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At The Wild Edge of Sorrow, Grief and Love Embrace by Marilyn Flower Change Your Mind Change Your Life Medium
At The Wild Edge of Sorrow, Grief and Love Embrace by Marilyn Flower Change Your Mind Change Your Life Medium
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A dear friend lost her aunt last month. An aunt I had shared a visit or two with, full
of light and laughter.
Another friend passed away in a local nursing home. Before I could get my act
together to go visit him. All of us who knew and loved him hope he did not die alone.
But we may never find out.
Some say death comes in threes. But there’s a pandemic raging. We all know folks
who have been impacted in some ways, if not the ultimate.
Normally we’d have a memorial for our friend in our church, with a celebratory feast
afterward in our garden cottage. But we’re not yet open, thanks to the pandemic.
Zoom does not feel like a fitting place to honor him. We can’t break bread together,
cry on each other’s shoulders, or hug.
Sure, our death-denying society will tell you otherwise. Grief is the intrusion. The
unwelcome stranger who sweeps into the party, guzzles all the fancy wine, grabs the
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delicacies, stuffs them into her pockets, sits in the middle of the circle, and hogs the
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conversation.
If there’s dancing to be had, she grabs folks, squeezing them too hard and not letting
go.
Or at least, that’s how it feels. Our bodies tense. Pain kicks inside our hearts. So we
keep her at arm’s length or wall her off completely.
When we wall off our grief and sorrow, we wall off our love, too.
Grief and love may sound like extreme ends of a continuum. But they’re deeply
interconnected. Anything or anyone we love, we can lose. Often in the blink of an
eye, without warning. Or time to prepare.
We can learn to accept, embrace, and dance with its natural order of things.
Opening our hearts fully to grief opens them more fully to love.
When I learn of someone close’s passing, my day softens. My heart opens to the pain
of someone facing death alone, family members unable to be there, and the tears in
the fabric of our lives left by loss.
Exchanging messages of solace and support, reading the ones that drift in, bathes
my day in a tender light. My usual hectic pace slows, my breathing deepens.
Space and sky and mind and words and love and friendship and peace all break open
before me, like when fog lifts, revealing dawn’s glorious light.
If I could have these loved ones back instead of all that, I would. In the meantime,
I’m noticing how being present to inevitable grief and loss opens me to light and
love.
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writer, Francis Weller MFT. He leads a cancer circle and walks many miles with his
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own grief, as well as that of friends, family, and clients.
He urges us not to resist, wall off, or push away grief. In The Wild Edge of Sorrow:
Rituals of Renewal and the Sacred Work of Grief, he says:
Every one of us must undertake an apprenticeship with sorrow. We must learn the art
and craft of grief, discover the profound ways it ripens and deepens us. While grief is an
intense emotion, it is also a skill we develop through a prolonged walk with loss. Facing
grief is hard work….It takes outrageous courage to face outrageous loss. This is precisely
what we are being called to do.
There are layers upon layers of grief we’re called to own and heal.
The second gate may surprise you. It did me. The places that have not known love.
These are places inside ourselves we’ve banished in shame and despair. We can’t
grieve something we deem unworthy of love. This work is to love those rejected
parts of ourselves.
Gate number three is the sorrows of the world. This may feel like a bottomless pit,
especially when we bring the pain of a dying planet into this heart work. Recent
events such as the earthquake in Haiti, the Taliban takeover in Afghanistan, and
many more serve to break our hearts open if we’re willing.
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After a personal pain breaks my heart open, I somehow seem to have room for and
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willingness to embrace and shed these global tears.
Why should I weep when so many live babies and children lie hungry at night, or are
forced to flee during those nights, or both. Maybe the sorrows of the world circle me
back to sorrows of my own.
Could it be that tears are just tears after all? Once they flow, they’re too numerous to
attach names to.
This is the grief we carry in our bodies from sorrows experienced by our
ancestors….Tending this undigested grief of our ancestors not only frees us to live our
own lives, but also eases ancestral suffering in the other world.
Oy vey, does this gate speak to us ones with Jewish roots. It doesn’t take much
imagination to hear wails behind the walls of ghettos, shtetls, and concentration
camps.
All peoples have history tugging at their heartstrings. Do we have enough tears in us
to heal our broken world?
Crying is cleansing. Tears release toxins as they clear out our consciousnesses. The
world shimmers after a good cry. No wonder grief keeps showing up. She knows we
need her, even as we dread her visit.
There is some strange intimacy between grief and aliveness, some sacred exchange
between what seems unbearable and what is most exquisitely alive. Through this I have
come to have a lasting faith in grief.
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I’m just starting on that faith walk. You’re welcome to join me. Namaste.
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Marilyn Flower writes political humor and satire to delight socially and spiritually
conscious folks. She’s the author of Creative Blogging: Ninja Writers Guide to
Character Development and Bucket Listers, Get Your Brave On: How to Do the Thing
You’re ‘Too Old’ & ‘Too Scared’ to Do. Clowning and improvisation strengthen her
resolve during these crazy times. Stay in touch!
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