsi
l
ly,
Ibr
ushedi
tof
f.
.
Iwentbackt
obedanddozedof
fimmedi
atel
y.
NEXTDAY:
IwokeupandIrememberhowcr
azymyni ght
was,
!!Nay
Naywasgivi
ngitt
omesogood.she
camebackwit
hmyboyandmyf atheri
nlaw
Lastni
ght
,Iwassohappy
.
.
Iwaswal
kingar
oundt
hehouse,
Ihear
d
scr
eams.
me:"
Naomi
"Iwal
ktot
her
oom wher
eIheart
he
noi
se.
me:"
Guy
scomeonst
oppl
ayi
ng"
thescr
eami
ng
di
dn'
tst
op.
IopenedthedoorandNaomi wasi nthedark
screamingshouti
ngforhel
p,herfat
herwas
si
ttingi
nthechairti
ed.myboywassl eepi
ng
l
ifel
essnexttothe,Ir
ushedtothem.
me:
"Whatwr
ongwhathappened?
?"
her
:"
Helpgodpleasedon'
tdoi
t"
Itr
iedt
otouch
her
,shevani
shed.
me:"Naomi bbe!!
?!
"Ishout,
innocentandJohn
vani
shedt oo.
..
Iscreamedcryi
ngi satup
str
aight
..
.Ibli
nkedtwice.
me:"i
twasjustadream acrazydr
eam"Isi
ghed
andlookedattheti
me..
.i
twas01:00am.Itook
myphoneandt ri
edtocallNaomibuthi
sphone
ranginther
oom.
Me:"
FUCK"i
tookherphoneanddi
aledDanger
s
number
..
hi
m:"
Hel
l
o"
Me:
"heyi
sev
ery
thi
ngst
il
lok"
hel
aughed.
hi
m:"
chi
l
lyourgi
rli
singoodhands"
me:
"canIt
alkt
oher
??"
hi
m:"shebusykicki
ngThabobr
osoIdon't
wannaint
errupther
,wewill
bether
esoon"
I
si
ghedonr el
ief
.
me:
"t
hanksbr
a"
hi
m:"
Shar
p".
..
she'
ssaf
e,I
'
mjustbei
ngpar
anoi
d..
..
.
.
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05/
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12:
41]Ron:
Acci
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all
yInLov
e

#35
.
.
NAOMI
..

"
thatwasy
ourboy
fri
end"
me:
"Fi
anceact
ual
l
y"hel
aughed.
hi
m:"y
oust
il
lhaveat
ti
tudei
nsuchasi
tuat
ion!
"I
cl
osedmyeyes.
me:
"Whatdoyouwantfrom me?
?Idi
dnot
hing
t
oyourmother
!!
"hepoi
nteddad.
hi
m:"
Buthedi
dandy
ourboy
fri
end"
me:
"It
houghty
oul
i
k-
hi
m: "
Likeyou??ofcourseyouhar
dcoreand
beauti
fulbutsweetheartI
'
m marr
ied"
hetook
ourhi
sri
ngf
rom hi
spocket
.
me:
"WOW y
ouagoodact
orhuh?
?"hesmi
l
ed.
him:"
oneofthebestbabyoneoft
hebest
"he
tookhisgun.
me:
"ohmygodpl
easedon'
tki
l
lthem pl
ease"
he
smi
rked.
him:"Iwill
neverkil
lmyniecebutIwil
lsurelyki
ll
yourf at
herforkil
li
ngmymot her
"tear
sfell,I
couldn'twipethem .heti
edmei nthechairnext
tomyl i
fel
essfather
'sbody,
yeshewasst il
l
ali
vebutbr eat
hingheavy.
me:
"Yourmot
herwasev
il
!?
"
hi
m:"
NAOMI
"hewar
ned
me: "t
ruthhur
tsri
ght ?
??she'sawi t
chanda
mur der.shewassi ckprovedbykilli
ngher
sisterandherparentshowsi ckisthat?
?she
wasaev il
deadwal ki
ngbitch,shekil
ledMax'
s
fathertooandAnna' smother."
hi
m:"
Isai
dSTOP"
Ichuckl
ed.
me:"
likemot
herl
ikeson!
!yousick,youone
t
wistedmotherf
ucker
"hegroanedandwalkto
me.
hi
m:"
Isai
dSTOP!
!"
Me:"
orwhat??youwill
kil
lme??thangai
n
what??
"heputhishandinmyneck.
hi
m:"
iwi
l
lki
l
lyou"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:
"Iwoul
dn'
tbeshocked"
het
ight
enedhi
sgr
ip
myneck.
hi
m:"
Iwi
l
lki
l
lyouNaomi
Dav
id'
sIswear
"
me:
"whatar
eyouwai
ti
ngf
or?
?"hesl
appedme.
"
ist
hatal
lyougot
"Isai
dspi
ti
ng(
sp)bl
oodon
mylef
tsi
de.
hi
m:"
youhav
ebal
l
shuh?
!"
me:
"whatcanIsay
.youagoodt
eacher
"hel
et
goofme.
hi
m:"
Ihav
etoki
l
lyou,
Ihav
etoo"
me:
"yout
alki
ngt
ome?
?"hesi
ghed.
hi
m:"
why
??"
me:
"bespeci
fi
cman!
!"
hi
m:"
whydi
dshehav
etodi
eandhehadt
oli
ve"
me:
"Theev
ildeedshadt ost
opbuti
tlookl
i
ke
t
hesonist
akingthelegacy"
hi
m:"
lethav
eadeal
!"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:
"I
'ml
i
steni
ng"
hi
m:"
letmeki
l
lhi
m"hepoi
ntedmyf
ather
..
"
andwewi
l
lbegood"
Ichuckl
ed.
me:
"j
ustl
i
ket
hat
??"
hi
m:"
justl
i
ket
hat
!!
"Ishookmyhead.
me:
"ov
ermydeadbody
"
hi
m:"
Fai
renough"
hepoi
ntedhi
sgunonme.
_
_
"
Iwouldn'
tdothati
fIwer
eyou"
hesmiledashe
wal
kinwithhi
sboys.youcant
ell
theywere
hi
ghanddr
unkbesi
desChr
ishel
ookedsober
.
Danger
:"
thef
ucky
ougoi
ngt
otodo"
Max
l
aughed.
Max:"
wewil
lki
l
lyourwi
fe"
hewasreal
l
yhi
gh,
thewayhewal
ksandhi
sey eswer
esmal
ltoo
small
.
Jade:
"usmartDangersom-Danger
ous(y
ou
smartdanger
)"hechuckl
ed.
Max: "Takemyki
dChrisandJamaltakemy
fatherinthel
aw,ohImeanmyf at
herin-
law"
he
giggled,godhewasreal
lyhi
gh.
j
ade:
"Andmyj
obi
s??
"
Max:"
ist
otal
konewaymybr
otherandChr
is
unt
iemybbefir
st"
danger
:"
youdaremoveIsweariwil
lshoother
"
maxlaughedandJadej
oinedi
n.theysatdown.
Jade:
"I
'v
enev
erpi
ctur
edy
ouasacomedi
an
bro"
Chr
is:
"wi
thoutwast
ingy
ourt
ime,
take"
hegav
e
hi
m hi
sphone.
dangert
ookitandwat
chit
,Ithi
nkitwasavideo
orsomethi
ngbuthi
sfacechangedfr
om angry
tosad.
danger:
"guyswecant
alkaboutthi
s"Jamalt
ook
i
nnocentandChri
stookdad,theywalkedout
aft
erthat.
Max:
"ohy
ouwanna-
me:"
MaxI'
m st
il
lti
edi
nthi
sdamnchai
r"
Jade
gi
ggled
Jade:"
thi
sfeel
slikeamov i
ewhatam IsayingI
feell
i
keVandam r eadytoki
ckandkick"he
slowl
ymov edhislegsandhefel
lcausingmeto
chuckl
e.
"thi
sisnotalaughi
ngmatterMaxnumber2,
thisi
sseri
oussoser i
ous"
hestoodupand
brushedhispants.
Max:
"bbey
ouwer
esay
ing"
me:"
unti
emeMAXWELL"heputhi
sfi
ngeri
nhi
s
f
oreheadandsi
ghed.
Max:
"t
oocont
rol
l
ing"
heshookhi
shead.
"y
ouneedhel pbutyousti
ll
demanding!?It
hink
i
tbetteri
fweLeav eyouhere"Iwant
edt ol
augh
athowserioushewas, buyIsti
ll
wantedhimto
unti
eme.
me:
"Pl
easeMrJacobs"
max:
"t
oof
ormal
"heshookhi
shead.
Jade:
"Udomu(
are 
youcr
azy
)"If
rown.
"notyoumaxnumber2I '
mtal
ki
ngtothis
Guy"hepoi
ntedDangerwhowasrunni
ngtot
he
door.
"
Kutshi
xi
we(i
tclosed)
"IChuckl
edathowhesai
d
i
t,ImeantheguyisZulu.
Jade:
"t
hisi
snotal
aughi
ngmat
ter
-
Max:"
FuckIremembernow!!youSai
dIshoul
d
unt
ieyou.ohpoorNayNaydidhehur
tyou??ar
e
youst
il
lbreat
hing?
?of
cour
sey
ourey
esar
est
il
l
open!
!whatif
-
me:
"MAXWELL!
!"
him:"
oooh"heunt
iemeandkissedme,
ohgodI
thoughtIwoul
dnevert
oucht
hoseli
psagai
n.
Jade:
"Ohmygoddangerdoyouseethi
s!!Max
i
sabadkisserohmygodbra"webrokethe
ki
ssandmaxmadeacal l
.
Max:"Aret
heyok? ?.
.t
hatarel
ief
..
..pleasecome
backandtakeNaomi home..
..
.y
eahy eahyeah
sharp"het
urnedtofacedangerwhowas
l
earningagainstt
hedoor,t
earsroll
ingdownhis
face.
danger:
"Pl
easedon'
tki
l
lmywi
feshe'
s
Pregnant"
Jadegi
ggl
ed.
Jade:
"Cany oubeli
eveit
!!Iusetofucky
ourwif
e
backi
nt hedays,butnowNaaausemubi (she'
s
ugl
ynow) "hepull
edadi sgustl
ook.
Max:
"Wear
eCousi
n'
s??
"hef
rownedandl
ookat
me.
me:
"hi
sNat
asha'
sson"
henodded.
Max:
"Ni
cet
omeety
ouCuz
"hegr
ins.
me:
"OkIdon'
thav
eti
mef
ort
hismadnesscanI
gohomenow??"
j
ade:"
MadnessHheebant
hisgi
rl
"hecl
appedhi
s
hands.
Max:
"Chr
isi
sonhi
sway
"Inodded.
Af
tersomecr
azy10mi
nut
es,
Chr
isf
inal
l
y
pi
ckedmeup.
_

MAXWELL.
It
ookal
ookatdanger
.
me:
"i
tlookl
i
key
ouwannat
alk"
hesi
ghed.
hi
m:"
Ihav
etot
ell
yousomet
hing"
me:
"I
'ml
i
steni
ng"
Jade:
"met
oo"
danger
:"
Yourmot
heri
sst
il
lal
i
ve"
Ilaughed.
me:"Mymotheri
sdeadIswthevideoshe'
s
Fucki
ndead"heshookhi
shead.
danger
:"
thevi
deoisf
ake,she'
snotdead"
I
becamesoberint
hatminute.
me:
"Wher
eisshet
han?
?"
hi
m:"
Ment
al.
..
..
.
[
05/
26,
13:
25]Ron:
Acci
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yInLov
e

#36
.
.
MAXWELL
t
urnedoutmom haveamentali
l
lnessand
memoryloss,
shedoesn'
tknowwhosheisand
whoam I??
yesIhavevi
sit
edheracoupleoftimesand
Dangerconf
essedthathi
smot herdi
d
somethi
ngtomi nef
orhertoloosememory.
i
nnocentisst
il
li
nhospi
talbuthi
sbett
ernow
alsoNaomi'
sdadbuthecan'twal
kbutsur
elyi
n
thefut
urehewil
l.
 
Ididn'
tki
llDanger,
letmej
ustsayhi
sundermy
wing.Icontr
olhim.
Naomil
ovemesomuchyouwoul
dswearshe'
s
Pr
eg-f
uckfuckf
uck.
..
.
me:
"bbe"
shel
ookupt
ome.
her
:mmh
me:"
whenlastdidyouhaveyourper
iods??"she
fr
owned,herfr
ownt ur
nedint
oasadf ace.ohno
she'
sabouttocry.
her
:"
MaxNo!
!"
me:
"bbe"
Iwal
kedt
oher
her
:"
ohmygodI
nnocentwi
l
lhat
eme"
I
chuckl
ed.
me:
"t
haty
ouronl
yconcer
n??
"Ihuggedher
.
her
:"Laur
eni
ssti
lly
oungTooyoungohgodax
whathavewedone"
Ismil
ed.
me:
"Sexwehadl
otofsex"
shegr
oaned.
her
:"
younothel
pingmaxt
hisi
sgodf
uck,
thi
sis
al
lyourf
aul
t"
shepushedme.
me:
"whatdi
dIdo?
?"
her
:"
sexy
ouf
uckedmemaxt
hatwhaty
oudi
d"
me:"y
oualsof
uckedmepl
ent
yoft
imes"
she
punchedme.
her
:"
Ihav
etoseeadoct
or"
me:
"Iwi
l
lcal
l
-
her
:"
MYDOCTOR!
!"
Iputmyhandsup.
me:
"don'
tbi
temydi
ckof
fGeez"
her
:"
itheadmaxheadnotDi
ck"Ir
oll
edmyey
es.
me:
"what
ever
"
her
:"
Ilov
eyoumax"seewhatI
'
mtal
ki
ngabout
!!
me:
"younotmadany
mor
e"sheshookherhead.
her
:"
Iwil
lneverbemad,I
'
mjustsur
pri
sed"
I
ki
ssedherforehead.
me:"Iwi
ll
gowi
thy
out
othedoct
or"
sheshook
herhead.
her:
"IWi
ll
gowit
hAnna,
she'
sgoi
ngonher
checkup"
Ifr
owned.
me:
"she'
ssi
ck"
shehel
dhermout
h.
"
tot
hef
uckNo"
her
:"
Comeonshe'
sol
dmax"
Ichuckl
ed.
me:
"Sonofabi
tch"
her
:"
Max"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:
"I
'mf
inebbe"
her
:"
letgocuddl
e"Ishookmyhead.
me:
"Ihav
etot
akecar
eofsomet
hingf
ir
st"
her
:"
nomaxy
ouwantt
oki
l
lChr
isno"
Ichuckl
ed.
me:
"f
ewpuncheswoul
dn'
thur
t"
her
:"
theyl
oveeachot
herbbe"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:"
youst
rongsost
rongandmat
ure"
Iki
ssed
her
.
her
:"
mmmh"
myhandr
andownonhercooki
e.
me:
"myPal
ace"
her:
"wai
ti
ngfort
heki
ng"
Ismi
l
edandpul
l
edher
pantasi
de.
me:
"your
eadyMr
sme?
?"shegi
ggl
ed.
her:
"I
'm soo-
-ohmygod"
Isl
i
demyf
ingeri
n
agai
n.
me:
"yousowetmr
sJacobs"
shegasped.
her
:"
Mmmh"
Isl
i
demyt
wof
inger
sinagai
n.
me:
"Il
ovey
ou"If
ingerf
uckedsof
ast.
her
:"
Macohgodbbe,
fuckgosssssh"
Ismi
rked
ki
ssi
ngherl
i
ps.
me:
"SaywhatIneedt
ohearbbe"
Isl
i
demydi
ck
I
n
her
:"
Ohmaxbbei l
oveyousobad"
Ichuckl
ed,
shelov
ethedi
ckhuh?!
me:
"mmh"Ishov
edal
lmydi
cki
n.
her
:"
uuhbbe"
Ipul
l
edoutandsl
am har
dagai
n.
"ohgodwhatareyoudooo-mmm doi
ngt
ome"
I
pinchedhercl
i
ts.
me:
"r
eadymyl
ove"
henoddedcl
osi
ngherey
es.
.
"soam I"
Imovedslowly,shewassitt
inginthe
couch.andIwaskneelingdown,Iheldherbody
closetominemorelikehuggedher.andfucked
theli
vi
ngshitoutofher..
_
NAOMI
.
Iwenttomydoct or
,ohboyi
wasr eal
ly
pregnant.maxcoul
dn'
thi
dehisexci
tement
,he
wasal l
smi l
e.
me:
"youhappyai
n'
tyou?
?"heki
ssedmy
f
orehead.
hi
m:"
arey
ou?
?"Isi
ghed.
me:
"I
'mj
ust,
godi
tst
il
lear
lymax"
hesi
ghed.
hi
m: "
yeahiti
s,Iagreewit
hy ou.butbbewe
engagedsoont obemarriedandwel oveour
ki
dssurelywewi l
ll
ov et
hem too"Ifr
owned.
me:
"THEM?
?"hel
aughed.
hi
m:"
Twi
norwhatsoev
er"
Igasped.
me:"
ohmygodMaxt hatbi
gtoobi
gformy
body"
hechuckl
ed.
hi
m:"
youal
readybi
g"
me:
"maxar
eyousay
ingI
'
mfat
??"
hi
m:"What
!?noImeany
ourasi
sbi
gbbet
hat
whatimean"
me:
"youl
yi
ng"
Isul
ked.
hi
m:"
Wannaf
uck?
?"Ishookmyhead.
me:
"I
'mt
ir
ed"
hel
aughed.
hi
m:"
ohmyhi
ppo"
Ifr
owned
me:
"excuseme!
!"
hi
m:"
Imeanmynaynaybbe"
me:
"Ihat
eyou"
hi
m:"
noy
oudon'
t"
me:"
Idoal
ot"hespankedmyass,
Isweari
got
weti
nasecond.
hi
m:"Mymot
heri
scomi
nghomet
omor
row"
I
nodded.
"
grandma??"
welookedbehind,i
nnocentsmi
l
ed
wheeli
ngLaur
enfrom t
helounge.
me:
"She'
sawake"
hegi
ggl
ed.
i
nno:
"Hesmi
yed(
smi
l
ed)mom"
Ilaughed.
Max:"SheInnocent,Laur
eni
sashenota
he"
innocentfrowned.
i
nnocent
:"
Laur
eni
saboymama?
?"Ishookmy
head.
me:
"she'
sagi
rlbbe"
henodded.
i
nno:
"Il
i
kehernow"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:
"Real
l
y??
"he 
giggl
ed.
i
nno:
"Yes"
Max:
"It
houghty
ouwi
l
lsayLov
e"
i
nno:
"Il
ovemom andIl
i
kedad"
me:
"youdon'
tl
ovedad"
heshookhi
shead.
i
nno:
"Gannpa(grandpa)sai
dIwil
lbegayifIsay
Il
oveannanza(another
)man"Il
aughed.
me:
"Gay
??whati
sthat
?"hel
aughed.
I
nno:
"Gaanpasai
d
[
05/
26,
13:
26]Ron:
Acci
dent
all
yInLov
e

#37
.
.
NAOMI
thingswer eabi ttoughnowsi ncemamAgnesi s
Hel pingdadi nhishouse,Itr
iedbyal lmeansto
changehi smi ndbuthewasl ike"I
'm nothal
fa
manNaomi ".Nanito(Max'smom)ar r
ived
yest erday
,thingswer eabitawkwar dbutever
sincebr eakfastshelockedher sel
finherroom.
i
tsaddensmetoseemaxthi
sdesper
atet
osee
hi
smom inherr
ightmi
nd,
IwishIcanhel
pbut
heeey
..
..
.
.
Iwalkedt
oherroom j
ustt
ocheckherup,
i
knockedandf
ormylucksheopened.
me:
"Hi
"
her
:"
hi"
shewal
kedt
othemi
rr
or.
me:
"Howar
eyoudoi
ngma"
shesi
ghed.
her
:"
Ilookl
i
keherdon'
tI?
?"Il
ookedather
puzz
led.
me:
"ma?
?"shesi
ghed.
her
:"
shet
ookmysonawayf
rom me"
Isatdown.
me:
"Whoi
she?
?"shesi
ghedagai
n.
her:
"Alt
houghIdon'
trememberbutIknowt
he
tr
uth,shetookhi
m andmyhusband"
me:
"youl
ookbeaut
if
ul"
sheshookherhead.
her
:"
Justl
i
keherr
ight
"
me:
"shewasnev erbeaut
if
ul,shewasa
monsterandyoubeauti
ful,
beauti
ful
mother"
shesmil
ed.
her
:"
Doy
ouknowmyson"
Ibr
ief
lysmi
l
ed.
me:
"hi
smyf
iance"
herf
acebr
ight
enup.
her
:"
canIseehi
m?"
Inodded.
me:
"youhav
egr
and-
her
:"
youl
yi
ngt
ome"
me:
"I
'm nott
his-
her:
"Ohpl
easey
oungl
adygetout
"whatwas
happeni
ng.
me:
"But
-
her
:"
Iwi
l
lcal
lthepol
i
ce,
911r
ightnow"
Isi
ghed.
me:
"10111Mem"
shel
aughed.
her
:"
she'
sfunnyr
ight
??"
me:
"mah-
her
:"
OUT"
sheshoutont
opofherl
ungs.
me:
"I
'm sor
ry"
Iwal
kedout
.
"
Ihear
dnoi
se"
maxsai
dwal
ki
ngupt
hest
air
s.
me:
"yourmot
heri
s-
Max:
"I
nnocentNoooo"
hewasr
unni
ngupand
downthest
airs.
"
youngmanIwi
l
lwhi
pyourass-
"
notmygr
andson"
wel
ookbehi
ndshesmi
l
ed.
Max:
"ar
eyouok?
?"shenodded.
her
:"
pret
tymuch,
shet
oldmeIhav
egr
andki
ds.
andIassumedhisoneoft
hem.howmanyar
e
they
??"
maxsmiled.
Max:"
3ofthem al
thought
hef
ir
stbor
npassed
on"shel
ookedsad
her
:"
Doyouknowmyson??shesai
dshe'
s
marri
edt
oher,ar
eyoumyson"
Max:
"t
ea,
jui
ceorwat
er"
shesmi
l
ed.
her
:"
Wat
erpl
ease,
ohIhav
etodr
inkmypi
l
ls"
Max:"
Uhm bef
orethatcanyoueatf
ir
st?
?"she
noddedandwalkedtothel
ounge.
me:
"Whatwr
ong?
?"
Max:"i
tbeen5y ear
ssi
nceshe'sdrinkingthose
pil
ls,bi
polarpi
l
ls.myP.
I(pr
ivat
einv esti
gator
)
saidshewassanebeforeshestateddr i
nking
thosepil
l
s."
me:"Meaningshe'
snotr
eal
l
yment
all
y
di
sturbed"
henodded.
hi
m:"
yesandwehav
etoswi
pet
hepi
l
ls"
me:
"ohoksowhati
fitdoesn'
twor
k"
hi
m:"
mydoct
ori
tis"
..

*
***
***
***
***
Maxswi pedthepil
lsandt hi
ngsgotbet
ter
,she'
s
nowsweet erandtalkat
ivealt
houghshe
remember snothi
ngaboutMAX, whi
chpains
him sobad.
"
weneedt
ogo"
Annasai
d.
me:"
Real
l
yshoppingyouknowwellhowIhat
e
goi
ngoutlooki
ngli
keahi
ppo"shegi
ggl
ed.
her
:"
goodf
ormet
hisi
smyl
astmont
h"Ihuf
fed.
me:
"notf
unnyatal
l
"It
ookmybag.
her:
"weneedbeaut
if
ulwhi
tesummer
dresses"
shesai
daswewalkinthemal
l
.
me:"
Ican'
tbel
i
eveI
'
m doi
ngt
his"
sher
oll
edher
ey
es.
her
:"
yeahwhat
evernowcome,
Isawt
his
dr
esses-
me:
"OMG"
Irol
l
edmyey
es.
her
:"
tr
ustmei
tfort
hebest
".
.
.
wegottwobeaut
if
ulwhit
ekneedr
esses,
boy
wasIsoinl
ovewi
ththem.
her
:"
makeup"
me:
"huh?
!"
her
:"
weneedt
odomakeup"
Isi
ghed.
me:
"whati
sgoi
ngon?
?
her
:"
not
hingI
'
mjustt
reat
ingmyhi
ppof
ri
end"
me:
"Anna!
!"
shel
aughed 
her
:"
letmecal
lmymakeupar
ti
st"
me:
"makeupar
ti
st?
?"
her
:"
Lev
elsgi
rll
evel
s"Il
aughed.
me:
"Chr
is'
sMoney
"sher
oll
edherey
es.
her
:"
Agi
rlgott
oleav
e"herphonebeeped.
"
she'
sher
e"
.
.
moment
slat
er:
me:
"wowt
hanky
ou"
shesmi
l
ed.
her
:"
I'
mthebesthoney
"ar
ghf
ull
ofher
sel
f.
Anna:
"ThanksLal
a"t
hegi
rlsmi
l
edandwal
kout
.
me:
"wowIl
ook-
her
:"
hippowi
sh"
Ilaughed.
me:
"f
ucky
ou"
her
:"
I'
m Ki
ddi
ng,
youki
l
li
ngi
tbbe"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:
"Iknowr
ight
"sheLaughed.
her
:"
letgetdr
ess"
shegav
ememydr
ess.
me:"
ohwowitl
ookmorebeauti
ful
now"It
urned
ar
oundl
ooki
ngatmysel
finthemirr
or.
her
:"
yeahy
eahy
eahl
etgo"
inodded.
me:
"f
ine"
Itookmybagandf
oll
owedher
.
.
aguyopenedt
hedoorf
orus
me:
"owk"
hi
m:"
I'
m Thapel
oyourdr
iver
"wenoddedandgot
i
n
me:
"t
hef
ucki
shappeni
ng?
?"
Anna:
:
"Ohgodt
hisi
sgood"
Ifr
own.
me:"
whyarey
oul
eav
ingmei
nthedar
k??
"she
gi
ggled 
her
:"
itf
ort
hebestnowst
opsul
ki
ng"
Isi
ghed.
me:
"Ihat
eyou"
her
:"
youwi
l
llov
emebbe"
.
.
.
me:
"Nor
thBeach!
!"
her:
"wai
thereIhavetogosomewhere"
shel
eft
ri
ghtint
hemi ddl
eofthesand,t
heaircomi
ng
fr
om thesea.mov i
ngmyhairupanddown
"
beaut
if
ulr
ight
??"
Ilookup
me:
"dad"
hesmi
l
ed
"y
ouwalki
ng"
Ihuggedhim,hewasn'
tWeari
nga
sui
tbutawhi
telongsl
eeveshi
rtandwhi
te
shor
ts.
me:
"youl
ookl
i
keaf
uckboy
"heChuckl
ed.
hi
m:"
I'
m pr
oudofy
ou"
Ismi
l
ed.
me:
"what-
hi
m: "
Comeletwal
kthisside"
Inoddedandwe
walkedi
ntotal
l
ysi
lenceti
llIsawfl
ower,whi
te
fl
owersi
nthesand.alineofFlowers
me:
"whatt
he-
hi
m:"
letf
oll
owt
hem"
Ifr
owned.
me:
"Idon'
tfeel
goodaboutt
his"
hi
m:"
chi
l
lyoungl
ady
"
wewal
kedti
l
lIsawacr
owdofpeopl
e,wear
ing
al
lwhi
te.
me:
"dad"
him:
"breat
hbbe"
Iner
vousl
ysmi
l
edaswer
each
thecrowd.
Isawmaxstandi
ngalonewi
thapast
orI
nfr
ont
,
myeyespoppedout
.
me:
"god"
Igasped.
dad:
"smi
le"nomusi
cnonot
hingbuti
tbeaut
if
ul
sobeaut
iful
.
IsawAnnaNexttoChri
sint
hefi
rstr
ow(sp),
shewi
nked.daught
erofawomannx!!
!
Maxwasst
andingint
hemi
ddl
eofar
edhear
t,
madei
nredfl
owers.
hesmi
l
edandshookhandswi
thdad
dad:
"Takecar
eofmydaught
erJacobs"
he
smil
ed.
Iwal
kint
hehear
tandmaxhel
dmyhands.
hi
m:"
Ilov
eyou"
me:
"Notmor
ethanIdo"
hi
m:"yourdadandMamAgnesaredat
ing"
I
l
ookedov ert
hethem andwow,
theywere
hol
dinghands.
me:
"They
-
past
or:"
AstheBibl
esays.
..
..
..
..
..
."
aft
ersome
goodlongpreachi
ng,
wefinal
lyexchange
vows.
 
"
youmayki
ssyourbr
ide"
wesmi
l
edandour
f
acewer
ecloset
ooclose
"ohmygodmywat erbr
oke"
Annasai
dstandi
ng
uphol
dingherst
omach.whatabadTi
ming.
.
.
Ineverreali
zedhowbeautif
ulamar riageis,
yeahhisnotperfectandI'
m notperfectei
ther
butwel oveeachotherandthatmat terst
he
most.iwashappy ,wewerehappyal lthe6ofus.
i
nnocent ,
Lauren,Dai
syandNat han.twogi r
ls
t
woboy
s.
Nanit
o:"I
m happyI
'
vef
oundy
ou"
atearf
ell
from
hereyes.
Max:"
youremember
"shenoddedandt
hey
hugged.
Isti
l
lrememberthatdayli
keyest
erday
,hi
swas
happy.hecoul
dn'tbel
iev
eit.
*
***
***
***
***
"
whatar
eyout
hinki
ngaboutmyl
ove"
heki
ssed
myl
ips.
me:
"ourl
ovel
i
fe"
hi
m:"
Ourl
ovest
ory
"heki
ssedmyf
orehead.
.
"
Ican'
tbel
i
eveJadei
sget
ti
ngmar
ri
ed"
Ilaughed.
Chr
isandAnnagotmar
ri
ed5year
sago,Jamal
i
sengagedandi
nlov
e.dadandMamAgnesar
e
marr
iedt
oo.
i
nno:
"mom dadhowdidy
oumeeteachother
"
hewas9yearsnow,
abigtal
kat
iveboy
.
howwil
lwetel
lhi
mthatwemetatt
heof
fi
ce
andf
uckedt
henextday
..

.
.
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