Story one. I 23f Medi 23m in the sixth grade.

When we were both 11 years old we were best

friends since that was inseparable practically joined by The Hip we started dating when we were
14 and never stopped. We were the typical teenage couple. We had our Fair bit of stupid fights,
but overall, our relationship was pretty mature.

Ako ngayon ay nsa 23 taong gulang na, kasing-edad ko si Medi, ang aking boyfriend. Natatandaan ko noon,
11 na taon gulang kami, nag-aaral at nsa ika-anim na antas sa elementarya, kami ni Medi ay matalik na
magkaibigan at dahil doon ay di kami mapaghiwalay sa kahit ano pa mang gawain. Nagsimula kaming
mag-date noong kami ay 14 taong gulang at hindi tumigil sa pagsasama kahit saan man. Kami ay ang
tipikal na bagets sweethearts ika nga.. Nagkaroon kami ng kaunting mga hangal na away, ngunit ang
aming relasyon ay medyo malalim at matatag kumpara sa pangkalahatan.

Given our ages, he family practically adopted me when my parents died. When I was 17, my
parents died in aca r accident, and they were strangled for their families. So, I had no one else to
go. His mom loves me and my relationship withthe rest of his siblings is pretty good. He has one
older brother, 25m and two younger sisters 19f, 17f I considered his family as my own. They
helped me so much. Since my parents died. They let me move in with them. They pay for my
college and rent. I live with eat and they pay our rent.

Noong ako ay 17 taong gulang, namatay ang aking mga magulang sa isang aksidente sa sasakyan at sila ay
nawala ng maaga at ako ay naulila mag-isa. Dahil sa mahal ako ng nanay ng boypren ko at maganda ang
pakikitungo ko at relasyon sa nakatatandang niyang kapatid na lalaki na nasa 25 na taong gulang at ang
kanyang dalawang nakababatang kapatid na babae na ang edad at 19 at 17 taong-gulang, ako ay kanilang
inampon at itinuring na kapamilya at ganun din ako sa kanila. Ako ay kanilang pinag-aral sa kolehiyo,
nagbayad ng renta ko sa aking tinutuluyan.

They are really supportive of us, and his mom have a heart of the size of the entire F Astor's King
world.I swear he is. Tall 6 feet, 3 inches. Absolutely gorgeous easygoing funny really a faster is
king smart. He speaks five languages and is attending med school. Everyone likes him me on the
other hand, I'm pretty common I would give myself a 7/10 on a good A despite all that he was
always jealous and insecure about me. He is absolutely terrified of me cheating on him, his aunt,
cheated on his uncle, who later committed suicide, they were really close and that give him some
severe mental scars, given that he was always a bit controlling of me hanging around with male
friends, and make me promise him, that I would never cheat on him a thousand times.

Napakalaki ng tulong at suporta nila sa akin, ang nanay ni Medi ay napakabuti at may dakilang puso. Si
Medi, bukod sa matalino, siya ay gwapo, matipuno at matangkad (6’3” ang taas). Nagsasalita siya ng
limang wika at nag-aaral sa paaralang pang Medikal. Halos lahat ng taong nakakakilala sa kanya ay
nagugustuhan sya at ako ay naman ay simple at tipikal ang ganda. Ngunit sa kabila noon, ang boypren ko
ay palaging nagseselos at di lubusang nagtitiwala sa akin. Takot na takot sya pag naiisip nya na baka
lokohin ko lang sya sa kadahilanang ang kanyang tiyahin noon na malapit sa kanya ay niloko ang kanyang
tiyuhin na naging dahilan ng kanyang pagpapakamatay. At dahil doon, palaging syang mahigpit sa akin lalo
na kapag ang mga kasalamuha ko ay mga kaibigan kong lalaki. Pinasumpa pa nga nya ako na huwag na
huwag akong mangloloko sa kanya ni minsan sa tanang buhay ko.
Earlier this year, in February, I started spending abit of more time with my friends. And as a
result,I wasn't spending much time with him. This started our biggest arguments so far, he argued
that I was prioritizing. My friends, male friends, specifically, he tried to make me cut one of my
closest friends that he didn't like it. I wasn't going todo that and we ended screaming at each
other.

Noong nakaraang Pebrero, nagsimula akong makasama ng madalas ang aking mga kaibigan sa aming mga
lakad at kumonti ang oras ko ke Medi. Simula noon, madalas ang aming matinding away dahil palagi
nyang sinasabi na hindi na sya ang aking priyoridad. May isa akong kaibigang lalaki na pinahinto ako ni
Medi na makipag-ugnayan pa kasi di nya ito gusto para maging kaibigan ko, ngunit tumanggi ako at
nagkasagutan kami ng todo.

This led to a day that I was supposed to go to a party with my friends at night. He asked me not to
go there because my friend was going to be there, I told him. No, before I left,he told me that he
was feeling sick. He told me that he was feeling a headache and a slight fever, he asked me to
stay home and order some food and watch a movie with him. We started to argue, he screamed
at me and I left

Isang araw, nagpaalam ako sa kanya na pupunta ako sa isang panggabing salo-salo kasama ang aking mga
kaibigan. Hiniling nya sa akin na huwag pumunta doon dahil pupunta ang kaibigan ko na ayaw na ayaw nya
ngunit tumanggi ako ngunit bago ako umalis, sinabi nya sa akin na di maganda ang kanyang pakiramdam.
Masakit ang kanyang ulo at bahagyang lagnat, sabi nya manatili na lang daw ako sa bahay at oorder sya ng
pagkain para manood kami bagong pelikula. Di ako pumayag at kami ay nagtalo, nagsigawan ng sobra at
ako ay biglang umalis.

I am going to try to make this short and not graphic. I meet with three of my friends there. Drink
more than I should got really drunk went to lay down in one of the rooms in the house that the
party was happening. fell asleep and woke up with my three friends raping me. I was able to
scream in one girl, who was in the bathroom, heard me up and came to help me soon. Other
people started showing up and, in the end, the guys who did it were beaten up, too close to death.
I was taken to a hospital after that. Two of the guys are in jail. Right now, and the other was able
to dodge prison because he didn't have taken his turn yet to say that this whole thing fucked me
up is an understatement.

Samakatwid, nagtungo ako sa pagdiriwang at andun ang tatlo kong kaibigang lalaki. Uminom ako ng higit
sa dapat kong inumin. Ako ay nasobrahan sa lasing at humiga sa isa sa mga silid sa bahay kung saan ang
selebrasyon ay naganap. Nakatulog at nagising habang ako ay ginagahasa ng tatlo kong kaibigan.
Napasigaw ako ng malakas at narinig iyon ng isang babae na nasa banyo hanggang sa dumami na ang
lumapit para ako ay tulungan. Sa huli, ang mga taong gumawa sa akin ng panghahalay ay binugbog na
halos ikamatay na nila. Dinala ako sa hospital upang ako ay suriin at nalaman ko na lang na yung dalawang
lalaki kong kaibigan ay nasa kulungan na ngunit ang isa ay nakalaya dahil di naman nya ako nagahasa.
I was diagnosed with depression and PTSD. It was bad really F*King bad. I started having this
panic attacks where I couldn't breathe, and the only thing that made me feel better was easy. If he
was there, I didn't have any panic attacks, but if he left for more than 30 minutes now is a bit
better, I'm able to be away from him for about seven to eight hours without feeling terrified. I
started to freak the F*CK out. I was probably one of the few people who were grateful for the
lockdown. LOL, a mix of obsessive attachment with anxiety. My therapist said he was my
goddamn hero.

Dahil sa pangyayaring yon ako ay nagkaroon ng depresyon at trauma o PTSD. Nagsimula akong magkaroon
ng mga atake sa gulat kung saan hindi ako makahinga, at ang tanging bagay na nakapagpaginhawa sa akin
ay kapag kapiling ko ang aking boypren na si Medi. Dati pag mahigit sa 30 minuto syang wala sa tabi ko ko
ay nababalisa na ako ngunit ngayon ay mabuti na ako at nagagawa kong malayo sa kanya ng mga pito
hanggang walong oras nang hindi natatakot. Pasalamat ako at nung nagkaroon ng pandemya at lahat ng
halos ng tao ay nanatili sa kanilang tirahan ay naging gumanda para sa akin dahil lagi ko syang kapiling,
sabi nga ng doktor na nag-alaga sa akin si Medi daw ang numero uno kong bayani sa buhay ko.

He cooked for me, made sure that I was eating made sure that I was taking my meds drove me to
my therapist and psychiatrist appointments. He started showering with me because it was the only
way that I was comfortable being nude. Don't ask me to explain why he held me down when I
started sobbing at random moments at the day, I used to have night terrors and the only way to
This day, I can fall asleep is with my head on his chest. He is the only person who makes me feel
safe. Basically, he and his family, his mom helped us a lot.

Pinapagluto nya ako, sinasamahan sa aking doktor, pinapaliguan nya ako kasi mas komportable ako sya
ang nagpapaligo sa akin kahit wala akong damit at pinapakalma pag me mga gabing ako ay sobrang
natatakot at umiiyak. Pag nakakatulog ako sa kanyang dibdib ramdam ko na ang kapanatagan at
katiwasayan. Sya at buo ng kanyang pamilya, lalo na ang kanyang Nanay ay napakalaking tulong sa akin.

She was the one who delivered groceries to our apartment because he couldn't leave or else. I
started to panic. We're the ones responsible for me. Not killing myself. Our sex life was pretty
good. Before the incident, we lost our virginity to each other when we were 16 and wewere each
other's firsts and only in everything even kissing, he has an insane High libido for him. We could
have sex seven. Asa day and he could keep up for hours. But we normally did once or twice a day
and I always blew him at least once a day, he always pressured me a bit for more sex and was
always hurt when Irefused, but overall, our sex life was pretty healthy.

Ang Nanay naman niya ay palaging nagdadala ng mga pagkain sa bahay namin at pagka aalis si Medi ay sya
naman ang papalit upang ako ay di maiwang mag-isa at atakihin na naman takot. Sila yung responsible sa
aking igagaling at dahil doon di ko naisip magpatiwakal.Alam nyo, bago nangyari itong insidenteng ito sa
akin, ang aming relasyong sekswal ay napakalusog at sobrang init at sarap. Maikwento ko lang noong
kami’y 16 taong gulang kami ay sabay na ibinigay ang aming “virginity” sa isa’t-isa. Kami ay nagtatalik ng
pitong beses sa isang araw, minsan dalawang beses lang pero talagang sobrang lakas ng libido ni Medi at
libog nya kaya’t napakasaya ko sa aming sekswal na pagsasama.
After the thing he never ever mentioned or tried to initiate sex or any type of thing like that, I
started to feel comfortable with kissing him around the end of August. But he only gave me short
kiss, and he didn't seem to enjoy them these days when I tried to give him a more elaborate kiss,
he pulls away. In the middle of September. I was finally feeling good enough with myself to have
sex. Again, I put on some fancy lingerie and tried to initiate, but once he saw what I was trying to
do, he pulled away.

Ngunit, pagkatapos ng malagim na insidente nangyari sa akin, ay nag iba na sya. Noong Agosto, kahit ako
na ang nagsisimula halikan at akitin sya eh hindi sya interesado At noong Septyembre, nagsuot ako ng
seksi at mapang-akit na kasuotan dahil handa na ako makipagtalik sa kanya ngunit umiwas na sya.

Gave me a kiss on the forehead said that he was tired and went to sleep. This doesn't sound like
a big deal, but it is ever since we had sex for the first time, seven years ago, he never shut me
down. When I tried to initiate, not even once and the longest time that we spend without having
sex was four days before the whole thing obviously, every time that I tried to initiate, Eight sex. He
always gave me an excuse. He was not in the mood. He was tired. He was busy. And like I said
before, he has the libido of a porn star, and I caught him masturbating before, so that didn't
change
Hinalikan nya lang ako sa noo at nagsabing siya ay pagod at nais na lang nyang matulog. Hindi
sana ito malaking isyu sa akin ngunit yuon sana ang magiging una naming pagtatalik pagkatapos
ng pitong taon, ngayon lang nya ako tinanggihan. Palagi na lang na kahit ako palagi ang
nangunguna maging romantiko sa kanya, ang dami nyang dahilan upang di kami magtalik kesyo wala
daw sya sa mood o pagod sya sa trabaho kahit nung minsan eh nahuli ko syang nagdyadyakol mag-isa ay
pinalampas ko yon.

my Twisted. Mind thought he was cheating on me. Even though that the max time that he spent
away from me in these days is for about four or five hours. So, yesterday I snooped through his
phone, yes. After all the things he has done for me. I did this. Yes, I am a horrible girlfriend, and
he wasn't cheating on me, but I find out something that I honestly don't know if it's better or worse
than cheating. He was talking to his older brother about us, the main facts that I discovered were
this that he blames himself for letting me go to that party

Kaya naisip ko siguro nagtataksil sa akin ito, kaya ang ginawa ko kahapon, ay kinuha ko ang kanyang
telepono at alam ko di maganda iyon bilang syota nya. Ngunit, nabigla ako sa aking nabasa, hindi pala sya
nagtataksil sa akin. Nakita ko ang mga mensahe at pakikipag-usap nya sa kanyang nakatatandang kapatid
na nagsasabing sinisisi nya ang kanyang sarili kung bakit pumayag sya na dumalo ako sa pagdiriwang na
yon.

That every time I tried to initiate sex, the only thing he is able to think is the other three guys
beinginside me and how Rhonda thought of other guys being inside ofme, made him feel sick that
how our special thing for us was lost. The special thing is that we lost our virginity to each other
and never had sex with anyone else. He used to say that inthe future, he will brag to our future
grandchildren about how in the eighth. Age of hookups. We only had sex with each other. This
may seem dumb but it was something that he was really proud of because he is really romantic in
that sense and his parents were each other only' and they were pretty much the perfect couple

Ikinuwento nya na sa tuwing ako ay nagsisimulang makipag-romansa sa kanya ay palagi nyang naaalala
yung mga nanggahasa at pumasok sa akin. Nakakaramdam pala sya ng sakit at yung gana niyang
makipagtalik sa akin ay nawala. Nawala ang init, romansa at lagablab nya sa akin dahil doon. Palagi nyang
sinasabi noon na magyayabang sya sa kanyang magiging apo kung paano nya naipakita ang init ng kanyang
pagmamahal. Napakaromantiko ni Medi dahil ito ay nakita nya sa kanyang mga magulang na para sa kanya
ay perpekto ang kanilang pagsasama.

that before the incident he bought aring and was going to propose to me. But he feels like he
started to see me more like one ofhis sisters and that the lust that he had for me now feels like
fraternal love. His brother responded that he had to suck it up and stay with me at least until I get
totally healed. I said to him that he wasn't sure if I was going toTo heal completely. I read all these
things last night, read it. And I really don't know what to do the thought of not being with him.
Makes me feel terrified.

Sa totoo lang bago ang insidenteng iyon, ay bumili sya ng singsing para magpahayag at hingin ang aking
sagot upang kami ay ikasal, ngunit ngayon ang pakiramdam ko ang tingin nya na lang sa akin ay parang
kapatid o kapamilya, nawala na ung pagnanasa nya sa akin. Sabi ng kuya nya, na tanggalin iyon sa isip nya
at tulungan ako hangga’t ako ay gumaling. Nabasa ko lahat-lahat iyon kagabi at di ko alam kung anong
gagawin ko kung siya ay mawawala sa buhay ko. Sobra akong natakot na naman.

We were supposed to grow old together, he had our whole life planned already. We even
discussed baby names; he is absolutely perfect. And I don't want to lose him. I have a therapy
appointment next Monday, but I don't think I'm able to keep this to myself until then I'm really
desperate here. Any advice is really appreciated. Sorry for the long post. I feel like I needed to
vent a little Story to, I won't go into details about the titular incident, but I'll have sole custody of
the baby.

Nakaplano at sumumpa talaga na kaming dalawa ay magsasama hanggang sa aming pagtanda. Pinag-
usapan pa nga namin ang mga pangalan ng aming magiging anak. Naku, ayaw ko syang mawala sa buhay
ko. Sa susunod na lunes, nakatakda ulit ang pagpunta ko sa aking doktor, talagang desperado ako na
makahingi ng payo sa kanya. Pasensya na sa haba ng istorya ko pero kailangan ko lang ilabas ang
damdamin ko. Hindi ko na idedetalye pa ng husto tungkol sa usapang pagpapakasal ngunit heto na lang
pagsolo ko sa kustodiya or pag-aalaga ng aking magiging baby.
I'm now about 35 weeks pregnant. So real 11th Hour stuff here. My boyfriend and I have been
together nearly three years. When we first found out, Iwas pregnant. We hope that the baby could
be his, but atest, proved itwas not. I was early enough at that point to terminate and I considered
it. But my boyfriend said that he wanted to be there for me and the baby and that he was ready
for this. If Iwas ready to, I told him to take some time to think it over. And after a few weeks,

Ako ngayon ay 35 na linggo ng buntis, kami ng boypren ko ay magkasama na ng halos tatlong taon na.
Noong una naming nalaman na buntis ako, akala ko sya yung ama ng pinagdadala ko, ngunit napatunayan
sa test na hindi nya kadugo. Sa umpisa, gusto ko patanggal ang baby ko pero sabi nya huwag at
papanagutan nya ito at ituturing nyang anak nya at magiging handa sya ngunit sabi ko pag-isipan nya
muna itong mabuti. Pagkatapos ng ilang linggo,

he told me he was certain that this was what he wanted. Now he's changing his mind, I'm about
95%. Sure, this is related to his family as he went to see them in person for the first time in
months last weekend. He had to tell them about the nature of the conception as thebaby won't
look like him. He came back Sunday night, I asked how it went as he been ignoring my texts, but
he just said he wanted to go to bed and we talk in the morning, Monday morning

Ang sabi nya ituloy namin ang baby at di magbabago ang kanyang desisyon at gusto nya din ito. Ngunit
ngayon ay nagbago na ang kanyang isip, 95% akong sigurado dito, dahil pagkatapos nyang makita ang
kanyang pamilya pagkatapos ng maraming buwan na di pagbisita sa kanila. Noong Linggong iyon,
pagkabalik nya mula sa kanyang pamilya, alam ko nasabi na nya lahat-lahat ang sitwasyon namin, tinanong
ko sya kung anong nangyari pero hindi sya nagsalita bagkus sinabihan lang ako na gusto na nyang
mamahinga at sa Lunes na lang kami mag-usap ng umaga.

there was no talk and when I went to kiss him, he pulled away. It's now Thursday and our
conversation, all week has been limited to me asking questions and him giving one-word
responses. Then earlier today, some baby furniture arrived. I started putting it together, then my
boyfriend came home and I asked him to help. He said your kid, do it yourself? I asked where that
came from. As he's been saying this is our baby for months. Now, he said, well, it's not our baby
is it. I asked if we could talk about this but he said he has to get some work done and we'll talk in
the morning and then he shut himself in the office. I made dinner asked him. If he'd eat with me
and he said, he'd take his me. In the office, I brought it in and asked him if he'd come to bed and
he said he was going to sleep in the office tonight. There's a sofa. I walked past about 20 minutes
ago and heard snoring, I am currently alone in bed about five weeks off, giving birth and my
boyfriend. who said we could do this together is sleeping in the Next Room and has done a 180
on me since visiting his parents. I don't know what to do. I don't want to pressure him into being a
dad. If he doesn't want to, my mother didn't want to be a mom, and I grew up feeling unloved, /
unwanted, and that isn't what I want for my kid, but I don't want to lose him. Either, I love him, I
can see afuture with him, but that future has to include this baby because we are way too late in
the game to change that detail.

Hindi pa rin kami nag-uusap, nagtangka akong halikan sya ngunit lumalayo sya. Ngayon ay Huwebes na eh
hindi pa din sya nagsasalita kahit nga pag gusto ko syang halikan eh naiwas na sya. Kanina, dumating ang
mga gamit ng baby dito sa bahay at ng dumating sya sa bahay ay humingi ako ng tulong sa pag-aayos nito
ngunit sabihan ba naman ako na “Di ba anak mo yan, eh di gawin mo mag-isa!” Nabigla ako at nagtaka
bakit ganun na sya ngayon. Palagi nya sinasabi na di naman natin anak yan at sa tuwing kinokompronta ko
sya para mag-usap kami dito ay palagi na lang sya umiiwas at naglalagi ng matagal sa kabilang kwarto na
kanyang opisina Minsan naman, nagluto ako ng aming hapunan at inaya ko sya kumain kami ng sabay
ngunit kinuha nya lang ang kanyang pagkain at dun na lang ulit sa kabilang kwarto sya kumain mag-isa sa
kanyang opisina. Pagkatapos, pumunta ulit ako sa kanya para ayain syang matulog na sa aming kama pero
tumanggi sya at nagsabing duon na sya matutulog sa kanyang opisina dahil me sofa naman duon. Bente
minutos ang nagdaan, pinuntahan ko sya ulit at narinig ko syang humihilik. Hay, paano ba ito, palagi akong
mag-isa sa aming kama, malapit na ako manganak. Limang linggo na lang pero itong boypren ko eh nais
nya na matulog kami na palagi ng magkahiwalay ang kwarto. Hindi ko na alam ang aking gagawin,
magmula noong bumisita sya sa kanyang mga magulang ay napakalaki ng pagbabago nya. Ayaw ko naman
syang mabigatan o pilitin na maging tatay ng aking anak. Lumaki ako ng kulang sa pagmamahal at ayaw
kong maranasan ito ng aking magiging anak. Ayaw ko din mawala si Medi sa buhay ko dahil mahal na
mahal ko sya at di ko makita ang sarili ko sa aking pagtanda na wala sya sa piling ko pero dapat ang
magiging anak kong ito ay maging bahagi sa aming buhay at dahil huli na ang lahat upang baguhin pa at
tanggaling ang aking sinapupunan!

Edit to the people saying I should have aborted or I should adopt the baby out. I have considered
everything you're saying extensively but it's too late for the first and I can't go through with the
second. I am keeping this child. Is there anything I can do something? I can say to fix it or
reassure him or something. Is this more likely to be down to his parents given the timing or is he
just choosing now to say something? TL DR. Boyfriend said he wanted to raise this child with
me,despite it not being his, but this last week, he's changed his mind. How do I continue from
here? Thank you for watching.

Pasensya na kayo sa mga nagsasabi sa akin na dapat pinatanggal ko na itong baby ko noong una pa man or
sana ipaampon ko na lang pagkatapos ko manganak. Naisip ko lahat ang inyong sinasabi ngunit huli na
ang lahat para tanggalin ito at hinding-hindi ko kaya ipaampon ang aking baby. Aalagaan at papalakihin ko
ang aking anak ano man ang mangyari. Ang tanong ko lang ay ano ba ang dapat kong gawin or sabihin ko
Medi para bumalik ang dati nyang pakikitungo sa akin at tuparin nya ang kanyang sinabi na kasama ko sya
sa pagpapalaki ng aking anak kahit ito man ay hindi kanya ay magiging isang buong pamilya kaming
nagsasama at masaya? Paano na ngayo’t nagbago na ang kanyang isipan..paano ko pa maipapagpapatuloy
ito gayung ako na lang mag-isa?...Salamat po sa panonood.