Anxious

(Nangangamba by Zack Tabudlo)

Sabihin mo na, nilalaman ng puso mo
At nararamdaman nito
Kung ‘di pa aminin ang gusto
Baka kasi mawala na ako

Hello, I am Clark ken Castillo, 19-year-old. I had a girlfriend who was very kind and since I met
her, I was more fascinated by her, and I loved her forever. We went through a lot of things that I
had to work hard for and at that time I felt apprehensive about myself. The times when I was
alone, I didn't have my troops. I was the only one who felt like you'd be lost to yourself because
you could no longer see the joy in your life. Especially in 2019, the pandemic came, all the
opportunities when I was in grade 9 were lost, even my parents lost confidence because I failed
in a subject and that's when the fear got heavier. I told myself that it should have disappeared,
that there are really fates that try to change us for our benefit, that we should be happy with what
we have or don't have fear always dominate us. Since then, I have changed my personality. I
used to be sad when I was young and felt pain. Now I am at the right age, and I know how to
calm myself down. Thanks to my friends who helped me.