IF I AM A PHILOSOPHER MY PHILOSOPHY IS ABOUT CHANGING
ONESELF TO BECOME THE GREATEST VERSION YOU HAVE EVER IMAGINED. I LEARNED GROWING UP THAT SOMETIMES YOU CAN LET GO OF SOMETHING OR SOMEONE IN LIFE AND YOU'LL JUST GET OVER IT AND CONTINUE LIVING YOUR BEST LIFE. WHEN I NOTICED THAT EVERYONE AROUND ME EACH YEAR SLOWLY FADE AWAY AND NEVER REALLY ADORED OR CHERISHED THE MOMENTS WE SHARED LIKE IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST MOMENTS OF OUR LIVES I REALIZED THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE SADDENED ABOUT IT AND FOR ME IT WAS DISAPPOINTING AND IT HIT ME THAT IT WAS THE SAME CYCLE EACH YEAR AND I WANTED TO BREAK IT. BREAKING THE CYCLE THAT EACH YEAR CONTINUES IS FREEDOM AND IT WAS ADDICTING CHANGING MYSELF FOR THE BETTER BY NOT BEING SAD ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO CONTINUES NOT CHERISHING ME, IT GAVE ME FREEDOM AND ASSURANCE THAT I CAN ALWAYS CARRY ON IN LIFE WETHER A PERSON STAYS OR LEAVE. I WAS RELIEVED THAT AFTER REALIZING THAT I CHANGED MY OWN SELF FOR THE BETTER BECAUSE THEN IT WAS FOR MY OWN GOOD.