Spotlight

Spotlight
Memoir by Jamaica S. Salas
        "Jam, mag-audition ka sa PETA (Philippine Educational Theater Association)." One of the
grandest messages I've got from my theater teacher. I was then in 8th grade, and I wasn't
expecting to be one of the students who would audition for PETA because usually, our teacher
only chose from our seniors or students in 10th grade. Also, during those times, I was at the edge
of giving up my passion for theater. I kept trying to have my spotlight for years, but no one
recognized me. Since I will audition for PETA, I practice singing so hard to the point of having no
voice. When the audition period came, we were given days to submit videos showcasing our
talents. My fellow auditionees let me watch their audition piece, I heard them sing like birds in
the skies, and others showed their sharp movements through dancing. As I continued watching,
my light faded; I didn't want to audition anymore.

        I know I will be rejected, but deep inside, I desire to be part of PETA's free summer
workshop. My sister, who knows me so well, speaks a truth that comforts me, "Macua kaman o
ali, Mae, at least mig-try ka." For that reason, I continued to pass my audition video. Days after, I
received an email from PETA. I am chosen to be part of the Young Artist Playlab Workshop 2019.
It felt so surreal; suddenly, my heart was full of joy. Indeed being tired at times is valid, but it
must not hinder us from having our spotlight.