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SHAME AND
JEALOUSY
Psychosis (Madness)
Paul Williams (editor)
Adolescence
Inge Wise (editor)
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SHAME AND
JEALOUSY
THE H I D D E N TURMOILS
By
Phil Motion
Series Editors
Inge Wise and Paul Williams
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To a Bird Called Hope
The bird of hope landed softly on my perch,
Soaring high,
And low,
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS ix
PREFACE xi
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
Jealousy 77
CHAPTER FIVE
Concluding summary 39
1vii
REFERENCES 149
INDEX 159
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I
a m extremely grateful to Inge Wise for i n v i t i n g me to w r i t e
this book, and also for her encouragement over the years i n a
variety of ways. This is also an o p p o r t u n i t y to thank various
people whose support helped to sustain me d u r i n g those times
w h e n adverse circumstances made m y o w n psychoanalytic journey
extremely arduous; m a n y must remain nameless, b u t I w o u l d
particularly like to thank m y analyst, Patrick Casement, and
supervisors, Eric Rayner and H a r o l d Stewart; the support of m y
w i f e , Ros, was also crucial. I w o u l d not have been able to w r i t e this
book w i t h o u t the excellent library services of b o t h the Institute of
Psychoanalysis and the Lister Hospital. I w o u l d also like to thank
Lisa W i l l i s for h e l p f u l comments on the manuscript. Appreciation
must also be expressed to the m a n y patients w h o , i n their
willingness to share their most private areas of m i n d , have enabled
the ideas and perspectives expressed here to emerge; w i t h o u t t h e m
there c o u l d be no book.
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PREFACE
S
hame and jealousy are h i d d e n t u r m o i l s that pervade h u m a n
life, exerting their secret terror and control f r o m w i t h i n .
Neither is easily acknowledged. Both are " s h a m e - f u l l " . I n
the gaps and clumsy steps i n h u m a n intercourse, i n the misunder
standings, the misperceptions, and misjudgements, i n the blank
m o c k i n g eyes where empathy should be, i n the look of disgust
where a smile was anticipated, i n the loneliness a n d disappointment
of inarticulate desire that cannot be communicated because the
w o r d s cannot be f o u n d , i n the terrible hopeless absence w h e n
h u m a n connection fails, and i n the e m p t y yet rage-filled desolation
of abuse—there i n these holes and missing bits lies shame. Shame is
where w e fail. A n d the most fundamental failure is the failure to
connect w i t h other h u m a n beings—originally the mother. Jealousy
lies i n our perception that there is an other (originally the Oedipal
other, or a sibling) w h o m i g h t succeed i n connecting where w e have
failed.
The baby seeks its self i n the mother's responsive s m i l i n g face.
Similarly the a d u l t seeks affirmation i n the recognition of partner,
f a m i l y , a n d the c o m m u n i t y . Except for those w h o have felt
i n s u r m o u n t a b l y secure i n the love and v a l i d a t i o n of the early
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xii PREFACE
The " d r a i n hole" look of the Other sucks out who I am for myself,
A
homosexual man i n psychoanalytic psychotherapy was
reflecting upon his residual feelings of anxiety about
revealing his sexual orientation. He suddenly recalled an
incident at school when he was age twelve. A t that time, he had
begun to notice a good-looking boy i n another class and would
often steal a secret glance at him. One day he found himself i n the
same class as this boy and suddenly believed he overheard h i m
making some reference to his looking. Overwhelmed w i t h shame
and panic, and terrified the whole class would discover his secret,
he fled from the room.
An anxious manager
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2 SHAME A N D JEALOUSY
A sexual assault
A y o u n g adolescent g i r l was cornered b y a gang of slightly older
teenagers. A y o u t h i n the g r o u p raped her i n f r o n t of the others.
N o n e attempted to help her. Some laughed a n d jeered a n d
encouraged the rapist. F o l l o w i n g this, the g i r l became increasingly
w i t h d r a w n , rarely leaving her house. She was haunted, n o t o n l y b y
the h o r r o r of the assault itself, b u t also b y the image of a l l the faces
l o o k i n g o n at her w i t h o u t concern or empathy a n d b y the t h o u g h t
of the story of her h u m i l i a t i o n being spread maliciously a r o u n d
amongst a l l the y o u t h of the small t o w n . Some months later she
h a d a psychotic b r e a k d o w n , believing that she h a d been i m p r e g
n a t e d b y t h e d e v i l . The a c c u m u l a t i n g shame h a d reached
intolerable levels. Eventually she made a serious suicide attempt.
Shame can be lethal.
"pathetic" and would demand that his girlfriend agree with him. If
she hesitated, he would launch into a tirade about how she was
"pathetic", and on some occasions would terrify her with his
violence. It was clear that this shame-ridden man was continually
projecting his own self-image as "pathetic" into women represent-
ing his abusive mother (i.e. trying to send the shame back where it
came from) and demanding his girlfriend's support in this
projection. If she failed to comply, then he would attempt to force
her, through his violence and intimidation to represent and
experience the quality of "pathetic". Shame can be very dangerous.
The Hungarian psychoanalyst, Grunberger, gives the following
example:
Some years ago there w a s a n account in Canadian a n d other
newspapers of how a drunkard behaved badly in a pub, and the
owner asked him to leave; in other words, he w a s "treated like
dirt". Afterwards he came back armed with a Molotov cocktail and
" b l e w up the joint". There were no survivors. This can be explained
as his desire to make his narcissistic injury null and void by causing
all those who were witnesses to disappear. [Grunberger, 1989, p. 37]
A vision of shame
A male student visited the flat of his new girlfriend, with whom he
was very much in love, clutching a bunch of flowers for his beloved.
Finding the door open, he ventured in. Through the open door to
the bedroom, he saw her having sex with an old boyfriend.
Engrossed in their pleasure, neither of the lovers were aware of his
presence as he stood transfixed in horrified fascination. After a few
seconds, he quickly but quietly retreated, feeling utterly mortified
with shame and embarrassment. Later feelings of humiliation and
anger developed. All that night his heart was pounding with such
force that he feared his chest would burst. Because of these violent
feelings of shame he could not bring himself to contact her. Indeed
he wished, in part, that he might never see her again since he could
not imagine how he could confront her with his observations
without the two of them being consumed with shame and
embarrassment. Shame can powerfully inhibit communication of
what is most important in a relationship.
4 SHAME A N D JEALOUSY
Pedro an d Natalie
Some years ago I had the interesting opportunity to work with two
people, Pedro and Natalie, who sought help as a couple, presenting
with particular problems of shame and jealousy. Pedro clearly loved
Natalie deeply, enjoying all forms of contact and interaction with
her. H e delighted in hearing her talk of her experiences, her
thoughts, and feelings. In turn he found joy in sharing with her his
most vulnerable hopes and dreams. She clearly loved h i m too.
However, for reasons of fears of feeling trapped and suffocated in
relationships, derived from her childhood experiences with an
invasive and controlling mother, she would be compulsively
promiscuous. She felt shame and guilt about this, but was
convinced that her sexual adventures were necessary for her
psychic survival—representing for her an affirmation of her
autonomy and sense of agency and efficacy. I n order not to hurt
Pedro, she would try to conceal these from him—but they would
usually emerge, partly because Pedro was very perceptive and
attuned to her, and partly because her feelings of guilt would lead
her to betray herself and reveal her deceit.
Pedro described his feelings and reactions at such times of
discovery of her infidelities. He would experience a violent visceral
response—pain i n his stomach, his heart pounding, shivering and
sweating—as his body was clearly flooded with adrenalin. He
would also experience a sense of shock, accompanied by anxiety,
anger, and panic. He would feel confused and disoriented. I n
addition he would feel shame. His sense of shame would be to do
with feeling inadequate as a man, feeling humiliated by the thought
of another man having penetrated the woman he loved, perhaps
giving her more pleasure than he managed to, feeling weak and in
need of reassurance that he was still loved—and, above all, shame
to do with having these strong reactions. This constellation of
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whereby they could again and again re-find their empathy for one
another. They found that the cure for shame is empathy.
Some of Natalie's shame was to do with feeling violated. Pedro's
was associated with feeling excluded or rejected, and ejected from
his place of feeling " s p e c i a l " and " c h o s e n " . Both of them
experienced shame about certain feelings and behaviours being
exposed to the anticipated disapproval of the other. What do these
various forms of shame have in common? They are all to do with
vulnerability in the expression of emotional need i n relation to the
other person. I n each instance the bond of empathy is breached—
the experience is of falling out of attunement and into a place of
affective loneliness. The experience of subject relating to subject is
lost, perhaps abruptly and with emotional violence. In its place is
the sense of being dismissed as a subject and of becoming an object
to the other.
It b e g i n s w i t h a s m i l e
Wouldn't it be awful if the child looked into the mirror and saw
nothing! [a patient quoted by Winnicott, 1967, p. 136]
generating rather global feelings in the small child of being " b a d " .
The problem is that the gaze of the other, even if dysphoria-
inducing, is necessary for the development of the self. Seidler (2000)
comments as follows:
From the age of about eight months, the child becomes aware of
"strangers" and displays withdrawal and gaze aversion (just like
the " s h y " adult). For the child who wishes to retain all the good
elements of experience in relation to the mother and project the bad
elements into the outer world, the stranger will be felt to embody all
that is threatening to the oneness with mother. When it is the
mother's smiling face that is sought, the unrecognized and alien face
of the stranger will represent the bogey man who will destroy the
child's paradise with the mother. The small child sees that the
mother has some kind of relationship with the stranger, from which
the child is excluded. At the same time, under the pressure of the
drive for separation-individuation, the stranger may take on a
fascination because he also represents the possibility of separation
from the mother.
Perhaps the original stranger is the father. Certainly, as Seidler
(2000) argues, the child's perception of the mother's relationship with
the stranger may be a precursor of the encounter with the primal
scene of the parental relationship and intercourse, from which the
child is excluded. Seidler describes the child's changing desires as the
perception or fantasy of the primal scene is apprehended:
... I have insisted many times on the role of the Oedipal interdiction
as a defence against the narcissistic injury expressed in the thought:
" I am not impotent; it is the other person who is blocking the road
(but when I am like him, I shall be able to marry Mother without
exposing myself to the repetition of the same narcissistic injury,
since I shall be an adult myself)." ... things introduce themselves
differently to the girl and to the boy, if only because the narcissistic
injury of the girl is less dramatic and more profound: on the one
hand she can hide her inadequacy from herself or transform it into a
fear of penetration; on the other hand, her injury in the form of penis
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The child's encounter with sexuality, his or her own and that of the
parents, is inherently disturbing. Sexuality is traumatic, as Bollas
(2000) argues i n his discussion of hysteria:
Short trousers
An alarming dream
The entertainer
Another patient, a w o m a n , h a d been b r o u g h t u p to p e r f o r m — h e r
mother h a v i n g taken every o p p o r t u n i t y to p u t her on stage, despite
the patient's natural shyness and dislike of excessive attention. She
had developed the beginnings of a career as a dancer and singer. I n
the analysis she tended to present herself i n entertaining ways,
telling c o l o u r f u l narratives of her life. H o w e v e r , i n her career she
displayed a p a t t e r n of sabotaging her o p p o r t u n i t i e s , i n i t i a l l y
w i t h o u t insight into her active and m o t i v a t e d role i n this. It was
apparent that unconsciously she w i s h e d to o v e r t h r o w the role and
image that her mother h a d foisted u p o n her. Later i n the analysis,
she began to present herself i n a m u c h more subdued w a y and the
lively stories disappeared. Her m o t i v a t i o n to pursue her career as a
performer began to d i m i n i s h . She disclosed, w i t h some shame and
embarrassment, that she was w r i t i n g a novel, b u t was extremely
anxious about the potential reactions of others i f she were to show
t h e m the content. The patient's overtly " e x h i b i t i o n i s t i c " p e r f o r m i n g
self was a "false self", based o n her mother's desire. Behind this was a
repressed " t r u e self", expressed i n the private w r i t i n g — a n d the tenta
tive emergence of this was associated w i t h m u c h shame and anxiety.
Shame emerges at m o m e n t s of our deepest psychological
vulnerability. Exposure to the risk of shame is inherent i n one
person's offer of intimacy w i t h an o t h e r — a n d is a measure of the
value placed u p o n that other. Thus the adolescent b o y m u s t balance
his fear of shame, and the risk of h u m i l i a t i o n and rejection, against
the strength of his desire w h e n he considers approaching a g i r l ,
stuttering and blushing, as he a w k w a r d l y asks her out. This is true
also of the ch ild w h o is w i l l i n g to communicate his or her feelings
and needs to the mother or father. Such willingness is not to be
taken for granted. Repeated rejection, scorn or gross empathic
failure, may lead to an entrenched reluctance to communicate
emotional need and a persisting avoidance of intimacy i n later life.
Too m u c h shame results i n an unconscious decision n o t to risk
further exposure. The " t r u e self" goes into h i d i n g .
the c h i l d is cast into the place of the stranger, the outsider, the one
w h o is excluded f r o m the paradise of u n i o n w i t h the mother.
H o w e v e r , the failure to be cast out of the d y a d w i t h the mother
—a bypassing of the Oedipal position—can have a catastrophic
impact o n development. The child has not then been liberated by the
" L a w of the Father" (Lacan, 1977) and remains imprisoned i n an
image reflecting the mother's desire. Such derailment of the required
trajectory into the triadic space m a y contribute considerably to
pathological degrees of false self development. Aspects of self that do
not f i t the required image w i l l be associated w i t h shame because of
the anticipation that these w i l l be met w i t h disapproval, n o n
recognition, or bewilderment. O n l y the prospect of understanding
and acceptance—perhaps i n psychoanalysis or i n a l o v i n g relation
ship—can enable these to emerge and the threat of shame be faced.
Notes
Shame—further reflections
S
hame involves a h o l e — a hole where our connection to others
s h o u l d be. I n shame w e f a l l o u t of the dance, the
choreography of the h u m a n theatre. A n d i n the deepest
depths of shame w e fall into a l i m b o where there are no w o r d s b u t
only silence. I n this no-place there are no eyes to see us, for the
others have averted their gaze—no-one wishes to see the dread that
has no name.
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24 S H A M E A N D JEALOUSY
The Other's look hides his eyes; he seems to go in front of them ... to
perceive is to look at, and to apprehend a look is not to apprehend a
look-as-object in the world (unless the look is not directed upon us);
it is to be conscious of being looked at. The look which the eyes
manifest, no matter what kind of eyes they are, is a pure reference to
myself, [pp. 346-347]
the image that mother loves, sacrificing his or her true self i n the
service of retaining her love, the h i d d e n corrosive inner develop
ment is then set on its inevitable course. W i t h the possibility of
authentic development thus sabotaged, the person w i l l feel that the
true inner self is increasingly unlovable and must remain hidden.
The ensuing shame and rage may be intense and p r o f o u n d —
erupting sometimes later i n life i n seemingly incomprehensible self
destructive acts of sabotage of the person's achievements (and
sometimes actual suicide). I n such cases the destruction is an
unconscious attempt to break free of the prison of the false self and
the mother's narcissism (even if by destruction of the body).
"To feel oneself blushing", "to feel oneself sweating" etc., are
inaccurate expressions which the shy person uses to describe his
state; what he really means is that he is physically and constantly
conscious of his body, not as it is for him but as it is for the other. This
constant uneasiness which is the apprehension of my body's
alienation as irremediable can determine ... a pathological fear of
blushing; these are nothing but a horrified metaphysical apprehen
sion of the existence of my body for the Other. We often say that the
shy man is "embarrassed by his own body". Actually this is
incorrect; I cannot be embarrassed by my own body as I exist it. It is
my body as it is for the Other which may embarrass me. [1956,
pp. 462-463]
Summary
Note
F r o m structuralism Lacan borrows the idea that the individual does not
start his career in the w o r l d as a subject but becomes shaped by
structural forces that are not graspable phenomenologically.... The fact
that w e believe w e are the sole engineers of our thoughts and feelings,
that w e believe w e are autonomous and cohesive individuals i n control
SHAME A N D JEALOUSY
S
ometimes the mother's rejection of the child's communicative
initiatives, and of his or her needs for understanding and
e m p a t h y are so p r o f o u n d that the d e v e l o p i n g self is
pervaded w i t h shame and distrust. I n such cases the natural w i s h
to make emotional connection w i t h others is t h r o w n p a r t l y into
reverse. The core self is covered by various levels of (unconscious)
disguise and protection against o v e r w h e l m i n g shame. A resulting
pattern of sabotage of intimate attachment relationships can appear
perplexingly destructive, unless the u n d e r l y i n g process and motive
are understood.
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54 SHAME A N D JEALOUSY
Like the immune system of the body, the self-care system carries out
its functions by actively attacking what it takes to be "foreign" or
"dangerous" elements. Vulnerable parts of the self's experience in
reality are seen as just such "dangerous" elements and are attacked
accordingly. These attacks serve to undermine the hope in real object
relations and to drive the patient more deeply into fantasy. A n d just
as the immune system can be tricked into attacking the very life it is
trying to protect (auto-immune disease), so the self-care system can
turn into a "self-destruct system" which turns the inner world into a
nightmare of persecution and self-attack. [Kalsched, 1996, p. 24]
At one extreme: the False Self sets up as real and it is this that
observers tend to think is the real person. In living relationships,
work relationships, and friendships, however, the False Self begins
to fail. In situations in which what is expected is a whole person, the
False Self has some essential lacking. At this extreme the True Self is
hidden, [pp. 142-143]
There are various lesser degrees of False Self which are more in the
direction of health and normality. These allow the True Self to
remain as a potential, protected by the False Self.
Winnicott believed the False Self develops in the early infant
mother relationship. Countering some of the excessively intra
psychic focus of certain psychoanalytic theorizing of the time, he
emphasized the absolute dependence of the infant on the care
giving environment:
the infant can gradually abrogate omnipotence. The True Self has a
spontaneity, and this has been joined up w i t h the world's events.
The infant can now begin to enjoy the illusion of omnipotent
creating and controlling, and then can gradually come to recognise
the illusory element, the fact of playing and imagining. Here is the
basis for the symbol which at first is both the infant's spontaneity or
hallucination, and also the external object created and ultimately
cathected. [p. 146]
From what I knew of this patient, I felt that ... somehow the
wetness referred to an expression of hatred and envy such as he
associated w i t h urinary attacks on an object. I therefore said t h a t . . .
he was afraid of sleep because for him it was the same thing as the
oozing away of his mind itself. Further associations showed that he
felt that good interpretations from me were so consistently and
minutely split up by him that they became mental urine which then
seeped uncontrollably away. Sleep was therefore inseparable from
unconsciousness, which was itself identical with a state of mind
lessness which could not be repaired. He said " I am dry now".
[Bion, 1959, p. 95]
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Summary
Jealousy
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78 SHAME A N D JEALOUSY
J
ealousy erupts v i o l e n t l y , often w i t h o u t w a r n i n g , b r u t a l l y
t r a m p l i n g o n feelings of love and trust. The effect can be
traumatizing for b o t h the one w h o feels it and the one to w h o m
it is directed. Its torment is intense and insistent, accompanied
b y p o w e r f u l physiological concomitants, the w h o l e b o d y shaking
and pulsating w i t h shock. Some people rarely experience the
t u r m o i l of jealousy—instead they create i t i n others (White, 1980;
W h i t e & M u l l e n , 1989). These are the agents of jealousy, the ones
w h o always t u r n away first, and w h o thereby force their partner to
suffer (projectively) w h a t they repudiate f r o m their o w n experience.
Jealousy is such a ubiquitous and intense emotion that w e m i g h t
w o n d e r w h a t function i t serves. It does not make for happiness.
Indeed i t can often be so disruptive to a relationship that it brings
about the very abandonment or betrayal that is feared. Jealousy is
often regarded as fundamentally destructive. Popular self-help and
inspirational literature urges sufferers to strive to overcome their
possessiveness and to attend to their o w n u n d e r l y i n g feelings of
insecurity (Ellis, 1998; Lobsenz, 1975; Schoenfeld, 1 9 7 9 ) — t h e
i m p l i c a t i o n being that a secure person w i t h healthy self-esteem
w o u l d n o t experience jealousy. Thus jealousy is regarded as a sign
of weakness, of inappropriate possessiveness—and so the p a i n of
jealousy is m i x e d also w i t h shame. Shame and jealousy fuel each
other: the perception of a r i v a l contains the idea of one's o w n
inadequacy compared to an other, and hence gives rise to shame
and j e a l o u s y — w h i c h gives rise to further shame and feelings of
i n a d e q u a c y — i n t u r n g i v i n g rise to further j e a l o u s y — a n d so on. The
Oedipal s i t u a t i o n — t h e childhood prototype of later j e a l o u s y —
i n e v i t a b l y contains shame since the c h i l d is b o u n d to feel
inadequate i n comparison to the adult r i v a l . Naive idealism m a y
confound the shame of the jealous adult. Thus, the anthropologist
Margaret M e a d , i n an early paper, w r i t t e n w h e n she was aged
about 30, denounced jealousy as "undesirable, a festering spot i n
every personality so afflicted, an ineffective negativistic attitude
w h i c h is more likely to lose than to gain any g o a l " and speculated
that i t m i g h t be possible to eliminate or reduce jealousy by, for
example, the Soviet experiments i n socialism, or t h r o u g h l i v i n g i n a
cosmopolitan city such as L o n d o n or N e w York! (Clanton & Smith,
1998, p. 127). Even some recent commentators have suggested that
jealousy is derived f r o m capitalist society and culture (Bhugra, 1993)
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It was one of the hopes of the sixties (as of many other periods) that
by restructuring social relations it might be possible to eliminate
jealousy and other painful, "bourgeois", passions. This was the hope
that inspired many in the commune movement. It has been largely, I
think, a failed hope. Jealousy, envy and possessiveness reasserted
themselves despite the best efforts to keep them down. [p. 427]
Evolutionary perspectives
Nonjealous men and women, however, are not our ancestors,
having been left in the evolutionary dust by rivals with different
passionate sensibilities. W e all come from a long lineage of
ancestors w h o possessed the dangerous passion. [Buss, 2000, p. 5]
As men became more reliable mates and parents, they became more
valuable resources for women. Consequently, there was pressure
JEALOUSY 81
for women to compete for males and their resources. With the
formation of a male-female bond, infidelity became a bigger issue,
especially for the male who, more likely to invest in one female,
deeply feared being cuckolded. Similarly, females deeply feared loss
of emotional commitment of their mate to another, and males were
thus required to exhibit commitment and put limits of their
promiscuity. Pursuing additional mating opportunities would
grievously offend his mate and might compromise the survival of
their existing children. In this complex situation, the "best"
reproductive strategy became unclear and elusive. ... It is in man's
genetic interest to mate w i t h many women, but doing so w i l l not
necessarily make him happy. Ever since hunter-gatherer times, men
have also been endowed w i t h a desire for a family, children and
emotional bonds as well as for multiple mating opportunities.
Consequently, in men, phylogenetically older and newer reproduc
tive strategies are in eternal conflict, [pp. 181-188]
I'd rather see you dead little girl than to be with another man.
A jealous w o m a n
into love m a y often occur after the mother has praised another r i v a l
boy.
So in the jealous moods she declared that her husband and his other
women were robbing her of everything, taunting, outraging her,
stripping her of his love, of her o w n self-respect and self-confidence,
casting her off, a victim, utterly helpless and destitute. But this was
precisely what in countless ways, as in her flirtations, she was
unconsciously endeavouring to do to all around her. [p. 419]
FenichePs contribution
The thought that her husband might be with another woma n was
intolerable because the husband, by being unfaithful, became a
father-figure. The patient, afraid of retribution, felt: " N o w I get
what as a child, identifying myself with the maid, I did to m y
mother." [p. 356]
Envy is the angry feeling that another person possesses and enjoys
something desirable—the envious impulse being to take it away or
to spoil it. Moreover, envy implies the subject's relation to one
person only and goes back to the earliest exclusive relation with the
mother. Jealousy is based on envy, but involves a relation to at least
two people; it is mainly concerned with love that the subject feels is
his due and has been taken away, or is in danger of being taken
away, from him by his rival. In the everyday conception of jealousy,
a man or a woman feels deprived of the loved person by somebody
else. [p. 181]
With the boy, a good deal of hate is deflected onto the father who is
envied for the possession of the mother; this is the typical Oedipus
jealousy. With the girl, the genital desires for the father enable her to
find another loved object. Thus jealousy to some extent supersedes
envy; the mother becomes the chief rival. The girl desires to take her
mother's place and to possess and take care of the babies which the
loved father gives to the mother. The identification w i t h the mother
in this role makes a wider range of sublimations possible. It is
essential also to consider that the working-through of envy by
means of jealousy is at the same time a defence against envy.
Jealousy is felt to be much more acceptable and gives rise much less
to guilt than the primary envy which destroys the first good object,
[p. 198]
A s s u m i n g that h i s b a s i c n e e d n o w w a s to m a k e s u r e of h a v i n g h i s
mother as the m a i n object of h i s a t t a c h m e n t , i n h i s day-time
a c t i v i t i e s h e c o u l d b e s t a c h i e v e this g o a l u p o n O e d i p u s t h e o r y b y
104 SHAME A N D JEALOUSY
"Penis envy"
It is easy to observe that little girls fully share their brother's opinion of
it. They develop a great interest in that part of the boy's body. But this
interest promptly falls under the sway of envy. They feel themselves
unfairly treated. They make attempts to micturate in the posture that
is made possible for the boys by their possessing a big penis; and
when a girl declares that "she would rather be a boy", we know what
deficiency her wish is intended to put right. [Freud, 1908, p. 218]
Envy, jealousy, and shame are intimately related. Shame reflects our
sense of being disconnected, separate, inferior, misunderstood, or
e x c l u d e d — a n d then envy and jealousy may closely f o l l o w . I n a
panel discussion of these three emotions, Reisenberg-Malcolm
(reported b y De Paola, 2001) described a patient w h o experienced
shame whenever the analyst said something about w h i c h he h a d
not thought before, reacting like a person stabbed. This p a i n f u l
experience of shame appeared to be triggered b y a feeling that an
infantile state of oneness w i t h the analyst i n the transference had
been " c u t " , so that the patient was then confronted w i t h the reality
that the source of the interpretations was the analyst; at such
moments he w o u l d feel separate and inferior. A t other times, the
same patient w o u l d display envy and jealousy whenever he was
confronted w i t h his lack of exclusive ownership of the analyst
w h o m he could potentially experience as a needed and longed-for
figure. Jealousy w o u l d express his w i s h for an exclusive relation
ship, w h i l s t e n v y w o u l d lead h i m to a d o p t an aloof a n d
t r i u m p h a n t - c o n t e m p t u o u s stance.
I n the same panel discussion, M o r r i s o n and Lansky pointed to
the w a y i n w h i c h envy, contempt, and shame are all concerned w i t h
comparison of self to other. I n envy the other is exalted and hated,
w h i l s t i n contempt the other is despised and lowered i n comparison
w i t h an exalted self. If envy is consciously experienced, then i t is
accompanied by shame, w h i c h M o r r i s o n and Lansky v i e w as the
core emotion i n negative self-evaluation. Shame can f u n c t i o n as a
w a r n i n g of threats to connection w i t h the other and can initiate
attempts to repair or restore the b o n d ; on the other h a n d , envy and
contempt represent attempts to remove oneself f r o m the other's
p o w e r to threaten rejection or loss. I n this w a y , M o r r i s o n and
Lansky v i e w envy and contempt as expressions of a shame-derived
vision of the " d e a t h i n s t i n c t " , Thanatos—a protective w i t h d r a w a l
f r o m needed figures; they contrasted this w i t h a Kleinian v i e w of
envy as a f o r m of p r i m a r y aggression emanating f r o m Thanatos (De
Paola, 2001).
Thus shame erupts w h e n a g u l f arises between self and o t h e r — a
d i s r u p t i o n of empathy, understanding, acceptance, or a t t u n e m e n t —
resulting then i n an evaluation of self as lacking or inferior i n some
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she should pick up the link and take it home, and then that she
should put it down in an unusual place so that her friend would see
it on entering and would be reminded of his misdemeanour. If she
had seen him with the girl and had wanted to confront him w i t h a
corpus delicti, she could not have done better. These circumstances
admit of only one explanation. The only part which chance played
in the business was that both of them had come at the same time to
the park which was unknown to them before. A l l the rest was
unconscious purposive action at lightening speed. The man sitting
on the bench saw the woman nearing; without being in the least
aware of it, he was overcome be a storm of feeling in his doubt
whether or not he should reveal himself; he decided not to and left
the bench quickly with his companion, but not without fulfilling his
self-betraying tendency by shaking his arm so that the loose cuff
link dropped down. The woman must also have seen and
recognised the man. But she did not want to see anything . . . " [p. 95]
Sibling rivalry
not, and h o w she perceived her mother as " d r i e d u p " . She talked
w i t h t r i u m p h a n t glee of h o w she w o u l d like to tell her mother about
her o w n w o n d e r f u l l y pleasurable sex life. I t became apparent that
one of her unconscious motivations behind her feeling that she must
have sex very frequently was to have more sex t h a n her p a r e n t s —
a n d i n that w a y to u n d o her p a i n f u l sense of c h i l d h o o d exclusion
and deprivation. A s she left this particular session, she remarked
h u m o r o u s l y that she was g o i n g home n o w to have s e x — t h u s
p l a y f u l l y placing the analyst i n the position of the one w h o is
enviously left out and deprived.
Bisexuality
Biological features
Comment
Celine demonstrated m a n y of the features of jealousy described i n
earlier psychoanalytic w r i t i n g s : projection of her o w n heterosexual
and homosexual impulses, the roots of jealousy i n her c h i l d h o o d
feelings of exclusion and deprivation (in the Oedipal situations, i n
relation to her younger sister, and i n relation to the parents' lovers),
and the w i s h to rob or t r i u m p h over her mother. Celine was
continually a t t e m p t i n g , unconsciously, to reverse and t r i u m p h over
her p a i n f u l c h i l d h o o d feelings of being excluded and u n w a n t e d . She
w o u l d be either the one w h o creates jealousy i n the other (through
her promiscuity) or the one w h o suffers the agony of jealousy and
feelings of exclusion. I t was also apparent h o w sexuality (and the
e v o k i n g of sexual desire i n the other) can incorporate the expression
of m a n y desires and needs that are not essentially sexual—such as
the w i s h for physical contact and the w i s h to matter to another
person a n d to have a place i n his or her m i n d .
Summary
Jealousy is a violent and potentially dangerous passion. I t is f o u n d
i n a l l cultures. A t t e m p t s to eliminate i t have failed. Pop psychology
portrayals of jealousy as reflecting i m m a t u r e insecurity seem naive.
E v o l u t i o n a r y p s y c h o l o g y explains h o w jealousy m u s t be a
b e h a v i o u r a l response selected b y evolutionary pressures, and
therefore m u s t serve an adaptive f u n c t i o n that relates i n some
w a y to the reproduction of an i n d i v i d u a l ' s genes. F r o m this
perspective, jealousy appears to f u n c t i o n as a p a r t i a l safeguard
against sexual treachery and deception. W o m e n tend to be more
jealous of the possibility of emotional i n f i d e l i t y , whereas m e n react
m u c h more strongly to the idea of their partner h a v i n g sex w i t h
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Notes
Bronheim, 1998, p. 83
S
hame a n d the threat of shame are pervasive features of
h u m a n life. We are social beings, concerned w i t h f i n d i n g a
place of recognition, approval and value i n the complex
society that h u m a n beings have created. If w e fail to f i n d such a
place, there is nowhere else to go. W i t h o u t a positive place i n
society, w e must identify w i t h the marginalized, the outcasts, the
scape-goats—or else inhabit a no-place of psychosis. F r o m the
beginning of our lives, w e strive to be understood, to be loved a n d
to love. A s adults, w e need to make our contribution to the social
w o r l d , t h r o u g h w o r k , t h r o u g h m a t i n g , a n d t h r o u g h the protection
and raising of the next generation. If w e fail i n any of these areas, w e
feel shame. There is m u c h that can go w r o n g — m a n y w a y s i n w h i c h
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like the " s t i l l face" experiments (Tronick et ah, 1978) where the baby
w i t h d r a w s because his or her communicative initiative is m e t w i t h
an u n w e l c o m i n g response.
The restricted social a n d personal cues offered b y the analyst,
combine w i t h an expectation that the patient reveal a great deal of
extremely personal and perhaps inherently shame-related i n f o r m a
tion. M a n y patients w i l l n o t protest about this, p a r t l y because the
issues are difficult to i d e n t i f y a n d articulate, and also because the
p o s i t i o n the patient is i n is s h a m e f u l — a n d therefore w i l l be
concealed. Some t i m e ago, an unusually assertive a n d articulate
patient explained the p r o b l e m to me. She protested that I w a s
behaving i n a v e r y strange w a y , n o t g i v i n g her feedback, s h o w i n g
little b o d y language, n o t responding to her h u m o u r , a n d so on.
H o w d i d I expect her to be open and to talk to me about her inner
feelings a n d thoughts w h e n I w a s so closed, concealing so m u c h of
myself? She w a s p o i n t i n g o u t that the d i s t r i b u t i o n w i t h i n the shame
economy w a s p r o f o u n d l y asymmetrical! Fortunately, because she
presented her experience of me a n d of m y w a y of behaving so
clearly, w e were able to explore the anxieties that lay b e h i n d i t . W e
were able to understand, for example, that she n o r m a l l y relied o n
her conversational a n d interactional skills, i n c l u d i n g her capacities
to f l i r t , as a means of p r o v i d i n g her w i t h a sense of c o n t r o l — t h i s
b e i n g v e r y i m p o r t a n t t o her i n the context of a c h i l d h o o d
characterized b y chaos. H e r i n a b i l i t y to experience her familiar
sense of control w h e n t a l k i n g to m e gave rise to a quiet, b u t
m o u n t i n g , feeling of p a n i c — t h e anxiety of disrupted expectations.
Moreover, w e saw that m y lack of a conventional interactional
response to her led her to feel that I d i d n o t like her, w a s n o t
interested i n her, and d i d n o t care about her. H e r anxieties were a l l
i n the area of shame a n d shame-anxiety. Eventually she d i d disclose
an extremely shame-laden, vulnerable, a n d h i d d e n core of her
personality. One m i g h t say that this capacity t o reveal latent
u n d e r l y i n g anxieties is precisely the value of the " n e u t r a l " psycho
analytic stance. This is t r u e — b u t o n l y i f the issues become
sufficiently apparent to be addressed. The patient h a d been t h i n k i n g
of breaking off her therapy because of her d i s t r e s s — a n d the nature
of this h a d n o t been apparent to me u n t i l she forcibly a n d rather
courageously b r o u g h t i t to m y attention. A less assertive patient
m i g h t s i m p l y have left w i t h o u t i n d i c a t i n g clearly w h y . I t is
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The hobby
One of Kohut's examples (1996) concerned a patient w h o h a d a
hobby w h i c h his previous analyst had apparently belittled because
he spent so m u c h time and money on i t and had lost several jobs as
a result. E v e n t u a l l y the man's shame about the h o b b y h a d
d i m i n i s h e d sufficiently that he was able to speak to K o h u t about
it. H e talked of w h a t i t meant to h i m , h o w enjoyable i t was, and so
on. K o h u t listened for about 40 minutes, speaking only w h e n the
patient asked if he understood some technical detail. Then K o h u t
SHAME IN THE P S Y C H O A N A L Y T I C C O N S U L T I N G R O O M 129
asked w h e n the hobby had started. The patient told h i m , b u t was then
silent for the rest of the session and for many sessions afterwards.
Kohut's later understanding of this sequence was that the patient had
reached a point where he could attempt to share his interest and
excitement w i t h the analyst, h o p i n g for a m i r r o r i n g response of
interest i n r e t u r n — b u t after 40 minutes or so, K o h u t had felt
compelled to be " a n analyst" b y i n q u i r i n g about the origin of the
hobby. The implicit message of his simple enquiry (not even an
interpretation) was that the patient should undertake analytic w o r k
rather than enjoy talking about the h o b b y — a n d the patient's response
was to w i t h d r a w , i n shame and anger, for a considerable time.
Tone of voice
he had been fishing and had caught a big fish which he proudly
brought to his father; however, the father was not admiring but was
critical; i n the second part, he saw Christ on the cross, suddenly
slumping, his muscles relaxing as he died.
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A critical patient
A further example (Kohut, 1984) concerns a patient w h o had seen a
number of analysts and therapists p r i o r to approaching Kohut. He
was extremely critical of all of them, describing t h e m as completely
lacking i n empathy. He was also very critical of his p a r e n t s —
describing his mother as h a v i n g been totally involved w i t h her
church and its dogma, w h i l s t his father had been w i t h d r a w n and
u n i n v o l v e d w i t h the patient as a child. The presenting p r o b l e m was
a chronic feeling of unreality,
K o h u t was somewhat uneasy about taking on this patient,
particularly i n v i e w of his relentless criticism of previous analysts
and the possibility of an u n d e r l y i n g paranoid psychosis. Despite
this reservation, they d i d proceed to w o r k together and the patient
established an essentially positive attitude towards the analyst and
seemed accepting of many of Kohut's interpretations. H o w e v e r , an
a l a r m i n g deterioration took place after about a year, f o l l o w i n g
K o h u t ' s b e i n g a w a y for several weeks. The patient became
d o m i n a t e d b y headaches and could talk of little else. Moreover,
the quality of these evolved f r o m a more ordinary physical p a i n to a
k i n d of unspeakable discomfort that seemed more psychological
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that unidentified and unanalysed shame was very often the basis of
negative therapeutic reactions and impasse.
Rosenfeld (1987) describes this p r o b l e m i n relation to w h a t he
calls " t h i n skinned narcissists" w h o are shame prone:
Note
I
t is possible to summarize the preceding discussion b y a few
points. For the benefit of the non-specialist reader, I have tried
to w r i t e these i n a simple and clear w a y , eschewing psycho
analytic terms.
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S
ince some readers may not be familiar w i t h the theory and
practice of psychoanalysis, I have outlined a few brief notes
below. These give only a s i m p l i f i e d general outline, b u t i t is
hoped that they m a y provide a context w h i c h helps to make the rest
of the text more accessible.
A developmental view
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respond to one's needs are laid down during these first few years
and continue to influence our emotions and behaviour for the rest of
our life.
Transference
During psychoanalysis (or psychoanalytic psychotherapy), the
analyst endeavours to bring to the light of consciousness the
patient's (or analysand's) deep wishes, fantasies, and anxieties
derived from childhood (and from the child parts within the mind
of the adult) and to show how these are influencing the person
unconsciously and contributing to difficulties that person is
experiencing. An important focus of the exploration is the patient's
relationship with the analyst—particularly in its more unconscious
aspects. Those features of the relationship that are derived
(transferred) from the childhood experiences and from the infantile
parts of the adult are called the "transference".
Free association
The patient in analysis is not given any direction or structure
regarding what to talk about, other than the request that he or she
attempt as far as possible to speak freely of whatever comes to
mind. This free-flowing kind of discourse is called "free association".
An excellent discussion of this can be found in Bollas, 2002. In
practice it is not really possible to speak entirely freely, because the
person endeavouring to do so will encounter various anxieties and
resistances—such as feelings of shame, fears of the analyst's
disapproval, and so on. Much of the analytic work involves
understanding these inner resistances.
Narcissism
A l t h o u g h h u m a n beings clearly seek relationships w i t h others f r o m
the b e g i n n i n g of life, people can also w i t h d r a w their love or desire
for others and m a y instead become preoccupied w i t h their o w n
physical or mental self. This is called narcissism. I t m a y be associated
w i t h grandiosity and e x h i b i t i o n i s m — a n d shame. A n A m e r i c a n
psychoanalyst called Heinz K o h u t made an i m p o r t a n t c o n t r i b u t i o n
b y suggesting that narcissism is n o t inherently an unhealthy
tendency, b u t actually has its o w n line of development f r o m more
p r i m i t i v e to more mature forms. For example, crude grandiosity
a n d exhibitionism m a y develop later into a pleasure i n p u r s u i n g
goals a n d displaying realistic achievements. W h e n analysts speak of
narcissistic vulnerability or narcissistic injury, they are referring to
sensitivities i n the area of self-esteem a n d self-image.
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72, 76
unconscious perception,
bisexuality, 117-118
shame and depression, 43-44
Bollas, C , 14-15
37-38
113
shame and jealousy, 4-8, 88-90,
Broucek, F., 26
shame and mother's narcissism,
Buss, D. M. , 78-79, 81, 82-83, 118,
35-36
141
shame and schizophrenia, 23-24
159
160 INDEX
57, 66
on unconscious mind, 144-145
defences, 145
81-85, 119-120
delusions, 24-25
grandiose self, 124-125
depression, 42-44, 51
grandiosity, 35-36, 146
developmental view, in
greed, 100
psychoanalysis, 143-144
Grotstein, J. S., 64
ego-destructive shame, 73
guilt, 28-30, 48, 49-50
119-120
142
inclusive fitness theory, 86
envy, 63
instincts, 146
70-71
internal models, 145
Erikson, E. H., 11
agents of, 78
evolutionary psychology
based on valid unconscious
failure, 25-26
evolutionary perspectives, 79-86,
false self
119-120
15-17, 21
119-120
father, 12-15, 39
and oral fixation, 96, 97
INDEX 161
115-116, 141
objects, 146
141
and psychic murder syndrome,
mentalization capacity, 73
54, 59, 61
mirroring transference, 97
80-81, 82-83, 118
mother
62-63
16-17, 65-67
developmental view, 143-144
140
general outline, 143-147
26-27, 50
puberty, 14-15
rejection, 43, 44
narcissism, 146
reproductive strategies, 80-86, 118,
destructive, 63-64, 71
119-120
moral, 39-40
reproductive success principle,
162 INDEX
schizophrenia, 23-25, 50
in transference, 132-133
self
shame-anxiety, 1-2, 127-128
embarrassment about, 45
Shengold, L., 75
11-12
141
54, 57, 66
social dyslexia, 25, 48
sexual fantasies, 4 0 ^ 1
"still face" experiments, 26-27, 50,
sexuality
stranger
54, 59
suicidality, 44, 51
functions, 47-49, 51
mirroring, 97
ego-destructive, 73
124, 139
in psychoanalytic consulting
women, jealousy in, 81-83, 87-88,
'In the gaps and clumsy steps in human intercourse, in the misunder
standings, the misperceptions and misjudgements, in the blank
mocking eyes where empathy should be, in the look of disgust where
a smile was anticipated, in the loneliness and disappointment of
inarticulate desire that cannot be communicated because the words
cannot be found, in the terrible hopeless absence when human
connection fails, and in the empty yet rage-filled desolation of abuse
there in these holes and missing bits lies shame. Shame is where we
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