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Vol. One, Issue One - Inflections
Vol. One, Issue One - Inflections
Nicole Fan
Founding Editor-in-Chief
Designer
Jessica Peng
Poetry Editor
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TA B L E O F CO N T E N T S
Editor’s Letter 1
Nicole Fan
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Window’s Edge 4
Rebecca Elves
Imagine that we’re watching a documentary & you argue 5
LE Francis
Wood Grain Waves 7
Ruthenium
Theia 8
Gwyneth Findlay
Yes, the cascades in my psyche are yours, 12
Luke Carmichael Valmadrid
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Illumination 15
Jane Zwart
‘A Vestige of the Thoughts’: The Voices of Christina Rossetti’s ‘Remember’ 17
Jessica Peng
Invitations 20
Erin Bryant Petty
Sinai’s Goddess 22
Louise Mather
The city, after 23
Ally Le
Lost in Moscow 26
Charlie Bowden
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Duck Pond 29
Molly J. Vander Werp
In Conversation with r beny: The Delicate Desolation of natural fiction 30
r beny & Nicole Fan
Stranger than Fiction: The Reality of Love in Friedrich Nietzsche’s The Gay 34
Science
Elias Brockman
An Effort to Describe 37
L. Ward Abel
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Editor’s Letter
Dear Reader,
Some say that endings are the most difficult, but beginnings are no easier. Every
endeavour commences with a propulsion of wilful belief and intrepid desire,
none of which are ever benign. We disrupt to create; we can’t help but do so –
our universe was born with a crack and a boom, and here we are replicating it in a
myriad of ways, making our own incursions upon paper and canvas to
invent something new amidst an already turbulent world.
Yet, the very friction embedded into creation is also what gives rise to much of its
wonder. Whether strong or subtle, uneven forces are both all around us and
within us, carving out asymmetrical contours that have been the source of our
deepest mysteries. Scientists ponder why a simple imbalance of matter and
antimatter engendered all existence; poets contemplate how a perfectly contained
sonnet can consist of boundless depths; and no one really has an answer for why
thoughts seem to surge out of the void into the slipstream of our consciousness.
‘[I]t’s another kind of beauty,’ astrophysicist Marcelo Gleiser once wrote about the
enigma of asymmetry, ‘a beauty of Becoming, not of Being’1 – and such strange
beauty is precisely what The Primer seeks to explore.
It is fitting, then, that our first issue organically takes shape as a smooth arc
marked by unexpected swerves. Bearing the unique idiosyncrasies of their
contributors, they take us in different directions – inwards, outwards, upwards
into space – even while being tethered to the same timeless inquiries that have
intrigued people for millennia. Part One: Expansion eases us into this journey with
works of displaced mundanity: we start by forging ‘imagined paths between each
glimpse’ of the everyday in Rebecca Elves’s film, continue by noticing how ‘eyes
house undiscovered / planets & stars so bright’ in LE Francis’s poem, and
descend into uncanny undulations within Ruthenium’s evocative photography.
Such magnification of the minute is exchanged for interstellar omniscience, as
Gwyneth Findlay leads us into a swirling cosmos of lively planets – only for
expansion to collapse in on itself. As Luke Carmichael Valmadrid eloquently
captures in verse, ‘our assumptions, that all this waste would break down into
beautiful things’ have to account for the potential of being irrevocably
‘vapourised’.
The charged velocity of our exordium thus sinks into a declension with Part Two:
Dissolution. ‘Dear God, how I want to believe’, runs Jane Zwart’s poignant line, in a
sentiment that is woven throughout these pieces of loss and vacuity. We negotiate
1 Gleiser, Marcelo. A Tear at the Edge of Creation: A Radical New Vision for Life in an Imperfect Universe. New York: Free Press, 2010. 104.
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the threshold of mortality through literature that ‘was made for ghosts, or the
other way around’ in Jessica Peng’s essay, and are suspended in stillness within
Erin Bryant Petty’s collages. ‘The moon’, Louise Mather writes, ‘is just the
moon, / there is nothing sacred’ – especially not in the midst of Ally Le’s ghostly
city, where everyone is ‘very much alive, yet we are all dead’. Even Charlie
Bowden’s intricately crafted stanzas draw our attention to unstable forces of
dissipation – we wander ‘lost in the maze of dead flower petals’, finding ourselves
‘going, going, greying, gone’. Can disappointment truly be illumination too?
Part Three: Recalibration neither affirms nor denies this – we aren’t brought back to
any equilibrium; there is no stasis here, after all. There is only the trying. In Molly
J. Vander Werp’s poem, we thus ‘draw a cube in the sand’ and rediscover the
portal that we started with, perceiving things ‘again&again at different angles’.
An insightful conversation with r beny illuminates a metaphysical ‘spectrum that is
complex and bittersweet’ and helps us to navigate its complexity with ‘music that
can be equally delicate and soft, as it is volatile and destructive’, while an essay by
Elias Brockman on Nietzsche’s aphorisms explores how ‘the innumerable ways in
which every person, every situation, every quality and thing is strange’ need not be
resolved. Indeed, they are best left open-ended, for it is through these winding
paths that L. Ward Abel lyrically transfigures ‘burden’ into ‘bounty’, rounding off
our trajectory with a poem on the very uncertainty of our human endeavour.
Ascent, descent, graze the tangent, and return again: thus emerged our theme of
Inflections, a capacious word that situates itself just as solidly in the field of
geometry as it does linguistics2, meaning ‘simply, to bend, to curve’3. Each piece
within this issue does just that, twisting into unknown crevices before ricocheting
into spaces far and wide. All that’s left is for you to set them in motion with your
conscious attention, and the latent beauty within this mercurial universe will,
somewhat strangely but surely, start to unfurl.
Love, Nicole
2In mathematics, an inflection is the ‘[c]hange of curvature from convex to concave at a particular point on a curve’, and the notion of
modulation is evident in linguistics as well, where inflection involves the ‘modification of the form of a word to express the different
grammatical relations into which it may enter’. See ‘inflection, n.’. OED Online, Oxford University Press, 2022. Web. 22 Aug. 2022.
3 ‘inflect, v.’. OED Online, Oxford University Press, 2022. Web. 22 Aug. 2022.
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F I L M / R E B E C C A E LV E S
Window’s Edge
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P O E T R Y / L E F R A N C I S
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V I S U A L A R T / R U T H E N I U M
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F I C T I O N / G W Y N E T H F I N D L A Y
Theia
2 Halliday, Alex N. 'Terrestrial accretion rates and the origin of the Moon'. Earth and
Planetary Science Letters, Vol. 176, No. 1 (2000). 21.
I was born the same way you were: amid violent collisions in a hot plane of
swirling gas, the accretions of our dead elders coming together to form new
life. The fabric of my being danced for millennia around a rapidly expanding
ball of fusion and flame, forming and crashing and growing anew among
billions of bits of other one-day masses, all bound wild and steady in this
new sun’s orbit.
Once, I was small. I was tiny. I was a speck of dust. I was shaken by
passing clumps of matter, tossed about in the expanse until I met other
specks of dust. They too were me, and together we became a clump, like a
pebble, like a nugget, like nothing we had known before. And then our – my
– clump met another clump, and it was also me, and in the shock of our
meeting we became one.
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We were all the same age, cosmically speaking. Mother Sun was our
centre, our vitality, our raison d’être, but we were not born of her, as children
are often born of mothers. This sun and her children sprung from the same
stuff: our molecular cloud collapsed, and a family emerged.
One of my fellow rocky planets twirled near to the sun, though not so
close that she became brittle or choked with gas. Her region was comfortable,
even; warm and illuminated. After my initial journey from the outskirts
toward Mother Sun, I danced circles along this sister’s orbit, at times so
intimately that I could feel the heat radiating from her fiery surface. I was so
much smaller than her, and I had so little to offer in return. I simply rejoiced
in the moments I could be near her, could exchange cosmic companionship
amid the fury smouldering across our young sky.
We spoke of the future, of our aspirations for the time after we all
settled into our rhythms among the stars. What would we do? Who did we
hope to be? In my fantasy, a calm eternity stretched ahead of us, the routine
of communal life spinning happily along until Mother Sun expanded and
reclaimed many of our family’s scattered parts into her whole. My sister,
though, held wondrous visions: of love, of life, of children more numerous
than all the suns of the galaxy.
Her revelation disquieted Mother Sun, and titterings about her prospects
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spread among our siblings. I came to learn that the vitality my sister desired
was unlikely, even impossible, on her dry, fiery surface. The distant bodies
whispered about a bond of hydrogen and oxygen, a molecule essential for
facilitating this life she sought. Yet this building block only developed far
from Mother Sun’s warming glow, in the region where I came into being. I
examined myself and found it: the water my sister lacked. The bitter luck of
formation, of finding my parts in the gaseous sea, had bestowed it upon me
while my sister was barren.
I said farewell to my siblings, though they did not realise it was goodbye.
I waited until each one had passed, until I had sent my love to the very
reaches of Mother Sun’s solar expanse.
I love you.
I’m sorry.
Remember me.
She did not have time to react. We were moving so quickly, and I’d
manoeuvred myself so close. Mother Sun, powerless but desperate, whipped
plasma into my path, as if the magnetic pulse could interrupt my indomitable
trajectory. My tiny body collided into my sister’s side, and I became nothing
but chunks of rock and clouds of dust.
Debris exploded from my sister, too, but she was not devoured. As we
whirled along her orbit, her mass gained control of our distant fragments.
Parts of me became parts of her, coalescing under her gravitational
influence, and what remained created something entirely new: a moon, large
and looming, circling her as I had once circled Mother Sun. It spun, then
slowed, its face steadily focused on her, on us – now siblings bound as one,
two beings in two bodies yet separated by none.
After millions of orbits in these new forms, the rumours proved true:
life, that impossible endeavour, sprang up from our oceans. It evolved in
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M108
46 million light-years away
M61
55 million light-years away
M110
3 million light-years away
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P O E T R Y /
L U K E C A R M I C H A E L VA L M A D R I D
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Illumination
for Devin Gael Kelly
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How I want
to believe in the radiance beaten,
with an oversized key, from the mat of a haji
who dares ask Allah for impossible things
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E S S A Y / J E S S I C A P E N G
The Victorians didn’t have poststructuralist theory2, but they had writers who
already knew that literature was made for ghosts, or the other way around.
Take a work like Christina Rossetti’s sonnet, ‘Remember’. Written in 1849,
this famous poem features a dying speaker’s final words for those they are
leaving behind. Here it is:
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad. (1-14)3
Almost two hundred years after it was written, ‘Remember’ remains a hugely
popular funeral reading. This sentiment is sound enough: of course the
people left behind wish to remember the deceased, and the poem’s insistent
turn that forgetfulness is not betrayal is additionally comforting. But
‘Remember’ is written in the voice of someone close to dying, speaking to
someone soon to be left behind. Within the poem, the funeral guests are not
the speaker but the audience: as is, technically, the person reading it at the
ceremony. Why, then, are they speaking words which belong to the dying?
2I draw on now-mainstream poststructuralist theory for much of the first two paragraphs. The notion that literature is opposed to free
conversation is touched on in famous works such as the essays in Barthes’s Image - Music - Text and Derrida’s ‘Plato’s Pharmacy’.
3 Rossetti, Christina. ‘Remember’. Selected Poems, ed. Dinah Roe. London: Penguin, 2008. 16.
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The question of voice which began this essay is particularly apt when applied
to a poem like ‘Remember’. The poem’s reception tradition sees it being
quoted twofold: firstly, the funeral reader is quoting Rossetti’s poem;
secondly, they are implying that these words are what the deceased would have
said by standing in their place. Speaking in the voice of the dead, the living
create a flickering imitation of the deceased’s presence. Moreover, if
quotation is echo, then ‘Remember’ must have one of the loudest in English
literature. Each reading quotes not only Rossetti but every funeral service this
poem has attended before. Its silent predecessors haunt each new reading.
This, for me, is the miracle of Rossetti’s poem. It treats voices as sounds that
can be heard, echoed, repeated, ingrained. Its speaker’s voice has deep
emotional reserves, but at the same time it remains practically anonymous.
Reading it closely, we might guess that the speaker is young and addressing
her4 lover, but this is hardly explicit. The poem conveys feeling without
necessarily telling a story. Rossetti understood that poetry could be spoken
not only by characters — as in the dramatic monologues that were so popular
in her day — but also by mere ‘vestiges of thoughts’ (12)5. The audience-
readers would do the rest. She stripped away the heavy ceremony of
Victorian mourning traditions and wrote a poem so purely vocal it was
practically weightless. Passed from speaker to speaker, each instance quoting
all the times before, Rossetti’s words have echoed through many readers and
even more mediums.
4I personally think the poem implies a female speaker through the Eurydice-like ‘turn to go’ and Rossetti’s habit of writing lamenting
women, especially around themes of loss, betrayal or lament. For me, the unspecified gender evokes a sense of the speaker’s fading out of
existence as well as the poem’s steely impersonability – but does not have to be interpreted as neutral.
5 Rossetti, Christina. ‘Remember’.
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V I S U A L A R T / E R I N B R Y A N T P E T T Y
Invitations
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P O E T R Y / L O U I S E M A T H E R
Sinai’s Goddess
I am no longer a siren,
or I never was.
You are not the emperor –
you do not have his ribs,
or the bow that turned
willow to water.
I never wrapped eggs
with petals of myrrh,
or took them out to sea
for the phoenix.
The moon is just the moon,
there is nothing sacred –
seeds of a scarlet apple
are just dust
for the harvest.
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Lantau? The wilderness is wilding and my hands try to break free from
the city’s clutch. Friends drift apart. Goldfish slip away. You chase the bus
only to find the last seat taken by the person right before you. It takes
nearly an hour to cross Hung Hom Tunnel during peak hours, that’s why
you should run along the East Rail Line in a virtual marathon. When the
last train of the night has vanished into the abyss. In the earliest moment
of consciousness when my quadrilingual tongue is all tied up, impotent
and tripping, I am haunted by the tram bells piercing at dawn. New day,
new city. This is a cold city but there is sunlight everywhere. I am not
dead yet. You are not dead yet. He is not dead yet. So is she. So is it. So
are they. Everyone here is very much alive, yet we are all dead. We have
long been dead, buried in a sea of white chamomiles and sticky wet April
memories.
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Lost in Moscow
When night falls I will soldier on,
ignore the wild dogs and deadly boulders
that seem to be found everywhere in this town.
The cabaret taught me to see red in Moscow
but it’s just black, silk and spilt milk
and sirens who fill your nightmares.
The hairs on your head fall in line soon enough,
going, going, greying, gone like the half-hearted fizz
of an already opened carbonated drink.
Grey, silver, the clink of metal, the clicking of knees on
cobblestone,
like a deranged cabaret act, lost in the maze of dead flower petals.
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When the world is reduced to a single dark wood for our two pairs of dazzled
eyes — to a beach for two faithful children — to a musical house for our clear
understanding — then I shall find you.
From ‘Phrases’ by Arthur Rimbaud, translated by Wallace Fowlie
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Duck Pond
Cutting the tree in three
years like rings in rings
like pond water rippling
bringing the world back to me
again&again at different angles.
God:
the water drop
cupped between duck’s
neck and back.
Silver-wet sphere, safe
in the curve of the water bird.
Remembering,
I draw a cube in the sand
as they taught us:
two squares intersecting
in one smaller than themselves—
squaresinsquares a portal.
God:
the impossible color
of evaporating water
on the oil layer.
Duck, feather-bent, and wet
with that chink of blue between wing and you.
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I N T E R V I E W / r b e n y & N I C O L E FA N
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r: The interplay of the visceral and the ethereal has certainly been a catalyst
for my music. This is partially drawn from the aforementioned themes of
nature. Having grown up in Northern California, I developed a sense of
connection and respect for nature – an appreciation for that which can hold
so much calm and beauty, yet can be extremely volatile. I’ve also found nature
to be an apt metaphor for the human psyche, at least my own. I don’t think
of it as the contrast of light and dark or good and evil, but rather a spectrum
that is complex and bittersweet. I’ve been drawing upon these themes for my
art more and more, but I think it has always been present on some level and
will certainly be more of a focus going forward.
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and ‘fiction’ touch upon the idea of there being different layers to
reality, of art being inextricable from life. What is natural about fiction
and what is fictitious about nature to you?
r: From time to time, I’ve imagined what the earth would be like post-
humanity, or if humans had never existed at all. How much damage have we
done to this earth, how much damage have we done to each other? This
theme was present in my mind while recording natural fiction, specifically a
post-humanity or post-human-
centric world. I had previously
explored this on my album called
cascade symmetry, specifically the
tracks ‘cities sleep like seeds’ and
‘empty grids’. natural fiction was
finished right as the Covid-19
pandemic was starting, and all of
a sudden these themes I had been
pondering became starkly real. It
felt as if we all experienced this ‘Ferric-fogged goodness’
truth-is-stranger-than-fiction shift
of reality.
The album title was partly derived from that perceived shift. Nature – and
truth – could be stranger than fiction. It was also partly derived from that
which we do not perceive in nature, such as the history of a tree - or how a
mountain came to be. We are left to create fiction for how these things might
have happened and what the experience may have been like. Even with
scientific explanation, I think our minds tend to fill in the gaps with fiction,
whether it be mythology or art or something else.
When the album came out, I framed it as a “soundtrack to a film that doesn’t
exist”, almost from a place of escapism from the pandemic. With hindsight,
I’d probably frame it now as a “soundtrack to an alternate reality” or a
“soundtrack to a dream I once had”.
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r: I think I am still working on and searching for what beauty means to me,
beyond surface level. I believe beauty may be that which affects your soul.
For myself, that means the connections I share with my closest friends, the
connection we as humans have with nature, the journey and ups-and-downs
of life. Awareness, kindness, empathy, compassion. The in-between and the
unexplainable. Of course, I love my share of music, art, and nature that
exemplify beauty. I attempt to show my appreciation by practising
mindfulness, as well as sharing and reflecting the ideas and virtues that I
believe embody beauty.
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E S S A Y / E L I A S B R O C K M A N
Each of us tends to believe that we alone are normal and that the people we
encounter in our day-to-day lives are the strange ones. But this, Nietzsche
claims, is a baseless prejudice. It is unjust to hold others to the standards we
set for ourselves, because, in reality, each of us is deeply strange. To do justice
to another person requires us to recognise the differences in others and
ultimately embrace them. But this skill of embracing the strangeness of
others, which Nietzsche calls ‘love’, is not a skill that comes naturally to most
of us. Love, too, has to be learned.
1 Nietzsche, Friedrich Wilhelm. The Gay Science, trans. Walter Kaufmann. New York: Vintage Books, 1974. 262.
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There are many aspects of this aphorism that one can grasp at and attempt
to unravel. If, in Nietzsche’s opening metaphor, the strangeness of another
person is akin to a melody in music, he suggests that it takes time to even
notice what makes them unique to begin with. Our minds naturally put people
into recognisable categories. When we first see a person, for example, driving
a bus (or working any other type of job), we tend to imagine that they are
functionally equivalent to all others in their profession, to assume that they
will act a certain way. But this way in which we use conceptual shorthand to
make sense of our social environment prevents us from truly seeing the
innumerable ways in which every person, every situation, every quality and
thing is strange. ‘If you’ve met one human, you’ve met them all’, says the
misanthrope. ‘All women are alike’, says the misogynist. ‘All members of this
specific ethnic group act the same’, says the racist. Putting people into
categories diminishes them. To love someone,
we must first decategorise them. We must take –––––
all the assumptions we have about them from To love someone is to
our first encounter, and dismantle those see them as they are,
assumptions, until finally we discover the real in all their strangeness
person who lies behind them. –––––
For Nietzsche, to love someone is to see them as they are, in all their
strangeness. And if you think of those who are closest to you, I’m sure your
lived experience will confirm that every single one of them is deeply strange.
To fail to see these qualities, is a failure of love. And when we think of
people who fail to love us, it is often in this that their failure consists. They
don’t get us. There is some important quality of ours that they simply cannot
see.
Perhaps the most profound part of Nietzsche’s aphorism is its ending – that
‘[e]ven those who love themselves will have learned it in this way; for there is
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no other way’2. Yet, many of us have never learned to love ourselves, because
being strange is stigmatised. From a young age, we are taught about what
types of people we ought to consider role models, and we are encouraged to
model ourselves after those roles. When we fail to live up to the expectations
that others have of us, we are made to feel shame. We are rewarded for
telling the teachers what they want to hear, for saying the right things to the
right people in the right ways. But not necessarily in our ways. At a certain
point in adulthood, many of us have lost those strange qualities that we once
possessed as children. We can no longer detect and distinguish our own
melodies, let alone tolerate them, let alone love them.
To love, for Nietzsche, is to learn to detect the social rules that order our
lives and, brick by brick, to destroy that order – even if it means abandoning
all the pretences that had helped us to get by . Instead, if we can exercise the
necessary ‘good will’, ‘patience’, ‘fairmindedness’, and ‘gentleness’, we may
come to notice the myriad of subtle differences that distinguishes all things –
and when the beauty of those differences gazes back at us, we will not want
to look away.
2 Ibid.
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P O E T R Y / L . W A R D A B E L
An Effort to Describe
A last charcoal fleck
passes through the far edge
and it’s night again,
to the point of it
never having left.
Like a ziggurat
it rises from great stalked
acreage, width only
measured in gods’ cubits
divided by holy grace
and space/time.
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Our Contributors
Born and raised in Vietnam, Ally Le (she/they) holds L. Ward Abel’s work has appeared in hundreds of
a Bachelor of Arts (First Class Honours) in journals (Rattle, Versal, The Reader, Worcester
Comparative Literature and Hong Kong Studies from Review, Riverbed Review, others), including a
the University of Hong Kong. She's currently working nomination for a Pushcart Prize, and he is the author
in Hong Kong and has contributed translations and of three full collections and ten chapbooks of poetry,
creative writings for Zzz Review, Mekong Review, and including his latest collection, The Width of Here
Canto Cutie. (Silver Bow, 2021). He is a reformed lawyer, he writes
- and plays music, and he teaches literature. Abel
resides in rural Georgia.
Charlie Bowden is a student from Hampshire, -
England, who discovered a love for writing poetry in
lockdown after spending years studying it at school. LE Francis is a recovering arts journalist writing
His work has been included in collections by Young poetry & fiction of varying length from the
Writers and the Stratford Literary Festival among rainshadow of the Washington Cascades. Find her
others and he won the 2021 Forward/emagazine online at nocturnical.com.
Creative Critics Competition. -
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Louise Mather is a writer from Northern England
Elias Brockman is an educator and writer living in and founding editor of Acropolis Journal. Her work is
Brooklyn, NY. He is the author of Cold Pastoral, a published in various print and online literary journals
"read along" newsletter examining poetry and prose and her pamphlet ‘The Dredging of Rituals’ is out
from the past. Additionally, he is the founder and with Alien Buddha Press. She writes about ancestry,
director of The Mind on Fire Institute, an educational motherhood, endometriosis, fatigue and mental
program that operates on the principle that students health.
learn best when they study material that they find -
intrinsically interesting.
- Luke Carmichael Valmadrid enjoys cooking tofu,
qualitative research, IU’s prolific body of work, and
Erin Bryant Petty (she/her) is an artist and writer playing video games with faraway friends. Is also an M1 at
UCSD. Hopes to make some music soon. One time.
living in Michigan. She appreciates the uncanny, the
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weird, and the overlooked. When she’s not making
things she prefers to be in the woods, gazing at Molly J. Vander Werp is a writer and laboratory
mushrooms. Find her on twitter @ebryantpetty. technician from Grand Rapids, Michigan. She is a
- recent graduate of Calvin University (‘21), with
degrees in writing and biochemistry. Her work has
Gwyneth Findlay is a writer and editor based in the appeared previously in The Night Heron Barks and
northeast of Scotland. She writes for the post calvin and Dialogue.
has appeared in Leopard Arts and The Hellebore. Find -
her around the internet @findlaypum.
- r beny is the ambient electronics project of Northern
California-based artist Austin Cairns, exploring
Jane Zwart teaches at Calvin University, where she themes of emotion and nature through the use of
also co-directs the Calvin Center for Faith & Writing. synthesizers and other electronic equipment.
Her poems have appeared in Poetry, Ploughshares, -
HAD, Threepenny Review, and TriQuarterly, as well
as other journals and magazines.
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