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The Arts in Psychotherapy 28 (2001) 161–174

Inside an art therapy group: the student perspective


Nora Swan–Foster, M.A., ATR-BCa,*, Melony Lawlor, M.A.b,
Laura Scott, M.A.c, Diane Angel, M.A.d,
Cristina Maria Ruiz, M.A.e, Maria Mana, M.A.f
a
Naropa University, 2130 Arapahoe Avenue, Boulder, CO 80302, USA
b
Youth and Family Services, Inc., Skowhegan, ME, USA
c
QuaLife Wellness Community, Denver, CO, USA
d
Centennial Peaks, Louisville, CO, USA
e
Education Institute-Universidad del Valle, Cali, Colombia
f
Family and Youth Outreach Services, Inc., Falls Church, VA, USA

Introduction sive, but there is a pronounced absence of literature


documenting an art therapy T-group from the student
Group work is an important aspect of our profes- perspective (Carter et al., 1978; Swan–Foster, Lawlor
sion as art therapists. There are many formats for & Scott, 1999). This paper seeks to partially remedy
teaching art therapy students about group dynamics; that situation by documenting a 15-week art therapy
however, in this paper, we will call our group time an T-group of 13 women and 1 female leader. Weekly
art therapy training group (T-group) because it was a progress notes made by all the group members as
specific time for observing and learning group dy- well as a follow-up questionnaire yielded substantial
namics first hand. The T-group is one of students’ comments on specific group dynamics and themes
first formal introductions to group art therapy, and is from which the authors focused on relevant subsec-
often their only exposure to groups before internship tions that were later woven together into this paper.
and employment. T-groups offer art therapy students Although the whole T-group participated in making
an opportunity to experience group dynamics first- this possible, the paper predominately reflects the
hand, and allow them to find more authentic relation- experiences of these authors.
ships with fellow students while enhancing self- The T-group was regularly held at the end of a
awareness. In the ever changing clinical climate that class, after the discussion of academic and ethical
challenges art therapists to wear several hats and to readings. The T-group was scheduled in the first
be flexible with their professional identities, group semester of the second year when the members had
training offers an important format for expanding established subgroups from their first year of classes.
self-awareness and skill (Malchiodi, 1999). The leader entered the group as a newcomer. The
Although therapists in the creative arts remember leader’s goals for students within the T-group portion
their T-groups as pivotal markers in their education, of the class were to experiment with personal expres-
the student perspective of T-group experiences is sion through talking and art, to experiment with roles
rarely discussed (Carter et al., 1978; McClure, 1998; and boundaries, and to expand the capacity to tolerate
Wadeson, 1987; Waller, 1993). Literature on group the uncovering of group conflict and tension. Two
work and art therapy group work is broad and exten- themes dominated this art therapy T-group: 1) how to
interpose words with art within an art therapy group,
and 2) how to clarify and understand group conflict
* Corresponding author. and resistance within a multirelationship environ-
E-mail address: NswanFos@aol.com (N. Swan–Foster). ment.

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The paper is organized into two main sections. In T-group because of the specific contemplative train-
the first section, we provide background information ing included in our curriculum (Franklin, 1999;
that is relevant to our T-group experience. The rele- Franklin et al., 2000). As Kabat–Zinn (1994) ob-
vant areas that we discuss are: the transpersonal par- serves, in presence or mindfulness “we commit fully
adigm, a contemplative context, the feminist perspec- in each moment to being present. There is no ‘per-
tive, multicultural issues, group ethics, and formance.’ There is just this moment” (p. 22). Meet-
resistance. In the second section, we describe some ing one’s edge (Chodron, 1991, 1997) is when we
poignant stages of the 15-session T-group art therapy have the most difficult time staying present and the
process and analyze these stages in terms of the strongest desire to jump ship. Maitri is Sanskrit for
background information provided in the first section. loving-kindness towards oneself. It encompasses the
idea of befriending oneself and others just the way
we are (Chodron, 1991). Instead of trying to change
The student perspective: relevant background things, one uncovers what is always present (Kabat–
information Zinn, 1994). Silence is experienced in an art therapy
T-group when members focus on breathing or mak-
The transpersonal paradigm ing art. Silence is commonly viewed as an inhibiting
factor or resistance (Becker, 1972). Because silence
Transpersonal art therapy is defined by Farrelly– is often a necessary requirement for art therapy
Hansen as “both a perspective and a path” (Franklin, groups, a more suitable understanding is when Gans
Farrelly–Hansen, Marek, Swan–Foster & Walling- and Counselman (2000) point out that “silence does
ford, 2000, p. 102). The transpersonal perspective not have to indicate avoidance or suppression, and
engages with the notion of the transitions between often occurs in the normal course of group work . . .
words and art and between the process and the prod- silence and talking are . . . both opportunities for
uct. In the transitions, individuals may become aware learning” (p. 72). They further state that a “leader
of themselves in relation to the group and connect to who is comfortable with silences creates a slowed
an essence beyond themselves. A person may gain an pace that allows for pause and reflection. For some
expanded awareness of the “above and beyond” as members, it is the first time in their lives that they
they sit before their art within a group. For the first have been allowed to be slow” (p. 74).
time they may see themselves connected to the
whole, while at the same time the group also sees The feminist perspective
them in their wholeness. Winnicott’s (1982) work on
the transitional phenomena supports the group to When considering the feminist perspective it is
notice a “potential space” where the play of making important not to interpret the use of this paradigm as
art happens. To enter this space requires spontaneity, an attempt to isolate the genders but rather to enhance
risk taking, nourishment, and trust (Levine, 1989). the understanding of a same gender T-group. Most
From a transpersonal perspective, moving in and out traditional group dynamics were conceived by men
of making art is likened to a nonordinary state of and based on mixed gender groups, and the vast
consciousness (Farrelly–Hansen, 1998; Taylor, developmental, multicultural, and gender issues that
1995). Also, as Skaife and Huet (1998) point out, the arise in same gender groups were not considered
“transition between the different activities in the art when group theories originated (DeChant, 1996; Gil-
psychotherapy group is where tensions mostly occur” ligan, 1982; Jordan & Kaplan, 1991; McClure, 1998).
(p. 18). Navigating into and out of the art making Recent research suggests that same gender groups are
process requires the skill to move between words and unique in their behavior (Bernardez, 1996; Bra-
images, which represent both the potentiality and bender, 1992; DeChant, 1996; Levine, 1989). Most
tension in a group. As McClure (1998) states: “The important is that women tend to develop a definition
therapeutic potential of groups can be maximized by of themselves through attachment and relationships
utilizing the transpersonal realm” (p. 203). and, as a result, tend to be threatened by separation
(Chodorow, 1974; Gilligan, 1982).
A contemplative context Another important aspect is that of finding and
using one’s voice in an art therapy group. By speak-
The term contemplative refers to group members ing within a group, a woman challenges herself to be
intently watching their own process and the process more clearly defined (Gilligan, 1982). And yet, par-
of the group as a whole. The four main contemplative adoxically, “the creative process . . . value[s] interac-
concepts that arose during our T-group were presence tion, nurturance, support, and interconnectedness”
or mindfulness, meeting one’s edge, maitri, and si- (Levine, 1989, p. 325). By experiencing both con-
lence. They were recognized and validated in this nection and self-definition within a female group,
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members modify group norms and discover the because of the academic environment, resulting in
power of their art. When in a same gender group, group tension or resistance to self-exposure within
women tend to identify and trust the perspectives of the group process (Corey & Corey, 1997; Yalom,
both the group and the individual experience rather 1995). In addition, the American Art Therapy Asso-
than making comparisons to other models of group ciation’s 1997 Ethics Document does not specifically
process (Worell & Remer, 1992). A challenge for outline group ethics for art therapy groups. Yalom
same gender groups is that a woman is often cultur- (1995) explains that if the leader can adequately and
ally valued for her care-taking skills, so she is reluc- openly address these issues with the students and the
tant to present a different aspect of herself in the group is aware of the challenges, then the group has
group. Consequently, although care-taking is vital for the opportunity to progress. “Progress of the group
group cohesion, it can also “possess a strong defen- over time is not measured by reduction of conflict,
sive component” that inhibits the progress of the but rather in the ability of the group to identify and
group (Brabender, 1992, p. 134). resolve conflict situations efficiently” (Unger, 1990,
p. 35).
Multicultural issues Learning about group ethics and legal standards
(Corey & Corey, 1997) elevated tension and conflict
The multicultural aspect of this art therapy T- within the art therapy T-group for the following rea-
group was expressed through the diversity of lan- sons:
guages, artwork, cultural backgrounds, sociopolitical
ideas, and spiritual orientations. Acculturation is the 1. Inability to choose the group leader (private
process of introducing and integrating an individual clients generally choose their group therapist).
or group from a different culture into a new culture 2. Involuntary or mandatory participation (posi-
(Salvendy, 1999). Group members were dealing with tive group therapy arises most effectively from
profound issues of acculturation into American soci- voluntary participation).
ety, as well as adjustment to the subcultures of the 3. Multirelationships among the students and be-
University and the academic and professional world tween students and the leader. Examples in-
of art therapy. clude: role-playing, grading, future academic
For four group members, English was a second relationships, and external (boundaries within
language, with Finnish, Spanish, French, and Greek a group regarding multirelationships tend to be
as first languages. These first languages were present clearly defined).
as part of the members’ identities, but repressed by 4. Group history and group future (groups are
the need to use English to connect and survive in often newly formed and members do not know
daily life and within the culture of graduate school. one another. In open groups, newcomers are
They struggled in varying degrees with language and common).
socialization within the American culture, feeling 5. Pseudoconfidentiality (group therapist is re-
misunderstood, unheard, or of being invisible or min- quired to maintain confidentiality and encour-
imized (Salvendy, 1999). The group was awakened ages members to do the same).
by these rich, underlying details and both the mem- 6. Competition for future clinical observation and
bers and the leader were required to “modify . . . internship sites, (competition is usually a
strategies to meet the unique needs” of the group group dynamic that is not stimulated by out-
(Corey & Corey, 1997, p. 15). In some cases, “the side expectations or requirements).
yardstick for measuring progress may be very differ- 7. Maintaining a professional identity (group
ent or even nonexistent” to first establish a human members’ professional identity is not usually
connection (Sanford, 2000, p. 34). Corey and Corey compromised by pseudoconfidentiality and
(1997) and Sanford (2000) explain the process as multirelationships).
discovering an awareness of cultural assumptions and
expectations, while finding connections through cul- The fact that this group was mandatory within a
tural differences. required class, and that there was no choice regarding
the group leader, proved to be an important source of
Group ethics resistance as well as a point of enlightenment for the
members when learning about ethics. In addition,
Ethics, by its very nature, is rarely a clearly de- there was no prescreening for mutuality of goals,
fined issue, but rather each case is best reviewed in level of group experience or commitment to the
context while certain basic ethical laws and standards group. We came to this training group with a history
are considered (Corey & Corey, 1997; Haeseler, and we knew we would be together for several more
1992). In a T-group, ethical standards are modified semesters after this class. We demonstrated our re-
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sistance by not using art materials, by refusing to talk soften our hearts towards our self and to others
about a topic, and by eventually focusing on con- through the concept of maitri. As students, we ac-
flicts, competition, and expressing our anger. tively addressed group resistance as directly related
Group anger was associated with the abundance to the ethical confusions inherent within an academic
of multirelationships unique to a T-group. As stu- environment where experiential learning was a nec-
dents, we could not prevent having dual relationships essary part of the curriculum. The leader supported
with each other as friends, classmates, future profes- the T-group by recognizing resistance as an accept-
sionals, and as art therapy T-group members. If we able way to protect the T-group’s apparent cohesion
had failed to support one another in the past, there and individual safety.
were probably emotional injuries that we unknow- By acknowledging the resistance we recreated
ingly incurred as a group. How much of our anger new group cohesion. In doing this, we abandoned the
stemmed from our personal past and worked itself comparative approach between group members, and
out within the group? How did care and compassion instead accepted the wide diversity of emotions even
link with honesty and authenticity of feeling? Even if they differed from other member’s experiences.
further, were we thinking we would be graded on our Old ways of expressing anger were counteracted by
anger? If we expressed our anger would our leader learning about healthy expressions of anger. It was
retaliate by grading our expression (Brabender, 1992, necessary for those of us feeling anger to ask for and
p. 138)? The T-group focused on ways to address receive support from other group members. We
anger and issues of authority that were stimulated by learned that anger offered a positive energetic force
the multirelationships. that allowed for the beginnings of new group norms.
Upon arriving at school, we had been given a Resistance to making art manifested early in the
handout on ethical standards for giving and receiving group. We were aware of the depths that the images
feedback that recommended anger be expressed in a revealed. We also reacted against the nonverbal con-
thoughtful and caring manner. However, requiring tract of the T-group using art materials as a focus. In
anger to be expressed with care and compassion fact, we often struggled with our identity as future art
aroused confusion for us as a female group because therapists, feeling a pull to make art because of the
we needed to learn how to express anger clearly “should” and yet wanting to make art because of the
while having permission to make mistakes. Ulti- desire. One group member observed that “art tells on
mately, we no longer wanted to abandon ourselves to you.” Art sometimes reveals more than we are ready
appear “caring and compassionate.” to share. Though there was advice from our profes-
sors to only reveal what we were comfortable with in
Group resistance class projects, this remained a difficult task. We had
experienced sharing too much of ourselves in the past
Resistance is seen as the forces that restrict the and did not want to repeat this in our T-group. At the
connection to the group, “that interfere with sharing same time, we realized the paradox of how we could
experiences, and that undermine solidification and “hide” in making art and potentially never connect
consolidation” (Ormont, 1992, p. 121). Resistance is with each other. Experiencing resistance through
often viewed as a hindrance to group progress, al- both words and the art-making process offered us a
though “some initial resistance is always expected” vital opportunity to reaffirm our commitment to art
(Corey & Corey, 1997, p. 137). Fenchel and Flapan therapy as a profession.
(1985) report that resistance is typically viewed with
pejorative connotations, even though it arises from
various sources and cannot always be labeled clearly. Art therapy group process
In addition, they state that resistance contains possi-
ble adaptive functions that, once explored, could in- Developmental perspective
crease spontaneity within the group.
In our T-group, resistance offered an opportunity Like the journey of life, a group’s process unfolds
to improve our self-disclosure skills, establish our in stages; group themes emerge, both conscious and
autonomy, and protect our future professional integ- unconscious, which require attention. We answered
rity. The resistance also offered the chance to be this need for attention by developing a “group voice.”
more authentic and to take risks and experience gen- The group voice may be understood as the collective
uine spontaneity. Resistance was also important for group themes expressed in the primary and secondary
us to experience for future professional work when levels of group interaction. The primary level is the
our clients will feel similarly. As a result, resistance hidden agenda of the group process, while the sec-
was used as a positive and mature coping skill while ondary level is the conscious material within the
a contemplative perspective offered us a way to group interactions.
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Fig. 1. L’s Truth.

The developmental paradigm views groups in member responded (Fig. 1) “I felt if I let out my
stages, even though there are no “clear dividing lines ‘secret’ that I was fearful others wouldn’t like the
between the phases of a group” (Corey & Corey, ‘real’ me.” Her fear was common among other stu-
1987, p. 223). Brabender (1992) outlines the follow- dent group members, illustrating a common feeling
ing four stages that occur in groups composed of all for the first stage of a group. Brabender (1992) writes
women: “In the first stage, women face issues related that “. . . many female members can readily relate to
to autonomy and connection. In the second stage, the fear of being found inadequate by the group and
women focus upon conflictual feelings in relation to wish for the group’s approval” (p. 136). Fig. 2 illus-
authority. In the third stage, women address obstacles trates the concerns regarding presenting a more au-
to the achievement of satisfying, intimate, peer-based thentic self to the group. Of this image the artist said,
relationships. In the fourth stage, women focus upon “It was about showing more of my real self to the
issues of separation and loss that are precipitated by group, yet being strongly afraid to do so.” Another
the termination of the group” (p. 131). member documented how she felt in the group in Fig.
3. “[The drawing] was. . . a representation of how I
Immediate group issues was feeling in relation to my classmates. I see the
frustration and aloneness I felt in that moment. I
Corey and Corey (1997) describe stage one as the wanted to connect but was not willing to share all my
initial development of standards for behavior while ‘stories’ yet. There was very little investment in this
beginning to explore the primary or “hidden” agenda image, but I see the green vine-like leaves as an
of the group. Stage one also addresses group trust and awareness that there was a potential for growth in this
cohesiveness, issues which were present in the T- situation.”
group’s early sessions (Brabender, 1992). In the third session, multicultural issues with lan-
In the first session, the focus on mutual and egal- guage burst out when one member took notes in the
itarian relationships was displayed through speaking T-group. The person taking notes admitted to doubt-
and listening to others when members expressed con- ing her ability to keep track of the group process
cerns regarding the multirelationships inherent within because she was still learning English. Her note tak-
the T-group, and the purpose and expectations of our ing stimulated a discussion on confidentiality and
emotional participation within a group (Worell & safety. Group members shared their reactions and
Remer, 1992). Addressing these issues of intimacy feelings about secrecy, isolation, and feeling angry
and safety revealed that we were not as united as we and judged as a result of her note taking. The group
presented to others. This was illustrated by the first encouraged each other to use spoken words to find
art directive “draw your hopes, fears, and secrets,” in the support needed from other group members, but no
which most of the images were of individuals. One firm decision was made on whether or not group
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subgroup of bilingual members was discovered as


each individual expressed a sense of isolation in their
own experience. This theme of a split surfaced again
later.
The group learned in the early stages of the group
that, even though they provided a therapeutic envi-
ronment for safety by maintaining good boundaries,
using active listening skills and respecting the suffer-
ing and strength of each other, a real sense of safety
must also come from trusting one’s self. One member
spoke of her internal journey to find the safety that
would allow her to speak in the group: “I realized that
safety was not something the others could give to me.
Safety was something that grew out of trusting my-
self.”
Although these early group concerns could be
defined as resistance, clarification was appropriate for
a corrective emotional experience regarding expecta-
tions around self-disclosure. The group’s secondary
process of setting personal boundaries and clarifying
expectations furthered the primary hidden agenda of
re-evaluating group norms around trust and safety. It
was the leader’s job to tolerate the clarification and
distrust.

Fig. 2. M’s figure. The sweet mural

An example of group primary process of conflict


members could take notes in future groups. Instead, and vulnerability was expressed through the first mu-
by addressing the split on whether or not to allow ral (Fig. 4 and Fig. 5), titled the “sweet mural.” The
note taking in the group, it was discovered that first mural remained an empty sheet for sessions 3 and 4.
languages and cultures of origin were being shut out During this time, the mural paper gained boundaries
of the group through the acculturation process. A from the fold lines when it was stored between

Fig. 3. D’s vine.


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of bringing the primary issues to consciousness. Her


voice woke us out of a deep sleep. While working on
the mural, other members experienced genuine feel-
ings of unity and group community. The group mem-
bers’ paradoxical experiences highlighted the natural
tension within the T-group, and the session ended
with no resolution.
The heightened tension, resulting from a lack of
resolution, challenged us to tolerate our differences
as individuals within a group. Recognizing our au-
tonomy jeopardized the existing group cohesiveness
and threatened the group with feelings of separation,
rejection, abandonment, and isolation. To handle this
Fig. 4. Blank mural paper with folds. conflict and to trust that the change would be bene-
ficial, the group found nourishment through individ-
ual contemplative presence or mindfulness. This al-
classes. When we were ready to engage with the art
lowed for a slower pace so members could become
materials during session 5, the leader asked us to
more conscious of personal and group dynamics.
“choose a paint color and find a square in which to
There was no formalized meditation or leader-di-
paint how you feel in the group today.” The art
rected technique; instead students used their own
reflected a beginning stage in that we were unaware
and “asleep” to the level of cohesiveness that would experience from their contemplative practice as a tool
tolerate deep anxiety, conflict, anger, and dissension for managing the intense moments of the group pro-
within the group (Corey & Corey, 1997). Some of us cess.
did not follow the directive, nor did we stay within It takes curiosity and persistence to be present for
the folds of the paper. Trust, safety, and boundary each moment, and this is a skill that can be attained
issues were now visually illustrated in the mural. only through repetition and practice, especially when
The group’s tension was heightened when one the moment holds emotions and sensations that are
member expressed how “sweet” the mural felt, but unpleasant or tumultuous. One member felt chal-
that “sweet” was not her experience of working on lenged by staying present: “Our group seemed to
the mural or of how she was feeling after painting. have many days where being present was hard for
Some members wanted to avoid this difference, but me. I so much wanted to go away into my thoughts of
her courage to speak was an important turning point what happened in the morning before group or what

Fig. 5. Sweet mural.


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Fig. 6. Web in circle. Fig. 7. Web in pile.

like. In the parallel process of speaking and making


was going to happen that night. I wanted to be any- art, a softening occurred. A new sense of cohesion
where but in my chair in the group circle.” and vulnerability emerged in the group that was both
represented in the silences and through the words, the
The Web tears, and the art. The conflict was still there, but for
now there was a rest.
In sessions 7, 8, and 9, the contemplative presence In the next two sessions (sessions 8 and 9), the
was felt by the group when we created pieces with T-group reaffirmed connection and safety with the
plasticene, followed by a group piece called “the Web (Fig. 7), made from boxes of yarn, beads, and
Web” (Fig. 6). As a group, we had experienced con- feathers. We worked individually, talking, creating,
flict from the note taking incident and the first mural. weaving, and connecting small individual pieces that
Group members expressed uncertainty about the first sat in our laps and then were eventually pieced
goals in the group, while other members wondered if together into a circular shape (Fig. 6) that sat in the
the group could be destroyed by the conflict. center of our group circle. “I feel like I am in a
Plasticene was chosen by the leader because it quilting-bee” one woman said, and there was a gen-
offered tactile resistance and self-soothing. Each per- eral sense of group unity, a place of inner knowing.
son held the plasticene in her hands and molded it as At this point in the group process, the leader decided
she talked or listened. There was felt resistance not to give an art directive because a new level of
against our hands by working with the cold clay. The group safety and risk-taking had emerged. She chose
resistance to change was kinesthetically felt through materials that reflected the T-group dynamics. When
the materials, which eventually softened and took a member asked the leader why she chose the mate-
new form. This may have been a time when we were rials, she said “because the boxes of stuff offer a
using the clay to embody the entirety of the situation metaphor for the group to do some untangling and
at hand. We were not concerned with the product, but sorting through.” The result was an isomorphic rep-
rather integrating our individual experience into the resentation that amplified the complex group dynam-
art material. We were present with all that was oc- ics.
curring in the moment, and were using that experi- Four sessions later we worked together to untan-
ence to create a piece in the moment, without jump- gle the yarn piece, attempting to sort through the
ing into future thoughts of what it was going to look knots and confusion while we verbally sorted through
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the knots and confusion of the group conflicts. Would


it be a nest, an umbrella, or something else? The Web
offered a way for us to recover our creative potential
“when, in solidarity with other women, [we worked]
through the multiple ways in which [we had] been
discouraged, disconnected, and distracted from . . .
genuine aspirations and capacities” (Bernadez, 1996,
p. 256). After the Web was untangled and formed a
circle again, the group added a stronger rope to sup-
port the individual pieces.
The Web exemplified transpersonal art therapy
because “making art and entering into an authentic
relationship with both its process and product. . . pro-
vides access to some of those nonordinary states
wherein one’s consciousness and capacity for com-
passion and service undergo major transformations”
(Franklin et al., 2000, p. 102). The sorting through
was the secondary process, while the primary process
of the task was finding connection and spontaneity
between members. This happened when participants
exchanged seats to help each other, and became phys-
ically closer as we sorted through our Web. All the
feelings of conflict, entanglement, appreciation, dis-
like, separation, and autonomy were held within the
metaphor of the art that was greater than the group.
Fig. 9. Mandala Mural.
Figs. 6 and 7 reaffirm the power of the art process as
a natural way of repairing and restructuring ways of
being in the world. The Web was also a symbol of
frustration for us because it was tangled and felt fragile and unsuccessful in its purpose. This art piece
holds a reminder of both the failure and the potential
of groups in all their diversity, mutuality, confusion,
and beauty (Schaverien, 1992; Unger, 1990).

The Mandala Mural

With the Web in place, Brabender’s (1992) sec-


ond stage (conflict with authority) and third stage
(exploring obstacles to satisfying, peer-based rela-
tionships) emerged in sessions 10, 11, 12, and 13,
with two half circles that were eventually taped to-
gether and drawn on (Fig. 8 and Fig. 9). This second
mural took us four group sessions to complete, and
was called the “Mandala Mural.”
The Mandala Mural was first presented in session
10 by the leader as two halves of a circle to reflect the
split within the group that had been earlier defined by
a member as two subgroups: the “talkers” and the
“nontalkers.” The group’s resistance to uncovering
the subgroups was often reflected by the resistance to
making art for fear that this split would become more
visible and would perhaps “split” the T-group’s ac-
ademic community. As an intervention, the group
was asked to use images to express how they felt to
be in either half of the circle. Members were not
designated to one half of the circle or the other, but
Fig. 8. Blank circle with tape and footprints. could move back and forth between either side. Sev-
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eral of the talkers strongly rejected this art directive, For the talkers, feedback was important to their
while some of the nontalkers expressed an interest experience. One member said, “what I say may sound
and a willingness to see what would happen. Para- very different from what I mean. I need to form my
doxically, it was the nontalkers who expressed a thoughts before voicing them out loud.” Another
willingness to take a risk. wrote that the group experience gave her an under-
As we struggled with what to do with the two standing of how her family role influenced the use of
halves of paper, a poignant example of the metaphor- her individual voice within other groups. “It also
ical group voice became a reality out of the “split helped me become more aware of the power of the
space” when one member expressed anxiety about ‘silent voice’ within me.” She went on to say the
using her voice in the group. She was anxious about group experience “helped facilitate controlling my
speaking but wanted to honor that she had something individual voice, since it sometimes gets too loud.”
relevant to say. She softly said “I’ve lost my voice In our T-group, there were two main forms of
silence. Silence appeared in the form of not produc-
and I want it back. . . . ” At the leader’s suggestion,
ing art and in not using words to speak the unspoken
we all chanted with her “I’ve lost my voice and I
feelings. Contemplative practice teaches us to notice
want it back.” “I’ve lost my voice and I want it
the gaps of silence in between moments. These
back!” louder and louder. “I’ve lost my voice and I
spaces provide an opportunity for people to notice the
want it back!”
energy that arises during silence and then to observe
The nontalkers spoke of “risk-taking” and “trust”
their tendency to act or not. We observed these mo-
as important aspects of their experience. One member ments in the T-group and refrained from talking,
wrote that the group “made conscious the concept of thereby learning a new way of being with ourselves.
the [individual] voice. . . through the process of this Silence is a space of many textures. It does not
group, I was able to risk using my voice, and trust it always feel the same, but differs depending on the
would be heard.” Another shared that “what finally situation. Sometimes the silence would be thick and
shifted for me was the recognition from a peer that I murky, which expressed the feeling of being stuck
was one of the quiet ones. Being seen encouraged me and seeing no end to the discomfort. Other days the
to be more present with the others, to take risks and silence would feel open and vast as members grasped
share my perspective.” Another quiet member said, at a new understanding of what it meant to be alive
“By pushing and confronting some of my deepest and connecting with others in an authentic way. The
fears I got . . . to know not only my voice better, but more a person is able to sit in silence, the more he or
also myself. . . to reprogram the old messages passed she will be able to explore the many aspects that a
down in my family that women have nothing intelli- silent space can hold.
gent to say.” Feeling dismissed, unheard, or unseen These gaps of silence in the T-group revealed that
were common themes we discussed in the T-group, both the verbal and quiet members had different
and the “empty art” reflected these empty feelings struggles with silence. The silent members had to
back to us. In response to her solitary female image, work up the courage to talk, and the verbal members
one member, who was one of the nontalkers in the needed to summon the courage to sit silently. Both
group, speaks to her individual growth in this T- seemed to be having a lot of internal activity during
group through a poem. these moments of struggle. Nontalkers spent a lot of
the time trying to stay present and to notice when
Woman, they had something to say. They also tried to pay
illuminated from within attention to what their bodies were telling them. “As
holding in my hands a ball of fear I spoke, I tried to not abandon myself, but rather to
knowing it will show me the way breathe and slowly state what I wanted to say,” ex-
to an inner place of truth plained one member. The more verbal members also
belly full of swirling sensations returned to contemplative concepts as they attempted
the edge of my warmth meets the darkness
to sit quietly and to be with their own process. Some
I cradle my instincts, my fear and can feel
of the members struggled with their discomfort dur-
the joy of all these lively parts of me rise
my arms are strong and feel protective of this
ing the silences and with their need to fill it up with
blue and yellow orb I am holding anything in order for the silence to end. It was diffi-
will it expand, deflate, crack into a million pieces cult to stay in that open unknown space. As one
or remain solid? member said, “I use words to stay away from feel-
the darkness around me only further deepens ings.” In this group, the talkers attempted to stop
my inside glow themselves in that space of discomfort and take note
I sing out loud in my aloneness of what was happening. This contrasting struggle
triumphant as the words echo through reminds us that the “underlying psychodynamics that
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contribute to effusiveness can be the same as those it sounds like (Wegela, 1992). One goes into the
that generate silence” (Gans & Counselman, 2000, p. feeling and touches it with attention and then backs
75). away. This process can be repeated and each time one
Our struggle was to make space for both the may be working toward increasing the “touch” time.
talkers and the nontalkers in the group, while at the One way of allowing time for touching the moment
same time we struggled with the conflict of what to was to ring the bell that we had in the group. The bell
do with the split circle. The halves were eventually was rung at the beginning and end of each group
taped together (Fig. 8) and “stomped” on, first acci- session, and could also be rung if any member
dentally and then deliberately. Like the group chant, wanted to stop the group for a moment of silence or
there was now a group stomping. Taping the paper for clarification from the leader. One group member
suggested a group desire to join the talkers and the remembered her experience: “Instead of trying to run
nontalkers in the actual group while also suggesting away from my emotions, I chose to ring the bell. At
an internal joining of the talker with the nontalker for this point, the group stopped and there were a few
individuals. Along with repairing the split, the taping seconds of silence. I found this silence to be ex-
could be viewed as initially “band-aiding” the split tremely helpful in finding my breath and coming into
until it was healed. Stomping on the paper illustrated contact with the inner tension.”
energy moving within the group with anger ex- Maitri was important during the difficult times of
pressed towards art materials, art therapy, or, more the T-group. One member wrote about how using
directly, against the leader, who felt dismissed and maitri in the group supported her in learning about
disregarded. The leader observed her desire to retal- herself. “I would sit. . . and internally scold myself
iate in anger. The group successfully induced these for not talking more or for sharing too much too
feelings in the leader to let her know of their own quickly. . . but sometimes I would stop and remind
experiences of feeling split, unseen, violated, or dis- myself of maitri. I would try to accept myself for who
regarded. I am. I am not perfect and do things wrong, but that
The tension that occurred during the T-group is part of being alive and open to learning. I was
caused some members to “meet their edge.” Chodron learning about myself and also about myself in rela-
(1997) describes meeting one’s edge as the time tion to others.”
when “. . . . we come to the place where we think we In the next two groups, we drew with pastels on
can’t handle whatever is happening. It’s too much. the circle and we found a deeper sense of intimacy
It’s gone too far. We feel bad about ourselves. . . . and a “here and now” focus that brought issues and
Basically, life has just nailed us” (p. 13). The leader feelings into awareness both through words and
immediately met her edge when coming into an al- through images. Some members said “I don’t want
ready formed group, knowing very little about the this group to end.” The shapes and figures reaching
students. She stated, “I wondered whether or not I and stretching towards the center evolved into a man-
could survive this group. For me it was like hang dala that we felt represented a true community, a
gliding, finding invisible streams of air as I got to community we discovered through communication
know the climate of the group. Staying present by and taking action. The art making process illustrated
slowing myself down and paying attention to my how we moved through conflict and resistance into a
breathing was an essential gauge of my pacing as a mostly generative group with creative expression that
leader.” One group member stated: “I met my own accepted diversity and autonomy. A rhythm “be-
edge during a session when I felt anger at another tween intimacy and conflict” was experienced as the
member, but at the same time anger at myself. The T-group moved between using words and using art to
experience was very powerful and I felt shakiness in express themselves (Unger, 1990, p. 358).
my body that felt as if it would destroy me. My first The Mandala Mural (Fig. 9) was also a turning
instinct was to stop breathing and cut myself off from point in the acculturation process, which was high-
the intense emotions.” Chodron (1997) finds that this lighted by the member who had taken notes in the
is a common response, but suggests that one do the earlier session. In session 13, she used her voice to
opposite. She suggests embracing the feeling or en- ask permission to write each group member’s name
ergy and really trying to stay with it, letting it “pierce around the edge of the mandala. This action could be
us to the heart” (p. 15). We are not accustomed to interpreted as a corrective emotional experience since
allowing this to happen, so again it takes practice to she found a way to use both her voice and her writing
cultivate this. The same member said “I found that I in a way that was acceptable to the group norms of
could allow some emotions to touch me this deeply, respect, safety, and confidentiality (Yalom, 1995).
like isolation and sadness, but with anger I needed to Adding the names around the outside of the circle
practice the touch and go method.” honored each individual as participating in the whole.
The “touch and go method” is basically just what The Mandala Mural was now a subtle but powerful
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Fig. 10. Final mural.

metaphor for group members being recognized as group journey. Our process was not predictable but
individuals within the container of the group mind more of a spiraling through the unknown, moment by
(McClure, 1998). Metaphorically, the image of the moment, with mutual respect for each other. We
circle suggested the world—the group world—that made choices about the level of investment in the
holds many names, many cultures, and many voices. ending process, and both the leader and group mem-
bers respected individual levels of involvement.
The final mural The various activities planned for the last day
included writing, talking, and art images, allowing
The final mural was one of the ways group mem- each individual to give in the way she felt most
bers expressed feelings about ending, and was the comfortable and to take what she needed from the
culmination of the T-group (Fig. 10). The materials newly formed group voice. The flowing, circular pro-
that had been brought to the collage box throughout cess of moving from individuality to mutuality and
the 15 weeks were now available to use in the last back to a greater understanding of the individual was
mural. In the box were various found objects that made apparent on this last day. As one member said,
were described by the leader as “things we would “we were enveloped in a knowing uncertainty” as we
take from the group or things we would give to the left behind this T-group experience.
group as a way to say good-bye.” The last session
was for some members tinged with ambivalence. We
were not really ending as a group; we would gather Conclusion
again in classes next semester. Certainly we were
ending as an art therapy T-group, and losing the Although this paper is by no means a comprehen-
unique group format with our leader. Again, the mul- sive review of a 15-week same gender art therapy
tirelationships and ethical standards surfaced. T-group, we have gleaned a greater understanding of
Despite the tension, the last sessions revealed the the various multirelationships and the multiple layers
issues of separation and loss Brabender (1992) de- of group dynamics and how they affected our T-
scribes in stage four. Elements of the group voice group. We have seen how some members used the
were expressed in the images on the mural: eyes; T-group to experiment with their art, their words, and
dots; outstretched arms; rivers; butterflies; leaves and their contemplative practice, and how, much to their
vines. In the mural, the leaves were falling from the surprise, mutual respect was woven throughout the
tree, suggesting transformation and an ending. The art therapy T-group even when conflict was present.
water in the rivers was moving on into distant, un- The group discovered that the diversity of cultural
known territory, suggesting that autonomy was more experiences established a richer ground for commu-
acceptable as we moved toward the next step in our nication and trust, although at first it was experienced
N. Swan–Foster et al. / The Arts in Psychotherapy 28 (2001) 161–174 173

as conflict, anger, mistrust, and resistance. The T- as group leaders; we will accept that each group finds
group broke through the resistance by listening to the its own way with the rhythm between cohesion and
nontalkers and talkers, modifying ethical standards conflict.
for a training group, and waking to multicultural and Because we learned that it is helpful to be in the
gender factors that affected the group dynamics. Con- moment, to not force the progress of a group or to
flict and anger with each other, with the group as a jump too quickly to fix the conflicts, we will be better
whole, and with the leader were addressed several prepared to engage in the complex layers within the
times throughout the process, out of which tender group process. In particular, we did eventually rec-
moments of realization and intimate connection oc- ognize the practice of being in the moment as an
curred. acceptable goal without having to find a conclusive
Although unclear at the time, the rhythm of mak- understanding of our T-group experience. At the very
ing art led the group to accept the flow between least, T-groups offer this valuable learning for future
words and art, and to trust in the moment as part of therapists in the creative arts.
the group goal. In addition, the risk to redefine Last but not least, we understand our group’s need
boundaries and safety as self-protection rather than to support and educate the general creative arts ther-
only resistance led to greater honesty and mutual apy community. The process of how we came to find
acceptance within the group. We discovered that hon- our voices through words and art-making within a
esty was not something that could split us, but it group is now visible through printed words. This
could change us. T-group hopes that our willingness to communicate
This T-group experience demonstrates that the and take action will make a difference for future
ethical challenges with art therapy T-groups need to creative arts therapy T-group members and their
be consistently addressed with students by the leader, leaders. The following is an appropriate closing for
and that resistance is a positive reaction to the class us all to remember: “By invoking such feelings. . . we
syllabus or contract (Unger, 1990). We learned that are stretching . . . against the boundaries and igno-
when the leader openly revisits the various sources of rance of our own minds and hearts. And in the
resistance, the group tension relaxes and the group stretching, painful as it sometimes is, we expand, we
can progress. By learning about resistance in a T- grow, we change ourselves, we change the world”
group, we became better prepared to work with man- (Kabat–Zinn, 1994).
dated or inpatient populations because our student
status is much like those mandated requirements es-
tablished by legal or insurance agencies. Acknowledgment
We also learned that it is helpful when the leader
tolerates the group’s resistance to art making by not We would like to extend our appreciation to the
enforcing the “time to make art” expectation, but remaining T-group for their consent and encourage-
instead reminds the group of the available materials. ment in publishing this material. Without their par-
By allowing this exploration, we experienced the ticipation this would not be possible.
nuances between words and art making and how it
related to self-disclosure and safety. We noticed how
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