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Fake
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Fake
I'm happy. People think i'm optimistic, talented and smart. I am religious. I have many friends.
Do I look like that? Do I? I hope you're convinced by this synthetic, this fake smile of mine. Most people
envy how perfect my life is. How I don't have problems and how I seemed to be fine with everything.
But am I?
I always smile and agree to everything request. To be fine with everything my so called friends wanted.
Do they know that all they're seeing is fake?
A mask of fake happiness and glee. That the only reason is, I cannot say no. have they thought of my
feelings? are they even my friends?
That every time I see them, I have this smile that no one ever dared to disbelieve.
This sense of optimism everyone envies? It's all superficial. In fact, all I think of is sadness, despair, hate,
and often I just can't go on anymore. Does anyone know that? Once I told my mom to cut the afternoon
church club meetings, Guess what she bladed?
I wanted to reply "Well if you put it that way" or "Sure make me feel guilty. Do I have a choice?" but all I
can do is agree and pretend I didn't ask anything.
The Saddest part is with all the masks, my disguises, my covers. . .all the lies. . .Everyone seems to
believe. No one knows how gloom, how depressed. . .unhappy I am. No one, none of you people.