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258
Falta-me
part of it, and thus, eventually, be egoismo
able to para ascender ao ceu,
use it for artistic purposes. Falta-me uncio p'ra me afundar no lodo.
Nao sou amigo de ningubm. P'ra o ser
In his search for this mysterious ele-
Forqoso me era antes possuir
ment which the poet wants so Quem
desperately
eu estimasse-ou homem ou mulher,
to comprehend, he reveals through
E eu nio logro the
nunca possuir! ... (p. 70)
written word certain suppressed emotions.
The fact that Sai-Carneiro expresses the
These emotions are the clues which
desire point
to have either a man or a woman to
toward the reasons why the author yearned
"possess," reveals the poet's extraordinary
so to grasp this beleza. longing for human communication. He
A lack of family warmthsimply
during Sai- how to love and be
cannot discover
Carneiro's childhood forced him to seek loved by the human race.
love outside the bounds of parental rela- As he continues to wish for spiritual
tionships. This becomes clear in the fifthcontact in "Como Eu ndo Possuo," ex-
strophe of the poem "Dispersio," whenclaiming how much he would love to pos-
Sa-Carneiro recalls what Sundays used tosess a feminine passer-by that he sees in the
be like in Paris:
street, he again confesses his impotency.
Porque um domingo ' familia, Even though the ardent desire is present,
E bem-estar, singeleza, the poet must confess that he becomes
E os que olham a beleza
Ndo tem bem-estar nem familia. (p. 62) retado3 when attempting to find the per-
fect link with humanity:
Further evidence of the vacuum which
De embate ao meu amor todo me ruo,
resulted from not having any love from
E vejo-me em destroCo at' vencendo:
either mother or father can be found in E que eu teria s6, sentindo e sendo
the poem titled "Como Eu nio Possuo" of Aquilo que estrebucho e nio possuo. (p. 72)
Dispersao. The poet confesses that he does Sa-Caneiro therefore recognizes his de-
not have the capabilities to experience the plorable state and weeps for himself be-
pleasures that most people enjoy every day: cause of the terrible sensation of fatality
Olho em volta de mim. Todos possuem- that this frustration produces:
Um afecto, um sorriso ou um abraqo.
Como se chora um amante,
S6 para mim as Ansias se diluem
Assim me choro a mim mesmo:
E nio possuo mesmo quando enlaqo. (p. 70) Eu fui amante inconstante
Sai-Carneiro cannot feel the total beau- Que se traiu a si mesmo.
ties of nature and therefore is unable to ("Dispersdo," p. 62)
reproduce them in the perfect artistic This seemingly outward confession to
form. This is the beginning of his frustra-narcissism is actually an admission of being
tion: incapable of communicating with nature.
Roa por mim, em longe, a teoria The poet says that he betrayed himself as
Dos espasmos golfados ruivamente; an unsteadfast lover because he is unable
Sio xtases da cor que eu fremiria, to partake of love or beauty from the
Mas a minh'alma pAra e nio os sente! (p. 70) standpoint of an ideal to be fulfilled. He
The poet has never been able to finddoes not say that he loves himself nor that
himself as a whole person belonging in the he ever did love himself. He says only
world in which he was born. Therefore, he that he attempted to love and that he be-
must either escape to another world or be trayed himself because his efforts did not
forever condemned to suffer the conse- come to fruition. In fact, if he had loved
quences of not having control of his own himself and had been a narcissist, he
senses:
would have had himself as the object of
Quero sentir. Nao sei... perco-me todo... his love and should have established the
Nio posso afeiCoar-me nem ser eu: perfect union with beauty through this
E de asde
vejo o que persigo . . ." (Indicios pintar com um verniz parisiense,
Ouro,
Vou-me mais e mais enternecendo
"16," p. 96). For both poets, reality is a
Ate chorar por Mim ... ("Manucure," p. 170)
stumbling block which impedes the at-
tainment of perfection. Dario writes,
The poet's life-long experiences are ex-
"Bosque ideal que lo real complica"
pressed in this(Azul
same poem, as the unattain-
. , p. 114), and Sa-Carneiro:
ment of the goal foreshadows self-destruc-
tion:
Parti. Mas logo regressei ? dor,
Pois tudo me ruiu ... Tudo era igual:
E hi, no grande Espelho de fantasmas
A quimera, cingida, era real,Que ondula e se entregolfa todo o meu passado,
A pr6pria maravilha tinha cor!
Se desmorona o meu presente,
(DispersCdo, "Alm-T6dio,"
E o p.
meu74)
futuro C ji poeira ...
Both poets' gardens of potential ideal cre- ("Manucure," p. 170)
ativity become impossible places of refuge
Here, the "Espelho de fantasmas" re-
for them. Dario refers to hisfers
poetry as his
to the imaginative world that Sa-Car-
"jardin de suefio" (Azul . . neiro
. , p. built around
113), inhimself and which is
which "la adusta perfecci6n thejamis
ultimate se en-
cause of his death.7
trega, / y el secreto ideal duerme en la
It is at this point in Sa-Carneiro's life
sombra" (Azul . . . , p. 115). SA-Carneiro
(May 1915) that he experiences one last
expresses this idea by writing, "-0 pinta-
surge of ecstasy as the Ideal now appears
nos de Mim-jardim estagnado! .. ." (In-
floating in the air in different shapes of
dicios de Ouro, "Apoteose,"various
p. 97).objects and in diverse sounds. Re-
Sa-Carneiro, taking full stylistic
alizing that advan-
achieving his goal is definitely
tage of "ivory-tower" aesthetics, especially
impossible, he adjusts all his efforts to the
in Indicios de Ouro, laments over
task of and over
finding pleasure in another form
again his destiny as he foresees his
of Ideal. The own
poet then attempts to refind
downfall, knowing that he can never reach
himself:
the ideal point of perfect creativity:
Deponho entdo as minhas limas,
Hai sempre um grande Arco As
aominhas
fundo dos
tesouras, os meus godets de verniz,
meus olhos ... Os polidores da minha sensagqo-
A cada passo a minha alma e outra cruz, E solto meus olhos a enlouquecerem de Ar!
E o meu cora?go gira: e uma roda de cores . .. ("Manucure," p. 171)
Ndo sei aonde vou, nem vejo o que persigo . ..
(Indicios de Ouro, "16," p. 96) The poet momentarily concentrates his
energy on absorbing, as he states, this new
On the twenty-sixth of April, 1915, we
found Beleza, which for him represents a
find Sa-Carneiro seated alone in a Parisian
form of escape from the spiritual and phys-
cafe taking another mental trip through
ical tortures that the struggle to gain the
the portal of his imagination: Ultimate produced. Here Sa-Carneiro has
Na sensa?go de estar polindo as minhas unhas, affirmed the fact that the Beleza he seeks
Siibita sensa8lo inexplic vel de ternura, is the Platonic ones in the strict sense of
Todo me incluo em Mim-piedosamente.
(Jhltimos Poemas, "Manucure," p. 169) the word, which can be attained through
As he includes himself in Himself, that the complete comtemplation of beleza as
is, his flesh and blood self into the Ideal it exists in the physical world in the form
of numbers and letters as well as all sorts
he would become, he cries because he
knows that these sensations are ethereal of shapes and sounds of various dimen-
and unreal. Because he is tortured by the sions. In other words, the poet now wants
imperfection of reality, he continues to to allay his former suffering by concentrat-
suffer: ing his sights on the ultimate Beleza as it
E eu sempre na sensagno de polir as minhas reflects itself in those physical entities
unhas which are perfect.9 He writes:
bridge between the two worlds and thus escape time "steps aside and continues his quest for
the torture of the physical world by entering the that vision which, though its pursuit may in-
spiritual and eventually attaining what Plato volve his own destruction, is more tempting,
designates as noesis or Intelligence. more satisfying than the pain and coarseness of
This same notion is also expressed in Ricardo ordinary existence." Sa-Carneiro here, too, is the
Gull6n's essay, Pitagorismo y modernismo (op. victim of the "ambiguity of that Romantic ide-
cit.). Gull6n's closing sentence summarizes Si- ality" (p. 288) for which he searches.
Carneiro's state of mind at this particular mo- xOIn the historical anthology Presenga da lite-
ment of time: "No se olvide que para el budismo ratura portuguisa (III, Simbolismo e Modernis-
y el pitagorismo seguir viviendo es una con- mo) compiled and edited by Ant6nio Soares
dena; la vida, y mais cuanto mis baja sea, aleja Amora, Massaud Mois6s, and Segismundo Spina
y hace imposible ese extrafio paralelo del paraiso (Sao Paulo, 1961), p. 233, the fact of the poet's
que es el nirvana" (p. 136). As in Plato's phi- very heavy dependence upon literature for every-
losophy, Pythagoras also sought to bridge the day survival is stated: "uma vida que s6 existe
gap between worlds with numbers, as SA-Car- como Literatura no born e no mau sentido, pela
neiro. Gull6n further writes: "El pitagorismo exacerbaqdo da fantasia apoiada numa imagina-
fue visto como un sistema concebido para poner 9o sem limites, ex6tica, levando-o a planos neu-
orden en el caos; los niimeros son cifras magicas r6ticos, arrancando o Poeta do solo jhi frigil sob
que revelan-si acaso no ocultan-la significaci6n dos pes. Sua vida 6 sua poesia, de forma que esta
secreta de las cosas" (pp. 108-09). documenta um ser que se procura inditilmente
9This momentary change in the direction the porque necessita de um "suporte" para evitar a
poet seeks for an escape can be compared to the "dispersdo" interior, e, quem diz interior, diz
dichotomy of the universe as it is explained by total."
Arthur Ganz in his article "Human and Supra- Interestingly enough, this same concept of
human: Ambiguity in the Tragic World of attaining an ideal through the medium of litera-
Jean Giraudoux" (PMLA, 87 [March 1972], p. ture, and especially poetry, was very prevalent
284). That is to say, the new Beleza which SA- among the Modernists. Ricardo Gull6n (op. cit.)
Carneiro hopes to attain is, at this particular informs us that "Lo sustancial de la doctrina (of
moment of his life, no longer a part of the pythagoras) consistia en una concepci6n ritmica
human, flesh and blood side of existence, but del universo y de la vida que los modernistas no
rather "that great Romantic image of a beauty, s61o aceptaron sino convirtieron en idea central
power, and mystery that lies beyond the range determinante de la creaci6n pobtica. La poesia
of human experience." Just as the typical Girau- se les aparecia como articulaci6n ritmica de in-
doux character when he sees that reality is too tuiciones; el ritmo y la armonia que de 61 se de-
tragic to bear, Sa-Carneiro also at this point in riva son claves de la belleza" (p. 108).