I wanted happiness. I felt I had it all, when I heard the cries behind me ‘having night mares?’ I asked the baby when the sobs seized. ‘I always had night mares, They came but never wanted to leave, but I survived… I’ll tell you how some day’. The baby was my only hope to make future. Her bright, well carved face reassures my wretched soul of a better future. It burns through her diamond eyes. Even if I can’t live to the brim,1 I can go knowing my struggles won’t die with me.