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I Said Yes To The Waves
I Said Yes To The Waves
I Said Yes To The Waves
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It was an all-too familiar feeling, like I'd-been-there-done-that kind of situation. I was woozy,
dizzy and had to close my eyes to regain some control. It was during my year of national
service. I had gone a-touring with some friends and we had made our way to the bank of a
flood-fed, fast-flowing river. I have had a phobia for water bodies since I can remember. From
shallow streams to raging rivers, like the one on which banks I stood, I can't get too close to
water without squirming. Needless to say, I'm not a swimmer. Have never tried, never will (hope
It's a bit ironic, especially as I am a lover of nature and quite outdoorsy. But when it comes to
water bodies, I love to admire them from a distance, as far off as possible.
However, no matter how hard I try to keep the waves and waters at bay, sometimes they come
calling, looking for me, seeking me out even when I don't want to be found. And it's not just
those few occasions that a torrential downpour weaves its watery way into my house, making a
mess and leaving a ton of work for me. Nay. It's those storms, those waves that strike the
shores of our lives, often making their way inland and leaving chaos and havoc in its wake.
Since my service year on the bank of that river, I've known turbulence and felt that wooziness
and dizziness over and over again; in my marriage, my career, my finances, my family, my
relationships.
But things came to a head in 2021. Two years before that time, I'd lost my mum and brother-in-
law, in a space of one month. Then as more months went by, I lost an aunt, a few other
In the midst of these, a word kept coming to me. Just one unmistakable word. Waves. For some
reason, I believed the word meant that something good was coming my way. I waited in
One November day, early afternoon, I got a call. It was a nice enough day, though I can't say for
sure what the weather was like; I remember that it wasn't raining, so it must have been good. It
was my husband on the other end. And he had bad news. He had been fired.
"What!" The tears startled trickling down before I could fully process the info. By the time I
My husband isn't the type that gets fired. He's the type that will fight, bare knuckle and all, if that
would get the job done. He'd get up early, get back home late and give a good 89.5% to deliver.
I might be biased in my analysis, but I believe I'm a good judge, of my husband, with almost
We had three kids to house, feed and school. He had elderly parents who were partially
dependent on him. I was a full-time stay-at-home mum, part-time writer with not-so-steady,
meager earnings. Our income dropped by over 60% (clearly, I'm quite good in math) but our
and sugar (not a fan of honey). But riding out this present tide has come with a few highs. I
finally went back to teaching, my first love and the first job I did post-university, during and after
my national service year. These days, making the most of what we had and getting through
each month, paying the bills, feeding well enough, and above all, keeping the tensions of our
current stressful realities away from the kids, have shown me that these waves might have
some good, hidden and tucked away behind the dark, menacing facade.
And by some Divine intervention, my husband and I haven't completely torn each other to