Dearest Mom

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Dearest Mom

Andrea Sauceda

11th grade
That moment when you died was the worst moment
of me.

A part of me left with you and I will never return I


still do not assimilate that you already left. I always
think of you but that is nothing that we do not know,
I even think in silence so that no one realizes that I
am no longer the same without you.

Now I only keep those good moments that we had


and that you never left me. Remembering you is the
easiest thing because I always do it, the hardest thing
is to miss you and know that I don't have you
physically.

If only I could sit down and talk to you again, you


always came to my room or I went to yours so we
could talk since I always told you everything, you
would always mean everything to me.

The fact that you are no longer will always make me


sad.
God saw that you were already tired so he threw his
hands at you and told you that it was your time and
to let yourself go.

You don't deserve anything for what you went


through and that's why he gave you to rest.

I could not see you before you left and I did my best
to see you even in your last moment but as it is
protocol not to enter the covid I could not but
someone else did and let you know every second that
I love you and that I will love you eternally.

I'm glad that in your last I was in your mind and in


your heart when you always asked about me and
when you called me telling me that it was really
difficult, Mom, I'm very sorry for everything you
went through in that place.
During these months I have cried a lot to see you and
hug you again but I tell you, Mommy, I appreciate
all the things you taught me and I thank you for
everything that you scolded me since you did it for
my good.

You will always be my queen and the most beautiful


red rose since you loved those roses so much.

Every time it is more difficult to be without you and


to be without your hugs but I have to understand
that you are no longer physically but always in my
heart.

I ask God to give me strength to be able to pass this


great loss.

Mom, I love you and I will always and I know we'll


see each other again soon.

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