mi­xail edi­Se­raS­vi­li

di­di fu­ga
 mi­xail edi­Se­raS­vi­li

di­di fu­ga

Tbilisi
2017
uak(UDK)821.353.1-32
e-20

didi fuga
mixail ediSeraSvili

redaqtorebi: qeTevan zaqareiSvili, ekaterine abzianiZe

ydis dizaini: daCi daTuaSvili
damkabadonebeli maka comaia

ISBN 978-9941-27-434-3
 sarCevi

dra­ko­ni .................................................................. 5
weli axali ........................................................... 19
Нежность ................................................................ 27
C2H6O .................................................................... 31
an­dro­me­da ............................................................ 36
TeT­ri cxe­le­ba .................................................... 41
le­vio­sa ................................................................. 46
he­re­deo­si tba ba­za­leT­ze .................................. 71
3.14......................................................................... 76
qa­ri........................................................................ 84
sar­kev, sar­kev........................................................ 88
mzis so­na­ta........................................................... 92
ana da ma­ria........................................................... 96
Cak­ru­lo............................................................... 114
naR­vlis buS­ti _ anu, oc­da­meer­Tes sev­da....... 120
kol­xi me­deas am­ba­vi uwi­wa­kod........................... 128
ka­rib­We................................................................. 133
Ta­na­mec­xed­re...................................................... 139
mo­na­nie­ba.............................................................. 172
dif­so­ma­nia........................................................... 177
na­ka­du­li _ anu, tu­Ce­bi kol­xi me­deas­Tvis...... 187
ho­mo­ga­me­tu­ri imed­gac­rue­ba............................. 232
yu­ri Cve­ni ar­so­bi­sa............................................ 238

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 dra­ko­ni

me­siz­mra, vi­Tom, vi­je­qi er­Txel iq, sai­da­

nac ukan aras­ dros brun­ de­ bian _ gaR­ma mxa­res
_ mag­ram, imis ga­mo, rom da­ba­de­bi­dan rus­Tav­Si
vcxov­rob, Cem­Tvis gaR­ma gas­vla da isev aqeT
mxa­res ga­mos­vla prob­le­mas ar war­moad­gens.
mok­led, vi­je­qi rus­Ta­ve­lis qu­Cis ro­me­li­Ra­ca
no­mer­Si, grZel skam­ze, zur­gi mog­rZo ma­gi­dis
ki­des mqon­da miy­rdno­bi­li da sax­lebs vu­yu­reb­
di. yve­la­fe­ri sav­se mqon­da _ anu, ax­la ras niS­
navs es: gu­li sav­se mqon­da ga­mouT­qme­li sev­diT
da, bio­lo­giu­rad, ro­gorc cno­bi­lia, sis­xliT;
tvi­ni sav­se mqon­da fiq­re­biT, nao­We­bi­Ta da nei­
ro­ne­biT; cxvi­ri sav­se mqon­da qve­da hai­mo­ru­li
Rrue­bis ara­he­mo­lo­giu­ri daC­rdil­vis Se­de­gad
Sig Rrueb­Si Cam­dga­ri da uk­ve iqi­dan gad­mo­su­li
lor­wo­va­ni moy­vi­Ta­lo siT­xiT; Ce­mi yu­re­bi iyo
ga­dav­se­bu­li han­ge­biT da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, Ca­mes­mo­da
qvec­no­bie­rad bo­xi, od­nav da­Wi­mu­li xmiT naT­
qva­mi sit­yve­bi: „Oh, my sweet decadence”. mar­Tlac

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da, Sav ze­cas vu­yu­reb­di Ce­mi Sa­vi Tva­le­biT, vi­
qe­qav­di Sav, xSir war­bebs Ti­Te­biT, Sa­vi Tme­bi­dan
mom­wva­no wiw­vebs, rom­le­bic ga­mud­me­biT, Seuw­
yvet­lad me­ce­mod­nen Tav­ze, vic­li­di, da me­re,
sir­cxvi­lis sak­maod mZlav­ri grZno­bis ga­da­go­
re­bis Sem­deg, Zirs da­vi­xe­de, sa­dac ase­Ti su­ra­
Ti dam­xvda: nac­ris­fer as­falts mtris sis­xli­
viT mis­xmo­da Sa­vi nar­wye­vi. xin­klis co­meuls
rom amoi­Rebs ka­ci da­le­vis Sem­deg, bu­neb­ri­via
da, SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, nor­ma­lu­ric ki, mag­ram sul
araf­ris­gan Sa­vi ma­sa, nav­To­bi­viT blan­ti, TiT­
qos sa­ba­do me­pov­nos sa­ku­Tar kuW­Si an RviZ­lSi,
an naR­vel­Si, an, ra vi­ci, sai­da­nac mo­dis mTe­li
es yve­la­fe­ri. mok­led, es ara­yia uz­mo­ze, sa­ku­
Tar or­ga­niz­mSi nav­To­bis sa­ba­dos rom ga­pov­ni­
nebs da aR­mo­ga­Ce­ni­nebs. mag­ram ara, rad­gan ara­yi
eS­mak­ma Rmer­TTan sau­ku­no Se­jib­re­bi­sas Seq­mna
imis me­re, rac Rmer­Tma ada­mia­nebs Rvi­no ubo­Za
da­kar­gu­li sa­moT­xis wa­mie­rad dab­ru­ne­bis sit­
kboe­bis Se­sag­rZno­bad. mo­men­teb­Si Rmer­Ti be­
bias hgavs: be­bia Cxu­bobs, gsjis; ro­ca eub­ne­bi,
aTi la­ri min­dao, SeiZ­le­ba im­de­ni ila­pa­ra­kos,
rom aRarc ki mo­gin­des fu­lis aRe­ba, mag­ram me­
re Tvi­Ton­ve eco­de­bi da xuT lars mainc gaZ­
levs. mok­led, ara­yi mo­ma­va­li an, Tun­dac, ax­lan­
de­li jo­jo­xe­Tis mZaf­rad Se­sag­rZno­bi siT­xea,
Rvi­no _ da­kar­gu­li sa­moT­xis mo­sa­go­ne­be­li, da
lu­di aris yve­la­ze ada­mia­nu­ri ram, rad­gan, Tu
sev­da gaqvs mo­reu­li, uf­ro naR­vlian­de­bi, da
Tu mxia­rul gu­ne­ba­ze xar, uf­ro karg xa­siaT­ze
dge­bi. arays rom da­lev, ma­ga­ri ka­ci im Sem­Txve­

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va­Si iq­ne­bi, ro­ca im fiq­rebs ajo­beb, rom­le­bic
mo­gaw­ve­ba. is Sa­vi nar­wye­vi iyo ra: _ iyo da ara
iyo ra, RvTis uke­Te­si ra iq­ne­bo­da!.. _ iyo is kup­
ri, ro­mel­sac as­xa­men ada­mian­Ta cod­vil su­lebs
jo­jo­xeT­Si, ra­Ta dai­tan­jon, da mar­Tlac, mi­si
amo­Re­bi­sas ise vgrZnob­di siz­mar­Sic da cxad­
Sic Tavs, TiT­qos vul­ka­nis ga­var­va­re­bu­li mag­ma
amo­dio­da Ce­mi ye­li­dan. ra­to­mac ara?..
me­re siz­mar­Si­ve ga­mov­fxiz­ldi ki­dec co­ta­
Ti imis Sem­deg, rac grZel skam­ze xan erT ro­me­
li­me wer­tils vi­ya­vi miS­te­re­bu­li, da xan qar­wa­
mo­be­ri­li ler­wa­mi­viT vir­weo­di win da ukan, win
da ukan, win da ukan, win da ukan, win da ukan. ra
vqna-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­di, da sa­bo­lood mi­ve­di im
ga­daw­yve­ti­le­bam­de, rom un­da ame­wia Ce­mi mZi­me
er­Ti ad­gi­li, da un­da mev­lo iqiT, saiT­ke­nac da­
dio­da bev­ri Ce­mam­de _ anu, es niS­navs imas, rom
un­da mev­lo mtkvris­ken, Zve­li da axa­li rus­Ta­
vis da­ma­kav­Si­re­bel xi­dam­de. asec mo­vi­qe­ci _ ga­
na, ra miS­li­da xels _ da, ga­dav­xe­de ra mtkvars
moC­xria­les, wam­sve Se­vig­rZe­ni mi­si ze­da­pi­ri­dan
da, amav­drou­lad, uR­rme­si Zi­ri­dan wa­mo­su­li
mRel­va­re qa­ri, ro­mel­mac mai­Zu­la, me­fiq­ra: „vin
icis, mtkva­ro, ras but­bu­teb, vis­Tvis ras it­yvi?
mra­val droe­bis mo­wa­me xar, mag­ram xar ut­yvi“.
xi­dis iqiT _ Zve­li rus­Ta­vis­ken _ ga­da­vi­xe­de, da
Tval­Si mom­xvda er­Ta­der­Ti: amaoe­ba. ga­mo­vi­xe­de
me­re aqeT­ken, axa­li rus­Ta­vis­ken, da aqac igi­ve
ga­meC­xi­ra Tva­lis fo­so­Si. ra meq­na, aRar vi­co­
di. ra vqna, ga­na, ga­dav­xte-meT­qi? ave­di moa­jir­ze.
ad­re­na­li­nis moz­Rva­ve­bas su­lac ver vgrZnob­di,

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ami­to­mac ga­da­vi­fiq­re da isev Zirs Ca­mo­ve­di,
miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom isev Ca­mes­ma siz­mri­seul
go­ne­ba­Si Psychonaut 4-is1 sul­Si Cam­wvdo­mi ri­fe­
bi da gra­fis2 xma, ro­me­lic am­bob­da Cems saT­
qmels: „Нет уже сил, хоть за что-то держаться; Весь
мой мир словно не мой“. mag­ram ara, ra­tom-meT­
qi, ga­vi­fiq­re da lo­ya­ze ga­vi­la­wu­ne Ce­mi arc
ise sus­ti xe­li. mainc ra aris-meT­qi Cve­ni yo­fa,
wu­Ti­so­fe­li, Tu ara oden saw­yau­li aRuv­se­be­
li?3 ar vi­co­di im wams ara­fe­ri, ar mes­mo­da arc
Sig­ni­dan aR­Zru­li qvec­no­bie­ri xme­bi, arc ga­
re­dan Se­mo­ma­va­li bge­ra­Ta er­Tob­lio­ba. er­Ta­
der­Ti, ra­zec vfiq­rob­di, iyo di­le­ma, ga­meg­rZe­
le­bi­na Tu ara yve­la­fe­ri ise, ro­gorc ma­nam­de
iyo, Tu aq­ve da­mes­ru­le­bi­na yo­ve­li­ve? amao kia
mar­Tlac yve­la­fe­ri, TiT­qos uaz­ro, sak­maod
dab­la da­ce­mu­li ise, rom mi­si aw­yo­ba TiT­qmis
SeuZ­le­be­lia, mag­ram... siz­mri­seul­ma xmam miT­
xra stro­fi:

mag­ram, rad­ga­nac kac­ni gvqvian – Svil­ni sof­li­sa –

un­da ki­de­ca miv­sdioT mas, gves­mas mSob­li­sa.
arc ka­ci var­ga, rom coc­xa­li mkvdar­sa em­sgav­sos,
iyos so­fel­Si da sof­lis­Tvis ara iz­ru­nos.4

1. 2010 wels Ca­mo­ya­li­be­bu­li qar­Tu­li sui­ci­dur bleq-me­tal

jgu­fi;
2. Psycho­naut 4-is so­lis­ti;
3. stri­qo­ni ni­ko­loz ba­ra­TaS­vi­lis leq­si­dan `fiq­rni mtkvris pi­
ras“;
4. bo­lo stro­fi leq­si­dan „fiq­rni mtkvris pi­ras“.

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 av­de­qi da ga­vag­rZe­le is gza, ro­me­lic Ce­mam­
dec gauv­liaT, im ime­diT, rom, sa­nam sax­lam­de mi­
vi­do­di, ki­dec ga­mov­fxiz­lde­bo­di.
Tva­le­bi ga­va­xi­le cxad­Si.
wi­na Ra­me sa­co­da­vad gai­we­la sas­mli­sa da ra­
mo­de­ni­me uka­no­no tab­le­tis dax­ma­re­biT. Zil­Si
ra­sac viT­vli­di, mok­led, sa­mi wu­Ti da ToT­xme­
ti wa­mi mo­vas­wa­ri da­Zi­ne­ba, me­ti ve­ra, ara­da Zi­
lis win ime­di mqon­da, dav­xu­Wav Tva­lebs da meo­
re di­liT ve­Rar ga­va­xel-meT­qi, mag­ram, ai esaa,
ra­caa _ is siz­ma­ri vna­xe, ze­viT rom mo­giT­xreT.
si­coc­xle, Ce­mi az­riT, me­tad jiu­ti ra­maa, da
miT uf­ro Zlie­rad geb­Rau­We­ba yo­vel wams, rac
uf­ro mZlav­rad gZuls igi. Tum­ca­Ra xom ar dav­
neb­de­bo­di?! ara, ra Tqma un­da. da­ne­be­ba ada­mia­
nis sis­ xlSi araa da arc aras­dros yo­fi­la. ax­
la SeiZ­le­ba ikiT­xoT, maS, fran­ge­bi ada­mia­ne­bi
ar aria­no? ra vi­ci, SeiZ­le­ba mar­Tlac ar arian.
mTlia­nad, mTe­li ar­si­Ta da sim­Zlav­riT mtkio­
da mTe­li sxeu­li, jan­mrTe­lo­ba sak­maod mqon­
da Ser­yeu­li. rom mi­gax­ved­roT, ras vgrZnob­di,
get­yviT ase: tvi­nis Ti­Toeul naoWs vgrZnob­di,
mTel nei­ron­Ta gro­vas aR­viq­vam­di mag tvi­niT­
ve, mag­ram ner­vu­li sis­te­ma men­greo­da imis ga­
mo, rom ver va­kon­tro­leb­di Ti­Toeul nei­ron­sa
Tu naoWs. cno­bis­Tvis, ada­mia­nis tvins gaaC­nia
sa­moc­ze me­ti mor­fo­lo­giu­li ve­li, rom­lis
struq­tu­ru­li wyo­ba, rao­de­nob­ri­vad da xa­ris­
xob­ri­vad, uni­ka­lu­ria _ yve­las aqvs in­di­vi­dua­
lu­ri, er­Tma­ne­Tis­gan gan­sxva­ve­bu­li ve­li; anu,
Ti­Te­bis ana­beW­di, aTi mi­lio­ni­dan, er­Ti SeiZ­

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le­ba daem­Txves, tvi­nis vel­Ta struq­tu­ru­li
gan­la­ge­bis dam­Txve­va ki SeuZ­le­beb­lia, ub­ra­
lod SeiZ­le­ba or ada­mians met­nak­le­bad msgav­si
struq­tu­ra gaaC­ndes, da na­Te­saur kav­Sirs ara
aqvs mniS­vne­lo­ba ama­Si _ bev­ri ma­ga­li­Tis moy­va­
na Seg­viZ­lia yve­las, ro­ca Se­vam­xa­nag­de­biT sru­
liad uc­xo ada­mian­Tan da ara, ma­ga­li­Tad, bi­ZaS­
vil­Tan, an Tun­dac ar vi­WerT ax­lo ur­Tier­To­
bas sa­ku­Tar das­Tan an Zmas­Tan. tvi­nis Ti­Toeu­li
ve­li pa­su­xis­mge­be­lia sxeu­lis ama Tu im na­wi­lis
moq­me­de­ba­ze _ ma­ga­li­Tad: mo­to­ri­ka­ze, Seg­rZne­
bis or­ga­noeb­ze, Zil­ze da sxva. ne­bis­mier Cvens
moq­me­de­bas akon­tro­lebs ori, na­xe­var­sfe­roeb­
Si dia­met­ra­lu­rad gan­Tav­se­bu­li, ve­li _ er­Ti
mTa­va­ria da uf­ro moq­me­di, meo­re ki sa­re­zer­vo
da uf­ro mci­re. ase­ve, gag­vaC­nia ve­li, ro­me­lic
akon­tro­lebs nei­ro­me­dia­to­re­bis Sem­cvlel _
anu, ma­Ti ga­mo­yo­fis ga­maZ­lie­re­bel _ niv­Tie­re­
bebs, ro­go­ri­caa al­ko­ho­li, nar­ko­ti­ki da sxva.
ama­ze co­ta kon­kre­tu­lad: ada­mia­nis or­ga­niz­
mi fi­zio­lo­giu­rad ga­moi­mu­Sa­vebs en­do­ge­nur
al­ko­hols, ro­me­lic daax­loe­biT 0.04-0.1 ml-s
ud­ris as gram sis­xlSi. ro­ ca Cven saW­ mels mi­
vir­TmevT imis me­re, rac Tor­me­ti saa­Ti ara­fe­
ri ar gvi­Wa­mia, ku­Wi war­mo­Sobs pi­ro­biT en­do­
ge­nur al­ko­hols. ase­ve ga­moi­yo­fa Sa­qa­ri, ro­me­
lic, pir­vel rig­Si gi­Ji­viT mir­bis tvi­nam­de, rom
miur­be­ni­nos mas kve­bis mo­wo­de­ba­ze in­for­ma­cia.
am bu­neb­ri­vi spir­tis _ en­do­ge­nu­ri al­ko­ho­lis
_ rao­de­no­ba Cvens or­ga­niz­mSi jam­Si Sead­gens
sxeu­lis wo­nis na­xe­vars ku­bur san­ti­met­rSi. ri­

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Tac ik­ve­be­ba ada­mia­ni, yve­laf­ris Se­mad­gen­lo­ba­
Si un­da Se­dio­des Sa­qa­ri da spir­ti. amis ga­re­Se
tvi­ni ver mii­Rebs sa­Ta­na­do in­for­ma­cias da ver
day­ma­yo­fil­de­ba. vsin­joT: aviv­soT ku­Wi qa­Ral­
diT, gaZ­Ro­mis grZno­bas kuW­Si ki mi­vaR­wevT, mag­
ram tvi­ni ver mii­Rebs in­for­ma­cias amis Se­sa­xeb,
ra­Ta mi­si mTa­va­ri in­di­ka­to­re­bi _ Sa­qa­ri da Ce­mi
Zma­ka­ci al­ko­ho­li _ ar war­mo­So­bi­lan. Se­sa­ba­mi­
sad, Ce­mi az­riT, sis­xlis ana­li­zi, Tor­met saa­
Tia­ni Sim­Si­lo­bis da War­bad mir­Tmeu­li kve­bis
me­re, aC­ve­nebs spir­tis rao­de­no­bas. es en­do­ge­
nu­ri al­ko­ho­li aris zus­tad is do­za, ro­me­lic
ada­mia­nis or­ga­niz­mis­Tvis sa­sar­geb­loa. aqe­da­naa
ga­moT­vli­li is sa­ma­si pro­mi­li al­ko­ho­lis mi­
Re­ba, rac ev­ro­pa­Sia daS­ve­bu­li mZRo­le­bis­Tvis.
eh! mag­ram, sam­wu­xa­rod Tu sa­bed­nie­rod, ada­mian­
ma is­wav­la am al­ko­ho­lis ga­mo­mu­Sa­ve­ba da tvi­
nis­Tvis sxva do­zeb­Si mi­wo­de­ba. tvins aqvs di­di
mid­re­ki­le­ba da­mo­ki­de­bu­le­ba­ze. mii­Ro ra Ta­vi­
si do­za tvin­ma, Sem­deg­Si uf­ro me­ti al­ko­ho­li
moiT­xo­va da daiw­yo vaW­ro­ba _ ki­dev mo­me­ciT,
To­rem da­ma­te­biT nei­ro­me­dia­to­rebs mets ar ga­
mov­yo­fo. cno­bi­lia, al­ko­ho­lis mi­Re­bis dros
ga­moi­yo­fa sa­mi­ve me­dia­to­ri: do­fa­mi­ni, en­dor­
fi­ni da ami­no-ze­To­va­ni mJa­ve. da ro­ca mii­Rebs
tvi­ni mo­rig ulu­fas, ga­mo­yofs da­ma­te­biT wa­ma­
xa­li­se­bels _ me­dia­to­rebs _ rac im wam­sve iw­vevs
sia­mov­ne­bas, da­nar­Ce­ni me­zo­be­li ve­le­bis gaaq­
tiu­re­bas, rom­lis bo­lo ar gvin­da rom Can­des.
esaa sim­Tvra­le. rac uf­ ro mets vaw­ vdiT spir­
tSe­mad­ge­nels, miT uf­ro ic­vlis for­mas ama­ze

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pa­su­xis­mge­be­li ve­li, zo­meb­Si far­Tov­de­ba da
ze­wo­ las uwevs gver­ diT myof ve­ lebs _ mo­to­
ri­kis vels, Zi­lis vels, met­yve­le­bis vels _ esaa
mi­ze­zi imi­sa, rom da­loc­vi­li sim­Tvra­li­sas vbo­
dia­lobT, ena gveb­me­ba da gve­Zi­ne­ba. di­liT na­ba­
xu­sev­ze pir­Si sim­Sra­lis, Ta­vis tki­vi­lis da sxva
Zlie­ri ga­ma­nad­gu­reb­le­bis mi­ze­zi, zus­tad, gu­
Sin ga­Ri­zia­ne­bu­li da ga­di­de­bu­li ve­lis ad­gil­
ze mob­ru­ne­bis mcde­lo­baa. Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, das­kvna:
al­ko­ho­liz­mi tvi­nis erT-er­Ti ve­lis ga­Ri­zia­
ne­ba da zo­meb­Si cvli­le­baa, da mi­si pir­ve­la­di
for­mis dab­ru­ne­ba SeuZ­le­be­lia _ anu, al­ko­
ho­liz­mi, nar­ko­ma­nia da sxva da­mo­ki­de­bu­le­be­bi
tvi­nis erT-er­Ti se­rio­zu­li daa­va­de­baa da aR­
mze­de­lo­bi­Ti me­To­de­biT mi­si gan­kur­ne­ba SeuZ­
le­be­lia. es kar­gi, ga­sa­ge­bia, mag­ram arc ki vi­ci,
imas ra hqvia, es yve­la­fe­ri rom ici da mainc ve­
ra­fers ake­Teb ga­mo­sas­wo­reb­lad.
uk­ve mar­Tla ga­meR­vi­Za. arc ise­Ti bne­li yo­
fi­la di­la, ro­go­ric me­go­na, mag­ram mainc dah­
krav­da So­ri kos­mo­si­dan mom­zi­ra­li sau­ku­no
si­Sa­ve, ro­mel­sac ax­lac aqvs Za­la, STan­Tqos ne­
bis­mie­ri Cven­ga­ni da, al­baT, im di­la­sac hqon­da.
na­ba­xu­sev­ze Ta­vi mis­kde­bo­da, mag­ram sak­maod
msia­mov­neb­da es yve­la­fe­ri. Zlie­ri Ta­vis tki­
vi­lis dros mdu­ ma­
red ki ar bra­ zob, ara­med
gmi­nav, mag­ram es gul­wrfe­li gmin­va ki ar aris,
ara­med Rvar­Zlia­ni gmin­vaa, xo­lo mTa­va­ri az­
ri swo­red ama­Sia _ ga­wa­me­bu­lis sia­mov­ne­ba am
gmin­viT ga­moi­xa­te­ba, rad­gan, rom ar sia­mov­neb­
des, gmin­va­sac ar moh­yve­bo­da. da­fiq­rdiT, ra­

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tom kvne­sis qa­li, da ra­tom xvne­Sis ka­ci seq­sis
dros? mous­mi­neT oc­da­meer­Te sau­ku­nis ada­mia­
nis kvne­sas Ta­vis tki­vi­lis dros, da dai­na­xavT,
rom tki­vi­lis meo­re dRes is ise aRar ik­vne­sebs,
ro­gorc amas pir­vel dRes ake­Teb­da; is ise aRar
xvne­Sis, ro­gorc daR­lis­gan su­la­mox­di­li mu­Sa
ka­ci, ara­med ise, ro­gorc gan­vi­Ta­re­bul da ev­
ro­pul ci­vi­li­za­cias na­zia­reb ada­mians See­fe­
re­ba. mi­si gmin­va, drois gas­vlis pa­ra­le­lu­rad,
sul uf­ro bra­zia­ni da amaz­rze­nia, da arc dRi­
siT wyde­ ba, arc _ Ra­miT. am ada­mian­ma Ta­vad­ve
icis, rom sa­ku­Tar Tav­sac da sxveb­sac gan­zrax
aRi­zia­nebs, da isic kar­gad icis, rom mis gar­Se­
mo myo­fi ada­mia­ne­bi, vis wi­na­Sec ase mon­do­me­biT
gmi­navs da ox­ravs, ziz­RiT us­me­nen mas da mi­si
od­na­va­dac ki ar sje­raT, gul­Si ki iZa­xian, ga­na
ar SeuZ­lia, uf­ro ub­ra­lod ix­vne­So­so? isi­ni
fiq­ro­ben, rom es pi­rov­ne­ba am saq­ciels si­bo­
ro­tiT da boR­miT sCa­dis. im pi­rov­ne­ba­mac icis,
rom mi­si gar­Se­mom­yof­ni ase fiq­ro­ben, mag­ram
zus­tad is Seu­rac­xmyo­fe­li fiq­re­bi ani­Webs am
kacs sia­ mov­ne­
bas, rad­ gan icis, is awu­ xebs maT,
ar aZi­nebs, mag­ram mainc un­da, rom arc maT dai­
Zi­non mas­Tan er­Tad, da ma­Tac ig­rZnon is Ta­vis­
tki­vi­li, am ada­mians ro­me­lic awu­xebs. da, miu­
xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom mec ase­Ti yai­dis ka­ci viq­ne­
bo­di, vin­me rom myo­lo­da, jo­bia, isev Cems Tavs
da­vub­run­de da Txro­ba ga­vag­rZe­lo: ki­du­reb­sac
ki ver va­moZ­ra­veb­di, mag­ram uceb ube ga­mo­me­be­ra,
ho­da da­zel­va mo­min­da _ ba­xu­sic ga­da­ma­viw­yda,
da sa­sia­mov­no­dac mi­vi­zi­le. max­sovs, er­Txel la­

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bo­ra­to­ria­Si cdis Sem­swre gav­xdi: vir­Txa Cas­
ves ga­ liis erT uki­du­res mxa­res, xo­lo meo­re
uki­du­res mxa­res da­des saW­me­li; es vir­Txa, Cveu­
leb­riv, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, mi­dio­da iqam­de da Wam­da.
cdis mom­dev­no etap­ze ga­liis Zir­ze de­ni gaa­ta­
res da kar­ga xnis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si zrdid­nen Zab­
vas nel-ne­la; ma­le, ro­ca Zab­vis do­nem gar­kveul
niS­nuls miaR­wia, mRrRne­li saW­mel­Tan aRar mi­
dio­da. Ca­ta­re­bu­li mo­ri­gi cda, drois gas­vlis
Sem­deg, co­ta gan­sxva­ve­bu­li aR­moC­nda: saW­me­li
ise­Ti ra­miT Caa­nac­vles, rac vir­Txas did sia­
mov­ne­bas ani­Web­da _ ga­mab­rue­be­li sa­Sua­le­ba; aR­
moC­nda, rom cxo­vel­ma ima­ze bev­rad di­di Zab­va
ai­ta­na sia­mov­ne­bis mi­sa­Re­bad, vid­re es saW­mlis
Wa­mis Sem­Txve­va­Si mox­da.
bev­ri rom ar mi­ved-mo­ve­do, qa­leb­ma dam­Ra­
les, mag­ram, imis ga­mo, rom sa­ku­Tar Tavs ram­
den­jer­me vai­Zu­le, Sey­va­re­bu­li vyo­fi­li­ya­vi, es
niS­navs imas, rom sa­ku­Tar Tav­sac da­vuR­li­var.
ra Tqma un­da, gu­lis siR­rme­Si ar mje­ro­da, rom
miy­var­da da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, Si­na­ga­nad, al­baT, me­
ci­ne­bo­da ki­dec, mag­ram mainc vi­tan­je­bo­di im
siy­va­ru­liT, veW­via­nob­di xol­me Zlie­rad, Ta­nac
nam­dvi­lad, da ase Sem­deg, xo­lo drois gas­vlis
Sem­deg miv­xvdi, rom es yve­la­fe­ri ise­Ti mow­ye­
ni­lo­bis bra­li iyo, ro­mel­sac bo­lo ar uCan­
da, me ki mi­si das­ru­le­ba ga­dav­wyvi­te. mok­led,
qa­li, ro­gorc qmni­le­ba, uZ­lie­re­sia, ki, mag­ram...
ai, Zlier kacs una­ri aqvs, si­tua­cia qa­lis mxri­
dan dai­na­xos _ aseT dros am­bo­ben zus­tad, kacs
qa­lis es­mi­so _ mag­ram qals isic SeuZ­lia, ka­cis

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gad­mo­sa­xe­di­dan Se­xe­dos si­tua­cias da, ase­ve,
ori­ve obieq­tis miR­ma, sad­Rac gver­di­dan iyu­
re­bo­des. qa­le­bi Cven, ka­cebs, ise­ve gvep­yro­bian,
ro­gorc ka­cob­rio­ba ep­yro­bo­da da dRem­de eq­
ce­va Ta­vis Rmer­Tebs _ gva­ker­pe­ben, mag­ram, amav­
drou­lad, Tavs gva­bez­re­ben, rom ma­rad­Jams ma­
Ti usas­ru­lo da uki­de­ga­nod uaz­ro sur­vi­le­bis
Tav­dau­zo­gav aR­msru­leb­le­bad viq­ceT. ada­mia­ni,
zo­ga­dad, araa mar­ti­vi ar­se­ba, ga­sa­ge­bia, mag­ram
yve­la­ze rTu­li ka­cic ki ima­ze bev­rad mar­ti­via,
vid­re _ yve­la­ze mar­ti­vi qa­li. xan­da­xan mar­Tla
gin­da kacs, yve­la er­Tad daam­wkri­vo, agi­no da
me­re bo­di­Se­bi mou­xa­do, mag­ram aRar Se­moi­ri­go.
pir­ve­lad qa­li rom ga­daag­debs kacs, da Tu am
kacs is mar­Tla uy­var­da, me­re es ka­ci, drois gas­
vlis­da pa­ra­le­lu­rad, aT­jer met qals ga­daag­
debs, ri­si er­Ta­der­Ti mi­ze­zi aris cno­bie­ri­sa
da qvec­no­bie­ris mwi­ri kav­Si­ri er­Tma­neT­Tan,
vi­nai­dan: qvec­no­bier­Si mu­dam ar­se­bobs da­xa­tu­
li Se­ni idea­lu­ri qa­lis, Se­ni er­Ta­der­Ti siy­va­
ru­lis sa­xe, mag­ram sus­ti cno­bie­ri ver cnobs,
ver aRiq­vams ra mis sa­xes, ro­me­lic qvec­no­bier­ma
war­moud­gi­na, wam­sve iw­yebs mis Zie­bas sxva qa­leb­
Si, rac, ume­tes Sem­Txve­veb­Si, kra­xiT srul­de­ba.
mag­ram rad gin­da _ erT qals mxo­lod meo­re da­
ga­viw­yebs iqam­de, sa­nam ur­Tier­To­ba ar das­rul­
de­ba, xo­lo, ro­gorc ki das­rul­de­ba, im oris da­
sa­viw­yeb­lad me­sa­mes pou­lob, Tum­ca­Ra, un­da iT­
qvas, erT qals meo­res­Tan ax­lo­sac ver daa­ye­neb,
rad­gan im er­Tma ga­da­gag­do, is meo­re ki Sen Ta­vad
ga­daag­de. mok­led, un­da wa­vi­des ka­ci, yve­las agi­

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nos, me­re bo­di­Se­bi mou­xa­dos, me­re isev agi­nos,
me­re isev pa­tie­ba sTxo­vos, agi­nos, da ase Sem­deg,
usas­ru­lod.
av­de­qi, miv­ban­cal­di ma­civ­ram­de _ Tum­ca im
gza­ze or­jer ke­dels mi­ve­ja­xe _ ga­mo­va­Re mi­si
ka­ri, amo­vi­Re „bor­jo­mis“ boT­li, sav­se ar­yiT,
da di­li­dan smas Se­vu­de­qi, mag­ram, ori Wi­qa rom
ga­mov­ca­le, gav­Cer­di, boT­ li isev ukan Sev­ dgi
da lo­gin­Si dav­brun­di. asea, xan­da­xan Tav­sac ki
akon­tro­lebs ada­mia­ni. dav­we­qi, da uc­bad er­
Ti am­ba­vi mo­ma­gon­da: eq­vsi wlis rom vi­ya­vi, Cems
uban­Si er­Ti go­go cxov­rob­da _ Ti­ko. ro­gorc
max­sovs, yve­las mos­won­da, mag­ram uk­ve hyav­da
Sey­va­re­bu­li zuT­xi _ ase eZax­dnen im biWs. ho­da,
ki ar im­Cnev­dnen xal­xSi, mag­ram bo­lo pe­riod­Si
mainc daet­yoT, rom xSi­rad mos­dio­daT ka­ma­Ti.
sa­Wi­ro saq­mis­Tvis Cav­rTav: Ce­mi _ da Ti­kos, ra
Tqma un­ da _ kor­pu­sis gver­dze iyo ga­sar­To­bi
par­ki, sa­dac sul ori at­raq­cio­ni fun­qcio­ni­
reb­da: den­ze mier­Te­bu­li pa­ta­ra man­qa­ne­bi, or­
moc­daaT TeT­ria­ni Je­to­ne­bi rom un­da Ca­geg­do,
Tu ka­tao­ba gin­do­da, da lian­dag­ze ame­ri­ku­li
gor­ke­bis sti­lis _ oRond, bev­rad uf­ro msu­bu­
qi, bav­Sve­bis­Tvis _ dra­kon-va­go­ni. erT dRes, ro­
ca mec im par­kSi vi­ya­vi dra­kon­ze sa­ka­taod, Ti­ko
da zuT­xic mo­vid­nen, ri­gi dai­ka­ves da Cem ukan
dad­gnen. ise, ra ri­gi ma­gas eT­qmo­da _ sul oT­xni
vi­ya­viT _ mag­ram mainc. arc aras­dros yo­fi­la
mag at­rak­cion­ze bev­ri xal­xi. me sul win dav­je­qi,
rad­gan, ro­gorc naT­qva­mi hqon­daT Cem­Tvis, ku­di
mag­rad iq­nev­so, me ki me­Si­no­da. Cem ukan er­Ti uc­

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no­bi daj­da, Ti­ko da zuT­xi ki er­Tad das­xdnen
sul ukan _ ai, iq, mag­rad rom iq­nev­da. mok­led,
ori wre daar­tya am dra­kon­ma, vi­xa­li­se. er­Ti wu­
Ti su­lis mo­saT­qva­mad rom gav­Cer­di, ra­Ra meq­na
_ gad­mo­ve­di, mag­ram Ti­ko ver da­vi­na­xe, zuT­xi iq
iyo, uk­ve ki­beeb­ze Ca­dio­da. Tum­ca vi­fiq­re, al­
baT, iC­xu­bes da Ti­ko gaiq­ca-meT­qi. meo­re dRes
qve­mo qar­Tlis te­le­vi­zia­ze ga­moac­xa­des, Ti­ko
iaS­vi­lis cxe­da­ri gvian Ra­miT ipo­ve­so ga­sar­To­
bi par­ kis erT-erT at­raq­cion­ze, ye­li hqon­dao
ga­moW­ri­li. me win vxa­li­sob­di, ukan ki zuT­xim
Ti­ko mok­la, Cem­gan xuT met­rSi. war­moid­gi­neT,
be­di xom un­da, ukan, ku­dis mxa­res im dRes ara­
vin dam­jda­ra an, mig­de­bu­li go­go rom dai­na­xes,
ara­vis Seu­wu­xe­bia. mag­ram mTa­va­ri da yve­la­ze
iro­niu­li: bav­SvTa ga­sar­To­bi par­kis ori­dan
erT mxia­rul at­raq­cion­ze mTe­li dRe cxe­da­ri
ka­taob­da, sa­nam at­raq­cio­nis mu­Sam dra­kon-va­go­
nis wmen­da ar ga­daw­yvi­ta. al­baT, amouy­va­na yel­
Si ima­nac zuT­xis, zuT­xim ki ye­li ga­moW­ra. wmin­
da wylis ka­cu­ri am­ba­via, vi­Tom?!
wa­ve­di rki­nig­zis sad­gur­ze, ma­ta­reb­lis bi­
le­Ti avi­Re da Ta­vi qviS­xe­Tis­ken da­va­de. meT­qi,
Ce­mi er­Ta­der­Ti siy­va­ru­li un­da vna­xo _ is go­
go, ro­mel­mac Ta­vad ga­da­mag­do, mag­ram mainc
miy­var­da _ da, Tu mov­kvde­bi, mov­kvde, ma­gis de­
dac va­ti­re, mTa­va­ria uka­nas­kne­lad da­vi­na­xo, mi­
si Tmis su­ni Se­vig­rZno, mi­si sqe­li tu­Ce­bi­dan
wa­mo­su­li ener­gia, Cems ba­geebs rom izi­dav­da ase
Zlie­rad, ki­dev er­Txel Se­vi­sis­xlxor­co... rad
gin­da sxva am dros? ara, sas­me­li mainc gin­da,

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mgo­ni, me­ti ara­fe­ri. si­ga­re­tic SeiZ­le­ba. sax­li.
Cus­te­bi. lep­to­pi. te­le­fo­ni. mok­led, ka­pi­ta­
liz­mma ra moi­ta­na!.. va­gon­Si vi­je­qi, xeds gav­yu­
reb­di _ Se­ki­de­bod­nen mTva­res TeTr-var­dis­fe­
ri alu­Ce­bi da Sad­rev­ne­bi, ro­gorc mZi­me mtev­ne­
bi; qan­da­ke­beb­ma Ca­mia­res mox­de­nil wye­bad.
_ Svi­lo, _ mom­mar­Ta Cem win mjdom­ma mo­xuc­ma
qal­ma, Tva­le­bi gad­moc­ve­na­ze hqon­da, _ mar­Tla
ase Za­lian giy­vars?
_ ho, ra, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ me­re ra, vis ar hyva­re­
bia!..

28 ap­ri­li, 2017 we­li

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 წელი ახალი

da­ba­de­bis dRe da axa­li we­li we­li­wa­dis is

dRee­bia, ro­ca Se­mo­sul Set­yo­bi­ne­beb­Si mo­we­ri­
li koc­nis si­ci­la­ki, Ta­vi­si gu­le­bia­nad, ara­
fers niS­navs da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, sru­liad uw­yi­na­
ria. ai, sul ToT­xmet­ma ada­mian­ma mo­mi­lo­ca axa­
li we­li _ ki, am do­nem­de mar­to var _ da maT­gan,
da­viT­va­le, Ti­Toeul­ma sa­Sua­lod 2.03 koc­nis
si­ci­la­ki da 3.004 gu­li ga­mo­mig­zav­na so­cia­lur
qsel­Si. da­rek­viT ara­vin Se­wu­xe­bu­la, bi­Za­Ce­mis
gar­da, ro­me­lic bi­Za­Ce­mia da, aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­
re, saT­va­lav­Si mi­sa­Re­bi ar aris.
mok­led, 2017 wels Sev­xvdi ojax­Tan er­Tad _
mainc, er­Tad rom vid­ge­biT amo­de­na xal­xi, sa­
mi ma­ma­ka­ci, ve­ra­fe­ri axa­li Cvens Tmis Rer­sac
ver See­xe­ba-meT­qi avi gan­zrax­viT, vfiq­rob­di _
da me­re, rom ga­va­ci­leT ki­de­vac da mi­va­Za­xeT,
sxva oja­xe­bic moi­na­xu­le-Cven­Tqi, kar­gio, dam­
je­rad gviT­xra, da mar­Tlac wa­vi­da. jer vwru­
pav­di Sam­pa­nurs, me­re ki mo­yu­de­ba­ze ga­da­ve­di.

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ro­gorc ki ga­dio­da ma­ma­Ce­mi oTa­xi­dan sa­pa­tio
mi­ze­ze­bis­da ga­mo, ga­mov­xsni­di ma­ci­vars, sa­dac
„ba­da­go­nis“ Se­na­xu­li boT­li me­gu­le­bo­da, sal­
fet­kCaC­ri­li Tav­sa­xu­ris ad­gi­las, vi­Reb­di am
mwva­ne Se­fe­ri­lo­bis Su­Sis boTls da vu­yu­reb­
di si­naT­le­ze Sig­niT ar­se­bul siT­xes. pir­ve­lad
vinc ga­moi­go­na Sam­pa­nu­ri _ sa­xe­li da gva­ri ar
max­sovs, me ma­pa­tieT _ ase uT­qvams, var­skvla­vebs
ga­vu­sin­jeo ge­mo. me ki­dev vu­yu­reb­di siT­xes, Su­
Sis miR­ma rom mo­Can­da sa­Ra­mos xee­bis Crdi­li­viT
da, rac uf­ ro mets vu­ yu­reb­di, miT uf­ ro naT­
de­bo­da, Sa­ra­van­de­di efi­ne­bo­da Tavs. am dros,
Cem­da Seum­Cnev­lad, ma­ma­Ce­mi dab­ru­ne­bu­la.
_ anu, hoooo, _ Ca­vi­la­pa­ra­ke dab­neul­ma, _
anuu, jer aqvs va­da, hooo...
_ aqvs, aba, va­da­ga­suls xom ar vi­yid­di? _ ri­
to­ri­ku­li Se­kiT­xva mo­mig­do da Tvi­Ton isev ma­
gi­das miuj­da.
gu­li aC­qa­re­biT mi­cem­da da bol­Tas vcem­
di mTel sax­ lSi _ erT oTa­ xia­
nia mainc da ar
dav­Rlil­var. me­re erT ad­gi­las Sev­deqi, Ta­vi
dav­xa­re da ase vi­de­qi, isic ki ar vi­ci, ras mi­
vaS­ter­di, an mi­vaS­ter­di Tu ara rai­mes. uceb
cxvi­ri­dan er­Ti wve­Ti gad­mo­mi­var­da da ia­taks
Seas­kda, me­re gaix­li­Ca, TiT­qos ato­mi yo­fi­li­
yo, da gaib­na. fiq­rebs wav­ye­vi, eleq­tro­nebs
aqeT-iqiT mois­vri­da, pro­to­nebs da neit­ro­nebs
ki iq­ve da­to­veb­da-meT­qi, rad­gan, ro­gorc cno­
bi­lia, ato­mis ma­sa bir­Tvze mo­dis mTlia­nad,
bir­Tvi ki, Ta­vis mxriv, pro­to­ne­bi­sa da neit­
ro­ne­bis­gan Sed­ge­ba. pro­to­ni Tu gaix­li­Ce­bo­da-

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meT­qi, me­re amas gav­ye­vi: ad­gils ar moic­vli­
da, mag­ram gaix­li­Ce­bo­da kvar­ke­bam­de da, Tu es
kvar­ke­bic Seir­xeo­da da mas­Si myo­fi „si­me­bic“,
ma­Sin Ce­mi cxvi­ris lor­wo­dan SeiZ­le­ba sis­xlic
ki mi­vi­RoT-meT­qi. „eleq­tro­ne­bi? _ Cam­Za­xo­da
Ce­mi Ta­vi, _ eleq­tro­ne­bi ase ub­ra­lod ga­dac­
viv­de­bo­da aqeT-iqiT da mor­Ca?!“. „ara, _ vu­pa­
su­xe mtki­ced, _ atom­Si el­qtro­ne­bi da kvar­ke­bi
arian ara nu­lo­van gan­zo­mi­le­bia­ni obieq­te­bi,
ara­med war­moad­ge­nen erTgan­zo­mi­le­bian os­ci­
li­re­bad wrfeebs, gai­ge?“. da me­re Se­me­Sin­da,
vai­da cxvi­ri­dan lor­wo mom­dis, mag­ram sis­xlad
ew­ve­Te­ba-meT­qi? da gaS­ma­ge­biT da­vi­xe­de Zirs.
Sve­biT amo­vi­sun­Tqe, ro­ca ufe­ru­li siT­xe Se­
vam­Cnie, me­re ki sa­pir­fre­So­Si Se­vir­bi­ne da mis­
gan gav­Ta­vi­suf­ldi.
„gav­Ta­vi­suf­ldeT!“ _ Cam­Za­xo­da da­viT usu­
faS­vi­lis xma yu­reb­Si,1 da ise­dac ga­xeT­qva­ze
myof Tavs ki­dev uma­teb­da al­ba­To­bas, ga­xeT­qi­
li­yo.
_ mok­led, ma­ma, _ sa­sa­di­lo­Si ga­ve­di da ase
miv­mar­Te, _ bi­We­bi xo vik­ri­be­bo­diT dRes, ho­da
wa­val uk­ve, To­re iq Tu Ca­me­Zi­na, ra­Ra az­ri aqvs
_ Zi­li aqac xom Se­miZ­lia.
_ me­re, da­we­qi da dai­Zi­ne, _ ar un­do­da Ce­mi
was­vla, mag­ram pir­da­pir xom ver met­yo­da, _ kai,
wa­di, _ dam­neb­da bo­los.

1. sa­qar­Tve­lo­Si 2016 wlis oq­tom­ber­Si Ca­ta­re­bul sa­par­la­men­

to ar­Cev­neb­Si res­pub­li­ku­ri par­tiis slo­ga­ni iyo „gav­Ta­vi­suf­
ldeT“, xo­lo, Ta­vis mxriv, res­pub­li­kur par­tias xel­mZRva­ne­lob­
da da­viT usu­faS­vi­li;

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 da­vi­Zi­no-meT­qi? kiT­xva da­vus­vi Cems Tavs.
Zi­
li. Zi­ li? ra Zi­ li? Zi­ li ra aris? „Zi­ li ma­
Ral­gan­vi­Ta­re­bu­li or­ga­niz­mis pe­rio­du­li fi­
zio­lo­giu­ri mdgo­ma­reo­baa, ro­mel­sac gan­saz­
Rvravs Ta­vis tvi­nis mTe­li ri­gi struq­tu­re­
bis koor­di­na­ciu­li moq­me­de­ba, _ mi­kar­na­xa Cem­ma
tvin­ma, asi wlis mo­xu­cis ka­ni­viT nao­Wia­ni rom
maqvs, _ ga­reg­nu­lad xa­siaT­de­ba umoZ­rao­biT da
ga­re­sam­ya­ros gam­Ri­zia­neb­le­bis­gan ga­mo­TiS­viT.
ada­mia­nis Zi­lis dros daT­rgu­nu­lia Seg­ne­bu­li
fsi­qo­lo­giu­ri aq­ti­vo­ba, ro­me­lic pe­rio­du­lad
aR­dge­ba siz­mris dros“. vax-meT­qi, vi­fiq­re, max­
sovs, ese igi me ma­Ral­gan­vi­Ta­re­bu­li or­ga­niz­mi
var-meT­qi! go­ne­ba­Si ki­Ji­na mov­cxe, si­nam­dvi­le­Si
ki sas­tum­ro oTax­Si ga­ve­di, rom ga­mo­mec­va­la.
se­mes­tris das­ru­le­bam­de er­Ti dRiT ad­re
Cem­ma kla­sel­ma na­xe­var lit­rian „pep­sis“ boT­
lSi Cas­xmu­li Wa­Wa ma­Cu­qa. im mo­men­tSi ga­mi­xar­
da, er­Ti Se­xed­viT, mag­ram me­re, co­ta rom da­vu­
fuq­rdi, miv­xvdi, rom klas­Sic ki lo­Tis re­pu­
ta­cia maqvs. „mag­ram arau­Savs! _ mam­xne­veb­da Ce­mi
Ta­vi, _ mTa­va­ria... _ aq gai­We­da, did­xans ifiq­ra,
da bo­los es moi­fiq­ra: _ mok­led, arau­Savs-meT­
qi, da­mi­je­re“.
„me ara­ fe­
ri maqvs saer­ To Cems Tav­ Tan,“ _
vfiq­rob­di, ro­ca vic­vam­di nac­ris­fer jinss.
me­re ro­lin­gi un­da Ca­mec­va, kaS­ne ga­me­ke­Te­bi­
na da Ce­mi gan­Tqmu­li man­to Se­mo­mes­xa. mok­led,
sik­vdi­lam­de me­za­re­bo­da. max­sovs, isic vi­fiq­re,
ne­tav si­ci­vis Seg­rZne­ba ar mqon­des, ax­la tru­
siT xom ga­vi­do­di-meT­qi ga­reT.

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 mok­led, ga­ve­di. ar dai­je­roT, rom mar­Tla
bi­Web­Tan miv­dio­di. ar ar­se­bobs ara­nai­ri „bi­
We­bi“, Rmer­Tma­ni, mia­mi­te­bo. yi­nav­da ga­reT,
orTqls pi­ri­dan ise vuS­veb­di, TiT­qos uxi­lav
Ci­lims ve­weo­di. man­tos gu­lis ji­be­Si „pep­sis“
boT­li me­do, gam­Wvir­va­le siT­xiT sav­se, mar­
cxe­na ji­be ga­mo­be­ri­li mqon­da da­ke­ci­li tya­vis
xel­TaT­ma­ne­bis­da ga­mo, mar­jve­na­Si ki te­le­fo­ni
da kan­fe­te­bi Ca­va­cu­re ga­mos­vlis win. da­vu­ye­vi
Tbi­li­sis qu­Cas, gav­cdi Ce­mi sko­lis Ca­sax­vevs,
Se­ve­di ma­Ra­zia­Si, kan­fe­te­bi gam­yid­vels sa­xe­Si
ves­ro­le da vTqvi:
_ Se­mov­dgi fe­xi, gwya­lob­deT Rmer­Ti, „mar­
lbo­ro“ er­Ti!
_ ro­me­li?
_ axal wels gi­lo­cavT! wi­Te­li min­da, wi­Te­
li, sis­xlis­fe­ri, bro­weu­lis wve­nis fe­ri, qin­
Zma­rau­lis fe­ri, sa­fe­ra­vis fe­ri, wi­Te­li, mok­
led!
mom­ca wi­Te­li _ sis­xlis­fe­ri, bro­weu­lis wve­
nis fe­ri, qin­Zma­rau­lis fe­ri, sa­fe­ra­vis fe­ri _
„mar­lbo­ro“, ga­vu­wo­de rki­nis la­ria­ni da or­
la­ria­ni da ga­mos­vla da­va­pi­re. ka­reb­Si mo­ma­Za­
xa, gaZ­vir­da da ak­liao oci TeT­ri. me oc­da­xu­Ti
mi­ve­ci da vuT­xa­ri, ba­rem asan­Tic mo­me­ciT-meT­
qi. mom­ca da, ki­dev er­Txel gi­lo­cavT-meT­qi,
vuT­xa­ri da ga­mo­ve­di.
Ca­vu­ye­vi tro­tuars isev _ jer ne­la, me­re
saer­Tod gav­rbo­di _ da cur­ta­vel­ze amov­ya­vi
Ta­vi, par­kTan. Se­sas­vlel­Si ori ska­mi dgas, iqi­
dan erT-er­Tze dav­je­qi, me­re Sar­dis buS­ti ami­

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tok­da, mag­ram ar max­sovs, sad mov­fsi. si­ci­vem
Zval­sa da rbil­Si rom gaia­ra, me­re­Ra ga­dav­wyvi­
te, rom Wa­Wa da­me­lia. vsvam­di da vfiq­rob­di,
ra mar­ to var-meT­ qi. „me Tbi­ li­si var, _ ga­ vi­
fiq­re, _ Ta­vis di­de­bis Jams mTe­li sa­qar­Tve­
lo rom Cau­sax­lda; is Tbi­li­si var, na­xe­var­ze
me­ti qar­Tve­li Cem­Si rom cxov­robs; is Tbi­li­si
var, mo­sax­leo­ba dRe­sas­wau­leb­ze sof­leb­Si rom
gaur­bis; is Tbi­li­si var, mTaw­min­di­dan rom Cans
xe­lis­gul­ze“. Tum­ca rus­Ta­ve­li vi­ya­vi, esec ga­
saT­va­lis­wi­ne­be­lia. me­re gza ga­dav­We­ri da ar
vi­ci, sad amov­ya­vi Ta­vi. da­vi­kar­ge-meT­qi, ase ga­
dav­wyvi­te. me­re uceb _ ar vi­ci, meC­ve­ne­bo­da Tu
mar­Tlac ase iyo, mag­ram zam­Tar­Si aq ra un­da _
gve­li ga­moC­nda, Cem ukan mos­ria­leb­da da, rac
uf­ro vuC­qa­reb­di na­bijs, miT uf­ro Cqa­ra mos­
ria­leb­da isic.
_ miS­ve­leT! _ da­viy­vi­re, me­re ki „ja­dos­nu­ri
flei­ta“ 1 ga­max­sen­da, zus­tad igi­ve epi­zo­diT _
ra ko­mi­ku­ria! _ da sim­Re­ras mov­ye­vi te­no­ris
xmiT, miu­ xe­ da­vad imi­ sa, rom Ce­mi xma uf­ ro ba­
ri­to­nu­lia da xan­da­xan ba­nis­ke­nac ix­re­ba. _ Zu
Hil­fe! Zu Hil­fe! Sonst bin ich ver­lo­ren, der lis­tig­ en Schlan­
ge zum Op­fer er­ko­ren. Bar­mher­zi­ge Goet­ter! Schon na­het
sie sich! Ach, ret­tet mich! Ach, schuet­zet mich! _ me­ re
vi­ci­no­di iqam­de, sa­nam crem­liT ar ga­mev­so Tva­
le­bi da ve­Ra­ra­fe­ri da­vi­na­xe.

1. „ja­dos­nu­ri flei­ta“ _ „Die Zauberflöte~ _ vol­fgang ama­deus mo­

car­tis uka­nas­kne­li ope­ra;

– 24 –
 „mainc mar­to var, _ ga­vi­fiq­re da si­ci­lis
crem­le­bi mo­viw­min­de, _ mainc mar­to var“. me­re
er­Ti leq­si ga­max­sen­da:

qa­Sue­Tis win
loT­ma san­druam
ara­yis fu­li
mTel dRes ag­ro­va,
me­re
daus­xes did Wi­qa­Si da...

_ ada­mia­ni mainc mar­toa!

mid­ga kuT­xe­Si
sit­yvis uT­qme­lad
da sav­se Wi­qas
co­ta ad­ro­va,
me­re ga­dak­ra sul­mouT­qme­lad...
_ ada­mia­ni
mainc mar­toa!1

ga­vu­ye­vi isev uc­nob gzas, Wa­Wa maT­bob­da, mag­

ram vfiq­rob­di, rom ga­mo­me­le­va, me­re ra­Ra vqna-
meT­qi. me­Si­no­da, rom ar mo­vit­yuo, me­Si­no­da Za­
lian.
„aba, bi­We­bi? _ Cem­Tvis vfiq­rob­di, _ rais bi­
We­bi?!“
vu­yu­reb­di uc­nob aiv­nebs, den­Tis su­ni miw­
vav­da nes­toebs, mag­ram mainc miv­dio­di. ka­cob­

1. naw­yve­ti re­vaz ama­Su­ke­lis leq­si­dan „ada­mia­ni mainc mar­toa“.

– 25 –
rio­bas da­vu­kav­Sir­di im wams go­ne­bis Za­liT da
xma­maR­la Se­vu­Za­xe:
_ Zma­no, ar gir­CevT moZ­mis siy­va­ruls, gir­
CevT siy­va­ruls So­reu­li­sas!

Happy new year!

Frohes neues Jahr!
C новым годом!
Bonne année!
Felice anno nuovo!
Godt nytt år!
axal wels gi­lo­cavT!

2 ian­va­ri, 2017 we­li

– 26 –
 Нежность

Ты моя нежность, ты моё небо,

за тобой встану, где бы ты не был.
Ты моё сердце, ты моё чудо,
обниму нежно и с тобой буду.1

***
me rwme­na me­kar­ge­ba,
xval aRar ga­Ten­de­ba
dRe.
me Ta­vi me­ziz­Re­ba -
vinc miy­vars, es xar mxo­lod
Sen.2

***
ma­Sin mag­rad vlo­Tob­di. axa­li wle­bis me­re
sa­mi kvi­ra ar ga­mov­fxiz­le­bul­var da, im sa­mi

1. teq­stis naw­yve­ti ru­si Sem­sru­leb­lis _ НАРГИЗ _ sim­Re­ri­dan

„ТЫ — МОЯ НЕЖНОСТЬ“;
2. mi­sam­Re­ri qar­Tu­li pank-rok jgu­fis _ Vod­ka vtraiom _ sim­Re­
ri­dan „rwme­na“.

– 27 –
kvi­ris Sem­deg, co­ta az­rze rom mo­ve­di, yur­Si
sul Cur­Cu­le­bi mes­mo­da da me­go­na, vi­Ra­ca SeT­
qmu­le­bas miw­yob­da mo­sak­la­vad, mag­ram, ki­dev
kar­gi, go­ne­ba Zlie­ri maqvs _ ga­vaa­na­li­ze, rom
es Se­saZ­lo mo­mas­wav­le­be­li niS­ne­bi iyo TeT­
ri cxe­le­bis, ami­tom ga­dav­wyvi­te, co­ta ki­dev
da­me­lia. or­moc­daa­Ti gra­mi rom Ca­var­tyi, ki­
dev ori kvi­ra ga­da­va­bi sma, da uk­ve bo­los Ta­
vi saa­vad­myo­fo­Si amov­ya­vi mwva­ve in­toq­si­ka­ciiT
_ Ce­mi RviZ­li ve­Rar fil­trav­da sas­mels mav­ne
niv­Tie­re­be­bis­gan, ho­da ga­da­viw­vi. er­Ti dRe apa­
rat­zec vi­ya­vi Seer­Te­bu­li, mag­ram eg ara­fe­ri
_ ga­mo­ve­di. meo­re dRes dav­dio­di ki­dec, ho­
da sax­lSi wa­miy­va­nes. yve­la boT­li me da­me­lia,
Tu de­da­Cem­ma ga­daas­xa uni­taz­Si, ar vi­ci, mag­ram
Ta­roe­bi sul ca­rie­li dam­xvda. am­xa­des tvi­ni
sax­lSi, ra Tqma un­da, mag­ram me ar vus­men­di _
sxva xme­bic Ca­mes­mo­da, rom­le­bic SeT­qmu­le­bas
miw­yob­dnen. me­re mor­Ca de­da­Ce­mi CoC­qols, ro­
gorc iq­na, da Ta­vis­Tan wa­vi­da, xo­lo Ce­mi co­li
mom­dga, Ti­kas­Tan _ da­qa­lia mi­si _ un­da wa­vi­de,
Tavs ara­fe­ri au­te­xoo. ga­vid­nen Tu ara, av­var­
di sa­wo­li­dan da sas­mels da­vuw­ye Zeb­na. ve­ra­
fe­ri rom ver vna­xe, imis ime­di­Ra mqon­da, sa­me­
di­ci­no spirts mainc vi­po­vi-meT­qi, oT­xmoc­daaT
pro­cen­tian eTa­nols, mag­ram egec ver vi­po­ve.
co­ta xan­Si xmeb­ma Se­mo­mi­ties da pir­da­pir mu­qa­
ra­ze gad­mo­vid­nen. Wkui­dan viS­le­bo­di. cxe­le­ba
mew­ye­bo­da. oci gra­mi mainc un­da da­me­lia ra­
me an, Tun­dac, aTi. bo­los ga­mi­naT­da go­ne­ba _
Sev­var­di aba­za­na­Si, uj­ria­ni sar­ke ga­mov­xse­ni da

– 28 –
Ce­mi co­lis „Sa­ne­li“ dav­lie. xme­bic miw­yda. mok­
led, ga­dav­rCi.
er­Ti Tve rom ga­vi­da, isev ga­da­vi­kar­ge, ax­
la uk­ ve _ er­ Ti kvi­riT. Tum­ ca me­ re Tavs Za­
la da­va­ta­ne da ga­leS­vam­de sma Sev­wyvi­te. yo­
vel dRe vsvam­di isev, ra Tqma un­da, mag­ram ara
ga­TiS­vam­de. erT dRe­sac sax­lSi dav­brun­di, da
ras vxe­dav _ Cems cols vi­Ra­ca Wi­mavs! zo­ga­dad,
Ce­mi co­li Za­lian la­ma­zi kia, Tan _ meg­re­li,
kol­xu­ri eS­xi dah­ravs; Tva­le­bi ise­Ti aqvs, gar­
da­ma­va­li fe­ris, mag­ram Rias­ken ix­re­ba uf­ro,
Tum­ca, vfiq­rob, aR­mo­sav­le­li rom yo­fi­li­yo _
vTqvaT, qar­Tle­li _ mu­qi fe­ris eq­ne­bo­da Tva­
le­bic; cxvi­ri sul od­nav mo­kau­We­bu­li aqvs,
rac mis ise­dac mkacrs iers ki­dev uf­ro am­kac­
rebs, am sim­kac­ris Sem­yu­re obieq­ti ki Wkui­dan
ga­dah­yavs; fe­xe­bi mu­dam pir­wmin­dad ga­par­su­li
aqvs, xo­lo ter­fe­bi ise­Tia, mis wi­na­Se ueW­ve­
lad un­da dae­ce da da­koc­no. mok­led, vi­de­qi
ka­
ris Wril­ Si, vi­ Ra­
ca ka­
ci ki Cems cols isev
Wi­mav­da, da es Ce­mi meuR­lec kvne­so­da sia­mov­
ne­biT. vi­de­qi ase ori wu­Ti, da mxo­lod me­re­Ra
da­mi­na­xa ma­na­nam. mag­rad Seh­kiv­la. ga­ve­di sas­
tum­ro oTax­Si, ka­ra­da ga­mov­xse­ni, Cems jin­sis
Sar­vals qa­ma­ri mov­xse­ni, da isev sa­Zi­ne­bel­Si
dav­brun­di. is ti­pi gaq­ceu­li dam­xvda, ho­da Cems
cols mi­va­de­qi, vce­me da vce­me, vur­tyi da vur­
tyi. saaT­na­xe­va­ri xe­li ar ga­mi­Ce­re­bia _ qam­ris
jer tya­vis bo­los vur­tyam­di, me­re ki, da­na­Sau­
li rom aRia­ra, rki­nis bo­lo­Ti da­vuw­ye ce­ma,
rad­gan uf­ro gav­braz­di. sul dae­buS­ta is la­ma­

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zi sa­xe, ara­da mar­Tla miy­var­da; Tva­li­dan sis­
xli sdio­da, pi­ri­dan ori kbi­li gad­moa­fur­Txa.
qa­ma­ri rom ga­miw­yda, xe­liT vur­tyam­di _ jer
gaS­li­liT, me­re mo­muS­tu­liT. bo­los Se­me­co­da,
da fe­xe­bis rtyma da­vuw­ye nek­neb­Si, mag­ram isec
ar vur­tyam­di, rom Cam­tvreo­da. ma­pa­tieo, rom
daiy­vi­ra, mTlad ga­da­me­ke­ta _ lo­gin­ze ave­di,
gad­mov­xti da mTe­li ta­niT zed da­vax­ti. amoig­
mi­na da nax­vels sis­xli amoa­yo­la. me­re, ro­gorc
iq­na, ikad­ra _ ase miT­xra, fe­xebs dag­ba­no _ mag­
ram mainc ar kma­ro­da. fur­Txe­bac da­vuw­ye, Tum­
ca bo­los mTxo­va, ga­Cer­di, da fe­xebs dag­ban,
me­re ki mag da­na­ban wyals dav­le­vo. eg­re-meT­qi,
Se qa­lo! ax­la da­gin­dob-meT­qi, vuT­xa­ri, oRond,
fe­xebs rom dam­ban, Tan mim­Re­re-meT­qi. kar­gio.
taS­ti gad­moi­Ro, cxe­li wyliT aav­so, me­re mo­
mi­ta­na, fe­xe­bi Ca­ma­yo­fi­na, ter­feb­ze mo­mea­ler­
sa, Tan mban­da, Tan mRe­ro­da, Ты моя нежность, ты
моё небо-o. me sa­var­Zel­Si ves­ve­ne da vtkbe­bo­di.
da­ba­nas rom mor­Ca, pir­sa­xo­ciT rbi­lad ga­mim­
Sra­la ter­fe­bi, me­re taS­ti moi­yu­da da wya­li
ga­mo­ca­la.
_ Se­ger­gos! _ me vuT­xa­ri, da me­re mxur­va­led
va­ko­ce. mar­Tla mag­rad miy­var­da eg oxe­ri qa­li,
da ax­lac miy­vars ki­dev uf­ro Za­lian.

27 iv­li­si, 2017 we­li

– 30 –
 C 2H 6O

ver mo­ gat­yuebT, ar max­ sovs, cio­ da Tu ara,

mag­ram mgo­nia, rom, we­siT, si­ci­ve un­da yo­fi­li­
yo, Tu ga­Ce­re­ba­ze aR­mar­Tul eleq­tro­nul ab­ras
da­vu­je­rebT, ro­me­lic xan 2017, xan 2033, xa­nac
2098 wels aC­ve­neb­da ek­ran­ze. mok­led, SiS­vel,
Zu­Zus­Ta­ve­bis gar­Se­mo ume­te­sad Tmian tan­ze Ce­
mi mtvris­fe­ri pal­to Se­mo­vic­vi, zo­lia­ni kaS­ne
yel­ze TviT­mkvle­lis To­ki­viT ga­vik­van­Ze, fe­
xe­bi, qus­lze ga­xeul Wre­li win­de­biT, ta­la­xian
ba­Tin­keb­Si Cav­ya­vi, me­re, ra­xan wi­Te­li tru­se­bi­
sa da Ce­ mi sam­Si grZe­lis ama­ra vi­ya­vi, Sar­val­Si
Cav­ya­vi co­ta­Ti me­tad ban­jgvlia­ni, mag­ram mainc
kar­gad grZe­li fe­xe­bi, rom da­mes­va­ra da ba­Tin­
ke­bi­dan Sar­vlis Si­da mxa­re­ze ga­da­su­li ta­la­xi
Cems bew­vebs Se­ze­lo­da. cal­sa­xad ver it­yo­diT,
of­lis su­ni am­dio­da, uka­na­lis wve­nis Tu zan­gis,
mag­ram nes­toebs Ta­va­dac miw­vav­da. ga­via­re me­re
sam­za­reu­los­ken, ga­mo­va­Re ga­mor­Tu­li ma­ci­va­ri
_ iq­neb am er­Txel ga­mi­mar­Tlos da ra­me sas­me­li
dam­xvdes-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­di da voc­ne­bob­di, mag­

– 31 –
ram sul tyui­lad: er­Ti kver­cxi mqon­da _ an, Tu
yvelas CaT­vliT, sa­mi _ da er­Tic maio­ne­zi. avi­Re
es „slo­bo­da“, mov­xse­ni Tav­sa­xu­ri, mo­vu­Wi­re xe­li
bo­lo­Si da pir­Si Ca­vi­ca­le. a, eg­re-meT­qi, max­sovs,
ga­vi­fiq­re. mag­ram ve­Rar viT­men­di, ami­tom ma­ma­Ce­
mis da­na­to­va­ri su­na­moe­bis ko­leq­ciis­ken gav­wie,
Bleu de Cha­nel Pa­ris amo­vi­Re, Tav­sa­xu­ri da is mov­
xse­ni, sai­da­nac deo­do­ran­ti­viT as­xams, da pir­Si
na­xev­ram­de Ca­vi­ca­le, rom Cems sis­xlSi   C2H6O-s _
spir­tis an, Tu gne­bavT, al­ko­ho­lis _ rao­de­no­
ba da­me­ba­lan­se­bi­na. ena da sa­sa sas­ti­kad amew­va,
mar­Ta­lia, mag­ram Ta­vi mainc ukeT vig­rZe­ni. me­re,
meT­qi, es spir­ti ueW­ve­lad na­jer nax­Sir­ba­da­tom­
Tan mier­Te­bul erT an ram­de­ni­me hid­roq­si­lis
jgufs Sei­cavs da erT ato­mia­nia, ho­da me ra un­
da da­mak­los-meT­qi, _ pi­ri­qiT. ami­tom, sa­bo­lood
ga­dav­wyvi­te, rom wya­li min­do­da. wa­ve­di ki­dec
sam­za­reu­lo­Si isev, mo­vuS­vi on­ka­ni, da­saW­re­li
frCxi­le­bi wyliT ga­viv­se da ase vsvam­di H2O-s. me­
re Stef­scels _ si­nam­dvi­le­Si, den­cqvi­tas _ mov­
ka­ri Tva­li, da ga­max­sen­da, rom de­ni aris da­mux­
tu­li na­wi­la­ke­bis mi­mar­Tu­li da mo­wes­ri­ge­bu­li
moZ­rao­ba, mag­ram xan­da­xan da ume­te­sad, Se­saZ­loa,
na­wi­la­ke­bi mo­wes­ri­ge­bu­lad ar moZ­raob­dnen, mag­
ram mTa­va­ria, ma­Ti moZ­rao­ba mi­mar­Tu­li iyos _
anu, esec de­ nia. me­re isic ga­ vix­se­ne, rom de­nis
ma­xa­sia­Teb­lad Se­moi­ta­nes de­nis Za­la _ I _ ro­me­
lic pir­da­pir­pro­por­ciu­lia Zab­vi­sa _ U _ xo­lo
ukup­ro­por­ciu­lia wi­na­Ro­bi­sa _ R; ase­ve I=q/t, es
ki niS­navs, rom de­nis Za­la to­lia gam­ta­ris ga­nik­
veT­Si ga­ma­va­li mux­tis far­do­bi­sa im dros­Tan, ra

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dro­Sic am mux­tma gaia­ra. Sem­deg is, rom me de­nis
Za­la ga­max­sen­da, da is, rom wyals vsvam­di, ra­Rac­
nai­rad da­va­kav­Si­re, sa­bo­lood ki im das­kvnam­de
mi­ve­di, rom wya­li Za­lian kar­gi gam­ta­ria, rad­ga­
nac mi­si age­bu­le­ba wi­na­Ro­bas ar aZ­levs sa­Sua­le­
bas, di­di ric­xvi­Ti mniS­vne­lo­ba hqon­des. mok­led,
vi­fiq­re, Za­lian bevr wyals dav­lev, me­re ki den­
cqvi­ta­Si Ti­Tebs Sev­yob _ iq­neb, den­ma da­mar­tyas
da mov­kvde-meT­qi. ga­va­ke­Te ki­dec, mag­ram od­nav
miC­xvli­ta nem­si­viT, ami­to­mac am saq­mes Ta­vi da­va­
ne­be da ga­reT ga­ve­di sax­li­dan.
Cvid­met no­mer sa­mar­Sru­to taqss da­va­je­qi,
rad­gan zus­tad or­moc­daa­Ti TeT­ri mqon­da, me ki
da­xar­jva min­do­da. ga­daia­ra xi­di, gaR­ma da ga­moR­
ma rus­Tavs rom akav­Si­rebs. ise, rus­Ta­vi uni­ka­lu­
ri qa­la­qia _ mxo­lod rus­Ta­ve­li Tu dab­run­de­ba,
gaR­ma ga­su­li, mSvi­do­biT ukan. me­rias­Tan moux­
via, me­re or­moc­daaT met­rSi isev Seux­via, me­re ki
aRar mi­miq­ce­via yu­rad­Re­ba, ras ake­Teb­da _ mar­to
ima­ze vfiq­rob­di, es mZRo­li ner­vebs miS­lis-meT­
qi; dav­geg­me ki­dec go­ne­ba­Si, ax­la av­dge­bi, Tmis
Re­rebs mtkiv­neu­lad da­va­wiw­kni da, gab­ra­ze­bu­li
rom Se­moi­xe­de­ba, cxvir­Si Se­va­fur­Txeb an ni­kap­ze
Sua TiTs mi­va­deb-meT­qi, mag­ram, sau­be­du­rod, aR­
moC­nda, rom Ta­vis bo­lo ga­Ce­re­bam­de uk­ve mieR­wia
da me mic­di­da, ro­dis Ca­vi­do­di da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
fuls miv­cem­di. oq­ros­fe­ri or­moc­daaT TeT­ria­
ni amo­vi­Re da mZRo­lis Tval­win ise Se­va­Ta­ma­Se,
TiT­qos fi­lo­so­fiu­ri qva mWe­ro­da xe­leb­Si, me­re
ga­vu­wo­de, xe­lis gul­ze da­vu­de, Ti­Te­bi mo­vu­muS­
te, mya­rad ge­Wi­ros-meT­qi, Tva­li Ca­vu­ka­ri, hae­

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ro­va­ni koc­na ga­vug­zav­nde da Ca­ve­di. Cem­gan mar­
jvniv ek­le­sia id­ga, pir­da­pir _ Crdi­loe­TiT _
qa­la­qis saa­vad­myo­fo, xo­lo pi­rda­pir da mar­cxniv
_ Crdi­lo-da­sav­le­TiT _ fsi­qiat­riu­li kli­ni­ka.
ho­da, Crdi­lo-da­sav­le­Tis­ken wa­ve­di, WiS­kar­Tan
Sev­Cer­di da da­viy­muv­le, rom Zmebs gae­goT, vin
mo­su­li­yo. im wam­sve vig­rZe­ni pa­la­te­bi­dan wa­mo­
su­li mRel­va­re­bis na­ka­di. mim­Reb­Si dav­de­qi, mo­
ri­ge eqim­Tan mi­ve­di da vuT­xa­ri:
_ na­po­leo­ni aq gyavT?
er­Ti kar­gad Se­maT­va­lie­ra _ dar­wmu­ne­bu­li
vi­ya­vi, mo­ve­wo­ne _ da mxo­lod me­re­Ra mi­pa­su­xa:
_ diax, ori, _ da gai­Ri­ma, _ er­Ti nam­cxva­ria,
meo­re _ im­pe­ra­to­ri.
_ im­pe­ra­tor­Tan mo­ve­di, _ Tva­li Ca­vu­ka­ri.
_ aha, _ fur­ cleb­ Si qeq­ vis Sem­
deg miT­ xra, _
me­doi­Ze ni­ko­lo­zis vin xarT?
me, cbier­ma, fur­clis­ken Tva­li ga­va­pa­re, sa­
dac ze­moT xse­ne­bu­li sa­xe­li da gva­ri ewe­ra, me­
re ki mis gas­wvriv amo­vi­kiT­xe: „asa­ki _ 56 we­li“.
_ Zmis Svi­li var, _ vuT­xa­ri, Tum­ca mainc gav­
ris­ke _ iq­ne­ba da, Zma ar hyo­lo­da.
_ ma­Sin aqeT mob­rZan­diT, _ ga­miZ­Rva, _ am bo­
lo dros ag­re­siu­li aRa­raa, rac Za­lian gva­xa­
rebs. mag­ram, ise, aqam­de aras­dros mo­sul­xarT
aq. ra­ me xom ar mox­ da? Tu rai­ me ise­Ti am­ ba­
vi
gaqvT saT­qme­li mis­Tvis, jo­bia, vi­co­deT...
_ ara, ara! _ Sev­Za­xe, _ ub­ra­lod, Ich bin gerade
aus Leipzig angekommen,1 da nax­va mo­min­da, fi­su­ni, _
da mxar­ze xe­li da­va­de.

1. germ.: „laip­ci­gi­dan sul ax­la­xans Ca­mo­ve­di“.

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 mok­led, me­doi­Ze ni­ko­loz-ni­ka-ni­ko­lais Ta­vi­
dan mis _ anu, na­po­leo­nis _ di­de­ba­ze ve­saub­re,
Sem­deg mis Zlier mxa­reebs mo­vu­xa­re qe­di, bo­los
ki veC­xu­be, su­le­li xar, va­ter­loo rom waa­ge-meT­
qi. da­dum­da, sun­Tqva Sek­ra, kri­Wa gax­sna, Tqva,
aRar va­ro na­po­leo­ni, da ti­ri­li daiw­yo. ra gin­
dao, mkiT­xa ki­dec.
_ geC­xu­be­bian aq, Zmis­gu­lo? ar je­raT Se­ni?
_ mwyins, _ miT­xra.
_ vinc gaw­ye­ni­nebs, ise uyu­re, ro­gorc _ Sen­ze
susts, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ pa­ta­ra bav­Svma rom xel­ze gik­
bi­nos, ga­daux­di sa­ma­gie­ros? ara. ho­da, arc ara­vis
ga­dau­xa­do, imi­tom, rom bo­ro­te­bi ki ara, sus­te­
bi arian. Sen zRva xar, ni­ko­lai, da zRva ara­so­des
gad­mo­dis ka­la­po­ti­dan imis da­sax­rCo­bad, vinc
mas qvebs es­vris.
ga­mo­ve­di.
mo­ri­ge eqims vTxo­ve, Za­lian ki mrcxve­nia, mag­
ram xuT la­ria­ni xom ar geq­ne­baT-meT­qi? ger­ma­nu­
li fu­li ban­kSi maqvs, ise ki ji­be­Si xu­Ti TeT­ric
ar mig­dia-meT­qi. mom­ca, ke­Ti­li iyo. ze­da tuC­sa da
cxvirs Sua amow­ve­ril qa­lur ul­va­Seb­ze va­ko­ce,
erT Rers ki enac avus­vi. mad­lo­ba-meT­qi, vuT­xa­ri
da wa­ve­di.
am­bo­ben, Rvi­no Rmer­Tma Seq­mna, ara­yi ki _ sa­ta­
na­mo. ami­to­mac lu­di vi­yi­de.
vsvam ax­la da, da­mi­je­reT, ara­fe­ri ma­wu­xebs.

13 Te­ber­va­li, 2017 we­li

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 an­dro­me­da

di­la iyo me­tad mzia­ni. hae­ri, jer ki­dev O2-

iT mdi­da­ri, nel-ne­la iv­se­bo­da CO2-iT. an­dro,
me da si­ko _ an­dros de­bi­li lab­ra­do­ri _ mov­
dio­diT fa­liaS­vi­lis qu­Cis daR­mar­Tze. ba­xis
aria Ca­mes­mo­da im wams yu­reb­Si, mag­ram me­re sa­
ku­Tar­ma go­ne­bam­ve ga­mo­maf­xiz­la, ga­miq­ro yve­
la­nai­ri Si­na­ga­ni bge­re­bi, da dav­rCi im xmau­ris
ama­ra, rac su­fev­da im di­liT _ Tum­ca jer ki­
dev sus­ti, mag­ram gaZ­lie­re­bis­Tvis gan­wi­ru­li
da mzad myo­fi. mok­led, ki da­vub­run­di am sam­ya­
ros cno­bie­ri go­ne­biT, mag­ram Cem­ma uZ­lie­res­ma
qvec­no­bier­ma wam­sve daT­rgu­na cno­bie­re­ba da,
Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, ax­la uk­ve ba­xis ga­re­Se, ga­da­ve­di
go­ne­biT gan­zo­mi­le­ba­Si. Ce­mi az­riT, Tu ada­mia­
nis sxeu­ li suls aka­ vebs _ anu, Tu ada­ mia­
nis
sxeu­li su­lis ci­xea an, meo­res mxriv, Tav­Se­sa­
fa­ri _ ma­Sin, lo­gi­ku­rad, su­lis sa­bu­de­bels
ada­mia­nis or­ga­niz­mSi un­da hqon­des gar­kveu­li
lo­ka­cia, ad­gil­mde­ba­reo­ba. ar mgo­nia, es ad­gi­

– 36 –
li go­ne­ba iyos, rad­gan, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom
go­ne­biT sxeu­lis saz­Rvre­bis gac­de­na Seg­viZ­lia
da, aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re, mxo­lod war­mo­sax­vis
meS­veo­biT va­xer­xebT ne­bis­mier ad­gi­las mox­ved­
ras Cvens cno­bier aR­qma­do­ba­Si, mainc, vfiq­rob,
ci­vi go­ne­ba uf­rTo ar­wi­via Zlie­ri nis­kar­tiT;
sxva gad­mo­sa­xe­di­dan, sxeuls Cve­ni gu­lic scil­
de­ba xSi­rad da, me­tic, is arc kia da­mo­ki­de­bu­li
Cvens cen­tra­lur ner­vul sis­te­ma­ze, rad­gan Ta­
vad war­moq­mnis im­pulss; guls Zgi­dis mar­cxe­na
mxa­res aqvs si­noat­rea­lu­ri da an­tri­ven­tria­
lu­ri ner­vu­li sad­gu­re­bi; gu­li si­noat­rea­lu­ri
ner­vu­li sad­gu­riT Ta­vad war­moq­mnis im­pulss
da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, war­moq­mnil im­pul­sze ikum­Se­
ba; ra­ Ra Tqma un­ da, ki, es yve­ la­ fe­
ri tvin­ Tan
Se­Tan­xme­bu­lia, mag­ram tvi­nis mier ga­mog­zav­ni­
li im­pul­si _ ro­go­ri Zlie­ric ar un­da iyos _
mainc ver moq­me­debs gu­lis mu­Sao­ba­ze ve­ra­nai­
ri Za­liT. Tum­ca, miu­xe­da­vad am yve­laf­ri­sa _
da ki­dev imis miu­xe­da­va­dac, rom gu­li si­ke­Ti­sa
da siy­va­ru­lis sim­bo­loa _ gu­lis qo­na go­ne­bis
ga­re­Se pir­da­pi­ri de­bi­liz­mia, ra­sac sa­bo­lood
fa­ta­lur Se­de­ge­bam­dec ki mih­yavs ada­mia­ni xan­
da­xan. mok­led, Ce­mi az­riT, Tu ga­dav­TvliT gu­
lis cen­tri­dan da Ta­vis tvi­nis cen­tri­dan Ta­
na­bar man­Zils _ ra­xa­nac er­Ta­der­Ti WeS­ma­ri­ti
su­lie­ri gan­vi­Ta­re­ba gu­li­sa da go­ne­bis Ta­na­ba­
ri, Se­Tan­xme­bu­li da ka­non­zo­mie­ri gan­vi­Ta­re­baa
_ mi­vad­ge­biT im wer­tils, sa­dac ada­mia­nis su­li
xor­cSes­xmis ga­re­Sea ma­te­ria­li­ze­bu­li. TviT
fi­zi­ka­Sic ki, mag­ni­tur an, Tun­dac, eleq­trul

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vels verc er­Ti Cve­ni grZno­ba­Ta or­ga­no ver
aRiq­vams, mag­ram isi­ni, am yve­laf­ris gauT­va­lis­
wi­neb­lad, ma­te­riis sa­xes war­moad­ge­nen da, Se­sa­
ba­mi­sad, ar­se­bo­ben ki­dec. ga­dav­wyvi­te, es Ce­mi
hi­po­Te­za im mo­men­tSi­ve Se­me­mow­me­bi­na. lab­ra­
do­ri si­ko Se­me­co­da, ami­tom an­dros miv­var­di
da, daax­loe­biT, iq, sa­dac fa­ri­seb­ri jir­kva­li
mde­ba­reobs, xe­li Zlie­rad mo­vu­Wi­re.
_ ha, ga­Cer­di, ras uke­Teb an­dros! _ da­mi­ye­fa
si­kom da, ga­Ta­ma­me­bul­ma, da­miR­ria­la ki­de­vac.
ar mo­me­wo­na, rad­gan, zo­ga­dad, ro­ca ar­se­bas
zed­me­ti mos­dis Ta­vis­ze ma­Ral ar­se­bas­Tan mi­
mar­Te­ba­Si, ar mom­wons.
_ Sen Cu­mad iya­vi mand, _ arc ki Se­mi­xe­davs,
ise vuT­xa­ri, rad­gan es an­dro mi­Za­lian­de­bo­da.
jan­ze ki iyo, ise.
yef­da es de­bi­li si­ko, suf­Ta su­le­li, ar Cer­
de­bo­da _ mgo­ni, Caiw­yvi­ta ki­dec ram­de­ni­me io­
gi. mok­led, keT­ro­va­ni ka­cis ena ver inar­na­rebs
qa­liS­vi­lis SiS­vel mker­dze ise mon­do­me­biT,
ro­go­ri en­Tu­ziaz­mi­Ta da Tav­ga­mo­de­bi­Tac icav­
da si­ko an­dros. Tva­le­bi rom dae­bin­da si­kos
pat­rons, ma­Sin ga­vuS­vi xe­li, da da­vak­vir­di, ras
moi­moq­me­deb­da. gaS­ve­bam­de wa­mis mea­se­diT ad­re
mis Tva­leb­Si uceb ge­di dav­lan­de, ra­mac mo­
men­ta­lu­rad ga­max­se­na, „Tu sik­vdi­lis siax­lo­
ve ro­gor as­xva­fe­rebs mo­mak­vda­vi ge­dis han­gTa
var­debs da Can­Cqe­rebs“. asea, eg­rea nam­dvi­lad.
sa­bo­lood, ro­gorc uk­ve mix­vdiT _ si­nam­dvi­le­
Si, vi­ ci, ver mix­ vdiT, da ar ge­ go­noT, TiT­ qos
Tqvens go­neb­riv Se­saZ­leb­lo­bebs vak­ni­neb­de _

– 38 –
me da an­ drom mag­rad viC­ xu­
beT, mo­ me­ria da, am
yve­laf­ris me­re, aRarc ki Sev­xvdiT er­Tma­neTs.
er­Ti kvi­ris Tav­ze sa­so­war­kve­Ta mo­me­Za­la,
me­re su­lie­ri ga­Wir­ve­bis areal­Sic Sev­dgi fe­xi,
Sem­deg ki _ mTe­ li sxeu­ lic. ise mox­ da, rom _
be­dis iro­nia _ fa­ri­seb­ri jir­kva­li ga­mi­did­da
im­xe­la­ze, TiT­qos gas­kdo­mas la­mob­so. es iyo,
cxa­dia, iod­de­fi­ci­ti, mag­ram ver vxvde­bo­di,
riT akom­pen­si­reb­da mdgo­ma­reo­bas fa­ri­seb­ri
jir­kvlis ga­di­de­ba, ro­ca hor­mo­nis kom­po­nen­ti
or­ga­nizms ar mie­wo­de­bo­da. mok­led, bev­ri rom
aRar vi­la­pa­ra­ko, uceb dav­kar­ge ga­na cxov­re­bis
az­ri, ara­med is mon­do­me­ba, ro­me­lic ada­mians
ai­Zu­lebs, si­coc­xles az­ri upo­vos. wa­ve­di fa­
liaS­vi­lis qu­Ci­dan _ Ce­mi sax­li aq mde­ba­reobs,
oTx no­mer­Si _ me­gob­ro­bis pir­ve­li ga­sas­vle­
lis iqiT, rus­Ta­vis cno­bi­li sas­tum­ros­ken. Se­
ve­di sas­tum­ros is­to­riul Se­no­ba­Si, ave­di bo­
lo sar­Tul­ze, iqi­dan tyui­le­bi­sa da ve­ra­go­bis
xar­jze aR­mov­Cndi sas­tum­ros sa­xu­rav­ze, sa­xu­
ra­vi­dan ki­dev er­Txel gad­mov­xe­de rus­Tavs oT­
xi­ve mi­mar­Tu­le­biT, oT­xi­ve mxri­dan, pir­jva­ri
ga­da­vi­we­re er­Txel, gav­Sa­le xe­le­bi, mi­was sa­xiT
dav­xe­de da gad­mov­xti, mag­ram mar­Tlac saoc­re­
ba mox­da _ yel­ma qa­vi­li da­miw­yo, da Ce­mi sxeu­li
ki gad­mox­ta, Tum­ca me, rea­lu­ri me, ara­fi­zi­ku­
ri, dav­rCi sas­tum­ros sa­xu­rav­ze. vxe­dav­di, ro­
gor miv­fri­nav­di, me­re da­vi­na­xe, ro­gor ga­da­
mex­sna sa­xe Sua­ze, ro­ca ki­be­ze da­ve­nar­cxe, da
ro­gor mi­vanTx-mo­van­Txie Ce­mi blan­ti, wi­Te­li
sis­xli er­Tob gra­cio­zu­lad. me­re me, rea­lu­ri,

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ara­fi­zi­ku­ri, Cem­da une­bu­rad avi­We­ri haer­Si,
gav­cdi de­da­mi­wis at­mos­fe­ros Ti­Toeul fe­nas,
ave­di kos­mos­Si, va­kuum­Si, ukan mo­vi­to­ve mzis
sis­te­ma, gav­cdi sxva sis­te­mebs, Ca­mo­vi­ci­le ga­
laq­ti­ka ir­mis nax­to­mi da, ai, ase uc­bad, an­dro­
me­das ga­laq­ti­ka­Si amov­ya­vi Ta­vi. ner­ve­bi meS­le­
ba ax­la _ sas­me­li mainc iyos aq!
ra min­do­da, ras vxte­bo­di!..

32 mai­si (31 mai­sis Ra­me). 2017 we­li

– 40 –
 TeT­ri cxe­le­ba

sa­zo­ga­dod, yve­la­ze rTu­li daw­ye­baa. mar­

Tlac, ro­dis daiw­yo es yve­la­fe­ri? iq­neb, Cve­ni
gac­no­bis dRi­dan an, su­lac, ga­ci­le­biT ad­re?
cxe­li da Ca­xu­Tu­li sa­Ra­mo iyo. ca­ze var­
skvla­ve­bi ise­Ti sim­Wid­ro­viT iy­vnen gan­la­ge­
bul­ni, rom, ge­go­ne­bo­daT, ver gauZ­lebs da, sa­
da­caa, ze­ca Ca­moiq­ce­vao. hae­ri ise­Ti sim­Zi­miT
aw­ve­bo­da at­mos­fe­ros, xal­xi fiq­tiu­rad iW­yli­
te­bo­da. me da is _ an, Tu uf­ro arae­gois­tu­rad
gvin­da, gaiJ­Re­ros, is da me _ vis­ xe­diT grZel
skam­ze, va­Ja-fSa­ve­las qu­Cis ro­me­li­Ra­ca kor­
pu­sis win, pir­da­pir bi­nis ezo­Si. yve­la uxer­xu­
lad gvi­yu­reb­da, rad­gan, eW­vi araa, Sey­va­re­bu­
li wyvi­li ve­go­neT, mag­ram, faq­ti iyo, ub­ra­lod
dav­pa­ti­Je ga­reT ga­mo­sas­vle­lad. me, ub­ra­lod,
ise­Ti ada­mia­ni var, ro­ca vin­me miy­vars, ver
vma­lav an, uf­ ro swo­ rad rom vTqva, vcdi­ lob,
dav­ma­lo, mag­ram ise uni­Wod ga­mom­dis, mag yve­
la­fers saaS­ka­rao­ze ga­mo­ta­na mainc jo­bia. mok­

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led, mSvi­dad vis­xe­diT, ase Tu ise. xe­le­bi mi­
kan­ka­leb­da da mTlia­nad of­lSi cu­rav­da Ce­mi
gac­ve­Ti­li tan­sac­me­li, is ki ij­da Tav­Se­ka­ve­bu­
li mox­de­ni­lo­biT, da­saT­rgu­nad gan­wi­ru­li sia­
ma­yiT, la­ma­zi TmiT, cxvi­riT, Tva­le­biT, mag­ram
me­re yve­la­fe­ri Seic­va­la, da­me­bin­da Tva­le­bi da
ka­ku­ni ga­vi­ge. tan­Si gam­cra da Sem­JrJo­la. im
wam­sve ga­vi­fiq­re, meT­qi, rom mov­kvde, cu­di iq­
ne­ba? mwe­re­bi ma­wu­xeb­dnen.
_ su­ni ag­dis of­lis, _ miT­xra stu­mar­ma xmam.
am dros meo­ re­
jer gais­ ma ka­
ku­ni da, ise, rom
Se­mos­vlis ne­bac ar mi­mi­cia, meo­re xma gaC­nda,
Tum­ca, ro­gorc Can­da, is Cems mxa­res iyo, Cem­
ken, me mi­cav­da, me.
_ me­re ra, _ ga­moe­pa­su­xa, _ of­li ufe­ru­li,
mla­Se siT­xea, ro­mel­sac fi­zi­ku­ri an di­di go­
neb­ri­vi dat­vir­Tvis Sem­deg ga­mo­yofs saof­le
jir­kvle­bi. Tum­ca, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, ar­caa sa­
Wi­ro dat­vir­Tva _ yo­vel­Tvis ga­re­ga­ni sek­re­
ciis jir­kvle­bi mci­re rao­de­no­biT mainc ga­mo­
yo­fen Ta­vianT sek­rets, er­Ta­der­Ti au­ci­le­be­li
pi­ro­ba isaa, rom, ub­ra­lod, or­ga­niz­mi coc­xa­li
un­da iyos. am sic­xe­Si ka­ci of­lian­de­bo­des, ga­
sak­vi­ria?
_ ar iC­xu­boT, gTxovT, _ Se­vex­ve­we da crem­
le­bi wa­mo­mi­vi­da.
_ ra? miT­xa­ri ra­me? ise, rom miT­xra, cu­di ar
iq­ne­ba _ bo­lo-bo­lo, xom ga­mo­ve­di Sen­Tan er­
Tad ga­reT, ara? _ si­ci­liT miT­xra man, mag­ram,
si­nam­dvi­le­Si, ro­gorc yve­la qa­lis naT­qvam yo­
vel sit­yva­Si, mis am wi­na­da­de­beb­Sic ig­rZno­bo­

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da say­ve­du­ris Sem­cve­li qve­teq­sti. mok­led, mas
er­qva eka, bev­ ri rom aRar gain­ tri­goT, To­ rem
Se­sa­va­li mii­lia da am in­tri­gas Tav­da­pir­ve­li
fa­sic, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, dae­kar­ga.
_ ara­fe­ri, _ Tqva pir­vel­ma xmam. Se­ma­Si­na
isev, _ ub­ra­lod, go­go ga­moiy­va­na ga­reT; fu­li
ar aqvs, su­ni _ icoc­xle, ise­Ti. vfiq­rob, esaa
prob­le­ma. me­re ki­dev, xu­Ti la­ri mainc ar un­da
Caig­do ji­be­Si, Se sa­co­da­vo, ro­ca ase­Ti am­ba­
via? ax­la es ori la­ri ga­mo­mar­Tvi, da im­yo­fi­ne,
ro­gorc gin­da, _ me vig­rZe­ni, ro­gor Ca­cur­da
Ce­mi Sa­vi Sar­vlis mar­cxe­na ji­be­Si rki­nis mo­ne­
ta. _ mi­di, Caam­Tav­re es dRe ro­gor­me, ar Ser­
cxve am go­gos­Tan, da me­re Ta­vi moi­ka­li.
_ ho, bo­di­Si, _ vuT­xa­ri ekas, _ fiq­reb­Si ga­
ver­Te da... ma­pa­tie.
_ uy­vars amas es go­go, _ meo­re xmam ga­mi­xeT­qa
gu­li, Cem­ma say­va­rel­ma dam­cvel­ma _ ki­dev kar­
gi, eg mainc myav­da, To­rem Sem­Wam­da is, pir­ve­li,
_ da mo­ka­li, aha! Ta­vis mok­vla ra ga­mo­sa­va­lia
_ un­da ad­ges da iSo­vos ra­me sam­sa­xu­ri, me­re
fu­lic eq­ne­ba da ke­Til­dReo­bac. Tan, mo­mis­mi­
ne ax­la, ga­sie­bu­li bur­Jua ka­pi­ta­lis­ti­viT nu
la­pa­ra­kob, ges­mis?! go­go Tu uy­vars da fu­li
ar aqvs, ra, sir­cxvi­lia? fu­lis ga­mo un­da Seiy­
va­ros go­gom?!
_ amas ri­si Sov­nis Ta­vi aqvs, _ dam­ci­na pir­
vel­ma xmam, _ Ta­vi­si ga­naT­le­bac ki ver Sve­lis
_ sa­mi sam­sa­xu­ri­dan mar­to sas­mlis ga­mo ga­moag­
des. me­re, aqao da, me mo­wo­de­biT mu­si­ko­si var,
ban­kSi an ma­Ra­zia­Si ro­gor vi­mu­Sa­voo. vai, Se sa­

– 43 –
co­da­vo. mi­di, ga­daa­go­re es dRe da, da­mi­je­re,
dais­vi da­na yel­ze _ ra sa­na­xa­vi iq­ne­ba!..
_ maqvs Ta­vi, _ kan­ka­liT vTqvi, _ xom maqvs?
_ ri­si Ta­vi? _ Ca­me­kiT­xa eka, _ la­pa­ra­kis?
Tu ama­so­ba­Si isev fiq­reb­Si iya­vi gar­Tu­li? ici,
kar­ gi bi­
Wi ki xar, Tan Za­ lian, mag­ram, ra giT­
xra... co­ta dab­neu­li meC­ve­ne­bi.
_ ra sa­Wi­roa ban­kSi da ma­Ra­zia­Si mu­Sao­ba?
_ isev mi­cav­da meo­re xma. kar­gi ka­ci iq­ne­bo­da,
xor­ci rom hqo­no­da Ses­xmu­li, Ce­mi az­riT, _ mu­
si­ko­si ka­ci yo­vel­Tvis iSo­vis iseT sa­mu­Saos,
ro­me­lic mu­si­kas­Tan pir­da­pir­pro­por­ciul da­
mo­ki­de­bu­le­ba­Si iq­ne­ba. me vfiq­rob, ge­nio­sic
kia es ka­ci, ara? xom xar?
_ var! _ vTqvi, _ var, ro­gor ar var!
_ me­re, ra­tom xar dab­neu­li? _ et­yo­bo­da
eka­sac, rom aRar sia­mov­neb­da Cem­Tan yof­na, _
sad­me xom ar wav­su­li­ya­viT?
_ ro­mel sa­mu­Sao­ze me­la­pa­ra­ke­bi, _ dam­ci­no­
da isev is pir­ve­li xma, _ res­to­ran­Si mRe­ro­da
da _ es xom mainc aris mu­ si­
kas­Tan da­ kav­
Si­re­
bu­li _ me­re Tqva, es me ar me­kad­re­bao; wa­vi­da,
da­lia da di­liT isev im res­to­ran­Si gaiR­vi­Za,
oRond, ro­gorc _ klien­tma. usir­cxvi­lo ka­cia.
RvTis­mSob­lis xa­ti, mooq­ro­vi­li, lom­bar­dSi
wai­Ro, sau­ke­Te­so sas­me­li rom eyi­da, miu­xe­da­
vad imi­sa, rom iaf­zec ar am­bobs xol­me uars. ra
ka­ci es aris!
_ auh, _ meo­re xmam amoig­mi­na, _ Se sa­co­da­vo
mar­Tla... wa­di, mar­Tla moi­ka­li Ta­vi. oRond,
mar­Tla. yel­ze dais­vi ra­me bas­ri. ra sa­na­xao­

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ba iq­ne­ba!.. oRond jer es dRe Caam­Tav­re, usir­
cxvi­lo, ges­mis?
_ ho... eka, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ miy­var­xar. xval coc­
xa­li SeiZ­le­ba aRarc vi­yo. ori la­ri maqvs da,
ra vi­ci, „ana­ko­mi“ gin­da?
jer Za­liT gai­ci­na, mag­ram me­re, ro­ca mix­vda,
se­rio­zu­lad vuT­xa­ri, er­Ti ula­ma­ze­sad Se­mom­
xe­da, Se­sab­ra­li­si sa­xe mii­Ro, Sub­lze ma­ko­ca da
wa­vi­da. ai, miT­xa­riT ax­la, ro­gor ar ga­mo­viW­
ra?!.

15 iv­ni­si, 2017 we­li

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 le­vio­sa

ki, qa­li qa­lia da ipov­nis Ta­vis ma­la­mos,1 mag­

ram me ka­ci var da, iq­neb, miT­xraT, ra ga­va­ke­To?

***
im dRes, ub­ra­lod, ise gav­braz­di, rom sul
mi­vi­viw­ye Ce­mi ge­nio­so­ba, Ce­mi miR­we­ve­bi, Ce­mi
da­sa­xu­li geg­me­bic ki, da ga­ve­Su­re ro­me­li­Ra­ca
bar­Si, ga­da­kar­gu­lis­ken, rom gav­xeu­li­ya­vi Sua­
ze smiT, rom gav­mskda­ri­ya­vi, rom dav­na­ku­we­bu­
li­ya­vi, da rom Ce­mi ge­nio­su­ri tvi­nis naf­le­Te­
bi vi­Ra­cis lu­diT sav­se bak­leb­Si Ca­me­ya­ra.
zam­Ta­ri iyo. me­tad yi­nav­da im Ra­mes, max­sovs,
da Cem­Tvis uc­xo qa­laqs mkac­ri, xis­ti, ara­me­
gob­ru­li da mtru­lad mom­zi­ra­li lam­pio­ne­bis
jgros Su­qi ana­Teb­da. sa­ku­Ta­ri Zvle­bis RrWia­
li mes­mo­da, ro­ca dav­dio­di. mok­led, vi­yi­ne­bo­
di da, Ima­gi­ne Club-s rom mi­vaR­wie, uk­ve coc­xal-

1. naw­yve­ti fra­za ti­cian ta­bi­Zis leq­si­dan „mear­Rnee­bi da poe­

te­bi“;

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mkvda­ri vi­ya­vi, mag­ram miv­xvdi, rom ga­dav­rCe­bo­
di. ba­ris Tu klu­bis ka­ri Se­va­Re, mar­jve­na fe­xi
Sev­dgi da Sem­deg mTe­li ta­ni ro­gor­Rac Sev­te­
ne. pir­ve­li, rac Sev­niS­ne, da ra­mac mom­Ten­Ta
da mo­ma­du­na, iyo siT­bo _ pa­ta­ra klu­bis ke­
del­Tan mied­gaT Zvel­mo­du­ri, mag­ram la­ma­zi da,
ro­gorc Can­da, mZlav­ri ga­maT­bo­be­li Ru­me­li,
ro­mel­sac dro­dad­ro uma­teb­nen xol­me Zve­li
ga­ze­Te­bis nag­le­jebs; meo­re, ra­mac ma­sia­mov­na,
iyo si­ga­re­tis kvam­li, sqe­li da mo­mak­vdi­neb­lad
sa­Si­Si nis­li­viT rom Ca­moh­fa­re­bo­da mTel siv­
rces im oTx ke­del­Si; me­sa­me _ rac ar maw­yob­da
mag­ram mainc me­ sia­mov­na _ iyo is, rom yve­ lam
me Se­mom­xe­da, rad­gan, eW­vi ar iyo da arc aris,
mic­nes me, ge­nio­si, Ta­na­med­ro­ve li­te­ra­tu­ris
ma­ma, sit­yvis os­ta­ti; meoT­xe faq­ti, ris ga­moc
Tval­ze crem­lic ki mo­mad­ga _ siy­va­ru­liT mi­
yu­reb­da ume­te­so­ba; xo­lo me­xu­Te da mTa­va­ri _
sas­mlis mra­val­fe­rov­ne­ba. mok­led, Se­ve­di Ta­ma­
mad, bars mi­va­de­qi da jer lu­di Se­vuk­ve­Te, ra­
zec bar­men­ma Tva­li Ca­mik­ra, ax­la­ve iq­ne­bao. me­
re vi­kiT­xe, ad­gi­le­bi da­jav­Sni­li an da­ka­ve­bu­li
xom ar aris-meT­ qi. mi­
pa­su­xes, ara, iq dab­ rZan­
diT, sa­dac ge­ne­bo­To. mec zus­tad ise mo­vi­qe­ci,
ro­gorc miT­xres _ iq dav­brZan­di, sa­dac me­ne­ba.
vi­je­qi ase, mi­buJ­de­bo­da fe­xe­bi nel-ne­la, mi­
nel­de­bo­da ise­dac ne­li gu­lis­ce­ma, xor­klebs
Cems kan­ze uk­ve of­lis wve­Te­bi cvli­da, mag­ram
am dros klu­bis Se­mo­sas­vle­li xis TeT­ri ka­ri
mok­rZa­le­biT gai­Ro da, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom
ar da­mi­na­xavs, mainc vig­rZe­ni, vi­Ra­cam Ta­vi jer

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Se­mo­yo, xo­lo Sem­deg ki si­xa­ru­liT, siT­bo­Ti,
bav­Svu­ro­biT da ra­Ra­ca ise­Ti Zlie­ri grZno­biT,
rac me mak­lda di­di xa­ni, Se­mof­ra­tun­da klub­
Si. yve­la­fers vi­fi­ceb, rom im wams Ce­mi Cab­ne­
le­bu­li go­ne­ba, Ce­mi mwe­ve­lis fil­tve­bi­viT Sa­
vi, gaW­var­tlu­li gu­li er­Tia­nad ga­naT­da, gaT­ba
da gal­Rva.
_ zu­ra! _ siy­va­ru­liT dai­Za­xa da, di­di al­
ba­To­biT, vi­Ra­ca zu­ras Cae­xu­ta. su­le­li vi­ya­vi
_ da­na­xu­lic ar myav­da is go­go, rom uk­ve vieW­
via­ne. ise me­go­na, rom yve­la uy­var­da. da­ba­li
xma hqon­da, mag­ram ara bo­xi, da ra­Rac­nai­rad wi­
Te­li Rvi­no­sa­viT Tbi­lad geR­vre­bo­da yu­reb­Si
mi­si gul­wrfe­li pi­ri­dan wa­mo­su­li bge­re­bis er­
Tob­lio­ba. _ mo­ve­di. dRes min­da, rom da­gex­ma­
ro. karg dros mov­sul­var, ise. xal­xi rom mo­va,
Sek­ve­Te­bi iq­ne­ba bev­ri, da min­da, rom me mo­vem­
sa­xu­ro.
_ le­vio­sa! _ di­di al­ba­To­biT, zu­ra iyo is,
vinc ga­moe­pa­su­xa. Ta­vi­dan me­go­na, es „le­vio­sa“
mi­mar­Tvis for­ma iyo, mag­ram ma­Sin Sev­cdi. pir­
vel jer­ze bev­ri cde­ba, bev­ri, ume­te­so­ba, _ an­
ge­lo­zi xar, ro­gorc yo­vel­Tvis! mad­lo­ba, ra,
go­go, Svi­li­viT xar. ise, ma­ma ro­go­raa?
„ma­ma... _ ga­vi­fiq­re ma­Sin gu­lub­ryvi­lod, _
ma­ma! ese igi, ma­ma­miss ic­nobs! aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­
re, daax­loe­biT, ma­ma­mi­sis to­lia! anu, verc Sey­
va­re­bu­le­bi iq­ne­bian da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, verc col-
qma­ri!“. mag­ram me­re Cems Tavs vuT­xa­ri, dam­Svid­
di, go­go arc ki gi­na­xavs da nu eW­via­nob-meT­qi.
ai, naR­di su­le­li! suf­Ta de­bi­li! ara?

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 es go­go ma­le­ve gaiq­ca sad­Rac _ sa­va­rau­dod,
sa­pir­fa­re­So­Si _ da ra­mo­de­ni­me wuT­Si klu­bis
ka­ri isev gai­Ro. am je­rad sa­mi Tav­ga­da­par­su­
li da Sua­Si, pan­kur­ze uf­ro mok­led da­to­ve­
bul Tmia­ni, SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, da­kun­Tu­li bi­We­
bi Se­mo­vid­nen Ima­gi­ne Club-Si. ma­le­ve sa­mi mo­hi­
po Ti­nei­je­ri da ori eg­red wo­de­bu­li „be­be­ri
Ti­nei­je­ric“ dae­ma­ta klub­Si ar­se­bu­li xal­xis
rao­de­no­bas da, sa­bo­lood, od­nav Se­maR­le­bul
sce­na­ze da­ba­li, Wa­Ra­ra ka­ci avi­da, ro­mel­sac
Tav­ze ka­laT­bur­Tis ro­me­li­Ra­ca gun­dis lo­
goia­ni ke­pi exu­ra.
_ Cven­Tan Sek­re­bi­lo sa­zo­ga­doe­bav, _ Cah­yvi­
ra mik­ro­fons, _ mo­ge­sal­me­biT! _ amas mci­re au­
di­to­riis­Tvis Se­sa­fe­ri­sad mxur­va­le ta­Si moh­
yva. mec dav­ka­ri Ce­mi xe­lis­gu­le­bi er­Tma­neTs
di­di mon­do­me­biT, _ me var zu­ra go­ge­baS­vi­li,
da es Ce­mi uk­ve oc­dao­ri wlis sax­lia _ Ima­gi­ne
Club-i! _ amis gaJ­Re­re­bi­sas stve­nac gais­ma dar­
baz­Si. me ga­vi­fiq­re, ai-meT­qi zu­ra, ai, mar­Ta­li
vi­ya­vi-meT­qi, kar­gia-meT­qi, au, Za­lian ma­ga­ria-
meT­qi, _ mok­led, Zme­bo da de­bo, gax­sni­lad vac­
xa­deb dRe­van­del sa­Ra­mos, gax­sna­ze ki ra un­da
da­vuk­ra sxva, Tu ara di­di jo­nis „Ima­gi­ne~, ris
ga­moc daer­qva am klubs es sa­xe­li!
mok­led, zu­ram Ta­vi­si Seu­be­ra, mag­ram me vi­
je­qi ise, rom ar vi­co­di, ras ve­lo­de­bo­di; vi­je­
qi da uaz­rod mi­xa­ro­da ra­Ra­ca, miu­xe­da­vad imi­
sa, rom ar vi­co­di, ra iyo ga­sa­xa­ri. me­re ga­max­
sen­da, rom Ce­mi lu­di ig­via­neb­da, mag­ram ga­vaa­na­
li­ze, rom es faq­ti saer­Tod arc ki ma­wu­xeb­da.

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sa­bo­lood miv­xvdi imas, rom, ro­ca iq­ne­bo­da,
luds mo­mi­tan­dnen da, rac Cems zurgs ukan mo­
vis­mi­ne, vin ikis­ra im dRe­van­del sa­Ra­mo­ze mim­
ta­no­bis fun­qcia? ki, im go­gom. ami­tom av­Rel­
di _ vfiq­rob­di, luds rom mo­mi­tans, SeiZ­le­ba
ga­mi­Ri­mos, me ki ra un­da vqna-meT­qi; gem­rie­lad
miir­Tvi­To, rom miT­xras, me ras vu­pa­su­xeb-meT­
qi; rom mic­nos da av­tog­ra­fi mTxo­vos, ro­gor
mo­viq­ce­vi-meT­qi; sa­xes rom da­ma­nax­vebs, Ce­mi pi­
ri uf­ro far­Tod gaix­sne­ba Tu Ce­mi Tva­le­bi-
meT­qi; ro­ca bak­lis da­sa­de­bad daix­re­ba, SeiZ­
le­ba Sem­Txve­viT Tva­leb­Si Cav­xe­do, es ki ras
mi­zavs-meT­qi. mok­led, av­fo­riaq­di, Cems sul­Si
ki ra­Rac ise­Ti Zlie­ri mox­da, rom sxeul­zec ki
gad­mo­vi­da, Cem­ma or­ga­niz­mma ki ise ig­rZno yve­
la­fe­ri, rom TiT­qos say­la­pav mils vi­Ra­ca an
ra­Ra­ca miC­xap­ni­da, Sem­deg es in­for­ma­cia tvins
ga­daug­zav­na da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, mec vig­rZe­ni, ami­
tom fex­ze wa­mov­xti, sad­Ra­ca gav­qan­di da _ ga­
mar­Tle­ba ar un­da? _ pir­da­pir sa­pir­fa­re­So­Si
amov­ya­vi Ta­vi, me­re mux­leb­ze dav­de­qi, uni­tazs
ori­ve xe­liT Ca­ve­Wi­de da yve­la­fe­ri Sig Ca­var­
wyie, mag­ram ga­mo­dev­ni­li usia­mov­no ma­sis rao­
de­no­bam mainc ga­mak­vir­va, rad­gan im dRes, Tu
swo­rad max­sovs, saer­Tod ara­fe­ri me­Wa­ma. fex­ze
rom wa­mov­de­qi, qve­da tuC­ze mi­we­be­bu­li nar­wye­
vi pal­tos sa­xe­lo­Ti mo­viw­min­de, pi­ri ga­mo­viv­
le da isev dar­baz­Si ga­ve­di.
_ Ima­gi­ne, the­re’s no hea­ven, _ mRe­ro­da zu­ra, _
it’s easy, if you try; no hell be­low us, abo­ve us only sky;
ima­gi­ne all the peop­le li­ving for to­day… Ima­gi­ne, the­re’s

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no coun­tries, it isn’t hard to do; not­hing to kill or die for,
and no re­li­gion, too; ima­gi­ne all the peop­le li­ving in pie­
ce… You may say, I’m a drea­mer, but I’m not the only one;
I ho­pe, so­me­day you’ll join us, and the world will be as
one.
ar ve­Tan­xme­bo­di jon le­nons, mag­ram es sim­
Re­ra mainc miy­var­da. Tum­ca­Ra Cems gver­diT ma­
gi­das­Tan mjdom­ma sam­ma da­kun­Tul­ma axal­gaz­
rdam Riad gaap­ro­tes­ta am sim­Re­ris teq­sti,
rad­gan, rTu­li ga­mo­sac­no­bi ar iyo, rom Cxu­bic
uy­var­daT, aur­zau­ric da, aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re,
ara pie­ce da drea­mer da msgav­si ra­Ra­ce­bi.
da­nam­dvi­le­biT Se­miZ­lia vTqva, rom uceb,
mou­lod­ne­lad da el­vis us­wra­fe­sad _ sib­ne­le­
Si uc­no­bi rom mog­devs, rom ge­we­va da, Sen rom
ggo­nia, da­nas Ca­gar­tyams, is ki mo­dis da Sub­lze
gkoc­nis, ase _ vig­rZe­ni, ro­gor See­ria Cems muq
lurj au­ras uk­ni­dan ga­mo­ma­va­li da ga­mos­xi­ve­
bu­li su­lie­ri fe­no­ti­pi. ise­Ti ma­coc­xle­be­li
Za­la Se­vi­da im wams Cems or­ga­niz­mSi, TiT­qos
al­qi­mi­ko­si vyo­fi­li­ya­vi da fi­lo­so­fiu­ri qva
aR­mo­me­Ci­na; TiT­qos vkvde­bo­di, sis­xliT vic­le­
bo­di, mag­ram ho­ri­zon­tze ior­da­ne ga­mo­Ce­ni­li­
yo, me ki un­da mov­naT­lu­li­ya­vi au­ci­leb­lad.
uk­ni­dan­ve Ca­mes­mo­da vi­val­dis „ga­zaf­xu­li“ _
kvne­so­da vio­li­nos si­me­bi, ibu­te­bo­da xan­da­xan,
xa­nac Se­cie­bu­li be­Ru­ra­sa­viT ibu­ze­bo­da, xan
ki mTe­li har­mo­niu­lo­biT mi­xev­da yu­ris ap­kebs;
Cems zurgs uk­ni­dan mes­mo­da ba­xi _ bach, na­ka­du­
li _ da mar­Tlac vxvde­bo­di, rom mwyu­ro­da wya­
li, da un­da dav­lo­de­bo­di am na­ka­du­lis moax­

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loe­bas, ra­Ta me­po­va me uk­vda­ve­ba Ce­mi su­li­sa,
ra­me­Tu sa­xe­lis uk­vda­ve­ba im mo­men­ti­dan mo­vi­po­
ve, ro­ca pir­ve­li wig­nis we­ra da­viw­ye; beT­ho­ve­nis
„di­di fu­ga“ mes­mo­da ki­dev zurgs uk­ni­dan, da
ise­dac areul go­ne­bas ki­dev uf­ro mi­rev­da, amas­
Tan, sis­xlis mi­moq­ce­va­mac TiT­qos ic­va­la kur­si
da mi­mar­Tu­le­ba, da yve­la­fe­ri ukuR­ma gaa­ke­Ta
_ ga­moi­ta­na sis­xli ve­nam mar­jve­na wi­na­gu­li­dan,
wai­Ro mci­re wre­ze, Sem­deg fil­tvis ar­te­ria ga­
jer­da Jan­gba­diT, Se­vi­da gul­Si da wa­mo­vi­da isev
ve­niT did wre­ze, xo­lo sa­bo­lood aor­tam Sei­
ta­na Ce­mi sis­xli mar­cxe­na par­kuW­Si.
_ ai, Tqve­ ni lu­ di, _ xma gais­ ma ede­ mis ba­
Ris ak­rZa­lu­li xis na­yo­fi­viT da­main­tri­ge­be­li,
mac­du­ri, qa­li­saT­vis da­ba­li, da mainc me­tad
Jruan­te­lis mom­gvre­li, _ gem­rie­lad miir­TviT,
_ da vig­rZe­ni, rom ga­mi­Ri­ma.
ver Sev­xe­de. vi­yu­re­bo­di Ima­gi­ne Club-is od­nav
Se­maR­le­bu­li sce­nis ke­dels miR­ma da, amav­drou­
lad, mTe­li sam­ya­ros miR­ma, da Tavs vgrZnob­di
yve­la­ze sust ar­se­bad mTel ir­mis nax­tom­Si. ra
un­da meq­na? iro­nia _ sa­ku­Ta­ri tvi­niT vai­Zu­
leb­di sa­ku­Tar tvins, rom uf­ro Cqa­ra emu­Sa­va,
mag­ram amao iyo es yve­la­fe­ri, ami­tom su­le­li­
viT Sev­yvi­re:
_ aaa!
is wam­sve Cem­Tan mo­var­da da mxreb­ze Ta­vi­si
hae­ri­viT msu­bu­qi mar­jve­na xe­li mom­xvia, mar­
cxe­na­Ti ki lo­ya­ze mim­kra co­ta­Ti. Rmer­To,
si­ke­Te! TviT si­ke­Te da xor­cSes­xmu­li ke­Ti­li
bav­Svo­ba id­ga ma­Sin Cem win.

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 _ kar­gad xarT? _ au­fo­riaq­da ula­ma­ze­si xma,
ime­dia­ni da ke­Til­So­bi­li io­ge­bi­dan amo­su­li. _
da­gex­ma­roT?
_ ara, ara, me ma­pa­tieT, _ ar vi­ya­vi sa­ziz­Ra­
ri? ar iyo is var­di da ar vi­ya­vi me mis gver­diT
da­de­bu­li Zro­xis ga­na­va­li? _ dRes Za­lian araa­
dek­va­tu­ri var.
_ Se­ma­Si­neT, _ Cai­la­pa­ra­ka de­da­ze naw­ye­ni pa­
ta­ra­sa­viT. Ta­vi Sem­ziz­Rda _ Se­va­Si­ne, mi­si au­
ris mTlia­ni TeT­ri ho­ri­zon­ti jer Sev­kum­Se da
Sem­deg ava­to­ke, da la­qac ki da­vam­Cnie sul pa­
ta­ra, vxe­dav­di. nex­vi var-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­di da,
si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, ar vcde­bo­di. ga­na­va­li.
_ un­da gTxo­voT ra­Rac, _ Ce­mi Za­lian da­ba­
li, mo­no­to­nu­ri da araw­min­da xmiT vuT­xa­ri.
_ diax, gis­menT, _ uk­ve Tav­ze med­ga da, di­di
al­ba­To­biT, gak­vir­ve­bu­li an co­ta imed­gac­rue­
bu­li iyo, rom sa­xe­Si arc er­Txel ar Se­mi­xe­davs
mis­Tvis, ara­med sul ke­dels gav­cqe­ro­di, sce­nis
zurgs rom war­moad­gen­da.
_ er­Ti lu­di ki­dev mo­mi­ta­neT, Za­lian
gTxovT, _ avad­myo­fi­viT vuT­xa­ri, Sma­gi­viT da
ga­mo­Tay­va­ne­bu­li­viT. ise ga­mo­mi­vi­da, TiT­qos
mTe­li cxov­re­ba mxo­lod da­le­va­ze fiq­rSi ga­
me­ta­re­bi­nos.
miT­xra, ra prob­le­maao, da ga­far­fat­da ba­
ris­ken. wa­mie­rad be­dis bor­ba­li­viT as oT­xmo­ci
gra­du­siT Sev­trial­di, rom da­me­na­xa mi­si sa­xe
da Ce­mi Sec­do­ma ga­mo­mes­wo­re­bi­na, mag­ram gvia­ni
aR­moC­nda _ zur­giT id­ga. ma­Sin mom­xvda Tval­
Si mi­si Cac­mu­lo­bis uc­nau­ri de­ta­le­bi: kre­mis­

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fe­ri, od­nav ga­ru­ju­li ev­ro­pei­dis ka­nis­fe­ri
Sar­va­li ec­va, mag­ram, amav­drou­lad, mu­qi ia­sam­
nis­fe­ri, var­dis­fe­ri yva­vi­le­biT mo­xa­tu­li ka­
bac Caec­va; Cems ba­kal­Si das­xmu­li lu­dis­fe­ri
Tme­bi sa­Sua­lo­ze mok­led SeeW­ra da wi­Te­li re­
zi­niT uxei­rod Seek­ra ukan; ori­ve mxa­ri hqon­
da kis­ri­dan zus­tad iden­tu­ri kuT­xiT dax­ri­
li, da la­viws ze­moT ar­se­bu­li sxeu­lis na­wi­li
SiS­vlad mou­Can­da; mo­xar­Su­li tya­vis xa­kis­fe­ri
ba­Tin­ke­bi­dan mo­Can­da win­dis ye­le­bi _ mar­cxe­na
ter­fze yvi­Te­li win­da amoec­va, Sav­zo­le­bia­ni,
xo­lo maj­ve­na terfs lur­ji win­da ufa­rav­da,
Sin­dis­fer­kop­le­bia­ni. ga­vi­fiq­re, es us­vams-meT­
qi yve­la­ze did da Tval­Si­sa­cem xazs mis xa­siaT­
sa da, zo­ga­dad, pi­rov­ne­bas. iR­blia­ni bor­ba­
li­viT dav­trial­di da isev Cems Tav­da­pir­vel
po­zas da­vub­run­di. ban­kro­ti! mainc var­dia, Sen
_ nex­vi. ho­da, Sev­trial­di Tu ara, im wam­sve mo­
min­da, ia­tak­ze gav­Sxlar­Tu­li­ya­vi da for­TxviT
miv­su­li­ya­vi mas­Tan, ga­me­xa­da mis­Tvis xa­kis­fe­
ri ba­Tin­ke­bi, ga­meZ­ro fe­rad-fe­ra­di win­de­bi
da ter­fe­bi da­me­koc­na, da­me­koc­na frCxi­le­bi,
ro­go­ric ar un­da hqo­no­da, da­me­koc­na fe­xis­
gu­le­bi, Sem­deg av­mdga­ri­ya­vi, da­loc­va meT­xo­va
da gav­var­dni­li­ya­vi klu­bi­dan. mag­ram isev Tav­
da­pir­vel po­za­Si vi­je­qi gaq­va­ve­bu­li, uaz­ro da
mo­saw­ye­ni ka­ci­viT, da klu­bis sce­nis zur­gad
aR­mar­Tul ke­dels vaS­te­reb­di Tvals.
_ ai, esec Tqve­ni meo­re lu­di, _ miT­xra. da
me av­xe­de.
TiT­qmis mrgva­li Tva­le­bi hqon­da, fe­ra­di

– 54 –
gar­si _ pi­ter pe­nis Ca­sac­me­li­viT mwva­ne, ke­Ti­li
Wao­bis­fe­ri; fer­da­kar­gu­li wi­Te­li tu­Ce­bi uk­
rTo­da gaur­kvev­lo­bi­sa­gan, rac, dar­wmu­ne­bu­li
vi­ya­vi, Cem­ma araa­dek­va­tur­ma qce­vam ga­moiw­via,
mag­ram mainc un­do­da, gae­Ri­ma an, Tu uf­ro swo­
rad vit­yvi, mi­si Si­na­ga­ni bu­ne­ba ewi­naaR­mde­ge­
bo­da pi­ris kuT­xeebs, Ca­moS­ve­bu­li­yo, ami­to­mac
ga­mi­Ri­ma mainc sa­bo­lood da, yve­la­fers vfi­cav,
ri­si da­fi­ce­bac SeiZ­le­ba an ar SeiZ­le­ba, rom
is Ri­mi­li ara­so­des da­ma­viw­yde­ba _ am Ri­mi­lis
dros mis Tva­leb­Si gak­rTa bav­Svo­ba, ra­mac ga­
max­se­na, ro­gor vi­je­qi le­goeb­Si Caf­lu­li, vTa­
ma­Sob­di Tav­da­viw­ye­biT ise, rom war­mod­ge­na ar
mqon­da sa­ku­Tar ge­nio­so­ba­ze; bav­Svo­ba da­mid­ga,
ki, Tval­win, ami­to­mac ga­mo­vi­ta­ne sa­bo­loo das­
kvna, ver­diq­ti ga­daW­riT, rom es go­go, Cem win
sve­ti­viT aR­mar­Tu­li, iyo xor­cSes­xmu­li si­ke­
Te, io­han se­bas­tian ba­xis mu­si­kis sxeu­leb­ri­vi
gan­xor­cie­le­ba, vi­val­dis se­zo­neb­ze dak­ru­li
vio­li­nos si­mis or­ga­noi­du­li pir­mSo, ver­dis
jil­da da sxva da sxva. la­ma­zi iyo? _ ver get­
yviT, ar main­te­re­seb­da.
_ di­di mad­lo­ba, _ ro­gor­Rac mainc amo­mi­vi­
da xma kvam­li­sa da aTa­si ube­du­re­bis­gan ga­Ri­
zia­ne­bu­li Ce­mi ye­li­dan, _ mag­ram... Za­lian ki
mrcxve­nia... er­Ti lu­dic mo­mi­ta­neT, gTxovT.
iciT, ra­ Sia saq­
me? _ da uaz­ ro ax­snas mov­ ye­vi,
ro­me­lic me, sa­zo­ga­doe­bis Tval­Si, me­pa­tie­bo­
da, _ ra­Ra­ca eq­spe­ri­ments va­ta­reb da, rac ar
un­da su­le­lu­rad JRer­des...
_ ara, ar JRers su­le­lu­rad, _ Se­ma­Ce­ra, da

– 55 –
ise mo­meC­ve­na, TiT­qos co­ta­Ti Cem­ke­nac ki dai­
xa­ra, _ me gic­nobT, ami­tom mje­ra Tqve­ni. ax­la­ve
mo­gar­TmevT.
mo­vat­yue, man ki da­mi­je­ra. is ar iyo su­le­li,
ara­med, ub­ra­lod, me vi­ya­vi dam­pa­li.
Tva­li isev ga­va­yo­le, ra­Ra Tqma un­da. bar­
men­Tan mi­vi­da da uT­xra, er­Tic Ca­moas­xio, me
ki sit­yva „bar­me­ni“ rom ga­vi­go­ne Cems go­ne­ba­Si,
wam­sve „kar­me­ni“ ga­max­sen­da, da mov­ye­vi stve­nas
vir­tuo­zuls. mag­ram ma­le­ve ga­ma­Ce­ra gver­dze
mjdom­ma sam­ma da­kun­Tul­ma biW­ma _ Zmao, aq mar­
to ar xa­ro. ra un­da meT­qva, ami­to­mac gav­Cer­di.
ama­so­ba­Si is mo­miax­lov­da, me­sa­me ba­ka­li lu­dic
da­mi­do da kvla­vac ga­mi­Ri­ma, Tan ar ge­go­noT,
rom xe­lov­nu­ro­bis na­ta­ma­li mainc eria am Ri­
mil­Si _ es iyo sru­liad, asi pro­cen­tiT bu­neb­
ri­vi da gul­wrfe­li qme­de­ba. mec ki ga­vu­Ri­me.
me­re Cems gver­diT Ca­moj­da.
_ co­ ta ar iyos, da­ vi­
Ra­
le, _ Tqva da mSra­
li Sub­li xe­liT moiw­min­da, vi­Tom of­lia­ni iyo.
ama­zec ga­mi­Ri­ma. sul iRi­mo­da. yve­la uy­var­da,
ase me­go­na.
_ Tu sai­dum­lo gu­lis sar­kmel­Si Ses­vlas ga­
be­davs bav­Svi, _ Cu­mad vsaub­rob­di, mag­ram ime­
di mqon­ da, rom gai­ go­neb­da, _ da Sua­ Ra­
me rom
dah­kravs saaTs, ga­mo­va imav wam­Si, Tqve­ni ge­niac
did­ron saf­lav­Si ma­Sin Caw­ve­ba mxo­lod, da mis­
ve gul­Si sim­Svi­de dai­sad­gu­rebs bo­los.
_ mSve­nie­ri leq­sia, _ Se­mi­qo, wa­moj­da, iday­
ve­bi mux­leb­ze daiw­yo da me mo­ma­Cer­da, _ ax­la
SeT­xzi?

– 56 –
 _ Tqven uke­ Te­si xarT, vid­ re me, _ vuT­ xa­
ri
da vig­rZe­ni, Tva­le­bi ro­gor amic­rem­lian­da. ai,
da­ber­di! crem­le­bi mainc Sei­ka­ve, Tu ka­ci xar!
_ Tqve­no­biT nu mom­mar­Tav, _ Ta­vi­si xe­lis­gu­
li _ sxva­Ta So­ris, uxe­Si meC­ve­na _ da­ma­do Cem­
sa­ze, da ma­Sin vig­rZe­ni zus­tad is eleq­tro­So­ki,
ro­mel­mac mTe­li sxeu­li jer ga­mi­xu­ra, xo­lo
Sem­deg er­Tia­nad ga­mi­yi­na, _ miu­xe­da­vad Ce­mi di­
di pa­ti­vis­ce­mi­sa, verc me mog­mar­Tav Tqve­no­biT.
_ eg ara­fe­ri...
_ wa­val, _ miT­xra da fex­ze wa­mox­ta, _ ax­la
sce­na­ze me un­da avi­de, da­vuk­ra ra­Ra­ce­bi, _ me­
re dai­xa­ra, Ta­vi­si na­xe­var­mTva­ri­seb­ri pi­ri Cems
yur­Tan mii­ta­na da Cam­Cur­Cu­la: _ pir­ve­li sim­
Re­ra is iq­ne­ba, ra­sac Sen met­yvi.
_ is dau­ka­ri... _ da­vi­be­ni, sit­yveb­sac ver
vik­reb­di me, aso­Tam­wyo­bi, qar­Tu­li li­te­ra­tu­
ru­li sit­yvis ma­ma, _ is... sa­xe­li da­ma­viw­yda...
ai, ese rom iw­ye­ba... Hel­lo, dar­kness, my old friend…
ara­fe­ri uT­qvams Cem­Tvis, ise gaiq­ca ka­bis
Sria­liT sce­nis­ken, TiT­qos­da ori wu­Tis win
ar hqo­no­da naT­qva­mi, da­vi­Ra­leo. pa­ta­ra ki­bes­
Tan mdga­ri sa­var­Zli­dan gi­ta­ra gi­Ji­viT aag­do
haer­Si, dai­Wi­ra, sce­na­ze avar­da, mik­ro­fons Ti­
Ti dah­kra da, ga­mar­jo­bao, daiy­vi­ra, Tan xe­lis
qne­vac mia­yo­la. mo­men­tSi mo­meC­ve­na, rom Cem­ke­
nac ga­ moa­pa­
ra mze­ ra, da ime­ di mqon­ da, rom es
mxo­lod Ce­mi egoiz­mi­sa da nar­ci­siz­mis na­za­vis­
da ga­mo ar da­mi­na­xavs ase. mag­ram ara _ vi­co­di,
rom sa­sia­mov­no ga­reg­no­ba ar mqon­da, da am Cems
usia­mov­no Se­sa­xe­dao­bas wver­Si vma­lav­di, maS

– 57 –
ra­tom un­da vyo­fi­li­ya­vi nar­ci­si am kom­po­nen­
tSi? mag­ram am de­bu­le­ba­Si uk­ve nam­dvi­lad ik­ve­
Te­bo­da er­Tgva­ri nar­ci­siz­mi, rac, Ta­vis mxriv,
mci­re pa­ra­doq­su­li mov­le­na iyo.

mij­nu­ro­ba aris tur­fa, sa­cod­ne­lad Zne­li gva­ri;

mij­nu­ro­ba sxva ra­mea, ar siZ­vi­sa da­sa­da­ri:
igi sxvaa, siZ­va sxvaa, Sua uzis di­di zRva­ri,
nur­vin ga­revT er­Tma­neT­sa! ges­miT Ce­mi nau­ba­ri?1

es stro­fi amo­mi­tiv­tiv­da uceb go­ne­ba­Si. ra iyo

es yve­la­fe­ri? mij­nu­ro­ba? siZ­va? iq­neb, arc er­
Ti?

igia saq­me sa­zeo, mom­ce­mi aR­maf­re­na­Ta;

vin­ca ec­de­bis, Tmo­bam­ca hqon­da mra­val­Ta wye­na­Ta.2

aR­maf­ri­na-meT­qi me im go­gom? _ vfiq­rob­di.

aR­maf­ri­na Tu, pi­ri­qiT, Zirs dam­ca? iq­neb, Zirs
imi­tom da­ve­ci, rom ma­nam­de wel­Si mox­ri­li dav­
dio­di, ax­la ki un­da wa­mov­dge da wel­Si ga­vi­
mar­To-meT­qi? da Tu wel­Si ga­vi­mar­Te­bi, iq­neb
aR­mac gav­frin­de-meT­qi. vin ico­da... vin icis...
me­re man dak­vra daiw­yo, Sem­deg am­Rer­da. me
isev tan­Si da­mia­ra eleq­tro­den­ma, ro­me­lic Se­
saZ­loa su­lac ar yo­fi­li­yo is eleq­tru­li de­
ni, fi­zi­ka­Si ro­maa cno­bi­li _ I=q/t=U/R. is ag­rZe­
leb­da sim­Re­ras, Cem Tval­win ki uc­bad ga­dai­

1. stro­fi So­Ta rus­Ta­ve­lis „vef­xis­tyaos­ni­dan“;

2. ori stri­qo­ni „vef­xis­tyaos­ni­dan“;

– 58 –
Sa­la or­kes­tri sim­fo­niu­ri, da da­viw­ye fiq­ri,
ro­me­li sak­ra­vi iyo is. me, Ce­mi mxriv, sa­ku­Ta­ri
me­tad bo­xi, od­nav uxe­Si da co­ta­Ti Tav­zar­dam­
ce­mi xmiT miv­hgav­di tu­bas _ sak­ravs, ro­mel­sac
yve­la­ze da­ba­li bge­re­bis aRe­ba SeeZ­lo. mag­ram
is? or­kes­trSi Sev­var­di, di­ri­Jo­ris mar­cxniv
mdga­ri ska­mi­dan Sma­gad da­vi­ta­ce vio­li­no, ga­
vaJ­Re­re, da miv­xvdi, rom vio­li­nos xma uf­ro
ma­Ra­lia, vid­re _ mi­si. Sem­deg ga­da­vir­bi­ne uka­na
rig­Si, avi­Re flei­ta, Cav­be­re, rom Se­me­mow­me­bi­
na, mag­ram ga­vaa­na­li­ze, rom flei­ta _ miu­xe­da­
vad imi­sa, rom im oq­ta­va­Si mRe­ro­da, ro­mel­Siac
is _ mainc uf­ro araa­da­mia­nu­ri iyo, uf­ro Ci­
tis­mag­va­ri. da­via­re mTe­li or­kes­tri, ga­dav­wvdi
Ce­los _ iq­neb, es iyos-meT­qi. pir­vel gaJ­Re­re­ba­
ze, rom ar mo­gat­yuoT, mi­vam­sgav­se, mag­ram mainc
ara _ es uf­ ro da­ ba­
li iyo. da ma­ Sin da­ mar­
tya
Tav­Si, rom al­ti ar mi­na­xavs. miv­var­di alts, xe­
mi ga­vus­vi da, Rmer­To, es iyo. es iyo is. mis xmas
ava­yo­le al­tis JRe­ra­do­ba, al­ti avam­Re­re zus­
tad mis xma­ ze, ub­ ra­lod sit­ yvebs ver iZax­ da,
mag­ram ra az­ri hqon­da _ is xom iZax­da? vuk­rav­di
da vuk­rav­di, ar viR­le­bo­di, mag­ram me­re sim­Re­
ras mor­Ca, da me isev Ima­gi­ne Club-is oTx ke­del­Si
aR­mov­Cndi ga­mo­ke­ti­li. ta­SiT See­ge­ba mTe­li iq
Sek­re­bi­li sa­zo­ga­doe­ba, me­re Zirs Ca­mo­vi­da da
vi­Rac biWs ga­daex­via. me vieW­via­ne go­go­ze, ro­
mel­sac arc ki vic­nob­di, ami­tom pir­ve­li ba­ka­li
er­Ti mo­yu­de­biT ga­mov­ca­le, Tan Tva­le­bi mtru­
lad muv­Wu­te da dav­Za­be.
uceb Cem­ken ga­moe­Su­ra. isev gver­diT mo­mij­

– 59 –
da, jiu­tad mSvi­di da ke­Ti­li Ri­mi­liT mo­ma­Cer­
da, Sem­deg xe­li ga­mo­mi­wo­da Ca­mo­sar­Tme­vad da
miT­xra:
_ me le­vio­sa mqvia, _ me xe­li Ca­mo­var­Tvi, da
isev meC­ve­na, rom xe­lis­gu­le­bi hqon­da uxe­Si, _
le­vio­sa ba­du­raS­vi­li, _ Sem­deg, ase uaz­rod,
mag­ram mainc qve­bis xa­xu­nis Se­de­gad ga­Ce­ni­li
er­Ti Sem­Txve­vi­Ti na­per­wka­li­viT Tqva: _ Ce­mi
say­va­re­li mwe­ra­lia ed­gar alan po.
_ ed­gar po! _ si­xa­ru­liT Sev­yvi­re, rad­gan
er­Ti me­tad kar­gi leq­si ga­max­sen­da: _ lan­debs
sa­sax­le­Si mxo­lod ma­Sin eli, ro­ca sau­ba­ri ed­
gar poe­zea! aC­rdils Ta­na­ziars ma­rad sa­Si­ne­li
das­devs gan­wi­rul­Ta Sa­vi poe­zia!
le­vio­sa uk­ve ra­Rac­nai­rad Tbi­lad mi­yu­reb­
da, TiT­qos, Cem­Tvis gaur­kve­ve­li mi­ze­ze­bis­da
ga­mo, ve­co­de­bo­di.
_ ga­nag­rZe, _ miT­xra da xe­li isev xel­ze da­
ma­do, rom Cem­Tvis mo­ti­va­cia See­ma­te­bi­na.
_ ...xSi­rad ma­gon­de­ba foT­leb­Se­moc­li­li, _
ga­vag­rZe­le me, -

sa­xe­mib­ne­di­li qa­lis mwu­xa­re­ba!

mTva­riT da­bu­ru­li, mTva­riT Se­mo­si­li,
mTva­riT da­Zon­Zi­li ox­vra, Sey­va­re­ba!
(rad xar uc­xoeT­Si? me Sen ge­lo­de­bi!)
mo­va Sua­Ra­mis bne­li stu­ma­ri­viT...
san­Tlebs gaa­ne­lebs, dar­bazs daab­ne­lebs,
mi­dis sa­var­Zel­Tan sxvag­var mdu­ma­re­biT.
uc­xo mxa­ree­bi ig­rZnes xo­mal­deb­ma,
far­da Seir­xe­va, ro­gorc _ yru fo­To­li.

– 60 –
koS­kTa si­maR­li­dan re­kavs mo­lan­de­ba,
ci­vi udab­noa Ra­me uS­foT­ve­li,
Ta­nac gai­xe­dav: Se­nac da­Ram­de­bi _
ir­gvliv dam­Wkna­ria fe­ri da fer­va­li;
aseT sa­na­xa­vad, ro­gorc Ta­nam­de­bi,
baR­Si SeS­li­li­viT kvde­ba Te­ber­va­li!1

_ mad­lo­ba, _ ase miT­xra, isev Se­co­de­biT ga­

mi­Ri­ma, ad­ga, Ce­mi er­Ti dac­li­li ba­ka­li ai­Ro
da wa­vi­da.
ori­ve ba­ka­li er­Tma­ne­Tis mi­yo­le­biT ga­mov­
ca­le. ye­lic da­mis­vel­da co­ta, sa­sia­mov­nod, da
sis­xlSi al­ko­ho­lis do­ne­mac moi­ma­ta da sa­Wi­ro
niS­nuls miaR­wia, rac Cem­Tvis au­ci­le­be­li iyo.
Tum­ca­Ra uceb fex­ze wa­mov­xti, ga­vi­qe­ci sce­nis­
ken, mas­ze av­var­di, avi­Re mik­ro­fo­ni da Cav­yvi­re:
_ le­vio­sa! _ da­vi­na­xe, ro­gor ga­moi­xe­da Cem­
ken od­nav da­zaf­rul­ma da Se­Si­ne­bul­ma, _ kar­gi
go­ go xar, le­ vio­sa! Tan, ici, ro­ go­ri? ai, xom
aris ori gan­vi­Ta­re­ba _ em­brio­nu­li da post-em­
brio­nu­li _ ho­da, zo­gi ada­mia­ni post-em­brio­
nul­ Si karg xalxs xvde­ ba da maT gav­ le­ nas ga­
nic­dis, ami­tom xde­ba kar­gi; mag­ram, em­brio­nul­
Si­ve kar­gi vin­caa, imas cxov­re­ba­Si yve­la cu­dic
rom Sex­vdes, mainc kar­gi iq­ne­ba. ase­Ti xar Sen,
me ase mgo­ nia, le­ vio­sa _ dai­ ba­
de, da kar­ gi ki
ar gax­ di, ara­med, Cai­ sa­xe Tu ara, kar­ gi iya­ vi
im Ta­viT­ve. rea­lo­ba, qal­ba­to­ne­bo da ba­to­ne­
bo, _ gav­yvi­ro­di ara­nor­ma­lu­ri­viT, _ ko­niuq­

1. ga­lak­tion ta­bi­Zis leq­si „sau­ba­ri ed­gar­ze“.

– 61 –
tu­ris saa­ler­so sa­xe­lia. ki, an­ga­ri­Si ro­gor ar
un­da gau­wioT, mag­ram dro­dad­ro Tu ma­ra­diul
fa­seu­lo­beb­sac ar Seav­leT Tva­li, Ca­gix­vevT
ko­niuq­tu­ris sad­Rve­bi man­qa­na da agan­TxlevT
er­Tia­nad. ai­ReT, ma­ga­li­Tad, ka­ci, ro­mel­sac
Sia da saW­me­li ar aqvs _ ase­Ti ka­ci rom mar­to
rea­lo­bas mia­civ­des da ma­ra­diu­li fa­seu­lo­be­bi
fe­xeb­ze dai­ki­dos, an maT­xo­va­ri un­da gax­des, an
qur­di, an­dac mo­na. le­vio­sa, Sen Ce­mi ma­ra­diu­li
fa­seu­lo­ba xar!
da­vi­na­xe, ro­gor ir­weo­da le­vio­sa bar­me­nis
dax­lTan, mag­ram Sem­deg uceb Sew­yvi­ta ze­viT-
qve­viT rwe­va da ga­SeS­da. er­Txans ase id­ga, ge­
go­ne­bo­daT, sa­ku­Tar sxeuls ug­deb­da yurs da
cdi­lob­da, ro­me­li­Ra­ca Se­maS­fo­Te­bel kiT­xva­
ze Zne­li pa­su­xi epo­va. bo­los ra­Rac idu­ma­li,
TiT­qos de­da­mi­wis Rrma wia­Ri­dan qur­du­lad
amo­ma­va­li xmi­Ta da eqo­sa­viT usaS­ve­lod gag­
rZe­le­bu­lad Tqva ra­Ra­ca sit­yve­bi, rom­le­bic
ver ga­vi­go­ne, ub­ra­lod pi­ris moZ­rao­biT miv­
xvdi, rom sit­yva me­tad ga­we­la. Tav­Si Ca­vir­
tyi xe­li, ne­ka Ti­Te­biT yu­re­bi ga­mo­viw­min­de im
ime­diT, rom isev gai­meo­reb­da le­vio­sa sit­yvas,
mag­ram ara, mov­tyuv­di.
_ ada­mian­no, _ da­viw­ye ise, ro­gorc mTvral­
ze mCveo­ da, uaz­ rod, rad­ gan Cem mier war­ moT­
qmu­li es sit­ yva ara­
fer kav­ Sir­Si ar iyo arc
erT mom­ xdar faq­ tTan im dRes, _ ro­ gor ggo­
niaT, me mTvra­li var? meoc­ne­be? siz­mre­bis ga­
mom­cno­bi? Sua­Ra­mis za­ri? na­mis cva­ri? or­Tqli
da sur­ne­le­ba ma­ra­di­so­bi­sa? ga­na, ar ges­miT?

– 62 –
ga­na, ar iyo Tqmu­li? Sua­Ra­me Suad­Rec ars, sev­
da si­xa­ru­lic ars, wyev­la kur­Txe­vac aris, Ra­me
aris dRec, mTva­re aris mzec, brZe­ni reg­ve­nic
aris. giT­qvamT odes­me „ki“ mxia­ru­le­bi­saT­vis?
aha, Ce­mo me­gob­re­bo, ma­Sin „ki“ giT­qvamT yo­ve­li
mwu­xa­re­bis­Tvis. yve­la­fe­ri ga­da­jaW­vu­lia, er­
Tma­neT­Si areu­li da Sey­va­re­bu­li. me vin var? me
var mTvra­li tkbi­li sak­ra­vi, Sua­Ra­mis ar­fa, im
za­ris xma, ro­me­lic ara­vis gau­gia, mag­ram mainc
un­da re­kos yru­Ta wi­na­Se _ Tqven wi­na­Se, me­gob­
re­bo, ra­me­Tu Tqven Ce­mi ar ges­miT. le­vio­sa, _
Sem­deg isev mas Sev­xe­de, _ Sen xar Ra­me, uZi­lo­
bis dros sar­kmel­Si mo­kam­ka­me, da ara xar dRe,
rad­gan Ra­me uf­ro Rrmaa, vid­re _ dRe, da yo­ve­
li Ra­me meub­ne­ba, rom mi­vi­de mas­Tan ax­los, ra­
Ta mi­Cur­Cu­los ra­Rac ise­Ti, rac dRem ar icis.
mag­ram Ra­mec dRea, Senc dRe xar da, amav­drou­
lad, Ra­mec, da Sen un­da wa­miy­va­no me ax­la sad­
me, rom sa­bo­lood ga­dav­rCe an da­vi­Ru­po.
_ Se­ni ie­Ro­ve­li de­da!.. _ mo­mes­ma mar­jvni­
dan, Sem­deg ki Tav­Si ma­ri­lia­ni mi­wis­Txi­lis na­
te­xi mom­xvda, mag­ram, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, ara­fe­ri
mom­svlia.
al­baT, Ce­mi poe­tu­ri sit­yvis­da ga­mo _ mainc
ar un­da efiq­raT, rad­gan, WeS­ma­ri­tad, ie­Ro­ve­
le­bi Cem­nai­rad poe­tu­re­bi nam­dvi­lad ar arian
_ ifiq­res im tlo­pi­neb­ma da da­kun­Tu­leb­ma, rom
ie­Ro­vel­Ta seq­tis war­mo­mad­ge­ne­li vi­ya­vi, Tum­
ca is uf­ro mew­yi­na, rom ga­vaa­na­li­ze, ra­xan es
ifiq­res, es niS­nav­da, rom arc me mic­nob­dnen da,
mi­Tu­me­tes, arc Cems Se­moq­me­de­ba­sa da ge­nio­

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sur bu­ne­bas. mag­ram arau­Sav­da, rad­gan mtki­ced
vuT­xa­ri sa­ku­Tar Tavs, rom ar main­te­re­seb­da.
miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom ase­Ti mar­ti­ve­bi da pri­mi­
tiu­le­bi iy­vnen, mainc, zo­ga­dad, ada­mia­ni is ar
aris, vi­sac Ta­vi­si sa­ma­ris sam­yo­fi mi­wa dai­tevs,
ara­med _ is, vi­sac TviT sam­ya­roc ar eyo­fa da­
sa­te­vad. ada­mian­Ta um­rav­le­so­bas bev­ri fa­ru­
li da di­de­bu­li una­ri aqvs, ro­mel­sac mxo­lod
gan­sa­kuT­re­bu­li Sem­Txve­va ga­moam­JRav­nebs da
ga­moaaS­ka­ra­vebs xol­me. ada­mia­nis er­Ta­der­Ti
rea­lu­ri moT­xov­na WeS­ma­ri­te­bis­ken swraf­vaa,
da mxo­lod am mis­wra­fe­bis dros aR­wevs igi Ta­
vi­suf­le­bas. ada­mians er­Ta­der­Ti ram aq­cevs ase
di­de­bul qmni­le­bad _ is er­Ta­der­Ti ar­se­baa de­
da­mi­wa­ze, ro­mel­mac icis, rom sik­vdi­li au­ci­
leb­lad moa­kiT­xavs, da am fiq­reb­Si igi uf­ro
maR­lde­ba; rac nak­lebs fiq­robs ada­mia­ni sik­
vdil­ze, miT uf­ro hgavs igi cxo­vels. al­baT, is
da­kun­Tu­le­bi sxvis sa­sik­vdi­lod ce­ma­ze uf­ro
mets fiq­rob­dnen, vid­re sa­ku­Tar sik­vdil­ze.
mainc ima­ze me­fiq­re­bo­da, Sev­cdi Tu ara da,
Tu Sev­cdi, vis mier? le­vio­sam Se­mac­di­na ise,
ro­ gorc evam Seac­ di­na ada­mi erT dros? mag­
ram, eva vin­Ra Seac­di­na? eva sa­ta­nam Seac­di­na,
mag­ram le­vio­sa? sa­ta­na da an­tiq­ris­te yve­las
ver daeuf­le­ba, ara­med iba­to­nebs mxo­lod ima­
ze, vinc ise­dac da­Rup­vas api­reb­da _ ima­ze, vinc
mi­si Sec­de­nis ga­re­Sec moi­Zu­leb­da xsnis gzas.
da le­vio­sa iyo ase­Ti? Cem Tval­win id­ga-meT­qi
si­ke­Te, vax­se­ne ram­den­jer­me da, da­vi­je­ro, is
da­Rup­vis­Tvis iyo gan­wi­ru­li? aramc da aramc-

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meT­qi, mtki­ced vuT­xa­ri Tavs da prob­le­ma amiT
ga­dav­We­ri.
_ ie­Ro­ve­lo, _ mo­ma­Za­xa erT-er­Tma da­kun­
Tul­ma, _ sa­xe xom ar Se­gi­la­ma­zo? me­ziz­Re­biT
ie­Ro­ve­le­bi.
_ nu ge­ziz­Re­ba nu­ra­vin, _ vuT­xa­ri mar­Tlac
ie­Ro­ve­li­viT, mag­ram mainc gu­li­dan, _ sjobs,
siy­va­ru­lis cec­xlSi iw­vo­de, rom ar daiw­va
iq, sa­dac iw­vian de­mo­ne­bi. giy­var­des yve­la, da
Rmer­ TTan ax­ los iq­ ne­
bi _ Tu mas ar da­ kar­ gav,
jo­jo­xe­Tic sa­moT­xed geq­ce­va, mag­ram, ai, uR­
mer­Tod sa­moT­xec jo­jo­xe­Tia. sa­dac siy­va­ru­li
ar aris, iqaa zus­tad cec­xli da tan­jva.
_ es mar­Tla ie­Ro­ve­lia, _ Zma­bi­Webs ga­xe­da
si­ci­liT, _ jo­jo­xe­Ti ar ar­se­bobs, fi­su­nia.
_ su­ le­lo, _ co­ ta gav­braz­ di, _ ga­na Se­
saZ­le­be­lia, si­ke­Te ake­Tos iman, rac ar ar­se­
bobs? Se­xe­de, ram­de­ni si­ke­Te mou­ta­na jo­jo­
xeT­ma ada­mian­Ta mod­gmas: ram­den bo­rot­moq­meds
Seag­rZno­bi­na si­na­nu­li; ram­de­ni cod­vi­li aq­cia
wmin­da­nad; ram­den cod­vas ar mis­ca moq­me­de­ba­Si
mos­vlis sa­Sua­le­ba. Sen ar ge­Si­nia mi­si, imi­tom,
rom ar fiq­rob mas­ze.
ise Zlie­ rad mom­ xvda am dros muS­ ti yba­ Si,
rom saer­Tod ve­ra­fe­ri vig­rZe­ni _ verc Ta­vad
dar­tymis­gan mo­ye­ne­bu­li tki­vi­li. vxe­dav­di sa­
ku­Tar Tavs ze­vi­dan, rad­gan, ro­gorc Can­da, me
ia­tak­ze veg­de, mag­ram, amav­drou­lad, sa­ku­Tar
ugo­no da usu­lo sxeuls dav­yu­reb­di maR­li­dan.
me­re mec zed Cems sxeuls da­ve­ci da, ro­ca gons
sru­liad mo­ve­ge, isev er­Ti vi­ya­vi da ara _ ori.

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ho­da, mTe­li Ce­mi ar­se­bu­li Za­la mo­vik­ri­be, wa­
mov­de­qi, im da­kun­Tuls mi­va­Cer­di, me­re si­la ga­
va­wa­ni sa­xe­Si da Tav­qud­mog­le­jiT ga­vi­qe­ci jer
ga­sas­vle­li ka­ris­ken, xo­lo Sem­deg _ Te­ber­vlis
Ra­mis ga­yi­nul qu­Ca­Si. ora­si met­ri ise swra­fad
vir­bi­ne, ro­gorc ara­so­des mer­bi­na mTe­li Ce­mi
Seg­ne­bu­li cxov­re­bis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si, mag­ram me­re
uceb gav­Cer­di da, Cem­da une­bu­rad, Zirs dav­var­
di sa­xiT qve­moT.
ar vi­ci, ram­den xan­Si ga­maR­vi­Za Tav­ze dam­
dgar­ma le­vio­sam, mag­ram jer ki­dev Ra­me iyo, Ta­
nac pi­ri­dan isev sas­mlis su­ni amom­dio­da _ anu,
Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, di­di dro ar un­da ga­su­li­yo. er­
Ta­der­Ti axa­li ga­re­moe­ba aR­mo­va­Ci­ne mxo­lod im
wams _ Tov­da da, Ta­nac, uk­ve ze­da­pir­zec dae­do.
le­vio­sas Ta­vi­si xa­kis­fe­ri ba­Tin­ke­bi gae­xa­da da
Tov­lSi win­de­bis ama­ra daa­bi­jeb­da mxia­ru­lad.
_ au, ra xma iyo! _ aR­frTo­va­ne­biT mo­ma­Za­xa,
_ wa­mo, ade­qi. man­qa­niT var da, sa­dac met­yvi, iq
ga­giy­van.
me ux­mod gav­ye­vi, od­nav bar­ba­ciT. ar­sad gay­
va­na me ar mWir­de­bo­da, ami­tom ub­ra­lod man­qa­
na­Si Ca­vu­je­qi, siT­bos­Tvis.
_ Sey­va­re­bu­li ara­so­des myo­lia... _ Cai­but­
bu­ta ra­Rac­nai­rad da, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom aS­
ka­rad gag­rZe­le­bas api­reb­da, me mainc ar da­vas­
ru­le­bi­ne:
_ gin­da, giT­xra, ra­tom? _ da­Ji­ne­biT mi­va­
Cer­di, Sma­gi­viT, _ imi­tom, rom zed­me­tad kar­gi
xar. yve­la mam­ri iqam­de, sa­nam na­bijs ga­dad­gam­
des, kar­ gad fiq­rde­ ba, gaT­vlis ara Sor _ es

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qa­lebs Cve­viaT _ ara­med ax­lo mo­ma­vals, uk­ve
da­So­re­bis sce­nas gai­Ta­ma­Sebs go­ne­ba­Si. da Sen...
Sen rom gu­li get­ki­ne­ba... ada­mia­ni, ro­me­lic
wyvi­lis da­So­re­bis sce­nas go­ne­ba­Si gai­Ta­ma­Sebs
da Sens gu­lis­tki­vi­lis ga­mo da­zaf­rul sa­xes
dai­na­xavs, yve­la­fers wam­Si­ve ga­dai­fiq­rebs. esaa
ka­cis bu­ne­ba, da es xar Sen. da, ici, ro­gor min­
da, ter­fze gem­Txvio?
Ta­vi­dan od­nav auc­rem­lian­da Tva­le­bi, mag­
ram ram­den­jer­me swra­fad daa­xam­xa­ma, Sem­deg ki
mo­mib­run­da mZRo­lis sa­var­Zli­dan da mkiT­xa:
_ ro­mel­ze?
_ sul er­ Tia, _ saer­ Tod aRar ve­ kuT­ vno­
di
uk­ve Cems Tavs, _ mag­ram, mainc mar­jve­na uf­ro
min­da ax­la.
Sar­vlis to­te­bi ai­ka­pi­wa jer, fe­xi sa­var­Zel­
ze Se­mo­do, Sem­deg Ta­vad Sar­va­li ai­wia maR­la,
me­re fe­rad win­das yel­Si Caav­lo ce­ra da saC­ve­
ne­be­li Ti­Te­bi, gaiZ­ro, sve­li win­di da­fer­Txa,
bar­Zay­ze ga­dai­fi­na, mar­jve­na ter­fi ki Cem­ken
ga­moiS­vi­ra. ro­go­ri saa­mo sur­ne­li hqon­da!.. ka­
ni od­nav mo­xar­Suls hgav­da, rad­gan Tbi­li win­da
ec­va, da frCxi­le­bi od­nav grZe­li hqon­da, TiT­
qos mouv­le­li, mag­ram amis da­nax­va­ze Cems tan­
Si me­xi ga­var­da da or­ga­noe­bi da­miw­va. vig­rZe­ni,
ro­gor esia­mov­na ma­sac, ro­ca ce­ra Ti­Ti avu­
lo­ke, xo­lo Sem­deg fe­xis zur­gze vem­Txvie, mag­
ram Sem­deg ad­gil­ze gav­Sri, ga­vi­yi­ne, gav­qvav­di,
TiT­qos vi­ya­vi ma­ma­ci ber­Ze­ni meo­ma­ri, ro­mel­
mac me­du­za gor­go­nas Tva­leb­Si Ca­xe­da. gav­SeS­
di-meT­qi da, daax­loe­biT, oci wa­mi ase ga­va­ta­

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re, Sem­deg ki ukan ga­da­vi­wie, wel­Si gav­swor­di,
xe­li mov­ muS­te da, rac Za­ la da Ro­ ne mqon­ da,
Tav­Si vi­ta­ke.
saw­ya­li go­go! me Se­vac­di­ne! me, vi­Tom ge­
nios­ma, si­nam­dvi­le­Si ki na­gav­ma! me vi­ya­vi vaS­li,
me vi­ya­vi cia­ni­di, me vi­ya­vi da­riS­xa­ni, me vi­ya­vi
ara­rao­ba.
_ ra gWirs? _ Se­Si­ne­bu­li mi­yu­reb­da, _ ra­tom
ake­Teb amas?
_ me ara­ fe­ri maqvs saer­ To Cems Tav­ Tan! _
da­viy­vi­re mTel xma­ze, wi­Te­li „fol­ksva­ge­nis“
ka­ri ga­va­Re, qu­Ca­Si ga­da­ve­di da, ar vi­ci, sad,
mag­ram ga­vi­qe­ci.

***
zus­tad ori kvi­ris Sem­deg dav­brun­di Ima­gi­ne
Club-Si. iyo si­ci­ve, id­ga si­Cu­me, axa­li Car­Tu­
li bu­xa­ri ki jer ver aT­bob­da dar­ba­zis pa­ta­
ra oTx ke­dels. bu­xar­Tan zu­ra _ max­sov­da mi­si
sa­xe­li _ Ca­cuc­qu­li­yo da cdi­lob­da, cec­xli
uf­ro mZlav­ri gae­xa­da.
_ zu­ra, _ zur­gi­dan mi­ve­di da ise da­vu­Za­xe,
_ ga­mar­jo­ba.
_ gau­mar­jos, _ xe­li ga­mo­mi­wo­da, da mec Ca­
mo­var­Tvi, _ rom ico­deT, pa­ti­via Cem­Tvis Tqve­
ni aq yof­na, da imdRe­van­del­ze bo­di­Si min­da,
mo­gi­xa­doT...
_ eg ara­fe­ri, _ vuT­xa­ri da mxar­ze xe­li da­va­
de, _ mag­ram ra­Rac main­te­re­sebs da, mgo­nia, rom
Tqven ge­co­di­ne­baT.

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 _ gis­menT, _ miT­xra da bu­xa­ri sul ga­daa­viw­
yda.
_ aq im dRes go­ go iyo, le­ vio­sa, _ mi­ si sa­
xe­lis war­moT­qmi­sas isev ga­maJ­rJo­la tan­Si, _
mi­si xel­TaT­ma­ne­bi me maqvs da... no­me­ri mainc
ar iciT, rom da­vu­re­ko da ga­va­ge­bi­no es am­ba­
vi? al­baT, uk­ve ime­dic ga­dae­wu­ra, rom odes­me
ipov­nis Ta­vis tya­vis wi­Tel xel­TaT­ma­nebs, me ki
min­da, da­vum­tki­co, rom ime­di ma­ra­dia.
_ le­vio­sa ma­mas­Tan wa­vi­da, ame­ri­ka­Si, _ saeW­
vod mi­yu­reb­da zu­ra, _ ma­ma­mi­si mu­si­ko­sia, ge­
co­di­ne­ba... „ba­du­raS­vi­li“ gva­ri ar gec­no­ba?
mok­led, iqaa. ise, aqam­de sad iya­viT?
_ anu, aRar Ca­mo­va?
_ iq cxov­ robs ma­ ma­
mi­si da, ra vi­ ci, _ lei­
ker­sis ke­pi moiZ­ro Ta­vi­dan, _ ro­gorc ga­vi­ge,
le­vio­sac mu­si­ka­lur ka­rie­ras iw­yebs. mok­led,
mgo­ni, Ca­mos­vlas ar api­rebs.

...(rad xar uc­xoeT­Si? me Sen ge­lo­de­bi!)

mo­va Sua­Ra­mis bne­li stu­ma­ri­viT...
san­Tlebs gaa­ne­lebs, dar­bazs daab­ne­lebs,
mi­dis sa­var­Zel­Tan sxvag­var mdu­ma­re­biT.
uc­xo mxa­ree­bi ig­rZnes xo­mal­deb­ma,
far­da Seir­xe­va, ro­gorc _ yru fo­To­li.
koS­kTa si­maR­li­dan re­kavs mo­lan­de­ba,
ci­vi udab­noa Ra­me uS­foT­ve­li,
Ta­nac gai­xe­dav: Se­nac da­Ram­de­bi _
ir­gvliv dam­Wkna­ria fe­ri da fer­va­li;
aseT sa­na­xa­vad, ro­gorc Ta­nam­de­bi,
baR­Si SeS­li­li­viT kvde­ba Te­ber­va­li!

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 wa­mo­ve­di. gza­Si baz­ro­ba­ze Se­via­re, rom, rac
ki fu­li mqon­da, sul vaS­le­bi me­yi­da mi­siT.

***
vxe­dav, ro­gor moa­bi­jebs Cem­ken Ta­va­weu­li.
erT ter­fze mwva­ne win­da Cauc­vams, Sav zo­le­bia­
ni, meo­re­ze _ yvi­Te­li, wi­Te­li kop­le­biT. min­
da, sul frCi­le­bi vu­koc­no, da­vu­Co­qo, vkoc­no
da vkoc­no ter­feb­ze yo­vel­gva­ri avi az­ri­sa da
gan­zrax­vis ga­re­Se. ia­tak­ze vzi­var Cems ge­nios
tvins mi­jaW­vu­li, is ki mo­dis Cem­Tan yel­mo­Re­
re­biT, mo­dis da var­de­bis sur­nels maf­rqvevs.
mkla­ve­bi gauS­lia bav­Svu­ri gu­lub­ryvi­lo­biT,
me ki bo­rot go­ne­ba­Si mik­rTe­ba az­ri, da­na xom
ar ga­vu­ya­ro, mag­ram im wam­sve vam­bob mtki­ce
uars, da mec miv­di­var, rom Ca­ve­xu­to. le­vio­sa!
mec haer­Si var.

19 Te­ber­va­li _ 21 Te­ber­va­li, 2017 we­li

– 70 –
 he­re­deo­si tba ba­za­leT­ze

2000 wlis de­kem­bris Tve id­ga, max­sovs. ma­Sin

zus­tad Teq­vsme­ti wlis, ori Tvi­sa da oT­xi dRis
vi­ya­vi, Tav­Si or­pi­ri qa­ri miq­ro­da, mag­ram mTlad
da­kar­gu­li Tao­bis war­mo­mad­gen­lad ar viT­vle­
bo­di _ ma­ri­xua­nac mo­weu­li mqon­da, qal­Ta­nac
vi­ya­vi nam­yo­fi da _ ga­le­Si­li mTvra­lic, mag­ram
es yve­la­fe­ri Ti­To­jer mox­da da, si­mar­Tle iT­
qvas, Tu ar Cav­TvliT qal­Tan yof­nas, ma­Ti meo­
red ga­ke­Te­bis sur­vi­li ar mqo­nia. sko­la­Si ve­
ra­fers moe­xer­xe­bi­na Ce­mi dain­te­re­se­ba, gar­da _
sa­bu­ne­bis­met­yve­lo sag­ne­bi­sa da, gan­sa­kuT­re­biT,
fi­zi­kis. Tum­ca, imis ga­mo, rom 2000 wels sa­qar­
Tve­lo­Si arc ise da­la­ge­bu­li mdgo­ma­reo­ba su­
fev­da, fi­zi­kis gak­ve­Ti­li iyo qar­Tu­lis an is­
to­riis ga­da­meo­re­bis­Tvis, rad­gan ma­Te­ma­ti­kis
da­va­le­bis da­we­ras bio­lo­gia­sa da qi­mia­zec vas­
wreb­diT. da mainc, mTa­va­ri iyo, sa­xel­mZRva­ne­lo
gvqon­da _ avi­Reb­di xol­me, Cav­rgav­di Tavs da,
miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom win­gnis av­to­ri aS­ka­rad ga­

– 71 –
ge­ba­Si ar iyo fi­zi­ki­sa, me mainc miy­var­da kiT­xva
imi­si, rac ar mes­ mo­ da. da al­ baT ami­to­ mac miy­
var­da fi­zi­ka _ ar mes­mo­da. ai, ma­ga­li­Tad, ro­
gorc qa­leb­zea: de­da­mi­wa­ze ar da­dis er­Ti ka­cic
ki, vi­sac qa­le­bis es­mis ga­na bo­lom­de, ara­med _
od­na­va­dac. Tum­ca, al­baT, es ga­re­moe­ba ar un­da
iyos ka­ce­bis da­mak­ni­ne­be­li, rad­gan qa­lebs es­miT
er­Tma­ne­Tis da ami­to­mac sZulT er­Tur­Ti. Se­saZ­
le­be­lia, er­Ta­der­Ti mi­ze­zi, ra­to­mac ma­ma­ka­cebs
qa­le­bi mos­wonT, zus­tad isaa, rom ma­Ti ar es­miT,
mag­ram surT, es­mo­deT. mec ar mes­mo­da fi­zi­ka,
mag­ram viT daW­ril ir­me­bis jogs _ wya­ro an­ka­ra,
ise mwyu­ro­da mi­si ga­ge­ba.
mok­led, 2000 wlis de­ kem­
bris Tve id­ ga-meT­
qi, da­viw­ye da aRar da­vas­ru­le. ba­za­le­Tis tba­ze
vi­ya­viT asu­le­bi me da Ce­mi ori me­go­ba­ri _ nia
da da­To. ba­za­le­Tis tbis im mxa­res, ro­mel­ze­dac
Cven vi­ya­viT, ori na­pi­ria _ er­Ti ker­Zo da meo­
re Cveu­leb­ri­vi. ker­Zo sa­na­pi­ro­ze Ses­vla, ra­Ra
Tqma un­da, fa­sia­nia, ami­to­mac meo­re plia­Ji var­
CieT. er­Ta­der­Ti Si­Si, rac Tan sdev­da Cems erT
dRe-Ra­mian mog­zau­ro­bas, iyo is, rom SeiZ­le­bo­
da tua­let­Si gas­vla mom­do­me­bo­da, iq ki yi­nav­
da. mag­ram ro­gor­me ama­sac ga­da­vi­tan­di, ro­gor­
me vi­zam­di imas, ra­sac ax­la, oc­da­Tor­me­ti wlis
asak­Si msxvi­li naw­la­vi­dan nar­Ce­ni sak­ve­bis ga­mo­
dev­nas vu­wo­deb me, fi­zi­ko­si ka­ci _ diax, imis­
da gauT­va­lis­wi­neb­lad, rom Ce­mi fi­zi­kis cod­na
uco­di­na­ri av­to­ris wig­nis kiT­xviT Se­moi­far­
gle­bo­da, mainc Ca­va­ba­re. Tum­ca­Ra im dros, im
dRes, Cvid­me­ti wlis hor­mo­nebs ayo­lil­ma da­Tom

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da tes­tos­te­ro­nis do­ne­mo­War­be­bul­ma niam dam­
to­ves _ ki, ai ase mar­ti­vad, ad­gnen da da­mag­des
qar­Si, yin­va­Si, da Rmer­Tma icis _ an ma­nac Tva­li
moa­ri­da im sa­na­xao­bas _ sad wa­vid­nen Ta­vis ga­sa­
gi­Jeb­lad. da am dros, uc­bad, TiT­qos ar­sai­dan
gaC­ndao, Cems gver­dze ama­yad mom­zi­ra­li, lo­mis
fa­fa­ri­viT gra­cio­zu­li wve­ris pat­ro­ni, upee­
ba­mo­Ra­me­bu­li Tva­le­bis pat­ro­ni ka­ci da­vi­na­xe.
pir­ve­li­ve wams ver ga­var­Cie mi­si sa­xis nak­vTe­bi,
mag­ram me­re­Ra miv­xvdi.
_ ba­to­no he­re­deos! nu­Tu... nu­Tu es Tqven
xarT? _ ena Ca­mi­var­da me, am dia­di ka­cis wi­na­Se
mdgom ara­rao­bas.
_ sxva vin­mes ic­nob Cem­nairs? _ mo­mi­go mox­de­
ni­li qed­maR­lo­biT ge­nios­ma.
_ ara, ra Tqma un­da... ba­to­no he­re­deos!..
_ mi­ga­to­ves, bi­Wo, mi­ga­to­ves, ara?
_ eg­rea, mag­ram arau­Savs, ba­to­no he­re­deos,
arau­Savs!
_ swo­ria, arau­Savs. am qve­ya­na­ze ar ar­se­bobs
ra­me, rac uSavs, dai­max­sov­re.
Cven or­ni vi­de­qiT erT po­za­Si _ zur­gze ori­
ves Se­mog­veW­do Cve­ni xe­le­bi, Ta­vi ori­ves maR­la
gve­Wi­ra, da­ba­lan­se­bu­lad, da vu­yu­reb­diT, ro­
gor ix­sne­bo­da ca, da ro­gor cdi­lob­da mze, gae­
na­Te­bi­na Wao­bis­fe­ri ba­za­le­Tis tba.
_ di­do mna­To­bo, viT iyo bed­nie­ri, ukue­Tu
ara gyav­des, vi­sac asi­naT­leb?.. _ uceb war­ mos­
Tqva ti­tan­ma.
me mas vu­ yu­reb­di, is ki id­ ga, uyu­reb­
da tbas,
da Ta­vis xe­lebs _ im xe­lebs, rom­leb­sac Se­dev­re­

– 73 –
bi Seeq­mnaT _ zur­gsu­kan aTa­ma­Seb­da. od­na­vi qa­ri,
di­li­dan rom qro­da, im wams Cad­ga, xee­bic mi­yuC­
dnen, tbac gait­ru­na _ si­Cu­me Ca­mo­var­da, Zve­li
bib­lio­Te­kis Ta­roeb­ze gaZ­val­tya­ve­bu­li wig­ne­bis
gver­diT da­de­bu­li mtvris fe­nis msgav­si sqe­li
si­Cu­me. me­re ve­Rar gav­Ze­li da mainc vuT­xa­ri:
_ me er­Ti moT­xro­ba maqvs, pa­ta­raa, min­da, rom
wai­kiT­xoT.
_ kar­gi, ra... is imed­gac­rue­ba ar ge­yo­fa, me­
gob­reb­ma rom mi­ga­to­ves da, vin icis _ ara, SeiZ­
le­ba vi­ciT, ki _ ras ake­Te­ben ax­la?
ama­so­ba­Si aR­mo­va­Ci­ne, rom mTlia­nad dam­viw­
ye­bo­da eg am­ba­vi. gu­lic mat­ki­na od­nav ba­to­ni
he­re­deo­sis sit­yveb­ma, mag­ram, jan­da­bas, me mainc
fi­zi­ka main­te­re­sebs-meT­qi, ga­vi­fiq­re.
_ am cxov­re­ba­Si ra gza gin­da, bi­Zia? _ TiT­qos
Cems fiq­rebs ga­moex­mau­ra igi.
_ fi­zi­ko­so­ba min­da, ba­to­no he­re­deos, fi­zi­
ko­so­ba.
_ ho­da gaa­ne­be we­ras Ta­vi, ra­Ra sa­Wi­roa me­re,
_ Cai­ci­na Ta­vad­ve, mag­ram Sem­deg se­rio­zu­lad
miT­xra: _ rom ico­de Sen mo­mav­lis­Tvis, cxov­re­
ba­Si ra gzac ar un­da air­Cio, yve­la bo­los mainc
er­ Tde­ ba. me uk­ ve was­ vlas va­pi­
reb awi, xom ici
Sen. ci­va aq, me ki­dev ar­yis­Tvis fu­li ar maqvs...
eS­ma­ki iyo, aba ra iyo _ ico­da, me mqon­da fu­
li da miv­cem­di. mar­Ta­lic iyo. rom ga­vu­wo­de
qa­Ral­dis ku­piu­ra, mxreb­ze xe­li dam­kra da ke­
Ti­lad ga­mi­Ri­ma.
_ Se­ni sa­xe­li ar vi­ci da arc main­te­re­sebs
_ es saw­ye­nad ar mii­Ro, _ miT­xra ba­ton­ma he­re­

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deos­ma, _ mag­ram kar­gi bi­Wi ki xar. pla­ni ar mo­
wio bev­ri, xom ici, araa kar­gi. arc ara­yi var­ga,
mag­ram pla­ni mainc ar mo­wio. msxlis li­mo­na­Ti
ar giy­vars, bi­Zia? wa­mo, aq­ve res­to­ra­ni vi­ci, me
ara­yi, Sen _ li­mo­na­Ti, a?
me vuT­xa­ri, me­gob­re­bi, ra­sac ar un­da ake­Teb­
dnen, Cems tvin­ sac igi­ ves uza­ men, Tu ar da­ ve­
lo­de­bi-meT­qi. gai­ci­na da zur­gi maq­cia. mag­ram
bo­los mob­run­da da ase­Ti ra­Ra­ca miT­xra:
_ fi­zi­ka xom giy­vars, bi­Zia? ho­da, ico­de, me
ki­ne­ti­ku­ri ener­gia ar ga­maC­nia, mxo­lod _ po­
ten­ciu­ri.
sam­xed­ro sa­la­mi ma­Cu­qa, da wa­vi­da. sal­miT ga­
mo­mem­Svi­do­ba, diax _ vi­ci, ma­niS­na, da­sas­ru­lic
da­saw­yi­siao.

***
wle­bi ga­vi­da mas me­re. erT dRes, ro­ca leq­
cia­ze vi­je­qi da for­mu­le­biT gav­se­bul da­fas
vu­yu­reb­di, leq­tor­ma yve­la­fe­ri wa­Sa­la, ai­Ro
car­ci da da­we­ra: „Ek=mv2/2. Ep=mgh~. Se­mog­vxe­da
bo­los da Tqva:
_ ki­ne­ti­ku­ri ener­gia, uxe­Sad rom vTqvaT, siC­
qa­ris ener­giaa, xo­lo po­ten­ciu­ri ener­gia _ si­
maR­lis.
da mec ma­Sin miv­xvdi.

2 de­kem­be­ri, 2016 we­li

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 3.14

„iZ­le­va dro-siv­rce imis sa­Sua­le­bas, rom

drois­mag­va­ri mru­di da­xu­ru­li iyos? anu, Se­
saZ­le­be­lia Tu ara, drois­mag­va­ri mru­di saw­yis
wer­til­Si brun­de­bo­des? _ aseT kiT­xvebs vus­
vam­di sa­ku­Tar Tavs im sa­Ra­mos, ro­ca ma­gi­da­
ze Wi­qa da na­xe­va­ri boT­li Stro­xi me­do, _ Tu
dam­kvir­veb­le­bi dro-siv­rcis ga­reT mox­vdnen,
usas­ru­lo­ba­Si, ga­na, imas ifiq­re­ben, rom ma­Ti
mog­zau­ro­ba dro-siv­rce­Si mox­da? _ Stro­xi Wi­
qa­Si da­vas­xi da xa­xa­Si ga­da­vu­Za­xe, _ kos­mo­su­ri
si­mi aris grZe­li da Za­lian wvri­li obieq­ti. er­
Ti kos­mo­su­ri si­mis gra­vi­ta­ciu­li ve­li brtye­
li da gax­vre­ti­li siv­rcea, ro­mel­sac bo­lo­Si
gaaC­nia es si­mi. aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re, Tu ada­mia­
ni kos­mo­su­ri si­mis gar­Se­mo iv­lis, man­Zi­li ima­
ze nak­le­bi iq­ne­ba, vid­re er­Ti Se­xed­viT Cans,
dro ki saer­ Tod ar moeq­ cva ze­ gav­
le­nis qveS.
anu, er­Ti kos­mo­su­ri si­mis gar­Se­mo ar­se­bu­li
dro-siv­rce da­xu­rul drois­mag­var mruds ar

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Sei­cavs. miu­xe­da­vad ami­sa, Tu meo­re kos­mo­su­ri
si­mi pir­ve­lis mi­marT moZ­raobs, siv­rcis dis­
tan­ciac mcir­de­ba da drois in­ter­va­lic. Tu
kos­mo­su­ri si­me­bi, er­Tma­neT­Tan Se­far­de­biT,
TiT­qmis si­naT­lis siC­qa­riT imoZ­ra­ve­ben, ori­ve
si­mis gar­Se­mo ar­se­bu­li dro SeiZ­le­ba ise­Ti di­
di rao­de­no­biT dai­zo­gos, rom ada­mia­ni mgzav­
ro­bis daw­ye­bis drom­de ram­de­ni­me xniT ad­rec
ki dab­run­des iq, sai­da­nac daiw­yo. anu, ar­se­bobs
da­xu­ru­li drois­mag­va­ri mru­de­bi, rom­leb­sac
Se­giZ­lia gah­yve da dro­Si imog­zau­ro. ase­ve, ar­
se­bobs pa­ra­le­lu­ri sam­ya­roe­bi usas­ru­lo­bas
ga­mok­le­bu­li er­Ti rao­de­no­biT. Cven war­su­li
imi­tom gvax­sovs, rom is uk­ve mox­da, mag­ram, Tu
pa­ra­le­lur gan­zo­mi­le­ba­Si Cve­ni mo­ma­va­li meo­re
Ce­mi Ta­vis war­su­lia, ma­Sin Sev­Zleb Tu ara, ga­
vix­se­no is, rac ar mom­xda­ra, mag­ram, amav­drou­
lad, mox­da? da Tu sam­ya­ro uam­ra­vi sxva sam­ya­
ros­gan Sed­ge­ba, ma­Sin ra aris ga­da­sas­vle­li gza
maT­Si? Sa­vi xvre­li, nu­Tu? swo­ria de­bu­le­ba:
„ro­de­sac saw­yi­si kvan­tu­ri mdgo­ma­reo­ba gra­vi­
ta­ciul ko­lafss ga­nic­dis da iq­mne­ba Sa­vi xvre­
li, ma­Sin Sa­vi xvre­lis aor­Tqle­bis uka­nas­kne­li
pro­ce­si iq­ne­ba kvan­tu­ri; ase­ve, Sa­vi xvre­lis
mier STan­Tqmu­li in­for­ma­cia ga­re sam­ya­ros­gan
sa­mu­da­mod ima­le­ba da ve­ras­dros ga­mo­dis dRis
si­naT­le­ze _ ma­Si­nac ki, ro­de­sac Sa­vi xvre­li
or­Tqlde­ba da qre­ba“? mag­ ram ara, ara mgo­ nia!
vfiq­rob, Sa­vi xvre­li­dan wa­mo­su­li ga­mos­xi­ve­ba
ener­gias wai­Rebs, ris ga­moc Sa­vi xvre­li ma­sas
da­kar­gavs da Sei­kum­Se­ba; sa­bo­lood, Sa­vi xvre­

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li aor­Tqlde­ba da sru­liad gaq­re­ba, mag­ram
in­for­ma­cia ar dai­kar­ge­ba, Tum­ca­Ra ga­mou­sa­de­
ga­ri da me­tad uxer­xu­li for­miT dab­run­de­ba
_ es yve­la­fe­ri imas hgavs, wig­ni rom daw­va: fi­
zi­ku­rad, wig­nSi ar­se­bu­li in­for­ma­cia ar dai­
kar­ge­ba, Tu mTel kvamls da ferfls Se­vag­ro­
vebT, mag­ram mi­si wa­kiT­xva iq­ne­ba Zlier rTu­li
da TiT­qmis SeuZ­le­be­li,“ _ Stro­xi mov­svi, Sua
da saC­ve­ne­be­li Ti­Te­bi er­Tma­neTs mi­vab­ji­ne, sa­
feT­qleb­ze mi­vi­de, da­vi­zi­le da sa­bo­lood ga­
dav­wyvi­te, rom fi­zi­ki­sa da as­tro­fi­zi­kis Te­ma
im mo­men­tSi­ve un­da amo­me­wu­ra. asec mo­vi­qe­ci _
me­ti fiq­ri aRarc ga­mig­rZe­le­bia arc did afeT­
qe­ba­ze, arc Sav xvre­ leb­ze da arc sxva msgavs
Te­ma­ze.
_ mra­va­lo, mraa­vaa­loo, da­sa­le­vad waa­va­lo,
_ wa­vi­Ri­Ri­ne ba­ri­to­nu­lad, mag­ram, ro­ca miv­
xvdi, „wa­va­lo“ uaz­ro­ba iyo Ce­mi mxri­dan, ga­da­
va­ke­Te: _ da­sa­le­vad Ca­vaa­lo, _ Tu gain­te­re­
sebT, sad „Ca­va­lo“, get­yviT: Ce­mi arc ise mok­
rZa­le­bu­li sax­lis pir­vel sar­Tul­ze, rad­gan iq
maqvs yve­la­nai­ri sas­mlis yve­la­nai­ri boT­li _
sav­sec, ca­rie­lic da na­xev­rad sav­sec an, Tu pe­
si­mis­ti brZan­de­biT, na­xev­rad ca­rie­li.
da­Zon­Zi­li mai­su­ri ga­vi­xa­de, mi­ve­di fan­
ja­ras­Tan, ga­da­vi­xe­de, Su­Sebs Se­va­fur­Txe da,
spir­tis su­ni rom vig­rZe­ni Ce­mi fur­Txis­gan­ve
amo­ma­va­li, isev av­lo­ke da ukan­ve Se­vaT­vi­se­bi­ne
Cems or­ga­nizms. fan­jris ra­fa­ze amot­vif­rul
teqsts Sev­xe­de war­su­lis­ken siy­var­liT mom­zi­
ra­li Tva­le­biT _ Нет уже сил по барам спиваться,

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но и нет сил прекращать запой. Нет уже сил хоть за
что-то держаться. Весь мой мир словно не мой _ da
is dRe ga­max­sen­da, ro­ca sa­mar­Teb­liT me­tad
mon­do­me­bu­lad vCiC­qni­di am sit­yvebs. mok­led,
vgiJ­de­bo­di umoq­me­do­bi­sa da usaq­mu­ro­bis­gan,
ase­ve, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, ro­gorc yo­vel­Tvis, smis­
gan. dav­xe­de saaTs _ Ra­mis sa­mi saa­Ti da ca­me­ti
wu­Ti iyo zus­tad _ da, ro­ca usaq­mo­bis­gan xsna
ar­sai­dan Can­da, Cem­ma kar­ma gaiR­rWia­la, ne­la
gai­Ro, Cems oTax­Si ki Ce­mi Sa­vi ka­ta Se­mo­vi­da,
karl mar­qsis1 wve­ri­viT ga­bur­Zgnu­li, ka­ri ar
miu­xu­ravs, ise mo­ma­Cer­da meg­ru­li wi­wa­ka­sa­viT
mwva­ne Tva­le­biT.
_ ra gin­ da, vla­di­mer iliC? _ vkiT­ xe, rad­
gan Se­vat­yve, ra­Ra­cas di­di ze­gav­le­na moex­di­na
mas­ze.
_ mo­vi­da, _ miT­xra Cu­mad, TiT­qmis Cur­Cu­liT.
_ vin mo­vi­da, ulia­nov? _ daeW­ve­bul­ma vkiT­xe
ka­tas, Tum­ca is, aS­ka­rad, da­zaf­ru­li id­ga da
xmas Zlivs iReb­da.
_ is mo­vi­da, lu­kia­ne, is, _ miT­ xra da er­ Ti
Rrmad Cai­sun­Tqa.
_ ar it­yvi we­sie­rad, iliC, vin mo­vi­da?! _ ga­
vub­raz­di.
_ di­lis var­skvla­vi mo­vi­da.
ra­ki es Tqva, me wam­sve ga­vaa­na­li­ze yve­la­fe­
ri da isev Cems ka­tas mi­vub­run­di:
_ Ca­di, vla­di­mer, da ase uT­xa­ri, wu­Ti wuT­ze

1. ger­ma­ne­li fi­lo­so­fo­si, eko­no­mis­ti, is­to­ri­ko­si, po­li­ti­ku­ri

Teo­ri­ti­ko­si, so­cio­lo­gi, ko­mu­nis­ti da re­vo­lu­cio­ne­ri, rom­lis
ideeb­sac efuZ­ne­ba Ta­na­med­ro­ve ko­mu­niz­mi.

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Ca­mo­vao, _ ka­ta gab­run­da, mag­ram me­re ra­Rac ga­
max­sen­da da isev da­vu­Za­xe: _ iliC!.. moi­ca­de. mo­
mis­mi­ne, ga­reT wvims, ami­tom sve­li iq­ne­ba, ho­da
ga­xa­de, rac ac­via, sa­kid­ze da­ki­de, bu­xa­ri aan­Te
da vis­ki mie­ci an, Tu sa­ku­Ta­ri Se­moq­me­de­bis ga­
sin­jva un­da ax­la, sa­moc gra­du­sia­ni Wa­Wa gad­
mou­Re da ase uT­xa­ri, lu­kia­nem Se­mo­giT­va­laT,
ga­da­ka­riT da ga­gaT­bob­To.
Ce­mi Zma­ka­ci ka­ta _ vla­di­mer iliC ulia­no­
vi _ ki­beeb­ze rbi­lad daeS­va, me ki uceb ga­mo­
viv­le pi­ri men­To­lia­ni sav­le­biT, rom sas­mlis
su­ni ar am­svlo­da, amo­vic­vi suf­Ta sac­va­li,
TeT­ri, fiT­qi­na, ase­Ti­ve win­de­bi, naW­ris Sar­
va­li, zo­lia­ni ze­da da Sa­vi pal­to, TiT­qos
ga­reT gav­dio­di wvi­ma­Si mar­Tlac. mok­led,
mec ne­la Cav­dio­di ki­be­ze, gam­be­dao­bas vik­
ref­di Ti­To sa­fe­xu­ris gac­de­nas­Tan er­Tad,
da bo­los Cem win is ga­moC­nda: ada­mia­nis tya­
vi­sa­gan Se­ke­ri­li Sa­vi kla­si­ku­ri fex­sac­me­li
ec­va, ga­la­ku­li, Sa­vi Tas­me­bi ma­Ral Sav win­
deb­Si Cae­ta­na, er­Tma­neT­ze ga­da­de­bul, ga­daj­
va­re­di­ne­bul fe­xebs ase­ve Sa­vi da ase­ve kla­si­
ku­ri Sar­va­li umo­sav­da; SiS­vel, od­nav bew­vian
tan­ze mu­qi lur­ji pe­ran­gi ec­va, zed ki Txe­li
Sa­vi pi­ja­ki Se­moec­va. cal­yba Ri­mi­liT Se­mo­me­
ge­ba, ase­ve ga­vu­Ri­me mec.
_ cis­kris var­skvla­vi amo­dis! _ wa­vim­Re­re
xma­maR­la ki­bis bo­lo ori sa­fe­xu­ri­dan, _ amo­
dis, da or zRvas Sua brwyin­de­ba!
_ for­ma­Si xar, _ Se­ma­qo da gai­ci­na, me­re xe­
lis ska­mis­ken gaS­ve­riT ma­niS­na, da­je­qio.

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 _ aba, aq ram mo­giy­va­na, Se mad­lia­no? _ Ri­mi­
liT vkiT­xe.
_ yve­la­ze ara­zus­ti zed­sar­Ta­vi Se­gir­Ce­via
Ce­mi da­xa­sia­Te­bis­Tvis, _ Ri­mi­li ar Sor­de­bo­da
sa­xi­dan, _ mag­ram, lu­kia­ne, un­da giT­xra: aq ro­
mis pa­pis da­va­le­biT var.
_ ram­xe­la iro­ niaa _ is ba­ to­ ni gzav­nis msa­
xurs, ro­ me­
lic Ta­ vad imis msa­ xu­ria, vinc mas
ax­la em­sa­xu­re­ba!.. pa­ra­doq­se­bi, icoc­xle, giy­
varT ori­ves!
_ mo­mis­mi­ne, _ da­se­rio­zul­da, _ pap­ma icis
Se­ni gav­le­na or­To­doq­seb­ze, da isic icis, rom
Sen­nai­ri mor­wmu­ne dRes ar moi­Zeb­ne­ba, ami­to­
mac gTa­va­zobs, dai­Tan­xme si­no­di, rom sa­bo­
lood gaer­Tian­des is, rac uaz­rod gai­yo 1054
wels _ mar­Tlma­di­deb­lo­ba da ka­To­li­keo­ba.
war­moid­gi­ne, mo­sis­xle mtre­bi _ ka­To­li­ke­bi da
pro­tes­tan­te­bi _ uk­ve Seer­Tdnen, da ra sWirs
mar­Tlma­di­deb­lo­bas? ga­na, ar kar­gavs Za­las da
gav­le­nas Tun­dac xal­xze, ro­ca xe­da­ven, ro­go­
ri da­sus­te­bu­lia ek­le­sia?
_ Sen me su­le­li ggo­ni­var, var­skvla­vo? _ mec
dav­se­rio­zul­di uk­ve, _ 1054 wels mox­da di­di
gan­xeT­qi­le­ba _ sqiz­ma _ da mi­ze­zi Cem­Tvi­sac
kar­gad cno­bi­lia da, mi­Tu­me­tes, Sen­Tvi­sac: ka­
To­li­kur­ma ek­le­siam sar­wmu­noe­bis sim­bo­lo _
mrwam­si _ Sec­va­la fi­lio­kes Ca­ma­te­biT; Tu paps
un­da Se­ri­ge­ba, Ca­ma­te­bu­li un­da amoi­Ros, xom
ici.
_ lu­kia­ne, mo­mis­mi­ne...
_ ara, da­ma­ca­de, _ Se­vaw­yve­ti­ne, _ ma­ma, Ze

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da su­liw­min­da; ma­ma _ pir­ve­li hi­pos­ta­si, Se­
moq­me­di, ara­vis­gan iS­ve­ba da ara­vis­gan ga­mo­dis;
Ze _ meo­re hi­pos­ta­si, ma­mis­gan So­bi­li; su­liw­
min­da _ me­sa­me hi­pos­ta­si, ma­mis­gan ga­mom­di­na­re.
var­skvla­vo, ka­To­li­ku­ri ek­le­siis mier mox­da
uaz­ro­bis Ca­ma­te­ba me­sa­me hi­pos­ta­sis bu­ne­ba­Si _
TiT­qos­da su­liw­min­da Zis­ga­nac ga­mom­di­na­reobs,
rac WeS­ma­ri­tad uxe­Si dar­Rve­vaa _ ra ga­mo­dis,
su­liw­min­da RvTis­mSo­bels miud­ga da iS­va ie­so,
sru­li Rmer­Ti da sru­li ka­ci? Tu su­liw­min­
da Zis­ga­nac ga­mom­di­na­reobs, vi­RebT in­ces­tis
msgavs dar­ Rve­vas da uaz­ ro pa­ ra­doqss _ anu,
Svi­lic miud­ga de­das. meo­re se­rio­zu­li dar­
Rve­va, Ce­mo var­skvla­vo, aris dog­ma­ti ma­ria­mis
yov­lad... _ aq sit­yva gav­wyvi­te, rad­gan az­rze
mo­ve­di, _ jan­da­ba, var­skvla­vo, sul da­ma­viw­yda,
vis ve­la­pa­ra­ke­bo­di, _ da ga­me­ci­na, _ vi­ci, iq
iya­vi, da isic vi­ci, rom es yve­la­fe­ri Sen­Tvi­sac
cno­bi­lia _ ga­na SeiZ­le­ba, ar ico­de? mok­led,
Ce­mi pa­su­xi na­Te­lia, Tum­ca­Ra ga­fa­seb, rom ime­
di ar da­kar­ge da am­xe­la gza ga­moia­re Cem­Tvis.
er­Ti xom ar dag­ve­lia ra­me, Se­ni Taos­no­biT Seq­
mni­li? „Fin­lan­dia“ maqvs lur­ jic da wi­ Te­lic _
air­Cie.
Tum­ca di­lis var­skvlavs ara­fe­ri aur­Ce­via,
ub­ra­lod gaw­bi­le­bu­li _ Tum­ca, ar im­Cnev­da _
da imed­gac­rue­bu­li sa­xiT mo­ma­Cer­da, sa­kid­ze
Ca­mo­ki­de­bu­li mSra­li Sa­vi pal­to moic­va, ka­ri
gaa­Ro da wvi­ma­Si gau­Ci­nar­da. ga­mo­vi­xu­re me ka­
ri, rag­dan Sem­civ­da co­ta­Ti da Se­me­Sin­da, ar
gav­ci­ve­bu­li­ya­vi. wa­ve­di sas­mle­bis ka­ra­dis­ken,

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dav­ xe­
de jer lurj, xo­ lo Sem­ deg wi­Tel „Fin­
lan­dia“-s da, rom ver ga­dav­wyvi­te, ro­me­li da­me­
lia, ori­ve Ti­To Wi­qa Ca­mo­vis­xi da ga­dav­ka­ri.
Se­ma­xu­ra sxeul­Si. saaTs rom Sev­xe­de, sa­mi da
TxuT­me­ti iyo jer mxo­lod. ga­mik­vir­da, nu­Tu
sul erT wuT­Si mo­vas­wa­riT-meT­qi am­de­nis Tqma.
am dros sam­za­reu­lo­dan vla­di­mer ili­Ci ga­mo­
vi­da, kuds in­te­re­siT aqi­ci­neb­da, me­re ki gver­
dze mo­mij­da. gak­vir­ve­bul­ma Sev­xe­de da vkiT­xe:
_ iliC, xom ar ici, ra un­do­da?
_ aba, me ra vi­ci!..

Te­ber­va­li _ 17 ap­ri­li,
2017 we­li (pau­ze­bis ga­mo)

– 83 –
 qa­ri

erT me­tad qa­rian dRes me mov­dio­di qu­Ca­Si

mar­to, ro­gorc _ yo­vel­Tvis, da Tan mom­qon­da
mTe­li qa­ris ener­ge­ti­ka. mar­jve­na xel­Si, mar­cxe­
nas­Tan Se­da­re­biT bev­rad uf­ro gam­Zle, am­tan­sa
da Zlier­Si, me­Wi­ra ci­vi lu­dis qi­la da, ra­xan
Cem win mdgom xes ap­ ri­lis Tvis mi­ wu­
ruls ise
Ca­mos­cviv­da fo­To­li, TiT­qos ga­ga­nia Se­mod­go­ma
yo­fi­li­yo, Zlier­ma sa­so­war­kve­Tam mo­mic­va, ami­
tom ga­dav­wyvi­te, mar­cxe­na, mar­jve­nas­Tan Se­da­
re­biT bev­rad uf­ro nak­le­bad gam­Zle, mo­Ten­Til
da sust xel­ze yve­la ve­na ga­da­mex­sna Sua­ze an
mra­val na­wi­lad. ri­Ti ga­da­viW­ra, ri­Ti ga­da­viW­
ra-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­di, ro­ca pa­su­xi Cem­sa­ve xel­Si
da­vi­na­xe _ lu­dis qi­la. im xvrel­Si Cav­Ca­re ori­
ve xe­lis saC­ve­ne­be­li Ti­Ti, rom­li­da­nac siT­xe
gad­mo­dis da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, is­me­va, ori­ve Ti­Tis
veq­to­ri er­Tma­ne­Tis sa­wi­naaR­mde­go mxa­res miv­
mar­Te da, ro­ca ga­vaa­na­li­ze, rom qi­la­Si jer ki­
dev es­xa sas­me­li, uk­ve gvia­ni iyo _ mTe­li lu­di

– 84 –
Zirs daiq­ca, as­fal­tze. me, ro­gorc uk­ve al­ko­
ho­li­kad Ca­mo­ya­li­be­bu­li axal­gaz­rda, Cav­var­di
ui­me­do­ba­Si, da­ve­ci mux­leb­ze, xe­lis­gu­le­bi jer
mi­was da­va­de, Sem­deg ki ze­cas avuS­vi­re sa­lo­cav
po­za­Si, am dros ki Zlier­ma qar­ma dau­be­ra, Zirs
daq­ceul gra­du­sian siT­xes sqe­li wve­Te­bi bum­
bu­li­sebr msu­bu­qad mos­wyvi­ta, tu­Ceb­ze mo­mas­
xa da od­nav da­maw­yna­ra. me spir­tis ge­mo ki­dev
er­Txel _ da bev­rad uf­ro di­di sia­mov­ne­biT,
vid­re ma­nam­de _ Se­vig­rZe­ni re­cep­to­re­biT, me­
re une­bu­rad war­mov­Tqvi, Se pa­ra­zi­to-meT­qi, am
sit­yva­ze Psycho­naut 4-is „Pa­ra­si­te~ ga­max­sen­da, da
mov­ ye­vi jer Ri­ Rins, Sem­deg zmuils, bo­ los ki
xa­vil­sa da ki­vils. gam­vle­li ara­vin iyo, mag­ram
yve­la me mi­yu­reb­da mainc da, aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re,
od­nav Sem­rcxva, Tum­ca, ga­na, ar­se­bobs bu­ne­ba­Si
ise­Ti ka­ta, ro­mel­sac Tag­vis az­ris eSi­nia? esec
vi­fiq­re, ami­tom isev ga­var­Ze­le yvi­ri­li. me­re
sxva mi­mar­Tu­le­biT ga­meq­ca go­ne­ba: Zmao, ni­ko­
loz, iq­ neb ka­ta ki ara, spi­ lo xar-meT­ qi, Cems
Tavs vuT­xa­ri, da aman da­ma­fiq­ra ki­dev uf­ro me­
tad, rad­gan, ro­gorc cno­bi­lia, spi­los eSi­nia
Tag­vis, mag­ram, ga­na, Tagvs ar eSi­nia uS­ve­le­be­li
spi­los er­Ti da­bi­je­bis mainc? es aris or­mxri­
vi Si­Si da, ro­gorc sxva yve­la­fe­ri or­mxri­vi
grZno­ba, isic sa­sia­mov­no da pa­tiv­sa­ce­mia me­tad.
me ar vi­co­di, ra meq­na an, su­lac, ra min­do­da am
qve­ya­na­ze, ami­tom di­di zo­mis qur­Tu­kis far­Te
gu­lis ji­be­Si xe­li Ca­vi­ya­vi da _ hoi saoc­re­bav!
_ axa­li qi­la gaC­nda Cems mar­jve­na xel­Si, ro­me­
lic wam­sve gav­xse­ni da mo­vi­yu­de. civ­ma siT­xem

– 85 –
kbi­le­bi mat­ki­na, sa­ku­Tar­ma Tav­Seu­ka­veb­lo­bam
_ gu­li, al­ko­ho­lis axal­ma do­zam _ RviZ­li da
Tir­kmle­bi, mag­ram, miu­xe­da­vad am yve­laf­ri­sa, me
me­gob­ro­bis gam­zi­ris or­moc­daerT no­mer­Si, meo­
re sa­mu­si­ko sko­lis pir­da­pir ar wav­qceul­var
da gza ga­vag­rZe­le dau­Ra­la­vad, axa­li Se­mar­Te­
bi­Ta da en­Tu­ziaz­miT, ra­mac gu­li, co­ta ar iyos,
amiC­qa­ra, gu­lis aC­qa­re­bam Cem­Si sis­xlis mi­moq­
ce­va daaC­qa­ra, sis­xlis mi­moq­ce­vis pro­ces­ma me­
ta­bo­liz­mis siC­qa­re ai­yo­lia da, am yve­laf­ri­dan
ga­mom­di­na­re, ga­vof­lian­di.
_ si­ga­
re­ ti xom ar geq­ ne­
ba, Zma? _ iq­ ve gam­
vlel la­maz go­go­nas vkiT­xe od­na­vi mo­wi­we­biT.
_ ar ve­we­vi, _ miT­xra da xe­li ise aiq­nia, TiT­
qos mo­ma­bez­re­bel bu­zebs ige­rieb­so di­di mon­
do­me­biT.
am dros ho­ri­zon­tze, ius­ti­ciis sax­lis mo­pir­
da­pi­re mxa­res, ga­moC­nda xa­tia _ er­Tdrou­lad,
arc nac­no­bi da arc uc­no­bi go­go­na. moa­bi­jeb­da
TiT­qmis areu­lad, Tav­dau­je­reb­lad, moa­Ta­ma­Seb­
da mox­de­nil ga­vas nar­ci­su­li su­lis­kve­Te­biT,
ga­mo­met­yve­le­ba hqon­da zRvru­li _ ma­Sa­sa­da­me,
es niS­ navs, rom mas uWir­ da, rad­ ga­
nac mis mTel
sxeul­ze Can­da Wi­di­li xor­cis da su­lis, ase­ve
_ siy­va­ru­lis da si­Zul­vi­lis, ki­dev _ maq­si­ma­
liz­mis da ni­hi­liz­mis. mok­led, brZo­lis ve­lad
qceu­li­yo xa­tias mTe­li sxeu­li, da mis tu­Ceb­ze
mox­de­ni­lad ixa­te­bo­da ini da ia­ni. mi­si Tva­le­bi
hgav­da has­ki­sas _ er­Ti vne­biT iyo gan­msWva­lu­li
da sav­se, xo­lo meo­re siy­va­ruls da ke­Til­So­bi­
le­bas gaeJ­Rin­Ta. vi­co­di, mo­vi­do­da da ga­dam­koc­

– 86 –
ni­da, ami­to­mac sas­wra­fod da­viw­ye sa­Re­Wi re­zi­nis
mo­Zie­ba Cems ar­se­nal­Si, Tum­ca, sam­wu­xa­rod, amao
ga­mod­ga es yve­la­fe­ri da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, dav­mar­cxdi.
xa­tia mar­Tlac mo­vi­da Ce­ma­m­de me­tad in­di­fe­ren­
tu­li, ni­hi­lis­tu­ri, uin­te­re­so da haer­Si gaur­
kvev­lad ga­mo­ki­de­bu­li sa­xiT, mag­ram, da­mi­na­xa Tu
ara ax­lo­dan, ise gai­Ri­ma, rom, Se­miZ­lia dar­wmu­ne­
biT vTqva, cxov­re­ba­Si me ase­Ti Ri­mi­li aras­dros
me­na­xa da arc mi­na­xavs. ver miv­xvdi, ra un­do­da mas
cxov­re­bis­gan _ Cem­sa­viT iyo im mo­men­tSi, ub­ra­lod
is ar svam­da, me ki, Ta­ma­mad vam­bob, vlo­Tob­di.
_ ro­gor xar, ni­ko­loz? _ Ta­vi­si wi­Te­li po­
ma­dia­ni tu­Ce­bi ga­moiS­vi­ra Ce­mi lo­yis­ken, mag­
ram, ro­gorc yo­vel­Tvis xde­ba xol­me ga­da­koc­
vni­sas, Cve­ni mxo­lod lo­ye­bi mie­do er­Tma­neTs
mWid­rod. wam­sve da­mia­ra Jruan­tel­ma mi­si rbi­
li ka­nis Seg­rZne­bis ga­mo.
_ es me var, _ vuT­xa­ri Ri­mi­liT.
_ ra? _ ver mim­ xvda­ri­yo, mag­ ram, Ce­mi Ri­mi­
lis­da ga­mo, isic iRi­mo­da.
_ es me var, _ ga­vu­meo­re im ime­diT, rom nel-
ne­la gai­geb­da, ra sur­da cxov­re­ba­Si rea­lu­rad
ara sxvis­gan da ara ka­rie­ris­gan, ara­med _ ub­ra­
lod, fa­seu­lad da WeS­ma­ri­tad Ri­re­bu­lad.
_ miT­xa­ri... _ Ri­mi­liT­ve SeW­mux­na war­be­bi.
_ es me var qa­ri, _ mec vuT­xa­ri, lu­di ga­mov­
ca­ le da, si­ mar­Tle vTqva, aRar max­ sovs, me­re
ra iyo.

25 ap­ri­li, 2017 we­li

– 87 –
 sar­kev, sar­kev

da­saw­yi­si: mok­led, erT dRes Zvel rus­Tav­

Si, moed­ nis gver­ dze rom viw­ ro qu­Caa da im
qu­Ca­ze bar-res­to­ra­ni „pra­Ra“, ro­me­lic pir­
da­pir ase­ve bar-res­to­ran „ber­lins“ uyu­rebs,
iq, xin­ kals vWam­ di. Cem win gaw­ yo­
bil xis ma­
gi­da­ze oTx wi­la­dad ido asi xin­ka­li, da Ti­
Toeuls or­Tqli as­dio­da. uceb, Se­vam­Cnie,
rom er­Ti maT­ga­ni ga­xeu­li­yo da wve­ni gad­mos­
dio­da, ami­tom, bib­liu­ri iga­vis­da Ta­nax­mad,1
mi­va­to­ve is oT­xmoc­dac­xra­me­ti xin­ka­li da im
erTs mi­vub­run­di saW­me­lad. ax­la vxvde­bi, rom
es is­to­ria ara­nair kav­Sir­Si araa imas­Tan, ri­
si mo­yo­lac min­da, ami­tom, Tqve­nis ne­bar­TviT,
da­saw­yiss Sev­cvli.
axa­li da­saw­yi­si: ada­mia­ni, ro­gorc er­Ti ar­si,
Jam­Tas­vlas­Tan er­Tad or arss hqmnis.
_ yi­nu­lia Sens Ri­mil­Si, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ tyui­

1. sau­ba­ria da­kar­gu­li cxvre­bis igav­ze, ro­me­lic sa­xa­re­ba­Si

gvxvde­ba.

– 88 –
lad mi­Ri­mi. ver mgrZnob da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, mat­
yua­ra xar.
_ ra­tom ver ggrZnob me Sen, ro­ca Sen me uf­
ro ver mgrZnob, a? _ ase­Ti iyo mi­si pa­su­xi.
_ me rom ver ggrZnob­ de, ar vit­ yo­
di, yi­nu­
lia-meT­qi Sens Ri­mil­Si, rad­gan, Tu si­ci­ve ver
ig­rZe­ni, ro­gor igeb, yi­nu­lia Tu ub­ra­lo mi­na
Sen wi­na­Se?
_ da ris ga­mo, a?
_ ga­na, ar ici? Cven Cve­ni saq­mee­biT vfa­sobT
ada­mia­ne­bis Tval­Si. me rom Rmer­Ti vi­yo, gu­liT
gan­gsji­di, mag­ram, sam­wu­xa­rod an sa­bed­nie­rod,
ada­ mia­
ni var, ami­tom es ar Se­ miZ­lia. da, sa­nam
it­yo­de, da­gas­wreb da me vit­yvi: vi­ci, ara maqvs
uf­le­ba vin­mes gan­sjis, mag­ram mwams, Sen vin­me
ar xar.
_ jo­jo­xe­Ti me­lis? da ra, ggo­nia, me ar vi­
ci es yve­la­fe­ri? _ Rrma iro­nia Seim­Cneo­da im
wams mis xma­Si, ro­me­lic ga­mow­veu­li iyo sa­bo­
loo ar­sis gaaz­re­bis dra­ma­tu­lo­biT. ada­mia­
ni ro­ca cuds sCa­dis ra­mes, yo­vel­Tvis icis,
rom Ca­de­ni­li cu­dia, mag­ram, imis ga­mo, rom
sa­ku­Tar Tav­Tan sa­xe­li gai­te­xa da mis Tval­Si
mu­dam av­xor­cia Ta­vad­ve da iro­niu­li, Si­na­ga­
nad­ve brkol­de­ba da aRar cdi­lobs, ra­me ga­
moas­wo­ros.
_ ara, ras am­bob. tyui­lia Sen­Tvis eg yve­la­
fe­ri: ar ar­se­bobs Sen­Tvis arc eS­ma­ki da arc
jo­jo­xe­Ti _ Se­ni su­li dai­Ru­pe­ba iqam­de, sa­nam
mok­vde­ba Se­ni sxeu­li, ami­tom araf­ris ge­Si­no­
des.

– 89 –
 _ ra Tqma un­da, es ima­ze Se­ma­Si­ne­be­lia, vid­re
ne­bis­mie­ri eS­ma­ki an jo­jo­xe­Ti SeiZ­le­ba iyos,
da dar­wmu­ne­bu­li var, Sen es ici.
_ ra­to­mac ara?..
_ Tu mar­Ta­lia es yo­ve­li­ve, rac gai­fiq­re _
da Sen ici, me mes­ mis Se­
ni fiq­ re­bi _ ma­ Sin, ga­
mo­dis, Ce­mi ar­se­bo­bis da­kar­gviT ara­fers vkar­
gav, rad­gan ar var im cxo­vel­ze me­ti araf­riT,
ro­mel­mac cek­va da xtun­va Sim­Si­li­sa da gve­mis
xar­jze is­wav­la.
_ Tu mo­mis­men, ase get­yvi: ar­se­bo­bis da­kar­
gviT ar­se­bo­bas da­kar­gav, ar­se­bo­ba ki, Ta­vis
mxriv, cxov­re­bis­Tvis au­ci­le­be­li wi­na­pi­ro­baa.
Sen ver daT­rgu­nav sik­vdi­liT sik­vdils, rad­gan
er­Ta­der­Ti, vinc daiT­rgu­ne­ba, me viq­ne­bi.
_ me gza er­Ti maqvs.
_ Sen ar xar er­ Ta­der­Ti, vi­ sac gza er­ Ti
aqvs. ver iv­ lis ada­ mia­
ni aT gza­ ze er­ Tdrou­
lad, Tum­ca, un­da ico­de, rom es aTi­ve gza bo­
los er­Tde­ba. aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re, me Ta­ma­mad
vas­kvni, gza yve­las er­Ti aqvs, Tum­ca sxva­das­
xva, mag­ram, ra­xa­nac isi­ni bo­lo­Si er­Tde­ba, ga­
mo­dis, yve­la erT mi­zans em­sa­xu­re­ba gar­dau­va­
lo­bis prin­ci­piT.
_ ma­Sin, Tu sit­yveb­ze me­ki­de­bi bav­Svi­viT, ase
vit­yvi: me bo­lo er­Ti maqvs, rad­gan gaaz­re­bu­
lad vef­lo­bi Waob­Si.
imis ga­mo, rom da­mem­tki­ce­bi­na mis­Tvis, bo­lo
er­Ti ar hqon­da, ga­dav­wyvi­te, ori da­sas­ru­li
da­me­we­ra:
da­sas­ru­li1: _ Zmao, mis­mi­ne, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ aw

– 90 –
Se­ni xe­lo­biT iRu­pe­bi, ami­to­mac Ce­mi xe­liT da­
ga­sa­ma­reb.
da sar­ke da­vam­sxvrie. da imas­ve da­vem­sgav­se
sa­bo­lood, vi­sac vu­yu­reb­di sar­ke­Si.
da­sas­ru­li2: _ me erTs get­ yvi, Ce­
mo Zmao, _
vuT­xa­ri, _ Sen iRu­pe­bi, mag­ram mainc miy­var­xar.
sar­ke mainc da­vam­sxvrie. xo az­rze xarT...

30 ap­ri­li, 2017 we­li

– 91 –
 mzis so­na­ta

sik­vdi­lis pi­ras myo­fi, vfiq­rob, dav­we­ro

axa­li so­na­ta, mTva­ris so­na­ta. Tum­ca jer dRea,
mo­mi­wevs moc­da da­Ra­me­bam­de.

***
ai, sau­ku­ne ga­vi­da TiT­qos, da mainc dRea, me
ki ver viT­men, we­ra da­viw­yo.

***
dro iwe­le­ba, dro ne­la ga­dis, da mainc mih­
qris, da mec mi­maq­ro­lebs uf­skru­li­sa­ken. mi­
fiq­ria dro­ze bev­ri. am qve­ya­na­ze Cven­Tvis mo­
ce­mul dro da siv­rce­Si un­da mo­vas­wroT cxo­
ne­bis­ken aR­mas­vla. aw­myo un­da da­va­fa­soT, ueW­
ve­lia, mag­ram un­da viC­qa­roT Seg­ne­bu­lad, gaaz­
re­bu­lad, rad­gan verc ki war­mog­vid­ge­nia, ras
gvim­za­debs Cven, ube­durT da amouc­no­bi mi­ze­ze­

– 92 –
biT Seq­mnilT, xva­lin­de­li dRe. Ti­Toeu­li ada­
mia­ni drois sa­mi mo­nak­ve­TiT cxov­robs: war­su­
liT, aw­myo­Ti da mo­mav­liT _ war­suls, ra Tqma
un­da, ver Sev­ cvliT da verc da­ vab­ru­
nebT; me­
tic _ Cven ar gvaqvs war­su­li, ara­med Cven Ta­vad
varT Cve­ni war­su­li. mag­ram, ai, mo­ma­va­li dRe­
van­de­li dRiT ga­ni­saz­Rvre­ba da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
mis­gan ga­mom­di­na­reobs. aw­myo, Ta­vis mxriv, sxva
ara­fe­ria, Tu ara _ Cve­ni war­su­lis Tvi­sob­ri­vi
ja­mi ax­lan­del dro­Si. dro, ro­gorc me mes­mis
mi­si ar­si, su­lie­ri un­da iyos, we­siT, drois su­
li ki, Ce­ mi az­
riT, sic­ ruis su­ lia, rad­gan igi
dRes erTs am­kobs, xval _ meo­res; is dRes das­
ci­nis im az­rebs, rom­le­bic, Ta­vis mxriv, wle­bis
Sem­deg uk­ve imas das­ci­nebs, ro­me­lic mas das­
ci­no­da. ro­gorc aR­tki­ne­bis wu­Teb­Si, ro­de­sac
Tav­Si xmau­ria, qao­si, Tva­leb­Si yve­la­fe­ri gao­
re­bu­lia da Tav­bru gex­ve­va, ro­de­sac SeuZ­le­
be­lia rai­mes da­nax­va da mos­me­na da, Se­sa­ba­mi­
sad, ga­ge­ba, ase­ve drois su­lis ze­gav­le­nis qveS
xde­ba igi­ve _ ada­mia­ne­bi ise­Ti­ve Tav­brus­xve­va­Si
arian, ise­ve nak­le­bad xe­da­ven da es­miT, ro­gorc
_ Zlie­ri aR­gZne­bis Jams. usas­ru­lo­bas rac See­
xe­ba, is SeiZ­le­ba drois ar ar­se­bo­biT iyos ga­
mow­veu­li an, rac me uf­ro me­tad sa­va­rau­dod
mi­maC­nia, drois War­bi rao­de­no­biT _ yo­ve­li
we­li, yo­ve­li Tve, yo­ve­li kvi­ra, yo­ve­li dRe,
yo­ve­li wu­Ti, yo­ve­li wa­mi gvaax­loebs Cven ma­ra­
diu­lo­bas­Tan; yo­ve­li axa­li wlis dad­go­ma ma­ra­
diu­lo­bis oma­xia­ni Se­mo­Za­xe­baa Rrma si­So­ri­dan,
ro­me­lic Cve­ni go­nie­ri gu­le­bis­ke­naa mo­mar­Tu­

– 93 –
li; yo­ ve­
li wu­ Ti mar­ Tlac gvaax­loebs im mij­
nas, ro­ca ma­ra­diu­lo­ba­Si un­da ga­da­vi­nac­vloT
da, vid­ re droi­ sa da usas­ru­lo­bis am zRvars
mi­vaR­wev­deT, WeS­ma­ri­te­bis gza­ze dad­go­ma un­
da mo­vas­wroT. Ti­Toeu­li dRe da saa­Ti ma­ra­
di­so­bis ga­mo­Za­xi­lia, me ase vTvli da mi­maC­nia...
ada­mians ub­ra­lod ada­mia­nis Se­fer­xe­ba da Se­Ce­
re­ba Tu SeuZ­lia mxo­lod, To­rem aba dros ras
uzams... da mainc, es yve­ la­fe­
ri kar­gi, mag­ram,
Rmer­To, dro?.. sa­nam Cems Tavs vkiT­xav, dro ra
aris_meT­qi, iqam­de pa­su­xi da­nam­dvi­le­biT vi­ci,
mag­ram, ro­ ca kiT­ xvas vsvam, miT uf­ro mi­ Wirs
pa­su­xis ga­ce­ma...
ai, mTe­li Ce­mi cxov­re­ba dro swra­fad ga­dio­
da, da mxo­lod ax­la­Ra Se­nel­da TiT­qos spe­cia­
lu­rad, ga­miz­nu­lad da gaaz­re­bu­lad. max­sen­de­
ba co­ li, wle­ bis win Tav­ ze rom med­ ga da dam­
Cxao­da umow­ya­lod; er­Txel isic miT­xra, yve­
la­fe­ri dam­Tav­rdao. ki, yve­la ada­mia­ni Ta­vi­se­
bu­rad sas­ti­kia _ ma­ga­li­Tad, ka­ce­bi uxe­So­ben,
sva­men, igi­ne­bian da it­yue­bian _ mag­ram yve­la­ze
sas­ti­ki ka­cic ki ver get­yvis sit­yvebs, dam­Tav­
rdao yve­la­fe­ri. qa­le­bi ise mar­ti­vad, ise sia­
mov­ne­biT da sia­mis gan­cdis Tan­xle­biT am­bo­ben
am da msgavs sit­ yvebs, rom, Za­lau­
ne­
bu­rad, ar
ges­mis ma­Ti. al­baT, er­Ta­der­Ti, rac ka­cebs qa­
leb­Si mos­wonT, isaa, rom qa­le­bis ga­ge­ba, ub­ra­
lod, ar SeiZ­le­ba da mor­Ca. zo­ga­dad, siy­va­ru­
lis ar­si­Tac gan­sxvav­de­ba ka­ci da qa­li _ qals
surs, ma­ma­ka­ci miiy­va­nos im do­nem­de, rom man
sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vi uar­yos da bo­lom­de qal­ze gax­

– 94 –
des da­mo­ki­de­bu­li, xo­lo ma­ma­ka­cis siy­va­ru­lis
ar­si Tavisufali flo­ bis sur­ vi­
lia, da ara _
sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vis uar­yo­fa da qa­lis bo­lom­de er­
Tgu­le­ba; flo­bis sur­vi­li ki­dev uf­ro me­tad
iz­rde­ba ma­ma­kac­Si, rac qa­li mis­cems sa­ku­Tar
Tavs, rad­gan ma­ma­ka­cis bu­ne­bis­Tvis ad­vi­li ar
aris, da­neb­des azrs, rom qals me­ti aRa­ra­fe­ri
aqvs mi­sa­ce­mi.
mag­ram, so­na­ta?!.
ar Ram­de­bo­da, me ki mouT­men­lo­bi­sa da Si­Sis
na­zav grZno­bas ave­ta­ne. vai­da, ise mov­kvde, rom
Ce­mi bo­lo so­na­ta ver dav­we­ro-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­
di. da am fiq­reb­Si mo­mi­vi­da idea, az­ri: so­na­ta
mzis­Tvis. mze mo­nat­re­baa mTva­ris, xo­lo mTva­re
_ mzis. me dav­wer, Tqven daar­qviT, rac gin­daT
_ er­Ti­dai­gi­vea es yve­la­fe­ri, ara­fe­ria mzis­qve­
SeT­Si axa­li.

16 de­kem­be­ri, 2016 we­li

– 95 –
 ana da ma­ria

zus­tad max­sovs, es iyo 2013 wlis cxra iv­ni­sis

Ra­me, ro­me­lic, rea­lu­rad, uk­ve aRar iyo cxra
iv­ni­si, ara­med _ aTi. qo­bu­leT­Si vi­ya­vi erT-erT
Sa­viz­Rvis­pi­ra sas­tum­ro­Si, ro­me­lic su­lac ar
iyo Sa­vi. sas­tum­ros meoT­xe sar­Tul­ze vi­ya­vi
asu­li, mom­cro ai­van­ze, da zRvas ar gav­yu­reb­
di. vi­de­qi am viw­ro ai­van­ze, vuc­qer­di pal­me­bian
ho­ri­zonts, ro­ca uceb mo­min­da, qve­viT da­me­xe­
da da, ra­to­mac ara, da­vi­xe­de ki­de­vac, Tum­ca
ara­fe­ri gan­sa­kuT­re­bu­li me iq ar dam­xved­ria _
id­ga er­Ti mu­qi ia­sam­nis­fe­ri man­qa­na, ori gaS­
li­li qol­ga da as­fal­ti. ar vi­ci, da­sav­le­Tis,
zRvi­dan wa­mo­su­li no­tio hae­ris bra­li iyo es
yve­la­fe­ri Tu sxva rai­me aux­sne­lis, mag­ram eniT
ga­mouT­qme­li sev­da ki Se­mo­maw­va me im wu­Teb­Si
da, dav­xe­de Tu ara ki­dev er­Txel nac­ris­fer as­
falts, ga­vi­fiq­re, ba­rem xom ar ga­dav­xte-meT­qi.
daiR­vre­bo­da ki er­Ti msxvi­li crem­li mainc imis
ga­mo, rom, ai, mov­kvdi am­xe­la ka­ci? iq­neb, gau­

– 96 –
xar­de­bo­daT is, rom, ro­gorc iq­ne­bo­da, da­vis­ve­
neb­di am­qvey­niu­ri uaz­ro­bis­gan? xe­le­bi gav­Sa­le
da sa­ku­Tar Tavs mo­vat­yue, vxte­bi-meT­qi, me­re
co­ta ga­da­vi­wie ki­dec win, mag­ram ise Se­me­Sin­da,
aiv­nis ka­rebs ave­ka­ri zur­giT. dav­je­qi Zirs, Se­
mo­viw­yve xe­le­bi Tav­ze, Tum­ca, rom miv­xvdi, ase
di­di xa­ni ver gav­Zleb­di, gaZ­le­bis maq­si­ma­lur
dros da­vas­wa­ri _ av­de­qi, ka­ri ga­mo­va­Re, de­
re­fan­Si ga­ve­di, ki­beeb­ze da­veS­vi, Se­mo­sas­vle­
li ka­ric da mTa­va­ri WiS­ka­ric dav­xse­ni, ga­ve­di
ca­riel qu­Ca­Si da Rrmad Ca­vi­sun­Tqe. mok­led,
sik­vdil­ze da, gan­sa­kuT­re­biT, Ta­vis mok­vla­ze
rom daiw­yebs ada­mia­ni fiqrs, sa­nam ar mok­vde­ba,
iqam­de ver Cer­de­ba, mag­ram me­re fiq­robs, ra­
tom mov­kdi, ra min­do­dao; Tum­ca­Ra qal­sac aqvs
_ uf­ro kon­kre­tu­lad, qa­lis siy­va­ruls _ is
mkur­na­li Za­la, rom sik­vdil­ze fiqrs mog­wyvi­
tos, mag­ram es mxo­lod iqam­de, sa­nam Tvi­Ton qa­
li ar mi­ga­to­vebs, me­re ki bev­rad mets ifiq­reb
ima­ze, ra­sac mow­ydi. ax­la ga­vag­rZe­leb imas, ra­
sac vyve­bo­di: mok­led, ga­ve­di qu­Ca­Si, Ca­vu­ye­vi
me­fe da­viT aR­ma­Se­neb­lis gam­zirs iqam­de, sa­nam
Ria ma­Ra­zia ar vi­po­ve. mar­ke­ti pa­ta­ra iyo, da
Ta­vi­suf­lad SeiZ­le­bo­da ar hqo­no­daT is, rac
me min­ do­da, mag­ ram, ra­xan sxva gza ar mqon­ da,
Se­ve­di mainc.
_ ga­mar­jo­ba, _ vuT­xa­ri gam­yid­vels im wam­sve,
ro­gorc ki Sev­dgi fe­xi.
_ ga­mou­mar­jos, _ ase mi­pa­su­xa an, rac uf­ro
me­tad sa­va­rau­doa, me ga­vi­ge ase uc­nau­rad.
_ er­Ti ime­di mo­me­ciT, Tu SeiZ­le­ba, _ vTxo­ve.

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 _ rai? _ sak­maod di­di pau­zis Sem­deg gaik­vir­
va xma­maR­la.
_ ime­di min­da. ra Rirs? _ ga­vu­meo­re kiT­xva
da­ma­te­bi­TurT.
_ he­le, te­le­vi­ziis Car­Tva gin­da? ar maqvs
ager me te­le­vi­zo­ri, _ ula­ma­ze­si aq­cen­tiT
war­moT­qva.
_ ara, te­le­vi­zia ara, _ Ta­vi ga­vaq­nie da ax­
snas mov­ye­vi: _ ui­me­dod var. di­liT Ca­mo­ve­di aq,
ax­la uk­ve Ra­mea, mag­ram ime­di ar miC­nde­ba mainc,
ho­da, ra Rirs, miT­xa­riT, da ga­da­vix­di ne­bis­
mier Tan­xas.
_ ax­la ra­ Sia saq­me, Tu ici, _ da­ fiq­rda am
sit­yve­biT, me­re ki miT­xra, _ bev­ri ime­di maq me
_ daw­ye­bu­li na­xe­va­ri lit­ri­dan, dam­Tav­re­bu­li
or­lit­ra na­xev­riT _ da gaaC­nia, ro­mel gin­da da.
_ „ba­va­ria“ ime­di gaqvT? ori lit­ri.
_ ra­fer ar maqvs „ba­va­ria“ ime­di! _ gaib­rwyi­
na sa­xe Za­liT. _ Tan ori lit­ri. eq­vsi la­ri da
TeT­ri oT­xmoc­daa­Ti moi­ta.
_ aha Sen Svi­ di la­ ri, da er­ Tje­ ra­di Wi­qac
mo­me­ci er­Ti ca­li, _ vuT­xa­ri im mo­men­tSi, ro­
ca ga­vu­wo­de xuT la­ria­ni ku­piu­ra da rki­nis or
la­ria­ni mo­ne­ta. me­re vkiT­xe: _ Ta­vis mok­vla­ze
gi­fiq­ria?
_ ara, Zma, _ ase mi­pa­su­xa da Tan mom­ca ori
lit­ri „ba­va­ria“ da er­Ti gam­Wvir­va­le Wi­qa.
_ kai ma­Sin, _ vuT­xa­ri, na­vaW­ri ga­mo­var­Tvi da
wa­mo­ve­di isev sas­tum­ros­ken.
ga­mov­dgi Tu ara fe­xi ma­Ra­zii­dan da ori met­
ri ga­via­re, mo­SiS­vle­bul mxar­ze wvi­mis me­tad

– 98 –
ci­vi wve­Ti da­me­ca, ra­mac ma­fiq­re­bi­na, rom ada­
mia­ni, ro­me­lic ab­so­lu­tu­rad az­rian sam­ya­ros
uaz­ros daar­qmevs, Ta­vad grZnobs sa­ku­Tar Tavs
uaz­rod, mag­ram sag­nis­Tvis uaz­ros dar­qme­va­Si
is uk­ve azrs nel-ne­la xe­davs, da icis, faq­ti,
nes­vis di­di da mZi­me na­yo­fi rom pa­ta­ra da sust
ba­lax­saa ga­mob­mu­li, xo­lo kak­lis msu­bu­qi da
pa­ta­ra na­yo­fi _ uzar­ma­zar xes, er­Ti Se­xed­viT
usa­mar­Tlo­baa, mag­ram, ro­gorc ki daw­ve­ba kak­
lis xis qveS da Tav­ Si na­yo­
fi dae­ ce­ma, xvde­
ba,
nes­vi rom da­ce­mo­da, ki­de­vac gau­xeT­qav­da Tavs.
meo­re wve­Tic rom da­me­ca ax­la uk­ve meo­re mxar­
ze, fiq­ri Sev­wyvi­te, rad­gan ise mo­min­da uceb
da­le­va, rom go­ne­bis yve­la wer­ti­li­dan ga­mo­
ma­va­li uxi­la­vi Zal­wi­ri lu­dis boT­lis­ken ga­
meq­ca. na­bi­jis siC­qa­res mo­vu­ma­te sag­rZnob­lad.
sa­ku­Tar az­rebs ise vyav­di dat­yve­ve­bu­li bo­lo
pe­rio­dis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si, rom yo­vel dRe dRe­Si
ram­den­jer­me vsvam­di, mag­ram ga­na imi­tom, rom
da­le­va an fiqrs asus­tebs _ ara­da, pi­ri­qiT, aZ­
lie­rebs ki­dec mo­men­teb­Si _ an imi­tom, rom cud
gu­ne­ba­gan­wyo­bi­le­bas kar­giT cvlis, ara­med, ra
vi­ci... ar vi­ ci, ra­ tom. al­ baT, mi­ze­zi mainc is
iyo, rom Cems sul­Si ar­se­bu­li si­ca­rie­le xor­
cSi ar­se­bu­li si­ca­rie­le me­go­na, da mu­cels
viv­seb­di sas­mliT; an­dac imi­tom, rom al­ko­ho­
li cen­tra­lur ner­vul sis­te­mas mi­du­neb­da da
tvin­ze ab­so­lu­tur Za­lauf­le­bas ver vi­Reb­di,
is ki ake­Teb­da yve­la­fer imas, ris uf­le­ba­sac
Ce­mi ada­mia­nu­ri ar­se­ba ar an ver aZ­lev­da xol­me.
sas­tum­ro­Sic ma­gi­tom mim­qon­da lu­di im dRes,

– 99 –
xom xvde­ biT. gza­ Si, rom­lis gav­ la xuT wuT­ Si
Ta­vi­suf­lad SeiZ­le­bo­da, Zlie­rad ga­miw­vim­da,
mag­ram sis­ve­les, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, ar Se­vu­Sin­di,
da ga­vag­rZe­le sia­ru­li kus na­bi­je­biT. Ta­vi­dan
vi­fiq­re, no­mer­Si aval-meT­qi, mag­ram me­re er­Ti
kon­trar­gu­men­tis ga­re­Sec uar­vya­vi pir­ve­li az­
ri, da ga­dav­wyvi­te isev im ai­van­ze jer as­vla da
Sem­deg gas­vla, rom­li­da­nac da­veS­vi ma­Ra­zia­Si.
ai­van­ze rom ave­di, qve­viT aRar Ca­mi­xe­davs,
To­rem, vi­co­di, er­Tic rom ga­da­me­xe­da, SeiZ­le­
bo­da mar­Tla ga­dav­mxta­ri­ya­vi. miv­je­qi kuT­xe­Si,
civ ia­tak­ze saj­do­mi dav­de, ga­yi­nul moa­jirs
zur­gi mi­vaW­de, Tum­ca Se­me­Sin­da, ar mot­ydes da
me ar ga­dav­var­de-meT­qi. jo­jo­xe­Tis stan­dar­
te­biT, mSve­nie­ri sa­Ra­mo iyo. cxe­lo­da. Wie­bis­
gan ga­mox­ru­li as­wlo­va­ni xme­li xe­sa­viT iw­vo­
da de­da­mi­wa, xo­lo ca TiT­qos jib­rze ama­teb­da
cec­xlze navTs. wvim­da. ze­cis erT mxa­res Sa­vi
Rrub­le­bis ma­siu­ri fe­na mog­ro­vi­li­yo, igi­ves
Tqma SeiZ­le­ba meo­re mxa­re­zec, mag­ram Sua­Si am
Rru­bel­Ta ma­sebs hyof­da var­skvla­ve­biT sav­se
grZe­li va­kuu­mi, lurj-moia­sam­nis­fro. pir­da­
pir ro­man­tiul da sa­siy­va­ru­lo xa­siaT­ze mo­vi­
do­da ada­mia­ni am cis Sem­xed­va­re, da mec ase mo­
mi­vi­da, eh. ho­da, vin, vin Ca­vi­xu­to-meT­qi gul­Si,
vfiq­rob­di, da avi­Re lu­dis boT­li, Ca­vi­ka­ri da
Cav­bur­jRne. am dros Se­moa­Res meoT­xe sar­Tu­
lis aiv­nis ka­ri. gav­xe­de, da ras vxe­dav _ go­goa,
Tan sak­maod la­ma­zi, Cem­ze od­nav da­ba­li, sav­se
mker­diT da ula­ma­ze­si cxvi­riT. ai, mar­Tlac,
ise­Ti go­go iyo, ueW­ve­li ana un­da rqmeo­da. ga­

– 100 –
vi­fiq­re, rom wa­vi­des, mar­Tla ga­dav­xte­bi-meT­qi.
_ xom ar Se­gi­Sa­le xe­li, ukac­ra­vad? _ mkiT­
xa, mag­ram ise, rom pa­sux­sac ar dae­lo­da, aiv­nis
meo­re kuT­xe­Si mij­da.
_ ara, ras am­ bob, _ vuT­ xa­ri mec da fe­ xe­bi
mov­ke­ce, mis­Tvis me­ti Ta­vi­su­fa­li ad­gi­li rom
mi­me­ca, _ pi­ri­qiT. di­di al­ba­To­biT, sik­vdils
ga­da­mar­Ci­ne.
_ ana mqvia.
_ vi­ci, ho. da sa­sia­mov­noa Se­ni ax­la gac­no­ba,
_ vuT­xa­ri da xe­li ga­vu­wo­de. Ca­mo­mar­Tva, _ me
var ali­ka.
_ alik, luds xom ver ga­mi­na­wi­leb­di? _ xe­li
ga­mo­miS­vi­ra pa­su­xis da­lo­de­bis ga­re­Se.
_ er­Ti Wi­qa Tu gin­da mxo­lod da sxvi­si na­
pi­ra­lis da­le­va zizRs ar ggvris, ga­mo­mar­Tvi
es Wi­qa da da­gis­xam, _ vuT­xa­ri, da ga­mo­mar­Tva
er­Tje­ra­di, gam­Wvir­va­le Wur­We­li. da­vus­xi, me
boT­li­dan mov­svi.
mad­lo­ba ga­da­mi­xa­da, di­di ylu­pi mos­va da me­
re miT­xra:
_ kar­gia, sa­sia­mov­no da­sa­le­via. ra­tom svam?
_ kar­gi ax­la, Senc nu daiw­yeb, _ aviq­nie xe­li
ga­Ri­zia­ne­bul­ma. me­re, rom ar swye­no­da, saub­ris
gab­ma da­viw­ye: _ oci wlis xom ar xar, ana?
_ ki. Senc?
_ da Sey­va­re­bu­li xom ar gyavs, ana?
_ ara, mag­ram arc Sen mom­won­xar. Sen?
_ da no­mer­Si, al­baT, da­qal­Tan er­Tad xar,
xom?
_ ki, Sen?

– 101 –
 _ de­da­Se­ni eqi­mia, ma­ma­Se­ni _ qi­mi­ko­si, mag­ram
gaur­kve­ve­li gze­biT Sou­lobs fuls; Sen Za­lian
mor­cxvi pi­rov­ne­ba xar, mag­ram sa­ku­Tar Tav­ze
maR­la dge­bi yo­vel­Tvis da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, ise iq­
ce­vi, vi­Tom­da pi­ri­qiT, Ria da pir­da­pi­ri iyo.
Sey­va­re­bu­li ra­tom ar gyavs?
_ vic­nobT er­Tma­neTs? _ co­ta gak­vir­ve­bu­li
iyo, war­be­bi SeeW­mux­na.
_ Se­ ni da­ qa­
li ise­ Ti mor­ c xvia, arc ki
ukoc­nia sa­pi­ris­p i­ro sqe­sis­Tvis. de­da­Se­n i da
ma­ma­Se­ni er­Tad aRar cxov­ro­b en, Sen ki ma­Ti
cal-cal­ke ata­n a ar Se­geZ­lo, sax­li­dan wa­
mox­ve­di da Sens Tavs uT­x a­ri, rom ax­l a ori­v e
Sen­gan Sors iq­n e­b o­d a. ori we­lia, ma­m i­das­Tan
cxov­rob, rad­gan er­Ta­d er­Ti pi­rov­n e­baa, vi­
sac arc ma­ma­S e­n i ex­m ia­n e­b a, arc _ de­da­Se­n i.
Sen ki ge­kon­t aq­t e­b ian iS­via­Tad _ Zi­r i­Ta­dad,
mainc ma­ma _ mag­ram ma­m i­d as ara­vin awu­x ebs,
verc mas­Tan mis­vlas be­d avs vin­m e. aq ram­de­n i
dRiT xar?
_ da­vi­je­ro, eg ar ge­co­di­ne­ba? _ mo­Ru­Su­li
iyo, ar esia­mov­na.
_ mec ori dRiT var. bevrs rom Wam, Se­ni Ta­
vis grcxve­nia, da me­re ori dRe Sim­Si­lob, mag­
ram me­sa­me dRes mainc im do­za sak­vebs iReb, Sim­
Si­lo­ba ris­Tvi­sac daiw­ye; me­re amas xvde­bi da
isev Cveu­leb­ri­vad Wam iqam­de, sa­nam isev ner­ve­bi
ar mo­ geS­le­ba da ori dRe xe­ lax­ la ar iSim­ Si­
leb. sa­ku­Tar for­meb­ze fiq­rob, mok­led. Sey­va­
re­bu­li ra­tom ar gyavs?
_ sai­dan gai­ge es yve­la­fe­ri? _ ax­la­Ra das­

– 102 –
va is Se­kiT­xva, ase did­xans Za­lian rom un­do­da,
daes­va.
_ lu­di rom mos­vi, Se­mog­xe­de Tu ara, wam­sve
yve­la­fers miv­xvdi. ra­tom ar gyavs Sey­va­re­bu­
li? _ me isev Cems kiT­xvas vsvam­di dau­Ra­la­vad.
_ Tva­lis qveS ori grZe­li zo­li gaqvs aseT
axal­gaz­rda biWs, _ Ti­Ti ga­moiS­vi­ra Cem­ken da
ise miT­xra, _ svam.
_ grZe­li cxvi­ri gaqvs, _ am jer­ze me ga­viS­vi­
re Ti­Ti mis­ken, _ xSi­rad da ad­vi­lad hyof sxvis
saq­meeb­Si.
_ nu meu­xe­Se­bi, ge­Tay­va, _ gai­Ri­ma pir­ve­lad
im dRes, _ cas axe­de.
_ sa­nam mox­vi­do­di, iqam­de av­xe­de.
_ ram­de­ni var­skvla­via, Tu xe­dav, _ ca­Si
iyu­re­bo­da Tvi­ Ton, TiT­ qos aq ar iyo, _ wvi­
mac ki ar mo­dis Rrub­le­bi­dan, uyu­re, ara­med
_ am ca­rie­li ad­gi­li­dan. TiT­qos mo­sem ga­yoo
Sua­ze, ara? war­moid­gi­ne, sam­ya­ro­Si, daax­loe­
biT, ora­si mi­liar­di ga­laq­ti­kaa; de­da­mi­wa ki,
uyu­re, sad mde­ba­reobs: mzis sis­te­ma­Si, ro­me­
lic, Ta­vis mxriv, „ir­mis nax­to­mis“ ga­laq­ti­ka­
Sia, „ir­mis nax­to­mi“ _ lo­ka­lur ga­laq­ti­ke­bis
jguf­Si; es jgu­fi Se­dis ga­laq­ti­ka­Ta gro­va­Si,
ro­me­lic Ta­vad Se­dis qal­wu­lis Ta­na­var­skvla­
ved­Si; es qal­wu­lis Ta­na­var­skvla­ve­di, ro­me­lic
ori aTas ga­laq­ti­kas itevs, ekuT­vnis la­nia­keas
ga­laq­ti­kur zeg­ro­vas, ro­me­lic uk­ve as aTas
ga­laq­ti­kas moi­cavs. xvde­bi, alik, ro­go­ri pa­ta­
re­bi varT? Cven ara­fers war­mo­vad­genT. me sul
min­da Ta­vis mok­vla. si­mar­Tle giT­xra, aqac imi­

– 103 –
tom ga­mo­ve­di, meT­qi, ga­da­vi­xe­de­bi, si­maR­les ga­
dav­zo­mav Tva­liT _ iq­neb, ga­dav­xte. mag­ram Sen
dam­xvdi. Ce­mi az­riT, yve­lam un­da moik­las Ta­vi,
rad­gan ara­fers aqvs az­ri.
sas­ti­kad ar mo­me­wo­na is, rac bo­los Tqva.
ma­Sin­Ra miv­xvdi, ra­tom ar hyav­da Sey­va­re­bu­li.
ise, ada­mia­nebs yo­vel­Tvis uWir­daT Sua­Si dgo­
ma, da sul uki­du­re­si ra­di­ka­liz­mis zRvar­ze
da­diod­nen. Tum­ca­Ra isic na­Te­lia, rom, ne­bis­
mier Sem­Txve­va­Si, er­Ti ra­di­ka­liz­mi meo­re­ze
yo­vel­Tvis upi­ra­te­sia.
mok­led, mo­vi­yu­de lu­di da su­lis mouT­qme­
lad ga­mov­ca­le, me­re fex­ze av­de­qi da, rom Se­ma­
qa­na, moa­jirs mi­vas­kdi. vi­fiq­re, ax­la mot­yde­ba
da Tan ga­mi­yo­lebs-meT­qi, mag­ram ara­fe­ri msgav­
si ar mom­svlia. anas da­vem­Svi­do­be _ vuT­xa­ri,
un­da wa­vi­de-meT­qi, da gul­ze da­ki­de­bul jvars
xe­li mo­vu­Wi­re, rom, mi­si ime­diT mainc, bo­lom­
de ar miv­ce­mo­di sa­so­war­kve­Tas.

***
zus­tad max­sovs, es iyo 2017 wlis cxra iv­ni­sis
Ra­me, ro­me­lic, rea­lu­rad, uk­ve aRar iyo cxra
iv­ni­si, ara­med _ aTi. qo­bu­leT­Si vi­ya­vi erT-erT
Sa­viz­Rvis­pi­ra sas­tum­ro­Si, ro­me­lic su­lac ar
iyo Sa­vi. sas­tum­ros meoT­xe sar­Tul­ze vi­ya­vi
asu­li, mom­cro ai­van­ze, da zRvas ar gav­yu­reb­
di. vi­de­qi am viw­ro ai­van­ze, vuc­qer­di pal­me­bian
ho­ri­zonts, ro­ca uceb mo­min­da, qve­viT da­me­xe­
da da, ra­to­mac ara, da­vi­xe­de ki­de­vac, Tum­ca

– 104 –
ara­fe­ri gan­sa­kuT­re­bu­li me iq ar dam­xved­ria _
id­ga er­Ti mu­qi ia­sam­nis­fe­ri man­qa­na, ori gaS­
li­li qol­ga da as­fal­ti. ar vi­ci, da­sav­le­Tis,
zRvi­dan wa­mo­su­li no­tio hae­ris bra­li iyo es
yve­la­fe­ri Tu sxva rai­me aux­sne­lis, mag­ram eniT
ga­mouT­qme­li sev­da ki Se­mo­maw­va me im wu­Teb­Si
da, dav­xe­de Tu ara ki­dev er­Txel nac­ris­fer as­
falts, ga­vi­fiq­re, ba­rem xom ar ga­dav­xte-meT­qi.
daiR­vre­bo­da ki er­Ti msxvi­li crem­li mainc imis
ga­mo, rom, ai, mov­kvdi am­xe­la ka­ci? iq­neb, gau­
xar­de­bo­daT is, rom, ro­gorc iq­ne­bo­da, da­vis­ve­
neb­di am­qvey­niu­ri uaz­ro­bis­gan? xe­le­bi gav­Sa­le
da sa­ku­Tar Tavs mo­vat­yue, vxte­bi-meT­qi, me­re
co­ta ga­da­vi­wie ki­dec win, mag­ram ise Se­me­Sin­da,
aiv­nis ka­rebs ave­ka­ri zur­giT. dav­je­qi Zirs, Se­
mo­viw­yve xe­le­bi Tav­ze, Tum­ca, rom miv­xvdi, ase
di­di xa­ni ver gav­Zleb­di, gaZ­le­bis maq­si­ma­lur
dros da­vas­wa­ri _ av­de­qi, ka­ri ga­mo­va­Re, de­
re­fan­Si ga­ve­di, ki­beeb­ze da­veS­vi, Se­mo­sas­vle­
li ka­ric da mTa­va­ri WiS­ka­ric dav­xse­ni, ga­ve­di
ca­riel qu­Ca­Si da Rrmad Ca­vi­sun­Tqe. mok­led,
sik­vdil­ze da, gan­sa­kuT­re­biT, Ta­vis mok­vla­ze
rom daiw­yebs ada­mia­ni fiqrs, sa­nam ar mok­vde­ba,
iqam­de ver Cer­de­ba, mag­ram me­re fiq­robs, ra­
tom mov­kdi, ra min­do­dao; Tum­ca­Ra qal­sac aqvs
_ uf­ro kon­kre­tu­lad, qa­lis siy­va­ruls _ is
mkur­na­li Za­la, rom sik­vdil­ze fiqrs mog­wyvi­
tos, mag­ram es mxo­lod iqam­de, sa­nam Tvi­Ton qa­
li ar mi­ga­to­vebs, me­re ki bev­rad mets ifiq­reb
ima­ze, ra­sac mow­ydi. ax­la ga­vag­rZe­leb imas, ra­
sac vyve­bo­di: mok­led, ga­ve­di qu­Ca­Si, Ca­vu­ye­vi

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me­fe da­viT aR­ma­Se­neb­lis gam­zirs iqam­de, sa­nam
Ria ma­Ra­zia ar vi­po­ve. mar­ke­ti pa­ta­ra iyo, da
Ta­vi­suf­lad SeiZ­le­bo­da ar hqo­no­daT is, rac
me min­ do­da, mag­ ram, ra­xan sxva gza ar mqon­ da,
Se­ve­di mainc. ise­Ti Seg­rZne­ba mqon­da, TiT­qos
mox­dao uk­ve es yve­la­fe­ri. Tav­bru mex­veo­da da
av­to­ma­tu­rad vmoq­me­deb­di, ra­mac de­Ja-vus Seg­
rZne­ba aT­ma­gad ga­mim­Zaf­ra.
_ ga­mar­jo­ba, _ isev vuT­xa­ri gam­yid­vels im
wam­sve, ro­gorc ki Sev­dgi fe­xi.
_ ga­mou­mar­jos, _ ase mi­pa­su­xa an, rac uf­ro
me­tad sa­va­rau­doa, me ga­vi­ge ase uc­nau­rad isev.
_ er­ Ti ime­di mo­ me­
ciT, Tu SeiZ­ le­ ba, _ isev
vTxo­ve.
_ rai? _ sak­maod di­di pau­zis Sem­deg gaik­vir­
va isev xma­maR­la.
_ ime­di min­ da. ra Rirs? _ ki­ dev ga­ vu­meo­re
kiT­xva da­ma­te­bi­TurT.
_ he­le, te­le­vi­ziis Car­Tva gin­da? ar maqvs
ager me te­le­vi­zo­ri, _ isev da isev ula­ma­ze­si
aq­cen­tiT war­moT­qva.
_ ara, te­le­vi­zia ara, _ Ta­vi ga­vaq­nie da ki­dev
ax­snas mov­ye­vi: _ ui­me­dod var. di­liT Ca­mo­ve­di
aq, ax­la uk­ve Ra­mea, mag­ram ime­di ar miC­nde­ba
mainc, ho­da, ra Rirs, miT­xa­riT, da ga­da­vix­di
ne­bis­mier Tan­xas.
_ ax­la ra­ Sia saq­me, Tu ici, _ da­ fiq­
rda am
sit­ yve­biT, me­re ki miT­ xra, _ bev­ ri ime­ di maq
me _ daw­ye­bu­li na­xe­va­ri lit­ri­dan, dam­Tav­re­
bu­li or­lit­ra na­xev­riT _ da gaaC­nia, ro­mel
gin­da da.

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 _ „ar­go“ ime­di gaqvT? ori lit­ri.
_ ra­fer ar maqvs „ar­go“ ime­di! _ gaib­rwyi­na
sa­xe Za­liT. _ Tan ori lit­ ri. eq­
vsi la­ ri da
TeT­ri or­mo­ci moi­ta.
_ aha Sen eq­vsi la­ri da or­moc­daa­Ti TeT­ri,
da er­Tje­ra­di Wi­qac mo­me­ci er­Ti ca­li, _ vuT­
xa­ri im mo­men­tSi, ro­ca ga­vu­wo­de xuT la­ria­ni
ku­piu­ra, rki­nis la­ria­ni da or­moc­daaT TeT­
ria­ni mo­ne­ta. me­re vkiT­xe: _ oT­xi we­li ga­vi­da,
da Ta­vis mok­vla­ze isev ar gi­fiq­ria jer?
_ ara, Zma, _ isev ase mi­pa­su­xa da Tan mom­ca
ori lit­ri „ar­go“ da er­Ti gam­Wvir­va­le Wi­qa.
_ kai ma­Sin, _ vuT­xa­ri isev es, sxva ra meT­
qva, na­vaW­ri ga­mo­var­Tvi da wa­mo­ve­di isev sas­
tum­ros­ken.
ga­mov­dgi Tu ara fe­xi ma­Ra­zii­dan da ori
met­ri ga­via­re, mo­SiS­vle­bul, fer­mkrTal mxar­
ze wvi­mis me­tad ci­vi wve­Ti da­me­ca, ra­mac isev
zus­tad is ma­fiq­re­bi­na, rom ada­mia­ni, ro­me­lic
ab­so­lu­tu­rad az­rian sam­ya­ros uaz­ros daar­
qmevs, Ta­ vad grZnobs sa­ ku­Tar Tavs uaz­ rod,
mag­ram sag­nis­Tvis uaz­ros dar­qme­va­Si is uk­ve
azrs nel-ne­ la xe­ davs, da icis, faq­ ti, nes­vis
di­di da mZi­ me na­yo­
fi rom pa­ ta­
ra da sust ba­
lax­saa ga­mob­mu­li, xo­lo kak­lis msu­bu­qi da pa­
ta­ra na­yo­fi _ uzar­ma­zar xes, er­Ti Se­xed­viT
usa­mar­Tlo­baa, mag­ram, ro­gorc ki daw­ve­ba kak­
lis xis qveS da Tav­ Si na­
yo­fi dae­ce­ma, xvde­ba,
nes­vi rom da­ce­mo­da, ki­de­vac gau­xeT­qav­da Tavs.
meo­re wve­Tic rom da­me­ca ax­la uk­ve meo­re mxar­
ze, fiq­ri Sev­wyvi­te, rad­gan ise mo­min­da uceb

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da­le­va, rom go­ne­bis yve­la wer­ti­li­dan ga­mo­
ma­va­li uxi­la­vi Zal­wi­ri lu­dis boT­lis­ken ga­
meq­ca. na­bi­jis siC­qa­res mo­vu­ma­te sag­rZnob­lad.
sa­ku­Tar az­rebs ise vyav­di dat­yve­ve­bu­li bo­lo
pe­rio­dis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si, rom yo­vel dRe dRe­Si
ram­den­jer­me vsvam­di, mag­ram ga­na imi­tom, rom
da­le­va an fiqrs asus­tebs _ ara­da, pi­ri­qiT, aZ­
lie­rebs ki­dec mo­men­teb­Si _ an imi­tom, rom cud
gu­ne­ba­gan­wyo­bi­le­bas kar­giT cvlis, ara­med, ra
vi­ci... ar vi­ ci, ra­ tom. al­ baT, mi­ze­
zi mainc is
iyo, rom Cems sul­Si ar­se­bu­li si­ca­rie­le xor­
cSi ar­se­bu­li si­ca­rie­le me­go­na, da mu­cels
viv­seb­di sas­mliT; an­dac imi­tom, rom al­ko­ho­
li cen­tra­lur ner­vul sis­te­mas mi­du­neb­da da
tvin­ze ab­so­lu­tur Za­lauf­le­bas ver vi­Reb­di,
is ki ake­Teb­da yve­la­fer imas, ris uf­le­ba­sac
Ce­mi ada­mia­nu­ri ar­se­ba ar an ver aZ­lev­da xol­me.
sas­tum­ro­Sic ma­gi­tom mim­qon­da lu­di im dRes,
xom xvde­ biT. gza­ Si, rom­ lis gav­ la xuT wuT­ Si
Ta­vi­suf­lad SeiZ­le­bo­da, Zlie­rad ga­miw­vim­da,
mag­ram sis­ve­les, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, ar Se­vu­Sin­di,
da ga­vag­rZe­le sia­ru­li kus na­bi­je­biT. Ta­vi­dan
vi­fiq­re, no­mer­Si aval-meT­qi, mag­ram me­re er­Ti
kon­trar­gu­men­tis ga­re­Sec uar­vya­vi pir­ve­li az­
ri, da ga­dav­wyvi­te isev im ai­van­ze jer as­vla da
Sem­deg gas­vla, rom­li­da­nac da­veS­vi ma­Ra­zia­Si.
ai­van­ze rom ave­di, qve­viT aRar Ca­mi­xe­davs,
To­rem, vi­co­di, er­Tic rom ga­da­me­xe­da, SeiZ­le­
bo­da mar­Tla ga­dav­mxta­ri­ya­vi. miv­je­qi kuT­xe­Si,
civ ia­tak­ze saj­do­mi dav­de, ga­yi­nul moa­jirs
zur­gi mi­vaW­de, Tum­ca Se­me­Sin­da, ar mot­ydes

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da me ar ga­dav­var­de-meT­qi. sik­vdi­li rom gin­
da ada­mians, esei­gi ra­Rac Zlie­ri da fa­seu­li
gak­lia. jo­jo­xe­Tis stan­dar­te­biT, mSve­nie­ri
sa­Ra­mo iyo. cxe­lo­da. Wie­bis­gan ga­mox­ru­li as­
wlo­va­ni xme­li bao­ba­bi­viT iw­vo­da de­da­mi­wa, xo­
lo ca TiT­qos jib­rze ama­teb­da cec­xlze navTs.
wvim­da. ze­cis erT mxa­res Sa­vi Rrub­le­bis ma­
siu­ri fe­na mog­ro­vi­li­yo, igi­ves Tqma SeiZ­le­ba
meo­re mxa­re­zec, mag­ram Sua­Si am Rru­bel­Ta ma­
sebs hyof­da var­skvla­ve­biT sav­se grZe­li va­kuu­
mi, lurj-moia­sam­nis­fro. pir­da­pir ro­man­tiul
da sa­siy­va­ru­lo xa­siaT­ze mo­vi­do­da ada­mia­ni am
cis Sem­xed­va­re, da mec ase mo­mi­vi­da, eh. ho­da,
vin, vin Ca­vi­xu­to-meT­qi gul­Si, vfiq­rob­di, da
avi­Re lu­dis boT­li, Ca­vi­ka­ri da Cav­bur­jRne.
am dros Se­moa­Res meoT­xe sar­Tu­lis aiv­nis ka­ri.
ki­se­ri Crdi­lo-da­sav­le­TiT mo­vab­ru­ne, Tva­le­
bi far­Tod ga­va­Re, da ras vxe­dav _ go­goa, Tan
ise­Ti, rom, mar­Tla, ro­gorc ki da­vi­na­xe, Se­
miy­var­da. sa­xe hqon­da wvri­li, ula­ma­ze­si, cxvi­
ric ase­Ti­ve wvri­li da la­ma­zi hqon­da, pa­ta­ra
da od­nav waw­ve­te­bu­li; Tva­le­bi _ od­nav mo­Wu­
tu­li, Tva­lis fe­ra­di gar­si _ Sa­vi, Sa­vi; ta­ni
hqon­da, ro­gorc yve­la­fe­ri, wvri­li, gam­xda­ri
da ga­moy­va­ni­li _ zus­tad ise­Ti, Se­xe­bas rom
daa­pi­reb, xe­li agi­kan­kal­de­ba da ga­dai­fiq­reb;
mi­si fe­xe­bic wvri­li iyo, mag­ram, sus­tio, ver
it­yo­diT; Tma qe­rad hqon­da Se­Re­bi­li, mag­ram
bu­neb­ri­vi fe­ric uCan­da Tmis Re­re­bis Ta­veb­
Si. mok­led, siy­va­ru­li iyo, ra _ ra az­ri aqvs
ga­reg­no­bas, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom uk­ve am­de­ni

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vi­la­pa­ra­ke. rom ga­mo­vi­da ai­van­ze da mka­fiod
da­mi­na­xa, ukan gab­run­da da gas­vla daa­pi­ra,
mag­ram wa­mov­xti da Se­va­Ce­re. me ga­val-meT­qi,
rom vuT­xa­ri, ara, ras am­bo­bo, ase mi­pa­su­xa, da
uf­ro Se­miy­var­da. ise­Ti go­go iyo, ueW­ve­lad
RvTis­mSob­lis sa­xe­li un­da rqmeo­da, mag­ram am­
xe­la pa­su­xis­mgeb­lo­mis mo­ri­de­bo­da da er­Ti
aso Ca­moe­So­re­bi­na. asec iyo.
_ dav­ rCe­
bi, kar­gi, _ Tqva bo­ los, _ mag­ ram
Senc dar­Ci. ar min­da, cu­dad ga­mo­vi­des.
_ Ce­ mi yof­na Tu ga­ wu­xebs, _ vuT­ xa­
ri uxer­
xu­lad, rad­gan „Tqve­no­biT“ min­do­da sau­ba­ri,
Tum­ca, ra­xan Ta­vad ar dauw­yia ase, arc me da­
viw­ye, _ ma­Sin wa­val, rad­gan ar min­da, mxo­lod
na­mu­sis ga­mo gaa­ta­ro dro im ada­mian­Tan, vi­sac
arc ic­nob da, Tan, lu­dis su­ni as­dis da boT­
lic gverd­ze ud­gas.
_ ara, ara, _ mSvi­dad Tqva, _ ra­xan asea, asec
iyo sa­Wi­ro. „gan­ge­ba­sa ver­vin Sec­vlis _ ar saq­
mne­li ar iq­mne­bis“,1 _ So­Tas sit­yve­bi gai­meo­ra
da ga­mi­Ri­ma. ra Ri­mi­li iyo!.. ki­dev uf­ro me­tad
Se­miy­var­da.
_ eg­rea, _ da­ve­Tan­xme, _ „ar­vis Za­luZs xor­
ciel­sa gan­ge­bi­sa gar­dav­le­na“.2
_ mar­ Tla ase fiq­ rob? _ mkiT­ xa, da od­ nav
sev­dia­nad, mag­ram um­Sve­nie­re­sad amom­xe­da _ Cem­
ze da­ba­li iyo sak­maod, _ Tu ub­ra­lod imi­tom
Tqvi, me rom vTqvi pir­ve­lad?

1. rus­Ta­ve­li­seu­li afo­riz­mi.
2. rus­Ta­ve­li­seu­li afo­riz­mi.

– 110 –
 _ ara, mar­Tla ase mgo­nia, _ vu­pa­su­xe da, rea­
lu­rad, arc mo­mit­yue­bia.
_ ra­tom svam? ra la­ma­zi caa, na­xe, _ cas ar
vu­yu­reb­di, mag­ram ma­ria ki la­ma­zi iyo.
_ ma­ria... _ aR­mom­xda ki­de­vac.
_ vic­nobT er­Tma­neTs? _ Za­lian gauk­vir­da
da, mgo­ni, See­Sin­da.
_ Sar­San ilias uni­ver­si­tet­Si So­pe­nis sa­Ra­
mo­ze uk­ rav­di, da iqi­ dan max­sov­xar, _ arc ki
vyo­fil­var iq, mag­ram, xom xvde­biT.
_ e, iq iya­vi? _ gae­bad­ra mTlia­ni sa­xe, _ ra
ma­ga­ria! ar max­sov­xar, ara­da co­ta xal­xi iyo.
_ arau­Savs. pir­vel rig­Si vi­je­qi, ise. ase­Ti
Zlie­ri kon­cer­ti bo­los ro­dis mo­vis­mi­ne, ar
max­sovs, _ vuT­xa­ri da isev mo­min­da Ta­vis mok­
vla uceb, wa­mis siZ­lie­riT. avi­wie fe­xis­wve­reb­
ze, ga­da­vi­xe­de aiv­ni­dan, me­re ma­rias vkiT­xe: _
ga­dax­te­bo­di?
_ ara, _ mi­pa­su­xa, me­re ki wam­sve mkiT­xa: _ Se­ni
sa­xe­li?
_ ali­ka var me. rom ga­dav­xte, gew­yi­ne­ba?
_ ra Tqma un­da.
_ ma­Sin ar ga­dav­xte­bi.
_ ram­de­ni var­skvla­via, Tu xe­dav, _ ca­Si
iyu­ re­
bo­ da Tvi­ Ton, TiT­ qos aq ar iyo, _ wvi­
mac ki ar mo­dis Rrub­le­bi­dan, uyu­re, ara­med
_ am ca­rie­li ad­gi­li­dan. TiT­qos mo­sem ga­yoo
Sua­ze, ara? war­moid­gi­ne, sam­ya­ro­Si, daax­loe­
biT, ora­si mi­liar­di ga­laq­ti­kaa; de­da­mi­wa ki,
uyu­re, sad mde­ba­reobs: mzis sis­te­ma­Si, ro­me­
lic, Ta­vis mxriv, „ir­mis nax­to­mis“ ga­laq­ti­ka­

– 111 –
Sia, „ir­mis nax­to­mi“ _ lo­ka­lur ga­laq­ti­ke­bis
jguf­Si; es jgu­fi Se­dis ga­laq­ti­ka­Ta gro­va­Si,
ro­me­lic Ta­vad Se­dis qal­wu­lis Ta­na­var­skvla­
ved­Si; es qal­wu­lis Ta­na­var­skvla­ve­di, ro­me­lic
ori a­Tas ga­laq­ti­kas itevs, ekuT­vnis la­nia­keas
ga­laq­ti­kur zeg­ro­vas, ro­me­lic uk­ve asi a­Tas
ga­laq­ti­kas moi­cavs. xvde­bi, alik, ro­go­ri pa­ta­
re­bi varT? _ Rmer­To, ro­gor ar min­do­da, isev
im sit­yve­biT gaeg­rZe­le­bi­na, rac oT­xi wlis win
mqon­da mos­me­ni­li! ase waiy­va­na sau­ba­ri Sem­deg
ma­riam: _ Za­lian, Za­lian pa­ta­re­bi varT, mag­ram
_ ra saoc­re­baa _ mTe­li es var­skvla­ve­bi im ato­
me­bis­gan Sed­ge­bian, ra ato­me­bic Cvens Se­mad­gen­
lo­ba­Si Se­dis. Cven di­di oja­xis wev­re­bi varT.
Cven igi­ve wo­na gvaqvs _ Tu uf­ro me­ti ara _ ro­
gorc im var­ skvlavs, ai, yve­ la­ ze Zlie­rad rom
kaS­ka­Sebs. Ce­mic, Se­nic da si­riu­sis, ager rom
mo­Cans, ato­me­bi erT mo­men­tSi wam­rmoiq­mna, ub­
ra­lod, sam­ya­ros ga­far­Toe­bas­Tan er­Tad, siv­
rcis sxva­das­xva wer­til­Si aR­moC­nda, ges­mis? Sen
is xar, rac es var­skvla­via, rac me var, rac es
mzea, rac sam­ya­roa. ada­mia­ni mxo­lod sam­ya­ros
na­wi­li ki ara, ara­med sru­li sam­ya­roa. ggo­nia,
sam­ya­ro sxva ato­me­bis­gan Sed­ge­ba? ggo­nia, sam­
ya­ro ar fiq­robs, ar grZnobs, ver xe­davs? sam­
ya­ro _ es Sen xar, me var, er­Tad da cal-cal­ke.
yve­la­fers aqvs az­ri am qve­ya­na­ze.
ena Ca­mi­var­da. zus­tad sam­ya­ros ga­far­Toe­bis
siC­qa­riT far­Tov­de­bo­da Ce­mi siy­va­ru­li ma­rias
mi­marT. un­da me­kiT­xa, ra­tom ar hyav­da Sey­va­re­
bu­li? Tu ar un­da me­kiT­xa? me vfiq­rob, siy­va­

– 112 –
ru­li er­Ta­der­Ti grZno­baa, ro­me­lic ada­mians
sa­moT­xi­dan Se­mor­Ca, da mxo­lod es grZno­ba
daab­ru­nebs mas edem­Si. ada­mians yve­la­fe­ri rom
hqon­des, mag­ram siy­va­ru­li _ ara, es igi­vea, ara­
fe­ ri rom ar hqon­ des. mok­ led, me­ re, ro­gorc
yo­vel­Tvis, cno­bis­wa­dil­ma rom ga­da­wo­na sxva
yve­la­fe­ri da im xerxs rom miv­mar­Te, rom­li­Tac
anas cxov­re­ba Se­vit­yve da ma­rias So­pe­nis sa­Ra­
mo, isic da­vi­na­xe, rom am Cem win atu­zul go­go­
nas, ro­me­lic, eW­vi ar iyo, Sem­yva­re­bo­da, vi­Ra­ca
hyav­da _ anu, xom xvde­biT, ur­Tier­To­ba hqon­da
Cem­ze uf­ros kac­Tan, ase oc­daa­Ti wlis.
isev mo­min­da sik­vdi­li, im aiv­ni­dan ga­dax­to­
ma. zus­tad ver vit­yvi, mag­ram mgo­nia, siy­va­ru­
lis nak­le­bo­bas ve­ra­fe­ri Seav­sebs, Tum­ca Ta­
vad siy­va­ruls sxva yve­la da­nar­Ce­ni si­ca­rie­lis
Sev­se­ba SeuZ­lia. Tu ada­mians sik­vdi­li un­da, es
niS­navs, rom mas cxov­re­ba­Si WeS­ma­ri­ti xe­lov­ne­
ba sWir­de­ba, mag­ram, Tu ada­mians, kon­kre­tu­lad,
Ta­vis mok­vla un­da, mas au­ci­leb­lad siy­va­ru­li
ak­lia.
ra vi­ci. ar vi­ci.

11-12 iv­ni­si, 2017 we­li

– 113 –
 Cak­ru­lo

gzaj­va­re­din­Tan, Suq­niS­nis win ga­Cer­da Ce­mi

wi­Te­li „ka­di­la­ki“, Suq­niS­nis bur­Tis wi­Te­li­
ve fe­ris­da ga­mo. uman­qa­no­bis pe­riod­Si, ro­
ca Rrub­lia­ni amin­di id­ga, rom Ca­mov­dge­bo­di
xol­me Suq­ni­San­Tan, avi­xe­dav­di ze­viT ise, rom
sa­mi­ve ma­na­To­be­li bur­Tu­lis fon­ze Se­Si­ne­bu­
li Tag­vis bew­vis­fe­ri ca fo­nad ga­mo­Ce­ni­li­yo,
da­ve­lo­de­bo­di xol­me sa­mi­ve fe­ris ga­moc­vlas,
me­re fo­ku­si­re­bas mxo­lod ca­ze mo­vax­den­di, da
ga­vi­fiq­reb­di, ama­ze na­Te­li da mra­val­fe­ro­va­
ni ro­me­li amin­dia-meT­qi. me­re ki, man­qa­na rom
vi­yi­de uk­ve, mxo­lod wi­Tel­ze vCer­de­bo­di, na­
rinj-sta­fi­lo-for­Tox­lis­fer­ze Zra­vas avax­
mau­reb­di, xo­lo mwva­ne­ze uk­ve miv­qro­di, da me­
nat­re­bo­da is dro, sa­mi­ve fers rom pir­da­pir
vu­yu­reb­di xol­me ima­ze fiq­rSi, ai-meT­qi ci­sar­
tye­la Rrub­lian ca­ze. mok­led, da­viw­ye da Sev­
ye­vi isev... gzaj­va­re­din­ze vi­de­qi da, sa­nam wi­Te­
li fe­ri iyo Suq­ni­San­ze an­Te­bu­li, un­da amer­

– 114 –
Cia, mar­jvniv Se­vux­vev­di, pir­da­pir viv­li­di da
me­re mar­cxniv wa­vi­do­di, Tu pir­da­pir ga­vag­rZe­
leb­di gzas da Sem­deg mar­jvniv Se­vux­vev­di. un­
da amer­Cia-meT­qi, vTqvi, mag­ram, max­sovs, im wams
vi­fiq­re, su­le­li var, ase rom vfiq­rob-meT­qi.
swo­ric vi­ya­vi, Tu gain­te­re­sebT. gza, si­nam­dvi­
le­Si, uT­va­la­via, mag­ram am uT­va­la­vi gzi­dan
ga­na mxo­lod er­Ti mi­dis WeS­ma­ri­te­bam­de, ara­
med _ yve­la. si­su­le­le iq­ne­bo­da, mxo­lod er­Ti
rom yo­fi­li­yo swo­ri, rad­gan ada­mians ro­de­sac
uwevs ar­Ce­va­nis wi­na­Se dad­go­ma, imas ar­Ce­va­nis
Za­lac un­da Ses­wev­des. mag­ram, me­gob­re­bo, Cven
mog­ vat­yues an, uf­ ro swo­ rad rom vTqvaT, si­
mar­Tle gviT­xres si­ci­liT, Cven ki, su­le­leb­
ma, ra­xan da­vi­na­xeT, ici­nia­no, es si­mar­Tle xum­
ro­biT gaJ­Ren­Til tyui­lad mi­vi­ReT. imis Tqma
msurs, rom, cxa­dia, ar­Ce­va­ni ar ar­se­bobs, tyui­
lia. jaW­vi Ti­Toeu­li Cven­ga­nis da­ba­de­bis wa­
mi­dan mWid­ rod ik­ vre­ba, yo­ vel mis rgols ki
au­ci­leb­lo­bi­sa da gar­dau­va­lo­bis Za­li­Ta da
gziT miv­ya­varT mom­dev­no rgo­lam­de. Cven gvgo­
nia, rom uam­ ra­vi gzi­dan mxo­ lod er­ Tia swo­
ri, mag­ram, si­nam­dvi­le­Si, ase araa, Tum­ca­Ra es
uam­ra­vi gzac au­ci­leb­lo­bis erT-er­Ti jaW­via,
rad­gan ada­mian­ma maT un­da mis­dios da zus­tad
ima­ze ifiq­ros, rom is aras­wo­ria, rom is cde­
ba; am gzeb­ze sia­ru­li­sas ada­mia­ni eW­veb­ma un­da
daR­rRnas, awa­mos da uf­ro mwa­red ga­nac­de­vi­nos
Ta­vi­si ar­se­bo­ba, rom, Sec­do­mis aRia­re­bis gziT,
WeS­ma­ri­te­bam­de mcda­ri gzi­Tad mi­vi­des, rad­gan
WeS­ma­ri­te­bac gar­dau­va­lia.

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 mok­led, Zma­no da da­no, ain­To Tu ara mwva­ne
Su­qi rgol­Si, im wam­sve mi­va­Wi­re pe­dals da pir­
da­pir wa­ve­di, rad­gan, rom Se­mex­via, ise me­go­na,
ueW­ve­lad ra­me da­me­mar­Te­bo­da. si­nam­dvi­le­Si ki
arc ara­fe­ri me­go­na, ub­ra­lod ase ga­dav­wyvi­te
an, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, arc ga­da­miw­yve­tia. amin­di
zus­tad ise­Ti iyo, me rom aseT dros Suq­niS­nis
fe­re­bis cvlis pro­ce­sis yu­re­ba miy­var­da xol­
me. mar­Sru­ti zus­tad ise ga­via­re, ro­gorc ze­
moT aR­vwe­re, da sa­bo­lood sa­saf­laos WiS­kars
mi­va­de­qi.
Tbi­li­sis erT-er­Ti Tma­Wa­Ra­ra, fa­fa­raS­ri­li
da sia­ma­yis crem­lga­reu­li sa­go­de­be­li ga­da­
me­Sa­la Tval­win, ro­ca WiS­ka­ri RrWia­liT Se­va­
Re. bin­ di id­ga, amis ga­mo ki xil­ va­
do­ ba gaua­
re­se­bu­li iyo, mag­ram, da­mi­je­reT, ra­Rac­nai­rad
vgrZnob­di, rom ir­gvliv eniT aRu­we­re­li si­la­
ma­ze mer­tya gars. bin­di, si­nam­dvi­le­Si, xels ar
uS­li­da am si­la­ma­zis da­nax­vas, ara­med idu­ma­le­
bas ani­Web­da, mniS­vne­lo­bas um­Zaf­reb­da, idu­ma­
le­ba ki Txe­miT ter­fam­de har­mo­niu­lad er­wymo­
da TviT sa­saf­laos pir­van­del arss, ra­mac Ce­mi
re­li­giu­ro­bis ga­ne­le­bu­li grZno­bac ki gaaR­vi­
va Se­ fa­ru­li Za­liT. iq, mi­ wis im sak­ maod did
na­Wer­ze, ro­me­lic ga­re sam­ya­ros­gan rki­nis WiS­
kri­Ta da gar­dac­va­le­bis Ses­ru­le­ba­do­biT iyo
ga­mij­nu­li, Sa­vi da TeT­ri saf­la­vis qve­bi mka­
fiod, kon­kre­tu­lad da wi­Te­li kal­mi­Tac ki us­
vam­da xazs pir­da­pir Seu­ri­geb­lo­bas sik­vdil­sa
da si­coc­xles So­ris, da maT Sua Cam­dgar SuRls
ki­dev uf­ro me­tad aR­vi­veb­da. es ad­gi­li iyo

– 116 –
TviT Ta­nas­wo­ro­ba, cne­ba „er­Tis“ xor­cSes­xma _
aq na­xav­diT ima­Tac, vi­sac da­ba­de­ba ar eRir­sa da
de­dis mu­cel­Si­ve mok­vda, da ima­Tac, vinc Svil­
TaS­vi­le­bis sko­lis dam­Tav­re­bas moes­wro. bin­di
id­ga-meT­qi, vTqvi, mag­ram mo­diT aq dRis Suq­ze,
da na­xavT, rom sa­saf­laos su­li qar­Tu­li su­
lia an, su­lac, mxo­lod mo­men­tSi kve­Ten es su­
le­bi er­Tma­neTs. qar­Tve­li it­yvis: „ro­gor, Ce­
mi mic­va­le­bu­lis me­zo­bel mic­va­le­buls Cem­sa­ze
uke­Te­si saf­la­vi un­da hqon­des?!“ da uka­nas­knel
TeTrs gai­Rebs, rom Ta­vi­si gar­dac­vli­lis me­
zo­bel gar­dac­vlils ajo­bos saf­la­vis si­la­ma­
ziT. sxva gar­dac­vli­lis oja­xi, ro­me­lic, Ta­vis
mxriv, im ze­moT xse­ne­bu­li qar­Tve­lis mic­va­le­
bu­lis gver­dze daas­ve­nebs Ta­vis mic­va­le­buls,
ga­daw­yvets, uk­ve Ta­vis me­zo­bels ajo­bos, da ase
grZel­de­ba es usas­ru­lod, sa­nam Ta­vad sa­saf­
lao ar iq­ce­va msof­lio mu­zeu­mis eq­spo­nan­tad
an, sa­bo­loo Sem­Txve­va­Si, Ta­vad mu­zeu­mad, sa­
dac Ti­Toeu­li saf­la­vis qva xe­lov­ne­bis Zvir­
fas ni­muSs war­moad­gens. bo­los, ro­gorc iq­na,
mec vi­po­ve Ce­mi Zmis saf­la­vi, mi­ve­di da pir­da­
pir ku­ bos Tav­ ze _ me xom max­ sov­da, sad Cades
ku­bo _ amo­su­li ba­la­xis glej­va da­viw­ye. uceb
ki cam ina­Ta.
max­sovs, me­qa­ni­ku­rad vmoq­me­deb­di, mag­ram gu­
lis an go­ ne­
bis bnel kun­ Wul­Si mainc vgrZnob­
di, rom Cems Tavs vflob­di, da rom ara­vi­Ta­ri
ga­re­Se Za­la ar moq­me­deb­da Ce­mi sxeu­liT. iqiT
wa­ve­di, sai­Tac ina­Ta, da sul ga­da­ma­viw­yda Ce­mi
Zmis saf­la­vi. aR­moC­nda, rom ga­na mTlia­nad cam,

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ara­med ra­Ra­ca er­Tma obieq­tma gaa­na­Ta, ro­me­
lic me­ tad di­ di iyo, friz­ bis for­ mis, mtki­ ce
fo­la­dis­gan dam­za­de­bu­li. ma­Ra­li sxeu­le­bi ga­
var­Cie, ro­mel­Ta­ga­nac erT-er­Ti Cem­Tan mo­vi­da,
ga­mi­Ri­ma aS­ka­rad ke­Ti­lad da Ta­vi­sia­ne­bis­ken
xe­lis gaS­ve­riT mi­ma­niS­na, Tu gin­da, wa­mom­ye­vio.
ma­Ra­li iyo Cem­ze, daax­loe­biT, ori Ta­viT. gav­
ye­vi ra­tom­Rac uSiS­rad _ al­baT imi­tom, rom
sa­nam Cven, ada­mia­ne­bi, ra­mes ga­vac­no­bie­rebT,
qvec­no­bier­ma uk­ve yve­la­fe­ri icis, da mec am
qvec­no­bie­ris kar­na­xiT vmoq­me­deb­di, rad­gan mi­
Cur­Cu­la, ga­ye­vio. cxra­ni iy­vnen, erT-er­Ti maT­
ga­ni ki ga­mo­vi­da, ke­Ti­li sa­xiT mo­ma­Cer­da, xe­li
Cem­ken ga­moiS­vi­ra da miT­xra:
_ la­zar.
_ ara, no, нет, nein, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ mi­xai­li.
gae­ci­na, da aS­ka­rad ga­xa­lis­da. me­re Ta­vi
gaaq­nia da isev miT­xra:
_ la­zar, _ Ti­TiT isev Cem­ze mia­niS­na, _ la­
za­re.
_ mi­xai­li, _ isev ga­vu­meo­re.
mix­vda, rom me ver miv­xvde­bo­di, ami­tom sai­
dan­Rac wig­ne­bi gad­moi­Ro _ ga­dmoi­Ro-meT­qi ub­
ra­lod vam­bob, To­rem, si­nam­dvi­le­Si, TiT­qos
ar­sai­dan gaa­Ci­na _ da da­ma­nax­va. xel­Si „vef­xis­
tyao­sa­ni“ eWi­ra, ase­ve „ar­tis­tu­li yva­vi­le­bi“,
„req­vie­mi“, xo­lo da­nar­Ce­ni ori ra iyo, ver ga­
var­Cie. qar­Tu­lad rom iyo war­we­re­bi, zus­tad
max­sovs. mok­led, am wig­nebs daa­do xe­li, me­re _
me, da isev gai­meo­ra:
_ la­za­re.

– 118 –
 am jer­ze mi­vux­vdi, ga­vi­Ri­me, Ta­vi da­vuq­nie
da mec vuT­xa­ri:
_ la­za­re.
_ siy­va­ru­li, _ Tqva ke­Ti­li Ri­mi­liT, _ omi;
mSvi­do­ba; qris­ te; ie­ so; me; Sen; is; igi; Cven;
Tqven; isi­ni; igi­ni; So­Ta; ni­ko­loz; lu­ka; ga­tu­
nia; So­nia, _ me­re Ce­mi sa­xe­li war­moT­qva, bo­los
ki: _ Cak­ru­lo...
_ Cak­ru­lo?! _ Sev­Za­xe.
uc­nobs gae­Ri­ma, Sem­deg isev ar­sai­dan gad­
moi­Ro au­dio­fi­ri dis­kia­nad, Car­To da Tqva:
_ Cak­ru­lo.

32 ian­va­ri (31 ian­vris Ra­me), 2017 we­li

– 119 –
 naR­vlis buS­ti _ anu, oc­da­meer­Tes sev­da

mu­qi ya­vis­fe­ri far­dis miR­ma mzian amin­dSi

rom gai­ xe­
do, ra fer­ sac aRiq­ vams Tva­ li, ise­
Ti fe­ris ca iyo im dRes, mai­sis Sua ric­xve­bi­
dan erT-erT ric­ xvSi. rom ga­ viR­
vi­
Ze, Ta­vi ba­
li­Si­dan ver av­wie, rad­ga­nac ise dam­mZi­me­bo­da,
TiT­qos qa­las Zvle­bis Sig­niT ar­se­bul Rru­Si
tvi­ni ki ara, to­nia­ni li­To­ni mde­bo­da. ar max­
sov­da, wi­na dRes _ an, Tun­dac, Ra­mes _ ra mox­
da, da arc is vi­co­di, mom­dev­no dRes ra un­da
ga­me­ke­Te­bi­na, mag­ram im mo­men­tSi uceb mo­min­da
for­te­pia­no­ze dak­vra da, imis ga­mo, rom sax­lSi
in­stru­men­ti ar mqon­da, mo­men­ta­lu­rad mo­me­ca
Za­la, av­mdga­ri­ya­vi da wav­su­li­ya­vi meo­re mu­si­
ka­lur sko­la­Si, ro­me­lic me­gob­ro­bis gam­zi­ris
or­moc­daerT no­mer­Si mde­ba­reob­da _ da, iq­neb,
mde­ba­reobs ki­dec _ rom iq ro­me­li­me oTa­xis
ga­sa­Re­bi meT­xo­va Ce­mi nac­no­bi da­ra­jis­Tvis, da
for­te­pia­no­ze mSvi­dad da­mek­ra. mok­led, dav­
Zlie Ce­mi to­nia­ni Ta­vi, av­wie ba­li­Si­dan, Cveu­li

– 120 –
pro­ce­du­re­bi Ca­vi­ta­re da ga­dav­wyvi­te, gav­su­
li­ya­vi sax­li­dan, mag­ram wa­mie­rad Sem­Zra Tav­
ma Sig­ni­dan, amat­kia ze­da da qve­da hai­mo­ru­li
Rrue­bi, ami­wui­la yu­re­bi, ho­da, ami­tom miv­xvdi
yve­la­fers _ ga­ve­di sam­za­reu­lo­Si, ga­mo­va­Re Ce­
mi oq­ros­frad Se­Re­bi­li ka­ra­da, amo­vi­Re pa­ta­ra
ar­yis Wi­qa, Ca­mo­vis­xi Wa­Wa, ga­dav­ka­ri da, ro­ca
mTlia­nad ga­mia­ra yve­la­nair­ma tki­vil­ma, av­de­qi
da wa­mo­ve­di ise, rom arc ki mi­mi­la­ge­bia sam­za­
reu­lo. ver viT­men­di, rom miv­su­li­ya­vi mu­si­ka­
lur sko­la­Si, rad­gan jer ar ar­se­bu­li me­lo­
dia mit­ria­leb­da Tav­Si, es ki me un­da ga­mo­me­ca­
da for­te­pia­no­ze, rom me­re, am ga­moc­dis Sem­
deg, no­te­biT Ca­me­we­ra ki­dec. sol mi­no­ri-meT­
qi, max­sovs, ase ga­vi­fiq­re. sol mi­no­ri yve­la­ze
sev­dia­ni, naR­vlia­ni to­na­lo­baa. me­re sit­yveb­ze
mov­ye­vi fiqrs _ ma­ga­li­Tad, naR­vel­ze: meT­qi,
ne­tav, ra­tom daar­qva Cven­ma wi­na­par­ma naR­vels
naR­ve­li an, meo­re mxriv, RviZ­lis qveS mde­ba­
re naR­vlis buS­tis wvens _ naR­ve­la, an naR­vlis
buS­tic ki? me­re siu­Je­ti da­me­xa­ta da Tval­win
war­mo­mid­ga: Zve­lad ibe­ria­Si an, Tun­dac, kol­
xeT­Si da­dio­da er­Ti ka­ci, ro­me­lic mu­dam sev­
diT iyo gan­msWva­lu­li; asa­ki _ oc­da­xu­Ti­dan
oc­daaT wlam­de; sa­bo­lood, oc­da­Ter­Tme­tis
rom gax­da, gar­daic­va­la; da­fiq­rdnen da­sax­le­
bis uxu­ce­se­bi, daew­vaT Tu dae­mar­xaT, da sa­bo­
lood mi­vid­nen das­kvnam­de, rom jer gaeW­raT
mi­si sxeu­li, rad­gan ase­Ti naR­vlia­ni ka­ci, ase­Ti
sev­dia­ni, maT lo­ka­cia­ze jer ar da­ba­de­bu­li­
yo; gaW­res da, bu­neb­ri­via, dax­vdaT Si­na­ga­ni or­

– 121 –
ga­noe­bi, ro­mel­Ta ume­te­so­bas uk­ve ic­nob­dnen,
mag­ram iyo er­Ti, ro­me­lic, ki, Se­saZ­loa ena­xaT
ki­dec ma­nam­de, Tum­ca sa­xe­li jer ar daer­qmiaT;
moiy­va­nes eqi­mi, uT­xres, am pa­ta­ra buSts da­xe­
de, RviZ­lis qve­moT, da gviT­xa­ri ra­me, rac ga­
gi­xar­de­bao; eqi­mi daak­vir­da, da sa­bo­loo das­
kvnis dro rom mo­vi­da, Tqva, es buS­ti aqam­dec
maqvs na­na­xi, mag­ram aseT gau­be­du­re­bul mdgo­ma­
reo­ba­Si arao; Se­saZ­loa, am ka­cis sa­yo­vel­Taod
cno­bi­li naR­ve­lic ki aqe­dan iyo­so ga­mow­veu­li;
am sit­yveb­ma daa­fiq­ra mo­sax­leo­ba da, co­tao­de­
ni drois gas­vlis Sem­deg, am RviZ­lis qve­moT da­
ki­de­bul buSts naR­vlis buS­ti ewo­da, mis wvens
ki _ Ta­vad naR­ve­li. ra vi­ci, si­mar­Tlea Tu ara
_ iq­neb, iyos ki­de­vac _ mag­ram, mgo­ni, bu­neb­ri­
vad JRers. ha, ara?
mok­led, me am fiq­re­bis dros uk­ve qu­Ca­Si vi­
ya­vi da kar­ga man­Zi­lic ga­mev­lo. sul asio­de
met­ri mqon­da dar­Ce­ni­li, sa­nam meo­re mu­si­ka­
lur sko­lam­de mi­vaR­wev­di, ami­tom ga­dav­wyvi­te,
me­yi­da uk­ve ra­me sas­me­li, rom da­med­ga for­te­
pia­nos Tav­ze, ro­gorc ga­mar­Tu­li met­ro­no­mi,
da mSvi­dad da­mew­yo saq­me, ro­me­lic ase me­qa­Ce­
bo­da Ta­vis­ken. anu, esei­gi, Se­ve­di ma­Ra­zia­Si, sa­
mi qi­la „tu­bor­gi“ vi­yi­de da isev ga­vag­rZe­le
gza, qva­fe­ni­liT ga­ge­bu­li. meo­re mu­si­ka­lur
sko­las rom mi­va­de­qi, uk­ve ise cxe­lo­da, gve­
li rom vyo­fi­li­ya­vi, tyav­sac ga­vix­di­di, mag­ram
ar var gve­li, arc vi­ya­vi, Tu dai­je­rebT. Se­ve­
di Se­no­ba­Si, Svi­di na­bi­ji ga­dav­dgi zRur­bli­
dan Crdi­loe­Tis mi­mar­Tu­le­biT da pa­ta­ra oTa­

– 122 –
xis xis kars mi­va­de­qi, da­va­ka­ku­ne, Se­va­Re da Ce­mi
nac­no­bi nu­go-nug­za­ri da­vi­na­xe.
_ nug­zar, Zmao, ro­gor ga­mi­xar­da Se­ni nax­va!
_ ise mo­vat­yue, rom, la­mis, mec da­vi­je­re da ki­
na­Ram vuT­xa­ri, erT dRes Ca­vus­xdeT sad­me, kar­
gad mo­vil­xi­noT-meT­qi, _ ro­gor xar?
_ ara­mi­Savs, ra­maz, ji­ga­ro, _ xe­li Ca­mo­mar­
Tva da mWid­rod ga­da­mex­via, _ ar ga­mo­Ce­nil­xar,
ram­de­ni xa­nia.
_ ki, eg­rea, _ da­ve­Tan­xme faq­tze, _ da ax­lac
imi­tom mo­ve­di, rom Se­ni ime­di maqvs.
_ aba, miT­xa­ri, ra xde­ba? _ doin­ji Se­moir­tya
men­jze.
_ ara­fe­ri ise­Ti... ub­ra­lod, Ta­vi­su­fa­li
kla­si Tu moi­Zeb­ne­ba, gTxov, rom ga­sa­Re­bi maT­
xo­vo _ sul er­Ti saa­TiT min­da.
_ sa­mi Ta­vi­su­fa­li kla­si maqvs, da au­ci­leb­
lad mog­cem ga­sa­Rebs, Zmao, mag­ram, _ mar­jve­na
xel­ze Ca­mo­ki­de­bu­li po­lie­Ti­le­nis ce­lof­nis
Sig­Tavss moav­lo Tva­li nug­zar­ma, _ bav­Sve­bi
swav­lo­ben aq, da See­ca­de, ara­vin da­gi­na­xos, ro­
gor da­lev.
_ dav­ma­lav, Zmao, nu­go, _ Sev­Za­xe da­pi­re­bis
to­niT, _ Sen oRond ga­sa­Re­bi mo­me­ci.
mom­ca ga­sa­Re­bi nug­zar­ma, ro­me­lic no­mer
mer­ve klass aReb­da, da mec, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, am
kla­sis­ken ga­ve­Su­re, Tan sam qi­la luds uni­Wod
„vma­lav­di“ xan sad, xa­nac _ sad. kla­sis ka­ri rom
Se­va­Re da for­te­pia­nos mi­vu­je­qi, xuT wuT­Si vi­
Rac qa­li Se­mo­vi­da _ di­req­tor­ma me mom­ca ne­ba,
am klas­Si Se­mov­su­li­ya­vio. ra meT­qva _ kar­giT,

– 123 –
ra­zea-meT­qi sau­ba­ri, da da­vuT­me Ce­mi ad­gi­li.
ga­ve­di de­re­fan­Si da mi­va­kiT­xe isev nug­zars.
dRis ori saa­Ti iyo. vuT­xa­ri, ase da ase mox­da,
kla­si­dan ga­mos­vla mo­mi­wia-meT­qi. nu­gom da­mam­
Svi­da, sam saa­Tam­de mTa­va­ri dar­ba­zic ca­rie­lia
da Se­giZ­lia, iq dauk­rao. me vuT­xa­ri, ji­ga­ri
xar-meT­qi, da ga­vi­qe­ci dar­ba­zis­ken, ka­ri Se­va­Re,
me­re eg­re­ve gi­Ji­viT mo­vi­xu­re da, sce­na­ze mdgar
roial­Tan rom un­da av­var­dni­li­ya­vi uk­ve, da­vi­
na­xe, zus­tad im roials, me rom min­do­da dak­vra,
vi­Rac qa­li da­ra­job­da.
_ ukac­ra­vad, _ vuT­xa­ri, _ Ta­vi­su­fa­li araa
roia­li? dak­vra min­da...
_ iciT, _ Za­lian beb­ru­li xma hqon­da, _ Sig­
niT mu­mia wevs da, kla­viSs rom daa­Wi­roT Ti­Ti,
Ca­qu­Ci mox­vde­ba da iti­rebs an, ua­res Sem­Txve­va­
Si, gab­raz­de­ba, ga­dax­snis roials, amo­va da dag­
vxo­cavs. me vfiq­rob, jo­bia, kuT­xe­Si rom pia­ni­
no dgas, ima­ze dauk­raT.
ra­Ra meT­qva _ mu­mia ari­so da, in­tri­ga­ni xom
ar vi­ya­vi, rom ase jib­rze ga­me­Ta­vi­suf­le­bi­na?
ami­tom, mi­vu­je­qi kuT­xe­Si mdgar for­te­pia­nos,
mag­ram, Cem­da sau­be­du­rod, aR­mo­va­Ci­ne, rom me­
lo­dia, ro­me­lic mTe­li dRe mit­ria­leb­da go­
ne­ba­Si, gam­qra­li­yo. yve­las de­da va­ti­re-meT­qi,
ga­vi­fiq­re, er­Ti qi­la lu­di er­Ti mo­yu­de­biT
ga­mov­ca­le, nar­Ce­ni iq­ve da­vag­de da ezo­Si ga­
ve­di. mze aWer­da, mar­Ta­lia, Tum­ca mainc mo­min­
da, ca­Si ame­xe­da. wa­miT mzis mZlav­rma el­va­re­bam
da­mab­rma­va, mag­ram me­re uec­rad mov­ka­ri Tva­li
cxra sar­Tu­lia­ni Se­no­bis sa­xu­rav­ze mdgar fi­

– 124 –
gu­ras, ro­me­lic ada­mians hgav­da _ qals an go­
gos. ise, qa­li xom rTu­li me­qa­niz­mia, mag­ram,
Ce­mi az­riT, go­go qal­ze rTu­lia, rad­gan bo­
lom­de qa­li araa, Tum­ca Za­lian un­da qa­lo­ba.
aq­ve da­va­ma­teb, uc­nau­rad rom ar mo­geC­ve­noT:
meo­re mu­si­ka­lu­ri sas­wav­le­be­li mde­ba­reobs me­
gob­ro­bis gam­zi­ris or­moc­daerT no­mer­Si, cxra
sar­Tu­lia­ni kor­pu­sis pir­vel sar­Tul­ze. ax­la
am­bavs vag­rZe­leb: mok­led, da­vi­na­xe es qa­li Tu
go­go da, awi me ra­Ra ga­ma­Ce­reb­da, jer xe­le­bis
qne­va da­viw­ye, vuy­vi­ro­di, da­me­lo­de-meT­qi, me­re
ki mo­vur­bi­ne kor­puss, sa­dar­ba­zo­Si Sev­var­di,
avir­bi­ne cxra sar­Tu­li da sa­xu­ra­vis Ria Wrils
mi­va­de­qi. jer pa­ta­ra rki­nis ki­be­ze av­coc­di,
Sem­deg Wril­Si Se­ve­di an, Tu uf­ro swo­ri iq­ne­
ba, ave­di, aqe­dan ki sxven­ze aR­mov­Cndi. sxven­Si
ki­dev iyo er­Ti Ria Wri­li, ro­me­lic wam­sve me­
ca Tval­Si da mze­ra mom­Wra. mi­vir­bi­ne mas­Tan,
av­xti da sa­xu­rav­ze aR­mov­Cndi. mi­si ze­da­pi­ri
swo­ri iyo, meo­re bo­lo­Si ki Ria wab­lis­fe­ri,
TiT­qos uZ­lu­ri cec­xlis alis­fe­ri Tme­bis mqo­
ne go­go­na id­ga, rom­lis sxeu­lis ir­gvli­vac Se­
mor­tymu­li­yo mkveT­ri cis­fe­ri au­ra. mas­Tan mi­
ve­di, da ras vxe­dav _ bar­ba­re ru­si­Ze! gav­giJ­di,
ga­da­vi­rie _ meT­qi, ra un­da bar­ba­res aseT mSve­
nier dRes sa­xu­rav­ze!..
_ bar­ba­re! _ Se­niS­vnis to­niT da­vu­Za­xe.
_ va, ra­maz, _ ga­mi­Ri­ma udar­de­lad, _ ro­gor
xar? ra gin­da aq?
_ igi­ves kiT­xvas va­pi­reb­di, _ vu­say­ve­du­re
TiT­qos, _ Sen ra gin­da aq?

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 _ me? _ gaik­vir­va, _ me... ra vi­ci. un­da ga­dav­
xte.
_ ra­tom, ki mag­ram? _ ga­mik­vir­da, rad­gan ara­
fe­ri et­yo­bo­da po­ten­ciu­ri TviT­mkvle­li­sa.
_ ra­ tom da, ra vi­ ci, _ mi­ si au­ris fe­ris­da
Se­sa­fe­ri­sad saub­rob­da _ la­Rad, _ si­mar­Tle
rom giT­xra, ma­le sko­las vam­Tav­reb, da sa­me­
di­ci­no­ze va­ba­reb, ara­da ar min­da sa­me­di­ci­no;
ver mo­gat­yueb da ver get­yvi, rom iu­ri­diu­li
min­da; arc sim­Re­ra min­da; fi­zi­kac ar min­da; sam­
To geo­lo­giac ki ar main­te­re­sebs, rac ar un­da
ga­sak­vi­ri iyos; anu, ra­maz, mar­Tla ar vi­ci, ra
min­da da, al­baT, ami­to­mac vdga­var aq, sa­xu­rav­
ze, da xel­Si rZis boT­li mi­ka­via, rom sev­da ga­
mi­qar­vos.
_ ga­da­xe­de xalxs, bar­ba­re, _ vuT­xa­ri da­fiq­
re­bul­ ma, _ ro­ gor ggo­ nia, amaT ician, ra un­
daT? mag­ram, ga­na ram­de­ni dgas ax­la sa­xu­rav­ze?
_ me. ras svam? _ Ca­me­kiT­xa.
_ lu­di maqvs, gin­da?
_ ara, _ am­re­ziT mo­man­Wa sa­xe, _ al­ko­ho­li
dards ver gaa­qar­vebs.
_ verc rZe, _ mok­led mo­vu­We­ri.
_ Tu prob­le­ma naR­vlis buS­tSia, Se­saZ­loa
moag­va­ros ki­dec, _ Se­mo­mi­tia mSvi­dad.
_ e, Sen sai­dan... _ ga­mik­vir­da, sai­dan gai­go
Ce­mi SeT­xzu­li le­gen­dis Se­sa­xeb, mag­ram, ro­ca
uk­ve un­da me­kiT­xa, ki­des miuax­lov­da da xe­le­
bi ga­Sa­la, ami­tom az­ri ga­miw­yda da da­vu­Za­xe: _
moi­ca­de, bar­ba­re!..
_ ra iyo, ra­maz? _ mkiT­xa da ki­dev er­Txel

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Se­mo­ma­na­Ta im­dRe­van­de­li ca­sa­viT lur­ji Tva­
le­bi, _ ra­me gaqvs saT­qme­li? xde­ba ra­me?
la­ma­zi go­go iyo bar­ba­re, Tum­ca _ me­tad gam­
xda­ri. cxvi­ri od­nav gam­ru­de­bu­li hqon­da da,
Tu mci­re droiT mainc daak­vir­de­bo­da ada­mia­ni,
mis yba­ze mci­re pro­ge­nia­sac Se­niS­nav­da, mag­ram
yve­la­ze mSve­nie­ri na­wi­li, rac mis sa­xe­ze mde­
ba­reob­ da, iyo zus­ tad yba, cxvi­ ri da, Sem­ deg,
Tva­le­bi.
mok­led, mi­ve­di bar­ba­res­Tan, Ce­mi sak­maod
Zlie­ri mkla­vi mker­dTan da­va­de, ga­mov­wie ki­di­
dan, me­re ki vuT­xa­ri:
_ jer me ma­ca­de.
ne­la da­vi­xie ukan, me­re ki, mou­lod­ne­lad,
gi­Ji­viT va­ko­ce bar­ba­res mar­wyvi­viT tkbil tu­
Ceb­Si, ga­ve­qa­ne ki­dis­ken, zur­gi qve­viT mo­vaq­cie,
sa­xe _ ze­viT, rom cis­Tvis bo­lom­de me­yu­re­bi­na,
da dauo­ke­be­li si­ci­liT ga­dav­xti ga­saf­re­nad,
ra.
mar­to Tqven ki ara, _ mec main­te­re­sebs, sai­
dan an, Tun­dac, ro­gor vwer me am yve­la­fers.

12 mai­si _ 14 mai­si, 2017 we­li

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 kol­xi me­deas am­ba­vi uwi­wa­kod

kol­xe­Tis dab­lob­ze da­va­bi­jeb­di, xel­Si vaS­

li me­Wi­ra, Tav­ze oq­ros gvir­gvi­ni med­ga, fra­ki
mec­va wi­Te­li. cxe­lo­da, mag­ram Rrub­le­bis sqe­li
gro­va dam­cve­li brbo­sa­viT ga­da­fa­re­bo­da mzes,
ami­tom sic­xe ver atan­da. Tu war­moid­genT ba­la­
xian udab­nos _ anu, ad­gils, sa­dac mxo­lod ba­la­
xia, Tan uim­bldo­nis cen­tra­lu­ri kor­tis do­ne­ze
mov­li­li _ get­yviT, rom, ai, zus­tad ege­Ti ad­gi­
li iyo, sa­dac da­va­bi­jeb­di. me­re, Zlivs, ho­ri­zon­
tze er­Ta­der­Ti xe ga­moC­nda. da­vi­Za­ri mis­ken. sia­
rul­Si aR­mo­va­Ci­ne, rom niu­to­nis meo­re ka­no­ni _
mo­der­ni­ze­bu­lad da Ce­mi miz­nis­ken pir­Seq­ce­viT,
ra Tqma un­ da _ amoq­me­de­bu­li­yo da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
ra siC­qa­ri­Tac me vuax­lov­de­bo­di xes, xec im siC­
qa­riT­ve mo­dio­da Cem­ken. bo­los, ro­gorc iq­na,
er­Tma­neTs Sev­xvdiT _ ka­pi­la­re­bi­viT da­to­ti­li
mu­xa aR­moC­nda, ro­mel­sac uka­na mxa­re ar uCan­da,
ho­da, mec Ce­mi wi­li cno­bis­wa­di­li rom da­mek­ma­yo­
fi­le­bi­na, Se­mo­vua­re, Se­mo­vua­re da, ras vxe­dav _

– 128 –
oq­ros saw­mi­si hki­dia zed. oq­ros saw­mi­si vi­po­ve-
meT­qi, Sev­yvi­re ga­xa­re­bul­ma. tot­ze mki­diao, xem
mi­pa­su­xa. Ta­vi­dan Se­me­Sin­da, mag­ram me­re mo­ma­va­li
ga­mo­vi­ca­ni, da ise, vi­Tomc ara­fe­ri mqo­n­da da­
sa­kar­gi, mo­me­ci-meT­qi, vuT­xa­ri. tot­ze mki­diao,
ga­mi­meo­ra. ra ver gai­geo, me­re uk­ni­dan mo­mes­ma
qa­lis na­ti­fi xma _ ai, ise­Ti, eg­re­ve Jruan­tel­ma
da­mia­ra; ho, mok­led: ra ver gai­ge, tot­ze hki­diao.
saw­mi­si min­da-meT­qi, qals vuT­xa­ri. me, saer­Tod,
xe­ze mki­diao. mew­yi­na, da es ma­nac ig­rZno, ami­tom,
da­na­Sau­li rom ga­moes­yi­da, mu­xi­dan vaS­li mow­yvi­
ta da ga­mo­mi­wo­da. rom viua­re, Ser­cxva _ msxa­li
xom ar ger­Civ­nao. mu­xa­ze vaS­lic aris-meT­qi da
msxa­lic? ki, tot­ze ki­diao. Se­ni xaT­riT, Sev­Wam-
meT­qi, dav­ye­vi me­re, Cav­kbi­Ce na­yo­fi _ ut­kbi­le­si
iyo, mag­ram, sa­xe­lis kiT­xva ro­gorc ki da­va­pi­re
im sao­ca­ri qa­lis­Tvis, Tva­leb­ze bin­di ga­da­mek­
ra da Zirs dav­var­di, Tum­ca, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, me­
dea rom iyo, ki miv­xvdi ma­gas. zus­tad ver vit­yvi,
Se­miy­var­da Tu ara, mag­ram ma­gas ra az­ ri aqvs _
ga­meR­vi­Za, Ca­miS­xam­da mTe­li Zi­li!.. Tbi­li­sis qu­
Ca­ze amov­ya­vi isev Ta­vi, rus­Tav­Si, Cems sax­lSi.
ise, sak­maod sain­te­re­so fe­no­me­nia, ro­ca qa­la­qis
qu­Cas meo­re qa­la­qis sa­xels ar­qmev. aris rus­Tav­
Si qu­Ce­bi _ ma­ga­li­Tad, Tod­rias qu­Ca, ro­me­li­
Rac mik­ro raio­ne­bi _ sa­dac ada­mia­nis pi­rov­ne­
bis fsi­qo­lo­giur ar­sSi igi1 do­mi­ni­rebs da, Se­
sa­ba­mi­sad, ubiZ­gebs mas, ar­se­bo­ba in­stin­qte­bam­de

1. zig­mund froi­dis „fsi­qoa­na­li­zis“ mi­xed­viT, pi­rov­ne­bis mo­de­li

sa­mi qves­truq­tu­ri­sa­gan Sed­ge­ba, ro­mel­Ta­gan igi aris in­stin­qtTa
sa­ba­do, da mas gaaC­nia amo­ra­lu­ri sur­vi­le­bis war­moq­mnis Za­la;

– 129 –
daiy­va­nos, da pi­rov­ne­bis mo­ce­mu­lo­ba mTlia­nad
in­stin­qte­bis sa­ba­dod aq­cios, dauo­ke­be­li sur­
vi­le­bi war­moS­vas, gaauv­ne­bel­yos lo­gi­ka da mo­
ra­lu­ri Sez­Rud­ve­bi, mTe­li pi­rov­ne­ba amoq­me­dos
mxo­lod sa­sia­mov­nos da ara­sa­sia­mov­nos gar­Ce­vis
prin­ci­piT da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, ada­mia­nis­Tvis moq­me­
de­bis er­Ta­derT sa­Sua­le­bad das­ve­ne­ba da gan­
tvir­Tva da­xa­tos. ar­se­bobs ase­ve ad­gi­le­bi _ ma­
ga­li­Tad, me­gob­ro­bis da rus­Ta­ve­lis gam­zi­re­bi
_ sa­dac ada­mia­ni bo­lom­de cno­bie­ri xde­ba da,
Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, WeS­ma­ri­tad pa­su­xis­ge­ba­Si mo­dis sa­
ku­Tar moq­me­de­bas­Tan da sur­vi­leb­Ta­nac ki. da
bo­los, ar­se­bobs ise­Ti ad­gi­lic _ ai, ze­moT xse­
ne­bu­li Tbi­li­sis qu­Ca _ ro­me­lic pi­rov­ne­ba­Si
so­cia­li­za­ciu­ri evo­lu­ciis siC­qa­res sag­rZnob­
lad zrdis, rom­lis tro­tuar­ze gav­li­sas yve­la­
ze amo­ra­lu­ri ada­mia­nic ki gar­kveu­li mo­ra­lis
ma­ta­re­be­li xde­ba, da rom­lis as­fal­tis fex­sac­
mlis Zir­ze Se­xe­bac ki do­mi­nan­tur grZno­bebs _
siy­va­ruls, SiSs, cno­bis­moy­va­reo­bas _ aR­Zravs pi­
rov­ne­ba­Si. Se­saZ­loa, Za­lian Se­vi­We­ri ax­la da ga­
vu­tie, mag­ram, mo­diT, saq­mes da­vub­run­deT:
ga­meR­vi­Za-meT­qi, vTqvi da aRar da­vam­Tav­re, Se­
sa­ba­mi­sad, mar­ti­vi mi­sax­ved­ria, rom me­Zi­na, da is
siu­Je­ti, ro­me­lic da­saw­yis­Si dai­xa­ta, qvec­no­bie­
ris xa­te­ba iyo. kolx me­dea­ze vfiq­rob­di, iq­ne­bo­
da Tu ara igi bed­nie­ri Ta­vi­si pir­ve­la­di ar­se­bo­
bis dros _ pir­ve­la­di-meT­qi, imi­tom vam­bob, rom
rein­kar­na­ciis San­sebs ar va­nu­leb da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
faq­tad vi­Reb, rom, Tu aris, iyos, Tu ara da, nu iq­
ne­ba. war­mo­vid­gi­ne, ro­gor ga­moy­va me­dea ia­sons

– 130 –
sa­ber­ZneT­Si, ro­gor gau­Ci­na Svi­li, ro­gor uyu­
ra qmris da Svi­lis sik­vdil­sac Sem­deg, ro­gor
Seic­no yo­fis au­tan­lad msu­bu­qi amaoe­ba, da ro­
gor daas­ru­la si­coc­xle ro­me­li­Rac Ta­vi­si­ve
ba­la­xeu­li na­ye­niT. „mag­ram xan­grZliv es so­fe­
li gaa­xa­rebs vin­mes, ga­na?”1 TviT­mkvle­le­bi ver
is­ve­ne­ben, ami­tom mra­va­li mo­ma­va­li si­coc­xliT
itan­je­bian da, ram­den­je­rac mok­vde­bian, xe­lax­
la iba­de­bian iqam­de, sa­nam bo­lo ar mo­va da, Tu
eW­vi ge­pa­re­baT, sit­yva­ze men­deT. vi­fiq­re, ax­lac
un­da iyos-meT­qi me­deas rein­kar­ni­re­bu­li su­li
ro­me­li­me coc­xa­li qa­lis an, Tun­dac, go­go­nas
sxeul­Si. mos­ve­ne­ba ar mom­ca aman, ho­da amo­vic­vi
tru­se­bi _ ar mec­va, ho, cxe­lo­da da vgril­de­bo­
di _ me­re win­de­bi, Sar­va­li... mok­led, Se­vi­mo­se, ra,
da da­veS­vi daR­mar­Tze, me­gob­ro­bis gam­zirs rom
uer­Tde­bo­da. ga­ve­di ki­dec me­re gam­zir­ze, cen­
tra­lur gzas­Tan. „ve­ji­nis­ken” ga­vi­qe­ci _ meT­qi,
ueW­ve­li un­da Sem­xvdes sad­me rein­kar­ni­re­bu­li
me­dea. ar vi­ci, ra­tom _ al­baT, al­Rom mi­kar­na­xa _
zoo­ma­Ra­zia­Si Se­ve­di. gam­yid­ve­li Ca­ku­zu­li dam­
xvda _ di­di al­ba­To­biT, ro­me­li­me cxo­ve­lis saW­
mels eZeb­da qve­da dax­leb­Si _ xo­lo ke­del­Tan
er­Ti go­go atu­zu­li­yo _ ase, oci wlis; Tva­le­bi
suf­Ta wylis­fe­ri hqon­da, Tma _ Za­lian Sa­vi, nak­
vTe­bi _ naR­di kol­xu­ri.
_ go­go­na, Tqven ra gqviaT? _ Ca­ve­kiT­xe, Tan sa­
xe­ze mi­vaS­ter­di.
_ me? _ gauk­vir­da.

1. naw­yve­ti fra­za aka­ki we­re­Te­lis poe­mi­dan „gam­zrde­li“.

– 131 –
 _ diax, Tqven. _ das­tu­ri mi­ve­ci.
_ me... dea mqvia. aq da­qals ga­mo­veg­zav­ne _ ZaR­
li hyavs mSie­ri da...
_ aaa! _ da­viy­vi­re. mag­rad vyvi­ro­di me­re sul:
_ da ra ZaR­lia eg me­re?!
_ ra vi­ci, qu­Ca­Si ipo­va... _ See­Sin­da Ce­mi Rria­lis.
_ aha! ho­da wa­val!
_ moi­ca­deT, _ ga­ma­Ce­ra, me­re Cem­ken xe­li ga­
moiS­vi­ra, Sek­ru­li mu­Wi, ne­la ga­Sa­la, TiT­qos ak­
rZa­lul vaSls maZ­lev­so, _ „pe­dig­ri” ar gin­daT?
_ vaf, vaf!!! _ da­vu­ye­fe, da ga­mo­vi­qe­ci.
gim­na­ziis­ken ga­mov­rbo­di da, mag asax­vevs rom
mi­vuax­lov­di, me­re­Ra ga­da­vi­fiq­re Sex­ve­va, da isev
win ga­vag­rZe­le svla. yve­la wer­til­Si of­li gam­
dio­da. ner­ve­bi mqon­da moS­li­li _ ro­gor, ga­na, ase
mar­ti­vad ram ma­pov­ni­na es da­loc­vi­li, a?! vi­fiq­
re, ueW­ve­li dav­lev-meT­qi, mag­ram sa­xe­Si Se­mo­vir­
tyi mag fiq­ris ga­mo, rom am­xe­la araal­ko­ho­lu­ri
pau­za vi­Ra­ca kol­xi me­deas ga­mo un­da Se­mew­yvi­ta!
ga­vi­qe­ci isev, „bib­luss“ gav­cdi, oci met­ri ki­dev
vir­bi­ne, sa­Saur­me­Si Sev­var­di, dax­lTan miv­var­di.
_ gis­menT, _ miT­xra sa­Saur­mis Ta­nam­Sro­mel­ma
go­gom.
_ er­Ti cxa­re ga­mouS­viT, Svid la­ria­ni! _ cxa­
re min­do­da, ho, imi­tom, rom Ta­vi da­me­tan­ja, mag­
ram meo­re wam­sve dav­mSvid­di, Rrmad Ca­vi­sun­Tqe
da isev im go­gos vuT­xa­ri: _ cxa­re ara, ukac­ra­
vad, uwi­wa­ko jo­bia.

10 ag­vis­to, 2017 we­li

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 ka­rib­We

mxo­lod Tan­da­yo­lil da mud­mi­vad Ta­nam­dev

TviT­ga­nad­gu­re­bas SeiZ­le­ba daer­qvas sik­vdi­li,
da mxo­lod ase­Ti TviT­ga­nad­gu­re­bis _ anu, sik­
vdi­lis _ ni­WiT da­jil­doe­bul ar­se­bas SeiZ­le­
ba ewo­dos coc­xa­li. Tavs vik­lav? _ maS, vkvde­
bi; maqvs ar­Ce­va­ni, mo­vik­la Ta­vi Tu ga­vag­rZe­lo
cxov­re­ba? _ maS, coc­xa­li var.
sma rom da­viw­ye, ma­le vTvre­bo­di. me­go­na,
xSi­rad rom dav­lev, or­ga­niz­mi mieC­ve­va da ne­la
dav­Tvre­bi-meT­qi, mag­ram, rac dro ga­vi­da, miT
nak­le­bi mWir­de­ba da­saT­ro­bad. lo­To­ba cu­di
saq­mea, mag­ram ara imi­tom, rom jan­mrTe­lo­bas
gin­grevs, ara­ med imi­ tom, rom am dros mTlia­
nad gip­yrobs Su­ri, amav­drou­li am­par­tav­ne­ba,
mris­xa­ne­ba da sxva mra­va­li sik­vdi­lis tol­fa­si
se­ni; sas­mels ada­mia­ni cxo­ve­lis do­nem­de dah­
yavs, mag­ram sas­mel­Tan er­Tad Se­Ze­nil Tvi­se­
bebs _ wa­mod­go­mis San­sis ar­mqo­ne de­ka­dan­sam­de.
vgrZnob­di, bo­lo pe­riod­Si Ti­Toeu­li wve­Ti mi­

– 133 –
xu­reb­da sxeuls, da mai­Zu­leb­da, se­rio­zu­lad
mo­mak­vdi­ne­be­li fiq­re­bis­gan Ta­vis ga­da­sar­Ce­nis
miz­niT, uf­ro me­ti da­me­lia, rom usiz­mrod Cam­
Zi­ne­bo­da.
ar vi­ci zus­tad, mag­ram mgo­nia, ma­ma­Ce­mi Cem­
ze ua­ re­si iyo. al­ baT, su­ lac ar yo­ fi­ la ise­
Ti sa­Si­ne­li rea­lu­rad, ro­gorc me var, mag­ram
ada­mia­nis ar­sis sam­xre­Ti po­lu­sis bu­ne­ba mai­
Zu­lebs, vi­fiq­ro, rom bev­ri ram _ Tu ara yve­
la­fe­ri _ Cems areul cxov­re­ba­Si mi­si bra­lia.
si­nam­dvi­le­Si, ra Tqma un­da, ase araa. cxov­re­ba
ro­ca ire­va, mi­ze­zi yo­vel­Tvis isaa, rom, da­la­
ge­bu­li yo­fie­re­bis pe­riod­Si, Cven mier mo­sas­
wre­bi saq­me dro­Si ver Ca­va­tieT. da saer­To­dac,
Tu ga­viaz­rebT, rom yve­la­fe­ri cu­di, rac Cvens
Tavs tria­lebs, Cve­ni­ve mi­qa­ru­li saq­cie­le­bis­
da ga­mo xde­ba, ma­Sin yve­la­fe­ri na­Te­li gax­de­ba.
mi­qa­ru­li saq­cie­li, Ta­vis mxriv, mci­re cod­vis
fes­via, mag­ram cod­va, Ta­vis mxriv, sik­vdi­lis
da­saw­yi­sia. Tum­ca ar­se­bobs ki mci­re cod­va?
ro­me­li­me tbas mci­re ma­Sin ewo­de­ba, ro­de­sac
mas did zRvas va­da­rebT, Tum­ca si­nam­dvi­le­Si
igi su­lac araa pa­ta­ra, rad­gan sak­mao rao­de­
no­bis wyals itevs; mci­ re cod­ va mxo­lod mo­
mak­vdi­ne­bel­Tan Se­da­re­biT gveC­ve­ne­ba mci­red,
mag­ram, Ta­vis­Ta­vad aRe­bu­li, mainc di­di bo­ro­
te­ baa, imi­tom, rom cod­ va _ di­ dic da mci­ rec
_ ori­ve er­Ti wer­ti­li­dan iRebs sa­Ta­ves; Cven
um­niS­vne­lod gveC­ve­ne­ba, ro­de­sac gauf­rTxi­
leb­lad da Ta­ma­mad vaT­va­lie­rebT qa­lis la­maz
sa­xes, mag­ram si­la­ma­zis Tva­lie­re­ba sa­Sua­le­bas

– 134 –
aZ­levs bin­Zur fiq­rebs, sru­liad moic­van Cve­
ni ar­se­ba; isi­ni Cvens go­ne­bas ip­yro­ben, Sem­deg
ki uk­ve imis mis­wra­fe­bac gviC­nde­ba, rom xe­liT
Sev­wvdeT im tkbo­bas, ra­zec voc­ne­bob­diT, me­re
az­ris saq­med srul­yo­fis pro­cess viw­yebT, vas­
ru­lebT; moq­me­de­bis ra­mo­de­ni­me­jer ga­meo­re­ba
pro­cess Cve­va­Si ga­daz­rdis, Cve­vas _ Cveu­le­ba­
Si, da bo­los is coc­xal ar­sad mog­vev­li­ne­ba,
coc­xa­li ar­si ki au­ci­leb­lo­bas Ca­moa­ya­li­bebs,
cu­di saq­mis au­ci­leb­lo­ba ki WeS­ma­ri­ti sik­vdi­
lis uax­loe­si me­go­ba­ria. Tum­ca Tes­li mci­re
zo­mi­saa, mis­gan mainc di­di xe amoiz­rde­ba.
sa­dac mar­too­ba mTav­rde­ba, iq ba­za­ri iw­ye­
ba, da sa­dac ba­za­ria, iq mu­dam vaW­re­bis xmau­ri
da bu­ze­bis bzui­li is­mis, ami­to­mac vcxov­rob
gan­mar­toe­biT. arc aras­dros es­mo­da me­zo­bels
me­zob­lis da, me­tic, er­Tma­ne­Tis avic uk­vir­daT
da kar­gic. Tum­ca, es al­baT mxo­lod me vfiq­rob
ase, ga­daW­riT ve­ra­fers vit­yvi _ arc ara­so­des
Ca­moh­ki­de­bia WeS­ma­ri­te­ba ab­so­lu­tiz­mis ma­jas.
da mainc, yve­laf­riT kma­yo­fil mar­to mcxov­reb
kac­sac ur­Cev­nia, ka­cis mkvle­lis xel­Si Ca­var­
des, vid­re aR­moC­ndes qal­ze fiq­reb­Si. yo­vel­
Tvis mak­lda.
ori dRis win sa­ku­Tar sax­lSi dav­dio­di, ro­
ca uc­nau­ri ga­re­moe­ba _ xor­cSes­xmu­li _ aR­mo­
va­Ci­ne Ce­mi grZe­li de­ref­nis bo­los. aS­ka­rad,
ro­ca saxls va­Se­neb­di, am ko­ri­do­ris Crdi­loeT
mci­re ke­del­ze ara­nai­ri oTa­xis ka­ri ar ga­mi­ke­
Te­bia. Ta­vi­dan vi­fiq­re, meC­ve­ne­ba-meT­qi, da arc
gam­kvir­ve­bia, rad­gan ori kvi­ra ga­dab­mu­li smis

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me­re pir­ve­li sru­li dRe xde­bo­da, ar da­me­lia,
da Ta­vi­suf­lad SeiZ­le­bo­da, TeT­ri cxe­le­ba
mqo­no­da daw­ye­bu­li, mag­ram ara _ Cem­ze Zlier­
ma qvec­no­bier­ma xmam Rrma si­So­ri­dan mi­kar­na­
xa, cxad­Si xa­ro, me­go­ba­ro. cno­bis­moy­va­reo­ba,
ra Tqma un­da, ver dav­Zlie _ ise, sain­te­re­soa,
cno­bis­wa­di­lis mxe­cu­ri grZno­ba ajo­bebs Cems
ar­se­ba­Si, Tu sas­mlis um­tki­ce­si moT­xov­ni­le­
ba _ da ga­ve­Su­re iqiT­ken, sai­Tac uc­no­bi ka­ri
dam­xvda. Sua gza­ Si Sev­
xti, rad­ gan kars miR­ ma
ra­Rac ga­vi­go­ne, da es ra­Rac ar iyo arc vne­bia­
ni kvne­sa qa­lis, arc ma­ma­ka­cis cxo­ve­lu­ri qo­Si­
ni, arc for­te­pia­nos kla­vi­Se­bis rbi­li xma, arc
vio­li­nos si­mis mxat­vru­li rxe­va, arc di­di xnis
gar­dac­vli­li ma­mis xma, arc mkvda­ri de­da­Ce­mis
mo­nat­re­bu­li Se­Za­xi­li... es iyo xa­vi­li, ro­me­
lic nel-ne­la iz­rde­bo­da da me­ta­mor­fo­zas
ga­nic­di­da, ga­da­dio­da sa­so­war­kve­Til da ui­me­
do Txov­ni­sebr yi­vil­Si. Si­Si­sa da cno­bis­moy­
va­reo­bis veq­to­reb­ma sa­pi­ris­pi­ro mi­mar­Tu­le­ba
mii­Res uceb Cems pi­rov­ne­ba­Si, mag­ram, ro­gorc
es ne­bis­mier ada­mian­Si mox­de­bo­da, cno­bis­wa­di­
lis veq­to­ris sig­rZem Si­Sis veq­to­ris sig­rZes
ga­daa­War­ba, mo­mar­Ta tol­qme­di Za­lis veq­to­ri
sa­Ta­vi­sod, da mec isev ga­vag­rZe­le gza uc­no­
bi ka­ ris­ken. nel-ne­ la xma mec­ no... ase er­Txel
miy­vi­ria. frTxi­lad mi­ve­di xis Se­sas­vlel­Tan,
Cav­Wi­de mrgval sa­xe­lurs Ce­mi Zlie­ri mte­va­ni,
da­va­pi­re ga­mo­we­va da, ga­mov­qa­Ce Tu ara, Zirs
da­ve­ci. sam­jer rom vca­de ki­dev ga­Re­ba da sa­mi­
ve­jer rom da­ve­ci Zirs, ga­dav­wyvi­te, im wams aR­

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mo­Ce­nil da Sem­Cneul WuW­ru­ta­na­Si Se­me­xe­da, rom
sa­bo­lood ga­mer­kvia, ra xde­bo­da Cems kuT­vnil
sax­lSi. Se­vi­xe­de. Se­vi­xe­de da... me vi­ya­vi, zus­
tad vi­ci, da­vi­na­xe. Tan me vi­ya­vi mwa­me­be­lic da
wa­me­bu­lic. Tav­qve myav­da sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vi jvar­
ze gak­ru­li, zed Tav­ze dam­sxvreu­li ar­yis boT­
lis na­te­xe­bis­gan ga­ke­Te­bu­li gvir­gvi­ni med­ga,
vyvi­ro­di tki­vi­lis­gan, sa­xe dam­man­Wvo­da. me­re
es su­ra­Ti gaq­ra, mag­ram igi­ve Si­naar­sis, Tumc
gan­sxva­ve­bu­li siu­Je­tis sce­na war­moiq­mna: SiS­
ve­li vi­de­qi, mar­to di­di ba­Tin­ke­bi mec­va, zam­
Tris; mar­jve­na xel­Si da­na me­Wi­ra da wam­dau­wum
bar­Zay­Si vir­tyam­di; bar­Za­yi­dan sis­xli wrfi­vad
gad­mo­dio­da da na­ka­du­li­viT an­ka­rad Cae­di­ne­
bo­da fex­sac­mel­Si; iw­yeb­da sia­ruls es Ce­mi Ta­
vi _ anu, Se­miZ­lia vTqva, viw­yeb­di sia­ruls me _
da, ede­bo­da ra Ce­mi­ve sisxls Ce­mi ter­fe­bi, Wya­
pu­nob­da ise, TiT­qos Tav­sxma wvi­mis Sem­deg ga­
Ce­nil gu­beeb­Si mev­los re­zi­nis bo­te­biT. sce­na
ma­le isev ga­moic­va­la. ax­la Ce­mi Ta­vi, ro­me­lic
im oTax­Si sa­mi iyo sxva­das­xva rol­Si, eub­ne­bo­da
meo­re Cems Tavs, ro­mel­sac Ta­vi yul­fSi hqon­da
ga­yo­fi­li:
_ Sen dam­na­Sa­ve xar, me­go­ba­ro, un­da mok­vde.
amis gam­go­ne me­sa­me Ce­mi Ta­vi aR­SfoT­Ta,
miir­bi­na dam­sjel­Tan da bra­zia­ni to­niT ikiT­xa:
_ ra xde­ba, ra am­ba­via?!
_ es ka­ci si­mar­Tles la­pa­ra­kob­da, Zmao, ges­
mis? _ kiT­xva daub­ru­na dam­sjel­ma Cem­ma Tav­ma.
_ ges­mis?!
_ aba, ra­tom sjiT, ra­tom ax­rCobT?! _ gau­

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geb­ro­ba­Si myof­ma me­sa­me Cem­ma Tav­ma ikiT­xa. am
dros ki­dev er­Ti Ce­mi Ta­vi uk­ve lur­jde­bo­da.
_ ra­tom?! _ gauk­ vir­da dam­ sjels, _ ra­ tom!
imi­tom, rom zus­ tad esaa si­ mar­Tlis fa­ si, Ce­
mo Zmao. ase rom ar iyos, xom yve­la si­mar­Tles
ila­pa­ra­keb­da?!
me­re isev ai­Sa­la fi­gu­re­bi ise, ro­gorc aS­
li­da gab­ra­ze­bu­li da­mar­cxe­bu­li Wad­ra­kis da­
fas, da Sem­deg isev mSvi­dad daew­yo axa­li sce­na,
sa­dac me viw­vo­di. viw­vo­di, viw­vo­di da am cec­
xlSi gax­veu­li viT­xov­di Sve­las, Tum­ca Cems am
Txov­nas obieq­ti ar hyo­lia _ ub­ra­lod vis­vri­
di haer­Si sit­yvebs: „gTxovT, miS­ve­leT, da­mex­ma­
reT“. Txov­na jer ise ra asas­ru­le­be­lia, me­re _
mi­mar­Tvis obieq­tis ga­re­Se. an vis­Tvis meT­xo­va
rai­me? _ ara­vin myav­da.
aRar Se­meZ­lo imis yu­re­ba, ras miS­vre­bod­
nen, ami­tom Tva­li ga­mo­va­ri­de WuW­ru­ta­nas da,
ra wams es vqe­ni, wam­skda Tva­le­bi­dan sis­xli. ra
sa­co­da­via is ada­mia­ni, ro­mel­sac hgo­nia, rom
Zlier su­lier tki­vils di­di xa­ni Zi­li an bev­
ri So­ko­la­di mour­Cens. mxo­lod ti­ri­li, me­gob­
re­bo! mxo­lod crem­le­bi! yve­la­fe­ri mo­mis­wria,
siy­va­ru­lis gar­da, ara­da, ro­ca iba­de­bi ada­mia­
ni, siy­va­ru­lis­Tvis iba­de­bi; ga­Ce­nis mo­men­ti­dan
mzad xar, giy­ var­ des. ax­
lac, al­ baT, jer ki­ dev
viw­vi.

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 Ta­na­mec­xed­re

„anu, mic­nobT da me ar gic­nobT? Sem­Txve­viT

da­ma­ma­teT me­gob­reb­Si, me da­ga­ma­teT, Tu?..“ _
ase­Ti iyo mi­si pir­ve­li sit­yve­bi Cem­da­mi, ro­me­
lic gais­ma ara mi­si ba­gee­bis­gan mow­yve­tiT, ara­
med _ Cems go­ne­ba­Si, ra­me­Tu ase­Ti ara­fe­ri uT­
qvams, mag­ram mom­we­ra.
„Tqven da­ma­ma­teT, Se­miZ­lia da­zus­te­biT
vTqva,“ _ sam wa­mia­ni fiq­ris Sem­deg vu­pa­su­xe ase.
nu gaik­vir­vebT _ sam wam­Si ada­mia­ni ra­mo­de­ni­me
siz­mris nax­va­sac as­wrebs, aram­cTu _ fiqrs. mag­
ram, iq­neb, fiq­ri uf­ro mZi­mea asa­we­vad, vid­re _
siz­ma­ri?
„bo­di­Si, ba­to­no de­met­re, ga­sa­ge­bia,“ _ ase
mom­we­ra da, ro­gorc me miv­xvdi, Cem­ma mok­le
da, co­ ta ar iyos, civ­ ma pa­
sux­ma, er­ Tis mxriv,
ukar­na­xa, rom an ar me­ca­la, an­dac, ub­ra­lod,
sur­vi­li ar mqon­da mi­mo­we­ris ga­Ca­Re­bi­sa. ar iyo
tyui­li es mo­ce­mu­lo­ba, mar­Tla, mag­ram ra­Ra­ca
uxi­la­vi mainc mai­Zu­leb­da, rom qals ase uz­rde­

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lu­rad _ miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom xSi­rad Ta­vad
iq­ce­vian sa­Sin­lad am kom­po­nen­tSi _ ar mov­qceo­
di.
„ise, mec­no­biT, mag­ram ar gic­nobT, zus­tad
vi­ci,“ _ mainc miv­we­re. da Tum­ca imis me­ti, rom
am Set­yo­bi­ne­bas na­xav­da, ime­di ar mqo­nia araf­
ri­sa, mainc ga­mo­me­pa­su­xa od­nav uc­nau­rad da,
SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, mou­lod­ne­la­dac:
„Ta­vad ar vic­ nob sa­ ku­
Tar Tavs, ami­ tom ga­
sak­vi­ri araa, Tqvenc ar mic­nob­deT“.
„kar­gi naT­qva­mia, mag­ram eg ise­dac yo­vel­Tvis
igu­lis­xme­ba da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, sxva ram vi­gu­lis­
xme, uf­ro mar­ti­vi, qal­ba­to­no na­ta­Sa,“ _ ise
vi­fiq­re, rom pa­Te­ti­ku­ri qa­li un­da yo­fi­li­yo,
mag­ram, ra Tqma un­da, Sev­cdi. romc ar Sev­mcda­
ri­ya­vi, mainc, ga­na cne­ba „pa­Te­ti­ku­ro­ba“ da „ba­
na­lu­ro­ba“ imis Se­mo­Re­bu­li araa, vi­sac rea­lo­
bis­gan Ta­vis ari­de­ba surs? rad­gan ne­bis­mie­ri
ar­se­bu­li rea­lo­ba pa­Te­ti­ku­ria da ba­na­lu­ri.
„ho, yve­la­fe­ri rTu­lad mar­ti­via“, _ si­mar­
Tle vTqva, am pa­sux­ma Zlier ga­ma­Ri­zia­na, ami­
tom Ce­mi Sub­lze Sek­ru­li ki­ki­na _ im sig­rZe Tma
ar mqon­da, rom ukan Se­mek­ra, mag­ram im sig­rZi­sa
ki mainc iyo, rom Tva­leb­ze Ca­mom­Slo­da xol­me
_ ga­vix­se­ni da, gab­ra­ze­bul-ga­Ri­zia­ne­bul­ma, da­
sa­ba­ni Tma pir­da­pir Tva­leb­ze Ca­mo­vi­ya­re, me­re
wel­Si mo­vi­xa­re, sa­xe­loe­bi avi­ka­pi­we da kom­piu­
te­ris ek­rans Ca­saf­re­bu­li lo­mi­viT Sev­xe­de.
„rTu­lad mar­ti­vi ki, mag­ram mar­ti­vad rTu­li
Tua, egaa mTa­va­ri,“ _ ai, ase vu­pa­su­xe.
„ara, _ wam­sve mom­we­ra, _ ab­so­lu­tu­ri ara­

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fe­ria sam­ya­ro­Si, mag­ram sam­ya­ro, Ta­vis mxriv,
ab­so­lu­tu­ria yve­la kom­po­nen­tSi,“ _ miu­xe­da­vad
imi­sa, rom rTu­lad da­sa­kav­Si­re­be­li iyo wi­na
Set­yo­bi­ne­bas­Tan es, mainc da­va­kav­Si­re, rad­gan
am sit­yveb­Si ga­moik­ve­Ta am qa­lis sa­xe yve­la­ze
ukeT.
„Cve­ni sam­ya­ros ab­so­lu­tu­ro­bas da­saw­yi­si
hqon­da, ami­tom da­sas­ru­lic eq­ne­ba. aqe­dan ga­mom­
di­na­re, ab­so­lu­tu­ro­bac araa ab­so­lu­tu­ri,“ _
nel-ne­la var­Tu­leb­di mec da, eW­vi mqon­da, isic.
„da­saw­yi­sic usas­ru­loa _ ra­Ra­cis da­ba­de­ba
araf­ris­gan. ara­fe­ric xom ra­Ra­cis­gan dai­ba­
da. da­ba­de­bam­dec usas­ru­lo­baa da mas Sem­de­gac.
zus­tad usas­ru­lo­baa ab­so­lu­tu­ri, mag­ram isic
mxo­lod Teo­riu­lad,“ _ Rrmad moaz­rov­ne qa­li
yo­vel­Tvis yve­la­ze sa­Si­Sia.
„ara­fe­ri“ uf­ro di­di yve­la­fe­ria, vid­re _
„yve­la­fe­ri“. ami­tom, Tu „ara­fe­ri“ usas­ru­lo­
baa, ma­ Sin is usaz­ Rvroa, mag­ ram Tu „ara­ fe­ ri“
„yve­la­fe­ria“, da „yve­la­fers“ saz­Rvre­bi aqvs,
ma­Sin „ara­fe­ric“ sas­ru­li ga­mo­dis da, Se­sa­ba­
mi­sad, usas­ru­lo­bac, sas­ru­li usas­ru­lo­ba ki,
cxa­dia, usas­ru­lo­ba aRar aris,“ _ ase Tu un­da,
uf­ro gan­va­naT­leb-meT­qi, ga­dav­wyvi­te.
„mTe­li aR­mo­sav­lu­ri fi­lo­so­fia da­ba­de­bi­
dan daobs: yve­la­fe­ri an ara­fe­ri. me mgo­nia,
ase­Ti ra­di­ka­lu­ri fiq­ri STam­beW­da­vi, mag­ram
od­nav usa­fuZ­vloa, _ war­mo­vid­gi­ne, ro­gor la­
pa­ra­kob­da, ro­gor am­bob­da am sit­yvebs, _ usas­
ru­lo­ba usaz­Rvroa, mag­ram saz­Rvre­bi yve­la­
fers sWir­de­ba“.

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 „ki, imi­tom, rom yve­la­fe­ri ara­fe­ria, da ara­
fe­ri _ yve­la­fe­ri. me­Si­nia, rom SeiZ­le­ba usas­
ru­lo­ba ar ar­se­bob­des,“ _ tan­Si Sem­JrJo­la,
rad­gan pir­ve­lad ga­vam­xi­le Ce­mi Si­Si vi­Ra­cas­
Tan, mi­Tu­me­tes qal­Tan.
„Si­Si kar­gia. kar­gad, uc­no­bo,“ _ ase daas­ru­
la da sai­ti­dan ga­vi­da.
uc­no­boo. me ki ise mar­ti­vad ga­vi­ca­ni. Tum­
ca im dRes pro­fi­li ga­vauq­me, mainc ara­so­des
dam­viw­ye­bia mi­si sa­xe­li da gva­ri. an ki ro­gor
un­da dam­viw­ye­bo­da _ im dRi­dan Ter­Tmet Tve­Si
co­lad Se­vir­Te.

***
na­ta­Sa bua­Ze; ma­ma _ mi­rian bua­Ze, de­da _ ia­
na rod­Cen­ko. mar­Tlac, Cav­xe­de Tu ara Tva­leb­
Si na­ta­Sas, miv­xvdi, rom mxo­lod er­Ti sis­xli
ar un­da hqo­no­da. mis od­nav wag­rZe­le­bul, da­
Wi­mul, mkvriv, swor, si­met­riul, od­nav da­Zar­
Rvul, di­na­miur, var­dis sur­ne­lo­van ki­ser­sac
rom mo­vav­le Tva­li, ai, ma­Sin miv­xvdi, rom vin­me
uk­rai­ne­li un­da hyo­lo­da, rad­gan mxo­lod uk­
rai­nu­li sis­xlis pat­rons SeuZ­lia ase­Ti unak­
lo kis­ ris qo­ na. ia­ na _ de­da­mi­
si _ rom vna­ xe
pir­ve­lad, ki­dev uf­ro gan­mim­tkic­da es az­ri.
ise­dac, er­Ta­der­Ti, ri­Tic ma­ma­miss hgav­da na­
ta­Sa, iyo Tva­lis fe­ri, To­rem Wri­lic ki, Ta­vis
for­mac, ki­se­ric, Tmis fe­ric, Tmis mo­cu­lo­bac
ki da yve­la­fe­ri, rac ada­mians aZ­levs ga­reg­no­
bas, hqon­da ia­na­si, ub­ra­lod ia­nas Tva­lis fe­

– 142 –
ra­di gar­si cis­fe­ri hqon­da, na­ta­Sas ki _ ga­laq­
ti­kis cen­trSi mo­Tav­se­bu­li sa­ku­Tar Tav­Si Caq­
ceu­li var­skvla­vi­viT Sa­vi. ase­Ti Wkvia­ni qa­li
me cxov­re­ba­Si ar me­na­xa. mis Tva­leb­Si­ve ai­rek­
le­bo­da xol­me su­lis bne­li kun­Wu­le­bi; gu­geb­
Si miS­te­re­bi­sas vxe­dav­di, rom am qals SeeZ­lo
ga­ga­nia Se­mod­go­ma­Si, xe­ze Ser­Ce­ni­li foT­le­bis
fe­reb­Si ga­mow­yo­bi­li, mwva­ve fo­Tol­Tcve­ni­
sas dam­dga­ri­yo yve­la­ze di­di xis qveS, et­ria­
la eq­sta­zam­de Tav­brus­xve­viT, eyu­re­bi­na mis­ken
msu­bu­qad mo­liv­li­ve wi­Tel-yvi­Te­li foT­le­
bis­Tvis, da­lo­de­bo­da Zlier qars, Se­mod­go­ma­ze
rom icis xol­me, da­lo­de­bo­da im qars, rom dae­
na­xa, ro­gor mih­yve­bod­nen foT­le­bi mas, xo­lo
Sem­deg Tvi­To­nac dae­kar­ga mTe­li ma­sa da wo­na,
aW­ri­li­yo haer­Si, Se­reo­da foT­lebs da gaf­re­
ni­li­yo sad­Rac Sors; amav­drou­lad, isev mi­si­ve
Tva­leb­Si Can­da Sa­vi, avi su­lis­kve­Te­ba, cec­xlis
ene­bis fe­ri me­liis ku­di, Tum­ca, ga­mo­mit­yda Tu
ara Ta­vis siy­va­rul­Si, is me­liac gaq­ra mi­si yov­
lis­mom­cve­li Tva­le­bi­dan da is avi zma­ne­be­bic.
una­mu­so vi­ya­vi, ho­da, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, rom na­mu­
sis ga­re­Se­ve mov­kvde­bi.
Ta­vi­si si­coc­xlis oc­da­mer­ve ga­zaf­xuls
xvde­bo­da qu­Ca­Si, mtver­Si, rus­Ta­vis sa­fuZ­vlian
da Zir­fes­vian qar­Si ma­Sin na­ta­Sa, ro­ca mou­
lod­ne­lad, mag­ram mainc TiT­qos gaT­vli­Ta da
da­geg­ma­re­biT Sev­xvdiT cur­ta­ve­lis qu­Ca­ze _
is qve­vi­dan mo­dio­da, me qve­viT­ken. ise saq­mia­nad
ga­moi­yu­re­bo­da, ise ev­ro­pe­li qa­li­viT ofi­cia­
lu­rad ec­va, ro­gorc, di­di al­ba­To­biT, wle­bis

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win _ de­da­miss. me Sem­rcxva sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vis _
zur­gze ga­xeu­li mtvris­fe­ri man­to me­mo­sa, ga­
xu­ne­bu­li Sar­va­li da ta­la­xia­ni ba­Tin­ke­bi; Ta­vi
ise­Ti cxi­mia­ni mqon­da dau­ban­lo­bis ga­mo, rom,
ro­ca es ga­vaa­na­li­ze, ji­bi­dan qu­di amo­vaZ­vri­ne
da wam­Si da­vi­fa­re. miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom gan­
zra­xu­li mqon­da, Tu ver Se­mam­Cnia, me ara­fers
vet­yvi-meT­qi, mainc ga­meq­ca Tva­li Cem­da une­bu­
rad mis­ken ma­Sin, ro­ca mxre­biT er­Tma­ne­Tis pa­
ra­le­lur sib­rtyeeb­ze aR­mov­CndiT.
_ ba­to­no de­met­re, _ Tan ga­xa­re­bu­li, Tan
daR­li­li, Tan zem­dgo­mi, Tan mda­ba­li da Tan
sam­ya­ro­seu­li yov­lis­mom­cve­lo­bi­Ti _ ro­go­ric
Ta­vad iyo _ Ri­mi­li mo­ma­ge­ba, _ nu­Tu, es Tqven
xarT, ai! ise gaauq­meT sa­ku­Ta­ri pro­fi­li er­Ti
kvi­ris win, rom imis ime­ dic aRar mqon­ da, rom
me­fiq­ra, rus­Ta­vi pa­ta­ra qa­la­qia da sad­me au­ci­
leb­lad Sev­xvde­bi-meT­qi. ro­gor xarT?
im mo­men­tSi Ce­mi go­ne­ba Se­tok­da, Cem­ma sin­
dis­ma TiT­qos mo­ma­va­li gan­Wvri­ta da wi­nas­war
da­miw­yo qen­jna; Cem Tval­win ga­CaR­da cxa­re,
mSfoT­va­re da gan­wi­ru­li brZo­la sa­ku­Tar na­
ta­Sas ki­se­ri­viT da­Za­bul ne­bis­yo­fa­sa da Si­na­
gan usu­su­ro­bas So­ris. bo­los ori­vem moi­go, me
ki er­Ta­der­Ti da­mar­cxe­bu­li ga­mov­de­qi.
_ mad­lo­ba, rom mo­mi­kiT­xeT, qal­ba­to­no na­ta­
Sa, _ mar­Tla gul­wrfe­lad ga­vu­Ri­me. _ diax, in­
ter­net­ze sa­bo­lood da sa­mu­da­mod ua­ri vTqvi,
Tqven ki, ro­ gorc Cans, ge­ Zi­
ne­bo­daT. im dRis
siz­ma­ri xom ar gax­sovT? Tqven ro­gor brZan­de­
biT, qal­ba­to­no na­ta­Sa? es ka­ci, gzis ga­daR­mi­

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dan Tqven rom gac­qer­de­baT da­Ji­ne­biT, Tqve­ni
qma­ria?
_ ara, ras brZa­nebT, _ si­ci­liT Seic­xa­da da
mox­de­ni­li ka­rie­ris­tu­lo­biT moix­sna tya­vis
ya­vis­fe­ri Can­Ta, mar­jve­na mxar­ze rom eki­da, _
rao­den sam­wu­xa­roc ar un­da iyos, ax­la meC­qa­
re­ba _ sax­lSi de­da me­lo­de­ba, sas­wra­fo saq­me
maq­vso, _ me­re Can­Ta gax­sna da od­nav ma­ga­ri,
moy­vi­Ta­lo, pa­ta­ra mar­TkuT­xe­dad daW­ri­li Zvi­
ria­ni fur­ce­li amoaZ­vri­na, _ es Ce­mi sa­vi­zi­to
ba­ra­Tia. la­pa­ra­ki Tu mo­gin­deT, mom­we­reT an
da­mi­re­keT.
_ la­pa­ra­ki Tu mo­min­da, ra­tom mog­we­roT? ma­
Sin, mo­we­ra rom mo­min­des, iq­neb, da­gi­re­koT, na­
ta­Sa? _ ga­ve­xum­re Ce­mi WkuiT.
_ iq­neb, ase job­des mar­Tlac, _ Ri­mi­lia­ni se­
rio­zu­lo­biT miT­xra, da me ga­vu­ge, is ki wa­vi­da.

***
rom vTqva, ar miy­var­da-meT­qi, mwa­red da una­
mu­sod mo­vit­yue­bi, mag­ram, rom vTqva, nor­ma­lu­
ri ada­mia­ni­viT miy­var­da-meT­qi, es uf­ro di­di
sic­rue ga­mo­mi­va. di­di siy­va­ru­li ve­ras­dros
ga­daiz­rde­ba did si­Zul­vil­Si, Tum­ca cxo­ve­lu­
ri siy­va­ru­li, udi­de­si al­ba­To­biT, gan­wi­ru­lia
imis­Tvis, rom co­tao­de­ni, sul mci­re­di drois
gas­vlis Sem­deg uk­ve cxo­ve­lur si­Zul­vi­lad iq­
ces. Tum­ ca­
Ra mainc ra _ Ce­ mi prob­le­ ma esec
ar iyo, ara­med mxo­lod is, rom sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vi
me­co­de­bo­da. ada­mia­ni, ro­me­lic sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­

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vis Se­co­de­bas daiw­yebs, gan­wi­ru­lia mwa­re da
ga­mou­va­li imed­gac­rue­be­bi­saT­vis. ara, mar­Tla
miy­var­da na­ta­Sa, ub­ra­lod, al­baT, Ce­mi Ta­vi
mainc pir­vel ad­gil­ze me­ye­na. dav­jde­bo­di xol­
me di­lao­biT, ro­ca uk­ve Ce­mi co­li na­ta­Sa sam­sa­
xur­Si iyo, da­vid­gam­di wi­Te­li Rvi­nis boTls da
veub­ne­bo­di Cems Tavs, rom Ce­mi cxov­re­ba uTav­
bo­lo tra­ge­diaa da, ro­go­ri cod­vi­lic ar un­
da iyos, mainc Ta­nag­rZno­bis Rir­sia; er­Ta­der­Ti
var de­da­mi­wa­ze, no­mer pir­ve­li, ge­nia upir­ve­
le­si, mag­ram SeS­li­li da Seu­rac­xa­di, araf­ris
maq­ni­si da zar­ma­ci, nar­ci­si da egois­ti, am­par­
ta­va­ni da Svi­di­ve mo­mak­vdi­ne­be­li cod­vis zur­
giT ma­ta­re­be­li; co­lic gaur­kve­ve­li siy­va­ru­
li­Ta da imis ime­diT Se­vir­Te, rom is fu­li, ra­
sac ga­moi­mu­Sa­veb­da, mec mer­ge­bo­da wi­lad, Sem­
deg am wils ga­da­vi­na­xav­di, Tveo­biT da­va­deb­di
wils wil­ze, mo­vag­ro­veb­di ram­de­ni­me aTass da
da­vu­deb­di ga­mom­cem­lo­bas, rom dae­beW­daT Ce­
mi ge­nia­lu­ri wig­ni, ro­mel­sac mxo­lod imi­tom
aq­cies zur­gi, rom biu­jet­Si fu­li ar hyof­ni­
daT; me ar vmu­Saob­di, ro­gorc al­baT uk­ve mix­
vdiT _ an­dac ro­gor un­da me­mu­Sa­va, ro­ca vi­
co­di, vi­ya­vi uni­ver­sa­li da ga­nu­meo­re­be­li Cems
sfe­ro­Si. da­vi­Cag­re. er­Ta­der­Ti oc­ne­ba mqon­da
_ di­de­ba. we­ris Sem­deg upir­ve­le­si Cem­Tvis di­
de­ba iyo, xo­lo di­de­bis Sem­deg _ fu­li, rad­gan
Ce­mi co­li na­ta­Sa uk­ve me­sa­me Tve­Si Cam­dga­ri­yo
da mainc mu­Saob­da. ki, wils wil­ze maZ­lev­da Ce­
mi na­ta­Sa, mag­ram me, war­su­lis ui­me­do­bi­sa da
mo­mav­lis meoc­ne­beo­biT gan­msWva­lu­li ka­ci, sam

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meoT­xed na­wils sas­mel­Si vxar­jav­di, es yve­la­
fe­ri ki na­ta­Sas bo­los uReb­da. mor­Ci­lad itan­
da ra­Rac pe­rio­di Cems lo­To­bas, mag­ram bo­los
_ isic ada­mia­ni iyo _ yel­Si amou­vi­da yve­la­fe­
ri, da mTe­li Tvee­bis dag­ro­ve­bu­li boR­ma, say­
ve­du­re­bi da ges­li erT dRes da­man­Txia Tav­ze.
me, ra­xan am dRes di­di xa­ni iyo, ve­lo­de­bo­di,
da ra­xan ise­dac uk­ve kar­gad ga­mom­Tvra­li vi­
ya­vi, mSvi­dad da au­Rel­veb­lad vus­men­di mTel
am speq­takls da am ga­mos­vlebs, Ce­mi sim­Svi­de
ki na­ta­Sas ga­co­fe­bas aor­ke­ceb­da. bo­los, TiT­
qmis na­xe­var saa­Tia­ni gau­Ce­re­be­li, amo­qo­qi­li
da da­sa­ges­lad mi­mar­Tu­li sau­ba­ri uceb Sew­yvi­
ta tki­vi­lia­ni mou­lod­ne­lo­biT, ga­Cer­da, mi­yu­
ra, mi­yu­ra da ti­ri­li daiw­yo moT­qmiT, go­de­
biT. pir­ve­lad ma­Sin Se­me­co­da, rad­gan is, ra­sac
ad­re vxvde­bo­di da viaz­reb­di, cxa­dad dam­dgo­
mo­da Tval­win. vuT­xa­ri, na­ta­Sa, miy­var­xar-meT­
qi, da zus­tad vi­ci, rom im mo­men­tSi mas uf­ro
Se­ve­co­de, rad­gan mix­vda, mis gar­da arc ara­vin
myav­da, arc ara­vin miy­var­da da arc ara­vin msur­
da gver­dSi. da Tum­ca ima­sac aa­na­li­zeb­da, rom
mi­qa­ra Cem­ze qor­wi­ne­biT, mainc ico­da, rom ver
mi­ma­to­veb­da. ma­Sin ori­ves ti­ri­li ag­vi­var­da. me
ac­rem­le­bu­li vkoc­ni­di sul od­nav ga­mo­be­ril
mu­cel­ze da, crem­le­bis zRva­Si mo­cu­ra­ve, veub­
ne­bo­di Cems muc­lad myof Svil­sac, miy­var­xar-
meT­qi.
na­ta­Sa isev ag­rZe­leb­da mu­Sao­bas, me _ smas.
ga­giC­nde­bo­daT, al­baT, kiT­xva, Tu ge­nio­sia es
ka­
ci, mar­ to ra­ tom zis da svam­ so ase uTav­ bo­

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lod. ad­reul asak­Si dav­we­re pir­ve­li wig­ni,
ro­me­lic im­de­nad mrav­lis mom­cve­li iyo da im­
de­nad mka­fio ga­nac­xads war­moad­gen­da Cems ge­
nio­so­ba­ze, rom mkiT­xve­lis erT na­xe­vars daw­ye­
bam­de­ve ego­na, am pa­ta­ra biW­ma ra un­da da­we­ro­
so da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, ara­se­rio­zu­lad ikiT­xe­bo­da,
xo­lo meo­re na­xe­va­ri fiq­rob­da, ase­Ti Zlie­ri
na­war­moe­bi bav­Svis da­we­ri­li ver iq­ne­ba _ moi­
pa­rav­dao usin­di­sod, bavSvs ki vin mo­kiT­xav­da
amas, ami­tom ga­daw­yvi­tes, da­viw­ye­bas mis­ce­mo­da
es yve­la­fe­ri. far­To sa­zo­ga­doe­bas ver eRir­sa
Ce­mi wig­ne­bi da, mok­led, yve­la­fe­ri Caf­lav­da,
me ki dav­ rCi haer­ Si da, miu­ xe­
da­
vad imi­sa, rom
wle­bi ga­vi­da mag am­be­bis Sem­deg, dRem­de ara­
vin mic­nobs, ro­gorc _ mwe­rals. mTaw­min­da­ze
asuls, yo­vel­Tvis Se­mip­yrob­da xol­me eniT ga­
mouT­qme­li sev­da, ro­me­lic Sig­ni­dan mWam­da da
su­lier or­ga­noebs miw­vav­da; vxe­dav­di iq, Cems
ax­lo mwo­lia­re, me­fu­ri Zi­liT mZi­na­re aka­kis
lands, ba­ra­TaS­vi­lis tan­jul, ro­man­ti­kul,
mor­wmu­ne da ime­dis sxi­viT ga­na­Te­bul saf­lavs,
ga­lak­tio­nis mSvi­dad mom­zi­ral Tva­lebs Zve­li
ge­nio­si­sas, ro­mel­Siac jer ki­dev ikiT­xe­bo­da
riT­me­bi, grZno­ba, ui­me­do­ba, ne­ro­nis cec­xli da
siy­va­ru­li. da me vi­je­qi yve­las win, ga­dav­yu­
reb­di Tbi­liss da, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom Ce­mi
mSob­liu­ri qa­la­qi ar iyo, mklav­da da ma­nad­gu­
reb­ da me is az­ ri, rom Ce­ mi sik­
vdi­lis Sem­ deg
sad­me ub­ra­lo da araf­riT ga­mor­Ceul sa­saf­
lao­ze da­mag­deb­dnen mo­va­leo­bis mox­dis miz­niT,
ara­da vi­co­di, me­lo­da ma­ma da­vi­Ti. vfiq­rob­di,

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er­Ta­der­Ti, vinc me ga­mi­gebs, ni­ko­lo­zia-meT­qi
ba­ra­TaS­vi­li, rad­gan yve­la­ze me­tad mas hqon­da
ga­moc­di­li dau­fa­seb­lo­ba da, ro­go­ri mwa­re da
iro­ niu­lic ar un­ da iyos, isic ki ara­ vin icis
zus­tad, nam­dvi­lad ba­ra­TaS­vi­li mar­xia mTaw­
min­dis pan­Teon­Si Tu vin­me sxva, Sem­Txve­vi­Ti pi­
rov­ne­ba. Tum­ca mTa­va­ri mainc is aris, rom mi­
si sa­xe­li uk­vda­via da icoc­xlebs ma­nam, sa­nam
Cve­ni qve­ya­na iar­se­bebs. ar min­do­da sik­vdi­li,
ar vtyui, mar­Tlac ar min­do­da, mag­ram voc­ne­
bob­di, ra iq­ne­bo­da, sul rom ar dav­ba­de­bu­li­
ya­vi-meT­qi. da ra­tom ar min­do­da? imi­tom, rom
xar­bi var, Su­ria­ni da mSi­Sa­ra: vin da­lev­da Cem
ma­giv­rad? vi­Ra­cas ra­tom un­da rge­bo­da is, rac,
we­si­Ta da ri­giT, Ce­mi iyo? an­dac, saer­Tod, ra
me­lo­da sik­vdi­lis Sem­deg me, cod­vils? bo­lo
da um­Zi­me­si cod­va xom ma­Sin da­vi­de zur­gze da,
rac yve­la­ze mtkiv­neu­li iyo, gul­ze, ro­ca na­
ta­Sa mo­viy­va­ne co­lad _ am sao­car­ma qal­ma dai­
na­xa Cem­Si is, rac ver dai­na­xa ve­ra­vin na­ta­Sam­de,
Sem­deg Se­vuy­var­di da mec, amiT ga­gu­li­se­bul­ma,
co­lo­ba Sev­Ta­va­ze, Tum­ca ma­nam­de ve­saub­re Cems
ge­nio­sur bu­ne­ba­ze, Cems mo­ma­val­ze, ro­me­lic
au­ci­leb­lad un­da gan­xor­cie­le­bu­li­yo, rad­gan
gar­dau­va­lo­bad mi­maC­nda, Cems San­seb­ze imis­
Tvis, rom uke­Te­si cxov­re­ba mqo­no­da say­va­rel
ada­mian­Tan er­Tad, da ase Sem­deg. Ce­mi cxov­re­ba
yo­vel­Tvis iyo war­sul­ze ti­ri­li da mo­ma­val­ze
oc­ne­ba. ga­mom­yva na­ta­Sa co­lad, da mand daiw­yo
or­mxri­vi jo­jo­xe­Ti.
er­Txel na­ta­Sa, uk­ve me­xu­Te Tve­Si myo­fi,

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Cem­Tan mo­vi­da, mzrun­ve­li da siy­va­ru­liT gaJ­
Ren­Ti­li ma­ne­re­biT Ca­mij­da kal­Ta­Si, Sub­lze
ma­ko­ca, ki­ser­ze mom­xvia xe­le­bi, mo­me­xu­ta, Sub­
li Sub­lze mo­ma­do, Ta­vi­si yov­lis mom­cve­li da
TiT­qmis yov­lis Sem­Zle Tva­le­biT Cems ge­nio­
sur Tva­ leb­Si Cam­
xe­da da miT­ xra, gTxov, dRes
ar da­ lioo. ra meq­ na an ra meT­ qva saer­ Tod _
qals yo­vel­Tvis hqon­da da aqvs kac­ze Za­lauf­
le­ba _ ho­da mec vuT­xa­ri, ki ga­mi­Wir­de­ba, mag­
ram, Se­ni da bav­Svis xaT­riT, dRes gav­Zleb-meT­qi
ro­gor­me. gai­xa­ra da mxia­ru­lad ma­ko­ca cxvir­
ze, mag­ram TiT­qos Se­vam­Cnie ra­Ra­ca ga­mom­cde­li
da win­da­xe­du­li mis mze­ra­Si. sao­ca­ri qa­li iyo
mar­Tlac _ sxva ase­Ti, mis­nai­ri an am mas­Sta­bis
di­de­bu­le­bis ma­ta­re­be­li qa­li me ara­so­des me­
na­xa. wa­vi­da im dRes sam­sa­xur­Si, me ki mov­ye­vi
fiqrs, Tu ra un­ da meq­ na. jer da­ viw­
ye te­ le­
vi­zo­ris yu­re­ba, Sem­deg isev sa­ku­Tar beds da­
vub­run­di da, sa­bo­lood, ro­gorc al­baT uk­ve
mix­vdiT, isev da­le­va­ze Sev­Cer­di. gad­mo­vi­Re Ce­
mi na­xev­ram­de Cac­li­li Rvi­nis boT­li, mo­vi­yu­
de da, sa­mi wa­mi ga­vi­da Tu ara, eg­re­ve mi­me­Zi­na.
ga­moR­vi­Ze­bul­ma Se­vam­Cnie, rom uk­ve mo­sa­Ra­mo­
ve­bu­li­yo, xo­lo, Ta­vi rom av­wie, gam­wyral da
pre­ten­ziul po­za­Si mdgo­mi na­ta­Sac da­vi­na­xe,
me dam­yu­reb­da. Se afe­ris­too, ase daiw­yo da,
vin icis, ram­de­ni ila­pa­ra­ka. lo­Ti xa­ro, ce­ro­
ziT mok­vde­bio, mec Tan wa­mi­yo­leb da bav­Svsa­
co, Se­ni Ta­vis gar­da ara­vin gain­te­re­seb­so, aki
ar dav­le­vo? me Ca­vag­deo wa­ma­li boT­lSi, rom
Se­ni ne­bis­yo­fa Se­me­mow­me­bi­na, Se une­bis­yo­foo.

– 150 –
aq ki ve­Rar mo­viT­mi­ne, wa­mov­de­qi da mec da­vuw­ye
Cxu­bi, Se gve­lo, co­lad ra­tom mo­giy­va­ne-meT­qi,
ra ga­moc­debs miw­yob-meT­qi, er­Ti Wi­qa un­da da­
me­lia-meT­qi, we­ra min­do­da-meT­qi. me­re isev na­
ta­Sam gaag­rZe­la, oT­xi we­lia ara­fe­ri da­gi­we­ria
da nu mat­yue­bo, araf­ris maq­ni­si xa­ro, ra­tom
ga­mog­ye­vio co­lad, fuls ra­tom gaZ­le­vo, ra­
tom vmu­Saob or­su­li qa­lio, ra­tom ar zru­na­
vo Cem­ze. mok­led, awiok­da bi­na, Sein­Zra kor­pu­
si, bo­los ki na­ta­Sa ga­fiT­rda, fe­ri da­kar­ga,
Tva­le­bi ze­viT wau­vi­da da go­ne­ba da­kar­ga. me
miv­var­di, sa­xe­Si ga­var­tyi da, rom miv­xvdi, mom­
won­da, iqam­de vur­tyi, sa­nam mar­Tla ar ga­mof­
xiz­lda, Tum­ca­Ra sa­xe da­wiT­le­bu­li hqon­da da,
ra ga­sak­vi­ria, rom stkio­da. amis Sem­deg wya­li
mo­vu­ta­ne, da­va­le­vi­ne, xo­lo me­re ki ga­reT ga­
ve­di da, wlo­biT umoq­me­do­bis Sem­dgom, da­viw­ye
Ce­mi li­te­ra­tu­ru­li sa­Ra­mos or­ga­ni­ze­ba. mo­via­
re yve­la­fe­ri, Se­via­re yvel­gan, Se­va­wu­xe yve­la
iqam­de, sa­nam Cem­sas ar mi­vaR­wie. oT­xi dRis Sem­
deg un­da ga­mar­Tu­li­yo Ro­nis­Zie­ba or­ga­ni­ze­bu­
lad, la­ma­zad da mo­wes­ri­ge­bu­lad. na­ta­Sas­Tvis
ara­fe­ri miT­qvams. me wle­bis win da­we­ri­li moT­
xro­be­bi­dan xu­Ti yve­la­ze Cveu­leb­ri­vi amo­var­
Cie Cems li­te­ra­tu­rul sa­Ra­mo­ze wa­sa­kiT­xad,
sa­dac, ra Tqma un­da, nas­va­mi mi­ve­di. sul Cvid­
me­ti ka­ci daes­wro sa­Ra­mos, mag­ram Cvid­me­ti­ve
aR­frTo­van­da. uSua­lod rom vsaub­rob­di dam­
swreeb­Tan, yve­la­fers mi­ved-mo­ve­de _ Cems ta­
lants, sxve­ bis aS­ ka­ra uni­ Wo­
bas da Cems cols,
ro­me­lic xels miS­lis, To­rem dav­wer­di-meT­qi.

– 151 –
na­ta­Sa mi­was­Tan ga­vas­wo­re vi­Ra­ca uc­xo xal­xis
Tval­win, rom­le­bic ise­Ti­ve uni­Woe­bi iy­vnen,
ro­gorc isi­ni, vis­zec vsaub­rob­di sa­Ra­mo­ze;
me xa­zi ga­vus­vi Cems er­Ta­der­To­bas da, Tum­ca
Cvid­me­ti mis­men­da sul, Cvid­me­ti­ve mar­Tlac
dar­wmun­da yo­ve­li­ve­Si. yve­la­fers mi­je­reb­dnen
imis me­re, rac maT Tval­Si gei­ze­ri­viT avi­We­ri
ze­viT da av­maR­ldi. na­ta­Sas isev vas­wo­reb­di mi­
was­Tan, vu­wo­deb­di Cem­Si ge­niis Cam­kvlel qals,
ti­ran cols, civ­sis­xlians da _ es yve­la­fe­ri
xom tyui­lia, mag­ram ki­dev uf­ro di­di tyu­li _
da­vab­ra­le, vi­Tom aborts ike­Teb­da, me ki Zlivs
ga­da­va­fiq­re­bi­ne. arc ki vi­ci, mar­Tla, ra­Si dam­
Wir­da ase­Ti ra­Ra­ce­bis Tqma _ al­baT, mainc imi­
tom, rom sa­ku­Ta­ri si­sus­te ga­da­me­fa­ra da vi­Ra­
ca da­mem­ci­re­bi­na, xo­lo, ra­xan li­te­ra­tu­rul
wre­Si saer­Tod ara­vin mic­nob­da da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
arc sit­yva meT­qmo­da, er­Ta­der­Ti ada­mia­ni, vis
gver­di­Tac vi­de­qi da vis­Ta­nac Ce­mi Se­da­re­ba
SeiZ­le­bo­da, iyo Ce­mi co­li na­ta­Sa. ki, vxvde­
bo­di yo­ve­li­ves da mes­mo­da Ce­mi bo­lo do­nis
sim­dab­le, mag­ram im­de­nad mom­won­da sxvi­si fex­
qveS ga­Tel­va, rom Ce­mi pi­ri­dan amo­su­li si­ci­li
jo­jo­xe­Te­li de­mo­nis si­cils hgav­da. da yve­la­
ze sa­Si­ne­le­ba _ ama­sac ki vxvde­bo­di. sa­ziz­Ra­ri
vi­ya­vi da dRem­de sa­Si­ne­li var. sa­co­da­vi na­ta­Sa,
ro­gor miy­var­da...
er­Txel miT­xra na­ta­Sam, amo­viy­va­no dRes sax­
lSi da­qa­lebs. im dRes amin­di zo­mie­rad mzia­ni,
zo­mie­rad Rrub­lia­ni, zo­mie­rad nes­tia­ni, zo­
mie­rad ci­vi da zo­mie­rad gri­li iyo _ mok­led,

– 152 –
mTlia­nad zo­mie­ri, ro­gorc zo­mier sar­tyel­Si
myof qve­ya­nas See­fe­re­ba _ ami­tom mec, ro­go­ri
ga­sak­vi­ric ar un­da iyos, nor­ma­lur xa­siaT­ze
vi­ya­vi, Ta­vi sul od­nav mib­Juo­da, nap­wke­ni­viT
wuo­da yu­re­bic, ho­da vuT­xa­ri na­ta­Sas, es dRe
Tqve­nia _ go­goe­bi amoiy­va­ne-meT­qi. nu, eW­vi ar
Se­ge­pa­roT _ da SeiZ­le­ba mar­Tlac ar ge­pa­re­
baT _ rom mo­vi­do­da da met­yo­da, dRes mainc nu
da­le­vo, da me isev vet­yo­di, aba ra, ma­gas ro­
gor gaw­ye­ni­neb-meT­qi. asec mox­da _ ime­de­bi ar
ga­gic­rueT, da­no da Zma­no. imed­gac­rue­ba SeiZ­
le­ba iyos im­de­nad mci­re, rom im mo­met­Si ga­mar­
Tle­bad iq­ces da ara wu­xi­lis mi­ze­zad, mag­ram,
amav­drou­lad, imed­gac­rue­bis meo­re da nam­dvi­
li sa­xe aris da­man­gre­ve­li, aris cu­na­mi na­pirs
mo­var­dni­li, ro­me­lic dag­le­wavs, Ca­mog­Slis da
ga­dag­rec­xavs, mag­ram zo­gi cu­na­mi na­pirs zed­me­
to­bas moa­So­rebs xol­me, da zed­me­ti tvir­Tis­gan
dac­li­li na­pi­ri gas­cqe­ris zRva­Si SeW­ril cod­
vebs, da xvde­ ba, rom er­ Ti cu­ na­mi Rir­ da imis
wa­Re­bad, rac ax­la mi­si aRar aris, ara­med mxo­
lod So­reul war­sul­Si iyo mi­si. er­Txel miT­
xra Cem­ma na­ta­Sam _ ro­gor miy­var­da! _ rom is
sa­kiT­xi, rac mniS­vne­lo­van­ze od­nav aram­niS­vne­
lo­va­nia, mniS­vne­lo­va­ni saer­Tod ar aris. mok­
led, amoiy­va­na ori qa­li da er­Tic vi­Ra­ca ka­ci
Tu bi­Wi Tu ra vi­ci, vin an ra. me Cu­mad vi­je­qi
Cems oTax­Si, rom ra­me ise­Ti ar meq­na, meo­re wam­
sve rom sa­na­ne­be­li gam­xdo­mo­da, mag­ram, mov­ka­ri
Tu ara Tva­li mam­ris mxrebs, da­viw­ye eW­via­no­ba:
vfiq­rob­di, es aris-meTqi Ce­mi pir­da­pi­ri da­cin­

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va, Ce­mi araf­ris maq­ni­so­bis da mZo­ro­bis Ce­mi­ve
Tval­win xaz­gas­ma; es aris boZ­ze mi­jaW­vu­li ka­
cis­Tvis si­lis gaw­vna da fur­Txe­ba, ro­ca ici,
rom jaW­vebs ver gaw­yvets-meT­qi; es aris-meT­qi
so­do­mi, go­mo­ri da por­nog­ra­fiu­li or­gia; Cems
gver­di­Ta oTax­Si­ve daiw­ye­ben er­Tma­ne­Tis flo­
bas, da me, araf­ris Sem­Zle da yov­lad umaq­ni­si
ka­ci, mo­vis­men, ro­gor ik­vne­sebs Ce­mi sa­ku­Ta­ri
co­li sia­mov­ne­bis­gan, ro­mel­sac me ver va­ni­
Web, ami­to­mac gai­Ci­na-meT­qi vi­Ra­ca; Ce­mi sax­lis
di­van­ze da­kav­de­bian um­sgav­so­biT, is ori qa­li
ki, na­ta­Sam sas­xva­Ta­So­ri­sod rom amoiy­va­na, am
yve­la­fers ga­dai­Rebs da ro­me­li­me saits gaug­
zav­nis, rom me­re me, mTvral­ma da aR­gzne­bul­ma,
fiq­re­biT, rom Cems cols ver Se­va­wu­xeb da Tan
fex­mZi­me­daa, Cav­rTo in­kog­ni­to in­ter­net brau­
zer­Si ro­me­li­me maT­ga­ni, da mTa­var gver­dze vi­
po­vo or­su­li Ce­mi co­lis ga­ba­xe­ba-meT­qi. ve­Rar
mo­viT­mi­ne, wa­mov­var­di Ce­mi rbi­li sa­var­Zli­dan,
ga­mov­xse­ni Zvel fe­xeb­ze Zlivs mdga­ri xmau­ria­
ni ser­van­di, ga­mo­vi­Re ko­nia­ki, mo­vi­yu­de, er­Ti
Rrma ylu­pi say­la­pav­Si ga­da­vuS­vi, Tav­ze da­va­
xu­re, oTa­xis ka­ri ga­va­Re da mi­sa­Reb­Si gav­var­
di, mag­ram, xe­di uk­ve mka­fiod rom ga­da­me­Sa­la
Tval­win, si­ci­li ami­var­da wa­miT, Tum­ca ma­le­
ve dav­se­rio­zul­di. es ka­ci Tu bi­Wi Tu ra vi­
ci _ bi­Wi­viT(?) ki ga­moi­yu­re­bo­da _ ak­ru­li­yo
say­rden ke­del­ze, mar­cxe­na xel­ze ci­sar­tye­lis
fe­reb­Si Se­Re­bi­li ma­Ral­ye­lia­ni sa­ma­ju­ri eke­
Ta, Tmis ra­Ra­ca na­wi­li var­dis­frad See­Re­ba,
wve­ri, et­yo­bo­da, Zlivs amos­dio­da xol­me, wi­

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Te­li Sar­va­li da yvi­Te­li mai­su­ri ec­va, fex­ze
ki gau­go­na­ri da jer ar na­xu­li sti­lis fex­sac­
me­le­bi moer­go. ga­mar­jo­bao, rom miT­xra, yve­la­
fe­ri Ta­vis ad­gil­ze dad­ga.
_ jo­jo­xe­Tis cec­xlSi daiw­ve­bi ise, rom Ca­
giw­yde­ba yve­la­nai­ri xma ga­mouT­qme­li da Cven­
Tvis miuw­vdo­me­li tki­vi­lis­da ga­mo, mag­ram, su­
lis kans rom da­xe­dav, jer er­Ti dam­wva­ri ad­gi­
lic ki ar geq­ne­ba, _ ase mi­ve­ge­be, Tan pir­ze ci­ni­
ku­ri da eS­ma­keu­li Ri­mi­li me­ke­ra, _ aTa­si we­li
rom ga­va da isev rom dai­xe­dav su­lis kan­ze, erT
dam­wvar wer­tils aR­moa­Cen mxo­lod; ori aTa­si
we­li rom ga­va, su­lis kan­ze meo­re dam­wvro­bac
ga­giC­nde­ba da, ici, ra? pir­ve­lad ig­rZnob si­
xa­ruls am­de­ni xnis me­re, rad­gan ge­go­ne­ba, rom
Se­ni su­lic odes­me mTlia­nad daiw­ve­ba da dai­
fer­fle­ba; sa­mi aTa­si we­li rom ga­va, me­sa­me dam­
wva­ri ad­gi­li ga­moC­nde­ba Se­ni su­lis ze­da­pir­ze,
da uceb mo­ge­pa­re­ba erT-er­Ti de­mo­ni, sam­kaps
xvrel­Si Seg­Txris, Se­gir­Wobs, ro­me­lic, Ta­vis
mxriv, jer su­lis swor naw­lavs ga­xevs, Sem­deg
_ da­nar­Cen naw­la­vebs, say­la­pavs ga­gix­leCs da
pi­ri­dan amo­gi­va, me­re ki isev cec­xlze da­gaw­
ve­nen, rom Wri­lo­be­bi moi­Su­So; ama­so­ba­Si ga­va
ki­dev aTa­si we­li, id­ge­ba Se­ni tan­jvis meoT­xe
aTas­wleu­li, da Sen, uk­ve Wri­lo­beb­mo­Su­Se­bu­
li, Se­niS­nav meoT­xe da yve­la­ze did dam­wvar
ad­gils, ris ga­moc aR­ta­ce­ba Se­gip­yrobs, rom
dam­Tav­rde­ba odes­me Se­ni tki­vi­lic, da gad­mo­
gi­var­de­ba crem­li, ro­me­lic si­nam­dvi­le­Si nav­
Tia, da ro­me­lic daes­xme­ba jo­jo­xe­Tis fskers,

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gaiS­le­ba da isev Sen Se­geS­xe­fe­ba, es ki or­ma­
gad dag­tan­javs. mi­lio­ni we­li rom ga­va, Ce­mo
Zvir­fa­so, Ce­mo kar­go, Sen mTlia­nad dam­wva­ri
da da­San­Tu­li iq­ne­bi, ikan­ka­leb imis mo­lo­din­
Si, rom es iq­ne­ba bo­lo mo­men­ti, bo­lo Ja­mi Se­ni
am ga­wa­me­bi­sa; aal­de­ba cec­xli jo­jo­xe­Tis haer­
Si, Sen ki inat­ reb, rom Se­ ge­
xos, ra­Ta dag­ wvas
da bo­lo mou­Ros Sens tan­jvas sa­ma­rad­Ja­moT,
Tum­ca am dros Se­mo­va TviT lu­ci­fe­ri, da­gid­
ge­baT Sen da Sen­ nai­
rebs cxvir­ win, xe­
lebs gaS­
lis, ga­dag­xe­davT da atexs gu­lian si­cils. gain­
te­re­sebs, ra­tom? imi­tom, rom api­rebs, Tqvas,
gve­le­bo, ka­ni ga­moic­va­le­To. it­yvis ki­dec da,
ra­xan jo­jo­xe­Tis ba­to­ni da pat­ro­ni isaa, Sen
une­bu­rad Seas­ru­leb mis brZa­ne­bas _ frCxi­le­
biT amoiW­ri su­lis ka­nis ad­gils imis­Tvis, rom
Ti­Te­bi kar­gad CaaW­do da gaiZ­ro eg Se­ni tya­vi.
dai­na­xav, rom ka­nis qveS ki­dev aris su­lie­ri ka­
nis uam­ ra­vi fe­ na, da Sen mix­vde­bi, rom es Se­
ni tan­jva aris sa­ma­ra­di­so. mag­ram, ax­la kar­gad
mo­mis­mi­ne, sa­nam ima­ze ifiq­reb, rom eg Se­ni ka­nis
fe­ne­bic odes­me ga­moi­le­va da mainc dais­ve­neb
sa­bo­lood, fe­nas fe­na dae­ma­te­ba. ra un­da qna,
ici? un­da Tqva: „ufa­lo, ie­so qris­te, Zeo RvTi­
sao, Se­miw­ya­le me, cod­vi­li“. am dros de­da­mi­wa­
ze dai­sad­gu­rebs ga­zaf­xu­li, xal­xi ki aR­dgo­mis
dRe­sas­wauls izei­mebs, gaix­sne­ba jo­jo­xe­Tis ka­
ri da, su­le­lo, ga­dar­Ce­bi. ro­gor ggo­nia, ra­
to­maa aR­dgo­ma moZ­ra­vi dRe­sas­wau­li? mxo­lod
imi­tom, rom jo­jo­xeT­Si ie­sos sa­xels xan ro­dis
ax­se­ne­ben, xan _ ro­dis, Tum­ca ki pe­rio­di er­Tia

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_ ga­zaf­xu­li. ase rom, Zvir­fa­so, ifiq­re _ fiq­
ri tan­jvaa, mag­ram mxo­lod fiq­rSia xsna.
ga­fiT­re­bu­li da, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, Se­Si­ne­bu­
li mi­yu­reb­da. im mo­men­tSi ver ga­vix­se­ne, ra vi­
la­pa­ra­ke, mag­ram Se­vaS­fo­Te, miv­xvdi. mar­Tla ar
min­do­da, na­ta­Sas­Tvis mew­ye­ni­ne­bi­na da, ra­xan is
vi­Ra­ca na­ta­Sas ax­lo­be­li iyo, Cems cols miv­var­
di, bo­di­Se­bi vu­xa­de da vkiT­xe, na­ta­Sa, miT­xa­ri,
ra­me zed­me­ti xom ar mo­mi­vi­da-meT­qi. vxe­dav­di,
na­ta­Sas ro­gor moad­ga crem­le­bi Tva­leb­ze, mag­
ram es crem­le­bi ar iyo im mi­ze­ziT ga­mow­veu­li,
rom me is da­vam­ci­re, ara­med mis Tva­leb­Si Can­da
co­tao­de­ni gak­vir­ve­ba, gak­rTa mci­re sia­ma­yec
ki, di­di sib­ra­lu­li da, rac yve­la­ze me­tad ga­
mik­vir­da me, siy­va­ru­li. biZ­gi mom­ca, wa­mo­de­qio,
da mec av­de­qi, me­re ki yve­las uT­xra, Ce­mi qma­ri
de­met­re, avad rom iyo, ga­mo­ke­Te­bu­la, mag­ram
mci­re gav­le­na mainc dau­to­ve­biao avad­myo­fo­
bas. amis Tqma iyo da, vig­rZe­ni, sax­lSi da­Wi­mu­
li da na­ta­Sas ki­se­ri­viT da­Za­bu­li au­ra ro­gor
moeS­va, TiT­qos Sve­ba hpo­vao. me­re vi­Ra­cam gai­
ci­na ki­dec _ ori qa­li­dan erT-er­Ti iyo _ mas
meo­rec ah­yva da, Tqven war­moid­gi­neT, is bi­Wic
ki, vi­sac sru­li se­rio­zu­lo­biT ve­saub­re wa­me­
bis win. erT-er­Ti qa­li iyo ni­no _ Ce­mi na­ta­Sas
mej­va­re _ xo­lo meo­res ar vic­nob­di. es ari­so
na­Tia, ase miT­xra na­ta­Sam, Cvens qor­wil­Sic iyo,
iq­neb gax­sov­de­so. ui, na­Tia, ro­gor xar-meT­qi,
mi­ve­di da ga­dav­koc­ne, ara­da arc ki gai­fiq­roT,
rom max­sov­da, vin iyo. is ka­ci Tu bi­Wi _ ra vi­
ci, ver ga­var­kvie sqesi _ iyo irak­li go­ci­ri­Ze,

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go­goe­bis axa­li Ta­nam­Sro­me­li. xe­li ga­vu­wo­de,
sa­sia­mov­noa-meT­qi. Cem­Tvi­sa­co, ki miT­xra, mag­
ram mainc eW­vis Tva­liT mi­yu­reb­da. bo­los vuT­
xa­ri, me ar Se­giS­liT-meT­qi da, miu­xe­da­vad imi­
sa, rom miT­xres, ar gviS­lio, mainc Cems oTax­
Si dav­brun­di da er­Tic mo­vi­yu­de. Tum­ca, sa­nam
stum­re­bi ar daS­li­lan, me­ti ar da­mi­le­via.
ro­ca ni­no, na­Tia da irak­li mi­diod­nen, me ga­
sa­ci­leb­lad ga­ve­di, ra Tqma un­da da, ro­gorc
ar mCve­via xol­me, Tbi­li sit­yve­bic vuT­xa­ri Ti­
Toeul maT­gans. mag­ram uceb gav­SeS­di, ro­ca ni­
nos ka­bas mov­ka­ri Tva­li. sa­feT­qle­bi ami­tok­da,
ke­fa amew­ va, da miv­ xvdi, Rmer­ To, miv­xvdi, rom
ai, ai, ai, na­ nat­ri mu­za, ai, na­nat­ri su­li, ai,
oT­xwlia­ni umoq­me­do­bis da­sas­ru­li, ai! ga­vi­qe­
ci, xe­le­bi mov­xvie, haer­Si av­wie da ise da­vat­
ria­le, rom ka­bas ef­ria­la.
_ mad­lo­ba, ni­no, mad­lo­ba! _ vyvi­ro­di mTel
xma­ze, me­re ki Cems oTax­Si ga­vi­qe­ci, _ mSvi­do­
biT, xal­xo!
Cems Tavs xSi­ rad vus­ vam­di da ax­lac vus­ vam
kiT­xvas, Tu ra­tom Se­miy­var­da mainc da mainc na­
ta­Sa bua­Ze. pa­su­xam­de er­Txel mi­ve­di da, Rmer­
To, sul vnat­rob­di, ne­tav tyui­li iyos-meT­qi:
is iyo er­Ta­der­Ti am sam­ya­ro­Si, vi­sac _ Se­saZ­
loa, di­di ga­Wir­ve­bis fa­sad, mag­ram mainc _ Ce­mi
gaZ­le­ba da ata­na SeeZ­lo; na­ta­Sa rom ka­ci yo­
fi­li­yo, au­ci­leb­lad Ce­mi Ta­vi iq­ne­bo­da. iq­neb,
mas­Si zus­tad Cems Tavs vxe­dav­di, da me, ro­gorc
wmin­da wylis egoists, es Ce­mi Ta­vi Se­miy­var­da
mas­Si? ne­tav, vcde­bo­de.

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 mok­led, me Cems oTax­Si Se­vi­ke­te, amo­vi­Re
lep­to­pi, gav­Sa­le vor­dis fai­li, Ti­Te­bi kla­
via­tu­ra­ze, ro­gorc for­te­pia­nos kla­vi­Seb­ze,
ise da­vaw­yve, Srif­ti ga­va­mu­qe, od­nav ga­va­di­de
sa­Tau­ris­Tvis, da da­va­we­re: „ar­go“. me vwer­ di
gan­cde­biT, grZno­biT, da Ti­Te­bis ba­li­Se­biT­ve
vgrZnob­di vib­ra­ciebs, ro­mel­sac Ce­mi su­li ga­
mos­cem­da, da rom­li­Tac ik­ve­Te­bo­da is da sxeu­
li. yo­vel da­we­ril wi­na­da­de­ba­ze vxvde­bo­di,
ri­si we­ra da­viw­ye, da yo­vel mix­ved­ra­ze axa­li
wi­na­da­de­ba ma­fiq­rde­bo­da. me ar vi­ya­vi is kom­
po­zi­to­ri, ro­me­lic for­te­pia­nos uzis no­te­bis
amo­sar­Ce­vad, ara­med vi­ya­vi is, vi­sac Tav­Si aqvs
mu­si­ka da er­Ta­der­Ti, rac ak­lia, fur­cleb­ze
ga­da­ta­naa. oT­xi we­li iyo ga­su­li imis Sem­deg,
rac me we­ ra Sev­wyvi­
te, ges­ miT? da, ai, dad­ ga
mo­men­ti, ro­ca wlo­bi­Ti mar­xva da­var­Rvie mxo­
lod imis­Tvis, rom sa­mad­lo­be­li sit­yva Se­me­
wia Rmer­Tis­Tvis. na­ta­Sa ar ma­wu­xeb­da da, ro­
ca mxo­lod Ra­mis sam saaT­sa da ToT­xmet wuT­ze
ga­Cer­da tka­cu­ni Ce­mi lep­to­pis kla­via­tu­ra­ze
bra­xu­niT Seq­mni­li, ma­Sin­Ra Se­mo­mi­Ro ka­ri. mis
sa­xes da, rac mTa­va­ri da dau­fa­ra­vi hqon­da,
ki­sers daem­Cna da­Za­bu­lo­ba, od­na­vi Si­Sic, siy­
va­ru­lic da, Tqven war­moid­gi­neT, eW­via­no­bac.
ro­ca miT­xra, ra iyo, ni­no ra gi­Ji­viT ai­ta­ceo
haer­Si, ma­Sin miv­xvdi, rom mar­Tlac eW­via­nob­
da, Tan _ arc ise msu­bu­qad. mu­za mom­ca-meT­qi,
rom vuT­xa­ri, co­ta ki Cam­Svid­da, mag­ram ki­se­ri
mainc da­Za­bu­li dar­Ca. or­su­li qa­li iyo, arc
ise bev­ri hqon­da dar­Ce­ni­li ga­Ce­nam­de, ami­tom

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ara­fers vfiq­ rob­ di iseTs, rac mas ar See­ fe­
re­bo­da. me­re miT­xra, xval eqim­Tan Ca­ve­we­re, ar
gin­da, gai­ go, Se­ ni Svi­ li bi­Wia Tu go­ goo? me
vuT­xa­ri, bi­Wia, rad un­da am­de­ni fiq­ri da msje­
lo­ba-meT­qi. ar ga­mom­yve­bio? ra Tqma un­da, mag­
ram na­xav, bi­Wi aR­moC­nde­ba-meT­qi. we­ra im dRes
Sev­wyvi­te da Cvens saer­To sa­Zi­ne­bel­Si ga­ve­di,
rom daR­lil or­sul meuR­les gver­dze miv­wo­
lo­di. ro­gor min­do­da, odes­me Ce­mi koc­niT mi­si
ki­se­ri mo­me­du­ne­bi­na!.. mag­ram ara, ver moes­wro
am cxov­re­ba­Si. mi­vu­we­qi Cems na­ta­Sas gver­diT
da mu­cel­ze da Sub­lze koc­na da­vuw­ye, me­re ki
ori­ves Cag­ve­Zi­na.
di­liT eqos­ko­pia­ze ga­ve­Su­reT. ki, meC­qa­re­bo­
da sax­lSi dab­ru­ne­ba, rad­gan Ce­mi „ar­go“ me­lo­da
Sin _ un­da mi­me­xe­da, Tu min­do­da, rom im dRes­ve
da­mes­ru­le­bi­na. Ce­mi muc­lad­myo­fi Svi­lis pa­wa­
wi­na na­ga­zi rom gva­na­xes kom­piu­te­ris ek­ran­ze,
vuT­xa­ri Cems cols, ai, xom geub­ne­bo­di-meT­qi.
na­ta­Sa­sac gau­xar­da, ra Tqma un­da, mag­ram mainc
mo­meC­ve­na, TiT­qos go­go uf­ro gau­xar­de­bo­da,
miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom xSi­rad am­bob­da, ka­cis­
Tvis bev­ri ra­me uf­ro mar­ti­via, ami­tom yve­la
qa­li co­doao ra­Rac do­ne­ze. ro­gor miy­var­da!
im wam­sve sa­xel­ze fiq­ri daiw­yo _ Ta­vi­dan Tqva,
Jo­lo un­da da­var­qvao. gak­vir­ve­bul­ma rom Sev­
xe­de, gai­ci­na Ta­vi­si fe­riis ja­dos­nu­ri fan­te­
le­bis­mag­va­ri Ri­mi­liT, miT­xra, vxum­rob, fa­lo­
si un­da da­var­qvao. eqims gae­ci­na, me ki ra­Rac­
nai­rad TiT­qos Se­me­Sin­da, rad­gan aqam­de mi­si
pi­ri­dan amo­ma­va­li mci­re­di uxam­so­bac ki ar max­

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sov­da, mi­Tu­me­tes _ bav­SvTan mi­mar­Te­ba­Si. ia­ko­
bio, bo­los Tqva da, ia­ko­bi-meT­qi, da­vu­das­tu­re
mec. sax­lSi rom mi­ve­diT, Caj­da erT sa­var­Zel­
Si, mu­ cel­ ze moi­ki­
da xe­ li da mTe­ li dRe ase
efe­re­bo­da ia­kobs, Tan um­Re­ro­da, dob­ru noc, ma
mi­la, dob­ru noc-o. ase­Ti tkbi­li xma ar­sad mo­mes­
mi­na, mag­ram mtki­ced ga­dav­wyvi­te, rom dav­bru­
ne­bu­li­ya­vi Cems sa­mu­Sao oTax­Si da „ar­gos“ we­
ra ga­meg­rZe­le­bi­na. asec mo­vi­qe­ci, Tum­ca mainc
vus­men­di am sao­car qals, ro­me­lic Ce­mi meuR­
le iyo, da vxvde­bo­di, ro­gor ga­mi­mar­Tla me,
da ro­gor ar gau­mar­Tla mas zus­tad amis ga­mo.
mok­ led, vwe­ re da vwe­ re, gav­ cdi aT Ta­ baxs da,
bo­lo _ me­ToT­xme­te _ fur­cels rom mi­va­de­qi,
Tva­le­bi dav­xu­We, go­ne­ba­Si uka­nas­kne­li wi­na­da­
de­ba da­vaw­yve da Sem­deg fur­cel­ze ga­da­vi­ta­ne.
bo­los mar­jve­na qve­da kuT­xe­Si yve­la­ze pa­ta­ra
Srif­tiT mi­va­we­re Ta­ri­Ri, Tu ro­dis iwe­re­bo­da
es Se­dev­ri, wer­ti­li dav­svi da sav­se Wi­qa ko­
nia­ki ga­dav­ka­ri aR­sa­niS­na­vad. co­ta xa­ni skam­ze
vtrial-vwria­leb­di, Sem­deg ki vor­dis of­cie­bi
Ca­mov­Sa­le da print-s da­va­we­qi, prin­ter­Si ToT­
xme­ti Ta­ba­xi Cav­de da da­ve­lo­de, da­beW­di­li
ro­dis amo­vi­do­da. ar vi­ci, Tu SeiZ­le­ba ase­Ti
ram, mag­ram, we­siT, fur­cleb­ze da­xed­viT­ve da
asoe­bis wyo­biT­ve mix­vde­bo­da ada­mia­ni, rom es
iyo li­te­ra­tu­ru­li mwver­va­li, mxo­lod er­Teu­
le­bis dap­yro­bi­li. ro­gor­Rac da­vaw­yve Ta­ba­xis
fur­cle­bi er­Tma­ne­Tis qveS aku­ra­tu­lad da la­
ma­zad, step­le­ri xuT­jer da­var­tyi si­met­riu­
lad ga­zo­mil ad­gi­leb­ze, Ce­mi sa­mu­Sao oTa­xis

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ka­ri ga­va­Re da de­dob­ri­vi siy­va­ru­liT moa­ler­
se na­ta­Sas­Tan ga­ve­di, rom Ce­mi axa­li xe­lov­ne­
bis ni­mu­Si meC­ve­ne­bi­na. mxo­lod ma­Sin­Ra Sew­yvi­ta
Ta­vi­si muc­lis fe­re­ba, amom­xe­da da, sa­nam na­
wers ga­mo­mar­Tmev­da, mag­rad Ca­me­xu­ta. ase vi­ya­
viT wu­Te­bis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si, da es wu­Te­bi iyo Cem­
Tvis yve­la­ze mtan­jve­li, rad­gan max­sov­da, ras
vu­wo­deb­di Cems meuR­les xal­xSi. Sem­deg ga­mo­
mar­Tva, me ki ga­dav­wyvi­te, sxva oTax­Si gav­su­li­
ya­vi da ase dav­lo­de­bo­di. ga­mik­rTa ki­dec fiq­
ri go­ne­ba­Si, xom ar ga­mov­ca­lo-meT­qi ko­nia­kis
mTe­li is boT­li, mag­ram me­re, sas­wau­leb­ri­vi da
uxi­la­vi Za­lis Ca­re­viT, am Cems man­kier sur­vil­
ze mtki­ced gan­vac­xa­de Ro­nie­ri ua­ri. xan vi­je­qi,
xan vi­we­qi, xa­nac vi­de­qi da fan­jri­dan vi­yu­re­bo­
di. zus­tad Ce­mi ase­Ti dgo­mi­Ti mdgo­ma­reo­bis _
cu­dad ki JRers _ dros Se­mo­vi­da oTax­Si na­ta­Sa,
mo­vi­da Cem­Tan, qve­mo­dan amom­xe­da da ac­rem­le­bu­
li Tva­le­bi Se­mo­ma­na­Ta. xan xe­li ga­moi­wo­da Cem­
ken, xan Tvi­Ton wa­mo­vi­da, xan mo­mek­ra, xan was­vla
daa­pi­ra _ mok­led, aS­ka­ra iyo, yoy­ma­nob­da.
_ miT­xa­ri ra­me, na­ta­Sa, _ xma amo­vi­Re bo­los.
_ ra giT­xra, de­met­re, aba, ra giT­xra... _ ase­
Ti xma mxo­lod ma­Sin hqon­da, ro­ca, Cem­Tan Cxu­
bis Sem­deg, sin­di­si awu­xeb­da.
_ ra­me miT­xa­ri, _ ar veS­ve­bo­di, _ miT­xa­ri,
rom ge­nia­lu­ria. xom aris ge­nia­lu­ri, a, na­ta­Sa,
xom aris?
gaS­ra, gaq­vav­da. ico­da, Cem­Tvis yve­la­ze
Zvir­fa­si Ce­mi idee­bi iyo, ami­tom ua­re­si yoy­ma­ni
daiw­yo.

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 _ ara, _ Tqva bo­los, _ ar aris ge­nia­lu­ri _
sul co­ta ak­lia, mag­ram mainc Za­lian Zlie­ria.
yve­la­fe­ri Se­miZ­lia da­vi­fi­co, im wams gav­
fiT­ rdi, Tva­ le­bi wyliT amev­ so, Sub­li ki of­
liT da­me­na­ma. TiT­qos See­Sin­da na­ta­Sas, TiT­qos
bne­li au­ris sus­xia­ni bu­su­se­bi ig­rZno Cem­gan
ga­mo­ma­va­li, ami­tom mo­mex­via da mxur­va­led ma­
ko­ca _ un­do­da, sa­ku­Ta­ri da­na­Sau­lis grZno­ba
gae­qar­ve­bi­na, Cem­Tvis ki co­ta­Ti ea­me­bi­na. mag­
ram, ges­miT, Ce­mi naS­ro­mi, Ce­mi uZi­lo­bis na­yo­
fi, ro­mel­ze er­Ti da­xed­vac ki sak­ma­ri­si iyo,
rom kacs eT­qva, ge­nia­lu­riao, Cem­ma col­ma er­Ti
wi­na­da­de­biT gaa­cam­tve­ra.
_ ha! _ aR­ mox­da uceb, _ Senc ig­ rZe­ ni, de­
met­re? na­xe, TiT­qos mu­cel­Si ra­Ra­ca mom­xvda
Sig­ni­dan. Se­ni Svi­li mir­tyams. mo­di, moe­fe­re,
de­met­re, mo­di.
me sak­ra­vis mom­xib­vla­vi xmiT da­hip­no­ze­
bu­li gve­li­viT da­vik­lak­ne, mux­leb­ze da­ve­ci,
akan­ka­le­bu­li xe­le­bi Ce­mi co­lis saS­vi­los­
no­Si mjdo­mi Svi­lis­ken ga­viS­vi­re, na­ta­Sas mu­
cels Se­ve­xe, xe­le­bi mov­xvie da, ro­gorc ada­
mia­ni, ise Ca­vi­ka­ri gul­Si. frTxi­la­do, ki miT­
xra na­ta­Sam Cu­mad, mag­ram ico­da, bavSvs ara­
fers vav­neb­di.
_ ia­kob, Svi­lo, _ da­vuw­ye Cems jer ar da­ba­
de­bul Zes sau­ba­ri, _ aba, ras ake­Teb _ mSo­bel
de­das ro­gor ur­tyam? ga­mos­vla gin­da? Tavs
rad iRu­pav, ia­kob, ra gin­da ga­reT? mxneo­ba da
moT­mi­ne­baa sa­Wi­ro, ami­tom co­tac moi­ca­de. im
dRes, ro­ca da­ba­de­ba mo­gi­wevs, vin icis, me sad

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viq­ne­bi; de­da­Se­ni daR­vris wylebs Ta­vi­si sa­So­
dan, pir­ve­lad da­mi­re­kavs me, mag­ram me te­le­
fo­ni ga­mor­Tu­li meq­ne­ba, ro­gorc yo­vel­Tvis,
Sem­deg ki, imis ma­giv­rad, rom sas­wra­fo­Si da­
re­kos, de­da­mis ia­nas Seex­mia­ne­ba da et­yvis, de­
da, mgo­ni, mew­ye­bao; ia­na ga­giJ­de­ba, ga­mo­qan­de­
ba Ta­vi­si lur­ji `toio­tas~ hib­ri­diT, Cais­vams
mu­cel­mtki­van Svils, gaa­qa­nebs uax­loes saa­vad­
myo­fo­Si, Tan gza­Si miu­Ti­Tebs, Rrmad isun­Tqos
Tu ra­ze ifiq­ros saer­Tod; iq­neb, er­Ti-or­jer
mec gam­lan­ZRos, Svi­li eba­de­ba, es ki sad gdiao?
ra, mtyua­ni iq­ne­ba? de­da­Sen na­ta­Sas daaw­ve­nen
sam­So­bia­ro pa­la­ta­Si, Tavs moev­le­bian eqi­me­bi,
be­bia­Se­ni ia­na ki de­re­fan­Si it­ria­lebs re­tia­ni­
viT, Svi­liS­vi­lis ga­mo­Ce­nas dae­lo­de­ba da ime­
dov­nebs, rom de­das daem­sgav­se­ba da ara ma­mas,
mag­ram es yve­la­fe­ri xom ab­sur­dia _ ro­go­ri
sxva­nai­ric ar un­da iyos bav­Svi mSob­lis­gan, sak­
van­Zo mo­men­teb­Si va­Ji yo­vel­Tvis ma­mis as­li da
pro­to­ti­pia, ami­tom bo­di­Si, ia­kob, be­bi­kos­Tan
_ me da­mem­sgav­se­bi. me im mo­men­tSi, ro­ca de­da­
Se­ni Win­Tvebs daiw­yebs, viq­ne­bi uk­ve gva­ria­nad
mTvra­li, Sem­deg gu­li reCxs mi­yofs, wi­naT­
grZno­ba Sem­Wams da, Za­lau­ne­bu­rad, Cav­rTav te­
le­fons, da­vu­re­kav Cems say­va­rel meuR­le na­ta­
Sas, yur­mils ki Ce­mi si­ded­ri ia­na ai­Rebs, vaJ­ba­
to­no, sad brZan­de­bio, Se­mom­Civ­lebs, Sens cols
mSo­bia­ro­ba daew­yo, ai, wu­Ti-wuT­ze gaa­Cen­so. ga­
mov­var­de­bi mec qu­Ca­Si gi­Ji­viT, ga­va­Ce­reb pir­ve­
li­ve taqss, vet­yvi, saa­vad­myo­fo­Si ga­ma­qa­ne-meT­
qi da, ro­ca mkiT­xavs, ro­mel saa­vad­myo­fo­Sio,

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me su­le­li­viT amo­vi­Reb Cems te­le­fons, dav­re­
kav isev na­ta­Sas no­mer­ze, ro­mel­ze­dac isev ia­
na mi­pa­su­xebs, da vkiT­xav, ro­mel saa­vad­myo­fo­Si
xarT-meT­qi. sa­qa­la­qo­Sio, mi­pa­su­xebs, da­vu­ki­deb
yur­mils da mi­vub­run­de­bi isev taq­sists, sa­qa­
la­qo saa­vad­myo­fo­Si ga­ma­qa­ne, Ce­mi co­li mSo­bia­
robs-meT­qi. ga­ma­qa­nebs mar­Tlac, as aTi ki­lo­
metr/saa­TiT waiy­vans Ta­vis mwva­ne „mer­se­dess“,
os­ta­tu­rad Se­var­de­ba saa­vad­myo­fos ezo­Si,
daa­tor­mu­zebs, me ji­beebs mo­viC­xrek, rom fu­
li miv­ce, mag­ram miv­xvde­bi, rom ara­fe­ri maqvs,
ami­tom vet­yvi, ji­ga­ro, da­me­lo­de, ax­la­ve Ca­mo­
val-meT­qi. mTe­li sis­wra­fiT Sev­var­de­bi iq, sa­
dac Cems cols Ce­mi si­ded­ri dae­lo­de­ba, vet­yvi,
ia­na, taq­sis fu­li mo­me­ci, gTxov, me gam­Ta­ve­bia-
meT­qi. ox, Se upa­su­xis­mgeb­lo ka­coo, met­yvis,
mag­ram mainc ga­mo­mi­wo­debs rki­nis or­la­rians, me
ki isev Ca­vir­ben saa­vad­myo­fos ezo­Si, rom taq­
sists es fu­li ga­vu­wo­do, mag­ram aR­mo­va­Cen, rom
Tur­me wa­su­lia, rad­gan gai­go Ce­mi mdgo­ma­reo­ba,
ro­ca vuT­xa­ri, Ce­mi co­li mSo­bia­robs-meT­qi. am
or­la­rians me­ve Ca­vi­ji­bav, rom ga­Wir­ve­bis Jams
ia­fia­ni sas­me­li vi­yi­do, rac mo­mi­va. av­var­de­bi
isev saa­vad­myo­fos im de­re­fan­Si, sa­dac Ce­mi si­
ded­ri Ce­mi­ve co­lis mSo­bia­ro­bas da Sens ga­mo­
Ce­nas, Ce­mo ia­kob, dae­lo­de­ba, me­re Se­va­Reb pa­
la­tis kars, vit­yvi, me na­ta­Sa bua­Zis meuR­le var
da mSo­bia­ro­ba­ze das­wre­ba min­da-meT­qi. uars ar
met­yvian, na­ta­Sa­sac gau­xar­de­ba, rom mi­ve­di. eqi­
mi­viT ga­mo­maw­yo­ben, de­da­Se­ni ki, ia­kob, met­yvis,
mo­di Cem­Tan, de­met­re, xels Cag­Wi­de­bo. Zlie­rad

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mo­mi­Wers xels _ ise, rom mec ki mar­Tla met­ki­
ne­ba _ da me­tad xma­maR­la gai­Win­Te­ba. fe­xe­bi gaS­
li­li da maR­la aweu­li eq­ne­ba la­ma­zad da, amav­
drou­lad, Se­maS­fo­Teb­lad. me­re qal eqims vi­Ra­
ca ka­ci eqi­mi Sec­vlis, ro­me­lic pir­da­pir Ce­mi
co­lis sa­Sos mia­Cer­de­ba bav­Svis mo­lo­din­Si. bi­
Wo, vis an ras uyu­reb-meT­qi, da­viy­vi­reb, ga­vuS­
veb na­ta­Sas xels, ga­viq­ce­vi im eqi­mis­ken, me­re
ki uceb na­ta­Sa wi­nan­del­ze xma­maR­la gai­Win­Te­ba,
im eqi­mis xel­Si ki pa­ta­ra bav­Svi, pa­ta­ra ia­ko­bi
gaC­nde­ba, da me, dab­neu­li, Se­Si­ne­bu­li da mTvra­
li, mi­mo­vi­xe­dav pa­la­ta­Si aqeT-iqiT, bo­los ki
da­ve­ce­mi da gu­li wa­mi­va. rom ga­mov­fxiz­lde­bi,
Sen uk­ve de­da­Se­nis xe­leb­Si iw­ve­bi usaf­rTxod,
me ki mo­val, dag­xe­davT ori­ves da ga­vi­fiq­reb,
ro­gor ga­mi­mar­Tla me, rom Tqven myav­xarT, da
ro­ gor ar ga­ gi­
mar­
TlaT Tqven, rom mec Tqven
ge­kuT­vniT. me­re ga­va we­li­wa­di, Sen daiw­yeb la­
pa­raks, Ce­mo ia­kob, me gas­wav­li pir­vel leqss,
de­da _ pir­vel sim­Re­ras, Sen ma­le­ve aiT­vi­seb am
yve­la­fers, me ki miv­xvde­bi, rom ma­mis ge­nio­su­ri
bu­ne­ba Sen­ze gad­mo­vi­da. wle­bis Sem­deg mix­val
baR­Si, iq­ne­bi yve­la­ze zem­dgo­mi Se­ni go­ne­bi­Ta
da, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, gu­liT, Se­ni cod­niT da Se­ni
si­ke­TiT. sko­la­Si ver ga­gi­ge­ben, ar mo­ge­wo­ne­ba,
pir­ve­lad ga­sin­jav mwa­re imed­gac­rue­bis Sem­za­
rav ge­mos, me ki, ma­ma­Se­ni, viq­ne­bi Se­ni nam­dvi­
li mas­wav­le­be­li. dro ga­va, me mov­kvde­bi ise,
rom SeiZ­le­ba ar da­vi­mar­xo mTaw­min­da­ze, mag­ram
Sen Sens Tav­ Si ig­
rZnob ge­ nio­sur suls, ga­ giC­
nde­ba ule­vi am­bi­cie­bi, daiw­yeb we­ras uza­dod,

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ro­gorc amas ma­ma­Se­ni ake­Teb­da _ iq­neb, uke­Te­
sa­dac ki _ daiw­yeb sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vis war­mo­Ci­ne­
bas, mag­ram ma­le­ve mix­vde­bi, rom ara­vis sWir­de­
bi, ara­vis un­di­xar; asea es qve­ya­na age­bu­li da
mow­yo­bi­li da, jer sa­da xar _ ro­ca Se­ni di­di
ni­Wis Se­sa­xeb Seit­yo­ben, ua­re­sic iq­ne­ba: Su­ri
da tyui­le­bi. Tu ra­mes miaR­wev, ga­ga­nad­gu­re­ben
is ada­mia­ne­bi, rom­leb­mac mi­gaR­we­vi­nes iqam­de,
sa­dac iq­ne­bi ma­Sin _ ara­so­des get­yvian kar­gze
cuds, ki, mag­ram arc kar­gi das­cde­baT, ara­med
dau­fa­ra­vi ni­hi­liz­miT iq­ne­bian Se­ni kar­gi­sad­mi
gan­msWva­lul­ni, mag­ram, mTa­va­ria, er­Ti Sec­do­
ma dauS­ va, rom mTel Sens uar­ yo­fiT faq­ teb­sa
da faq­to­rebs cxvir­win da­gi­la­ge­ben, rom Sem­
deg Ta­vad­ve ga­ni­xi­lon Se­ni rao­ba. Sen, imed­gac­
rue­bu­li da daR­li­li am yve­laf­ris­gan, daiw­yeb
smas da aS­ve­bul cxov­re­bas, ris ga­moc ve­Rarc
ki da­wer, mag­ram ma­le­ve mox­de­ba sas­wau­li, da
Sen Seg­xvde­ba qa­li, ro­mel­sac Seiy­va­reb, Seiy­
va­reb da co­lad moiy­van. wle­bi ga­va imis me­re,
rac ver da­wer, mag­ram ki­dev mox­de­ba sas­wau­li,
da Seq­mni iseT naS­roms, ro­go­ric ara­vis Se­nam­de
ar Seuq­mnia, me­re ki mix­val say­va­rel meuR­les­
Tan, rom waa­kiT­xo, gau­zia­ro da, ro­ca hkiT­xav,
ge­nia­lu­ria Tu ara, gi­pa­su­xebs co­ta daak­ldao.
amis Tqma iyo da na­ta­Sa ga­fiT­rda, me ki av­
de­qi, Sa­vi mo­sac­me­li mo­vis­xi da ga­reT gas­vla
da­va­pi­re, Tum­ca ar vi­co­di, sad va­pi­reb­di was­
vlas, mag­ram ga­daw­yve­ti­li mqon­da da­le­va. ami­
tom, Ta­vi rom ar da­mem­ci­re­bi­na na­ta­Sas­Tvis
fu­lis Txov­niT, Ce­mi ser­van­di­dan jer ko­nia­kis

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is boT­li gad­mo­vi­Re, mag­ram, ro­ca vna­xe, na­xev­
ram­de iyo Cac­li­li uk­ve, sxva boT­li avir­Cie,
rad­gan vi­co­di, ar me­yo­fo­da. ga­reT qa­ri iyo
Zlie­ri, da jer ki­dev Te­ber­vlis sus­xi ga­moh­yo­
lo­da mar­tis Tvis hae­ris ma­se­bis moZ­rav na­kads.
ga­zaf­xu­lis mos­vlas­Tan er­Tad ate­xi­li ka­te­bis
kna­vi­li apob­da Cum ho­ri­zonts, da me es xmau­ri
meC­ve­ne­bo­da, ro­gorc gan­wi­ru­li bav­Svis gu­la­
mos­kvni­li ti­ri­li. me swra­fi na­bi­jiT dav­dio­
di sul er­Ti mi­mar­Tu­le­biT _ mar­tor­qa­sa­viT
pir­da­pir. Tum­ca me­re, ro­ca Zi­ram­de da­viy­va­ne
boT­lSi ko­nia­ki, Tav­Si sa­Si­ne­li da Se­maZ­rwu­ne­
be­li az­ri ga­mik­rTa, ro­mel­ze ua­ric ver vTqvi,
im­de­nad vi­ya­vi gab­ra­ze­bu­li Tu, ub­ra­lod da
mar­ti­vad, gaog­ne­bu­li imis ga­mo, rac na­ta­Sam
miT­xra. ar aris ge­nia­lu­ri _ sul co­ta ak­lia,
mag­ram mainc Za­lian Zlie­riao, ges­miT?! ase miT­
xra, xom kar­gad gax­sovT Tqvenc, ara? xom ar vi­
go­neb, ara?! vin var-meT­qi me, max­sovs, ase ga­vi­
fiq­re ma­Sin: me vi­ya­vi da ax­lac var lo­Ti, ara­
rao­ba, ada­mia­ni, ro­me­lic sa­ku­Ta­ri xe­liT Seg­
ne­bu­lad is­pobs Rmer­Tis­gan mo­mad­le­bul ulev
da xan­da­xan mar­Tlac miuw­vdo­mel niWs, ro­mel­
Ta go­niv­ru­li ga­mo­ye­ne­bi­Ta da yo­vel­dRiu­ri
su­lie­ri Sro­mis dax­ma­re­biT un­da ga­na­xor­cie­
los dia­di mi­za­ni _ moam­za­dos su­li ma­ra­diu­
li gan­sas­ve­neb­li­saT­vis; me da­kar­gu­li pi­rov­ne­
ba var, ro­ gorc oja­ xis­
Tvis, ise _ qvey­ nis­
Tvis
da, Rmer­Tma nu qnas, rom Ta­vad Rmer­Tis­Tvi­sac;
me var ka­ci, ro­mel­mac sa­sik­vdi­lo ga­na­Ce­ni ga­
mou­ta­na sa­ku­Tar suls, da ka­ci, ro­me­lic mzad

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iyo, ga­mous­wo­re­be­li da mwa­re da­Ri daes­va sa­
ku­Ta­ri Svi­lis Si­na­ga­ni sam­ya­ros­Tvis; al­ko­ho­
lis ze­moq­me­de­ba gaiv­lis, mag­ram dar­Ce­ba mi­si
mi­Re­bis Se­de­gad dan­greu­li da miu­sa­fa­ri su­li.
mok­led, jer gan­mar­toe­ba ga­dav­wyvi­te, rad­gan
ada­mia­ni ise xSi­rad araf­riT sco­davs, ro­gorc
_ eniT, gan­mar­toe­biT yof­ni­sas ki am cod­vas
gaur­bis, mag­ram, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, rea­lu­ri gan­
mar­toe­ba ar ar­se­bobs, imi­tom, rom, Tu Rmer­Ti
ar iq­na Sen­Tan, eS­ma­ki mainc gver­dSi ge­yo­le­ba,
ro­me­lic Ta­vis dros dae­lo­de­ba; wmin­da sin­di­
sis mqo­ne ada­mians arc ki sWir­de­ba gan­mar­toe­
ba, rad­ga­nac is yve­las­Tan mSvid ur­Tier­To­bas
dai­Wers, mag­ram, ai, ada­mia­ni, ro­mel­sac sin­di­si
xal­xSi qen­jnis, gan­mar­toe­ba­Sic dai­tan­je­ba da
ver mois­ve­nebs. Ce­mi idea iyo ase­Ti: un­da da­mev­
lo yve­la nac­no­bis kar­ze, un­da meT­qva, ro­go­ri
qa­jia Ce­mi co­li, ro­gor ir­tyams muS­tebs mu­
cel­Si mxo­lod imis ga­mo, rom me SeiZ­le­ba cu­di
ma­ma vi­yo, ro­gor mag­debs sax­li­dan da mok­vliT
me­muq­re­ba; un­da meT­xo­va maT­Tvis dax­ma­re­ba, isi­
ni ki, vin ico­da, ras gaa­ke­Teb­dnen.
im Ra­mes asec mo­vi­qe­ci, yve­la dax­ma­re­bas
dam­pir­da, Se­fa­re­bac ki Se­mom­Ta­va­zes, mag­ram
ara­vis­Tan dav­rCi da ga­reT ga­mo­ve­di, rom da­me­
Zi­na ro­me­li­me grZel skam­ze sad­me, par­kSi. da­me­
siz­mra, ro­gorc „siz­ma­ra­Sia“1 _ me Cems arar­se­
bul, me­fu­ri Zvir­fa­seu­lo­biT Sem­kul sa­wol­ze

1. qar­Tu­li xal­xu­ri zRa­pa­ri, rom­lis mi­xed­vi­Tac 1986 wels ga­da­

Re­bu­lia ima­ve sa­xel­wo­de­bis ani­ma­ciu­ri fil­mi.

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me­Zi­na, ro­ca vir­Txe­bi cek­vi­Ta da sim­Re­riT Se­
moiW­rnen, da­min­gries sa­wo­lis fe­xe­bi, da­mag­des
mi­wa­ze, ami­ta­ces Ta­vi­si uS­ve­le­be­li wi­na Ta­Te­
biT da ga­mi­ta­ces sad­Ra­ca Sors, me mgo­nia _ jo­
jo­xeT­Si, da ase­ve mgo­nia, eg vir­Txe­bi de­mo­ne­bi
iy­vnen.
na­ta­Sas mTe­li kvi­re­bi ure­kav­dnen Ce­mi nac­
no­be­bi, ram­de­ni­mem sax­lSic aa­kiT­xa. vuy­var­di
Cems cols, Cems meuR­les, Cems Ta­na­mec­xed­res,
mar­Tla vuy­var­di, da mec miy­var­da ise­ve mda­
biod, ro­go­ric Ta­vad vi­ya­vi da var. meS­vi­de
Tve­Si iyo _ me uk­ve dab­ru­ne­bu­li vi­ya­vi Sin
mainc im sa­mar­cxvi­no qme­de­be­bis Sem­de­gac ki,
ro­gorc maT­xo­va­ri _ ro­ca erT dRes sa­pir­fa­
re­So­Si Se­vi­da mo­sa­Sar­dad, Tan kar­gad ga­mo­be­
ri­li mu­ce­li xe­liT eka­va, rac ma­niS­neb­da, rom
stkio­da. Se­vi­da da aTi wu­Tis Sem­deg ga­mo­vi­da,
xe­le­bi sis­xlia­ni hqon­da, Tva­le­bi _ crem­lia­
ni, mag­ram ar eri­de­bo­da da sis­xlsac urev­da
crem­lebs Tva­leb­ze xe­le­bis mos­miT. mu­ce­li
saer­Tod aRar hqon­da ga­mo­be­ri­li od­na­va­dac,
uni­taz­Si ki Ca­moS­li­li da fur­ce­li­viT na­ku­
we­bad da­xeu­li Ce­mi ar­da­ba­de­bu­li Svi­li eg­do,
mTlia­nad aze­li­li ma­sa, TiT­qos nar­wye­vi­viT,
mag­ram nar­ wye­vi ki ara, Ce­ mi sis­ xli da xor­
ci iyo. kvi­re­bi ti­ro­da na­ta­Sa, me im­de­ni vsvi,
sa­nam RviZ­lis daS­la ar da­mew­yo, me­re na­ta­Sa
ner­viu­lo­biT gar­daic­va­la, me ki dav­rCi ase,
ati­re­bu­li, da daS­li­li RviZ­lis ama­ra, daS­
lil sul­Tan da Ser­yeul go­ne­bas­Tan er­Tad.
is­Ra dam­rCe­nia, da­ve­lo­do dros, ro­dis mi­vuw­

– 170 –
ve­bi Cems say­va­rel meuR­les gver­diT, rom ax­la
mar­Tla er­Tad gav­wioT ra­Ra­ca axa­li uRe­li
Cvens ia­kob­Tan er­Tad.
Rmer­Ti iyos Sem­we da aR­mad­gi­ne­be­li yo­ve­li
da­ce­mu­li­sa, amin.

9 mar­ti _ 14 mar­ti, 2017 we­li

– 171 –
 mo­na­nie­ba

1980 wels me da­vi­ba­de; 1994 wels, ToT­xme­ti

wli­sam, da­vam­Tav­re pir­ve­li wig­nis we­ra; 1996
wels dav­ we­re meo­ rec; 2000 wels Ce­ mi mag­num
opus-ic mi­va­yo­le, da imis me­re aRa­ra­fe­ri da­
mi­we­ria.
ax­la dgas 2013 we­li, de­kem­be­ria, da ve­lo­
de­bi, ro­dis dad­ge­ba dRe Ce­mi da­ba­de­bi­sa, rom
gav­xde oc­da­ca­me­ti wlis da, sa­bo­lood, gar­da­
vic­va­lo.
TxuT­me­ti wlis rom gav­xdi, Ce­mi pir­ve­li wig­
ni axa­li dam­Tav­re­bu­li mqon­da. mi­ve­di sko­la­Si
im dRes _ sam­Sa­ba­Ti uwev­da im wels Ce­mi da­ba­
de­bis dRe _ da mo­mi­lo­ces bav­Sveb­ma, Cem­ma kla­
se­leb­ma, di­dis am­biT. am dros qar­Tu­lis gak­ve­
Ti­li mqon­da, ami­tom, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, Cem­ma mas­
wav­le­bel­mac moh­kra yu­ri sit­yvebs, gi­lo­ca­vo.
mo­vi­da Cem­Tan da mkiT­xa, da­ba­de­bis dRe gaq­vso?
ki-meT­qi, vu­pa­su­xe ga­bad­rul­ma. mo­mi­lo­cav­so,
miT­xra, me­re ki, od­na­vi pau­za rom gaa­ke­Ta, daa­

– 172 –
ma­ta, ram­de­ni wlis gax­dio? me vuT­xa­ri, TxuT­
me­tis-meT­qi. eh, jer TxuT­me­tis yo­fil­xa­ro,
Cai­la­pa­ra­ka da Tav­ze xe­li ga­da­mis­va. im dros,
max­sovs, ga­vi­fiq­re, jer ki ara, uk­ve TxuT­me­tis
var-meT­qi, mag­ram ara­fe­ri miT­qvams, ra­Ra Tqma
un­da _ brZnad met­yue­le­bai ver­cxli ars wmin­
da, xo­lo du­mi­li oq­ro rCeu­li.1 mar­ Tlac da,
TxuT­me­ti we­li TiT­qos ara­fe­ria, TiT­qos me­
tad mok­le droa am sam­ya­ro­Si, araf­ris mom­ce­mi,
jer ki­dev da­saw­yi­si gvi­ra­bi­sa, mag­ram es ma­Sin,
ro­ca as wels icoc­xlebs ada­mia­ni; Tu ada­mians
oc­da­xu­Ti da oc­daa­Ti wlis si­coc­xle uwe­ria
de­da­mi­wa­ze am gan­zo­mi­le­ba­Si, ma­Sin TxuT­me­ti
wlis yof­na igi­vea, rac asi da as aTi wlis si­
coc­xle­ga­we­ri­li ada­mia­nis­Tvis _ ca­mo­ci we­li­
wa­di.
qris­tes da­cin­viT da­vin­te­res­di pir­vel xa­
neb­Si da, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom me­Si­no­da, mainc
miv­ba­Ze Zir­Zvel ko­mu­nis­tebs _ le­nins, marqss _
da mec da­viw­ye qris­tes gmo­ba. wi­Te­li re­Ji­mis
Sem­deg re­li­gia ise ik­ref­da Za­lebs, ro­gorc
wi­Te­li re­Ji­mi­sas _ aTeiz­mi, ami­tom me min­do­
da, ba­lan­si da­me­Wi­ra da vyo­fi­li­ya­vi ara re­
li­giis, ara­med ko­mu­niz­mis er­Tgu­li. me­Si­no­da,
diax, mag­ram mainc yo­vel­gvar SiS­ze maR­la dgas
cno­bis­wa­di­li ada­mian­Si _ ka­cob­rio­bis miR­we­ve­
bi­saT­vis ga­dad­gmu­li ne­bis­mie­ri na­bi­ji nax­to­mi
iyo da aris SiS­ze cno­bis­wa­di­lis moz­Rva­ve­bu­li
rao­de­no­biT or­ga­niz­mSi an, Tu uf­ro mar­Te­bu­

1. bibliuri solomon mefis sityvebi.

– 173 –
lad vim­ sje­lebT da amis xar­ jze vit­ yviT, go­
ne­ba­Si, ro­mel­mac Sem­deg es yve­la­fe­ri sxeul­sa
da, zo­ga­dad, ada­mia­nis ar­sze gad­moi­ta­na. ga­na
mTva­re­ze pir­ve­li _ an­dac ne­bis­mie­ri _ gaf­re­
nis win ar eSi­ no­
daT da eSi­ niaT gaf­ re­
nis aR­
msru­leb­lebs, ar kan­ka­le­ben da ci­vi of­li ar
as­xamT Sub­lze, ro­me­lic, Ta­vis mxriv, Ta­vis
tvi­nis Sub­lis wils ifa­ravs? ro­gor ara, Tum­
ca­Ra mainc isi­ni dga­men na­bijs an, rea­lu­rad,
ake­Te­ben ir­mis nax­toms, da yve­la­fer amis Sem­
deg zei­mobs cno­bis­wa­di­li Ta­vis ki­dev erT ga­
mar­jve­bas ada­mia­nis bu­ne­ba­Si Si­Si­sa da, zo­ga­
dad, ne­bis­mie­ri sxva grZno­bis wi­naaR­mdeg. ada­
mia­nis su­li­sa da sxeu­lis na­zav cno­bie­re­ba­Si da
qvec­no­bie­re­ba­Si yve­la­ze di­di, Zlie­ri grZno­ba,
siy­va­ru­lis Sem­deg, zus­ta­dac rom cno­bis­wa­di­
lia. ada­mia­nis ar­se­bo­bis erT-er­Ti mTa­va­ri mi­
za­ni da, SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, mi­ze­zic, cno­bis­wa­di­
lis dak­ma­yo­fi­le­ba an, uf­ro mar­Te­bu­lad rom
iT­qvas, ise­Ti ga­re­mos Seq­mnaa, sa­dac cno­bis­wa­
di­lis dak­ma­yo­fi­le­bi­saT­vis brZo­la did xans
wa­ri­mar­Te­ba da, miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom ada­mia­
ni mainc ve­ra­so­des amo­wu­ravs Ta­vis sur­vi­lebs
cno­ba­do­ba­ze, is mainc bo­lom­de ec­de­ba, da es
mcde­lo­ba mia­ni­Webs mas im bed­nie­re­bas, ro­mel­
sac ada­mian­Ta sam­ya­ro­Si si­coc­xlis sur­vi­li
hqvia; da Tu ada­mians ara­fe­ri ar ain­te­re­sebs,
is, di­di al­ba­To­biT, mkvda­ria uk­ve, xo­lo, Tu
mox­da sas­wau­li _ miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom ase­Ti
sas­wau­lis mox­de­nis al­ba­To­ba mci­re­ze um­ci­re­
sia _ da ada­mia­ni amo­wu­ravs Ta­vis wa­dils cno­

– 174 –
ba­do­ba­ze, ma­Sin is cne­ba „ada­mia­nis“ far­glebs
gas­cde­ba, Tum­ca­Ra, gas­cde­ba ra igi ada­mia­nis
far­glebs, Tval­win ga­daeS­le­ba axa­li sam­ya­ro,
ro­me­lic sav­sea axa­li faq­te­biT da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
im pi­rov­ne­ba­Si aRiZ­vre­ba axa­li cno­bis­moy­va­
reo­ba _ mar­Ta­lia, uf­ro me­tad amaR­le­bu­li da
zem­dgo­mi iq­ne­ba es grZno­ba, Tum­ca mainc cno­
bis­wa­di­lis mom­xib­vlav da sa­sia­mov­no frak­Si
iq­ne­ba igi ga­mow­yo­bi­li sa­gan­ge­bod, ra­Ta ne­ba
mis­ces pirs, daa­ge­mov­nos is, xo­lo vinc mas daa­
ge­mov­nebs, Zne­lad Tu ga­Cer­de­ba uk­ve Sem­dgom.
le­nins vba­Zav­di _ aTeis­to­ba min­do­da, mag­ram
bo­los mainc seq­ta Sev­qme­ni, dav­we­re Ce­mi sa­xa­
re­ba da sxva.
da 2013 wels, ori Tvis win, me, Ce­mi az­re­biT
Se­Si­ne­bu­li, Tu ra mo­me­lo­da Sem­deg amis­Tvis,
seq­tis kre­bi­dan pir­da­pir ga­vi­pa­re qa­rel­Si, ma­
ma­Ta mo­nas­ter­Si. sa­qar­Tve­lo mic­nob­da me, mag­
ram ara _ ma­me­bi, ami­tom, ga­mov­Cndi Tu ara iq da
viT­xo­ve Tu ara Tav­Se­sa­fa­ri, er­Tma ber­ma Ta­vis
ke­lia­Si dam­to­va da miT­xra, aq moi­ca­de, sa­nam
sxva be­reb­sac mo­viy­va­no. da mec vic­di­di. uceb
Cem­ma mo­bi­lur­ma te­le­fon­ma mok­led daiw­ri­
pi­na. imis ga­mo, rom so­cia­liz­mi­dan gad­mo­ve­di
ka­pi­ta­liz­mSi _ anu, ori­ve re­Jims mo­ves­wa­ri _
mo­bi­lur te­le­fons mTlad ra­cio­na­lu­rad ver
vi­ye­neb­di, da er­Ta­der­Ti, rac am wri­pin­ma mo­ma­
go­na, es iyo beT­ho­ve­nis mec­xre sim­fo­niis meoT­
xe na­wi­lis da­saw­yi­si, da mec Ri­Rins mov­ye­vi.
uceb ki ga­reT CoC­qo­li at­yda. mo­mi­wia, ke­
liis aR­mo­sav­leT ke­del­ze ga­ke­Te­bul er­Ta­

– 175 –
derT fan­ja­ras­Tan mis­vla, rom da­me­na­xa, ra
xde­bo­da iq, im mSvid da gan­mar­toe­bul ad­gi­
las. me va­pi­reb­di, dav­mdga­ri­ya­vi mor­Ci­lad, da
me­re, yve­la­nai­ri pi­ro­bis Ses­ru­le­bis Sem­deg,
gav­mxda­ri­ya­vi wev­ri Sa­vi sam­Rvde­loe­bis. mag­
ram, ga­vi­xe­de Tu ara, da­vi­na­xe ocam­de ka­ci, wve­
ro­sa­ni, sae­ro tan­sac­mel­Si ga­mow­yo­bi­li, Ce­mi
ke­liis­ken mor­be­na­li da gaS­ma­ge­bu­li. Ta­vi­dan
ver miv­xvdi, Tum­ca­Ra me­re, rom mo­miax­lov­dnen,
Ce­mi seq­tis meo­re xel­mZRva­ne­lis Sra­mia­ni sa­xe
ga­var­Cie. miv­xvdi, mo­ma­kiT­xes. isi­ni mor­bod­nen
Cem­ken, muS­te­bi haer­Si aeS­vi­raT da yvi­rod­nen,
le­van, le­va­no. ke­liis ka­ri Za­liT gaa­Res, Se­
mo­var­dnen Cem­Tan da, miu­xe­da­vad Ce­mi wo­ni­sa,
haer­Si ami­ta­ces, ro­gorc _ tur­ni­ris ga­mar­jve­
bu­li mwvrTne­li, ga­miy­va­nes ga­reT, da ase haer­
Si aweu­li mi­miy­va­nes man­qa­nam­de da Sig Cam­te­nes.
Ce­mi bra­lia, Rmer­To, Se­min­de.

8 de­kem­be­ri, 2016 we­li

– 176 –
 dif­so­ma­nia

rus­Tav­Si da­sax­le­bis Sem­deg xSi­rad vfiq­

rob­di ra­tom­Rac, ras war­moad­gen­da da, rea­lu­
rad, ra iyo is qar­Tu­li tra­di­cie­bi, rom­le­bic
aS­ka­rad fi­tav­da da, amav­drou­lad, anad­gu­reb­
da mis aR­msru­le­bel sa­zo­ga­doe­bas; vfiq­rob­di,
xal­xi ar­Ce­va­nis wi­na­Se dgas _ an yve­la tra­di­cia
daic­vas, an­dac yve­la uar­yos _ Tum­ca ara­vis az­
ra­dac ar mos­vlia-meT­qi Sua­Si Cad­go­ma.
me­ta­lur­gias­Tan ro­ca mov­xvdi pir­ve­lad,
wam­sve sta­li­ni da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, sab­Wo­Ta kav­Si­ri
ga­max­sen­da. mok­led, im dRes Sev­xvdi pir­ve­lad
ka­xa gaf­rin­daS­vils _ zus­tad me­ta­lur­giis win
id­ga da Se­no­bas uyu­reb­da. gver­dze da­vu­de­qi,
rad­gan mec mo­min­da uc­bad, ise­Ti­ve Tva­liT Se­
me­xe­da rus­Ta­vis mTa­va­ri „Rir­sSe­sa­niS­nao­bis­
Tvis“, ro­go­rac iq mdga­ri ka­ci uyu­reb­da. mi­
ve­di, mis­gan xu­Ti met­ris da­So­re­biT, gver­dze
dav­de­qi da mi­vaS­ter­di mec me­ta­lur­giis wi­na
ke­dels, Tum­ca da­sa­xu­li mi­zans ver mi­vaR­wie _

– 177 –
ver Sev­xe­de na­ge­bo­bas im ka­cis Tva­liT, ver mo­
vis­ve­ne ad­gil­ze da, ami­to­mac, mi­ve­di mas­Tan da
vuT­xa­ri:
_ bo­di­Si Se­wu­xe­bis­Tvis, mag­ram, xom ver met­
yviT, ras uyu­rebT ase ga­ma­le­biT? Se­gam­CnieT
da ver mo­vis­ve­ne, ami­to­mac mo­ve­di, rom me­kiT­xa.
_ ras ga­go­nebT es Se­no­ba? _ kiT­xviT­ve mi­pa­
su­xa man.
_ ver miv­xvdi, ukac­ra­vad... _ da­vi­be­ni da ena
ameb­na, _ ras ma­go­nebs?.. anu?..
_ diax, ra aso­cia­cias iw­vevs Tqven­Si es Se­no­
ba, es ke­de­li? _ gan­mi­mar­ta Ta­vi­si Tav­da­pir­ve­
li Se­kiT­xva. _ ra ga­gon­de­baT mi­si da­nax­vi­sas?
ras xe­davT iseTs, rac mas­ze araa?
_ me... _ isev da­vi­be­ni, mag­ram ma­le­ve mo­vik­
ri­be gam­be­dao­ba, me­ta­lur­giis miR­ma Se­viW­vri­te
da vu­pa­su­xe: _ wam­sve nam­ga­li da uro da­vi­na­xe,
da pir­da­pir io­seb ju­RaS­vi­lis sa­xe ga­mok­rTa...
_ vu­pa­su­xe gak­vir­ve­bul­ma, rad­gan mar­Tla da­vi­
na­xe es yve­la­fe­ri, da rad­gan aqam­de amis msgav­si
ara­fe­ri da­me­na­xa.
_ io­seb ju­RaS­vi­li... _ Ta­vis­Tvis Cai­la­pa­ra­
ka. _ diax, asec vi­fiq­re.
_ Tqven? _ Ca­ve­kiT­xe uceb, afo­ria­qe­biT, _
Tqven ras xe­davT?
_ me, ma­ga­li­Tad, es Cu­qur­Tme­bi wam­sve mi­
biZ­gebs, rom jo­jo­xeT­ze vi­fiq­ro da, ma­Sa­sa­da­
me, me vxe­dav sau­ku­no sa­tan­jvels, cec­xlo­van
frTebs, mes­mis ki­vi­li da mje­ra ga­dar­Ce­nis.
_ jo­jo­xe­Ti?.. _ xma­maR­la vTqvi da dav­fiq­
rdi.

– 178 –
 _ kar­gad daak­vir­diT, _ isev miT­xra ise, rom
Cem­ken arc ki ga­mou­xe­davs, _ da ise mi­pa­su­xeT:
io­seb ju­RaS­vils ro­go­ri sa­xe aqvs? anu, se­rio­
zu­lia? iq­neb, ti­ris? iq­neb, su­lac mris­xa­nebs?
_ ici­nis, _ wa­mo­vi­Za­xe gak­vir­ve­bul­ma, _ mar­
Tla ici­nis! cxvir­ze ce­ra Ti­Ti miub­je­nia, ne­ka
Ti­Ti ki Cem­ken mouS­ve­ria, da ici­nis.
_ ici­nis? _ mkiT­xa, da me mis xma­Si od­na­vi kma­
yo­fi­le­ba Se­vam­Cnie.
_ diax, da­nam­dvi­le­biT Se­miZ­lia vTqva! _ vu­
pa­su­xe.
_ iq­ neb, ki ar ici­ nis, ara­ med dag­ vci­ nis? _
miT­xra, me­re ki gab­run­da, Ta­vi Ca­Ru­na, xe­le­bi
pal­tos ji­beeb­Si Caiw­yo da ise wa­vi­da, rom arc
ki Se­mou­xe­davs Cem­ken.

***
ro­ca meo­red Sev­xvdi ka­xa gaf­rin­daS­vils,
je­rac ar vi­ co­ di, ra er­qva, Tum­ ca­
Ra, ra ga­
sak­vi­ria, rom sa­xe­ze da­ma­max­sov­rda. oc­dao­
ri ap­ri­li iyo, ami­tom me le­nin­ze vfiq­rob­di.1
dav­dio­di od­nav dab­neu­li, cxvir­Si mxvde­bo­da
qa­ris mo­ta­ni­li sur­ne­le­be­bi _ zo­gi var­dis,
zo­gi ti­tis, zo­gi Saur­mis da zo­gic to­ta­li­
za­to­ri­dan ax­lad­ga­mo­su­li ka­cis. zus­ta­dac,
vxe­dav­di, ro­gor jgrod da jo­gad id­ga ga­qu­
cu­li ma­ma­ka­ce­bis brbo to­ta­li­za­to­ris win,

1. 1870 wlis oc­daor ap­rils dai­ba­da ru­si re­vo­lu­cio­ne­ri, sab­

Wo­Ta kav­Si­ris ko­mu­nis­tu­ri par­tiis da­maar­se­be­li vla­di­mer ili-
as Ze ulia­no­vi(le­ni­ni).

– 179 –
zo­gi abo­leb­da si­ga­rets, zo­gi id­ga ime­diT,
rom ro­me­li­me maT­ga­ni bo­lo or na­fazs daar­
tyme­vi­neb­da, zogs jer ki­dev wu­Te­bis wi­nan­de­
li wyro­ma da imed­gac­rue­ba uxev­da ga­ma­le­bul
gul­mkerds da, mok­led, yve­las ra­Ra­ca ase­Ti
ga­mo­met­yve­le­ba ewe­ra sa­xe­ze, Tum­ca arc er­Ti
maT­ga­nis­Tvis ar Se­mim­Cne­via imis ime­di, rom Se­
vi­dod­nen to­ta­li­za­tor­Si da iqi­dan rai­me mo­
ge­bas ga­moi­tan­dnen; ifiq­rebT, ma­Sin ra­Ra­tom
Ta­ma­Sob­dne­no. Ta­ma­Sob­dnen da Ta­ma­So­ben, rad­
ga­nac, Za­lauf­le­bis Seg­rZne­bis Sem­deg, azar­
tu­li Ta­ma­Se­biT Ta­vis Seq­ce­va yve­la­ze di­di
vne­baa de­da­mi­wa­ze ar­se­bul vne­bebs So­ris. da
Ta­ma­Sis Sem­deg aris al­ko­ho­li. diax, zus­tad
ase, ama­ze vfiq­rob­di, ro­ca to­ta­li­za­to­ris
gver­diT mi­Se­ne­bu­li ka­zi­nos ka­ri gai­Ro, iqi­
dan ki ka­xa gaf­rin­daS­vi­li ga­mo­vi­da, ro­mel­mac
Txe­li qur­Tu­kis gu­lis ji­bi­dan na­xe­var­lit­
ria­ni, ar­yiT sav­se boT­li amoi­Ro da ne­la, Cu­
mad da Se­far­viT mos­va moz­rdi­li ylu­pi. mi­
si sa­xe, fif­qias sa­xe­sa­viT TeT­ri, fiT­qi­na da
fer­da­kar­gu­li, dae­Ra­ra ud­roo nao­Webs tu­Cis
kuT­xeeb­sa da Tva­le­bis gar­Se­mo; mi­si mu­ce­li,
ara saW­mlis­gan, ara­med sas­mlis­gan ta­nis pa­ra­
met­re­bis­da Seu­fe­reb­lad ga­mo­be­ri­li, Can­da,
ka­nis ga­xe­vas la­mob­da. ar vi­ci, ra­tom ga­dav­
wyvi­te ase, mag­ ram ise Zlier mo­ min­da mas­Tan
mis­vla da ga­mo­la­pa­ra­ke­ba, rom Tavs ver vZlie
da asec mo­vi­qe­ci _ mas­Tan mi­ve­di.
_ ra­tom svamT xal­ xSi dRi­ siT, mzi­ siT?! _
ase­Ti iyo Ce­mi pir­ve­li sit­yve­bi, rom­leb­mac

– 180 –
rus­Ta­vis qa­rian amin­dSi im dRes say­ve­du­ri­viT
mi­zan­mi­mar­Tu­lad gaiJ­Re­ra.
_ mo­gat­yuebT, Tu get­yviT, sev­dis ga­sa­qar­
veb­lad-meT­qi, _ mi­pa­su­xa da­ca­rie­le­bu­li, Su­Sis
Tva­le­biT, TiT­qos mkvda­ri iyo da ve­Ra­ra­fers
xe­dav­da, _ mwu­xa­re­ba ar ga­mo­nel­de­ba sas­mel­
Tan er­Tad, da mas­Tan er­Tad sul­Si axa­li la­qa,
axa­li da­Ri Cnde­ba _ lo­To­ba. Seam­CnieT es ada­
mia­ne­bi? _ mi­mi­Ti­Ta to­ta­li­za­to­ris win mdgar
axal­gaz­rdeb­ze, _ isi­ni pir­ve­li mo­ge­bis­Ta­na­ve
_ da sa­zo­ga­do­daa cno­bi­li, rom pir­ve­lad yve­
la igebs _ mieC­viv­nen uS­rom­ve­lad Ta­vis ga­ta­nas,
da aRar eZe­ ben sxva gzebs mdgo­ ma­reo­bis ga­mo­
sas­wo­reb­lad. pir­ve­li mcde­lo­bis Sem­deg, ro­ca
uk­ve aRar gau­mar­TlaT, isi­ni er­Tia­nad Seip­yro
ui­me­do­bam, gax­dnen si­ca­rie­lis mot­rfia­le­ni
da daiw­yes cxov­re­bis ki­be­ze ki­dev uf­ro daR­
ma daS­ve­ba mo­ma­te­bu­li aC­qa­re­biT. es yve­la­fe­ri,
_ Ta­vis boT­lze ma­niS­na, _ xor­cie­li man­kie­re­
baa, Ce­mo Zmao. es ki, _ ax­la to­ta­li­za­tor­sa da
ka­zi­nos ab­rebs moa­ta­ra Ta­vi­si us­wor­mas­wo­ro
xe­le­bi, _ Tum­ca iri­bad, mag­ram mainc, su­lie­ri
man­kie­re­ba. ram­de­na­dac su­li Seu­da­reb­lad ma­Ra­
lia sxeul­ze, im­de­nad su­lie­ri saT­noe­be­bi me­
tia xor­ciel saT­noe­beb­ze, Tum­ca, amav­drou­lad,
su­lie­ri man­kie­re­be­bi uf­ro dam­Rup­ve­lia, vid­re
xor­cie­li. Ce­mo Zmao, es ara­yi pir­Si ga­dam­dis,
mag­ram Cems suls ar exe­ba, ges­mis? suls is exe­ba,
rac pi­ri­dan amo­dis, da ara is, rac mas­Si Ca­dis.
_ Zmao, _ me mxar­ ze da­va­
de mas xe­ li, _ Sen
xom ka­zi­no­dan ga­mox­ve­di da ara­yi da­lie, es ki

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niS­navs, rom su­lie­ri man­kie­re­bis Se­Ze­nis Sem­deg
xor­csac mie­ci gax­rwnis ga­sa­qa­ni, ara?
uceb xe­le­bi au­kan­kal­da, Tva­leb­ze bin­di ga­
daek­ra, sa­xe mTlia­nad Caen­Tqa sa­so­war­kve­Ti­le­
bis Rrub­leb­Si, auT­rTol­da cxvi­ri, dau­wiT­
lda yu­re­bi, gau­lur­jda frCxi­le­bi xe­leb­ze, da
akan­ka­le­bu­li mtev­ni­dan ar­yis boT­li mow­yda,
ro­gorc atoms _ eleq­tro­ni, dae­ca as­fal­tis
tro­tuars, daim­sxvra mi­na na­wi­le­bad da daiq­ca
iq­ve ara­yic. uceb dauw­ynar­da am kacs xe­le­bic,
bin­di­da­nac ga­moer­kvia, Tum­ca SeS­foT­da, sa­so
ua­re­sad wa­rek­ve­Ta, mux­leb­ze dae­ca da daR­
vril arays dauw­yo lok­va, mow­yu­re­bu­li ZaR­
li­viT, eniT.
_ ras ake­TebT! _ gak­vir­ve­bul­ma da, si­mar­Tle
iT­qvas, gab­ra­ze­bul­ma wa­mo­vi­Za­xe, xe­li mklav­
Si ga­mov­de da wa­mo­ye­ne­ba da­vu­pi­re, mag­ram ar
mneb­de­bo­da da isev lo­kav­da daq­ceul siT­xes,
_ ras ake­TebT, ga­na ar grcxve­niaT?! wa­mo­de­qiT!
_ vuy­vi­ro­di mTel xma­ze. me­gob­ro­bis gam­zir­
ze yo­ve­li gam­vle­li Cven gvi­yu­reb­da. ma­ma­ka­ci,
ro­me­lic uk­ve meo­red ga­moC­nda Cems cxov­re­ba­
Si ga­ma­le­bu­li fiq­ris Se­saw­yve­tad, as­fal­ti­dan
ar­yis alok­ vas ar wyvet­ da, da me mrcxve­ no­da,
mag­ram San­si ar iyo, iq ise mi­me­to­ve­bi­na. ar vi­
co­di, ra meq­na, ami­tom vTqvi: _ ade­qiT da me gi­
yi­diT axal boTls! _ da am dros, TiT­qos dro
ga­Cer­dao, an TiT­qos gaaq­va­ve­so, an TiT­qos mow­
ydao am sam­ya­ros, ise ga­Cer­da, gai­yi­na erT ad­
gil­ze, me­re ki ab­so­lu­tu­rad saR­sa­la­ma­Ti wa­
mod­ga fex­ze, Ri­mi­liT mo­ma­Cer­da da mkiT­xa:

– 182 –
 _ ro­mels?
_ moi­ca­deT, _ sa­Sin­lad mo­maw­va bra­zi pir­
da­pir sa­feT­qleb­Si, _ es yve­la­fe­ri moaw­yveT?!
gai­Ta­ma­SeT?! _ da­vuR­ria­le.
_ ras brZa­nebT, _ war­be­bi SeW­mux­na, _ ub­ra­
lod Tqven me ime­ di mo­me­ciT, ime­di ki yov­ lis
Sem­Zlea, ami­tom ga­mov­keT­di wam­Si. Ce­mo mxsne­
lo, Tqve­ni sa­xe­li?
_ me var ba­Co, _ vuT­xa­ri jer ki­dev gab­ra­ze­
bis qar­cec­xlSi myof­ma.
_ da ga­ dam­rCe­nel ba­ Cos gva­ri aqvs? _ Ca­ me­
kiT­xa mSvi­dad.
_ aqvs. ba­Co baT­ma­naS­vi­li.
_ anu, ba­Co baT­ma­naS­vi­li gva­ria? _ mSvi­di
iyo, gai­Ri­ma ki­dec, _ da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, Tqven ba­
Co ba­Co baT­ma­naS­vi­li xarT?
_ ra Tqma un­da, ara, _ cec­xlze navTs as­xam­
da. _ me var ba­Co baT­ma­naS­vi­li. ba­Co aris sa­xe­
li, baT­ma­naS­vi­li _ gva­ri.
_ baT­ma­naS­vi­li... _ Ca­fiq­rda, _ baT­ma­na... baT­
man... Bat­man! beT­me­ni xar, ba­Co?! ma­ga­ria! _ gar­
To­bis xa­siaT­ze mo­su­li­yo.
_ me mgo­ nia, vi­Ra­cas sas­ me­
li aRar un­ da... _
da­vi­Wi­re sust wer­til­ze, mag­ram, ro­gorc ki
vna­xe, ro­gor Seec­va­la sa­xe mkveT­ri ua­re­so­bis­
ken, gav­Cer­di da aRar Se­mi­to­pavs, _ vxum­rob.
Se­vi­deT sad­me ma­Ra­zia­Si, Sen xe­li daa­de sas­
mels da gi­yi­di. da Se­ni sa­xe­li?
_ me ka­xa mqvia, ka­xa gaf­rin­daS­vi­li, da vfiq­
rob, arc ise­Ti gan­sa­kuT­re­bu­li grZno­ba yo­fi­

– 183 –
la, ro­ca mi­mar­Tvis for­ma „Tqven“-idan „Sen“-Si
ga­da­dis.
Cven da­via­reT me­gob­ro­bis gam­zi­ri bo­lom­de,
„ve­jin­Si“ yve­la­ze ia­fia­ni ara­yi avir­CieT da Ce­mi
sax­lis­ken da­veS­viT. ka­xas Tma hqon­da saoc­rad
cxi­mia­ni _ me, ma­ga­li­Tad, sul rom ori kvi­ra ar
da­vi­ba­no Ta­vi, ase­Ti cxi­mia­ni ve­ras­dros meq­ne­
ba _ da ec­va sak­maod Cveu­leb­ri­vad; yu­re­bi­dan
sul od­nav gad­mos­dio­da go­gir­dis mom­cro ma­
sa, mag­ram eg ara­fe­ri. is boT­li Cems sax­lam­de
TiT­qmis ga­mo­ca­la gza­Si da, ro­ca Sin Se­vi­pa­ti­
Je, ar Se­mom­yva _ aseT mdgo­ma­reo­ba­Si ver Se­mo­
va­lo sax­lSi. Si­ni­sa­ken wa­vi­da, da me ukan gav­ye­
vi, rom me­na­xa mi­si sa­bu­de­be­li.
er­Ti Tvis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si, gvian Ra­miT, ro­de­
sac me sam­sa­xu­ri­dan vbrun­de­bo­di xol­me, au­ci­
leb­lad Ca­vuv­li­di mis saxls, da mik­vir­da, rom
Sig­niT, sul co­ta er­Ti fan­jris miR­ma mainc en­
To xol­ me si­naT­le. an co­ li hyavs, an co­ lic
da bav­Sve­bic-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­di, da me­co­de­bo­da
mi­si oja­xi. Tum­ca­Ra, ra Tqma un­da, ara­vin hyo­
lia. erT dRe­ sac, Ra­ mis ori saa­ Ti­dan sam saa­
Tam­de Sua­led­Si, ro­me­li­Ra­ca dros, mo­mi­wia
mis sax­lTan gav­la, mag­ram fan­jreb­Si Su­qi ver
da­vi­na­xe. cud­ma wi­naT­grZno­bam mo­mic­va, ami­tom
ci­vi go­ne­biT ve­ra, Tum­ca grZno­ba­Ta kar­na­xiT
ga­dav­wyvi­te, kar­ze da­me­ka­ku­ne­bi­na. asec mo­vi­qe­
ci, Tum­ca kar­ga xnis man­Zil­ze kar­Tan ara­vin
mo­su­la. amis Sem­deg ga­dav­wyvi­te, Se­me­mow­me­bi­na,
Ria Tu iyo. Ca­mov­wie sa­xe­lu­ri da, up­rob­le­
mod, ka­ri Sei­Ro. Se­va­bi­je sax­lSi sin­di­sis qen­

– 184 –
jniT ima­ze, rom es iyo SeW­ris tol­fa­si, Tum­ca,
rac da­vi­na­xe, yve­la­nair qen­jna­ze uf­ro ua­re­si
iyo: ka­xa id­ga sib­ne­le­Si, mTva­ris Su­qi ana­Teb­da
mis naad­re­vad Ca­mo­be­re­bul sa­xes da od­nav dam­
Wknar, akan­ka­le­bul mar­jve­na xels, ro­mel­Siac
Sa­vi re­vol­ve­ri eWi­ra; Sem­deg amos­wia es re­vol­
ve­ri nel-ne­la ze­viT, mii­ta­na sa­feT­qel­Tan mar­
jve­na mxri­dan da Se­mom­xe­da.
_ ba­Co, _ miT­xra, _ Tu Cven sik­vdi­li­saT­vis
mzad viq­ne­biT, mag­ram sik­vdi­li ar mo­va, ara­
fers dav­kar­gavT, mag­ram, Tu moum­za­deb­lebs
mog­vis­wro man, ma­Sin es Ta­vis­Ta­vad tkbi­li da
mSvi­do­bia­ni da­ba­de­ba ze­cis­Tvis ga­daiq­ce­va su­
li­ sa da sxeu­ lis mZi­ me da mtkiv­ neul gay­ rad.
ra emar­Te­baT im dau­de­var meom­rebs, rom­le­
bic omis dros brZo­lis vel­ze gar­To­bas, lo­
To­ bas da Rrma Zils mie­ ce­mian xol­ me? ra da,
uec­rad sa­Si­ne­li yvi­ri­liT daes­xmiT Tavs mte­
ri da, uia­ra­Roe­bi, Si­Sis­gan areu­le­bi da pa­ni­
kas ayo­li­le­bi, sru­liad ib­ne­vian _ aRar ician,
ra iRo­non, ra gzas daad­gnen; ia­raRs eZe­ben da
ver pou­lo­ben, Sve­las iT­xo­ven da ma­Ti ara­vis
es­mis, gaq­ce­vas da mi­mal­vas cdi­lo­ben, mag­ram
yo­ve­li mxri­dan gar­Se­mor­tymu­li mte­ri xelT
ig­debs maT. ase­ve SeS­foT­de­ba su­li, ro­de­sac
mou­lod­ne­lad daud­ge­ba, uz­run­vel­sa da mZi­
nars, aR­sas­ru­li. loc­vis ia­ra­Ris mo­Zeb­na uk­ve
gvia­nia; dab­neu­lo­bi­Ta da sa­Si­ne­le­biT mo­culs
sa­ku­Tar grZno­beb­Si gar­kve­va ar SeuZ­lia; dag­
via­ne­bu­lia dam­xma­re­Ta Zeb­na _ isi­ni, ro­gorc
da­Ru­puls, ur­Csa da Seu­na­ne­bes, ga­ne­Sor­nen mas;

– 185 –
aRar ar­se­bobs ad­gi­li, sa­dac dai­ma­le­ba imi­tom,
rom si­na­nu­lis­Tvis gan­kuT­vni­li dro amoi­wu­ra
da RvTis gul­mow­ya­le­bis ka­ri daiR­So mis­Tvis
da sa­mu­da­mod dai­xu­ra.
_ ara, ka­xa, nu izam...
min­do­da Tqma, nu izam-meT­qi ma­gas, mag­ram
ar dam­cal­da, rad­ga­nac ga­moh­kra im wam­sve ka­
xam Cax­maxs xe­li, da mies­xa mi­si sis­xli ke­dels
mis ukan mdgoms, gad­mo­var­da tvi­ni­dan tyviac
da tvi­nis na­wi­lic, da es ka­ci dae­ca ia­tak­ze
sul­mouT­qme­lad, TiT­qos ver iT­men­so was­vlas.
ara­so­des da­ma­viw­yde­ba mi­si wyna­ri, ne­ta­ri sa­xe
im dros, ro­me­lic wa­mier sim­Svi­des oc­ne­bob­
da da mzad iyo sau­ku­no sa­tan­jve­lis­Tvis Se­sax­
ved­ra­dac.
gaf­rin­daS­vi­li ka­xa gaf­rin­da...

22 ap­ri­li, 2017 we­li

– 186 –
 na­ka­du­li _ anu, tu­Ce­bi kol­xi me­deas­Tvis

ger­ma­nia­Si, erT-erT pa­ta­ra qa­laq bad her­

sfel­dSi di­di av­to­bu­si ga­Cer­da spe­cia­lu­rad
mo­niS­nul ad­gi­las _ SeiZ­le­bo­da, „ga­Ce­re­ba“ da­
me­we­ra spe­cia­lu­rad mo­niS­nu­li ad­gi­lis ma­giv­
rad, mag­ram gra­du­su­li ga­dax­ra iq­ne­bo­da taf­
to­lo­giis­ken, da ami­to­mac ise iyos, ro­gorc
aris. mok­led, did av­to­bus­Si ave­di da, qar­Tul
yvi­Tel av­to­bu­sebs daC­veul­ma, ra­Ra Tqma un­
da, yve­la­fe­ri ga­vik­vir­ve _ Tun­dac, ma­ga­li­Tad,
tran­spor­tis fi­zi­kur cen­trSi mo­Tav­se­bu­li
sa­pir­fa­re­So, in­ter­ne­ti, si­suf­Ta­ve, nag­vis ur­
na da ase Sem­deg. da­vi­ka­ve kuT­vni­li ad­gi­li, da
fan­jri­dan ga­daS­lil xeds ga­vac­qer­di, mag­ram,
ori wu­ Ti ar iyo ga­ su­li, Cem gver­ dze mjom­ ma
mgzav­rma mxa­ri rom gam­kra da mi­ma­niS­na, Rve­
di gai­ke­Teo. sa­qar­Tve­lo­Si _ iS­via­Tad, mag­ram
mainc _ mZRol­sac ki SeiZ­le­ba ar eke­Tos usaf­
rTxoe­ bis Rve­ di, aram­cTu ri­ giT mgzavrs, ro­
me­lic, Tun­dac, mZRo­lis ska­mi­dan me­Ter­Tme­te

– 187 –
ri­gis erT-erT ad­gil­ze zis. ho­da, mec ga­vi­ke­Te
Rve­di, rad­gan, Ce­mi az­riT, ra qve­ya­na­Sic Ca­di­
xar, ise­Ti qu­di un­da dai­fa­ro, da ga­vag­rZe­le
fan­jri­dan ga­daS­li­li xe­diT tkbo­ba. TiT­qos
usu­lo, mag­ram mainc met­yve­li Se­no­be­bi iyu­re­
bod­nen oT­xi­ve mi­mar­Tu­le­biT da, max­sovs, ga­vi­
fiq­re, es na­ge­bo­be­bi rom ada­mia­ne­bi iy­vnen, nam­
dvi­li ger­ma­ne­le­bi iq­ne­bod­nen-meT­qi. asec iyo.
av­to­bu­sis mar­Sru­ti bad her­sfel­di­dan ai­ze­na­
xam­de moi­cav­da gzas da, ai­ze­nax­Si oc­daor wu­
Tia­ni Ses­ve­ne­bis Sem­deg qa­la­qis cen­trSi _ diax,
zus­tad oc­dao­ri wu­Ti, ger­ma­nu­lad pun­qtua­
lu­ri kon­kre­tu­lo­biT _ dab­run­de­bo­da Cvens
wa­say­va­nad iq, sa­dac viq­ne­bo­diT. xe­di Seic­va­la,
ro­ca qa­la­qis saz­Rvrebs gav­cdiT da av­to­ban­ze
ga­ve­diT: ga­moC­nda lu­dis qar­xne­bi, pu­ris ya­ne­bi,
qa­ris tur­bi­ne­bi, rom­le­bic, sxva­Ta So­ris, er­Ti
bru­nis Se­de­gad er­Ti sax­lis­Tvis or­moc­dar­va
saa­Tis sam­yof ener­gias iZ­le­va; ase­ve Can­da si­min­
dis na­Te­se­bi, grun­tis mi­we­bi, aqa-iq sax­le­bic,
mTa da mTa­ ze nis­ lic, da es nis­ li, vat­ yob­di,
an­ti­lo­pas Ca­saf­re­bu­li vef­xvi­viT moi­pa­re­bo­da
Cven­ken _ anu, av­to­ba­nis­ken. me­re, isev si­min­dis
ya­nebs rom gav­xe­de, kiT­xva ga­miC­nda, ami­tom Cem
gver­diT mjdoms mi­vub­run­di da vuT­xa­ri _ ra
Tqma un­da, ger­ma­nu­lad _ ukac­ra­vad, gzas­Tan
ase ax­los rom aris da­Te­si­li am­de­ni ra­me, Tan
gver­dze rom qar­xne­bi­caa, ar ge­Si­niaT-meT­qi?
ra­to­mo? kiT­xviT­ve mi­pa­su­xa. avux­se­ni, man­qa­ne­
bis da qar­xne­bis ga­mo­na­bol­qvi tyvia­sa da sxva
mom­wam­vlel niv­Tie­re­bebs Sei­cavs, ro­me­lic ga­

– 188 –
reT ga­moi­yo­fa da, di­di al­ba­To­biT, Tqve­ni mo­
sa­va­li ik­ravs-meT­qi. bo­los, ro­ca ase­Ti ai­re­bis
ga­mo­yo­fa ofi­cia­lu­rad da­das­tur­dao, miT­xra,
imis me­re TxuT­me­ti we­li ga­vi­dao. ga­vik­vir­ve,
mag­ram es gao­ce­ba di­dad ar Se­mim­Cne­via, mad­lo­
ba ga­da­vu­xa­de da isev fan­jris­ken vib­ru­ne pi­ri.
Ta­vi ori dRis da­sa­ba­ni mqon­da. si­mar­Tle rom
vTqva, Ce­mi stan­dar­te­biT, da­sa­ba­ni ar iyo, mag­
ram ger­ma­nul av­to­bus­Si, ro­ca Ti­Toeu­li ada­
mia­ni sxva­das­xva aro­ma­ti­Taa gaJ­Ren­Ti­li, we­siT,
da­sa­ba­nad iT­vle­ba. ki­dev er­Ti si­mar­Tlec rom
vTqva, ar mom­won­da am­de­ni aro­ma­tis aR­re­va, arc
cal­ke aRe­bu­li mom­won­da ro­me­li­me, rad­gan Cem­
Tvis yve­la­ze Zvir­fa­si ada­mia­nis bu­neb­ri­vi su­
nia, do­zi­re­bu­li hi­gie­nis, cxov­re­bis we­si­sa da
sxva mra­va­li faq­to­ris Se­de­gad war­mo­So­bi­li,
mag­ram, vis­Tvi­sac es odes­me miT­qvams, yve­lam
fsi­qi­kur ga­dax­ra­Si ga­mi­ta­ra, si­nam­dvi­le­Si ki
am Ce­mi az­ris rea­lu­ri ar­si ima­Si mdgo­ma­reobs,
rom Ti­Toeu­li es aro­ma­ti, ro­me­lic ga­da­me­te­
bu­li hi­gie­ni­sa da Ta­vis mov­lis Sem­deg Cnde­ba,
far­sia _ Tun­dac, imi­tom, rom xSi­rad Se­mi­niS­
navs ada­mia­ni ger­ma­nia­Si, aTa­si yva­vi­lis aro­ma­ti
rom as­dis, mag­ram saub­ris dros pi­ri­dan cu­di
su­ni amos­dis; Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, es yve­la­fe­ri ga­re­ga­
nia da, aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re, rac mxo­lod ga­re­ga­
nia, is ar SeiZ­le­ba, nam­dvi­li iyos da, ma­Sa­sa­da­
me, ueW­ve­lad far­sia. am fiq­re­bi­dan ga­mor­kve­vis
Sem­deg wam­sve ma­ma­ka­cis sau­ba­ri, od­nav bo­xi xma
ga­vi­go­ne Cems Tavs ze­moT mo­Tav­se­bul di­na­mik­
Si, ro­me­lic, Tur­me, mZRols ekuT­vno­da _ esec

– 189 –
axa­li faq­ti iyo Cem­Tvis. ev­ro­pu­li uSua­lo­ba
mo­me­wo­na, faq­ti ase­Tia. oc wuT­Si ai­ze­nax­Si Se­
val­To, es Tqva mZRol­ma mik­ro­fon­Si, da mi­si
xma mTel av­to­bus­Si gais­ma. me­re daa­ma­ta, mSvi­
do­bia­nad vmgzav­robT da, ase Tu da­vas­ru­lebT,
kar­gi iq­ne­bao Za­lian. am dros Cem pir­da­pir, ska­
mis mar­cxe­na mxa­res ga­va­pa­re Tva­li. go­go ij­da
_ diax, ma­ Sin go­go iyo, rad­ gan mec jer ki­ dev
bi­Wi vi­ya­
vi, ymaw­vi­
li _ da, mo­ diT, bevrs aRar
mi­ved-mo­ve­de­bi, pir­da­pir vit­yvi, rom eg­re­ve Se­
miy­var­da. cxvi­ri ise­Ti for­mis hqon­da, TiT­qos
os­tat mo­qan­da­kes sa­gan­ge­bod ga­moey­va­na mis­
Tvis; mi­si Tva­le­bi iyo mu­qi fe­ris, mag­ram er­Ti
wa­miT Se­xed­vac ki me­yo imis ga­sar­kve­vad, rom
Tva­lis fe­rad gar­sSi or fers So­ris mi­dio­da
brZo­la _ Sav­sa da cis­fers So­ris, da am ori fe­
ris kom­bi­na­cia iZ­leo­da friad sauc­xoo da arc
ise gav­rce­le­bul fers, ro­me­lic arc ya­vis­fe­ri
iyo, arc mwva­ne, arc Taf­lis­fe­ri da, si­mar­Tle
iT­qvas, arc ki vi­ci, aseT fers qar­Tul an ne­bis­
mier sxva ena­ze Se­sa­ba­mi­si aR­we­ri­lo­bi­Ti sit­yva
Tu gaaC­ nia; am go­ go­nas au­ ra iyo mu­ qi lur­ ji,
rac, Tu au­re­bis da­xa­sia­Te­ba­Si ra­me ga­ge­ge­baT,
da­me­Tan­xme­biT, uZ­lie­re­sia; war­be­bi im­de­nad
mkacr Se­sa­xe­dao­bas aZ­lev­da mis sa­xes, rom mi­si
Ri­mi­li fas­dau­de­be­li da yve­la­ze da­mat­yve­ve­be­
li un­da yo­fi­li­yo sam­ya­ro­Si. mok­led, mag­rad
Se­miy­var­da, da im wam­sve cu­dad gav­xdi, im­de­nad
Se­mip­yro ui­me­do mow­ye­ni­lo­bam. Tum­ca am dros
me­tad sa­gu­lis­xmo faq­ti mox­da: Cve­ni av­to­bu­
si tran­spor­tTa mwkrivs mih­yve­bo­da, ro­ca ho­

– 190 –
ri­zon­tze Sa­vi ka­ta ga­moC­nda; mwva­ne „opels“,
rom­lis Sem­de­gac er­Ti pa­ta­ra „mi­cu­bi­Si“ mo­
dio­da da Sem­deg Cven, am Sav­ma ka­tam ga­daur­bi­na;
„opel­ma“ daa­mux­ru­Wa, ka­tas as­cda, cxo­ve­lic
daf­rTxa, „ope­lis“ ukan mo­ma­va­li „mi­cu­bi­Sic“
ai­ci­la da, er­Ti Se­xed­viT, ro­ca uk­ve sam­Svi­do­
bos iyo, Cven­ma av­to­bus­ma sig­na­lis Tan­xle­biT
daar­tya. mka­fiod ga­vi­ge, jer ro­gor daik­nav­la
uka­nas­kne­lad ka­tam sim­wris­gan, ro­gor ga­dat­yda
cxo­ve­lis nek­ne­bi, ro­gor dae­xa kun­Te­bi. me­re,
ro­ca yve­laf­ris ga­ke­Te­ba gvia­ni iyo, av­to­bus­ma
ga­daua­ra da naw­la­ve­bi zed gza­ze gad­moay­re­vi­
na. xal­xma amoig­mi­na, mZRols sa­so wa­rek­ve­Ta da
la­mis iq­ve mdgar boZs Sea­xeT­qa av­to­bu­si. Cem
gas­wvriv, mag­ram meo­re bo­lo­Si mjdar­ma qal­ma,
ro­mel­sac mai­su­ri ec­va war­we­riT „Ve­gan Po­wer~,
ti­ri­li daiw­yo da mZRo­lis­ken saC­xub­rad gae­Su­
ra, mag­ram, wa­mod­ga Tu ara, Rved­ma ukan­ve daag­
do Ta­vis ad­gil­ze. me, saer­Tod, vfiq­rob, rom
yve­la­fe­ri, mTe­li es am­ba­vi, aqe­dan daiw­yo, ami­
tom Txro­bas ga­vag­rZe­leb, da Tqven ga­daw­vi­teT.
mok­led, av­to­bu­si gzi­dan ga­da­vi­da da ga­Cer­da,
mZRo­li gad­mo­vi­da, sa­bar­gu­li­dan ce­lo­fa­ni da
ba­ri amoi­Ro _ arc ki vi­ci, rad un­do­da, mag­ram,
faq­tia, Tan hqon­da _ mkvda­ri ka­ta ce­lof­niT
ai­Ro, mi­wa­ze ga­da­vi­da, ba­riT amoT­xa­ra da ka­
ta daa­saf­la­va. am ce­re­mo­nials yve­la mgzav­ri
daes­wo, da Ce­mi mxri­dan da­na­Sau­li iq­ne­bo­da, av­
to­bus­Si rom dav­rCe­ni­li­ya­vi. rom ar mo­vit­yuo,
mar­Tla Se­me­co­da saw­ya­li cxo­ve­li, da zus­tad
ami­to­mac vTqvi _ oRond, qar­ Tu­lad _ sa­ co­

– 191 –
da­
vi ka­ ta-meT­ qi. am dros is go­ go, ze­moT rom
vax­se­ne, Se­mob­run­da Cem­ken, Tva­le­bi ga­mis­wo­ra,
war­be­bi od­nav SeW­mux­na da meo­re sop­ra­nos xmiT
dai­la­pa­ra­ka, Ca­me­kiT­xa:
_ qar­Tve­li xar?

***
bav­Svo­ba, Ce­mi az­riT, yve­laf­ris sa­Ta­ve da
gan­ma­pi­ro­be­be­lia, ami­to­mac min­da, er­Ti am­ba­vi
mov­yve, ris Sem­de­gac, aS­ka­rad mka­fio wi­ru­li
ga­mov­li­ne­be­bis xar­jze, mi­ve­di im das­kvnam­de,
rom­lis gaa­na­li­ze­bis me­rec ger­ma­nia­Si wa­ve­di:
Cems ojaxs uWir­ da im dRi­ dan­
ve, me rom da­ vi­
ba­de da, di­di al­ba­To­biT, Cems da­ba­de­bam­dec.
ro­ca em­brio­nu­li gan­vi­Ta­re­bis eta­pi bo­lom­de
amov­wu­re, de­da­Ce­mis sa­So­dan ga­mov­Zve­ri, mag­
ram aq er­Ti faq­tia sa­gu­lis­xmo _ Ta­viT ar ga­
mov­sul­var, ro­gorc es nor­ma­lur Sem­Txve­veb­Si
xde­ba, ara­med, SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, saS­vi­los­no­Si
ukuR­ma vi­je­qi da, qvey­nie­re­ba­ze Ce­mi mov­le­nis
dro rom dad­ga, jer fe­xe­bi gad­mov­ya­vi, Sem­deg
Ce­mi pa­ta­ra saox­re, da pir­ve­li da­sa­max­sov­re­
be­li moq­me­de­ba Ca­vi­di­ne _ eqims zed da­vaf­si.
aqe­dan daiw­yo Ce­mi post-em­brio­nu­li gan­vi­Ta­
re­ba, ro­me­lic ax­lac grZel­de­ba, mag­ram, mgo­
nia, uk­ve da­sas­rul­saa miax­loe­bu­li. mok­led,
sa­fe­ne­bi ar iyo ma­Sin, me rom da­vi­ba­de, ho­da
de­da­Ce­mi ti­los mi­ke­Teb­da _ ise, ax­la pam­per­
se­bi rom ac­ viaT axal­ So­
bi­
lebs _ da es ti­ lo
iyo ga­na er­Tje­ra­di, ara­med mra­val­ga­mo­ye­ne­

– 192 –
ba­di, rad­gan, ro­ca er­Txel gav­svri­di, Cem­Tan
er­Tad ga­rec­xav­dnen xol­me da isev imas mac­vam­
dnen. ma­ma­Cems, Ta­vi­dan­ve vgrZnob­di, ar vuy­var­
di, rad­ gan sul eW­ vi hqon­ da, rom sxva ka­ cis­
gan iyo de­da­Ce­mi or­su­lad. de­da­Ce­mi _ la­li _
mar­Tlac Sem­Cneu­li iyo saeW­vo ur­Tier­To­beb­Si
ram­den­jer­me, mag­ram zus­tad vi­ci, rom ak­rZa­
lu­li aq­tis gauT­va­lis­wi­ne­be­li pir­mSo ar var.
ma­ma­Ce­mi _ mal­xa­zi _ ro­gorc uk­ve vTqvi, gi­Ji
iyo _ sul fsi­qo­lo­giu­ri da sa­mec­nie­ro wig­ne­
biT da­dio­da xel­Si, ro­me­lic, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas,
im dro­Si mar­ti­vi sa­Sov­ne­li ar un­da yo­fi­li­yo.
aTas eq­spe­ri­ments ata­reb­da Cem­ze _ Zi­ri­Ta­dad,
fsi­qo­lo­giu­ri sa­xis: ai, ma­ga­li­Tad, sa­mi wlis
rom gav­ xdi, Cems ojaxs or­ jer uf­ ro Zlie­ rad
gau­Wir­da ma­te­ria­lu­ri Tval­saz­ri­siT, da ma­ma­
Cem­ma mal­xaz­ma ga­daw­yvi­ta, Cem­Tvis daem­tki­ce­
bi­na, rom Cus­ti vi­ya­vi da Wa­ma ar mWir­de­bo­da;
im­den­jer mi­meo­ra, rom, sa­bo­lood, da­vi­je­re
da, ra­xan sa­mi wlis vi­ya­vi, ram­xe­la fe­xic mqon­
da, is zo­ ma mo­vir­ge da vTqvi, oc­ dac­ xra zo­ma
Cus­ti var-meT­qi; ma­ma­Cem­ma mxa­ri ami­ba, swo­riao,
de­da­Ce­mi ki Cem­gan Tavs Sors iWer­da ra­tom­Rac.
max­sovs, er­Txel ma­ma­Ce­mi daT­vra, ho­da, sax­lSi
rom mo­vi­da, me, Cveu­le­bi­sa­mebr, ka­reb­Tan dav­
xvdi ia­tak­ze gan­Txmu­li; Ta­vi­dan fex­sac­me­le­bi
gai­xa­da, me­re Cem­ze fe­xe­biT Sed­ga, rom me _ anu,
Cus­te­bi _ Ca­vec­vi, mag­ram Sem­deg uceb haer­Si
ax­ta da ia­tak­ze dax­ta. Tva­le­bi gad­moc­ve­na­ze
hqon­da, yvi­ro­da, wix­lebs mir­tyam­da, or­moc­
da­sa­mi zo­ma fe­xi maqvs, da Sen, oc­dac­xra zo­ma

– 193 –
Cus­ti, Cem­Tan mo­di­xar, rom Ca­gic­vao. ga­gi­Je­
bu­li iyo, mag­rad mcem­da fe­xe­biT, Tum­ca me­re
dam­Svid­da da miT­xra, dRei­dan aRar xa­ro Cus­
ti, _ Sen dRei­dan ka­la­Ti xa­ro; ori dRe ima­ze
me­la­pa­ra­ke­bo­da, Tu ra grZno­baa, ro­ca ka­la­Ti
xar, ra un­da qna aseT dros. yve­la­ze ga­sak­vi­ri
ki mar­Tlac is iyo, rom saer­Tod ar mSiv­de­bo­da
da, ager, daax­loe­biT, sa­mi kvi­ra iyo, ara­fe­ri
me­Wa­ma, mag­ram Ta­vi­suf­lad da er­Tgva­ri mon­do­
me­bi­Tac ki vas­ru­leb­di da­kis­re­bul sa­mu­Saos _
jer Cus­to­bas, Sem­deg ki uk­ve ka­la­To­bas. meo­re
dRes, na­ba­xu­se­vi rom iyo mal­xa­zi, ase miT­xra,
Ca­di, „bor­jo­mi“ amo­mi­ta­neo. me ver miv­xvdi imi­
tom, rom ka­la­Ti vi­ya­vi, da ver war­mo­med­gi­na,
ro­gor SeeZ­lo ka­laTs, ki­beeb­ze Caer­bi­na _ meS­
vi­de sar­Tul­ze vcxov­rob­diT Cven _ an lifts
Cah­yo­lo­da qve­viT, Se­su­li­yo ma­Ra­zia­Si da „bor­
jo­mi“ eyi­da. Ce­mi az­riT, ma­ma­Cem­sac gaax­sen­da
me­re Ce­mi ka­la­To­bis am­ba­vi, ami­tom fan­ja­ras­Tan
mi­vi­da, me­zo­bel va­nias dau­Za­xa, ori „bor­jo­mi“
mi­yi­de da fuls ka­la­TiT Ca­mo­giS­ve­bo. wa­vi­da
va­nia ma­Ra­zia­Si, iyi­da ori boT­li mi­ne­ra­lu­ri
wya­li, am dros ki ma­ma­Cem­ma To­ki mo­ma­ba, erT
bo­los fu­li ga­moa­ba, meo­re bo­lo ki xe­leb­Si
dai­Wi­ra, da meS­vi­de­dan ga­da­mag­do. zus­tad mi­
was­Tan gav­Cer­di. et­yo­bo­da, va­nia­mac ico­da Ce­mi
ka­la­To­bis am­ba­vi, rad­gan To­ki­dan fu­li mox­sna,
ori boT­li „bor­jo­mi“ ki xe­leb­Si Se­mo­ma­Ce­Ca,
me­re xma­maR­la daus­tvi­na, ri­Tac ma­ma­Cems aniS­
na, rom ka­la­Ti ae­wia. amwia ki­dec mal­xaz­ma, or­
jer kor­pu­sis ke­del­sac mi­ma­nar­cxa, mag­ram me,

– 194 –
ro­gorc WeS­ma­ri­ti ka­la­Ti, ara­fers vim­Cnev­di.
er­Ta­der­Ti, rac yo­vel­Tvis mik­vir­da, si­mar­Tle
rom vTqva, de­da­Ce­mis iner­tu­lo­ba iyo am saq­me­
Si, ara­da meg­re­li qa­li gax­ldaT, Tan zo­dia­qo­
Ti ver­Zi iyo, ap­ril­Si da­ba­de­bu­li, mag­ram mainc
ase ga­mo­vi­da, faq­ti faq­tia; ase­ve, min­da, aq­ve da­
va­ma­to, rom de­da­Ce­mis­Tvis saer­Tod ar mqon­da
na­koc­ni _ mxo­lod er­Txel, da isic fa­ta­lu­ri
Se­de­giT das­rul­da. mag­ram, ama­ze _ mog­via­ne­biT.
ase ga­vi­da ori we­li. mok­led, xu­Ti wlis rom
gav­xdi, iSo­va ma­ma­Cem­ma fu­li, da sa­bo­lood
miT­xra, ada­mia­ni xar da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, Se­giZ­lia
Cus­tic iyo, ka­la­Tic, Ro­ric da nam­dvi­li ka­ci­
co. Sen vin xar-meT­ qi, rom vkiT­ xe, ga­mib­raz­ da
Za­lian _ ga­na, ga­sa­ge­bi da aS­ka­ra ar ari­so? mec
ase me­go­na, da vuT­xa­ri ki­dec, min­da, Sen da­gem­
sgav­so-meT­qi. es nam­dvi­lad gau­xar­da. ami­to­mac
oT­xze dav­de­qi, uka­na­li avib­zi­ke da Rru­tuns
mov­ye­vi, Tan yve­laf­ris Wa­ma da­viw­ye, rac Zirs
eya­ra. ga­dai­ria ama­ze mal­xa­zi, ma­gi­da ga­daa­yi­
ra­va, max­sovs mka­fiod, Wi­qa mes­ro­la, ro­me­lic
Tav­Si ga­mar­tya, Zirs da­mag­do, me­re qus­lia­ni
fex­sac­mliT Sed­ga Cem­ze, ma­fur­Txa bev­ri, gaS­
li­li xe­lic bev­ri mir­tya, muS­ti­Tac da­ma­li­la­
va, Ta­vic ki Ca­mar­tya Tav­Si da, sa­bo­lood, im­de­
ni qna, saa­vad­myo­fo­Si ga­ma­qa­nes, rad­gan mar­Tla
vkvde­bo­di. im dRes ga­dav­rCi, da ori dRe-Ra­mis
Sem­deg isev ga­mom­we­res da sax­lSi da­mab­ru­nes.
Sin, am­de­ni xnis Sem­deg pir­ve­lad, de­da dam­xvda
Tbi­lad _ gul­Si Ca­mi­xu­ta, mag­rad Ca­mik­ra, Sub­
lze da Tva­leb­ze mkoc­na, Tme­bi ami­Ce­Ca siy­va­

– 195 –
ru­liT. ase­Ti bed­nie­ri ara­so­des vyo­fil­var,
da ra­tom­Rac mgo­nia, arc is yo­fi­la ase­Ti bed­
nie­ri odes­me. am siy­va­rul­ma Zlier­moq­me­di wam­
lis efeq­ti iqo­nia Cem­ze _ ori dRis me­re Ci­ti­
viT vi­ya­vi an, Tu uf­ro swo­rad vit­yvi, fex­ze
wa­mov­xti da vTqvi, Cus­ti vyo­fil­var, ka­la­Ti
vyo­fil­var, Ro­ri vyo­fil­var, da ax­la Ci­to­
ba min­da-meT­qi. de­da­Cems crem­le­bi wa­mou­vi­da,
max­sovs, ma­ma­Cem­ma ki Se­ma­gi­na da aiv­nis ka­ri ga­
mi­Ro _ aha, gaf­rin­dio. gav­frin­de­bi-meT­qi, rom
vTqvi, mar­Tla ga­ve­di ai­van­ze, moa­jir­zec ki
ave­di, xe­le­bi gav­Sa­le da, gaf­re­na ro­gorc ki
da­va­pi­re, uk­ni­dan de­da­Cem­ma da­mi­Wi­ra, Ca­mo­miy­
va­na da Ca­mi­xu­ta. ra­tom ga­ma­Ce­re, Ci­ti var da
gav­frin­de­bo­di-meT­qi, vuT­xa­ri, man ki ase miT­
xra, ada­mia­ni xar, ada­mians ki ver gaf­re­na aq­
vso mis­ji­li. de­das da­vu­je­re _ ma­gis me­re arc
ki mic­dia isev Ci­to­ba an Ro­ro­ba, an ka­la­To­
ba da ase Sem­deg. erT sa­be­dis­we­ro dRes, ro­ca
mxo­lod de­da­Ce­mis mxri­dan aler­si mom­bez­rda
da mec mo­min­da, mas mi­va­ler­se­bo­di, max­sovs,
pi­ri uc­nau­ri siT­xiT ga­mev­so. mo­vi­da de­da­Ce­mi
da Sub­lze ma­ko­ca. me av­fo­riaq­di, rad­gan ara­
so­des me­koc­na de­da­Ce­mis­Tvis, ho­da ga­dav­wyvi­
te, eg yo­fi­li­yo pir­ve­li je­ri da, Tval­da­xu­
Wul­ma, sa­dac mo­mix­vda _ tu­Ceb­Si _ iq va­ko­ce.
va­ko­ce da, vai, mag koc­nas _ sam wam­Si de­da­Cem
la­lis Ri­mi­li See­yi­na, sa­xe gau­Sav­da, Tva­le­bi
gauq­vav­da da nes­toe­bi See­kum­Sa, meoT­xe wam­ze
ki gar­daic­va­la. zus­tad im dRes miv­xvdi, rom,
pir­da­pi­ri mniS­vne­lo­biT, Sxa­mia­ni var.

– 196 –
 Ta­vi­dan, Si­Sis pir­ve­li da udi­de­si efeq­tis­
da ga­mo, ka­ra­da­Si Se­vi­ma­le, mag­ram me­re, Ce­mi
im­droin­de­li Ta­vis az­riT, brwyin­va­le idea mo­
mi­vi­da Tav­Si, da sa­kuW­nao­Si Se­vi­ke­te ka­la­Teb­
Tan er­ Tad, mec Zve­ li pro­fe­sia ga­vix­se­ne da
Cems Tavs vuT­xa­ri, rom dro iyo, isev ka­la­Tad
vqceu­li­ya­vi; ma­ma ver da­mi­na­xavs-meT­qi, vfiq­
rob­di, imi­tom, rom ga­daC­veu­lia Cems ka­la­Tad
yof­nas da ver mic­nobs-meT­qi, Cveu­leb­ri­vi, ri­
gi­Ti ka­la­Ti ve­go­ne­bi-meT­qi. Ta­vi­dan, mal­xa­zi
rom Se­mo­vi­da sax­lSi, mo­ve­dio, Seu­Za­xa gar­dac­
vlil cols, ro­me­lic jer ki­dev coc­xa­li ego­
na. mo­ve­dio, Seu­Za­xa da, sas­tum­ro oTax­Si rom
Se­mo­vi­da _ im oTax­Si, sa­dac de­di­sad­mi pir­ve­li
aler­si ga­mov­ca­de, pir­ve­li koc­na, da ro­me­lic,
sam­wu­xa­rod, fa­ta­lu­ri Se­de­giT das­rul­da _
mi­si fe­xis xma miw­yda, rad­gan, di­di al­ba­To­biT,
ia­tak­ze ga­ge­bul mo­zai­kur xa­li­Ca­ze gan­Txmu­li
pir­sis­xlia­ni meuR­le dai­na­xa. zus­tad sa­mi wu­Ti
da ToT­xme­ti wa­mi id­ga ase gaun­Zrev­lad, me­re
ki rbi­li da frTxi­li na­bi­ji ga­dad­ga, TiT­qos
sax­lSi Se­moW­ril da sad­me kun­Wul­Si mi­ma­lul
qurds uv­li­da gverds Seum­Cnev­lad, uv­ne­be­li
rom ga­dar­Ce­ni­li­yo. sa­kuW­nao­dan mes­mo­da, ro­
gor gaa­Ro ma­ma­Cem­ma jer tua­le­tis RrWia­la ka­
ri _ Za­ lian, Za­ lian ne­ la _ da Sem­ deg ro­ gor
dab­run­da sas­tum­ro oTax­Si, mi­si gav­liT sa­Zi­
ne­bel­Si rom Se­su­li­yo; Se­vi­da isev ise ne­la da
frTxi­lad sa­Zi­ne­bel­Sic, isev ise uCum­rad, sin­
dis qen­jni­li mZar­cve­li­viT Sea­Ro ka­ri, mag­ram,
TiT­qos imed­gac­rue­bul­ma, ara­da, meo­re Se­xed­

– 197 –
viT, gul­ze da­de­bu­li lo­dis­gan ga­Ta­vi­suf­le­
bul­ma ga­moi­xu­ra igi. ai­van­ze rom ga­vi­da mal­
xa­zi, da me­re, rom ga­mo­vi­da ukan, gam­be­dao­ba
moe­ma­ta _ ise Cu­mi da frTxi­li na­bi­je­biT aRar
da­dio­da. sa­bo­lood, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, sa­kuW­nao­sac
moad­ga, ne­la ga­das­wia xis sria­la ka­ri, da Ta­vi­
si ga­yi­nu­li, me­du­za gor­go­nas mze­ris mxil­ve­li
ber­Ze­ni ja­ris­ka­ci­viT gaq­va­ve­bu­li mze­ra mo­ma­
ge­ba. mec zus­tad Tva­leb­Si vu­yu­reb­di, rad­gan
ka­la­Ti vi­ya­vi, da SeuZ­le­be­li iyo, ise da­ve­na­xe,
ro­gorc ada­mia­ni, Tum­ca mainc Za­lian Se­me­Sin­
da, kan­kal­ma ami­ta­na, mag­ram ma­le­ve dav­wynar­di,
ro­ca ga­vix­se­ne, rom ka­la­Ti vi­ya­vi, xo­lo ka­la­
Te­bi, ro­gorc cno­bi­lia, ar kan­ka­le­ben. me­re
of­lmac ki da­miw­yo ga­mo­Jon­va _ mok­led, yve­
la­fe­ri xde­bo­da imis­Tvis, rom Cems ka­la­To­ba­Si
me Tvi­Ton­ve Se­me­ta­na eW­vi _ mag­ram, ma­mis rea­
lu­rad dam­Trgun­ve­li mze­ris Sem­yu­rem, wve­Te­
bi ukan­ve Se­vib­ru­ne kan­Si, rom mal­xazs ra­me ar
eeW­va. kar­ga xa­ni mi­yu­ra ase, mar­Tla, me­re sul
od­na­vi emo­cia gauk­rTa sa­xe­ze _ mgo­ni, sin­dis­ma
au­to­ka mar­jve­na war­bi _ Tum­ca Sem­deg isev ise­
Ti sa­xe mii­Ro, na­xe­va­ri wu­Ti ki­dev mi­yu­ra, da
me­re sa­kuW­naos ka­ric mi­ke­ta. amo­vi­sun­Tqe. ma­Sin
me­go­na, ise­Ti ma­ga­ri ka­la­Ti var, sa­ku­Tar­ma ma­
ma­mac ver mic­no-meT­qi, da ami­tom ga­dav­wyvi­te,
iqam­de dav­rCe­ni­li­ya­vi ase, sa­nam ra­me an­ti-ka­
la­Tu­ri ar Se­ma­wu­xeb­da.
pa­naS­vi­di or dRe­ze ga­da­na­wil­da, mag­ram ar
ge­go­noT, rom bev­ri xal­xi iyo mo­su­li ojax­
Si _ sa­kuW­nao­dan Ti­Too­ro­la ada­mians var­Cev­

– 198 –
di xol­me, meC­xe­rad rom ga­di-ga­mo­diod­nen Cvens
sax­lSi. gas­ve­ne­bis dRes Rrub­le­bi Sei­ya­ra, mag­
ram ar uw­vi­mia. sa­va­rau­dod, uka­nas­kne­li fu­li
gai­Ro ma­ma­Cem­ma de­da­Ce­mis saf­la­vi­sa da im ke­
Til­dReo­bis­Tvis, ro­me­lic la­lis am cxov­re­
ba­Si nam­dvi­lad ar Rir­se­bia. ar vi­ci, ra­tom ga­
max­sen­da es Car­Tva ax­la, mag­ram, ra­xan fiq­rma
ase moi­ta­na, Ca­va­ma­teb: er­Txel, max­sovs, ma­ma­
Cem­ma to­ta­li­za­tor­Si wa­ma­go da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
Ca­ba­re­bas mi­pi­reb­da, mag­ram _ es iyo er­Ta­der­Ti
mka­fio wi­naaR­mde­go­ba de­da­Ce­mis mxri­dan, ro­me­
lic Se­mom­rCa mex­sie­re­ba­Si _ de­da­Cem­ma la­lim
Ta­vi gai­gi­Ja, yvi­ri­li mor­To mTel sax­lSi, bo­
los pa­ta­ra skiv­ri gax­sna, qor­wi­lis­droin­de­li
Zvir­fa­seu­lo­ba rom ela­ga Sig, bri­lian­tis be­
We­di amoi­Ro da mal­xazs gau­wo­da, Svi­lis fass,
we­siT, gas­wvde­bao. ax­la am­bavs da­vub­run­deT:
mok­led, rom gaas­ve­nes de­da­Ce­mi sax­li­dan, gul­
ma ve­Rar ga­miZ­lo, de­da mo­me­nat­ra _ anu, SeiZ­
le­ba iT­qvas, an­ti-ka­la­Tu­ri, ada­mia­nu­ri ra­
Rac da­me­mar­Ta _ ho­da ga­mov­Zve­ri sa­kuW­nao­dan,
da­ca­rie­le­bul sax­lSi ti­ri­li mov­rTe, de­dis
nax­va mo­min­da Za­lian, da vi­na­ne, ra­tom ma­nam­de
ar ga­mo­ve­di-meT­qi. me­re wel­ze To­ki ga­mo­vi­bi,
ra­Ta Ce­mi ka­la­To­bis mra­val­fun­qciu­ro­ba da­me­
das­tu­re­bi­na Ce­mi­ve Tval­Si, fan­ja­ra ga­mo­va­Re
da ase Tok­ga­mob­mu­li ga­dav­xti meS­vi­de sar­Tu­
li­dan, mag­ram, haer­Si rom vi­ya­vi ga­mo­ki­de­bu­li
da qve­viT miv­dio­di, uk­ve gvia­ni iyo imis gaa­na­
li­ze­ba, To­kis meo­re bo­lo rom ar eWi­ra ara­vis.
uceb vic­va­le mdgo­ma­reo­ba _ pir­sa­xe cis­ken vib­

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ru­ne, zur­gi mi­was mi­vuS­vi­re _ da ase ga­vag­rZe­le
fre­na, oRond ar vi­ci, ri­si ime­di mqon­da. wa­mic
ar iq­ne­bo­da ga­su­li _ es me meC­ve­ne­bo­da ase sau­
ku­ned _ Ce­mi sax­lis fan­ja­ra­Si de­dis aC­rdils
rom mov­ka­ri Tva­li, ro­mel­sac Cems wel­ze ga­
mob­mu­li To­kis bo­lo eWi­ra xel­Si, sa­xe Tbi­lad
ga­cis­krov­ne­bo­da, mi­yu­reb­da da, aS­ka­ra iyo,
siy­va­ru­liT ev­se­bo­da mTe­li ara­ma­te­ria­lu­ri
sxeu­li. ro­ca uk­ve, we­siT, be­ton­ze un­da dav­
nar­cxe­bu­li­ya­vi da me­tad xan­mok­le si­coc­xle
da­mes­ru­le­bi­na, de­da­Cem­ma _ an, Tu ase uf­ro
swo­ri iq­ne­ba, de­da­Ce­mis aC­rdil­ma _ Toks Zlie­
rad Caav­lo xe­le­bi da iq ga­ma­Ce­ra, siv­rcis ra
wer­til­Sic vi­ya­vi im wa­mis mea­sed­Si. me isev wam­Si
vib­ru­ne pi­ri mi­wis­ken, de­da­Ce­mis pro­ce­sias rom
av­dev­ne­bo­di kud­Si avis­mo­mas­wa­ve­be­li nis­li­viT,
sa­saf­lao­ze rom miik­lak­ne­ba xol­me, mag­ram Ce­mi
me­zob­lis sa­rec­xis To­ki­dan ver da­viZ­vri­ne Ta­
vi. meo­re wuT­Si im me­zo­bel­mac ga­moi­xe­da, vis
To­keb­Sic ga­vix­lar­Te, To­ke­bi­dan da­mix­sna, ka­
ri­dan ga­miy­va­na da pro­ce­sias Se­maer­Ta. Sem­deg­
Si ase miT­xres ki­dec, mag To­keb­ma ga­da­gar­Ci­nao,
mag­ram me xom vi­ci, de­da­Cem­ma rom ga­mo­qa­Ca Toks
da me haer­Si ga­ma­Ce­ra. de­da­Ce­mis wab­lis­fer ku­
bos ave­dev­ne, jva­ri rom hqon­da ga­mok­ve­Ti­lad
amo­Cu­qur­Tme­bu­li. ime­di mqon­da, ma­ma­Ce­mi da­mi­
na­xav­da da Ta­vis­Tan mi­mix­mob­da. da­mi­na­xa ki­dec,
mag­ram ku­bos er­Ti bo­lo mas eWi­ra, mas mih­yav­
da de­da­Ce­mi sau­ku­no gan­sas­ve­neb­lis ka­ram­de, da
ami­tom Cem­Tvis ar eca­la. me­zo­bel­ma Se­mom­Ta­va­
za, mas­Tan er­Tad mev­lo, Tum­ca me viua­re, pro­

– 200 –
ce­sias od­nav Ca­mov­rCi, da Sem­deg al­fa mge­li­
viT ukan miv­yve­bo­di mTe­li gza, ro­gorc, ze­viT
rom vax­se­ne, sa­saf­laos avi nis­li, ro­me­lic, vin
icis, iq­neb sa­saf­laos mkvid­rTa su­le­biT saz­
rdoobs da, rac me­ti ada­mia­ni kvde­ba, miT me­tad
iz­rde­ba am nis­lis mo­cu­lo­bac. da­saf­la­ve­bam­de
_ anu, im mo­men­tam­de, sa­nam mi­was miay­rid­nen _
ori wu­TiT ad­re ku­bos­Tan din­jad mi­ve­di me,
Cia ta­nis pa­ta­ra bi­Wi, sa­sa­ci­lod di­di ba­Tin­ke­
bi rom Ca­mec­va zo­lian Sor­teb­ze, da­vi­xa­re da,
ax­la uk­ve dar­wmu­ne­bul­ma, rom ve­Ra­ra­fers vav­
neb­di, gul­wrfe­lad va­ko­ce de­da­Ce­mis cxe­dars.
Se­miZ­lia da­vi­fi­co, mka­fiod da­vi­na­xe, ro­gor
gae­bad­ra sa­xe, ro­gor gau­bed­nier­da ga­mo­met­
yve­le­ba, ro­gor ga­mi­Ri­ma ki­dec far­Tod, mag­
ram, ase­ve dar­wmu­ne­bu­li var, Cem gar­da sxvas es
ara­vis Seum­Cne­via.
qe­le­xi ar yo­fi­la, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, da, sax­lSi
dab­ru­ne­bis dro rom dad­ga, ma­ma­Ce­mi me ar dam­
lo­de­bia, ise gae­mar­Ta Si­ni­sa­ken. isev im me­zo­
bel­ma miT­xra _ ai, pro­ce­sia­ze rom Se­mom­Ta­va­za,
Cem­Tan er­Tad ia­reo _ wa­mo­di, sax­lSi mi­giy­va­no,
da me isev viua­re, mag­ram zed­me­tad pa­ta­ra Se­
sa­xe­dao­ba mqon­da, Tan rea­lu­rad pa­ta­rac vi­ya­
vi, imis­ Tvis, rom aseT Sor man­ Zil­ze sak­maod
sa­SiS qa­laq­Si mev­lo mar­tos, ho­da mom­ki­da xe­
li da Ta­vis­Tan er­Tad wa­miy­va­na. ra gqviao, rom
mkiT­xa, ve­ra­fe­ri vu­pa­su­xe, rad­gan ar ga­max­sen­
da, sa­xe­li Tu daur­qme­viaT Cem­Tvis odes­me _
daur­qme­viaT-meT­qi, To­rem sa­xe­liT arc ara­so­
des mou­mar­TavT Cem­Tvis. ori wu­Ti vi­fiq­re, vi­

– 201 –
fiq­re, da bo­los ga­dav­wyvi­te, Ce­mi sa­xe­li me
Tvi­Ton­ve mo­me­fiq­re­bi­na da, am xer­xiT, axa­li
pi­rov­ne­ba Se­meq­mna. gau­be­da­vo­ba rom Se­mat­yo
me­zo­bel­ma, ase miT­xra, kar­gi, maS jer me get­
yvi, rom ni­ko­lo­ziao Ce­mi sa­xe­li. pir­ve­lad
ga­vu­Ri­me uc­xo ada­mians _ uc­xos ki ara, ma­ma­
Ce­mis­Tvi­sac ara­so­des ga­mi­Ri­mia, mxo­lod de­
das Tu da­va­nax­veb­di xol­me Cems bed­nier sa­xes,
isic iS­via­Tad _ me­re xmac amo­vi­Re da ase vuT­
xa­ri, Ce­mi sa­xe­li so­soa, io­se­bi, mag­ram Tqven
Se­giZ­liaT so­se­loc da­mi­Za­xoT-meT­qi. kar­gi,
so­se­lo, wa­vi­de­To ax­la sax­lSi, ni­ko­loz­ma ase
miT­xra. da­vi­Za­riT Si­ni­sa­ken Zve­li sa­mar­Sru­
to taq­siT, mtvria­niT, mgzav­ro­bis sa­fa­su­ri
ni­ko­loz­ma ga­da­mi­xa­da. Ca­mo­ve­diT me­re pir­da­
pir Ce­mi kor­pu­sis _ an, ra­xan ni­ko­lo­zic Ce­mi
me­zo­be­li iyo, um­jo­be­sia, vTqva, Cve­ni kor­pu­
sis _ win, sa­dar­ba­zos­Tan mi­ve­diT. mkiT­xa, xom
miag­ne­bo aqe­dan Sens saxls. Ta­vi da­vuq­nie. aba,
Zlie­ri un­da iyo, kar­gad iya­vio. nax­vam­dis-meT­
qi, ni­ko­loz bi­Zia. gau­xar­da ase­Ti mi­mar­Tva _
„bi­Zia“. Sev­brun­di me­re sa­dar­ba­zos Sig­niT­ken,
Se­ve­di ki­dec, avu­ye­vi ki­beebs, Tan viT­vli­di
maT rao­de­no­bas _ pir­vel sar­Tul­ze cxra ki­be
iyo, meo­ri­dan ki Ti­Toeul sar­Tul­ze aTi sa­
fe­xu­ri Sem­xvda. meS­vi­de­ze rom ave­di, vi­fiq­re,
jer ze­viT aval, dar­Ce­ni­li ori sar­Tu­lis sa­
fe­xu­re­bis rao­de­no­ba­sac ga­da­va­mow­meb, da me­re
Ca­mo­val-meT­qi, mag­ram am dros Ce­mi sax­lis ka­ri
gai­Ro TiT­qos Ta­vi­siT, rad­gan ara­vin da­mi­na­
xavs me mi­si gam­Re­bi iq im mo­men­tSi. ra­tom­Rac

– 202 –
aRar ga­vag­rZe­le gza da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, pir­da­pir
Cems sax­lis zRurbls ga­da­va­bi­je. uceb Cem win
ra­Ra­cam gaiS­xui­la, Sem­deg iq Ser­xeu­li hae­
ris na­kads mi­mar­Tu­le­ba mis­ca da es mTe­li ai­
ri sa­xe­ze mo­me­la­mu­na, mag­ram Tvi­Ton es zmna _
„mo­me­la­mu­na“ _ rbil da ro­man­ti­kul gan­wyo­bas
to­vebs, ara­da hae­ris is ma­sa aS­ka­rad si­Zul­
vi­li­Ta da sim­xe­ciT iyo sav­se. Ta­vi­dan az­rze
ver mo­ve­di, mag­ram me­re, qam­ris bo­lo rom mom­
xvda sa­xe­Si ga­me­te­biT, yve­la­fe­ri ga­vaa­na­li­ze.
aq mo­dio, miy­vi­ro­da mal­xa­zi, ro­ca da­mi­na­xa,
ro­gor gav­rbo­di. sa­kuW­nao­Si Se­vi­ma­le isev,
Tum­ca vi­co­di, rom mainc mo­mag­neb­da, mag­ram,
Cem­da ga­saoc­rad, fe­xis xma sa­Zi­neb­lis­ken wa­vi­
da, me­re sa­wo­lis Wra­Wu­nic ga­vi­go­ne. mal­xa­zi
daw­va, me Ta­vi da­ma­ne­ba. la­mis Wkui­dan ga­da­ve­
di, mag­ram me­re am am­bis­Tvis yu­rad­Re­ba aRar
mi­miq­ce­via da, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, mSvi­do­biT vi­
ya­viT me da ma­ma­Ce­mi _ me Cem­Tvis, is Ta­vis­Tvis
_ iqam­de, sa­nam erT sa­Ra­mos Za­lian ar ga­moT­
vra da, sax­lSi rom mo­vi­da, la­li, mo­ve­dio, ar
dai­Za­xa. mok­led, la­li, mo­ve­dio, Seu­Za­xa cols
im ime­diT, rom an ra­me saW­mels daax­ved­reb­da
mzad, an win­debs gax­di­da, an­dac mTlia­nad tan­
sac­mels gaaZ­rob­da da da­sa­Zi­neb­lad sa­wol­Si
Caaw­ven­da Cvi­li bav­Svi­viT. Tum­ca me­re, aS­ka­ra
iyo, gaax­sen­da, co­li rom gar­dac­vli­li yav­da,
fex­sac­m­le­bi Ta­vi­siT gai­xa­da, di­di ga­Wir­ve­
biT, da sa­kuW­naos kars gau­qa­na. me sas­tum­ro
oTax­Si vi­ya­vi, Cveu­leb­riv, da ara sa­kuW­nao­Si,
mag­ram mas, al­ baT, ego­ na, rom iq vi­ ya­
vi isev,

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ra­tom­Rac. sas­tum­ro oTax­Sic Se­mo­vi­da. ufex­
sac­mlod, win­deb­Si id­ga da ter­feb­ze usia­mov­
no su­ni as­dio­da ise­Ti, cxvirs rom miw­vav­da.
oTa­xis Se­mo­sas­vle­li ka­ris Wril­Si id­ga mal­
xa­zi da, Se­miZ­lia da­vi­fi­co, zus­tad oci wu­Ti
ix­sni­da qa­mars, Sa­vi Sar­vlis yel­ze rom Se­moer­
tya. sa­ bo­lood, ro­ ca moix­ sna, xel­ Si ise Sea­
Ta­ma­Sa, da­sav­le­li kov­boe­bi rom aTa­ma­Seb­dnen
cec­xlsas­rol ia­ra­Rebs, Tva­leb­Si Se­mom­xe­da da
Cem­ken daiZ­ra. vi­co­di, mag­rad mcem­da, Tum­ca
ad­gi­li­dan ar mo­mic­vlia fe­xi, da Rir­seu­lad
da­ve­lo­de imas, ra­sac mi­pi­reb­da. mar­Tlac mag­
rad mce­ma, Tan amoi­Ce­meb­da xol­me erT wer­tils
Cems sxeul­ze, da mxo­lod mand mir­tyam­da iqam­
de, sa­nam kun­Ti ar Ca­me­xeo­da. da­ma­li­la­va, kun­
Te­bi da­mi­xia, bo­los xel­Si amiy­va­na da sa­wol­
ze mo­mis­ro­la, me­re aRar vu­ce­mi­var. ra­tom­Rac
tkbi­lad Ca­me­Zi­na. Ra­me vig­rZe­ni, ro­gor mo­miw­va
mal­ xa­zi gver­ dze, da ro­ gor dauw­ yo Cems da­
lur­je­bul ad­gi­lebs koc­na, Tum­ca amis me­re
aRarc mi­na­xavs, rad­gan, rom ga­viR­vi­Ze, Tav­ze
be­bia­Ce­mi med­ga _ de­da­Ce­mis de­da _ ine­za be­bo,
Tan Se­vam­Cnie, rom ked­le­bic ar iyo ise­Ti, Cven
rom gvqon­da sax­lSi, arc far­de­bi. me­re­Ra miv­
xvdi, be­bias­Tan rom gad­mo­miy­va­nes sac­xov­reb­
lad. ma­nam­de ara­so­des me­na­xa ine­za be­bo. wle­bis
me­re ase miT­xra, ma­ma­Se­ni uk­rZa­lav­da de­da­Sens
Cven­Tvis Se­ni Ta­vis nax­ve­bas, me­re ki Tvi­Ton
mal­xaz­ma mo­giy­va­nao Cven­Tan. ine­za be­bo bevrs
mkoc­ni­da, mag­ram me aRar da­miS­via is Sec­do­ma,
rac de­das­Tan mo­mi­vi­da _ me ar vkoc­ni­di, rad­

– 204 –
gan, ro­gorc ze­moT vax­se­ne, Ce­mi ner­wyvi Sxams
Sei­cav­da. rom vkiT­xe, ma­ma­Ce­mi sad wa­vi­da-meT­qi,
ase miT­xra, Sen dRei­dan Cem­Tan cxov­rob, ma­ma­Se­
ni eS­mak­sac wau­Riao. di­di al­ba­To­biT, asec iyo
_ eS­mak­ma wai­Ro ma­ma­Ce­mi mal­xa­zi, ara­da miy­var­
da Za­lian, xom iciT.
mok­led, be­bias vuT­xa­ri, sa­nam er­Tad cxov­re­
bas Se­vud­ge­bo­deT, jer Ce­mi sa­xe­li un­da is­wav­
lo-meT­ qi. aba, ra gqviao, mkiT­ xa, Tan Tva­ le­bi
auc­rem­lian­da. me var so­so, io­se­bi, mag­ram Sen
so­se­lo da­mi­Za­xe-meT­qi, ase vuT­xa­ri. bev­ri rom
ar ga­vag­rZe­lo, Sev­Tan­xmdiT ama­ze. me­re, TxuT­
me­ti wlis rom gav­xdi, pi­ra­do­ba avi­Re, sa­dac
ewe­ra: „sa­xe­li _ io­seb ar­ve­la­Ze; da­ba­de­bis Ta­
ri­Ri _ 20.12.1997; da­ba­de­bis ad­gi­li _ rus­Ta­vi,
qve­mo qar­Tli; pi­ra­di no­me­ri _ 3500558855“. Teq­
vsme­ti wli­sam mu­Sao­ba da­viw­ye ka­fe sa­pel­me­ne
„me­ran­Si“, me­gob­ro­bis gam­zir­ze ro­maa rus­Tav­Si,
xo­lo oci wlis rom gav­xdi, ra­xan fu­li mqon­da
uk­ve mog­ro­ve­bu­li, da ra­xa­nac vi­za­li­be­ra­li­za­
cia iyo moq­me­de­ba­Si Se­su­li, ine­za be­bos ga­mo­
vuc­xa­de, sa­mog­zau­rod min­da-meT­qi was­vla ger­
ma­nia­Si. be­bo, Rmer­Tma dag­lo­co­so, ase miT­xra,
ho­da mec Ca­va­la­ge bar­gi, eleq­tro­nu­lad vi­yi­
de bi­le­Ti, wa­ve­di Tbi­li­sis ae­ro­por­tSi, iqi­dan
gav­frin­di kiev­Si, sa­dac sa­mi saa­Ti gav­Cer­di, da
Sem­deg kie­vi­dan fran­kfur­tSi Cav­frin­di, sa­dac
ori dRe dav­rCi Sem­Txve­viT gac­no­bil ger­ma­nel
axal­gaz­rda kac­Tan, xo­lo me­re, pa­ta­ra qa­la­qe­
bis is­to­rias rom ga­dav­xe­de, bad her­sfel­dSi
mo­vin­do­me was­vla da dar­Ce­na.

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 ***
_ diax, qar­Tve­li var, _ ga­ve­ci pa­su­xi Se­kiT­
xva­ze im go­go­nas, yve­la­ze la­ma­zi rom iyo, xom
gax­sovT, _ Senc? _ Tum­ca es kiT­xva azrs mok­le­
bu­li iyo, mainc da­vus­vi, rad­gan, vin icis, iq­neb,
ub­ra­lod ico­da qar­Tu­li ena.
_ ki, mec, _ miT­xra, er­Ti wa­mis gan­mav­lo­ba­Si
mze­riT Sem­Wa­ma, xo­lo Sem­deg gai­Ri­ma. _ saiT
ga­gi­we­via?
_ ai­ze­nax­Si, var­tbur­gis ci­xe­si­mag­re1 da ba­xis
mu­zeu­mi un­da vna­xo. _ vu­pa­su­xe. dar­wmu­ne­bu­li
vi­ya­vi, Ta­va­dac zus­tad igi­ve mar­Sru­ti hqon­da,
mag­ram mainc vkiT­xe: _ da Sen sad mi­di­xar?
_ mSve­nie­ria, _ Tqva da gai­Ri­ma, mag­ram am Ri­
mi­lis dro­sac ki mak­vir­de­bo­da, maT­va­lie­reb­da,
_ zus­ tad igi­ ve mar­Sru­ti maqvs mec. vTxo­ voT
vin­mes, ga­gic­va­los ad­gi­li, da Cem gver­diT da­
je­qi. nu, ra Tqma un­da, Tu sur­vi­li gaqvs.
_ mgo­ni, ar dag­vWir­de­ba, _ na­Za­la­de­vad ga­
vu­Ri­me, rad­gan su­lac ar me­Ri­me­bo­da, ara­med
Tav­bru mex­veo­da da, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, mux­le­
bic me­ke­ce­bo­da. im­de­nad Rrma mze­ra hqon­da am
go­gos, Tva­leb­Si rom Ca­ge­xe­daT, ifiq­reb­diT,
am Tva­le­bis fes­ve­bi zRvis fske­ri­dan mo­di­so.
ise­Ti di­di da, SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, dia­di efeq­ti

1. 1521 wli­dan 1522 wlis mar­tam­de ci­xe­si­mag­res Tavs afa­reb­da

mar­tin lu­Te­ri, ro­de­sac igi ro­mis pap­ma leo mea­Tem gan­kve­Ta.
swo­red am pe­riod­Si, jun­ker jor­jis sa­xe­liT, mar­tin lu­Ter­ma
ger­ma­nu­lad Tar­gmna sa­xa­re­ba, ro­me­lic Ta­na­med­ro­ve ger­ma­nul
ena­ze pir­vel Tar­gmans war­moad­gens. 1999 wels iu­nes­kom var­tbur­
gis ci­xe­si­mag­re msof­lio kul­tu­ru­li mem­kvid­reo­bis sia­Si Sei­
ta­na;

– 206 –
moax­di­na Cem­ze am go­go­nam, ise­Ti mou­lod­ne­li
da ise­Ti Si­Sis­mom­gvre­li, rom sxeu­li Sig­ni­
dan ga­me­yi­na, da Ce­mi So­ku­ri mdgo­ma­reo­ba uf­
ro met­xans gag­rZel­da, vid­re gag­rZel­de­bo­da
ne­bis­mie­ri ula­ma­ze­si mded­ris da­nax­vi­sas. am
mdgo­ma­reo­bi­dan Tu ga­mo­vi­do­di odes­me, ar me­
go­na da, vfiq­rob, arc ga­mov­sul­var dRem­dec
ki, rad­gan aseT sta­ti­kur mdgo­ma­reo­bas Ta­
vi rom daaR­wio, Tav­xe­di un­da iyo, Tu Sen aZ­
lev sa­ku­Tar Tavs amis uf­le­bas. ma­Sa­sa­da­me, am
mdgo­ma­reo­bas pir­ve­li Zlevs ara Zlie­ri, ara
Wkvia­ni ada­mia­ni, ara sxva da sxva, ara­med _ Tav­
xe­di. Zlie­ri ada­mia­ni Se­da­re­biT uf­ro gvian
ga­mo­dis eq­sta­zi­dan, Wkvia­ni ki sa­mu­da­mod mi­si
ze­gav­le­nis qveS rCe­ba, ami­to­ma­caa xol­me, rom
la­ma­zi qa­li xvde­ba ara Zlier kacs, ara Wkvian
ma­ma­kacs, ara­med Tav­xeds, da cxov­ro­ben isi­ni
ara tkbi­lad da bed­nie­rad, ara­med _ mwa­red da
ube­ du­rad. am dros Wkvia­ ni ka­ci fiq­robs, eq­
sta­zis qveS myof­sac Se­miZ­liao mas­Tan yof­na.
mok­led, ras vi­zamT!.. ax­la saq­mes mi­vub­run­de­bi:
ar dag­vWir­de­ba-meT­qi, rom vuT­xa­ri am go­gos,
mi­ze­zic gan­vu­mar­te, Cem win zi­xar da, Tu ki­se­ri
ar get­ki­ne­ba, isec vi­la­pa­ra­kebT-meT­qi. kar­gio,
dam­Tan­xmda, mag­ram me me­re mi­si sa­xe­lis ga­ge­ba
mo­min­da, Tum­ca kiT­xva Sem­rcxva, da ase­Ti xer­xi
mo­vi­fiq­re:
_ kar­ gi, mok­led, _ vuT­ xa­ri, _ avi­
deT uk­ ve
av­to­bus­Si, To­rem ga­va, ele­ne.
_ ele­ne? _ gaik­vir­va. ar vi­ci, mi­mix­vdiT Tu
ve­ra, mag­ram mainc av­xsni: es sa­xe­li Se­vur­Cie,

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rad­gan vi­co­di, gaik­vir­veb­da, me­re ki Ta­vis nam­
dvil sa­xels met­yo­da. sak­maod uaz­ro gziT Se­
mov­laa, mar­Ta­lia, mag­ram im dros srul Wkua­ze
nam­dvi­lad ar gax­ldiT.
_ ga­na, ele­ne ar gqvia? _ Ca­ve­kiT­xe mec vi­Tom
gak­vir­ve­biT.
_ ara, ele­ne ara, _ da ise ga­mi­Ri­ma, TiT­qos
saer­Tod yve­la­fers mix­vdao, _ me­dea mqvia. da
Sen, ta­to?
_ ta­to? _ ga­vik­vir­ve.
_ ga­ na, ta­to ar gqvia? _ ax­ la mar­ Tla ga­
mi­Ri­ma, oRond ra­Rac­nai­rad, TiT­qos upi­ra­te­si
Ri­mi­liT.
_ so­so, io­se­bi, mag­ram Sen Se­giZ­lia so­se­lo
da­mi­Za­xo, _ vu­pa­su­xe da mec ga­vu­Ri­me.
_ so­se­lo, _ uf­ro far­Tod gai­Ri­ma. rac met
far­Tob­ze Sli­da Ta­vis Ri­mils, uf­ro cu­dad
vxde­bo­di da, Se­miZ­lia da­vi­fi­co yve­la­fe­ri,
gu­li wa­mi­vi­do­da da wa­viq­ceo­di, es rom ar eT­
qva: _ avi­deT av­to­bus­Si, ase jo­bia, To­rem Cven
ar dag­ve­lo­de­ba _ xom ici ger­ma­nu­li pun­qtua­
lu­ro­ba, ise­dac gav­Cer­diT am ka­tis ga­mo, Tan...
av­to­bu­sis asas­vlel ki­beeb­Tan mi­ve­diT da,
fe­xi rom Sev­dgi pir­vel sa­fe­xur­ze, me­re­Ra da­
mar­tya Tav­ Si fiq­ rma, ras ake­ Teb-meT­ qi, da im
wam­sve Ca­mo­ve­di, xe­li ga­viS­vi­re av­to­bu­sis Sig­
ni­Ta mxris­ken, me­deas va­niS­ne, mxo­lod Sens Sem­
deg-meT­ qi, isev ga­ mi­
Ri­
ma _ Tan ax­ la ise, rom
kbi­le­bic ga­moa­Ci­na _ fe­xi Sed­ga sa­fe­xur­ze da
avi­da ze­viT. uceb mTe­li Tval­win ga­daS­li­li
sam­ya­ro da­mit­rial­da go­ne­ba­Si, Tva­leb­Si ameg­

– 208 –
li­sa TiT­qos xee­bi, as­fal­ti, sax­le­bi, min­dvre­
bi da av­to­bu­si er­Tad da, zus­tad vi­ci, pa­ta­ra
moa­ji­ris­Tvis rom ar Ca­mev­lo xe­li, wa­viq­ceo­
di. qa­lis bu­ne­ba rom gan­vi­xi­loT Cven, ka­ceb­ma
_ ki, mar­ Ta­lia, vin varT Cven qa­ leb­Tan Se­ da­
re­biT, mag­ ram mainc _ aR­ mo­va­CenT, rom Rmer­
Tma gan­geb mis­ca mas Zlier gan­sxva­ve­bu­li Tvi­
se­be­bi, vi­nai­dan am Tvi­se­be­bis mdgo­ma­reo­bac
ki da mniS­vne­lo­bac ab­so­lu­tu­rad gan­sxvav­de­
ba ka­cis­gan; Tu ka­cis Tvi­se­bebs mi­viC­nevT, ma­
ga­li­Tad, sam­xreT po­lu­sad, qa­lis Tvi­se­be­bi
uki­du­res Crdi­loeT­Si iq­ne­bian gan­Tav­se­bul­ni.
Tav­bru mex­veo­da-meT­qi, xom vTqvi, mag­ram mainc
ar Se­mim­Cne­via, rad­gan taepi ga­max­sen­da er­Ti:
„ar daaC­ ndes mij­ nu­
ro­ba, sjobs, Tu kac­ sa eax­
le­bis“.1 asea, vfiq­rob, mag­ram mTe­li cxov­re­ba
rom ar daim­Cnio, gul­Si un­da klav­de yve­la­fers
da, maS, ra az­ri aqvs cxov­re­bas Ria siy­va­ru­lis
ga­re­Se? ami­tom, al­baT, zRva­ri un­da hqon­des
moT­mi­ne­ba­sac. Tum­ca, meo­re mxriv, Tu ada­mia­
ni sik­vdi­lis pi­ra­saa _ da me vax­se­ne da­saw­yis­
Si, rom Ce­mi post-em­brio­nu­li gan­vi­Ta­re­ba uk­ve
da­sas­ruls uax­lov­de­ba _ da Tu gad­mo­xe­davs
gan­vlil cxov­re­bas, kiT­xvas daus­vams mTel ar­
se­bo­bas, odes­me dam­Tav­rde­ba Tu ara tan­jva, da
Sem­deg aR­moa­Cens, rom ada­mia­nis tan­jva usas­
ru­loa, xo­lo ada­mia­nis ar­si _ sas­ru­li. ax­la,
SeiZ­le­ba, su­lac amaod vmet­yve­leb, da Se­saZ­loa
Cem­nair ka­cis­Tvis, vi­sac dro amaod­met­yve­le­

1. afo­riz­mi „vef­xis­tyaos­ni­dan“;

– 209 –
bis sif­xiz­le­Si gah­yavs, um­jo­be­si yo­fi­li­yo,
dRe Zil­Si gae­ta­re­bi­na, Tum­ca de­da­mi­wa sav­sea
ada­mia­ne­biT, rom­le­bic sic­rui­Ta da amaod­met­
yve­le­biT gan­did­nen, mag­ram ax­la, jo­bia, saq­mes
mi­vub­run­de. ise, ram­den­je­rac ga­da­vux­vie saq­mes
da me­re vTqvi, jo­bia, saq­mes mi­vub­run­de-meT­qi...
ne­ta, Tu dau­we­ria vin­mes am­de­ni „jo­bia, saq­mes
mi­vub­run­de“ erT pa­ta­ra pro­zaul na­war­moeb­Si?
sain­te­re­soa.
_ xan­da­xan ise meS­le­ba ner­ve­bi, _ Se­mo­mib­run­
da me­dea mou­lod­ne­lad, ro­ca uk­ve Cven Cvens
ad­gi­leb­ze vis­xe­diT av­to­bus­Si, _ rom ka­cis
mok­vla­zec ki dav­fiq­re­bul­var, Tan sak­maod
Rrmad da ise, as­ru­le­bac rom Se­meZ­lo, mag­ram
me­re, meT­qi, ra­tom un­da mov­kla vin­me _ isev jo­
bia, me mov­kvde, ara?
_ me­dea! _ Se­vu­Za­xe er­Ti da, yve­lam Cem­ken
rom ga­moi­xe­da av­to­bus­Si, xmas da­vu­wie: _ me­dea.
_ ho, so­se­lo, gis­men, _ mar­cxe­na Tva­liT mi­
yu­reb­da ska­mis sa­zur­gis miR­ma.

_ Sen ro­gor un­da mok­vde, amix­se­ni er­Ti! ai,

me­dea, Sen­nair mSve­nie­re­bas un­da dar­Ces
mem­kvid­reo­ba,
rom si­la­ma­zem ife­ra­dos var­dis ko­ne­bad,
dam­Wknar si­tur­fes mainc ver hklavs Ja­mis
Rreo­ba,
mem­kvid­re aris mi­si xsov­na da mo­go­ne­ba.
grZno­bebs rom fan­tav, ra­Ra grCe­ba, ne­tav,
ma­ra­gad,
Sen, sa­ku­Ta­ri si­la­ma­zis mo­nad­qceu­lo?!

– 210 –
 xriok udab­nod rad aq­cie rTve­lis ba­ra­qa
Sen, sa­ku­Ta­ri ar­se­bo­bis mte­ro wyeu­lo!
mTe­li msof­lios sam­kau­li Se­na xar ax­la,
mxo­lod Sen Zal­giZs ga­zaf­xul­Tan ga­baa­se­ba,
rad ar ga­Si­nebs, Tu na­yo­fi kvir­tSi­ve gax­ma,
mSve­nie­re­bas ra­tom flan­gav, Zun­wo ar­se­bav?!
wu­Ti­so­fe­li Seib­ra­le, Sens mzes rom fi­cavs,
mag si­la­ma­zes nu dauT­mob sa­ma­ris mi­was.1

mok­led, ax­ la ri­ si Tqma min­da: Tu ggo­ niaT,

rom, rac ze­moT dav­we­re, si­mar­Tlea, im dia­lo­
gi­dan, me­deam rom daiw­yo ka­cis mok­vla­ze, ma­Sin
Zlier Sem­ cdar­xarT, rad­ gan aseT uaz­ ro sau­
bars Ce­mi kol­xi me­dea ara­so­des ikad­reb­da! ax­
la ki­dev erT fiq­tiur dia­logs mo­viy­van. ikiT­
xavT, ra­to­mo. ra­vi­ci, aba!..
_ me­dea, _ gav­Za­xe Cu­mad, da­SoS­mi­ne­bul­ma,
imis Si­SiT, isev mTel av­to­buss rom ar moe­xe­da
Cem­ken.
_ hou, so­se­lo, _ Cur­Cu­liT­ve ga­mo­me­pa­su­xa
Cem win mjda­ri kol­xi me­dea, yve­la­ze la­ma­zi go­
go­na da, saer­Tod, ra­Ra go­go­na, qa­li iyo! vfiq­
rob, sit­yva „go­go­na“ mis mniS­vne­lo­bas ak­ni­nebs,
ami­tom qa­lad mo­vix­se­nieb awi.
_ mis­mi­ne, me­dea, Za­lian la­ma­zi xar. San­si
araa, ar un­ da mok­ vdes Se­ni si­la­ma­
ze, xom ges­
mis, ara? _ avad­myo­fu­rad veub­ne­bo­di amas, Tan
Sub­lze of­li mas­xam­da. _ Svi­li un­da gaa­Ci­no _

1. Seq­spi­ris pir­ve­li so­ne­ti;

– 211 –
ai, amis Tqma min­do­da! ro­ca or­moc­jer dai­zam­
Trebs Sub­li mwya­za­ri,

ma­Sin Raw­ve­bic drois xnu­liT naoW­de­bian,

eg sa­mo­se­lic Seiq­mne­ba Zon­Zi sa­za­ri,
da si­la­ma­zis naf­le­Te­bi ga­moC­nde­bian.
ma­Sin gkiT­xa­ven, ra uya­vi si­tur­fis sxi­vebs,
saiT da­mar­xe war­sul dRe­Ta sa­gan­Zu­re­bi,
Sen upa­su­xeb: „si­la­ma­zes sa­ma­red mi­vec
es Cac­vi­nul­ni Tval­ni Cem­ni da­tan­ju­le­bi“.
Se­ni pa­su­xi Sens da­cin­vad mo­geC­ve­ne­ba,
ara sjo­bia, ma­Sin gqon­des yvel­gan saT­qme­lad:
„ai, es aris Ce­mi Svi­li, Ce­mi mSve­ne­ba,
Ce­mi si­be­ris pa­tie­ba da ga­mar­Tle­ba“.
mem­kvid­re Seh­qmen, rom da­gic­xros es ia­re­bi
da si­be­re­Si si­Wa­bu­kes ezia­re­bi!1

_ vax, so­se­lo! _ gai­ci­na Cem­ma kol­xma me­deam.

_ ar min­da Svi­li, ara. Tan ras mi­ma­niS­neb _ Sen­
gan ga­va­Ci­no?

_ me­dea! ras am­bob, qa­lo, uh! sar­ke­Si ig­rZnob

– droa uk­ve gax­de mSo­be­li;
gan­meo­re­ba sa­Wi­roa bu­ne­bis gan­ZTa.
mot­yue­bu­li rom ar dag­rCes wu­Ti­so­fe­li
da vin­me vaJ­kacs ar moak­lo ma­mo­bis gan­cda.
yve­la ka­cis­Tvis sa­nat­re­li de­da­ka­ci xar,
yve­la vaJ­ka­ci Se­mog­wi­ravs Ta­vis mSve­ne­bas,
mag­ram sa­ku­Tar si­la­ma­zes gau­tac­ni­xar
da ar ga­fiq­rebs Se­ni mod­gmis ga­da­Se­ne­ba.

1. Seq­spi­ris meo­re so­ne­ti;

– 212 –
 de­da­Se­nis­Tvis war­sul dRe­Ta sar­ke Se­na xar,
mas ne­tar ap­rils gau­coc­xlebs siy­rme Svi­li­sa,
ro­ca Sens Sub­lsac nao­We­biT Ja­mi Se­la­xavs,
ma­Sin ga­gi­Rebs Svi­li sar­kmels siy­maw­vi­li­sas.
uS­vil-uZi­ro Tu dar­Ce­bi miu­sa­fa­rad,
mag Sens sa­xe­sac Sen­Tan er­Tad mi­wa da­fa­ravs.1

esec ar miT­qvams, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, ub­ra­lod

min­do­da Tqma, mag­ram ar ga­mo­vi­da. ki­dev er­Ti
ase­Ti dia­lo­gi ar­se­bobs, ro­me­lic un­da Tqmu­
li­yo da ar iT­qva:
_ me­dea, _ vu­Cur­Cu­le ska­mis sa­zur­gis uk­ni­
dan, da Ce­mi pi­ri­dan amo­ma­va­li hae­ris na­ka­di,
bge­rebs rom moh­yve­bo­da, mis sa­xes mi­vaf­Svni­te,
ra­mac Tme­bi od­nav au­to­ka. ro­gor mo­min­da mis­
Tvis kon­ ca im mo­ men­
tSi, rom ico­ deT!.. mag­ ram
Cems Tavs aR­vuT­qvi pi­ro­ba, rom koc­nis ga­re­
Se Caiv­li­da mTe­li Cve­ni ur­Tier­To­ba. ver mov­
klav-meT­qi aseT saoc­re­bas, vfiq­rob­di Cem­Tvis.
_ ra iyo, so­se­lo? _ Ca­me­kiT­xa da ra­tom­Rac
gu­liT ga­mi­Ri­ma.
_ Za­lian ma­ xin­
ji var, me­ dea? _ vkiT­ xe, Tan
crem­lebs vi­ka­veb­di Zlivs.
_ ara, so­se­lo, sak­maod kar­gad ga­moi­yu­re­bi,
_ ase miT­xra da, sa­xe­ze daet­yo, daeW­vda ra­Ra­
ca­Si.
_ ho­da, me­dea, ar min­da, rom mem­kvid­ris ga­re­
Se mok­vdes Se­ni si­la­ma­ze, ges­mis? gaa­Ci­ne bav­Svi,

1. Seq­spi­ris me­sa­me so­ne­ti(per­so­naJ­ma ram­de­ni­me sit­yva Sec­va­la,

si­tua­cias rom ukeT mor­ge­bo­da leq­si, rad­gan so­net­Si Seq­spi­ri
ma­ma­kacs mi­mar­Tavs, xo­lo per­so­na­Ji qals esaub­re­bo­da);

– 213 –
gTxov. Cem­ gan gaa­Ci­
ne, Tu gin­da, oRond gaa­ Ci­
ne, _ si­su­le­leebs vbJu­tu­rob­di, Tan Tavs ver
va­kon­tro­leb­di, _ sa­nam Sens zaf­xuls zam­Tris
ci­vi xe­li ga­gu­davs,

mag si­la­ma­ziT daam­Sve­ne Ta­si sa­be­do,

si­tur­fis gan­Zi mia­ba­re san­do sa­bu­dars,
mSve­nie­re­bam Ta­vis mok­vla rom ver ga­be­dos,
vin ga­gam­tyu­nebs, si­la­ma­ze rom ar da­nac­ro,
xar­kis ga­Re­bas mSve­ne­bis­Tvis vin ar ec­de­ba,
Se­niv Ta­vis­Tvis gaa­Ci­ne Se­ni sa­nac­vlo,
aT­jer gam­rav­ldi, si­xa­ru­lic gaaT­kec­de­ba.
aTi si­coc­xle ga­giC­nde­ba amo­sar­Ce­vad,
be­diT iq­ne­bi aT­jer uf­ro ga­ta­ce­bu­li,
ma­Sin sik­vdi­lis wa­sar­Tme­vi ar­ra dag­rCe­ba
Tu­ki si­coc­xle Svils eq­ne­ba ga­da­ce­mu­li.
 sik­vdi­li aRar mo­gad­ge­ba Ta­vis san­Tle­biT,
mem­kvid­ree­bad ar dag­rCe­ba mi­wis mat­le­bi.1

_ kar­gi, ra, so­se­lo, _ mag­rad Se­ve­co­de,

vxvde­bo­di, _ ar min­da Svi­li.
_ mar­Ta­lia! _ da­mar­tya uceb go­ne­ba­Si, _
swo­ria! Se­ni Svi­li rom Sen­ze la­ma­zi iyos, Ce­
mi xe­liT da­vax­rCob, me­dea, imi­tom, rom Sen xar
er­Ta­der­Ti WeS­ma­ri­ti si­la­ma­ze. ara! si­la­ma­ze
ara! si­la­ma­ze ara­fe­ria! Sen xar er­Ta­der­Ti WeS­
ma­ri­ti siy­va­ru­li!
mok­led, am­xa­na­ge­bo, am dia­lo­ge­bi­dan arc er­
Ti ar yo­fi­la si­mar­Tle, arc er­Ti ar mo­miy­va­
nia moq­me­de­ba­Si, Tum­ca vfiq­rob­di maT­ze bevrs.

1. Seq­spi­ris meeq­vse so­ne­ti;

– 214 –
ax­la, mo­diT, iq dav­brun­deT, av­to­bus­Si rom
ave­diT me da kol­ xi me­
dea, rom da­ vi­
ka­veT Cve­
ni kuT­vni­li ad­gi­le­bi, da rom ga­vu­de­qiT isev
gzas ai­ze­na­xam­de. mok­led, diax, av­to­bus­Si ave­
diT me da kol­xi me­dea, da­vi­ka­veT Cve­ni kuT­vni­
li ad­gi­le­bi, da ga­vu­de­qiT isev gzas ai­ze­na­xam­
de. av­to­bu­si Cveu­leb­riv­ze Cqa­ra da­dio­da, rac
aS­ka­ra Se­sam­Cne­vi iyo, rad­gan, Ce­mi az­riT, daT­
qmul dro­ze ar mis­vla ger­ma­ne­le­bi­saT­vis arc
ise sa­pa­tioa _ ga­na, ka­no­ni sjis maT amis ga­mo,
ara­med, ub­ra­lod, sin­di­si ar aZ­levs maT sa­Sua­
le­bas, daT­qmul dros ga­daa­ci­lon wu­Te­bi. arc
mqo­nia imis ilu­zia, rom gza­Si me da me­dea vi­la­
pa­ra­keb­diT da, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, arc sur­vi­li
gam­Ce­nia saub­ri­sa, rad­gan, Ce­mi gad­mo­sa­xe­di­dan,
yve­la­fe­ri sau­ke­Te­sod xde­bo­da: me­dea ij­da Cem
win mdgar sa­var­Zel­Si, fan­ja­ras­Tan, ro­gorc _
me; iyu­re­bo­da sa­xis mTe­li far­To­biT fan­jris
iqiT gaS­li­li xe­dis­ken, me ki mTel mis mSve­ne­bas
Sev­yu­reb­di pir­da­pir _ ise, Ta­vis mib­ru­ne­bac
rom ar dam­Wir­ve­bia; kin­kri­xos mar­cxe­na na­wi­li
mqon­da fan­ja­ra­ze mo­xer­xe­bu­lad mi­yu­de­bu­li,
da Ce­mi Tva­le­bi­dan ga­mo­su­li uxi­la­vi, as oT­
xmo­ci gra­du­siT gaS­li­li Zal­wi­re­bi pir­da­pir
me­deas sa­xis nak­vTeb­Si Se­dio­da. ka­ma­Tis daw­ye­ba
ar Rirs ima­ze, Se­miy­var­da me es qa­li _ xom gax­
sovT, Sev­Tan­xmdiT, rom qals da­vu­Za­xeb­di awi _
Tu ar Se­miy­var­da, rad­gan faq­ti er­Tia da uka­
nas­kne­li _ Se­miy­var­da, da mor­Ca! ro­gorc ki da­
vi­na­xe me­dea, im wa­mi­dan daiw­yo Ce­mi gu­lis wva.
erT Ra­mes, max­sovs, da­me­siz­mra ase­Ti ra­Rac:

– 215 –
tye­Si vi­ya­vi sul SiS­ve­li, gar­Se­mo sa­saf­laos
nis­li mex­via _ ai, xom gax­sovT, is nis­li, gar­
dac­vli­le­bis su­le­biT rom saz­rdoobs da, rac
me­ti kvde­ba, miT uf­ro rom iz­rde­ba; Cems Tavs
ze­vi­dan dav­yu­reb­di, da is me id­ga tyis Sua­gul­
Si, tvin­ga­moc­li­li sa­xiT, da iyu­re­bo­da ise­Ti
Tva­le­biT, ro­go­ri­Tac me ara­so­des ga­mi­xe­davs;
uceb nis­li­dan Ce­mi er­Ta­der­Ti siy­va­ru­li _ me­
dea _ ga­mo­vi­da, tanT gaum­Wvir­va­le ka­ba emo­sa,
da isic ise­Ti Tva­le­biT iyu­re­bo­da, ara­so­des
rom ar ga­mou­xe­davs ase­Ti mze­riT; am dros mem
mar­jve­na xe­li win gaiw­vdi­na, me­re iday­vSi mo­
xa­ra, Ti­Te­bi gaa­var­ji­Sa da pir­da­pir sa­gu­le­
Si, or mkerds Sua Sei­yo, co­ta xa­ni iq afa­Tu­ra
da Sem­deg gu­li ga­moi­Ro; mar­cxe­na xel­Si mes
uceb asan­Tis an­Te­bu­li Re­ri gauC­nda; mem gu­li
win gaiS­vi­ra, mar­cxe­na xe­lis ce­ra da saC­ve­ne­
bel Ti­Tebs So­ris moq­ceu­li asan­Tis Re­ri guls
qve­vi­dan Seun­To da cec­xli Seu­ki­da; co­ta xa­ni
dai­ca­da, sa­nam mTlia­nad dai­fer­fle­bo­da gu­li,
xo­lo Sem­deg, na­ca­ri­Ra rom Ser­Ca xel­Si, isev
ar­sai­dan ga­Ce­nil po­lie­Ti­le­nis pa­ta­ra ce­lo­
fan­ Si _ ai, iseT­ Si, wam­ le­
bi rom yria xol­ me _
Ca­ya­ra es fer­fli, ce­lo­fans Tu pa­kets Ta­vi
Seuk­ra, me­deas­ken wa­vi­da, cal mux­lze dau­Co­qa,
pa­ke­ti, xe­lis­gul­ze da­de­bu­li, me­deas­ken gaiS­
vi­ra da uT­xra, es sak­me­ve­lia, Cem­ze ilo­ceo.
ai­ze­nax­Si ma­le Ca­ve­diT. av­to­bu­si var­tbur­
gis ci­xe­si­mag­ris Zir­Si ga­Cer­da, mZRol­ma mik­ro­
fon­Si ra­Rac war­moT­qva ger­ma­nu­lad, mgzav­reb­
ma ta­Si Se­mos­cxes, mec ava­yo­le od­nav uxer­xu­

– 216 –
lad. av­to­bu­si rom ic­le­bo­da _ uf­ro swo­rad,
ska­me­bi­dan rom dge­bod­nen mgzav­re­bi da ska­meb­
sSo­ri­si ga­sas­vle­lis­ken dgam­dnen na­bijs _ me
Cem gver­ dze mjdom mgzavrs fe­ xi avu­ yo­le da,
skam­Ta­So­ris ga­sas­vlel­Si rom aR­mov­Cndi, er­Ti
grZe­li na­bi­jiT ga­da­vi­nac­vle me­deas gver­diT,
da mxar­Si amo­vu­de­qi. av­to­bu­sis ki­bee­bam­de rom
mi­ve­diT, pir­ve­li, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, is Ca­vuS­vi
da, ro­ca Ca­dio­da, mi­si kis­ris­ken ga­me­pa­ra Tva­
li ra­tom­Rac: xer­xem­li­dan amo­ma­va­li bo­lo ma­
le­bis gas­wvriv Ses­xmul xor­cze axal­da­na­mu­li
ba­la­xi­viT amow­ve­ro­da qe­ra bew­ve­bi. ro­gor ux­
de­bo­da, rom ico­deT! la­mis mi­ve­di da avu­lo­ke,
oRond siy­va­ru­liT. Tum­ca, Ce­mi Sxa­mia­ni enis
ga­dam­ki­de, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, amas ar vi­zam­di. ori
wa­mi rom Sev­yov­ndi, Cem ukan mdgar­ma ger­ma­nel­ma
ma­niS­na, Ca­dio, da mec Ca­ve­di. me­deam miT­xra me­
re, mo­ve­diT, ax­la ki ze­viT un­da via­ro­To. xre­
Sian gzas ga­vu­de­qiT me, me­dea da, Tu saer­Tod
mxed­ve­lo­ba­Sia mi­sa­Re­bi, oci-oc­da­xu­Ti ger­ma­
ne­li. ma­le xre­Sia­ni gza ki­bee­biT Seic­va­la, ra­
mac mai­Zu­la, is lit­ro­biT da­leu­li ger­ma­nu­li
lu­di ga­mex­se­ne­bi­na, wi­na dRiT rom ga­da­vuS­vi
mu­cel­Si. Tum­ca, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, am yve­la­fers
ar vim­Cnev­di _ me­dea med­ga gver­dze da, ras am­
bobT, lu­diT ga­sie­bu­li muc­lis­gan ga­mow­veu­li
dis­kom­for­ti aR­me­beW­de­bo­da sa­xe­ze?! mar­dad
mi­va­bi­jeb­di. me­deam mkiT­xa, sai­dan xa­ro. rom
vuT­xa­ri, rus­Ta­vi­dan-meT­qi, ga­Cer­da, Tva­le­bi
gau­far­Tov­da da war­be­bi Sub­lze ae­zi­da. mec
rus­Ta­vi­dan va­ro, me­re miT­xra. ga­mi­xar­da, da

– 217 –
ra ga­mi­xar­da! ise, si­nam­dvi­le­Si, war­mo­mav­lo­biT
meg­re­li iyo, naR­di kol­xi, gva­rad var­dia _ ma­
Sa­sa­da­me, mi­si sru­li sa­xe­li iyo me­dea var­dia.
es rom miT­xra _ anu, gva­ri rom ga­mac­no _ wam­
sve stro­fi ga­max­sen­da, ho­da vuT­xa­ri ase: me­dea
var­dia, var­dis Tvea, mai­sia, norC ba­la­xebs sio
ar­xevs, xeebs yva­vilT TeT­ri gun­di, ro­gorc
Tov­li, ise awevs, mze nar­na­ri sxi­vebs af­rqvevs
da siT­bo­Si mTa-bars ax­vevs-meT­qi.1 ver­ Zi iyo
zo­dia­qo­Ti, aS­ka­ra Seiq­mna es Cem­Tvis Ta­vi­dan­ve,
da mar­Tlac, ap­ri­lis da­saw­yis­Si maq­vso da­ba­de­
bis dRe, ase miT­xra. ga­mi­xar­da, rom ga­mo­vi­ca­ni,
da pir­da­pir ci­xe­si­mag­ris­ken ga­ve­Su­reT. ra­xan
2017 we­li id­ga, mar­tin lu­Te­ris saek­le­sio re­
for­mi­dan2 500 we­li, pro­tes­tan­tu­li sam­ya­ro
_ gan­sa­kuT­re­biT, ger­ma­ne­le­bi _ am wels gan­sa­
kuT­re­bu­lad miiC­nev­dnen da, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, var­
tbur­gis ci­xe­si­mag­re­Sic, sa­dac mar­tin lu­Te­ri
mar­tvi­lob­da, di­di pos­te­ri Se­mog­ve­ge­ba mi­si
ga­mo­sa­xu­le­biT. Se­sas­vlel­Si apa­ra­tu­ra dag­vi­
ri­ges, ra­mac ase­ve ga­moiw­via Ce­mi gao­ce­ba, rad­
gan es apa­ra­tu­ra sak­maod dax­ve­wi­li sis­te­mis
na­wi­li iyo, ker­Zod: mow­yo­bi­lo­bas hqon­da Ri­
la­ke­bi cif­re­biT, pa­ta­ra an­te­na da mo­sas­me­ni;
rom Sex­vi­do­di mu­zeum­Si, eq­spo­nants Ta­vi­si no­
me­ri ewe­re­bo­da, ro­mel­sac Sen ak­ref­di mow­yo­
bi­lo­ba­ze, Sem­deg mas yur­ze mii­deb­di da, Se­sa­ba­

1. naw­yve­ti ga­lak­tion ta­bi­Zis leq­si­dan „me­saf­la­ve“;

2. 1517 wels mar­tin lu­Ter­ma vi­ten­ber­gis ek­le­siis kar­ze mia­We­da
Ta­vi­si Te­zi­se­bi, ri­Tac ro­mis pa­pis wi­naaR­mdeg gai­laS­qra;

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mis ena­ze, Sen rom miu­Ti­Teb­di, mo­ce­mul eq­spo­
nan­tze in­for­ma­cia mo­ge­wo­de­bo­da. Se­sas­vlel­Si
ase­ve gviT­xres, rac SeiZ­le­ba, dai­Sa­leT, er­Tma­
neTs rom xe­li ar Seu­Sa­lo­To. ukan rom mo­vi­
xe­de da gver­deb­zec rom mi­vi­xe­de, me­dea uk­ve
aRar dam­xvda, ra­mac, co­ta ar iyos, ga­maw­bi­la
da Cem­Si imed­gac­rue­bis cu­na­mi war­moS­va. cxvir­
pir­Ca­moy­ri­li Se­ve­di mu­zeu­mad qceul ci­xe­si­
mag­re­Si da, me­go­na, ge­mos ver Ca­va­tan-meT­qi Ce­mi
cno­bis­wa­di­lis dak­ma­yo­fi­le­bas, ro­ca pir­ve­li­
ve da­na­yof oTax­Si ie­sos skul­ptu­ras mov­ka­ri
Tva­li. So­ri­dan­ve ga­maq­va­va, mec Tva­le­bi mov­
Wu­te da, mkvdar Tagvs rom uax­ lov­ de­
ba mSi­Sa­
ra dia­ sax­ li­
si, rom ar icis zus­ tad, mkvda­ ria
Tu coc­xa­li, ise mi­ve­di pa­ta­ra qan­da­ke­bam­de,
me­re wel­Sic gav­swor­di da Tva­le­bic Cveu­leb­
riv zo­ma­ze ga­va­xi­le. xis iyo es na­ke­To­ba: ie­so
qris­te id­ga qva­ze, ter­fi­sa da xe­lis gu­le­bi
dax­vre­ti­li hqon­da, Tav­ze ek­lis gvir­gvi­ni ed­
ga, Tva­le­bi uke­Til­So­bi­le­si hqon­da, xe­le­bi im
ka­ci­viT aeS­vi­ra haer­Si, Tofs rom umiz­ne­ben da
sik­vdi­li ar un­da. er­Ti ger­ma­ne­li qa­li ga­va­Ce­
re uceb, ukan rom Ca­mia­ra, gver­diT da­vi­ye­ne da
vuT­xa­ri ase:
_ Se­xe­deT amas, ai, _ rom mois­mi­na Ce­mi sau­
ba­ri, Ta­ vi gaiq­nia, ar mes­ mi­so, mag­ram me ar
dav­neb­di da va­niS­ne, mo­mis­mi­ne-meT­qi kar­gad, _
ro­gor ggo­niaT, ras ga­mo­xa­tavs es yve­la­fe­ri,
a? uyu­reT, ai, yu­rad­Re­biT daak­vir­diT _ ga­na,
ar geb­ra­le­baT? esaa meo­red mos­vla. xe­li­sa da
fe­xis gu­le­bi dax­vre­ti­li aqvs, ek­lis gvir­gvi­

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nic ad­gas, ma­Sa­sa­da­me, jvar­cma war­su­lia. oc­da­
meer­Te sau­ku­ne cec­xlsas­ro­li ia­ra­Ris pe­rio­
dia, ami­to­mac aqvs xe­le­bi uda­na­Sau­lod aweu­li
haer­Si _ gveub­ne­ba, ar mes­ro­loT, ie­so va­ro. ai,
esaa. ara­nai­ri ris­xviT ar iq­ne­ba meo­red mos­vla,
mag­ram, faq­ti faq­tia, Cven uka­nas­kne­li sau­ku­nis
Svi­le­bi varT, da ie­sos ar un­da ves­ro­loT!
_ Sorry, _ miT­xra sa­bo­lood in­ter­na­cio­na­
lur ena­ze, _ I couldn’t un­der­stand an­ything you said.
_ No prob­lem, _ vuT­xa­ri da er­Ti naR­vlia­nad
ga­vu­Ri­me.
_ wle­bi iT­va­leT, _ ie­sos qan­da­ke­ba ala­pa­rak­
da. me mi­yu­reb­da, _ ma­le mo­valT. ma­ma Rmer­Tma
rom sam­ya­ro Seq­mna, di­di wi­na­da­de­bis bo­lo­Si
er­Ti wer­ti­li das­va. me rom mo­ve­di am qve­ya­na­ze
gan­ka­ce­bu­li, wi­na­da­de­bas meo­re wer­ti­li mi­vu­
ma­te.. da wle­bis Sem­deg me­sa­me wer­tils elo­
doT un­da... ma­Sa­sa­da­me, mTav­rde­ba ra­Rac, rac
ax­lis da­saw­yi­sia. da Senc, io­seb, ise ar mok­vde­
bi, saq­me bo­lom­de ar miiy­va­no.
_ ufa­lo, _ miv­mar­Te uceb, _ saq­me maqvs.
_ Sens ukan ri­gia, dro­ze wa­di aqe­dan, _ vi­
Tom ga­mag­do, ara­da, me ki ga­mo­ve­di, mag­ram mas
me­re mTe­ li cxov­ re­ba vgrZnob­ di mis Cem gver­
diT yof­nas.
rom iba­de­ba ada­mia­ni _ anu, em­brio­nul gan­
vi­Ta­re­bas rom as­ru­lebs da post-em­brio­nuls
iw­yebs _ Ta­vis­Ta­vad uke­Te­si da um­jo­be­si xde­
ba sxeu­liT, uf­ro srul­yo­fi­li, vid­re muc­
lad­myo­fo­bis pe­riod­Si; da ase­vea su­lic, Ce­
mi az­riT _ sxeu­li­dan ga­mo­dis igi gar­dac­va­

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le­bis Sem­deg, rad­gan sxeu­li su­lis sa­Soa, da
uke­Te­si xde­ba xor­cis ga­re­Se; ise­ve, ro­gorc
saS­vi­los­no­Si gan­vi­Ta­re­ba­das­ru­le­bu­li sxeu­
li au­ci­leb­lad un­da iS­vas, am­gva­rad­ve su­lic,
sxeul­Si RvTiv­gan­saz­Rvru­li Ja­mis aR­msru­le­
be­li, au­ci­leb­lad un­da ga­mo­vi­des sxeu­li­dan.
al­baT, dain­te­res­de­biT, ra­tom da­viw­ye ama­ze
sau­ba­ri _ imi­tom, rom, zus­tad max­sovs, Za­lian
mo­min­da gar­dac­va­le­ba im mo­men­tSi. aris xol­me
ada­mia­nis cxov­re­ba­Si mo­men­te­bi, ro­ca igi ac­
no­bie­rebs, Tu ro­gor ar­Tmevs xels da­ba­de­bis
dRe gar­dac­va­le­bis dRes, da aa­na­li­zebs, rom
si­coc­xle gar­dac­va­le­bis da­saw­yi­sia. uceb, am
fiq­reb­Si gar­Tuls, ger­ma­ne­li ka­cis xe­li da­me­
do mxar­ze, miv­brun­di. war­be­bi Sek­ru­li hqon­da
da meub­ne­bo­da:
_ guls et­yo­de ma­ra­dis, say­va­re­lo, gan­svli­
saT­vis Se­ni­sa amier sof­liT da dRi­sa mis­Tvis
sa­Si­ne­li­sa. da vi­Tar iyo Jam­sa mas, odes su­li
Se­ni gva­mi­sa Se­ni­sa­gan ga­ne­So­re­bo­dis, dav­rdo­
mi­li sa­re­cel­sa ze­da Sen­sa, Zmao, da ver Sem­Zle­
bel iyo yov­lad­ve Se­wev­nad Ta­vi­sa Se­ni­sa, daah­
ner­ge go­ne­ba­sa Sen­sa ma­ra­dis, re­ca sax­leul­ni
da me­go­bar­ni Sen­ni msxdo­ma­re arian ga­re­mois
Sen­sa da mwu­xa­red ig­lo­ven da sul-Tqu­miT ti­
ran war­yva­ne­bi­saT­vis su­li­sa Se­ni­sa, da ver­vin
maT­ga­ni Sem­Zle­bel ars ved­re­bad an­ge­loz­Ta
maT, ro­mel­ni as­wra­feb­den sul­sa Sen­sa ga­mos­
lvad gva­mi­sa­gan.
_ moi­ca... _ da­vi­be­ni, _ ra miT­xa­ri?
_ Du stehst mit­ten auf dem Weg. Sich ir­gen­dwo be­we­

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gen wir ha­ben nicht ge­nug Platz, um un­se­ren Weg zum
Mu­seum for­tzu­set­zen1, _ gai­meo­ra.
_ a, ho! _ Sev­Za­xe da, gzas rom vu­Ro­bav­di, ga­
mo­vi­wie, xal­xi rom ga­me­ta­re­bi­na.
var­tbur­gis ci­xe­si­mag­re or­moc wuT­Si da­vaT­
va­lie­re, im dros, ro­ca xal­xi oc wuT­Si uk­ve ga­
reT iyo. me, si­mar­Tle giT­xraT, dros vwe­lav­di,
ner­ve­bis moS­las rom ga­daea­ra ro­gor­me _ xom ar
da­ga­viw­ydaT, kol­xma me­deam rom mi­ma­to­va ci­xe-
mu­zeu­mis Se­sas­vlel­Si?! ara­da ro­gor min­do­da,
is ie­sos xis fi­gu­ra meC­ve­ne­bi­na mis­Tvis, mag­ram
rad gin­da, aha, mom­Sor­da da Ta­vis­Tvis aT­va­lie­
reb­da sa­sax­les. bo­lo sar­Tul­ze myof ta­Zar­Si
Sev­yov­ndi di­di xa­ni da, ro­ca sxve­bi spe­cia­lur
mow­yo­bi­lo­beb­Si us­men­dnen mas­ze in­for­ma­cias,
me mSvi­dad vi­je­qi da mu­si­ka­lur cen­trSi Car­
Tul ba­xis ada­Jios vug­deb­di yurs da, si­mar­Tle
iT­qvas, gul­sac. qa­li Se­miy­var­da, da ima­nac mi­
ma­to­va-meT­qi, vfiq­rob­di, da uf­ro me­tad meS­
le­bo­da ner­ve­bi, mag­ram ba­xi Cems guls ma­la­mod
ede­bo­da da mam­Svi­deb­da, Tum­ca mainc Ti­Toeu­
li no­teb­sSo­ri­si pau­zac ki me­dea var­dias Tavs
ma­go­neb­da, ra­sac Ce­mi ner­vu­li sis­te­ma mTlia­
nad ga­moh­yav­da mwyob­ri­dan. sa­bo­lood, mainc
ga­ve­di ci­xe­si­mag­ris sa­mu­zeu­mo na­wi­li­dan, da
su­ve­ni­re­bis ma­Ra­zia­Si amov­ya­vi Ta­vi. bev­ri ram
iyo iq, mag­ram mxo­lod ko­niak­ma miip­yro Ce­mi yu­
rad­Re­ba, pa­ta­ra boT­leb­Si rom Ca­moes­xaT. er­Ti

1. germ.: „Sua gza­Si dga­xarT. sad­me gai­wieT, To­rem sak­ma­ri­si ad­gi­

li ar aris, rom gan­vag­rZoT mu­zeu­mis Tva­lie­re­ba“;

– 222 –
boT­li ori ev­ro da oT­xmoc­daa­Ti cen­ti Rir­da,
ho­da ori ca­li vi­yi­de, Kas­sie­rer-s1 eq­vsi ev­ro ga­
vu­wo­de, ris me­rec oci cen­ti da­mib­ru­na, na­vaW­
ri pa­ta­ra ce­lo­fan­Si Ca­mi­do da, bed­nier dRes
gi­sur­veb­To, ase miT­xra, oRond _ ger­ma­nu­lad.
ga­mo­ve­di saer­Tod ci­xe­si­mag­ri­dan. ga­reT rom
vi­ya­vi uk­ve, ma­Sin­Ra ga­max­sen­da, ba­xis mu­zeum­
Si igi­ve av­to­bu­siT rom un­da wav­su­li­ya­vi, da
ai, ma­ Sin miv­
xvdi, isev rom vna­ xav­
di Cems kolx
me­deas! ga­ mi­
xar­da, xom iciT, ai. da mar­ Tlac,
qva­fe­nil daR­marTs rom mi­vuy­ve­bo­di, gza­Si Se­
mo­me­ya­ra da gver­dSi ise amo­mid­ga, vi­Tomc ara­
fe­rio. SeiZ­le­ba, mar­Tlac ara­fe­ri iyo is, rac
mox­ da, vi­nai­
dan sul er­ Ti saa­ Ti iyo, rac gag­
vec­no er­Tma­ne­Ti, da me­re ra, Tu gac­no­bi­li
obieq­te­bi­dan erT-er­Ti meo­res or­mo­ci wu­TiT
ga­Sor­da. mag­ram, xom iciT, Tum­ca, ro­gorc uk­ve
vTqvi, er­Ti saa­Ti iyo ga­su­li Cve­ni gac­no­bi­dan,
me sau­ku­ned vgrZnob­di Cem­Si aR­Zrul grZno­bebs
kol­xi me­deas mi­marT.
_ ba­xis mu­zeu­mis­Tvis mzad xar? _ mkiT­xa da
xa­li­sia­nad amo­mid­ga gver­dSi, mag­ram mi­si au­
ra daT­rgu­nul fers as­xi­veb­da, ra­mac ga­ma­xa­
ra, rad­ga­nac es imas niS­nav­da, rom ci­xe­si­mag­ris
Tva­lie­re­bi­sas mxo­lod in­for­ma­cia ar auT­vi­se­
bia, ara­med mTe­li sic­xa­diT Seig­rZno sa­Jam­Tas­
vle mo­xa­tu­lo­bis mwve­li sur­vi­le­bi, mu­zeu­mis
ked­le­bis ga­xe­vas rom la­mob­da ma­Sin mTe­li Za­
liT.

1. germ.: „mo­la­re“;

– 223 –
 _ mzad var, Ce­mo me­dea, mzad, _ vuT­xa­ri, mka­
fiod mi­vat­ria­le ki­se­ri mis­ken da gul­wrfe­lad
ga­vu­Ri­me. koc­na rom Sem­Zle­bo­da, ai, rom ar
vklav­de da mxo­lod Zlie­rad va­sus­teb­de-meT­
qi, max­sovs, ga­vi­fiq­re, mainc va­ko­ceb­di-meT­qi,
mag­ram vklav­di, aha, da rad gin­da ase­Ti koc­na
kacs!
_ ho­da, avi­deT uk­ve. da me­re, bad her­sfel­
dSi rom dav­brun­de­biT, min­da, Cai­ze dag­pa­ti­Jo
an, su­ lac, ya­ va­
ze, _ am dros mxar­ ze xe­
li da­
ma­do. Se­xe­bis wer­ti­li­dan wa­mo­vi­da eleq­tru­li
de­ni, da wa­mis mea­se­deb­Si gaia­ra mTel sxeul­Si.
ena da­me­ba.
_ ele... isa... me­dea, kar­gi, ra, ar grcxve­nia?
_ ra­tom­Rac es kiT­xva da­vus­vi, _ me dag­pa­ti­Jeb,
jo­bia.
_ aba, ra si­su­le­les am­bob ax­la, _ et­yo­bo­da,
mar­Tla ga­mib­raz­da, _ ma­Sin wa­vi­deT ka­fe­Si, da
Cven Cve­ni ga­da­vi­xa­doT, ha, iq­neb, ase job­des?
_ kai, nu mib­raz­de­bi, _ dav­SoS­min­di da Ta­vi
dam­na­Sa­ved vig­rZe­ni, _ ub­ra­lod avi­rie co­ta.
mad­lo­ba mi­pa­ti­Je­bis­Tvis. au­ci­leb­lad mov­di­
var.
_ ho­da ase, _ sa­xe gau­cis­krov­nda, _ wa­vi­deT
ax­la, io­han se­bas­tia­ni gve­lis.
ise­Ti STa­beW­di­le­ba dam­rCa, rom TiT­qos mar­
Tlac gve­lo­da io­han se­bas­tian ba­xi. mi­si mu­
zeu­ mis win di­ di Zeg­ li id­ ga am ge­ nio­
sis; mar­
jve­na xel­Si bum­bu­lia­ni ka­la­mi eWi­ra, mar­cxe­na
xel­Si _ di­di sa­no­te rveu­li, ro­mel­sac qve­mo­
dan an­ge­lo­zi amag­reb­da. di­di sim­bo­lo iyo ama­

– 224 –
Si, miv­xvdi, mag­ram mainc me­deas da­vuw­ye me­re
dak­vir­ve­ba. is ne­la mi­dio­da qan­da­ke­bis­ken, me­re
ki Tva­le­bi mo­Wu­ta da TiT­qos imed­gac­rue­biT
Tqva:
_ es ra aris, uh, an­ ge­
lozs ra­ tom uWi­ ravs
no­te­bi?
_ ra­ tom da, _ me Cav­ Tva­le, rom ver gae­ go,
ami­tom ax­snas mov­ye­vi: _ imi­tom, rom, mo­qan­da­
kis az­riT, ba­xis mu­si­ka an­ge­lo­ze­bis mu­si­kaa, sa­
moT­xi­dan ga­mo­ma­va­li.
_ da, iq­neb, de­mo­ne­bi­saa, ar gi­fiq­ria? _ ase­Ti
kiT­xva mom­ca.
_ prin­cip­Si, _ sa­mi wa­mi fiq­ris me­re vuT­xa­ri,
_ eg er­Ti da igi­vea, me­dea.
ga­mi­Ri­ma. eg Ri­mi­li Cems go­ne­ba­Si aRi­beW­da
wa­ruS­le­lad, da­mer­wmu­neT. ba­xis mu­zeu­mis am­
beb­Si ki asaR­we­ri ara­fe­ria _ uf­ro swo­rad,
asaR­ we­ri bev­ ria, mag­ ram vkvde­ bi, xom iciT, da
min­da, mo­vas­wro mTlia­ni am­bis das­ru­le­ba, am
na­war­moe­bis.
ga­dav­xteT mci­re­diT, da iqi­dan ga­vag­rZe­loT,
bad her­ sfel­ dSi rom dav­ brun­diT me da kol­ xi
me­dea. ho­da, aha, dav­brun­diT bad her­sfel­dSi me
da kol­xi me­dea, qa­la­qis cen­trSi mde­ba­re ro­me­
li­Rac ka­fe­Si dav­sxe­diT, Cai Se­vuk­ve­TeT da sau­
bars mov­ye­viT. Ce­mi oja­xis Se­sa­xeb mkiT­xa, me mi­si
oja­xis Se­sa­xeb vkiT­xe, Cem­sa da Ta­vis pro­fe­sia­ze
me­la­pa­ra­ka, mu­si­ka­ze _ uf­ro Tu dav­kon­kret­de­
bi, bax­ze. da, ai, ma­Sin aR­mo­va­Ci­ne, mis Tva­leb­
Si rom Ca­ vi­
xe­
de uf­ ro Rrmad, rom Tur­ me mi­si
fe­ra­di gar­sis Sua­Si Sa­vi xvre­li­viT mwo­lia­re

– 225 –
gu­gis siR­rmi­dan mu­si­ka mes­mo­da; mi­va­yu­ra­de me
am mu­si­kas da, gind dai­je­reT, gind ara _ es iyo
Se­sa­va­li na­wi­li „ioa­nes vne­ba­ni­dan“:1 „Her, un­ser
Her­rscher~. es mu­si­ka Tu mo­gis­me­niaT, gaix­se­neT,
ro­go­ri jo­jo­xe­Tu­ria, ro­gor iw­ve­ba msme­ne­li
gee­nis cec­xlSi; fu­gis er­Ti Te­ma iw­ye­ba ra­Rac
er­Ti no­tiT, me­re es no­ti maR­lde­ba, me­re Tav­
da­pir­vel JRe­ra­do­ba­ze uf­ro qve­viT iwevs, wva­
lobs, isev maR­lde­ba, erTs ki­dev wai­wevs win, isev
dab­lde­ba, sis­xli sdis, wya­li un­da, mag­ram ba­
xi Zmrian Rru­bels us­vams tu­Ceb­ze, anad­gu­rebs;
ro­gorc qris­te gol­go­Ta­ze mi­ma­va­li tan­ju­
lob­da, fexs iT­rev­da _ xan win dgam­da, xan ukan _
ise Ta­ma­Sobs ba­xic no­te­biT _ xan maR­la mih­yavs,
xan dab­la anar­cxebs, sik­vdi­lis­Tvis ime­tebs am
mu­si­kas _ mag­ram Sen, WeS­ma­ri­to msme­ne­lo, un­
da ga­var­de qris­tes ir­gvliv Sek­re­bi­li brbo­dan,
un­da gaW­ra brbos brma jaW­vi, da un­da Tqva, rom
Sen, ai, Sen miex­ma­re­bi qris­tes jvris wa­mo­Re­ba­
Si; ro­mae­le­bi dag­Tan­xmde­bian, da Senc it­vir­Tav
qris­tes mZi­me jvars gol­go­Tas mTa­ze, Tan ie­sos
gaam­xne­veb Se­ni sit­yve­biT, co­tac, ufa­lo, co­
tac gau­Ze­lio; dae­ce­mi er­Ti-or­jer qris­tes­Tan
er­Tad, er­Ti-or­jer da­gaj­de­ba Sa­vi yo­ra­nic,

1. „vne­ba­ni“ _ iohan sebastian baxis mo­nu­men­ta­lu­ri na­war­moe­bi. ba­

xis na­war­moeb­Si  evangelisturi moT­xro­ba Sei­cavs da capo ariebs
da spe­cia­lu­rad da­we­ril poe­tur teq­steb­sa da qo­ra­lebs. Cve­nam­
de sru­lad moaR­wia da ar­se­bobs: „vne­ba­ni ioa­nes mi­xed­viT“(rac
teq­stSi mox­se­nie­bu­lia, ro­gorc „ioa­nes vne­ba­ni“), „vne­ba­ni ma­Tes
mi­xed­viT“ da ase­ve teq­sti na­war­moe­bi­sa „vne­ba­ni lu­kas mi­xed­viT“.
da­kar­gu­lad iT­vle­bo­da „vne­ba­ni mar­ko­zis mi­xed­viT“ rom­e­lic
aRad­gi­nes  meoce saukuneSi.

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mxre­bis dag­lej­vas da­gi­pi­rebs, amo­gac­lis ki­dec
co­ta xorcs, mag­ram, Se­xe­dav Tu ara uf­lis sis­
xlCa­sul Tva­lebs, yve­la tki­vi­li da­ga­viw­yde­ba.
es da­vi­na­xe Ce­mi kol­xi me­deas Tva­leb­Si, da aTas­
jer uf­ro Zlie­rad Se­miy­var­da. ga­da­vi­rie am­xe­la
ka­ci, mok­led. ba­xis mu­si­ka­ze saub­ri­sa da Cais
da­le­vis Sem­deg qa­laq­Si ga­via­reT me da me­deam.
ze­viT vi­yu­re­bo­di, TiT­qmis ca­Si, ro­ca ma­Ral
koSks mov­ka­ri Tva­li, mTa­var ke­del­ze saa­TiT da
am saa­Tis da­sav­leT ke­del­ze ga­moS­ve­ri­li xis ga­
sav­le­liT, ro­me­lic mTav­rde­bo­da sad­Rac haer­
Si ga­mo­ki­de­biT, mag­ram wa­me­bis Sem­deg aR­mo­va­Ci­
ne, rom am xis ga­sav­le­lis Tav­ze _ daax­loe­biT,
met­ri da or­moc­daa­Ti san­ti­met­riT maR­la _ iyo
Sa­vi To­kiT ga­ke­Te­bu­li sax­rCo­be­la, ro­mel­sac,
Tqven war­moid­gi­neT da, zed Sa­vi yo­ra­ni ej­da.
me­deas­Tvis rom mo­min­da ki­ser­Si koc­na, av­to­bu­
si­dan rom Ca­dio­da, TiT­qmis ise­Ti­ve Ji­niT mo­maw­
va im wams Ta­vis mok­vlis sur­vi­li _ Tan, mxo­lod
ise, im yul­fSi rom ga­me­ya­ra Ta­vi. amas gul­Si xom
ver dav­flav­di, ho­da me­deas da­vu­Za­xe:
_ me­dea, na­xe, _ da ze­viT mi­va­niS­ne koS­kze,
_ sax­rCo­be­las xe­dav? Tan zed yo­ra­ni azis. ra
poe­ tu­ria, vax!.. _ rom dav­ xe­
de Cems kolx me­
deas, Tva­le­bi wyliT amev­so, da im wam­sve ga­vi­
xe­de gan­ze, rom ar Seem­Cnia.
_ vxe­dav, _ miT­ xra, _ mag­ ram Sen Tu xe­ dav
imas, ma­gis qve­viT, sax­li rom dgas TeT­ri fe­ris,
Sa­vi sa­xu­ra­vi rom aqvs na­xev­rad dam­pa­li? ma­gis
fan­jreb­Si To­ji­ne­bi iyu­re­bian. poe­tu­ri ram­de­
na­daa, ar vi­ci, mag­ram sa­Si­Si ki Cans.

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 _ mar­Tla ra ma­ga­ria, _ vuT­xa­ri gul­wrfe­lad,
mag­ram gu­li mainc im ma­Ra­li koS­kis­ken mi­mi­wev­da,
ho­da arc es da­mi­ma­lavs: _ mag­ram, me­dea, me mainc
im koS­kis­ken mi­mi­wevs gu­li. uh, ra aris!..
_ ho, _ gae­ci­na, _ ori­vem vi­po­veT am qa­laq­Si
ra­Rac, mTa­va­ri esaa.
min­do­da, meT­qva, Sen gi­po­ve-meT­qi am qa­laq­Si,
mag­ram, ra Tqma un­ da, ara­fe­
ri miT­ qvams, da im
dRem ase Caia­ra. yve­la­fe­ri mSvi­do­biT mi­dio­da
Cvens ur­Tier­To­ba­Si, sa­nam rus­Tav­Si ar Ca­ve­diT
ukan, da _ ge­nebs ras uzams ka­ci! _ me lo­To­ba
ar ga­va­Ca­Re. ga­va­Ca­Re lo­To­ba, ho­da erT dRes
avi­Ce­me, Cems ma­lul sat­rfos sim­Re­ra un­da vum­
Re­ro da es siy­va­ru­li ga­mo­vam­zeu­ro-meT­qi.
ga­var­kvie, sad iyo im mo­men­tSi, Ce­mi sax­li­dan
kom­piu­te­ris di­na­mi­ke­bi avi­Re, te­le­fon­Si Oh­ne
dich-is1 ka­rao­ke ver­sia ga­da­vi­we­re, taq­sSi Cav­je­
qi da im mi­sa­mar­Tis­ken gav­wie, Ce­mi kol­xi me­dea
rom me­gu­le­bo­da. me­gob­ro­bis gam­zi­ris or­moc­
daerT no­mer­Si mi­ve­di, meo­re mu­si­ka­lu­ri sko­
lis gver­dze rom pi­ce­riaa, iq. Ce­mi me­dea or da­
qal­Tan er­Tad dam­xvda, da es am­ba­vi ga­mi­xar­da,
rad­gan, rom mo­me­ta­ca, or go­gos sa­la­pa­ra­kos
ra ga­mou­lev­da. Cem­ken zur­giT ij­da me­dea da,
ro­ca Se­ve­di, ar da­vu­na­xi­var. pi­ce­riis me­ne­jers
Cu­mad da­ve­la­pa­ra­ke da ne­bar­Tva vTxo­ve, sat­
rfos erT sim­Re­ras Se­vus­ru­leb-meT­qi. dam­Tan­
xmda, ho­da mec Se­vaer­Te di­na­mi­ki te­le­fon­Si,

1. ger­ma­nu­li me­tal jguf Ram­mstein-is sim­Re­ra, ro­man­ti­ku­li ba­

la­da, ro­me­lic Se­su­lia 2004 wlis al­bom­Si „Rei­se, Rei­se~.

– 228 –
Cav­rTe is gad­mo­we­ri­li ka­rao­ke ver­sia da, Ta­vi
rom Se­moab­ru­na kol­xma me­deam Cem­ken, ma­Sin­Ra
da­vuq­nie xe­li. Oh­ne dich kann ich nicht sein-meT­qi,
vum­Re­ro­di, rac iTar­gmne­ba, ro­gorc: „uSe­nod
me ver vi­coc­xleb“. bo­los, sim­Re­ras rom mov­
rCi, vuT­xa­ri, me­dea, ga­mom­ye­vi, saq­me maqvs-meT­
qi. di­na­mi­ke­bi iq­ve dav­to­ve. kar­gio, ase miT­xra
da, go­goe­bo, uCe­mod gaag­rZe­le­To, mia­Za­xa me­
gob­rebs. mis­ma er­Tma da­qal­ma Tva­lic ki Ca­mik­
ra da ma­niS­na, aba, Sen icio. ra vi­co­di me, aba?!
ga­da­ke­ti­li mqon­da go­ne­ba, im­de­ni da­me­lia,
mag­ram fex­ze mainc vi­de­qi, da Tan Se­sa­xe­dao­
bi­Tac Zlie­rad ar vi­ya­vi Sec­vli­li. mok­led,
wa­viy­va­ne Ce­mi kol­xi me­dea iaR­lu­jas er­Ti go­
ra­kis­ken, aviy­va­ne zed, dav­de­qiT cen­trSi, Se­
maR­le­bul ad­gi­las, da­vu­Co­qe, mi­si er­Ti far­fa­
ta xe­li Cems uxeS xe­leb­Si mo­viq­cie, da da­bal
to­na­lo­ba­Si, nam­dvi­lad wrfe­li gu­liT vuT­xa­
ri, miy­var­xar-meT­qi. ara­fe­ri upa­su­xia. Ta­vi­dan
Tva­le­bi auc­rem­lian­da, er­Ti Rrmad Cai­sun­Tqa,
isic Cai­mux­la da pir­da­pir tu­Ceb­Si ma­ko­ca, ner­
wyvi amom­wo­va. Ca­vi­ka­ri gul­Si Ce­mi me­dea, er­
Ta­der­Ti siy­va­ru­li, vkoc­ne da vkoc­ne, vkoc­ne
da vkoc­ ne, vkoc­ ne da vkoc­ ne. uceb amoi­ xav­
la,
da me vig­rZe­ni, ro­gor dam­fxaW­na am xa­vil­ma su­
lis Sig­ni­dan. xe­le­bi Se­mov­xvie wi­ni­dan, Ca­vem­xe
da Ca­ve­ka­ri. xao­da me­deac, vxao­di mec. xe­leb­Si
mi­far­Txa­leb­da _ un­do­da, gam­sxlto­mo­da. uk­ve
vyvi­ro­di, da cas wvde­bo­da Ce­mi Rria­li sa­Ra­
mo­xans. sa­xe­ze sul Tqrial-Tqria­liT mas­xam­da
mi­si pi­ri­dan gad­mo­ma­va­li dor­bli da sis­xli

– 229 –
er­Tad. ga­vuS­vi me­re xe­li, Tan mag­rad vti­ro­
di. uceb Za­lian Se­me­Sin­da, ho­da Sin ga­vi­qe­ci,
mci­re bar­gi Ca­va­la­ge, be­bia­Cems pen­siis da­na­
zo­gi mov­pa­re, Ce­mi da­na­zo­gic avi­Re, ga­vi­qe­ci
ae­ro­por­tSi, bi­le­Ti vi­yi­de, eq­vsi saa­Ti SiS­Si
gav­lie, ro­ca ve­lo­de­bo­di reiss. me­re, ro­gorc
iq­na, TviT­mfri­nav­ze ave­di, kiev­Si rom mif­ri­nav­
da. uk­rai­nis de­da­qa­laq­Si ki­dev sa­mi saa­Ti gav­
Cer­di, Sem­deg fran­kfur­tis reis­ze dav­je­qi, da
Ca­ve­di isev ger­ma­nia­Si, sa­dac, ori wlis me­re,
co­li Se­vir­Te _ ma­Rai­ke er­qva, mag­ram me ma­ri­kas
ve­Zax­di. mSve­nie­ri go­go iyo, od­nav uc­nau­ri ga­
dax­re­biT _ ma­ga­li­Tad, ai, tu­Ceb­Si Tu ma­ko­ceb,
gu­li ame­re­vao, ase miT­xra ma­Sin, ro­ca siy­va­
ru­li avux­se­ni. mec ame­re­va-meT­qi, rom vuT­xa­
ri, sa­xe gau­cis­krov­nda da, dar­wmu­ne­bu­li var,
go­ne­ba­Si uk­ve Cve­ni Svi­le­bis por­tre­te­bi da­xa­
ta. oc­da­ca­me­ti wlis asak­Si _ Ce­mi si­coc­xlis
bo­lo we­li­wads _ uk­ve ori Svi­li myav­da: erTs
io­ha­ne­si er­qva, Ter­Tme­ti wlis iyo, da meo­res
ni­ko­lo­zi hqon­da sa­xe­li, oT­xi wli­sas. kar­gi
bi­We­bi iy­vnen me­tad. Ce­mi si­coc­xlis bo­lo dRes
_ ai, am dRes zus­tad _ io­ha­ne­si for­te­pia­nos
ej­da, me mo­mak­vda­vi se­niT Sep­yro­bi­li vi­we­qi sa­
re­cel­ze. uceb Cem­ma Svil­ma sao­ca­ri me­lo­diis
dak­vra daiw­yo _ Mein Herz brennt1 _ da ga­max­sen­da
is siz­ma­ri, ro­mel­Siac me me­deas gu­li­saT­vis Ce­

1. Ram­mstein-is sim­Re­ra, ro­me­lic Se­su­lia 2001 wlis al­bom­Si „Mut­

ter~. 2012 wlis Svid de­kem­bers sim­Re­ra xel­meo­red ga­mo­vi­da, Ta­
vad jgu­fis mier­ve aran­Ji­re­bu­li, ro­me­lic, pir­van­de­lis­gan gan­
sxva­ve­biT, srul­de­bo­da for­te­pia­no­ze.

– 230 –
mi gu­li dav­wvi, dav­fer­fle da es fer­fli mas­ve
mi­ve­ci sak­mev­lad, Cem­Tvis rom elo­ca. sao­ca­ri
sik­vdi­liT mov­kvdi: Cem­ma vaJ­ma rom daas­ru­la
kom­po­zi­ciis dak­vra, me, lo­gi­nad Ca­var­dni­li
ka­ci, fex­ze wa­mov­xti, for­te­pia­nos­Tan mi­vir­bi­
ne, ram­Stai­nis mu­si­kis sa­for­te­pia­no no­te­bi­dan
ula­ma­ze­si ga­das­vla ga­va­ke­Te sol mi­nor to­na­
lo­bi­sa­ken, da „ioa­nes vne­ba­nis“ saor­Ra­no par­
tia am sak­rav­ze Se­vas­ru­le. sul bo­los, dak­vra
rom da­vas­ru­le, isev ga­vi­qe­ci Ce­mi sa­wo­lis­ken,
Sig Cav­we­qi, sa­ba­ni ga­da­vi­fa­re da de­da­mi­wa­ze
uka­nas­kne­lad amo­vi­sun­Tqe.
sa­co­da­vi Ce­mi ma­ri­ka, ara? de­da­Ce­mic. ro­gor
miy­var­da kol­xi me­dea... me sa­co­davs. Se­min­dobs
Rmer­Ti?

2 seq­tem­be­ri _ 8 seq­tem­be­ri,
gan­Tia­di, sav­sem­Tva­reo­ba, 2017 we­li

– 231 –
 ho­mo­ga­me­tu­ri imed­gac­rue­ba

_ qro­mo­so­ma­Ta hap­loi­du­ri ric­xvi gaaC­niaT

ga­me­tebs, mi­qael, ges­mis, Ce­mo Zmao? _ meub­ne­bo­
da sa­leo­si, fsi­qiat­riu­lis pa­cien­ti da erT_
er­Ti Ce­mi mar­Tlac nam­dvi­li me­go­ba­ri, _ ho­da
es ga­me­te­bi, mi­qael, war­moiq­mne­bian _ mi­qael,
mi­qael, ges­mis, mis­men? mis­mi­ne _ sas­qe­so jir­
kvle­bis epi­Te­liu­mis gan­vi­Ta­re­bis pro­ces­Si.
ga­me­teb­Ta­naa da­kav­Si­re­bu­li am sa­ziz­Ra­ri mem­
kvid­reo­bi­Ti in­for­ma­ciis ga­da­ce­ma mSob­li­dan
Svil­ze. ban­kis va­lebs eS­ve­le­ba, mi­qael, mag­ram
ge­nebs _ ara. gin­da Tu ar gin­da _ jo ko­ke­ri ki
ar tyuo­da1 _ mainc ma­ma­Se­nis Svi­li xar!..
Ce­mi ne­biT vmu­Saob­di fsi­qiat­riul­Si did xans
mxo­lod imis­Tvis, rom si­ga­re­tis da or­moc­daaT
TeT­ria­ni su­pe­bis fu­li mqo­no­da. ro­ca pir­ve­li
dRe ga­mi­Ten­da iq sa­mu­Sao, Ta­vi nam­dvi­li ka­ci me­
go­na, ami­tom ise­Ti Se­mar­Te­biT da mainc TiT­qos
od­na­vi mor­cxvo­biT Sev­dgi na­bi­je­bi or sar­Tu­

1. igu­lis­xme­ba jo ko­ke­ris sim­Re­ra „My Fat­her’s Son~.

– 232 –
lian be­to­nis Se­no­ba­Si, ro­gorc pir­vel­kla­sel­ma
bav­Svma _ sko­la­Si, swav­la rom swyu­ria. sa­leo­
sic iq ga­vi­ca­ni, ro­gorc uk­ve mix­vde­bo­diT. pir­
ve­lad rom da­vi­na­xe, mor­yeul sa­var­Zel­Si ij­da,
mar­jve­na xe­lis ce­ra da saC­ve­ne­be­li Ti­Ti lo­
yeb­ze Se­moeW­do, da­nar­Ce­ni sa­mi ki ni­kap­qveS amoe­
do. arc amou­xe­davs Cem­Tvis, ise miT­xra:
_ mar­too­bis da­Ri gas­via Sen, Ce­mo Zmao. Se­ni
su­lis uR­rmes na­debs mxo­lod mTva­re gaa­na­Tebs,
mje­ra me amis da vi­ci zus­tad. ho­da, xe­dav Cems
ga­bur­Zgnul Tma­Si ti­lebs? _ qvis ia­taks mis­Ce­
re­bo­da isev, _ ai­Re er­Ti, Se­Wa­me da vi­me­gob­roT.
avi­Re er­Ti ti­li. ar mi­Cer­de­bo­da Ti­Tebs
So­ris, far­Txa­leb­da mo­mak­vda­vi Ci­ti­viT, mag­
ram bo­los mainc mo­viq­cie kbi­lebs Sua da Cav­
kbi­Ce. wa­lam­ze Sem­wva­ri mwva­dis ge­mo ar hqo­nia,
ra Tqma un­da, mag­ram arc araf­ris ge­mo hqon­da.
sa­ma­gie­rod, ro­gorc ki ga­dav­yla­pe Ce­mi me­tad
pa­ta­ra ulu­fa, aR­ta­ce­bu­li wa­moiW­ra fex­ze sa­
leo­si, xe­li Ca­mo­mar­Tva da miT­xra, ka­ci xa­ro
ka­cu­ri. amis me­re vme­gob­rob­diT Cven or­ni.
_ mi­qael, er­Ti ui­me­do stro­fi miT­xa­ri, Tu
Zma xar, _ meub­ne­bo­da xol­me xan­da­xan sa­leo­si.
_ ime­dad ar­vin me­gul­vis ar­sad,
da veT­xo­ve­bi si­coc­xles mok­les.
poe­tad ar var da­ba­de­bu­li,
mag­ram min­da, rom leq­seb­Si mov­kvde. _ vet­yo­
di xol­me mec.
_ mar­Ta­lia, mec ase min­da sik­vdi­li, mi­qael,
_ met­yo­da xol­me da Ca­sis­xlia­ne­bul Tva­leb­Si
var­dis­fe­ri pwka­ri uC­nde­bo­da.

– 233 –
 erT dRes, ro­de­sac uk­ve sax­lSi vbrun­de­bo­di
fsi­qiat­riu­li­dan, ka­tos ga­mog­zav­ni­li Set­yo­
bi­ne­ba mo­mi­vi­da, Tu gin­da, amo­dio Cem­Tan. vi­ci,
ka­to rom ar­sad mix­se­ne­bia jer, da ami­tom ax­la
vit­yvi: es iyo go­go, ro­me­lic miy­var­da da, di­di
al­ba­To­biT, dRem­de miy­vars. ro­gorc yo­vel­Tvis
an ro­gorc aras­dros, ise ga­mi­xar­da, rom wa­miT
sul da­vi­viw­ye gra­vi­ta­cia, ua­ri vTqvi TviT niu­
ton­ ze, da Sua qu­ Ca­
Si av­xti haer­ Si. me­re dav­
fiq­rdi da miv­xvdi, ise viq­ceo­di, ro­gorc, ste­
reo­ti­pis mi­xed­viT, im da­we­se­bu­le­bis mkvid­rni,
sa­dac me, SeiZ­le­ba iT­qvas, vmu­Saob­di. mok­led,
miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom fe­xiT sia­ru­li yo­vel­Tvis
mer­Civ­na tran­spor­tiT ga­daad­gi­le­bas, mainc ga­
va­Ce­re Cvid­me­ti no­me­ri sa­mar­Sru­to taq­si, rom,
rac SeiZ­le­bo­da, ma­le miv­su­li­ya­vi ka­tos­Tan sax­
lSi. ro­gorc Ce­mi Cu­mi msje­lo­bi­dan ga­mo­ta­ni­li
das­kvnis mi­xed­viT Can­da, mar­to iyo ka­to Sin an,
yo­vel Sem­Txve­va­Si, un­da yo­fi­li­yo.
TeT­ri fe­ris ma­Ral­We­rian _ Tu SeiZ­le­ba, ase
ewo­dos _ „sprin­ter­Si“ arc mu­si­ka iyo Car­Tu­li
da arc fan­jre­bi dam­xvda Ca­weu­li, mi­si er­Tgva­
ri We­ri­dan ga­mo­ma­va­li lurj_iis­fe­ri sxi­ve­bi
ki iqau­ro­bas ki­dev uf­ro met me­lan­qo­liu­ro­bas
sZen­da. me­lan­qo­lia, Ta­vi­si ar­si­Ta da Ce­mi ga­ge­
biT, uf­ro di­dia, vid­re _ dep­re­sia. dep­re­sia gzaa
Ta­vis mok­vli­sa­ken an, uke­Tes _ Tun­dac ua­res _
Sem­Txve­va­Si, bu­neb­ri­vi sik­vdi­li­sa­ken. me­lan­qo­
lia ki pa­ta­ra qris­tia­nu­li sa­me­fos­Tvis di­di
qris­tia­nu­li mte­ri sa­me­fo­sa­vi­Taa _ ar gklavs,
mag­ram mTe­li cxov­re­ba win ar giS­vebs da iqam­de

– 234 –
mih­yav­xar, sik­vdi­lic ki rom sa­nat­re­li gix­de­ba;
erT did mo­rev­Si gat­ria­lebs iqam­de, sa­nam ko­
ma­Si ar Ca­var­de­bi, Tum­ca­Ra mainc ar mok­vde­bi;
usas­ru­lo­ba xde­ba Se­ni yo­fac da Se­niv cxov­re­
bac, usas­ru­lo­ba ki, vfiq­rob, yve­la­ze prog­no­
zi­re­ba­di ra­maa, rac ki ar­se­bo­bas SeiZ­le­ba Tan
ax­ldes am sam­ya­ro­Si, rad­gan usas­ru­lo­ba­Si, sa­
dac arc sik­vdi­lia da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, Tu sik­vdi­li
araa, si­coc­xlec fu­Wia, yve­la­fe­ri Se­gue­ba­dia.
diax, ai, ma­ga­li­Tad, ad­re, Rrma bav­Svo­ba­Si, Tva­
lebs rom dav­xu­Wav­di da vcdi­lob­di, jo­jo­xe­Ti
war­mo­med­gi­na, Tval­win sul ma­ra­diu­li cec­xli,
daus­ru­le­be­li yvi­ri­li da tan­jva_wa­me­ba mid­ge­
bo­da xol­me, ri­sic, ar da­gi­ma­lavT da, Za­lian
me­Si­no­da. mag­ram me­re, wle­bi rom ga­vi­da da bev­
ri ram ga­dav­xar­Se Tu ga­da­me­xar­Sa am Sav_bnel
go­ne­ba­Si, miv­xvdi, rom Tu jo­jo­xe­Ti mar­Tlac
ise­Tia, ro­go­ric xalxs war­moud­ge­nia _ mud­mi­vi
cec­xli, wa­me­ba da tki­vi­li _ ma­Sin is su­lac araa
jo­jo­xe­Ti, rad­ga­nac ada­mia­ni, yve­la­ze dia­di,
mag­ram, amav­drou­lad, yve­la­ze mda­bio ar­se­ba de­
da­mi­wa­sa da mTels „ir­mis nax­tom­Si“, iseT­nai­ra­
daa mow­yo­bi­li, rom, Tu dros mis­cem, yve­la­fers
mieC­ve­va da See­gue­ba. ma­ra­diu­li tan­jvac ki ar
SeiZ­le­ba, rea­lu­ri tan­jva iyos, rad­gan nam­dvil
wa­me­bas obieq­tze moq­me­de­ba ki ar iw­vevs, ara­med
_ imis gaT­vic­no­bie­re­ba, rom es moq­me­de­ba mud­mi­
vi ar aris da odes­Rac das­rul­de­ba. da Tu jo­
jo­xeT­Si cod­vi­li su­le­bi is­je­bian, mag­ram Tu
jo­jo­xe­Ti sau­ku­no sa­tan­jve­lia, ma­Sin am prob­
le­ma­sac daaR­wevs Tavs ada­mia­ni, rom­lis mi­sad­mi

– 235 –
ga­sa­Re­bi iq­ne­ba TviT miC­ve­va. sul rom mi­liar­
do­biT gza ga­mo­na­xon dam­sje­leb­ma jo­jo­xeT­Si,
sul mi­liar­djer rom da­sa­jon iq Ti­Toeu­li
cod­vi­li su­li, manc ve­ras daak­le­ben isi­ni ada­
mia­nebs. da ma­Sin­Ra miv­xvdi, rom Tu jo­jo­xe­Ti
ar­se­bobs, is, San­sic ar aris, ga­mo­ric­xu­lia, ver
iq­ne­ba ase­Ti mda­bio, ase­Ti er­Tfe­ro­va­ni, ara­med
Tu jo­jo­xe­Tis ar­se­bo­ba mar­Tlac WeS­ma­ri­te­baa,
ma­Sin is bev­rad uf­ro dia­di Ca­na­fiq­ria, sa­va­rau­
dod, mTa­va­ri Se­moq­me­di­sa.
bo­los da bo­los, ga­va­Ce­re­bi­ne tran­spor­ti,
mi­ve­ci mZRols kuT­vni­li or­moc­daa­Ti TeT­ri,
as­fal­tis bor­diur­ze Ca­mov­xti da tro­tuar­ze
ga­da­ve­di im wuT­Si­ve. ka­to, Ce­mi ka­to _ ro­gor
miy­var­da! _ rva­sar­Tu­lian bi­na­Si meeq­vse sar­
Tul­ze cxov­rob­da, ro­mel­sac, ga­sak­vi­ria da,
ori­ve _ wi­nac da uka­na _ mxri­dan hqon­da far­
To ai­va­ni. Ta­vad bi­na ori ase­Ti­ve kor­pu­sis Sua
iyo moq­ceu­li, da am sa­mi­ve uzar­ma­zar korpuss,
mTe­bi­viT rom aR­mar­Tu­li­yo Sua qa­laq­Si, mar­
Tlac Se­sa­fe­ri­sad uzar­ma­za­ri­ve ezo hqon­da.
kuT­xis mar­ket­Si Cem­Tvis Tam­ba­qo vi­yi­de, ra­
sac ka­tos­Tvi­sac da­va­yo­le er­Ti rZia­ni So­ko­
la­di. uy­var­da, ra­Ra Tqma un­da. yve­la qals Tu
go­gos uy­vars So­ko­la­di da, me­re ra, rom ka­to
me miy­var­da, is mded­ro­bi­Ti sqe­sis war­mo­mad­ge­
ne­li iyo mainc. ho­ da, mok­ led, Se­ve­
di am sa­ mi
kor­pu­siT gar­Se­mor­tymul mtvrian ezo­Si. ca­
rie­li iyo iqau­ro­ba sul, rad­gan ise­Ti ve­lu­ri
qa­ri qro­da, xeeb­ze foT­leb­sac ki ar to­veb­da.
Ce­miv leq­sis bo­lo stro­fi ga­max­sen­da:

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 qa­ris stve­na me­tad mar­Tobs...
Sin viq­ne­bi mu­dam mar­tod!..

Sub­li da­me­na­ma, xe­lis­gu­le­bi ga­meJ­Rin­Ta ci­

vi of­liT, dac­va­ru­li sa­xe mib­rwyi­nav­da Rrub­
le­bi­dan ga­mo­cu­re­bu­li mzis wya­lo­biT. in­stiq­
tu­rad avi­xe­de Tu ame­xe­da meeq­vse sar­Tul­ze,
pir­da­pir Ce­mi ka­tos aiv­nis­ken, da ras vxe­dav:
dga­nan ai­van­ze ga­sas­vlel kar­Tan is da Ta­vi­si
da­qa­li da er­Tma­neTs koc­nian! ar ga­dav­reul­
var da arc gav­bra­ze­bul­var, mag­ram, Rmer­To,
ro­gor ar ga­dav­reul­var da arc gav­bra­ze­bul­
var?! Sa­vi um­kla­vo mai­su­ri ec­va ka­tos da­qals
da da­tan­ta­leb­da gai­Zve­ru­lad tru­se­bis ama­ra,
ka­to ki, Ta­vi­si bu­neb­ri­vad mrav­lis­met­yve­li
sa­xis nak­vTe­biT, TiT­qos Wur­We­li iyo, sai­da­nac
wya­li ga­daaq­cie­so, im­de­nad da­ca­rie­le­bu­li­yo,
Rmer­To Ce­mo!.. vxe­dav­di, koc­nid­nen ro­gor xa­
me­bi­viT er­Tma­neTs, uWer­dnen ra­rig ga­ma­le­biT
dun­du­leb­ze xe­lebs, mag­ram Tan verc vxe­dav­di,
ai! Rmer­To, ha?!. ra iyo es, a?.. ris­Tvis gam­wi­re
me da ris­Tvis ga­wi­re_meT­qi ka­cob­rio­ba, vfiq­
rob­di. crem­lic ki wa­mo­mi­vi­da, rad­ga­nac ka­to,
Ce­mi ka­to, Ce­mi ka­ta_ka­to, er­Ta­der­Ti siy­va­ru­
li Ce­mi, Rmer­To, Rmer­Ti Ce­mi, er­Tdros me­tad
amaR­le­bu­li ka­to Ce­mi, id­ga da, vi­Tom sxva ada­
mia­ne­bi­viT dae­cao Zirs, ras ake­Teb­da!..

16 mar­ti, 2016 we­li

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 yu­ri Cve­ni ar­so­bi­sa

iyo iv­li­sis Tve, id­ga xva­ti, iw­va gval­va, ca

cis­fe­ri aRar iyo, mze _ mzis­fe­ri, mi­wa _ mi­wis­
fe­ri, ga­xu­re­bu­li­yo hae­ri, xeee­bi dar­bod­nen gi­
Je­bi­viT da sax­le­bis ked­lebs Ta­ve­biT as­kde­bod­
nen, dauZ­lu­re­bu­li­yo yo­ve­li coc­xa­li ar­se­ba
da, saer­Tod, rom dauk­vir­des ada­mia­ni, uxe­Sia
da uaz­roa da si­su­le­le iv­li­sis ar­se­bo­ba _ sad­
Rac zaf­xu­lis Sua­Sia ga­mok­ve­ti­li da, imis ga­mo,
rom iv­ni­si pir­ve­li da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, amo­sun­Tqvis
Tvea, xo­lo ag­vis­to uk­ve Rrma Ca­sun­Tqvis­Tvis
am­za­debs ka­cob­rio­bas, iv­li­sis Tves az­ri ekar­
ge­ba. sa­ziz­Ra­ria mar­Tlac; iv­li­si Tvea, ro­
ca ara­vis ar­se­bo­ba araa ga­mar­Tle­bu­li; iv­li­si
Tvea, ro­ca cxov­re­ba Wirs; iv­li­si Tvea, ro­ca
is­ve­neb, mag­ram das­ve­ne­ba gin­da. mo­min­da mec das­
ve­ne­ba, ra ga­sak­vi­ria, da ga­vi­fiq­re: „da­vi­Ra­le.
da­vi­Ra­le, rom sul das­ve­ne­ba min­da. da­vi­Ra­le,
rom sul daR­li­li var. Tav­Si qva min­da! uh, ra
iq­ne­bo­da!.. das­ve­ne­ba! za­ria! me­sa­mes da meoT­

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xes So­ ris di­di pau­ zaa! aTi wu­ Ti! mmm! bu­ fet­
Si Ca­vi­do­di! er­Ti So­ko­la­dia­ni fun­Tu­Sa, gen­
cva!“. me­re isev ga­vi­fiq­re, reb­ze vfiq­rob, xom
ar gav­giJ­di-meT­qi, ami­tom Cems aCe­Cil di­van­ze
gver­di vic­va­le da ga­dav­wyvi­te, Ta­vi ga­me­gu­da.
mok­led, wa­mo­vic­vi ba­li­Si, mag­ram Tan sun­Tqvac
min­do­da, ami­tom, meT­qi, ase ar ga­mo­va, ho­da ga­
ve­di sam­za­reu­lo­Si, Sav sa­nag­ve ce­lof­nebs sa­mi
ca­li mo­va­ke­li, dav­brun­di isev sa­wol­Si da es
po­lie­Ti­le­nis ce­lof­ne­bi sa­Ti­Taod wa­mo­vic­vi
Tav­ze. vig­rZe­ni, Ce­mi sun­Tqvis in­ten­si­vo­bas­Tan
er­Tad, ro­gor ik­leb­da Ca­sun­Tqul haer­Si Jan­
gba­dis pro­cen­tu­li rao­de­no­ba, da ro­gor ima­
teb­da nax­Si­ror­Jan­gis six­Si­re. sa­bo­lood _ ise
ar ge­go­noT, rom sai­qio­dan iwe­re­ba ax­la es yve­
la­fe­ri Ce­mi su­lie­ri kar­na­xiT _ imis ga­mo, rom
Jan­gba­di Cems tvins aRar mie­wo­de­bo­da, ga­vi­Ti­Se;
ga­vi­Ti­Se da ba­li­Si­dan Ca­mov­cur­di; Ca­mov­cur­
di ba­li­Si­dan da mom­Zvra sa­mi­ve ce­lo­fa­ni; sa­
mi­ve ce­lo­fa­ni mom­Zvra da av­to­ma­tu­rad, TiT­
qos wa­su­li de­ni mo­vi­dao, ga­vag­rZe­le sun­Tqva;
sun­Tqva rom ga­vag­rZe­le, isev mo­ve­di gons; gons
rom mo­ve­di, ce­lof­nebs dav­xe­de da miv­xvdi, rom
am eg­red wo­de­bu­li pro­ce­du­ris xel­meo­red cda
Za­lian me­za­re­bo­da, ami­to­mac mar­jve­na gver­dze
ga­dav­brun­di, Tva­le­bi dav­xu­We da da­vi­Zi­ne. mok­
led, im dRes ga­dav­rCi.
rom ga­meR­vi­Za, wmin­da gan­Tia­di iyo _ mze
TiT­qos qve­vi­dan is­ro­da for­Tox­lis­fer sxi­
vebs, ro­me­lic cas da­na­Ca­mos­mu­li naia­re­ve­bis
msgav­sad gas­dev­da. Tva­le­bis ga­xe­lis Sem­deg

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pir­ve­li­ve, rac ga­vi­fiq­re, iyo, iq­neb dRes mainc
mo­min­des-meT­qi si­coc­xle. mi­vi­xe­de mar­cxniv,
mo­vi­xe­de mar­jvniv, avi­xe­de ze­viT, Se­vi­xe­de sa­
wo­lis qve­Sac, mag­ram ver­sad vi­po­ve si­coc­xlis
sur­vi­li. po­lie­Ti­le­nis ce­lof­neb­ma wi­na jer­
ze ar gaW­ra, ami­tom ga­dav­wyvi­te, am jer­ze Tavs
Ca­mo­vix­rCob-meT­qi. ka­na­fis To­ki ar mqon­da, mag­
ram mqon­da wvri­li, Tum­ca me­tad gam­Zle lur­ji,
kap­ro­nis daw­nu­li To­ki, ro­me­lic sak­maod grZe­
li iyo, me ki Se­meZ­lo, sa­sur­vel sig­rZem­de da­
mey­va­na. av­de­qi, ga­ve­di isev sam­za­reu­lo­Si, sa­pu­
re ga­mo­va­Re, iqi­dan po­lie­Ti­le­nis ce­lof­ne­bi
gad­mo­va­la­ge, bo­los ki xe­li kap­ro­nis Tok­sac
wa­vav­le, me­re ce­lof­ne­bi isev ukan da­vab­ru­ne
da Cems sa­Zi­ne­bel oTax­Si ga­mo­ve­di. ska­mi, ro­
mel­Siac ori wlis win jer ki­dev sko­lis sag­nebs
vme­ca­di­neob­di, oTa­xis Sua­Si ga­va­co­ce, Sem­deg
mas­ze ave­di, To­kic avi­ta­ne, me­re ki mov­tvi­ne,
rom haers ver Ca­mo­ve­ki­de­bo­di, ami­to­mac isev
Zirs Ca­mo­ve­di, To­ki dav­de, ga­ve­di sa­kuW­nao­Si,
rom Ca­qu­Ci da ra­mo­de­ni­me lur­sma­ni ga­mo­me­ta­na,
vi­po­ve, ga­mo­vi­ta­ne, dav­brun­di isev Cems oTax­
Si, lur­smne­bi ji­be­Si Ca­vi­ya­re, mar­jve­na xel­Si
Ca­qu­Ci da­vi­ka­ve, mar­cxe­na­Si _ To­ki, me­re Ca­qu­
Cic mux­lebs So­ris mo­viq­cie da ise me­ka­va, rom
meo­re xe­liT er­Ti lur­sma­ni amo­me­Ro. amo­vi­
Re lur­sma­nic, er­Ti xe­liT To­ki da­vi­Wi­re, me­
re lur­sma­ni mWid­rod mi­va­de, Ca­qu­Ci uceb isev
avi­Re da Zlie­rad da­var­tyi, rom mi­We­de­bu­li­yo.
pir­ve­li­ve dar­tyma­ze Se­vi­da Wer­Si, ami­tom, uk­ve
bev­rad Ta­vi­su­fal­ma, mar­ti­vad ga­vag­rZe­le da­

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We­de­ba iqam­de, sa­nam bo­lom­de ar mie­We­da, xo­lo
Sem­deg meo­re lur­sma­ni amo­vi­Re da To­kis sxva
na­wi­lic ava­We­de. me­re vi­fiq­re, sa­mi lur­sma­ni
tyui­lad xom ar wa­mo­mi­Ria-meT­qi, ho­da To­kis
me­sa­me wer­ti­lic rom avir­Cie, sam­kuT­xe­di Seik­
ra, da ise Can­da, rom mya­rad un­da yo­fi­li­yo. Se­
sa­mow­meb­lad ori­ve xe­liT Ca­ve­Wi­de, me­re skams
fe­xi vka­ri da, rom vna­xe, gav­Cer­di, miv­xvdi, mar­
Tlac mya­ri naW­de­ve­bi ga­mom­svlo­da. ga­mi­xar­da
_ iq­neb, aq mainc da­vas­ru­lo-meT­qi yve­la­fe­ri.
ska­mi isev To­ kis qveS mov­ wie, mas­
ze ave­ di, sax­
rCo­be­la To­ki­viT dav­wa­ni kap­ro­ni da ki­se­ri
yul­fSi gav­ya­vi, me­re ki mo­vu­Wi­re _ met­ki­na, si­
mar­Tle iT­qvas _ Sem­deg er­Ti Rrmad Ca­vi­sun­Tqe
da skams fe­xi ise Zlie­rad gav­ka­ri, rom ke­dels
mie­nar­cxa, me ki dav­rCi haer­Si ga­mo­ki­de­bu­li
lurj kap­ro­nis Tok­ze. da uceb Ce­mi sa­Zi­ne­be­
li oTa­xis fan­ja­ras yva­vi Seas­kda mTe­li Za­liT.
gu­li ga­mis­kda la­mis _ vi­fiq­re, mo­ma­kiT­xes-meT­
qi uk­ve. Sem­deg sa­mi yva­vi er­Tad mie­nar­cxa mi­
nas. ara-meT­ qi, oRond es ara-meT­ qi, max­ sovs,
ga­vi­fiq­re. voc­ne­bob­di, iq­neb, Tu Tok­ma ar da­
max­rCo, kap­ron­ma ye­li mainc ga­da­miW­ras-meT­qi.
mag­ram me­re uk­ve TiT­qos ca dab­nel­dao, me da­
vi­na­xe uam­ra­vi Sa­vi frin­ve­li _ yve­la yva­vi _
ro­me­lic Ce­mi fan­jris­ken mof­ri­nav­da om­Si mra­
val­ric­xo­va­ni laS­qris mier nas­ro­li is­re­bi­viT,
da zus­tad ase­ve ga­dae­fa­raT mTe­li ze­ca; moq­
rod­nen da, bo­los, ise­Ti Za­liT Seas­kdnen Cems
fan­jrebs, rom ori­ve Cai­le­wa, yva­ve­bi ki Cems
sax­lSi Se­mof­rin­dnen, me­ta­ke­bod­nen sa­xe­Si, daf­

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rnav­dnen dab­neu­lad, ab­neu­lad, er­Tma maT­gan­ma
ki, sau­be­du­rod, To­kic ki ga­miw­yvi­ta, da me Zirs
da­ve­ci mTe­li Za­liT, ia­tak­ze ga­te­xi­li Su­Sis
nam­sxvre­vi ki ve­nas­Tan ax­los Se­mer­Wo, yva­ve­bi ki
gaf­rin­dnen. mok­led, im jer­zec ga­dav­rCi, ami­
tom isev Zi­li da das­ve­ne­ba var­Cie, mag­ram, dav­
we­qi Tu ara sa­re­cel­ze, wam­sve fiq­reb­ma ga­mi­ta­
ca. ise, ra aris, ara, fiq­ri? war­moid­gi­neT, Cve­
ni Zvir­fa­si qvec­no­bie­ri te­nian­de­ba mom­xda­ris
na­miT, Sem­deg es na­mi or­Tqlde­ba, mov­le­ne­bis
aor­Tqli­li rao­ba sad­Rac meo­re gan­zo­mi­le­ba­Si
iq­ce­va Rrub­lad, da ram­de­nia ase­Ti Rru­be­li
Cven­Si! Sem­deg isi­ni iZ­vrian, ga­daad­gil­de­bian
qvec­no­bie­ri­dan cno­bie­ris­ken, er­Tma­neTs eja­xe­
bian da, rao­den ga­sak­vi­ric ar un­da iyos, mo­dis
Cvens tvin­Si wvi­ma asoe­bis, rom­le­bic go­ne­ba­
Si gviq­ mnian sit­ yvis gu­ beebs. rac me­ tia nao­ Wi
tvin­Si, miT me­tia sit­yvis gu­bec. war­moid­gi­neT,
me­re es gu­bee­bic or­Tqlde­ba, adis sad­Rac da
meo­re gan­zo­mi­le­ba­Si qmnis uk­ve Ta­vis Rru­bels,
ro­me­lic ga­da­cur­de­ba qvec­no­bier­Si, da qvec­
no­bier­Si wa­moiw­vi­mebs, xo­lo Sem­deg isev igi­ve
meor­de­ba. mok­led rom vTqva da av­xsna, Tu fiq­
ri daiw­yo ada­mian­ma, ve­Rar ga­Cer­de­ba. Tum­ca,
faq­tia, ver ga­Ce­re­ba jo­bia fiq­ris ga­re­Se yof­
nas. vfiq­rob­di-meT­qi, vTqvi da aRar da­mis­ru­
le­bia, Tum­ca ax­la da­vas­ru­leb: war­mo­vid­gi­ne,
vi­Tom ar­se­bob­da sak­maod di­di oTa­xi, rom­lis
cen­trSic iyo ma­ria­nis Rrmu­lis1 to­li Wa siR­

1. msof­lio okia­nis uR­rme­si ad­gi­li (11023 met­ri);

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rmiT; vTqvaT, da­ Ram­da, iq ki eleq­ tro­ ba araa
gay­va­ni­li, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, oTa­xi Cab­nel­da; mo­viy­
va­noT vin­me ada­mia­ni da Sev­Ta­va­zoT oTa­xis ga­
daW­ra am sib­ne­le­Si, oRond ar vuT­xraT, ar ga­
va­ge­bi­noT im Wis ar­se­bo­bis Se­sa­xeb; Tu mSvi­do­
biT gaia­ra _ ise, rom Was­Tan wa­mi­Tac ar mou­wia
Se­xe­bis mag­var­ma qme­de­ba­mac ki _ mas ara­so­des
eco­di­ne­ba im Wis ar­se­bo­bis Se­sa­xeb, da verc ve­
ra­so­des gai­gebs, ram­xe­la xi­faTs ga­daur­Ca is
Ta­vis dro­ze, ami­tom gaag­rZe­lebs is uS­foT­vel
cxov­re­bas; mag­ram is faq­ti, rom vi­Ra­ca sas­wau­
leb­ri­vad ga­daur­Ca uf­skrul­Si Ta­viT ga­daS­ve­
bas, su­ lac ar niS­ navs imas, rom Ca­ sa­
var­ dni ar
ar­se­bobs.
ar max­sovs, ra va­ke­Te iqam­de, sa­nam mo­sa­Ra­mov­
de­bo­da _ al­baT, ara­fe­ric ar mi­ke­Te­bia _ xo­lo,
Se­bin­dda Tu ara, av­de­qi, rac pir­ve­li mom­vda
xel­Si, is Ca­vic­vi, Tam­ba­qos od­nav daW­muW­nu­li
ko­lo­fi mo­sac­mlis gu­lis ji­be­Si Ca­vi­de, asan­
Tic, yu­la­bi­dan eq­vsi ca­li la­ria­ni amo­vi­Re da
Sar­vlis ji­be­Si Ca­vi­ya­re, bo­los fex­ze Ca­vic­vi,
ka­ri ga­va­Re, ga­sa­Re­bi avi­Re, ga­ve­di, Cav­ke­te da
da­veS­vi daR­mar­Tze, ro­me­lic akav­Si­reb­da Tbi­
li­sis qu­Cas me­gob­ro­bis gam­zir­Tan. gzis pirs
rom mi­va­de­qi, ga­dav­wyvi­te, co­ta fe­xiT mev­lo,
mag­ram ma­le­ve ga­da­vi­fiq­re da, ami­tom, vi­fiq­re,
xi­dam­de sa­mar­Sru­to taq­siT mi­val-meT­qi. pir­ve­
li oc­dao­ri no­me­ri taq­si mo­vi­da _ „pir­da­pir,
me­ria, me­ta­lur­gia“ _ da mec wam­sve da­vuq­nie xe­
li ga­sa­Ce­reb­lad. ga­Cer­da, me ki mou­xer­xeb­lad
ave­di wel­Si mox­ri­li, vi­sar­geb­le im faq­tiT,

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rom Sig­ niT mZRo­ lis gar­ da sxva ara­ vin iyo, da
mar­jvniv, ka­reb­Tan eu­lad mdgom skam­ze dav­je­qi.
„ve­ji­nam­de“ ase mi­ve­diT, TiT­qmis ca­rie­li tran­
spor­tiT, da zus­tad ma­Sin ga­mik­rTa Tav­Si fiq­ri,
Tu ara­vin amo­vi­da Cems ga­Ce­re­bam­de, es niS­navs,
rom me­ fe var-meT­ qi. gav­cdiT am did ma­ Ra­
zias,
mi­ve­diT „si-ji-sis“ sa­Tao ofi­sam­dec, Ca­vuq­ro­
leT cur­ta­ve­lis qu­Ca­ze aSe­ne­bul sa­bav­Svo bib­
lio­Te­kas da, bib­lio­Te­kis gver­diT ga­moC­nda Tu
ara av­to­bu­se­bis ga­Ce­re­ba, Ce­mi tran­spor­ti jer
Se­nel­da, xo­lo bo­los Se­Cer­da, gai­Ro ka­ri da
_ war­mo­gid­ge­niaT?! _ qa­li amo­vi­da! qa­li! gav­
cof­ di jer imi­ tom, rom me­ fe ar vi­ ya­
vi, xo­ lo
me­re uk­ve imi­tom, rom, ise ga­mo­dio­da, qa­li iyo
Ce­mi swo­ri, es faq­ti ki ma­gi­Jeb­da iqam­de, sa­nam
ar ga­vac­no­bie­re, rom yve­la­fe­ri sa­Wi­ro iyo.
zo­ga­dad, yve­la­fe­ri, rac xde­ba, gar­dau­va­lo­
bis ka­no­ne­bi­Taa ga­mow­veu­li da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, sa­
Wi­roa, xo­lo is, rac sa­Wi­roa, cu­di ver iq­ne­ba.
ki, usa­mar­Tloa de­da­mi­wa­ze yve­la da yve­la­fe­ri,
mag­ram yve­la­ze sa­mar­Tlia­ni faq­ti is gax­lavT,
rom bo­lo sit­yva RmerTs ekuT­vnis, ka­cob­rio­
bas ki is­Ra dar­Ce­nia, dai­ca­dos, moiT­mi­nos, ra­me­
Tu ada­mia­ni moT­mi­ne­bis ga­re­Se is san­Te­lia, ro­
mel­Sic Za­fi mxo­lod na­xe­var siR­rmem­de Ca­dis.
zo­gi fiq­robs, rom moT­mi­ne­ba Ta­vis dam­ci­re­baa,
mag­ram, Tu vi­fiq­rebT, rom yve­laf­ris moT­me­na
Cve­ni­ve cod­ve­bis­Tvis gvi­wevs, ma­Sin yve­la­fe­ri
Ta­vis ad­gil­ze dad­ge­ba. Tu­ki saf­rTxe, ube­du­
re­ba, mwu­xa­re­ba da Si­Si Sens moT­mi­ne­bis grZno­bas
ar­yevs, gaix­se­ne RvTis­mSo­be­li, ro­me­lic jvris

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win id­ga da mo­mak­vdav Svils uyu­reb­da. mok­led,
dam­Svi­de­bu­li da sa­ku­Ta­ri fiq­re­biT na­sia­mov­ne­
bi Ca­mo­ve­di xid­Tan, ro­me­lic, sxva­Ta So­ris, er­
Ti Tvis win aR­dga, ga­da­keT­da da ga­re­mon­tda.
mi­ve­ci mZRols dam­sa­xu­re­bu­li da kuT­vni­li da
sa­mad­lo­be­li or­moc­daaT TeT­ria­ni, ga­va­Re ka­
ri, Ca­ve­di Zirs, Ca­vi­sun­Tqe da, ro­ca adu­Re­bu­
li hae­ri cxvi­ris nes­toe­bi­dan gar­kveu­li gzis
gav­liT ga­da­mi­vi­da fil­tveb­Si, miv­xvdi, rom isev
ar min­do­da cxov­re­ba. anu, Tu sur­vi­li gaqvT _
romc ar gqon­deT, mainc _ agix­sniT Cems mdgo­ma­
reo­bas, Tu aqam­de ver mix­vdiT: me vi­ya­vi mar­to.
mor­Ca da ga­Tav­da. su­le­li ar vi­ya­vi da, vi­ci,
vxvde­bo­di, rom ara­nai­ri iv­li­sis bra­li ar yo­
fi­la Ce­mi ase­Ti su­lie­ri ga­Wir­ve­ba. bev­ri rom
aRar ga­vag­rZe­lo, uk­ve xid­ze vi­ya­vi. tro­tuar­
ze ga­da­ve­di, zur­giT xi­dis erT bo­los mi­ve­ka­ri,
da­ve­lo­de, ro­ca gay­va­nil gza­ze moZ­rao­ba wa­miT
mainc Se­Cer­de­bo­da da, ro­ca sul er­Ti wa­miT ga­
Ta­vi­suf­lda ho­ri­zon­ti man­qa­ne­bis­gan, rac Za­la
da Ro­ne mqon­da, ga­vi­qe­ci. Ta­vi­dan vi­fiq­re, ga­
dav­xte­bi-meT­qi mtkvar­Si Ta­viT, mag­ram ma­le­ve
ga­da­vi­fiq­re, rad­gan ga­vaa­na­li­ze, rom su­lac ar
vi­ya­vi spor­tu­li ada­mia­ni Ce­mi cxov­re­bis we­siT
da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, xi­dis moa­jirs ver ga­da­vax­te­
bo­di. Tum­ca siC­qa­ris­Tvis ar mo­mik­lia, da gav­
rbo­di pir­da­pir, ro­gorc gam­wa­re­bu­li xa­ri _
ko­ri­da­ze, ro­gorc dab­rma­ve­bu­li mar­tor­qa gam­
bra­zeb­lis­ken, ro­gorc pa­ti­ma­ri _ ukan da­dev­ne­
bu­li ci­xis bad­ra­gis­gan; gav­rbo­di, gav­rbo­di, da
es ori an sa­mi wa­mi gai­we­la ise, ro­gorc Ca­moR­

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ven­Ti­li wve­Ti iwe­le­ba san­Tli­sa an, Tu ase gne­
bavT _ Tan im wams vig­rZe­ni Sim­Si­lis grZno­ba _
ro­gorc cxel xa­Wa­pur­Si iwe­le­ba wvnia­ni yve­li.
Tum­ca sa­bo­lood mainc Se­vas­kdi qvis xi­dis erT
ki­des, moa­jirs, ga­vi­xeT­qe Ta­vi da, Ce­mi max­vi­li
mze­ri­sa da Tval­sa­Ci­no kon­tras­tis ga­mo, da­vi­
na­xe, ro­gor Caiq­ca sak­mao rao­de­no­biT sis­xli
mtkvar­Si. rom ga­mov­fxiz­ldi, xal­xi mex­via gars.
er­Tma Ce­mi asa­kis biW­ma mkiT­xa ki­dec, Zmao, xom
kar­gad xa­ro. me vuT­xa­ri, ase kar­gad ara­so­des
vyo­fil­var-meT­qi. me­re vi­Ra­ca arc ise xan­daz­
mul­ma qal­ma miT­xra, Svi­lo, xom ar gaaf­ri­neo.
vu­pa­su­xe, ase gaf­re­ni­li ara­so­des mqo­nia-meT­qi.
ga­daw­yvi­tes, wa­vey­va­ne, mag­ram sad miv­yav­di, arc
me vi­co­di da, vSi­Sob, arc maT. ho­da, av­de­qi, tan­
sac­me­li da­vi­ber­tye, xal­xi Cem­Tan ki­dev uf­ro
ax­los mo­vix­me da mo­vat­yue, rom mwe­ra­li var da
Ce­mi per­so­na­Jis sik­vdils ve­Zeb­di. ise vsaub­rob­
di, rom ki, SeiZ­le­bo­da eW­vi Seh­par­vo­daT, mag­ram
mainc da­mi­je­reb­dnen. asec mox­da. nel-ne­la ga­me­
cal­nen, da me isev mar­to dav­rCi, ami­to­mac ne­la
mi­vuax­lov­di moa­jirs, ga­Wir­ve­biT av­coc­di mas­
ze, pi­ri mtkvris­ken vib­ru­ne, ga­dav­xe­de, xe­le­bi
gav­Sa­le da vTqvi:

_ vin icis, mtkva­ro, ras but­bu­teb, vis­Tvis

ras it­yvi? mra­val droe­bis mo­wa­me xar, mag­ram
xar ut­yvi...1

1. stri­qo­ni ni­ko­loz ba­ra­TaS­vi­lis leq­si­dan „fiq­rni mtkvris pi­

ras“;

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 da ga­dav­wyvi­te, ga­dav­mxta­ri­ya­vi, mag­ram zus­
tad im wams ga­ max­
sen­da, rom ori dRis mSie­ ri
vi­ya­vi, ami­tom gu­li wa­mi­vi­da da, imis ma­giv­rad,
rom mtkvar­Si Cav­var­dni­li­ya­vi, sa­co­da­vi­viT
tro­tuar­ze da­ve­ci, Ta­vi Zlie­rad da­var­tyi,
Tum­ca mainc ga­dav­rCi.

***
iv­li­sis Tve ise­ve gai­lia mar­too­ba­Si, ro­go­
rac _ Ce­ mi cxov­ re­bis pir­ve­
li an, esec igi­ vea,
uka­nas­kne­li oc­daer­Ti we­li­wa­di. ag­vis­to rom
dad­ga, Cems sa­wol­Si vi­we­qi, gu­lis tki­vils gul­
Si­ve vu­Cio­di, da pir­ve­li, rac ga­vi­fiq­re, max­
sovs, iyo es: „ro­ca mov­kvde­bi, al­baT, ara­vin ga­
mix­se­nebs, mag­ram, Tu mox­da sas­wau­li, da vin­mem
ga­mix­se­na, it­yvian: ar­vin ico­da, ras dae­Zeb­da,
mxo­lod vi­co­diT, rom mi­si su­li aq ve­Rar Zleb­
da. ase iq­ne­ba mar­Tlac, al­baT, Tu vin­me ga­mix­
se­nebs“. me­re uceb wa­mov­xti _ gul­ma reC­xi mi­yo,
Tum­ca ga­vu­Ze­li _ da sa­ku­Tar Tavs Se­vu­Za­xe,
ra pe­si­miz­mi agit­yda am­xe­la kacs, ga­reT ga­di,
sa­xe mzes miu­fic­xe, Wi­qa ga­da­ka­ri, pla­ni mo­wie,
go­go gai­Ci­ne, xal­xSi ga­di-meT­qi. me­re isev Se­ve­
wi­naaR­mde­ge Tavs: „gan­mar­toe­biT yof­na ada­mian­
Si su­lie­ri gan­Zis wya­roa, xo­lo vinc am saq­mes
ga­Sor­de­ba, ise dac­lis da ise gaf­lan­gavs mTel
am su­lier Zvir­fa­seu­lo­bas, ro­gorc lo­Ti ka­ci
flan­gavs oja­xis fuls sas­mel­Si; gan­mar­toe­ba­
sa da si­ Cu­
me­
Si _ da ara xal­ xsa da xmaur­ Si _
iba­de­ba dia­di az­re­bi, rom­le­bic SeiZ­le­ba iyos

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RvTiu­ri, SeiZ­le­ba iyos eS­ma­keu­li, Tum­ca ori­
ve di­de­bu­lia; sa­zo­ga­doe­ba­Si ga­reu­li ada­mia­
ni sa­ku­Tar bo­ro­te­bas ise eb­rZvis, ro­gorc _
avad­myof da sust bavSvs, xo­lo is, vinc mar­toa,
ise, ro­gorc _ go­liaTs. me, Ce­mo Zvir­fa­so Ta­
vo, an un­da ga­dav­rCe, an da­vi­Ru­po sa­bo­lood,
To­rem ub­ra­lod yof­na me ar me­kuT­vnis da arc
min­da“. da am dros, Cem­da mou­lod­ne­la­dac ki,
uceb mo­min­da, ki­dev er­Txel mqo­no­da Se­xe­ba sik­
vdil­Tan, Tum­ca ara pir­da­pir _ su­le­li ar vi­
ya­vi, da vxvde­bo­di, rom am­de­ni wa­ru­ma­te­be­li
cdis Sem­deg axa­lic wa­ru­ma­teb­lad das­rul­de­
bo­da, rad­gan ar hqon­da gan­ge­bas ga­daw­yve­ti­li
jer Ce­mi was­vla _ ara­med iri­bad, ho­da gav­var­di
ga­reT Sor­te­bi­sa da Cus­te­bis ama­ra, da mTel
ezo­Si da­viw­ye yvi­ri­li gan­wi­ru­lad:
_ ga­moas­ve­neT mic­va­le­bu­le­bi! _ Ce­mi xma yru
eqod gais­ma mZi­me haer­Si. min­do­da, mkvdre­bis­
Tvis Ca­mo­mev­lo da Sub­lze me­koc­na, _ ga­moas­
ve­neT mic­va­le­bu­le­bi! RvTis gu­li­saT­vis, mic­
va­le­bu­le­bi ga­moas­ve­neT saC­qa­rod, swra­fad!
_ Sem­deg ki, sa­nam vin­me da­mi­na­xav­da, uc­bad­ve
Sev­var­di sax­lSi, mkvda­ri­viT ga­ve­ge sa­re­cel­
ze, me­re sa­ku­Ta­ri sxeu­li­dan amo­ve­di da, uk­ve
mkvdars, Sub­lze da­vuw­ye koc­na. Tum­ca ma­le­ve
da­vub­run­di mas­ve, ga­va­coc­xle, gad­mov­xa­re lo­
gi­ni­dan da Sub­li rki­nis gi­sos­ze var­tyme­vi­ne
ma­nam, sa­nam tki­vi­lis­gan ar gai­Ti­Sa. ro­ca ugo­
nod eg­do, isev amo­ve­di, Se­me­co­da da lo­gin­
ze da­vab­ru­ne mkvdris po­za­Si, Sem­deg mi­si xe­li
Cems su­lier xe­leb­Si mo­viq­cie da da­viw­ye ti­ri­

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li, vi­Tom mom­kvda­ri­yos da vi­Tom ar mcod­no­da,
rom isev mo­mi­wev­da dab­ru­ne­ba.
mok­led, ra­Ra Tqma un­da, dav­brun­di. ro­ca
ga­mo­viR­vi­Ze, Ta­vi sul od­nav mib­Juo­da, mag­ram,
ga­mov­fxiz­ldi Tu ara, wam­sve axal­ma ideam da­
mar­tya Tav­Si ise Zlie­rad, rom Se­vig­rZe­ni ki­
dec da met­ki­na: un­da mi­me­Ro ise­Ti niv­Tie­re­
be­bi, ro­go­ri­caa al­ko­ho­li, ni­ko­ti­ni da ko­
fei­ni, ra­Ta da­med­gi­na ma­Ti sa­sik­vdi­lo do­za.
ara, ar ge­go­noT, rom isev sik­vdils va­pi­reb­di
_ aki giT­xa­riT, ga­mov­swor­di-meT­qi _ ub­ra­lod
min­do­da, Ce­mi go­ne­ba rai­me saq­mis­Tvis ga­mo­me­ye­
ne­bi­na, Ce­mi or­ga­niz­mis gam­Zleo­ba ki am saq­mis­
Tvis mi­mex­ma­re­bi­na. da­viw­ye ko­fei­niT: swra­fad
ga­mo­viT­va­le go­ne­ba­Si, xuT litr wyals ram­de­ni
ya­va das­Wir­de­bo­da, Sem­deg es ric­xvi Ca­vi­we­re
da wa­ve­di ma­Ra­zia­Si, rom me­yi­da. „bax­ma­ros“ xuT
lit­rian plas­tma­sis boT­lSi Cav­ya­re na­yi­di ya­
vis ab­so­lu­tu­ri na­wi­li, da­vas­xi wya­li iqam­de,
sa­nam uka­nas­knel niS­nuls ar miaR­wia, Sem­deg ki,
ra­xan es wya­li ar iyo adu­Re­bu­li, boT­li kar­
ga xans van­jRrie, rom ya­va kar­gad gax­sni­li­yo.
wa­ve­di Ce­mi sa­wo­lis­ken, wa­vi­Re es boT­lic, da­
vid­gi Tav­Tan, jer dav­we­qi, Sem­deg ki wa­mov­je­qi,
boT­li amov­wie, Tav­sa­xu­ri mov­xse­ni da ya­va mo­
vi­yu­de. lit­ri rom ga­moi­ca­la, gu­lis aC­qa­re­
ba cxa­dad vig­rZe­ni, xo­lo meo­re lit­ris me­re
xu­Ti wu­Ti Se­vis­ve­ne ki­dec; oTx lit­ram­de rom
vi­ya­vi Ca­su­li, ise cu­dad gav­xdi, rom boT­li
xe­li­dan ga­mi­var­da da da­nar­Ce­ni ya­va Zirs daiR­
va­ra. me­sa­me dRes, ro­ca mdgo­ma­reo­bi­dan aS­ka­

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ra sik­vdils ga­dar­Ce­ni­li ga­mo­ve­di, blok­not­Si
„ko­fei­nis“ gas­wvriv oT­xi lit­ri ya­va dav­we­re,
mag­ram Sem­deg ga­vi­fiq­re, xom ar mov­mkvdar­
var-meT­qi, ami­tom na­xe­va­ri lit­ric da­vu­ma­te,
ro­gorc _ sa­sik­vdi­lo do­za _ 0,15 ki­log­ra­mi
jam­Si, xo­lo cal­ke aRe­bu­li _ 0,001 ki­log­ra­
mi, igi­ve 1 gra­mi, rad­gan er­Ti Wi­qa ya­va Sei­cavs
as mi­lig­ram ko­feins, xo­lo oT­xna­xe­var lit­rSi
Ca­dis as or­moc­daa­Ti Wi­qa ya­va. ya­vis saq­me rom
mo­vi­Ta­ve, er­Ti kvi­ra or­ga­nizms sa­Sua­le­ba mi­
ve­ci, daes­ve­na, Tum­ca go­ne­ba ar da­mis­ve­ne­bia
_ ga­ma­le­biT va­mu­Sa­veb­di uzo­mo ga­moT­vleb­ze,
rad­gan Sem­de­gi ni­ko­ti­nis je­ri iyo. isic ki ga­
mo­vian­ga­ri­Se, daax­loe­biT, ram­de­ni un­da yo­fi­
li­yo sa­sik­vdi­lo do­za, Tu sis­te­mis er­Teu­lad
Rer si­ga­rets avi­Reb­di, da pa­su­xi mi­vi­Re ase­Ti:
daax­loe­biT, oT­xmoc­daa­Ti­dan as Rer si­ga­re­tis
Sua­led­Si ada­mia­ni mo­we­vi­sas mok­vde­ba ise, rom
ga­ki­de­bul si­ga­rets na­fa­ze­biT bo­lom­de ver
Caiy­vans _ anu, mar­ti­vad rom vTqva, ada­mia­ni mo­
we­vis dros gar­daic­vle­ba. ga­dav­wyvi­te, cen­tra­
lu­ri qu­Cis ma­Ra­zia „gan­Tiad­Si“ Sev­su­li­ya­vi,
rad­gan So­ri­dan Sem­Cneu­li mqon­da si­ga­re­te­bis
di­di ar­Ce­va­ni Sig­niT _ miu­xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom
mainc wi­Te­li fe­ris „mar­lbo­ro“ un­da me­yi­da,
Tvals esia­mov­ne­bo­da ek­leq­tu­ro­ba. aRar da­
mi­yov­ne­bia, da Ca­ve­di. erT ko­lof­Si, ro­gorc
cno­bi­lia, devs oci Re­ri si­ga­re­ti, ami­tom ga­
dav­wyvi­te, xu­Ti ko­lo­fi me­yi­da, ra­Ta eq­spe­ri­
men­ti Sua­Si ar ga­mew­yvi­ta sa­Wi­ro niv­Tie­re­bis
ar qo­nis­da ga­mo. Tam­ba­qos seq­cii­dan xu­Ti ko­

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lo­fi wi­Te­li „mar­lbo­ro“ avi­Re, mo­la­res ga­sa­
ta­reb­lad mi­vu­ta­ne da am dros ad­gil­ze gav­Sri,
gav­SeS­di.
_ eq­spe­ri­ments ata­reb sa­sik­vdi­lo do­ze­bis
da­sad­ge­nad? _ ase mkiT­xa vi­Ra­cam Cems uk­ni­
dan. rom mi­vi­xe­de, is iyo, ges­miT? is ! mag­ram
me Se­me­Sin­da da xma ar amo­vi­Re. da­ve­lo­de, ro­
dis gaa­ta­reb­da yve­la ko­lof si­ga­rets mo­la­re.
rom gaa­ta­ra, fu­li da­vu­de, si­ga­re­te­bi xel­Si
da­vi­Wi­re da Ria kar­Si ga­vi­qe­ci, me­re ki­beeb­ze
dav­gor­di da war­bi ga­vi­te­xe, mag­ram is mo­vi­da,
wa­mo­ma­ye­na, sis­xli mom­wmin­da, dac­ve­ni­li ko­lo­
fe­bi mo­ma­wo­da da xmis amou­Reb­lad ga­mom­yva
sax­lam­de, xo­lo me­re Si­nac Se­mom­yva. _ mor­Ca, _
Tqva sak­maox­nia­ni du­mi­lis Sem­deg, _ dRei­dan aq
vcxov­rob. me veS­Ci­na mqvia, da sa­sia­mov­noa Se­ni
gac­no­ba, Tei­mu­raz io­baS­vi­lo. _ es Tqva da Cems
sa­wol­ze wa­mow­va ise, rom fex­sac­me­le­bic ki ar
gaux­dia, me­re ga­dab­run­da da or wuT­Si saa­mu­ri
xvrin­va amouS­va. me ra meq­na _ av­de­qi da di­van­ze
da­vi­Zi­ne.

***
max­sovs, araf­ris mTqme­li da sa­sik­vdi­le dRe
ga­Ten­da isev. ca arc er­ Ti fe­ ris ar yo­ fi­la,
ara­med _ ise­Ti, ge­go­ne­bo­daT, ax­la gaix­sne­ba,
an­ge­lo­ze­bi Ca­mov­len, mi­wi­dan de­mo­ne­bi amov­len
da brZo­la ga­CaR­de­bao. yi­nav­da ga­re­Tac da sax­
lSic, Cem­Tan, mag­ram me da veS­Ci­na mainc SiS­vle­
bi vi­we­qiT Cems sa­wol­Si, uTeT­reu­lo leib­ze _

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me gul-mu­ce­li mqon­da qve­viT, mas _ ze­viT, da
or­sa­xo­va­ni ada­mia­nis sim­bo­los vqmni­diT. me­re
gad­mob­run­da, mker­diT Zlie­rad da­maw­va zur­gze
da kbe­na da­miw­yo. msia­mov­neb­da, ra­Ra Tqma un­da,
Tan xan­da­xan eniT tu­Cebs dais­ve­leb­da xol­me,
da am sve­li tu­Ce­biT mi­koc­ni­da ki­sers. ve­Rar
mo­viT­mi­ne, gad­mov­brun­di, Tmeb­Si xe­li Ca­vav­le,
od­nav wa­mo­vi­wie, Cem­ken ga­mov­qa­Ce da tu­Ceb­Si
ise Zlie­rad va­ko­ce, la­mis ori­ves kbi­le­bi Cag­
ve­le­wa. me­re Se­maj­da da ise iqa­ na­
va kar­ga xa­
ni, TiT­qos sau­ke­Te­so ara­bul cxens aWe­neb­da
ro­me­li­me prin­cis pro­vin­cia­Si. ase iyo veS­Ci­na
er­Txans, me­re ki uceb ga­moi­Ro Ta­vi­si sa­So­dan
Ce­mi fa­lo­si, zur­gze gam­So­ta da, me­tad mou­
lod­ne­lad, sa­xe­ze da­maj­da. mi­si va­gi­na Cems tu­
Ceb­ze moeq­ca, mag­ram boq­ven­ma cxvi­ric da­miR­So
_ ve­Rar vsun­Tqav­di da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, ga­vi­fiq­re,
ne­tav mom­klas-meT­qi. uhae­ro­bis­gan vaq­nev­di da
Tva­le­bi­viT va­ce­ceb­di Cems fer­wa­sul tu­Cebs,
es ki veS­Ci­nas aTas­jer Zlier sia­mov­neb­da. ga­
mo­met­yve­le­ba amao da xor­cie­li ne­ta­re­bis­gan
eR­ri­ce­bo­da, uf­ro maw­ve­bo­da sa­xe­ze, knao­da ga­
zaf­xu­lis ka­ta­sa­viT, kvne­so­da sia­mov­ne­bis­gan
of­ldas­xmu­li, me ki ve­Rar vsun­Tqav­di uk­ve, da
vxvde­bo­di, Ce­mi Ta­vis­Tvis rom da­me­xe­da ze­vi­
dan, ga­lur­je­bu­li viq­ne­bo­di. gons vkar­gav­di,
Tva­le­bi me­ma­le­bo­da, uk­ve un­da mov­mkvda­ri­ya­
vi, ro­ca sa­xe­ze Tbi­li siT­xe Se­mes­xa, veS­Ci­na ki
ukan ga­da­var­da, fe­xeb­ze da­me­ca zur­giT, xer­xe­
mal­Tan Ce­mi so­koia­ni frCxi­li Seer­Wo, mag­ram
ar ug­rZvnia. ga­ma­le­biT sun­Tqvis ga­mo mi­si me­

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tad aC­qa­re­bu­li gu­li mTva­ri­seb­ri mker­dis ga­
xe­vas la­mob­da, me ki vxvde­bo­di, isev ga­dav­rCi.
ara­so­des miT­qvia veS­Ci­nas­Tvis, miy­var­xar-
meT­qi, rad­gan, si­mar­Tle iT­qvas, me­Si­no­da. yo­
vel­Tvis vne­bia­ni iyo _ ve­ras­dros ZRe­bo­da Cem­
Tan rbil da ma­gar lo­gin­Si kot­ria­liT _ mag­ram
aras­dros Se­mim­Cne­via mis Tva­leb­Si an sir­bi­le,
an siy­va­ru­li, an sib­ra­lu­li. saer­Tod, qal­sa da
ma­ma­kacs So­ris Ca­mog­de­bu­li yo­ve­li Si­Si drois
mo­ta­ni­li ube­du­re­baa _ ad­re verc er­Ti qa­li
ver ga­be­dav­da, ma­ma­kacs me­gob­rul siy­va­rul­Si
ga­mot­ydo­mo­da, da verc er­Ti ka­ci ver daim­ci­
reb­da Tavs im do­nem­de, rom Se­Si­ne­bo­da mij­nu­
ro­bi­sa; Si­Si ada­mian­Si cod­vas­Tan er­Tad Se­mo­
dis da, aqe­dan ga­mom­di­na­re, Seg­viZ­lia vTqvaT,
rom dRe­van­de­li ka­ci da qa­li ima­ze me­tad cod­
vi­lia, vid­re _ odes­me; ada­mia­nis bu­ne­ba Ta­vi­
siT­ve miis­wraf­vis grZno­ba­di­dan su­lie­ri­sa­ken
imis msgav­sad, zog­jer Tev­zi rom amoy­vin­Tavs
wyli­dan da ze­cas miel­tvis, mag­ram, ro­gor ad­
vi­lad da swra­fa­dac var­de­ba Tev­zi wyal­Si, ase
swra­fad­ve ef­lo­ba ada­mia­ni grZno­ba­di sam­ya­ros
ta­lax­Si; ada­mia­nis sul­ma saz­rdo un­da ipo­vos
Rmer­TSi, xo­lo mi­si sxeu­li un­da daeq­vem­de­ba­
ros suls, mag­ram, kar­gavs ra RmerTs ada­mia­ni,
mi­si su­li iw­yebs saz­rdoo­bas Ta­vi­si­ve fi­zi­ku­ri
sxeu­liT, sai­da­nac war­mos­dge­bian vne­be­bi, xo­
lo sxeu­li, ro­me­lic iZu­le­bu­lia, umoZ­rao da
mkvdar ma­te­ria­Si eZios saz­rdo, Se­de­gad mxo­
lod gar­dau­va­li sik­vdi­lis SiSs pou­lobs, da
ir­Rve­va ada­mia­nu­ri srul­yo­fa, ro­me­lic si­nam­

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dvi­le­Si ar­se­bobs, mag­ram mniS­vne­lo­biT dab­laa
da­su­li drois mo­na­be­ri qa­ris dam­sa­xu­re­biT; qa­
ri zog­jer war­su­li­dan mo­ma­val­Si qris, zog­jer
ki _ mo­mav­li­dan war­sul­Si, rad­gan de­da­mi­wa­ze
aw­myo ar ar­ se­
bobs: is, ra­ sac Cven aw­ myos ve­Za­
xiT, wam­Si iq­ce­va war­su­lad, ase rom, Seg­viZ­lia
vTqvaT, Cven war­sul­sa da mo­ma­vals So­ris varT
ga­We­di­le­bi, ma­ra­di­so­ba­Si ki sul aw­myoa. ro­gor
min­do­da ma­ra­di­so­ba!..
_ zog­jer Tqma sjobs araT­qma­sa, zog­jer
Tqmi­Tac da­Sav­de­bis,1 _ vuT­xa­ri er­Txel veS­Ci­
nas, ro­ca mkiT­xa, ax­la ra gin­dao.
_ ga­Cum­di, _ sa­xe SeW­mux­na, _ ar miy­vars poe­zia.
_ mo­di, veS­Ci­na, ma­Sin ax­la rax­ma­ni­novs Cav­
rTav...
_ a! _ ga­ma­Ce­ra iqam­de, sa­nam av­dge­bo­di, _ mu­
si­ka mi­Tu­me­tes ar miy­vars.
_ giy­vars ra­me? _ vkiT­xe mis Su­Sis Tva­leb­Si
mom­zi­ral­ma.
_ xor­ci, _ ase mi­pa­su­xa.
_ qaT­mis, Ro­ris Tu sa­qon­lis? gin­da, Saur­
mas amo­vi­tan? _ da­ve­kiT­xe im ime­diT, rom rai­me
sur­vils mainc ga­moi­Cen­da. im mo­men­tSi rom ga­
vix­se­ne, miv­xvdi, Cems Tval­win jer ara­fe­ri eWa­
ma veS­Ci­nas. ga­vi­fiq­re, al­baT, Ra­me dge­ba lo­gi­
ni­dan da co­tas Wams-meT­qi ra­mes.
_ ara, Tei­mu­raz, _ Ta­nag­rZno­bi­Ta da, amav­
drou­lad, da­mam­ci­re­be­li Ri­mi­liT Se­mom­xe­da,
_ Ce­mi xor­ci miy­vars, _ Tqva da Ti­Ti moi­Wa­ma.

1. afo­riz­mi „vef­xis­tyaos­ni­dan“;“;

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me vxe­dav­di, ro­gor moT­qria­leb­da sis­xli mi­
si saC­ve­ne­be­li Ti­Ti­dan, da mik­vir­da, am pa­ta­ra
xor­cis nag­lej­Si ram­de­ni sis­xli SeiZ­le­bo­da
yo­fi­li­yo; SiS­vel sxeul­ze exeT­qe­bo­da blan­ti
siT­xis mom­cro wve­Te­bi, mTva­ri­sebr mkerds una­
mav­da plaz­mi­sa da uj­re­de­bis Txe­va­di er­Tob­
lio­ ba, mag­ ram mis sa­ xe­
ze ar Can­ da arc sev­ da,
arc tki­vi­li da arc ga­gi­Je­ba. me­re sis­xlde­na
uceb Se­Cer­da, veS­Ci­nam ki Tva­leb­Si Se­mom­xe­da
da miT­xra: _ bo­di­Si, ar un­da meq­na.
_ ara, mTa­va­ria, cu­dad ar xar, xom? _ Ca­ve­
kiT­xe gaS­te­re­bu­li.
_ ara, cu­ dad ar var, mag­ ram mainc ar un­ da
meq­na.
_ maS, arau­ Savs: ra­ca Rmer­Tsa ara swad­des,
ara saq­me ar iq­mne­bis, Ce­mo veS­Ci­na, _ mi­ve­di, rom
Tav­ze xe­li da­me­do, mag­ram uxe­Sad mo­mi­So­ra.
_ ga­Cer­di-meT­qi, aki giT­xa­ri er­Txel uk­ve, _
Tav­zar­dam­ce­mi ga­mo­met­yve­le­ba hqon­da, ami­tom
ukan da­vi­xie, _ nu ci­ti­reb ra­Rac si­su­le­leebs,
Tan _ Zve­li qar­Tu­liT ise, TiT­qos vi­Ra­ca ul­
va­Sia­ni kon­ser­va­to­ri iyo. geub­ne­bi, ar un­da
meq­na, da mor­Ca. da saer­Tod, ra kav­Sir­Sia Rmer­
Ti Cven­Tan.
_ xom mi­yu­reb _ ul­va­Se­bic maqvs da kon­ser­va­
to­ric var, poe­ziac miy­vars da mu­si­kac, _ vuT­
xa­ri od­nav ga­naw­ye­ne­bul­ma, _ da Rmer­Ti yve­la­
fer­Sia.
_ ar gvWir­de­ba, Tei­mu­raz, _ isev vne­bis cec­
xli ain­ To mis Tva­ leb­ Si, _ mo­ di Cem­ Tan, _ da
bius­hal­te­ris Sex­sna daiw­yo, mag­ram Se­va­Ce­re.

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 _ ara, ar min­da. un­da is­wav­lo Ta­vis Se­ka­ve­ba,
veS­Ci­na, ar iq­ne­ba cxov­re­ba­Si yo­vel­Tvis yve­la­
fe­ri ise, ro­gorc Sen gen­do­me­ba.
ew­yi­na, gab­raz­da, tan­sac­me­li Caic­va da sax­
li­dan wa­vi­da. mi­si was­vlis Sem­deg yu­reb­Si sul
uc­nau­ri, Sem­za­ra­vi xme­bi mes­mo­da, TiT­qos cec­
xlSi iw­ve­bo­da vi­Rac da mi­si pi­ri­dan Rria­li
amo­dio­da.

***
ori kvi­ra srul umoq­me­do­ba­Si ga­va­ta­re _ Tan,
Tu ima­sac ga­viT­va­lis­wi­nebT, rom veS­Ci­na­mac mi­
ma­to­va, ga­mo­dis, mar­Tla ara­fe­ri ga­mi­ke­Te­bia
mTe­li is dro _ mag­ram fiq­rebs Se­vak­vdi; yve­la­
ze me­ tad is faq­ ti mWam­
da Sig­ni­
dan, rom, zo­ ga­
dad, yve­la sa­kiT­xze mCve­via xol­me fiq­ri _ anu,
ro­ca fiqrs viw­yeb, yve­la­fer­ze vfiq­rob xol­me
_ mag­ram ma­Sin Ce­mi go­ne­bis qa­riS­xa­li mxo­lod
er­Ti mi­mar­Tu­le­biT hqro­da: veS­Ci­na. ro­gorc
Rrub­le­bi ver Seer­Tde­bian qa­ris ber­vis ga­re­Se,
ise ver iS­ve­ba bo­ro­te­ba fiq­ris qrol­vis ga­re­
Se; Ta­vad ada­mia­nic ki aris ara is, ra­sac la­pa­
ra­kobs, ara­ med is, ra­sac ar la­ pa­
ra­kobs _ anu,
Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, ra­sac fiq­robs. me veS­Ci­na var-meT­
qi, ga­vi­fiq­re ki­dec ase, rad­gan, ro­gorc uk­ve
vTqvi, sul mas­ze vfiq­rob­di, sad aris, sad dai­
kar­ga, ne­tav ax­la ras ake­Tebs, mar­toa Tu vin­mes­
Tan er­Tad-meT­qi. erT-er­Ti ase­Ti fiq­ris dros
une­bu­rad wa­mo­vi­wie lo­gi­ni­dan, ase une­bu­rad­
ve Se­vi­mo­se da ga­ve­di qu­Ca­Si, rom ara­yi me­yi­da

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da ga­TiS­vam­de da­me­lia. „gan­Tiad­Si“ _ iq, sa­dac
pir­ve­lad Sev­xvdi veS­Ci­nas _ Se­ve­di, „Me­doff~ vi­
yi­de er­Ti Svi­das or­moc­daaT mi­li­lit­ria­ni Su­
Sis boT­li, da wa­ve­di sa­xe­tia­lod, Tan nel-ne­la
boT­li­dan vwru­pav­di. vgrZnob­di, ro­gor ika­veb­
da ne­la, Se­par­vi­Ta da Se­far­viT Cems go­ne­ba­Si
kar­gis ad­gils cu­di, na­Te­lis ad­gils _ bne­li,
si­ke­Tis ad­gils _ bo­ro­te­ba, da me­Si­no­da, mag­ram
sia­ru­li ar Se­miw­yve­tia. gav­cdi pa­ta­ra skvers,
rom­lis cen­tri­da­nac ham­let go­naS­vi­lis bius­
ti mim­zer­da Cem­nai­ri ul­va­Si­Ta da ba­ke­biT, me­re
mi­ve­di gaur­kve­vel mo­nu­men­tam­de, ro­me­lic iqam­
de dgas, sa­nam xid­ze ga­dax­val, Sem­deg ki Ta­vad
xid­sac mi­va­de­qi. isev ga­mik­rTa Tav­Si fiq­re­bi,
xom ar ga­dav­xte da sa­bo­lood da­vas­ru­lo-meT­qi
yve­la­fe­ri; di­di xa­ni vor­Wo­fob­di da, rac mets
vsvam­di, miT uf­ro min­do­da mtkvar­Si Ta­viT ga­
daS­ve­ba. moa­jir­Tan mi­ve­di, da­vey­rde­ni, mtkvars
dav­xe­de da vuT­xa­ri, mar­Tlac ro­go­ri ut­yvi
xar-meT­qi, da me­re miv­xvdi, rom mec ase­Ti­ve vi­ya­
vi. wam­Si mo­me­nat­ra de­da, ma­ma, be­bia, ba­bua, bi­Za
_ ada­mia­ne­bi, rom­leb­mac naad­re­vad dam­to­ves da
da­maob­les _ da meo­re wams veS­Ci­nac ki mo­me­nat­
ra; ga­vi­fiq­re, ra Ce­mi bra­lia, Tu ase­Ti go­go Se­
miy­var­da-meT­qi. mtkvris iqiT iyo de­dac, ma­mac,
be­biac, ba­buac, bi­Zac, da uf­ro mZaf­rad mo­min­
da ga­dax­to­ma, rad­gan vi­co­di, iq mar­to ara­vin
dam­to­veb­da, aq ki Ce­mi­ve mar­too­ba ar mto­veb­da
ara­vis­Tan. Tum­ca ra­Ra­ca ze­gar­dmo da sas­wau­
li Za­liT mainc vTqvi uzar­ma­za­ri da um­tki­ce­si
„ara“, er­Tic mov­svi, crem­lia­ni Tva­le­bi mo­viw­

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min­de da gza ga­vag­rZe­le, mag­ram, xi­dis bo­lo­Si
rom mi­ve­di, ki­dev er­Ti ar­Cev­nis wi­na­Se dad­go­mam
mo­mi­wia _ pir­da­pir wav­su­li­ya­vi, gza­ze ga­dav­su­
li­ya­vi da iqiT mev­lo, Tu mar­jvniv Ca­mex­via da
par­kSi Sev­su­li­ya­vi. sa­bo­lood, uka­nas­kne­li va­
rian­ti var­Cie _ Se­vux­vie Cem­gan mar­jve­na mxa­res,
mi­va­de­qi did mwva­ne ga­la­vans, Se­ve­di rus­Ta­vis
par­kSi da da­viw­ye pir­da­pir sia­ru­li, bi­lik­ze,
Tan xel­Si ar­yis boT­li me­Wi­ra da dro­dad­ro pa­
ta­ra ylu­pebs vsvam­di. uceb ga­max­sen­da, ro­gor
meub­ne­bo­da xol­me Zi­lis win de­da, Zi­li ne­bi­sa,
ke­Ti­li an­ge­lo­ze­bio; max­sovs, er­Txel xum­ro­biT
vuT­xa­ri, bo­ro­ti an­ge­lo­ze­bi-meT­qi, da ga­vi­ci­ne,
mag­ram Ra­me Tva­li ar mo­mi­xu­Wavs, rad­gan me­lan­
de­bo­da Ce­mi sa­wo­lis win mdga­ri ka­ra­dis Tav­ze
Se­mom­jda­ri ku­zia­ni qa­li, ro­me­lic Tan kma­yo­fi­
lad iRi­mo­da da Tan, aS­ka­rad, dam­ci­no­da. ara­
yi mov­svi da gav­Cer­di, or na­bij­Si mdgom grZel
skam­Tan mi­ve­di, Ca­mov­je­qi da vi­fiq­re, rom am­Ja­
min­de­li sam­ya­ro aris Zal­zed mdi­da­ri, uza­do
ge­mov­ne­biT mow­yo­bi­li, mag­ram gau­mar­Ta­vi saa­
Ti; mas­Si yve­la­fe­ria, rac ad­re iyo da rac un­
da iyos ki­ de­
vac, mag­ ram mas­Si ar aris mTa­ va­ri
_ ma­ra­diu­lo­ba _ ami­tom, vinc moin­do­mebs, rom
Ta­vi­si cxov­re­ba am saa­Tis me­qa­niz­mis mi­xed­viT
aaw­yos, ma­ra­diu­lo­bas ver ipo­vis da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad,
ui­me­do­ba­sa da amaoe­ba­Si da­levs suls; ada­mia­ni
mi­wa­ze ze­cis­Tvis cxov­robs, dro­Si ki _ ma­ra­
diu­lo­bis­Tvis, Tum­ca dRe­van­de­lo­ba­Si yve­la­fe­
ri as­ma­gad rTu­lia, vid­re er­Ti Se­xed­viT Cans _
ada­mia­ne­bi dRes iR­va­wian drois­Tvis, dro ki maT

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ma­ra­diu­lo­bas akar­gvi­nebs; mag­ram droc, ro­go­
ri war­ma­va­lic ar un­da iyos igi, ma­ra­diu­lo­bi­
dan mo­dis da ma­ra­diu­lo­bas­ve Seuer­Tde­ba bo­
los, rad­gan ori­ve erT diad mi­zans em­sa­xu­re­ba.
mok­led, am fiq­re­bis­gan ga­mor­kve­vis Sem­deg miv­
xvdi, rom isev sia­ru­li min­do­da, ami­tom wa­mov­
de­qi ska­mi­dan da ki­dev er­Txel ga­vu­ye­vi bi­liks.
miv­dio­di, mag­ram wu­Tis wi­nan­de­li fiq­re­bi isev
Tan mdev­da _ vam­bob­di go­ne­ba­Si, rom dRe­van­de­
li drois ada­mia­nis mier sa­zi­da­vi jva­ri ima­ze
mZi­mea, vid­re odes­me yo­fi­la, mag­ram, amav dros,
ada­mia­ni, ro­me­lic Ta­vis jvars mwu­xa­re­biT ata­
rebs da ara si­ xa­
ru­liT, ver iaz­ rebs mis mniS­
vne­lo­bas. miv­dio­di, vi­yu­re­bo­di aqeT da iqiT,
vxe­dav­di ka­cebs, vxe­dav­di qa­lebs, Sey­va­re­bul
wyvi­lebs, bav­Svebs, col-qmars, da mSur­da ima­ze
Zlier, vid­re odes­me Sem­Su­re­bia vin­me­si sad­me;
Su­ri udi­de­si mwu­xa­re­baa, da Su­rian ada­mians im­
de­ni sa­tan­jve­li aqvs, ram­de­nic sxvebs _ sia­me da
srul­yo­fi­le­ba; Su­ria daa­va­de­ba da saw­yi­si ma­
ra­diu­li mwu­xa­re­bi­sa da ga­nuw­yve­te­li tan­jvi­sa;
Su­rians mi­wa­ze­ve SeuZ­lia, ig­rZnos da mix­vdes,
ra aris jo­jo­xe­Tu­ri tan­jva. amin­di im dRes iyo
cxov­re­bis msgav­sad gau­ge­ba­ri, mag­ram mka­fio, da
mi­va­bi­jeb­di rus­Ta­vis par­kSi ise­ve mar­to, ro­
gorc _ cxov­re­bis bi­lik­ze. da uceb is da­vi­na­xe...
ara, mar­Tla is iyo _ veS­Ci­na _ mok­le oq­ros­fe­ri
ka­ba Caec­va, srul­yo­fil ter­febs wi­Te­li ke­de­
bi ufa­rav­da, mag­ram mo­tit­vle­bu­li ko­We­bi mainc
Tval­Si­sa­ce­mi iyo ise, ro­gorc _ mtkna­ri wylis
ze­da­pir­ze mcu­ra­vi nian­gis mo­cek­va­ve Tva­le­

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bi, msxverpls rom eZebs; TeT­ ri mok­ lem­
kla­via­
ni mai­su­ri ec­va, da mker­dze mSvi­do­bis sim­bo­lo
amoe­qar­ga Sa­vi Za­fiT. er­Ti Se­xed­viT, yve­la­fe­ri
rig­ze iyo, mag­ram, uk­ve meo­re Se­xed­viT, aRar _
mis gver­diT mjdo­mi mo­wi­fu­lo­bis asak­Si axa­li
ga­da­su­li, grZel­wve­ra mam­ri da­vi­na­xe, ro­me­lic
veS­Ci­nas Tma­Si Ta­vis ban­jgvlian xe­lebs ucu­reb­
da. gan­vris­xdi da gav­cec­xldi _ min­do­da, ji­be­Si
da­na mde­bo­da, miv­su­li­ya­vi maT­Tan, im bi­Wis­Tvis
sa­Ti­Taod da­meW­ra Ti­Te­bi, me­re ki ye­lic ga­mo­
meW­ra da veS­Ci­nac Tan mi­me­yo­le­bi­na. me­re gul­
Si Cav­xe­de veS­Ci­nas So­ri­dan da, siy­va­ru­li rom
ver da­vu­na­xe, uf­ro me­tad mo­min­da, mis sis­xlSi
me­ba­na­va, mag­ram me­re, zus­tad igi­ve mi­ze­ziT, Se­
me­co­da da, rom ara­fe­ri mev­no mis­Tvis, ar­yis
boT­li Tav­ze ga­da­vir­tyi da Zirs ugo­nod da­
ve­ci, Tum­ca, sa­nam asi pro­cen­tiT ga­me­Ti­Se­bo­da
tvi­ni, coc­xa­li pro­cen­te­biT vai­Zu­le Ta­vi, wa­
mov­mdga­ri­ya­vi, buC­qeb­Si miv­ma­lu­li­ya­vi da Cu­mad
meT­val­Tva­la maT­Tvis, rom me­re im mamrs sax­lam­
de gav­yo­lo­di, meo­re dRes ki mo­mek­la. mok­led,
daiq­ca ara­yi, dai­ya­ra na­te­xe­bi boT­lis, mag­ram me
el­va­ze swra­fad Sev­var­di buC­qeb­Si da, ise, rom
ara­vis da­vu­na­xi­var, veS­Ci­nas da mis gver­dze myo­
fi bi­Wis Tval­Tva­li da yu­ris­gde­ba da­viw­ye.
_ aq­ve da­geuf­le­bo­di, _ eub­ne­bo­da is bi­Wi
veS­Ci­nas, _ am­de­ni xal­xi rom ar iyos.
_ xalxs ras uyu­reb, _ vne­bia­ni Tva­le­bi miap­
yro veS­Ci­nam, _ mi­di, aq­ve da­meuf­le.
biW­ma ako­ca, mag­ram me­ti ver ga­be­da, ami­tom
moeS­va da skam­ze od­nav ga­daw­va.

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 _ bav­Sve­bi rom ar iy­vnen, ki­dev ho, _ Tqva me­
re, _ mag­ram mainc Zlivs viT­men. xval xom mox­
val Cem­Tan sax­lSi? iq nam­dvi­lad ar Se­vi­ka­veb
Tavs, de­da­Ce­mic rom mo­vi­des.
_ mo­val, aba ras vi­zam, _ upa­su­xa veS­Ci­nam da
wa­mod­ga ska­mi­dan, _ mag­ram ax­la un­da wa­vi­de. _
da mar­Tlac wa­vi­da. biW­ma iqam­de uyu­ra cxo­ve­
lu­ri siS­ma­giT, iqam­de mia­ci­la mWa­me­li mze­riT
veS­Ci­na, sa­nam Tvals ar mie­fa­ra, xo­lo Sem­deg
isic ad­ga da wa­vi­da. me, ra Tqma un­da, Cu­mad ave­
dev­ne uk­ni­dan. sa­bo­lood aR­moC­nda, rom rus­
Ta­ve­lis qu­Cis ToT­xmet no­mer­Si mi­vi­da, kor­
pu­sis me­sa­me sa­dar­ba­zo­Si Se­vi­da da pir­ve­li­ve
sar­Tul­ze mar­jve­na ka­ri Sea­Ro.
da­vi­max­sov­re.
meo­re dRes avi­Re yve­la­ze mWre­li da­na, rac
ki ga­maC­nda sax­lSi, Ca­vic­vi ima­ze Tbi­lad, vid­re
aminds See­fe­re­bo­da, da ga­ve­mar­Te rus­Ta­ve­lis
qu­Cis ToT­xme­ti nom­ris­ken, rom veS­Ci­nas axa­li
sat­rfo _ Tu SeiZ­le­ba, ase ewo­dos mas _ mo­mek­
la. gza­Si miv­xvdi, rom mkvle­lo­bas er­Ta­der­Ti
fes­vi gaaC­nia _ Su­ri, ro­me­lic yve­la­ze Rrma­daa
gaW­ri­li mi­wa­Si, da mar­Tlac, imi­tom vklav­di me
im sa­co­davs, rom mSur­da mi­si, rad­gan veS­Ci­na iyo
mas­Tan da ara Cem­Tan. ada­mia­nis mda­bioo­bas yve­
la­ze mkveT­ri xa­zi ma­Sin es­me­va, ro­ca qme­de­bis
er­Ta­derT mxa­res ga­moa­Cens xol­me _ mas SeuZ­
lia, mok­ las, mag­ ram si­
coc­ xles ukan ver daab­
ru­nebs. mok­led, ga­via­re aTas­jer mainc uk­ve
gav­li­li gza, ga­da­ve­di aTas­jer mainc ga­da­sul
xid­ze, ro­gor­Rac mi­vaR­wie rus­Ta­ve­lis qu­Cas

– 261 –
da me­sa­me sa­dar­ba­zos zRur­blze Sev­Cer­di. kar­
ga xans vi­fiq­re, nu­Tu mar­Tla min­da-meT­qi ka­cis
mok­vla, mag­ram me­re mainc bo­rot­ma Za­lam dam­
Zlia da, Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, srul­fa­sov­nad Se­ve­di sa­
dar­ba­zo­Si, avia­re ra­mo­de­ni­me sa­fe­xu­ri ki­be­ze,
da aR­mov­Cndi pir­ve­li sar­Tu­lis sam kars So­ris,
rom­li­da­nac mar­jve­na­Si _ wi­Tel­Si _ cxov­rob­da
is, vi­sac Ce­mi ad­gi­li dae­ka­ve­bi­na veS­Ci­nas cxov­
re­ba­Si. da­na, ro­me­lic ji­be­Si sai­me­dod mqon­da
Se­na­xu­li, amo­vi­Re xe­lis kan­ka­liT, Tum­ca ar ga­
miS­lia, rad­gan vi­fiq­re, vin­me rom Se­mes­wros ase
da­niT xel­Si myofs, ueW­ve­lad cuds ifiq­rebs da
arc Sec­de­ba-meT­qi. gaof­lia­ne­bu­li da akan­ka­le­
bu­li xe­liT Ca­mov­wie ka­ris sa­xe­lu­ri im ime­diT,
rom Sig­ni­dan Ca­ke­ti­li ar iq­ne­bo­da da, rac mTa­
va­ri iyo, Ta­va­dac Sin dam­xvde­bo­da is, vi­sac me
ve­Zeb­di. sa­xe­lu­ri Caix­sna da ka­ric gai­Ro, xo­lo
me, imis ma­giv­rad, rom ime­di mom­ce­mo­da, uf­ro
me­tad ami­kan­kal­da xe­le­bi da mTe­li sxeu­lic.
TiT­qos us­xeu­lo su­li vi­ya­vi, ise hae­rov­nad Se­
va­bi­je mis sax­lSi, amas­Tan er­Tad ki ga­mi­mar­Tla
ki­dec _ xa­li­Ca mTel Se­mo­sas­vlel­Si ego, is ki
xmaurs ax­Sob­da da am­ci­reb­da. da­na frTxi­lad
gav­Sa­le, mag­ram une­bu­rad Ti­Ti ga­meW­ra, rad­gan
of­li Tva­leb­Si Ca­mi­vi­da da ver ga­var­Cie im wams,
ras va­ke­Teb­di. fe­xak­re­fiT vmoZ­raob­di da, miu­
xe­da­vad imi­sa, rom mZi­med vsun­Tqav­di, mainc yve­
la­nai­rad vcdi­lob­di, Ta­vi Se­me­ka­ve­bi­na ne­bis­mie­
ri bge­ris ga­mo­ce­mi­sa­gan. sa­bo­lood ga­dav­wyvi­te,
sas­tum­ro oTax­Si Sev­su­li­ya­vi. moC­ve­ne­ba­sa­viT
da­vi­Za­ri iqiT­ken, me­re ki pi­ris wkla­pu­nis msgav­

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si xmau­ric mo­mes­ma zus­tad iqi­dan, sa­dac me miv­
dio­di. ga­vi­fiq­re, al­baT, Wams-meT­qi, mag­ram faq­
ti gax­ldaT, sax­lSi iyo, es ki mainc maS­fo­Teb­da
da ma­fo­ria­qeb­da Si­na­ga­nad. uk­ve un­da Sev­var­dni­
li­ya­vi oTax­Si da­na­gaS­li­li, da uk­ve un­da Ca­mer­
tya Sig ki­ser­Si mis­Tvis da­na, ro­ca ga­dav­wyvi­te,
jer mainc frTxi­lad Se­me­xe­da ka­ris­Tvis ga­ke­
Te­bu­li Wri­li­dan. mi­ve­di Car­Cos for­mis Wril­
Tan, Tva­le­bi TiT­qos ise amov­ya­vi mis Se­saT­va­
lie­reb­lad, ro­gorc nia­ni yofs xol­me wyli­dan,
da ra da­vi­na­xe: SiS­ve­li veS­Ci­na sas­tum­ro oTa­
xis cen­trSi gaS­li­li ku­bok­ru­li xa­li­Cis Sua­Si
ij­da, gver­dze Ta­vi­si sat­rfos cxe­da­ri eg­do,
ro­mel­sac yu­ri da ra­mo­de­ni­me Ti­Ti mog­le­ji­li
hqon­da; veS­Ci­na mSvi­di da araf­ris­mTqme­li sa­xi­
Ta da Tva­le­biT mi­yu­reb­da pir­da­pir me, pir­Si ki
im sa­co­da­vis saC­ve­ne­be­li Ti­Ti edo da Re­Wav­da,
xo­lo ka­cis gva­mi­dan wa­mo­su­li sis­xlis na­ka­di
la­mis Cems fe­xe­bam­dec aR­wev­da.

***
_ ka­ci mo­ka­li, da amas ga­mar­Tle­ba ar aqvs, _
veub­ne­bo­di veS­Ci­nas im am­bi­dan ori kvi­ris Tav­ze.
_ gva­mi os­ta­tu­rad ga­dav­ma­le, ve­ra­vin ipo­
vis, ma­Sa­sa­da­me, ga­mar­Tle­ba arc mWir­de­ba, _ ase
mi­pa­su­xa.
_ ara, veS­ Ci­
na, Sen Sens sa­ ku­Tar Tav­ Tan ar
gaqvs ga­mar­Tle­ba, _ da­vuw­ye ax­sna, _ San­si ar
aris, rom ve­ ra­
fers grZnob­ de. ra sa­Wi­
roa sa­
sa­mar­Tlo, ro­ca ar­se­bobs go­ne­bi­sa da gu­lis

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er­To­ba _ su­li _ ro­me­lic mos­ve­ne­bas ar mog­
cems Ca­de­ni­lis ga­mo. veS­Ci­na, er­Ta­der­Ti, rac
aseT dros ada­mians dar­Ce­nia, eniT ga­mouT­qme­li
si­na­nu­lis Seg­rZne­ba da mi­si rao­bis Sec­no­baa,
ri­si ga­ke­Te­bac er­Si rTu­lia, ges­mis? ami­tom, me
mgo­nia, ers un­da mo­Sor­de.
_ ers mov­Sor­de? _ ise­Ti sa­xiT mkiT­xa, miv­
xvdi, ver gae­go. _ anu, ras gu­lis­xmob?
_ amaoa mTlad cxov­re­ba _ drtvin­vis wu­Ti­
so­fe­lia,
wa­di, wa­di mo­nas­ter­Si, mo­nas­ter­Si, ofe­lia...1
_ Tei­mu­raz, gax­sovs, ram­den­jer gTxo­ve, leq­
se­biT nu me­saub­re­bi-meT­qi? _ ae­le­wa isev sa­xe.
_ ara, veS­Ci­na! ara! Sen ka­ci mo­ka­li! da gTxov,
tkbi­li na­na suls uT­xa­ri, ube­do­ba xats aC­ve­ne,
da­maS­vra­li su­li, gu­li mo­nas­ter­Si moas­ve­ne!
ges­mis, veS­Ci­na? _ vuy­vi­ro­di mwa­red me.
_ ga­Cum­di! _ ver Zleb­da, TiT­qos de­mo­nu­ri Za­
liT Sep­yro­bil qals loc­vebs ukiT­xav­dne­no, ise.
_ maS, Sors mtve­ ri! _ da­ vuR­ ria­le, _ Sors,
Sors mi­wa _ is cis uar­myo­fe­lia!
wa­di, wa­di mo­nas­ter­Si, mo­nas­ter­Si, ofe­lia!
_ amis Tqma iyo da, cxa­dad da­vi­na­xe, yu­re­bi­dan
sis­xli was­kda Tqria­liT.
me vi­co­di zus­tad, es ar iyo ma­Ra­li ar­te­riu­
li wne­vis bra­li, ara­med es iyo mi­si bne­li su­lie­
ri imu­ni­te­tis uku­reaq­cia mi­siv sul­Si SeW­ril
uc­xo sxeul­ze, ro­me­lic ib­rZo­da mis Se­sac­vle­

1. Se­sa­va­li ori stri­qo­ni ga­lak­tion ta­bi­Zis leq­si­dan „ham­le­tis

qna­riT“;

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lad, xo­lo veS­Ci­nas su­lie­ri lei­ko­ci­te­bi _ da
yve­la da­nar­Ce­ni is uj­re­di, ro­me­lic iRebs mo­
na­wi­leo­bas dam­cve­lo­biT pro­ce­seb­Si _ eb­rZod­
nen am uc­xo sxeuls. me, sa­co­da­vi, da­ce­mu­li da
Sig­niT ga­par­ta­xe­bu­li ka­ci _ Tei­mu­raz ia­ko­bis
Ze io­baS­vi­li _ ve­de­qi da­sis­xlia­ne­bul veS­Ci­nas
Tav­ze, da ga­na Cer­de­bo­da Ce­mi saox­re pi­ri, ara­
med yve­bo­da leq­sebs, naw­yve­tebs poe­me­bi­dan, him­
nog­ra­fiebs, mRe­ro­da xan „Cak­ru­los“, xa­nac „Sen
xar ve­naxs“ _ aman mTlad ga­da­ria veS­Ci­na _ xa­nac
ki, saer­Tod, axal ra­mes mo­vi­go­neb­di da imas, er­
Txel ki Si­le­ris mec­xre sim­fo­nia­Si ga­mo­ye­ne­bu­
li leq­sic ki mo­vu­ye­vi da, me­tic, wa­vu­kiT­xe ki­
dec _ Freude, schöner Götterfunken Tochter aus Elysium,
Wir betreten feuertrunken, Himmlische, dein Heiligtum!
Deine Zauber binden wieder was die Mode streng geteilt;
Alle Menschen werden Brüder, wo dein sanfter Flügel
weilt1-meT­qi _ da, ra Tqma un­da, ga­dai­ria, ro­gor
Tu Zme­bi aria­no, gai­fiq­ra, zus­tad vi­ci, mag­ram
ver Tqva. Do­mi­ne Je­su Chris­te ro­gorc ki vax­se­ne,
wam­sve fe­xeb­Si Ca­mi­var­da da sis­xlia­ni crem­le­
biT Se­me­ved­ra, gTxov, ga­Cer­di, nu­Ra gaag­rZe­
le­bo, mag­ram, rex glo­riae-meT­qi, rom da­va­ma­te da,
Se­sa­ba­mi­sad, gag­rZe­le­ba ga­dav­wyvi­te naT­lad,
veS­Ci­nam bar­Zay­Si iseT siR­rmem­de Ca­ma­so kbi­le­
bi, rom, Za­lau­ne­bu­rad, Ta­vi ve­Rar Se­vi­mag­re da
Zirs da­ve­ci, sis­xlis gu­be­Si Cav­var­di da sxeu­li
mo­viT­xva­re. xom ga­ga­Cu­meo, niS­nis­mo­ge­biT miT­

1. frid­rix Si­le­ris leq­sis Se­sa­va­li stro­fi, ro­me­lic Sem­dgom

lud­vig van beT­ho­ven­ma Ta­vis uka­nas­knel sim­fo­nia­Si ga­moi­ye­na

– 265 –
xra veS­Ci­nam, Tan sa­xe­ze ar­na­xu­li tan­jva ewe­ra
da ga­mo­xat­vo­da, da aS­ka­ra iyo, eti­re­bo­da ki­
dec, mag­ram amas ro­gor izam­da _ mas xom jer er­
Txe­lac ki ar eti­ra Cem an, eW­vi mqon­da, zo­ga­dad,
ada­mia­ne­bis Tan­das­wre­biT. ami­tom mwa­red Se­mo­
mar­tya sa­xe­Si, xo­lo Sem­deg, me isev rom mu­si­kas
mi­vub­run­di, el­vis sis­wra­fiT gaC­nda Ta­vi­si pir­
van­de­li ad­gil­sam­yo­fe­li­dan Cems sxeul­Tan, Ta­
vi­si grZe­li da qva­sa­viT ma­ga­ri frCxi­le­bi sa­mar­
Teb­li­viT Ca­mo­mis­va sa­xe­ze da sa­ku­Tar sis­xlSi
mom­Txva­ra. sim­wris­gan Tva­le­bi crem­liT amev­
so _ min­do­da, da­lur­je­bam­de me­ce­ma da, Tqven
war­moid­gi­neT, mo­mek­la, rad­gan uceb yve­la­fe­
ri amo­mit­rial­da Tav­Si, ro­gorc qvi­Sis saaTs
amoat­ria­le­ben xol­me erT mxa­res qvi­Sis ga­le­vis
Sem­deg, da uceb Sem­ziz­Rda veS­Ci­na, rad­gan mi­si
rea­lu­ri sa­xe da­vi­na­xe, Tum­ca me­re, meo­re wams,
ro­ca sa­ku­Tar Tavs da­vub­run­di, aRar me­ziz­Re­
bo­da, ara­med ise me­co­de­bo­da, ro­gorc aras­dros
ara­vin Sem­co­de­bia. veS­Ci­nam Txe­li pe­ran­gi io­
lad Se­mo­ma­xia, me­re Su­ma­xe­ris „fe­ra­ri­viT“ swra­
fad da Tav­bru­dam­xve­vad daiw­yo sir­bi­li mTel
oTax­Si, da uceb _ ise, rom Tva­lis da­xam­xa­me­bac
ki ver mo­vas­wa­ri _ Cem ukan gaC­nda, xe­le­bi Se­mo­
xeu­li pe­ran­giT Se­mi­bo­Wa, Sem­deg Sar­vlis ube­ze
da­maj­da, Ce­mi mo­SiS­vle­bu­li mker­dis­ken dai­xa­ra,
pi­ri far­Tod gaa­Ro da Zu­Zus­Tav­ze mik­bi­na. ase­Ti
siZ­lie­ris tki­vi­li iqam­de ar meg­rZno cxov­re­ba­
Si da, al­baT, zus­tad am tki­vil­ma Sem­ma­ta Za­la
da mom­ca sak­ma­ri­si imis­Tvis, rom Cems ma­jeb­ze
da­de­bu­li pe­ran­gis bor­ki­lis­gan Ta­vi da­mex­sna,

– 266 –
da mec ase vqe­ni, xo­lo Sem­deg ki Ce­mi da­sus­te­
bu­li, mag­ram mainc sak­maod Zlie­ri mar­jve­na mo­
vuq­nie veS­Ci­nas sa­xe­Si da mTe­li Za­liT ga­var­tyi.
Wa­xa­nis xma gais­ma da, ro­ca kuT­xe­Si mig­de­buls
dav­xe­de, aR­mo­va­Ci­ne, rom yvri­ma­li gas­tex­vo­da
da ori kbi­li gad­moe­fur­Txa ki­dec uk­ve, Tum­ca
aS­ka­rad ig­rZno­bo­da mis gax­Si­re­bul da gaS­ma­ge­
bul sun­Tqva­Si, rom aTas­jer me­ti Se­mar­Te­bi­Ta
da as­jer uf­ro Zlie­ri en­Tu­ziaz­miT api­reb­da
Seb­rZo­le­bas, mag­ram me ar da­va­ca­de _ ki­dev uf­
ro Zlie­rad da­var­tyi sa­xe­Si, me­re im kap­ro­nis
To­kiT, rom­li­Tac erT dros Ta­vis Ca­mox­rCo­
bas va­pi­reb­di, Se­vu­ka­ri xe­le­bi da vuT­xa­ri, ax­la
isev leq­sebs mo­giy­ve­bi, mag­ram, Tu xels Se­miS­
li da ar mois­men, yu­rebs da­gaW­ri-meT­qi. da­viw­ye
Seq­spi­ris sa­moc­da­meeq­vse so­ne­ti _ yve­laf­riT
daR­lils, sa­nat­re­lad sik­vdi­li dam­rCa-meT­qi,
amis Tqma mo­vas­wa­ri, rom veS­Ci­nam isev yvi­ri­li
mor­To, Tan aqeT-iqiT aw­yde­bo­da, ho­da avi­Re is
da­na, rom­li­Tac veS­Ci­nas msxver­plis sik­vdi­li
mqon­da da­geg­mi­li, da mas yu­ri mo­va­We­ri mar­cxe­
na. mTe­li xmiT dai­kiv­la Tu daiR­ria­la, da io­ge­
bi mainc mwyob­rSi hqon­da. sis­xli moT­qria­leb­da
da moh­qro­da mi­si yu­ri­dan, eja­xe­bo­da da exeT­
qe­bo­da Ce­mi sax­lis TeTr ked­lebs ise, ro­gorc
myvi­ra­la, ag­re­siu­li, qar­Tu­li da ve­lu­ri arag­
vi exeT­qe­ba xol­me ka­la­po­tis aR­mar­Tul ked­lebs
da­san­gre­vad, Tun­dac, fa­sa­naur­Si, or dax­ril,
tyian mTas Sua. Rria­leb­da veS­Ci­na, da yve­la­nai­
rad cdi­lob­da, Ta­vi daex­sna kap­ro­nis To­kis­gan,
mag­ram, amis nac­vlad, imis ga­mo, rom xe­lebs gau­

– 267 –
Ce­reb­lad aqa­na­veb­da di­di Za­liT, kap­ron­ma xor­
ci gauW­ra, ro­gorc Sem­deg vna­xe, zus­tad im ad­
gi­las, sa­dac ve­ne­bi yve­la­ze ax­loa kan­Tan, Se­sa­
ba­mi­sad, mi­si Tan ca­sa­viT lur­ji, Tan Wao­bi­viT
mwva­ne sis­xlZar­Rve­bi das­kda, ga­daix­sna Sua­ze
pir­ve­lad gax­le­Ci­li ato­mi­viT, daw­yda mZi­med,
kon­tra­ba­sis si­me­bi­viT, da veS­Ci­nas uk­ni­dan sis­
xli ga­moi­pa­ra ro­gorc mdi­na­ris wylis pa­ta­ra
na­ka­di, ro­mel­mac sul viw­ro Txri­li gaiy­va­na mi­
wa­Si da ax­la iq miC­qefs, mar­to, Ta­vi­su­fa­li. mi­si
si­coc­xle krTo­da da bJu­tav­da, ro­gorc san­Te­
li _ qar­ Si, da ne­ bis­
mier wams SeiZ­ le­bo­ da, Cam­
qra­li­yo sa­ma­rad­Ja­mod. veS­Ci­nas sun­Tqva Seek­ra,
Tum­ca mainc ib­rZo­da _ cdi­lob­da, hae­ris di­di
na­ka­di ga­daey­la­pa er­Tdrou­lad, mag­ram mxo­lod
im Tevzs hgav­da, ro­me­lic na­pir­ze amoiy­va­nes da
pirs uaz­rod, Tum­ca ime­dia­nad aRebs, ra­Ra­cas
elis. uceb veS­Ci­nam uzar­ma­za­ri pi­ri gax­sna _ ga­
laq­ti­kis cen­tSi myo­fi Sa­vi xvre­lis xe­la la­mis
_ da wa­miT TiT­qos ga­day­lap­va da­mi­pi­ra. ga­moa­Ci­
na vam­pi­ri­viT bas­ri kbi­le­bi da...
da.
mok­vda.

***
TiT­qos aTa­seu­li wle­bi ga­vi­da mas Sem­deg,
mag­ram mainc cxa­ dad max­sovs, ra iyo da ro­
gor. rac ki ska­ me­bi mqon­da sax­lSi xis, yve­ la
da­vam­tvrie da, vi­Tom­da me­ta­li yo­fi­li­yos, ise
TiT­qos Se­va­du­Re er­Tma­neT­ze, me­ve ga­mov­Ta­le

– 268 –
xis ku­bo veS­Ci­nas­Tvis, mag­ram mi­si moW­ri­li yu­
ris­Tvis cal­ke yu­Ti avi­Re, ro­me­lic jer ma­ri­
liT ga­vav­se na­xev­ram­de, xo­lo Sem­deg is yu­ric
dav­de, me­re ki isev da­va­ya­re zed Za­lian co­ta
NaCl. me ga­da­vi­de mxar­ze Ce­mi mic­va­le­bu­lis xis
ku­bo, erT xel­Si ki jva­ri me­Wi­ra, ro­me­lic spe­
cia­lu­rad veS­Ci­nas­Tvis iyo. Ca­ve­di me­gob­ro­bis
daR­mar­Tze, ga­da­ve­di gza­ze, Ca­vu­ye­vi ius­ti­ciis
sax­lis daR­mar­Tsac, da­va­de­qi me­Ter­Tme­te mik­
ro-raio­nis gzas, me­re, ro­ca Suq­ni­San­Tan mi­ve­
di da Cem mar­cxniv rag­bis sta­dio­ni ga­moC­nda,
mar­jvniv Se­vux­vie, xid­ze ga­da­ve­di da ave­di go­
reb­ze _ sa­saf­lao­ze, ga­da­We­di­li iyo mar­Tlac
iqau­ro­ba mic­va­le­bu­le­biT. ga­vi­fiq­re, ase­Ti
tem­piT Tu gag­rZel­da sik­vdi­li rus­Tav­Si, ma­
le mTe­li rus­Ta­vi gar­dac­vlil­Ta qa­la­qi gax­
de­ba-meT­ qi, da asec iyo, ga­ na, ara? ra Ca­
vi­di­
ne, vxvde­ bo­di, da Cem ir­ gvliv _ ro­ gorc erT
dros kaens dae­mar­Ta _ iZ­vrod­nen gze­bi, mTe­bi,
da sul dav­kar­ge mos­ve­ne­ba, Tum­ca vi­co­di, uk­ve
Sors ar iyo dro Ce­mi da­Rup­vi­sa. me bo­ro­te­bas
bo­ro­te­biT vu­pa­su­xe, da vin vi­ya­vi sxva, Tu ara
_ axa­li sau­ku­nis dam­Rup­ve­li se­nis Tval­sa­Ci­no
da dau­fa­ra­vi war­mo­mad­ge­ne­li? mok­led, ave­di
erT go­ra­ze, vna­xe rbi­li mi­wa, Ta­vi­su­fa­li, da
da­viw­ye xe­le­biT Txra. or saaT­Si gav­Txa­re ori
met­ri, daax­loe­biT, Ca­vaw­vi­ne veS­Ci­nas ku­bo ise,
rom dav­Zlie sa­Si­ne­li sur­vi­li mi­si gax­snis da
veS­Ci­nas nax­vis, mi­wa mi­va­ya­re, jva­ri mis Tav­ze
da­var­ Wve, mag­ram ar ga­ Cer­ da _ xan erT mxa­ res
ga­da­var­da, xa­nac meo­re mxa­res _ da ga­dav­wyvi­te,

– 269 –
ub­ra­lod da­me­do mi­wa­ze, Tum­ca, dav­de Tu ara,
Zlier­ma qar­ma wa­mou­be­ra da jva­ri sa­mi saf­la­
viT aR­mo­sav­le­TiT ga­dais­ro­la. mi­va­ne­be Ta­vi,
rad­gan ise­dac yve­la­fe­ri ga­sa­ge­bi iyo. ga­mo­vi­
ti­re veS­Ci­na, ga­mo­vi­ti­re iq­ve Ce­mi da­ce­mu­li,
da­Ca­na­ge­bu­li, ga­par­ta­xe­bu­li da mi­was­Tan gas­
wo­re­bu­li su­lic, xo­lo Sem­deg, ro­ca uk­ve was­
vla ga­daw­yve­ti­li mqon­da. amo­vi­Re pa­ta­ra ko­
lo­fi, ro­mel­Siac veS­Ci­nas moW­ri­li yu­ri ido,
dav­de mis saf­lav­ze, er­Ti Rrmad Ca­vi­sun­Tqe da
ga­mov­brun­di. gza­Si vfiq­rob­di da ax­lac vfiq­
rob; fiq­ri­sas yo­vel­Tvis av­di­var im do­nem­de,
ra do­ne­sac sxva ve­ra­vin miaR­wevs, mag­ram zus­
tad ma­Sin, ro­ca Zle­va­mo­si­li fiq­re­bis Se­ja­
me­biT ra­Ra­ca um­niS­vne­lo­va­nes das­kvna­ze un­da
ga­vi­de, xi­di tyde­ba da haer­Si vrCe­bi mar­to;
me rom imas miv­wvde, ri­si miw­vde­nac da­sa­xu­li
mqon­da miz­nad, usa­Tuod da­vi­Ru­pe­bi.
er­Ti kvi­ris Tav­ze veS­Ci­nas dak­rZal­vi­dan,
ro­de­sac Zlie­ri qa­ri _ TiT­qmis gri­ga­li _ dau­
be­ravs rus­Ta­vis axal sa­saf­lao­ze, ro­me­lic
axa­li di­di xa­nia, aRa­raa, Cem mier da­de­bul mu­
yaos ko­lofs Ta­vi ga­daex­de­ba, da ga­moC­nde­ba,
rom ara­nai­ri yu­ri iq ar devs.
da me­yo yve­la poe­ti da mu­si­ko­si, rad­gan Ce­mi
leq­sis dro dad­ga:

cal xel­Si boT­liT, dav­di­var mar­to,

Tva­leb­Si Si­SiT, sxva xel­Si da­niT,
ve­Rar­sad vpo­veb me mos­ve­ne­bas,
mag­ram Sen isev mim­Re­ri na­niT:

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 „xmai sis­xli­sa Zmi­sa Se­ni­sa
Ra­Ra­debs Cven­da mo­marT qve­ya­niT“.

aRar mew­ve­va me si­xa­ru­li,

da aRar mo­va Cem­Tan oc­ne­ba,
Se­ni Tva­le­bic Cems da­nax­va­ze,
ro­gorc kaen­ze, krTe­ba, oc­de­ba...

me me­ge­be­ba sis­xlis sur­ne­liT

ga­re­mo­cu­li ka­re­bi Ria,
me mxvde­ba fex­qveS ga­da­Te­li­li
da sik­vdi­lis­Tvis mzad myo­fi ia,
mag­ram ga­dav­rgav da ga­va­xa­reb,
me­re ki vit­yvi: „Ave Ma­ria~.

ix­sne­ba ze­ca, krTe­ba Rrub­le­bi,

So­ri­dan mo­Cans Ce­mi mde­va­ri,
aRar min­de­ba Tav­da­viw­ye­ba,
aRar min­de­ba Ra­mis Te­va­ni,
av­di­var jvar­Tan, rad­ga­nac ci­dan
Ca­mo­dis sis­xli, viT _ sa­fe­ra­vi.
jvar­Tan hpo­ve­ben yve­la­ni nu­geSs,
vi­si nu­ge­Sic Za­luZs ve­ra­vis.

xor­cSeus­xme­lad miy­var­da qa­li...

23 mar­ti _ 14 ap­ri­li, 2017 we­li

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dasasruli