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Chapter 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 1
mikmws
Chapter 1
Maybe this is the fate that they talk about. Maybe this is the
consequence of everything that had happened. Maybe, this is the
only escape.
They say that we should not give up even if life throws rocks as
tall as a mountain at us. They say that it’s only a test to
measure our strengths, that we will be able to survive all these
hardships, and we’ll become stronger in the end.
Their beliefs are different from mine. Yes, the tests are tough,
but I think they especially made my test tougher than anybody
else. I am not some kind of magician or any wrestler to be
physically tough and mentally smart.
I am just a weak human. A human who only knows how to give up. A
human who doesn't even know how to fight. Specifically, a girl
who doesn’t know how to let her voice be heard. A girl who has
been pretending most of her life. A girl, who doesn’t even know
if her life is still worth it.
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"Hey, Pree! Get your ass off of that couch! Clean up that mess!"
"Yes auntie"
“Hey, Pree?”
“I have a favor for you. And this specifically needs only you”
“I was out of words for this essay and the day after tomorrow is
the submission for this output. You’ll lend me a hand, right?”
she said, emphasizing the last words, letting me know that she
will not accept any rejection from me to do her essay.
“But I was not yet done cleaning and your mom has another chore
for me to do after this”
“It’s not that I’m going to decline it,” I said while looking
down but deep inside me, I was screaming ‘Well, yes! I decline!’
“But can’t you do it yourself?” I added, looking up to meet her
intimidating gaze.
Why can’t she just accept that I did not want to do the essay?
I took a deep breath and tried to sit for a while, but since luck
doesn’t favor me with everything, my aunt saw me in that
situation.
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Whispers such as “she’s here”, “she showed up”, and “she’ll still
attend classes” were all I could hear of. Many of them tend to
whisper as soft as they could while some… maybe they intend to
let me hear whatever they wanted to tell me? Well, whatever it
is, I only could care less.
It’s been two weeks since we haven’t seen each other at the
university. We were both busy with our academic requirements and
since we belong to different college departments, our schedules
usually don’t match up.
He’s Yvan, my boyfriend for a year and a month. With all the
unfortunate events that had happened to me, having Yvan with me
are my most treasured moment and the best decision I had.
“You surely did miss me, Pree. As much as I want to snuggle you,
I wanted to remind you that we’re on campus. You don’t want to be
reported for displaying public affection, right?” Yvan said as he
returns my hug.
I sighed.
While laughing, I could feel the gaze that Yvan’s giving me which
made me feel awkward so I stopped laughing and looked at him
shyly.
“You know, I feel lucky that I get to witness your smile and
laughter. I wanted to tell you that you should do it more often
but I also don’t want many people to see that. So please,
whenever you’re with me, I wanted to see you smile and laugh like
that, Pree,” Yvan said.