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In Our Life
In Our Life
In Our Life
by piss_dumpster
Summary
so this is basically what I like to think happened after littleluxrays (in another life) ending!!
tried to keep it as not forced as possible bc i absolutely hate those where they are just like
“and then they woke up ” so hopefully i did a good job
tw for suicide !!
Notes
“w- what?”
“you died!” akaashi spat out. the word died coming out trembling, as if he was just realizing it
now.
“i'm sorry”
“w-what”
“instead of there”
“i'm sorry you can't stay.” bokuto said now wiping his own eyes.
“it wasn’t supposed to happen like this” he continued now aggressively rubbing his eyes.
he wrapped his arms softly around the others figure as he slowly came down.
they sat in silence bokuto's tears dampening akaashis shirt. but in all honesty akaashi couldn’t care
less.
————
akaashi felt himself being pulled down into the bed. He tried to move but nothing happened. He
felt his essence soak through the mattress leaving his body until he was under the bed.
akaashi?!” he asked again more frantic, reaching for the body but his hands just sunk into it as if it
was just a sheet.
just darkness.
not cold.
not hot.
just nothing.
—————
akaashi was greeted again by the familiar feeling of warmth on his face. He blinked softly, opening
his eyes to the stinging sunlight.
it was a pillow.
just a pillow.
“ju- just a dre-“ a sob cut him off as he snapped at the pillow pulling it into his arms.
he continued.
he just yelled.
he thought of bokuto.
remembering him.
every movement was a struggle as if an invisible force was pulling him back.
akaashi knew he shouldn't. but he needed to. he couldn't stand only seeing him in dreams.
akaashi scanned the room. eyeing his, no, bokutos scarf. He picked up and smelled it once more.
he stood up on the nightstand before tying the makeshift noose to his ceiling fan.
he looked at his bed once more before pulling the noose over his head. He stood there in silence
feeling the force pull around him.
he chuckled softly to himself before speaking, his voice sounded awful. “s-see you soon” he said
looked down at his hands.
his reflexes tried to kick in but he just stuck his nails into his thighs and hung.
he felt a hand.
———————
“why! why the fuck would you do that!” the voice demanded clutching his shoulders in its hands.
“w- what” he opened his eyes and saw a familiar pair staring back at him.
“i tried to prevent it! why couldnt you just have fucking listened.'' the voice broke out in sobs now
dampening akaashis shirt.
“f- fuck!” the voice sobbed hysterically falling into akaashis chest.
“k- kotaro?”
“k- k- kotaro?” akashi said as a question but he knew.
he knew it.
“kotaro” akaashis voice broke out in wails akashi leaned forward to hold the man.
the two just sobbed together for a while finally silencing down their sobs to silence. until one spoke
up.
“after life obviously” bokuto said quietly still angry, head resting on akaashis stomach.
“god you really aren't funny if thats your idea of humor.” bokuto spat.
he just sighed and sat his face back down into his loves stomach before letting out a hearty laugh.
the sound alone brough akaashi to tears. He cried as bokuto sat up to wrap his arms around him.
they sat there embraced holding each other as hard as the could as they laughed and cried.
they died down gently after a while as bokuto held onto akaashi’s torso as akaashi left his arms fall
limp as his head laid on bokuto's shoulder.
“our end?”
“maybe”
“maybe?”
he didn’t quite understand all his memories but he remembered knowing that once.
it was weird to think about, living an entire life thinking one thing.
“but in the end you're still with me” bokuto finished as he pulled akaashi into a tighter hug.
“who knows maybe your perfect life you would have never met me” bokuto spoke but akaashi cut
him off.
“i think i do”
“you do?”
“i remember how I felt in the others in my final moments and afterlife. it wasn't bad but it wasn't
this”
“but now.”
akaashi mumbled a yes before shoving his face further down into his neck.
“i- i love you keiji” bokuto said as he lifted his head off of his should
“i love you too kotaro” akaashi said as he lifted his face up to greet bokutos and smiled.
“any ending where i'm with you till the end of time is good with me” bokuto said.
——————
and they lived happily ever after in the afterlife becoming guardian angels to couples bound by
eternal fate.
continue working.
——————
they were able to stop the constant loop of life after life.
bokuto breaking through the spirit world to the living world, somehow connecting with akaashi
through a dream.
not the cruel endings of fate, not death, not invisible forces.
—————
so they loved
and loved
and loved,
——————
End Notes
explaining a little,,,, basically the world is set so that you go through constant lives until
you supposedly are able to stop the constant loop. however no one had been able to do it
before akaashi and bokuto,,,
so they decide to use this power and continue bringing it forward to help other destined
couples
also the comma at the end is supposed to be like but you dont really know if this IS their
ending yet. bc really it could just be another life in the millions
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