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Brendan Joyce Weekly Claims (Unemployment Insurance)
Brendan Joyce Weekly Claims (Unemployment Insurance)
don’t say “these are the steps I’ve taken to find work” say fuck the police
- Sean Bonney
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When I shave my head I will
claim each hair as a dependent
on my taxes. When I am denied
by unemployment I will send
the bag of rotting potatoes
in my pantry to the state house.
When they ask for work search
activities I will instead say fuck the police,
because Sean Bonney told me to.
When my boss blocks my unemployment
claim I will simply block their driveway
until I decompose, elegantly, in
their driveway apron. I will send
a bouquet of past due bills
to whoever gave them 5 stars on Yelp.
I will enter in every week until
I expire the birth dates of the dead
-- the coordinates to where
we are throttling-- in the weekly
claims field. The conspiracy
of a dying empire is only to
kill faster. I am entirely overwhelmed
by the collapse of the political
economy in my body so I am
sorry for the late reply.
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The night before they closed
the restaurants me & some
servers & a line cook stood
watching the dining room fill
with petit bourgeois patrons
who styled their eating
as charity/ their wild gluttony/
as generosity/ their drunkenness
as good citizenship while we
looked on from the kitchen
saying “these people are killing
us & they’re proud of it.”
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There were jokes or rumors for
a while that the city was dying
& then that it was resurrecting
via the miraculous intervention
of various celebrity chefs
turning empty storefronts
into petit bourgeois playgrounds
& the under educated &
formerly incarcerated into
their personal servants.
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People are joking on the internet
about yearning & being horny
& missing fucking & dating &
falling in love but all it looks like
is a deep desire for collectivity
in our already atomized lives;
Britney Spears called for a
general strike & I almost believed
her.
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People on the internet are talking to each other
too little & about each other too much
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All of this flirting feels like
surveillance. The calendar
is down for maintenance.
Tomorrow is an exit.
All payments have been delayed
until the crisis has abated.
We hope into everything
inanimate that there is a
ghost somewhere that will
animate it, praying for
possessions--
our new past time.
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At the grocery store everyone
had masks on & there were ten
cops at the door & no toilet
paper & no meat. Maybe we
should eat the cops or wipe
our asses with them.
41
Strikes are rising in the grocery
stores & fast food restaurants
that remain open. Riots where
the cops are killing people
in the streets. There were
mass prison breaks in Italy
& Brazil, preemptive release
in Iran, preemptive release
throughout the jails here.
Rent strikes have organized
& the houseless, already
expropriating houses, have
picked up speed. The restaurant workers
in Cleveland are whispering
across the internet. The restaurants
are giving away all their food.
We’ve got our matchbox
we just need to strike the match.
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Do you remember slathering yourself
in extractivist skincare under the fluorescent
sounds of production value? It was like
a sickly dream becoming lava lamp slick
for the perfect circus. Do you remember
buying flowers? It was like we didn’t know
where to take them from for free. Do you
remember the faucet the water would flower
from? The days the news broke like our
bank accounts over & over until the channels
were overwhelmed with sulfur & polyurethane
sounds & the vague sense of wonder at their
insolence?
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In the great shuttering
I am exactly myself
which is dangerously
not enough.
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I am a cute selfish animal
in the time of the great
ruinous longing. I ate
an apple. I ate a banana.
I drank a pot of coffee
& found the dawn came late.
I am filled with longing & rage.
I filled an ashtray & a page.
I checked unemployment
& unemployment never came.
I sewed a mask out of a bandana
& called through my friends
who live out of state.
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I’ve given up on defeating insomnia
& have come to understand it’s a great
way to commune with friends in different
time zones. Years count as time zones
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The cora vinca violets burst
up from under the Fir tree
in the lot, where the leaves weren’t
raked & the grass wasn’t cut & the
snow wasn’t shoveled. Seems
relevant.
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I hate the morning;
its assault of birdsong
& daylight. Its conspiracy
of revealed objects.
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Yesterday the state
suspended mortgages.
Today I learned how to spell it.
Tomorrow
etc.
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You are either held hostage at work
or you are held hostage where you sleep.
enough to encompass.
We are again outside of language
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I am glad to say the prime minister
is in intensive care I am glad to say
the night will not end I am glad to say
my workplace may not survive the crisis
tho the liquidity is infinite & the benefit
lines are jammed with the deranged
survivalist spirit forgive me for
making fun of preppers forgive me
for roasting the commune
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forgive me for
there are sirens all over
New York
I text my ex
I am with you wherever you are
I meant it sweetly but now I’m not so sure
say centuries
that’s a laugh
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Unemployment
is phone zapping itself
People die but debt & law can’t.
Spooky shit! I’m considering
renting an apartment like how
when I was a kid
I considered becoming
an astronaut.
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These days I don’t shower
I just stand in the hot water
& pretend it is intimacy.
This is privilege; intimacy,
hot water. The long empty day
without any news, the coffee,
the smoke, the longing, the
terror.
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my boss got a forgiveness
loan to pay their rent
an expanding delusion
that anyone else controls
it I am trying to abolish
last night & work through
55
If they send us back to work
how do I forgive myself
for going. If they send us
back. If it opens up. The
sky has opened up it’s
trying to tell us something
fucking spring again go away
this is all so much easier in
winter fuck ashberry always
telling us it’s spring always
such delusional surprise
jennifer chang was right
fuck those daffodils
jamie seems to think
this is all desire & domination
& i think she’s always right
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I can see the through line
& would like to forget it
it’s not helping it’s
just earning me more
pension credits for
a job I’ll never have
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between grief & grievance; grieve
grieve
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I’m high again & the walls are white.
lightning strikes
barely a tree in sight
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it’s been a decade
like a double shift
the sun is a stranger
to me I do not know her
I wonder if there is
a struggle to still
have that has not
been suffocated
by this
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nothing is dead
out
can I hold you
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Wow that blue jay is just
devastating. Before it
too.
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Desire might not be enough to
overthrow the political economy
I’m sorry. Mean looking hot people
in leather might not be enough either
& for this I am truly sorry.
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The workplace & unemployment compensation
are different sides of the same grave.
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The picket will try to hold you
like the rope the horse is tethered
to. If it runs it can take countries
& centuries. That’s when the
weeks turn into decades. Between rot
& right is riot. The dead in their
graves have no rights. Just rot.
The grave knows us.Fuck the dead
picket, its parade of skeletons
picked clean begging for kinder
worms. Fuck the weekly claims
“I am a good dead boy holding
nothing but an empty hand,
please Mister Governor can I
have mine.” No. This is all that
there is:
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the newscasters have masked up
it’s gonna be a really great
depression. they’ve got no
clue as to how to get us out.
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Before, I would eat off of anybody’s plate
in the dishpit starving & hated for such
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the world, another party I am
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