My mind is full of fascinations that nobody could not

understand. I somehow see minor details which no one would

consistently consider as a significant matter, but I neglect main
valuable things. For me the gratification of building is to view
its design and structure. I am not able to realize when it is
happened and why, but I have became ones who is addicted.
My awareness of building houses and choosing selected
materials came from renovation of my new house when I was 11
years old. Whilst my father started construction, I escaped from
hard work and played outside with my peers. When I first
glanced how my father intensively worked alone, my body
automatically moved towards him why does it due to ? I don’t
have answer. I initially measured the lengths of mold and
utilized my analytical skills for creating appropriate basement
for house. After I learned how to make mixture for filling the
mold, using all my power to mix cement with water and sank. I
believed that I will be exhausted; however, this time my
prediction was wrong because I felt sense of persistence to work
hard even under pressure. But one thing was weird to me, it is
why we firstly filled mold form with glass of bottles, stones and
after with the mixture-“I don’t know” I left with unanswered
questions.
As an unconscious child, I thought my power lies in my physical
abilities because I was bigger and stronger than my peers, but
my power hided more than just my strength. I realized it when
began participating in arm-wrestling school tournaments. I had
one strong opponent who is physical abilities was better than
me. It wasn’t a trigger of giving up, and I sought the best
possible way of winning. I began intensive training with heavy
weights and ate many foods for gaining a weight, fully devoting
myself. Despite all the efforts, I couldn’t go out my perceived
limits. As I sat down, my mind entered the picture of winning
and getting a reward. At this moment, I didn’t even clarified my
visualization skills because winning was the main ambition.
After visualizing, I got the power to continue and push myself to
be better. What happened with tournament? I can just say I lost
competition…
I acquired main qualities like industriousness and leadership,
teamwork as they are required and vital for my dream career. It
happened when regional football tournament between senior
grades started. As a versatile student who prepared to various
competitions, I joined in a football team just for fun without any
special goals. Our coach appointed me as a main defender
because I have careful recognizing and immediate decision-
making skills. In this tournament all went smoothly we reached
a semi-final but at the beginning of this match our captain got
injured, and whilst leaving the stadium, he handed over his
captain armband to me. I glanced to my team, they were tired
and did not have any emotions for conquer the competition. I
got responsibility for results of matches, making immediate
decisions and motivating the team whenever we fail completely,
delegating duties when it is necessary. We didn’t ever give up,
but I could not score a main goal and we got second place, it
was awful even under pressure. My thoughts flied through my
mind such a horrible nightmare but it wasn’t important cause my
team was happy with this reward.
My ambition formalized from the subjects that made my life
marvelous. During the last 4 years my level in physics advanced
in high degree level, making it an irreplaceable part of my daily
routine.
My personality and skills, subjects are devoted to be a part of
life-changing progresses. My enthusiasm towards my aim is not
just interest, it is the inspiration why I am happily looking
forward to the future to be the best civil engineer.